Write What's On Your Mind

[Anonymous No.21527281]

/wwoym/ WAAAAT edition

Previous thread >>21519351

[Anonymous No.21527296]

>If there is no knowledge conveyed, there is no book.
Quote can be applied to The Bell Jar

[Anonymous No.21527298]

The lens used to see the world has tilted and now i must ebb-n-flow to see the light.

[Anonymous No.21527300]

>>21527281
Abstract objects have often garnered the interest of philosophers because they raise problems for popular theories. In ontology, abstract objects are considered problematic for physicalism and some forms of naturalism. Historically, the most important ontological dispute about abstract objects has been the problem of universals. In epistemology, abstract objects are considered problematic for empiricism. If abstracta lack causal powers and spatial location, how do we know about them? It is hard to say how they can affect our sensory experiences, and yet we seem to agree on a wide range of claims about them.

Some, such as Ernst Mally, Edward Zalta and arguably, Plato in his Theory of Forms, have held that abstract objects constitute the defining subject matter of metaphysics or philosophical inquiry more broadly. To the extent that philosophy is independent of empirical research, and to the extent that empirical questions do not inform questions about abstracta, philosophy would seem especially suited to answering these latter questions.

In modern philosophy, the distinction between abstract and concrete was explored by Immanuel Kant and G. W. F. Hegel.

Gottlob Frege said that abstract objects, such as numbers, were members of a third realm, different from the external world or from internal consciousness.

[Anonymous No.21527312]

I'm about to have a really weird night guys.

[Anonymous No.21527318]

>>21527312
Share with us little buddy...

[Anonymous No.21527319]

>>21527300
Father, Son and Holy Spirit.
Heaven (third realm), Earth and Mind.
The number 1, one physical apple, the idea of 1.

[Anonymous No.21527326]

>>21527281
>be me
>5 years old
>have constant nightmares
>they get worse as I get older
>be 9 years old
>nightmares are so intense and frequent that I start having waking nightmares
>sometimes can't distinguish between being awake or asleep
>sometimes the nightmare continues while I'm awake and I imagine the monster getting angrier and angrier at me for not going back to bed
>every time I fall asleep I resume the nightmare from where I woke from it
>every night is constant terror
>sometimes stay awake for days straight to avoid sleeping
>age 10
>nightmares get more disturbing
>fat women mutilated into the shape of a giant toothed starfish consuming me, tentacled monsters pulling me in, toys trying to kill me
>nightmares become esoteric to the point of being "meta-dreams"
>age 15-17
>i dream that i'm dreaming, and I know I'm dreaming in the dream, but I can't wake up and while in the dream I feel like the dream rules are true and affect reality
>dreams become related to eldritch abominations and eternal torment that result from breaking small rules
>when I successfully force myself awake I sometimes have sleep paralysis and "waking nightmares"
>age 18
>nightmares slow down, but sometimes I have dream entities appear immediately before I fall asleep or immediately afterward
>age 19+
>very few nightmares and now no dreams or nightmares at all

[Anonymous No.21527327]

>>21527245
>After culture has been successfully broken down and homogenized the proles will be reduced to insects working for billionaire neo-feudal jews. There will probably be purebred strains of asians, africans, whites, etc kept for entertainment purposes while the rest of the world becomes a homogenized brown mass of worker drones.
This seems very possible. Even likely.

[Anonymous No.21527339]

>>21527326
Um...meds?

[Anonymous No.21527348]

>>21527339
They were just dreams and I was always able to know that it was dream-related. So I was always aware of when I was in a waking dream state. Has nothing to do with insanity.

[Anonymous No.21527400]

I think I will kill myself.

[Anonymous No.21527415]

>>21527400

[Anonymous No.21527423]

Australian women are awful.

[Anonymous No.21527433]

>>21527400
Don't do it. I don't know what you're going through, but seek help. You'll always be able to find a way through a meaningful, happy life.

[Anonymous No.21527460]

>>21527423
Like in terms of looks? Coz I think they pretty good looking

[Anonymous No.21527464]

>>21527460
Uggo sheboon wannabe vibes

[Anonymous No.21527467]

Focus.

Focus.

Breathe.

Focus.

Ignore all the rest.

You know what you have to do.

Do it.

Keep moving forward.

[Anonymous No.21527469]

>>21527464
Suit yourself bro but I'd have her fr no cap on god

[Anonymous No.21527474]

>>21527400
Pointless, you'll just live for thousands of years in Gehinnom instead

[Anonymous No.21527475]

>>21527469
If she knocked it off with the lip injections and comically retarded ass proportions then she'd be an 8/10 at minimum

[Anonymous No.21527477]

ive made a lot of progress over the last two weeks and I hope to stick with it this time, as there is no longer anything to go back to. holy shit though, does it ever hurt to look back on the last 12 years, all thrown away for nothing, my best years just gone in the blink of an eye, all I can think is "what the hell happened and how did It get this bad?" and now I have less than nothing. a grueling uphill struggle right from past the bottom of the hill. Theres nothing to go back to now though. if I let go again, its over for me. If I let go again theres nothing but death.

[Anonymous No.21527485]

>>21527433
I’m not going through anything. I think that’s partly the problem.

[Anonymous No.21527488]

>>21527475
>lip injections
Tbqh i love lip injections

[Anonymous No.21527493]

>gets mad
>pretends to be calm
I'll try again later.

[Anonymous No.21527494]

>>21527477
This kinda doesn't make sense because there is nothing but death awaiting everyone. Anyway, good job on your resolution. Make a meaningful change before you die.

[Anonymous No.21527499]

>>21527494
>there is nothing but death awaiting everyone.
Well and what comes after

[Anonymous No.21527503]

>>21527485
Make an effort then and put yourself somewhere you haven't been before.

[Anonymous No.21527505]

>>21527467
Thank you

[Anonymous No.21527510]

>>21527460
Pornsluts, instathots, onlywhores are not inductive of the looks of any given place or nationality. It is a transethnic smear of algorithmically homogenized traits that can be acquired at the local plastic surgeon to drive up engagement with their content.

[Anonymous No.21527520]

>>21527494
i could potentially live a relatively humble but good life before I die, which seems a lot better than probably ending up a mentally ill homeless and dying or having a heart attack or something after hurting everyone around me with my failures. The idea of dying before I make things right and find some sort of redemption horrifies me, and *this* life that ive been living being the only thing that defines who I am jsut seems like a painful tragedy for my family and friends who still think of me and wonder what the fuck is going on behind the big wall I put up and stew behind day after day after day for years

[Anonymous No.21527523]

>>21527510
Ok

[Anonymous No.21527578]

I really love romance but it seems like women aren't into it anymore. I get more than enough dates (Not boasting just letting you know I'm not some mad incel) I really do love the idea of doing romantic things but it seems like girls are only into that in a modern sense of having good sex or going for expensive meals. I need an outlet, maybe I'll write shitty poetry

[Anonymous No.21527594]

>>21527318
Soon

[Anonymous No.21527601]

>>21527300
Why was early 19th fashion so kino?

[Anonymous No.21527612]

>>21527601
Colder weather means layers. Layers="kino"

[Anonymous No.21527625]

>>21527578
I'm a romantic too, and don't know where to find any women that would like that either

[Anonymous No.21527627]

Thinking about it for a while, I've realized that there's nothing wrong with me not dating or otherwise being romantically involved with a woman at the age of 26 (27 in April this year). Fundamentally, the last woman I've met that I found not only physically attractive but otherwise had the same Catholic values I have and is intelligent, kind, understanding and complementary to me as a person sas in middle school when I was in 7th grade and her 6th. I get you are never going to find the perfect woman, but most woman don't even register on my radar other than having some combination of a nice face/pair of tits/ass/form or some combination thereof. I honestly fon't know why people put so much worth on having a woman in your life: unless she's compatible with you, makes you a better person through a passionate romantic friendship that allows the both of you to live a life together and become good parents and people to a litter of new human beings there's no point in pursuing a relationship with most most women nowadays. Even church girls are boring as shit. Frankly, I blame social media for this gay turn of events.

>>21527578
>Unironically using incel
Ngmi. Anyways, women nowadays are boring. Even in the early to late 2000s and early 2010s, I've heard a lot of stories from an old friend about a cool chick he used to hang out with and go on dates with at fucking arcades FGC tournamenta and other male-dominated spaces and he never said anything bad about her. They had to break up due to her moving out of town but you could see how much he cared for her even all these years later. I don't think I even remember most women past their looks. I don't know. Women are just rather dull nowadays. I don't blame any man for not wanting to bother with them other than for basic sexual relief (although genuinely hating women is gateway to being gay if not a flatout sign). I frankly don't get why so many men put pussy on a pedestal. There are very few women I would call worthwhile in terms of actually starting a relationship with.

[Anonymous No.21527628]

>>21527400
Crow was there for you but you closed the window.
Crow followed you to school but you went on summer break.
Crow never judged you but you told him to fuck off.
Who's the monster now?

[Anonymous No.21527669]

How do I describe this with words?

[Anonymous No.21527676]

>>21527669
Dat moon

[Anonymous No.21527677]

>>21527669
With ridicule. Start there.

[Anonymous No.21527708]

Currently drunk at someone's house on the couch. We have the same favorite bands, we should be friends, but an hour in he started messaging people on discord and we stopped chatting. So I went to the living room to lie down.

I really am just fundamentally broken. I can't connect with other humans. Between me and every other human is a vast, impenetrable concrete wall and no matter how hard I try I can't tear it down. Of all my mental problems, this is easily the worst. I think I really will drop out of college, I don't have any fight left in me.

[Anonymous No.21527717]

>>21527708
>rst. I think I really will drop out of college
why would you make this leap from "im not very good at socializing" to "im throwing my potential career and life away for no reason"?

[Anonymous No.21527749]

I had an epileptic seizure yesterday morning, my first in two years. I'm fine now, but my brain is exhausted, and I typically feel very depressed for a few days afterwards as my brain recovers. Combined with this month-long storm in my state, everything feels incredibly bleak right now. Reciting Our Fathers and Hail Marys on the hospital bed brought me comfort, so hopefully tomorrow's Mass will lift my spirits.

[Anonymous No.21527765]

>>21527717
It's not socializing. I don't feel emotions. I can't have fun. I can't feel pleasure or pain. The last time I felt a strong emotion was December of 2017, I was about to take my Economics final but told the teacher I was sick. In the nurse's office I listened to the album "Beyond The Fleeting Gales" and it moved me.

Since then I've just been... dead. I try to make friends. I try drugs. I try psychiatry & therapy. Nothing nothing nothing happens. You have probably stopped reading by this point. If I could just connect with someone... even my own dad or sister... maybe that would be enough. But I can't. It's not possible. No one knows how alone I am. It's hell on earth. I can't connect to anyone, it's lonelier Tham anything you could imagine

[Anonymous No.21527770]

>>21527765
Aww, I love you anon. You seem like the kind of teddy bearish sensitive type that I would love to have (no homo) platonic cuddles with. I hope you make it out okay. Try to power through college.

[Anonymous No.21527777]

>>21527770
You're right. I used to be super sensitive. Then my life went to hell and I kinda stopped feeling things. Now I don't know how to go back. Thanks for the kind words though. They are rare, I appreciate it

[Anonymous No.21527780]

Now that I am banned from Panera Bread, where can I go to stay for hours on end to type out my novel?

[Anonymous No.21527798]

>>21527433
Nta but I’ve tried everything. I’ve “seeked help”. I told my friends and family. I’ve spoken to therapist and tried a shit ton of drugs. I’ve cried out to God countless times. No relief. Now what anon? Please, I swear to God it hasn’t been for the lack of effort.

[Anonymous No.21527806]

>>21527780
The library.

[Anonymous No.21527822]

>>21527780
Just wear a mask and sunglasses and go in there. The stupid bitch that reported you for hitting on her can't recognize you and you have an excuse due to COVID and shit like that. Or you can just go to the library.

[Anonymous No.21527846]

>>21527806
But there isn't unlimited refills on drinks

[Anonymous No.21527847]

>>21527846
Bullshit your library doesn't have a water fountain.

[Anonymous No.21527889]

This month feels really long. Like it feels like its being stretched.

[Anonymous No.21527902]

>>21527889
I just checked the calendar. I thought it was like the 5th or something.

[Anonymous No.21527906]

>>21527503
I’m not sure what that means exactly but it’s probably too late.

[Anonymous No.21527908]

>>21527798
What have you cried out for?

[Anonymous No.21527921]

>>21527908
I’ve cried out to God to have mercy on me and forgive me for all my mistakes. I’ve asked God to give me the ability to like things again, including myself. I cried to him saying I don’t know how long I can stand it anymore. I told him I’m sorry if I end my life prematurely.

[Anonymous No.21527928]

>>21527400
You might as well TRY drugs before you go for the final sleep anon. There's coming back from drugs at least. No one comes back from the silent lands. Just a suggestion, you've not tried everything life has to offer yet

[Anonymous No.21527953]

>>21527798
>I’ve cried out to God countless times. No relief. Now what anon? Please, I swear to God it hasn’t been for the lack of effort.
Have you tried actually following God's laws for example?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ot9qSqkphgs

I would just study Torah non-stop if I were you
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RCRL4WGEl6U

[Anonymous No.21527965]

>>21527921
You might as well go innawoods or to a 3rd world country or a really rural area like Alaska where you can make a living and start a family with the natives. It's basically suicide minus the killing yourself part. I feel you just hate your current life and not life itself. There's no need to attach yourself to a world and life you hate. Just let it go and go somewhere where you can forget your old life and live a new one.

[Anonymous No.21527980]

why motherly girlfriends

[Anonymous No.21528005]

There seems to always be spit in my mouth no matter how many times i clear my mouth, as if im slowly drowing. It feels like a just punishment to me, as we stopped giving my grandma water after she had her final stroke. she didnt have much left in her then, but she would still clear her mouth every so often, especially when we wiped down her face with a moist towel. It was hard to see and i regret not dripping water over her mouth. Now my mouth is eternally too damn moist

[Anonymous No.21528098]

a life without love.

[Anonymous No.21528117]

>>21527281
when i die my divine punishment will be being repeatedly drowned in liquor like dostoevsky's father

[Anonymous No.21528122]

>>21527980
Because dominating a woman older than you feels amazing :3

[Anonymous No.21528149]

>>21527281
>Write What's On Your Mind
a life without love.

[Anonymous No.21528175]

Horny but I don't want to jerk off anymore. Or really ever again.

[Anonymous No.21528188]

Simone Weil is basically an anime character.

[Anonymous No.21528273]

>>21528122
wtf

[Anonymous No.21528277]

I'm this guy: >>21482303
Quit after a week. Didn't really seem to fit in, didn't really like that kind of corporate culture. No money left, now I have to do some minimum wage factory work, lol.

[Anonymous No.21528294]

>>21528277
>Didn't really seem to fit in, didn't really like that kind of corporate culture
What happened?

[Anonymous No.21528303]

I want to kms. I won't but I want to. Life seems unbearably long.

[Anonymous No.21528309]

>>21528277
>factory work
Read The Need for Roots by Simone Weil.

[Anonymous No.21528312]

>>21527780
A different Panera Bread

[Anonymous No.21528317]

>>21528303
that makes two of us

[Anonymous No.21528326]

I don't know how to help you. That's my despair.

[Anonymous No.21528339]

>>21528277
Interesting. I have the same view as you regarding the corporate world. I'm jobless since I quit 2 years ago and now that my money is running out, I don't see other alternatives other than taking meds to suck it up and get back to working.

[Anonymous No.21528342]

>>21527281
I'm writing a novel and hope I can get it published within the next 3 years but I doubt I will.

[Anonymous No.21528348]

>>21527326
i just wanted to post that i've been having nightmares for about 3 weeks straight and then i read this
any idea why they came about, what was the point of them and why they stopped?

[Anonymous No.21528366]

>back in the early days of school, the only positive interactions I had with girls was when they'd ask me to do their homework or help them with projects
>they assumed I was intelligent because I was quiet, shy, awkward, nerdy, and teachers liked me
>in reality I wasn't very smart and got mediocre grades, teachers only liked me because I was a timid coward and terrified of getting in trouble
>once they discovered the truth, they left me alone
Admittedly, that was better than them wanting to fuck with me or destroy my ego. The big dichotomy in school is good grades and a good social life. I wish I had either one.

[Anonymous No.21528382]

>>21526764
You have the right idea.
Music is useless information that your brain is sort of forced to try and record it as memory (because its not random noise and anything that has somewhat consistent beat or a rhythm is stored as memory in the brain) and as an author or really anyone who is not in profession related to or in music industry, such information is irrelevant and is infact detrimental to your thought process. Its fine for people who are midwits who are wagies or work in trades, there isn't much higher level thinking happening in their heads but as an author who thinks a lot you do not need a stream of information getting into your head and getting recorded as memories. Past the age of early twenties most brains stop absorbing pretty much all information you throw at it, so you have to be selective about what you want to remember (information, knowledge that is relevant to you or what you do) because at this stage information absorbtion and retention starts becoming limited and progressively harder the more you absorb(learn). Hearing a catchy song that is otherwise shit and you can still remember years later because it just got stuck in yout mind is the biggest waste of mental energy and thought resources ever.

[Anonymous No.21528386]

>>21528348
No idea why they stopped and no idea why they started. I had nightmares all the time until 18. Kinda makes me believe in some sort of genetic determinism because I didn't have too bad of an upbringing and there was no reason for my nightmares to be so violent and absurd.

[Anonymous No.21528404]

>>21528386
whats your attitude and experience with christianity now and in the past?

[Anonymous No.21528407]

Despite being a native speaker of English, I have no respect for the language, and I am unsurprised by the cultural decline of the English-speaking world. However, nothing will stop me from reading English classics as always.

[Anonymous No.21528425]

>>21528404
Secular household, mother was a highly liberal Christian father was a militant atheist and a tranny, I was a cringe atheist that made fun of Christianity since 8 or so. I turned into a cringe bluepilled militant atheist around 10 on reddit, then I started becoming sympathetic to christianity (in a secular manner) at around 20. Now I'm highly superstitious and believe in the Christian God, although I do not have any denominational views besides sympathy for the orthodox church.
Despite being a cringe atheist I still felt extremely uncomfortable with defacing Bibles so I hid them. This is probably related to my generally extreme lifelong superstitiousness.

[Anonymous No.21528443]

>>21528407
>I am unsurprised by the cultural decline of the English-speaking world.
Nothing to do with language, and everything to do with people you imported into English speaking world.

>native speaker but has no respect for English language
you do not appreciate nice things that you have, you just take them for granted. Imagine being born in country with population(native speakers) of less than 5mil and then having to slog your entire life as a shitty esl.

[Anonymous No.21528450]

>>21528382
Do you think that a certain music can affect brain in a certain way?

[Anonymous No.21528459]

>>21527281
I can’t tell if I’m starting to have a hard time remembering words, or if I always took a bit to remember certain things and now I’m just paranoid.

[Anonymous No.21528534]

I started writing human on furry smut a month ago and I'm already sick of it. Just like smut art all looks the same, smut writing all reads the same also. The words you end up using are the same, the things you say are more or less all the same. Even if you want to put some sort of character or emotionality in it, it's all drowned in the conventions of smut. If you try to do something creative it just becomes tired, stinking post-modern commentary. There isn't that much depth to achieve when you're talking about a dick into a hole.
It's all monkey brain shit.
Furry porn is an act of hateful rape toward the obviously noble and mystical creatures that are anthropomorphic animals; it's disgusting iconoclasty disguised as sexual attraction. None of it is good. Only human beings deserve to be degraded with porn.

[Anonymous No.21528558]

Feeling pretty hopeless bros.
Suffered for years not having sex only to finally have it and discover it to be mid and unfulfilling.
Now what? Do I try and find God, artistically dedicate myself to a science or musical instrument or what? The whole anchor of my motivation was a lie, I suffered for nothing.
Why even contribute to this world?

I can't take the hecking nihilismerino.

[Anonymous No.21528573]

>>21527281
Adaptive morality: Individuals tend to become bad when they are raised in bad circumstances, or good in good circumstances, and their circumstances serve to punish them and negate the evil they do over the course of their life. Whether they were good or bad before their circumstances does not matter, because their evilness/goodness will grow to match their circumstance. This is predicated on the idea that it is good to help a good person or hurt a bad person, and bad to hurt a good person or help a bad.
A black born in africa is dealt an absolutely shit hand in life, and will tend to develop into an even more shitty human being. The horrors he will experience during his lifetime are the punishments that are sufficient to make up for his evils. The issue of him being born not necessarily evil is (thus the possibility that there is an imbalance in evil) is resolved in this way: The evil an evil person tends to commit is so much greater than the suffering they will experience that any good they had as an infant or child is nullified by adulthood.
Thus there is no net good or evil.

Any books that talk about something similar?

[Anonymous No.21528575]

>>21528558
>Suffered for years not having sex
You're a shallow person.

[Anonymous No.21528577]

>>21528575
Unhelpful and trite dismissal. I hope it made you feel a little better, but I know it didn't.

I double dare you to actually engage.

[Anonymous No.21528581]

>>21528575
I think anon just made the fatal misunderstanding that incels tend to make: he wants intimacy and affection and his brain mistakes that for sex. After sex he became disillusioned but never realized what he was really yearning for.

[Anonymous No.21528583]

>>21528577
What is there to engage with? If you say sex and not love you're a hollow shell of a man. It's obvious to anyone with a brain that sex is not some kind of life-changing achievement. You probably pined for sex while hating women at the same time, is that right? The reason why you feel unfulfilled is that you're a shallow person.

[Anonymous No.21528585]

I usually poop on the clock but I'm off all of Jan. Pooping now makes me feel like I'm losing money.

[Anonymous No.21528587]

>>21528558
Become a terrorist for a cause you believe in.

[Anonymous No.21528589]

>>21528583
Incels tend not to be well developed and aren't conscious of what they want. The incel typically says sex when they really mean "high level of intimacy" (and love).
It's an old story that incels pine for sex eternally, have it, and then decide it wasn't worth it. They just think sex is the highest level of intimacy achievable.

[Anonymous No.21528606]

>>21528583
Love, the kind you are talking about, is an epiphenomenon of sex, you retarded romantic. You talk of shallowness, yet get angry about something that only exists in your head.

Sex exactly is life changing, by the way but it is time-locked. Or it could be more accurate to say that not-having is lifechanging.
The transformation can't happen if you miss the window and the importance of it can only really be grasped through its absence as this is to fall off the edge of normalcy and thus become aware that there was an edge to fall off of at all.

[Anonymous No.21528611]

>>21528606
Poor anon. You are so lost.

[Anonymous No.21528615]

I'm really struggling to adjust back to work after the holiday break. I can't believe this is the rest of my life. It is making me more depressed than I have maybe ever felt before.

[Anonymous No.21528619]

>>21528611
Your barely articulated snark serves no one but yourself.

Again, I encourage you to engage and do some thinking.

[Anonymous No.21528621]

>>21528589
>Incels
Only idiots use this sort of vocabulary. This vague generalization of "incel" makes no sense whatsoever. Plus, the anon said he had sex, which by definition makes him not an incel.

[Anonymous No.21528637]

>>21528621
I'm using the typical internet slang term, which is already extremely saturated. The original poster called him shallow(which now seems to be true, so I retract those posts in defense of him) and I tried to explain how incels tend to work. I believed anon may have been a lonely man that didn't realize he just wanted love, not sex.

[Anonymous No.21528645]

>>21528606
Anon it is you who feels lost and unfulfilled, not me, so why do you lecture me? You are just plugging your ears and biting like a retard instead of accepting the truth, that you are a shallow person. You are no different than the whorish women you probably hate.
>>21528621
I hate that term too, it's meaningless. Anon is a good old sociopath.

[Anonymous No.21528698]

>>21528606
You're a retard and all your suffering is your fault.

[Anonymous No.21528699]

The incel sleeps alone tonight
After the bars turn out their lights
And I am finally seething
About why I am the one coping

[Anonymous No.21528705]

>>21528699
the lonely incel seems to free his mind at night at at at night

[Anonymous No.21528726]

I keep drinking every other day but I dont know why. Always the same stuff and same pattern.

[Anonymous No.21528761]

>>21528698
>suffering is your fault.
free will doesn't exist. with enough revolutions of the cosmic abattoir, you'll eventually be in his situation too.

[Anonymous No.21528771]

>>21528761
>free will doesn't exist
bait

[Anonymous No.21528783]

>>21528771
>free will exists...
>because it just does, ok!?

[Anonymous No.21528814]

All who study philosophy ought to train the body in addition to their studies. The body is the one point in the Intelligible where the material and the intellect are joined in union - it is an image of the hypostasis of creator and created implied by an absolutely transcendent and absolutely immanent God, as well as a unique creature in its own right, coupling the Intellect-Principle or nous with matter and thus a creature radically able to access and understand both spheres. To misuse it or to go one's life without enabling it to reach its potential is to squander the opportunity one has to reach the peaks of both spirit and matter, to see the indeterminate Dyad from both ends, to comprehend the One through the all-pervading tension of opposites.

[Anonymous No.21528815]

>>21528761
>it is my unalterable fate to suffer here in this torture chamber despite the open door in front of me
>I simply can't leave because uh.. *grabs random justification from infinite bag of excuses* - because free will doesn't exist

[Anonymous No.21528818]

>>21527281
90yo+ grannies are insanely hot, dying to bury my face in their loose wrinkled stinky beefs, fap 5 times a day on oldster vids, why grannies are such merciless semen demons? I'm absolutely drained, have no juices left in me, and still can't stop stroking furiously, but if I stop I won't be able to jump on that walmart greeter and just loose myself with her in a crazy hurricane of burning passion

[Anonymous No.21528826]

>>21528818
Highly degenerate but I'm tempted to say that if you asked one out (assuming they're unmarried or widowed) they'd probably agree. They might think you're trying to screw with them so they'll act as if they hated that proposition to save face, so you'll need to find a way to make it seem genuine.
But instead of going through all that, GET HELP NOW!!!

[Anonymous No.21528827]

>>21528815
some things are unalterable, some aren't. that has nothing to do with freedom of will though.

[Anonymous No.21528830]

>communist gfs are full of red flags

[Anonymous No.21528914]

>>21528826
asking her out will totally, completely and absolutely ruin the dish making it absolutely tasteless, what drives me wild is realization of breaking in that 90yo socially respectable, polite, well mannered, posh century-aged ''candy shop" and taking every singly bit of sweets, pies and cookies from every most hidden box, shelf and corner(even disemboweling every rat that hides in that shop taking pieces of candies they ate before), like the lowest smugliest filthy miserable burglar

[Anonymous No.21528934]

>>21528783
>because
5th argument
https://crossexamined.org/5-arguments-existence-free-will/

[Anonymous No.21528936]

>>21528761
>with enough revolutions of the cosmic abattoir
The Globe Earth deception is one of the worst lies of this world

[Anonymous No.21528955]

>>21528914
Meds immediately and unironically

[Anonymous No.21528959]

>>21527505
Not trying to help, it's just my thoughts

[Anonymous No.21528962]

>>21528830
being commie is a redflag by itself

[Jewish No.21528963]

>>21527953
Are you actually Jewish?

[Anonymous No.21528966]

>>21528914
and this to full volume
https://youtu.be/ucA3q5VCQW0?t=37

[Anonymous No.21528971]

Im about to go DEFCON 1 on jewish people

[Anonymous No.21528986]

>>21528963
No

>>21528971
Why bro?

[Anonymous No.21528993]

>>21528986
Donda got pulled
>>21527281
When does 4chan stop being a good thing?

[Anonymous No.21529028]

>>21528993
How has 4chan ever been a good thing?

[Anonymous No.21529072]

>>21527921
So what is driving your misery here? I’m not fully understanding.

[Anonymous No.21529145]

I quit a job after just 3 days.

[Anonymous No.21529150]

post 21527510
>Pornsluts, instathots, onlywhores are not inductive of the looks of any given place or nationality. It is a transethnic smear of algorithmically homogenized traits that can be acquired at the local plastic surgeon to drive up engagement with their content.

It's quite essential that you put that into words, your sentence establishes key concepts.

>not inductive of... any given place or nationality, transethnic smear of algorithmically homogenized traits= obscuring and making physical geography and individualism and identity irrelevant.
>geography=spaciality, reality
>individual identity= susceptible of identification

>algorithmically, engagement with content= worlwide web, the non-physical cyberspace

In contemporary arts and culture the discussion of identity-transformation and more loose terms of identification has quickly become a norm within the last decade. Many people even on this board are fixated on narratives by sensationalist authors, that the world was suddenly poisoned or brainwashed by different parties (Marxists, globalists, free masons, neoliberals) to wake into a hypnagogia of obscuring of genders and their physical definitions.
The act of worldwide communication through the internet in itself is engaging in androgyny and individualistic obscurity. The more anonymous the discourse you're a part of, the more neutered and shaved you are of your individualism. Not necessarily by intellect, but by form and presentation, that which many people swear to heaven is a key factor in defining one's identity.
In the internet you are lines of letters in sequence, contained in a screen. You engage in dialogues with people geographically elsewhere, but in the same cyberspace. They are not with you in the cyberspace, they are a part of you. You lose your tangible form, I can not touch, smell or taste you. You ascend binary definitions.

Pic related: More abstract interpretations of the surgically transformed "pornsluts" can be found in the Windows Messenger avatars illustration and Jon Rafman's Counterfeit poast-video art series

[Anonymous No.21529157]

>>21527281
What's on my mind? I'll tell you. Vagina. Pussy juice. Eating pussy. Having a woman moan and call me a good boy while I'm engorging myself on her labia and clit. Sloppy hairy pussy. Vagina. Being squeezed between the soft things of a woman while I'm going down on her. Her hands playing with my hair, massaging my scalp, holding my head fast while she grinds on my tongue.
All the time. I'm a hopeless coomer and there is no cure. Did nofap and noporn for months on end, just made it worse. My only respite is eating pussy, but it only satiates the lust for a few days at most.

[Anonymous No.21529221]

>>21527510
See >>21529150

[Anonymous No.21529225]

Smartphones are actually pretty great. Today I made a call, then I sat down to write in Vim, I messaged someone, then I saw an interesting thing and I took photos, all with the same miniature computer and a portable keyboard. As a tool they're really wonderful. It's really just normies who use this shit for tiktok and selfies. I fucking hate braindead normies. It's all their fault. We'd probably live in a utopia if normies fucked off.

[Anonymous No.21529233]

[Anonymous No.21529237]

>>21527400
Haha, that's the only thing that makes me happy and keeps me going. What's your choice? I'll block the carotid arteries, combined with speed.

[Anonymous No.21529260]

>>21529150
Was about to tell you to take your meds but then I realized you were truthin'.
But I think there is something different between the neutered identity of a persona in cyberspace and that of the transformation of identity in real space. Would you agree? What are your thoughts?

[Anonymous No.21529265]

>>21529237
Brain damage central.
t. permanent heart and brain damage from failed attempt

[Anonymous No.21529269]

>>21528971
*DEATHCON 1

[Anonymous No.21529283]

Important trial and error I went through within the last half a year was about available sex from a "situationship/emotionally unavailable friends with benefits"
Now that I pulled the plug on our friendship, I wish I prized my own physicality and sexuality in a more devout way, instead of caving in due to being desperate and curious for exploration, but I'm not serious or vexed about it
I am glad that I have more perspective, insight and experience in this field of social reality.
I wish I never shared my body and sexuality with her, but I do not share certain "trad" sentiments that I lost some value by doing that. There is just this mental feeling of "getting got" that would be undone if our sex never happened. But again, I am not filled with resentment that it did happen.

God damn I'm glad I went through it and it's over now. Enjoying loneliness is much more natural now. I feel that I know myself and what I need in intimate connections now. I know first hand about those things that had been stuck on a morbid loop as a curious fantasy in my mind since my teenage.
"Is my penis big and aesthetic enough?"
"Is my fingering good? Is my fucking good? Is my oral sex good?"
"Can I make a woman wet?"
"Am I attractive or endearing to an attractive slim adult female?"
My quota of intimacy and sexual exploration has been filled and I am purified of needs for them for the time being. All that authority and intimidatingness of "tall, slim hot 20year old chicks" that I had since my teens has been removed as I got to explore it first-hand and how they pathetically whimper and moan and lust for sex, equally as much as a sex-hungry physically disgusting anon.

My life is dictated by trial and error, "songs of innocence and experience". It's the most pure manifestation of being to me. My loneliness becomes more and more dear and consolidating to me, the more I grate myself through different paths of social exploration. I've also found myself to feel a deeper affection, forgiveness and connection to my family the more I've dated and spent time socializing with people my age. Under the roof of my family I am always welcome, saved from performance anxiety, guilt and codes of socially acceptable thought.

[Anonymous No.21529284]

I hate niggers but I hate illiterates more

[Anonymous No.21529285]

>>21528959
Np. I was hyperventilating on a bunch of stimulants

[Anonymous No.21529305]

>>21529265
kds pass out peacefully in their bedrooms on vids, even though they only use belts, brain just switches off, no pain, no worries. Wrestlers pass out too in headlock.

[Anonymous No.21529308]

>>21528815
Gotta appreciate the handwaving at the very least

[Anonymous No.21529310]

>>21529305
I passed out too. I woke up.

[Anonymous No.21529316]

>>21529260
>But I think there is something different between the neutered identity of a persona in cyberspace and that of the transformation of identity in real space.
Cyberspace and real space exist in an expressive and intellectual symbiosis. Our thoughts are documented and expressed here and they can be attributed to the experiences of our physical persona.

I can't deny the fact that we all own our own physique in the real space. I meant to attribute androgyny to a more intellectual and perceptual awareness of the surrounding reality and thus the limits of discourse in specific fields.
It is hard for me to see someone advocating for binary rounded definitions for identity in an anonymous platform such as 4chan as credible. What sort of credit or relevance does physique hold in cyberspace?

[Anonymous No.21529317]

>>21529284
Is a nigger not usually an illiterate? So if there’s an illiterate nigger, you’d say you’d have them doubly so!

[Anonymous No.21529319]

I've been doing nofap and I'm having the most fucked sexual dreams everytime I fall asleep.

[Anonymous No.21529338]

>>21527296
I have no channel to communicate well with my peers. My peers are isolated and stranded among mindless rat race drones they cannot help to dissociate from. The drones are media bot program slaved ants. The media masters are slaver ants. I am not a properly smelled ant and am persecuted for this in my country.
Oh I forgot in my BOOKS FOR THIS FEEL

[Anonymous No.21529348]

>>21527281
>grow hair to shoulders height
>"damn I look good"
>gf leaves me
>"I look like shit, I should cut that"
>cut hair
>now I look even shittier

[Anonymous No.21529371]

I really can’t help but feel like 30 is a sort of age mile marker, where you have to make something happen before that. When I look back at my 20s, I honestly want to shoot myself. I’m actually embarrassed of how things have gone and I really don’t see hope for my future.

Do you think 30 is the mile marker I think it is?

[Anonymous No.21529373]

Is there an Uncle Ted reading list? Foraging, gardening, hunting and such. I asked this in the Ted thread but it got deleted.
Also, is Ted discussion now bannable?

[Anonymous No.21529387]

>>21528303
What makes you think that other will be shorter and better?

[Anonymous No.21529399]

>>21528783
>free will doesn't exists...
>because it just doesn't, ok!?

[Anonymous No.21529419]

WHAT KIND OF DERANGED MANIAC INVENTED CERAMIC PILLOWS AND WHY?

[Anonymous No.21529422]

>>21529373
He is pseuds feve dream. Better get on Simon Weil if you truly wish for a better world.

[Anonymous No.21529426]

>>21529319
It's normal, your coomer brain is horny and it wants you to masturbate
nofap is stupid, however. just jerk off but use your imagination. repressing yourself is bad, you only need a healthy outlet

[Anonymous No.21529428]

>>21527281
at what point can i safely say it's for the best that i kill myself?

[Anonymous No.21529427]

>>21529426
>t. satan

[Anonymous No.21529433]

>>21529399
NOOOO YOU DONT UNDERSTAND IT'S THE MOLECULES AND PHYSICAL LAWS

[Anonymous No.21529434]

>>21529428
Never. Spit in the world's face if it comes to it.

[Anonymous No.21529443]

>>21529028
It’s just lolcats and memes. You’re not supposed to take it seriously, I guess you know that.

[Anonymous No.21529454]

>>21527281
IF you've never fucked a prostitute before, is it better to buy slightly cheaper before spending larger amounts?

[Anonymous No.21529458]

>>21529443
>it's just a joke bro haha chill out my man
Thanks for the insight fuckhead

[Anonymous No.21529463]

I want to approach this old female friend from high school and early university days online because I'm curious about her life, as she managed to continue her studies in a fairly prestigious place reputed for hosting brilliant minds and she got to travel around for a while. On the surface, it seems to be a different world than the one I've inhabited for so long, one that is inaccessible to me, and there are always some surprises to be found. I remember always having a great time whenever we used to talk back in the day, we had a cool rapport with each other, but now that she's seen so much and interacted with so many other people I don't know how i would come across to her these days.
I reckon I wouldn't have as many reservations on asking about someone's life if they were a total stranger, which I've done multiple times before and to great, often heartwarming results because people generally enjoy talking about themselves and being shown genuine interest in having a conversation; but with old acquaintances, especially female ones, it gets very tricky. Number one, there's the risk of being perceived as "hitting on her" and attempting to get all snuggly when it's not the point of interest here. Number two, the probable gossiping around if they're still friends with people that do/have known you (so and so hit me up yesterday, isn't that strange) with the bullshit that it typically entails. And number three, the eventual switch in topic from her life to yours (so what have you been up to), which wouldn't be a problem if you had something potentially interesting going in your life, but unfortunately it's mostly been a flatline for the past few years, which gets doubly disappointing considering the explicitly stated prospects that people had for you back then.
Or maybe this is just neurotic b.s. Overthinking what should otherwise be a genuine exchange.

[Anonymous No.21529472]

>miss universe and bigot are trending on twitter at the same time
u already know

[Anonymous No.21529481]

>>21529426
I've always had a monastic personality. I'm naturally frugal in all other respects. It seems when I was an adolescent I had brushed up against the devil and picked up this bad habit which I'd like to get rid of. It makes me feel ashamed of myself and timid around others. It also feels like it has placed a wall between me and my worship of Jesus. Just because nofap is stupid and doesn't make sense for you doesn't mean it won't work for others. It is foolish to make such generalizations.

[Anonymous No.21529490]

>>21529427
I have never done nofap but I have a few arguments: one, you do not get that weird shame/disgust feeling you usually have with porn if you just jerk off to your thoughts, assuming you're not completely fried in the brain and your inner sexualscape hasn't been entirely replaced with /d/ tier cancer. I do not know about that. I assume that by that point you have become unable to feel shame, so the brain damage may be irreversible.
I generally think about having sex with supernatural or mythological creatures, so it's pretty vanilla. Second, scientifically speaking (I know, LE SCIENCE!) masturbation per se does absolutely nothing unhealthy. I am not sure how they conducted the studies that proved this, not sure if they just locked a guy in a room and told him to jerk off as much as possible, but AFAIK if you just close your eyes and beat your meat there's no unhealthy brain shit going on. That only happens when you use porn to masturbate, because porn cheats your dopamine receptors and all that shit. This is also how porn gives you ED apparently, you basically cannot get off if you're not watching other people fuck like a sad little cúck.
Third, this makes no sense from a design standpoint. It's impossible that the naked human body would be capable of doing shit that gets it addicted to itself. It makes absolutely no fucking sense. Tell me in what other way you can use your body upon itself to give yourself a weird addiction. It isn't even comparable to food because food is, at least, a foreign object that you introduce within your body; but your favorite hand? A creature who threatens itself into becoming a nonfunctional zombie by just accidentally touching its penis with its own appendages is completely broken design. Nature (or God) would never do something this retarded, so I can only conclude that touching yourself at night while thinking about sex is perfectly OK as long as you disassociate this action with foreign material that arouses you. That's not just porn but also your favorite statue in a museum, maybe you're just stroking yourself under your pants while you look at her tits. That's not good. But if you look at her and you walk home, and then in your room you close your eyes and whack it while thinking about her tits, it's all healthy. You can probably calculate the ratio of time to porn-induced brain damage in some way. Maybe after 10 minutes it's 5% less, after 30 minutes it's 20% less, etc. It's probably OK to do it the next morning.

[Anonymous No.21529505]

Three threads up. No replies.

[Anonymous No.21529516]

Demons are real, possession is real, there are powers and forces at work beyond perception, evil has literal effects on the World-Soul and on history, Adam as the High Priest of creation was a prefiguring of Christ the spoke of history and the keystone of creation thus Adam as patriarch of mankind did rend the veil of the World-Temple when he fell to the first Temptation, death cast a shadow on the supratemporal existence from which the Soul brushes its timely and creaturely puncturing into material existence, the world was is will be changed, SATAN LIKE LIGHTNING FELL TO EARTH, unnatural separation of the Divinely-animated material body and the Divinely-breathed Soul in death as a hypostasis-in-antithesis, watch yourself continuously, guard yourself, the Creation and the Judgement are bound in the same instant and it is so very close.

[Anonymous No.21529612]

I once got the advice to not even try to publish anything until I was 30. I’m not sure if that was good advice.

[Anonymous No.21529620]

>>21528382
I think this says more about your own personal limited processing than the intrinsic limits of music as a medium. We all have different limitations, so don't take this as an insult. I understand your gripes, but they're further away from the core than you may think. In fact, the very idea of "useless information" is fairly illogical to me, because there's a crossing between so many contexts and chains of events that it's bound to have at least some value provided that you make an effort to scrape for it in an abstract sense.

[Anonymous No.21529626]

>>21529516
I heard Satan came to earth gradually via poor sinners cooking seed oil on their gas stoves. Anyways I'm gonna go piledrive my hotwife neighbor's very well trained asshole

[Anonymous No.21529631]

>>21529620
He's onto something though. Music as consumer media is absolute junk. It only becomes valuable when it's a cultural artefact, because it ties you into a community, and even that is sort of shitty but at least it's useful. Music as a distraction is fucking terrible no matter how "good" the music. There's absolutely no difference if you listen to Chick Corea or the Jonas Brothers, it's all pointless slop. That anon is right.

[Anonymous No.21529665]

>>21529631
Absolutely not. Do you not find beauty in music? Can you not use the rhythm, the speed, the "colors" to fuel your creative endeavors? Here's what that anon has been getting at: Music has the lowest entry bar and is the most adequate to passive interaction. But there's a whole fascinating dimension beyond that point which I could never discard.

[Anonymous No.21529668]

>>21529458
You’re pulling my leg…

[Anonymous No.21529678]

I think the probability of me developing full blown schizophrenia in the next two-three months is about 40-50% desu senpai. If I remember it wrong, and my mothers boyfriend never actually told me, somewhat subtly, not to kill anyone- if that never happened- then it's probably at at least 70%.

[Anonymous No.21529687]

>>21529678
if anything, it's nice to note that during the shorter psychotic episode I had a couple of months ago, where I thought I ascended into an angelic station, the experience was very much so marked by positive development, mercy and forgiveness.

[Anonymous No.21529688]

>>21529687
I've heard that schizophrenia develops differently depending on what the person in question expects from such things as "spirit realms", "contact with dead ancestors" and so on, and that it is particularly western that the affair gets so dreary.

[Anonymous No.21529715]

>>21529688
More than anything, though, what I suspect is happening is something like how I remember the end of Twin Peaks S3 (been a while) where finally Laura can begin to heal.

[Anonymous No.21529729]

>>21529481
Incredibly based

[Anonymous No.21529733]

>>21529422
I'm not wishing for a better world. I'm seeking independence.

[Anonymous No.21529745]

>>21528573
You may enjoy the scientific theories about the multiverse and parallel realities. In this sense, no decision matters either because every possible outcome already occurs across infinite realities

[Anonymous No.21529753]

>>21529745
>you may enjoy believeing in [basically random nonsense] because if you do you can do whatever you like
cmonbruh

[Anonymous No.21529761]

>>21529753
It's not nonsense considering it's the mainstream interpretation, not to mention used everywhere in pop culture. But I suppose you could recommend some other milquetoast book for him

[Anonymous No.21529767]

>>21529761
Have you ever had a guilty conscience?

[Anonymous No.21529774]

>>21529767
You have no idea what I've seen buddy

[Anonymous No.21529782]

>>21529774
I don't understand if that is a yes or a no, but if it's a no you're a terrible source of morality, so that alternative is moot. If it's a yes: do you think it had something to do with what you had previously done? If so: would you try to avoid doing that same thing in the future?

[Anonymous No.21529786]

>>21529688
>that it is particularly western that the affair gets so dreary.
It's treated worse in the west so patients have more psychotic breaks and shorter life spans. It also gets you labelled a schizophrenic. In non western cultures, you might have just had a vision once or been possessed temporarily, which are both seen as being caused by outside spiritual forces from god to witchcraft, which are seen as things which could happen to anyone and unlikely to reoccur and not a disease like diabetes where if you have it, it can only be managed and never reversed. It's an infamous meme in psychiatry that schizophrenia in the west is a chronic health condition and in the third world, where it's treated by magic rituals, it's a temporary thing which often gets cured after the first episode. Big pharma isn't helping, but your doctor thinking it's best treated by medicine is a sign your doctor hasn't read the literature or had a response to it that packed basic common sense. Every couple of decades there's calls to get the western psychiatric community to stop treating it entirely because they demonstrably make patient outcomes worse, but that would involve admitting they don't know what they're doing and have harmed a significant portion of their patients, so... yeah.

[Anonymous No.21529794]

>>21529782
No, and the world isn't just or fair 100% of the time either. That's just a fact of life

[Anonymous No.21529797]

>>21529786
*lacked* common sense

[Anonymous No.21529799]

>>21529786
This is in line with most of my experiences with them so far. Although they're not all bad, that would be going too far.

[Anonymous No.21529807]

>>21529794
so you either have never had a guilty conscience, or you did not come to the conclusion that your guilty conscience had to do with your choices?

[Anonymous No.21529809]

>>21529799
Most want to believe they are helping people. They're just objectively not very good at it.

[Anonymous No.21529816]

>>21529807
What the fuck does that have to do with the universe or alternate realities? Nature doesn't give a shit whether you think it's fair or not

[Anonymous No.21529829]

>>21529816
ayayay
You're worse off than the nazi!

[Anonymous No.21529837]

>>21529829
No clue what you're on about then.

[Anonymous No.21529887]

>>21527281
This girl has asked me out three times but I don't know if she likes me.

She hasn't said she likes me. She leaves me on read for days. She barely reacts to anything I say or do.

[Anonymous No.21529902]

>>21529887
Tell her. If she responds in a good way take it from there, if not then drop it.

[Anonymous No.21529905]

>>21528450
What a vague question. All music affects brain in certain way. Any and all information coming throught any of the senses affect the brain.

>>21529620
As I said unless you are in music industry where, creating, remembering and analyzing various music is beneficial to you, listening to music is filling your brain with useless information. You may have higher or lower limitations but you are still a human and your mind and your brain generally works the same way as those of other humans. As a thinking person, you should carefully consider your sources of information. Information that has no benefit to you should be avoided or immediatly discarded from shorg term memory, music is dangerous in that way because unlike any information, you cannot forget it once you listen to it, and popular and famous songs are normally those which are most easily memorized and in turn get most exposure.
Another way of thinking about it is mental energy expenditure. Any kind of mental activity requires mental energy (this isn't some kind of metaphysical energy, but energy you gain from food as calories), learning, thinking, etc. When you are studying, you want all that capacity to be used for that task, if you listen to music at the same time then you are dividing your mental capacity into learning and processing and memorising the the tune/song that you are listening? This is just a waste of time and energy, the inherent issue with music is that for whatever reason the brain may recall it almost randomly (a catchy tune) and then you literally stuck performing a mental task that has absolutely no value, it is just a wasteful expenditure of mental energy and time. Worse is that brain like any other human organ will tire and lose efficiency with prolonged work, just by listening or recalling music you are not just wasting mental energy but also tiring out the brain which will lower your useful capacity to selectively learn new information even more. Ok, one may listen to music once a month, that is still a waste but no big deal but some people have their airpods/earphones/headphones in/on their ears almost 24/7.

[Anonymous No.21529959]

>>21529665
I also find beauty in a camthot's 18 year old body. Just because something is "beautiful" doesn't mean it's a "good", healthy, worthwhile thing. It's a tough pill to swallow but many things that are given for granted as objectively good and totally enriching are actually not. Majority of "art" is not enriching at all, that's why it naturally evolved into pornography and gambling and other pseudo-drugs.

[Anonymous No.21529972]

>>21529905
What does your music consumption look like?

[Anonymous No.21529987]

>>21529972
I stopped listening to music.

[Anonymous No.21530004]

>>21529987
How soon did you notice mental changes?

[Anonymous No.21530049]

>>21529733
Reference still stands even more so. The last thing Ted's world will bring you is independence.

[Anonymous No.21530065]

Global warming, ecological collapse, resource exhaustion, etc.

The time has passed for preventing such things, we must now seek to adjust to them. How can a civilization which provides its people with healthy, fulfilling, and culturally rich lives be created in the midst of these challenges? How do we avoid falling into barbarism and cruel modes of production?

[Anonymous No.21530077]

>>21529987
I'm the other anon who said you were right and I also mostly stopped. Occasionally like once a month I want to listen to one song and I just put on the headphones and listen to it without multitasking, then I put the headphones aside.

[Anonymous No.21530080]

Didn't read your gay shit

Accelerate.

[Anonymous No.21530094]

>>21530049
Either you or he aren’t so smart on this detail.

[Anonymous No.21530103]

TED K would have been a TROONED OUT REDDITOR with a FLESH WOUND for a BALL SACK posting about TDS / MDS on TWITTER in 2022.

Complete SÖI through AND through.

[Anonymous No.21530104]

Fucking wrote 2022
cant believe its 2023 a
fucking corona time skip
fuck

[Anonymous No.21530137]

>>21530004
It's not changes, it's more of a difference. Spend few weeks in "quiet" environment and you will see how much more you are capable of when not doing an extra task.

>>21530077
I feel the same way sometimes and I am not sure why. It's like an addiction or some mental virus or disease that takes a hold of my mind.
Consider this, some people listen to music to relax, but the very act of listening to music is constant mental work, the relaxing environment is a quiet room with no background noises (when you sleep, do you want to sleep in quiet room or do you want background noises). So a person studies for three hours then he "relaxes" for couple of hours in other words he does two more hours of useless work. And similarly useless visual information works in similar way(movies, tv).

[Anonymous No.21530150]

>>21529505
here you go friend. :)

[Anonymous No.21530154]

>>21529905
What makes it so 'useless'? or rather, how do you define 'use'?

[Anonymous No.21530212]

>>21530137
Aren't you afraid of imploding? I sometimes feel myself collapsing into myself. It's easy to go
>music is noise, I don't listen to it
>entertainment is bad, I don't look at it
>art is poison, I don't look at it
Yes it all boils to "CONSOOM PRODUCT" because that's what most of this is, but I feel like I'm enabling some kind of entropic mechanism that is pulling me out of the world. In another time this would have ended up with me becoming a friar and going to some fuckoff hermitage to pray and meditate. But with me, today, how will this end? It's terrifying to admit that all this constant bombardment of noise and stimuli is what creates fulfillment in the life of an urbanite, but the opportunities to escape this reality are getting slimmer and slimmer. I feel more focused but I also feel more detached from reality and I don't think it's healthy. I have monologues with myself like a crazy person.

[Anonymous No.21530242]

>>21527281
any anons in good discords to discuss political/philosophical ideas? i'm tired of blowing up my IRL friend group chats with political commentary esp. when 99% of their reactions are kneejerk ingroup/outgroup assessments of what i have to say. They don't have to be specifically for this, it could just be some prominent e-celebs discord as long as the people on their are quality people.

[Anonymous No.21530248]

>>21530137
Was it only a change regarding concentration?

[Anonymous No.21530250]

>>21530212
NTA but i have a theory. It's because it's not mainly consumption, it's interaction. That interaction is often times used as a substitute for something else. Think of it in those terms and see for yourself, see what is/shuld ''replaced''. It's important not to sit around in fear of this ''poison''. Now i personally took the wager in favor of art and if i end up on the losing end then that's on me for being a dumbass, but you have to analyze the situation according to your own framework.

[Anonymous No.21530276]

>>21530154
It brings no benefit? you gain no knowledge, you waste time, you waste mental effort, the "good" feeling you get from listening to music in reality is just more mental work, it not only brings no benefit, it is in fact detrimental.

>>21530212
>Aren't you afraid of imploding? I sometimes feel myself collapsing into myself. It's easy to go
>>music is noise, I don't listen to it
>>entertainment is bad, I don't look at it
>>art is poison, I don't look at it
>Yes it all boils to "CONSOOM PRODUCT" because that's what most of this is, but I feel like I'm enabling some kind of entropic mechanism that is pulling me out of the world. In another time this would have ended up with me becoming a friar and going to some fuckoff hermitage to pray and meditate. But with me, today, how will this end? It's terrifying to admit that all this constant bombardment of noise and stimuli is what creates fulfillment in the life of an urbanite, but the opportunities to escape this reality are getting slimmer and slimmer. I feel more focused but I also feel more detached from reality and I don't think it's healthy. I have monologues with myself like a crazy person.
I am not afraid and you shouldn't be too. This consoomer world is garbage but living the wild is also not ideal. What I have done is recognised the world for what it is and taken control of myself. You can live in this world and enjoy many great things it has to offer, not only that, you can make use of it and improve your life even more, but only if you recognize the dangers and not fall for them.

[Anonymous No.21530294]

>>21530248
No, memory retention and memory recall has improved significantly, and there is improvement in overall mental ability (which may or may not be the result of better memory performace)

[Anonymous No.21530295]

>>21530276
I am very curious to know what your days are like, as in what you do and what interest you the most. Might make for a good template

[Anonymous No.21530298]

>>21529481
so what are you going to join a monastery or what
how do you feel coping with the world with a monastic personality? just okay?

[Anonymous No.21530299]

>>21530250
>Now i personally took the wager in favor of art
I actually paint and write, so what keeps me away from that edge is being productive instead of consooming. But again, I'm producing what? For whom? In the end I'm on the other side of that coin and my position hasn't changed much. The more I think about "art" the more I believe it's a negative force upon humanity, and I don't want to bring more of the things I hate into this world. I definitely have to convince myself to not become immobile.
>21530276
I get you but still, I think it goes deeper than just renouncing the noise. Many social interactions are based on being up to date with the noise, and practically everywhere you go there's noise, because especially in suburban hellscapes there's practically nothing left once you remove the noise.

[Anonymous No.21530304]

rupert what silly name for a cat
he appears to be a scruffy male cat
his owner is a onions chugging fag

rupert gets up early in the morning
he needs to go on an early walk
so he bitches till the faggot gets up from the mat

rupert is all excited being out
he shits in the grass and enjoys the dawn
while the owner checks his phone

[Anonymous No.21530327]

>>21530299
Art is dangerous in the sense that it reaches some of the deepest parts of the human soul while being incredibly easy to usurp and turn into perversion. Like owning the keys to a holy gate. You could make the same argument for priests or therapists.

[Anonymous No.21530360]

>>21530327
>art reaches some of the deepest parts of the human soul
I think your idea is right but it's outdated. I believe there's no human soul left to touch, so art can only be something perverted. People don't believe in anything any longer, they're irremediably rotten and cynical, they look upon morality and integrity as the marks of an idiot instead of something that makes someone a better man. It's true that people have always been corrupt but this is the first time in human history where the absence of what is established as morality and integrity is seen as praiseworthy. It has never happened before. Usually society develops a framework for morality and then elects people who are moral as good people. The fact that people were immoral anyway didn't change, but at least they were not actively worshiped. Our society worships all the negative properties a human being can have. Narcissism, cynicism, ruthlessness, promiscuity, shallowness, deceitfulness, impulsiveness. These are all things that pretty much all of humanity had looked down upon, from tribes in the jungle to the great civilizations.

[Anonymous No.21530407]

>>21530360
i see what you're saying but it's a dramatic generalization. i've engaged with too many kind respectable folks to think the world in its entirety has become soulless. observe situations irl. or maybe it's a matter of countries.

[Anonymous No.21530414]

>>21530295
To me the last 5 years probably have been most exciting time of my life but to an observer he would probably think I have become a really boring person.
I am a stemfag, have a part time job, which I don't really like, I am studying part time, my subject and my main interest is in AI (I mean this is non meme way).

The only thing I could say is that first and the most important step is to find your own way, what you want to do in life, what interests you, what you feel you are meant to do, it could be that you really have no goals of your own and want to copy me or someone else, or you have your own goals, whatever it is, a lot of introspection and self reflection will be required. Once you know, then disregard everything else and work towards your goal.
This whole music thing is, I self reflected and I realized deep down I don't even like it. It is product, in a way an addictive product, a cultural aspect that I was exposed to from as early as I can remember and really had no choice (and no ability at the time) of my own to decide if I want to consume or not.

[Anonymous No.21530445]

>>21530414
Your entire viewpoint makes perfect sense now. Good luck, man. And despite our opposite differences, i hope we can both be right in the end. It's a respectable way of life

[Anonymous No.21530449]

>>21530299
>I get you but still, I think it goes deeper than just renouncing the noise. Many social interactions are based on being up to date with the noise, and practically everywhere you go there's noise, because especially in suburban hellscapes there's practically nothing left once you remove the noise
I posted this before but random noise we filter it out to high degree, but music is special, it has a consistent rhythm, a beat, the instruments sound pleasant, once the brain encounters it does not filter it out, it almost automatically processes it and memorizes it to some degree and the person has no control over it, ever heard of a catchy song that you actually hated and how it got stuck playing in your mind

[Anonymous No.21530453]

Simone Weil said that to make a better society we must foremost help children, but G. K. said that to make a better society we must foremost help adults. Who is right?

[Anonymous No.21530455]

>>21530407
>i've engaged with too many kind respectable folks to think the world in its entirety has become soulless
I'm glad to hear this. I really hope that someone proves me wrong when I talk about people. Maybe I'm just having bad luck.

[Anonymous No.21530465]

>>21530449
Yes anon, I unironically wish that it were legal to kill people for putting unsolicited music up in an environment. I don't give a fucking shit if it's Bach or Snoop Dog. It's like a random stranger grabbing your cock but it's illegal to break his arms in retaliation

[Anonymous No.21530480]

She has given purpose to my life, but we will be separated and I don't know where mundane convenience starts to displace love, so I guess I'll hope that she lets me down gently because I'm scared to believe that it can work and we can be together, although this is all my heart wants. I love you.

[Anonymous No.21530503]

the best and most fulfilling solution to nihilism is just hedonism, it's just that this option is not viable for some philosophers (they are very ugly and untalented) so we end up +2000 years of cope.

[Anonymous No.21530507]

I've figured that the reason behind my positive view of music is that I've been fortunate enough to live in a country where it's not that common to play it outside. You don't find it in shops or restaurants or malls or any of that stuff. It's on TV of course, but that's about it. There's no such thing as waiting room music here. Therefore my interest in it developed through seeking it out myself, trawling through the megahertz.
Man, I love my country despite its occasionally lethal shortcomings.

[Anonymous No.21530519]

>>21530507
What country? somewhere in the Middle East?

[Anonymous No.21530524]

>>21530519
That's right

[Anonymous No.21530530]

>>21530507
You may have natural disposition towards music (talent, ability). Do you work in music industry? Are you a musician? If you have even little bit of talent and a genuine interest you should pursue it.

[Anonymous No.21530539]

I'm the laughing stock of the universe. Even aliens think I'm pathetic. An unfallen queen from HD 40307 g whose intelligent race only knows kindness and no violence wouldn't pick me for her king even after saving her people from a beastly species that was harassing their race for centuries.

[Anonymous No.21530541]

>>21530453
Simone Veil helped children by institutionalising their murder.

[Anonymous No.21530547]

Are women even capable of love? It seems to me that love as higher virtue would require a principle way of thinking which is something i haven't see women be able to do.

[Anonymous No.21530553]

Starting a new job tomorrow, wish me luck lads

[Anonymous No.21530559]

>>21530547
Women can only love their children.

[Anonymous No.21530574]

>>21530530
I am a beginner level musician. I doubt that I have any sort of talent per se, but i've directed too much time and energy researching it not to give it a try, and it's a good abstract exercise, even if i started it out later than I should have (21) due to life circumstances

[Anonymous No.21530590]

>>21530547
I think most people are capable of it, but choose to lust or to use rather than to love out of pragmatism, cynicism, or fear.

[Anonymous No.21530592]

>>21530553
I hope you do well. Why do I hope that? Because I see you as a brother-in-arms. Sure there's possibilities we would fight each other on a battlefield (even blood brothers might fight in Civil Wars), but that's a matter of fate not my desire to kill you. There's also possibilities I'd aid you in deposing a tyrannical dictator. But most likely we'll never see each other and will remain strangers till death (mine likely being heart disease or cancer). In my idealistic desire I wish you the best of luck.

[Anonymous No.21530594]

>>21530547
You'll never know. As a man you only need to develop the fortitude to survive women's bullshit. Will the king believe that his trusted advisor will never stab him in the back? You cannot know. Maybe he will. So what does he do? He wears a mail shirt so if he does, he won't die, and he'll get another advisor. With women it's the same thing. You need to be strong enough that if you find her in bed with another man you won't be completely ruined and you'll be able to start over.
>>21530559
Few women do.

[Anonymous No.21530622]

>>21530592
That's a queer motivational speak, but I'll take it, thank you! (I use the word queer not as a derogatory term, but rather to reappropriate it from the LGBT community)

[Anonymous No.21530635]

>>21530547
I think the majority of women abscribe to love the commodified way.
As in, they have the ability to be an emperor who can never be questioned or inconvenienced, in an orchestrated diagetic world of charade.

I admit my experience is limited, but I unironically can not imagine a scenario where a woman would not instantly be looking for other options as soon as you inconvenience them even slightly. There's billions of people out there, you'll be forgotten in a few months, just like she will

[Anonymous No.21530647]

Anyone else here believe they got the "creative but mentally ill" genes?

[Anonymous No.21530654]

>>21530647
I do.

[Anonymous No.21530675]

>>21530647
genes don't exist, their nature is misunderstood

[Anonymous No.21530681]

>>21530675
lol

[Anonymous No.21530682]

>>21530647
I'm "mentally ill" if you consider non-functioning autism to be mentally ill.

[Anonymous No.21530689]

>>21530682
What's non-functioning mean? You can't work, more or less?

[Anonymous No.21530692]

>>21530689
I can't dress, talk to people, clean myself, feed myself, purchase things, etc.

[Anonymous No.21530708]

>>21530692
but you can shitpost on a Venezuelan freestyle knitting imageboard?

[Anonymous No.21530709]

>>21530692
So is it a willpower/executive function problem?

[Anonymous No.21530715]

>>21530709
I don't like doing those things, so I don't do them. My favorite things in life are shitposting and shoveling snow, so I do them.

[Anonymous No.21530727]

>>21530715
So long as you have healthcare to take care of the rest and someone to remember to put mittens on you, sounds like you're living the dream. Unless you live in a country with little snow.

[Anonymous No.21530730]

>>21530715
Oh, I'm similar. Not autistic though. I hate working and going to school so I stopped doing both. Will try to NEET it up for a bit and then go live innawoods most likely

[Anonymous No.21530732]

>>21530503
i thought hedonism was where you just fell if you were a nihilist because can't deny the physical pleasures
even ugly philosophers can do drugs and other shit

[Anonymous No.21530733]

>>21530727
I have lots of snow. Some neighbors were impressed by how much I can shovel because I have retard strength and a lot of stamina.

[Anonymous No.21530736]

>>21530733
I'm very happy for you.

[Anonymous No.21530738]

>>21530733
they're gonna ask you to shovel their outhouse bro don't show your powerlevel

[Anonymous No.21530743]

>>21530594
>>21530635
I'am going to die alone. I have gotten to 27 without any female interaction, because i believe in what you two posted however the loneliness and desire for finding a person to whom i can poor out all of my love has not gone away. And in perticular the last two years have been really hard, i don't think i'am strong enough or have the mentality it takes to actually be with women, i hate being used but i also dislike using others, i find it debasing both ways. If i decide to open myself up to someone and then that person betrayes my trust i don't think i can ever live it down, and if it's someone awful, like anon mentioned cheating, i really do believe i would just kill myself out of pain. I really don't know what to do, i feel like my options are be miserable alone or be miserable with someone else. Reading the Sea of fertility tetralogy has only inflamed my desire recently. I'am doomed to suffer.

[Anonymous No.21530744]

>>21530730
>then go live innawoods most likely
hahahahahhahahah

[Anonymous No.21530745]

>>21530738
Let autistic bro shovel any snow he wants or gets offered. He can't spend all his time shitposting and he likes both.

[Anonymous No.21530749]

>>21530733
hey timmy. you really are good at shoveling snow, haha. would you mind shoveling my outhouse?
t. your neighbor

[Anonymous No.21530751]

>>21530745
um there is no snow in the outhouse

[Anonymous No.21530755]

>>21530751
Then why the fuck would autistic bro shovel it? He doesn't even dress himself because he doesn't like it. He's got snow to shovel, you think he won't ignore other things?

[Anonymous No.21530758]

is self esteem dependent on achievements or the other way around

[Anonymous No.21530771]

>>21530744
Yeah, I know it will probably fail. Thing is, I have no reason not to try. My brain is broken, I have 0 friends, I tried all the drugs and psychiatry and it didn't work. So yeah, once I have to stop NEETing I can try that, if it fails I'll just suicide

[Anonymous No.21530777]

>>21530743
Maybe thats why God havent granted any relationship, so you wouldnt kill yourself.

[Anonymous No.21530778]

>>21530743
>i feel like my options are be miserable alone or be miserable with someone else
When there's the chance, always take up the risk to be with someone else if that is what your feelings of necessity and instinct require. You can always return to loneliness.

When life in company proves to be taxing, you can always return to loneliness and that loneliness will gain new value and be much more accomodating.

[Anonymous No.21530784]

the song enters my ears
i get up
open my window
it's windy, and the wind is cold
i look at the moon
so pretty
i'm feeling good
little by little. i see the stars. such a beautiful night.
suddenly my eyes just start watering
but i don't cry. and i keep looking at the street lights. so many. so many people.
what if i was a different person?
should i be a different person?...
i close the window and it's not cold anymore.
(sorry just had to write it down~)

[Anonymous No.21530787]

are ascetics supposed to be ravenous at heart like wild animals

[Anonymous No.21530791]

>>21530743
I used to be very positive about things and I had a lot of female company until ~23. I was unlucky, probably, but I am slightly older than you and in a similar position right now. The thing is, you can definitely choose not to die alone. If you have a job, there are many single moms and other women who were on the cock carousel in their 20s who are now looking for someone to "settle" with. They will always be available. If you're not a complete stinker they'll be desperate to please you. I have never seen more submissive, eager to please women than women pushing 30 and single moms lol.
I have given this a hard thought, would I take a woman like this for the sake of not being alone? I doubt I would. I did not enjoy dating promiscuous women before, why would I marry one now? I look down on men who settle with women like this, why would I become one? It's hard to find a purpose in life outside of the love and family shit, but these are the times we live in and there are definitely more possibilities.
And there's one really important thing: maybe there really is a woman that really deserves to be loved for you out there, but would you be able to give her what she deserves if you're the one who's dependent in the first place? If you are so desperate, how could you be the man in the relationship? You need to build a character for yourself and achieve some form of stability. Your problem with women goes deeper than just women. You have to find a way to be satisfied with yourself, and I know for certain that once you get that boost doors magically open for you, including women. In fact the more I lost confidence in myself and women and the world and life, the worse and worse my dates would get. I think life gives you back as much energy as you put into it. Give none to it, and you get nothing back. You can also make mistakes and be unlucky and waste a lot of energy into a black hole. It happened to me. You gotta find your fulfillment within yourself. After that point, think about women. If you want to find your fulfillment in a woman in your current state you'll probably get an opportunistic snake or an emotional vampire, because that's the kind of energy feedback you'd get from your current state of mind.

[Anonymous No.21530794]

The way most of you break off conversations before they can go anywhere interesting drives me nuts
I'm gonna talk to myself from now on

[Anonymous No.21530823]

>>21530791
>tfw havent found fulfillment within yourself in 30 years
I just dont want to live anymore. Dating is unattainable scenario.

[Anonymous No.21530830]

>>21530791
>And there's one really important thing: maybe there really is a woman that really deserves to be loved for you out there, but would you be able to give her what she deserves if you're the one who's dependent in the first place? If you are so desperate, how could you be the man in the relationship? You need to build a character for yourself and achieve some form of stability. Your problem with women goes deeper than just women. You have to find a way to be satisfied with yourself, and I know for certain that once you get that boost doors magically open for you, including women. In fact the more I lost confidence in myself and women and the world and life, the worse and worse my dates would get. I think life gives you back as much energy as you put into it. Give none to it, and you get nothing back. You can also make mistakes and be unlucky and waste a lot of energy into a black hole. It happened to me. You gotta find your fulfillment within yourself. After that point, think about women. If you want to find your fulfillment in a woman in your current state you'll probably get an opportunistic snake or an emotional vampire, because that's the kind of energy feedback you'd get from your current state of mind.
this
sticky-worthy post

[Anonymous No.21530838]

>>21530830
>sticky-worthy post
Maybe on /adv/ but not on /lit/.

[Anonymous No.21530849]

i like used things better than new things does it mean i will also like a used woman?

[Anonymous No.21530850]

>>21530823
Dude, this can take a lifetime. There are people who die without knowing who they are and what they did because they never understood that fact.
I say this as a depressed doomer. I've tackled this shit from all angles, read books, went to people, went to church, I tried everything. Things actually became worse and worse, this is one of the worst periods of my life. But the other day I bought clothes I liked for once because why the fuck not, and I got a haircut. I'd been letting myself go for a long time because I resigned to the idea that my life was over. I looked in the mirror and as petty as it sounds, I thought, you know what, I don't wanna kill myself, I'm not old yet, I'm not completely broken down yet. It only takes a little push from somewhere, even something stupid like dressing slightly better. Now there's a big chance that I'll be back moping into the ground in a few days, but there's always that chance to break from the water and catch some breath.

[Anonymous No.21530887]

One day i conquer All the hippos and claim them under my right ful ass

[Anonymous No.21530925]

>>21530850
As trite as it sounds, I think it comes down to "How badly do you want it?"
Humans if given the means will create 10000 escapes from a problem rather than confront it head on. I'm not sure I agree with Nietzsche that this is the goal of philosophy, but in day to day life it's true.

In fact, I don't just use coping mechanisms - I trade one cope for another to keep things fresh, -that- one was phony but -this- will be the way out. None of it is logical. No, if we had full power over our will, all of this shit would become mundane and unnecessary to us. It's because we're so pathetically weak that we cling to ideas hoping they will rescue us. Even a spoonful of willpower is 100x better than an idea.

[Anonymous No.21531024]

>>21527326
Jesus Christ which senator raped you as a toddler?

[Anonymous No.21531043]

>>21531024
My childhood was not that bad, so the dreams are odd. I grew up to be quite melancholic though, probably as a result of those dreams. Can't really escape genetic predestination.

[Anonymous No.21531053]

I am obsessed with reading now. What are the best rabbit holes in literature?

[Anonymous No.21531124]

>>21531053
erotica

[Anonymous No.21531145]

>>21531124
Such as?

[Anonymous No.21531157]

>>21527281
I'm finally healing. Life begins again.

[Anonymous No.21531162]

Can't get over the fact that feet will triumph over any part of the body in attractiveness and that I am bound to this tragic perception until death.

[Anonymous No.21531170]

>>21531162
That sounds pretty /lit/ tbqhwyf

[Anonymous No.21531366]

damn man i fucked up. i was shopping for groceries at target and something possessed me to go the book section and skim past all the schlock to find the one copy of the secret history and purchase it. damn it. i said i wasn't going to buy any more fucking books till like idk some time in the future. secret history probably sucks too, if you fuckers memed me into spending $15 on some wack shit i'll be extra sad.

[Anonymous No.21531468]

>>21529373
Yeah the mods and jannies don't like Ted even though it's literature.

[Anonymous No.21531496]

poopoo peepee wieners

[Anonymous No.21531525]

>>21531468
the unabomber documentary debuted on netflix years ago. viral marketers are supposed to post about dahmer now, anything else should be deleted.

[Anonymous No.21531526]

I don't know what to do to fix my problems
I'm lost

[Anonymous No.21531547]

I refuse to work in a demeaning or low paying role. My gf wants me to "get over myself" and be a barista or a barman, but I won't. What are some careers that are fit for an aristocrat of the soul?

[Anonymous No.21531590]

>>21531547
She's unironically right. Do what must be done. A noble soul would accept his lot in life, work however he can, and strive to attain his highest potential.
Refusing to work a "low job" is just arrogance.

[Anonymous No.21531597]

>>21531547
being a deadbeat who wont work by choice is a good way to lose your girl

[Anonymous No.21531611]

>>21531590
>>21531597
I make enough from contracts to live well off less than 3 months of work a year, yet I'm pressured by social norms to "get a real job" like the other noble souls such as yourselves

[Anonymous No.21531633]

starting to think it's kind of weird that I always feel and act like there are people watching me either from the future or from cameras or something. even while I take a shit I try to shit in a way that they will view favorably. i may by schizotypal

[Anonymous No.21531634]

>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pxkOWjZAPLs
oh shit i just saw this is on apple music, it's FINALLY going to happen, de la soul's first three albums are finally coming to streaming. i just hope no one forced them to change any samples. those albums are absolute collages of samples and they are all important.

[Anonymous No.21531640]

>>21531611
How much do you make? If you're making enough money then you should have said that in your first post. If it's enough to save up for a down payment on a house within 5-10 years while paying at minimum half of all expenses then you're doing OK and she needs to shut the fuck up. If not you're going to have to do some thinking.

[Anonymous No.21531643]

>>21531633
dude i have the same thing i'm always sure my roommates can see what i'm doing. i still do weird stuff if i feel like it.

[Anonymous No.21531649]

>>21531634
didn't you read the thread? stop consuming music, its a waste of space and energy

[Anonymous No.21531654]

>>21531643
I mostly just try to feel like I am doing something interesting so that they will be impressed. at least it doesn't feel malevolent yet

[Anonymous No.21531663]

next thread

>>21531661
>>21531661
>>21531661
>>21531661

[Anonymous No.21531673]

>>21531654
oh i wish i had that i'd probably be more productive. like imagining a bunch of venture capitalists from sequoia watching to see if they should invest and they're like oh no there he goes wasting time on 4chan again, i don't think we can take a chance, then i slam the browser close and fire up clion and they're like damn this dude grinds hella code, impressive.

[Anonymous No.21531676]

>>21531673
kek wagmi

[Anonymous No.21531823]

>>21527281
HEY OLIVER GO FUCK YOURSELF

HA HA HA FUCK YOU YOU STUPID CUNT.
YOU THINK YOU"RE BETTER THAN ME BECAUSE YOU GOT A JOB AS AN ASSISTANT EDITOR FOR LGBT CRAP?

FUCK YOU YOU STUPID STUPID BITCH YOU"LL NEVER HAVE A PENIS, YOU"LL NEVER HAVE TESTICLES.

I HOPE YOU REALIZE HOW STUPID THAT UNDERCUT LOOKS BEFORE YOU HIT THE WALL BITCH BUT YOU'VE PROBABLY CUT OFF THOSE ITTY-BITTY TITTIES ANYWAY DESPITE BEING FLAT CHESTED BECAUSE YOU AESTHETICISE THE CHEST SCARS LIKE A STUPID CUNT.

[Anonymous No.21532462]

>>21527318
Okay it wasnt as weird as I thought it would be

[Anonymous No.21532469]

>>21527326
Weird. When I was 17 I started having nightmares where a monster would walk up to me while I was in bed. I bolt up and scream whenever it happens. They happen on and off. At it's height maybe two or three times a month. At it's lowest point once every couple months. They've been coming back lately.

[Anonymous No.21532471]

>>21527423
Oh yeah, how are they awful?