Books to come to terms with being a bad person.,

[Anonymous No.20547236]

Long story short, even with the best intentions I find myself doing things that are not good. Not good for myself and harming those whom I love. I have tried to fix these imperfections but have begun to believe that it's just who I am.
And it's hard, I don't want to be a bad person I want to be good, that's what everything in life seems to be geared towards. I'm not nihilistic or pessimistic, not suicidal. I'm just not good.
Anybody have some readings on this feeling? Or movie/music rec? Media? Words? Stories? Anything would be appreciated, thanks.

[Anonymous No.20547335]

>>20547236
Amitayurdhyana Sutra

[Anonymous No.20547349]

>>20547236
The self doesn't exist you stupid narcissistic asshole
>>20547335
This

[Anonymous No.20547360]

>you stupid narcissistic asshole
the point is that I want literature on coming to terms with being that
and not in like a highschool cringe way, more of a many years of fighting it and coming to terms way

[Anonymous No.20547366]

>>20547360
>being that
There's your problem

There is no "being that"

[Anonymous No.20547375]

>>20547366
acting it then?

[Anonymous No.20547378]

>>20547375
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>>20547335

[× I V R I V S × !!GgBWHLRiayD No.20547652]

>>20547236


Turn to God through Jesus Christ, and continue to correct & better yourself.

[Anonymous No.20548181]

>>20547236
the world is broken and fallen into sin, believe into Jesus Christ the redeemer

[Anonymous No.20548198]

Being a bad person is a cope and vise signaling

[Anonymous No.20548465]

>>20547236
Sickness Unto Death, Part II "Despair I'd Sin"

This section deals with being transparent before God in prayer, and a part of being transparent before God is being transparent to yourself about yourself. Not having any self-deceptions of virtue or greatness, but going to God as you are. I hope you read it and find the truth in it.