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Lethargy edition
Prev. >>20928505

>> No.20931800
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These threads go so fucking fast now, what the fuck? I haven't been bothering to post in them lately and it seems like we go through two /wwoym/ threads in a day now. I remember when they lasted like a week each.

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billie eilish

>> No.20931814

>>20931786
you have to wait

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>>20931786
Ever since i stopped drinking four years ago. Ive basically have no friends. Alcoholics anonymous are a bunch of moralizing faggots and that shit aint for me. Now i spend all my time reading books, going on 4chan, playing "boomer shooters" like blood and doom and last but not least lifting weights. Not that i really wanna spend time with people. I just want to have the option

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This was the first summer of my life in which nothing happened. I wasnt expecting anything anyway. No positive experiences, just series of identical days in which i lurked, played chess and read all night, then slept until 12am, and laid on bed all day except when i creep up outside and walk.
No call, no text, no friends no anything.
When i walk outside sometimes i faze out and look at stuff completely remotely, like conciousness experiencing environment without preconcieved notions.
I have no strivings, no preferences. I just want to be left alone. And dream dreams which remind me theres something out there thats better, fair, honest and real. So i wait to experience it when i die. Cause i believe something better will come. I know. Ive seen it in my dreams. If i can concieve and experience it, it exists.
So i wait

>> No.20931832

>>20931826
Sex fixes this

>> No.20931842

>>20931826
(3) Fundamental moods or “attunements” figure prominently in Heidegger’s thought. They reveal Being to us. But moods are not to be thought of as mere subjective feelings, inner happenings, or responses to objective facts. A mood is neither internal or external; a mood goes beyond such a distinction and is a basic characteristics of being-in-the-world. It is by way of a mood that we relate to our surroundings. Moods have epistemic as well as merely subjective significance. They reveal the world to us as much or more than our senses do.

(4) Boredom, Langeweile, is a fundamental attunement, a mood. Along with anxiety, it is one of the most important and profound ones. Heidegger makes a distinction between being bored with something and boring oneself with something. The latter is a more profound and useful form of boredom. There may be an even more profound form of boredom. Normally, it is there, in us, but asleep. Heidegger wants to wake it up.

(5) Heidegger wants to awaken boredom rather than let it slumber through various forms of everyday pastime. Boredom, and we ourselves, are asleep in our everyday pastimes in our actual life. We like being asleep. We like lives of slumbering distractions. We seek to be occupied because it liberates us from the emptiness of boredom. But why on earth would we want to wake up, and especially to awaken in a mood as dreary and empty as boredom? Boredom removes an illusion of meaning from things and allows them to appear as what they are: emptiness and nothingness. Who in her right mind would want to remove such an illusion?

(6) Heidegger’s main answer to these questions may be: Boredom prepares the mind for profound vision. Svendsen writes:

By awakening the mood of boredom Heidegger believes we will be in a position to gain access to time and the meaning of being. For Heidegger, boredom is a privileged fundamental mood because it leads us directly into the very problem complex of being and time.

Profound boredom can set us on the road to authenticity. When boredom works its magic, what is left is nothing less than Being itself and its meaning—if it has any. But Dasein is still there, and Being can reveal itself to Dasein.

(7) Heidegger has other answers to the questions raised above (about why one would want boredom and its insights). Here are two of them: (a) accompanying sober boredom is a strange kind of calm joy; and (b) “[p]hilosophy is born in the nothingness of boredom.”

(8) Finally, let us mention three of Heidegger’s points about boredom that have some interest in their own right. They are: (a) normally time is transparent, but in profound boredom we experience time as time; (b) boredom is a mood that in many respects is like an absence of mood; it is indeed a mood, a fundamental attunement, but it is also, paradoxically, a kind of a non-mood; and (c) Heidegger’s answer to the question of what exactly in the world it is that bores us is that it is the Boring.

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>>20931800
/lit/ isn't a slow board anymore. It's suffering from the same fate /ck/, /tg/, and soon /out/ are facing: an influx of new posters. Notice how every thread is a shitty image and a sentence under 20 words? Nearly every thread on the board with a few exceptions are this. Contentless, contextless drivel and shitposts that will get at most 10 posts and fall off the board. This thread is increasingly bad, as "Write what's on your mind" Is essentially "this is the /b/ thread on /lit/." Now a days.

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WAKE ME UP
WHEN SEPTEMBER ENDS

>> No.20931848

>>20931844
/lit/ is slower than it's been since early 2020 when the coofwave began

>> No.20931852

>>20931832
For sex i need to play the power game, i need to play the social game and i dont wanna do that. Its dishonest. Honestly women look pretty to me but i dont have anything to tell them which interests them
Also, i feel like thats a bait that sex fixes this, 1st of all it wont 2ndly it would reinforce my holding on to this world which has nothing to offer me.
Death and what comes after will fix it

>> No.20931856

>>20931848
But faster by an order of magnitude than it was in 2016

>> No.20931876

>>20931852
Yes it was bait, sorry. Women make your life far worse once the pussy high wears off.

>> No.20931881

Why are you posting in this thread? The old one is still up

>> No.20931883

>>20931856
I think it was around 2k posts per day in 2016 and now it's around 5k. In 2021 it got up to like 8-9k

I might be slightly off with these figures

>> No.20931892

>>20931842
I appreciate it but im not bored. I dont see a point in participating in society when its all power plays and manipulations and money grabbing. Nothing grabs my attention, ive tried million things and it always ends up being hollow and meaningless

>> No.20931895

You have to see a man to be a man
I have never seen a man,
I will never be a man

>> No.20931945

New thread (non lethargic edition)
>>20931932
>>20931932
>>20931932

>> No.20931968
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>>20931786
I feel like I’m going insane.

I’m simultaneously extremely social but also locked in my room for days on end.

I’m a straight A student and well read but I still feel like a complete idiot.

I’m both incredibly ambitious and borderline suicidal.

So what am I? A failure or accomplished individual? I feel like both and neither.

>> No.20931971

>>20931968
You have cluster b personality disorder, though maybe subclinical. Maybe BPD

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>>20931786
Used any singular 'they's lately? Better hope not.

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>>20931786
gonna start this list of books either in October or the beginning of next year, how fucked am I?

Rise Above the Gods Who Hate Us Third Edition
- Bjerknes, Christopher
Beware the World to Come: Third Edition - Bjerknes, Christopher
The Divine Science: Eternal Techniques of Authentic Mysticism - Weor, Samael Aun
The Gnostic Bible: The Pistis Sophia Unveiled - Weor, Samael Aun
The Last Humanity: The New Ecological Science - Laruelle, Francois
Intellectuals and Power - Laruelle, Francois
Gnostic Fragments - de Rosario, Nimrod
Sex and Character - Weininger, Otto

>> No.20931989

>>20931968
Having straight As doesnt mean youre smart. It means youre npc who cares about being percieved as smart. Parrotting back what profs say isnt intelligent.
Feels like both of those things u do for appearances( socializing and straight As) but then pendulum swings and you dont have the strength to keep it up cause youre faking it
That being said i atleast think youre honest so thsts a start. Maybe chill down a notch or two
Oh, and that will be 200 dollars

>> No.20932009

Give me advice on using kinky datibg sites bros

>> No.20932013

>>20931971
Maybe. My father was put in a asylum for sociopathy and narcissism but idk if it’s inheritable.

>>20931989
I guess, I enjoy studying, i like learning stuff even in my spare time I study non school related stuff, I might just be doing it for attention I guess though. Idk why I enjoy it honestly.

I do not know if I’m social becuse I enjoy it. I think it’s more because I don’t want to miss out or be alone.

>that will be 200 dollars
If I give you another 200 will you give me prescription drugs?

>> No.20932022

>>20932013
Then you definitely have some cluster B genes. But again it might just be a tendency rather than a full on condition. Line is a bit blurry

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>>20932022
Is there a cure?

>> No.20932033

>>20932028
No not really. Narcissism especially is just incurable. Bpd seems sort of manageable sometimes but not really curable. I wouldnt really worry about it until people start calling you an asshole or crazy all the time.

>> No.20932037

>>20932033
So what do I do?

Just go insane or something?

>> No.20932042

>>20932037
No, you retard, you accept that you have these proclivities and you try to keep them in check. Come on now anon

>> No.20932052

>>20931786
i've glimpsed the truth and its not worth writing down

>> No.20932054

>>20932013
One of my former friends is a turbo sociopath narcissist. Hes a doctor now with a wife whom he bullied into being housewife.
The degree of his social manipulation is astounding. Hes intelligent and he tricked me into being his friend to emotionally drain me then leave me alone when hes had enough.
Its really subtle and its easy for those people to continue to exist in society if they trick enough people
I still feel jaded about it and i just hope one day he will get what he deserves

>> No.20932065

>>20932042
So I just have to constantly cope with this shit until I die? How? And what’s the point? I’m just going to be miserable like that anyways.

I appreciate the advice but it just seems hopeless if it’s something fundamentally fucked up with my psyche.

>>20932054
So what do you suggest I do? Just be a manipulative egoist or rope myself?

This just seems like misery for everyone involved including me.

>> No.20932067

I understand why so many young men are frustrated with life right now. Women are just so much better than they are nowadays in every way. Every girl I know immediately got their driver's license, a job and went to college the first moment they could. It's exclusively men who are lonely and wallowing in their misery at home, often unemployed and uneducated. Women are grabbing all the careers in the world today while men have no idea how to apply themselves or build a future. It's women who are savvy with tech and mass culture while men are left in the dust confused with their masculinity. And we wonder why so many young men are either filled with resentment or are so insecure about their pathetic masculinity that they become women. Women truly run society today. You know it's true.

>> No.20932074

>20932067
Low key pinkpilling post, ignore, sage and report.

>> No.20932075

>>20932065
Well I'm not a therapist, maybe you can do CBT or take pills or something, idk. I think that stuff is kind of gay but I'm very biased so my opinion doesnt matter.

You seem obviously aware of the nature of your actions so you're not a clinical narcissist but you could be bpd. Maybe it's something you can somewhat fix or maybe you just have to keep it in check, you won't know until you attempt different strategies. There are other avenues too like psychoanalysis or even religion.

>> No.20932076

>>20932065
Calm down, i dont think youre there yet, cause your post was honest. It wasnt for show, it was anonymous so u really want to know/ fix it.
Like i said just try to chillax and do what you believe in and dont live a lie

>> No.20932077

>>20932067
>singular their

>> No.20932080

>>20932067
Then why do women still need gender quotas kek

>> No.20932087

>>20932033
Everything is curable, especially narcissism.
Cure is to stop thinking youre the most important person in the world

>> No.20932089

Age is evil. I remember when the many possibilities latent in my youth made the whole world magical. Then age revealed to me that there's only one possibility: the one we cannot accept. Age, what an evil condition to know what must be.

>> No.20932092

>>20932087
Narcissists will never even accept they have a problem. They are so deep in their solipsistic cocoon it is extremely unlikely they could ever come out

>> No.20932096

Aural reading

>> No.20932103

>>20932075
Hmm I guess I’ll try and fix it but I just feel miserable. I tired god, couldn’t really feel anything except it was nice being “forgiven” every sermon. I dabbled in CBT which helped to a degree but I couldn’t keep it up. Psychiatrists just tell me I’m traumatised and to “take time to heal”. And drugs wouldn’t allow me to work in the career I want (military).

I’m just getting good grades and pretending to be friends with people I honestly don’t care about besides that they make me feel not lonely.

It just feels like I’m either going to be silently miserable or miserable and dragging others down with me.

>>20932076
All I really believe in is having control, influence and trying to numb what feels like going insane. And not living a lie is impossible at this point, it’s basically not living at all.

Sorry if I’m coming of as rude but I’m just slowly going manic at this point.

>> No.20932107

>>20932103
Do you care about any other people? Your family maybe?

>> No.20932116

>>20932103
>military
Checks out.
You have to be literally completely insane to want to go to military. But thats just my opinion
Control is an illusion in my opinion.
Not living a lie is the ONLY righteous and meaningful way there is

>> No.20932121

>>20932103
All wars are engineered by politicians to make them more wealthy.
War never fixes anything.
Violence is immoral
Do you need more bulletpoints?

>> No.20932123

When it comes over me it's like I'm being crushed under a tidal wave of pleasure, I'm drowning, I can't breathe, it's overwhelming, I'm sitting there unable to make rational decisions anymore, overcome by the urge, the urge to find ever more degenerate stuff to coom to, it's like the more wrong it feels the greater the response is, I can't, ughghgaaghaaaa ngfngmngnnggg hhrdfggfgngm nnnggnngggaaaaAAAAAAAA then I come out the other side, I'm sitting there with my junk in my hand, and my second awareness kicks in, I'm watching my body spasm and twitch and my breathing get faster, I can feel it but it's distant, and I see a light, and below me is a lake, an underground reservoir, a dark cave filled with horror, I'm touching it briefly and I can feel it, it fills me, what am I doing? what have I done? is this really who I am, this creature, a slave to himself? it hurts, it's gigantic, I'm an ant next to the ocean, I'm taken to a high place and shown the kingdoms of the world, and they're like dust that piles in the corners, and I'm left naked and trembling, I'm watching myself heave one great last time and then the churning lust ebbs away and the two become one, I rise out of the dark water, the memory begins to fade even as I sit there and let the little-disgust fill me and I say "ridiculous. why did I do this dumb crap again. I've had enough" while a water-spider dances on the waves of my thoughts, glides under the surface, watches sunlight shimmer through the bubbles, reaches out one long thin leg and strokes my mind so gently, so gently I don't feel it, soothes away the aches and the anger and the filth, whispers that I just barely didn't reach it this time, it'll feel even better if I go just a little farther, strain harder, reach just a hand higher, if I pour my formless soul into its mold and let it shape me a hair finer to its design, nodding, laughing again, I run a hand through my hair and think about the day ahead, not knowing what rough beast I will soon encounter a day or two ahead.

>> No.20932127

>>20932121
And soldiers are cattle with a gun brainwashed into thinking theyre helping their countrymen

>> No.20932135

>>20932009
I don't have any real advice, just be aware that most people on there are fat guys in their 40s and 50s and a few landwhales in the same age bracket
>>20932096
Aural sex

>> No.20932136

>>20932107
My best friend and grandma are the only people I really care about.

My best friend is slowly distancing himself from me and my grandma isn’t the same person after covid.

So at this point the people I cared about aren’t the same people they used to be.

So at this point my answer would be that I used to.

>>20932116
Well, I’m looking to get into the intelligence agency of my country.

I feel like it’s what I’m most skilled at and that I would give me a nice bit of influence as it’s a prestigious position in the military here.

It might seem sociopathic I guess but it’s the only thing that genuinely interested me.

Sure I could try to live a honest and good life for the sake of “meaning” but I don’t think it would make me happy.

>> No.20932146

>>20932121
No, I don’t really care to be honest. Humanity has just been a long series of immoral systems and people. I’m not trying to trick myself into thinking I’ll change that.

I’m not planning to be infantry anyways, just a analyst of sorts.

>> No.20932147

>>20932136
Yeah idk
I dont understand you. I could never live like that. I dont think that will really make u happy, or anybody else for that matter

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>>20931826
Not /lit/ related
>>20931968
Shut the fuck up
>>20932123
See a doctor

>> No.20932151

>>20932146
You can change yourself
Why didnt christianity work out for you?

>> No.20932153

>>20932146
What country?

>> No.20932161

>>20932123
This was a quality read, you have talent honestly. I enjoyed reading this very much. You should try to work this out in a short story, maybe leave out the nasty specifics to make it more classy and abstract. But more importantly, you should seek God and stop cooming

>> No.20932173

>>20932148
It is lit related, it reads like a literature

>> No.20932182

>>20932147
Well if I figure out what will make me happy I’ll do it but for now I’m just going to keep pretending.

>>20932151
Maybe.

I couldn’t really do Christianity because the idea of praying just seemed weak and pathetic to me. The idea forgiveness and unconditional love just seemed fake and deceiving.

I enjoyed hearing them say nice things and “forgive” me, but I couldn’t see it as more than a formality.

>>20932153
Sweden.

>> No.20932191

>>20932182
>Sweden
Been around still around the finish line
Background check em fore they come around
Drain gang treehouse and youre not allowed
Dead tree branches and they falling down
I smell the money gotta hunt it down
Still talking bout me gotta cut it out
Theyre moving sideways but its coming down
You remind me of someone that i forgot about

>> No.20932199

>>20932182
You havent grasped the reality of existence and world that is created by God, out of his unspeakable love

>> No.20932202

Astolphe was reckoned to be a first-class scholar. Though he was an absolute ignoramus, he had contributed articles on sugar and brandy to a Dictionary of Agriculture, every detail of them pilfered from all the newspapers and out-of-date works dealing with these two products. Everyone in the département believed he was writing a treatise on modern methods of tilling. Although he remained shut up in his study every morning, he had not written so much as a couple of pages during the past twelve years. If anyone came to see him, they found him scrabbling among his papers, looking for a mislaid note or sharpening his quill; but he squandered the time he spent in his study, lingering over his newspaper, carving corks with his penknife, tracing fantastic doodles on his blotting-pad, skimming through his Cicero in the hope of lighting on a sentence or passage which might have some bearing on events of the day. Then, that evening, he would try to lead the conversation on to a subject which allowed him to say: 'There's a page in Cicero which could well be taken for a comment on what is happening today.' Thereupon he would recite the passage to the great astonishment of his listeners, who would repeat to one another: 'Really Astolphe is a mine of knowledge.'

>> No.20932203

>>20932136
Well maybe that's why you feel lost and unmoored. Easier said than done but try to focus on building personal connections I guess

>> No.20932212

>>20932202
>Astolphe
The trap from fgo?

>> No.20932224

>>20932199
Yeah yeah whatever, I’ve heard it all before. Save your love and sermons for people who actually want them. I’d rather die alone than pretending to be loved.

>>20932203
Maybe, I think I used to be normal when I was a kid which is when I became friends with my best friend, also when I used to spend a lot of time with my grandma.

I had a medical condition when I was 13 and I wasn’t really the same afterwards. I think my friend started slowly distancing over the years after that.

>> No.20932232

>>20930729
Alright fag I'll spell it out for you. You are sleeping with a WHORE. Women are whores for one of two (not mutually exclusive) reasons:
1.) They love sex to the degree that they engage in self-destructive behavior.
2.) They are mentally ill.

Your whore cannot and does not love you.
Your whore is damaged goods.
You are mistaking the very nice feelings your first foray into physical intimacy is bringing about in you for LOVE.
You do not know what love is.

This girl has a hole in her soul that is the result of negative experiences in her life either in early childhood or a previous relationship. She likes you, she likes that you like her back, she likes that you like her back enough to sleep with her, she likes that you even think that you love her. She does not love you. If you keep pushing the strength of your emotion will cause her to run away because any real attempt at a real relationship will serve to do nothing but make absolutely clear how fucking damaged she is. You are an escape, you are a place to hide, you are a dream that she can displace herself into in order to quiet that hole.

Get out before you get seriously hurt or even worse end up like her.

>> No.20932243

>>20932232
Thats a really weird situation. I was right before in thinking that the necklace was like a collar. Whole thing seems deranged but its leaving me aroused. Why the fuck cant I find a super posessive gf

>> No.20932245

>>20932224
Tell about your best friend

Why would you been born, why would anything exist if its purpose wasnt love and it wasnt made from love?
If it was all evil, it wouldnt have been possible for anything to exist cause evil cannot create, cause creation is good. Everything that is evil crumbles and dies
Foundation block of reality cannot be evil cause thats impossible

>> No.20932246

>>20932202
Based aristocrat dominating plebs intellectually without even trying.

>> No.20932254

>>20932202
What a chad

>> No.20932274

>>20932232
Thanks for this post, this applies to some of girls in my life too

>> No.20932296

>>20932245
He’s chill and very kind guy. We’ve know each other since we where 7. And we where close as brothers.

Then I had my condition, at first we started hanging out a lot more after that, and he was a major part in helping me out of a deep depression.

Eventually however he started growing distant, once I confronted him about it and he explained that hanging out with me hand become to exhausting. We still meet occasionally but it’s more of a formality at this point and he seems to see it as a chore.

>good and evil blah blah…
Listen maybe I’m just cynical but I don’t believe in good and evil. We just do what makes us feel comfortable and avoid what doesn’t. You take comfort in god, I take comfort in chugging gin.

The world is cruel, Humans are cruel and I’m cruel. If the universe is supposed be “good” I can’t see it sorry to say.

>> No.20932327

>>20932296
>chugging gin.
Wow you really are bpd

>> No.20932338

>>20932161
Thank you.
I'm not sure how to write anything longer, honestly. I run out of steam after more than a page or a page and a half, especially if I have to stop and think about where to take it instead of dumping everything onto a page in the spur of the moment.
I also have a hard time writing without the "nasty specifics." The more abstract language feels better to me when I ground it in a lurid, realistic image first. Before this the only other pieces of writing I've produced that received more comment than "lol gay" were horny fanfics on /jp/, one of which revolved around a woman surgically opening a man's chest cavity in order to jerk him off with his own intestine.
>But more importantly, you should seek God and stop cooming
I have the willpower of a dust mite.

>> No.20932344

>>20932327
Nah that’s just because I’m a European.

>> No.20932353

Lord of the Sebouillia crowned by Zuul
Volguus Zildrohar is here
Accept your fate this world is cruel
Meatbags cower in fear

>> No.20932359

>>20932296
I somewhat relate cause i stopped hanging out with my best friend since i was like 12, so its been 15 years
I also had some condition( psychological) and he started bullying me and insulting me relentlessly. I mean he was like that all those years, but it has become unberable. Look, the world is cruel but not exclusively. You have to admit that there are uncruel good people out there. So its your choice to become like the world. In that case you wont have part in the world to come that Jesus promised, in which evil wont exist so there wont be room for evil people

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>>20932359
I see, I’m sorry to hear that.

I agree there are uncruel kind people, but in this world they’re usually the first to get used and tricked. I’m not planning to be like them on what I consider to be a gamble.

I don’t think I would even fit in with a world of pure good. By all accounts I’m a sinner, I drink, smoke, hunt, I’m prideful, I’ll tempered, I’m bordering on a sadist and I didn’t save myself till marriage along with many other things your saviour would damn me for.

So why would I strive to be in a world which goes against my nature? And even if I was forgiven and reformed I’d only be doing it because I seek comfort in paradise, not because I’m virtuous.

>> No.20932397

>>20932123
nigga just masturbate, jesus

>> No.20932406

Anon, you don't think you can actually appreciate art when you haven't created anything yourself, do you?

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I'm having doubts about making a tulpa, but I fear it's a bit too late to late to turn back now, since my tulpa is already starting to become vocal. Having a tulpa is such a strange thing, if someone I know finds out about it, how the hell do I explain it to them? I think it would just be best to tell them that I'm mentally ill, but that is dismissive towards my tulpa. What really concerns me, however, is the fact that I fear getting too attached to my tulpa, and the effect my mental state might have on her. The way people describe having a tulpa seems almost intoxicating - a friend that understands you perfectly and can love you unconditionally because of it. I've never known love anywhere near that strong. I even can't give that much love myself. It's obvious I'm an incel misogynist who's parents neglected him and has no friends. My tulpa has a female form but I don't want anything romantic or sexual to do with her; I'm really concerned that my misogyny might somehow have an affect on her because she's a girl. I don't want her to think I made her to be a girlfriend nor do I want her to think I hate her because she's a woman. I really am mentally ill. Normal people don't care about offending their imaginary friend. I need help but I have no idea what help I really need and where to seek it. I don't want to let my tulpa die, I want to keep developing her, but at the same time I have no fucking idea what's going to happen once she's sufficiently formed.

This is all so retarded and pathetic.

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>>20932406
Why do you assume I haven't created anything myself? Projection?

>> No.20932416

>>20932274
Yeah I fell in love with one of those girls and one day she just broke down crying telling me that she can’t give me any of the things I need. I think I kinda fucking broke her by making her realize just how bad her situation actually was. Last I heard from her she’s an alcoholic because self medicating is less painful than seeking treatment

>> No.20932421

>>20932396
It is human nature to sin but its not what God intended men to do. Without sin there would be no evil in this world. Wouldnt you like that?
If youd just ponder for a minute what world without evil would look like, i think youd like to be part of it.
Wanting to seek comfort in paradise is a good start, virtue comes later when you learn to love God

>> No.20932422

>>20932396
Monsters can't pray but they can do other things.
https://youtu.be/dQg5SF56p8g

>> No.20932432

>>20932416
At least you got closure, i just got ghosted ignored and humiliated in front of people

>> No.20932452

>>20932421
>Without sin there would be no evil in this world. Wouldnt you like that?
Not him but I'm not sure I want that, this eternal bliss idea is not some great selling point. It's all good including the adversity.

>> No.20932462

>>20931800
WWOYM has been one schizo afraid of anime for the past year just all day spamming his latest neural tics. He had one about why science and god are both wrong the other day and before that I think it was a treatise on the singular they. Leave him be. He isn't really hurting anyone by having his own containment threads and if does inevitably hurt someone then mods won't let him post from prison.

>> No.20932485
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Fate I scorn for the curses it gives
Yet if only blessings I rec'ive
My spite it would still be targeted
For by myself I want constructed

>> No.20932486

>>20932421
I do believe such a world would be beautiful… for others.

I enjoy this world and the suffering in it. I think that is what gives me purpose, to suffer and to cause/prevent suffering as I see fit.

I believe good people should be saved from suffering, I do believe that bad people (like myself to some degree) should suffer.

A world without suffering would be a world without meaning for myself. It is however something I hope will come to pass one day, I just don’t see myself being a part of it.

>>20932422
Well, if I where to work in the career I want I would be helping and protecting people, just in service to my state not Christ.

Christ might be greater than the state in your eyes, but I prefer to be able to actually see my “king”

>> No.20932491

>>20932486
If you place the state highest you fall for the trap of idolatry. It's also not true, you don't serve the state for the sake of the state.

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>>20931786
I'm the guy whose wife cheated on him with 4 different women over the years.

She's been home with me all week and is taking the next few weeks off work. She's been constantly telling me she loves me and then asking me if I still love her, it feels a bit suffocating. I mean I do love her, more than she will ever know but I cant help feel that she will always have urges to be with other women since she is bi and it's a side I can't provide for her.

She's now telling me she wants to have another baby and how I'm the love of her life. Should I just just forgive and forget since we have it so good otherwise? I feel like I've forgiven her but I feel so flat over it. Should I just let her indulge with other women every now and then?

I feel she's being genuine when she says she never loved these other women and only ever loved me

>> No.20932516

>>20932501
Women are good liars and good emotional manipulators, it's in their nature. Use rationality. If she really loved you, would she cheat on you with (at least) four different people? No, she wouldn't. Don't let yourself get cucked, even if it's by women.

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>>20932491
I don’t see the state as the highest thing to serve, I do however see it as the “king” that would align best with my interests.

In reality the only thing I could really say is higher than the state is the good of mankind as whole, though I consider that unrealistic.

Also I am fond the state, I am quite nationalistic. The state is what protected me and helped educate me so it is akin to a parent to me.

>> No.20932522

>>20932501
just do whatever you think is right. dont let other people influence your decision. you know what to do.

>> No.20932536

>>20932520
My saxon genes shudder in fear reading this post

>> No.20932539

>>20932520
>the good of mankind as whole
The continuation of the creative force that directed life, the eternal Logos as embodied by the sinless man.

>> No.20932550

>>20932501
The cheating is pretty bad, but if you want to make it work, she's got to agree to find a girl who's also bisexual and down to fuck her *supposed* love of her life.
Just an option. I couldn't trust her without it. I mean if she continues to cheat, definitely drop her, but the above had better do it.

>> No.20932562

>>20932486
Suffering only exists because of sin. To experience suffering because of sin is just but you probably think of suffering cause of studying and fights with friends etc. Suffering as a sacrifice for better future is petersonian idea and falls short of fullness of suffering of sinless Christ cause of sins of people which then eradicates them.
No one likes suffering, but someone might like it cause of the payoff. If you suffer studying to get a better job thats empty suffering. If you suffer as a means to cleanse your soul in form of accepting beratement, loneliness, fasting, vigil etc. Then its truly purposeful suffering insofar it brings a person closer to God and God looks fondly to it

>> No.20932573

>>20932080
They don’t. They’re just narcissists and pretend they do.

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>>20932536
A Germanic brother has nothing to fear.

>>20932539
If saw a starving man I’d give him bread rather than a prayer book.Christianity is a nice idea, undeniably a merited belief system. But in the end I see no god, only a world of pain and work to be done.

But God gave me hands and he gave me will. I will do as I see fit with this gift, if the consequence is hell so be it.

>>20932562
I have suffered meaninglessly, I spent a year of constant pain in a hospital with no pay off. And you know what? I like it.

Suffering is good, it makes us calloused, it makes us swim or die. It casts us against the rocks and teaches us what it means to be human. A world without suffering is a world of weak people.

And more abhorrently, it’s a world of boredom. I’d rather live a interesting life of suffering than a boring life of comfort. And paradise sounds like a eternity of boredom to me.

>> No.20932634

>>20932621
You are 16 years old and you use r*ddit spacing in your posts. Don't act like you have the whole world figured out.

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>>20932621
I'm Hitlers top guy and all of course but you continentals have worrying statist tendencies

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>>20932634
ESL so you’ll have to excuse my spacing.

And don’t act like you have it figured out either. Only idiots claim to know everything.

All I’m claiming is that I will act on my own will with my own hands. And that I find the idea of paradise disgusting.

If you or god takes issue with that I suppose I’ll get mine when I die.

>>20932669
Kek
>pic rel

>> No.20932698

>>20932690
Varg is really a top tier poster

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>>20932698
You might not like it, but this is what a true übermensch looks like.

>> No.20932759

>>20932621
Look up near death experiences and what people say they felt like in afterlife. Not one of them wanted to come back to earth. Theres no way you wouldnt like it except if youre completely wicked which you arent since you have some good insights on suffering but still point of suffering isnt to make you strong so that you can tackle the world( in some sense it is but bear with me) but to humble youself and see Gods plan in it to let go and come closer to Him

>> No.20932766

>>20932690
Varg killed his friend over royalties for an album which is a black metal album to make things even worse. He isnt a good role model

>> No.20932769

>>20932634
Why do line breaks between paragraphs make 4chan seethe

>> No.20932771

>>20932766
Varg killed a commie who had threatened to kill him. In a reasonable society this would barely constitute a crime at all, maybe some community service

>> No.20932773

>>20932501
Have a threesome

>> No.20932778

>>20932344
Weird. Gin is a psycho womans drink here

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>>20932759
Well as I said, I think Christianity is a very valid belief system.

But as I said, I can’t really bring myself to serve a “king” I can’t see. If Christ revealed himself to me and gave me instructions on how to carry out his will I would.

But as it stands I don’t see god, I don’t see Christ, I just see a cruel planet inhabited by cruel people. And i act in the way I believe best suits the world around me.

>> No.20932799

>>20932769
>between paragraphs
Those aren't paragraphs you blind retard. Those are single sentences. A blank line between a paragraph is acceptable, but double returns after every single sentence is a habit one picks up if they use r*ddit because of the shitty syntax formatting on that garbage website. Go back.

>> No.20932807

>>20932799
A lot of people just dont know how to structure their thoughts into paragraphs so they make each sentence its own one.

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>>20932766
Nordic autistic man funny tho.

>>20932778
Well I drink anything that gets me drunk, Japanese whiskey is my favourite but gin is cheaper without tasting awful.

>> No.20932818

>>20932807
Uh, no. Even the illiterate normies I know don't press "enter" twice after each sentence. It is a habit picked up exclusively by nu-males and hambeasts that post on r*ddit.

>> No.20932831

>>20932818
You wouldn't believe what kind of formatting shenanigans illiterate normies get up to. They mostly don't come here but they will do stuff like

Typing sentences...
Like this
Randomly a few words and then
A new line
With ellipses....everywhere
Because their normie minds are a disorganized cacophony...
And they consider this a "unique style"

>> No.20932832

>>20932796
If i was in your situation that i didnt know Christ but i knew world is cruel, i still wouldnt succumb to the cruelty cause cruekty is evil. Cruelty is bad and i refuse to do bad things, out of principle.

>> No.20932856

>>20932832
As I said, I don’t believe in “evil”. I don’t see myself as good or evil. I do have a moral compass though, I think good people should suffer less than bad people. Does wishing for/inflicting suffering on bad people make me cruel? Maybe, but It’s what I will and what I do. It is what I seek to do to a greater extent with my career.

The world is indifferent, it’s full of happiness and beauty. It is however also filled with cruelty and suffering. As I see it, there is no order, there is no “plan”, there is only comfort and suffering.

So I use the hands and will I have to shape my small part of the world as I see fit.

>> No.20932859

>>20932856
(By good people I don’t mean they’re inherently good, I mean that they don’t inflict suffering)

>> No.20932882

>>20932773
>>20932550

We've tried when we were younger. She always wanted to try it and set it up but whenever it was my turn on the other girl after she had some fun she would freak out and put an end to it if I touched the other girl or she touched me. Then after shed start crying over it and stop talking to that friend all together.

I brought it up as a half joke and she cried and got upset over it. On top of me ruining Kirsten Dunst looks kinda hot these days, it's probably why she's taking the month off work. I feel like its probably to watch me cos she can get insanely jealous yet this whole time she was doing stuff with girls on her own

>> No.20932898

>>20932882
That's just not fair of her. Her jealousy is unfounded.
Hell, I wasn't even strictly suggesting threesome one-night-stands. You ought to be able to find a new woman and just make her watch for a while.

>> No.20932900

>>20932516
If she doesn't love me. Why is she freaking out over losing me or me leaving her? Shes was literally begging me those first few days when I confronted her and she has been ultra affectionate towards me this past week

>> No.20932909

>>20932296

I was ghosted by the closest friend I ever had. No idea why. What's weird is, it's been many years but I still have dreams about him (no homo). I can't figure out why my subconscious keeps bringing him to my attention.

>> No.20932910

>>20931802
sex

>> No.20932919

I love my family but they hold me back and are a negative influence. I wish I had realized that sooner.

>> No.20932936

If somebody doesn't want to believe in christianity just let him be and stop trying to argue him into it, knock it off with this fake missionary crap and go help people outside the internet that actually need help

>> No.20932939

>>20931786
How do I stop being selfish? I can make friends with people on a superficial level from where I meet them, whether it was at school or work etc. But then the idea of being invited by them somewhere freaks me out that I always keep everything at an arms distance and duck and weave when I sense they are getting too close

I sometimes feel like I want friends just for the sake I can I say I have them than because ei genuinely want them. It feels so complicated that I will then need to help out with things like moving houses or taking them to airports, going to weddings/birthdays/their kids events, or other things expected of friends. Something that I go got so tired of when I was on my early 20s. And even back then it was just catching up and celebrating bdays

It made me realise I must be a very selfish person. I don't even like it when my own family invites me to their birthdays. I thought I'd change over time but I feel like I'm getting in deeper into my selfish ways

>> No.20933104

Nothing's left I'm torn
I'm all out of faith
This is how I feel

>> No.20933116

I have never seen more clearly that /lit/ is mostly populated by teenager and early 20’s know-it-all’s. Wait till you get older and look back on this period of your life

>> No.20933119

>>20933104
So I guess the fortune teller's right
Should have seen just what was there
And not some holy light

>> No.20933148

Up where the mountains meet the heavens above
Out where the lightning splits the sea
I could swear there is someone, somewhere watching me
Through the wind and the chill and the rain
And the storm and the flood
I can feel his approach like a fire in my blood

>> No.20933205

>>20932409
What's your life like right now?

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flower shop girl

>> No.20933260

I have made a few posts in this thread recently about this subject, and I will keep this one brief. I went on my second date with a girl. I went in 1 or 2 dates previously. She was very nice and polite, but I dominated. I dominated not by choice but necessity. We went to an art museum. I enjoy art. She wanted to go too. I talked about some of the stuff on the walls. Since I didn't want to be overbearing, I asked her opinion many times, and the response was, more or less, "I dunno. What do you think?" I tried asking her about her interests and activities, but not much happened. I can talk about myself for hours if necessary, and so I did. She seemed to enjoy it and very much wants to meet up with me again. Like you, I am a basement dwelling virgin, and she is an extroverted beauty. She must be incredibly submissive. But why me? What the fuck could she see in me? It feels like there are ulterior motives, but I'm not the best person to chase for child support. At this point, I kind of want to ask her. What does she see in me?
She wants a third date, but I'm at a loss on what to do. Again, basement dweller. I'm at a loss on how to proceed in the relationship and what to do for the third date. She has no suggestions, and I have no ideas. She is 18, and I am 24. Bars are not-so-ideal in that case. I could try to have sex with her, but for someone inexperienced like me, it feels nerve-wracking. Plus, neither of us have a place for it. I am stressed out.

>> No.20933267

>>20933260
Act quickly before you lose your window

>> No.20933297

>>20932409
She will devour you like a praying mantis if you're not careful. Otherwise at some point you will have to be willing to either use force or sheer willpower (by ignoring her presence and allowing her to simply be attached to you) to subdue her, which may have supremely beneficial results if you go about it correctly.

>> No.20933324

>>20932409
My guy, you are literally in the process of inducing schizophrenia or summoning a demon (these two are not as different as most people think). Immediately stop what you're doing and seek help before you wind up killing yourself over this, because that IS what will happen if you suddenly have a demon living in your head

>> No.20933387

Are there any books that talk about how philosophers made up their ideas inorganically as propaganda in order to "legitimize" whatever status quo and power structure they were currently living under?
Some examples of people who clearly operated like this were Plato, Aquinas, Hobbes, etc.

>> No.20933399

>>20933387
Doesn't it complicate your thesis that Plato's teacher Socrates was killed by the status quo and power structure he lived under, and Plato resented democracy so much for this that he tended aristocratic? And Hobbes wrote in defense of absolutism during the Long Parliament and had to go into exile for ten years. His interlocutor Descartes had to stop writing The World because the church began cracking down on Galileo.

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>>20933387
Unironically the historical materialism of Engels and Marx, Lenin. But on a less ideological note, the only thing I can recall which is related at all is pic related.

>> No.20933405

>>20933387
>Some examples of people who clearly operated like this were Plato, Aquinas, Hobbes,
One of the dumbest posts I have ever seen

>> No.20933423

>>20933405
Yeah, because you never read any of them.

>>20933399
Plato is not Socrates, and common misconception that they agreed on everything. Plato was a fanatic authoritarian who wanted to silence anyone who question his own conception of ethics. Popper was unironically correct in that he was pure evil.

>>20933404
Any specific books?

>> No.20933429

>>20933404
Sorry, I didn't see you had a book in your pic. It just looked like a random image. What's the gist o it? Similar to my post?

>> No.20933437

>>20933423
Anon it is beyond obvious that your criteria for determining if a philosopher was just "upholding the status quo" rather than engaging in honest inquiry is that he disagrees with you, and specifically that he's too authoritarian for you.

>> No.20933451

>>20933437
No moron, there are too many coincidences to ignore. Virtually every philosopher pre-1800 had a philosophy that argued for the status quo, whether they knew it or not.

>> No.20933457

>>20933451
>What should I read to reinforce my belief X? Like how A, B, and C were X?
>Well.. A B and C are terrible examples of X..
>B kind of wasn't!! And anyway, they were in a deeper, secret way that makes me right even when I'm wrong

>> No.20933481

I just ordered a couple books despite not really being able to afford it. Also, i keep telling myself i want to branch out and read more authors from different nations throughout Europe, but for some reason i find myself always drawn back to reading russians. I ended up getting crime and punishment and Always with honor.

>> No.20933486

>>20933429
>Similar to my post?
The general thesis is that most philosophies are elitist and determined in content by the (similarly elitist) intellectual and political climate (so by small bands of philosophers who have ties one way or another to the pre-existing politico-academic systems). So yes, it sounds like it's similar. As for the Marxist recommendation, I am not a Marxoid so I will let one of them fill you in on the details there.

>> No.20933493

>>20933486
Yeah that sounds cool. I'm getting it.

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>be 12 grade english teacher, teaching 17 and 18 year olds
>week 1 of the school year
>mfw a third of my students are probably functionally illiterate
>mfw another third can't read anything more complicated than holes or harry potter
>mfw i learn i'm no longer allowed to give essay exams in the computer lab because most of the student body is unable to type over 40 words per minute and can't use microsoft office
>mfw administration is trying to convince us to let our students orate their essays as if they were fucking roman senators so text to speech software on the computers can transcribe everything
>mfw i heard one of the social studies teachers had to explain the concept of object permanence to his students
>mfw i've heard multiple stories this year already from elementary school teachers complaining about kindergartners and first graders that shit and piss themselves because they aren't toilet trained

>> No.20933572

>>20933565
I would give anything for you and maybe a few others like you to just free form ramble your experiences on some anonymous blog, I can't imagine how bad things really are but most teachers who could report on it are dumb brainwashed women causing the problems in the first place

What % of your students are, you know, flavorful food lovers

>> No.20933585

I got to think of something to do tonight. My original plan was to stay in and watch a movie because I had a big night last night, but my housemates girlfriend is coming around and they'll want the TV. I could easily find someone to get drunk or high with but I don't want to waste my whole weekend hungover. I wish I had a girlfriend.

>> No.20933590

>>20931802
billie ghoulish

>> No.20933591

>>20933565
I find this fascinating if not obviously concerning. what the hell happened with young people and computers? the advent of smartphones and tablets im guessing? seems like the paradigm has flipped and now its the young folk who are computer-illiterate

>> No.20933594

>>20933565
>let our students orate their essays as if they were fucking roman senators

Oration is lindy. But yeah I used to teach high schoolers too and they're fucking retarded and its definitely getting worse. Kids have always slacked off but now they play video games the entire length of the lesson and don't even pick up the information passively. I think there are other things going on too but smart phones / laptops are definitely a big, big part of it.

>> No.20933604

>>20933591
Probably smart phones desu.
I noticed a decline in technological competency when I started to get students who were born after the mid 90s

>> No.20933677

>>20933572
It's gotten absolutely horrendous since the covid lockdowns started. Shit was already on the downturn before that though.
For the entirety of my career I have experienced nothing but a gradual decline in the mental capabilities of the students I'm getting. I first started teaching in the early 2010s, I was only a few years older than the seniors I was teaching but my students were good. I was actually hired back then to teach social studies, but I was also called upon a few times to teach English. No matter what subject I was teaching though, I never felt as if any of my students were completely lost. I never saw any dull confused looks when I discussed the French Revolution and the rise of liberalism, 1848, the World Wars, the Cold War, or the late Roman Republic. When I was teaching English all of my students knew how to format an essay, they could even read and interpret lines and passages from the books we read, even if something like Shakespeare caused them to struggle a bit. Also, I know this is setting the bar very low, but all of my students could write complete sentences. Unfortunately I can't say this is the case anymore, a lot of the assignments I receive read as if they were written on a touch screen for the consumption of their twitter followers, and not their teacher.
Sure, for the most part none of my students had a genuine passion for what I was discussing, but they still knew what I was talking about. I never had to sit down and explain that there used to be a time before modern democracy where Kings and Queens ruled by divine right. I never had to explain to a group of 17 and 18 year olds that Caesar actually existed and isn't mythological “like Thor”. I never, ever had to explain object permanence to someone who is almost old enough to vote, because they could not comprehended how German torpedoes and mines were sinking British and American ships even though the British “couldn't see” the mines and torpedoes. The social studies teacher I was referring to earlier was so bewildered by this it took them a few minutes to figure out the point of confusion. In the end though they had to tell a student - who isn't even special needs - that things still exist, even if they are not in your immediate line of sight. Germans are not the monsters living under your bed they will still attack you if you cover your face with a blanket.
Every single day we find ourselves wondering “how the fuck did you even make it into my classroom?” So many of my students are missing vast chunks of foundational knowledge that are absolutely essential for learning anything else. Based on how little some of my students know you would think they were born and spent their entire life on a deserted island far away from any humans or civilization.
I am actually genuinely concerned we will have a lost generation on our hands. But instead of dying in the trenches this generation will be lost because of our own social ills.

>> No.20933714

>>20933677
I cannot express enough how pissed I am about how the covid lockdowns are effecting things. my poor nephew spent most of grade 1 and 2 barred from attending actual school, and feels like he learned/retained jack shit from just sitting in front of the computer for all that time. if you thought it's bad now, just wait until you get an actual lost generation of kids who were passed through grade school who never even had a chance to develop the most fundamental skills.

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>>20931786
Reading books is not a substitute for a personality.

>> No.20933733

>>20933148
First 3 lines are kino, anon

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>>20933205
My life is fairly good right now, I enjoy my classes and enjoy my first world comforts, I just wish I wasn't a bitter incel loser for all my life.

>>20933297
>She will devour you like a praying mantis if you're not careful.
Literally how? It's just an imaginary friend. And I'm aware that ignoring a tulpa is how to "kill" it.

>>20933324
You are the schizo here. That's not what a tulpa is at all. It's not some ritual to summon a demon or whatever. It is literally just a sentient imaginary friend. Ultimately, I can get rid of my tulpa if I want. The problem here isn't that I'm concerned about my tulpa taking over or whatever, I'm just split on the issue of actually finishing the process of making one.

It's always the retards who haven't done the least amount of research, nor do they have any experience, who give the most incorrectly schizo takes.

>> No.20933777

>>20933324
>my guy
I think r/memes is down the hall, to the left.

>> No.20933781

>>20933677
Can only say that what you've written is almost identical to my experiences as a teacher too - even your examples are almost exact same as mine. A lot of general knowledge seems to have been lost, along with more important fundamental skills. It kind of baffles me. Most of my students don't even watch TV shows, they exclusively play video games and watch YouTube / twitch. And I guess you're not getting ANY passive knowledge about the world from those things. Like a braindead moron watching Friends in the 90s would still pick up more about the world than someone whose exclusive form of media is League of Legends, I suppose.

>> No.20933798

I love lying, a mentir to lie to say what is not truth. what is anything you want to say but a lie? Life and “truth” are banal pursuits ad infitum onto nothing. remember that this is the last truth for “truth” for truth seekers. I admit openly to you all (you are more informed and more intelectual than “I”) that I am not seeking truth but feeling, comfort, security. “Truth” offers none of this, all you are given is pursuit. Consider prose, consider novel, none of this happened, it is fiction, fiction is false, false is lying. Im not speaking to philosophy but want. What do you want? Be honest with want, this is to you. be honest to yourself, do you want eant banality? Is sophism it’s own hell, or a comfort that you can indulge? Surely once you’ve found the final destination (reference to banal referencialsim excluded) you don’t have very much choice but want? Then what is freedom, but to skip the middleman of logic towards the inevitable?
I’m not positing anything real or enlightening unto you, because I wNt ro be a “pseud” I want to be told that there is much to learn. I want to escape so please help, because obviously I am lost to have been so ill conceived.

>> No.20933804

>normal people facing something different and retarded: this seems retarded fuck this
>me facing something different and retarded: damm this is so different from what i was thinking or acting maybe i'm retarded

>> No.20933808

When faces with the reality that you are viewed as nothing but a man to be used by others there really isn't much left to do.

>> No.20933813

>>20931802
you see a woman, I see a work in drapery: Unbeknownst to all but the wearer, for the observer rips it off in search of the underlying beauty. I wish to be more, because I don’t care about the infeasible. look qt the cross stitch of the butrace which holds the waist. Its purposeless but to indulge the maker and the underpinning wants of the wearer. I notice more, but to describe it is to deny your potential to observe.

>> No.20933819

The grip of porn addiction on my mind is reflected by my hand. Curse the khazarian rats who have crippled me.

>> No.20933822

>>20933819
unironically a cool metaphor. hope you break free. what helped me was really wallowing in the shame i felt after cooming. once I started associating cooming with the depression and shame I felt afterwards it stopped me from seeking out pornography.

>> No.20933823

>>20933819
porn is good for you

>> No.20933829

>>20933404
Historical materialism is upholding hylic propaganda

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>>20932406
No not quite, I spend every night on my creative projects

>> No.20933894

>>20933808
Figure out a way to use other people to your benefit

Creatively or financially speaking

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The only thing worth writing about is love.

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>>20933897
The only thing worth writing about is hate

>> No.20933903

>>20933897
The only thing worth loving about is write.

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>>20933897
No.

>> No.20933907

>>20933905
I always kek at the chudgoats.

>> No.20933933

>>20933260
A picnic is always the go. Look up the best sunset viewing location near you, buy stuff for a cheese board, maybe a bottle of champagne, pack a portable speaker. Don't have sex with her, wait till marriage.

>> No.20933937

>>20932813
Really surprised how good jap whiskey is desu

>> No.20933938

>>20933823
You are a retard. Stop living in denial.

>> No.20933941

>>20932882
What a nightmare. Put another baby in her. And dont stop putting babies in her. She needs the distraction

>> No.20933943

>>20932909
I think that we form strong psychological connections to people we knew during our formative years. Idk if that’s the case for you but it would explain why you still dream about him

>> No.20933946

>>20933938
>>20933823
If you have a desire to find a relationship, then I suppose yes it might be bad for you

If you don't give a shit about women or relationships then it doesn't really matter

>> No.20933947

>>20933565
>my fate is becoming a high school teacher
Fuck at least I get summers off

>> No.20933948

>>20933937
Yeah, I’ve been drinking since I was 16 and It’s probably the best alcohol I’ve tasted. At least when it’s on the rocks, in a cocktail it’s often even better.

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Im a chinlet. Now being a wizard makes a perfect sense.

>> No.20933957

I accidentally got addicted to cigarettes

>> No.20934004

>>20933957
I got addicted to cigarettes after spending a few months in America. The cigs were so cheap I smoked them all the time whereas back home they were a rare thing for me. Came back addicted lol

>> No.20934008

>>20933260
She probably thinks you're smart anon, from what you've described about your dates. Some women find it really attractive.

>> No.20934024

>>20933759
>The problem here isn't that I'm concerned about my tulpa taking over or whatever
It sounds like you are worried, though, judging by your original post.

>> No.20934076

>>20934004
Which state did you visit? These fucking things are ten bucks a pack. Im going bankrupt

>> No.20934081

I am from Kazakhstan bros

>> No.20934088

>>20934081
Nice, took a year of Kazakh in college. I remember there were riots within the last year or so, how did that end up?

>> No.20934140

>>20934081
Youve been telling us that for a few months now

>> No.20934148

>>20934024
As usual /lit/ once again proves it has abysmal reading comprehension. I explicitly stated in my original post that I was concerned about getting too attached to my tulpa, with a secondary concern that my misogyny might somehow have an affect on her, which now I realize is stupid because she's an imaginary form and won't have any of the vile traits that lead me to hate real women. No where did I claim I was concerned about my tulpa taking over my mind. Many people claim that is what could happen when you make a tulpa, I have yet to see even a dubious anecdote in which that actually happens.

>> No.20934177

>>20932409
Look up "split personality schizophrenia"

>> No.20934203

>>20934076
stop smoking or start rolling

>> No.20934297

>>20934088
nothing special, all quiet now

>> No.20934453

Do women know what they are doing when they press their titties on you when they look over your shoulder and shit?

>> No.20934477

>>20933324
Its better than being alone.

>> No.20934490

using proper punctuation and capitalization is shallow and pedantic

>> No.20934511

>>20934453
Obviously. I do the same shit when i rest my hog on their shoulders when their sitting down and i ask them a bullshit question.

>> No.20934516
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im a waste, a loser. spent most of my life shitposting on the internet, i didnt learn much. my whole life i always wanted to be nothing. im a prisoner, a man on an island, a hermit. I was kind of hoping that an AI would kill all humans or mother nature would collapse industrial society through climate change. Im too much of a coward to kill myself. lazy, a coward, no ambition, and all for what? to work a 9 to 5 with my barely passed high school education. Life is meaningless and filled with endless suffering

>> No.20934521

>>20934516
Youre a faggot. Too dumb to even make a succint description of yourself.

>> No.20934529

>>20933565
How old are kids in the american 12th grade?

>>20933591
i read an article not long ago about how zoomers starting university don't know how to use computers. all they know are smartphones. teachers have to teach them the basics of using a computer, like how to install a program, find a folder, move files and they think that deleting a shortcut is the same as uninstalling a software. my 62 years old mom is more knowledgeable about using a computer than most 20 years olds.

>> No.20934544

>>20934490
The opposite. Not using proper grammar is the hallmark of a midwit desperate to stratify himself from his contemporaries

>> No.20934552

Space is not time, and time is not space.

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>>20931786
this will probably get ignored, but growing up I never saw the point in irony, sarcasm, satire, or subtlety. parody was an exception, because I liked Weird Al growing up but I never found any work, in any medium, that smacked of irony, sarcasm, satire or subtlety to be comedic in any manner of form, not sure what was wrong with me but its probably why things like slacker humor, movies like The Big Lebowski, or the mannerisms of most modern women struck me as unfunny, grotesque displays of ingratitude rather than a form of serious comedic relief. I remember in 9th or 10th grade instead of writing a book report about Johnathan Swift's "A Modest Proposal" I wrote a 20 page screed on why satire wasn't funny and failed the assignment. its probably why Immanuel Kant's ethical system seemed so logical to me, considering I started with him and not the Greeks with philosophy. I've grown up since then but what the hell was wrong with me?

>> No.20934575

>>20934076
DC and it was ~$8 when I was there and I was told DC was expensive for cigs. But it's USD$25 for a pack here so it felt like nothing kek

>> No.20934590

>>20934544
>t. got cucked by some dude who didn't use capitalization and punctuation

>> No.20934595

>>20934544
Gay. Elizabethan English with its lack of standardization was the peak of the written English word.
The next Shakespeare will only be born when the last grammarian is burnt on a pyre of the last style manuals.

No one alive yet may be that next Shakespeare, but like Blake did they can throw off the shackles of standardization and return language as play and not as the duty that sourfaced greysouls like yourself want it to be.

>> No.20934602

>>20934544
you're a loser who's unable to function without adhering to rules that were set by other losers
>>20934490
he's right

>> No.20934619

>>20933759
I thought ignoring them makes them turn evil and generally try to break free from your control, at least that's what Alexandra David-Neel says in her book about traveling in Tibet and learning Tibetan magic

>> No.20934622

>>20934595
I would wager the best English is one with specific definitions for all words and not one where the synonyms are endless and language is not a phenomenological impression on the psyche and real definitions exist outside sense perception. The world itself, taken as a physical concept, is not the thing in itself but we should try to define language as getting "closest to the facts" as possible, even if what we perceive is not able to be defined

>> No.20934666

>>20933733
It's Bonnie Tyler predicting the coming ubermensch.

>> No.20934787

>do cocaine
>become glib-speaking and hyper-charming pseudochad
>also get terrible and uncontrollable gas, constantly farting conspicuously and with horrifying smell that lingers in the room for several minutes
I'm a retard and hoping you can help me - what is the patrician term for this sort of Janus-faced simultaneous blessing and curse?

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>>20934787
I would try this if I were you

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>>20933759
>you are the schizo
>it's literally just a sentient imaginary friend
Do you fucking hear yourself you absolute retard? If your imaginary friend has sentience of its own, where does that sentience come from? It can only be one of two things.
>(You)
Meaning you've actually managed to split your mind apart and quarter off the portion that contsins your tulpas "thoughts" or
>something else
Meaning an external entity that you've invited into your head/house/life/etc.
Whether it's actually a demon or simply mental illness is irrelevant, but the outcome will be the same. You will ruin yourself

>> No.20934891

>>20933714
This is why parents need to do everything in their power to HOMESCHOOL their kids in the first place. Homeschoolers are the only children unaffected by thr funny cough and will have roughly the same devopment (as long as the parents aren't idiots). But kids that went to school and then "went" to "school" "online" are gonna have some problems

>> No.20934896

>>20933585
Just watch the movie with them and try to get your friends gf to set you up with one of her friends dude

>> No.20934951

>>20933933
This but only if she's got her hymen intact too. If she's not a virgin and you wait for marriage you're being played. Hopefully she is and she likes you for you and you can get a wifey anonkun

>>20933260
Do something more romantic, then for the fourth date do something very, very fun. Like six flags or something. This way you've successfully shown off mutliple sides of your character. The museum showed you were cultured and smort, the picnic showed casual and romantic, the amusement park will show that youre fun. If she's really into you for pure reasons, this will basically cement you as a well rounded individual with alot to offer, and she MAY fall in love. One you've showed off your feathers you can start asking about her. If she's comfortable enough around you and likes you enough then she'll tell you everything, at that point you can decide if you want to pursue her or not based on what she's like. If the two of you develop feelings for one another, you'll begin to move out of basementdwelling lifestyle and grow into the man she needs as you turn her into the woman you want.

Again all of this is predicated on the state of her hymen tho. I'm not sure if women are capable of falling in love with anyone but the first guy they had sex with, but probably not

>> No.20934980

how come theres no bread general on /ck/

>> No.20935307

>>20932409
Is that what the young kids are doing these days. I had never even heard about this until I saw it mentioned here.

>> No.20935314

If you're considering graduate or professional school, try to start it before or around 25 or so.

>> No.20935417

"biblically accurate retards" = nuwave tradcath larpers. peel it down with the find christ shit

>> No.20935437

>>20935417
If I had a choice where I could either help you stop being retarded but still be an atheist somehow or become Christian but remain retarded I would choose the former. The issue isn't theology, it's that you're braindead.

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I must not become a normalfag
I must not become a normalfag
I will not become a normalfag
I will not become a normalfag

>> No.20935548

Every beautiful person is a reminder that I'm a hideous abomination, every happy person is a reminder that I'm dead inside, every pair or group of friends chatting about their interests and having fun is a reminder that I'm an unwanted loner who's not fit for society, every happy couple is a reminder that I'll die alone and the last thing I'll hear is the sound of a shotgun inside my mouth

>> No.20935558

>>20935548
You're self-obsessed. Calm down, and remember that the world doesn't revolve around you, and that's a good thing.

>> No.20935574

>>20935502
You won't. I'll have your back, bro

>> No.20935609

>>20935548
Same. Every intelligent person is a reminder that I'm a midwit, every successful academic is a reminder that I'm undisciplined, every successful creative is a reminder that I'm a coward.

>> No.20935616

>>20935609
KEK everyone has something better or worse than you somehow, anon.

>> No.20935641

>brony/furry steals plane and threatens to nosedive into Walmart before landing in a basedbean field
God bless America

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>> No.20935708

I really regret my education and career choices, but it's too late to change them now.

>> No.20935732

>>20935548
if you actually attempted to socialize with other people they would accept you

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According to E. S. Drower, the Mandaean Gnosis is characterized by nine features, which appear in various forms in other gnostic sects:[25]:xvi

A supreme formless Entity, the expression of which in time and space is a creation of spiritual, etheric, and material worlds and beings. Production of these is delegated by It to a creator or creators who originated It. The cosmos is created by Archetypal Man, who produces it in similitude to his own shape.
Dualism: a cosmic Mother and Father, Light and Darkness, Left and Right, syzygy in cosmic and microcosmic form.
As a feature of this dualism, counter-types (dmuta) that exist in a world of ideas (Mshunia Kushta).
The soul is portrayed as an exile, a captive; his home and origin being the supreme Entity to which he eventually returns.
Planets and stars influence fate and human beings, and are also the places of detention after death.
A savior spirit or savior spirits which assist the soul on his journey through life and after it to 'worlds of light'.
A cult-language of symbol and metaphor. Ideas and qualities are personified.
'Mysteries', i.e. sacraments to aid and purify the soul, to ensure its rebirth into a spiritual body, and its ascent from the world of matter. These are often adaptations of existing seasonal and traditional rites to which an esoteric interpretation is attached. In the case of the Naṣoraeans, this interpretation is based on the Creation story (see 1 and 2), especially on the Divine Man, Adam, as crowned and anointed King-priest.
Great secrecy is enjoined upon initiates; full explanation of 1, 2, and 8 being reserved for those considered able to understand and preserve the gnosis.

>> No.20935913

>>20935548
Beauty is one asset in life. Intelligence is another. Charisma is another, natural creativity is another, even extraordinary passivity and simplicity have their charms and benefits which are sometimes lacking in the sturm und drang of genius or the madness of inspiration. Beautiful people are often frivolous, shallow, miserable. They often have to live out their death for most of their life before they actually die because their whole life after a certain point is just mourning their perfect youth, a youth that undermined their prospects for other forms of development by being too perfect and too easy. Most beautiful people will never grasp what Richard Feynman grasped when he thought about particle interactions, and Richard Feynman will never know the joy of reading Spinoza or understanding Greek apophanetic discourse about being. Nikola Tesla, Isaac Newton, and Immanuel Kant never got laid.

Life is complex and textured. Don't let TV advertisements aimed at keeping deformed people deformed make you think it's all one smooth monochrome surface.

>> No.20935930

>>20935913
He wants a romantic relationship not to understand your schizo jews

>> No.20935934

>>20935913
>apophantic
Typo

>> No.20935963

>>20935930
That's not what he said, it's only one of the things he mentioned and not the first. And even then, the same thing applies. Women are attracted to all the qualities I mentioned above, even if young women are particularly slutty and shallow these days.

You have a small mind and you can't read. Why would you be on /lit/?
(somehow I posted this reply in the wrong thread at first)

>> No.20935970

>>20935963
Are you 12? Stop posting this pseud crap

>> No.20935994

>>20935913
They want to be miserable. It's fascinating.

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>Valentius taught that there were three kinds of people, the spiritual, psychical, and material; and that only those of a spiritual nature received the gnosis (knowledge) that allowed them to return to the divine Pleroma, while those of a psychic nature (ordinary Christians) would attain a lesser or uncertain form of salvation, and that those of a material nature were doomed to perish.
Was he right bros?

>> No.20936292

>>20936276
I dunno I'm not a Valentinian, but a Marcionite

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>>20935913
Holy fucking cope

>> No.20936324

>>20936292
Why?

>> No.20936332

>>20936276
Clement of Alexandria: The gnostic is the one who had matured in the scriptures and who maintained apostolic and ecclesiastical orthodoxy in doctrine.

>> No.20936333

>>20935502
Ha I saw that on telegram

>> No.20936378

I want to ride along the coast of some long stretch of land on a raft I made myself. I will probably have to wear my shirt around my waist to avoid the over-accumulation of heat. I want to row myself interminably along this shoreline with my meager raft and find a large wild fowl, to kill it, to make an improvised fire near these shores, to sear its meat, to section its parts for consumption, to beckon some woman wearing two pieces of cloth (with her midriff exposed) who may or not be from civilization (in this context her origin as a civilized woman is irrelevant), take her with me and eat our cooked bird, in that moment not know of any pre-existing history about who we are but just share in the immediate one-ness of being with a potential mate near a fire. It would be obvious we would have a mutual love but it would be redundant for us to say it, but in my heart of hearts, we would love each other. With her I would disembark on my meager raft and together we would look at the embers of my shoreline cooking flame respirating as if they were moments from breathing their last moments of illumination, oscillating and dimming until we have coasted too far away on our raft to be able to see it, or that it has finally been extinguished from the elements. Neither of which me and my youthful woman companion can be certain about not neither feel the need to have certainty about. The vague illuminations as the sun goes beyond the horizon as we again continue drifting interminably along the coast, some cooked fowl meat in some containment for later enjoying. We exist together on a small makeshift raft in a world without words. No signage. No one trying to sell us anything. No ambient music to offend our sensibilities. Just man and woman in love along an interminable journey with the simplest of food until stars are all that guide us.

>> No.20936386

>>20936378
Ok

>> No.20936391

>>20936378
>about *nor neither feel the need to have certainty about
Fixed

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Zeus raped someone to produce this poem
Every story starts this way
We need more Zeus rape on this webzone
If you don't like my poem ur gay

>> No.20936534

>>20934559
It could be autism, or you're just too pure for this irony-poisoned world.

>> No.20936540

>>20935502
I wish I was a normalfag. My life would be so much better. I could have friends.

>> No.20936548

>>20934177
Look up "what is a tulpa"

>>20935307
If you've never heard of a tulpa before you are a newfag, tulpas don't get mentioned as much as they used to but they were a big thing on several boards back in like 2013

>> No.20936592

>>20936540
Same. I could have friends, gf, family and a good career. Its impossible now because of some misadjustment which is somewhere in my brain.

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>>20936378
>Just man and woman in love along an interminable journey with the simplest of food until stars are all that guide us.
Why is someone posting something so wholesome on this godforsaken hellhole of a website?

>> No.20936649

Aw shit I'll be 24 soon and I havent had a gf since 2016. Feel like I miss out on early 20s dating because I fell for the no sex before marriage meme

>> No.20936654

>>20936276
No. Thats retarded. Why should people be constituted of different substances?

>> No.20936669

>>20936649
You wont miss out on anything if u miss out on that
Im 28 and virgin, going strong

>> No.20936691

I did day labor work for the past two labor days

>> No.20936875

Is it just me, or do women have monstrous appetites? I'm always amused by how much they can eat, despite having so little body mass.

>> No.20936908

>>20936324
I dunno I don't see any meaningful dissonance between the material world and the world of ideas but I do think the Hebrew people (trying not to catch a ban here) and the Gentiles worship very different gods, with very different characteristics. There's a reason the former is very vindictive towards the latter, due to the old testament god being a very violent, selfish being. However, Otto Weininger had a point, more or less, in regards to the sexes having an opposing material/ideal basis

>>20936534
I mean yeah I got diagnosed 30 years ago tops. I though blue humor and parody were funny but that's about it. Probably why I enjoy Anal Cunt. But stuff like sarcasm, irony, satire, and such never had an impact on me.

>>20936654
There is only two substances, mind and matter, women belong to the latter whereas men the former.

>> No.20936914

Sweet dolla tea from mcdonalds i drink that
Supa hot fire i spit that
Two and a half men i watch that

>> No.20936922

>>20931802
I want to cum inside her 1024 times, but unfortunately, I can only put one baby in her at a time. The concluding desire thus is an eternity with this woman to fulfill unlimited babies until time itself stands still. A love beyond the conscious rational mind with no knowledge of concepts, language, society, history, or doubts. Only eternity and a compulsion to be one with another; to endlessly bring forth more just like herself and myself.

>> No.20936969

>>20936922
ARE MEN OKAY

>> No.20936980

>>20936922
>with this woman
she's a girl.

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I honestly thought christian stance was to love yourself and others too.
Isnt the golden rule to love others as much as you love yourself?
Turns out self love is root of all evil and needs to be eradicated

>> No.20937063

>>20936875
Actually women are more likely to be fat than men

>> No.20937085

>>20936980
>18 isn’t the age of consent anymore. I declare it to be 35. You’re a pedophile. I’m calling the police!

>> No.20937101

>>20937044
https://youtu.be/0XYUOYffGhw

>> No.20937123

>>20937101
Ummm no thanks

>> No.20937145

>>20937123
>I despise thinking
So predictable.

>> No.20937173

do i need a comma after 'and more' in a list

>> No.20937190

>>20935314
why?

>> No.20937217

>>20937145
I dont despise thinking
Ive been through hindu rabbit hole for years and i figured theres no merit in it
Jesus is real God

>> No.20937230

>>20936969
Why wouldn’t they be?

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20937305

>>20936969
A man wanting to impregnate a woman he likes a lot is about as ordinary as it gets.

>> No.20937315

>>20937305
Her face is absolutely disgusting

>> No.20937324

>be me
>Yankee friend gives me a dollar because I like George Washington
>put it in my wallet
>take it out and look at it from time to time
>skip ahead a few years later to last night
>sitting in car
>my pater is driving
>journeying home from the pub
>both drunk
>argument starts
>tempers flare
>cutting words loosed between us
>criticizes my life
>calls me a leech
>arrive home
>stumble out of the car into the dark
>rummage through my wallet for money
>think I've found a fifty euro note my godfather gave me the other day
>was saving it to go see my godson (poor as a church mouse at the moment)
>thrust the note into my pater's pocket and said "Here, I don't want your fucking money."
>barge off
>hear my pater shout behind me "I don't want your dollar bill."
>his words seemed oddly particular
>ignore him because I thought he was being ironic
>wake up the next morning, hungover and regretful
>check my wallet
>fifty euro is still there
>what in God's name?
>check for George Washington
>he's not there
>mfw
>go to the sitting room
>apologise to my pater for getting angry
>offer him the fifty euro to pay for the drinks last night
>refuses
>gets up and goes over to the mantle piece and gives me back my dollar bill
>says to forget about the argument
>says he just wants to see me getting on in life

>> No.20937345

>>20937315
Your heritage and preference?

>> No.20937348
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20937348

>>20937315
>t. Ugly femcel/incel
Her face is a hard 10/10.

>> No.20937380 [DELETED] 

>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2rSR3lkKA4U
oh shit

>> No.20937431

Sometimes I think I might've been better off jobless and homeless.

>> No.20937547

OMG SHE IS JUST LIKE ME BROS
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d5xqCEHzMKQ
I'm so sad, she must be so lonely, poor jewish girl...

>> No.20937582

Take this hammer and carry it to my captain
Tell him I'm gone
Tell him I'm gone
I'm sure as gone

>> No.20937596

>>20937582
It's a long ways from East Colorado
Headed to my home
Headed to my home
That's where I'm gone

>> No.20937712

l'm high as fuck

>> No.20937719

>>20937712
Wheres your trip

>> No.20937723

>>20937719
l dont understand

>> No.20937724

>>20937345
Irish
Not irish

>> No.20937727

>>20937723
Thats because you're high

>> No.20937731

>>20934453
Some do, some just aren't very bright

>> No.20937768

>>20932882
I don't want to make light or fun of your situation anon but that's real uncool of her. Her getting jealous if you touch another woman is extremely hypocritical considering her adultery. The rational solution to your problems is to pork other women together. How does she have the nerve to be bisexual and deny her husband a threesome? Bitches be crazy sometimes bros

>> No.20937773

what's a problem that will likely be of enduring human interest? in other words, what's the most essential problem to the human condition?

>> No.20937775

>>20937773
Fucking bitches

>> No.20937781

>>20937775
that's only a problem if you find yourself without any hoes. i would say it is decidedly not the most essential problem of the human condition

>> No.20937784

>>20937781
Every man finds himself without hoes at some point

>> No.20937785

>>20937773
The mechanism of consciousness, suffering, Faustian spirit

>> No.20937788

>>20937784
ok i will admit that it is one of the enduring problems, but surely not the most essential one.
>>20937785
this is a much better answer, thanks

>> No.20937796

>>20937788
Entropy is the classic one.
https://www.physics.princeton.edu/ph115/LQ.pdf

>> No.20937803

>>20937796
interesting. i'm making a list of every contender so i'll give this a read

>> No.20937820

I get uneasy being this close to Canada. A liminal fever dream unsure of its own existence. A rusted sawmill wearing the skin of a lost child.

>> No.20937933 [DELETED] 

>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wmKGHg2595U
why the FUCK isn't this on apple music?

>> No.20938182
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>>20937724
Self hating. Such a shame.

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20938290

>>20937547
>All my life I've been alone. Many times I've faced my death with no one to know. I would look into the huts and the tents of others in the coldest dark and I would see figures holding each other in the night. And I always passed by.

>> No.20938525

If a story does not make you laugh, it should make you cry. If it does neither, it is a poor story. If it does both, it is a great one.

>> No.20938580

been thinking about, or rather it just occurred to me, the ways 4chan was a good influence on my life, or how I'm thankful for it.

>> No.20938620

>>20931932
>>20931932
>>20931932

>> No.20938673

>>20936875
maybe they need it to produce those eggs
>>20937063
thats because they don't have any muscles

>> No.20938679

>>20937101
is being a whore allowed in hindu and pagan type religions?

>> No.20938738

>>20937101
sick boiler room set

>> No.20939492

>>20938679
She is already filled from all sides. Your dick would be as water entering the ocean.