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sex

>> No.20714144

Every day is a blessing.

>> No.20714150

peepee poopoo

>> No.20714183

>>20714137
I am literally so much better than all of you

>> No.20714185
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I would consider myself to be a non-confrontational person - not violent but willing to defend myself. But when my mind wanders to the thoughts of committing violent thoughts on people I hate or people who have wronged me, my eyes roll back into my head, my heart rate picks up, my body tenses up, and I start breathing heavy. Daydreaming about committing violence just puts me into a state of pure bliss, comparable to that of sexual activity. In my mind's eye, the movements are automatic but still with intent. I feel the axe crack into his skull, and the blood splatters across my face. I can't help but grin as I smear the blood down my cheeks. Holding a line of people at the point of a rifle, making them place their open mouths on the concrete curb before I go on a stomping spree. These thoughts release adrenaline like nothing else. Yes, I like hurting other people. I have to admit that to the rooster. There's no lying to him this time.
I wonder if video games made me violent. Everyone who plays them says video games don't make people violent. But it (usually) feels good when you defeat an enemy in a video game. Is it wrong to assume that pleasure wouldn't carry over to real life at all?
If it's not video games, maybe it's just my hatred. I try to imagine myself as a forgiving person. To most people I know, I am meek. But I am not the perfect son of God. I can't help but feel an uncontrollable, scorching rage in my heart at those who have made me miserable. Nothing I have done so far has given me any catharsis for such feeling.
It's not just any violence that makes me feel this way. When I see videos of executions, I get the same wrenching feeling in my gut as everyone else. But it's different when I imagine myself committing the violence.
Is this just human nature? Am I an animal or a sadist? Or is this normal? Does anyone else here feel this way?

>> No.20714195

Do you think writing novels is a waste of time?

>> No.20714197

I struggle to see the positive side of things.

>> No.20714200

>>20714195
It's not a waste of time if it was fulfilling in any way.

>> No.20714205

>>20714185
Have you considered that you made yourself miserable?

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>>20714205
I don't orgasm when I have daydreams about killing myself though.

>> No.20714212

>>20714200
Well my feeling right now is one of frustration and not fulfillment. I’ve started becoming more interested in escapism and think there are better ways of doing that.

>> No.20714215

>>20714195
Absolutely not. There's pretty much non-existent chance to get famous and rich unless you're willing to network in the rotten industry and write YA trash, but as a mode of self-expression and meaningful artistic pursuit you can't do much better. What else is there to spend time on? Chasing bugman career and money, or w*men?

>> No.20714218

>>20714211
Right, you wouldn’t because it’s not about justice or deserved punishment really, it’s just a fantastic indulgence in what are really demonic impulses. Sorry to say.

>> No.20714226

>>20714215
Another creative activity?

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>>20714218
That makes it sound a lot cooler than it actually is. like I'm a Devil May Cry character. I just feel good when I think about hurting people who have hurt me

>> No.20714232

>>20714137
My life improved so much since I left this site. Don’t know why I’m back

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>>20714232
Don't forget.

>> No.20714257

>>20714226
Sure, I'm learning to edit videos and make dark ambient music in addition to writing as well. Losing yourself in introspective creativity is the only way to tolerate this existence, either that or braindead consumerism.

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>>20714239
Not if I have a say in it

>> No.20714285

>>20714281
Very nice, thank you

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>>20714281
Based. Enjoy your vacation, anon, and I'll see you in three days.

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>>20714281

>> No.20714316

>>20714228
Trust me. It doesn’t sound cool.

>> No.20714326

>>20714257
What got me thinking about this was a recent discussion about literature vs film. It got me thinking that if you want to tell stories, whether you might be better off focusing your efforts working in film than writing novels.

>> No.20714342

>>20714326
It's even harder to get into the film industry than it is to get published. If people want to make their own films they can try, but there's no way they can get to the big screen. At least with self-published novels there's still a chance it can be big. Although if you really want to tell a story, it doesn't matter about any audience, since you just want to tell a story. Some may say that a story is pointless without an audience, and I think that's true, but if you really want to tell a story you would do so without an audience.

>> No.20714415

>>20714342
I don’t see why someone couldn’t work at making indie films, but it doesn’t have to be film. We could talk about indie game development, comic books, anything really. I agree with you about the audience but what I’m wondering about is the escapism factor, as a creator, and also if there’s just inherently more creative potential in like pop media at this time.

>> No.20714416

I just read 2 pages and can't remember a single word.
Do not read when you are tired.
I hate being tired, I just want a female companion.

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Why does Hiro allow ads for NSFW boards on blue boards? And why does /pol/ have porn ads if porn isn't allowed there (unless it's BBC porn posted by a (((memeflag))))?

>> No.20714433

test

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>>20714416
>I just want a female companion
Resist or you'll regret it

>> No.20714453

How do I bring up with my church that my desire for sex and addiction to cooming is straining my relationship with God

>> No.20714461

>>20714453
Go to confession?

>> No.20714462

>>20714453
Can't you just fuck and go to confession? That's what all the girls are doing.

>> No.20714465

>>20714435
oh fuck, thanks anon, I snapped out of it.

>> No.20714470

>>20714465
That's what /lit/ bros are for, normies are blind to the vaginal menace no matter how much they suffer for it.

>> No.20714475

>>20714415
>escapism factor, as a creator
If someone is making a piece of art for their personal escapist fantasies then they should just make whatever they want. Chances are it's not going to have any important themes that will elevate it to a great work.

>inherently more creative potential in like pop media at this time
There's room for creative expression in all forms of media. "Pop" media is inherently uncreative because it is designed to appeal to the masses for profit, so major media executives will not take risks with anything experimental because they might lose profit. But just because most people consume television and games instead of books it doesn't mean that one medium is better than the other. Rather, they all have their own purpose. When people try to "prove" a medium as being "good" or try to fit a work of art into a medium that it doesn't fit in, it usually comes off as pretentious. Think of indie games for example, a lot of them are pretentious because they try to push a "deep narrative" in a medium that's more about interactivity. That's also why film adaption of novels struggle to be faithful to the original source material - stuff that works in novels doesn't work in film. If someone wants to start making films just because movies are more popular right now they need to either disregard the audience or make sure they respect the medium of film, otherwise everything they make will suck.

>> No.20714480

>>20714461
>>20714462
>confession
I'm not catholic. Besides, confession sams repentence is meaningless

>> No.20714558

So Ive been pretty socially active lately and have come to realize that my descent into weird sexual habits and meme ideologies is a result of social isolation

>> No.20714568

>>20714480
Well then schedule a private meeting with your priest/pastor/etc and talk to him about it.
And yes, the whole point of confession is for you to confess your sins so that your spiritual elder can give you guidance on how to repent of them.

>> No.20714576

>>20714558
Once you've caught the normie plague there is no hope of recovery

>> No.20714577

>>20714558
What you meant to say is "I'm becoming a cringe NPC because I'm becoming a normie".

>> No.20714609

>>20714281
Outrageous, I don't browse 4channel to be subjected to pictures of pornographic nature.

>> No.20714621

>>20714576
>>20714577
There has to be more to life than trying to refute Hinduism with Thomist metaphysics

>> No.20714656

>>20714621
dont listen to them anon, you're doing good. keep it up

>> No.20714663

>>20714656
This anon is an Archon trying to prevent this psychic from becoming a pneumatic.

>> No.20714668

>>20714663
But hylics have it so easy

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>>20714558
"You're the average of your 5 friends" even if those "friends" are anonymous posters you will still adopt their way of thinking in some way.
You can be alone but not falling into meme ideologies is hard when we're wired to alleviate loneliness and imageboards let you get away with no consequences for posting. You also don't need to get a following to have people interact with you, so its easier.

It's a weird feeling even if you're not socializing, to stop using IB just for a week and see how different life can be. A different matrix in itself tbqhwyou.

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>>20714668
>But hylics have it so easy
Ok, Archon.

>> No.20714683

>>20714672
>I am the average of /lit/, /tv/, /pol/, /ck/, and /fit/

>> No.20714687

>>20714683
For me, it's /lit/, /his/, /vrpg/, /v/, and /pol/.

>> No.20714707

>>20714687
How do you use /his/ without going insane

>> No.20714713

>>20714672
What if instead of shitposting i waste time on watching a serie or vidya?

>> No.20714716

>>20714707
I just go there to laugh at the insanity. I've learned long ago to never actually partake in any of the discussions there. Lots of amusing folks on that board. Just don't reply to any of them. Or post anything that could make them reply to you.

>> No.20714717

Just found out men who are married let other men have sex with their wife and watch and enjoy it immensely, genuinely never felt this much rage in my life I'm starting to become a chud. What type of society allows this to happen?

>> No.20714723

>>20714717
>Just found out
First day on 4chan? Never knew what "cuck" meant?

>> No.20714730

>>20714723
I thought it was a joke or sexual fantasy, didn't know men actually went to places in order to enjoy watching other men fuck their wife. Fucked up world we live in desu

>> No.20714733

>>20714717
Wait until you find out that "straight men" let girls fuck them up the ass with huge strap ons. Really makes you think.

>> No.20714734

>>20714137
I don't think I'm suited for the wagecuck living. One part of me wants to have crazy pissing german orgies every weekend but the other one wants to have a traditional catholic lifestyle and have a faithful wife and lots of children and no computer. But in none of those two scenarios I portrait myself working 8 hours a day at a fucking office. I'm 33, I'm broke, I'm jobless and I don't even fucking care.

>> No.20714736

>>20714717
It's been happening for a long time. There is a part in Casanova's memoir where some cuck lets him bang his wife while he watches through a peephole

>> No.20714739

>>20714730
Whenever someone watches porn they are watching another man fuck the object of their desire. People are programmed to be cucks since they first start watching pornography.

>> No.20714740

>>20714733
>having sex with a woman
>gay

>> No.20714742

>>20714734
No one is suited for wagecuck living, just like animals aren't meant to live in captivity.

>> No.20714748

>>20714713
I've done it. It feels comfy and isolating at the same time, just you and the series/anime for days. Eventually you come back to imageboards. I remember my family members discussing how they tried to quit social media but they all said at the end that there was nothing to do anyways. Life is boring desu

>> No.20714752

>>20714713
Maybe you should read a book instead. This is a literature board, after all.

>> No.20714753

>>20714742
Many animals live longer and healthier lives in captivity

>> No.20714754

>>20714740
Realizing that is the final redpill

>> No.20714755

>>20714734
Im no aninatalist incel but having a wife and kids is fucking boring until they can walk and talk. I have a ton of those little shits and I didn't acknowledge any of them until they had some sense of consciousness.

>> No.20714759

>>20714753
Many humans live longer if they wagecuck. Does that make it any less terrible for the wagie?

>> No.20714771

I have a tendency to get into arguments on 4chan defending positions I personally disagree with, if I see someone from my "side" arguing in bad faith

>> No.20714774

I am tortured by sexual desire.

>> No.20714776

>>20714771
Isn't arguing in bad faith the entire point of 4chan?

>> No.20714787

>>20714755
I'm not a fun guy anyways

>> No.20714801

>>20714774
western civilization isn't going to collapse if u suck one just check for monkeypox first

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>>20714801
That isn't what I meant - I'm not a homo, I'm just an incel. Though, you wouldn't be the first to think that.

>> No.20714808

>>20714717
i found out about that when my old boxing coach told us about a guy who caught michael jordan fucking his wife or something and said he was so proud, he was like "proud? i would have kicked his fucking ass!"

>> No.20714817

the 23 posters in this thread so far are mostly deranged.

>> No.20714818

>>20714717
That enrages me too, brother. Is that what "chud" means?

>> No.20714820

>>20714808
It seems like some cucks think if their wife fucks a lot of high status men it's a good thing, like their wife is also high-status and they can show her off like they would show off an expensive car or whatever. I think for other cucks it comes from a sense of insecurity, they think they can't please their wife so they let other men fuck her in hopes that she won't leave them for a better man.

>> No.20714822

>>20714755
You married your wife before she could walk and talk?

>> No.20714825

>>20714776
I should hope not

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>>20714822
based cunnychad

>> No.20714828

>>20714817
/wwoym/ is basically an asylum

>> No.20714836

>>20714817
For the past several threads people have been making posts calling other posters in these threads "deranged" or "unhinged" but never specify why or how they are more deranged or unhinged than normal.

>> No.20714842

>>20714822
No but she was basically useless until the tykes started walking and talking. Im not paying some stranger to watch my kids.

>> No.20714854

>>20714820
i think there's also the masochistic cuck who genuinely feels sadness and sexual jealousy which they enjoy somehow

>> No.20714892

I realize I'm easily suggestible, I quickly turn my brain off when others give their opinions and ideas and I have a hard time defending my own opinions and taking a stance and even making my points clear.
I don't know how to think for myself and I have a lot of difficulty in arguing and even conversation.

>> No.20714896

>>20714892
Arguing is pointless, don't care about that. What is important is that you learn to keep your own opinions despite what others around you believe.

>> No.20714897

>woke up at noon
>browesed 4chan all day
>ate like shit
>didnt even try to read

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>>20714897
Based

>> No.20714928

>>20714195
yes

>> No.20714934

>>20714137
I've read a couple William Styron novels lately.
Sophie's Choice and Lie Down in Darkness.
Sad dank.
He uses a lot of allusions and symbolism.
I tried to find some lit crit on these books, but the state of literary criticism.
It just doesn't exist anymore I guess.
Very disappointed.
Anyone else here read these?
I'm trying to figure a few things out, especially the last book. Which was actually his first.

>> No.20714937

>>20714897
>Woke up 7:30~ish
>thoroughly disgusted with the trash-fire that is called /lit/
>download meg-tons of manga/ecchi
>took a shit
>finally ate a bowl of cereal
>watch a YouTuber while “finishing” my collection
>do some dishes
>check this stupid place
Fuck it. I’m reading my books.

Nice painting, OP

>> No.20714946

>>20714185
>Is this just human nature? Am I an animal or a sadist? Or is this normal? Does anyone else here feel this way?
I feel the same way with people that annoy me. For me this is probably cope, since I never do anything, and the rare times I did anything (in school against bullies), all the blame fell on me, so I've learned to internalize this.

>> No.20714992 [DELETED] 

lol did the guenon spammer get banned? i happen to notice there are no threads right now which leads me to believe it's more or less one dude.

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where to cop this drip?

>> No.20715004

>>20714475
My feeling is there won’t be any “great work” regardless. Escapism might be the only option.

My point is that these things like video games, comics, seem to be better suited for storytelling as a means of escape than novels are. I notice it especially with video games.

>> No.20715264

Never thought I’d be looking at 30 with no prospects at all for a wife or kids.

>> No.20715312

>>20714185
Congratulations, you have homicidal ideation. It's a normal part of the human experience. Usually this happens when a person will not or can not assert themselves in social situations. They may have been abused in the past and were powerless to do anything to stop it. When we are scared, we have a fight or flight response to the source. You have deep feelings of inadequacy and self-hatred so you project it to others.
>>20714211
You also have suicidal ideation. People self-harm to release stress. It feels good but it's a very bad coping mechanism.

In short, go to therapy! Go to therapy. You need to speak with a therapist, they can help you.

>> No.20715327

The earth is the mother. The Sun is the father. The energy of the Sun is the Semen. The Ocean is the Womb. The atmosphere is the world outside the birthing canal. The Light of the Father is the Vital Force that brings Life, and the Soil of the Mother is what is brought to Life. Life is the union of this Dyad. The Dyad emerged from the Chaotic admixture of heat and energy at the beginning of the universe. The Chaos of this universe emerged from the Chaos of the previous universe, and so on. The cycle itself emerged from a super-Chaos that was not Chaotic.

>> No.20715345

>>20715327
The Mother is the Past, The Father is the Future, and Life is the Present. Each cycle of the universe is within a yet greater cycle. The cycles do not build up to anything, but their highest point touches their foundation, which are both infinitely high and infinitely deep.

>> No.20715366

>>20715327
Madness

>> No.20715367

>>20715345
It is called a cycle because the end creates the beginning and the beginning creates the end. Vain striving strives to an end, noble striving strives to the beginning. Because the beginning and the end are the same, there is neither beginning nor end at any point. The highest goal of mankind is not called ascension and is not called exodus nor progress. The highest goal of mankind is called return. What do you return to? The beginning. What is the beginning? The end. There is neither beginning nor end because they are the same and omnipresent, so return is also called stillness or remaining whole.

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Why is everything so loud all the sudden? Listening to music at normal volume and it seems like it's fucking blasting in my ears. I can hear my ceiling fan through my noise-cancelling headphones.

>> No.20715380

>>20715368
maybe one of your other senses got worse

>> No.20715389

I used to scoff at people who demean genre fiction, mostly since I grew up loving sci fi television, but the older I get the less im really enjoying genre fiction books, even when it comes to reading stuff with creative ideas I really like. it just doesn't seem to be nearly as engaging and enjoyable and whenever I pick up a sci fi novel I find myself waiting for it to be over so I can read something else

I feel like ive graduated to being a true /lit/ cynic

>> No.20715392

>>20715380
My eyes are still good. I can smell the food from the kitchen, and my mouth is watering in anticipation of such food. I can feel my back hurting. My other sense are all good.
I was born with bad hearing. Maybe it just somehow fixed itself. It's unpleasant. I don't want good hearing, it makes it hard to hear what I want to hear.

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I am wavering between walking west or wedding a wife. And between the blues or God

>> No.20715401

>>20714137
Made a thread before I saw this. Shitposters had me fuming for a change and it made me write. Sorry it's so long it just came out this way.

If you shitpost for long enough, what little light remains inside you will succumb to encroaching darkness. Deft and mechanical hands will load the shells into the gun, and with the familiar ease of something rehearsed the gun will turn on you. In an instant the thing that made you be will paint the room in a skillful flourish. This is not your catharsis. This is not your salvation. To the world this is entropy, an unbiased deconstruction. But for you, this simply isn't. The hand does not shake as the finger pulls the trigger. The lips that part for the barrel do not quiver. You are not afraid because you no longer are. Your dirty room is a stage and this play without audience is nearly over. Its star shares your likeness, but within is what came with the dark. This is a puppet dancing while it's master sleeps, strings pulled by nothing seen. But your body is not a puppet, and it's master is not asleep. Your light was plucked because it shined on waste. You were fading years ago, a piece of you as payment for every solved captcha. Day after day, spreading hate at keys and then restfulslumber, where you dream guiltless dreams. As you were sweetly counting sheep, shadows of obsidian cloaked your loveless heart. Year after year, fingers dancing, a compromised heart working in tandem with a racing mind, searching for innovation. With all else lost only your light remained. As it flickered weakly, shining on nothing, your fate was sealed. You, like all men, are one. Between every man lies a void that ensures your separation. But one is capable of reaching many with the gift of words. With the ability to connect one to all, separate now together, man becomes Mankind. However the gift of words is also a great burden, allowing one to save or destroy another. In words there is potential for life and death. Any man in control of words becomes God. The body has a mind so that men can choose. Choice is the price of freedom. With this in mind we come to you, with the opportunity for goodness at your fingertips. The power to uplift, to save, to mainline positivity straight to the hearts of men. But the hate within seduced your weakened mind, and with frantic fingers at the helm you sowed the seeds your own destruction. Your final moments spent in a bait thread that would outlive you. As you notice the quints in the corner of your final post, and the beginnings of a smile tease your lips, patient black shadows snatch a lonely flame from its wick. You are one of many no longer. Buckshot turns a head to an alien flower in bloom. Skull fragments and brains meet peeling wallpaper. When authorities arrive on the scene and a report is made, a single casualty will be listed. Only you will know about the flame that died first.

>> No.20715405

I'm starting to read Annals of the Former World tonight.

>> No.20715409

>>20715264
I never thought I would absolutely hate not having a family and that it would torment me so much. all i cared about growing up was partying and "having a good time" and after years of adulthood fucking myself over "chasing the dragon" Ive finally accepted that the party is over and ive found real meaning in life, but now it feels out of reach because of how i treated myself and my life in the past

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>>20715392
I crawled out of your ear last night

>> No.20715417

>>20715410
I have never seen one of these things in my life.

>> No.20715419

>>20715410
My hearing didn't get better last night. My hearing just suddenly got better, and for the worse. Also I regularly shove q-tips down my ear. It's a good thing you got out, Mr. Samsa, otherwise you would be bug mush in my ear canal.

>> No.20715422

>>20715410
That has happened to me. I woke up with a roach trapped in my ear canal.

>> No.20715424

>>20715327
put down that Kybalion

>> No.20715425

>>20715419
Shoving q-tips in your ear is actually a pretty bad idea, even if everybody does it.

>> No.20715429

>>20715422
I had a something similar happen to me, but it was more like I woke up as a roach instead of there being one trapped in my ear.
>>20715425
How else am I supposed to reach my g-spot?

>> No.20715440

>>20715429
Kafka sucks and should have read Kirkegaard earlier in his life

>> No.20715445

Long ago in days that have not yet come to pass, there was a race of men that were not men, and there was an earth that was not the Earth, and a sun that was not the Sun. They called this earth Mother and they called this sun Father. This was the greatest race of men that ever was, and they recognized the light of Apollo for what it was, not as we men recognize it, as a God or a Chemical or a Principle, but as the Light. They built a Monolith with a foundation that reached to the core of their Mother and a tip that connected to the surface of their Father. They channeled the great Seed of their Father through the Monolith, and their Mother and Father returned to Chaos, while they returned to the cycle. They deluded themselves and thought that there could be an ascension to the light without a return to the darkness.

>> No.20715448

>>20715445
You are raving mad

>> No.20715453 [DELETED] 

>>20715448
Don't discourage art.

>> No.20715456 [DELETED] 

>>20715453
Madness is no art

>> No.20715458 [DELETED] 

>>20715429
Thin cloth wipe and pinky.

>> No.20715461 [DELETED] 

>>20715456
>he didn't read Ion

>> No.20715471 [DELETED] 

>>20715456
Madness and art are two sides of the same coin.

>> No.20715484 [DELETED] 

>>20715461
Do you think possession is admirable?

>> No.20715491 [DELETED] 

>>20715484
you can be possessed by something good or by something bad

>> No.20715503 [DELETED] 

Just because you're black doesn't mean you have to be a nigger about it.

>> No.20715506 [DELETED] 

>>20715503
Just because you're white doesn't mean you have to be a chud about it.

>> No.20715510 [DELETED] 

the mind can affect the body more than we are led to believe.
vitamin d production from sunlight is our bodies attempt to protect DNA damage caused by radiation from the sun.
literally everything is trying to kill us and our body does nothing but try to keep us a live.
so the environment we are in has a direct effect on our health.
seems obvious...
"come to the beach with me and get a tan anon!"
"stay out of the midday sun anon!"
the mind can affect the body more than we are led to believe and there isn't just one mind.

>> No.20715523 [DELETED] 

>>20715506
I'm not white, I'm Prussian.

>> No.20715534 [DELETED] 

>>20715523
Go back to Mongolia N haplogroup steppenigger

>> No.20715551 [DELETED] 

>>20715409
Well it’s definitely not out of reach though it might feel that way. I think we’d do ourselves a disservice if we pursued it obsessively. You’ve got to put some work in but it’s also got to happen organically.

>> No.20715558 [DELETED] 

>>20715409
self care is paramount to success. nothing is beyond your reach.

>> No.20715560 [DELETED] 

>>20715491
Do you think being possessed by evil is admirable?

>> No.20715562 [DELETED] 

The beginning was called "not-the-end"
And the end was called "not-the-beginning"
But instantly the beginning becomes the end
And instantly the end becomes the beginning
What becomes instantly did not become at all
But it always was
That is how I know the beginning and the end are the same
And that is how I know neither can exist
The one is named "not-the-other"
And the other is named "not-the-one"
Yet in time, the one becomes the other
What becomes in time, becomes in an infinite sequence of instantaneous times
But as a series of nothing is nothing, so a series of the instantaneous is instantaneous
That is how I know the one became the other instantaneously,
And that is how I know the one always was the other
I am led to believe that there is neither the one nor the other
They return to each other instantly
Which is the same as remaining still.

>> No.20715567 [DELETED] 

I despise my job but I’m stuck with golden handcuffs

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>>20715562

>> No.20715580 [DELETED] 

>>20715560
Do you think a man can be either admired or disgraced for the conduct of the fates who pull taut the thread of Zeus in puppeteering him?

>> No.20715585 [DELETED] 

>>20715580
Has Hermes delivered a message from your gods while you sleep? You must be trolling

>> No.20715607 [DELETED] 

>>20715585
I literally don't know what the fuck I'm saying. I'm a radical skeptic who believes in nothing. This means nebulous forces channel themselves through me because I offer no resistance in the form of dogma or inculcated culture or otherwise that normally clogs up the pipes in your brain when the gods try to flush them with clean water through your eyes. Truth can't be spoken, but an action can't transgress against the truth.

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I wish Hoshimachi Suisei was real and I wish she was my girlfriend.

>> No.20715638 [DELETED] 

>>20715607
Then don't say anything
>Death and life are in the power of the tongue: and they that love it shall eat the fruit thereof

>> No.20715658 [DELETED] 

>>20715638
i'm not saying anything

>> No.20715667 [DELETED] 

>>20715658
You just did sir. How can you believe in nothing? You believe in something, which is nothing

>> No.20715691 [DELETED] 

>>20715667
exactly

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I can imagine Sisyphus happy. Can you?

>> No.20715807 [DELETED] 

i fucking hate my 9-5...

>> No.20715816 [DELETED] 

>>20715807
This anon can't imagine Sisyphus happy.

>> No.20715817 [DELETED] 

>>20715796
I don't imagine Sisyphus happy but I know Christ foolish

>> No.20715820 [DELETED] 

>>20715817
>I know Christ foolish
Is that some nigger rapper?

>> No.20715829 [DELETED] 

>>20715820
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Foolishness_for_Christ

>> No.20715836 [DELETED] 

>>20715796
I can imagine Sisyphus naked

>> No.20715837 [DELETED] 

>>20715829
So you're just an ESL.

>> No.20715842 [DELETED] 

>>20715836
I bet he's toned after all that heavy lifting.

>> No.20715849 [DELETED] 

>>20715395
Elope, walk west together, listening to the blues.

>> No.20715851 [DELETED] 

>>20715837
>For after that in the wisdom of God the world by wisdom knew not God, it pleased God by the foolishness of preaching to save them that believe.

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>>20714144
Again, how do you figure? How can I change my views to align with this statement?

>> No.20715874 [DELETED] 

>>20715851
Well hey at least you can copy and paste. Try that first next time.

>> No.20715877 [DELETED] 

>>20715874
Everything under the sun is copy and paste

>> No.20715878 [DELETED] 

>>20715870
You must imagine Sisyphus happy.

>> No.20715880 [DELETED] 

>>20715877
That's not true, it's just cope for unoriginal retards.

>> No.20715886 [DELETED] 

>>20715880
Are you original?

>> No.20715897 [DELETED] 

>>20715870
It’s a slogan that sounds foolish and christian, but another phrase that makes more sense is “seize the day”.
Make it a blessing, make it good

>> No.20715900 [DELETED] 

I’m uncomfortable with my sister trying to take a part of our mom’s ashes to put in a charm necklace but I also kind of wish we could have kept her skull

>> No.20715905 [DELETED] 

>>20715886
Yes. Prove me wrong.

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On one hand I hate having any sort of lust whatsoever. I would love to be asexual. On the other hand I miss how when I 13 years old I could jack off 4 times in one night to some mundane vanilla porn and think nothing of it.

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>>20715389
I know what you mean. If what I'm reading isn't real, or the way it's written isn't super engaging, I just can't care. It's like I'm wasting my time. Even when I write my own story, which would be considered Sci fi or something like that, I *have* to base it off of as much reality as I can. I can't just pull shit out if my ass because it seems like it would be cool, or I think it's something original. Which is kind of sad, too, because when I first started writing it, I COULD just reach up my ass for some idea and then run with it.

It's actually a lot like growing up. When you first start, any idea can be taken as a good one, and you can run to the hills with it all without consequence. The story doesn't rally have ti make sense, and no one will really call you out for any inconsistencies. But once you get older, once the story gets a decent amount of pages under its belt, it all has to start turning into something. It can't *just* be this thing you're writing any more. It can't *just* be this thing you do on your spare time. Now it requires careful thought and consideration, research, real investments of time...

And it's still the story I love. Really. But there are just all these things that popped up that didn't matter at the start and jow they do. They sometimes make the whole thing less enjoyable. I don't want to just stop writing. I don't want to just let it all go to waste, but it's not quite as fun as it used to be. And it probably never will be. All because it simply *has* to make sense.

>> No.20715952

>>20715905
>much torment and sorrow give her: for she saith in her heart, I sit a queen, and am no widow, and shall see no sorrow.

>> No.20715954

>>20715952
Not an argument.

>> No.20715962

>>20715954
Some things'll get some folks somewheres. Are you there?

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I have been out of work for almost 4 weeks now, and I truly do not want to go back. I feel like I'm entering the space in my head that I occupied when I was a child, where I didn't have to do much of anything, and I only did the things i liked when I liked and how I liked to do them. This is not good. But work is not good either. Every job I have had has made me want to kill myself. I do not think that I was prepared for this life in my youth. Many many things are difficult to me. I don't think I was supposed to exist.

>> No.20715982

>>20715974
No one likes wagecucking. You aren't alone.

>> No.20715992

>>20715962
Meds. Now.

>> No.20715994

>>20715992
Don't need no meds

>> No.20715997

>>20715994
100% chance your doctor disagrees.

>> No.20716000

>>20715997
>trust the science goy

>> No.20716006

>>20716000
You unironically should. The lithium is for us, not for you.

>> No.20716010

>>20715997
Only reason I been to a doctor in a decade is because went to a Christian retreat to spend time with my family and left with four plagues. Other anon isn't me. You think you know evrything don't ya?

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Does /wwoym/ read?

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There is this particular video on YouTube called "Shelby spits in Dan's mouth" or something similar that I have been thinking about. The video is literally that, a girl spitting in a guys mouth (yes, on youtube), and it really makes me wonder...

What did it taste like?

>> No.20716027

>>20716023
I watched that video and got a boner.

>> No.20716028

>>20716010
>I been
You should probably have your mental retardation checked out at some point.

>> No.20716034

>>20716028
His style is kino. The grammatical mistakes add character. You just wish you could write as cool as him.

>> No.20716036

>>20714137
I'm trapped in a state of arrested development. Life passes by while I remain miserable and there is no recovering lost time. I'm too weak to make it on my own and to be an adult. Not everyone can be capable of surviving this life, it just doesn't make sense, and I'm one of those people.

>> No.20716038

>>20716028
You should check your arrogance, don't need no doctor for that. Not that I lack arrogance

>> No.20716045

>>20716038
Checked it just now and it pales in comparison to your magical thoughts, schizophrenia, and mental retardation.

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>>20716038
>>20716045
You guys should check this instead.

>> No.20716068

>>20716045
You're pretty quick ain't ya? Why don't ya get to resting?
>>20716055
Checked

>> No.20716078

>>20716027
What was your favorite part?

>> No.20716081

>>20716078
The part where the cute girl spit in the guy's mouth.

>> No.20716091

I like to decide things using coin flips. I know it's autistic but I do it anyways. Something about resigning myself to fate is relieving.

>> No.20716126

>>20715952
I read that as
>much torrent and seed give her
My brain is actually fried

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>>20715997
Stop eating meat and start eating sugar coated cereal. Doctors orders.

>> No.20716148

>>20716144
Again the lithium is for our benefit not so much yours.

>> No.20716156

>>20716148
Thats the best reason to not take it

>> No.20716210

Hitler

>> No.20716211

idk why i think most anime are garbage but one or two are really just incredible

>> No.20716232

The kingdom of Heaven is talked about in parables. Jesus is like a path that can be walked even in complete darkness. He is the light. He is coming back to collect us. Who warned us from the coming wrath? Was it Jesus?

>> No.20716239

Everybody is mentally ill except for me.

>> No.20716244

>>20716239
This so much. I don't care what the voices in the walls say. YOU'RE FUCKING CRAZY WALL DEMONS

>> No.20716256

I opened my Bible to its bookmark in Revelation while a storm raging outside and thunder clapped directly over my here head

>> No.20716263

I think that nostalgia is a bit dangerous. In my case, a desire to relive the past and enjoy what I enjoyed in the past led to a stagnation. Sometimes this was mild, like I would play games (and versions of games) I had played before and avoided new ones. Sometimes it was much more negative, and I would read the same old books and not expose myself to new things. Only by consciously rejecting nostalgia have I made progress.

>> No.20716284

I want to live a clean christian life but I also desperately want bondage sex

>> No.20716291

>>20716284
Try Jehova's Witnesses.

>> No.20716314

>>20714137
When someone's hurting you are living life. And when someone's living life you are hurting.

>> No.20716317

i reek of pussy rn

>> No.20716318
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Any time I feel like masturbating I go through a very long argument in my head where I weigh out whether or not it's worth masturbating. It makes me feel good, and it lessens my desires for a while, but I feel so much shame and disgust after I masturbate. The two seconds of pleasure I get from an orgasm is nothing compared to the depressing rumination that comes in my post-nut clarity. Most people masturbate for indulgence, but for me it has become a utilitarian activity. I just do it so I'm not horny all day every day, so that I can focus and get some sleep without constantly daydreaming about having my face smushed between two pair of fat tits on my polygamous wives. I can't keep living like this. Someone's probably going to reply to this post telling me to just get a girlfriend or buy a hooker - I can't. I'm ugly and I'm poor. I'm not even sure how my libido compares to other people's. For all I know I could be way less horny than other people, but I just hate being horny so much it's unbearable. But maybe I have a much higher sex drive than other people and I'll never be satisfied even with a girlfriend. Should just cut my balls off. I live in a special kind of hell. If I had no morality or care for myself I could just live as a coomer. If I was attractive I could live as a Chad. Instead I live as an incel tormented by unfulfillable desires. Sexual arousal, orgasm, those are things that bring pleasure to everyone else. For me those are negative feelings. A crushing reminder that what I believe goes against who I am and what I want to be. If I do just go ahead and jack off it's not going to change anything. I'll be horny tomorrow. In fact I'll be horny just a few minutes after I do jack off. I'm at that age where I should be breeding prime females constantly. Only my body betrays me. I've posted about this here before. I've tried praying to make these desires go away. In a cruel twist of fate they've only gotten worse. There's a force pushing me to fuck and there's a force keeping me from fucking and I'm caught in the middle. The force keeping me from fucking isn't stronger than the force that wants me to fuck but it's had a massive head start. I've had wet dreams where the mere sight of a girl's ass made me ejaculate. It would be funny, if it weren't so sad.
It is funny, just not to me. Some entity out there is laughing at my suffering. I remember I wasn't as horny when I didn't eat as much. I wish I didn't have to do anything once again so I could starve myself so I couldn't lust. But if I don't eat now I can't make it through the day. Someone is probably jealous of me as well. I wish I could trade libidos with that person. They could enjoy my youthful sexuality and I could enjoy their lack of sexuality. All would be right, then.
All this, over a couple of seconds of pleasure that some people feel every day.

>> No.20716347

>>20716317
You will never be a woman.

>> No.20716359

>>20716318
too long, didn't read. go outside

>> No.20716362

>>20716318
This site's neo-puritanism has given you a mental illness. Jack off if you want, stop feeling guilt for it.

>> No.20716369

>>20716362
I don't even think this site has much to do with it. It's just that there's no way to make these desires go away forever unless I cut my balls off or grow old.

>> No.20716373

>>20716369
Life is too short to feel this much turmoil over sexual urges. Do not take too seriously what God made for fun.

>> No.20716378

>>20716373
Life is eternal and so are the consequences for your actions

>> No.20716379

>>20716284
Because your will is in bondage

>> No.20716383

>>20716379
Thats hot

>> No.20716392 [DELETED] 

one rad thing about apple music is i can listen to anything at any time like today i was walking down the street during a flight of flaneurism and this dude was walking down the street in a heavy metal t-shirt but this is an urban area where that's rare and what's more he didn't have that feminine metal hair a lot of suburban white dudes get where it's like girl's hair, this dude just had an unkempt blonde mess like he just let it grow for the summer and he was taller than me and i'm 6'1, had a pronounced chin, and a confident gait, this dude exuded chud energy, sure it's a blue state he mighta been hella lib, but he just seemed like the kinda dude who would not hesitate to answer what is a woman, know what i mean, anyways as soon i walked past i whipped out my phone, pulled up his band, it was some 80s thrash shit, i was like oh hell yeah i could just tell.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=q_NAP4LFk9c

>> No.20716393

Don't ask how because it's complicated, but I invested in gay sex and now the WHO said its not such a big deal and my inventments are going nowhere. Fuck this gay earth

>> No.20716399 [DELETED] 

>>20716393
oh shit dude you find a company making a monkeypox vaccine? don't sell it yet, in nyc they can't even come close to meeting demand for it, you could still make money. of course, if gay dudes just two weeks off from random anonymous sex to slow the spread, monkeypox would be wiped out, but obviously that's not gonna happen so.

>> No.20716408

Time is floating.

>> No.20716419
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i cant stop thinking about petroglyphs. I also want to nestle my face in a girl who smells goods underarm, my face pressed against her chest, thats where pretty girls smell the best.

>> No.20716427

>The term multiverse was coined by American philosopher William James in 1895
So, he's to blame for Marvel.

>> No.20716431

Have you ever stared at yourself in the mirror while you were masturbating? I look pretty good, I need to lose some weight but I would fuck me. I'm not gay or anything. I'm not saying that I would let myself fuck me I'm saying that if I was a woman I would let me fuck the female myself. Not that I have any desire to be a woman either. I just have an appreciation for myself and the facial expression I make when I jizz. It's cute in a manly kind of way. Is it gay if you are attracted to yourself? I don't feel much of a connection to my body. I am just essentially just a parasite. This body isn't mine. I think my senses are deminished compared to the average person. My bones are numb. I look good when I Jack off though. I didn't have my glasses on. The blurriness of my vision drastically added to my perceived attractiveness. I think I hate everybody. I haven't left my house in over a week.

>> No.20716437

>>20715940
What a wonderful analogy, anon. It really is like growing up. I'd add that it also requires more of an emotional toll. You have to put more of yourself in the story. I genuinely think a lot of classics started more schlocky but themes and feelings the author had deep within started showing up in the work as they poured more of oneself.

I think it is key to make sure it remains an entertaining story though. Adding humor is good for this, it'll keep the reader and yourself alive as well through the process. And depending on your mood, it may be that wonderfully dark humor that novels do best.

But I will say, while it becomes harder, I do think when it works, it becomes infinitely more rewarding. When it works, when a series of Ill fitting parts finally click together because you pulled some part of yourself and added it, when you discover some sick part of yourself that you realize is something other people feel too but struggle to admit or say, I mean that's just amazing. It makes the whole thing magical.

Someone here said the novel seems pointless compared to video games or movies. And in some ways I kind of agree. If I could make a video game or a movie as easily as I could write, I would absolutely do it. But that personal almost lonely act of writing a novel, there is something about that I adore.

Godspeed anon, keep on trucking through that draft. Looking forward to you sharing more.

>> No.20716446

today I got to help a crying girl at work and touch her soft smooth skin and comfort her and hold her hand. :) very much enjoyable

>> No.20716452
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Things that should be still are moving.

>> No.20716460

>>20716446
What was she crying about? Did she smell good?

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I need to right things that are wrong.
I need to write things that are wrong.

>> No.20716470

I am taking a shit rn

>> No.20716477

>>20716446
Don't be a weirdo.

>> No.20716480

>>20716477
That’s not weird. It sounds sweet. Don’t be a JEALOUS WHORE. c:

>> No.20716483

>>20716480
Bragging about touching her soft smooth skin is weird.

>> No.20716487

>>20716483
lmao this jealous bitch has acne

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>>20716452
>>20716465
The moving things are still again.
I have righted wrong things.
I have not wrote wrong things.

>> No.20716490

>>20716483
Guys like girls with soft and smooth skin

>> No.20716491

>>20716460
she hurt herself accidentally, she smelled so good. i wanted to wipe her tears off and she probably would've let me.
she was sweaty, she smelled like sweat. she was very feminine when was crying and needing my help

>> No.20716496

>>20716483
Poor thing, no one will ever write things like this about meeting you.
What a useless woman you are.

>> No.20716497

>>20716483
You sound like a really insecure person.

>> No.20716501

>>20716491
I hope you begin courting her

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>>20716318
>>20716362
>>20716369
>>20716373
I forgot to mention that it physically hurts my dick after I cum. That's a big part of my dilemma I have forgotten because I haven't jacked off in a while. Went ahead and did it, and it hurt so fucking bad. I should see a doctor, but I think it's easier to just stop jacking off. Maybe the reason I have so much emotional turmoil over cooming is because it causes me physical pain whenever I fucking bust. It does feel good when I orgasm, then immediately after my kegels clench so hard it hurts. It's like I'm giving birth through my prostate. Strangely enough, the only time it doesn't hurt when I coom is when I have a wet dream. It's like God is punishing me for jacking off by making my dick hurt like hell whenever I do it, no matter how gentle I do it. I use lube, I don't usually death grip, but it still gives me such a blunt pain all throughout my privates. Anyways, case closed. It doesn't have anything to do with this website's ideology or anything. My dick just fucking hurts. I was just given an unpleasant reminder as to why I don't jack off anymore.

>> No.20716512

>>20716483
Crazy how obvious your insecurity and jealousy is. Terrible woman. SAD.

>> No.20716522

>>20716511
I had seed stained red with blood and haven't since

>> No.20716537

I am eating a brownie and drinking coffee.
:)

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anyone know any books that take place at sea but aren't about sailing per se? something closer to titanic, where characters are on a ship but it's only the setting, not so much a part of the plot.

>> No.20716751

For we all of us, grave or light, get our thoughts en-
tangled in metaphors, and act fatally on the strength of them.

>> No.20716768

high and thinking about how i'm a big bundle of coping mechanisms and realizing if everybody else is the same too, then people are all being assholes to eachother all the time for no reason

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>tfw you realize humanity has billions of years of progress ahead
>we will figure out exactly how consciousness works, immortality etc
>in the future we will conquer death and figure out how to revive people
>when you die you will actually immediately wake up trillions of years in the future in some planet billions of light years away, a transcended super-man along with your friends and heroes
Aufersteh'n, ja aufersteh'n wirst du,
mein Staub, nach kurzer Ruh'!

>> No.20716948

>>20716773
what a boring life.

>> No.20716969

Just realized I misunderstood a conversation I had several hours ago and am now feeling like a retard

>> No.20716972

>>20716437
Thank you for this post.

>> No.20716978

>>20716773
>billions of years of evolution has altered humanity to the point where they don't legally see you as the same species, making it morally fine to treat you as a slave

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>>20714137
Science is the new religion
Worshippers of science

>> No.20717093

>fucked up by not getting a relevant degree
>fucked up by being a neet
>fucked up by not trying things
>fucked up by not getting my own place
>fucked up by not a NT
Its only suffering.

>> No.20717098 [DELETED] 

>>20717093
capitalism has failed!

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>>20714822
Yes.

>> No.20717136

>>20714907
Erm, anon, women can't have Aspergers

>> No.20717144

>>20714137
I'm so fucking frustrated how much of a double standard there is about women, here. I'm really sick of hearing how women are sluts and smoothbrain whores for wanting, writing, and reading the same things men do.

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>>20714137
Today I went to therapy / Told him my embarrassing issues that I’m having with my life. / He told me that I need to change. / Life is not a video game / So stop playing and open up your eyes.

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>>20716773
YAYAYAY
20 billion trillion years of living!

>> No.20717204

the new ty segall album is a bait and switch, the single "hello, hi" was the usual fuzzy garage rock shit, but then the album is all acoustic tracks. i guess the cover showing him in a tree with an acoustic guitar could be a hint, but i don't get how you get from "hello, hi" to a bunch of folk adjacent acoustic tracks.

>> No.20717236

>>20716483
Just drink water :)

>> No.20717249

>>20716773
>Yay, technology will always save us and we live in Star Trek
>giant floating silicon bubbles will save us from climate change
Technology believers are unironically this retarded

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women of /lit/, do you like foreskin?

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THE ANON HAS FALLEN IN LOVE WITH HIS OWN SENSE OF WORTHLESSNESS AND FAILURE

>> No.20717704

>>20717701
..yes.

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>>20714137
I have never ever had sex. (no kap)

>> No.20717734

>>20717718
I recently told a girl who was flirting with me I had no dick so she would stop. I couldn't take the pressure, the thought of having to change my life to accommodate another person, the pressure to maintain conversations, it was all too much. So I told her I lost my dick in a car accident.

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>>20717718
same.
I'm 30 in two months.

>> No.20717737

>>20717704
Break up with it.

>> No.20717741

>>20717737
abandoning an old friend, just like that?

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>>20714137
>want to read
>book needs to exactly match my extremely specific and capricious mood
how do I make this stop?

>> No.20717761

>>20717734
I am familiar with this feeling, but to go as far as telling someone you have no penis... at least you can easily disprove it should anyone who you might not have counted on hearing that "information" actually does.

>> No.20717765

I still wish I was dead...
just less so. How are
you guys doing?

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>>20717734
>it was all too much. So I told her I lost my dick in a car accident.

>> No.20717804 [DELETED] 

>>20717718
>the evola guy never had sex
yeah we could tell dude

>> No.20717809

so you guys just like read stuff and then talk about it?

>> No.20717810

>>20717589
I'm a virgin so I don't know

>> No.20717818

>>20717809
I don't talk about it because I don't have friends but yeah I read stuff Sometimes I jerk off too.

>> No.20717820

>>20717804
The one time I mentioned Evola to a woman she instinctively knelt down and begged for my seed. He has that effect on some people.

>> No.20717821

>>20717734
I made the mistake of telling a girl that was flirting with me that I was gay once. It just makes them want to be your friend even more. Your idea is probably better.

>> No.20717832

>>20717809
>go to a library
>browse for books
>"oh this one is good, I'll pick it up"
>librarian checks it out
>return home
>put up the book on the shelf
>never read it
>get a notification that I'm overdue the time limit
>return the book
that's my cycle. the current book on the shelf is Nietzsche's "Human, All Too Human"

>> No.20717833

Is 12 years too big of an age difference for a potential relationship?

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>>20717820

>> No.20717842

>>20717833
for a 4channer yes. for a normal person no.

>> No.20717847

>>20717842
What about a homosexual 4channer? He's really cute and his body is just hnggggg. I want him to piss on me.

>> No.20717851

>>20717833
Ages?

>> No.20717853

>>20717851
30 and 18

>> No.20717859

>>20717853
I you're 30 BASED. If you're 18....

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>>20717838

>> No.20717880

>>20717853
Yeah that's fine. Daddy issues?

>> No.20717921

>>20715974
Imagine Sisyphus happy

>> No.20717937

>>20717810
You must be one ugly bitch

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>>20715327
ANON, PUT DOWN THAT KYBALLION AND SLOWLY BACK AWAY WITH YOUR HANDS ABOVE YOUR HEAD WHERE I CAN SEE THEM. LET'S NOT DO ANYTHING RASH HERE.

>> No.20717957

Oh, you aren’t going to argue with me? Coward!

Why do you think I must live for arguments like you do? Might I be able to live for happiness with your permission?

No! Running away from an argument shows you are scared of being wrong.

Do you not know that arguing all the time is tedious?

I am well aware.

So why do you do it then?

I am spreading truth through the world.

I see. So it is your truth, then, that requires you to be an arrogant wretch, hellbent on proving everybody wrong?

That’s not the case at all.

So why do you go around doing it if its not your truth?

I am not overzealous in my doings..

Okay.. Well, I will continue living according to my ways.

No! *Grabs his arm* Get over here! Listen to me!! *Pulls out loudspeaker and causes a public commotion. Now cant control himself and is starting to get really upset* You are a fool to leave me! Dost thou not know my wisdom?

Well, yes…

Stay!! Youre measly understanding needs enlightenment.

Take your hand off me.

No!

*Punches him in the face* You should have let me go my way… instead you now have a broken nose, mr enlightened. You’ve met my righthand. Adieu!!

*bleeds*

>> No.20718007

Ever since I've become an adult, I literally can't hang out with my friends anymore. Now they only talk about jobs, mortgages and sports, and just get drunk. Adults are extremely lame. In high school and middle school, I had much better conversations and more fun hanging out with friends.

>> No.20718030

>>20717868
>look, I’m a fag

>> No.20718058

Bros

>> No.20718061

im earing garlic cloves again

>> No.20718066

feel like john travolta

>> No.20718074

>>20718007
Just wait until they have kids, you don't, and all they wan't to talk about is how hard having a kid is.

>> No.20718106

>>20718007
Same thing happened for me. One of my friends moved across the country and when I couldn’t make his big extravagant wedding he got upset and never spoke to me again. Since then, I’ve just not even really cared. I’ve been more or less alone entirely for years now.

>> No.20718109

>>20718007
>>20718106
sounds like you guys are the problem lol

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>try to learn a new skill
>don't stick to a learning plan or anything
>get frustrated because I'm not instantly good at it
>call myself garbage and useless for not figuring it out
>try again a couple days later with the same results
>repeat forever
How do I fix this?

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>>20718109
I don't think so. I think people just lose their soul as they age.

>> No.20718156

>>20718116
find a skill which you enjoy doing and drop the perfectionism.

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Soon this thread will be over and there will be a new one. We'll laugh and argue and console each other and we'll do the same for the one after and this cycle will continue indefinitely.
Some day you'll wake up and maybe you'll be 25? 30? 50??? Who knows.

But one day we're all going to be dead. Everyone in this thread will be dead someday.

>> No.20718181

>>20718127
From puberty to some point in your mid to late 20's friendship is the most important thing in the world. You are transitioning from a home life where your wellbeing is a priority, to an independent life of your own in a world where no one gives a shit about you.
Friendship helps soften this transition, aids you with comradery and bonding over shared experience. You have nothing but you have your buddies.
Then slowly people from your group do have something, they get partners, decent paying jobs, they establish themselves and the need for an incredibly tight friend group that gets together several times a week begins to evaporate.

>> No.20718182

>>20718178
I'm already dead :)

>> No.20718186

>>20717880
God I hope so Imagine the sex.
>>20717859
Yup I'm the older one.

>> No.20718235

>>20718186
Pretty ideal age gap. X isn’t young enough to be Y’s child this way. And even if you knew them two or three years previously, you can still claim innocence (even if you did groom them some). Still, they may not be mature enough… what am I saying? You’re likely to not be mature enough. This age turns out literal children.
Well, good luck anyway. And you know you shouldn’t be here.

>> No.20718244

>>20718178
I find inspiration in the fact that pepe will disappear someday too.

>> No.20718245

>>20718186
You should be ashamed of yourself. Whatever. Karma will get you in the end.

>> No.20718258

>>20718245
Not him, but why? It’s a decent age gap. Peculiar if he were a she and the 18 year old a male, but still permissible

>> No.20718281

>>20718258
He's hoping that the boy has daddy issues, its obvious that his intentions are self-centered, malicious and perverted. Anon is not a good person, he is not acting in the name of love.

>> No.20718305

>>20718281
>the boy
You assume a while lot. Not saying you’re wrong, knowing anony-turds, but still.

>> No.20718312

>>20718305
*WHOLE

>> No.20718321

>>20718281
Fair enough

>> No.20718337

>>20717734
holy kek

>> No.20718343

>>20717741
That’s no friend. That’s an abuser.

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>>20716773
>tfw you realize humanity has billions of years of progress ahead
NOT IF I HAVE ANYTHING TO SAY ABOUT IT

>> No.20718350

>>20718343
but then I'll be all alone.

>> No.20718357

>>20718305
I know so many men and women who had hookups like this when they were 18. They all regret it. An 18 year old mind is not always capable of making wise decisions. Anon is taking advantage of this.

The universe will make him pay for his evil actions and intentions someday.

>> No.20718363

>>20717144
The thing is, women absolutely can read and write, and there are plenty of notable female authors, it's just that this is an anonymous imageboard where everyone is assumed male. By mentioning that you are a woman you are breaking such anonymity, thus every poster assumes you are just here for attention, since most women have a habit of doing thing superficially just for attention. If you don't bring up the fact that you're a woman then no one will care that you're here.

>> No.20718364

Next thread
>>20718355
>>20718355
>>20718355

>>20718348
>I am the cure for liffffe
How about you just kys instead?

>> No.20718368

>>20718350
No, no you won’t.
You’d have to be living on the moon to be alone.

>> No.20718382

>>20718357
>The universe will make him pay for his
The worst that can happen is they break up and learn nothing. If the 30 year old is mature enough, they can both grow together. A 38 year old and a 50 year old isn’t such bad thing.

>> No.20718626

>>20714137
A manga were the protagonist's ass turn to the south every time she lose consciousness.

>> No.20718688

>>20718181
>From puberty to some point in your mid to late 20's friendship is the most important thing in the world.
Haha yeah

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