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Write What's On Your Mind Anonymous Mon Nov 28 17:06:28 2022 No.21313339 [Reply] [Original]

/wwoym/, living inside a Levitan painting edition
previous thread >>21307259

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 28 17:09:45 2022 No.21313350 Thank God I'm not a fat atheist redditor, it's one of the only things keeping me afloat in these trying times.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 28 17:11:28 2022 No.21313357 I could get a plastic surgery but that wouldnt fix my mentality. I'd always know that it's a fake interest in my altered looks.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 28 17:14:43 2022 No.21313368 >>21313350 Thats a sad admission xD >>21313357 It would make you feel worse. Post surgery studies with south korean woman attest to this. Homunculus is an interesting manga about this subject too

Anonymous Mon Nov 28 17:18:57 2022 No.21313375

>>21313339
I have yellow fever (related to hapa women mostly, but pure Asian women secondly) and I'm wondering how it came about. I really didn't watch anime growing up, but I do remember a girl I had a crush on in my summer camp when I was 10 was an older Asian girl who I annoyed. Could that be it?

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 28 17:21:49 2022 No.21313382 >>21313375 Asian chicks are cute as fuck. I wouldnt ponder it too deeply, the mystery is quite thin here, lol

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 28 17:22:57 2022 No.21313384 File: 198 KB, 1080x1109, 1627684290356.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>21313339 >/wwoym/ /womyn/

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 28 17:23:15 2022 No.21313385 >>21313375 they're hot and vapid on the whole nice for sex and not much else

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 28 17:23:17 2022 No.21313386 File: 39 KB, 448x450, 4F59604A-5DC6-43A7-A4E7-D8F53ED73218.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>21313350 >That feel when thin, atheist fourchanner… …

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 28 17:26:08 2022 No.21313391 >>21313375 You’re just shallow. Try to think about what level of beauty you’d accept. If a woman loved you with all her heart, how unattractive can she be for you?

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 28 17:26:36 2022 No.21313393 >>21313384 gr8 im horny now

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 28 17:27:20 2022 No.21313396 >>21313385 So what you're saying is that they're just like any other woman?

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 28 17:29:41 2022 No.21313399 >>21313384 Damn, shes fine lookin >>21313393 Same >>21313396 Well arent yall a fun time at the movies

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 28 17:30:11 2022 No.21313401 File: 1.85 MB, 608x1080, 1655140377672.webm [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>21313393 many such cases!

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 28 17:30:44 2022 No.21313403 >>21313401 > tattoos great im flaccid now, thanks

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 28 17:32:10 2022 No.21313412 >>21313403 Nothin wrong with some tatts. Youre missin out on some fun women with that bias, anon

Anonymous Mon Nov 28 17:32:24 2022 No.21313413
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>>21313382
I'm not fighting it. I'm just wondering how it came about. I find white women kinda attractive but I go bonkers over hapas and Asian women.

>>21313385
Tbf, the same can be said of most women really. I don't think Asian women are that special when it comes to that.

>>21313391
I barely interact with women past work-related stuff. I don't get how a preference makes me shallow though. It's not impossible to find a half-Asian woman that I can have a genuine connection with past my fetish.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 28 17:33:39 2022 No.21313415 >>21313412 I can't tell why, but they just instantly kill my interest. That, smoking and not exercising.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 28 17:34:01 2022 No.21313416 >>21313403 she's a trashy hoe for dirty sex and toxic bpd drama, they all have tattoos

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 28 17:34:55 2022 No.21313419 >>21313413 Also when it dawns on you that you really love a girl you tend to stop seeing them via most category lenses anyways and theyre just a person you love a lot. Or at least thats been my experience.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 28 17:35:40 2022 No.21313421 File: 121 KB, 280x280, D25BD10C-BFBF-475F-BC1A-C12E8B80F9A7.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>21313384 >>21313393 >>21313399 >>21313401 >2 days Hang on tight, we’re in the home stretch

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 28 17:36:56 2022 No.21313425 >>21313368 I do remember reading Homunculus. I think I'd end up doing the same as protagonist.

Anonymous Mon Nov 28 17:37:30 2022 No.21313426

>>21313339
>will is all encompassing
>but you can escape will through asceticism
>will is the noumenon and cannot be represented
>but I’ve created a representation of the will in my book, the world as will and representation
Why did Schopenhauer build his philosophy off of such blatant contradictions? And how tf did he read the upanishads and become a pessimist? What a retard. I fucking hate Schopenhauer and am trying to purge him from my mind.

Anonymous Mon Nov 28 17:39:09 2022 No.21313430
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>>21313419
I don't disagree, but I haven't really interacted with women in any depth past the professional level for my entire life (barring a handful of close female friends I had in middle school). I just have very in common with most women and really I can't see past their physical characteriatics. I wish I could see one as a genuine person, but I'm too busy to start up a relationship and have been for a while.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 28 17:40:38 2022 No.21313439 >>21313426 Lol. He was a deeply chauvanistic sunovabitch too. Wrote some hilarious shit about women.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 28 17:43:02 2022 No.21313445 File: 277 KB, 370x618, 1641744567181.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] Plato? Aristotle? For me, it is Thucydides.

Anonymous Mon Nov 28 17:44:36 2022 No.21313449

>>21313430
I thought id never be able to connect with women, or.. people for that matter, for quite a long time. Its really fuckin hard to find someone like that, imo. But women are human beings too (goes without saying i hope lol) and there are plenty whom you could potentially jive with, humor typically being a critical factor.. if you can make some of those women at your workplace laugh you might be surprised.. or maybe not tho you know, people kinda suck these days

Anonymous Mon Nov 28 17:45:04 2022 No.21313453

>>21313413
>Tbf, the same can be said of most women really. I don't think Asian women are that special when it comes to that.

Their entire cultures revolve around appearances and collective self hatred to the point of having some of the highest suicide rates in the world despite their countries having some of the highest QoL out there.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 28 17:45:48 2022 No.21313455 >>21313445 Thunder thighs thucydides

Anonymous Mon Nov 28 17:52:11 2022 No.21313479

>>21313413
>don't get how a preference makes me shallow
You don’t interact with women out of fear or disappointments?
I just see a lot of picky “incels” around here. Women are objects to them, the worst side effect of porn imo, and they end up believing they’re owed better (IE, virginal, traditional/old dress, no tattoos, etc.). Didn’t mean to come off as judgmental. Just talking basics. You can and should have your preferences. But how about the homely half Asian/Caucasians? A Filipina even?

Anonymous Mon Nov 28 17:59:13 2022 No.21313502

Ive been attempting to see my inability to commit to my creative desires as a fear that is not self serving. It is almost like a fear of death, in the sense that ive made my ability to produce something beautiful so important to me that.. if i try and fail over and over i might consider it akin to a death sentence.. and so i tend to not try at all so that the possibility that i might or could remains open and that fear is staved off.. but it is dawning on me that i will have to face that fear at some point and try anyways.. to try everyday even. It is like a fear of death. I cant be afraid forever.. its been almost a decade now.. and I thankfully at least have confidence in my tastes, but self production is another matter. Thankfully also im getting quite bored of the things that Ive used to procrastinate doing so.. I feel I might be at the gateway to giving in to that passion without that perfectionism and fear that inhibits me very soon.. because also, the alternative is also a kind of death, a stasis, ..and is beginning to seem more frightening a prospect than trying and failing over and over.. because i can at least admire my own courage and commitment that way..

Anonymous Mon Nov 28 18:11:13 2022 No.21313534

>>21313449
Thanks for the advice, but I avoid workplace romances like the plague. It seems like a bad idea if you consider the relationship going south, but you still have to work with your ex and pretend nothing happened. I'd rather not deal with that.

>>21313479
I don't interact with them because most of the women in the old socisl club I used to hang around were not really compatible with me on a mental level. I like learning new things and talking about them in depth. Most women don't like that, which is fine. I honestly think this gives me more time to focus on my research and to hone my skills in public speaking really.

I honestly prefer half Asian/Caucasian women to pure Asian women. I don't know what it is but I feel they have a lot to say when it comes to livong in two differenr cultures at the same time and that fascinates me.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 28 18:12:01 2022 No.21313539 niggas was seething on the previous thread fr

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 28 18:15:47 2022 No.21313550 >>21313539 What are you talking about? We're all cultivated gentlemen here who wouldnt steep to such unseemly emotional disturbances, clearly :)

Anonymous Mon Nov 28 18:17:57 2022 No.21313559

>>21313534
There are women who love to do that around.. you do have to do some searching but trust me theyre around ive met them and they are fun to talk to.

If you dont see yourself flirting at the workplace, what setting seems like you might find someone you like then, what would be your guess?

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 28 18:19:50 2022 No.21313563 >>21313550 i feel you, mane. it can get purrty tight and chilled out in this shit

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 28 18:21:10 2022 No.21313568 >>21313453 slapnuts

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 28 18:29:53 2022 No.21313594 >>21313563 I was being sarcastic but yes it can be pretty chilled out too lol

Anonymous Mon Nov 28 18:40:13 2022 No.21313625

>>21313559
I don't disbelieve you. I do think there are food women out there. They're just rare. If you really think about it, some woman might be having this conversation on some forum or IRL about the lack of good men out there.

Outside of school, the only place I could really see myself flirting with a woman is a social club of some kind. Bars attract the wrong sorts of people and are too loud and other venues just don't really compliment that type of socializing very well.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 28 18:41:15 2022 No.21313627 Ever since I ate a Popeyes Chicken Sandwich and the disgusting mac and cheese they put in combo meals I've felt the need to fast for at least a day or two, just to clean the grime from my soul

Anonymous Mon Nov 28 18:41:30 2022 No.21313630

>>21313339
Been thinking about a short story in which the protagonist is a kind of prison guard chasing an unidentified man/creature across the country by car, staying in various motels. He goes to places that would be extremely pleasurable or desirable to persuade the creature to stay near him and stay under his watch, bribes it with drugs, etc. because it cannot be restrained by any physical means. The creature is consistently pessimistic and seems not to enjoy anything, while the guard has a wonderful time enjoying the small pleasures in life. An extended metaphor about battling nihilism, I think. Would you read something like this?

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 28 18:42:53 2022 No.21313635 >>21313630 sounds something I could read

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 28 18:51:07 2022 No.21313660 >>21313635 Thanks. Might post sometime then.

Anonymous Mon Nov 28 18:52:37 2022 No.21313663

Sometimes it seems like /lit/ is a race to develop the most retarded possible shit takes mankind has ever devised, but then I read goodreads reviews.
At least the inane bullshit here is interesting in a "holy fuck this guy is absolutely deranged" way, over there it's "oh, another fucking retard."

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 28 19:13:34 2022 No.21313731 >>21313625 Aye bars suck. Social clubs, not a bad bet. I used to use meetup.com a lot... meeting people based on similar interests is a decent way to go about it, and theyd be near you too

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 28 19:14:49 2022 No.21313738 >>21313663 Theres certainly some hot takes here xD

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 28 19:17:48 2022 No.21313746 File: 12 KB, 640x734, 1668509568936729.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>21313479 >owed better >just talking basics That's a lot of assumptions you're making, everyone has standards

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 28 19:39:36 2022 No.21313819 >>21313375 My happa fever hit me like a brick too. I used to find all orientals unattractive but something changed very suddenly.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 28 19:43:40 2022 No.21313835 >>21313819 I can understand having light preferences when it comes to race, but.. as a man, i dont see how you couldnt appreciate a nice ass on any race of woman..? Like.. the shapes are all still there

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 28 19:53:11 2022 No.21313874 >>21313350 But you’re a fat atheist 4channer.

>>	SrGrafo Mon Nov 28 20:05:21 2022 No.21313936 >>21313835 because it's about the face

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 28 20:10:19 2022 No.21313953 >>21313936 You cant get turned on walking behind a woman?

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 28 20:20:29 2022 No.21314016 >>21313630 Sounds like a short story from that SCP creepypasta site

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 28 20:35:45 2022 No.21314079 I'm at a point where I don't quite know what to do next with my career. I'm pretty much done with where I'm at but I don't exactly want to work in a corporate career.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 28 21:13:46 2022 No.21314249 it's my first time back on /lit/ since august. just reporting back that life can be great if you just take a first step and remind yourself that you know how to walk.

Anonymous Mon Nov 28 21:16:08 2022 No.21314258

>>21314079
Whats your savings look like? I just want 5k to buy a few acres of empty land to build a house on so i can grow food and become self sufficient and fuck off and enjoy my time for myself with my girl and her dog
>>21314249
Thats a nice sentiment, anon

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 28 21:19:02 2022 No.21314270 >>21314258 I have $25K cash, but I also have the same amount of outstanding student loan debt. I don't think I want to do that, but I can definitely sympathize with your desire.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 28 21:22:03 2022 No.21314286 >>21314270 I havent paid my loans in over a decade. My credit score is dead but idgaf. Fuck the us government

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 28 21:26:06 2022 No.21314304 >>21313835 Its a fetish bro. Knowing the ass is a bleached gook makes it better than any other ass. And they fetishize me right back which is really endearing in a twisted erotic kind of way

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 28 21:32:03 2022 No.21314327 I still reread our old conversations. Haven't been able to delete her pictures nor her number from my phone. I can't detach myself from her, I don't really want to. We went too far for that to be possible. Other girls have not been able to compare.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 28 21:34:36 2022 No.21314337 >>21314304 >bleached gook Not that anon. Is this some kind of racial dominance fetish, then?

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 28 21:47:44 2022 No.21314393 >>21314286 I had private and public loans. I lived with a parent to pay off my private loans. The interest rate was so high I couldn't not pay them off as soon as possible. These are my public loans, which I've only ever paid the minimum for.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 28 21:51:34 2022 No.21314404 >>21314286 Ahh geeze dude https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oD2gXY4piF4

Anonymous Mon Nov 28 21:51:59 2022 No.21314406
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I can't get over being a manlet, it takes me seeing a single cute girl leaning on her boyfriend's arm to make me begin comtemplating on why i haven't jumped in front of a bus yet

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 28 21:55:19 2022 No.21314420 >>21314404 Lol ive seen this. I just dont pay it. Ive been homeless for three years in between and i just stoppes giving a fuck and nothing has happened to me so.. yep.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 28 21:57:11 2022 No.21314429 >>21313339 Do you prefer the lofty Biblical tone of the Silmarillion or some other form of worldbuilding/document of history?

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 28 22:01:38 2022 No.21314458 >>21314406 stop exaggerating weirdo, how tall are you and in what country do you live?

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 28 22:03:03 2022 No.21314471 I watch ASMR videos to experience at least some kind of intimacy.

Anonymous Mon Nov 28 22:06:07 2022 No.21314489

>>21308309
>>21308309
After the first lines I literally thought: Are you me?
Here's a serious question to you as we are pretty much in the same situation: At this age and so on, do you honestly think it's worth to put the work in to keep a gf? Do you really love her unconditionally? How do you deal with the strange conversations like you described, it feels disrespectful and humiliating sometimes.

I also find it hard to deal with the fact that I missed youth love and sex, while she had it all and more. Sometimes things just feel like a chore. Still it's better with her than without everything considered, so I guess I'll have to keep her and hope for the best.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 28 22:07:21 2022 No.21314495 >>21314429 >biblical tone gee i wonder what the prototype of this kind of tone would be? could be interested to read.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 28 22:07:37 2022 No.21314498 Hate is kind of a big no.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 28 22:07:54 2022 No.21314500 >>21314458 1,64, eastern europe.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 28 22:10:39 2022 No.21314521 >>21314498 Hate is what drives the world and you should act on it right now.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 28 22:18:07 2022 No.21314559 >>21314521 https://youtu.be/NSMLx44DqFc

Anonymous Mon Nov 28 22:35:34 2022 No.21314623

>>21314406
manlet is a mindset. i've seen 1.55m guys mog the shite out of me, especially when they're charismatic and confident (and not fat). they know how to roll with the typical ''ew short'' responses and turn the situation around in a few minutes. it's all in your head.
one thing i also envy in short dudes is how fast they can get fit and buffed up. lanklet problems kek.

Anonymous Mon Nov 28 22:37:55 2022 No.21314635

The moment you overcome sex is the moment when your default reaction upon seeing a picture of a cute girl's pussy and ass doesn't come from your imaginative faculty projecting a fantasy of what that pussy and ass would be like to lick and fuck, like it normally does, but from your memory calling up the infinity of actual times you finally attained the pussy and ass and there was that split second of "oh yeah, this is all it is, this is all it ever was" realization, as the fantasy met reality and you realized it's literally just a pussy and an ass, it's just a couple of smelly holes, and every girl has her own unique weird little smell or quirk or imperfection

That split second gap between the fantasy pussy and the real pussy, before your animal side takes over, is an infinitesimal blip at first, but after years of experiences it builds up just enough substance in your memory to become something you can hold onto as a distinct "fact" about pussy and ass, and once you start making the association upon seeing new pussies and new asses that no matter how good they look on your computer screen, they too will inevitably have that split second of "oh yeah it's just this," they stop being the purely fantasy imaginary pussy and ass that absorbs you into it, and you can take a step back and go wait a minute, that's all it ever was? Pussy and ass? Just two smelly holes and every girl smells a little different and tastes kind of tart for the first four seconds?

It's amazing to hold the two states in exactly equal balance and then engage with sexual thoughts, it's like watching Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde duke it out inside my soul, one of them utterly convinced that putting your face in the woman monkey's ass is the highest form of happiness any being could experience, the other one going "it's just an ass though?" infinitely, neither one able to convince the other

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 28 22:42:43 2022 No.21314661 >>21314500 could be worse though, you're not too far from the average around. you could have been born in scandinavia or worse, Netherlands. even live there due to work.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 28 22:43:32 2022 No.21314668 >>21313339 A single phone call and all I want now is to have her in my arms and to lovebomb her till she falls asleep. Women are my kryptonite. I'm such a goddamn simp.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 28 22:45:16 2022 No.21314677 >>21314668 An ex recently came to town and I was worried it would kindle old feelings in me and they would linger and make it hard to focus on my job so I yelled at her instead, you could try that

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 28 22:45:48 2022 No.21314680 >>21314635 My man, I wont ever stop enjoying my girl. It sounds like your sexuality decayed because you werent attracted to the totality of their being but rather just their parts. If you meet the right person the fire never dies.

Anonymous Mon Nov 28 22:46:17 2022 No.21314682
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>>21314623
I'am not even close to average, most men are a full head and a half over me and everyone notices that i'am much smaller than normal, a lot of the time they even make a point to voice it.

Anonymous Mon Nov 28 22:50:28 2022 No.21314696

>>21314680
I agree with you there, the attraction you experience in actual love is a different thing because it's directed at the person as a whole. I'm only talking about adolescent Pavlovian stimulus type sexuality. I am just starting to see fucking a 10 out of 10 that I don't care about the same way I see masturbating, as something I could do but it's not innately interesting.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 28 22:55:21 2022 No.21314723 >>21314682 learn 2 banter ya neurotic slavoid

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 28 22:55:44 2022 No.21314728 >>21314668 >lovebomb Please refrain from using cult phrases when you're an individual.

Anonymous Mon Nov 28 23:09:11 2022 No.21314785

>>21313339
I am tired of reading. Never been able to develop a set of authors I really like and get into, usually just read haphazardly whatever I've come by.
Now it feels like wasted time. I look back at my youth and there's nothing there, so few memories, because of my anti social tendencies. Reading feels more and more like a way of avoiding life. I can shut myself away and read for hours but what have I gained wasting my youth away with no tangible skills to show for it? Yet if Im not reading I would just waste the time in even worse ways just playing videogames or browsing social media.
Now when I read though the words somehow just feel dead. Without a life of any kind, what meaning can story have to a man as detached as me? Lines on a page. Haven't read a fiction book in years where I felt an immediate connection and interest.
The last author I felt that way with was probably Borges. When i was a freshman I really liked Kafka.
Tried reading the Aenid today and it was so boring I felt like sleeping. Gave up on that and started "The Man Without Qualities" but then also lost interest as I found the narrator vaguely annoying and he reminds me too much of myself.
The bigger issue is I feel passionless, like I have no actual skills in the real world. Years of reading have not made me adept in any subject. And I lack any coherent worldview.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 28 23:11:00 2022 No.21314792 >>21313339 Would you rather have a mouse infestation or a roach infestation?

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 28 23:13:08 2022 No.21314801 >>21314696 Thats actually a step in the right direction imo

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 28 23:13:55 2022 No.21314805 >>21314785 >The Man Without Qualities i think i've found the problem

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 28 23:14:20 2022 No.21314807 >>21314785 Shift from artistic consumer to artistic producer

Anonymous Mon Nov 28 23:24:37 2022 No.21314864

right now, i have an unlisteneable tone deaf singing voice, but something in my gut, deep inside where my soul resides, tells me i can sing like marvin gaye if i just practice and apply myself well enough. it doesn't serve much of a purpose, but i feel it.
is this what pure delusion and mental illness is?

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 28 23:26:56 2022 No.21314878 >>21313401 this chick has a god tier body. this isn't even necessarily erotic, i just mean aesthetically speaking

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 28 23:27:21 2022 No.21314879 >>21314864 I wasnt very good at it and got better with practice / use of my voice. Singing in cars by yourself especially, i used to deliver pizza and just sing to music i was playing. It can work and you arent deluded.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 28 23:28:21 2022 No.21314889 >>21314878 >pauses jerking off simply to have an aesthetic experience I cant be the only one who has done this

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 28 23:31:32 2022 No.21314900 >>21314889 it's even better when they're simultaneously one and the same, no pause necessary

Anonymous Mon Nov 28 23:34:44 2022 No.21314914

>>21314879
man do you have any specific tips or autodidact courses or related literature to help out with this? i have the feeling but i don't have the reason/brains, i am practically clueless on how to get there other than just singing everyday (when i find enough privacy to dare). ideally i would like the body, the soul and the voice to be working together, as silly as it might sound.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 28 23:40:26 2022 No.21314950 > some people know what they're good at and want to do with their lives as teenagers and here you are

Anonymous Mon Nov 28 23:54:42 2022 No.21315024

>>21314807
I'm too insecure about the value of my own perspective. I feel like I'm too much of a man-child to have any valuable insight, and too lacking in the discipline required to be a good writer.
I'll record some thoughts or ideas in my diary and occassionally run them through nightcafe. Thats the extent of my artistic production.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 28 23:55:44 2022 No.21315026 >>21314805 Not a fan?

Anonymous Tue Nov 29 00:03:53 2022 No.21315047

>>21315024
The biggest trick ever played on would-be artists of today is that art is a product of "insight". It's a view that no traditional artist believed. Of course, there's a spark of divine inspiration in the best art and talent can't be made to appear out of thin air, but it's also a craft that can be worked at and improved. If you ever expect to make anything good, you have to believe this. And actually, everyone implicitly understands this. No one believes it's all random fate or all just subjective will. It's some sort of combination of the two.

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 29 00:11:01 2022 No.21315080 >>21315047 Sure but I meant that I'm a sheltered loser who is incredibly sheltered. Through discipline and work I might be able to make my prose technically sophisticated, but I would have little to say given my socially isolated lifestyle.

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 29 00:11:15 2022 No.21315082 >ravenously hungry >cook food >mouth watering >sit down to eat >no longer hungry at all >take one bite >nauseous ????

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 29 00:39:30 2022 No.21315207 >>21315082 What?

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 29 00:42:41 2022 No.21315233 I wish I loved writing as much as I love dancing to Beat It by Michael Jackson. I tear up the dancefloor every week to that monster tune.

Anonymous Tue Nov 29 00:47:21 2022 No.21315257

I want to like my father but he can be difficult and sadly oblivious. He wants to talk to me, but doesn't really know how, so he monologues to me about some TV show or game he played for like 10 minutes without interruption and fails to notice that I am not interested. It's stressful and I always try to leave as soon as I can. I can tell he is trying though, because he will cut himself off once he realizes what he is doing. I dunno. It's hard for me to speak with him and be interested in what he's saying, even though I do want to, because I have a lot of baggage. I blame him a lot for terrorizing me as a child, and failing to be any kind of good father figure. As a little kid I felt very alone, unable to depend on my parents when I needed them for guidance, so I gained a strong need to be independent and do things by myself. My lack of direction as I reached adolescence, where I became overcome by my overwhelming loneliness, lead me to search everywhere for this kind of father-figure teaching, and so I fell in with shitty internet communities that preached "dark triad personality" and incel shit, which just further harmed and ended any good relationship that did come along.
I've never felt like I could have an honest conversation about this with my father, like I could confront him about these feelings. I resent his lack of trying as well; he continues to age and do mostly nothing but watch TV with his free time. He at least is nice now and no longer pressures me about work or school, but even that feels somewhat empty because it feels like just a response to the suicidal mental breakdowns I had over fearing flunking college. Why did it have to come to that for him to acknowledge my pain? He also no longer tries to verbally abuse me, as he did so many times as I grew up, because the last time he did (which was over me getting my car towed) I shouted and fought back. It did not take much.
I can't help but see him more and more as a weak stupid coward as I grow up, who does not know how to respond to problems without rage and anger. He's the kinda guy to start screaming at a 16 year-old waitress for messing something up. In the past he has threatened to kill himself to his own wife, as well as to me, in response to when I tried to confide to him how I was struggling with handling college pressure.
As I learn about his own father and how he was grew up, I am able to understand more his point of view, but I cannot forgive his lack of trying. All he would need to do is try. I can forgive everything else, if he would just try.

Anonymous Tue Nov 29 02:04:51 2022 No.21315536

>>21313502
I had a very similar problem. You have to let go. Nothing matters. Certainly not literature. What you do or do not write is not going to make you any more or less than you are. Your immortality does not rest on it. All writing is forgotten eventually, turned to dust. There will be a time when even Homer and Shakespeare are wiped from history.
What you need to do is fall in love with the actual process of writing. You need to find that feeling of flow, of 'presence', when you write. To do that you need to let go of any big goals or dreams, any pressure, anything that exists outside of the word you are currently typing.
Maintaining an obsessive journaling habit (3 years and 2 million words) also paved the way to my own creative freedom, I believe.
What you wrote in your post was good. Imagine if you just kept doing that. You need to make space in your life where you return every day to do that.

Anonymous Tue Nov 29 04:29:09 2022 No.21316242
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I understand why so many young men are frustrated with life today. Women are just so much better than men nowadays in every way. Every girl I know immediately got their driver's license, a job and went to college the first moment they could. It's exclusively men who are lonely and wallowing in their misery at home, often unemployed and uneducated. Women casually collect degrees and grab all the careers in the world today while men have no idea how to apply themselves or build a future. It's women who are savvy with tech and mass culture while men are left in the dust confused with their masculinity. And we wonder why so many young men are either filled with resentment or are so insecure about their pathetic masculinity that they become women. Women are smarter, more educated, more laborious, and more actively engaged with the world. Society today is completely and utterly catered towards women. Every man envies them deep down.

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 29 04:37:31 2022 No.21316276 I don't eat I don't sleep I do nothing but think of yooooooooou

Anonymous Tue Nov 29 04:56:40 2022 No.21316364
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trying to read soft machine but so far it's nothing but endless descriptions of gay sex ("rectal mucous" at least 10 time in the first few pages) and heroin. I want to get into his cut up stuff but I'm about to drop it.

Anonymous Tue Nov 29 04:58:38 2022 No.21316375
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>>21314406
>>21314682
A continuation of my blogposting that i feld the need to continue. I woke up in the middle of the night and cried a little. Even my fantasies are lost to me now, as even in them i cannot will it see myself being happy with another person. I just think to myself, how a body and mind like mine, neither of which posses a single attribute of what is generally in the realm of handsomeness, beauty or virility, could ever attract anything but revulsion in the opposite sex. I at least used to be able to mend my mind of the harsh reality with daydreaming and fantasies but even those are now lost to men, as even in the domain of my own mind i'am now rejected or laughed at. I'am rejecting, as if on principle, that something as ugly and frail as me should be allowed felicity, it would be a crime of nature and beauty. Now the only thing i can dream of, and hope and pray for, is that gods above, or something else, give me the strength and courage to point a pistol at my ribcage and pierce this senseless heart of mine.

Anonymous Tue Nov 29 05:26:28 2022 No.21316501
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I have become increasingly convinced that the further movement of history depends on the destruction of the United States.

The United States is acting like a clog in the drain of history. It is the ultimate locus of both neoliberal capitalism and liberal democracy, and on these two matters history has become stuck. Fukuyama is on to something when he calls the American arrangement the "end of history."

But for anything new or interesting to happen America is going to have to be gotten out of the way. The entire reason that "nothing ever happens" is that these two dead ends of history are joined in the nexus of overwhelming financial, military, and cultural power that is the United States. If we want things to start happening again we are going to have to do something about America.

This is why the whole "America First" and "Make America Great Again" idea is a dead end. America can't be fixed because America IS the problem. It's the great problem of our time. The question is, what is the solution?

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 29 05:36:14 2022 No.21316548 File: 120 KB, 407x380, 310A9072-B533-4B04-8526-B72CE7EF7AD0.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>21316375 AND NOW LIFE HAS KILLED THE DREEEAM I DREEEEEEEEAAAAAAMED

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 29 05:41:35 2022 No.21316573 Have you ever seen an adult flip out and scream at another one?

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 29 05:45:49 2022 No.21316587 File: 296 KB, 800x600, IMG_20220326_143846.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>21316501 >America IS the problem We do a little trollin here in the United States of USA

Anonymous Tue Nov 29 05:48:01 2022 No.21316593

i had an impossible talk where i tried to convince a political scientist PhD student (yes he was a Marxist) that not only was the question of Evil valid but extremely useful in attempting to understand politics, systems and group dynamics. he kept telling me that there was no need to posit such a force as Evil and that all could be explained WITHOUT attributing any moral dimension to the actions within the prevailing structures of power. And then of course, as I expected, he brought up Nietzsche. Basically he wanted me to work in a moral relativist frame so that he could insist that what was actually damaging wasn't a systems corruption or moral degeneracy but that the very act of making money ('exploitation') was the real cause for all the depravity. I have no problem conceding here and trying to integrate into the problem of Evil but it was so hard to get a word in when he started seething at my use of theological language and concepts. Why are they so triggered when you mention morality or Evil?

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 29 05:53:28 2022 No.21316614 You ever screw up, taken the fact that you screwed up as a character flaw, and gone from feeling bad that you screwed up to feeling bad that you're just not naturally the person you want to be?

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 29 05:53:28 2022 No.21316615 File: 123 KB, 992x752, WxnGvF62OOXzuPzzviOo.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>21313339 Insufficient bad product. Needs to be taken off the market soon. Take it outside put it in the garbage patch

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 29 05:58:21 2022 No.21316635 >>21316501 You're redpilled anon. Fukuyama was more correct than most people think. America must collapse before true change in the world can occur

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 29 06:00:12 2022 No.21316643 >>21316593 >Why are they so triggered when you mention morality or Evil? Because they are psychological conduits for demonic activity.

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 29 06:00:39 2022 No.21316646 File: 20 KB, 290x343, Don_Quixote_(1955)_by_Pablo_Picasso.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>21313339 Is Don Quixote one of those you can't put down books? Just ordered it and it's come in already lol

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 29 06:02:42 2022 No.21316657 File: 395 KB, 1170x1605, image_6487327.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] painting

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 29 06:13:00 2022 No.21316691 File: 39 KB, 720x743, 1643872781534.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] Swallowing the pill of realizing we'll never be friends and see each other :) Oh well, I will respect your choice, have a nice rest of the life.

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 29 06:13:39 2022 No.21316697 >>21316501 Why would you want things to happen again? The great era of peace is an oddity, you are living in a completely unique era.

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 29 06:44:55 2022 No.21316798 >>21314337 No, not like that.

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 29 06:45:56 2022 No.21316801 Hey bros how do I make that leap from chatting with a girl after class to asking her out or to some other arranged meeting?

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 29 06:47:55 2022 No.21316804 >>21316801 Anon, she has 50 other guys chatting her up and a boyfriend.

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 29 07:10:45 2022 No.21316859 >>21316691 I would imagine that we wouldnt talk in real life at all.

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 29 07:15:35 2022 No.21316864 >>21316593 >>21316643 pure bantz

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 29 07:16:51 2022 No.21316866 Can you use noises to describe smells?

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 29 07:17:04 2022 No.21316867 >>21316804 How do I make that leap from chatting after class to cucking her boyfriend?

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 29 07:21:58 2022 No.21316873 The feeling has gone, only you and I IT MEANS NOTHING TO MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 29 07:38:18 2022 No.21316902 >>21313339 Board is straight DOA

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 29 07:40:57 2022 No.21316908 >>21316866 >noises like words?

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 29 07:42:50 2022 No.21316912 Why did I have to be born with Saturn on Ascendant? Its literally a cursed placement.

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 29 07:52:46 2022 No.21316933 >>21316908 Yes. Your post made me laugh. I hadn't considered the alternative. But then again words are noises too, no?

Anonymous Tue Nov 29 10:10:34 2022 No.21317244

>>21313339
I wonder where the Reddit notion of "critical thinking" derives from. These sorts often seem to view it as some kind of vaccine that automatically innocolates people from all the "bad things" (e.g propaganda, demagoguery, bigotry etc). The line is usually that society needs more critical thinking and it needs to be taught in schools, but no one can define the specific contents of this magical quality. Knowledge is viewed as a simple additive process like adding products to an amazon shopping cart. And of course the universities are free from all possibility of propaganda. They are beacons of unbiased enlightenment, transforming the unformed shapeless masses into responsive enlightened citizenry that can discuss entertaining and informative podcasts. Propaganda is a nasty thing propagated by all the people I happen to dislike.
If you take an intro course to sociology your brain will expand to the size of a melon and you will be immediately Iifted above the uneducated swine masses (who we by the way love cause, like, democracy is so important and I support it 100).
If I can dissect this perspective, behind it there lurks this assumption of a shared "we", of shared profit, of which "critical thinking" is really another word to say "is similar to me". All comforming to the same same set pattern: from unenlightened to enlightened, from bigoted/parochial to independent/detached.
So in a way the word in it's common usage today is the opposite of itself, secretly promoting uniformity of culture and thought.

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 29 10:14:39 2022 No.21317262 >>21314521 Sure, but remember, breathing out is more akin to a no than breathing in is.

Anonymous Tue Nov 29 10:17:29 2022 No.21317270
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any normalfags here who can give me the lay of the land regarding what normalfags are up to these days? Ive been too isolated for too long, so much so that ive become a total schizo with probably terrible social anxiety, and ive been afraid to try and get back out in the world. it occurred to me, though, that it is at least within the realm of possibility that post-covid normalfags have become more "boring" and more isolated and less functional, and that perhaps , assuming I could keep my cool, I would be able to hold my own out there better than I expect due to lower standards of social interactions. perhaps I might even be able to do well among arthoe crowd types because I can at least talk about literature and pretend to have a personality

I dont know how things are out there though, i havnt gone to a party or bar in probably 4 or 5 years.

Anonymous Tue Nov 29 10:41:51 2022 No.21317307
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>>21317244
How do zoomers read a sussy or a bussying vibe of this or that? It's an innate quality of established groups: a soul feel.
>"critical thinking" is really another word to say "is similar to me".
>the word in it's common usage today
It's a soul-signature protecting & perpetuating itself. There are unwritten political rules to that signature. And policing forces are close to keep the integrity of that soul-signature/monad. All that to say, it is useless to 'revolt' against the 'reddit's world', as it only reinforces the power against which the revolting is made. The wise move is to understand your own essence; the nature of our own shitpostering lair. And to worship its power at its shrine. True resistance is about being sovereign in your own form.
>>21316912
They vilify Saturn. because it is the principle of form. (pro-tip: they want you formless.) There is a redditor's Saturn. There is a 4channeler's Saturn. The form struggles are the most essential because they claim the absolute authority by setting meta-coordinates. So, do not fall for the psyop: cherish Saturn. Study it. Work with it. Develop and unravel your form. And through that becoming sovereign.

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 29 10:45:50 2022 No.21317318 >>21317244 >I wonder where the Reddit notion of "critical thinking" derives from. Combination of Descartes ratio-skepticism and "trust the science" empiricism

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 29 10:48:23 2022 No.21317321 File: 264 KB, 512x512, 1668815859160843.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >everything is changing >somehow remain at a standstill If the only way out is through, how do I meet you halfway?

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 29 10:55:46 2022 No.21317334 >>21317307 >Study it how? interestingly enough I've been thinking how form is like a sculpture and saturn is an earth modality.

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 29 11:06:52 2022 No.21317357 File: 126 KB, 321x401, 3cbe1ccf0c5d7b70f2ac387f1c588dde.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>21317244 It would be worse if all our beliefs rested on propaganda.. No will of our own, determined by someone (or something) other than ourselves

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 29 11:09:02 2022 No.21317361 I keep having horrendously painful as a result of eating fast food which I'm addicted to

Anonymous Tue Nov 29 11:13:02 2022 No.21317371

>>21317334
Know what you vibrate with harmoniously. And avoid what bring destabilization. Discretion.

Form is an idea of a sculpture. A noetic image. To follow a form you abide by rules and boundaries. But there is more to Saturn than just boundaries. It is the most mystical planet according to many ancient alchemists.

Anonymous Tue Nov 29 11:53:39 2022 No.21317463

>>21317371
Yes, boundaries. Strangely enough I feel less restricted despite getting older and my astrological position indicates that I view the world through Saturns "eyes". How come Saturn is a mystical planet according to alchemists? I remember Venus (sulphur) and Mercury (quicksilver) being important.

Anonymous Tue Nov 29 12:08:54 2022 No.21317500

I drink heavily every night, wake up with a hangover the next morning, and take amphetamine to get me through the day. Been doing this for years. My inner organs are starting to ache, my heart palpitates all night, my liver is enlarged, and I am pretty sure I have cirrhosis or something.

Anonymous Tue Nov 29 12:28:08 2022 No.21317552

>>21314950
As a teenager, I only wanted to be left alone, have a nonstressful satisfying job and play vidya games. I'm studying to do just that now. I never had a specific career planned out and most of my efforts at achieving that goal were thrown out the window by life before I could put my shoe behind the door. Sometimes it really felt like something nefarious wanted to put me in the wrong path. I had to refuse offers and disappoint countless teachers before reaching a somewhat adequate path. Fuck these kids, anon. Most just wanted to be something because it was cool and gave up on their dream. Just do what makes you happy and stick with it.

Anonymous Tue Nov 29 12:41:52 2022 No.21317581

>>21317463
That is, most probably, because you now feel free within _your own_ boundaries. While before these were the boundaries imposed upon you from without. Alchemists believed that Saturn holds the root of wisdom. And its material (lead) is cheap & abundant, so could be purified more easily to a noble quality. They were very much concerned about the nobility (of metals and other things), because saw it as the light of God.

Think our posting here. It is a variation of 'lead': cheap, useless, no symbolic order to interpret it. However, could the situation be turned around? Mercury flashes between and beneath and suddenly the communication becomes ennobled. The bright horizon appears. And we're not just wasting our time, losers amongst losers, but doing the work. By applying our hearts to little things.

Anonymous Tue Nov 29 12:56:46 2022 No.21317624

>>21317581
then what would be the philosophers stone that enable to transform lead into gold? the act of writing? is it bad to set up boundaries for yourself? it's a negative thing after all like all the things that Saturn rules - passage of time, getting old, anxiety, restriction and even death.

Anonymous Tue Nov 29 13:17:53 2022 No.21317674

>>21317244
Critical thinking is being aware of: statistical significance, cognitive biases, logical fallacies, behavioral economics and game theory, positive skew in publication, soundness/validity in arguments, placebo effects, 24-hour news cycles, probability theory, regression to the mean, an understanding of basic cognitive psychology (memory, vision, decision-making), and other tools which help you assess beliefs or statements with more rigour than simple gut reaction.They are neutral to underlying ideology. If you're the kind of person who truly believes that e.g. placebo effect "isn't real" then you're simply mentally ill and would not benefit from learning about this stuff.

Anonymous Tue Nov 29 13:19:35 2022 No.21317676

>>21317624
Good question. It is a mystery and cannot be known with an ordinary consciousness. If I were to speculate, I'd say the stone is the quality of purification of your own soul. (Or a soul of a certain physical object.) That is, of course, if we can leave materialism aside.

Boundaries are good — think boundaries as style; a personal rhythmic pattern — if their are coming naturally from inside of your deepest core. Why Saturn and anxiety? Taken as form and stability, it would make it confidence and certainty. In its peak, such certainty would even transcend death. So, the white pill. Ha, the White Stone.

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 29 13:20:24 2022 No.21317679 >>21317674 on one hand we promote equality but at the same time we have different acceptance quotas for difference races.

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 29 13:28:37 2022 No.21317707 >>21317676 >In its peak, such certainty would even transcend death. What do you mean by this? Do you believe in human hubris?

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 29 13:31:59 2022 No.21317723 >>21317707 I believe in salvation of a personal soul. There should be no fear of death if you have love and faith.

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 29 13:38:12 2022 No.21317744 >>21317723 love and faith in general sense?

Anonymous Tue Nov 29 13:48:25 2022 No.21317771

>>21317744
Again, a mystery and very personal matter not to be profaned. In general sense, it is a positive disposition, belief as a fertile ground for building a better future. O invisible and invincible Spirit, chant the attitude so it would be straight and positive amongus. Despite the shit from the outside, if your Saturn is intact you vibe is your castle.

Anonymous Tue Nov 29 13:50:02 2022 No.21317777

I haven't called in sick since August of 2021. My last vacation was January of 2021. I get so anxious thinking of all the work that piles up when I'm not there that I force myself in even when I feel like shit. I've lost paid vacation days because they only let you carry over a certain amount. I hate myself.

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 29 14:06:38 2022 No.21317819 Literally all my woes would be solved if a woman with a natural bush would just sit on my face and tell me to inhale her odor and eat her out.

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 29 14:10:41 2022 No.21317837 >>21317771 Saturn is the lord of my chart. I try to escape from him but there's no use.

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>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 29 14:19:09 2022 No.21317860 Charlatan is a nice word.

Anonymous Tue Nov 29 14:34:50 2022 No.21317905

>>21316593

>PhD Marxist

Is there a union for Marxist PhDs? Can I get a union job 12 hours a day in the PhD mines risking life and limb for poverty wages? Could I collect a salary from a university and buy a mortgage, a Honda Accord, and Coca Cola being a professor of Marxism?

I cannot imagine the plight, the sheer physical and mental demand, the absolutely struggle that is being a Marxist academic. Surely that is the authority on the struggle of the poor and working people, and the university sees it a fit expense to spend money on employing them.

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 29 14:39:05 2022 No.21317921 >>21317679 >political brainrot can't separate tools to help thinking from american college politics

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 29 14:39:36 2022 No.21317922 >>21317905 He's battling on the intellectual frontlines for the proletariat and suffering grave mental and emotional traumas. Give the professor a break!

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 29 14:45:32 2022 No.21317944 >>21317922 What would Marx think about it if he'd be transported to current day?

Anonymous Tue Nov 29 14:47:03 2022 No.21317952
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>>21313339
>Onlyfans content creator states they're a top 0.7% or 0.3% account
>They're content isn't even on the leaked site.

What did they mean by this? Are they lying or is being a top 0.3% or 0.7% account not that impressive? How much these types of accounts be earning anyways?

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 29 15:04:21 2022 No.21318013 >>21317952 Every active account is top 1% or better because there are millions of accounts with zero activity, just sign up and leave.

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 29 15:05:47 2022 No.21318020 File: 189 KB, 597x357, 82F9FE80-E95C-411E-A2EC-8CF7DEF9FD75.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] If you want a picture of the future, imagine Richard Heart driving down the Las Vegas strip with a Louis Vuitton Douglas XB-19 bomber—for ever.

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 29 15:14:02 2022 No.21318043 >>21316646 it's one of those wanna put it down after two pages books

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 29 15:24:34 2022 No.21318071 >>21316646 Some of the very first chapters were humorous when I read so pretty enjoyed it... Not so much enjoyable when I tried to read it again. Still dont get why Nabokov called it a cruel book.

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 29 15:27:11 2022 No.21318078 Are there any good and objective biographies of Vladimir Lenin?

Anonymous Tue Nov 29 15:44:44 2022 No.21318121

>have attachment to thing
>other thing exists which basically expresses the exact same thing but doesn't trigger the feelings and personal relationship to it because it's a different version from a cultural setting you didn't grow up into BUT it helps to connect, is more mainstream, even lucrative
HOW SOLVE??? YOU ALL ACT SO SMART HELP ME THEN!!!

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 29 15:52:44 2022 No.21318141 running a false flag rightwing Twitter account brings me incredible amounts of joy. these people are deeply stupid and I have them wrapped right around my fingertips

Anonymous Tue Nov 29 15:56:12 2022 No.21318150

He was so disrespectful and ill-behaved that I just totally lost my temper. I stood up and planned to smack him, but caught myself and left the room yelling. Problem is, the yelling turned to screaming threats before I calmed down, apologized and demanded an apology in return, which I got. In the end, I mishandled the whole situation and in screaming all I did was show weakness and a lack of control. Ironically, just smacking him right then and there would've been better.

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 29 15:59:18 2022 No.21318163 >>21313339 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vzLiAl-6b5s&ab_channel=Dominic

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 29 16:32:59 2022 No.21318252 I have no talents. I don't know what do I do of my life, I feel like I'm going to suck at anything I try and that anything will do wrong.

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 29 16:34:16 2022 No.21318257 File: 39 KB, 479x610, 1655079822250.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] I smell so fucking awful jfc I need to take a shwoer

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 29 16:35:44 2022 No.21318260 >>21318252 You are a product of who knows how many genocides and selection events, the chance that you have no talents is near 0 by inheritance alone. Try many things, one of them will feel interesting, do that.

Anonymous Tue Nov 29 16:53:05 2022 No.21318310

>>21318252
Talent is early childhood skill development by repetition that intersects with any latent capacity or advantage in a given skill. That's all 'talent' means. If you weren't putting hundreds of hours into different skills from a young age, you were never going to find anything you felt talented in.
Vice that, if you start putting in hours into skills now, you are still just as capable of discovering that affinity or preternatural capacity; its just not going to FEEL like talent, because your perception of your skill is skewed by the relative capacities of others who have been developing their 'talent' since the crib.
Transformation into the maxima of your capacities is your reason for existence, anon.

Anonymous Tue Nov 29 16:56:09 2022 No.21318326

Found a Remington Portable #2 typewriter on sale. Seriously considering buying it just for the novelty, and I think I'd enjoy the tactile nature of writing with simultaneous print results.
Am I becoming pseud, /lit/? Its not a ridiculously pricy purchase either, under $100. I have a lot of mental resistance to beginning a writing project on a word processor in large part because of all of the digital editing options to play with rather than just... typing the damn words.

Anonymous Tue Nov 29 17:27:12 2022 No.21318428

>>21318252
I can sympathize. People say they don't regret the things they did do, but the things they didn't do. For me, it's the opposite. The things I regret the most are the things I tried and in retrospect, stupidly because they ended in failure, embarrassment, and disappointment. It's hard to push forward when you don't feel like you have anything to be confident about, and worse, things to be ashamed about and embarrassed of.

Anonymous Tue Nov 29 17:29:46 2022 No.21318436

Andrew Tate said something about how important it was for him to partner with his brother and how most men should do this.

I thought that was great and I thought about how I wanted that. And then I realized that I never had that, and if I were to ever have it, I'd have to build it myself. I've always been alone. I have a brother, but he's never been reliable. The burden has always fallen on me and me alone. No father. No uncle. No cousin. No brother. Nobody. It's always just been me.

Anonymous Tue Nov 29 17:39:32 2022 No.21318472

>>21318436
Tate's bond with his brother was born out of borderline fatherly abuse and poverty as a young man. Suffering will bring people together like nothing else; but are we really going to sit here and lionize shitty fortunes?
Be glad you and your brother never had it rough enough that you needed to rely on others as a child (or that you were strong enough to only need rely on yourself). Also, stop watching Andrew Tate, that aspirational pedestalization of the rich and famous is utter brain poison. Remind yourself the man is a pornographer and human trafficking magnate and no amount of Bugattis justifies that.

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 29 17:46:07 2022 No.21318494 >>21318472 >but are we really going to sit here and lionize shitty fortunes? "What is literature"

Anonymous Tue Nov 29 17:58:15 2022 No.21318533

>>21318472
I grew up in a somewhat similar situation. I love my brother very much and we have a strong bond, but I just don't find him reliable. This is my point. I did need to rely on my brother. I just couldn't, because he wasn't reliable. I don't give Andrew any legitimacy because he has some money. I think the idea is appealing, and this is the first video I've ever watched from the guy out of sheer curiosity. He's not something I aspire to.

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 29 18:42:45 2022 No.21318702 One of the worst problems to have is never having had to struggle.

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 29 18:59:14 2022 No.21318786 Do you practice any art? Do you get it out to the world? Do you feel the need to do it? Like you are suggested to do contribute.

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 29 19:05:17 2022 No.21318815 >>21318786 I wish but I do not have any ideas.

Anonymous Tue Nov 29 19:43:17 2022 No.21318958

>>21318786
Yes, I do academic drawing and painting. Core of my life. I take commissions and I’ve been in two small gallery showings but it’s not an easy way to make a living. Went to school for graphic design for a career and it pays great, but I’m fed up with having no time to paint so I saved up and I’m going into a classical atelier next year. It’s a stupid decision but I do feel that I have no choice.

Anonymous Tue Nov 29 19:59:04 2022 No.21319023

>>21313339
An idea came to me: what if creating your own killer is not evil, but destiny? Humanity came into existence when our evolutionary goal is to create a new species, our direct descendants, but better than us in everything. They will destroy us, and that's good. Have any books been written with this idea in mind? Preferably without AI.

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 29 20:14:27 2022 No.21319109 >>21319023 There's a little bit of this in Michel Houellebecq's Atomised / The Elementary Particles.

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 29 20:16:39 2022 No.21319121 go on then

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 29 20:24:50 2022 No.21319178 There are a few details of my life that I find so embarrassing that it's hard to feel like I can even move forward.

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 29 20:28:05 2022 No.21319193 rashford

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 29 20:29:52 2022 No.21319205 rashforddd

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 29 20:54:14 2022 No.21319327 Neo-reality.

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 29 21:00:21 2022 No.21319361 revised. based on personal experience & the culture 1. cocaine 2. alcohol 3. pills (e) 4. mdma 5. xanax 6. ketamine 7. weed 8. acid 9. heroin 10. shrooms if nicotine is going on there it has to be somewhere above weed & below md

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 29 21:00:27 2022 No.21319363 >>21319327 Be the

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 29 21:01:28 2022 No.21319368 >>21319363 don't really though

>>	Deep&Edgy !pSkjEcB9sQ Tue Nov 29 21:03:24 2022 No.21319377 ITT: one or two dudes who have no idea how badly adjuncts get fucked

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 29 21:07:13 2022 No.21319395 >>21319361 Awful rankings

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 29 21:11:06 2022 No.21319409 >>21319368 why

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 29 21:12:03 2022 No.21319414 >>21317244 >anon discovers midwits

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 29 21:13:46 2022 No.21319422 >>21319409 it'll end in tears

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 29 21:15:20 2022 No.21319432 >>21319395 you're giving me grief but i'm not hearing why.

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 29 21:15:49 2022 No.21319436 >>21319422 You have a bad attitude, fren.

Anonymous Tue Nov 29 21:20:43 2022 No.21319463

I'm so frustrated and annoyed right now. Both of my older brothers are extremely needy and helpless. They're always asking my dad for money. They've both recently receieved significant quantities from him and they've both wasted that money on something other than what they said they would use it for. Now I need to ask my dad for a couple hundred bucks to pay for classes and transfer applications. There's currently 2 contractors who owe me money but wont give it over. I busted my ass off for that extra money i needed specifically for these applications and they just wont fucking pay. And now, after my useless parasite brothers have squandered my dad's money, I have to humbly and shamefully ask for a bit of financial help so I can actually do somethibg with my life. And I just fucking know that when I ask he is going to be extremely pissed and I'll have to bear the burden of his wrath for weeks.
What pisses me off especially is that this has been an ongoing proboem for my entire life. My older brothers have always been dramatic spastics who would do all this bullshit for attention, sucking all the oxygen out of the room. My dad was always so busy dealing with them that I got nothing but his leftover stress and bitterness. I harbor so much resentment against them. If I ever have a drama queen child I will fucking ignore him or her and spoil the shit out of my quiet and well behaved kids.

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 29 21:20:45 2022 No.21319464 >>21319436 feel like i'm constantly being told to leave every bit of cynicism or critical thinking at the door - for the greater good. just sign up and shut up. quite an unnerving feeling.

Anonymous Tue Nov 29 21:24:47 2022 No.21319478

You have to be always drunk. That's all there is to it—it's the only way. So as not to feel the horrible burden of time that breaks your back and bends you to the earth, you have to be continually drunk.

But on what? Wine, poetry or virtue, as you wish. But be drunk.

And if sometimes, on the steps of a palace or the green grass of a ditch, in the mournful solitude of your room, you wake again, drunkenness already diminishing or gone, ask the wind, the wave, the star, the bird, the clock, everything that is flying, everything that is groaning, everything that is rolling, everything that is singing, everything that is speaking. . .ask what time it is and wind, wave, star, bird, clock will answer you: "It is time to be drunk! So as not to be the martyred slaves of time, be drunk, be continually drunk! On wine, on poetry or on virtue as you wish."

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 29 21:25:05 2022 No.21319480 >>21319464 Cynicism is unhealthy and is a decadent consciousness. Critical thinking as in 'let us shit the horizon'? Same. Show courage and love for the future and you shall receive powers to move straight.

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 29 21:26:52 2022 No.21319487 >>21319478 Dignified.

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 29 21:27:51 2022 No.21319490 I remind you now that everyone is winging it and as full of shit as you are. Act accordingly.

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 29 21:28:05 2022 No.21319492 >>21319480 >love for the future nothing to love about the future.

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 29 21:29:59 2022 No.21319504 This country used to have two good things: corn whisky and well water. Now it’s got so you can’t even get good corn whisky.

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 29 21:32:51 2022 No.21319511 >>21319109 Seconding this

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 29 21:37:46 2022 No.21319532 >>21319480 not going to larp as someone out of work or anything, still i can't stop thinking how this sort of talk has to hurt to someone actually in the struggle.

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 29 21:39:27 2022 No.21319539 >>21319532 The struggle is all there is ignore the NEET/trust fund retards

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 29 21:39:52 2022 No.21319542 >>21319532 Could you explain, please.

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 29 21:54:03 2022 No.21319584 >>21318326 Bump

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 29 21:55:15 2022 No.21319588 >>21318326 If you want it just fucking buy it. Who cares what someone on /lit/ says?

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 29 21:57:12 2022 No.21319599 I have to purchase some CDs because my aux connection is fucked

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 29 21:58:03 2022 No.21319605 Mom just told me my little bro's gf dumped him, out of nowhere, in their graduation night, like some kind of american movie. I'm fumming, just wait a fucking day you fucking cunt.

Anonymous Tue Nov 29 22:03:20 2022 No.21319630

>>21319542
maybe. i like people more than principles, know what i mean? the heroes are getting by in the gutter and seldom roll over to gaze at the stars.
when someone asked kingsley amis if he was atheist he said 'well yes, but it's more that i hate him'.

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 29 22:04:21 2022 No.21319634 >>21319539 yeah

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 29 22:04:47 2022 No.21319636 >>21319605 Oh no, teenage drama!

Anonymous Tue Nov 29 22:08:43 2022 No.21319660
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calling sister midnight
you got me playing the fool
calling sister midnight
well I'm an idiot for you
calling sister midnight
I'm a breakage inside
calling sister midnight
you know I had a dream last night

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 29 22:12:16 2022 No.21319676 >>21319605 chalk it up to experience

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 29 22:19:08 2022 No.21319714 File: 2.62 MB, 4032x3024, 7DC10B1F-CBF9-45DD-A672-8A46DCD69A0E.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] Inviting everyone on lit to be peircingly honest, let’s see yr pov Go on then

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 29 22:20:50 2022 No.21319721 File: 3 KB, 250x218, 1626479425520.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] I love her, but I can't get past the fact that she had many men before me.

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 29 22:21:51 2022 No.21319726 advice from the heart: flex on these niggas every bone and muscle

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 29 22:25:31 2022 No.21319742 File: 2.10 MB, 4032x3024, image0 (3).jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] hang on be piercingly honest like jean cocteau let's see your pov

Anonymous Tue Nov 29 22:26:24 2022 No.21319746

>>21319432
Whenever someone rates coke so highly I can tell they aren't a true sensualist and are too easily swayed by the connotations of money and power. It's a fine buzz but too short-lived. Good for conversation but not much else. Also why have mystery e pills higher than mdma?

Anonymous Tue Nov 29 22:26:48 2022 No.21319748

I met a girl who is much like a fantasy Ive daydreamed about. A smart, middle class, underachiever who prefers the humanities to math and science. In other words, the female equivalent of me. I have this fantasy largely on account of insecurities about my academic achievement. We're both too old to stil be in school and we're both too old to have as much parental support as we do. And we were both fucked over by the pandemic in terms of personal growth. Hoping this works out well

Anonymous Tue Nov 29 22:27:38 2022 No.21319750

>>21319630
No, I don't know what you mean. Reality needs healing. I said being a buck broken chud irradiator of resentment doesn't help. Sloterdijk wrote that a positive aspect of religion could be understood as an introduction of a positive principle into a personal cosmos which prevents one from drowning in muck and dirty chaos. Beacon of light that makes being steady and straight.

Simple: if your unhealthy — seek help genuinely. When you are healthy seek more potent living and help other on their way towards light and healing.

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 29 22:34:54 2022 No.21319773 Dubs and I'll have a car accident on my way back home tonight.

Anonymous Tue Nov 29 22:35:57 2022 No.21319780

>>21319746
>too easily swayed by the connotations of money and power
i have a willing surrender to that money/power point of view. it is superficial and fake but https://youtu.be/_9bw_VtMUGA?t=132
it does have a real life effect.
the mystery pills are ecstasy (mdma) -- i am sensationalist: i love pills because they're simple and iconic

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 29 22:37:16 2022 No.21319790 >>21319773 all good

Anonymous Tue Nov 29 22:38:07 2022 No.21319793

I'm tired of society, of being surrounded by idiots. I'm tired of pretending I like it there: I don't. I cut all of my consumption of internet bullshit only to be once again exposed in real life. I'm entering the workforce this year at 22. I'm already fed up with social conventions and you wouldn't imagine the amount of retarded conversations I have to put up with on a daily basis.

When does this stop? Surely this isn't all there is about life.

Anonymous Tue Nov 29 22:41:01 2022 No.21319805

>>21319660
absolutely brilliant album. so many layers of enjoyment to it. but as great as it may be, it is lodger that takes the cake for me. the sheer balls it takes to release something like african night flight or yassassin in 1979. it was the perfect crossroad between technology and music.

Anonymous Tue Nov 29 22:55:25 2022 No.21319871
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>>21319750
reality doesn't need anything besides an excuse. the obliteration of cant (without thought of what to put in its place) ought to come first. c'est le premier pas qui compte, of course.

yeah, it is simple: the horribleness of the truly horrible is to be relished for what it is, and the one indispensable answer to an environment bristling with things one thought were bad was to go on finding out new ways in which one thought they were bad

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 29 23:00:28 2022 No.21319904 I'm fat

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 29 23:01:03 2022 No.21319907 >>21319904 that's a problem

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 29 23:01:52 2022 No.21319912 My life is in a spiral downwards, starting from the day I was born, my first mistake

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 29 23:02:44 2022 No.21319917 >>21319721 It’s a bad sign, listen to your feelings.

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 29 23:02:53 2022 No.21319920 >>21319907 Yes

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 29 23:02:54 2022 No.21319921 hate when girls do thigns they know are cute

Anonymous Tue Nov 29 23:03:55 2022 No.21319926

>>21318786
>Do you practice any art?
Self-taught painter of six years.

>Do you get it out to the world?
Not really. I can occasionally fetch a decent price for a portrait, but I'm not good at advertising myself. Obsessions like mine tend to produce a selfishness and myopia that makes it difficult to see my work the way I should if I was going to advertise myself. I'm seriously going to become that boomer who sells his paintings at farmer's markets who doesn't talk to anybody.

>Do you feel the need to do it?
Entirely. It's challenging, it's sublime, it's fun. I take tremendous joy in the privilege and leisure of being able to create pictures of out nothing, and at the very least decorate my house with them. I almost don't even care that I'm a slow learner. I'm also somewhat of a hyperactive personality, so being able to fixate on something creative for often ten hours at a stretch is entirely stimulating.

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 29 23:07:37 2022 No.21319942 >>21319920 how fat?

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 29 23:08:18 2022 No.21319944 we communicated our love through farts and burps

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 29 23:08:48 2022 No.21319948 if it happens, my biographer will have an easy time finding my anonymous posts on 4chan thru filenames & repeated phrases

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 29 23:09:50 2022 No.21319952 >>21319944 gross!!!

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 29 23:10:05 2022 No.21319958 >>21319942 my body mass index is 30.48

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 29 23:11:57 2022 No.21319969 File: 2.71 MB, 3115x3853, 1652596307924.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] My dad sent an email to Apple TV and Netflix telling them to stop putting homosexual propaganda in their productions.

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 29 23:14:02 2022 No.21319978 >>21319969 BASED!

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 29 23:14:50 2022 No.21319980 >>21319958 my advice: lose weight

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 29 23:15:51 2022 No.21319985 >>21313339 > It's 5 am and can't sleep even after fapping. Read books for 30 - 60 minutes a day. And I want to sleep.

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 29 23:16:19 2022 No.21319988 Remote work has been terrible for me.

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 29 23:18:14 2022 No.21319999 >>21319969 fucking hell, the way americans carry on actually always validate the most tedious leftist tweets

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 29 23:18:55 2022 No.21320003 I wish my ex dies soon and everyone that supports her. Either die or disapper from my life and let me live a normal, casual, spontaneous, natural life. I hate my life so much because of her.

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 29 23:19:16 2022 No.21320009 >>21319988 what u been up to

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 29 23:19:40 2022 No.21320012 File: 59 KB, 580x777, 1601591303161.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>21319999 What do you mean?

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 29 23:20:53 2022 No.21320017 >>21317844 Is that a merchant?

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 29 23:21:28 2022 No.21320019 >>21319985 Lmao I woke up at 5 am and I don't fap.

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 29 23:21:38 2022 No.21320021 >>21320003 What did she do to you?

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 29 23:22:51 2022 No.21320031 File: 61 KB, 826x1263, 1660071408130439.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] in my life this vid has been a masterclass in how to act w girls in the bedroom https://www.pornhub.com/view_video.php?viewkey=ph591286b7bdcfd

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 29 23:24:01 2022 No.21320036 11:23pm going for a smoke no work tmrw wbu

Anonymous Tue Nov 29 23:28:17 2022 No.21320054

>>21320021
I've been asking her to go out with me for months. I told her on and on about how much I hate not getting to spend time with her. And then she went out with her friends who are supposed to be my friends too when she could've invited me and she did this for the most retarded reason.

She hacked my phone and laptop. And phone camera too. I asked her to stop it. I have her months of time to stop it. It's annoying. She didn't do anything malicious it toxic. I'll have stuff that I'd want to do and would want noone to look at.. basic privacy. I can't be myself when I'm on my computer and phone now. I broke up with her for hacking me and she didn't listen after I whined abt it for months. I tried to get used to being constantly spied on. But I couldn't. It hurt so much and she didn't give a flying fuck abt how I felt. So I broke up with her.

Anonymous Tue Nov 29 23:32:53 2022 No.21320076

>>21317244
The thing is that no matter what side of the political spectrum people are on, those values are always true -- for them. If liberals apply more "critical thinking", they will be only better at honing their own ideas, and vice versa. Any affiliation assumes that critical thinking and "factual knowledge" works, because ultimately they will put those things to their own purposes. Not to go all Jordan Peterson, but WHICH FACTS matters, and you can't select unbiasedly from an infinite amount of facts.

So, when liberals look at history they see slavery and racism, and that's "proof" of their theories -- and when conservative see history they see the triumph of the rule of law and free markets, and that's proof of theirs. Often their concerns can't even be coherently compared -- hence the perpetual talking past each other. So, knowledge means fuck all. Critical thinking is also a null value, because the people who CAN think critically are already doing that. And the people who CAN but WON'T think critically DON'T WANT TO.

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 29 23:34:00 2022 No.21320079 >>21319871 I do not speak hypocritically but honestly. Reality does need healing as well as individuals of my race. You are a mental troon trying to deflect from the straight path. Do not reply.

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 29 23:38:32 2022 No.21320096 >>21320079 i will reply ACTUALLY. i don't live in a country that celebrates thanksgiving but i am thankful i'm not as lost as this

Anonymous Tue Nov 29 23:44:59 2022 No.21320121

>>21316593
>Why are they so triggered when you mention morality or Evil?
It's because they don't want to be found out, and it's decidedly a part of the Marxist intellectual ethos to obfuscate terms to make dialogue impossible. After all, your "terms" are just imperialist tools, anon.

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 29 23:46:05 2022 No.21320126 click the non-italics, non-bold option.

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 29 23:51:25 2022 No.21320151 >>21319361 honestly if it weren't for the appeal to girls & normal people coke has, alcohol would be a contender for the number one spot

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 29 23:53:07 2022 No.21320161 americ anfootball

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 29 23:57:47 2022 No.21320185 waiting til midnight to transfer money to one of my other accts cos i already hit the daily limit i fantasized bout this back in chicago

Anonymous Wed Nov 30 00:02:32 2022 No.21320214

I saw a kid next to me in one of my college courses browsing 4chan today. I didn't want to stare and I couldn't figure out what board he was browsing since I wasn't wearing my glasses. My guess would be /fa/. Honestly out of all the kids in that class who would be browsing 4chan in public he was pretty far down on the list but I guess I was wrong on that front.

>>	Anonymous Wed Nov 30 00:04:47 2022 No.21320229 >>21320214 what was the fit sayin?

>>	Anonymous Wed Nov 30 00:05:21 2022 No.21320233 >>21320214 i used to sit behind a guy in a 3 hour lecture that would browse 9gag the entire time

>>	Anonymous Wed Nov 30 00:06:30 2022 No.21320239 >>21320233 who cares about 9gag

>>	Anonymous Wed Nov 30 00:13:27 2022 No.21320267 >>21313339 I feel incredibly violent and can picture so many ways of torturing and destroying my body but I never do anything at these times except slam my head a bit. Fucking coward. Things never change.

>>	Anonymous Wed Nov 30 00:13:34 2022 No.21320268 >>21320214 We're all anonymous, nigger. We could be anyone.

Anonymous Wed Nov 30 00:13:52 2022 No.21320270

Here's something slightly interesting.
>As the new, violent god said "Do ye yield?"
>The hero, barely standing, said "I yield to none."
>"Very well." said the god striking the hero down, and tossing the corpse to the very bottom of the mountain of dead bodies the god had created.

>>	Anonymous Wed Nov 30 00:14:40 2022 No.21320274 >>21319361 For me: 1) Beer Everything else is for faggots

>>	Anonymous Wed Nov 30 00:23:50 2022 No.21320306 >>21320274 can't imagine anyone on earth who would enjoy cocaine more than you tbqh

>>	Anonymous Wed Nov 30 00:34:07 2022 No.21320334 File: 3.85 MB, 3024x4032, DFFG875DF6-7DF8-DSF8-S8SD-9A6C-6F4E26AA56CE.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>21319742 Ok

>>	Anonymous Wed Nov 30 00:42:46 2022 No.21320369 >>21320229 He was very much dressed like someone trying to be a "dark academic". Seems like an alright dude though. I'm not very fashionable myself though, so I'm biased towards saying he was on /fa/.

>>	Anonymous Wed Nov 30 00:56:41 2022 No.21320443 >>21320369 no way. was he like south american looking?

>>	Anonymous Wed Nov 30 01:13:16 2022 No.21320515 thinking about converting to zoroastrianism

Anonymous Wed Nov 30 01:18:43 2022 No.21320533

why do i become so stupid uninspired and substanceless when i'm around certain friends, man? some of these guys i've known for more than a decade, and i just lose all clarity and lucidity when we meet up. none of my jokes are sharp, they get cheap, and i can't string together good sentences anymore. with some dudes i get quieter and ''feel wiser'' if that's allowed to be said, but then with old pals i go right back to being that teenager again. it's not that bad, but it creates an inner conflict on what my true attitude & mindset is supposed to be. it's strange.

>>	Anonymous Wed Nov 30 01:26:44 2022 No.21320558 >>21320443 ...yes

>>	Anonymous Wed Nov 30 01:31:02 2022 No.21320587 >>21320558 i'm not on fa enough to know the lore but this guy posts in every waywt thread, always in the same red room with very try hard fits. you can't really see here but he's mexican or something i believe

>>	Anonymous Wed Nov 30 01:32:07 2022 No.21320590 File: 3.19 MB, 4008x4080, 1663655712128423.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>21320587 ah sorry here's the pic

>>	Anonymous Wed Nov 30 01:44:29 2022 No.21320641 I'm so fucking hard on myself. I have such high expectations. I can't be happy if I don't meet them, and I've already failed to meet them. So I can't be happy.

>>	Anonymous Wed Nov 30 01:49:17 2022 No.21320660 Why does it seem like women are virtually incapable of understanding and valuing higher virtues?

>>	Anonymous Wed Nov 30 01:50:12 2022 No.21320663 >>21320009 Besides remote work? Reading.

>>	Anonymous Wed Nov 30 01:54:10 2022 No.21320683 >>21320663 thought you'd started doing H or something by the sounds of your first post. yeah doesn't sound all that bad to be honest

>>	Anonymous Wed Nov 30 01:59:34 2022 No.21320708 drank too much & ate too much now i'm not feeling top dollar

>>	Anonymous Wed Nov 30 01:59:46 2022 No.21320710 >>21320590 ok that's not him sadly would have been pretty funny if it was though

Anonymous Wed Nov 30 02:03:45 2022 No.21320723
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Why do people say "may or may not"?
The "or may not" is already implied in "may".
The word may means that it is a possibility but not a certainty; thus, the "or may not" is redundant.

>>	Anonymous Wed Nov 30 02:06:08 2022 No.21320736 >>21320723 because

>>	Anonymous Wed Nov 30 02:32:24 2022 No.21320834 >>21320641 I feel this way. Let’s just keep trying. It’s the only thing to be done. You’re not so bad if you’re trying.

Anonymous Wed Nov 30 02:47:28 2022 No.21320913

>>21320660
They're women. Most women are literal infants in grown-up bodies. Before I had my share of years-long experiences living with women I didn't get why older men seemed misogynistic. The truth is that they only want constant entertainment and stimulation, like children. Women of true faith aside most of them don't even THINK about things. From atheists who believes in astrology and tarot cards down to literal fucking idiots who are surprised to learn abortion is baby-murder or that sex actually symbolizes something more than brief entertainment for the rest of the population, I've never heard more ignorant and soulless things than phrases coming out of the mouth of a woman.
I think only old women and women who had fathers can understand concepts such as virtue. Others are too untethered to the real world. They've been babied their whole lives, who can blame them?

>>	Anonymous Wed Nov 30 02:56:18 2022 No.21320958 >>21320270 It contrasts the coolness of throwing away such an advantage with the humiliation of being reduced to an undifferentiatable member of a disgusting group.

Anonymous Wed Nov 30 03:01:09 2022 No.21320982

>>21320958
>>21320270
It reminds me of the part of Denial of Death:

>As Montaigne put it, on the highest throne in the world man sits on his arse. Usually this epigram makes people laugh because it seems to reclaim the world from artificial pride and snobbery and to bring things back to egalitarian values. But if we push the observation even further and say men sit not only on their arse, but over a warm and fuming pile of their own excrement—thd joke is no longer funny. The tragedy of mans dualism, his ludicrous situation, becomes too real. The anus and its incomprehensible, repulsive product represents not only physical determinism and boundness, but the fate as well of all that is physical: decay and death.

It's representative of the dualism of the ability to comprehend and imagine higher principles and things while also being stuck in a determined, rotting body.

>>	Anonymous Wed Nov 30 03:02:57 2022 No.21320989 >determinism reddit tier

Anonymous Wed Nov 30 03:05:20 2022 No.21320997

>>21320533
Just as when you encounter a door, you automatically recall procedural knowledge relating to it's operation, and if you explicitly focus, speculative knowledge relating to doors, so the same principle applies when you meet up with different people. This is why with some people we are more lucid, we act and move strange, we get serious, we revert to some attitude, etc.

>>	Anonymous Wed Nov 30 03:07:46 2022 No.21321002 >>21320641 It's the advantage of a disadvantage. If you lowered the difficulty of your aims, motivation would probably come to a halt.

>>	Anonymous Wed Nov 30 03:09:07 2022 No.21321007 >>21320660 They are. You are just generalizing from most people you've met. But the vast majority of people act basically automatically and unconsciously.

Anonymous Wed Nov 30 03:09:42 2022 No.21321009
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>>21313339
Well I'm addicted to tranny porn and sex with them. Addicted to Grindr app too. The first step is admitting you have a problem. I wonder often if I'll ever be worth a real woman's touch again, which is insane, because I've had women who want to be with me despite knowing my issues. I jacked off three times today. I'm 24 and I'm worse at talking to girls now than I was when I was 18 and I hadn't been doing this shit regularly for 4 years. Thank God I have a decent resume, a good physique and face, and my family doesn't know (or at least hasn't made any gay jokes at my expense in 4 years). I don't really know what the right way to deal with this is. Religion hasn't worked but I haven't put the real work in either. Some of the occult shit in books like Prometheus Rising is starting to sound like an appealing option and I'm worried I'm being led down an even worse path than I've been on. Crazy shit man!

>>	Anonymous Wed Nov 30 03:10:12 2022 No.21321010 >>21320533 You're still not true-to-self is why. If you're young that's reasonably normal, if not then you probably lack serious self-initiated life experience.

Anonymous Wed Nov 30 03:14:35 2022 No.21321024

>>21320989
If you are referring to me, nothing I said implied philosophical determinism. That we are to some extent physically determined would be absolutely retarded to deny.

Also, determining your position so that it needs to be the opposite of some other groups for social reasons is retarded. No better than "hitler did that so it's bad" argumentation.

>>	Anonymous Wed Nov 30 03:17:46 2022 No.21321038 >>21321024 Huh, I usually opt for "Hitler did it so it's good"

Anonymous Wed Nov 30 03:20:46 2022 No.21321050

The geezerly clock infrequently tick ticks and tock tocks a slow symphony of my own requiem. The new fan spins slowly, gently puffing the baroque air between the cold of an open window and the warmth of a boiling pot of water. But why boil the water? I wonder. I think, very, very much. And the water boils; while in my own flesh I freeze. My melancholic gaze drifts towards a towel. Or is it a towel? (I think). It was actually a shirt, but I did not notice. I was unable to notice because the sink was dirty and filled with dirty dishes colored yellow, tangerine and blue, but with earthy hues of mold and food-stuffs, long since forgotten to the care of the world.

Suddenly, a sparrow dies with a thrush, and the slow blooming violent shivers. Meanwhile, the door creaks open. I wonder, how did that door come to be? (I think). Then, it closes again.

Anonymous Wed Nov 30 03:29:15 2022 No.21321089
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Is it true that people in the past believed that smoking makes you stronger and healthier?
In the Hitler movie Downfall there's one part where Himmler is talking to one of the other top Nazi guys and they're worried about Hitler's physical condition because he's getting weak and frail and Himmler says "What do you expect from a non-smoking, teetotalling vegetarian"

>>	Anonymous Wed Nov 30 03:30:17 2022 No.21321095 I still feel bad about quitting a shitty job after only a few days.

>>	Anonymous Wed Nov 30 03:38:01 2022 No.21321124 >>21320590 Oh my Lord.... Cringe

Anonymous Wed Nov 30 03:53:27 2022 No.21321174

>>21320913
>They're women. Most women are literal infants in grown-up bodies. Before I had my share of years-long experiences living with women I didn't get why older men seemed misogynistic. The truth is that they only want constant entertainment and stimulation, like children.
>I've never heard more ignorant and soulless things than phrases coming out of the mouth of a woman.

Damn, son, I know being a millennialoid faggot is tough, but there's no need to project all your generation's problems on anybody else.

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