Faggot Rumbling - page 3

[Anonymous No.21329731]

I had not posted for a week now. The mods banned me for being a little too edgy on sp. I was un-banned today.

My legs betray me. Sometimes, after being deep into myself, my legs loose control. They refuse to walk a straight line, they often stop working for half a second, my body star falling, but then they regain consciousness and I avoid falling.
Sometimes, I am still, and sometimes pushes me forward, and I have to take some steps forward not to fall. Sometimes, something grabs me from behind and I have to take some steps back not to fall.
Sometimes, my upper body stop working.
My spine cease to work, and my chest go straight down. It happened today while going back home. Someone saw me, and I think she thought I was on drugs or something.
But I am not. I am actually very sober now, more than ever.
I felt exactly like 56 years ago, when I wasn't doing therapy. I stopped taking my pills, and I feel exactly like before, but I like it. I learned to see the bright side of it.
I had to lay down on the ground today. I wasn't able to reach my home. I had to lay down to recover from this state of mind.
I looked at the sky, and it was so.... different. Like it was trying to talk to me.
Everything is always trying to tell you something, you just need to pay attention.
I finally stand up and got home.

I have nothing else to say right now.

[Anonymous No.21330358]

>banned
Just clear your cookies and get a new IP address.

[Anonymous No.21330412]

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[Anonymous No.21331562]

>>21329731
Tl;dr