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Write What’s On Your Mind /wwoym/ Anonymous Thu Jun 16 21:07:08 2022 No.20535852 [Reply] [Original]

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>>	Anonymous Thu Jun 16 21:07:41 2022 No.20535855 File: 39 KB, 656x679, 1613103180879.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] Lefties went so insane they made me look for alternatives and found Christ again. Thanks for your autism leftybros.

>>	Anonymous Thu Jun 16 21:08:41 2022 No.20535864 Is there anything cringier than japs appropriating South American culture? They just have to ape every aspect of American culture, don't they?

>>	Anonymous Thu Jun 16 21:12:58 2022 No.20535883 >>20535852 I dont know how to be happy. I let my past to define me.

>>	Anonymous Thu Jun 16 21:15:25 2022 No.20535893 >>20535864 >nooo not my pure jap waifu it cannot be

>>	Anonymous Thu Jun 16 21:15:59 2022 No.20535897 >>20535864 Got any examples?

Anonymous Thu Jun 16 21:17:28 2022 No.20535905

I'm so lonely I don't want to live anymore. The pain won't go away even with all the prescriptions. I'm scared all the time. I see no reason to wake up in the morning or do anything. I can barely shower or eat. All I do is read, fall asleep and repeat. I've lost tons of weight because I don't eat. I'm so tired.

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>>	Anonymous Thu Jun 16 21:18:18 2022 No.20535911 File: 2.94 MB, 1522x1526, peep.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>20535905 I'd hug you if I were there

Anonymous Thu Jun 16 21:19:04 2022 No.20535913

I always feel for the last few posts of the previous thread that end up being ignored.
>>20535855
Where you a leftist before? I don’t know why, but everyone bellow their forties who gets involved with politics defends absolutely insane shit. They are authoritarian as hell, too. Made me think I was a centrist for years, since I didn’t identify with the shit people from both sides were spewing. Getting closer to boomers made me realize that young people are just insane, although not all boomers are immune to it.
>>20535864
>Is there anything cringier than japs appropriating South American culture?
Never knew they did it. At least if it’s brazilian culture it kind of makes sense, since Brazil is full of japs.

Anonymous Thu Jun 16 21:23:00 2022 No.20535935

>>20535905
I was in the exact same situation years ago. You have to force yourself to regularly do something outside of your home that involves other people, since that’s the only way to jumpstart a somewhat functional life and start to exorcise the depression.
I recommend enrolling into a college or taking some lessons about a subject/skill you think is cool.

>>	Anonymous Thu Jun 16 21:23:23 2022 No.20535938 >>20535913 Didn't know that. Why so many of them in Brazil specifically?

>>	Anonymous Thu Jun 16 21:23:48 2022 No.20535942 drinking and crying. how pathetic of me.

>>	Anonymous Thu Jun 16 21:25:21 2022 No.20535955 >>20535855 Yeah me too. Its hard being a convert in a church where everyone was born and raised into the faith though

>>	Anonymous Thu Jun 16 21:26:49 2022 No.20535964 >>20535942 You know whats weird is I dont feel depressed until after I start drinking. I think I need to quit

>>	Anonymous Thu Jun 16 21:27:21 2022 No.20535969 >>20535897 Examples of what? There's two clauses in my thread you mouth-breathing faggot.

>>	Anonymous Thu Jun 16 21:29:05 2022 No.20535982 >>20535864 So I can get an ameriboo japaense waifu who fetishizes me? Guess my next trip is down to Little Tokyo.

>>	Anonymous Thu Jun 16 21:29:46 2022 No.20535986 >>20535964 I feel pathetic but drinking just bring my emotional side out. I been crying for the last 15 mins.

Anonymous Thu Jun 16 21:30:54 2022 No.20535994

>>20535864
This guy is an idiot.
Indios have Asian admixture and slanted eyes are a common feature.
>>20535938
Many Japanese immigrated to Latin America.
Japan maintains especially good relations with Brazil and Peru because a lot of Japs emigrated there.
The OP is a based attempt at cultural rapprochement, not appropriation.

>>	Anonymous Thu Jun 16 21:31:14 2022 No.20535997 >>20535986 Alcohol induced depression is real. Stop drinking alone.

>>	Anonymous Thu Jun 16 21:34:18 2022 No.20536023 >>20535997 I cant anon. its now like alcohol induces depression but it brings out the depression to the surface.

>>	Anonymous Thu Jun 16 21:36:04 2022 No.20536031 >>20536023 Well if you're gonna spend all your time alone and drinking then of course you'll have mounting depression. You need to get out of the negative feedback loop.

Anonymous Thu Jun 16 21:37:09 2022 No.20536039

>>20536023
how do you deal with the negative effects the next day? I would drink every night if I could, but as I get older the side effects get worse and worse (even if I drink a lot of water, snack, etc.). Poor sleep, reduced cognitive function, nausea, headache, etc. Even just a few beers is noticeable. What gives?

>>	Anonymous Thu Jun 16 21:38:06 2022 No.20536045 >>20536031 My whole life is a negative loop, even if a good thing to happen, I'd just write it off as an exception of the rule.

>>	Anonymous Thu Jun 16 21:40:05 2022 No.20536054 >>20536039 I dont need THAT much to get extremely drunk.

>>	Anonymous Thu Jun 16 21:40:45 2022 No.20536059 Feeling kind of crappy, not sure if this is depression or whatever but what sucks it's not just being sad, stomach pains and migraine all the time for the last week, pretty annoying.

Anonymous Thu Jun 16 21:41:56 2022 No.20536068

>>20535911
This made me cry, I would do anything
>>20535935
I've tried, whenever I go out I actually get heaps worse because of "reminders". Even the places I felt safe or happy in the past only bring me misery. Had to take a valium today just to cope with visiting my grandma for the first time in months. I've done some meditation but now the intrusive thoughts and memories completely overwhelm me when I attempt it. Like waves crashing against my brain and I can't stop them. I found a career I am interested in but I see no point in doing anything if I'm going to be alone. I don't want to live life without someone with me, it's tormenting.

Anonymous Thu Jun 16 21:47:58 2022 No.20536097

I have to finish my draft before X and I could do it easily if I just turned my brain off and wrote the kind of bullshit that others in my department are clearly writing but it is physically painful for me to write something I know is stupid and made-up, which at this point is the entire project

>>	Anonymous Thu Jun 16 21:48:08 2022 No.20536098 File: 1.85 MB, 608x1080, 1655140377672.webm [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>20535852 >/wwoym/ /womyn/

>>	Anonymous Thu Jun 16 21:48:41 2022 No.20536102 I misgendered a bear today

>>	Anonymous Thu Jun 16 21:50:12 2022 No.20536106 Every day is a blessing.

>>	Anonymous Thu Jun 16 21:54:40 2022 No.20536128 >>20535938 think about it dude, brazilian jiu jitsu? ufc?

>>	Anonymous Thu Jun 16 21:55:42 2022 No.20536130 >>20536098 holy shit i can't believe that wasn't a dude lmao

>>	Anonymous Thu Jun 16 22:00:09 2022 No.20536143 >>20535938 Brazil has the highest number of Japanese people outside Japan.

>>	Anonymous Thu Jun 16 22:02:54 2022 No.20536152 >>20535905 i'd hug you too but i'd probably get a half-chub doing it

Anonymous Thu Jun 16 22:04:02 2022 No.20536159

>>20535852
Wall of text. I'm passionate about explaining how fucking easy it is to stay fit, apologies :P

Staying fit is SUPER easy. Losing weight is harder, but people act like you have to eat super clean to stay fit. I eat like shit half the time. I meal prep one big protein meal, (like a pot of 5lbs ground turkey Manwhich... super easy. Eat with keto buns.) then I just eat frozen food/fast food the rest of the time. I eat what I want at restaurants for the most part. I buy myself some candy at registers a few times a week. I let myself indulge in munchies when I smoke.

I don't drink alcohol or sugar drinks, and I lift weights 4-6 times a week + yardwork, that's the bulk of what I do to remain successful. If I notice my weight has creeped up a few lbs unexpectedly, then I'll restrict a bit on a few items (heavy carb items) and I usually am back to normal in a month or two. It doesn't feel like much, I feel like I'm taking the easy way, but I'm in better shape than 90% of my peers.

There is a learning curve to lifting weights and eating well, but it isn't THAT hard. I started with just two dumbbells and a fucking floor. ALLLL the info is on the internet. Just take it bit by bit, and don't get upset if you fuck something up, just make it a learning moment and get back at it. There are a lot of lifting programs out there - if you want to be lazy-ish but effective, pick up a PPL program or make your own. And lifting consistently becomes WAYYYY easier once you get past the heavy DOMs phase.

>>	Anonymous Thu Jun 16 22:06:57 2022 No.20536172 >>20536159 I onl read the first 3 sentences and I know this must be a leddit pasta

>>	Anonymous Thu Jun 16 22:09:27 2022 No.20536182 People like us get so heavy and so lost sometimes So lost and so heavy that the bottom is the only place we can find You get dragged down, down to the same spot enough times in a row The bottom begins to feel like the only safe place that you know

>>	Anonymous Thu Jun 16 22:12:20 2022 No.20536193 >>20536152 Does gender matter?

>>	Anonymous Thu Jun 16 22:13:57 2022 No.20536198 >>20536193 half-chub if you're a guy, full zircon strength hard on if you're a female (female)

Anonymous Thu Jun 16 22:18:04 2022 No.20536215

i think i'm getting sick. it's not like covid or a cold or a flu. maybe an infection or something. idk though like i feel maybe 90% health, but there's something off. i feel kind of tired, and my cardiovascular system just seems slightly strained, like my whole body is running hot.

>>	Anonymous Thu Jun 16 22:24:34 2022 No.20536235 Girlfriend is a damned fool for loving me. She's headed towards hurt she cant imagine

>>	Anonymous Thu Jun 16 22:25:02 2022 No.20536238 I finally know what I want to do with my life but I feel like I keep running into setbacks and hurdles. This is like banging my head against a wall.

>>	Anonymous Thu Jun 16 22:25:33 2022 No.20536240 >>20536235 Why will you hurt her?

Anonymous Thu Jun 16 22:25:46 2022 No.20536242

>>20535942
I'm at the end of a liquor binge and happy, which is why I do it about every 3 weeks. White vinca just outside my door are almost too bright to look at, yet pleasantly eerie as the sun inside the blue Heaven overhead, Nothing else in nature is so perfect. Portulaca look unbelievable, in this tremendous heat and light, and I marvel,more than usually, at the excellence of the species.

Anonymous Thu Jun 16 22:26:43 2022 No.20536245

>>20536198
Latter, but isn't it massively gross to guys when foids are lonely/not confident?
>>20536215
Green tea, honey, oranges and lozenges.
>>20536235
I had this said to me and it ended up with the person abusing me and being a violent alcoholic. Please leave her if you're going to hurt her.
>>20536238
What do you want to do and what are the hurdles in your path?

>>	Anonymous Thu Jun 16 22:26:48 2022 No.20536246 >>20536240 Shitty and criminal past l cant hide forever.

Anonymous Thu Jun 16 22:30:26 2022 No.20536260
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I ate this pajeet snack called poha chiwda that gave me severe constipation. Even after being reduced to a sweaty shuddering husk I couldn't get that shit out of my ass. Took two big doses of milk of magnesium. Still nothing. Except blood. Had to shove an enema tube up my ass and then I finally shat it all out in one explosive instant. Among the regular turds it looked like the chiwda had clumped up into a ball that was covered in blood. This happened over 12 hours ago but my body is still in shock

>>	Anonymous Thu Jun 16 22:32:17 2022 No.20536273 >>20536260 Should have eaten tikka masala to give yourself diarrhea

Anonymous Thu Jun 16 22:32:37 2022 No.20536275 [DELETED]

>>20536246
i know that feel, i thought if i marry this chick i'll have to tell her, but then she ditched me before i could pop the question, problem solved. now i'm done with relationships. rollin dolo from here on out. fuck this civilization and fuck myself.

Anonymous Thu Jun 16 22:34:21 2022 No.20536287

>>20536260
dude, i've been eating bagels and cream cheese all week trying to save money on buying lunch at work, i haven't had a decent shit all week, maybe that's part of my problem. gonna eat a big ass burrito for dinner and since i have tomorrow off i can just chill in the can until i get it done.

Anonymous Thu Jun 16 22:36:10 2022 No.20536291

Can i still depict trannies as a bunch of mentally ill clowns in my book who glue wings to their arms and leap off buildings because groomers told them this will turn them into real birds, if the story starts with a deity of fantasy land teleporting a human named Tim into fantasy land as a bird man? How can a book say "fantasies won't let you fly" when the book itself is fantasy?

>>	Anonymous Thu Jun 16 22:36:39 2022 No.20536296 >>20536143 I went to high school with a Brazilian nip. Know a chinese brazilian too. Its really fascinating to live in a cosmopolitan area. I learn a lot about cultures haha except my own haha

>>	Anonymous Thu Jun 16 22:37:20 2022 No.20536298 >>20536291 in fiction u can do anything especially if it's, uh, post-modern.

>>	Anonymous Thu Jun 16 22:39:19 2022 No.20536305 >>20536296 i was in the slammer with a cuban chinese dude who had the rather unoriginal nickname "chino"

>>	Anonymous Thu Jun 16 22:41:18 2022 No.20536315 >>20535905 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q3gy8A0jY10

Anonymous Thu Jun 16 22:41:31 2022 No.20536317

>>20536305
Lmao I was on a construction crew of mexicans who were hired by a Chinese woman. I remember one of them asking me "¿de donde la china?"
I cant explain why but it was just so funny to see mexicans and chinese trying to communicate in broken english.

>>	Anonymous Thu Jun 16 22:42:30 2022 No.20536320 >>20535852 I’m tired of /qa/tards and /r9k/fags ruining this board.

>>	Anonymous Thu Jun 16 22:43:56 2022 No.20536325 >>20536320 I'm tired /lit/ posters whining all the time

>>	Anonymous Thu Jun 16 22:50:41 2022 No.20536340 >>20536246 Story time?

>>	Anonymous Thu Jun 16 22:51:47 2022 No.20536344 >>20536245 >I had this said to me and it ended up with the person abusing me and being a violent alcoholic. >get warned >stiil stays How is this not well deserved?

Anonymous Thu Jun 16 22:57:58 2022 No.20536369

>>20536344
Promised he would get help, went a few times and then didn't continue and kept making up excuses. Begged me to stay with him and would threaten to kill himself if I didn't. I believed in him as a person because I thought I could see good inside him and wanted to support him and help him get better. Abusive/narcissistic people are notoriously charming and easy to stay or go back to because they know how to manipulate.

Anonymous Thu Jun 16 22:58:23 2022 No.20536371

>>20536245
>isn't it massively gross to guys when foids are lonely/not confident?
No. The lack of confidence can be obnoxious if shes always putting herself down or fishing for compliments or becomes psycho levels of needy. Otherwise I think a lot of guys would like to be the prince charming to a shy waifu. Speaking of which, you should be my gf.

Anonymous Thu Jun 16 23:00:38 2022 No.20536380

>>20536369
>because they know how to manipulate.
I come from a family of alcoholic/addict narcissists. I understand the manipulation. But once you realize that you're being used the illusion totally shatters and it's esy to walk away. If you get roped back into it that is a personal weakness.

Anonymous Thu Jun 16 23:05:24 2022 No.20536397 [DELETED]

>>20536369
i guess he was just beeeeing himself and it worked he got to pound your pussy right lmao meanwhile there's like 20 nice guy nerds on /fit/ working out and studying hard and working on improoving so they can maybe have sex one day. it's like dudes drop all that effort shit, start doing drugs, be more abusive, and you'll be getting ass in no time.

>>	Anonymous Thu Jun 16 23:06:04 2022 No.20536401 >>20536246 I''m an innate paragon of Law,, a sweet little fucker. Ask me anything. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XLdMTK_relg

Anonymous Thu Jun 16 23:08:00 2022 No.20536406

>>20536371
Please don't live in another country but you probably do. ssuigin22@gmail.com
>>20536380
I was abused in the past by my family too and another guy, but I managed to leave the latter with some ease. For some reason this other situation fucked me up much more, honestly the mental abuse really did me over. I'm trying to get help and I've been reading a lot of shit about the brain and why all of this happens etc. Issue is even if I can logically reason with it the pain remains.
>>20536397
I met him on 4ch and I was his first girlfriend. He was the ""nice guy"". By the time they change you're too far in to protect yourself. Or by the time you realise they've trapped you financially or otherwise.

>>	Anonymous Thu Jun 16 23:10:13 2022 No.20536412 >>20535855 >I hate political boogiemen so much I abandoned reason!

>>	Anonymous Thu Jun 16 23:10:49 2022 No.20536415 >>20536340 There's a lot of stuff like drug dealing and thievery and also got done for posting my ex's nudes online

>>	Anonymous Thu Jun 16 23:14:01 2022 No.20536422 >>20536245 >Latter, but isn't it massively gross to guys when foids are lonely/not confident? Self-Loathing is half the appeal of BPD Princesses.

>>	Anonymous Thu Jun 16 23:15:27 2022 No.20536429 I finally know what I want to do, the only problem is that I have to move to the exact opposite end of the United States by myself to do it and I currently have no money lol. It's going to be a rough 6-9 months saving for the move.

Anonymous Thu Jun 16 23:17:41 2022 No.20536434

>>20536422
Luckily I don't have BPD and what I have is fixable. Which I want to do, I just wish I had a reason other than myself because as I said it's impossible to find motivation without a person I love to do it for. Probably some kind of complex. Also I think the appeal of broken females or ones with lower confidence is probably just that they aren't completely up their own asses and arrogant.

>>	Anonymous Thu Jun 16 23:17:46 2022 No.20536435 >>20536412 >t. Insane leftist

>>	Anonymous Thu Jun 16 23:18:48 2022 No.20536438 >>20536429 i hope you're not moving to silicon valley to be some javascript guy cuz that party is winding down >https://news.crunchbase.com/startups/tech-layoffs-2022/

>>	Anonymous Thu Jun 16 23:19:59 2022 No.20536440 >>20536438 I'm moving to miami to be a male stripper

>>	Anonymous Thu Jun 16 23:21:05 2022 No.20536443 >>20536440 dude, u don't need money for that. just search on craigslist for rich gay dads who want a nudist houseboy. then you can live rent free while you look for gigs.

>>	Anonymous Thu Jun 16 23:23:54 2022 No.20536451 Pleasure craft. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qCYxpCx5ll0

>>	Anonymous Thu Jun 16 23:25:36 2022 No.20536455 >>20536406 Where do you live?

>>	Anonymous Thu Jun 16 23:26:46 2022 No.20536459 >>20536455 Australia

>>	Anonymous Thu Jun 16 23:30:21 2022 No.20536470 >>20536459 Are you white?

Anonymous Thu Jun 16 23:32:04 2022 No.20536472

>>20536435
Your conversion will fail you.
You're not Kierkegaard, and even he had the luxury taking the leap pre-Darwin. This rush of 21st century minds back to traditional religion is like rats rushing from the rising water. The only thing is, you're running out of places to scramble to.

It will not take. You will see through their lies. It would be better for everyone that you make peace with your material predicament now instead of diving straight into bargaining.

>>	Anonymous Thu Jun 16 23:34:23 2022 No.20536484 >>20536470 Yes kek why

>>	Anonymous Thu Jun 16 23:35:02 2022 No.20536487 >>20536472 >the psychotic rambles of the mentally ill

>>	Anonymous Thu Jun 16 23:35:16 2022 No.20536490 >>20535852 These threads shouldn't exist. This is the first and last time I look upon it. Any replies to this are in vain and any replies you recieve are from imposters.

>>	Anonymous Thu Jun 16 23:35:58 2022 No.20536491 half past midnight ordering a pizza living la vida loca wbu

>>	Anonymous Thu Jun 16 23:36:03 2022 No.20536492 >>20535852 Discourse aufhebung Author-Function Grid Category Text Power-Knowledge Archaeology Myth of the Given Method

>>	Anonymous Thu Jun 16 23:36:09 2022 No.20536493 >>20536487 To deal with the facts on the ground rather than turn to comforting kike bullshit is not mental illness.

Anonymous Thu Jun 16 23:37:13 2022 No.20536497

wtf can I even do if my brain is only good at words? I have 100th percentile verbal memory and extremely strong intuition for phonetics yet I can’t even read faster than like 500wpm since my inability to visualize means I basically have to remember the words themselves in order to keep track of what’s going on and this puts too much of a toll on my short term memory when I try to read faster. By the same token I could come up with poetry and prose that sounds good but since all I have are words there wouldn’t be much substance behind it.

Anonymous Thu Jun 16 23:37:46 2022 No.20536498

>>20536493
This retard reminds me of
>When Virginia Woolf - T.S. Eliot's fellow Modernist and patron - learnt of her friend's conversion to Christianity in 1927 (and not just any form of Christianity, but the highest of Anglican modes, Anglo-Catholicism) she predicted that he would "drop his Christianity with his wife, as one might empty the fishbones after the herring."
>proceeds to kills herself while Eliot writes the best poems of his life while remaining Christian till the end of days

>>	Anonymous Thu Jun 16 23:38:55 2022 No.20536502 >>20536484 Just fantasising about what it could've been if you lived in the UK

>>	Anonymous Thu Jun 16 23:42:04 2022 No.20536511 >>20536498 Trust me, you cannot do it. You will fail. Literary anecdotes aside, this conversion is doomed.

>>	Anonymous Thu Jun 16 23:43:09 2022 No.20536520 >>20536498 TS Eliot kinda mid no cap.

>>	Anonymous Thu Jun 16 23:43:55 2022 No.20536525 >>20536511 Just don't kill yourself anon everything'll be ok

>>	Anonymous Thu Jun 16 23:45:22 2022 No.20536533 >tranny youtuber thread still up >Bible threads constantly deleted This board's moderation is absolute filth. The mods and tranny jannies are diaper wearing morons who coom to anime girls and have fun btfoing le christtards

>>	Anonymous Thu Jun 16 23:47:30 2022 No.20536539 >>20536459 >prison colony no thanks

Anonymous Thu Jun 16 23:48:41 2022 No.20536543

>>20536525
>everything'll be ok
It won't. These are the things that will eventually break your faith. I wouldn't worry about suicide so much. Those who are desperately clinging to myth however, that's going to be one nasty fall.

I wonder what they're going to do when Dr. Peterson does himself in? That's going to be one nasty cascade effect.

>>	Anonymous Thu Jun 16 23:50:12 2022 No.20536550 >>20536533 The troon youtuber is somewhat more interesting than retreading kike fairy tails for the trillionth time over.

>>	Anonymous Thu Jun 16 23:51:11 2022 No.20536554 >>20536543 Kek why are you so panicked that your lefty brothers are leaving you for Christ? Are you scared you'll be alone?

>>	Anonymous Thu Jun 16 23:51:17 2022 No.20536555 >>20536490 Poster of this post here, disregard that, I suck cocks.

>>	Anonymous Thu Jun 16 23:52:14 2022 No.20536563 >>20536472 Wow you desperately don't want people converting

>>	Anonymous Thu Jun 16 23:53:34 2022 No.20536570 >>20536533 Well, to be fair, this isn’t the place to proselytize. It IS a board with government spooks moderating it now

>>	Anonymous Thu Jun 16 23:53:38 2022 No.20536572 >>20536554 Yes. I am. Just this week my trotskyist theater group lost five members to our lady of bleeding foreskin munchers.

>>	Anonymous Thu Jun 16 23:54:52 2022 No.20536580 >>20536563 Do what you like. I mean, it won't take. You're wearing religion like a fandom.

>>	Anonymous Thu Jun 16 23:56:37 2022 No.20536586 >>20536580 Tell me more about myself anon-kun.

>>	Anonymous Thu Jun 16 23:57:00 2022 No.20536587 File: 45 KB, 427x624, 8D9CD69D-D3A3-4D73-8FE3-EA1459B8ABE4.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>20536550 >somewhat more interesting Both he and Jordan Peterson are shilled properties trying to steer the conversation

>>	Anonymous Thu Jun 16 23:57:23 2022 No.20536590 >>20536550 Your nose is showing

>>	Anonymous Thu Jun 16 23:59:59 2022 No.20536594 >>20536429 just start sucking dick bro, you can get there next week

Anonymous Fri Jun 17 00:00:08 2022 No.20536597

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>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 00:10:43 2022 No.20536646 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e9efnRpHEJY just jerked off to this

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 00:11:50 2022 No.20536650 >>20536429 put it all on red

Anonymous Fri Jun 17 00:14:06 2022 No.20536661

been listening exclusively to my crushs spotify playlists (that she updates regularly) and its unironically making me unproductive and depressed. its like 70% slow singer songwriters of every era and twee shit. there's some gabber/eurobeat playlists but they dont get updated that frequently. now compare this to my usual habits of dnb/metal/thestrokes/. this bitch dead

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 00:17:13 2022 No.20536671 If you have autism, then you should study pragmatics.

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 00:19:16 2022 No.20536678 >>20536472 based

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 00:23:19 2022 No.20536699 >>20535852 bored but everything fun is expensive i cant live somewhere more than 3 years without getting bored

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 00:29:57 2022 No.20536737 >>20536699 anon...its not the places, its yourself. if you aren't regular entangling yourself in others romantic relationships, dealing drugs, immersing yourself in the schizo art scene and generally being an erratic drunk, it is certainly your fault.

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 00:33:47 2022 No.20536751 I am deeply insecure about my love and appreciation for comics and manga.

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 00:36:40 2022 No.20536766 File: 102 KB, 568x772, 1653581683429.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] I really doubt that any of the same posters are here from than, but you guys saved my life. I am thankful for you and I wish you all the best in life.

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 00:49:35 2022 No.20536820 i always thought ego was good but since actually having one i've realised it's a bad thing & i could see myself losing my mind through it

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 00:52:00 2022 No.20536834 >>20536699 If you want to be a gypsy, try the currently trendy Van living

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 01:16:26 2022 No.20536927 >>20535852 I find Shakespeare tedious to read with the exception of his poetry. Venus and Adonis is top tier smut, and the best of all Shakespeare's works.

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 01:17:47 2022 No.20536934 SURELY THERE MUST BE A FEMANON WHO WILL BE MY GF

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 01:18:14 2022 No.20536936 anyone else get 99th percentile in every standardized test during school?

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 01:19:09 2022 No.20536941 >>20536934 There's a desperate one in this thread but she's in some third world country with no clean water.

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 01:19:28 2022 No.20536942 File: 31 KB, 700x395, E7BNN0CXoAIEheL.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>20536936

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 01:20:19 2022 No.20536945 >How then can man be justified with God? or how can he be clean that is born of a woman? Kinda based desu

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 01:21:20 2022 No.20536951 im scared

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 01:22:52 2022 No.20536959 >>20536951 BOO

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 01:30:34 2022 No.20536987 Give me one good reason not to do it.

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 01:34:20 2022 No.20537002 >>20536987 Because eating a whole pack of uncooked Pillsbury crescent rolls WILL give you a stomach ache, trust me.

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 01:36:21 2022 No.20537013 >>20536594 I'm quite pretty so it's plausible. >>20536650 I've got nothing to put on red. >>20536438 Nah I got into UCLA but I have to start in spring because financial assistance isnt enough.

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 01:37:19 2022 No.20537017 I have nothing to say.

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 01:39:27 2022 No.20537029 >>20537017 and you're saying it

Anonymous Fri Jun 17 01:43:54 2022 No.20537052

>>20536434
>Which I want to do, I just wish I had a reason other than myself because as I said it's impossible to find motivation without a person I love to do it for.

I get that this is a hard thing to do as a very similar type of person(find it very hard to live for myself as a result of self-denial stemming from childhood abuse) but you can't ever be that person you want to be for that person you WILL love until you can confront your problems on your own. You cannot be her until you can create an actionable(and you must act on it) plan that is a result of an honest and all-inclusive evaluation of yourself and your issues. Change is very difficult and is for most people impossible. True change (ex. complete cessation of your problems/issues/symptoms/insanity) is impossible. The best we can get is consciously moderating ourselves in the direction of the life and behaviors we wish to possess.

>Also I think the appeal of broken females or ones with lower confidence is probably just that they aren't completely up their own asses and arrogant.

No it's that nothing is as intoxicating as someone who is entirely dependent on you. You're the only thing that can make her smile, you're the only thing that can ease her pain. She reaches into you in a way that is unhealthy because the way she is damaged prevents her from doing anything else, she is dependent and that dependency will breed a codependency.

Anonymous Fri Jun 17 02:00:29 2022 No.20537111

I think you have to try desperately while you're young to figure out what you should do with your life. That's because there comes a point where if you haven't figured it out or if you have but aren't quite on the path yet, it might be true that you're stuck.

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 02:01:25 2022 No.20537114 >>20535852 I need to rapidly lose weight in at least a month but I'm too much of a miserable loser to do anything and I don't know if it's even possible to lose as much weight as I want

Anonymous Fri Jun 17 02:01:34 2022 No.20537115

I’m afraid of forgetting what I believe, like literally forgetting. I came to the final conclusion in philosophy and I’m paranoid that now that I’m not doing philosophy I’ll forget it, but also that if I start reading philosophy again it will still be forgotten because I might get rashly attached to some other idea

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 02:06:32 2022 No.20537129 >>20537115 >I came to the final conclusion in philosophy >now that I'm not doing philosophy you have to be 18 to post on this site

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 02:07:45 2022 No.20537135 >>20536412 I love 2022 where it’s the Enlightenment except everyone is retarded

Anonymous Fri Jun 17 02:08:08 2022 No.20537136

So I have the house to myself for tonight and maybe one or two days more. I have no idea what to do. Ive already masturbated noisily and walked around naked. Ive been drinking all week and wanted to take tonight to dry out. I cant read because hungover and I cant watcch a movie without drinking. I have no friends to invite over for a party.
I have no fucking idea what to do.

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 02:09:06 2022 No.20537141 >>20537129 We weren’t all born to know.

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 02:09:39 2022 No.20537144 >>20537136 Its the nice big house with a pool. It would be fucking perfect for a college party. Fuck I wish I had people to invite over but all of my friends are totally straight edge and sober.

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 02:10:53 2022 No.20537148 >>20537141 I'm not gonna repeat myself - and you know exactly where you belong

Anonymous Fri Jun 17 02:11:07 2022 No.20537149
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>start smoking weed
>suddenly think im a genius and everyone should smoke weed
>turn every casual conversation into a "deep conversation"
>start meditating
>suddenly think i have "insights into the nature of consciousness"
>give unsolicited advice to people
>unduly make jabs at my friends for "wasting time" on video games and "pointless hobbies"
>picrel when i cant wait to name drop the last pop sci book or alan watts youtube video i listened to
>see people living more comfortably than me
>"theyre just materialistic"
>have a nervous breakdown because my dad is kicking me out of his house
>call it a "kundalini awakening" "im trusting the process bro"
why was i like this?

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 02:12:02 2022 No.20537151 FUCKING DAMN IT I LIVE IN PARADISE, MY HOUSE IS BASICALLY A MOVIE SET, BUT I AM SO FUCKING ISOLATED THAT IT'S JUST A VERY SCENIC PRISON AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA Fuck it, I got a ton of beer, Im gonna get wasted again.

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 02:13:19 2022 No.20537157 >>20537149 You were a loser with no control over your life so you coped by larping as an ascetic.

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 02:13:40 2022 No.20537161 >>20537151 I will take your house if you don’t want it

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 02:14:25 2022 No.20537162 >>20537151 pics or didnt happen

Anonymous Fri Jun 17 02:18:35 2022 No.20537177

>>20537052
Welp this was 100% spot on. He wouldn't let me grow, I was getting better and looking for work and he would make up excuses to fight with me over nothing to punish me by ignoring me and starving me of affection. Wasn't allowed to get my license etc. When I started getting better he started being horrible. I agree about me becoming better I really want to. I hope that I do achieve it and I am trying, not just meds but physical exercise and other supporting habits. It's just that my "best" right now sucks so much it's the bare minimum. I've been reading a lot of books to increase my awareness of why and how my brain is working so I can find methods to change my behaviour and overtime my mindset, habits. I just hope it's enough, for what, I don't know. I'm gonna save your post and read it often probably. Thank you anon.
>>20536941
Kekd at this ty

Anonymous Fri Jun 17 02:20:59 2022 No.20537184

>>20537161
Its not my house. My dad lets me live here rent free because of all the kids he had in his first family, I'm the only one who isn't a giant loser. The bar was set low for me.
Its a great neighborhood and house but its extremely isolating. It's really far from where I went to high school and then college was a giant fuck up because of covid. I wrote some gay little poem when I was 17 about how I was a prisoner in paradise. The isolation has really fucked with my head.

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 02:24:55 2022 No.20537204 >>20536098 Nice

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 02:26:30 2022 No.20537213 >>20536130 it doesn't look anything like a dude

Anonymous Fri Jun 17 02:28:42 2022 No.20537220

>>20537177
>Welp this was 100% spot on. He wouldn't let me grow, I was getting better and looking for work and he would make up excuses to fight with me over nothing to punish me by ignoring me and starving me of affection. Wasn't allowed to get my license etc. When I started getting better he started being horrible.

You gave him something he learned to live with and could not live without. I can promise you he wasn't even aware of why he was acting so horribly, it's just an instinctual reaction to the greatest thing you've ever experienced being taken away from you. Speaking from experience as a guy with NPD that found my identity being consumed over the course of a year and a half with a BPD girl. We were both broken, empty people that we're substituting our lost sense of self with each other and being manipulative was the only way to compete with her horrible patterns of being completely consumed by me and spontaneously becoming completely apathetic towards our relationship. Even worse were the days where she was completely anhedonic and nothing I could do would make her feel anything at all. I got serious help after that ended because distance(in time) made me realize how fucked in the head I actually am. You really can't make all of the changes you need to make on your own, get professional help at some point on your journey please.

Anonymous Fri Jun 17 02:28:46 2022 No.20537221

>>20537184
I’m so jealous of people who complain about isolation, this is legitimately my dream life. Why are these handouts wasted on people who don’t even want it? Why don’t I have family who let me live rent free in a nice house by myself just because? God I hate this life.

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 02:30:01 2022 No.20537224 >>20537177 How big was his dick?

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 02:33:42 2022 No.20537237 >>20537221 Yeah it was cool for a long while but after about 7 years I started to lose it

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 02:34:58 2022 No.20537241 >>20537237 Sounds pretty good to me

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 02:37:33 2022 No.20537257 paid a girl in a dirty bedroom in colombia to be mean to me while I jerked off to her tits and feet. Kind of annoyed that she had to mute the audio because her family was making noise but whatever.

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 02:38:05 2022 No.20537258 It is all falling apart and I'm too scared to take any action because I know I'll fuck up some way or another. The same story, all over again, each time it only gets worse and worse,

Anonymous Fri Jun 17 02:43:31 2022 No.20537280

>>20537224
idk like normal? I've only slept with two people.
>>20537220
He has his mum fly down from another state to do EVERYTHING for him now. she's basically replaced me and is his new house cleaner and gf. I have gotten help which is good but it's become expensive here which always worries me. I prioritise health stuff but it's becoming tight. GP recommended me joining an online yoga trauma thing and I'm willing to try it at this point.
>>20537258
Elaborate

Anonymous Fri Jun 17 02:44:04 2022 No.20537283

>>20537221
>by myself
Its actually a crowded house usually and my presence is not appreciated by his second wife. Though desu you're right that there are things to appreciate. I'm hoping I can put my life together before his wife convinces him to kick me out

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 02:46:07 2022 No.20537291 >>20537280 Yeah clearly he needed you to be his mom.

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 02:48:33 2022 No.20537301 >>20537114 Snake Diet. It works if you just stick with it.

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 02:58:16 2022 No.20537335 For my entire life I've felt like I'm posting in an off topic thread that the jannies are about to delete.

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 03:00:47 2022 No.20537346 Which is worse; the pain of helplessness knowing you did all you could, and failed anyway? Or the pain of regret, knowing that in your failure, surely there was something more you could have done?

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 03:04:07 2022 No.20537354 >>20537301 cosign

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 03:04:10 2022 No.20537355 i wasted the morning laughing at retards on the internet and the evening masturbating to the worst pornography you can mine out of the pits of the internet i feel sick and my eyes hurt i should be repulsed but i enjoyed it

Anonymous Fri Jun 17 03:04:47 2022 No.20537358

God is an evil memetic entity that hijacks human consciousness to replicate itself from mind to mind.
God is not good, God is not great, God is infinite brokenness in the disguise of virtue.
God is an omniphobe: he was born of an insatiable fear of death that turned into an endless hatred for life.
God is the great plagiarizer, the ultimate colonizer who falsely appropriates all-that-is as his own.
God is an echo of the divine Caesars: as below, so above.
God won't be satisfied until he destroys all existence and replaces it with a simulacric representation of himself called "heaven:" God is a weapon of universal destruction.
God is the progenitor of the spectacle, which is the mechanically animated corpse of himself.
God the pedophile, who demands that parents force-feed children with himself.
God the devourer of souls, the great attention-whore who demands that all pay universal respect to him.

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 03:04:53 2022 No.20537359 What should I eat in right now?

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 03:05:53 2022 No.20537365 >>20537359 pyjamas

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 03:09:00 2022 No.20537377 >>20537365 Pyjamas are inedible to humans. I would get sick if I tried to eat them, but getting sick is not something I want to do. Since I don't want to get sick I will not take your advice for eating pyjamas. Sorry.

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 03:12:04 2022 No.20537388 Somebody throw me a random subject to write about and I will write exactly one thousand words about it.

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 03:12:48 2022 No.20537390 >>20537377 You asked what you should eat "in". You should eat in your pyjamas.

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 03:12:50 2022 No.20537391 >>20537388 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kH2THiYfYmA

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 03:22:39 2022 No.20537429 >>20537391 Um, can anyone suggest anything else? If there is anything I don't understand it's Indian people.

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 03:25:28 2022 No.20537437 >>20537390 Weird. I don't remember typing "in". I meant to ask what should I eat.

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 03:32:56 2022 No.20537470 >>20537437 Burger.

Anonymous Fri Jun 17 03:36:35 2022 No.20537477

1.) Everything passes away. "It all comes and goes. Thus the glory of the world fades." (Look ahead 100 years. It puts things into perspective)
2.) The last will be first, the first will be last. "Although the wicked prosper in the present it is the good who will be most fortunate later on."
3.) Store up riches in heaven. "Gaining admittance into heaven is of the utmost importance. Everything else pales in comparison."
4.) Stay watchful and vigilant. "Your life is in constant danger of the wrath of God, it is best to play it safe and remain cautious. You don't want to make a grave miscalculation."

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 03:36:47 2022 No.20537480 >>20537429 What about curtains

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 03:40:29 2022 No.20537494 >>20535913 I'm 40 and roughly have stayed on the right most of my life. I cannot fathom how women are even considered equal, let alone having rights, and gays being anything more than hypersexual lab rats. Its beyond my comprehension.

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 03:42:08 2022 No.20537502 >>20536098 I guess that's nice. Good ass & pussy

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 03:43:32 2022 No.20537507 File: 67 KB, 672x900, belvedere-torso.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] Don't give up, Doomer.

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 03:45:28 2022 No.20537512 going to read some shakespeare now

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 03:45:34 2022 No.20537513 >>20537213 that massive chin and jaw? come on dude

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 03:46:22 2022 No.20537514 >>20536098 Yeah was figuring this for a tranny at first too, look at that typical tranny side profile and man jaw

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 03:49:32 2022 No.20537523 >>20537514 plus i thought she was hiding her skinny man hips under that baggy shirt

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 03:51:45 2022 No.20537532 >>20536936 yes and then they made me take a special super standardized test and then johns hopkins invited me to a summer program because I scored in the 97th percentile on the special standardized test for the smart kids

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 03:54:16 2022 No.20537545 i feel unwell i'm not sure what's wrong with me like there's nothing serious happening yet but something is not right with my body i hope this blows over and doesn't get worse

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 03:55:31 2022 No.20537547 >>20537301 okay well i don't need to lose weight to the point of starving myself, i'm just a little chubby and need to lose around 15 pounds by August 1

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 03:58:17 2022 No.20537558 there's a new hercules and love affair album coming out in like 3 minutes i hope it's good

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 04:01:26 2022 No.20537574 >>20537547 i was a bit chubby now i'm a skinny legend and if you're busy all day it's actually easy going 24 hours without eating & it's dead quick

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 04:02:35 2022 No.20537577 >>20537558 was it?

Anonymous Fri Jun 17 04:05:39 2022 No.20537585 [DELETED]

>>20537577
it's a lot different than their other albums that were like indie house, and that ANHONI guy is doing the vocals on most the tracks. i think he did the vocals on their first album, but then quit the group, so it's weird, mix of their first album, but a departure from the danceable production.

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 04:07:53 2022 No.20537588 How is this shit allowed? >>20537357

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 04:09:15 2022 No.20537595 >>20537577 it's not bad so far but there are no danceable house type tracks

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 04:12:47 2022 No.20537609 >>20537545 i wonder if my air conditioner is broken and slowly poisoning me or something although i felt kind off all day at work too

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 04:19:19 2022 No.20537627 >>20537588 why's he got so many vitamins looks his heath isn't priority

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 04:20:20 2022 No.20537630 >>20537577 6.7 from p4k

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 04:30:14 2022 No.20537662 File: 42 KB, 674x455, images (38).jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] Housemate came home early and walked in on me reading Ulysses out loud to myself in an Irish accent.

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 04:38:34 2022 No.20537686 >>20537588 Can’t believe it was up for an hour.

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 04:40:11 2022 No.20537697 File: 70 KB, 877x920, Untitled.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] love winning on time

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 04:47:08 2022 No.20537733 >>20537630 idk why pitchfork always gives h&la low ratings. maybe they should just fuck off.

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 04:48:00 2022 No.20537736 I am dejected. My captcha is 0MGAY.

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 04:50:36 2022 No.20537742 Been thinking in start a journal for some days. Yet, I never start it. It's not the lack of what write in it, but for some unknown reason, I never start.

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 04:52:31 2022 No.20537752 >>20537480 Ok im halfway done. need to finish cleaning my room for inspection on monday, so ill continue in an hour or so.

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 04:56:43 2022 No.20537768 >>20537151 did you mean your parents' house?

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 05:04:13 2022 No.20537795 >>20537768 I hate people with rich parents like Hitler hated Jews, maybe a little more

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 05:07:13 2022 No.20537808 >>20537151 Hahahahahahahaha How The Fuck Is Being Isolated Real Hahahaha Nigga Just Drive Away From The House Like Nigga Take Your Car Haha

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 05:08:32 2022 No.20537812 >>20537808 evergreen pasta

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 05:15:03 2022 No.20537833 The desire to writr has been smouldering in me for some time now, yet i do nothing. I know it will improve both my.verbal and mental ability, but something holds me.back.... Have any other anons experienced this?

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 05:16:59 2022 No.20537837 >>20534826 Posted in wrong thread. I've had multiple traumas. Worst two: Heavy abusive and strict early childhood, lot of violence and explosive aggression in the family. And had to kill someone close that I loved.

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 05:17:41 2022 No.20537843 >>20535905 Fucking exercise nigga before you waste away

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 05:21:15 2022 No.20537858 >>20537837 >And had to kill someone close that I loved. Of course you're not just going to drop something like that and don't explain it.

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 05:59:43 2022 No.20537929 >Necessity is blind until it becomes conscious. Freedom is the consciousness of necessity Been thinking about this.

Anonymous Fri Jun 17 06:03:06 2022 No.20537939
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>>20535852
Not going into too many details, I ruined my life out of despair for the future. This was statistically justified on that front at least. I've thrown away years of hard work by myself and my parents because I had an epiphany that continuing onwards was a sunk-cost fallacy.
My life is currently a facade and will collapse soon, but it could be next month or next year.
Anyways, a girl is joining a work group where I'm a member, and we've hit it off, texting late into the night, that sort of thing. She will be moving here next week to start work. She says she's really impressed by my success (which I've all undermined) but more than that, she felt butterflies in her stomach the first time she saw me in the picture on the website.
What the fuck am I supposed to do now? Is this some sort of sick faggot joke by a divine force?

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 06:16:07 2022 No.20537960 >>20537939 Well you're a pathetic loser and you admitted to ruining your life so enjoy the misery you brought upon yourself I guess

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 06:23:03 2022 No.20537979 Test

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 06:36:39 2022 No.20538012 >>20537979 Back from a ban, are we?

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 06:48:44 2022 No.20538035 big dick = good life

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 06:49:30 2022 No.20538039 >>20538035 enjoy your prolapse and pooped pants

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 06:52:22 2022 No.20538046 >>20536533 The trans youtuber is an absolute doll though, she can stay on /lit/

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 06:54:41 2022 No.20538056 >>20536533 I keep saying someone less lazy than me needs to figure out how the faggoty mod structure works and report the current janny for terminal incompetence

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 07:01:00 2022 No.20538064 >>20537939 I’m not getting it maybe, but it looks like you had some kind of setback, loss in cash or have a debt now? The woman’s interested and can help. Just be up front about things, I guess.

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 07:03:20 2022 No.20538069 >>20538039 He’s saying he has a big dick. Fucking sodomite

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 07:11:58 2022 No.20538085 >>20537939 What you're supposed to do is hang out with her in person, have a few laughs, and towards the end of the day/evening try kissing her.

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 07:19:21 2022 No.20538095 >>20538069 anyone posting about his dick on 4chan is a faggot, you're now defending another (gay) man's dick posting so you're a fag too

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 07:20:00 2022 No.20538097 >>20538012 Nah. I just got a new phone and checking out the KurobaEx app. It has a captcha assist feature.

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 07:20:08 2022 No.20538099 >>20536098 Isn't porn banned on tiktok? I'm not aware of the rules as I've never had an acct but I thought that was a thing

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 07:20:52 2022 No.20538103 >>20538095 >t.small dick coper

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 07:25:16 2022 No.20538111 >>20538056 I think it involves making a discord account and talking too trannies which no man with dignity wishes to do

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 07:35:47 2022 No.20538129 >>20537662 Kek

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 07:55:58 2022 No.20538166 >>20538099 If it is it’s new. Seems to me there’s just a setting, and westerners enjoy it/enjoyed it. They’re often posted on /gif/

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 08:02:54 2022 No.20538180 >>20538166 it's always been banned, there's just too much porn to ban all of it and the bans are temporary

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 08:03:43 2022 No.20538183 File: 114 KB, 598x796, chef.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google]

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 08:25:12 2022 No.20538234 File: 83 KB, 750x962, IMG_20220617_012448_359.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] One day i will be dead. I am young now, but soon I will be old. And then dead. Is it over already?

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 08:26:16 2022 No.20538237 >>20538234 No because you're not dead yet dumb fuck

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 08:28:33 2022 No.20538242 >>20538237 Whats a few years in the face of eternity?

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 08:30:10 2022 No.20538246 >>20538242 It's a few years you low IQ monkey pseud

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 08:31:12 2022 No.20538248 >>20538246 And then the years will be gone as if they were never there

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 08:31:47 2022 No.20538249 File: 701 KB, 1397x955, B748482C-6497-48B0-AC14-67343AAD3CED.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>20538234 You’ll never make it to death. Here.

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 08:34:09 2022 No.20538252 >>20538248 People have memories you amnesic cock gobbler

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 08:35:51 2022 No.20538253 >>20538252 And what does that do for me after my death?

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 08:35:54 2022 No.20538254 >>20536098 This woman was once the cute loved child of a father.

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 08:42:26 2022 No.20538271 >>20538253 If you've done good deeds it will earn you a place in heaven, otherwise in hell. It's not that hard

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 08:44:04 2022 No.20538275 >>20538271 I asked what memories of me do, not deeds.

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 08:44:48 2022 No.20538278 >>20538254 used to be a sweet girl holding very tight to daddy's hand

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 08:45:08 2022 No.20538279 >>20538275 They'll be something nice to think about in heaven when you meet your loved ones.

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 08:46:09 2022 No.20538281 >>20538254 >>20538278 She clearly didn't have a father present in her life

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 08:47:05 2022 No.20538284 >>20538279 Why would I hold on to temporal shades in the face of the Eternal?

Anonymous Fri Jun 17 08:47:12 2022 No.20538285

Does anyone else hate when people point out the obvious in retrospect?
>You know what you should've done...
Yes, I do know what, if I had a time machine, I would have done differently to apply he lessons I learned by making the exactly mistake I narrated to you where the 'lesson' of the experience is baked into my narration. I don't need your 20-20 retrospection to tell me how I could have avoided failure at that specific point of time.
More especially if there won't be a "next time".
I'm cool with people saying "in these kinds of situations" or "whenever X happens you should do Y".
Hell, I'm even cool with "well you fucked it up idiot, here's what I'd do going forth..." - if I made a stupid mistake. that's fair. But don't fucking tell me what I could have done when there's no opportunity to take that advice into the future.
incidentally, this is why I have no respect for people who when asked "what would you tell your past self" say something like "Buy Bitcoin": these are the people who have learned nothing and will fail in every parallel universe.

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 08:48:55 2022 No.20538288 >>20538284 Because the temporal has its own appeal

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 08:50:21 2022 No.20538292 >>20538288 If you desire for the temporal then the eternal cannot satisfy. Why bother with the Almighty if happiness is in the fallen world?

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 08:50:52 2022 No.20538293 >>20538285 >when asked "what would you tell your past self" say something like "Buy Bitcoin" That's a good answer you're a faggot but that was clear from the beginning of your post.

Anonymous Fri Jun 17 08:53:19 2022 No.20538297

>>20538292
God put us on here for a reason. This temporal world is the only place where you can enjoy God's natural creation. Happiness is both here and there, but you can't get there without being here first, so clearly this is a necessary step towards perfect happiness. I don't find any difficulties enjoying it.

Anonymous Fri Jun 17 08:54:48 2022 No.20538302

>>20538293
See and what happens if by the butterfly effect your purchasing bitcoin means it never increases in value? Or, much more likley, what happens if you sell during the first 'crash' and still end up with nothing: because you're the kind of loser who learns nothing?
>you're a faggot but that was clear from the beginning of your post.
No you're just personally attacked by the fact you're a person who gives plenty of advice, yet isn't exactly qualified to give it. I'm sorry your life sucks

Anonymous Fri Jun 17 08:57:33 2022 No.20538307

>>20538302
>See and what happens if by the butterfly effect your purchasing bitcoin means it never increases in value?
It won't
>Or, much more likley, what happens if you sell during the first 'crash' and still end up with nothing: because you're the kind of loser who learns nothing?
"Buy Bitcoin and hold until $50K" is implied in the message
>No you're just personally attacked by the fact you're a person who gives plenty of advice, yet isn't exactly qualified to give it. I'm sorry your life sucks
I don't, I just think you whine like a woman about insignificant things.

Anonymous Fri Jun 17 08:58:31 2022 No.20538310

>>20538297
Sounds like a heresy. Unhappiness is found in the passing things. Through Adam entered death into the World and we need Christ's redemption to regain that eternity. Thats why Christ conquered death for us. If you accept death as a requisite for happiness then you must reject eternal life offered to us by Christ.
>the mind set on flesh is of death, but the mind set on Spirit is of life and peace

Anonymous Fri Jun 17 09:02:19 2022 No.20538315

>>20538310
>Sounds like a heresy.
Yeah you'll need to prove that without gnostic crap
>Unhappiness is found in the passing things.
>>the mind set on flesh is of death, but the mind set on Spirit is of life and peace
You find happiness in this world by serving God, not by falling in love with his creation. You're obviously a hindu/buddhist/eastern type just like the gnostics whining incessantly about muh material world.

Anonymous Fri Jun 17 09:10:07 2022 No.20538326

>>20538315
I'm not a gnostic. What you said is in fact a heresy
https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Irenaean_theodicy
That God imparted evil unto us so that we might learn is heretical as it flies in the face of Original Sin. Your insistence on me being a gnostic or hindu show that you've missed my theology (and canonical theology) altogether.
The primary question of happiness is found in eternity vs temporality. We are fallen and thus in the passing world. As the passinf world passes we must necessarily lose out on posession of the Perfect, i.e. God. We must return to that which is eternal, impassible, and unchanging to have true happiness. This is why Christ broke his body for us
>John 6:51
I reccomend you begin a study of St Augustine. Etienne Gilson wrote a great introduction to him entitled "The Christian Philosophy of St Augustine"

Anonymous Fri Jun 17 09:17:51 2022 No.20538337

>>20538326
>I'm not a gnostic. What you said is in fact a heresy
Prove it. When was it declared a heresy? You just linked a theodicy.
>I reccomend you begin a study of St Augustine.
You haven't stringed one coherent thought throughout this conversation. Augustine also had gnostic roots as a youth and he later acknowledged that his Confessions were too harsh on enjoying the material world.

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 09:23:26 2022 No.20538349 File: 36 KB, 860x603, 496-4964447_apu-pepe-png-download-pepe-thinking-png-transparent.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] guys, if you think about it, heresy and tranny are both spelled with an R

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 09:33:37 2022 No.20538373 >>20538254 >>20538278 keep going..

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 09:51:03 2022 No.20538413 >>20538373 Now.... She's clinging EVEN TIGHTER to her NEW DADDY'S DICK A Y O O O O

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 10:16:38 2022 No.20538472 >>20538349 Stupid frogposter.

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 10:23:57 2022 No.20538492 File: 8 KB, 245x206, 1616587419647.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>20538472 Triggered trany

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 10:27:01 2022 No.20538502 File: 137 KB, 840x491, 1191195747.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>20538492 the coolest part is this wasnt even me fren tiem

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 10:33:19 2022 No.20538509 >>20538502 bit cringe

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 10:35:01 2022 No.20538514 >>20538509 no he bittin crips om nom nom

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 10:42:39 2022 No.20538531 I am becoming a normal person and it worries me greatly

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 10:43:47 2022 No.20538533 File: 27 KB, 474x400, 1613103180870.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>20538502 Frogposters alliance

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 10:51:08 2022 No.20538550 >>20538531 same, except for the worrying bit

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 10:52:48 2022 No.20538556 >>20538550 You lucky bastard

Anonymous Fri Jun 17 11:04:46 2022 No.20538581

The top-down idea that every opinion is equally worthy and all ideas are valid and all cultures are the same and all beliefs are legitimate is the weaponization of postmodernism by TPTB. If you believe in everything you believe in nothing. If you can't say that some cultures are wrong, some cultures are superior, and some beliefs are incorrect, then you don't believe in anything because postmodernism is just the deluded offspring of nihilism.

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 11:08:48 2022 No.20538587 >>20538531 I wish I were more normal. Being very different is just not as cool and fun as people like to believe it.

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 11:49:08 2022 No.20538669 >>20538581 this post doesn't follow a train of thought. non-sequiturs.

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 11:55:35 2022 No.20538690 Some people from Hanover look like Englishmen. It is really true, I saw people with the eyes of Mark Hollis or Eric Idle

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 11:59:47 2022 No.20538699 >>20538669 Filtered brainlet

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 12:01:25 2022 No.20538704 File: 874 KB, 1123x554, romanian_folklore.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] Reminder that if you hate folklore you're not human https://youtu.be/YmcBy3xyCdo

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 12:15:33 2022 No.20538754 >>20538699 absolute finger painting

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 12:16:19 2022 No.20538758 >>20538754 It's ok to be low IQ

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 12:30:07 2022 No.20538811 this one shouldn't be hard to answer >>>/r9k/69077924

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 12:37:29 2022 No.20538845 >>20538811 The fpbp there answers it

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 12:41:54 2022 No.20538863 Anyone else ever notice you can learn a lot about a society from the kind of porn they produce?

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 12:42:32 2022 No.20538866 >>20538863 Yeah, interracial cuckold porn means your society is ruled by jews

Anonymous Fri Jun 17 13:02:57 2022 No.20538935

>>20537858
Someone close to me got very sick. Became somber and wanted to stop living because he didnt like his dealt hand. Didnt get euthanasia, doctors found him too young and had a hard time. He took matters in his own hand. He told me about it. Some other people kind of knew as well and couldnt accept and just ignored it. I on the other hand cared too much, knew his suffering, and told him i would be there and not let him die alone. The night he tried multiple times with an exit bag. He didnt have success and couldnt do it on his own because of reasons. So i did what had to be done and finished the job. Had some acute trauma back at the time, little bit of insomnia and stuff. But eventually I found ways to cope and thought i processed it. Years later after my relationship, old wounds opened up, this one included, now its full blown cptss.

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 13:10:37 2022 No.20538957 File: 1.93 MB, 1400x933, trent-reznor-NIN.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] Nine Inch Nails is the best band of all times

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 13:16:27 2022 No.20538969 File: 421 KB, 705x678, 1611932168473.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] This remains unrefuted.

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 13:21:14 2022 No.20538985 >>20538969 But the last two are not bullshit, so...

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 13:21:35 2022 No.20538986 File: 194 KB, 1696x2560, 71FCGr9vrAL.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] this book is actually published by yale university press

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 13:25:28 2022 No.20538999 >>20538969 She didn't refute any of those statements. This is an extremely poor argument.

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 13:31:57 2022 No.20539017 >>20538999 They're self-refuting by leftist dogmatic axioms where all humans are the same regardless of color, religion (unless Christian), etc.

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 13:38:13 2022 No.20539038 >>20538969 what a retard

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 13:45:27 2022 No.20539060 >>20536159 For me I simply can’t gain weight. It’s just too hard to force feed myself past satisfaction. I don’t know how people do it

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 13:50:03 2022 No.20539080 >>20539060 I'm the opposite.

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 13:50:12 2022 No.20539081 File: 5 KB, 182x203, 1652696299167.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>20538863 yeah, full of pedos

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 13:53:05 2022 No.20539095 >>20539060 Just eat less healthy

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 13:55:35 2022 No.20539099 >>20539060 i can eat way way more than anyone i know & i don't gain weight

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 13:57:47 2022 No.20539108 >>20536159 why do people bang on about lifting? is it just for muscles or are there big benefits to it

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 13:59:48 2022 No.20539113 >>20536415 loool 'criminal past'. everyone who's ever gone to uni has a rap sheet like that

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 14:01:37 2022 No.20539121 just discovered i'm actually 6'1, after always thinking i was 6' & wishing i was 6'1

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 14:10:20 2022 No.20539155 >>20539121 But how long is your cock tho?

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 14:44:19 2022 No.20539318 >>20539155 I'm part of the 666 6 figures salary, >6', 6 inches

Anonymous Fri Jun 17 14:49:17 2022 No.20539336

Months back I was very secluded, and incredibly horny. Would jack off to hentai constantly. But when I found someone recently, who likes talking to me and I like talking to her just as much and each other's company, I haven't found the desire to look at porn at all.

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 14:51:03 2022 No.20539345 >>20539336 Don't worry, she'll leave and you'll be back at square one.

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 14:52:42 2022 No.20539350 >>20539345 That doesn't matter much to me. I'll always take what I can get. So long as I'm mentally away from seeing and wasting hours on porn. I'd rather take a heart break than an addiction.

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 14:53:50 2022 No.20539357 >>20539155 don't know actually

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 14:57:06 2022 No.20539372 >>20539350 Don't worry you'll take both

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 15:15:55 2022 No.20539464 >>20538069 Which are often owned by sodomites

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 15:17:47 2022 No.20539477 >>20539464 You watch wayyyy too much porn

Anonymous Fri Jun 17 15:22:43 2022 No.20539493 [DELETED]

>>20539350
i feel like humans have a built in amount of time they have to waste on socializing and for some people it's just spent on gf and family etc. but for other's they get it from work like workaholics, for others they just get it from online games, or forums. people feel guilty for spending an hour wackin it to porn, but think about how much time you have to waste trying to get laid. countless hours but for some reason people never feel bad about all that time.

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 15:29:25 2022 No.20539521 >>20539477 Actually no, I don't watch it at all, I just know the truth Anyways /his/ jannies banned me for a month. Hate that place.

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 15:32:23 2022 No.20539536 >>20539521 The point of my post is that you are stupidly wrong

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 15:34:00 2022 No.20539545 >>20538254 She still is.

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 15:42:23 2022 No.20539590 >>20539570 Cappies think they can buy people off with more holidays. Was it officially recognized as a national holiday or just unofficial now. Like switching Columbus day for Indigenous Peoples day

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 15:50:58 2022 No.20539624 >>20539536 No I am not. Faggot

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 15:52:01 2022 No.20539629 >>20535852 I'm in a buying rush. I don't want to keep spending money, but I keep doing it...

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 15:55:42 2022 No.20539646 >>20539521 >Anyways /his/ jannies banned me for a month. Wish /lit/ jannies do the same to you here.

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 16:02:21 2022 No.20539682 >>20539624 >nu uh! I keep track of all the dicks in the world, and believe me! They biggest are always doing anal! You are probably underage or a mental case

>>	Anonymous Fri Jun 17 16:03:59 2022 No.20539686 File: 255 KB, 1149x1280, 7C12B14C-2B8F-4D03-941C-BA9F3D0DAA2E.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] Next thread open for business >>20539684 >>20539684

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