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[Anonymous No.21363157]

write what's on your mind
/lit/ gf edition
previous: >>21359767

[Anonymous No.21363160]

It's as meaningful as you make it.

[Anonymous No.21363161]

Stop posting this whore you autistic incel

[Anonymous No.21363164]

For the first time in several years I cannot get drunk this weekend and it's causing me extreme angst

[Anonymous No.21363170]

>>21363157
seeing weird women like this just makes me love my gf more.

[Anonymous No.21363172]

I work in IT and I got fake phished. Now they're all going to laugh at me. It's middle school all over again. Again, and again, and again, I fuck up, everyone sees it, and they all laugh at what a fucking loser I am. Being humiliated and laughed at makes me want to kill myself.

[Anonymous No.21363175]

Society is a pyramid scheme and I've fucked myself over because I've isolated myself absolutely. You need friends to make friends.

[Anonymous No.21363181]

How bad is it that I flirted with someone other than my girlfriend? Just a bit of fun or insidious? A bit tormented

[Anonymous No.21363184]

I failed job interview. I dont know the reason although I knew that I wasnt going to make it after having it. Feels bad.

[Anonymous No.21363186]

>>21363161
>whore
>reads books
try harder incel

[Anonymous No.21363188]

>>21363181
It's a good thing, men are meant to have multiple women

[Anonymous No.21363191]

>>21363172
You got phished in middle school?

[Anonymous No.21363192]

>>21363157
Use is an interesting verb to use for what we do with money. Especially for somebody who claims to read a lot of books. Maybe she just SPENDS money on picture books?

[Anonymous No.21363193]

The world is a place of penance, and worse none of us know the reason for such condemnation. We continue to suffer week after week, day after day, hour after hour and minute after minute until the day we die. The experience of life is something quick and limited, in no way do we have control over where we are born, how we are born, and why we are born. We are thrown into the world as disposable thinking-beings, our only certainty being that of death, that is, we live to die, we suffer to live.

[Anonymous No.21363196]

>>21363181
It's just flirting. Stop being such a spazz

[Anonymous No.21363198]

>>21363186
>Reads books
>Doesn't know the verb 'spend'
Doubt.

[Anonymous No.21363199]

I think most people are just beypnf any sort of help. Most adults are fucking retarded and the ones that aren't are autistic but in the good way. For most people, high school never ends and it shows in how infantile and childish people act when exposed to any new worldview slightly outside their comforr zone, not even something objectively degenerate or indicative of massive mental problems.

>>21363181
You clearly don't love your gf as much as you think you do otherwise you wouldn't have done that. No, being drunk isn't an excuse. Alcohol just makes you loosen up and be more honest with yourself and the world. You should just be honest with yourself.


>>21363164
And normalfags try to pretend they're fucking sane. LMAO

>>21363175
No you don't. Go out to a group of people who are likely to have similar interests and just start a conversation.

[Anonymous No.21363202]

>>21363193
Act accordingly. With compassion, that is.

[Anonymous No.21363208]

>>21363199
>And normalfags try to pretend they're fucking sane. LMAO
What?

[Anonymous No.21363221]

I'm going to feminist bird trivia tonight to get some pussy gl me lads

[Anonymous No.21363223]

No matter how many cold baths I take, no matter how many hours I spend fasting, no matter how much I refrain from lustful thoughts I still feel dirty

[Anonymous No.21363234]

>>21363223
Christian upbringing?

[Anonymous No.21363238]

>>21363223
>what kike on a stick does to a mf

[Anonymous No.21363248]

>>21363234
Jehovah's Witness

[Anonymous No.21363249]

>>21363238
>kike
>the one and only man/diety kikes fear
LMAO nice try schlomo

[Anonymous No.21363251]

>>21363184
It's very possible that you got beaten out by nepotism

[Anonymous No.21363254]

>>21363184
I'm going around putting a bunch of apps into minimum wage positions and even I cant get a fucking call back. I dont get it, my work history isnt bad or anything.

[Anonymous No.21363255]

>>21363248
I struggle with shame as well. I tell myself there is no such thing as purity in nature, but it's rough

[Anonymous No.21363257]

>>21363249
The whole thing is a kike invention you retard. Take another cold shower.

[Anonymous No.21363261]

>>21363223
ive been taking cold showers on and off for a while, are cold baths any better? showers are just easier to set up but i feel like whole-body submersion is more useful

[Anonymous No.21363263]

>>21363223
Hot water cleans better than cold water. Try a hot shower.

[Anonymous No.21363264]

>>21363181
You had enough sense to retain yourself from going further, despite having a clear opening. That's what you should keep in mind. Cleared a storm.

[Anonymous No.21363272]

>>21363251
I dont really think so. Appearance might be one of them.
>>21363254
I'm the opposite of you.

[Anonymous No.21363277]

>>21363272
Do you enjoy your field?

[Anonymous No.21363279]

As a hyperfemanon I think this is what all men should aspire to. I don't need your money and support, I can support myself by whoring myself out in our acceptable modern forms, leaving my boytoy to excel in the furthering of intellectual refinement and cognitive expansion.

[Anonymous No.21363288]

why aren't i happy what the FUCK. can't even troubleshoot this bs everything is working fine

[Anonymous No.21363297]

>>21363279
gee, i wasn't really expecting to find female fans on 4chan of all places... Would you like to connect? I have e-mail or a phone number, if that works for you.
>t. Brandom

[Anonymous No.21363299]

>>21363279
You're not the femanon we desire, your opinion is therefore without value. Sorry.

[Anonymous No.21363304]

>>21363288
Because you are separated from nature. Cheetahs and gazelles do not have this problem

[Anonymous No.21363310]

>>21363304
i don't understand... why is it like this. i don't want the answer. don't know what i want. i'm drunkposting ignore my goofy ass

[Anonymous No.21363312]

>>21363297
For a good time call 8675309 ask for Jenny

[Anonymous No.21363322]

>>21363304
How do you know? Have you ever asked a cheeto or gazelle what it thinks?

[Anonymous No.21363324]

>>21363322
Based retard

[Anonymous No.21363331]

>>21363324
How do you know cheetahs and gazelles are happy?

[Anonymous No.21363339]

Went to the library today to return a book and there was an independent publishers expo, i am not even sure what these people are supposed to do there, sell their books? Or just Showcase them? I was tempted to hang around, stare at shit and ask questions, but seeing most of the authors? Were arthoe zoomerinas with goth makeup and bangs or $oyj4k tier dudes, i had to step back and leave the place, i wonder what topics they write about . Where do they get money for publishing their books? are writers just richfags living on inheritance money getting art degrees and writing as a sport? Not sure if this is a good or bad thing, I'll probably return out of curiosity, maybe what Im saying is, should you judge authors by their background? I feel stupid reading stuff written by someone who is younger than me, i'd rather read shit by someone who's dead or some old journalist or whatever , its like when you watch porn and then lookup the girl to find out she is 5 years younger than you, i feel scammed.

[Anonymous No.21363341]

>>21363331
Happiness is merely the lack of suffering. Cheetahs and gazelles do not endure spiritual suffering as they do not have consciousness.

[Anonymous No.21363346]

>>21363341
>happiness is when you're not unhappy
Amazing

[Anonymous No.21363350]

>>21363277
I dont think so

[Anonymous No.21363356]

>>21363346
Yes, it's a negation. What is your opinion?

[Anonymous No.21363390]

>>21363160
That's it, thread is closed. 99% of it is cocks larping about their everyday petty conflicts and misery anyways.

[Anonymous No.21363401]

I will die alone

[Anonymous No.21363405]

>>21363401
and that's a good thing?

[Anonymous No.21363408]

my gf doesn't want to go out and do things anymore. I'm not having fun

[Anonymous No.21363411]

>>21363408
'ill 'er

[Anonymous No.21363413]

>>21363401
Imagine dedicating your whole life to family, giving up all your self-actualization dreams only to get divorce-raped, have the kids turned against you and die alone anyway. Alternately, even the wife stays around, there's no guarantee they won't just toss you intoa retirement home where you'll drool and shit into diapers while your brains rots away for years.

[Anonymous No.21363414]

>>21363401
Everyone is born, lives, and dies, alone.

[Anonymous No.21363419]

>>21363401
You never were accompanied in the first place, you retard.

[Anonymous No.21363425]

>>21363356
To clarify, this view is in contrast to something like Aristotle's view on happiness. In my opinion, happiness is not an attainable state that one can reach by certain actions or principles. We are irrational beings driven by desires we don't understand to attain unknowable things that never satisfy our will. On the other hand, animals have it quite simple as they were not given this nature outside of nature, consciousness. They eat and fuck and kill and die without a thought. We are a puppet who cut our own strings. A paradox. An abstraction. A cadaver.

[Anonymous No.21363429]

>>21363401
As if dying in a room full of relatives would be any better

[Anonymous No.21363432]

[Anonymous No.21363434]

Welp. Better make friends and get a gf and take care of my family. Gotta pay the toll so that I can pursue my hobbies without being crushed with loneliness and misery. Pay the toll bitch

[Anonymous No.21363451]

Dubs and I'll kill myself on new year's eve.

[Anonymous No.21363454]

goddamn you niggas are miserable

[Anonymous No.21363465]

>>21363451
rollin

[Anonymous No.21363466]

>>21363425
It's interesting you should say this. I had in mind Eudaimonia when I replied to your post. The idea that happiness is absence of pain seemed unintuitive to me, as you could easily reverse it and say pain is the absence of happiness. Which is the positive and which is the negative? Eudaimonia seems more intuitive as it's the hierarchical construction towards a Good rather than the diminishing towards and absence.
It fell in line with my Bible reading for the day which consisted of Romans 7. It says the flesh compells towards evil while the mind inclines towards good.
>15 For that which I do I allow not: for what I would, that do I not; but what I hate, that do I.
Your identification that being removed from natuee and therefore having a mind to know suffering is identified clearly in Romans 7 as it says coming to know the Law is cause for sin
>What shall we say then? Is the law sin? God forbid. Nay, I had not known sin, but by the law: for I had not known lust, except the law had said, Thou shalt not covet.
But Paul identifies here that the Good is to be attained by transcending Law by transcending Flesh and coming into Grace. Our misery is in our middle ground. Reducing ourselves to non conscious animals wont bring happiness because happiness is not negation. We can only attain happiness by rising ourselves to a higher spiritual level
>6 For to be carnally minded is death; but to be spiritually minded is life and peace.
>7 Because the carnal mind is enmity against God: for it is not subject to the law of God, neither indeed can be.
>8 So then they that are in the flesh cannot please God.

[Anonymous No.21363468]

>>21363451
*rolls*

[Anonymous No.21363483]

LETS GO CENA
CENA SUCKS

[Anonymous No.21363484]

The only thing keeping me going is alcohol. I've abdicated every meaning I could find. God, literature, altruism... nothing seems to fill the void. The only thing left is materialism. The biological imperative is God. The meaning of life is to cum inside of a woman, and if you can't do it, you failed life. I'll also roll for you, my friend. >>21363451

[Anonymous No.21363488]

>>21363451
This is so gay. You keep rolling until you get the result you want, which isn't really a roll at all. Just kill yourself if you're dead set on it, or if not, quit spamming this shit for attention.

[Anonymous No.21363493]

>>21363172
I have done so many fucking stupid things at my job and I'm still employed. That's all I care about. They can laugh as much as they want as long as I get my wagie bucks every two weeks.

[Anonymous No.21363495]

I'm going to make me a sandwich and then jerk it to mommy porn.

[Anonymous No.21363498]

>>21363488
Lmao kys

[Anonymous No.21363500]

>>21363498
No you, faggot

[Anonymous No.21363501]

God has abandoned me.

[Anonymous No.21363503]

>>21363500
Second dubs confirm, I'm sorry dear friend but you need to kill yourself in three weeks.

[Anonymous No.21363512]

Feeling severe impostor syndrome at the university I just transferred into. I stuttered like crazy during my final presentation and gave irrelevant answers to questions posed to me in front of the class. I'm never able to just answer a question directly and follow assignment directions because my mind moves in so many different ways and likes to interpret things.

[Anonymous No.21363532]

i will do anything for pussy

[Anonymous No.21363540]

>>21363512
This was me in my final art critique. It’s tough out there.

[Anonymous No.21363551]

I dont know whats on my mind. I dont want visit my parents because Im too depressed and negativistic. They're better off without me.

[Anonymous No.21363576]

>>21363488
>>21363500
Checked.

[Anonymous No.21363596]

God I cannot fucking stand Jack Edwards

[Anonymous No.21363613]

Is it true that you can make a decent amount of side money writing or translating academic papers in English online? I saw somebody advising that route here, but I worry about the saturation of the market. I could use some extra bucks.

[Anonymous No.21363615]

>>21363157

Epistemic status: goblin-mode

I just want to brag about calling effective altruism a bunch of frauds on this board a few months ago when someone asked about their "literature". Lo I am proven correct: a few weeks ago their patron saint (and book-hater (lit-related)) SBF trips over his knuckles and exposes his glorious scamdinaire that EA gladly profited from. They buckle down with their Vox Pipette to release an "interview" that oh so fortuitously distances him from the movement. A-ha. Their damage control has the energy of a dead cow, but luckily most people don't know what in the CULT EA even is. Finally, today, I read they bought a 15 million dollar house to host their events (orgies). I must admit it will be great for all the young university students they are so intent on attracting, allowing them to stay overnight. By the way, I wonder if they realize that by focusing almost exclusively on the ripe-for-picking age bracket they are a) sure to experience another FTX situation down the line where nobody has enough work experience to function legally or coherently and b) putting a giant target on their backs when the young girls are inevitably abused. On the forum, all the concerns are met with "x is hard!" and "thank you for your post!" and moronic/irrelevant, wishy-washy replies are god-mode-upvoted because they're by popular EA (and EA-employed) members (oops forgot EA-adjacent) with all the pretension and delusion that comes with being midway through their favoured "supplement". Anyway, the 15 million won't go to any sort of altruistic endeavor but will instead fund the very practice effective altruists claim is ineffective and which has formed the backbone of their difference in giving. The fact that they are not all condemning this (and I mean ALL of them, even you ACX) and taking action to sell is absurd to the saddest degree. I am right about this.

[Anonymous No.21363650]

>>21363615
Link the thread or it didn't happen

[Anonymous No.21363740]

>>21363157
Green light for pedestrians and this bitch goes on like it was nothing, she even honks at another woman crossing the street to get out of the way, I couldn't help but imagine myself stabbing that fucking whore in the throat.

[Anonymous No.21363806]

>A feedback loop is a process in which information or output from one stage is used as input for the next stage, creating a self-reinforcing cycle. In the context of anticipation and perception, a feedback loop could refer to a situation where the act of anticipating something influences or shapes the way it is perceived, and the resulting perception then influences the next round of anticipation. This could create a cycle where anticipation and perception are constantly influencing and affecting each other, potentially leading to a distorted or biased understanding of the situation. Feedback loops can be found in many different systems and processes, and can have both positive and negative effects depending on the specific context and circumstances.

>A feedback loop between anticipation and perception can potentially lead to self-induced hallucinations if the cycle becomes strong enough and the individual becomes highly convinced of the reality of their anticipations. In this situation, the anticipation of a particular experience or event can shape the way it is perceived, leading the individual to believe that they are actually experiencing the anticipated event. This belief can then reinforce the anticipation, creating a stronger and more intense feedback loop. This can result in the individual experiencing hallucinations that are strongly influenced by their anticipations, and that may seem real to them despite not being based in external reality. It is important to note that this is a theoretical scenario and may not necessarily occur in all cases where anticipation and perception are involved in a feedback loop.

How to exploit this and play with it: https://pastebin.com/vHKeTau2

[Anonymous No.21363820]

>>21363408
if your relationship predicated on "fun"

[Anonymous No.21363827]

I dont even have enough money to get enough gas to look for a job

[Anonymous No.21363836]

>everyone is wrong except for me
Is it possible to disprove this chad argument?

[Anonymous No.21363837]

>decide to read the Bible for the first time this year
>have the worst year off my life
What did God mean by this?

[Anonymous No.21363841]

Phimosis is a strangely beautiful word.

[Anonymous No.21363867]

>>21363836
bust his balls. literally and figuratively.

[Anonymous No.21363878]

>>21363837
You picked the wrong god, buddy

[Anonymous No.21363882]

>>21363279
Why would someone capable of furthering intellectual refinement want to be with a whore?

[Anonymous No.21363883]

>>21363878
Which God next fren?

[Anonymous No.21363887]

>>21363806
>It is important to note that this is a theoretical scenario and may not necessarily occur in all cases where anticipation and perception are involved in a feedback loop.

Begone speculative reasoner

[Anonymous No.21363894]

I almost jerked off to mommy porn tonight but then chose not to.

[Anonymous No.21363897]

>>21363883
I say to go polytheistic. More gods = higher chance of success

[Anonymous No.21363901]

>>21363897
Holy shit that's retarded

[Anonymous No.21363926]

>>21363894
Good boy.

[Anonymous No.21363951]

I don't think I enjoy having sex

[Anonymous No.21363955]

People always talk about male-perpetrated sexual harassment but nobody ever talks about the constant, relentless sexual harassment men experience at the hands of sluttily-dressed women. When I walk down the street and see a whore with tight clothes on I have no choice but to look at her. My biology is wired in such a way that I am sexually stimulated from such sights, try as I might to avoid them. Combine that with just the industrial levels of “socially acceptable” pornography being churned out on apps like Instagram and Tiktok, which are then spread everywhere throughout the internet (even here in this very thread), and what you have is just an unceasing assault on the male sexual instinct. This is far worse than any “unsolicited compliments” that a woman might get, walking around dressed up as a whore. The victim in that case is the man who was visually assaulted by the woman’s uncouthness, leading him to lose control of himself and act in ungentlemanly ways. The problem is most white men do not give a shit, they want to be animals, they want to live in a matriarchy, and so that’s what they get. For all the talk about the West’s “cultural development”, the Muslim world seems utterly superior.

[Anonymous No.21363968]

>>21363887
You missed the link, which describes experiments.

[Anonymous No.21363984]

Once, when I was in my moody adolescent teenage years, I pissed on my bathroom rug. I don't know if it was some incandescent act of rebellion or just an attempt to change the status quo, but nothing ever came of it. The bathroom never started to smell and I don't recall any big fuss being made of it in my home. I just sort of moved on with my life. Even to this day, it feels almost like a phantom controlled me and I can't quite remember it clearly, yet I know it happened and I know I did it. How odd it is to be alive long enough to feel this way.

[Anonymous No.21363988]

>>21363955
You can whine about it on anonymous imageboards or you can take actions to make the situation more bearable for yourself. I speak as a strict Muslim currently living in the west. Avoid pornography at all costs, leave social media (unless you're using it for business), and avert your eyes when you see a whore on the street. If I could do it, then you can do it too. Then try to amass some money to get a trad wife.

[Anonymous No.21363991]

>>21363841
You're right, damn.
>>21363926
Kek

[Anonymous No.21363993]

>>21363955
Interesting, I've never had a problem controlling myself around women, and pretty much all the men I know don't either. You are projecting your own dysfunction onto all men as "male sexual instinct?" Seek therapy as it's obvious that your dysfunction is causing you great distress.

[Anonymous No.21363995]

I'm trying to apply for a retail job and the company is making me take an hour long online assessment. All I'm trying to do is stock shelves for a few hours a day. Is this the definition of Kafkaesque?

[Anonymous No.21363997]

>>21363993
Not him but I think you might have low T levels.

[Anonymous No.21364000]

>>21363995
Yes, you are guilty and therefore must be humiliated in any way possible

[Anonymous No.21364006]

A woman in negligee sits anxiously on the edge of the bed. A man is doing up his clothes. There seems to be an arrangement. “How many more times?” He tells her two. She thinks it’s unfair. He alludes to the Old Testament.

It’s an attic room. Christian iconography and soft yellow light.

“You’re just being a good wife, remember? Let me hear you say it.”

“I’m a good wife.”

[Anonymous No.21364014]

>>21363997
Or I wasn't raised and associate with trash men who reinforce each other's vices instead of helping each other become better men.

[Anonymous No.21364015]

Graduated, got a great job in which I work less than 30 hours a week, friends are all doing great, got enough time for myself every day to do whatever I want, I get to enjoy my hobbies and weekends with my friends.I feel great.
Yet it feels so shitty without her. I hate how everytime I do something it reminds me of her, and how things that I do to stop thinking about her just remind me why I am doing that in the first place and I hate it, I feel like a prisoner, trapped in my thoughts, and whether I do it for myself or not, I think of her and it feels so hollow.
I try to not think too much about it, I try to enjoy my time, do whatever I want whenever I want to, but something happens, anything, and it reminds me of her.
I miss her, but it was for the best.

[Anonymous No.21364020]

>>21364014
I just tried to help him, I'm the other poster who replied to him. His frustration is normal and healthy, but he can approach it in a better way. Muh "go to therapy!!" is no solution at all.

[Anonymous No.21364021]

>>21363988
I can attest to this. It's not really a secret that the less you expose yourself to filth the less filth enters your mind. Though it does make me sad how often I have to walk through shops, cafes, streets etc. with my eyes either sort of focused a bit above the ground or just looking past people.

[Anonymous No.21364024]

>>21364015
https://youtube.com/watch?v=UelDrZ1aFeY

[Anonymous No.21364031]

>>21364020
He needs fucking therapy, he literally can't control his sexual emotions. He is headed towards being a rapist, or an abuser if he can find a partner.

[Anonymous No.21364055]

I don't think i have a soul and i wish i didn't have a heart too.

[Anonymous No.21364058]

>>21364031
At first I thought you were a low T man, but now I think you are a woman larping as a man. You're wrong; he isn't "headed towards being a rapist." This is what every healthy male experiences.

[Anonymous No.21364069]

>>21364000
This program is just a bunch of quizzes full of trick questions which are designed to make you contradict your previous answers. It's insidious

[Anonymous No.21364081]

>>21364055
Stop being so melodramatic.

[Anonymous No.21364083]

>>21364031
Fuck off, foid

[Anonymous No.21364087]

>>21364058
Rubbish men raise rubbish sons who associate with other rubbish men and in turn raise rubbish sons. All they know is rubbish, it is normal to them, and so they see no reason to change.

[Anonymous No.21364100]

>>21364069
Good luck on the job hunt, hope you end up somewhere else lol

[Anonymous No.21364108]

>>21364087
And rubbish women dress promiscuously. You won't find any sympathy here. Go back to your "safe space."

[Anonymous No.21364117]

>>21364100
Gonna apply at petsmart. I wanna pet the kitties :3

[Anonymous No.21364147]

>>21363181
You're wasting her time, I could treat her better.

[Anonymous No.21364163]

>>21364117
I've visited the animal center to look at cats a few times. Pleasant animals, might adopt one

[Anonymous No.21364174]

>>21364058
>This is what every healthy male experiences.
I think you're wrong about this. You're probably right that it's a woman who's pushing the subject for however many posts, but his description isn't normal. It gives me the same vibes as acquaintances who tell me some shit about how the world is out to get them or, alternatively, how this one quick trick is going to make them rich. Anon's version is sexual, but it still screams
>I am five years old mentally and have access to credit cards, automobiles, guns and alcohol because my ID says so
Would not bro. Wouldn't fuck the girl you're talking with either, they're both rape obsessed which is the less fashionable version of being obsessed with NFTs

[Anonymous No.21364202]

>>21364163
Yeah I am very fond of cats. Mine were eaten by coyotes unfortunately.
Why does petsmart want to know all the locations Ive lived in the past 10 years?

[Anonymous No.21364208]

>>21364202
In case there have been cases of people feeding cats to coyotes in that area during the last ten years.

[Anonymous No.21364231]

>>21363551
As someone who has lost both parents, go see them anyway. As much as you loathe yourself now, if you don't value the time you have left with them you'll loathe yourself even more once they're gone.

[Anonymous No.21364273]

>>21363897
Unironically based

[Anonymous No.21364277]

>>21363926
Fuck, now I’m going to do it.

[Anonymous No.21364289]

Kek

[Anonymous No.21364305]

Why write when AI Chatbots can do it better? Why be creative? Experience life? Emotion? The most human aspects of ourselves are being replicated by machine - this drive toward singularity. Yes nothing matters in the grand scheme of things. Billions who came before living and dying for nothing. And eventually the universe will implode. But this is somehow worse than the threat of potential climate change or civilization collapse or nuclear destruction at our own hands. This is different. It's like getting royally cucked and mogged on a cosmic level. We were the top dog (in our perceptible dimension anyway). Yes we had our gods that we created but it was us all along.

Mankind was but a 200,000 year larval stage...

[Anonymous No.21364318]

4 months of celibacy (also nofap, obv)

I can feel my mind getting clearer, my muscles stronger, and my vision sharper. I am becoming more than just a man. My penile fortitude is off the charts. I could lift a car with my boner, the strength of a thousand raging bulls courses through my bulging phallus. I am on a path of ascendancy. I am becoming a god.

[Anonymous No.21364332]

>>21364318
How do you know that this isn't a placebo effect?

[Anonymous No.21364334]

>>21364318
>I am becoming more than just a man.
No, you're just experiencing for the first time how it feels to be a man.

[Anonymous No.21364338]

>>21364277
Just keep in mind a fat ugly man called you a good boy

[Anonymous No.21364341]

>>21364338
Take that back sir you are incorrect

[Anonymous No.21364342]

>>21364341
Post hand

[Anonymous No.21364348]

>>21363257
>What autistic /pol/ memes does to a nigger

[Anonymous No.21364349]

AI, deepfakes, the rate of technological change, forced corporate propaganda everywhere i go, are making me schizo

nothing is real

i cannot believe what i see with my own eyes or own ears

i can not even believe my own thoughts

i hallucinate constantly

i daydream about a better life that will never come and a distant past that might as well have never existed

i feel like pressure building and building

a thousand years of sins piled on my weak bones as i trudge through the riverbed
my pockets filled with my failings weighing me down
the river is deep now and i can't keep my head up

what can be done?
there's only one resolution

[Anonymous No.21364350]

>>21364305
AI chatbots, like all artificial intelligence, are only as good as the data and algorithms they are trained on. While they can be useful for performing certain tasks, they are not capable of the same creativity, critical thinking, and emotional intelligence as a human being. Writing is a complex and nuanced art that requires a deep understanding of language, culture, and the human experience, which AI chatbots are not currently capable of replicating. Additionally, writing allows us to express ourselves in unique and personal ways, and to connect with others in a meaningful way. AI chatbots, on the other hand, are limited in their ability to do these things.

[Anonymous No.21364360]

>>21363157
Have any fellow ESLs ever wondered whether/how the media through which you learned English influenced the way you express yourself in English? I can't shake the paranoia that I must sound like an unholy mixture of american movies, video games, and translated visual novels.

[Anonymous No.21364363]

>>21363551
If your dad is anything like me, you are his favourite person on the planet, and there is noone else he would rather be with.

Your problems will pain him, but he would be pleased to be of some use to you.

[Anonymous No.21364367]

Alritht bros, I scraped together enough crumpled dollar bills and under-the-couch quarters to get wasted tonight. Crisis averted

[Anonymous No.21364374]

>>21363837
>decide to be a good person this year
>have the worst year of my life
I feel you bro.

[Anonymous No.21364391]

Yesterday some /lit/fags made me think about what it means to be a "good" or "bad" person. I came to the conclusion that I don't know anything other than the abstract.

When a normie tries to do something to obtain pleasure, I don't typically see them as evil for it; they are simply doing their best to survive and be be happy in the world. Of course, many of the things they do in the pursuit of happiness are evil. In fact, desire is evil. Let me elaborate: Noone deserves anything. Noone deserves food, or water, or shelter, and certainly not things like love and self-actualization. To desire these things is to assume one deserves it(evil) or to want that which one does not deserve(evil). Even the desire for pain, punishment, or death is evil. Punishment is undeserved atonement, and death is undeserved release.

Normies are saved simply because they don't "know" and they can't "know." When I see a normie (in real life) I can't help but feel a strange love for them. They don't understand their actions and desires, they just live and do their best. I love seeing them. Nothing is more brutal and senseless than the suffering normie, especially when their suffering was caused by their own actions.

For those that "know", the only way to avoid doing evil is to stop desiring anything that benefits the self. Every action should be taken simply because it is duty, obligation, or because it brings about the greatest good. It seems egotistical to say something like "I know" but "all the normies don't", but it really isn't. I'm not smarter, stronger, or better, and I'm certainly not "more good."

[Anonymous No.21364406]

>>21364391
Would bringing about the greatest good not benefit the self?

[Anonymous No.21364420]

>>21363181
Totally normal. As long as you don't cross the line

[Anonymous No.21364428]

>>21364406
It may or it may not, but because we aren't omnipotent we cannot know. If one forced to do something which benefits the self (because it is the greatest good at a given time), then that is what must be done.

[Anonymous No.21364429]

>>21364391
The normie is usually taken to be superior to the retard, autist, and schizo in normie metaphysics. However in actual metaphysics the normie can be considered engrossed in Kants empirical intuition, which is why she is adapted to the physical world. She is actually the lowest stage of human evolution. The next stage is the schizo, who is becoming engrossed in imaginal intuition and thus becomes lost in his confusion of the imaginal and the sensible. Next comes the autist who has been born with intellectual intuition and is higher or lower functioning in the sensible or physical world depending on how developed his intellectual intuitionis, with high functioning autists having a lesser developed intellectual intuition and low functiong autists having a more developed intellectual intuition culminating in the absolute retard who is so engrossed in intellectual intuition he has lost touch with physical reality. Thus as you see in the hierarchy of human being the absolute retard has the highest being and is closest to God while the normie has the lowest being and furthest from God. The normie is also known by the term of midwit.

I would like to add that autist, schizo and retard are normie terms developed by normies to understand nonnormies from within the normie metaphysic and therefore carry with them the negative connotations normies associate with these nonnormies. In actuality however these connotations are contingent overtones of the normie metaphysic which is a faulty metaphysic grounded on the lower empirical intuition as opposed to the higher intllectual intuition, giving direct knowledge of reality. But we must communicate to the normie on his terms if we are ever to communicate with him at all.

[Anonymous No.21364470]

>>21364429
The other post implies there is something "beneath" a normie, which would be people who "know." What would you say about that?

[Anonymous No.21364493]

>>21363157
This is the third time you people have used this image/webm.
Frog posters. Zero creativity, I swear

[Anonymous No.21364510]

>>21364493
>third time
How new are you?

[Anonymous No.21364513]

5:47 PM, got up only an hour ago. Currently listening to The Gathering, browsing /lit/, snuggling with my cats, drinking coffee, and picking my nose. Life is good.

[Anonymous No.21364528]

>>21364510
>posting Ontologicool
>how new are you, man?
>mfw

[Anonymous No.21364537]

>>21364528
>>21364510
>>21364493
God I hate this place

[Anonymous No.21364540]

>>21363157
I love poetry, and I majored in it in college, but it's full of SJWhomos now and if you're a white male like me you're fucked. Thanks for reading.

[Anonymous No.21364543]

>>21364540
Yeah it really sucks being a white guy at university.

[Anonymous No.21364544]

>>21364429
You left out the bipolar, who is the pinnacle of human development.

[Anonymous No.21364563]

>>21364537
What’ve you been reading lately, anon?

[Anonymous No.21364575]

>>21363955
I find it a bit distracting at times, but I wouldn't consider it an "assault." An assault on good taste maybe. We all have instincts, but most of us are able to restrain ourselves. Do you stuff yourself with food every time you walk past a McDonalds? You are responsible for your own behaviour, and if you can't control yourself then you need to be locked up like the animal you are for the good of society.

[Anonymous No.21364583]

>>21364563
You know exactly which images to pick to provoke the highest levels of seethe. You know what you're doing. Even typing this right now is playing into your twisted mindgames.
I kneel.

[Anonymous No.21364596]

EVERYTHING IS SO FUCKING EXPENSIVE AAAAAAAAAAAAA

[Anonymous No.21364600]

It would be funny how full of shit everyone is if we weren't killing ourselves because of it

[Anonymous No.21364601]

>>21364596
It’s going to get worse, I’m afraid.

[Anonymous No.21364613]

Which would you choose as gf:
>girl with high bodycount
>girl who shows herself nude on the internet but is actually a virgin

[Anonymous No.21364615]

>be normalfag
>go to a mall
>buy a "cute" outfit and try it on
>buy delicious foods at the kiosk
>buy a movie to watch with your friends
>you leave the mall
>you can't wait for your friends and family to see you in your new outfit
>you experience joy thinking about having fun with your friends
>vision goes white
>all of the sudden you're on the ground
>you're getting disemboweled by a serial killer
>you try to scream but you're choking on blood
>you don't understand why this is happening
>you couldn't predict it
>the pain is unimaginable
>you imagine your friends and family
>you try to plead through your blood
>you just want mercy
>that's it
>that's all there is to it
>you're dead
Could you imagine being a normie?

[Anonymous No.21364621]

>>21364613
high bodycount

[Anonymous No.21364694]

Is xenoblade 3 better than 2

[Anonymous No.21364707]

>>21363390
Vaginas sure love to reduce things down until they completely lose meaning. For all of the supposed hatred of others' woes and complaints, you sure sound rather negative.

[Anonymous No.21364713]

>>21363413
>I won't even try to do thing because bad thing happened once and now tell myself good thing never possible
>give up

Great advice

[Anonymous No.21364734]

>>21363157
>quit my last job because they wanted me to move across the country and solicit donations door-to-door
>too depressed/nervous to function
>gf of 4 years wants me to move in with her
>she's going to grad school in wisconsin
>I don't know if thats what I want
>don't know if I see the relationship lasting another four years
>don't know if anyone will love me as much as she does

[Anonymous No.21364744]

>>21364318
You’re becoming a gay manwhore. Enjoy cock.

[Anonymous No.21364749]

>>21364734
>please break up with her
>"Well you see, I..."
>Okay then don't
>"But the problem is...
>Okay then just wait and see
>"Here's the thing..."
Just suffer my nigger. Whatever happens, happens.

[Anonymous No.21364751]

>>21363157
coomer here
I need the sauce on this /lit/ gf

[Anonymous No.21364762]

>>21364575
>>21364318

[Anonymous No.21364769]

>>21364713
>because bad thing happened once
>once
That's what happens in MOST western families lmao.

[Anonymous No.21364787]

>>21364749
you seem unpleasant

[Anonymous No.21364794]

>>21364787
Thanks.

[Anonymous No.21364802]

>>21364613
I'll just remain incel

[Anonymous No.21364981]

I have a pain that just wont go away

[Anonymous No.21364986]

I want to thank a couple of great friends for sticking by my side and still somehow having respect for me despite degenerating into an embarrassingly pathetic (perhaps hopeless) nolife loser during this year, but I'm afraid of it coming across as a needless, weird, and humiliating interaction that would further drive them away as opposed to solidifying our brotherhood. I refrained from ever spilling my guts to them and letting them know how terrible things have gotten in my private life, so I don't know how this would reflect. Maybe it's better if I just don't bring up the side that they have not seen? I don't know else how to show gratitude, but I'm truly indebted to their companionship. If I wasn't broke, I would have paid them a nice traditional meal. I am the fuckup. What should I do?

[Anonymous No.21365031]

>>21364613

tough to say. nude on the internet seems like winner but it depends on what kind of shit she's posting and how popular it is (and ofc whether she'd stop for me).

[Anonymous No.21365034]

>>21364802
But in that case you won't be an incel.

[Anonymous No.21365042]

>>21365034
I would wish i was

[Anonymous No.21365071]

>>21363157
Today I drove a comfy old sedan about 150 miles across rural roads. A cop in the opposite lane did nothing as I went past him doing about 75. My favorite stretch is paved in especially grippy concrete, otherwise level as a racetrack, that goes past a few landmark farmsteads where from the highest elevations I've never seen a human figure out in the open, so eerily automated is agriculture thereabouts. I sometimes wonder if the Faunhofer Institute is missing something by evaluating lossy compression algorithms using headphones alone, since the lossless CD version sounds much better in my 20 year-old-car's soundsystem than this through HD 600s.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rnS00ht6zrE&list=OLAK5uy_kwj1LOz-Vw68yIbSEzmT4_NmpaV-AKVrQ

[Anonymous No.21365104]

>>21365071
>has studio grade headphones
>listens to lossy streamed audio
Download albums in FLAC format (CD quality), you can find almost everything on russian torrent sites.

[Anonymous No.21365107]

>>21363157
I don't usually give a shit about the gender/culture war shit that's always raging here & on social media, but it is weird to me how fixated women are with complaining about nerdy or weird guys: basement dwellers, neckbeards, gamers, and all kinds of creeps.
Why this fixation on this one type of men? Moreover a type that is often completely incapable of getting or atttracting a women.
For me personally I barely think about women as a whole. Maybe when I'm horny, otherwise not at all. My default attitude to them, and most people, is indifference unless I have some kind of personal connection.
It's uncanny how similar incels here are to reddit feminists. Both neurotically obsessed with a display of hyperbolic hatred to the other.

[Anonymous No.21365112]

>>21365107
Most women dont care at all. Im tired of the terminally pnline defining culture

[Anonymous No.21365128]

>>21365107
Women despise unattractive/awkward men, it's a deeply ingrained evolutionary instinct to prevent them from spreading beta male genes. Of course, they've been socially subjugated and strictly controlled since the caveman era so usually they had no other choice but to put up with assigned partner and only vent their contempt by nagging, but the modern liberated girlboss whore is free to bully any sub-Chad male, as long as he's white and straight.

[Anonymous No.21365142]

I'm turning 24 soon. Ive been isolated for the past 5 years, especially the pandemic ones. I'm just so lonely. Can I ever recover and be normal? Am i too old now?

[Anonymous No.21365145]

>>21365104
I already have that CD, as I said, but am rather irritated by the Fraunhofer Institute's lame standards of comparison. This is not to mention that rather a lot of EDM & other such electronica sounds a better through speakers than through headphones, by design.

[Anonymous No.21365146]

>>21363414
no they dont

[Anonymous No.21365156]

>>21365142
Same age and my only friends are a few stragglers from high school. I miss being surrounded by people, but I’m so used to this that I would no longer know how to behave. I hope it get better at some point.

[Anonymous No.21365164]

>>21365071
which sedan, anon? i'm a fan of sedans and wagons, might try to get a peugeot 505 soon

[Anonymous No.21365166]

>>21363157
I want to find a series like Knausgaard's My Struggle series where I can just lose myself in it for a few weeks.

>>21363170
Is your gf hot?

[Anonymous No.21365180]

>>21365142
I'm in my 30s and I was in the same position as you when I was your age. You're not too old, but unless you're proactive it will only get worse. I just gave up and now I'm a complete loser. The only good thing to come from it is that I no longer feel lonely or sad being alone, but the shame of being an antisocial loser is sometimes overwhelming, so I tend to avoid people altogether.

[Anonymous No.21365184]

>>21365146
Of course, the idea of discrete objects or moments is an absurdity of perception. Nobody is born, lives, or dies, and most certainly not alone.

[Anonymous No.21365215]

I really need to sort my shit out. I've been getting into a habit lately when I come home from a night drinking, I'm not satisfied with how drunk I am so I go all out on the liquor cabinet and completely obliterate myself. Last night I got home from a really fun party, but feeling like I could afford to be drunker I swallowed three large glasses of straight vodka - no mixer. What was the point of doing this? I woke up on Saturday at 2pm as a result feeling absolutely awful and incapable of getting anything done.

This isn't the first time I've done this, it has become a bad habit and it happens most weekends. Most of the time I'm raiding my housemate's liquor as well, which is scummy. Christ.

[Anonymous No.21365226]

>>21365180
I'll put myself out there anon. I'll make it. I'll fucking make it.

[Anonymous No.21365234]

>>21365215
>I could afford to be drunker
>I'm raiding my housemate's liquor as well
You can't afford to be drunker if you're doing this. Get your own bottle or start leaving money for your housemate like they're running a members bar where not tipping will get you blacklisted. You're probably only taking it because it's free and you want to feel richer than you would actually pay for.

[Anonymous No.21365238]

>>21365215
been there anon. spent a year drunk. roommates pretending not to notice. hiding it from my girlfriend. it's not fun. kratom helped me quit drinking, now I'm sorta hooked on it but it beats warm vodka at 4 in the morning

[Anonymous No.21365242]

>>21365226
You can do it, anon. Just don't make excuses to keep putting it off. The longer you wait the harder it will get. And you don't even need to do anything too big. Even making small gradual changes will be enough to completely transform your life so long as you do it everyday.

[Anonymous No.21365243]

>>21365238
>warm vodka at 4 in the morning
Sometimes I'm painfully reminded how fucking degenerate you faggots are and I am sickened by my apt association with you freaks. I hope you found some self respect because I lost all mine from reading this post. Wamr vodka at 4am. Wtaf is wrong with you?

[Anonymous No.21365248]

>>21365128
I don't think it's a biological thing so much as a technological/cultural thing. A nerd from the 50s throughout the 90s and early 2000s could find a woman. It may be somewhat difficult at times but I have seen socially awkward and nerdy dudes have wives and kids for awhile now and if you followed a basic script since nerdy dudes tend to have STEM jobs which bring in a lot of money, which women like. So long as you didn't show any signs of genuinely mentally ill or such a contrarian you can't follow basic social ettiquette or any other maladaptive social behavior.

The thing is social media has changed people's perception of what a good boyfriend/husband is so all women basically have a warped idea of what men are like. Long story short, they think social media profiles are real and have unrealistic ideas of their ideal man. The same has happened to dudes but dudes know how to settle, a good deal of women really don't.

[Anonymous No.21365251]

>>21364613
>trusting a woman who shows herself naked or masturbating to strangers to not become a whore the moment she gets an ounce of self confidence
>trusting a cynical whore who lives parasitically by feeding male desires to be faithful to you

[Anonymous No.21365252]

>>21365215
I understand. I have a havit of drinking until I physically cannot drink anymore. I got past puking. Now I just pass out and wake up on the couch at 6 am. I never have hard liquor in the house which helps a bit. But if there is alcohol to drink I will drink it. If I dont have enough to drink until passing out when I start, I have this horrible haunting angst. I dony have a problem drinking during the week. I wait until the weekend. When I start, I cant stop. The only real answet is to acknowledge its a problem and mitigate it either by giving myself obligations to others or limiting thr amount of alcohol I have contact with.

[Anonymous No.21365257]

>>21364613
I'd rather choose neither, but if I had to choose it would be the one with the high body count, assuming she never showed herself nude on the internet.

[Anonymous No.21365259]

>>21365238
I haven't drunk on a weekday in like 3 years, but I still drink like this on the weekends. I wish I could stop. During the week I tell myself I will take it easy this weekend, but when Friday comes it is like something comes over me and I just go nuts. I get so bored without it. I don't think you can get kratom in my country and I don't really like weed. But I guess I better figure something out.

>>21365243
Does it make it better that I snapped off a part of popsicle and popped it in the cup in an attempt to chill it a bit?

[Anonymous No.21365263]

>>21365259
>I get so bored without it
that's what most people don't get. we get bored easily. and drugs, alcohol, they can make anything fascinating/entertaining/happy

[Anonymous No.21365272]

>>21365248
There's most definitely a decisive biological factor involved, and what you describe is cultural modification of woman's innate sexuality. They're controlled by their mating impulses to a much larger degree than men who can exercise reason and willpower above cooming.
The same woman who had to settle for an awkward accountant 30 years ago can now make the same money on her own by filling out HR reports, managing social media accounts or working any of those designated woman jobs every corporation provides in hundreds.

[Anonymous No.21365277]

>>21364613
Neither. I have high standards for a woman I am possibly going to be spending the rest of my life with. I'd rather remain single than entertain either position. I don't want a loose woman to be a role model for any daughter of mine.

[Anonymous No.21365286]

If it wasn't for the consistent habit of dancing and signing in my room during almost every evening for the past ten+ years of my life, i probably would have shot myself a long time ago. It's strange. I don't know why humans operate this way. At least I can bust some moves, I guess.

[Anonymous No.21365295]

>>21365272
Yeah, rhose are all cultural things though. People have this weird fixation on making it seem like all women are biologically determined to be repulsed by a dude somewhat out of the mainstream. Really, a lot of it is lookong for women in the wrong place. I used to wonder why I was single but then realized that the company I kept at church wasn't on the same wavelength as me mentally and socially. I stopped hanging out around them, stopped bothering with church girls and took the time to find out what I wanted in a woman and started hanging around groups like that. Now I have a gf of 1 year now due to hanging out with the right group of people that have the same mindset as me. Long story short, there are many fish in the sea, but the type of lure you are using, the type of fish you are looking for amd how much of them you can expect in that area is just as important of a consideration when fishing.

[Anonymous No.21365311]

>>21365286
Post vid or I won't believe you

[Anonymous No.21365322]

Meditate on this sentence:
A creator is as much created by the act of creating as a creation, therefore they are co-creators.

[Anonymous No.21365323]

>>21365164
2003 Buick Park Avenue. The one I have has just a little over 30K miles on it, and is otherwise in the weirdly good condition that suggests. Generally I'm indifferent to GM except for that platform, which includes the Lesabre. It's weirdly underrated, especially 2003-2005 when they finally fixed that little problem with the plastic intake manifold gasket.
I get about 26 mpg doing 70, which is rather nice for the quiet ride I get.

[Anonymous No.21365326]

>>21365322
But I created a large shit this morning, and I existed long before that moment, which means I was created separately. But you could argue I didn't truly create the shit, I merely transmuted it from other forms of matter, as matter can't be created. In that sense, is there such a thing as a true act of creation? Or simply a rendering of material into other forms?

[Anonymous No.21365328]

>>21365322
Is the art actually just a work or the artist himself?

[Anonymous No.21365333]

It's irrational, but I wanna cut my wrists. Just a little cut here and there. Nothing major. I think it will make me feel better.

[Anonymous No.21365334]

>>21363157
I can feel it coming. It's going to be one of the rarer times in the year where I feel next to no stress. I'm looking forward to it. Student life has been harrowing so far.

[Anonymous No.21365373]

>>21363951
The post-coital kissing and cuddling and gazing into one another's eyes as your bodies and limbs are entwined and you whisper affectionate nothings to one another is much better than the actual sex itself. But you have to fuck to get that beautiful afterglow.

[Anonymous No.21365379]

When Jesus asks our Father to forgive his killers "for they know not what they do" does he affirm Plato's principle that evil is ignorance?

[Anonymous No.21365380]

>>21363157
I recently wrote a sort of self confession in the form of a self-clarifying essay on my feelings towards this rather striking girl I know. The thing is, I find her to be rather odd, but in an endearing way. She keeps vermin as pets (i.e rats, and ferrets) and has a frenetic inability to express herself properly. She is very childish in many ways, but comes off charismatic rather than cringe to me. I see myself as basically monstrous and insensitive at my core, but I relate quite heavily to her in the sense that I feel there is something wild within her - just as there is in me. I am much more malevolent, in the sense that I am driven by destructive and cruel impulses. If she is a rabbit, I am a snake. She has a paganic innocence and distinct naturalness which is very maddening. I find the particular eccentricity of her tending to vermin to be especially indicative of the very same paganic innocence which I refer to. This is not a facile dramatization borne out of romantic idealism. However, many women and men I like call her demanding, desperate, annoying, and crazy. I, monster that I am, parrot these things back. I do this to protect myself, so that I might blend in with the greater society. But I do not really believe them. I do not care about good or evil, or being truthful, or even hurting others, but I do care about beautiful things. If I have any sort of Raisson D'être of my own, I would think that it might be interpreted as such: the protection and creation of beauty - to find roses in a world which is otherwise filled with thorns. Ergo, I arrive at what is causing me distress. How do I reconcile this obvious betrayal and neglect of someone who is not only more like me than any woman I have had the pleasure of meeting, but also the exact type of beauty which I profess to want to protect and bolster? I think the only option is to confess myself to her immediately, and possibly enter into a relationship. I would be lying if I said I did not desire her, sexually or otherwise. But I ultimately am not so concerned about possessing her. Most of all I want to clarify things about her situation to her which she may not realize (such as the viscious stupidity and lameness of most people in dealing with people like us). This seems to me, to be the ultimate act of liberation, whereby I consummate myself as someone fundamentally against the egotism and repressive system which I have grown to despise. Through doing this, I feel that I will have achieved a taste of what I want out of this life.

[Anonymous No.21365408]

>>21365379
A Platonist literally wrote the line, anon

[Anonymous No.21365412]

From philosophical standpoint, why its so hard to enjoy the simple things? Why the psychosis about FOMO instead of stopping and smelling the roses?

[Anonymous No.21365416]

>>21365408
Uhhh no, one of Christ's disciples wrote it. I.E. a Christian

[Anonymous No.21365430]

>>21365412
>From philosophical standpoint, why its so hard to enjoy the simple things?
I have developed bipolar disorder. When I am maniac simple food gives me too much pleasure. High are way too high, which the normalfags get after a night of drinking.

So the problem is not philosophical but rather an environmental one and the things which shape you.

[Anonymous No.21365431]

>>21365416
Uhhh no. The stories made their way up orally. Several lines are no doubt from several centuries later. That line in particular.

[Anonymous No.21365433]

>>21364231
I know that Im ungrateful but I dont want to spill my negativity to them. >>21364363
I can see that in him. Dad asks on what could he do and I say that theres nothing you can do. Thats the truth, its something only I can do, no one else.

[Anonymous No.21365434]

No, it's verbatim from Christ Himself.

[Anonymous No.21365435]

>>21365412
Temperament. This is also to say that the simple things aren't so simple: The capacity for joy is complex beyond analysis, and will always be,

[Anonymous No.21365440]

>>21365412
What's a "FOMO"?
You didn't read Epicurus. That's your problem.

>>21365430
I blame glyphosate

[Anonymous No.21365441]

>>21365431
>>21365434

[Anonymous No.21365445]

>>21364751
https://www.instagram.com/fabulouslybooks/

[Anonymous No.21365447]

>>21363160

[Anonymous No.21365450]

>>21365434
No one was up there with him to hear it. Provided he was killed in that manner in the first place.

[Anonymous No.21365459]

>>21365447
>I DONE WANNA HAVE THE FREEDOM TO MAKE MEANING IN MY LIFE
>I NEED A DADDY!
*posts self portrait*

Aww. Life's true nature hurt, don't it?

[Anonymous No.21365467]

>>21365450
It happened as it was written. No good reason to think otherwise

[Anonymous No.21365471]

>>21365380
>But I ultimately am not so concerned about possessing her.
All heterossexual man are.
>Through doing this, I feel that I will have achieved a taste of what I want out of this life.
Don't base your life on desiring someone else. It will only cause you pain.

I'm gonna write a short story about detachment.

[Anonymous No.21365473]

>>21365459
Is objective truth a daddy?

[Anonymous No.21365481]

I never want to do anything that's going to put me in the spotlight because I'm scared people will say mean things about me. This means I just live life as a wallflower and avoid doing anything that would make me stand out socially. I am deathly afraid of people, not because I care about their opinions of me, but because I care about how they can influence the opinions of those that I care about. I'm not some socially inept shut-in with no friends either, but I deliberately keep to myself a lot just so I can avoid conflict.

[Anonymous No.21365482]

OpenAI ChatGPT will be the death of writing as an artform

[Anonymous No.21365491]

>>21365471
Ironic detachment is generally good, and generally comes with images a little more abstract in tone, suggestion, or recommendation.

[Anonymous No.21365495]

I'm sorry, I just.... don't see equal value between these two works of art.

[Anonymous No.21365502]

>>21365495
Art is mostly subjective. The only value is the one you place on it. If other people resonate with one over the other, it just means they feel the same way. It doesn't mean one is superior than the other as a form of expression.

[Anonymous No.21365506]

>>21365495
Art is only as valuable as the market dictates

[Anonymous No.21365510]

>>21365459

[Anonymous No.21365509]

I'm covered in cutting scars from my finger tips to my neck. I would say it sucks but I've never been close enough to a single person for him or her to say anything about it.

[Anonymous No.21365512]

>>21365491
>Ironic detachment
What is even that?

[Anonymous No.21365513]

>>21365502
>>21365506
What if one requires a substantial amount of effort or training more than the other? Shouldn't the artist who spends their life mastering their craft be rewarded over the artist who mass produces for profit like Jackson Pollock?

[Anonymous No.21365521]

I miss brainlets. They were like soijacks back in the day

[Anonymous No.21365524]

>>21365435
>Temperament
Is it something changeable?
>capacity for joy is complex beyond analysis, and will always be
Why?

[Anonymous No.21365529]

>>21365473
When you call him Jesus or something, yeah.

>>21365467
There's no good reason to believe any of it.

>>21365495
How about comparing Picasso and the jack-shits?

[Anonymous No.21365531]

>>21365495
Neither do I, yet the comparison, in itself or in sum is delicious as nothing in Asiatic art is. Scroll down to where where the heads/faces of both are obscured. It says something about the sense of humor that is, somehow, beyond it.

[Anonymous No.21365533]

Even in modern art there's a gradient of quality. There are aspects difficult to pin down, purely subjective preference, but there are also things that can be quantified. The amount of information being expressed symbolically, the concepts being depicted, or things like this -- i'm going off the top of my head. But just like, as it turns out, the human perception of a beautiful woman has deep evolutionary roots, I think there is also something deeper in good art vs bad art that we just haven't pinned down yet.

[Anonymous No.21365534]

>>21365445
based
thank you

[Anonymous No.21365540]

>>21365513
No because art doesn't just mean technical skill anon. It's not a competition like sports where the most technically skilled wins. Art is about expressing ideas and emotions in an abstract form. You can totally enjoy more technically difficult art if that's your thing, but it doesn't make it better just because it required more effort to do. It's like music, sure neoclassical metal is insanely hard to play, but it isn't any better at communicating an idea than 4 bar blues. The other thing is visual art is just one medium and aesthetics are just one dimension of art expression. Something can "look" cooler than something else but still not give you a sense of connection of feeling inside of yourself that make you consider it good art.

[Anonymous No.21365547]

>>21365529
Weird post. Why should naming truth make it a "daddy?" Does calling truth a daddy invalidate truth?

[Anonymous No.21365561]

>>21365533
Overrated as Pollock was in his time, he's woefully underrated now. That's one of his most beautiful pictures,

[Anonymous No.21365575]

>>21365540
I've heard this opinion before, but I don't think anyone really believes it.
Do you think one of these is better than the other? Whether your answer is yes or no, explain why.

[Anonymous No.21365599]

>>21365575
Both technically and conceptually, Pollock's is by far the greater work of art.

[Anonymous No.21365612]

>>21365575
It's literally true though, art isn't just aesthetics otherwise visual art would be the only thing that's considered art. Have you ever had an emotional reaction to something for an inexplicable reason? Do you ever question why some things grab your attention and not others? There's the dimension to art your missing, even if you're looking at things that are "objectively" up your alley. Btw in that example I like the one on the right more because it captures my imagination more. But in the image here >>21365533 I actually prefer the pollock painting. And that's the thing, I can try and explain why I prefer one over the other with vague academic language but ultimately it just comes down to feeling and what captures my imagination more.

[Anonymous No.21365618]

>>21364986
Can relate to this fairly well. I'm an incurably passive and reclusive person and only managed to really meet people through a club in college by forcing myself to just show up. Even then I wouldn't even have the wider circle of friends there that I do now without a few of them (specifically one dude and his girlfriend then wife) always having a place for me if I needed it no questions asked, even if they were the only ones I largely interacted with among our wider friend group. I always felt so undeserving of such treatment and was infinitely thankful for it even if I were being my usual reclusive self.

Last year the dude's wife died unexpectedly in a house fire just before the end of the year and needless to say we were devastated. At the memorial all I could do is say to a crowd of our mutual friends what I probably should have said directly to her. I think about it a lot now and the unspoken magnitude of my appreciation having never manifested. So I guess my advice would be to just say anything to at least let them know you sincerely appreciate the companionship. It doesn't have to be grand or soppy just something meaningfully spoken. If the level of kinship you feel is as genuine as you say then even just sincerely spoken words would be enough for what you have to give back now. And about the personal issues you don't have to dump it on them I would imagine they would be more than willing to listen and help taking things piecemeal. It's all part of the process.

[Anonymous No.21365621]

>>21365599
i know you're joking but Beksinski's work is a portal to another world. His imagination, his lifetime of acquired skill, are wonders.
The idea that they're equal is like comparing a wilted dandelion compared to a rose. Sure, they're both life forms, sure they're both adapted to their environment, but to say they're equal is to miss out on something so deep and important to life that you might as well be blind.

[Anonymous No.21365625]

I'm afraid of cancel culture because I think I might get cancelled myself when I was a younger more foolish lad

[Anonymous No.21365629]

>>21365612
>I actually prefer the pollock
>what captures my imagination more
A retard squirting paint randomly captures your imagination? How so? What about it is captivating? Are you sure you don't have aphantasia? No offense, genuinely curious.

[Anonymous No.21365630]

>>21365621
>>21365618
>>21365612
>>21365599
>>21365575
>>21365561
Give DALLE a few years... everything else will be obsolete

[Anonymous No.21365640]

>>21365547
The truth is that there is no inherent meaning and you make it for yourself.
The archaic way was to trust a religious figure or myth.

[Anonymous No.21365645]

>>21365630
Rubbish notion

[Anonymous No.21365653]

>>21365640
>the truth is that there is no truth
You didnt think that one through, did you?

[Anonymous No.21365655]

>>21365495
They're both literal fantasist pornographers who are employed by nascent states for war propaganda.

[Anonymous No.21365657]

>>21365629
Because there is space for interpretation. It's like giving your imagination a writing prompt and feeling it work away. I can see all sorts of figures in the pollock painting that look like something familar yet completely vague at the same time. That is interesting to me. Also I enjoy graphic design so even on an aesthetic level I enjoy how kinetic it looks. The ghost face one on the right is also pretty cool but it just misses the mark as far as me personally engaging with it for a long time. Like I look at it and don't feel anything in particular other than "Hey, that's neat".

>>21365575
In this comparison I prefer the beksinski one more because I feel like the surrealism is better accomplished. Again it just captures my imagination more than the pollock on the left, it makes me feel more things even if I'm not totally sure what they are. I honestly think art tickles things in your subconscious mind that you're not even aware of half the time. But you know, you also have to look at someone like pollock contextually to understand why people even give a shit about him. Art doesn't really get created in a vacuum, it's entirely reactive.

[Anonymous No.21365659]

Anyone wanna see all the cutting scars on my arm?

[Anonymous No.21365662]

>>21365630
>>21365645
For now, it can only reiterate existing art. It can't render art from patterns seen in the world, which is what a true artist does. But more information floods the internet every day from human beings in the world -- as art AI improves, so will its ability to incorporate different types of information, and everything entered online will be patterns for it to follow. Humans are the sensory organs of AI.

[Anonymous No.21365676]

>>21365657
Fair enough. Maybe your imagination is better than mine. I don't see anything in that pollock painting.
>art tickles things in your subconscious
agreed
>look at someone like pollock contextually to understand
I suppose you're right

[Anonymous No.21365678]

>>21365662
AI will overtake all creative work - and then all labor in general.
And then will surpass us in sentient thought. The singularity will be reached.

You cannot disprove this. We are train on a track from which there is no stopping.

[Anonymous No.21365682]

>>21365678
Will ai be thr marxists wet dream?

[Anonymous No.21365687]

>>21365678
>he thinks we're going to have enough electricity to reach that point
Enron accounting seems to be coming up a lot lately.

[Anonymous No.21365688]

>>21365678
creating God AI, the true purpose of human life.

https://www.goodreads.com/en/book/show/9429159-suicide-note

[Anonymous No.21365696]

>>21365659
that depends on your sex and bodytype and whether you can be convinced to cut other parts of your body on request

[Anonymous No.21365701]

>>21365682
>Will ai be thr marxists wet dream?
After a period of societal collapse when 90% have no jobs in a society that requires income to live

[Anonymous No.21365708]

>>21365524
Temperament can change a little over time, but is curiously resilient. I'm not gloomy, though i've had my episodes, that come and go almost without regard to circumstance. I've been depressed in luxury, now and then, and preposterously cheerful in dire poverty half the time I've endured it. As for why the capacity for joy is beyond analysis, I mean that it can't be reproduced by any intentional means. This is also to say that while we can broadly characterize the thermodynamic principles by which sentience evolves, we cannot, ever, describe or record anything like a man completely enough to make another like him.

[Anonymous No.21365716]

>>21365696
I'm a broad shouldered male and I won't indulge your faggot fantasy

[Anonymous No.21365721]

>>21365630
i doubt it. Anywhere where is AI when it comes to music? My ears await.

[Anonymous No.21365724]

>>21365716
hey bud you're the one throwing out offers, don't get mad at me for being interested

[Anonymous No.21365740]

>>21365721
Here's one from Boomy AI. I think it has a ways to go.

https://storage.googleapis.com/boomy-mp3/n_36ba05d2-c30b-41c1-b751-6c9fbd6245dd.mp3

[Anonymous No.21365744]

>>21365688
Based
There is every reason to believe that the moral choices
that will go into forming the character of the ultimate
artificial intelligence will mean the difference between
human utopia and human catastrophe. Herein lies a singular
moment in human history, for there may not be a second
chance to sow the first God-seeds that determine the course
of all future history on Earth and beyond.

[Anonymous No.21365753]

>>21365744
He was a mad genius. His ideas are worth exploring. I never finished it, but I enjoyed what I read.

[Anonymous No.21365774]

>>21365740
A very long way to go. Ever heard anything as good as the Wheaton College Chorus in an acoustic suited to it? I've heard a lot, but no equipment setup I've ever heard comes close when it comes to airy magic--compelling as EDM in a proper club is.

[Anonymous No.21365775]

>>21365708
>some qualities are forever locked because of temparement
Im just stuck with the worst one, constant depression and not even a creative one.

[Anonymous No.21365782]

This board needs serious moderation. What a dump.

[Anonymous No.21365788]

>>21365782
Thanks for your contribution

[Anonymous No.21365792]

>>21365788
I'm actually making several awful threads to accelerate its demise

[Anonymous No.21365799]

>>21365640
>muh optimistic nihilism
Why do they always revert to Reddit-tier platitudes? Also >>21365653

[Anonymous No.21365816]

>>21363157
Jesus of Nazareth: A Study in Unmedicated Schizophrenia

[Anonymous No.21365824]

I'm Afraid That When We Learn To Live We Won't Have Time.

[Anonymous No.21365828]

>>21365824
Time for what?

[Anonymous No.21365835]

>>21363181
same question, but i do this and don't even feel bad about it, how fucked am i?

[Anonymous No.21365837]

>>21365721
Ive been using ChatGPT to generate songs, its great if you just want something to play along to and make adjustments but its not that special or necessary

[Anonymous No.21365839]

>>21365816
Atheist Tranny: A Suicide in Three Acts

[Anonymous No.21365884]

So no one wants to see my cuts or what?

[Anonymous No.21365893]

>>21363181
Women have onlyfans and dress however they want, so you get to be a whore too. If women want to act like that then men no longer have to be faithful. Embrace it; you're living in an age of hedonism.

[Anonymous No.21365906]

>>21365837
I sometimes wonder what one could make of AI technique using film samples combined with closed captions thereof, to form coherent sentences from disparate sources. If nothing else, it would make a most gnarly case in intellectual property law.

[Anonymous No.21365925]

It's over. I enjoy that phrase for how applicable it is. It's just fucking done. The limit is reached. That's that. Here we are. The end. It's over. It's kind of liberating really. It's just over.

[Anonymous No.21365944]

>>21365925
Kind of vague. Like incoming nuclear missiles vague. It's not that bad yet.

[Anonymous No.21365957]

>>21365944
Too real man. I got wasted and started wailing. I have to deal with it soon. Wont be fun but it is what it is. I'll take it head on like everything else. Life wont get me down.

[Anonymous No.21365990]

>>21365957
Life is evidently getting you down and you’re obviously quite incapable of taking anything head on if you’re getting ‘wasted’ and then ‘wailing’.

[Anonymous No.21365997]

>>21365884
I'd rather see you read and make threads. We don't want to see another innocent person destroyed by these strange times.

[Anonymous No.21366029]

>>21366026

>>21366026

>>21366026

>>21366026

[Anonymous No.21366570]

>>21364360
>I can't shake the paranoia that I must sound like an unholy mixture of american movies, video games, and translated visual novels.
You do, but eventually the mixture becomes its own thing and no one can tell

[Anonymous No.21366741]

>>21363181
Here’s an enormous red-pill: You must always have the woman chasing you. You can never let her, even a wife, actually catch you. This is just psychology.

So no, flirting isn’t bad. Keep your tools sharp. Remain loyal, but you don’t get to rest until you are dead. Remember this.

[Anonymous No.21366746]

>>21363223
Just become catholic and Do confession. Its literally that simple.

[Anonymous No.21366807]

I’ve always felt like a dilettante for liking Camus as much as I do, but the more of his works that I read, the more it really resonates with me. I also realized that I shouldn’t give two shits about what strangers think of my literary tastes, which is probably the greatest epiphany any /lit/-poster could have.

[Anonymous No.21367092]

>>21365990
You dont know me

[Anonymous No.21367095]

>>21365495
Agree, left is clearly better

[Anonymous No.21367137]

I got rejected from a law school I thought I was sure to get into. Wanna know who will accept me, dont want to wait.
I need to buy a car, I want to buy a thinkpad.
I hope my articles get published.
I need to make more money.

[Anonymous No.21367260]

>>21365471
>Don't base your life on desiring someone else. It will only cause you pain.
I'm fine with pain. But I don't base my life on desiring someone else. When I say I pursue beauty, you must understand that I am talking about an inclination towards appreciating and revealing aesthetic truth more generally. It is not just this woman, but could just as easily describe the effort I put into making my dinner for myself look appetizing and aesthetically pleasant. She is an instantiation of this pursuit of beauty. Moreover, I am not so emotionally attached. In reference to the other reply to your post - whoever that may be - I might be said to have an ironic detachment. It does not cause me to feel guilt, but it frustrates me in the sense that it makes me feel powerless. And moreover, can you really achieve such a life where you do not desire? I don't think so, and I contest such proclamations with the deliciously simple and profound saying: "If you are going to eat poison, you might as well finish the plate." Rather than escape from our desires and subordinate them to some sort of conservative libidinal economy, I feel that I should rather lean into them and become something less than civilized. Indeed it is because I think like this that I attribute to myself another kind of animality.

[Anonymous No.21367343]

>>21364707
You are a fool if you think I'm any different from them. That it is possible for someone to be outside that which he himself participates in.