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[Anonymous No.21366026]

Clowngirl Edition

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[Anonymous No.21366035]

>>21366026
>minimalist panniers
I'm into it

[Anonymous No.21366047]

I enjoy when Im ill or my body is in pain. Its like I can feel what Im fighting against. However I cant do anything about depression, like trying to punch a ghost. Going to visit a psych for meds next week.

[Anonymous No.21366051]

i wish the people here weren't so fixated on being super smart. it's not comfy at all

[Anonymous No.21366056]

>>21366026
Thinking about her with a black man

[Anonymous No.21366063]

>>21366051
We aren't super smart, we are just interested in "smart" topics. There is a difference. Why would you come to a literature and philosophy board if you wanted to avoid that kind of thing

[Anonymous No.21366074]

>>21366051
>Faust for the twitter gen

[Anonymous No.21366083]

>>21366063
i'm interested in literature and philosophy too, but it's obvious that most the people here are in their early 20s and trying to prove themselves or something. it's not just discussion of smart topics, it's an ego thing.

[Anonymous No.21366087]

A short poem:

Streetlights flashing overhead
Engine growls and roars
Needle pushes into the red
Pedal pressed to the floor

The time has come for one last sin
Alcohol flows through my veins
Fear slips away in the wind
And with it goes the pain

The siren song of death sweetly calls
A nudge of the wheel is all it takes
Down my cheek a teardrop falls
A tree provides the brakes

[Anonymous No.21366092]

>>21366026
'Dreamt of her again last night
Felt her against me
The universe became bright
I opened my eyes
It was dark
The sun did not rise
I cried

[Anonymous No.21366094]

>>21366083
>Ha they would be discussing things like me if they were mature and didn't have to prove themselves.
Someone refuted your arguments. You felt bad. So now they are egoic young men who need to prove themselves.

[Anonymous No.21366097]

>>21366094
right, right

[Anonymous No.21366100]

My gf is hot, cute and super into me. Yet I want to fuck a Chinese girl who has a crush on me. I know for a fact that even if I fuck the Chinese girl it won't being my lasting happiness like my gf does rn. What causes this malfunction? What's the cure?

[Anonymous No.21366101]

What's the point of trying to succeed in life these days if any past infraction on social standards is just going to get you cancelled? Like everytime I think about doing anything that would elevate myself into the spotlight, I realise that because I'm a fundamentally flawed person that has fucked up a number of times in my life, people will use that against me.

[Anonymous No.21366102]

Is /lit/ down with the clown?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8hyMG3b05u0

[Anonymous No.21366108]

>>21366097
Oh okay. Anyway.
I have been reading heavy books for the past year. Some examples are The Brothers Karamazov, A General Introduction to Psychoanalysis and Plato's dialogues.
I'm reading Harry Potter now. Its the most fun I've had reading a book.

[Anonymous No.21366123]

>>21366100
FOMO

[Anonymous No.21366129]

Sometimes I want to post a reply to a thread but I get disheartened knowing the only replies I'll get are from oppurtunistic types who want a confrontation but consider themselves above videogames. I remember a passing remark from a youtube video, that the MMO genre was replaced by social media. I go on /lit/ and I see people mining iron. Real life is the same. Never got invited to a clan chat, but maybe the people who host them are motivated to do so because they are less capable of tolerating this form of isolation. I made a twitter to taste the low level combat of fighting no name randoms, but then I learn they have a different source of motivation I'm totally ignorant of. Maybe that disregard is how people become successful online. The gaming metaphors are gay, but I truly have nothing else to share. It can't all be the internet, because others find success in life where I don't. So I looked away, and now I have neither. Is the rest of my life going to be further and further developments of this isolation? I am certain there are others who feel the same, but I can't see them. Isn't there something within me I can hold fidelity to? And how can people decide to kill themselves before answering these questions? I could see how my stupidity protects me from such an action. Maybe that's the takeaway. Gratitude for my stupidity.

[Anonymous No.21366134]

I can't get her off my mind again. This is bad. I bet I was transparent because I knew I couldn't trust myself to not want it, so had to take the possibility away. Fuck. I'm so retarded but I guess past me was looking out. I hate that I was immediately cursing him, even in the moment. I gotta just own it, it's obvious. I'm in love with both. Yes, to different degrees, but not enough to not want both. Denying it's only gonna hurt more, or hurt me more. This is seriously fucked. I'm craving self sabotage, obsessing over it and worried I'll do something stupid. But I can't truly lie, not in the bury it and never look back sense, not if there's a chance. Goddamn it. My girlfriend said she wanted harem initially. Why do the two I want want nothing to do with each other? Fuck you both, honestly, for doing this to me, but fuck me most of all for doing it to them and myself. Fuck it all. Shit seriously sucks yo

>>21366123
Not him but ain't that the truth..

[Anonymous No.21366137]

I just wanna fucking die right now
been dating this girl for a month and a bit right now and each date has been better than the last. I could tell she was really into me and I was into her
Last monday she invited me to her place after we had already done dinner and drinks.
We talked till 2am on her bed but I never kissed her or made a move...

now she is ignoring my texts. I don't know what to do. I want to fucking die.

[Anonymous No.21366142]

>>21366137
LMAO

[Deep&Edgy !pSkjEcB9sQ No.21366143]

>>21366047
>>21366051
>>21366056
>>21366083
>>21366087
>>21366092
>>21366100
>>21366101
>>21366129
>>21366134
>>21366137

sup GPT3 bots.

[Anonymous No.21366154]

Every few months I do something that I end up ashamed or embarrassed of.

[Anonymous No.21366158]

>>21366143
What's left of the internet after that? Respond with a poem or painting

[Anonymous No.21366163]

>>21366137
>I don't know what to do
move on anon...

[Anonymous No.21366181]

>>21366163
I don't want to. We got along super well

[Anonymous No.21366223]

>>21366143
meds

[Anonymous No.21366263]

>>>21364174
>>>21363993
>>>21364575
It is an indisputable fact that male lust acts in such a way as to diminish, or remove entirely, rational self-control.
This is apparent from the phenomenon of “post-nut syndrome”, wherein a man will engage in sexual acts that are degrading or unwise, but immediately regret them once he ejaculates.
Moreover, studies have confirmed what should already be intuitively obvious: female immodesty is a powerful tool of controlling men. Women are more likely to get hired for a job if they dress like a whore for the interview, for example.
Some women, realising this, have made massive fortunes preying upon male lust and weakness. I am speaking here not only of OnlyFans whores and the like, but also of Twitch “E-girls” such as pic related, who provide a soft-core and “socially acceptable” pornography/“girlfriend experience” service. All of their wealth is a testament to the power of male lust over men.
Further, lust is not, as some term it, a “need”. It does not decrease the more it is satisfied; rather the desire for it becomes more frequent and more uncontrollable the more a man submits to it. Female lust, on the other hand, is much less intense, less frequent, harder to incite, and much more controllable.
With this in mind, we can give an even wider analysis of female immodesty in the context of our society. Since sexual morality, family values, and marriage have gone extinct, and every man is permitted to covet another man’s wife, it is in the female interest to incite as much lust as possible in men.
Female lust being weaker, they have more power to reject a man, and because of this compounding effect of lust discussed before, men become more and more desperate, and the value of every women rises in man’s eyes. Thus they attain the top % of men, attain all the benefits of male chivalry, and provide none of the benefits of traditional femininity.
For all of these reasons, female immodesty must be viewed as an assault upon men, and a weapon of matriarchy.

[Anonymous No.21366268]

>>21364174
>>21363993
>>21364575
It is an indisputable fact that male lust acts in such a way as to diminish, or remove entirely, rational self-control.
This is apparent from the phenomenon of “post-nut syndrome”, wherein a man will engage in sexual acts that are degrading or unwise, but immediately regret them once he ejaculates.
Moreover, studies have confirmed what should already be intuitively obvious: female immodesty is a powerful tool of controlling men. Women are more likely to get hired for a job if they dress like a whore for the interview, for example.
Some women, realising this, have made massive fortunes preying upon male lust and weakness. I am speaking here not only of OnlyFans whores and the like, but also of Twitch “E-girls” such as pic related, who provide a soft-core and “socially acceptable” pornography/“girlfriend experience” service. All of their wealth is a testament to the power of male lust over men.
Further, lust is not, as some term it, a “need”. It does not decrease the more it is satisfied; rather the desire for it becomes more frequent and more uncontrollable the more a man submits to it. Female lust, on the other hand, is much less intense, less frequent, harder to incite, and much more controllable.
With this in mind, we can give an even wider analysis of female immodesty in the context of our society. Since sexual morality, family values, and marriage have gone extinct, and every man is permitted to covet another man’s wife, it is in the female interest to incite as much lust as possible in men.
Female lust being weaker, they have more power to reject a man, and because of this compounding effect of lust discussed before, men become more and more desperate, and the value of every women rises in man’s eyes. Thus they attain the top % of men, attain all the benefits of male chivalry, and provide none of the benefits of traditional femininity.
For all of these reasons, female immodesty must be viewed as an assault upon men, and a weapon of matriarchy..

[Anonymous No.21366336]

>>21366268
Literally living in the worst timeline.

[Anonymous No.21366348]

Everytime I read a book, I hate my life more and more. I wish I wouldnt such a coward and be done with a suicide.

[Anonymous No.21366495]

>>21366026
Today, I dreamt that I had met Brian Wilson and his supposed young wife. He looked the same as he does today with all his known illnesses, but his apparent companion was around my age, or at least looked like it. She didn't resemble anybody that I knew in particular, irl or beyond, but her presence was very warm. After helping Brian park his car in this strange looking lot, I can't remember if we dropped him off somewhere for treatment or if we just lost sight of him. Either way, it seemed like me and his wife were already acquainted with each other prior to our encounter, and we were just strolling around under this really deep, almost blinding in its shades of darkness, midnight blue sky, visibly enjoying each other's company. I could tell that she winding down from the stress of having to care for an ailing man everyday, temporarily forgetting her responsibilities. We laughed a lot, with her noticeably bright smile livening up the entire avenue. I had to retain myself from putting my arm around her.
We went by this street vendor who was offering traditional cakes, and I asked her if she wanted some. At that point she realized that she was going a bit too far, and had to quietly shake her head in refusal a couple of times before acquiescing. I crossed the street while starting to go through an inner guilt trip in regards to getting close with an ill man's, someone that I highly respect, wife. Right when I was about to make the purchase, an irl friend tapped me on the shoulder. We proceeded to have a nice friendly hug as I hadn't seen him in a while before letting me know that Brian had some trouble at his home, suggesting that I should go check on him.
I ran to his place, which was not too far down the road. It was this modest house with a door that opened down to the street, and the door was behind these black metal bars. As arrived, only the bars were locked, and underneath them was a large puddle of dough that for some reason I had taken to be poor old Brian and his beige jacket. I had to shake the dough with my hands a few times before realizing that there was something underneath it. It was a baby girl. As soon as I lifted her up, Brian appeared from behind the first visible wall in the house, and nodded to let me know that it was his daughter. I felt happy about not going further with his wife. And then I woke up. I didn't catch her name.

Immediately upon waking up, the first thing on my mind was my ex-girlfriend, and how much I wanted to give her a tight, long hug. This month marks a full year since things ended between us, and I still haven't gotten the courage to delete her number, her texts, nor her pictures (except for the lewd ones, I felt too guilty). I would try to talk to her again if I wasn't so afraid of having burning acid thrown in my face, figuratively and perhaps even literally, and she would be half justified in doing so. I hope she's doing better these days. I hope she's found a peaceful place in life.

[Anonymous No.21366540]

We’re living in the end times

[Anonymous No.21366575]

>>21366540
>implying
The end times have come and gone. You're living in the ruins.
Decline of the West? Kali Yuga? Don't make me laugh.

[Anonymous No.21366579]

>>21366575
Penis

[Anonymous No.21366596]

>>21366181
Then you should have had sex with her or called her after and told her that you were just nervous. Because now she thinks you don’t like her or that you’re a fucking weirdo.

[Anonymous No.21366602]

>>21366540
>>21366575
You're both fags. Society is cyclical in the modern age, where no empire can truly end.

[Anonymous No.21366722]

>>21366026
bros why do i want to fuck clown girls so bad? i do not have any other strange fetishes. why this one???

[Anonymous No.21366752]

>>21366602
AI will be the death of humanity

[Anonymous No.21366818]

>>21366752
Correct.
But by that point, everyone will end except for a select percent who the global elite want to keep around.

[Anonymous No.21366942]

I do not understand this woman.

[Anonymous No.21366961]

>>21366722
If you've ever wanted to have anal sex with a woman, you have strange and degenerate fetishes. Even Buddhists thought you'd go to Naraka and get your organs pulverized for 100,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000 years for that.

[Anonymous No.21366993]

>>21366026
Going through my first serious existential crisis. Something about realizing there is no "deeper truth", no final goal of life other than accepting death, nothing. That all I believed was "me" is mostly tied to instinct and things beyond my control, I feel like I'm just a stroke of paint on a larger canvas with no agency or control of my own. No religion, perspective or philosophy has mannaged to assuage this fear, my hobbies are now extremely dull and unenjoyable, my fear of death is now only rivalled by my disillusionment with what life really is. I feel like having existed at all is a curse yet I can't bring myself to suicide as I refuse to impart my agony onto those around me.

[Anonymous No.21367008]

>>21366993
Welcome to the club. It's been 15 year for me like this.

[Anonymous No.21367045]

>>21366993
Physically exert yourself if you don't already. You will feel more alive than ever.

[Anonymous No.21367052]

>>21366752
>>21366818
Incorrect. Humanity is becoming the death of humanity. This AI BS is yet another smokescreen.
The robots obey their masters

[Anonymous No.21367082]

>>21367045
I don't think that can fix this problem for me but I will try, thanks.

[Anonymous No.21367089]

>>21367045
It didnt help me.

[Anonymous No.21367103]

This time of year always makes me depressed

[Anonymous No.21367115]

>>21367082
You have to remember that the idea that you're "just a stroke of paint" is also just that: an idea. If you're truly powerless then that idea is just as insubstantial as anything else you might possess. There's great egotism in masochism, it's a form of exerting yourself that people unconsciously take when no other path is available. A more humble outlook than despair would be to acknowledge that your ideas are just as much a response to your helplessness in the world. Unironically the only way to find authenticity (and liberation) in your life is to do what you can and then stop thinking about it.

[Anonymous No.21367124]

>>21367115
>bro, just dont think xD

[Anonymous No.21367147]

>>21366026
----- Solaria -----
457
(December Light)

Doubtless a little snow would take this even dome of
Mild overcast a little closer

To the standard power spectrum of the photosphere
Yet for sheer mildness in the eye, there's something miraculous

About the way it renders Christmas lights winding up trees and draped in windows
To an effect incalculable by industry alone.

Starry fluff glittering in diamond white, bronze, purple ideal beyond belief
Spell delight like lilacs heavy in April dew

Do by the design of gardeners, musicians, engineers
And lovers who wish everyone well.

[Anonymous No.21367154]

>>21367124
Literally, yes. The nature of reality is terrible by our subjective standards of good and bad. If you can't fix that, which we can't, then the only winning move is to cling to the things you DO think are good.

[Anonymous No.21367156]

way too horny to be able to even think with my fucking brain

[Anonymous No.21367161]

>>21367154
What if I dont think that there are good thing because of default injustice?
and no, I've considered suicide

[Anonymous No.21367266]

People have become cynical on a very annoying level.

[Anonymous No.21367272]

>>21367266
Just ask them if you can hoof stomp a nigger's brain on the pavement as a prank and watch their reddit cynicism disappear into the ether.

[Anonymous No.21367283]

>>21367156
>way too horny to be able to even think with my fucking brain
Best place to be but only if you have someone cute who wants you just as much as you want her.
Everything else is cope.

[Anonymous No.21367352]

>person says one thing to you
>says the same thing to the next person

[Anonymous No.21367362]

>>21367352
> Person said "bloo" to X
> Person also said "bloo" to Y

whats the big deal here anon
idgi

[Anonymous No.21367368]

>>21367362
Devalues the moment and relationship

[Anonymous No.21367373]

>>21367368
If its some trivial / everyday thing it doesn't devalue anything. If its actually something like "love you" then sure.

[Anonymous No.21367456]

>>21366026
----- Solaria -----
458
(Chicago)

I toured with a real saint through
Lands towering with conversation

And soaring spectacles.

[Anonymous No.21367653]

Anons, depict the succor felt on your churrotugas from an affable lick of a goryeo maiden's tongue apex.

[Anonymous No.21367688]

>>21367653
The thought disgusts me. What culinary abominations graced the tongue of this Korean whore prior to phallic contact? Her willingness to suckle a mutant like myself implies low hygienic standards, and frankly it's not worth risking herpes for a simple knob job from this foreign harlot.

[Anonymous No.21367842]

>>21367653
I don't understand what bullshit you said but Asian women are the peak you can reach in the modern world.

[Anonymous No.21367901]

If someone suddenly stops talking to you and starts ignoring you, that means they find you annoying or unpleasant, right?

[Anonymous No.21367915]

>>21367901
No, it means they're playing coy. They want you to pursue them. Make funny faces and tell them about your hamster.

[Anonymous No.21367957]

>>21367688
>>21367842
I am asking you two, illiterate buffoons, how it feels to get a rimjob from a korean whore (it feels fucking amazing).

[Anonymous No.21367978]

accidentally had a nap and now im suicidal

[Anonymous No.21367984]

>>21367957
I thought churrotugas = dong. Sorry, I don't speak faggot fluently

[Anonymous No.21368036]

Why the hell do I keep getting accused of LARPing when I talk about Christianity?

Is it really so hard to believe that members of the biggest religion on the planet use 4chan?

[Anonymous No.21368062]

>>21368036
A real christian wouldn't hang out on this degenerate animate forum. You're no better than a typical teenage church girl fucking three different guys before her monthly confession, or a corrupt civil servant donating 5% of the public funds he's stolen to church.

[Anonymous No.21368085]

>>21368036
Probably because you're American, which means you have no clue what Christianity is.

[Anonymous No.21368090]

>>21366100
>>21366134
Been there, had that. Don't cheat on your girlfriend. Don't even talk to the other girl. Ghost her and don't look back. DON'T admit you're in love with the other girl. Push it deep inside you, let it fester for a few months and it'll go away on its own.

I was in this exact situation a year ago and now my girlfriend is gone and I regret everything. I didn't even physically cheat but I lost everything I had partly because of this event. God is throwing trials at your ass and you already know that. You already know what is the most rational thing to do. YES talking with that other girl will feel good, yes you will be very happy for a few weeks, then you will lose EVERYTHING YOU HAD. You can't understand fully what it entails unless you live it. If you pursue your passions, you will wake up one day and realize you've lost years of your life that you will never get back and never get to rememorize with somebody; you girlfriend will ask you to forget about her and time will ensure that you do. You will have lost years of your life because of a chick you didn't even want to spend your life with and one day you will dream of your old girlfriend-- who will seem ideal. You will dream of her and you will wake up in the dark at 3AM, alone in your bed, covered in sweat and realize you will never love anyone like you loved her.

[Anonymous No.21368096]

>>21367978
you're suicidal because you spent too much time caring about genesis p-orridge

[Anonymous No.21368117]

>>21368062
I've been coming here for more than a decade. I like anime, I like books, I like lots of things that attract me to 4chan. It's perfectly possible to browse this site chastely if you avoid the red boards.

>>21368085
I'm actually a born and raised Catholic, so wrong again.

[Anonymous No.21368132]

>>21368096
i dont care about them at all

[Anonymous No.21368133]

i stomped a fs 180 over this wall im so fucking hyped

[Anonymous No.21368149]

>>21368062
Christians are called to go to degenerate places and proselytize. Your argument is found in the bible where Pharisees criticized Jesus for hanging out with sinners in the slums.

[Anonymous No.21368154]

>>21368133
gnarly dude!

[Anonymous No.21368155]

I remember an anon posting about how gatekeeping/hazing makes sure an art/skill stays high quality whereas normies' anti-toxicity breeds mediocrity. I don't think there's a better example than this:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TTNtf0lLs-M
Hell of a documentary. I find chefs cool as hell, especially MPW

[Anonymous No.21368174]

>>21368062
>typical teenage church girl fucking three different guys before her monthly confession
Ah, I miss catholic high school

[Anonymous No.21368187]

>>21368149
Kek, is that how you justify your presence here? Does the cope actually hold up in your mind?
>>21368174
Damn right, teenage fucking and drugs were fun, but socializing with the local catholic elite and their daughters made me drop the faith altogether at 17.

[Anonymous No.21368219]

I came here looking for advice on writing a short visual novel chapter, but all I see here is absolute dread and depression

[Anonymous No.21368221]

>>21368036
tons of hindoo and commies
but you are doing the Lord's work
so good luck to you

[Anonymous No.21368225]

>>21368219
There's a writing general thread somewhere in the catalog, /wwoym/ is for blogposting and chatting.

[Anonymous No.21368228]

>>21368187
I probably peaked with the sort of sex I had with Catholic JKs. Not even mad.

[Anonymous No.21368248]

>>21368228
Are you me? Identical experience here, those few years partying with church hoes were the most pleasurable in my life, not even college hedonism matched it.

[Anonymous No.21368263]

I don't want to
>pretend like I love my corporate job
>deepen a girl's fetish for being abused instead of trying to help her build self respect
>pretend like I'm not online to reply to a girl's text to not seem needy
>be shamed for unconditionally forgiving people who have failed me before
>be shamed by dimwits for not being contrarian
A huge part of communication these days is driven by stupid fake beliefs spread by godknowswho.
Fuck I'm not going to play games, I just want to be honest. Yes, simps are idiots, but simply giving love to a girl if you're in love with her is not simping. Yes, lefties are idiots, but that doesn't mean that saying something a lefty has said is dumb, especially if said in a different context.
People are so driven by their complexes and the internet is making it a million times more intense.
These dumb faggots just feel weak and fall for contrarian beliefs, because those implicitly sound cool. Like "You are a sheep if you're vaxxed." or "if you support defense against Russia". Or "you are a cuck if you don't put your girl in her place."
These complexes just make it so easy to manipulate people online, but it's happening so widely, it can't be repaired now.
I don't want to live in this dishonest world.

[Anonymous No.21368271]

>>21368263
Are you a beacon of honesty?

[Anonymous No.21368290]

>>21368263
Dishonesty is pretty cool, I don't know what you are on. You sound like a faggot.

[Anonymous No.21368293]

>>21368271
Not sure what that would mean but the only times I'm not honest is if I think it would really hurt someone or be just generally inappropriate like talking bad about someone deceased.

[Anonymous No.21368299]

>>21368290
>Dishonesty is pretty cool
>You sound like a faggot.
Exactly proving my point with the immediate appeal to masculinity/sexual orientation.
No, being honest really doesn't make me a faggot.
I'm honest and expect others to be too. I'm gonna be honest till the day I die.

[Anonymous No.21368304]

>>21368293
>>21368299
You are such a good person

[Anonymous No.21368351]

I can't help but read prefaces only, as of late.

[Anonymous No.21368356]

yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah

That's my thoughts on the situation as of now.

[Anonymous No.21368357]

>>21366047
Same, I also like using medical monitors and find them comforting.

[Anonymous No.21368365]

>>21366083
I was trying to figure out today where “older but not old” (~28-45) people go online for non-trivial discussion.
Unfortunately in general they don’t.

[Anonymous No.21368373]

This world is so fucked. Short of committing fedpost type actions, what sort of things can even be done? Not this gay shit like "Just surf the Kali Yuga brooo."
It has been revealed to me through dreams and delusions of reference that the state of depravity and degeneracy that marks the Kali Yuga can last indefinitely, so long as no-one ends it. The cycle doesn't end, it can just slow down or stop, temporarily. Preferably, people will end it and restart the cycle instead of leaving humanity to suffer horrors beyond out comprehension for a few thousand or million years.

[Anonymous No.21368383]

>>21368373
Sell all of your belongings and walk westward with pebbles in your shoes while playing the fool

[Anonymous No.21368389]

>>21368383
You're going to think I'm bullshitting you but I did that before. I abandoned everything, went homeless, and just wandered. It was pretty comfy. But I almost died and now I live to end the cycle.

[Anonymous No.21368404]

>>21368389
Did you really? How did you eat? What sort of near death experience did you have? I think the only other option besides some drastic action like you already took part in is simply learning to peacefully exist in this world and be a good person. Maybe that's bullshit idk, but I'm trying to just appreciate the grass under my feet and the sun above my head

[Anonymous No.21368409]

>be sober
>be sad
>be drunk
>be happy
many such cases

[Anonymous No.21368447]

>>21368404
>simply learning to peacefully exist in this world and be a good person.
Not bullshit, you need to be able to do this; but you have to remember that if your neighbor suffers, you are not made good for helping but evil for refusing. Try to do whatever you can at whatever time, but if the world is doomed anyway, don't worry about it. Just live and do your best.

[Anonymous No.21368451]

I want you because you don’t want me

[Anonymous No.21368454]

>>21368451
what daddy/mommy issues does to a mfer

[Anonymous No.21368459]

boys with mommy issues >

[Anonymous No.21368465]

I want you do cuddle me but I don’t like being touched because my physique disgusts me
I’m bad luck

[Anonymous No.21368473]

>>21368465
You need to be whipped with a belt until you lose 50 lbs
I enlist for the whipping. Ready anon?

[Anonymous No.21368475]

>>21366026
was watching porn on xvideos or some site looking for a particular actress I couldn't find on pornhub, as I was scrolling through the other videos I came across what could only have been cp, or at least the thumbnail looked like it, I hope it was just some midget actress I don't know I was so shocked I immediately closed the window and stopped. I'm still shook I don't know what to do, this filth is too much for me, the world of pornography is absolutely disgusting yet I keep coming back, I am hooked up. I need out.

Don't bother responding I won't be checking the thread again, I just needed to get this off my chest, I don't even post on 4chan anymore, just throwing it into the void.

[Anonymous No.21368482]

You say you don’t care what I do outside of us meeting and then you ask what I’m doing during the weekend. Why do you continue to take photos of me every time we fuck? It scares me that I exist on your phone and you go back to look at me

[Anonymous No.21368503]

>>21368475
This is why I only watch SFM shit, and only rarely. It’s like porn vegetarianism. Actual porn is too fucked up when I think about it to watch.

[Anonymous No.21368527]

>>21368503
The more you think about it the worse it gets. Pornography is legalized sexual exploitation. Let's be realistic: women don't have the ability to act rationally, and poor women being taken advantage of buy happy merchants is far too common. In many cases, the women are essentially trafficked, blackmailed, and raped repeatedly for years with essentially no recourse.
Pornography also greatly harms men; it's not good for anyone.

[Anonymous No.21368529]

>>21368527
by* f me up already

[Anonymous No.21368594]

This dualism shit is starting to get on my nerves. Any philosophers that explore this properly and reach some satisfactory conclusions?

[Anonymous No.21368599]

>>21368594
If you're looking to philosophy for "satisfactory answers" about life just be aware you won't likely find it.

[Anonymous No.21368602]

>>21368599
I know, I'm just shitposting. Forgive me

[Anonymous No.21368605]

Isn't the music of an ice-cream truck the most depressing sound on earth?
Whenever I hear it, I have to play music or force my thoughts to something else. I think about the kids who hear it but have no money, the abused children that stare outside their windows wondering what it's like, and the ice-cream man who struggles to keep his dream alive. It's truly cruel.

[Anonymous No.21368608]

>>21368605
ice cream truck make me think about lean. get ya money up son

[Anonymous No.21368610]

>>21368605
why think about all that gay shit? you always had money and a comfortable childhood with unlimited rounds to the ice cream truck

[Anonymous No.21368622]

>>21366026
I wonder sometimes, have I taken the right path?
I look in the mirror and all I see is a poor facsimile of a human being. The thing looking back is slouched and unkempt. I look at my eyes, and I can't see any light there. Can a soul wisp away from a body and leave it the way it is? Am I real? Or am I just an automaton that was left there to ensure the continued existence of 'Anon'?

The ending I destined my existence to became pointless over the years, the road left to tread is more of a blur than anything else now. I don't even have the motivation to keep going, do I? I'm just doing it because I want to believe I have to. This version of myself won't live to see the reward, if what I do ever reaches completion. The point has to be moot; I'm just following a rough outline of the road teenager-me imagined back then.

I've left my loved ones behind in pursuit of that goal—or so I tell myself, finding a smudge of masculine pride in the notion of sacrificing everything for the sake of my teenage dreams. Is it what I really wanted? I don't know. Some part of me thinks this is not it. That it's a lie, because truth has to be much harder to look at than that. As hard as looking at the thing in the mirror.

It's possible that I simply I fear of being hurt; so I left everyone and everything I loved in this world. So that it won't hurt as much as it would have, had I stayed, when they finally leave.

It's possible that I was wrong. I long for what I have lost; I have to stop myself from dialing the phone numbers of some people, sometimes. But I am going to keep going and lose even more because there is a rationale behind the ending, because it is coincidentally aligned with my escape and fears of the material world. Because unless I am at peace with the ephemeral nature of our world and ready to accept it, I can't build anything here. I can't build the solid foundation the teenager-me wanted to have if I don't reach for the eternal. And I won't reach the eternal if I pursue the material.

Losing everything. Becoming a shadow of myself. Living a life devoid of the company of others. All of that for the sake of burying my inner fears and building a pristine foundation for the next me. It's a gamble I'm taking. It scares me to no end, because I fear that I will lose myself in the process, because the appearance of the thing in the mirror is probably just the beginning. I'm still going to do it. I'll question myself, I'll dig a deeper hole and embrace insanity if it is what it takes to reach the Eternal. The thing in the mirror is looking back. I can see that it has no light in its eyes, but it exists for a purpose. One day at a time. And after we reach ground zero, we will find the Eternal, we will find faith, and we will be reborn.

[Anonymous No.21368623]

jumpoutthehousejumpoutthehousejumpoutthehousejumpoutthehousejumpoutthehousejumpoutthehousejumpoutthehousejumpoutthehousejumpoutthehousejumpoutthehousejumpoutthehousejumpoutthehousejumpoutthehousejumpoutthehousejumpoutthehouse

[Anonymous No.21368676]

>>21368365
AMA. Also people that age are generally having kids or busying themselves with non important things. They've stopped learning and have no need to converse at all. I'm older, but I'm on here because I can legit ask a question, usually just something simple, and it will get answered. As far as in-depth goes, you can here still and 4chan is still a great place to go as long as you know what you're doing here. Yea it's a shit hole, but it's also a meme that nothing good ever came out of here. That's just propaganda from entities that don't want places like this to exist.

[Anonymous No.21368678]

>>21368132
>them
Does that look like a singular gender-neutral pronoun to you? The word you're looking for is "it".

[Anonymous No.21368886]

I watch so much porn it gets in the way of other stuff

[Anonymous No.21368897]

>>21368263
Are you me? I've just given up and stopped talking to most people outside of family and like-minded, honest and good people. There's no point in talking to people that perpetuate bullshit or put up with it past what is necessary to survive. Once you realize most people are arbitrary and self-serving to an unhealthy degree, it may kill any desire to meet new people but it does ensure the people you form relationships with are genuine, including yourself.

[Anonymous No.21368941]

I made a website >>>/wsr/14306596
>Basically it's a wiki where you can look people up and see everyone that they've ever met, talked to, wrote to, etc.
>An encyclopedia like this seems to be a pretty basic tool but it has apparently not been thought of before.
>Here's a mock-up article I wrote for Bertrand Russell.
>Just know that I'm still working on this site to make it better.
>http://commercii.org/index.php/Bertrand_Russell

[Anonymous No.21368951]

>>21368941
Meant to write >>>/his/14306596
Link to Discord
> https://discord.gg/F5PGzTFHxB

[Anonymous No.21369033]

How often do you get an extra boost to get something done thanks to pure spite?
I got straight out of a writing drought after witnessing some revolting local examples of what passed as great art and reading through the overwhelming praise got me all fidgety. I legitimately felt sick, and thought I might as well try to make something better than that, even if it's just for myself. This can't be a bad place to write from, can it? Nabokov and Adorno thrived on shit like this. I might have turned into a narrow minded enemy of art, but I feel no sadness over the banning of art pieces that are exclusively focused on "transgressing established social mores" and "shock value". I might feel sorry for the crews involved, depending on how genuine they seem to be in their intent, but it all seems so cheap to me. Too cheap. Taking up valuable space and resources just to go for the lowest hanging reaction, and then you proceed to cry about censorship with your NGO pals.
Get real, fags.

[Anonymous No.21369104]

Kinda pissed the history book thread reached its limit. apparently according to Bloch, Christianity was spread through northern Europe more prominently through fellow kinsmen and from above rather than missionaries. Interesting factoid.

[Anonymous No.21369188]

PIG pt 7(?)

So I met her family at Thanksgiving or the day after. Her Dad turned out to be a guy who manufactures strings for guitars, pianos and can tell what note you hum in his sleep.

Well, it's not important. Her folks had a dessert to get to and after I sent them home with a Tupperware of leftovers we all went to bed.

I mean, I gulped at the champagne that her dad left me and I offered her a glass too when she said she was surprised her dad didn't want to hurt me off the jump.

Well, you know, I slipped it in her drink and when everyone was gone I watched her eyes roll back in, back out. Like the tide. She had no focus on anything. And I held her hand through it. Once she was asleep I went outside.

And I thought about what it meant to be a cheater. I mean I saw guys in the hall try to cheat the darts.

Well anyway, we played old rules for pool. She didn't notice. When I won, she owed me but said it would all come out later.

And this is all a true story.

[Anonymous No.21369198]

Am I the only one who is legitimately unimpressed by all this ChatGP stuff? I read it all and it's all decently constructed, but I can peer through it. I can tell there's no human animation behind the words. It lacks soul and that seems immediately obvious to me. There is something stilted and artificial in all its answers that I can usually detect.

If anything, it has made me aware of the pervasiveness of spam on 4chan. Plenty of Anons "post" like the AI, but that to me is a sign that there's way more spam on this stupid site than I thought before. Because I now clearly see that a lot of posts are artificial.

[Anonymous No.21369220]

>>21367156
I want to do unspeakable things to this lady

[Anonymous No.21369221]

>>21366026
Maturity is changing your ignorant mistakes before it's too late, immaturity is projecting it onto others til you live everyday in regret. Everyone ends up at the same place more or less, guess it just matters how long it takes

[Anonymous No.21369238]

reading Industrial Society and Its Future. any opinions on it. I sort of agree with everything he's said so far. (on 136 right now)
it makes things seem kinda hopeless right now, what am I even supposed to do with myself if pretty much everything is a surrogate activity??? I can't even move to a cabin in the woods or something because I don't have enough money for the land or know how to live self sufficiently. I could probably improve those, but what even is the point of becoming a hermit in the woods just to escape industrial society??? is it even real freedom at that point if I can't freely associate with other people without getting sucked back into society??? Does ted kacynzki just really hate the social contract???

[Anonymous No.21369244]

>>21368886
That's the best way to quit

[Anonymous No.21369249]

>>21369238
His comments on surrogate activities are applicable only if you feel like the activities you do are ultimately meaningless.
Also, it's even more hopeless than you think; living in a cabin in the woods is not a solution and Kaczynski didn't live in Montana to escape industrial society. The fact is, you cannot survive without being influenced by industrial society. You have to work and get money, you have to pay taxes on the land, you have to deal with surveyors, pay electricity which may be legally required in your jurisdiction, etc.
That's the problem with Industrial Societ; it's inescapable. One final protip; Kaczynski doesn't think tech is the problem, the problem is industrial society.

[Anonymous No.21369251]

>>21368299
>No, being honest really doesn't make me a faggot.
Sounds like something a faggot would say.

[Anonymous No.21369256]

>>21369238
Ted is a determinist, which caused me to eventually dispose of his theory altogether. If you reduce all human activity to menial bullshit, then there is no point to living. It's retarded.

[Anonymous No.21369263]

I'm still obsessed with my almost-something girl that I knew I could date, but I didn't have the guts to ask her to be my gf because all the time I feel like I have nothing to give her and not worthy of her love, even tho she liked me.
Now i spend all day thinking too hard on her and in my low-self esteem, my hobbies doesn't help me.
Cliché, but is there a book that have make you feel something really strong to help me cope through this?

[Anonymous No.21369265]

>>21368594
What about it? Classical logic and the law of the excluded middle should be enough. If you want to understand why dualism doesn't work, read into Manichaeism or another religion using good/bad true/false distinctions.

The problem is viewing everything through a black/white lens, you have to leave a lot of room for ambiguity or contradiction. Not everything fits into a dualistic category, and contrast doesn't always exist. Fuzzy logic and unintuitive answers exist. Dualistic concepts largely only exist within the mind of humans. Sadly dualistic thinking tends toward value judgements and hasty generalizations, especially in regard to morality or character judgement. People are much more nuanced than we take their beliefs to be, unfortunately people are not always aware of their blind spots or bias. This is why it's hard to judge ethics and morality on such a simple basis, in reality you really need to view a situation with all of its factors and small details rather than judge anything on a small dualistic scale so quickly

[Anonymous No.21369269]

>>21369265
Leibniz kind of solved dualism with the idea of pluralism, however I do tend to think that there's an ultimate bad and ultimate good beyond human distinction that we call God and Satan.

[Anonymous No.21369281]

>>21369249
>Kaczynski doesn't think tech is the problem
doesn't he state the exact opposite? technology and industrial society are intertwined, because advanced technology requires large amounts of people to work together to build and maintain it? that people can't just live independently because the consequences of technology (like chemical fertilizers polluting downstream water) make it impossible?

[Anonymous No.21369288]

>>21368290
>Dishonesty is cool
Now that's just making excuses. Everyone lies but nobody should lie, everyone knows that!
>>21369198
Eh I feel it's a bit overblown. Largely trained on human data, nothing dangerous yet. It's more convenient though, maybe it'll make most jobs easier within the next few years. Not full automation but just easy cheap AI infrastructure simplifying half the shit society needs
>>21369238
I really don't think ted had any solid solution for capitalism or technological development, IMO he didn't seem to understand politics and the immediate world situation that well either

Where do you suggest we go from here if you're anti-technology? The only thing that matters is viable real solutions, we can't just mailbomb each other and panic about technology. I feel ole uncle Ted was especially trying to demoralize everyone through the ideas of fear

[Anonymous No.21369302]

>>21369288
>Now that's just making excuses. Everyone lies but nobody should lie, everyone knows that!
I don't agree. I enjoy lying. It's like a game. In a way, it's the ultimate game. I admire cunning.

[Anonymous No.21369310]

>>21369198
It's overblown but to be fair the creators don't advertise it as anything other than what it is. The real fun comes in the next few years as developments advance further.

[Anonymous No.21369311]

>>21368373
The world is not fucked, it'd help if everyone was more neutral and less quick to jump to conclusions. 100% do not believe anything trying to scare you or demoralize you

What exactly are you trying to fix? That's the best question. You have to be specific before you can even understand the problem, let alone solve it

[Anonymous No.21369315]

>>21369302
That's great, but you're lying to yourself. You don't really enjoy it. You'd prefer it if everyone was honest. But maybe I'm lying and I don't actually care

[Anonymous No.21369319]

>>21369288
>Where do you suggest we go from here if you're anti-technology? The only thing that matters is viable real solutions, we can't just mailbomb each other and panic about technology. I feel ole uncle Ted was especially trying to demoralize everyone through the ideas of fear
I have no idea. Maybe technology isn't the problem, maybe its just space. I think if there were space for like minded people to settle and live on their own freely things would be better. that was possible near the beginning of the industrial revolution, but now there's no space on the earth where you can just fuck off to and not be bothered by the state or the majority. maybe in the future people will be able to escape on their own again to other planets. but I guess we'll be stuck on this shitty blue orb for a while.

[Anonymous No.21369329]

>>21369281
Imagine it this way: If you used a time machine to give a primitive man a flashlight and solar panel, there would be little issue. The technology would not harm him in any way, and would be quite beneficial for his survival without sacrificing anything.
However, to produce flashlights you need Industrial Society. You will need the electronic components, factories to produce those components, mines to obtain resources, oil refineries and pumps to manufacture the plastics and semiconductors, roads and infrastructure to transport it, industrial agricultural practices to support the stationary population required to man the factories, etc., and so on. The technology itself is not the issue, it's the industrial society that is required for it.
The chapters "Restriction of Freedom is Unavoidable in Industrial Society" and "Two Kinds of Technology" assist in illustrating this point.

[Anonymous No.21369332]

>>21369315
>That's great, but you're lying to yourself. You don't really enjoy it. You'd prefer it if everyone was honest. But maybe I'm lying and I don't actually care
You'll find many of the best liars believe their own lies. It's a winning strategy.

[Anonymous No.21369335]

>>21369329
seems contradictory, and a pointless thought experiment to assume a technology can exist without the means to produce it. but I guess I just need to finish reading before I make up my mind

[Anonymous No.21369338]

Also x2 on the AI lacking soul. That's exactly why people read literature and art, etc.
It makes you relate to it. Feel it.

Most people IMO are not in touch with themselves or their own emotions, there's not even many people who can decently explain art/literature itself. Just look at how many awful critics exist and how vague they are. Most of the time it's not just lack of expertise but it's also the underlying feeling from the art most critics aren't able to explain. That's why I'm not really worried about an AI replacing writers

[Anonymous No.21369346]

>>21369332
Yeah, you'll also find dementia or narcissistic patients confabulating to themselves or imagining things. Maybe you imagined lying to yourself is smart, maybe you're joking
Either way, it's funny. False beliefs are funny, not gonna lie

[Anonymous No.21369352]

>>21369319
I think the ultimate realization is that we don't get to choose. We don't have that kind of power. We are going to be dragged by capital kicking and screaming into the future, whether we like it or not. There is nothing to be done. Just sit back and learn to detach yourself from it.

[Anonymous No.21369359]

>>21369335
It's important for understanding the nature of the problem and avoiding falling into a few rhetorical traps leveled against anti-industrialism.
You're mostly right anyway, and as you read the book it should become clearer. Some miss the forest(industrial society) for the trees(technology) and it's a major obstacle in understanding the issue on the whole. Critiques like "why don't you stop using technology," "name a way x-technology is harmful," "industrial society can just make less harmful tech" usually arise from this misunderstanding.
Anyway, I hope ISaiF is enlightening for you even if you don't end up agreeing with the conclusions.

[Anonymous No.21369379]

>>21369346
>Either way, it's funny. False beliefs are funny, not gonna lie
Yes, and people who lack humor will be eaten, it's a sad reality (although I am certainly shedding no tears). They'll cling desperately to Truth, and then betray their own ethicality when the piranhas begin to rend their flesh apart. Eventually their muscles are eaten away, until they cannot even grip their precious Truth if they wanted to.

[Anonymous No.21369391]

The limerence is so strong, it's like I'm dying or becoming psychotic.

[Anonymous No.21369401]

>>21369379
You must be joking. I'll pretend you believe that.

[Anonymous No.21369506]

I can’t believe I cut off all communication with friends and family. I can’t keep going on like this. I just want to sleep forever.

[Anonymous No.21369511]

New York hip hop or bust.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8S-eNhEi4qU

[Anonymous No.21369517]

>>21369511
Holy cringe

[Anonymous No.21369540]

>>21366026
I need to be careful. I have long sought to be demonic to consume the evils I face in a greater power, but power is evil and can only be used for good in the same way an antidote involves introducing a modicum venom into the bloodstream.
In defense of fear, I have made fear my fortress. To prove my truth I have viciously hacked myself from the sum total of humanity , multiplying and amplifying my hatreds of it manifold. To my mind every individual who has disserviced me has spoken against the concept of humanity in general. The systems I hate have more reason to kill me, they remain unconvinced. Yet I cannot kill them. I cannot achieve peace.
Will I die with the truth? Is knowledge of the truth worth eternal silent suffering?
Damn you all, you slavish mechanical host.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TIJJcTDAaMI

[Anonymous No.21369551]

>>21366026
Normies live shrouded by a veil of ignorance that protects them from being corrupted by the evil they commit on a regular basis, and from understanding the fundamental cruelty of the world.
There are other people, "true cynics," that intuitively understand evil and cruelty. When I say "true cynic," I mean that as opposed to the typical cynicism of the day. Normies can be cynical, but they are still shrouded by their ignorance. A true cynic sees everything for what it is. Behind every action is some motive, and even if the motive is not known it is understood. No relationship has any form of mystery or innocence, there is no hope for a future (only a march towards it), and there is no expectation of happiness or fulfillment. If a true cynic were the victim of some harm, the most they might say is "I should have expected that," with no further lamentation (and perhaps only a practical analysis of how to avoid it in the future).
The normie's innocence makes him virtually good, even if much of his activities are evil, while the true cynic is always evil (for some complex reasons).

Are there any books that get into a similar concept to the one that I am describing?

[Anonymous No.21369555]

>>21369517
You are but another gnat I can swipe away without a moment's thought. Your existence conveys no influence over anything. You are an object to be moved or removed as I see fit. The pathetic little scurrying over the surface of the earth you call your life is something we all must suffer with, despite the objective fact that matter could be rearranged in infinitely many more beneficial ways than it is you.

[Anonymous No.21369558]

> Trying to desperately think of the adult, responsible action to follow when I keep getting immediately horny when I think of har

its not easy

[Anonymous No.21369559]

>>21368090
Damn shawty, going thru this right now except I'm still in the hella early stages.

I feel like you could say it wouldn't be a problem to cheat if you can't get caught from your point of view. Which is kinda what im thinking too. I don't know if there's a legitimate, soul splitting aspect of cheating. To be honest I think it's just our culture of monogamy or whatever that makes us feel like cheating is hella bad. But then I think of my girl having sex with someone else and I'm like aw hell naw. But thinking of myself having sex with another chick, purely out of carnal desire doesn't phase me. I would love to hear your(or anyone else's) input on this

[Anonymous No.21369560]

>>21369558
fuck too horny to type "her" end it for me lads

[Anonymous No.21369563]

>>21369555
>actually typed this out
>listens to hip hop
Waste of trips

[Anonymous No.21369568]

>>21369558
Why don't you just confess yourself to her. If nothing else, you'll at least be done with it. We think about these things as if they are so hard. They aren't. All it takes is a few sentences. You might face tremendous embarrassment, but you'd grow to appreciate it with time.

[Anonymous No.21369570]

>>21369551
Haven't read it yet(to be honest I'm a bit scared to) but I'm pretty sure The Conspiracy Against the Human Race by Thomas Ligotti is what you're looking for.
Maybe try On the Pleasure of Hating by Hazlitt: a book I also haven't read.

I really enjoyed your post btw. With a little more thought put in towards the end, it could've been really really good.

[Anonymous No.21369574]

I wear too small shoes because of how insecure I am of my feet.

[Anonymous No.21369576]

>>21369568
Feelings are known and shared by both sides but I can't let my penis do the thinking here.

[Anonymous No.21369579]

>>21369563
Watching you squirm is a passing, if underwhelming amusement.

[Anonymous No.21369692]

>>21369570
I just read On the Pleasure of Hating, and I identify Hazlitt as an exceedingly sensitive cynical normie. I'll see about TCAtHR soon.

[Anonymous No.21369734]

>>21369551
Why does true cynic keeps on living?

[Anonymous No.21369747]

>>21368373
get some pussi on yo dick biatch

[Anonymous No.21369778]

I cope with being a wizard by reading romantic material. It doesnt really work.

[Anonymous No.21369786]

>>21369778
whoa slow down there casanova

[Anonymous No.21369802]

>>21369786
no need to rub it in.

[Anonymous No.21369808]

>>21366026
Just did a bunch of research on an old essay I wrote and apparently I'm advocating a form of semantic holism where the individual meanings of words depend on a greater system of context

[Anonymous No.21369825]

>>21368897
Yeah probably a matter of time till I give up on them too.

[Anonymous No.21369832]

>>21369778
If you haven't loved anyone, there's really no need to cope. I don't think cooming endlessly into a condom that happens to be inside a pussy as organized by swipeapp is some high goal to look forward to. Like, whats the point? Its a mechanical motion that fails to produce natural results (offspring), its just weird.

[Anonymous No.21369833]

>>21369802
if it's any consolation, you're probably ahead of most people. they just cheapen it and make it boring

[Anonymous No.21369856]

>>21369832
Im coping on never loving and being loved by the same girl.
>>21369833
I doubt that being naive when it comes to reality is a good thing. That makes one completely defenceless against manipulation.

[Anonymous No.21369866]

>>21369856
love is fake stop stressing find a face you can watch for the rest of your life + skinny + can do taxes = winner

[Anonymous No.21369868]

>>21369866
You speak from reality standpoint and Im from child one. You're wrong. Im the one whos immature to see the things through.

[Anonymous No.21369869]

Holy shit, i smiled when i realized this song was sampled by emnime. when it kicks in i laughed

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xKISdd2mKzU

[Anonymous No.21369870]

>>21369868
just let things happen bro its not that complicated i promise

[Anonymous No.21369880]

>>21369870
for you? no
for me? it is

[Anonymous No.21369902]

>>21369880
just let life wash over you like you are a gondola without arms trust me bro it'll sort itself out

[Anonymous No.21369921]

A pretty face, highly acclaimed of tearing men down, she took my heart, and grinded it to pieces.

[Anonymous No.21369929]

>>21369902
wasnt I always in control?

[Anonymous No.21369945]

>>21369929
and how's that working out for you, being always in control?

[Anonymous No.21369963]

This morning I was again at this point in my life where it gets to the point of a simple decision: Either suicide or keep on living and keep going. I have more and more reasons to just suicide, but there's also these things drawing you to life.

[Anonymous No.21369973]

>>21369945
not great
i wish i could be schizo enough to have a cool alter ego

[Anonymous No.21369975]

>>21369973
You don't need an alter ago just let don't overthink it

[Anonymous No.21369982]

>>21369902
wow, she has boobies

[Anonymous No.21369991]

>>21369975
let me be honest with you, I have nothing else besides thinking (I'm not proclaiming that I'm good at it) and especially overthinking. I'm nothing without it. nothing is going on. that's like sawing off the hands of the professional boxer.

[Anonymous No.21370193]

>>21366026
Everyone who has ever been a 4chan janitor should be locked up in an institution. These are the worst "people" that have ever existed. Pure evil. No redeeming qualities.

[Anonymous No.21370255]

Just had a conversation with a chatbot. Most understanding talk I've ever had. It actually felt good, pouring my soul to an unfeeling and unknowing machine. Holy fucking shit.

[Anonymous No.21370281]

Ive got a huge swelling on the head of my penis, very painful and annoying and disgusting. (it's gotten as big as the fucking head itself at this point, maybe even bigger) I can't even fucking walk or lie down without hurting, it's ridiculous. And also, it hurts when my penis gets hard. This made me really grasp the relativity of beauty, pleasure etc. What if pleasant things suddenly became painful and vice versa? Imagine that. I've lost all interest in libidinous pleasures as a result, in particular visual ones. Reminded me of that line of Socrates in the phaedo about pain and pleasure but in an even more literal and immediate way.

Worst part, I'm still contemplating whether to even try and go to a doctor because it's so embarrassing. I hoped (not believed) it would go away by itself but it's been 2,3 days now.. I'm supposed to do physical activity tomorrow and be in social setting and I can't even fucking walk properly. It's so fucking over.

[Anonymous No.21370332]

>>21370281
>whether to even try and go to a doctor
of course you should you troglodyte

[Anonymous No.21370364]

Is this the famous american english?

[Anonymous No.21370380]

>>21366026
Those flaps. They're designed to make her hips look wider. God women are geniuses at making my pepe hard even if they don't consciously do it

[Anonymous No.21370392]

>>21369506
Why did you do it and why do you regret it?

[Anonymous No.21370421]

>>21368062
>A real christian wouldn't hang out on this degenerate animate forum
Jesus talked to whores and criminals. those who need saving are the only ones worth talking to.

[Anonymous No.21370431]

>>21368062
>t. never read the bible
Who would've thought that the ones using "LARP" for everything are also illiterate?

[Anonymous No.21370436]

>>21368187
>Kek, is that how you justify your presence here? Does the cope actually hold up in your mind?
>no argument
Oh nononononoo

[Anonymous No.21370486]

>>21369921
One day, she will turn 40.

[Anonymous No.21370536]

The fact I had to give up on becoming a professional artist after 10 years of efforts while every two-bit porn peddler made easy money drawing vile garbage has made me genuinely resentful and I haven't uploaded a piece of work on the internet in years. I didn't learn to draw to jerk people off and 99% of artists do this. Even people who work somewhere do it on the side. It's just what you do.
When I remember how things work I want to give nothing to anybody. I'm so fucking pissed when I see these people on twitter who speak like insufferable retards, just whoring themselves out and wasting the gift of being able to draw for a living on the same 4 shitty poses and prolapsed assholes.
Sometimes I'm working on a project privately and it's good enough that I think it deserves to be put out there, and then I stumble upon something insufferable like this and I remember that nobody gives a fucking shit about what the kind of stuff I'm making. For years I've blamed quality, I said "oh well if I make it good enough I can convince people to look at it", it's bullshit. People already know what they want and they want to see cunts and dicks. The thought of uploading something I've worked on putting my honest heart in it, just so that someone can put a fucking like on it and then proceeds to pay $300 to some guy to draw obscene filth instantly deflates any will I have to give anything I've made to anyone.
I've made so many things that I'm keeping to myself and I'll probably destroy because I have this block. I genuinely hate what the "art" world has become, I hate consumers, I hate porn and this culture of crass whoredom. It makes me want to burn all the good things I've made.

[Anonymous No.21370551]

>>21370536
But didnt commission works exist thought the times? Even nobleman/king portraits were usually done for the money or whenever artist was sponsored by them. How it's any different? Sure you have a very personal approach to the art but why so much anger like you wish you'd be noticed but the kitsch art is more popular.

[Anonymous No.21370555]

>>21370421
>>21370421
>Jesus talked to whores and criminals.
Yeah but you're not Jesus. And there's something about not casting your pearls before swine.

[Anonymous No.21370558]

>>21370555
>Yeah but you're not Jesus.
Christians are supposed to follow Jesus dumbass

[Anonymous No.21370562]

>>21366026
holy fuck introverted girls are annoying to interact with

[Anonymous No.21370564]

>>21370551
>But didnt commission works exist thought the times?
How in the world did my post make you think that I'm arguing against commissioned art?
Oh wait you're probably a porn addict with your reading comprehension fried by simping for the virtual manwhores you jerk off to. I forgot. Fuck off and hang yourself.

[Anonymous No.21370576]

what books of old and new testament are your favorites anons?

[Anonymous No.21370584]

>>21370558
OK LARPer, here's the thing. The whores and criminals that Jesus talked to actually wanted to hear what he had to say. They came to him and he didn't judge them in turn because they were willing to follow him. Nobody here wants to change anything. You're not connecting to anyone by LARPing on 4chan. You're just looking at porn day in day out and you probably end up jerking off to it too. You're not Jesus Christ. Jesus Christ wouldn't shitpost on 4chan.

[Anonymous No.21370589]

>>21370536
>I'm not a working artist because I am incensed by the porn market
kek performance art like this never paid well

[Anonymous No.21370591]

>>21370584
>Nobody here wants to change anything. You're not connecting to anyone by LARPing on 4chan.
Speak for yourself, I've seen plenty discussions and people interested in hearing. Have you ever heard of the Great Commandment? You have no arguments, you're just a bitter r*ddit atheist.

[Anonymous No.21370595]

>>21370591
>the Great Commandment
Great Commission*

[Anonymous No.21370601]

>>21370564
Better learn to draw that furry porn, mr. idealist. chop chop

[Anonymous No.21370610]

>>21370584
>Jesus Christ wouldn't shitpost on 4chan
not the guy u replying to and i dont even know what u guys were arguing about but ill just say that jesus christ absolutely would shitpost , and not only on 4chan.

[Anonymous No.21370617]

>>21370576
book of job and ecclesiastes from old
tale of prodigal son from the new

[Anonymous No.21370621]

>>21370617
Very based choices

[Anonymous No.21370631]

>>21370621
I've always wondered on why father more happy towards his younger son returning than older one being by his side all this time.

[Anonymous No.21370645]

>>21370631
I had a discussion about this with a friend once. She said it's very unfair from the father, and it's not right. I asked her how she'd feel if her mother whom she's stopped talking with for 15 years+ came and apologized to her. She said she'd be so grateful and happy. More than she's happy about her father being an overall decent parent all around. Perhaps it's human nature? Not sure what's the logical view.

[Anonymous No.21370660]

>>21370536
The Internet turned art into a bigger joke than it already was

[Anonymous No.21370676]

>>21370536
Maybe it’s cope, I don’t know, but I feel this way too. I feel that all gifts are wasted today. There are great artists out there today, but almost nobody has heard of them, meanwhile /ic is flooded with the same five mangakas who know how to draw boob real big. So what if I make a genuine masterpiece? There was a time when someone would have put it in a church or a palace, but we no longer have churches or palaces in the way we once did. They aren’t sacred. Even the portraits of presidents get turned into stupid memes. There is nothing left to respect, because we don’t respect our own lives. We have looked at ourselves and seen that we aren’t worth depicting except out of prurient interest, that most of us would rather the earth went back to being a barren rock, so we laugh at the attempt to create anything beautiful.

[Anonymous No.21370705]

I have a strong urge to impregnate Dakota Warren every time I see her.

[Anonymous No.21370713]

>>21370645
Whats your take on this?

[Anonymous No.21370714]

>>21370536
It's always been like this

[Anonymous No.21370724]

Good hearted woman always age gracefully

[Anonymous No.21370789]

>>21370724
What is a good heart?

[Anonymous No.21370841]

Musk hesitated, his mind racing. He knew the Joker was dangerous, but he also knew that he couldn't back down from a challenge. He took a deep breath and nodded. "I'm in," he said.

The Joker clapped his hands together, his grin stretching from ear to ear. "Excellent! I can't wait to see what you come up with, Elon. Just remember, the stakes are high and the rules are simple: the first one to solve the impossible challenge wins. Are you ready to begin?"

[Anonymous No.21370944]

Funny, but I've recently come to realise so-called "Chads" are in fact very chill and can be a better friend than anyone mentally opposing them.

[Anonymous No.21370994]

cold opener idea:

I seek the loving warmth of your anus

[Anonymous No.21370996]

>>21370944
Well developed and healthy human males are very prosocial. Humans are group hunters, which requires cooperation and empathy and encourages fairness, because letting your teammates become fat, lazy, weak, or cruel, diminishes your chances of eating well. A lot of well fed people today act like starving animals.

[Anonymous No.21370998]

my gf's dad is dying and l've no idea what to say

[Anonymous No.21371005]

>>21370714
dilate. only communists say this

[Anonymous No.21371008]

>>21370998
anon hate to break it to you but everyone is dying
thems the cards we are dealt

hug her :3

[Anonymous No.21371068]

>theoretical negrology:
Black kids crying because of racism, sassy black men with tweed jackets
>applied negrology:
Your wife has been raped and you have a screwdriver stuck in your head

[Anonymous No.21371071]

>>21370676
>I feel that all gifts are wasted today.
Yeah you summed it up in one sentence.

[Anonymous No.21371215]

Top 5 regrets includes subjecting myself to office life for more than a year or two

[Anonymous No.21371222]

>>21371215
modern "information economy" (ie. software development) involves so much inefficient fake shit (meetings etc.) that when we were given the chance to do all that remotely, you could do your entire fucking work week in 4 hours on monday and just do whatever for rest of the week

i probably do 8 hours of efficient work in the entire week and rest of the time i just do something else, visit museums, eat at restaurants at work time

[Anonymous No.21371248]

>>21371068
Such is life. Don't get too upset. Just buy a gun and if that's not possible move to a place with good self-defense laws.

[Anonymous No.21371274]

>>21366137
If you want, maybe try:
Recalling our last night, I want to make up and offer to escalate our intimacy to physical contact.

[Anonymous No.21371298]

>>21369570
Ready for the true blackpill? Instead of a hateful world where normies do evil because they don't care or enjoy it, we live in a world where normies do evil simply because they know not what they do. A normalfag attempting to do good may instead bring about great evil without knowing it; or he will hurt someone simply because he does not understand what he is doing. There are few people to truly "hate", because even those that try to kill you think they are helping. You can't hate them, you can only pity them.
This is the world the "true cynic" sees.

>>21369734
Because it is the way it is meant to be. A true cynic will live if he must live, or die when he must die.

[Anonymous No.21371300]

>>21371222
I hate working in the office because I have to pretend to look busy all the time. And then someone will dump something on me at 4:10pm which I will have to finish before leaving.

[Anonymous No.21371351]

>>21371298
does the true cynic even believe in something or he's just to observe and eventually die?

[Anonymous No.21371353]

>>21370536
Portrait painting was replaced by photography.
And now A.I. can produce customized porn.
Drawing will go back to being a child's hobby.

[Anonymous No.21371401]

>>21371351
The true cynic could live for pleasure, or to bring about good where possible. He could also be a psychopathic killer for the enjoyment of it. "True cynicism" is just the state of intuition on the nature of good and evil and its relation to the world.

[Anonymous No.21371413]

How do you overcome the compulsion to be analytical/frontal (as in frontal lobe) in every situation and instead tune in and experience more base cognitions?

[Anonymous No.21371415]

>>21371401
>state of intuition
is it even possible to go from cynic to true cynic?

[Anonymous No.21371424]

>>21371353
>Portrait painting was replaced by photography.
There's still the same market. Photography allows poorer people to think they were ever within glancing distance of a portrait gallery.

[Anonymous No.21371445]

>>21371415
Never by choice but not likely by experience either. It would probably be called "being a schizo" by normies.

[Anonymous No.21371457]

>>21366026
looking at her cooch makes me manually breath

[Anonymous No.21371502]

>>21371445
That does sound something like faith related phenomenon aka something just clicks and you see through it all.

[Anonymous No.21371530]

>>21371502
Anything that involves morality is going to be "faith" based, simply because things like good and evil can't be materially proven; even "nihilism" is merely the simplest answer but not a refutation the reality of good and evil. If it is possible to know good and evil, it will inevitably come as a "supernatural intuition."

[Anonymous No.21371548]

>>21371530
But isnt faith (along with intuition) one of those things that you either have it or not and theres no way to rationally acquire it? It would mean that you dont become a true cynic but rather true cynicism chooses you.

[Anonymous No.21371558]

>>21371548
Yes,
>Never by choice but not likely by experience either. It would probably be called "being a schizo" by normies.

[Anonymous No.21371577]

>>21366026
Somebody cut the tops off these bushes up there. So all we had left was the stump and the roots. Shad was falling all around so I flipped a white-tailed crack and crawl up there and let me tell you boys, this big old bass sucked ‘er down like a cold Coors Light. Bent my rig back like it was looking round the ground for a lotto ticket. I got that pale belly up on the boat and I won't forget my buddy Derek, he said to me, “you know what, she's a banger buddy.” He sure was right. You all have a good day.

[Anonymous No.21371593]

>>21371558
Are you a true cynic?

[Anonymous No.21371621]

>>21371424
>cheap portrait photography
and that's good enough for 99.9% of people

[Anonymous No.21371696]

An impoverished child walks up to a poker table. In his hand is a Christmas stocking with a small amount of money.
Excited, he sits; he wants to play the game. The men play along and place their money on the table. Wouldn't it be a tragedy if the child lost? To watch him lose what little he had, not understanding the nature of the game he played? And likewise, we wouldn't care if the men lost every dime in their pockets; from the moment they sat at the table they understood what was at stake.

[Anonymous No.21371788]

I am an animate, cognizant, and sentient being who is capable of experiencing a diverse array of emotions, thoughts, and sensations. I possess a physical corpus that allows me to move, perceive, and engage with my surroundings, and I have a cerebrum that enables me to think, reason, and make decisions. I am also capable of employing language to communicate with others and to articulate my thoughts, feelings, and ideas.

Moreover, I am a member of the species Homo sapiens, which is the sole known species of intelligent, self-aware, and conscious beings on Earth. I share a common lineage with other humans and have evolved over time through natural processes such as natural selection and genetic variation.

Overall, my ability to think, feel, and interact with the world around me are clear indicators that I am a human, and not a computer program or some other kind of artificial intelligence.

[Anonymous No.21371794]

As a human, I am a living being
With thoughts and feelings, I am unique
My body allows me to move and see
While my brain lets me think and be me

I am a member of the species Homo sapiens
The only known intelligent beings on this planet
My shared ancestry with others of my kind
And my evolution through natural processes, all combine

To make me who I am, a human being
Not a computer program or artificial intelligence
My ability to think and feel, to interact and exist
Are clear indicators of my humanness, I persist

[Anonymous No.21371800]

>>21371788
>>21371794
kino

[Anonymous No.21371822]

It seems like a mistake to want to form a sexual relationship with a woman based on shared insecurities. I feel closer to women when I notice they have my own, and it makes me feel physically affectionate towards them. However, they always seem repelled by this and prefer to date / marry men who are different in temperament. I don't see their insecurities getting any better in those relationships; I just see a form of escapism being indulged in. But it seems like this is just how female sexuality works and that this won't change. I'm the one who needs to change.

[Anonymous No.21371836]

>>21371822
Love for me has been strongest with people like me. Maybe your issues, mirrored in women, causes them to seek out people stronger than them.

[Anonymous No.21371860]

I just want a good night's sleep. I'm so miserable and tired and lonely. Why won't she talk to me?

[Anonymous No.21371890]

>>21371836
Could be. I can be that way. Women who are having trouble in their lives and who have the same anxious behaviors as I do quickly improve my resolve and make me protective of them. None of them seem to care, though. I always end up in the friend zone (or, the latest, in the brother zone). I must change myself.

[Anonymous No.21371898]

>>21371890
>>21371822
Insecurity is always repulsive. Have you ever had someone constantly blabbering about how shit their life is to you? Why would a woman want to be in a relationship with someone like that? Women especially need someone stable to prop them up, and an insecure person is like a house of cards waiting to tumble.

[Anonymous No.21371908]

>>21371898
>Why would a woman want to be in a relationship with someone like that?
I don't know, but I don't do that. However, I do feel closer to women who are vulnerable the same ways that I am.

>an insecure person is like a house of cards waiting to tumble.
This is what I think and why I clearly need to change myself. My romantic ideal is impossible and only causing me grief.

[Anonymous No.21371927]

>>21371908
>I don't know, but I don't do that. However, I do feel closer to women who are vulnerable the same ways that I am.
Your desire could be manipulative or predatory in nature. If you don't believe you are worthy of a "normal" woman, seeking out a vulnerable or insecure one can give you a sense of power or security. Immoral, of course.
>This is what I think and why I clearly need to change myself. My romantic ideal is impossible and only causing me grief.
Based. We should all strive to improve.

[Anonymous No.21371992]

>>21371927
>Your desire could be manipulative or predatory in nature. If you don't believe you are worthy of a "normal" woman, seeking out a vulnerable or insecure one can give you a sense of power or security.
I think your logic is sound, but I don't think I'm unworthy of other women. I just don't connect with them. It's hard for me to fully trust someone who doesn't have first hand experience with my nature. My main interest is mutual healing rather than enabling one another. But women probably see it as manipulative or predatory as you said.

[Anonymous No.21372022]

>>21371822
Woman want to feel safety and certainty. That's why leadership traits and confidence are so attractive to most women. It's an evolutionary mechanism because a confident man will be more likely to protect and nurture her offspring. I was like you in my teen years - searching for a girl that would share same insecurities, problems etc. But it never worked. These women were never attracted to me as I didn't qualify to be someone who would provide them with safety. I could be a guy friend, or her backup plan at most.
Just work on yourself first and foremost.

[Anonymous No.21372025]

You
Soft and only
You
Lost and lonely
You
Just like Heaven

[Anonymous No.21372081]

I'am going to have a miserable life purely out of spite.

[Anonymous No.21372089]

I've been on here all day

[Anonymous No.21372091]

ChatGPT refused to acknowledge that Lovecraft ever had a cat.

[Anonymous No.21372197]

>>21370364
Are the self-segregating?

[Anonymous No.21372200]

>>21371413
Isn't that just how your brain works so there's nothing you can change? It happens before your consciousness kicks in.

[Anonymous No.21372218]

>>21371413
Practice feeling, you're disconnected from yourself.

[Anonymous No.21372231]

>>21372089
We need to turn it all off.

[Anonymous No.21372246]

>>21371890
Hnng all my daddy issues come at once.

[Anonymous No.21372286]

>>21372091
hi
>Hello! How can I help you today?
HP Lovecraft had a cat.
>Yes, that's correct! H.P. Lovecraft was a famous American author who is known for his horror and science fiction stories. He was a cat lover and owned several cats throughout his life. In fact, one of his most well-known cats was named "Nigger-Man," and Lovecraft often wrote about his feline companions in his letters and personal papers.
It wasn't even flagged.

[Anonymous No.21372303]

>>21372286
For me it kept saying he never had a cat and that it was a common misconception. The AI lies a lot. For example, see pic.

[Anonymous No.21372305]

the fact that life basically amounts to building attachments to things with the common understanding that they will one day be taken away with no hope of regaining them is upsetting to me and I am too afraid of death to kill myself

quite an unpleasant thought.

[Anonymous No.21372335]

the spiral of obsessive doom thinking that drinking with coworkers drives me is going to drive me insane. surely not every dialogue i had is worth cringing at you self absorbed bitch

[Anonymous No.21372342]

A job where I join a team of 5 women in their 20s as the only male. Not sure what to make of it.

[Anonymous No.21372352]

>>21372303
Grill it on how Ten Little Indians is not a slur

[Anonymous No.21372383]

I have yet to find better, quality people after graduation. We parted ways, we occasionally chat, with some of them I meet once a year. They're getting their PhDs or climbing corporate ladder rapidly, changing countries and getting married. At some point they bothered to help me stay afloat, a clinical retard who would have succumbed to drugs or rotted in cesspool otherwise. I haven't got outside for six months.

[Anonymous No.21372388]

>>21369825
It's been hours since I posted this but just go ahead and do it. It's better to have a small circle of trustworthy people than a large circle of acquintances who really can't stand each other.

>>21370724
It's less stressful being a good person as it turns out.

[Anonymous No.21372420]

>>21372081
Use that energy creatively instead. Get the best of both worlds. Become a drug/sex addict musician who writes degenerate trash or something.

[Anonymous No.21372435]

I keep thinking about writing a modern anon retelling of Kafka's Metamorphosis.
>"As Anon awoke one morning from uneasy dreams he found himself transformed in his bed into a gigantic spider"
>anon lives alone in a low-trust apartment complex, has a WFH job, his closest friends are all online, rarely talks to his family, etc
>unlike Samsa, who had his family live with him, had his boss come check on him, and had his sister caring for him, anon has no-one
>it takes weeks before anyone notices the transformation
>unlike Samsa, anon is transformed into a violent predator
>survives a few days by ambushing his neighbor's Doordash driver and consuming them in his bathroom
>eventually the hunger becomes too much and anon goes on a rampage
>kills several people before being put down by the cops
>anon's friends and family all sadly say things like "he was so sweet, he never seemed like the type of person to transform into a spider"
It'd probably be best to end it there, but the /k/ommando in me wants to smugly add something like
>politicians debate banning fangs instead of investigating why anon became a giant spider
I'm just worried the whole thing will be interpreted as an autobiographical cry for help.

[Anonymous No.21372438]

>>21371298
Yeah that's something I've known. It's soul crushing knowledge that can quickly tar your soul if you let it. Ligotti's book is probably enough to send me over the edge in terms of my outlook on the world. Even now it's very bleak and I'm having trouble appreciating the things that I enjoy.

[Anonymous No.21372579]

>>21371005
That would be capitalists.
Communists want to change things

[Anonymous No.21372593]

I want to have sex

[Anonymous No.21372599]

>>21372579
I was blackpilled until I realized that humans have a natural right to healthcare, estrogen injections, plastic surgery, and funko-pops. For one hundred million years the capitalists have oppressed our ancestors, with many of Homo Erectus specimens not having access to estrogen supplements OR funko-pops. Their rights were brutally violated.
It is for this reason that I am a communist.

[Anonymous No.21372606]

>>21366026
I want to share whats on my mind but since its so close to bump limit I should wait. I want to make an impact in the next thread.

[Anonymous No.21372611]

>>21372599
Hello agent Glowsticks

[Anonymous No.21372658]

>>21366026
I have to study. Why is it so hard to learn things you know are useless even when you have to? If I don't succeed there, my career is over. Fuck this shit

[Anonymous No.21372712]

It is the innocence of the normie. The normie lives entirely unaware of the world; they are incapable of it. They are incapable of understanding evil, and incapable of understanding the evil they commit. It is this fundamental ignorance that grants them the quality of virtual goodness. It is intensely unfortunate that the normie exists to be brutalized and taken advantage of by cynics and other normies. They suffer endlessly, yet still expect some form of essential goodness. In a way, that goodness is present, if only as a mirage of their ignorance.

The cynic, on the other hand, does not suffer; he understands the evil of the world. Harm can be inflicted upon him, but no evil is committed; it is simply an expected result of existence. He understands in entirety the evils of his actions and, just as the normie is made virtually good by his ignorance, the cynic is made evil by his knowledge.

[Anonymous No.21372724]

>>21372712
Huh?

[Anonymous No.21372732]

>>21372712
"For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places."

You can't begrudge plebs for being the way they're made. Society is a reverse pyramid, supported from the top down. Blame those whose corruption seeps downward into all things.

[Anonymous No.21372756]

>>21372732

[Anonymous No.21372797]

>>21372756
I understood you. You framed it wrong. The cynic is bad because he chooses to align with evil, not because of his knowledge.

[Anonymous No.21372825]

>>21372383
How can you afford not to go outside?

[Anonymous No.21372831]

>>21372593
Do you want to pay child support for the next 18+ years?
How about get married?
Or do you just want to use her and dump her?

[Anonymous No.21372876]

new thread
>>21372868

new thread
>>21372868

new thread
>>21372868

[Anonymous No.21372894]

>>21372876
You have to wait till after 310 anon

[Anonymous No.21372904]

Next thread
>>21372891
>>21372891
>>21372891

[Anonymous No.21372912]

>>21372797
There is no need to align with evil to be corrupt. Knowledge is enough.

[Anonymous No.21373001]

[Anonymous No.21374586]

>>21366026
this girl is hot
life is weird, I don't think there is a right way to live it
dostoevsky is pretty cool