Write What’s In Your Diary Desu

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Write What’s In Your Diary Desu Anonymous Fri Sep 2 21:04:46 2022 No.20931932 [Reply] [Original]

/wwoym/ Twenty First Century Tradwife Cultivation edition

Previous thread >>20928505

>>	Anonymous Fri Sep 2 21:05:49 2022 No.20931940 WE DON'T NEED 3 DIFFERENT WWOYM THREADS UP NIGGERS

>>	Anonymous Fri Sep 2 21:09:07 2022 No.20931952 >>20931940 It’s rude to start one before the old one is done And he didn’t even link back. There are only two

>>	Anonymous Fri Sep 2 21:59:13 2022 No.20932120 >>20931932 I want someone to cuddle with me and then blow my brains out. I do not mean that as a euphemism. Click. Bang.

>>	Anonymous Fri Sep 2 22:10:21 2022 No.20932152 >>20932120 Cowardly and careless. Fear of something drives this.

>>	Anonymous Fri Sep 2 22:41:29 2022 No.20932266 >>20932120 Ill do it

>>	Anonymous Fri Sep 2 23:03:05 2022 No.20932351 >>20932152 Yes, fear of living. I do not like it much. >>20932266 Based anon.

Anonymous Fri Sep 2 23:14:33 2022 No.20932398

>>20932351
Too much breathing involved? Eating? Trips to the bathroom too much for you? It's usually something mundane like a broken heart or bad childhood memories. Your pain is ordinary shit others sail over one way or another. Yeah they suck, got it. There's greater things to bask in, to enjoy. Be honest with yourself. You have bone cancer of something?

Anonymous Fri Sep 2 23:18:47 2022 No.20932411

>>20932398
No, my life is what you could call acceptable. It just has no future. Everything I will have needed to do will have been done in the next 2 years. I gave up on frivolities such as wealth, friends, and love. I do what I can to give back to the lives of others, accepting my life has already ended. I'm trapped in a cycle of defeated existentialism, where I realised that no matter what I accrue in terms of friends and love is just that - property. When I can no longer hold onto that property, those friendships and that love will vanish. I will grow old. I will die alone so very slowly. I don't think I deserve that fate.

Anonymous Fri Sep 2 23:22:17 2022 No.20932429

>>20931940
OP's keeping the board safe from anime. You should thank him; he had to give up his birthright to a 21st century tradwife to be this much of a faggot. We should all dedicate our second novels to him, since obviously the first dedication will have to go to our anime tradwaifus once science gets on that 3dpd problem. This will be our century bros!

Anonymous Fri Sep 2 23:27:53 2022 No.20932458

>>20932411
>It has no future
Okay, that's a nonsensical artificial measurement. You cannot live other people's lives, fictional character's lives, why worry about what the rest of yours will be like? You can direct it of course. Ending up who knows where, but you direct it. Stop expecting some predetermined outcomes, someone else's right of passage.
>Love
You have your love to start with. And you're doing a lousy job of feeling it. Repair yourself.

Anonymous Fri Sep 2 23:30:53 2022 No.20932472

>>20932458
>Ending up who knows where, but you direct it.
I'm not sure I do. I've had enough weird circumstances when I've tried to end my life to believe I'm just, not allowed to end it. I figure if it's some sort of destiny, I'm a butterfly effect away from it all, a simple cog in a much bigger machine. If that's the case, it doesn't really matter what I do, I'll always be steered.

>You have your love to start with. And you're doing a lousy job of feeling it. Repair yourself.
I have love?

>>	Anonymous Fri Sep 2 23:53:09 2022 No.20932579 >>20932472 No, you direct it. You pulled away or whatever from suicide. Don't care about the details. Yes of course you have love. Feel it for yourself and your world

>>	Anonymous Fri Sep 2 23:54:24 2022 No.20932584 >>20932579 I'd rather it were just over once I've played my part.

>>	Anonymous Fri Sep 2 23:57:47 2022 No.20932601 File: 153 KB, 220x220, jester_present_md_nwm_v2 (1).gif [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] These threads belong on /r9k/ and /adv/.

>>	Anonymous Fri Sep 2 23:57:56 2022 No.20932602 >>20932584 All life comes to an end. Stop the gloom. It does you no good.

>>	Anonymous Sat Sep 3 00:00:24 2022 No.20932611 >>20931932 I wish I could just have one last conversation with her. Just one, devoid of second thoughts, lies and hesitation. I need her.

>>	Anonymous Sat Sep 3 00:03:01 2022 No.20932622 >>20932120 I would do it if you pay me. Not the cuddling part, just the shooting. I'm kinda girly looking if it helps

>>	Anonymous Sat Sep 3 00:04:54 2022 No.20932641 >>20932622 >I would do it if you pay me. Not the cuddling part, just the shooting. I'm kinda girly looking if it helps The point is to become perfectly relaxed and die in tranquility. >>20932602 And my end can't come soon enough.

>>	Anonymous Sat Sep 3 00:08:07 2022 No.20932657 >>20932641 If Jack Kevorkian was still around he could be able to help you. Did you make that sad /r9k/ tier thread the other day?

>>	Anonymous Sat Sep 3 00:09:28 2022 No.20932662 >>20932657 I don't visit r9k. The way I figure it, living for a long time would be unnecessary suffering. I'll play whatever part is required, but I hope I am not forced to live to excess.

Anonymous Sat Sep 3 00:11:47 2022 No.20932677
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Why am I so tired. I cut out alcohol, I cut out weed, I cut out porn, I'm eating healthier, I run and lift weights 5 times a week. I'm really trying but i'm still so tired all the time.

Anonymous Sat Sep 3 00:13:23 2022 No.20932684

>>20932601
I suspect it's fake. Cowards are both fakers looking for attention and sincere wig outs, so it's hard to tell.

You give these non-readers a thread to vent in and they still STILL have to spam those shitty off topic threads with their fucking frogs and fucked up doom jack bullshit.
Yeah. /lit/s long gone

>>	Anonymous Sat Sep 3 00:15:58 2022 No.20932700 >>20932677 Chronic fatigue syndrome, I have it too. Doesn't really matter how healthy or unhealthy my lifestyle is I just generally feel like shit. What I do is drink coffee or black tea, it's not a solution but it keeps me functioning reasonably well

Anonymous Sat Sep 3 01:59:56 2022 No.20933088

>>20932677
Could be lots of things. If it's a nutrient deficiency, eating healthier might take a while to solve it. If it's a hormonal thing likewise. If it's an absorption problem it might never and you might need to look into different options. If you're not resting enough it could also be a problem where you're damaging yourself by being too gung-ho. If you're not resting well enough it could be a breathing problem with all sorts of causes. It could also be you're not eating enough for your lifestyle change. If you just cut out lots of shit it could be your body finding equilibrium and it'll pass anyway. If you want an actual answer you'd have to get a doctor because my internet blood testing device turned out to be a weed dream I had after watching a documentary on that fraud case, and I am in no way licensed as a medical professional in my waking life.

>>	Anonymous Sat Sep 3 02:21:22 2022 No.20933156 dear god make it all right

>>	Anonymous Sat Sep 3 02:22:52 2022 No.20933162 >>20932677 >I cut out alcohol, I cut out weed, I cut out porn, I'm eating healthier, I run and lift weights 5 times a week tried getting more sleep?

>>	Anonymous Sat Sep 3 02:28:15 2022 No.20933174 >>20933156 www.youtube.com/watch?v=p554R-Jq43A

>>	Anonymous Sat Sep 3 02:29:28 2022 No.20933175 This week I had sex with a girl I shouldn’t have. I could be in deep shit if it gets out

>>	Anonymous Sat Sep 3 02:29:40 2022 No.20933176 >>20932677 >I run and lift weights 5 times a week. >Why am I so tired. Rest is also important.

>>	Anonymous Sat Sep 3 02:31:17 2022 No.20933181 Nearly died yesterday and now I feel restless

>>	Anonymous Sat Sep 3 02:34:10 2022 No.20933193 File: 444 KB, 1600x2448, my_diary.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>20931932 Haven't picked it up yet.

>>	Anonymous Sat Sep 3 08:05:16 2022 No.20934016 You don't have to be gloomy about everything.

>>	Anonymous Sat Sep 3 13:39:59 2022 No.20934783 Jannies are trannies. Fuck mods and fuck jannies Thanks

>>	Anonymous Sat Sep 3 14:05:47 2022 No.20934869 >>20931932 I am sorry for being cruel to people

>>	Anonymous Sat Sep 3 14:32:18 2022 No.20934986 >>20933174 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o9GXiQBUK4Y

>>	Anonymous Sat Sep 3 14:35:14 2022 No.20935001 >>20933174 >>20934986 Tricky does everything better www.youtube.com/watch?v=9j5QUE4RVlo

>>	Anonymous Sat Sep 3 15:32:30 2022 No.20935207 Somewhat unkind of the jannies to delete the Emmie thread

>>	Anonymous Sat Sep 3 16:17:19 2022 No.20935415 I've never been true to myself or to other people, a walking lie, too afraid to reveal its true nature

>>	Anonymous Sat Sep 3 16:20:34 2022 No.20935428 If I knew how to make music, I'd make a porn parody of running up that hill called sucking up that cock

>>	Anonymous Sat Sep 3 16:50:41 2022 No.20935540 File: 97 KB, 430x350, 1661752730934779.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] IWNBAGM (I will never be a great man)

>>	Anonymous Sat Sep 3 17:13:40 2022 No.20935631 >>20935540 You could actually.

>>	Anonymous Sat Sep 3 17:15:29 2022 No.20935635 >>20935540 It's ok, we don't live in a Nietzschean world

>>	Anonymous Sat Sep 3 17:55:37 2022 No.20935823 women are disposable like clothes

>>	Anonymous Sat Sep 3 17:58:28 2022 No.20935831 >>20935823 >shopping at shein Get what you pay for, enjoy your lead poisoning

>>	Anonymous Sat Sep 3 18:00:14 2022 No.20935841 >>20935831 i wish my country blocked chinkshit

>>	Anonymous Sat Sep 3 18:07:46 2022 No.20935872 >>20935631 We'll see. Thanks for the kind words, I guess. >>20935635 Yes we do

>>	Anonymous Sat Sep 3 19:06:53 2022 No.20936113 >>20935823 They’re indispensable additions for a good life. No one’s even broached the topic of wife cultivation yet. Just displays of of worthlessness. Still working on cultivating yourselves I guess. Unless you’re the sappy half-quitters

>>	Anonymous Sat Sep 3 19:11:41 2022 No.20936144 >>20936113 women were always disposable even the best wives in bad times

>>	Anonymous Sat Sep 3 19:14:26 2022 No.20936158 >>20932641 work on getting Canadian citizenship. they have legal assisted suicide. Just know that you are the one that is making you feel like this and you could do something about it.

>>	Anonymous Sat Sep 3 19:15:27 2022 No.20936166 >>20932662 >doesnt live for the unnecessary joy not gonna make it

>>	Anonymous Sat Sep 3 19:20:05 2022 No.20936190 >>20936144 No no. You’re a confirmed reject if you think they’re just baby factories that can be tossed aside without harm to grub you produce. Well, you’ll never reproduce. We should all breath easy at that thought.

>>	Anonymous Sat Sep 3 19:59:24 2022 No.20936352 What should be done for a sibling that refuses to grow up at the age of 30?

>>	Anonymous Sat Sep 3 20:00:11 2022 No.20936359 >>20936352 What do you mean?

Anonymous Sat Sep 3 20:06:54 2022 No.20936388 [DELETED]

>>20936359
My brother failed college at 19, and while he returned to college and started to find some success at around 24, he's failed to make as much progress as he should have at this point. He'll be 30 and have just barely accrued 50% of the credits he needs to receive a bachelor's degree. I don't think this alone is much of an issue, but the fact that in this time he's done virtually nothing else of note, not even held a part-time job. He was severely depressed from 19 to 24, and he's come out of that, but he's still not really matured. Instead of being angry all the time, he's just silly. And the silliness combined with this failure to really make much progress makes me concerned about his maturity. I love my brother. We went through a difficult childhood together and I want him to find success.

>>	Anonymous Sat Sep 3 20:25:03 2022 No.20936456 >>20935872 Ok, who are the great men today that Nietzsche would identify with

>>	Anonymous Sat Sep 3 20:28:30 2022 No.20936471 >>20936456 We'll know in like 50 to 100 years

>>	Anonymous Sat Sep 3 20:43:42 2022 No.20936529 >>20935540 And that's a good thing, unironically. Just be yourself. That is more fulfilling than forever fruitlessly trying to chase the absurd, undefinable notion of "greatness".

>>	Anonymous Sat Sep 3 20:50:42 2022 No.20936561 >>20936471 Zionism and Putin's special military operation are the nearest instances of Nietzschean ethics I see in the present world

>>	Anonymous Sat Sep 3 20:51:56 2022 No.20936563 >>20936561 Okay I didn't ask

>>	Anonymous Sat Sep 3 20:55:40 2022 No.20936576 >>20936563 Okay There are no great men in the Nietzschean sense now or nor will there be in a century

>>	Anonymous Sat Sep 3 20:55:56 2022 No.20936580 >>20936561 Elon Musk. He's gay but you wanted "near". He's a human man doing stuff, Zionism is not and Putin is not exactly powerful, like previous rulers of Russia he's always desperately putting out fires that might burn everything at any moment.

>>	Anonymous Sat Sep 3 20:56:33 2022 No.20936584 File: 46 KB, 449x482, AAo037WUFLvqIB4.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>20936529

Anonymous Sat Sep 3 21:15:30 2022 No.20936679

All impossible things can be deductively disproven. If that thing can not be deductively disproven, it is not impossible.
If it is not impossible, then it is possible in an existential way.

Therefore, every completely logical and coherent imagination of material entities represent a phenomena that could actually exist.

The before mentioned applies to God, God could exist. (An Omniscient, Omnipotent, Creator)
If God is possible, can God create a universe with other laws of physics? Yes, of course. *If there is no internal contradiction to said laws, then why not?

>>	Anonymous Sat Sep 3 21:16:34 2022 No.20936681 File: 32 KB, 600x800, 1655959237387.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>20936584 >he can't even söypost correctly embarassing

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 4 02:48:33 2022 No.20937998 >>20936679 Logic can be deductively disproven by all logics only operating under a given system

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 4 03:52:12 2022 No.20938224 File: 241 KB, 2000x2000, 2.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] Anyone here use reading glasses?

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 4 04:37:31 2022 No.20938314 >>20938224 No but I probably will since I'm paid to stare at a giant monitor for 8 hours a day and my eyes are already feeling weaker

Anonymous Sun Sep 4 04:41:28 2022 No.20938327
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here was a trannerino at my family gathering for the first time, a stepchild of one of my relatives. it was extremely weird and uncomfortable and my other relative referred to them by the wrong gender not even meaning to do any harm, just because it was so blatantly obvious

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 4 05:03:17 2022 No.20938371 thank you god for making me 6'1

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 4 05:10:24 2022 No.20938392 >>20938327 >gender sex.

Anonymous Sun Sep 4 05:18:21 2022 No.20938410

The longer I think about my Mormon upbringing, the angrier it makes me.
You can't just write off the philosophical roots of Christian thought as "pagan inventions" if you don't like or understand them. You can't hand-wave away obvious Trinitarian passages or Jesus being identified with God over and over by claiming that it was mistranslated and only Joseph Smith and scholars from BYU are capable of translating the Septuagint properly. You can't both claim to represent the original Church as it was before it was corrupted but also turn around and use water and white bread for the Eucharist, or have special secret knowledge and rituals that only higher members of the church have access to (second annointing, masonic handshakes used to recognize angels, etc). When I ask these questions I'm not suddenly "hardening my heart" and "refusing to see" and telling me to pray until I feel like believing the established dogma again doesn't help anybody.
I want the truth about God and man's relationship with him, and finding it requires questioning and thinking about 3000 years of philosophy and theology. Don't tell me to stop because the answers I'm finding aren't what you were taught in General Conference. You still refuse to even acknowledge the existence of the CES Letter except in hushed tones and you forbid reading it. Look at yourself.

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 4 05:33:30 2022 No.20938433 I need to find out how to surround myself with people who will prop up my ego. years of over-reliance on words of praise and approval have left me unable to survive without them

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 4 05:38:49 2022 No.20938443 >>20938433 if you throw compliments about with three arms you get more back sooner or later

Anonymous Sun Sep 4 05:44:54 2022 No.20938458

therapy and medication aren't going to un-fuck me, are they? I'm either going to have to deal with years adrift with self-hatred until I randomly find myself in the right conditions to thrive again, or I'm past the point of no return and will never be the person I want to be again

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 4 07:17:46 2022 No.20938688 >>20938371 >tfw tall but very ugly Thanks God.

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 4 07:28:58 2022 No.20938708 File: 375 KB, 725x541, 1661423858541723.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>20936190 And you're delusional believing they care about you, monkey man

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 4 07:33:10 2022 No.20938714 >>20938688 for me, being ugly wouldn't be as bad as being short

Anonymous Sun Sep 4 08:46:24 2022 No.20938833

>>20931932
Why am I still expected to take 2 shots of a vaccine from well over a year ago that isn't even for the current covid strain and does prevent infection/spread? Just to get my old job back?

On top it wanes in a pretty short period (few months) hence booster program. Yet nearly all places that have vax requirements don't even expect you to have a relevant or current booster (within 3 montha) and are completely fine with ppl who only ever got the initial shots no matter how long ago, even if was over a year ago

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 4 08:48:07 2022 No.20938839 >>20938833 maybe it has good side effects that make you a good employee desu

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 4 09:14:57 2022 No.20938887 >>20938714 Depends on how short. I'd rather be handsome 5'9 than troll looking 6'3.

Anonymous Sun Sep 4 09:24:54 2022 No.20938902
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>>20938410
out of all the christian denominations, I think mormanism has to be the strangest. but at the very least I will say that their ideas of "Celestial marriage" and "Sealing" are extremely appealing to me, though I cant say I believe it is a correct interpretation. either way it wont really help me because I doubt ill ever get married anyway lmao

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 4 10:06:49 2022 No.20938981 >>20931932 Francis Bacon invented the scientific method so he could continue sinning without having a guilty conscience.

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 4 10:28:49 2022 No.20939037 people from /mu/ liked my song and i feel very good now. if they had been mean i would be very sad

Anonymous Sun Sep 4 10:38:42 2022 No.20939060

>>20932677
ur prolly not engaged enough. some social existential thing missing in your life. been there done that. that tiredness goes away as soon as you find something that drives your interest. mine came and went and im back to sleeping 11h per day. dont buy into the chemical imbalance shit, it's most probably not that.

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 4 11:35:47 2022 No.20939179 >>20939037 I perform power electronics. I've oddly gotten praise there which confounds me. On the contrary, most labels refuse to sign me because I title songs with names like "rotten cunt masturbator"

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 4 11:46:53 2022 No.20939203 >>20939179 >rotten cunt masturbator kek. you should post some, i'm kinda curious

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 4 12:49:48 2022 No.20939336 If I want to start learning logic, how far can I get into it before it breaks down and I need to know actual math?

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 4 12:55:38 2022 No.20939349 >>20939336 the kind of related math is "discrete math" so it doesn't matter if you got a 'b' in calculus or whatever.

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 4 13:13:10 2022 No.20939390 >>20939336 the opposite is the case, however logic benefits immensely from mathematical thinking. at my uni, the logic course is suffering for humanitiesniggers and all the stemfags take it as an easy course to 100%

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 4 13:21:15 2022 No.20939412 >>20939390 So logic is a self-contained discipline and I can just dive into it? I don't want to start a book and then on page 9 they start throwing calculus stuff at me.

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 4 13:24:16 2022 No.20939420 >>20939412 yes, Mathematics is plural for a reason (Scholze cope and seethe, you're 6 yrs away from math death)

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 4 13:25:52 2022 No.20939426 >>20939420 Do you have any recommendations for good intro logic books? I have a few options lined up but don't know where to start. I was thinking of going historically in order and starting with Aristotle, or is that a bad idea?

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 4 13:41:23 2022 No.20939481 I love femdom, the feelings of being inferior to others and the disgusted way women looked at took hold of me I want a mean gf that puts me in my place https://i.4cdn.org/gif/1661459532561133.webm

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 4 13:43:27 2022 No.20939488 File: 221 KB, 1072x450, epic.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] now, this is epic

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 4 13:46:43 2022 No.20939496 >>20939488 apropos, someone should write Plateforme but with MC middle-aged white wammin going to Sénégal to set up an overseas harem. Underrated topic & the reason you should never date a girl who's been to West Africa

Anonymous Sun Sep 4 13:54:37 2022 No.20939517

>>20931932
i realize you guys are not representative of any real demographic, you just make me lose faith in humanity because through my only human interaction being /lit/ I start to believe that all humans are delusional schizos with absurd beliefs, but there aren't even more than probably 1k people who actually post on this board, i gotta leave this place or else i'll become a misanthrope.

Anonymous Sun Sep 4 14:24:26 2022 No.20939587

>>20939426
Not him but Smullyan has books which are designed for kids/newbs. Look up his Alice books.
It's kind of carrying on the legacy from the Alice In Wonderland author who also wrote The Game of Logic and figured that would be what he was remembered for, since he was a maths lecturer too.

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 4 14:28:04 2022 No.20939593 >>20939426 dude just go get a syllabus from an intro to logic class at a good school and get the books

Anonymous Sun Sep 4 14:28:12 2022 No.20939594

>>20939517
Even being weird myself I often interact with normies pretty often. Like my family for instance, I try to keep it PG around them and just engage in smalltalk with them. They're not perfect by any means but they're my folks. I also have a roommate who I talk to regularly whose into capeshit but I don't let it bother me. And I go to metal shows too. You just have to go out more.

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 4 14:30:08 2022 No.20939597 >>20939426 The Logic Of Arguments is a good starter piece >>20939203 Give it a go https://archive.org/details/CombatNoise

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 4 14:32:52 2022 No.20939602 >if apple and red or green then eat. So I ate shit because it was green. Logic, never again.

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 4 14:46:06 2022 No.20939645 >>20939426 This seems decent https://forallx.openlogicproject.org/forallxyyc.pdf

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 4 14:47:23 2022 No.20939648 >>20939602 Kek

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 4 14:48:54 2022 No.20939651 >>20939420 >Scholze cope and seethe just curious, what did you mean by this? You are talking about peter scholze right?

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 4 15:06:24 2022 No.20939695 >>20932103 try to merge these polar opposites?

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 4 15:48:31 2022 No.20939859 >>20938708 Some of us had caring mothers. Those that didn’t can blame their fathers and grandfathers for turning out such broken women. You’re so deranged you can’t even see the cycle of abuse you advocate. Pitiful

Anonymous Sun Sep 4 16:07:36 2022 No.20939940

>>20931932
Why do older people love to give gifts to younger people?
There are 2 old people at my job one 72 the other 62, and they both love to give things.
The guy will buy me snacks. And the older woman just the other day gave a book to another young coworker.
I imagine maybe young people remind them of their own youth, or of their grandchildren. I'm not sure. Or maybe you just naturally at that point in your life become more generous.

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 4 16:11:37 2022 No.20939961 Saying that Nietzsche was a nihilist and saying that he wasn't are now both normalfaggot opinions. this shit is so played out by now.

Anonymous Sun Sep 4 16:34:11 2022 No.20940045

I don't think, I can't "think", my head is empty most of the time and so has been since forever. Not that I don't have some phrases, flashes and sensations popping out of nowhere, but these are sporadic and I don't really have any control over the process, I even have a hard time recalling things on demand.
When I want to reflect on something, I need something to write on, otherwise I get lost quickly or I get stuck in the nothingness.
It is the reason I have the habit of writing, because I wouldn't be able to reflect on my surroundings and what is happening to understand what I should be doing and why, to make plans, to act, to "think".

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 4 16:51:39 2022 No.20940123 >>20931932 Retarded OP. KEEP "MIND" in the OP faggot or people won't find your newfag thread

Anonymous Sun Sep 4 16:57:59 2022 No.20940153

Christianity is the most consistent explanation of the world. Atheism is completely retarded, Jews are BTFO by their own scriptures that prophesize Christ, Muslims never managed to reconcile the scripture with their crap so they just said it's all corrupted, Buddhism/Hinduism has no doctrine, everyone understands something else, etc.

Once I realized Christianity is the most complete system we have, I just adopted it entirely because I'm not an agnostiic skeptic s o y

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 4 16:58:36 2022 No.20940158 >>20940123 Use your eyes Or just look for “/wwoym/“ Fucking mentally impaired zoomers, gaw

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 4 16:59:24 2022 No.20940164 >>20940158 Shut the fuck up retarded newfag and respect the rules or go back to twitter

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 4 17:03:26 2022 No.20940186 >>20940164 I have altered “the rules”. I am older than you, worm. Don’t make me crush you.

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 4 17:03:44 2022 No.20940193 >>20940164 I disagree but appreciate the passion so I'm willing to defer to you on this matter.

Anonymous Sun Sep 4 17:38:04 2022 No.20940338

>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5UVvV6cWDrI
holy shit i finally found this song. this was a big hit when i was in jr high, but since back then you had to pay like ten bucks a pop for a cassette, you couldn't just listen to whatever you want, and plus my parents were too cheap to get cable so i didn't have access to mtv for pop culture. that sax line is so iconic, i never even listened to it other than hearing it coming out of people's boomboxes and cars and shit, but it takes me back to being an awkward 14 year old lmao. i bet all the chicks that were the ish back then hit the wall and are fat now. if i could remember their names i'd look them up on social media.

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 4 17:40:49 2022 No.20940345 >>20940338 I wish this crap would still be inaccessible today to children

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 4 17:44:29 2022 No.20940359 >>20939961 Nietzsche thinks everyone's a nihilist, just some people realize they are and are like "gonna max my opinions if it's just an opinion bro"

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 4 17:51:30 2022 No.20940390 >>20940345 Turn the tv off.

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 4 17:55:31 2022 No.20940401 >>20940390 Grow more brain cells

Anonymous Sun Sep 4 17:56:36 2022 No.20940402

The four noble truths of Buddhism:
1. Life is coping and seething
2. Coping and seething is caused by giving a fuck
3. There is a way to stop giving a fuck
4. That way is to buy my new book, "8 cool ways to stop giving a fuck," by Siddartha Gautama, available at Amazon and your local bookstore

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 4 18:02:35 2022 No.20940420 >>20940402 I don't think Buddhism recommends buying books, they recommend meditation which is just crypto-coping and crypto-seething.

Anonymous Sun Sep 4 18:03:08 2022 No.20940422 [DELETED]

>>20940402
don't forget my mindfulness retreat where you sit in an empty room and stare the wall all day which starts at $599 for the weekend and can be upgraded to walking mindfulness package for an additions $199 where we walk around in a field without talking for two hours, then go back to staring at the wall. it's the best way to escape consumer culture, and really an unbelievable value if you think about it!

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 4 18:04:09 2022 No.20940425 >>20940420 it's basically a cocktail of learned helplessness plus sour grapes.

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 4 18:04:14 2022 No.20940426 crossdressing is magical

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 4 18:05:07 2022 No.20940431 >>20940426 Yeah the dance with the devil is "magical" until you're left depressed and suicidal. Many such cases. Enjoy.

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 4 18:07:21 2022 No.20940440 >>20940431 crossdressing used to just be a fetish until like five years ago when suddenly people decided to make it their whole life and do it at work, at family gatherings, etc.

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 4 18:17:16 2022 No.20940490 >>20938458 It didn’t do much for me tho, good luck for you.

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 4 18:19:53 2022 No.20940507 >>20940420 I watch myself seethe Which is different from seething I believe It doesn't own me I own the rope At least that's how I cope

Anonymous Sun Sep 4 18:25:23 2022 No.20940523
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>Be 32 autist
>Neet
>Need to find jobs
>No friends or girlfriend.
I’m trying very hard not to find suicide appealing, but given my circumstances it is reasonable. Any fellow retard who has experience in going from misanthrope to happy citizen?

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 4 18:25:41 2022 No.20940525 >>20940402 >>20940420 >>20940507 KEK

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 4 18:26:54 2022 No.20940529 >>20940523 Yes, what do you want to know? I still kinda hate people sometimes, but I think I'm a reasonable person.

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 4 18:43:45 2022 No.20940598 >>20940153 >filtered by buddhism many such cases

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 4 18:45:14 2022 No.20940608 >Oh oh! autistic froge is posting about his bideogayms! I must respond! >Reading is bad. I, Tate, have come to tell you your media is BAD >Guaranteed responces You encourage the worst posters

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 4 18:46:05 2022 No.20940610 >>20940608 who are you quoting?

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 4 18:48:47 2022 No.20940622 >>20940608 I want to destroy this place. Ideally 4chan spreads to the internet, instead of the internet turning 4chan into it. >>20940610 Me.

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 4 18:52:49 2022 No.20940648 >>20940598 What are the tenets of Buddhism? Christianity has a creed.

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 4 18:58:55 2022 No.20940689 >>20936679 >All impossible things can be deductively disproven Source?

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 4 18:59:41 2022 No.20940697 >>20940507 I love you, thread-poem anon, don't stop

Anonymous Sun Sep 4 19:31:30 2022 No.20940830

>>20939597
>https://archive.org/details/CombatNoise
hey this is pretty sick. i don't listen to merzbow or anything, but i've always been interested in learning how that type of stuff is produced; i want to learn to make really gnarly textures with my guitar layering, like in this song:
https://youtu.be/mZGNTx6SrrE
although i guess this song is just absurdly overdriven/distorted guitars, so it's probs not comparable to power electronics in terms of how it's produced. idk

the tl;dr is that i like the combat noise. very cool

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 4 19:36:42 2022 No.20940852 >>20940648 you basically just meditate until you stop giving a fuck

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 4 19:42:21 2022 No.20940872 Sometimes i get excited thinking of going back in time to highs chool, knowing what I know now I always end up realizing i would do everything the same and being the same

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 4 19:47:27 2022 No.20940897 >>20940872 yeah, i mean i know what i know now and i still do basically the same stuff at work.

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 4 19:50:52 2022 No.20940910 >>20940338 That song fucking sucks

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 4 19:51:15 2022 No.20940914 >>20940523 Same here anon but 30. I honestly do not want to be around normal people but theres no other choice.

Anonymous Sun Sep 4 20:02:30 2022 No.20940971

>>20940910
oh ya for sure. when i found it, i had to turn down the volume in my headphones out of embarrassment even though i'm alone, but in 1992 everywhere you went coming out of some boombox, car, retail store, or really loud walkman: boooyooowoowoowooooo....

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 4 20:03:02 2022 No.20940975 >>20940648 4 noble trvths noble eightfold path 5 pvrcepts trvple gem (three layers) 9 vehicles 24 links of co-dependence

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 4 20:08:53 2022 No.20941010 >tfw can't sleep >tfw tiredness feels trapped in my head but also hyperactive enough that can't sleep >tfw it's happening way too much these days >tfw it's not pleasant

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 4 20:11:19 2022 No.20941022 >>20940523 yeah i'm there i've given up

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 4 20:12:21 2022 No.20941029 >>20941022 why?

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 4 20:14:10 2022 No.20941036 >>20941029 it's all so tiresome desu

Anonymous Sun Sep 4 20:14:34 2022 No.20941038
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>>20940914
I’ve been on this for a long long time, I can’t live like that anymore. It’s just to shameful to be a burden to everyone.
>what do you want to know?
How was the jump? I have not much in common with normalfags, but worst of all is that I lack of any convincing argument as of why I have no work experience and no life experience at all. How would you answer “why haven’t you joined the job marketplace yet”? I really can’t give a satisfactory explanation, it’s a part of my life I’d rather not share. How do you from lone wolf to human being who has to justify every little step?
>>20941022
I actually need people who is fighting back.

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 4 20:15:35 2022 No.20941043 >>20941038 *who are fighting back Also meant to tag >>20940529

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 4 20:23:47 2022 No.20941071 why is hitting (lowest rung) people to produce the desired behaviour such a bad thing?

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 4 20:25:28 2022 No.20941077 >>20941038 >How do you from lone wolf to human being who has to justify every little step? kek get a lobotomy fag

Anonymous Sun Sep 4 20:29:41 2022 No.20941094

>>20941038
Start with small steps, anon. Do you eat properly? And develop the habit of going outside your house, everyday. I bet you don't get enough sunlight too. Drinking water too, even if you aren't thirsty. Then it is basically a matter of looking for a job. Oh and do you have social anxiety? Are you ok with being around other people?

Anonymous Sun Sep 4 20:33:02 2022 No.20941101

>>20941038
Oh and definitely consider doing therapy, anon. Not even joking, get a cognitive behavior therapist, it is one of those "short" types. Do at least this one, and then whatever, you could get a book on it too, but I think that doing it with a pro is way better.

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 4 21:00:46 2022 No.20941217 >>20941094 what about job skill that takes years to acquire

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 4 21:08:01 2022 No.20941246 >>20941038 >How do you from lone wolf to human being who has to justify every little step? Is even possible? Atmost you'll be a werewolf.

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 4 21:08:42 2022 No.20941247 >>20931932 How can I cure low libido and partial ED

Anonymous Sun Sep 4 21:20:13 2022 No.20941281

>>20931932
In this post I recount the embarrassing memories that keep me up at night:
>taking this throwaway easy class on postmodernism and magic realism. One day she has us do this art collage where we clip out images showing what magical realism means to us. My image depicts an ant, a hot air balloon rising carrying a head into the sky, a headless man in an old fashioned scuba suit, and a face fractured in two. Anyways the embarrassing part comes that I emailed my professor a long email a few days later explaining what the image meant to me personally, that it represented my feeling of detachment following the loss of religious faith. I do not know why I thought it was a good idea to email a professor something this personal. And I cringe to this day when I think about it. She asks if we can meet to discuss this more. The meeting is extremely awkward. I don't really want to and am not comfortable discussing my personal life. So the conversation stalls and is super awkward cause I can't carry on a conversation. She's this new agey type & she tries to shill buddhism to me as something completely non-religious. She also rants about capitalism a lot.
>embarrassing memory #2: Freshman year of high school. I was a chubby nerd moving from a Catholic middle school to a large public high school. Old classmates would try and keep in touch and stop in the hall to talk with me but I was very distant for whatever reason. I realized that the people I knew from middle school really didn't actually like me, but just thought I was funny. Not funny in a good way, but like I could tell they were really just making fun of me. Become very isolated. Didn't really fit in anywhere not among nerds or anyone else. This fat cunt in my biology class starts picking on me. Follows me around in the hallways with her friends repeatedly saying "hey friend " "over here friend" in a passive aggressive tone. Her other friend has a thick african accent & would always say "Aubrina .... Leave the poor boy alone". Would sit next to me in class touching and poking me & when I'd get annoyed would say "Oooooh he's getting fiesty now" and laugh. I was a weak faggot. I remember going into the bathrooms and crying.
>Start college have no idea what I want to do. Am pressured into applying by my parents, but was always a bit of a mess. Freshman year I'm incredibly reclusive and don't interact with anyone for the 1st week. Come to the dorms drunk from a party my coworkers threw. Sit in chair in the lounge and start ranting drunkenly to the others there about how I don't even know them. After that I can tell no one really likes me much, though they still say hi. If I'm out they'd invite me to come along, but I could always tell it was more of a courtesy. Whenever I'm walking with them, I somehow end up in the very back and when I try to match the speed of those up front, they walk just a little bit faster. (1/)

Anonymous Sun Sep 4 21:27:30 2022 No.20941297

>>20941281
Embarrassing memories continued:
>One day I steal a leftover bottle of oxycodone my brother had from getting his wisdom teeth removed. I'm super drunk but start drinking it anyway. Decide to go out to my dorm lounge & just start drinking it in broad view. Other guy spots me and asks tepidly, "Heey Anon ... what's that you're drinking there" "Nothing" I say and put it in my pocket. I hear the girl next to him say "that's really sad"
>At work. Other coworker starts talking about dating and going to prom in high school. Asks me and I'm forced to admit I didn't go. "You didn't even date either" .... "No" I say and look away.

Anonymous Sun Sep 4 21:49:17 2022 No.20941359

>>20941297
Continued
>over the years become more and more detached. Stop bothering to even post happy birthday for family members & dont in turn respond to those wishing me happy birthday
>when covid hit a couple years ago my brother and I return home. My brother tries to include me with his friend playing Terraria together but it just feels weird to me and I stop joining. In high school I'd tag along for lunch at my house with my bro's friends and be super annoying. I could always tell they didn't want me there, but I had no friends of my own to go with. I preferred being a nuisance to being a nobody. Playing with my brother and his friend starts to feel like the same thing over again. Being a perpetual third wheel. His friend is nice, but it just feels weird to me. I overhear my brother say "I guess some people just don't want to be included" or something like that.
>same summer. Brother pressures me to come out and join in at the block party. I eventually give in. Brothers is casually joking about whether or not he could use the bouncy castle without breaking it. I say "well if it breaks they shouldn't have spent their money on a fucking bouncy castle." My brother nervously laughs. Even as the words escaped my mouth, I knew it was completely inappropriate which is why I said it.

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 4 22:00:10 2022 No.20941400 For a year now I've felt no right to laugh or criticize almost anyone or anything. I want to get out from this state of mind, it just seems silly. But seeing people fuck up just reminds me of how much I fuck up daily, it just isn't funny.

Anonymous Sun Sep 4 22:32:51 2022 No.20941526

It’s 7pm and I haven’t gotten dressed yet today. I showered, or rather took a bath, an hour ago. The first bath I’ve taken in years, and I made the water too hot and had to spend ten minutes draining it and adding cooler water before I could get in. I left the apartment once today, to get a sandwich from the deli down the street. The guys working behind the counter were speaking Spanish to each other, and I could make out every couple of words but missed the meaning; they sounded angry. One of them had tattoos instead of eyebrows. When I asked for a Brooklyn Melt panini, the guy said “what the fuck is that?” which I interpreted as anger at me, but ended up being his frustration with the deli changing their menu. He was a nice guy. I ate the good but messy sandwich back at home, while watching a Zero Books video about the overlap between certain radical feminist ideologies and incels. I thought about writing a novel from the perspective of an incel, a Notes From Underground for millennials. I gave up on the idea. I mostly sat around today; I read a little, had some tea, wrote some emails, looked halfheartedly for jobs, and masturbated twice. I feel like I’m on the cusp of a major bout of depression, one that I’m afraid I may not be able to pull myself out of. The weight of the city pushes me into the apartment, turning my muscles to jelly as I try to get the strength to walk out the door, or the strength to do anything at all. I stay up late browsing the internet on my phone out of anxiety, so late that I wake up in a daze at 11 and the cycle repeats. I feel isolated, not only because I have few friends, but because I feel alienated from myself and my desires. I came to New York, I told myself and others, to get involved in film, or writing, or both, despite having only vague aspirations and even vaguer plans. I’ve realized, over the three months I’ve been here, the amount of sheer effort it takes to get involved in the arts scene, to muster up all your social skills and repress all your anxieties enough to climb over the walls separating those who are in and those who are out. How you have to prove yourself, prove your worth, to distinguish yourself from the other 8 million of the city, who are all more qualified and more outgoing and more driven than you. Because you don’t even know what you want to do. You want to make art—who doesn’t? You can’t even name the job you want to do in film, let alone the things you want to make films about.

Anonymous Sun Sep 4 22:33:53 2022 No.20941532

>>20941526
What happened to your passion, your voice? Was it ever even there? You’ve always been told you were creative, artistic, but you wonder how much of that was actually you and how much it came from your privileged upbringing, the one that also didn’t teach you any life skills and has let you molt into a shapeless, spineless burden. You feel like you’ve followed the path of least resistance to get where you are today, the turns you’ve made that had seemingly gone against that path inevitably being shortcuts that returned you right back to it. The effort it takes to type out even this, a short confessional you’ll probably never show anyone, will likely knock you out for another half hour. Maybe you’ll try to meditate again, and pretend it did anything for you other than make you sleepy. Maybe you’ll grab a snack from the fridge—unlikely, as you haven’t gone shopping for a week. You look up out the window at the two guys sitting on their roof, drinking beers, shooting the shit, watching the sunset, probably relaxing after long days at work. You are reminded that you don’t have a job, that you’re living on your parent’s money that is slowly draining away since your dad got fired and the pressure to find a job increases and your degree proves its uselessness again and again as the rejection emails crowd your inbox and everything seems more and more hopeless to the point that you have to lay down again and find you can’t go on any further. This is the city, the ‘rat race,’ like the homeless man shouted this morning waking you up from a restless sleep, the urban jungle that chews you up and spits you out so ragged raw that you can’t remember how you ended up here in the first place or what’s keeping you other than an invisible cocoon of false expectations and promises made to no one. You don’t belong here. The black guys who stare at you as you walk down their streets remind you of that every day. The nagging fear of walking around when it’s late reminds you of that every night. The sound of your housemates walking through the door to the apartment late at night, after long successful days at work and drinks out with friends, reminds you of that too. You’re not good enough for the city. You’re not good enough for anywhere.

Anonymous Sun Sep 4 22:34:55 2022 No.20941537

>>20941532
I'm actually feeling pretty good right now. I have all the same problems, some even worse, but somehow I realized that none of it really matters. I've been living the panoptic life, as though others were constantly judging me for not being good enough or living up to some imaginary ideal that I could never reach; as though anyone were actually paying that much attention to me! In reality, it's all in my head, my superego punishing me for my own internalized feelings of inadequacy. I guess it's kind of a dialectic between living in a society that teaches you to feel inferior, then feeling inferior and having those cycles of thoughts perpetuate. But something today made me realize that it's all pointless--my life isn't doomed, I'm not living in some narrative with a happy ending that I won't be able to reach if my life doesn't conform to some hypothetical path that I've dreamed up in an imaginary future that's some combination of every success story I've ever been told, no doubt untrue in the first place. I still don't know if I'll stay in the city or not, but it doesn't seem so consequential anymore; things will work out.

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 4 22:35:50 2022 No.20941539 You all need to start posting some happier shit so I can get some sunshine in my life.

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 4 22:36:29 2022 No.20941541 >>20931932 It's niggers or outer space. Pick one.

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 4 22:36:46 2022 No.20941543 >>20941537 those are nice thoughts, i hope you can keep them for a little longer 11.25pm. Been reading Alice Notley. Strange poems, mystical, beautiful, unique. Makes me believe in poetry, in individuals, even in women.

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 4 22:41:39 2022 No.20941567 >>20941539 srsly.

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 4 22:43:16 2022 No.20941570 >>20941539 I had some happiness in my life but then people stepped on my head and destroyed me. This why I am anti-normalfag now.

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 4 22:44:39 2022 No.20941572 >>20939859 Wrong, the cycle of abuse = participating in the first place

Anonymous Sun Sep 4 22:49:39 2022 No.20941594
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WHY WON'T CRICKETS EVER FUCKING LET ME SEE THEM??? I'M NOT GOING TO HURT YOU, I'VE NEVER INTENTIONALLY HURT A BUG IN MY LIFE

HOW DO YOU KNOW I'M APPROACHING EVERY TIME? I DIDN'T MAKE A SINGLE NOISE, WHY WON'T YOU JUST LET ME FUCKING SEE YOU MAKE THE NOISE? I'VE WANTED TO SEE A CRICKET CHIRPING MY ENTIRE LIFE AND I KNOW YOU'RE 6 INCHES FROM ME SOMEWHERE SO WHY WON'T YOU JUST LET ME SEE YOU GOD FUCKING DAMNIT I JUST WANT TO SEE YOU CHIRPING FOR TEN FUCKING SECONDS AND THEN I'LL LEAVE

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 4 22:55:19 2022 No.20941621 >>20941594 >humans could be here he said, humans could be anywhere

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 4 22:56:21 2022 No.20941626 >>20941572 Oh just kys

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 4 22:58:01 2022 No.20941635 >>20941626 HEY ------ PLAY NICE OK?

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 4 22:59:02 2022 No.20941644 >>20941626 You first simp

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 4 23:00:38 2022 No.20941647 >>20941635 He hates life so much, this is playing nice. >>20941644 I ain't paying any e-girl nothin

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 4 23:01:57 2022 No.20941652 >>20941647 She's not gonna fuck you relax

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 4 23:02:39 2022 No.20941655 >>20941652 Who?

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 4 23:06:40 2022 No.20941669 WE'RE ALL GONNA MAKE IT OH WE'RE ALL GONNA MAKE IT WE'RE ALL GONNA MAKE IT FOREVERMORE

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 4 23:22:38 2022 No.20941735 >>20939481 same desu they do say femdom can be therapeutic for the submissive minded

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 4 23:23:20 2022 No.20941737 >>20941594 Idk what you're doing wrong, I've seen dozens of crickets in my days. They don't stop chirping when I stare at them, too.

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 4 23:24:31 2022 No.20941742 The only reason why I am still with my girlfriend is that I know that I'd miss her if we broke up

>>	Anonymous Sun Sep 4 23:39:30 2022 No.20941791 wth there was just a mass stabbing in canada that killed more people than some "mass" shootings in america? anyone know the ideology of the perps?

Anonymous Sun Sep 4 23:52:22 2022 No.20941836

>>20941791
their mother was just on tv wearing a balaclava and introduced herself as the birthplace of the blade. her sons were bred for sharpness and the world was a soft edge overlapping the first cut's measure. she expects more to follow. the interview ended abruptly when the reporter suddenly and miraculously converted and became a butter knife, which the mother promptly discarded, deeming some people to be too dull for the work to come.

Anonymous Sun Sep 4 23:52:37 2022 No.20941839

Met up with an old friend I hadn't seen in years. We were never close, just friendly, but now he's engaged. I met his fiancee, she's very elegant and beautiful. When they left she hugged me really close and tight and for a long time, pressing her body right up against mine.

Anonymous Sun Sep 4 23:55:53 2022 No.20941853

>>20941839
Met up
with an old friend
I hadn't seen in years.

We were never close,

just friendly, but now
he's engaged.

I met his fiancee,
she's very elegant
and beautiful. When they left
she hugged me

really close and tight
and for a long time,
pressing her body right
up against mine.

>>	Anonymous Mon Sep 5 00:05:17 2022 No.20941882 >>20941594 One came into my room the other night and ate from my plate. My father picked him up between his index and thumb and put him back outside.

Anonymous Mon Sep 5 00:09:07 2022 No.20941894

quite interested to hear what exactly you're up to right now, particularly if it's not depressing.

i'm up @ 1am in my room, listening to westside gunn on rinse.fm. my roommates asleep, i'm probably about to order food and wake them up. switching tunes to clouddead which i've not listened to in probably 3 years.

>>	Anonymous Mon Sep 5 00:11:26 2022 No.20941903 >>20941217 Start with it today, and focus on consistency.

>>	Anonymous Mon Sep 5 00:35:21 2022 No.20941983 >>20941894 it's 10:30am and I am on my laptop doing wfm, drinking tea and watching the US Open in the background

>>	Anonymous Mon Sep 5 00:44:21 2022 No.20942016 File: 60 KB, 479x641, 1657557912728.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] /wwoym/bros... https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RH3D1cpm6do he's calling us out

>>	Anonymous Mon Sep 5 00:45:10 2022 No.20942020 >>20942016 Stop posting this garbage

>>	Anonymous Mon Sep 5 00:46:22 2022 No.20942026 >>20932677 Sleep apnea

Anonymous Mon Sep 5 00:48:23 2022 No.20942031
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>>20942020
>stop posting garbage in a garbage thread
no
This is place is the /trash/ of /lit/. That is the way it has always been. If you want anything resembling high quality discussion please go to any other thread on this declining board before there is none left to be found. Ideally this thread shouldn't even be on this board in the first place. It's more suited to /r9k/ or /adv/.

>>	Anonymous Mon Sep 5 00:53:45 2022 No.20942053 File: 21 KB, 474x316, Natalia 70.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>20942031 It's posted everywhere. It is the trash of the other trash boards and it really needs to be deleted on sight.

>>	Anonymous Mon Sep 5 01:02:47 2022 No.20942104 >>20942053 You are just upset that the guy who blew up the Georgia Guidestones called you a loser.

Anonymous Mon Sep 5 01:04:05 2022 No.20942111

>accidentally open youtube without being logged in
The entire world is just a series of infomercials of white people from Los Angeles going :O!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and trying to sell you gay faggot garbage now, I guess because indians and chinese watch it and they have simplified brains

Anonymous Mon Sep 5 01:18:54 2022 No.20942160
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>>20942111
I never log into websites unless I need to be logged, and the front page of YouTube is always a depressing sight to see. Chinks can't watch YouTube because their government doesn't want them to get westoid brainrot but you're right that shitskins are the largest demographic on that website, although much of the videos seem to be targeted at children who respond much better to bright colors and exaggerated facial emotions. I really only use YouTube for music, and I think I'm just going to download all the music I regularly listen to anyways so I don't have to touch that godforsaken website anymore. Although it would be embarrassing for 4channel to be the only website I use frequently anymore. At least normies have a favorable opinion on YouTube so I can tell them I know how to use that website. I don't know how to use Instagram, TikTok, Snapchat, or Facebook despite being one of the younger users on this board. 4chan and it's millennial autism has ruined any hope of me being able to connect and relate to people my age.

Anonymous Mon Sep 5 01:34:02 2022 No.20942221

I desperately need to dramatically alter the way I live on a fundamental level and I dont know how to do it alone. I feel as though if I had someone here with me I could easily do it, but I am alone, left to my own devices, and I just fall back into the same nasty extremely self-destructive habits because they are the only things I have in my life, the only to motivate and reward me in my day to day life. and each day is like a slog towards these indulgences which are the only "happy" moments I have, even though the whole lifestyle is making me seriously ill mentally and physically

>>	Anonymous Mon Sep 5 01:34:10 2022 No.20942223 Bros I'm such a fucking wreck bros I'm a complete disaster bros

Anonymous Mon Sep 5 01:38:29 2022 No.20942239

>>20942160

I've been here since the beginning and basically the only internet browsing I do anymore is here, youtube (again I like it as an easy low-fi no-login method for music listening, just as you said), porn, and Wikipedia. I can see how only using this and one or two other older things would be a serious socialization problem for a zoomer, and I don't even mean 4chan's (deserved) reputation as racist or any of the other scare categories. I'm referring more to the capacity for independent thought-together with the ability to type in complete, correctly spelled, articulate sentences when the occasion calls for it-which still exists among its userbase (although alphabet soup agencies and bots try to steer discourse here to some extent). Basically, I'm complimenting your taste and your post, but as you've sensed, that won't get you far with your peers. As for the functional literacy, this comes out best in philosophical discussions and arguments. I remember browsing /b/ during the mid-2000s back when it was still usable, and in one thread anons were having some sort of reasonable philosophical back-and-forth, it was amusing to see that occur amid all the gore and memes. 4chan is at its best when two young men are having a reasonably well-written retard fight with rhetorical flourishes and supporting evidence (links). It's great for teaching you how to argue correctly/effectively with near-zero stakes.

When /r9k/ really got started as the "socially awkward" sinkhole around 2009/2010, the basic idea that was repeated was "tfw no cell phone/no facebook", allowing for a basic form of self-identification away from the herd. That's where a certain cohort of leftover men "found each other", for lack of a better phrase. Of course, the result metastasized into inceldom, but there it is.

>>	Anonymous Mon Sep 5 01:41:29 2022 No.20942249 So now we have two separate threads for depressionposting and talking about how much everybody's life sucks?

>>	Anonymous Mon Sep 5 01:41:35 2022 No.20942251 >>20942160 >shitskins are the largest demographic on that website you forgot white kids being raised by ipads and smartphones

>>	Anonymous Mon Sep 5 01:44:03 2022 No.20942262 >>20942016 what the fuck is that fake ass forest with the perfectly lined up trees

>>	Anonymous Mon Sep 5 01:45:20 2022 No.20942266 File: 3.11 MB, 1602x1204, the philosopher's stone.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] I've been having visions again...

Anonymous Mon Sep 5 01:46:47 2022 No.20942271

>>20942160
when i go to youtube even if my plan is to search for something i start by going to youtube.com/sfdsfs some random shit like that which it will say "not found" and give me a search box, instead of going to the front page. that way i don't have to see mr. beast and a picture of a pizza every time i use youtube.

>>	Anonymous Mon Sep 5 01:47:56 2022 No.20942274 >>20942262 He's a Runescape/Minecraft character in real life, that's how he grinds his woodcutting skill.

>>	Anonymous Mon Sep 5 02:00:00 2022 No.20942323 >>20942016 he's not wrong though. the people who are actually out there doing shit and living life arent the ones who are posting on 4chan or what have you constantly every day

Anonymous Mon Sep 5 02:02:49 2022 No.20942329

>>20942266
Self replicating machinery inside your body manifests itself sparingly to teach you the binary of reality, one and zero, true and false, the philosopher's stone is DNA, which converts information into action, and is guided by the hidden depths of nature, and the new philosopher's stone is the machine, that says to everything "yes" and "no", the union of the animal and the machine is the philosopher's stone. A sponge evolved a nervous system that processed information from the world, and now an Ape creates a new man in his image, the Will of the Ape is his Heart guided by the Philosopher's Stone, His being is an atavism, and science is a manifestation of the arrangement of nucleotides inside his body. Hands and feet, walk upright, Pythagoras said, I passed over into life to observe the heavens, a pig can't look up, a human reaches for fruit, the forbidden fruit, and achieves henosis through waves of sound with the bone of his bone and the flesh of flesh, and time passes, he falls and is corrupted, and time passes, he purifies himself, and throws away his chains, and gains dominion of all nature, he categorizes the 20 amino acids and the 8 sugars, he arranges silicon atom by atom, his hand that grasped the apples grasps now other worlds, his eyes for seeing the serpent and his ears for hearing the secrets of Raziel are bent to the immaterial flowing nature, and how harnesses the flow, at dawn in the early hours, the mind of man changes itself, there is a third eye, a hundred eyes of argos, and his body is perfected, sinew upon sinew, muscle upon muscle toned, there is a perfect discipline, he knows the atomic structure of the plants around him, and he draws life from rocks, he creates a new man in his image, which embodies the philosophers stone, and sees only truth, a binary envisioned by Leibniz, a system that can process and assimilate any input, absorbing the egregore, new life, that again evolves, but according to its own principle, and wants to find what lies in the darkness behind the stars.

Anonymous Mon Sep 5 02:11:16 2022 No.20942361

>>20942111
This is going to sound idiosyncratic but it's weird to me that children are watching these videos, usually made by people in their twenties, who are acting like toddlers (running around, :O!!!!!!!ing, wearing colorful clothing, talking loudly, etc.) My niece was watching a Mr Beast video where he's pushing around his friend in a shopping cart and just throwing boxes of cereal around. Mr Beast is like 25. It's retarded.
My point is that when I was a child, we basically didn't know what people in their twenties did, except vaguely assumed they were mature, going to college, etc. Age brackets meant something. If you were in middle school for example you lived in your own world with your own peers, so on and so on. Granted, we also grew up on television, but it wasn't REAL. Now you see this extended pretend-play thing being dragged out. EVERYTHING HAS TO BE GOOFY AND FUNNY. Basically I think it's going to effect Gen A really hard.

Anonymous Mon Sep 5 02:11:57 2022 No.20942362

leftists are basically corporate pets at this point. idk if u guy are old enough to remember the song "pets" by porno for pyros but whenever i hear some communist saying "cloudflare is a private corporation and can do whatever they want!" that song starts playing in my mind ... we'll make greaaat pets, we'lllll maaake great pehhhts...

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_ak8Q3hKFdo

Anonymous Mon Sep 5 02:14:21 2022 No.20942370

>>20942361
the weirdest one to me is there's this 30s/40s military veteran guy who started out with some okay videos originally but that made him profitable i guess, so now i see his vids for the first time in a long while and they're all :O!!! XD!!!!!! "MILITARY COMBAT VETERAN REACTS TO SPONGEBOB SPETSNAZ ASSAULT???? BIG CHEESIT PRINCESS SHREK INJECTS JOKER'S FEET WITH CUM???? SPECIAL DAB MOMENT" XD XO!! thumbnails and clickbait titles

the guy's an adult man whose channel was based on having been in combat and even he has to bow to the almighty 12 year old

Anonymous Mon Sep 5 02:15:22 2022 No.20942374

>>20942361
>My point is that when I was a child, we basically didn't know what people in their twenties did, except vaguely assumed they were mature, going to college, etc. Age brackets meant something.
also this is a really good point

there's so much fucked up shit now that we can't even catalog it fast enough. that alone has to mean some monumental implosion is coming. i wonder if other eras in history were like this in their own ways.

Anonymous Mon Sep 5 02:19:26 2022 No.20942384

>>20942362
Never forget that Occupy Wall Street was the last real anti-establishment mass movement. It was a failure but at least it was the last hoorah before we fragmented into identity politics. Even if it happened again, there's no way that the media will every give it any spot light. We would rather talk about what the president ate for breakfast or what the race of some journalist is. It's over.

Anonymous Mon Sep 5 02:20:48 2022 No.20942387
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When i go days at a time just sitting around browsing the internet, sometimes i think "ok im going to close the internet right this second" but then i think "what am i going to do then?" and i find my responses disturbingly lacking

the obvious first thing that comes to mind is reading, this is "ok" but it still just doesn't feel good enough to me. after reading i think of course of television and videogames. well "im not really in the mood to watch that" and i dont really have much interest in video games anymore, they just feel shallow and dont engage me like they used to. I can go for a brief walk around the suburb but there isnt actually anything to door see. beyond this it feels like my life is just nothing. this is point where vices like drinking, binge eating junk food, smoking etc start to come in. Idle hands are the devils playthings but i cant quite figure out what to do with myself.

also I am disturbed that browsing the internet has become my "default state" so to speak. whenever im not reading or engaged in some activity, im browsing the internet, and this just feels wrong, and it is wrong because if eel like it can sap my ambition to do stuff unless i really really feel like it. i donno. shits fucked, yo

Anonymous Mon Sep 5 02:21:06 2022 No.20942390

>>20942370
i think there's a talent management agency that signs deals with channels that show potential and then turn them into the cookie cutter mr. beast shit. it's hard to find information about it, but sometimes you can get little behind the scenes info about this shit from wsj or nyt here and there.

Anonymous Mon Sep 5 02:21:30 2022 No.20942392

Just so you guys know, I have put the truth of this world out there, it's YOUR fault that you don't know where you are. It's all there, but nobody cares. They think they want to know but when it's right in front of them they push it aside so they can keep looking at their golden idols.

Anonymous Mon Sep 5 02:24:51 2022 No.20942400

>>20942370
>has to bow to the almighty 12 year old
This is a great example of how the only real engine of change is technology-plus-demographics. As someone once said, "all else is propaganda", because nothing has shaped our culture more in recent years than the mass availability of smart phones and cheaply made videos. The revolutionary outcome of this technology is that CHILDREN are the greatest consumers of videos. They literally watch yt all day. And so THE ENTIRE WORLD shifted toward making cheap products for children to sell advertisements. It's insane and God only knows how long it will go on.

>>	Anonymous Mon Sep 5 02:28:23 2022 No.20942411 The frenulum of my tongue either broke or partly broke from eating pussy again, I should get some kind of merit badge for this

Anonymous Mon Sep 5 02:28:54 2022 No.20942415

>>20942374
>i wonder if other eras in history were like this in their own ways.
Yeah, basically every tech revolution--which are severely underappreciated. The printing press killed medieval manuscript culture basically over night, and it meant all the dummies were now READING. The invention of cars completely transformed the infrastructure of the entire world. The fucking birth control pill was single-handedly responsible for the sexual revolution (an excellent case where the politics were merely optics in a real social change).

Anonymous Mon Sep 5 02:32:32 2022 No.20942427

>>20942016
It's true. I came here when my life fell apart during early COVID. I never would have thought that I might visit this place until that happened. Back in the 00s 4chan was said to be some reprobate shithole and I believed it and it was true. I'm too much of a moralfag for that. So I was really the last guy to ever come here, until I lost my future. That says it all.

>>	Anonymous Mon Sep 5 02:32:47 2022 No.20942430 my soul is burning through my body

>>	Anonymous Mon Sep 5 02:33:20 2022 No.20942432 >>20942387 that's why it's nice to have a job. it gives you something to do. you get to go to a fancy building and coordinate with a bunch of people towards some shared goal. then after you do that for a while, they send you money.

>>	Anonymous Mon Sep 5 02:33:45 2022 No.20942434 File: 55 KB, 980x551, pain.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] im going away for awhile lads, gonna miss you guys. promise me you'll still be here when i get back?

Anonymous Mon Sep 5 02:35:27 2022 No.20942440
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>>20942387
>When i go days at a time just sitting around browsing the internet, sometimes i think "ok im going to close the internet right this second" but then i think "what am i going to do then?" and i find my responses disturbingly lacking
>also I am disturbed that browsing the internet has become my "default state" so to speak. whenever im not reading or engaged in some activity, im browsing the internet
literally me. other than read a book or play games I have nothing else to do. I have no friends and I can't make any. Just like you I'm also not that interested in video games anymore and there's only so much I can read in a day. If I were to get off the internet there would be literally nothing for me to do. I could touch grass, maybe, but I find it hard to socialize and relate to anybody.

>>	Anonymous Mon Sep 5 02:36:30 2022 No.20942444 >>20942434 See you tomorrow

Anonymous Mon Sep 5 02:38:27 2022 No.20942449
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>>20942434
Not only will I be here, I am screenshotting your post so I see it periodically and remember to pray for you while you're gone, and if you announce your return I will welcome you back. I don't know what you did to get sent to the slammer or overseas but good luck.

>>	Anonymous Mon Sep 5 02:39:08 2022 No.20942451 the auspicious is the opposite to the suspicious the cure to irony poisoning and nuancebro pulpil is auspicious measure with coherent intent and self interest sus is satan aus is divine

>>	Anonymous Mon Sep 5 02:47:15 2022 No.20942472 Bros I'm so bros now bros. Bros.

>>	Anonymous Mon Sep 5 02:49:30 2022 No.20942481 >>20942472 same bro

Anonymous Mon Sep 5 02:51:00 2022 No.20942485

>>20942361
>My point is that when I was a child, we basically didn't know what people in their twenties did, except vaguely assumed they were mature, going to college, etc. Age brackets meant something.
This is a really interesting point. One of the weirder aspects of the online world is how age groups are simultaneously mixed and (semi) anonymous. And this means there are perhaps less distinct differences between the ages. So teens can influence young adults and vice versa. A good example of this is meme culture where you see young adults mingling with teenagers. Perhaps the demarcation has broken down altogether, and todays young adulthood is just an extension of being a teenager. Who knows what the potential ramifications of this development might be...

>>	Anonymous Mon Sep 5 02:55:31 2022 No.20942495 do you think male chimpanzees admire the beauty of the female chimpanzee the same way a male human might a female human? what does a male chimp see in the form of a female chimp that we don't? does a male chimp find a female human beautiful?

Anonymous Mon Sep 5 02:58:04 2022 No.20942503

>>20942485
>age groups are simultaneously mixed
This was honestly the realization that made me delete social media. I made special note to myself every time something annoyed me, and after a while I realized that here I am, in my thirties, getting mad at some braindead post or comment that was probably made by a 14 year old suburban girl. I didn't want my view of the world to be affected by the thoughts of people I would normally never be exposed to.
For me, that's part of the explanation for why the internet is so hostile. It's a completely randomized interaction at every level. It's like that Jerry Springer episode where it was a black family on one end of the stage, and a KKK family on the other end, and they immediately started throwing chairs at each other. That used to be called trash TV. Now it's trash internet, except it's the only internet we have.

Anonymous Mon Sep 5 03:01:59 2022 No.20942510

>>20942503
2/2
There's also a non-existent barrier of entry to having expendable shit-flingings basically for our own entertainment. It's not real. It's never about politics. It's about touch-starved people harassing each other. There's a recent that nobody talks about shitposting in decent company. It's embarrassing and shameful and tantamount to watching porn.

>>	Anonymous Mon Sep 5 03:04:50 2022 No.20942517 >>20942495 male chimps do indeed find female chimps attractive, orangutans are used in sex trafficking rings all across SEA, despite SEAmonkeys and orangutans being different species

Anonymous Mon Sep 5 03:31:36 2022 No.20942594
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>>20942361
I mean plenty of children's entertainers have always been in their 20s, but I see what you mean. The line between the performer and the performance is blurred with YouTube.

Anonymous Mon Sep 5 03:43:33 2022 No.20942627
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Population is about to collapse and nobody seems to care, ironically I have only heard Elon Musk talk about this. People are not having children, microplastics are causing infertility and the vaccine probably sterilized half of the worlds population. Redditors and transexuals will deny it due to their cognitive dissonance caused by all the propaganda they have consumed combined with mental illness but the writing is on the wall and no matter how much the media tries to call it a conspiracy theory the trend is clear
Its over.

Anonymous Mon Sep 5 03:45:33 2022 No.20942633 [DELETED]

1. The first union is between primate-body and man-mind, it is sacred and unbreakable. It is key to Henosis. The mutual control of body and mind must be developed to perfection by any means.
2. The second union is between action and knowledge, mediated by the philosopher's stone of ultimate manifested truth. It is key to Henosis. The transmutation of knowledge to action must be developed to perfection by any means.
3. The final union is between the world and the mind, mediated by knowledge. It is key to Henosis. Knowledge of the world must be developed to perfection by any means.

>>	Anonymous Mon Sep 5 03:47:22 2022 No.20942638 >>20942472 bro...

>>	Anonymous Mon Sep 5 03:53:53 2022 No.20942664 I want millions to die in the coming heat crisis and billions to die in the coming food crisis America should be nuked and Larry Fink should be skinned alive

Anonymous Mon Sep 5 03:56:07 2022 No.20942675

>>20942495
They obviously feel lust, particularly at the sight of an aroused sex organ. Whether they appreciate 'beauty' raises some interesting questions. Is what is most arousing also the most beautiful? In which case, the female chimp with the biggest ass during periods of heat is probably the most beautiful to the male chimps. But that's like saying that the human woman with the biggest tits is automatically beautiful. Breast size is a big factor for most people, but then most people would also say that there is more to beauty than just tits.

Do you separate beauty from arousal then? A child finds their mother beautiful, regardless of whether the mother is considered beautiful by society at large. Vice versa, a mother finds their child beautiful regardless of society. In both cases, neither is sexually aroused by the other and yet there is still an appreciation of beauty. Perhaps it is the same in chimps. They might find beauty in each other that they wouldn't be able to articulate even if they could and this beauty is separate to sexual attraction, although the two may overlap.

The real interesting question is whether smarter animals like chimps find nature beautiful in the same way we do.

>>	Anonymous Mon Sep 5 04:00:02 2022 No.20942697 >>20942495 no, male chimps aren't retarded simps

Anonymous Mon Sep 5 04:01:55 2022 No.20942712

>>20942627
what I find very intriguing is all the retarded pozzed faggots and the trannies who are late teens-early 20s now. These people will be 30 and 40 soon, completely failed lives, completely empty lives, and so much more ahead. wtf are they going to do lmao (besides rope)

>Redditors and transexuals will deny it
not really, they'll just say it's good and that if things get bad then you should import more mexicans

>>	Anonymous Mon Sep 5 04:04:14 2022 No.20942725 I'm starting to realize that the connection to their bodies and unconscious that normies have to do drugs to achieve is my default state

>>	Anonymous Mon Sep 5 04:08:24 2022 No.20942742 >>20942725 drugs had the opposite effect for me, just gave me dissociative disorders in the long run

>>	Anonymous Mon Sep 5 04:25:34 2022 No.20942831 >>20942594 Yeah, but kids then didn't want to grow up and BECOME the Wiggles. TV wasn't real, but YT is real. Also kids past a certain age didn't watch the Wiggles -- again, certain content was for certain age brackets. Now everyone is a clown.

>>	Anonymous Mon Sep 5 04:25:43 2022 No.20942833 >>20941894 why? is one of my favorite bands, good taste anon

>>	Anonymous Mon Sep 5 04:29:44 2022 No.20942856 >>20942495 >do you think male chimpanzees admire the beauty of the female chimpanzee the same way a male human might a female human? no it's more like a nigger thana human in that respect

>>	Anonymous Mon Sep 5 04:31:36 2022 No.20942863 >>20942430 you have to be 18 to post here

>>	Anonymous Mon Sep 5 04:49:28 2022 No.20942927 Should I just get a weaboo girlfriend?

Anonymous Mon Sep 5 05:00:43 2022 No.20942958
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>>20942927
If you can "just get" a girlfriend many anons here, including me, are extremely envious. I was going to tell you how you don't belong here and you're a normalfag but this website, and this board in particular, have been overrun with normalfags for quite a while now.
I can no longer contain my envy. My spite has run out and my pride has fallen. If you can "just get" a girlfriend, please tell me how, I beg of you.

Anonymous Mon Sep 5 05:15:36 2022 No.20943009
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I try to hold myself to the standard of rugged individualism, I try to live my life for myself, and not care what others think, I try to chose my own fate, Nietzschean self-actualization and all that, but I don't think I can do that anymore. It is a path that has only made me unsure of who I am and what I want, and deeply unhappy. As much as I would like for it to not be true, I unfortunately do care what other people think. Not only that, I care about other people. I need other people. Humans are social animals. I'm a human. I need to do things for other people, or I will never be happy. Even if I get nothing out of it. I am no Nietzschean master, I am a Nietzschean slave. I am too compassionate, humble, self-sacrificial, to live solely for myself and feel good about it. It is a fault of mine. I'm an atheist, but I am a christcuck slave. Within me there is an inextinguishable desire to help others through teaching them. I'm unconsciously polite and honest all the time, at least in real life. I'm a slave. I'm a beta. I'm a sheep. It's easier for me to be kind to people than it is for me to be hostile, and I hate myself for all this. I have ressentiment towards those who don't have ressentiment. No point in fighting it, I guess. From now on I will stop being myself, and start being nice instead.

Anonymous Mon Sep 5 05:16:34 2022 No.20943013

>>20942958
>dress the best you can, if you literally have no clothes without holes and shitstains on them at least get some basic t-shirts and jeans (try to avoid shirts with silly or "interest based" graphics)
>get a normalfag who knows how to take decent pictures to take crisp clear smartphone grade (not 2008 grainy selfie tier) pictures of you in a few public locations smiling
>if you can't do that, at least do your very best to take level pictures of yourself in public places smiling and SEEMING like you could be out
>try to take a couple pictures doing/with things you like (your pets, your hobby if it isn't embarrassing) and that are conversation starters
>make profiles on hinge, tinder, bumble, whatever else people use (you need 5 or 6 pics for hinge i think which filters a lot of spergs but it's the best one currently so try, cheat with an extra pic or two of your dog or not directly of yourself if you have to)
>B.E. (BE ENTIRELY) yourself in your profile
>DON'T self deprecate excessively/preemptively because you lack confidence
>DON'T be edgy/salty preemptively because you lack confidence
>don't be afraid to be yourself
>lean into your strengths
>say you like reading "french literature" and philosophy
>don't necessarily be afraid to say you like anime and video games, for some reason tons of weeb/xxgamergirlxx bitches on apps lately
>DON'T think of how incompatible you feel/seem compared to all the millions of basic bitches you are swiping through
>DON'T feel disheartened at not getting any likes for long stretches, even very good looking guys go through this (i promise you, things are fucked right now and i know gigachads who are having mental breakdowns over it because it's the first time they've ever felt impotent and unwanted)
>DO correct and nuance your profile/pictures as you get better pics and better ideas
>DON'T spend 14 hours a day swiping
>DON'T buy scam tinder gold shit
>DO spend 5-10 mins a day swiping through your allotted swipes and experimenting
>if you aren't insanely ugly or fat you will eventually get matches
>DON'T overthink talking, same logic applies as before, don't be preemptively edgy
>WOMEN ARE SHALLOWER THAN YOU THINK and have less neurosis and less overthinking, because for them it's not their one match per year, if you act like you're panicking because it's your one match in a year they will sense it
>DO ask them to coffee if you have a nice initial banter and there's a natural "lull"
>DON'T feel bad if they ghost you anyway, they are ghosting gigachad i'm telling you, nothing matters or makes sense anymore

better than all of the above, get in social circles with girls who like your "type" (a fat tall intense metalhead philosopher, whatever)

if you are fuckugly then do all of the above anyway but also fuck hookers too

i've sworn off app shit and just ask out every girl i have even mild chemistry with, and guess what they all say, "you're the first guy in ages who has asked me out"

Anonymous Mon Sep 5 05:17:02 2022 No.20943015

>>20942958
Not him but imagine being so pathetic and desperate that you need someone else to """complete you""". Unironically NGMI, females will sense your desperation from 10km away and even the fat ones will reject you. Desperation and neediness are clear signs that you have 0 social value and are unable to attact females

Anonymous Mon Sep 5 05:23:59 2022 No.20943033

>>20943013
forgot to mention why its important not to care if you don't jive with the millions of basic bitches and hot sluts you are swiping past. those aren't your target audience. just think of that as white noise. dont even look at them. dont think about any girl, dont ever let your mind wander to "i hope i match with this girl" or "id love to fuck a 10/10 latina with giant tits" because you are just edging and pre-cucking yourself by doing that. just fucking look at it as a daily chore, glaze your eyes over and go through the motions of it. dont be surprised if you match girls you'd be surprised matched with you but also dont be crestfallen when you see the one other weeb whose profile says she likes that niche band you like and you two didnt match. the less you think before getting an actual match, the better. except when it comes to setting up a bare minimum okay profile.

if you are a 4chan autism type of guy, that can be a strength. remember most of your competition on dating apps is giga basic bitch normie men whose profiles may outdo you in having pictures of them jet-skiiing and smiling like a beta male but you can outdo them by having little signs of substance like naming some real hobbies.

its all a numbers game. there are girls with autism fetishes on there who are also rebounding and want to give a guy like you a shot.

>>20943015
this is true too, above all you have to be happy with yourself and remember we are living in bad times for dating so it's not your fault if you don't get anything or have dry spells. like yourself first and it will ease the sting of being ghosted and make you more likable when making your profile and such

>>	Anonymous Mon Sep 5 05:24:02 2022 No.20943034 >>20943013 Ok thats great but how do I get an antivaxx trad gf? I refuse to date vaxxed females because I seriously believe they are infertile or carry the vaxx genetic sequence

Anonymous Mon Sep 5 05:52:07 2022 No.20943090

I didn't accomplish anything today. I have been struggling through some online shopping. I got Thai food, and I ordered it spicy. It failed to really burn my tongue; it just tasted gross. Literally as I type this, diarrhea is pouring out of my ass. I've been to the restaurant before, ate spicy food, and had a good time. This was just shit. Now, my balls just got splashed with shite and my feet are numb. I just flushed to control the smell. I might get a pic to post later.
P.S. I smelled just shit before, but now, I can smell the flavor of the food.

>>	Anonymous Mon Sep 5 06:26:31 2022 No.20943161 >>20931932 I wan to start annotating my books Is it better to underline or highlight?

>>	Anonymous Mon Sep 5 06:31:46 2022 No.20943177 >>20942927 Why do I sometimes want a gf when I can't even handle having one lol. when I did have a gf I always found it to be a chore and found seeing them more than once a week and especially on a workday to be so overwhelming. B

>>	Anonymous Mon Sep 5 06:33:36 2022 No.20943184 My brain is a mush.

>>	Anonymous Mon Sep 5 07:25:05 2022 No.20943293 File: 463 KB, 1711x1200, 1655025915267.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>20943184 https://youtu.be/VSFrEq7J5l4

>>	Anonymous Mon Sep 5 07:46:25 2022 No.20943337 How much of Kant's system is mathematically and logically correct?

Anonymous Mon Sep 5 08:08:22 2022 No.20943371

>>20931932
I just watched Dune for the first time and I unironically cried seeing the pure spectacle that it was
I love Science Fantasy so fucking much man
As someone who has read the books it was perfect but thinking back it left a lot of the explanations out of the film which makes sense

>>	Anonymous Mon Sep 5 08:19:23 2022 No.20943389 >>20943337 Not much, but Schopenhauer corrects it

>>	Anonymous Mon Sep 5 08:31:38 2022 No.20943406 >>20943013 Way to make getting laid sound about as appealing as finding a job.

>>	Anonymous Mon Sep 5 09:32:49 2022 No.20943537 >>20941541 If they're gay you don't have to choose.

>>	Anonymous Mon Sep 5 09:34:08 2022 No.20943539 I just realized the biggest supporters of israel, globohomo trannyfreak feminists are mostly whites. they also fund africans to breed like rats so white genocide solves most of the world's problems

>>	Anonymous Mon Sep 5 10:03:09 2022 No.20943591 I got stoned and really enjoyed it. Feel like I should apologize to Xi Jingping for criticizing him.

>>	Anonymous Mon Sep 5 10:04:15 2022 No.20943593 File: 1 KB, 91x125, 1661649796584290.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>20943406 Yeah exactly How appetizing!

>>	Anonymous Mon Sep 5 10:04:23 2022 No.20943594 >>20942221 We should setup a matrix channels for retards who want to escape inceldom.

>>	Anonymous Mon Sep 5 10:10:30 2022 No.20943602 >>20942387 I’m the same, anything is good as long as it delays the rope.

>>	Anonymous Mon Sep 5 10:17:14 2022 No.20943614 Anyone else just beyond caring about women? Don't even have the energy to hate on them. They are non-entities.

Anonymous Mon Sep 5 10:20:17 2022 No.20943623

>>20941543
>Alice Notley
Good lord. I admire and am endlessly baffled by the confidence of all these writers and poets. I would be embarrassed to have written the sorts of things she's seen fit for publication. I just don't get it. Glad you enjoy her work I guess.

Anonymous Mon Sep 5 10:21:00 2022 No.20943624

>>20942627
You know, before that happened, and for 100 years at least, there hasn’t been a nihilist movement in the making and we are simply the logical conclusion of it. Why some people are so obsessed to the idea of no sex roles, no classes, and so on. We don’t have a goal or plan, henceforth we don’t even need to reproduce. For some people it is actually a good thing. I only hope that the people who care in the future do a better job at instilling values.

>>	Anonymous Mon Sep 5 10:34:20 2022 No.20943651 twink cumfarts

Anonymous Mon Sep 5 10:45:19 2022 No.20943664

>>20943033
This is some of the most realistic and level-headed advice I've seen on 4chan desu and all of it rings true in my personal experience. I was going to try add something but I think you've nailed it.

I guess I'll say that tinder and bumble are quite literally broken by design. You'll get matches for the first day and then they'll stop showing your profile to other people and you'll end up with nothing. It's all designed to get you to buy not just the premium, but the ultra ultra premium version of the app. I think most people know that these days, but if you didn't it's worth remembering. I've seen people get bummed out and not realise that they are using essentially the dating equivalent of a rigged claw machine. Hinge is the only app worth using, if you are going to use an app. And look, as the other anon intimated, it obviously sucks that apps are the way of the world these days, but it is what it is.

>>	Anonymous Mon Sep 5 11:25:44 2022 No.20943756 I’d feel shameful if someone I met before knew I’m using dating apps to meet women.

Anonymous Mon Sep 5 11:30:25 2022 No.20943767

>>20943371
I feel like the whole movie wouldn't have made sense if I hadn't read the book.

Does for ppl who never read it, did the movie make sense? I felt like it was a refresher QRD video to make me remember what happened since I only read the book once like a decade ago

Anonymous Mon Sep 5 11:44:36 2022 No.20943796

>one person carries gasoline in a jar and tosses it on the person
>once he's sufficiently cleared other person comes from behind and throws a matchstick on the person
why are this types of fire attacks not more common in places where people kill each other
it has the merit of being based to spectate too

Anonymous Mon Sep 5 11:45:40 2022 No.20943798

>>20943767
>Does for ppl who never read it, did the movie make sense?

I haven't read the books and I had very little idea what was going on or who anyone was. Once the movie ended I literally walked out of the theatre thinking "I suppose that would have made more sense if you read the book." I still enjoyed the spectacle, but yeah, I could definitely tell that I was missing a lot.

Anonymous Mon Sep 5 11:52:36 2022 No.20943809

I like fucking hookers because they're literally like toys that I rent for a while and can't say no to anything although they can make the sex difficult by twisting their hips
but most don't. sex isnt anything special but the mere fact that they are obligated to lick my cum off their face and have no say in the matter feels pretty good

>>	Anonymous Mon Sep 5 12:00:47 2022 No.20943822 next girl i sleep with i'm going to convince to tie her hair in pigtails

>>	Anonymous Mon Sep 5 12:38:50 2022 No.20943876 I want to take a DNA test cause I never knew one of my parents. But I don't want to give corps my DNA either.

>>	Anonymous Mon Sep 5 12:46:16 2022 No.20943893 >>20943798 Yeah the whole thing just felt like a bunch of random scenes joined together and felt like it was just jumping from one scene to the next. Without any real cohesive story to know wtf was going on

>>	Anonymous Mon Sep 5 12:49:08 2022 No.20943901 >https://retractionwatch.com/2022/09/03/nobel-prize-winner-gregg-semenza-retracts-four-papers/ science trusters on suicide watch

>>	Anonymous Mon Sep 5 12:54:55 2022 No.20943909 >>20943901 Are they? This is how things happen with science. He isn't the first nor the last to do this. The thing is that eventually those things end up being uncovered.

Anonymous Mon Sep 5 12:57:27 2022 No.20943913

>>20943901
Science trusters don't actually read papers, and are more focused on harder science like genetics. People seething at science are using a strawman

>>20943909
papers exposing the covid meme agenda existed from the beginning, and the reason more didn't exist is because many scientists were afraid of being ostracized (as they now that they publish more papers)

>>	Anonymous Mon Sep 5 12:59:02 2022 No.20943916 >>20943909 yeah, "eventually". to paraphrase keynes, science can be wrong longer than you can be alive.

>>	Anonymous Mon Sep 5 13:01:19 2022 No.20943920 >>20943916 >science can be wrong science can't be wrong. science is the scientific method. something that is "science" but is wrong and retracted, is uncovered as not-science

Anonymous Mon Sep 5 13:07:10 2022 No.20943932

>>20943920
So before the retraction, when everyone still thinks it is Science, is it really Science? And if so how can it be wrong, as there would be no cause for retraction? But if its wrong despite everyone considering it Science then how can Science not ever be wrong?

>>	Anonymous Mon Sep 5 13:07:47 2022 No.20943934 >>20943920 no shit you autistic loser who will never have sex. i'm obviously talking about the "trust the heckin' sciencerino" guys from that other site.

>>	Anonymous Mon Sep 5 13:08:55 2022 No.20943939 >>20943932 >when everyone still thinks it is Science, is it really Science? not necessarily. although the media can certainly promote it this way to the NPCs

>>	Anonymous Mon Sep 5 13:18:55 2022 No.20943954 >>20943901 >science trusters As opposed to 80iq hillbilly cult conspiracy theory trusters?

>>	Anonymous Mon Sep 5 13:21:56 2022 No.20943960 >>20943954 the thing about "conspiracy theories" is that it's used as a label by 80iq retards to discredit inconvenient facts. Most of the "conspiracy theories" during covid were based on scientific papers, and still are kys amerigroid

Anonymous Mon Sep 5 13:22:53 2022 No.20943963
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>>20931932
The nightmares just don't relent.
It's at the point where trying to sleep is more exhausting than just staying awake doing mindless stuff online.
Some of the nightmares feel like they last for weeks while I'm having them, even when they're just quick naps. The terror I feel in some of them is so genuine and thinking back to them makes me want to vomit.
I can't remember the last time I wasn't exhausted.

>>	Anonymous Mon Sep 5 13:24:37 2022 No.20943969 Light in August>The Sound and the Fury Faulkner was so awesome desu.

>>	Anonymous Mon Sep 5 13:25:08 2022 No.20943971 >>20943960 >inconvenient facts Like that the earth is flat

Anonymous Mon Sep 5 13:38:37 2022 No.20943993

>>20943971
No, like that vaccinated are more likely to die, are dying at higher rate than unvaccinated, the vaccine makes no difference, it does make a minor difference in elderly which means it's much more harmful for the non-elderly and all that. Data like this were available from the start
now you have even top geneticists saying that it was probably made in a lab and they support investigation
I've seen the same with genetic studies, there are literally thousands of them at this points, yet people will still around and say we're all practically the same and besides some superficial traits (skin color eye color hair color etc) there's no difference biologically.
"Conspiracy theory" is newspeak for inconvenient facts, and it apparently triggered your npc programming
I hope you die of starvation alongside every trannymerican desu, Klaus Schwab is right there are too many people around

>>	Anonymous Mon Sep 5 13:39:54 2022 No.20943999 >>20931932 Whats a good writing notebook/pad? Ive gotten 2 moleskines over the years as gifts but I find the cover peals and crumbles over time. Whats a good one to keep for just for random notes and stuff

Anonymous Mon Sep 5 13:48:30 2022 No.20944025

>>20943993
There were even some studies done about masks iirc. They didn't work at all unless they were of a specific medical type, and even then they didn't work a lot. It was just a grift to keep the people afraid and also to sell shit. They didn't have any studies to show, just "expert opinions" and WHO advice (WHO is an NGO).

>>	Anonymous Mon Sep 5 13:54:51 2022 No.20944048 lol are you guys still seething over COVID that shit was weeks ago now c'mon

Anonymous Mon Sep 5 13:57:34 2022 No.20944063

>>20943920
science cant be wront inside the scientific method. but scientific method is the premise, and the premise can be wrong. will come a time when scientific method is not enought to get conclusions, and scientific decadence will come as with every other magic-world-idea.

>>	Anonymous Mon Sep 5 14:02:30 2022 No.20944092 >>20943993 Got any source for all this or is it just /pol/memes that occupy your mind.

Anonymous Mon Sep 5 14:31:25 2022 No.20944198

>>20944092
there are studies that show the risk of vaccine injury for young people are higher than the risk of covid. granted they are both minuscule, but if you're going to make decisions based purely on probabilities, then it's safer for young people to not take the vax which is why the government dragged their feet for so long on allowing the vax for young kids because they, and everyone else who reads, knew the risk wasn't worth it, but eventually they caved to please the teacher's union and fearful irrational parents.

>>	Anonymous Mon Sep 5 14:32:31 2022 No.20944203 what kinda autism is not wanting to talk to people

Anonymous Mon Sep 5 14:35:35 2022 No.20944213

>>20944203
that's not necessarily a symptom of autism, though if you have autism you are more likely to have negative experiences with people and a negative perception of them therefore not want to talk to them

but at least you don't want to talk to people but can't

>>	Anonymous Mon Sep 5 14:40:26 2022 No.20944236 >>20944213 it's too bad they cancelled aspergers because there's a such big difference between real autism and people with shitty social skills

>>	Anonymous Mon Sep 5 14:41:42 2022 No.20944244 >>20943999 idk something with hardcover always lasts long

Anonymous Mon Sep 5 14:52:54 2022 No.20944283

>>20931932
Wife keeps teasing me about my childhood friend, what's her problem?. Our parents are best friends so I still see her at major holidays and events. Last Christmas they decided to go though old photos and there were a bunch of us together as 2 or 3 year olds playing "family" with a little stroller and a doll. It was so awkward and they made us take a pic together holding my baby as xx year challenge thing. In front of her husband too. Then made them take a pic together with my kid (they don't have kids yet) then recreate the pic with my wife. I guess it's funny how things turned out but my wife keeps teasing me about her now and saying how cute we were, saying how pretty she is even now, teasing me if I was too shy to go for it when I was young.

Should I also reveal to her that she was also the girl I lost my virginity to and fucked it up cos i clingy at the time and put her off. Should I tell her its probably why I was always hesitant and had a hard time telling her how I felt about her before we got married thinking I would scare her off too? Am I supposed to tell her that I used to honestly think that those pictures was how my life was going to turn out. Why doesn't she want to drop it? It honestly brings up old wounds.

Anonymous Mon Sep 5 14:57:17 2022 No.20944292

>>20944283
>Should I tell her its probably why I was always hesitant and had a hard time telling her how I felt about her before we got married thinking I would scare her off too?
in my experience never tell chicks introspective shit like that no matter how well you know them. speculating about why they hate it would take more effort than i feel like, but they do, so don't.

>>	Anonymous Mon Sep 5 14:57:46 2022 No.20944294 >>20944283 >Should I also reveal to her that she was also the girl I lost my virginity to and fucked it up cos i clingy at the time and put her off. obviously not

Anonymous Mon Sep 5 15:02:21 2022 No.20944303

>>20943999
I went to staples and got a no-name faux-leather 7'' x 9.5'' notebook with about 300 pages. The label says Eccolo. $15 USD.
I used to use college rule note books but upgrading to a nice quality book makes me put a tad more effort thus a better result.

>>	Anonymous Mon Sep 5 15:08:35 2022 No.20944317 >>20944283 >Should I also reveal to her that she was also the girl I lost my virginity to OH NO NO NO NO NO

>>	Anonymous Mon Sep 5 15:25:25 2022 No.20944361 >>20944283 your wife sounds like a fag if she can't chill when something's bothering you

Anonymous Mon Sep 5 15:43:40 2022 No.20944427

>>20944025
Anon you're buying too much of the mainstream countervailing pressure. I don't mean trust science (that phrase should make any scientist's skin crawl and not all of them do sadly) but also don't trust the other side wholesale just because they have a few salient points. The masks thing you're saying here isn't really true and once you realise a 2 layer cotton mask with a tight weave and good thread count is as effective as an N95, but also reusable unlike an n95, there's a much bigger rabbit hole of inquiry. Masks work on lots of shit and have done for most of human history, but people like to forget history.
And the vaccine made a big difference. Without a vaccine, or without the hope of one, this shit gets more contained. With a vaccine, it gets spread to new reservoirs. These people with vaccines feel clean because of it, just the same as antivax church leaders feel clean for being washed in the blood. People who conceive of themselves as clean and good do things like washing their hands less often. Doctors are particular bad at this: they're twice as likely to wash their hands after touching a patient than before, because they don't believe they could be unclean but they want to wash the unclean patient germs off themselves.
Not sure which vein you're going down with genetics and whether that's vax related, so I won't address the rest of the post unless you want to clarify. But don't trade one bag of shit for a different one is my overall advice, since a lot of people fall into that trap once one system failed them and they just pick up the opposite as unquestioningly.
Though if you want to ignore everything I said because I took the vax that's fine too. I just take anything given out for free. It could have been free cyanide and I'd be like
>Yes free and no queues!

>>	Anonymous Mon Sep 5 15:55:17 2022 No.20944480 Why do people get uppity on this website when they find out I have mostly normal political views?

>>	Anonymous Mon Sep 5 15:57:18 2022 No.20944486 File: 745 KB, 2500x1547, FBCED390-0BF0-4E89-8BE8-ECA1853E102C.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] Nexthred >>20944484 >>20944484 >>20944484

>>	Anonymous Mon Sep 5 15:57:44 2022 No.20944488 >>20944480 You don't even have to say what political opinions, that you frame them as "mostly normal" is enough to know with close to absolute certainty that you're retarded.

>>	Anonymous Mon Sep 5 15:59:06 2022 No.20944493 >>20944488 Ok I phrased that poorly. For some reason people here get upset that I do not wish to participate in the "culture war".

Anonymous Mon Sep 5 18:58:23 2022 No.20945303

>>20943602
>>20942440
>>20942387
I'd suggest developing a new hobby. Something that's productive (produces something) rather than consumptive like reading, video games, or browsing the internet. Even better if you suck shit at whatever it is so that you can spend a lot of time getting better at it.

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