Write What's On Your Mind

[Anonymous No.20705810]

/wwoym/ The Arse Bitched On edition

Previous thread >>20700083

Soundtrack https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1-g7AN7xIRo

[Anonymous No.20705822]

>>20705810
Why does this rat in a night dress remind me so much of British girls?

[Anonymous No.20705851]

Why is Western Christianity like this?

[Anonymous No.20705855]

I have Saturn in conjunction with my Ascendant.

[Anonymous No.20705858]

Every day is a blessing.

[Anonymous No.20705882]

>>20705858
Someone asked: would you take $5M in exchange for not waking up tomorrow? The other person laughed and said no. Then, the first person said, waking up tomorrow is worth more than $5M.

[Anonymous No.20705913]

>>20705882
Dinner with jay-z

[Anonymous No.20705922]

>>20705882
That's weird, it's like asking "would you take $10M if you die instantly?"

[Anonymous No.20705955]

>>20705922
Would you take $10M if you died in 10 days?

[Anonymous No.20705956]

>>20705882
I'd give you 5 € to put me to eternal sleep

[Anonymous No.20705963]

>>20705956
Anyone can do that for free though

[Anonymous No.20705975]

>>20705822
tubby waist
I spotted a rat trying to eat a cigarette butt the other day. It was kind of cute.

[Anonymous No.20705996]

The sound of rain is one of the most soothing ones, alas it is rarely possible to listen to a live performance these days.

[Anonymous No.20706019]

>>20705996
rain and thunder 8 hour compilation on YouTube is the way my boy, never sleep without it

[Anonymous No.20706148]

>>20705810
----- Solaria ----
XXII
(The Time Machine)

Nothing blessed as personality, the natural archivist of nature.

A cute hoverfly resembles Versailles
Of circumstance in which
Impatiens beds

Phosphoresce under lustrous burgundy maple
Or the last possible empire
Where mourning

Is escape,
Where gravity is too suave

For spoken irony.

[Anonymous No.20706201]

>>20706019
not the same.
the temperature, the pressure, the humidity.

[Anonymous No.20706214]

>>20705810
>Indeed, recurrent retrieval of “overgeneral” memories leads to categorical self-descriptors (“I am always boring”) resulting in a retrieval style closely linked to rumination
Are we NPCs?

[Anonymous No.20706223]

>>20705822
I kek'd. But honestly I don't know why, she hasn't got two pounds of make up and sharpie eyebrows
>>20705882
What do you call those slightly astrological inspiration-quote people? the ones who only talk in platitudes. That exchange sounds like the perfect summation of that personality type. How in one sentence they can clearly be trying to grasp for the appearance and validation of their ego that comes from this attempt at profundity, which is completely undermined by the complete lack of common sense in their proposition.
You witnessed a jewel there.

[Anonymous No.20706296]

>>20705882
That person was Albert Einstein.

[Anonymous No.20706345]

>>20705810
----- Solaria ----
XXIII
(North Loop)

We are sailing though
The most scenic centre on Earth,

By a tower set gorgeous in reality the engineering mind
And I love him all the while

As a sinner loves a saint, as a ravishing mind adores a beautiful soul.

[Anonymous No.20706362]

>>20705955
yes. that would give me enough time to pay off many of my families debts and ensure that my wife never has to worry about money. then I can die.

[Anonymous No.20706374]

i have been alone for a very long time so i decided to start talking to a bunch of people, i just want people to know i exist and that im cool since ive built up knowledge regarding my interests but i cant take it and i deeply regret talking to so many people at once. im so paranoid, sleepless and confused yet ghosting everyone seems like a bad idea for my reputation. this is exactly why i was alone before. why am i so retarded!!! fucking hell, retarded autist. fuck. and ive been retarded irl too and now im worried... fuck

[Anonymous No.20706590]

>>20706374
Are you a girl? You type like one.

[Anonymous No.20706596]

I give up.

[Anonymous No.20706598]

>>20706374
Yeah, I too think you're an autistic girl. Any reason as to why you type like this as a male?

[Anonymous No.20706605]

>>20706598
to get dick

[Anonymous No.20706606]

What are your thoughts on pic related?
the place is called lençóis maranhenses btw

[Anonymous No.20706611]

>>20706606
looks cool from a drone shot.

[Anonymous No.20706639]

>>20706596
The world sighs

>>20706605
okay, um... what?

[Anonymous No.20706645]

>>20706639
you heard me. I (male) type like that to acquire dick.

[Anonymous No.20706648]

>>20706606
it looks like hell to walk through. still would try though.

[Anonymous No.20706649]

>>20706645
thats gay af

[Anonymous No.20706654]

>>20706645
On a literature board? Does your sexual perversion affect every aspect of your life?
Give your head a shake, mate.

[Anonymous No.20706662]

>>20706590
>>20706598
i didnt think it was apparent, how funny, i just want to fit in.

[Anonymous No.20706679]

Should I make rice and chicken masala or just lemon rice?

>>20706662
That's never going to work, and stop being an attention whore, It's gross.

[Anonymous No.20706685]

>>20706679
just needed to let out what i was thinking, im done now dont worry

[Anonymous No.20706686]

>>20706649
yes
>>20706654
>Does your sexual perversion affect every aspect of your life?
only the ones where I am anonymous. I need to get that energy out or Ill fuck a child and I dont want to ruin some kids life.

[Anonymous No.20706704]

>>20706685
Good for you, Anon. :D

[Anonymous No.20706719]

>>20705810
I really like that picture.

>>20706606
It's awesome. Every time I see something like this, I try to put it into my worldbuilding. It's crazy how fantastical the real world is

[Deep&Edgy !pSkjEcB9sQ No.20706759]

>>20705822
>>20705851
>>20705855
>>20705858
>>20705882
>>20705913
>>20705963
>>20705996
>>20706019
>>20706148
>>20706374
>>20706654
>>20706686
Non-personality-having automatons who are effectively economic functions and ideology repeaters. Absolutely wretched peons.

>>20706362
>>20706606
Potential human beings with actual feelings and thoughts that transcend the banality of their context.

If you reply to this post or indirectly reference it you acknowledge that tripfags are cool and you suck cock, and any criticism or retort you may have is invalidated by the fact that you suck cock.

[Anonymous No.20706798]

>>20706759
(You) someone’s feeling lonely today.

[Anonymous No.20706820]

Been playing rct and aoe2. Also watched some LOTR movie clips. It made me emotional for some reason. Maybe because these are all things from when i was 9-13 years old.

[Anonymous No.20706823]

>>20706679
Leaving messages on a board or making efforts to communicate with people? Neither of those are being an “attention whore”you piece of shit conformity-bot programmed for misery infections

[Anonymous No.20706824]

Every creative pursuit I'm interested is always so much harder than I thought. I knew I was a chronic midwit but I really didn't think it would be this hard. Advanced music theory filters me, I can't write more than a few sentences of good prose, and game development requires artistic skills I don't care about. Maybe I should just be reduced to a consoomer and give up on any hopes of making anything I find worthwhile.

[Anonymous No.20706828]

>>20706824
This is a blue board, anon. Delete it.

[Anonymous No.20706831]

>>20706828
I've posted worse on blue boards and jannies don't care. It's just cartoon blood.

[Anonymous No.20706832]

>>20706759
both >>20706686 and >>20706362
are the same person. I know because they are me. you are not as good at spotting soulless automata as you may think anon.
>If you reply to this post or indirectly reference it you acknowledge that tripfags are cool and you suck cock
yes

[Deep&Edgy !pSkjEcB9sQ No.20706847]

What if I just wanted to out yet another of the schizoposters responsible for turning this board to shit?

Don't you have a thread waiting to get first reply on with some lolrandom shit about how you stick your finger up your ass or something?

[Anonymous No.20706849]

>>20706823
Rawr :3

[Anonymous No.20706858]

>>20706847
I'll stick my fingers up your ass, faggot.

[Anonymous No.20706871]

>>20706847
>What if I just wanted to out yet another of the schizoposters responsible for turning this board to shit?
what if Im lying to prove the pint that you have no fucking idea who or what you are talking to and are coming off as a huge faggot?

[Anonymous No.20706872]

>>20706823
She's not just some fairy who goes around making friends and blessing peoples days. She's an attention whoring succubus who thrives on notifications on her phone. Get a grip, matey.

[Anonymous No.20706878]

Sometimes reading old books can be unintentionally funny, when "ejaculate" and "cock" are used in absolutely non-sexual meaning, but at the same time your brain just can't help but go in that direction.

[Deep&Edgy !pSkjEcB9sQ No.20706879]

In fact, I sincerely believe schizoposting was practically non-existent ten years ago, and it's existence and prevalence on the board to such an extent now signals how far discussion has degenerated here.

I wonder what it is that motivates schizoposting, which is categorically not the same as shitposting. Probably something that comes from either or both people who have been here too long and have long given up on the possibility of meaningful exchange, or people who are "new" I.e. teenagers whose brains and capacities for forming considered opinions are already irredeemably putrefied from social media.

I always why no-one ever forced Willis Domingo as a meme here.

[Anonymous No.20706921]

>ancient and medieval philosophy
metaphysics, epistemology, metalogic, Platonic Forms, aesthetics, nous, essences and energies, the nature of reality
>modern "philosophy"
We need to have a conversation about the effects of late stage capitalism on gender identity and the BIPOC community - here's why.

[Anonymous No.20706934]

I'm working out a plan with my employer to move to another country (a developing one, not saying where) and work remotely. Will probably take a year or so to happen. Can't wait to leave the states.

[Anonymous No.20706950]

>>20706879
people just think schizo posting is le funny. not too different from shitposting but there’s some pseudo-intellectualism sprinkled in

[Anonymous No.20706973]

This place really is an atheist wasteland. the mods took down my discussion of islamic truth vs christian derogated filth and the atheist posters got to say all their shit but when I go to reply, its taken down. I wish we could go back to being a white christian ethnoboard.

[Deep&Edgy !pSkjEcB9sQ No.20706977]

>>20706921
Are you that faggot who made a thread crying over some random video of a bunch of women talking about bad boys or something?

Why don't you screencap a random sample of the PHILOS-L daily list and show us how right you are?

[Anonymous No.20706980]

>>20706950
its like an effort shit post if you will.

[Anonymous No.20707036]

Often times I ask questions and the reply I get is as if they were listening to a totally different conversation. Imagine asking someone what the time because you have an important meeting and they go on a long rant about how "time is just the creation of man, time is imaginary". This happens to me much too frequently. I suspect the reason is I'm very bad at controlling and directing conversations, I'm too much of a passenger.
I also don't know how to bait people into giving direct answers. Reverse psychology works better than being direct, but still it's probably less than 50% of the time.
This has made me reflect on questions as a form. Questions as commands. Questions as signals. Open ended questions. True or False questions. It's made me question not just how I ask other people for information, but how I conduct inquiries in general. After all, if you don't ask the right questions, then you'll never get the right answers. In this regard I've made a lot of progress. I've moved away from "what" and "why" questions. I'm obsessed with "how" questions. You can usually tell if someone is out of their depth answering your question if they can't describe the "how". However now I'm begging to ask myself more "Should I...?" or "Do I....?" questions because what makes information practical is if it is actionable.
Questions are interesting. The way women use questions is very interesting to me. Women don't make requests, they don't say "Can we go home now?" a woman will ask "Are you tired?" shifting the focus onto you. The irony is if you don't pick up on this and say "no" she'll silently seethe about having to stay longer than she wanted. Alan Davies observed that women often answer questions with more questions, if you ask "Which way to the post office?" a woman will reply "Do you want to post a letter?". Socioliniguists have made much ado about how women use "discourse markers" the interrogative kind include ending a sentence with, "right?","ya know?", and the all pervasive vocal fry. The whole not directly asking a request thing tickles me.
Then there's questions as signals, they aren't actually asking you if Plato discussed it in Timaeus or the Symposium, they are signalling to you that they've read Plato. And very obviously I might add.
Then there's questions as lead-ins to monologues, "what are you up to this weekend?" yes, that could precede an invitation, or it could be setting the stage for them to brag about their plans - and not invite you.

[Anonymous No.20707061]

You are on my mind.
Yes, you.

[Anonymous No.20707083]

>>20706872
You’re a miserable NPC who punches his balls everyday to fight off erections.

[Anonymous No.20707088]

>>20706872
>She's an attention whoring succubus who thrives on notifications on her phone.
I bet you post on here exclusively for altruistic or virtuous reason then, right anon? you're definitely not just projecting... right?

[Anonymous No.20707090]

>Two institutions at present control our children’s lives: television and schooling, in that order. Both of these reduce the real world of wisdom, fortitude, temperance, and justice to a never-ending, nonstop abstraction. In centuries past, the time of childhood and adolescence would have been occupied in real work, real charity, real adventures, and the realistic search for mentors who might teach what you really wanted to learn. A great deal of time was spent in community pursuits, practicing affection, meeting and studying every level of the community, learning how to make a home, and dozens of other tasks necessary to becoming a whole man or woman.

—Dumbing Us Down, John Taylor Gatto

It’s a comfy read, for those looking for that sort of thing.

[Anonymous No.20707114]

I must be one of the prettiest loners on earth

[Anonymous No.20707208]

>>20707083
>>20707088
I hope she reads this bros... Or else it will be all for nought

[Anonymous No.20707232]

>>20707061
That's so sweet of you. :3
I think about you too.

[Anonymous No.20707264]

>>20707208
I did it for free, but yeah, she’s in the thread and did see it. Mission accomplished

[Anonymous No.20707274]

>>20707264
She's actually getting fucked right now by a guy who hasn't read since highschool

[Anonymous No.20707296]

>>20706934
which country? I'm from kazakhstan btw

[Anonymous No.20707310]

>>20706374
For what it's worth, I made the same decision this year.
I've been going to parties of mostly strangers, and stretching my social skills to new limits. It's been nerve-wracking at times but for the first time in my life I feel connected to the world instead of some weird drone living vicariously through media.
I'm just some anon you'll never meet but I think you made the right decision. Do your best to adjust and search carefully for common ground. Don't be afraid to set boundaries! People will respect it even if they don't understand introverts

[Anonymous No.20707416]

>>20707114
I’m prettier and lonelier than you :)

[Anonymous No.20707449]

>>20707274
yeah, me (guy who posted >>20707088)

[Anonymous No.20707507]

Would you let your pussy read The Liar’s Club?
>>20700132

[Anonymous No.20707588]

I'm unhireable.

[Anonymous No.20707594]

>>20707588
No. Get hired as a retard.

[Anonymous No.20707615]

>>20707594
Too dumb for that.

[Anonymous No.20707621]

I wish I had money just so I wouldnt be crippled by horrendous anxiety almost every day of my life. I never gave a shit about expensive cars or houses, I just want enough for peace of mind. Even that seems like an impossible dream these days

[Anonymous No.20707630]

>>20707507
I don't have a pussy

[Anonymous No.20707677]

>>20707630
Then you are of no value to me.

[Anonymous No.20707679]

What if Spengler was right and in the end, American technique is merely for European civilization what Icelandic sagas were for European culture?

[Anonymous No.20707681]

I wish I could make people feel special.

[Anonymous No.20707700]

I've been trying to get a dermatologist appointment. They fucking called me at 9:30 in the morning in the middle of my class, and of course I couldn't answer. When I tried to call them after class got out, I was only answered with one of the automatic phone voices that gave me no clue as to what they were trying to inquire about. Should I call them again and try to set up an appointment over the phone as if nothing happened? I assume they were calling me about the appointment I tried to set up online, but they had to pick the worst time to do it, and I'm not sure if that appointment went through.

[Anonymous No.20707707]

>>20707681
You make me feel special :D

[Anonymous No.20707714]

>>20707615
Get hired as a retard too retarded to get hired as a retard.

[Anonymous No.20707730]

>>20707090
>The children I teach are uneasy with intimacy or candor. They cannot deal with genuine intimacy because of a lifelong habit of preserving a secret inner self inside a larger outer personality made up of artificial bits and pieces of behavior borrowed from television or acquired to manipulate teachers. Because they are not who they represent themselves to be, the disguise wears thin in the presence of intimacy; so intimate relationships have to be avoided.

[Anonymous No.20707737]

>>20707621
Been there. Have a nest egg now, some pressures are lifted, but I’m scared to dip into it… but the value of it is starting to tank. I gotta spend it sometime. Hate this system.

[the xi jinping of weed smoking !!oqyjkIO5smI No.20707746]

bros i dont feel so good...

[Anonymous No.20707766]

>>20707714
is that jizz on her tongue

[Anonymous No.20707803]

>>20707766
What do you think?

[Anonymous No.20707808]

>>20706879
schizoposting is literally a meme, you cretinous buffoon

[Anonymous No.20707819]

>>20707714
no one hires that :(

[Anonymous No.20707921]

>>20707746
What is this?

[Anonymous No.20707929]

It seems like I have days of absurd productivity followed upon by days where I don't get shit done and get distracted away by every passing little thing.

[Anonymous No.20708276]

I have it so good in life. I may not have it the best, in fact I may have it much worse off than other people, but it could still be so much worse for me, and I'm glad it's not. All I hope for is just that it doesn't get worse for me.

[Anonymous No.20708291]

>>20706606
Very nice.
I'm studying geomorphology for fun, so this is relevant to my interests.

[Anonymous No.20708300]

>>20706820
I feel those feel. I just turned 37 a couple of days ago. Playing Thief Gold these days.

[Anonymous No.20708301]

>>20705810
I’m really, seriously into hairy female armpits.

[Anonymous No.20708327]

>>20708301
I like female armpits, but I usually prefer if they aren't hairy. I don't mind hairy girl armpits too much, though.

[the xi jinping of weed smoking !!oqyjkIO5smI No.20708339]

>>20707921
Japanese movie about serial killer
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Vengeance_Is_Mine_(1979_film)

[Anonymous No.20708368]

>>20708327
What is it about them that we find so appealing?

[Anonymous No.20708399]

>>20708368
One theory I've heard is that it has to do with pheromones, since the armpit is one of the sweatiest places on the body it's the place with the strongest pheromones. Another theory is that armpits are usually covered up by clothing or the arms so a visible armpit gives us the same nudity signals as bare breasts or pubes would.

[Anonymous No.20708469]

>>20708399
I think it’s more the latter. The human nose isn’t powerful enough to pick up on pheromones like that.

[Anonymous No.20708515]

>>20705444
>>20705447

I did a lot of writing yesterday, any advice or stuff?

[Anonymous No.20708524]

>>20708469
The underarm smells strong enough to pick up on it.
Normally repugnant, during sex, it’s an attraction.

[Anonymous No.20708576]

>>20708515
>"You will die..I WILL END YOU, FAKER!"
I couldn't write a line this terrible even if I tried.

[Anonymous No.20708626]

>>20708576
Don’t discourage art. Tell him how he can improve first.

[Anonymous No.20708698]

What happens in Kentucky?

[Anonymous No.20708707]

I think I just realized I might actually have aphantasia. When I visualize things I don't actually see them but it's more like I feel a nebulous image. I mean I feel like I'm seeing them and I can imagine details but I'm not actually seeing anything. I wonder if this is why most visual imagery in books has little impact on me

[Anonymous No.20708728]

>>20708626
ok

>>20708515
You prose is very repetitive, and I see some redundancies. Nearly every sentence is "The [noun] [verbed]". Of course, all sentences consist of a subject and a verb, but in this case you are simply listing off the actions of the characters and objects in the passage. It's unvarying and robotic. Normally I would advise against using a thesaurus since most amateur writers overuse and misuse thesauruses, but in your case in would help with recurrent style of your sentences. Be sure to tinker with the structure of your sentences and switch between passive and active voices so every sentence doesn't start with "the". Learning proper punctuation and formatting will make what you write seem less amateurish as well. Only misuse punctuation when it serves a good purpose. Although, I'm not sure if you're deliberately misusing such punctuation like two periods in the dialogue "You will die..I WILL END YOU, FAKER!", or if you simply didn't bother to do basic revising and editing.
You clearly have vision for what you write, but any vivid and colorful pictures you have in your mind will be ignored by the audience if your prose starts to bore them. I'm not going to comment on the cheesy dialogue since I honestly find how over the top it is to be based, even if it is terrible.

[Anonymous No.20708747]

If you were a cop would you be a dirty cop? Be honest.

[Anonymous No.20708753]

>>20707730
>so intimate relationships have to be avoided
as should be

[Anonymous No.20708754]

>>20708747
I would have to be a completely different person in order to be a cop and not get fired or quit on the first day

but no

[Anonymous No.20708762]

>>20708747
I wouldn't be a corrupt cop per se, but I would probably be a very lazy cop. I don't have it in me to get involved in dirty business but I also don't have it in me to stop such dirty business. I'd just the the bare minimum to avoid losing my job unless I could find a job that isn't being a cop.

[Anonymous No.20708799]

>>20705810
>>20705810
Any source on the image

[Anonymous No.20708826]

>>20708799
took me 3 seconds to find the source so I'm going to leave you to figure that out.
not trying to be a dick, just trying to help you build self sufficiency

[Anonymous No.20708837]

>>20708576
Yeah I know im going to try and figure out something better, do you have a suggestion? im honestly horrid at dialogue as you can see. I appreciate any help.

also if it helps the character I was thinking of would be freiza, so that should help.

[Anonymous No.20708843]

>>20708837
see
>>20708728

[Anonymous No.20708848]

>>20708747
I would never be a cop. The danger is overblown. I just don't want to deal with other people's shit lives.

[Anonymous No.20708860]

>>20708728
whoops didnt see this so disregard this >>20708837
Unless you do wanna throw an idea BUT anyway

Yeah i have a couple of buddies helping me out with this. its ironic how english is my first language but im absolutely horrible with writing it. yeah very repetitive and I see it too, im just writing whats on my mind at that very moment and i will fix it in a moment, the double period was supposed to represent him taking a breathe inbetween screams but yeah its dumb.
all in all thanks a bunch, I probably should dl that Grammarly thing, might help me a hell of alot.

[Anonymous No.20709142]

if i embed one of those youtube videos that requires you to sign in will it let me watch it from here? i refuse to sign in just to watch a skate vlog, idk what prude flagged it, what did it have that brazilian pro chick in a thong or sth? idk

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nubKSHbR4KQ

i will delete after

[Anonymous No.20709176]

When I was in my mid teens, my older sister, who was in her late teens, would often ask me if I wanted to go clubbing with her friends. Back then I was an acne-riddled sperg with social anxiety so bad I always hid my face in my hoodie. I don't know what she was trying to accomplish when she kept asking me if I wanted to go to a club when I couldn't even look at my teachers during lectures. She knew I had social anxiety as well. Nowadays my social anxiety is quite manageable, I just don't socialize much because I'm a loner by nature, and I definitely wouldn't go to club because of my disdain towards such decadency, but in retrospect I wish I had gone once, even if it may have been terribly embarrassing. Maybe I wasn't all that ugly as I was led to believe as a teen and she thought I would genuinely enjoy my time at a club. I don't think she knew that clubs were just a scam to get single men to waste their money on overpriced drinks trying to pick up girls. She wasn't even old enough to drink when she still went clubbing. Even if I had gone to a club, I probably would've hated it and regretted it anyways. I'm not one for loud music, dancing, and drugs, and I probably would've been the youngest person in the club. I know most parents wouldn't let their kids go clubbing before their adulthood. My parents were divorced and my mom stopped caring by the time I was in my late teens. Looking back I had a lot of freedom that other teens didn't have. I probably could've just driven off one day and my mom wouldn't care as long as she thought I was still going to school. I didn't do anything with that freedom except for staying up until 3:00 am every night playing Victoria 2. Perhaps it's not a bad thing I wasted my freedom on such a boring thing. Usually kids who get neglected turn out to be criminals or whatever. I still do the same things I did when I was 17, but with a different games and I go to bed early enough to get up for college classes in the morning. Often, I wish to mix up my life a bit, but I can't think of anything I would really like to do other than just read, write, listen to music, and play video games in my free time. It doesn't take a lot to keep me happy. I am the wealthiest man in the world. I just wish I wasn't so lonely. Maybe if I went clubbing back then I wouldn't be so lonely now.

[Anonymous No.20709184]

>>20709176
you're not happy

[Anonymous No.20709200]

>>20709184
Sure, I may not be overjoyed, but I'm certainly not terribly down about anything. Music, literature, and games keep my head above the water. It could be much worse. I'm grateful for what I have, even if it's not a lot.

[Anonymous No.20709218]

>>20705810
Brazilians will never be a race just like the mods will never be women.

[Anonymous No.20709240]

>>20709218
What a stupid thing to say

[Anonymous No.20709273]

>>20709176
You sister was probably just trying to help you branch out a little, and that's the only way she knew. It's good that you wish you had went. If another opportunity comes by for you to try something out of the ordinary and in a social direction, you should take it. Even if it's crap.

[Anonymous No.20709323]

How do I stop being attracted to psycho bitches?

[Anonymous No.20709338]

>>20709323
go to therapy
figure out what your mother did to you and why you deliberately seek out doomed situations that are incapable of meeting your needs

[Anonymous No.20709382]

>>20705810
Is picrel worth reading?

[Anonymous No.20709577]

you guys are deranged

[Anonymous No.20709581]

>>20709577
Yes

[Anonymous No.20709606]

>>20709581
but why

[Anonymous No.20709611]

Back in February, I quit my 9-5 (finance) to focus on my freelancing career (copywriting). The freedom was great, but i became a lazy POS and wasn't bringing the bucks I expected.

Now I'm back in a 9-5 (day #2), and I really fuck hate the 9-5. I'm going to stick with the 9-5 until I start making the real bucks freelancing. Comfy office jobs suck and are soul draining.

[Anonymous No.20709651]

What happens in Iowa?
What happens in Kentucky?
What happens in Missouri?
What happens in Arizona?
What happens in Montana?
What happens in North and South Dakota?
What happens in Indiana?

What happens in these places?

[Anonymous No.20709657]

>>20709651
Go to those places and find out.

[Anonymous No.20709671]

>>20709657
They are very far

[Anonymous No.20709672]

I need to stop posting on this website, or at least in these threads. I'm concerned that I might be revealing too many personal details about myself and someone who knows me in real life may somehow come across one of these posts, either here or on one of the websites where 4chan posts so often get reposted, and they'll know that I'm a 4chan-browsing loser. I should just go back to shitposting.

[Anonymous No.20709681]

>>20709671
That's understandable. I will tell you that it is very hot in Arizona and they are running out of water. There's lots of pretty forests and mountains in Montana. I don't know much about the other places though.

[Anonymous No.20709688]

>>20709672
Hi Robert

[Anonymous No.20709707]

>>20709681
where do you live?

[Anonymous No.20709725]

>>20705810
Fuck public transportation. Complete pain in the ass and it's taught me that most people just like to make conversation to hear the sound of their own voice. Can't take it anymore since it's doing a number on my sociability. Now I'm on some "if I don't know you I don't want to know you" shit.

[Anonymous No.20709744]

>>20709651
>What happens in Iowa?
Corn.
>What happens in Kentucky?
Black people.
>What happens in Missouri?
Meth and Jesus.
>What happens in Arizona?
Heatstroke.
>What happens in Montana?
Snow.
>What happens in North and South Dakota?
Meat processing.
>What happens in Indiana?
Walmart.

[Anonymous No.20709750]

>>20709707
I'm not telling you where I live on 4chan of all places

[Anonymous No.20709767]

>>20709725
>Now I'm on some "if I don't know you I don't want to know you" shit.
Try being on some "you're not anonymous when you talk like a negro" shit.

[Anonymous No.20709791]

>>20709767
Suck me faggot. Say nigger next time. Don't be scared of the tranny janny you bitch.

[Anonymous No.20709853]

I’m thinking about giving up on writing fiction. I’m just so frustrated with it. I think screens have ruined my brain, and everyone else’s. Problem is, I’m probably too old to switch to anything else.

[Anonymous No.20709865]

>>20709853
screens have ruined you brain, but the good news is the brain can change due to Neuroplasticity

if you want to know more read The Shallows by Nicholas Carr

[Anonymous No.20709868]

>>20705810
>Reading Frankenstein
>Is smart enough to create life
>Is too dumb to make something to end it.
>Is also kind of a dick and his justifications are questionable.
Its ruining it for me, bros.

[Anonymous No.20709883]

>>20709868
Shelley spelled it out explicitly for the brainlets with viktors lake scene and the monsters river scene. Then in case pure retards like you didn't get it she made the endings symbolism painfully obvious.

[Anonymous No.20709894]

>>20709865
I don’t believe in that bunk, and it wouldn’t matter if I did.

[Anonymous No.20709942]

Roses are gay
I might be too
But daddy bear is what I want to be too

[Anonymous No.20709968]

>>20709894
well then go run on a highway then you helpless faggot

[Anonymous No.20709993]

I lost someone. I feel so frustrated and sad. I could've done more for them.

[Anonymous No.20710023]

>>20709968
And what good would that do me?

[Anonymous No.20710061]

>>20705810
strange things will happen if you let them

[Anonymous No.20710107]

>>20707507
>men will tell you lies to get inside
>>20707594
how does that work?
>>20707621
Me too
>>20709672
Yeah you better stop otherwise they'll find out about your Jacuzzi orgies, your personal correspondence you have with Pynchon and McCarthy, and the nights you've spent reading aloud Plato to naked Victoria's Secret models it would be a shame if you revealed those details so that if someone you knew in real life did come across it they would think you're some kind of bland playboy in secret

[Anonymous No.20710144]

>>20710107
>Jacuzzi orgies, your personal correspondence you have with Pynchon and McCarthy, and the nights you've spent reading aloud Plato to naked Victoria's Secret models
I wish the things I posted about here were as cool as that, and that my actual life was even half as cool as that.

[Anonymous No.20710167]

>>20710144
Sure they aren't... and if they weren't you wouldn't obfuscate your identity and lifestyle by adding appealing but fictional details from here on in.... starting now... **hint hint**

[Anonymous No.20710179]

>>20709176
>going to a dance club as an incel
Don't do this.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9zYL-XylC74&ab_channel=Schrodinger%27sJawline

[Anonymous No.20710182]

Why is this thread even more unhinged than usual...

[Anonymous No.20710192]

>>20710182
I don't notice anything off. In what way is it more unhinged? Give some examples please.

[Anonymous No.20710216]

>>20705810
How many of you actually write sci-fi/fantasy?

[Anonymous No.20710224]

>>20710216
All of us "write" it none of us write it

crying pepe.jpg

[Anonymous No.20710299]

I wish Hoshimachi Suisei was real and I wish she was my girlfriend.

[Anonymous No.20710311]

>>20710216
Did one the past week, though the only scifi was the battleships used and mecha, that was destroyed.

[Anonymous No.20710356]

I want to reset my mind, make it blank again and start anew.

[Anonymous No.20710417]

does being more positive actually work?

[Anonymous No.20710439]

>>20710417
it does when you're somewhere new around new people. It doesn't work around people you already know.

[Anonymous No.20710459]

>>20705810
This is the end

Beautiful friend

[Anonymous No.20710464]

>>20710417
Vague question. It really depends on what domain of your life. But generally if you are already defeatist or pessimistic then reversing that by trying to find positives or more optimistic outcomes will translate to better outcomes. Where it is most effective though is in socializing. Simply put the overwhelming majority of people don't like to spend time with people who carry negativity. Personally speaking I know that depression causes irrational cynicism and pessimism about outcomes, "it might not work" becomes "it's hopeless and not worth trying". Which in individual circumstances may be rational, but when it is pathologized means that you never make any changes or progress.

[Anonymous No.20710469]

>>20705810
I wonder what the smallest functional motherboard that could be made by basic nanotechnology would be? The capacitors are a problem.
It's a step in the puzzle of how to remake organs inside the human body. Don't tear out that liver, rebuild it! We know what healthy tissue looks like, so we just need to reach in and reknit the bad tissue into the good.
The real problem is how to get the technology out of the corporate laboratories and into the hands of the people who would use them. We will never know what we can do with these new tools if we do not have access to them.

[Anonymous No.20710519]

These threads tend to be nice threads.

[Anonymous No.20710527]

I wish they made 90% dark chocolate bars with all the same variety as the light stuff

[Anonymous No.20710538]

>>20705822
Cute

[Anonymous No.20710611]

>>20705810
I finished reading A Princess of Mars and I really didn't like it. I kept forgetting why anyone was doing anything and I hated how inorganic the exposition was. I really want to read The Gods of Mars and get into the Barsoom series, but I'm worried it's just going to be more of what I read. Does it get any better? Is there something I'm missing?

[Anonymous No.20710650]

>>20705882
Isn't that called "life insurance"?

[Anonymous No.20710653]

>>20710023
Well, if you're lucky, a car will hit you at 70mph and hurt you. Then, some nigger driving a semi is gonna squash your unconscious body and kill you.

In other words, go kill yourself, you worthless faggot.

[Anonymous No.20710660]

>>20710650
No, because you don't get covered for the first 6-12 months in most Life Insurance policies

[Anonymous No.20710662]

>>20710653
Are you really qualified to give advice on neuroplasticity if you're so hotblooded as to want him to kill himself because he doesn't believe some random anon's post?
I want this >>20710519 anon to be right

[Anonymous No.20710664]

>>20708747
I would figure out who the dirty cops were and then assassinate them.
I would make Sledge Hammer look reticent.

[Anonymous No.20710682]

>>20709744
>Arizona
>Heatstroke
Wuss.
It was 110 degrees today, and it's not even August yet.
If you can't handle that, move. We won't miss you.
t. Phoenix, AZ

[Anonymous No.20710711]

>>20710662
No, I'm not qualified. You're right anon.

[Anonymous No.20710732]

>>20710682
Yeah I'm not in Arizona. It gets hotter than that here and it's not that nice dry heat either. Desertfags are pussies tbqh.

[Anonymous No.20710738]

Don't look at the silver lights.

[Anonymous No.20710768]

>>20710732
Non-residents don't know this, but Arizona has a monsoon season during summer.
https://www.google.com/search?q=arizona+monsoon&tbm=isch
It rained at my house twice in the last week.
It's supposed to be cloudy all next week.
We look forward to dry heat during our summer.

[Anonymous No.20710773]

>>20710768
>oUtSiDeRs DoNt KnOw ThIs BuT wE hAvE a WeEk Of RaIn
Boo fucking hoo.

[Anonymous No.20710778]

I like David Bowie's music. I think he was also pretty cool person as well, but I keep hearing conflicting things about him. My favorite album of his is probably Low, and my favorite song is Breaking Glass.

[Anonymous No.20710794]

doo doo fard

[Anonymous No.20710797]

>>20710773
We have an entire summer of rain, dumbass.
Generally from July 4th to mid-September.
Are you having reading comprehension problems?

[Anonymous No.20710803]

>>20710778
>but I keep hearing conflicting things about him.
He was a drug addict. Of course he did bad things. He was a drug addict.
I mean you can separate the artist from the art if you want. Or you can accept that the same things that can make someone wildly talented and creative are the same things that give them the kind of mental illnesses that they try to self-medicate with becomes excessive drug use. Or you can imagine that if the average man on the street was placed under the same scrutiny as your average celebrity or politician, much in the same way that most people are far more self-critical than the people around them are and you know more of your lover's or family members flaws than most people in their lives, that scrutiny only brings to the surface the same volume of transgressions that most people have in their lives - but go unreported because they are nobodies.
>My favorite album of his is probably Low, and my favorite song is Breaking Glass.
Excellent choices. Just the name and I can hear that weird buzzing guitar chord. "Such a wonderful person!"

[Anonymous No.20710809]

>>20710778
xi you are such a tryhard just give it up

[Anonymous No.20710813]

>>20710809
I'm not Xi. Do you think Xi would post without his trip?

[Anonymous No.20710838]

>>20710813
>Do you think Xi would post without his trip?
NTA but yes, he even did that big reveal when he was waiting for the second copy of that book he ordered

[Anonymous No.20710911]

I want to write short stories in a foreign language. I just can't decide which language it shall be. I was considering Russian but then the war happened and I don't want to get in trouble with the government for learning Russian.

[Anonymous No.20710957]

>>20710299
Yeah, but did she do the Jack o’ challenge?

[Anonymous No.20711074]

>>20710611
OK, at least you read it. You don't have to stay with the series if you don't want to. You could always try the Tarzan or the Carson of Venus books, but same author usually means same style.
Close your eyes and try to think of something that does everything right, of what you didn't like about the series, then go look for that author.

[the xi jinping of weed smoking !!oqyjkIO5smI No.20711082]

>>20710809
not me. not much of a bowie fan
>>20710813
>>20710838
i talk to you guys without my trip more than i talk to you with my trip. with my trip i only really speak when im spoken to or if my name is mentioned. its for blogposting.
just know you guys are always talking to me and that im responsible for so much pop culture within these threads, the whole balkanized brain thing, inciting the wwoym thread wars from last summer, etc

[Anonymous No.20711097]

>>20711082
get a life tripfag

[Anonymous No.20711105]

HER COCK IS SO HARD
HER AIM IS TRUE

[Anonymous No.20711114]

In 1902, C. L. Marlatt, an entomologist with the United States Department of Agriculture, wrote a brief description of the house centipede:

>It may often be seen darting across floors with very great speed, occasionally stopping suddenly and remaining absolutely motionless, presently to resume its rapid movements, often darting directly at inmates of the house, particularly women, evidently with a desire to conceal itself beneath their dresses, and thus creating much consternation.

[Anonymous No.20711129]

I type the sentence.

[Anonymous No.20711139]

>>20705882
With 5M I could buy the services of an anesthesiologist on short notice to keep me from waking up for 24-48 hrs, so of course. I defeated you in single combat, now suck my dick.

[Anonymous No.20711236]

I got molested as a 7 year old and I'm wondering if it impacted my ability to socialise and form meaningful relationships with other people. Someone else brought this up to me because I never really gave the incident much thought after it happened. Is it possible to get molested and have it have zero influence on you? Seems like a self-selecting thing: you only hear about people who had it effect them because why would someone who was unaffected bring it up?

[Anonymous No.20711245]

I'd do horrendous things for some shrooms right now, I'm bored and I want to try them just once~! :3

[Anonymous No.20711335]

Thought i removed most porn on my phone but found 4000 images all handsaved, mostly big titted girls.

[Anonymous No.20711389]

>>20703267
This is why I agree with BAP when he says the only way out is jetpacks and those deflection shields from Dune. Make warfare eugenic again.

[Anonymous No.20711393]

hamlet is literally me

[Anonymous No.20711399]

I'm really tempted to bang a hooker right now

[Anonymous No.20711403]

>>20711236
hmm... well i'm not a psychologist or anything but i can maybe offer some input, but i'll need some more information. i'll ask a variety of questions, just ignore my post if you don't want to answer them.
what kind of problems do you have with socializing? it's a broad question, let me make it more specific: do you dislike others, or is it simply the case that you are too nervous to talk to them?
how is your eye-contact?
do you relate better to males or females?
what was the gender of your molester, and how old were they?
how old are you now?
have you ever had a meaningful relationship with someone?
lotta questions i know

[Anonymous No.20711427]

*inhales* over ten thousand years ago the luminous monadic godhead emanated holy mantras through the aether into the minds of wise Aryan sages living an Idyllic
existence with their noble but fierce people in arctic Hyperborea, it was the last golden age, usury was banned; men conducted themselves righteously. women were
chaste and loyal to their family. In the absence of maleficent psychic influences all well-meaning people as they approached the end of their lives successfully attained
liberation and union with the monadic Supreme Being, the "Solar Self of all that is in motion or at rest" - (Rig-Veda 1.1151) Being subject to the same cyclic degradation as
the rest of manifestation however, eventually the unique climatic conditions that allowed them to live in Hyperborea ended and the land was encased in a permanent
blanket of ice and snow, driving the Aryans south where after mingling with several peoples they eventually formed and arranged themselves into the various Indo-
European tribes of the Black and Caspian seas; the original expulsion from Eden

[Anonymous No.20711429]

>>20711399
Do it! what's the worst that can happen? :3

[Anonymous No.20711433]

Before long, destiny called and the wanderlust of the Aryans answered it with a relish. Successive waves of Aryans ventured out in their fearsome chariots and gloriously conquered most of the world in their vicinity, stamping their imprint and legacy upon Europe, Anatolia, Persia, India and western Chine The eternal truth revealed by the Source was disseminated across the globe, where it was gradually woven into the fabric of almost every major religion and culture according to varying degrees of secrecy and esoterism. Even Taoism comes from the Tocharians Western culture sprang from the intermingling of Indo-European esoterism and the antediluvian wisdom of Egypt that occurred in ancient Greece when the Aryan-derived mystery cults existed alongside and interacted with the dissemination of Atlantean knowledge that occurred when Plato and others studied with Egyptian priests; flourishing in the eventual culmination of Neoplatonism which during its heyday represented a return to the golden age of Hyperborean wisdom.

[Anonymous No.20711435]

The Israelites were originally an unremarkable Semitic tribe existing alongside many others of a similar ilk all with their own basic tribal cults; Herodotus makes no mention of them despite having had traveled through the areæ When Babylon conquered Palestine and deported all the Israelites to slavery back in Mesopotamia, the cultural memory of the Israelites was wiped
cleam Soon the Aryan Persians conquered Babylon and the magnanimous Cyrus freed the Israelites and sent them back home, remaking the shattered remnants of their primitive tribal beliefs into a system resembling Zoroastrianism, for which he was praised as a messiah in the Jewish holy scriptures The pain and ignominy of enslavement during the Babylonian
captivity was too much for the Israelites to bear though. Even though Zoroastrianism preached a dualism involving a universal beneficent Father culminating in the esoteric non-dualism of Zurvan, the Israelites twisted what they had so graciously been taught and retconned Ahura Mazda as the sole true God of Yahweh with the Israelites as his "chosen people", in their vindictiveness they turned to narcissistic self-worship as a form of catharsis All the ancients were astounded at their hostility and ill-character, Plutarch wrote about how the Egyptians believed that the Israelites worshipped the bringer of discord, Set

[Anonymous No.20711436]

Western "Buddhists" only study Buddhism, none of them practice it.
Yet another thing they've used purely as an aesthetic.
What a horrible society.

[Anonymous No.20711437]

The Dharma characterizing the lower, conditioned aspect of the monadic Supreme Being caused the incarnation of Jesus Christ to bring righteousness and truth to the region and its peoples Christianity was originally an esoteric initiatic ascetic order open to all those with the courage to abandon everything to join Jesus in the Kingdom of Heaven here and now in this life When a man asked to join Jesus on the road, Jesus warned him of what it entailed, "Foxes have holes, and birds of the air have nests, but the Son of man hath not where to lay his head" - (Luke 9:58) The Gospel of Thomas and its 'Q source' are both real, they are the words of Christ The Israelites harbored a special hatred for Jesus because in his preaching of the true, universal father and his openness to everyone Jesus was confronting the Israelites with the wickedness of their own perversion of the eternal trutf-u Shankaracharya and Jesus were both too good for this world, which was why they were destined to die before the full span of their lives were over The partial subversion of Christianity into the dogmatic limited-hangout of Paulism sowed the seeds of the West's eventual downfall into nihilism, hedonism and apathy after a long holdout against them during the middle ages Christianity still offers a valid path through Theosis, but to get there and be ready for it westerners have to battle the multi-headed hydra of modern society and the values that it inculcates

[Anonymous No.20711439]

The conditioned aspect of the Supreme Being eventually descended again as Gabriel to disseminate to the Prophet the last revealed religion of this stage of human existence, Islam. Its absolute and all-encompassing nature which totally penetrates into every aspect of Islamic societies being appropriate to its role as an Ark against the flood of modernity The conflicts between Islam and other religions being an unfortunate but ultimately irrelevant side effect of its coexistence alongside them; the revealed religions being equivalent to God tossing pebbles in a pond, when the ripples caused by each splash meet each other there is conflict as well as opportunity for learning. As the great Ibn Arabi correctly notes, Islam is the continuation of the
previous revealed religions and does not invalidate them, compare 40 Hadith Qudsi 25 narrated by Abu Hurayrah and Brihadaranyaka 3811. Non-conditional multiplicity is Islam is an ally of the West in their struggle against the usurers and in the search for spiritual Islamic societies will always offer a second chance for westerners fed up with their culture who want to shed their identity and seek something new, but the eventual destiny of the West writ large is to rejuvenate western spirituality in an organic way and not to adopt something foreign.

[Anonymous No.20711440]

>>20711399
don't do it anon

[Anonymous No.20711444]

The Russian Empire was the last chance for humankind to be guided into the modernity by a Traditional continent-spanning empire but the agents of darkness prevailed over it The 20th and 21st centuries are the legacy of the collapse of monarchies and the spread of secularism, materialism, scientism, nihilism and so many other poisons Post-scholastic philosophy stems from the need to fill the gaping hole in the heart of western society left by the absence of the transcendental Atma-jiäna originally revealed to mankind at polar Mount Meru and again later by subsequent prophets East Asia fared moderately better, the Buddhism it fell under the sway of was originally a crypto-egalitarian and proto-materialist subversive psyop, although later Buddhists who were initiated by Hindus and Taoists were able to salvage some of it. Heidegger and Debord exemplify man waking up to the emptiness of modernity and realizing something has been stolen from him, but without knowing exactly what it is Marx also understood there was a problem but didn't realize the correct solution, a consequence of his alienation from the primordial Tradition like so many others. Evola was torn by the inner contradictions of having a heartfelt yearning to understand the primordial Aryan knowledge but at the same time being afraid of the total liberation from all name and form that this knowledge entailed; he couldn't accept that in the end multiplicity wasn't real, desiring to still retain in transcendence some form of permanent superiority or lasting individual achievement like a kid who can't put down a videogame

[Anonymous No.20711447]

There is a global struggle and metaphysical battle occurring between truth, harmony and justice and the opposing forces of darkness, ignorance and usury The key Elite of NATO countries are mostly controlled by the Cabal through forced participation in pedophiliac human sacrifice ceremonies and the ensuing blackmail this allows, their antagonism towards China and Russian is motivated by their fear of Eurasia eventually becoming a global refuge from the usurers. There is an ongoing race to privatize everything so that from the moment you are born you are incurring massive debt simply for existing, this is how they mow the grass of the masses. You can do your part to prevent them winning by living virtuously, and by raising a family and instilling in the next generation Traditional values Don't let materialistic and shallow obsessions become obstacles in the spiritual path Allowing your time to be occupied by electronic entertainment makes you a metaphysical cuckold and a victim of psychic vampirism When one conducts themselves in an exceedingly depraved way they are given one last chance in the form of rebirth as a black person before they lose human status and are reborn as animals. Time isn't real, only Now exists If the forces of evil win humankind will be enslaved by machines and forced into manual labor to finance the hedonistic lifestyles of the usurers. Even this will come to pass though and the just and unjust alike will reconstituted into the primordial essence, those without Knowledge being eventually spat out again in the form of intelligent life Humankind is just a flash in the pan of the abiding tranquility of the Supreme Being, the eternity of phenomenal existence just froth on the surface of the shoreless ocean of the immutable Divine
Wake up

[Anonymous No.20711449]

>>20711436
Same with Christianity.

[Anonymous No.20711459]

>>20706362
I guess that's one way to end up in hell while also leaving your family without a father because muh money

[Anonymous No.20711481]

>>20711403
>do you dislike others, or is it simply the case that you are too nervous to talk to them?
Somewhat nervous but I'm also extremely critical and mistrustful and tend to see the worst in people. Socialising is an effort, we'll put it that way.
>how is your eye-contact?
Poor.
>do you relate better to males or females?
It's really hard to say. Maybe it's more telling that my only female friends are the partners of my male friends. Males are more approachable but I get along with females once some contrivance forces us to socialise. The bigger issue is that I feel all of my relationships aside from 1 or 2 very old friends I've known for decades are extremely superficial.
>what was the gender of your molester, and how old were they?
Female, don't know, I've sort of forgotten that detail. Could have been anywhere between 20-50.
>how old are you now?
Almost 30.
>have you ever had a meaningful relationship with someone?
No and the prospect of having one is frightening. A friend of a friend is interested in me and its causing me a lot of stress and I'm very uncomfortable about holding her hand in public or anything like that.

[Anonymous No.20711504]

>>20711481
alright, this gives me something to work with. take it with a grain of salt, though; i can't be too confident since i've never met you.

it seems to me that the memory is heavily repressed and is indeed having a destructive effect on your mind and life. i think the likely cause of your problems is that as a child, you were exploited by a stranger, which is bound to make anyone mistrustful of others. trauma works in really confusing ways, however, and it's difficult to say exactly how this mistrustfulness evolved: it was instilled at a young age, but as the years passed it likely developed behind the scenes. it's obvious that it doesn't register in your view as a serious source of trauma, but this is likely a coping mechanism.
again, take my armchair analysis with a grain of salt; i can only speculate and make assumptions based on my own experiences.
as an additional question, if you don't mind my asking, are you at all depressed? if so, how would you rate your unhappiness with life on a scale of 1-10?

[Anonymous No.20711519]

>>20711236
I've had bad stuff happen to me and I know for sure it had a negative impact on me. But one thing that happened didn't faze me much. I saw my dad attempt suicide. My brother and probably my mother knew about it. But it was never talked about. I normally forget it even happened. I still think it had a negative impact on me because no one saying anything is not the appropriate response to something serious like that. It trains you to underreact to things that should be dealt with. I've had serious issues with boundaries and protecting myself.

So, for you I think it could have a negative impact because your boundaries were violated and you maybe learned subconsciously that getting close to people isn't safe/doesn't satisfy your emotional needs. That's how I feel anyway.
But I'm not a psychologist and I don't know you. I haven't read your other responses yet.

[Anonymous No.20711543]

>>20711504
>are you at all depressed?
Yes.
>your unhappiness with life on a scale of 1-10?
I was at a 1 or 2 after a particularly bad relationship experience about a year ago. I'd say I sit around 3 or 4 when things are "good" which is where I'm at now.

[Anonymous No.20711544]

>>20706921
I'm starting to think "late capitalism" is a meme. Something about repeating a lie enough it becomes truth or something about self-fufilling prophecies

[Anonymous No.20711614]

>>20711543
i think the best route will be to get therapy, unironically. good luck anon

[Anonymous No.20711660]

no one in the past thought, “I am currently living in the past.” it was the present to them always. Like, everything they had, that’s all there was. it makes me feel incomplete. What am I missing today?

[Anonymous No.20711668]

>>20711614
I already do but I've never brought it up, mostly because until recently I never really thought it was an important thing. I'm starting to think it might be though based on what people here have said.

[Anonymous No.20711729]

i typed it out and then deleted it. Still felt better. Thanks

[Anonymous No.20711730]

>>20711449
Very true, this world is completely devoid of virtue.
Many such cases.

[Anonymous No.20711740]

>>20711730
Is virtue really gone from this world? It seems like in current days vices are the virtues.

[Anonymous No.20711757]

>>20711444
>Islam is the continuation of theprevious revealed religions
>Islamic societies being appropriate to its role as an Ark against the flood of modernity
>desiring to still retain in transcendence some form of permanent superiority or lasting individual achievement like a kid who can't put down a videogame

“But before we enter”, said Nietzsche, “would you agree to visit our local zoo?”

“Sure”, said John John and they turned left and rode for about 6 minutes.

The first thing he saw was a cage with a monky in it. On it was written NEGARJANY and the monky in it was peacful and somewhat absent-minded. But there was also an another monky, and that monky was agressive. That monky was throwing shit. They called him Guenon.

Nietzsche raised a big stick from the ur-ground and waved it fiercely, landing it on the cage of mischievous monkey, exclaiming, "Quiet you rascal, you aggressive monky! Or you will have to meet Dr. Sussy and he will consult you about your well-being." Monky named Guenon ceased all mischief and put on a pair of glasses and continued with his monky business.

Nietzsche said, "Yes, I know, that monky will never understand that after the lion comes the child, the trice great. But that is karma of such creatures, their racial ontological level to be forever in submission." John John looked at a wicked monky with an expression of sorrow.

And they walked away from the zoo.

[Anonymous No.20711799]

>>20711740
Not the person you’re replying to, but it must follow from your statement that virtues are the vices. Sincerity is in.

[Anonymous No.20711815]

When I was 14 years old, the football captain of my new team told me to avoid the company of women. I still don't get it how the fuck he judged me so accurately that I was raised by women maybe because I was a softboi His suggestion was so accurate. I am still so insecure about my masculinity as I am approaching my late 20s same age as he was at that time. Living with women has made me fucked up and meek.

I still feel like I am stuck in my teenage fears. Fucking hell. The game was rigged from the start.

[Anonymous No.20711820]

>>20705810
>“Adieu. Perhaps we were not meant to be with each other,” wrote Nigger to Jew in mid-April , 1989, “for whatever blessing might have had come to us if fate kept us together the price to pay in terms of risk of anal prolapse and drug overdose was too high and your father would not have agreed in the first place.”

[Anonymous No.20711856]

>>20711815
my sister's ex-husband, some hispanic guy raised in one of those high murder rate midwestern cities, called me a momma's boy like a decade ago. he wasn't wrong which stung. my mom totally smothered me with approval and attention. i think it's because my dad was uninvolved and worked all the time, so she put all her attention on me, and i never had to go through one of those oedipal struggles for recognition.

[Anonymous No.20711877]

>>20711856
Can you please go in detail about your struggle? And how do you coped and recovered?

[Anonymous No.20711894]

Poltroon

/pɒlˈtruːn/
noun
an utter coward.

No relation to /pol/ board of 4chan, or a derogatory term for transgendered people (although the coincidence is amusing)

[Anonymous No.20711904]

>>20711877
first thing, move out if you still live with them. the next step is call them as little as possible. i would say i didn't really recover. i still suffer low productivity because i have such a high "self-regard" after having smoke blown up my ass by a doting mom that i think i'm so great even though i haven't done shit. after being told every idea you have is great, it's easy to develop fear of failure or perfectionism because as long as your project is just an idea, you can always call up your mom and be told how brilliant it is, but if you actually start working on it and put it out in the world, you may discover it's shit and no one cares. my relationships with women are always stunted and go nowhere, but that i still don't have much insight into and i have to go to work in a minute. good luck.

[Anonymous No.20711924]

I'm tired of everything, barely had energy to get out of the bed
when I look back to see how my life got to this pitiful state, I see it is cowardice that led me
I was too afraid to socialize with other people, too scared to look after my dreams, too scared to quit college, too scared to do anything
I slowly dragged myself within and towards mistakes, unhappiness and problems I had to solve, the snowball built itself and now I just runaway and pretend it isn't there or that everything will fix itself in the end and that it would all be worth it

[Anonymous No.20711926]

>>20711904
Blackpilled again

[Anonymous No.20712033]

>>20711904
>>20711856
We're pretty similar. I remember being 6 or 7 and Dad openly saying I had a "complex" even though he was just as much at fault for going off on work jaunts to Japan for most of childhood. Ended up mostly raised my mother, older sister and grandmother. Totally agree on the perfectionism/fear of failure. That shit seeps into your personal life as well which is why I got nothing going for me socially. I managed to move out but so what? Nothing changes when it's been hammered into your brain since the very beginning.

[Anonymous No.20712069]

>>20703267
Pseud redditor muh heat death my space wow so profound
Such a lengthy post and yet nothing was said in it
Sad to see

[Anonymous No.20712151]

I've been tired for over nine years. in the last couple of days I have been particularly tired. I have hopes that this extra tiredness is due to shifts in the deep that will help me relate more efficiently with the world later on, and so perhaps I will be less tired in the wrong term.

But I am very tired.

[Anonymous No.20712180]

I told a shrink that it was as if I had been put into a kind of coma just to survive the last 9-13 years and now I was finally coming out and I it was the first time in my life that I could actually speak my meaning without having to be psychotic. And so now I was out, I existed again. And now I would have to deal with all the psychological fallout from all of those years, and from everything before and from all the reasons I receded into some cave in my head for all this time. Like maybe I was halfway to recovering, and that I would maybe be an adult by the time I was 40. Her assessment was that this seemed realistic, but, as she put it, "some people never grow up". This reassured me in a way. It did so less when I noticed this was a habitual formula of hers, "some people never Y". so here I am bb

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=udUCjJphE-0

[Anonymous No.20712220]

Getting an ad for a divorce lawyer. last I had a girl is 10+ years ago. But either way: is that really ethical? It's a suggestion. "Maybe you need a divorce lawyer?"

[Anonymous No.20712224]

>>20712033
>Totally agree on the perfectionism/fear of failure.
What's this? And why is this?

[Anonymous No.20712225]

>>20711399
I had a street women offer to do me for free last week, very odd experience.

[Anonymous No.20712231]

>>20711894

[Anonymous No.20712250]

>>20712224
Everything you do, whether it's your work, the way you speak to your friends or personal relationships must be perfect, to an impossible level. The usual result is you never start anything that you're meant to do because you're essentially guaranteed to "fail" (not meeting the impossible standards).

>And why is this
Hard to say. Was good in school from a young age and regularly told I was going to be amazing and successful. This led to a feeling of pressure (reinforced when I actually did fuck up like getting an A- in school and got shredded for it by my parents). Not only do you end up procrastinating but you end up the opposite of resilient and struggle to deal with even tiny problems in life.

[Anonymous No.20712257]

Remember being psychotic and sending this to a chick in my class in uni telling her it made me think of her. It did though. Fixed and crazy, aphid attraction. I'm a slave and I am a master.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xKcbYUwmmlE

[Anonymous No.20712264]

>>20712257
classic sit naked on the floor crying with ants all over my body territory. I only sent it because John Lennon told me to. Can't make her real.

[Anonymous No.20712293]

>>20712257
>>20712264
there's just so much shit like this. I think I seem, in short bursts, more or less like I have it together. And then these things just pop up here and there. "This happened". Fuck.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mQER0A0ej0M
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ELlLIwhvknk

[Anonymous No.20712330]

The only legitimate interpretation of transgenderism is if it is treated as a medical condition rather than an identity.

[Anonymous No.20712477]

How common would you say it has been your life that you have formed a bond with someone to the point that you did or would miss them when they were gone? So far I've only really ever missed one person. I suspect people form bonds with me that I'm not sharing at all.

[Anonymous No.20712606]

>>20712477
i almost never form bonds with anyone

[Anonymous No.20712612]

The internet's such a lonely place, there's no one to talk to. It astonishes me whenever I learn that people have online friends, like how's that even possible. Making friends irl is easy because you just nod when people are speaking and remember details about them to bring up next time you speak.

[Anonymous No.20712673]

>>20712612
>you just nod when people are speaking and remember details about them to bring up next time you speak.
That's not a friend retard. That's a sycophant.

[Anonymous No.20712685]

>>20712673
All it takes at that point is that you wait until they want to talk about something sreious and then you try to give advice. If they never do then I don't know what to do. Some men are like this. They seem happy to me, well adjusted.

[Anonymous No.20712693]

I think I have to aim way, way lower

[Anonymous No.20712704]

>>20712685
this way you can very easily become someone that another person depends on for their life.
>why would you?
so you have somewhere to live when you become a bum

[Anonymous No.20712717]

>>20712673
How unfriendly! This is precisely what I'm talking about.

[Anonymous No.20712740]

>>20712685
If you're happy with and well adjusted to the world as it exists then your character is fundamentally flawed. Your concept of friendship is exploitative and pathological. You will never have a real friend.

[Anonymous No.20712746]

>>20712740
You're some kind of genius huh

[Anonymous No.20712748]

I don’t need friends. They disappoint me.

[Anonymous No.20712750]

Where's the caveman?

[Anonymous No.20712755]

Someday everyone in this thread right now will be dead.

We're all going to be dead someday.

[Anonymous No.20712757]

>>20705810
Test

[Anonymous No.20712760]

>>20712740
the strange part is no one gave a fuck about the arab I shot

[Anonymous No.20712778]

>>20705810
I am completely disconnected. Never had friends, not even in high school, but now I even feel distant from my family despite living under the same roof. I don't bother with social niceties anymore. I don't respond to posts from relatives wishing me happy birthday, and most have stopped doing so altogether. At gatherings they largely avoid asking me any personal questions. I can tell by the way they look they think im weird and don't know what to make of me. I don't know what to make of me either. An unstable isotope dissolving. Besides family around people my age I don't know what to say when they talk about their past experiences. I usually pretend to relate but it gets tiring. This is what I wanted I guess--to be free of people, free from all attachments and constraints, but I didn't really. And now I'm more constrained than ever. It seems freeing but it's not. With no one to talk to I fall into shallow boring routines. Around others I feel like a small child. Faces blur together. Time does not exist. My memories are stolen. At night I daydream, and at daybreak nothing awaits.
Nowhere am I at ease. Nowhere is everywhere, but I prefer both--to encompass everything in myself, and to see the self explode outward in a moment of pure purgatory expulsion.

[Anonymous No.20712847]

Hey Americans,

Which city do you live in? Do you enjoy living in it? Why and why not?

[Anonymous No.20712864]

>>20712477
one girl and it was only because she was as mentally ill and traumatized as me

[Anonymous No.20712885]

>>20712755
Speak for yourself.

[Anonymous No.20712891]

>>20712778
Textbook schizoid.

[Anonymous No.20712898]

>>20712746
I'm just being a good friend.

[Anonymous No.20712900]

>>20712847
A lot of Americans don’t live in the cities but rather in the suburban towns that surround the cities.

[Anonymous No.20712909]

>>20712847
I live in a West Coast suburb. I love it here.

[Anonymous No.20712920]

>>20712847
I live in a suburb in the Dallas-Fort Worth area. It’s not bad. Majority white, plenty to do, not overwhelmingly expensive.

[Anonymous No.20712937]

>>20712847
New York City. I hate it. I only came here to further my education and will leave soon after. Too crowded, the covid rules were retarded, taxes are high, literally EVERYTHING is expensive, crime, dirty, mayor spends money on stupid shit like murals instead of basics. Oh, and the people are not as friendly as I'm used to.
It's not all bad though: there are plenty of things to do and see, there are a lot of young people, it's nice being able to walk places and public transportation is convenient, and it somehow "feels" cool (just the feeling of living in New York City; it's very metropolitan).
I like smaller towns much better though.

[Anonymous No.20713014]

>>20711904
Wish my mom ever told me I was brilliant. I don't think it's your mom's fault you're a loser.

[Anonymous No.20713088]

I'm a sensitive (covert) narcissist. Basically an inferior version of a classic narcissist.

[Anonymous No.20713144]

>>20712898
Honestly I think the issue is I don't really care about anyone. I'm in some kind of acute terror-survival mode and no one can be trusted. I do think I use people, but not intelligently, not with a particular goal in mind. Habitually, kind of. I feel very little for them and I make them like me. It's safer.

[Anonymous No.20713152]

I'm probably going to Half Price Books within the next hour. What books should I be on the lookout for? I'm hoping to get some McCarthy, and maybe Kafka's The Trial.

[Anonymous No.20713162]

I trusted my family with money and they fucked me,
I thought they were different, and I laughed
when I heard of other people’s family fucking then over.
Didn’t think it would happen to me,
They were supposed to be different.
I feel so betrayed. Learn from my mistakes.

[Anonymous No.20713173]

>>20712755
Why would I care? I won’t experience it.

[Anonymous No.20713222]

Retard here. I'm going to an overnight sleep study in a couple hours.
Would it be autistic to just show up in the clothes I intend to sleep in? Do people normally bring a change of clothes to this kind of thing? Am I overthinking it?
Please advise.

[Anonymous No.20713240]

>>20713222
I have never been to one of those but I would probably show up in my normal clothes and sleep in my normal clothes.

[Anonymous No.20713265]

>>20713222
just wear normal clothes you sperglet

[Anonymous No.20713303]

>>20713162
you can't trust anyone but your wife and thats if youre lucky

[Anonymous No.20713319]

>>20713303
things are not looking great in the whiteosphere

[Anonymous No.20713369]

>>20713303
The fucking state of this world.

[Anonymous No.20713423]

>>20712477
counting or not counting family members, which i imagine would be a given...?

[Anonymous No.20713443]

>>20713423
counting family members. I don't trust any of them.

[Anonymous No.20713444]

>>20713303
i barely trust myself let alone a wife

[Anonymous No.20713592]

>>20713222
I did one just showed up in shorts and a tee. Ended up staying awake the entire night. Still got paid so it was worth it.

[Anonymous No.20713596]

I was actively social every day for a whole week. This is the first time I've ever done that. Feels really funny.

[Anonymous No.20713641]

>>20712755
I have never ever died before. It's a statistical impossibility. You realize how ridiculous you sound right now.
How come you haven't died already? If time is relative you should have already died. The fact that I haven't already proves that immortality is the most probablr outcome.

[Anonymous No.20713663]

>>20713641
My brother died twice. They brought him back both times

[Anonymous No.20713670]

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[Anonymous No.20713688]

This quote really holds to be true. "Work" in this sense doesn't just mean your day job but also your daily chores and taking care of body. Nothing feels worse than trying to feel good. Just do the right things, no matter how bad they make seem like they will make you feel, and you will feel good.

[Anonymous No.20713692]

>>20712180
>It did so less when I noticed this was a habitual formula of hers
Never been to a shrink but I had a teacher that used to be a psychologist, and I noticed the exact same thing. She had a handful of phrases she'd just repeat. Like "and how do you deal with this anxiety".
I notice that with other people as well. Everyone has their own handful of phrases and words they like. My brother used to say "fundamentally" constantly when he wanted to emphasize a point & sound deep, and it would always drive me crazy.

[Anonymous No.20713707]

>>20713670
What about it

[Anonymous No.20713734]

>>20713692
Using phrases is just a natural consequence of language and habit. I try to avoid overusing phrases myself. Although I agree that it can get annoying sometimes, especially if the phrase is misused frequently. It seems like some people just repeat certain phrases to affirm themselves, like they are trying to convince themselves that that phrase is true. "It's gonna be alright" "Nothing really matters" "We're all gonna make it"

[Anonymous No.20713760]

Don't fall for academic lies.

[Anonymous No.20713766]

I feel like everything I do is a waste of time. Any of you know how to keep being productive during bouts of depression

[Anonymous No.20713779]

>>20713663
Doesn't prove that I will die. Just that others will. Like I said statistical impossibility. Never happened once. Yoi can't change math.

[Anonymous No.20713793]

>>20713779
Me raping you in the ass hasn't happened before, that doesn't make it a statistical improbability.

[Anonymous No.20713796]

>>20713766
Productive how?

[Anonymous No.20713798]

>>20713793
*impossibility
fuck
You're still at risk for getting raped in the ass.

[Anonymous No.20713816]

>>20713760
I'll trust academia more than you.

[Anonymous No.20713827]

>>20713816
Unfortunately, that's because you're a fool.

[Anonymous No.20713837]

>>20713779
>filtered by induction

[Anonymous No.20713843]

>>20713816
Academics are usually wrong.

[Anonymous No.20713850]

hi everybody

[Anonymous No.20713883]

uh oh!!! this thead hit bump limit. new thread time!!

[Anonymous No.20713885]

>>20705810
getting tired of the bodily mediocrity of being 25 years old, can already feel my telomeres getting shorter & my dna unwinding, can see the signs of old age already, old age dipping its toes into the water of my body and my youth, and me being unable to do fuck or shit about it. not only is it alarming in the moment but it kills any optimism for the future, since it can only get worse not better, i can only get older not younger. it's shit, i want to be the healthy-to-the-point-of-beauty, sexually implicated teenager i was before, but every year like a gradual castration i get older and more placid by nothing but nature's ridiculous decree... and it's unfair to me because i haven't cummed inside a woman yet... this is unfair and bad. it's traumatizing being 16-18 and not getting to cum in pussy even though you're at prime genetic masterpiece god-tier sperm age. it's really fucked up and society should do something about it instead of promoting dysgenic breeding while further anathematizing young love. i can't be optimistic or happy knowing i'll never be chilling in my room with my gf at her parents house after school and subtly grabbing titty. that i'll have to settle for adult romances devoid of real emotion and lacking soul. if that's to be my 'first', why, i oughtta turn celibate. but man also has some cosmic significance although not much, i guess, he's in tune with some deeper ontological algebra that goes on above the level of inference and conclusion, that he sees his representations and in the same breath he sees the representation removed, uncovers a mysterious consistency, locates a regularity beneath his impositions of regularity through models, i guess we can be satisfied with a decent ocean-view of the universe such as this, it's not too bad, i just wish i got some pussy.

[Anonymous No.20713905]

>>20713885
torture yourself. fast, be in cold weather, do hard cardio. it makes you younger. at least according to this CONTENT CREATOR on YOUTUBE. but he's backed up by some super duper scientist guy. I havent eaten anything in a few minutes and im already feelin younga!!!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QRt7LjqJ45k&ab_channel=Veritasium

[Anonymous No.20713914]

>>20713905
the fuck is up with you man, why are you trying to morph an otherwise genuine post into some pretend satire by postfixing it with exclamation marks and sputtering capital words throughout... this isn't comedy nigga.

[Anonymous No.20713917]

I'm sorry for all the shitposting I've done over the years.

[Anonymous No.20713926]

>>20713914
it's not satire!! I just talk like this... why are you gotta be so mean??? :( YOU'RE making me cry
your making me cry like this cat

[Anonymous No.20713931]

>>20713926
Stop posting like a retarded child or go back to whatever Discord echo chamber you crawled out of.

[Anonymous No.20713939]

>>20713931
No. Go fuck yourself.

[Anonymous No.20713958]

>>20713939
>drops the retarded cutesy act as soon as he's insulted
Wow, I'm shocked.

[Anonymous No.20714004]

>>20706214
>depressed patients characterized by a pessimistic view of the self, the world, and the future
>this negative bias has been associated with (...) difficulties in inhibiting the processing of negative information
it openly confirms once time again that psychology really believe you have to inhibe every negative thought in your head and live in a mchappy colgate smile advertisement the most you can.
psychology is an error. i really pity the poor people who honestly believe in psychologists to adjust their behaviour.

[Anonymous No.20714018]

>>20713885
I'm not as old as you but I can relate. I'm 21, the best interaction I've had with a girl is getting complimented by one. It was a passing stranger who gave me a passing compliment. The compliment may as well not mattered since I would never see her again. "I like your eyes."
21 is still quite young. Maybe there's hope for me yet. Maybe not. I hate that I missed out on teen love. I'm going to hate that I missed out on young adult love. I hope I'm not alive to hate that I missed out on adult love and beyond. I'll never experience anything pure. I'll never experience a girl's body when it's at the best age. I'll never experience true love, I'll never share my first time with anyone. I would like to believe that I'm being punished for something, like I was a horrible person in a past life and missing out on all this these experiences is what I deserve. But I know the world isn't merciful enough to give meaning to suffering. Suffering is just suffering. There's no meaning to it. The best we can do is hold onto the whatever optimism is left for us.

Sorry for replying to your posts like a retarded [s4s] poster earlier. I just thought it would be funny.

[Anonymous No.20714063]

>>20714018
>21 is still quite young
pretty much still a teenager actually

[Anonymous No.20714139]

New thread:

>>20714137
>>20714137

[Anonymous No.20714373]

I will never be a woman.

[Anonymous No.20714448]

>>20713885
Tldr

[Anonymous No.20714519]

cunn

[Anonymous No.20714988]

armpits

[Anonymous No.20714995]

ass

[Anonymous No.20715048]

>>20712755
We are already dead. Time has already happened. We just can't see the 4th dimension. Everyone who is dead still exists; they are just over that hill.

[Anonymous No.20715054]

>>20713014
If you give a plant too much or too little water you will kill it.

[Anonymous No.20715055]

>>20715048
Take your meds, Billy Pilgrim. Tralfamadorians don't exist.

[Anonymous No.20715221]

titts

[Anonymous No.20715230]

bun bum

[Anonymous No.20715285]

flatt

[Anonymous No.20715293]

>>20715285
And not so much

[Anonymous No.20715305]

Uniforms

[Anonymous No.20715315]

clown

[Anonymous No.20715563]

>>20705858
How do you figure? I've never agreed with this statement.

[Anonymous No.20715569]

sweaty tits and smelly armpits

[Anonymous No.20715619]

>>20707921
It's the next edition of the critically acclaimed series: Yapoo's Market