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[Anonymous No.20224878]

fat brez edition

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[Anonymous No.20224884]

>>20224878
Someone asked me in the last thread how things have changed since the best time of my life and I went on a tangent

Re:Hanging out in the oughts with my old friends. Everyone else got married and had kids. I didn't and regret it. Though its not my fault. I mean most of the women I dated were bona fide whores. Two of them with penchant for coal burning. I know its not right but I physically accosted both of them. At 39, even though I'm a sexhaver I sympathize with incels that I hang out with them on forums and I'm still alone to this day. Hell my last ex accused me of rape even though she was more into it than I was. Women should have absolutely no rights at all.

[Anonymous No.20224887]

>>20224878
STILL no big titty goth gf

[Anonymous No.20224900]

Going overseas next year. Don't know whether to go to Korea or the UK. Government gives me $6000 if I go to Korea and adds on $1200 for the overseas study loan if I go to anywhere in East Asia. But I'm not really intrested in going to Korea or really learning the language.

[Anonymous No.20224921]

Guys, I fucked up big and wrote a paper for university and now I realised that I had forgotten to register for the exam in the first place! I still submitted it earlier but do you think my lecturer will accept it or no?

[Anonymous No.20224939]

>>20224887
What have you tried recently to rectify that?
>>20224900
I'd personally choose Korea. I like Europe. But also probably good for your personal development to go somewhere non-Western. Just make sure you don't get recruited into a moonie-type church while you're there

[Anonymous No.20224949]

I am so sick of this fucking shit
I think that i could try and fix the big, obvious problems in my life but then id just be left with all the little, complicated problem so i might as well not bother/top myself

[Anonymous No.20224950]

>>20224900
Korea is dope if you like the idea of going to Asian Mexico. Otherwise head to the UK as long as you're not staying in the sound like a fucking faggot.

[Anonymous No.20224951]

>>20224887
STILL no mediocre titty goth gf

[Anonymous No.20224959]

My veins are bloody. My intestines are muddy.

[Anonymous No.20224968]

>>20224959
Stop doing heroin and booze retard.

[Anonymous No.20224977]

Father came home with the good bread again. It was only a matter of time... Some people drown their pain away with liquor and drugs. Me? I drown my bread with olive oil and balsamic...and it causes my pain. What can I say? I'm an addict. Half a loaf? Full loaf? A loaf and a half? Makes no difference to me, Ill eat whatever's there. My family wakes me up some mornings. "Where'd all the bread go?! Did you eat the whole loaf?!!" It all seems so ridiculous, but then again, aren't all addictions? I can't help myself. That golden oil slowly soaking into the slice as that sweet sweet vinegar seeps into it. Its just so beautiful. I become entranced. I disassociate. Sleepless nights rolling around in bed caused by the pains in my stomach. Sometimes I wonder if this affliction will kill me one day. Maybe its not such a bad way to go out...Only God knows at this point. For now I must get back to the bread. I can hear it calling my name....That beautiful loaf and those gleaming bottles of Gallo and Colavita.

My body is ready.

[Anonymous No.20225005]

What do you think of auscultation ASMR? Do you think doctors get excited listening to the hearts of cute girls?

[Anonymous No.20225011]

>>20224977
>what being italian does to mfer

[Anonymous No.20225026]

Why is /lit/ getting worse?

[Anonymous No.20225049]

>>20224878
everything i write carries with it a terrible sneering tone. sneering at the world, and then when that's not done, sneering at itself and then sneering at the reader. it's rarely apparent when actually writing, but always apparent on re-reading. even when i try to do something silly and lighthearted, the result always carries the aftertaste of sneering. but i couldn't for a single moment isolate the problem well enough to eliminate it.

i don't envy better writers, but writers with flaws i can identify, because i sit and think: they either missed this, which would be bliss, or they settled and sent it out to the world anyway. they had the courage to open up and share what they had to say, flaws be damned. but in my case, it's not a question of showing some spelling errors, some bad plotting, or some obviously stolen jokes, it's a matter of showing off some terrible inner sickness, a sneer that stretches out to the corners of the universe, a sneer that manages to sneer even at its own sneering.

[Anonymous No.20225059]

>>20225049
bro you are sneering so hard at us with this post. wtf bro

[Anonymous No.20225062]

Hahahahaha Elon is offering to buy 100% of Twitter now, that's the funniest shit I've ever heard

I expect it to amount to nothing like everything fucking else amounts to nothing, nothing ever happens, but man what a great troll. Normally not an Elon fan, don't give a shit about his cult of personality, but this is great.

[Anonymous No.20225067]

>>20225062
Also everybody should be reading Solovyov's prophecy about the Anti-Christ since it may actually be Elon

[Anonymous No.20225070]

>>20225026
because you're not creating engaging threads

[Anonymous No.20225096]

>>20224939
>>20224950
To me it's even just the fact I'm going overseas. Could be Pakistan for all I care but I do want to go somewhere were I think I would enjoy more. I never really though of going to Korea before I knew there was Government free money for it since I wasn't sure if the loan alone I would get would be enough for the UK or US. I do think some things will be a bit of a waste like learning Korean since I know I won't be learning it outside of the fact of going to Korea or being in it.

[Anonymous No.20225107]

>>20225026
Because jannies and mods won’t clean it up. Seriously, other boards are great but why not /lit/.

[Anonymous No.20225110]

I feed seed to my bird

[Anonymous No.20225125]

>>20225107
>other boards are great
imagine thinking something so debased

[Anonymous No.20225134]

>>20225125
He's right though. /tg/ is a better philosophy discussion board than /lit/ since they don't have their heads up their asses.

[Anonymous No.20225135]

>>20225107
>janitors delete posts
>people seethe
>janitors don't delete posts
>people seethe

[Anonymous No.20225148]

>>20225107
all the stuff that breaks the rules is gone pretty quickly
usually when 4chan is bad it's because people just don't reply to good threads

[Anonymous No.20225151]

>>20225135
>>janitors delete posts
>>people seethe
I doubt people would seethe at low-quality threads and posts being deleted.

[Anonymous No.20225164]

>>20225151
>Book for this feel
>Coomer image
Shit like that should be deleted on sight.

[Anonymous No.20225204]

>>20224977
my mouth is now salivating for bread with oil and balsamic. fuck you

[Anonymous No.20225213]

been thinking about fucking my best friend. he definitely knows i want to. thought i wanted to date him but really, i just want dick. it's not a big deal if he says no. i'll ask in a couple months.

[Anonymous No.20225214]

>>20224939
What's up with the moonies anyways? Isn't their belief basically "incest is best, and we are the best of the best, gods chosen, so we must continue to fuck our family members" not sure if that's right but sounds like very judaized Christianity if I'm not mistaken.

[Anonymous No.20225215]

Should I pretend to like punk rock just to hook up with a girl for meaningless sex?

[Anonymous No.20225227]

>>20225215
Bee yourself. Otherwise, you'll regret your actions. You can see them lurking in the dark. They call your name with your mother's voice.

[Anonymous No.20225230]

>>20225214
Honestly anon, I have no idea and haven't looked into them deeply enough to tell you. I just know that westerners get targeted in Korea by Korean qt's to attend their churches
>>20225215
I told you in another thread: use her as a guide into it. Bond over it. Then fuck her.

[Anonymous No.20225245]

>>20225215
why not just listen to whatever she listens to and see if you like it?

[Anonymous No.20225247]

>>20225215
Yes. Pretending to like stupid shit just to get your dick wet is part of being a man.

[Anonymous No.20225249]

>>20225230
>use her as a guide into it
i’m not going to get into punk music kek

[Anonymous No.20225250]

>>20225011
I'm Anglo and I always liked olive oil soaked bread, then again I probably have Roman rape baby genes due to my dark hair and eyes
>>20225067
Some Orthodox Patriarch told me Solovyov was a heretic, plus I heard he dabbled in Kabbalah which is a distortion of Neoplatonism anyways
>>20225148
Boy they got rid of that Agamben thread real quick. Butthurt much? Though the worst jannies are on /his/ with /mu/ a close runner up

[Anonymous No.20225252]

Why do I have to talk to women in order to get a gf? Why can't she just walk into my life? Pretty stupid

[Anonymous No.20225254]

>>20225249
What kind of punk? Are we talking 70s punk or hardcore like Minor Threat and Discharge?

[Anonymous No.20225257]

>>20225250
That agamben thread was based. He must really make the tranny jannies seethe.

[Anonymous No.20225260]

The peak of music was 80s arena rock guitar solos and I'm tired of pretending otherwise.

[Anonymous No.20225263]

>>20225250
>Agamben thread
link?

[Anonymous No.20225265]

>>20225254
Idk yet but probably more like pop punk kek. I would unironically have sex while blink 182 dammit plays.
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=sT0g16_LQaQ

[Anonymous No.20225266]

>>20225260
I listened to Triumph and April Wine earlier today. Shits tight. Now I got on Rigor Mortis, a Texan death/thrash act.

[Anonymous No.20225270]

>>20225257
I heard from a Danish friend tell me its mostly the left who are anti-lockdown in Europe as opposed to here in America its the reverse

[Anonymous No.20225276]

>>20225265
God, my old drummer tried turning my Jesus Lizard-Flipper-Discharge style punk band into that kind of dreck. Drummers should just shut up and play drums not try and "control a bands musical direction"

[Anonymous No.20225278]

Having a really difficult time finding a job. Everything is so bloated. I have to look for places that are hiring. Fill out an application since most places don't take resumes. Then usually do an assessment then a phone interview then an in person interview. It's ridiculous.
This week I have 3 interviews. One was a phone interview where I was left on hold for 20 minutes to be told they cancelled the position and to apply to their other jobs.
Another was also a phone interview. After it I had to do an assessment and fill out a more detailed application. The assessment was literally an IQ test. Same type of Mensa shit I took in high school. Was not ready for this.
Tomorrow I have a zoom interview. Never ending. I'm tired and just want a job.

[Anonymous No.20225296]

>>20225062
who tf cares. elon musk is just kim kardashian for men

[Anonymous No.20225299]

>>20225296
>tf
kill yourself for being on twitter and kill yourself for being a tranny

[Anonymous No.20225303]

>>20225299
lol rude

[Anonymous No.20225304]

>>20225278
Go blue collar dickcheese. I quit my job to hang out with my friends and baby momma in Texas in December. Walked up back to my old job three weeks ago and asked to be hired. I went to work the next day.

[Anonymous No.20225321]

anyone see any good movies lately?

[Anonymous No.20225330]

>>20225321
I saw that gook demon movie the other day. Shit was long but my girl gave me succ during the boring parts so it was cool I guess.

[Anonymous No.20225338]

no responses to my thread yet. had to bump it. this happens often.

[Anonymous No.20225474]

I think I fucked up. I relaxed too hard too soon. Fuck I held out so long too. I'd be exaggerating if I said I hated myself, I just think it.. well, I mean it is what it is. Anon, if you're out there: I was a bit harsh and self involved desu. I used your pain. I spoke truly. Hell I don't know if I used it- I spoke truly. Maybe I was just really worn down.

[Anonymous No.20225483]

>>20225338
Just let it die.

[Anonymous No.20225504]

I used to think I made it so she couldn't love anymore. she couldn't love then. doubt she'll ever empathize with a man.

[the xi jinping of weed smoking !!oqyjkIO5smI No.20225560]

ITS TIME TO GET HIGH!!! WHOS IN???
https://youtu.be/Itx1Aqnxh7E

[Anonymous No.20225566]

>space is a vacuum
i refuse to believe this. its beyond upsetting, and probably the worst thing we ever learned. science was a mistake

[Anonymous No.20225580]

>>20225566
I used to think a lot about what it would mean for there to be space without anything in it. I know nothing and could be wrong in every way, but I came to the conclusion that if it can be permeated by radiation or things like this, then it is something

[Anonymous No.20225614]

>>20225560
Help me out with some strategies to smoke weed without getting in trouble with my landlord

There is no smoking allowed on the premises and all the neighbors are busybodies who would report me right away, and I don't have a vaporizer

[the xi jinping of weed smoking !!oqyjkIO5smI No.20225624]

so what do you guys read?

[the xi jinping of weed smoking !!oqyjkIO5smI No.20225634]

>>20225614
why not just go outside then? is it a huge building and you're on a high floor or something? you cant just walk outside, smoke, and then go back inside?

[Anonymous No.20225640]

>>20225624
religious things mostly. if I'm not in the mood then I just open shantaram anywhere. I read a bit in it and got bored and realized it doesn't really matter where the plot is. I have a big Merriam Webster, it's actually pretty fun just following along finding weird words over breakfast, though I haven't don eit in a while.

[Anonymous No.20225687]

>>20225624
philosophy, architectural theory, poetry, sociology, economics, psychology, media theory, theology, books on rhetoric, music history, war history, international relations, and the occasional sci-fi/horror kino

[Anonymous No.20225696]

>>20225249
then you're not gonna get into her pussy

[Anonymous No.20225795]

>>20225696
Ehh i’m pretty sure i can still. She’s practically throwing herself at me. And i’m literally the opposite of someone who listens to punk. But i feel it’s just all not worth it. What am i even doing? Idk.

[Anonymous No.20225812]

Some Turkish tourists in Paris congratulated me for reading a biography of Suleyman the Magnificient, feels good man

[Anonymous No.20225814]

>>20225795
Take her to a hardcore show. That will kill off her love of punk. If the shitty music doesn't do the trick just take her into the mosh pit. Pro-tip: you can beat females up with impunity at hardcore shows. Ask me how I know.

[Anonymous No.20225817]

>>20225249
You should there's some great punk music especially once you get into post-punk, post-hardcore ( the 90s kind) and noise rock.


Anyway drank a redbull and did a lot of work for a uni paper. First time I did that. Should've tried that earlier

[Anonymous No.20225848]

>>20224977
good post and good dubs

[Anonymous No.20225851]

Yesterday, I exited Walmart with a cold bottle of Coca-Cola in my hand and many groceries on my cart. I looked down and it said to me, “Recycle Me Again.” It was the “Again” that struck me. Then the idea of a coke bottle being sentient. And then the idea that this sentient being’s only thought expressed is to be recycled *again.* But then again, who am I to judge? Maybe I’m made to be recycled again as well.

[Anonymous No.20225860]

>>20225851
Now I imagine a Coke bottle telling me to kiss it. Kiss me gently it says. I would. I'd kiss the Coke.

[Anonymous No.20225899]

>>20225860
Some Serbian farmer in Kosovo had a love story with a beer bottle in the 80s, I don't think you want to end up like this

[Anonymous No.20225927]

>>20225624
jung, eliade, joyce, art criticism

[Anonymous No.20225932]

“When silence is prolonged over a certain period of time, it takes on new meaning.”
― Yukio Mishima

[Anonymous No.20225946]

>>20224878
I've been stabbing my veins like a butcher who chops meat at a slaughterhouse for about two weeks it a row in an empty and useless hope that the pleasure of this drug that has remained dead for ten years now can ignite a spark that is as far from the heat of a real inflamed flame as a burnt brand at the bottom of the ocean. A miserable, vile, cheerless, irrational, clumsy hope that the fire, extinguished, scattered in the wind, ruined and mixed with damp autumn earth, can still be kindled. I'm so fucking tired of this unceasing disappointment continuing into infinity. The bitchy ruthless course of time, after all how simple was this all back three thousand days ago.

[Anonymous No.20226026]

I like mine pie tis fine. Delightful eating fruit kind like lime. Till right time, give sign, will dine

[Anonymous No.20226041]

>>20225263
Its gone

[Anonymous No.20226045]

>>20225817
My favorite noise rock bands are Killdozer, The Jesus Lizard, Unsane, The Swans, and The Cows

[Anonymous No.20226047]

literature is pointless

[Anonymous No.20226050]

>>20226045
The only noise bands worth listening to are The Gerogerigegege, Harry Pussy, and that collab Mike Patton did with the Merzbow jap.

[Anonymous No.20226062]

Kino surpassed literature. Why do people still read?

[Anonymous No.20226063]

>>20226062
>im dumb
just say that next time

[Anonymous No.20226065]

I'm listening to some banging tunes right now.

[Anonymous No.20226072]

>>20226063
>nooo books are for smart people >because…because they are ok!

[Anonymous No.20226074]

>>20226072
but thats true and has always been true. its just a truism.

[Anonymous No.20226075]

>>20226065
Sauce me

[Anonymous No.20226080]

>>20226075
https://anathemarchive.bandcamp.com/album/christian-mirande-my-friend-went-to-heaven-on-the-frankford-el

[Anonymous No.20226084]

>>20226074
That’s a massive cope.
>Books are better because of history and nostalgia!
Kino btfo’s it. All of the old classic writers would have made kino if they could have in their time.

[Anonymous No.20226090]

>>20226080
Trash

[Anonymous No.20226105]

>>20225560
I miss drugs.

[Anonymous No.20226113]

>>20226084
>All of the old classic writers would have made kino if they could have in their time
That's a good observation and probably true. I would say my favorite movies are more dear to me than my favorite books, but in a different way. Movies are sensual and "involved", so I'll give you that.

[Anonymous No.20226150]

this board is as slow as biden

[Anonymous No.20226153]

>>20226074
Jesus would have filmed the Bible instead of writing it.

[Anonymous No.20226155]

>>20226150
It's /lit/. It's supposed to be slow.

[Anonymous No.20226166]

>>20224878
The cute girl who works at a restaurant I frequent

[Anonymous No.20226170]

>>20226153
>jesus wrote the bible
bro

[Anonymous No.20226189]

I could read all of Aristotle's surviving works this year if I quit browsing the internet
Crazy desu

[Anonymous No.20226303]

>>20222239
>>20222198
I was really tired yesterday and I didn't really finish my thought, and I worry you were offended by my insensitivity. I've had my share of mental illness too, but I think I was arrogant.

What I want to add is that a big thing to do with faith is that suffering is no longer meaningless. It isn't exactly good in the sense that it should be self-induced, except maybe in some controlled form (often fasting) but it is not for nothing. Islamically it is often said that man oscillates between states that should be marked by patience or gratitude. My understanding, and God knows best, is that patience means simply to believe that God is good, is merciful, will come; not to seek ways out other than Him and wait, but also to know that this is enough. As far as He is concerned: this is enough. You don't have to chase. It has been said by the Prophet that whoever prays as we do, with our directoin of prayer, and eats we do is upon the protection of God and the Prophet. If you do this then you *know* you are doing your bare minimum. You are upon a promise. Ibn Taymiyyah quoted this hadith in a later fatwa of his, so it is not abrogated. Now if you get your power back, then a way to show gratitude could be to do more. But enough is enough. You have your peace with God. There is the following:

> Narrated Abu Sa'id Al-Khudri and Abu Huraira:

>The Prophet said, "No fatigue, nor disease, nor sorrow, nor sadness, nor hurt, nor distress befalls a Muslim, even if it were the prick he receives from a thorn, but that Allah expiates some of his sins for that."

these moments are not for nothing. I believe karmically minded religions view this kind of thing similarily.

I hope I did not offend you, and that the links work, I'm not sure.

[Anonymous No.20226314]

Got a genital wart removed. Asked the doctor to check a few other weird things on my balls but he said they were all normal.

[Anonymous No.20226315]

>>20226170
Why didn’t he? He knew how to read and write according to the bible.

[Anonymous No.20226319]

>>20226314
>other weird things
Like what?

[Anonymous No.20226327]

>>20224921
He most likely will, will probs just take a few points off. Dont worry.

[Anonymous No.20226356]

>>20224878
Angel: "Boss, a man will be born who will grow up to lead a regime of godlessness."

G-d: "Be not troubled, my servant. I have already dealt with him."

[Anonymous No.20226364]

>>20226303
>Ibn Taymiyyah quoted this hadith in a later fatwa of his, so it is not abrogated
he is a controversial figure in a lot of ways, and especially now, but I don't think anyone doubts his acumen in matters like this, and if he held to this opinion until old age then I view it as fact. God knows, but it is from Bukhari.

[Anonymous No.20226371]

>>20225687
>architectural theory
gimme some recommendations, im studying architecture but my uni hasn't really taught us much outside of technical drawings

[Anonymous No.20226377]

>>20226371
know that I've really come to appreciate the simplicity with which the sun illumines some facades around where I live recently, the way they work in the sun and the shade, and the way windows are planned to reflect onto the facades on the other side. I take this to be signs that love has been put into work, and it keeps brightening our days in my neighborhood. I think maybe it's a choice of material and composition of color, I don't know. That is all.

[Anonymous No.20226384]

>>20226319
Some tiny red blisters (which he said was normal and happen as you age) and an almost imperceptible spidery vein thing (which he also said was normal and could happen anywhere on the body)

[Anonymous No.20226453]

>>20226113
What are your favorite movies/books?

[Anonymous No.20226458]

>>20226453
Midnight Cowboy and Goodfellas for movies. Books, Libra and Madame Bovary

[Anonymous No.20226499]

Just had a few beers with whisky and took some hydroxyzine. Gn.

[Anonymous No.20226533]

>>20226499
go throw up. call for medical aid now.

[Anonymous No.20226538]

>>20226453
I like the Duelists and Dosto's oeuvre.

[Anonymous No.20226547]

Neil Gaiman. Neil fucking Gaiman. REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

I'm reading a wikipedia article on some dead fantasy author. You know who's name I find? Neil Gaiman. He is apparently the appointed eulogist for dead fantasy authors. He has had his picture taken with everyone he's ever met, and none of them have ever smiled. It's his obsession to get a picture with anyone and everyone semi-famous.

So I'm watching a Hayao Miyazaki documentary. Mr. Miyazaki goes to L.A. to see the dub of Spirited Away or some shit. Neil fucking Gaiman shows up with his best bud Harvey Weinstein and within a minute this fucking cocksucker is asking for a picture, and the poor confused elderly Japanese man suddenly wishes he never left his office back in Japan.

Here's the progressives wife: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nsiQ6UkxTxw Btw they had an "open" relationship which means she licks pussy and he gets to watch. Woopie fucking doo for Neil Fucking Gayman.

He is the Will Wheaton of literature, that Scientologist cocksucker.

Stardust and Coraline were comfy movies tho.

[Anonymous No.20226551]

>btfos all of /lit/

[Anonymous No.20226554]

>>20226371
You could check out The Aesthetics of Architecture by my boy Roger Scruton

[Anonymous No.20226570]

>>20226547
That song... Normally I giggle like a giddy retard when a woman says the N word, but this one made me wince. 'It's okay if i say it because i'm on your side :D'. I know exactly what kind of person she is.

[Anonymous No.20226573]

>>20225504
ignore this. I succumbed to bitterness.

[Anonymous No.20226580]

>>20225134
Have you actually been on /tg/? It's the most uninteresting, milquetoast board in existence, besides the fact it's regularly subject to discord tranny raids.

[Anonymous No.20226677]

A pile of shit

[Anonymous No.20226727]

None of you should wish for death due to a calamity that has afflicted him. Yet if he must do something, let him say: O God, keep me alive so long as life is good for me, and cause me to die if death is better for me.

[Anonymous No.20226728]

Apparently, I'm not using my subconsciousness at all. It's strange as I've sworn that I've been using nothing but it the whole time. That does explain quite a lot but it's not clear how to destroy the dam and lets the energy flow.

[Anonymous No.20226757]

>>20226728
What do you mean by 'not using it'?
What would be an example of someone using their subconscious? I assume you still do 'automatic' things like know how to pick up a glass, or drive a car, or can walk to your room without having to consciously guess and decide where to go?

[Anonymous No.20226791]

>>20226757
It has to do with me repressing the subconsciousness and being very conscious at the same time. Even therapist noted that my drawings and dreams have very little (if nothing) to do with energies with subconsciousness.

[Anonymous No.20226803]

>>20226791
I still don't understand... what would be an example of using the subconscious and what are you doing differently that excludes that?

[Anonymous No.20226808]

>>20226371
Most of what I have is Verso books shit

[Anonymous No.20226812]

>>20224878
Gotta finish Dostoyevsky. I've only done one book so far, I HAVE NO FUCKING TIME TO READ FUCK THIS SADDLED LIFE

[Anonymous No.20226824]

>>20226371
Same anon, here's what I gof

[Anonymous No.20226828]

>>20226824
Got* dammit

[Anonymous No.20226847]

>>20226828
Wait I forgot one book

[Anonymous No.20226850]

>>20226371
Look above

[Anonymous No.20226895]

>>20226803
I wish I could explain in an understandable manner. It's probably due to me being a sick man.

[Anonymous No.20226900]

>>20226847
Here's two more

[Anonymous No.20226944]

Why do people like Elliot Roger live rent free in the minds of trannies?

[Anonymous No.20226958]

>>20226944
why is this question on your mind?

[Anonymous No.20227022]

>>20224878
Something about cycles and repetition

[Anonymous No.20227023]

>>20226895
Then just give an example of what would have much to do with energies with the subconcious.

[Anonymous No.20227042]

Why is arguing Shroud of Turin is genuine such a big deal? If it is 'real' that doesn't not prove that Jesus of Nazareth was the son of God, the Christ. All it does is prove that it is the imprint of a historical fellow from ancient Palestine.
I don't think the important thing is proving the historicity of Jesus of Nazareth. Because proving he was a actual person who lived seems to me to be one of the least contentious parts of the whole Christianity thing.
It just feels like an ass-backwards way to go about it. That if you want to prove God exists first you need to prove that this little piece of cloth had the face of Jesus... no, fuck the cloth, figure out if God exists first. Then all the other stuff will fall into place.
I wonder, what are some non theological debates of this type? Surely there must be a word for this kind of deduction or problem solving where you try to prove the epistemological status of something that doesn't even necessarily suggest the epistemological status of the most important thing.

[Anonymous No.20227052]

>>20224878
Even though the writers of the first three SpongeBob seasons made fun of far-left activism in one episode, they are rather left-leaning. For this reason, the themes of the series often relate to the real world and its events from a disillusioned but positive, even transcendental perspective. The show has integrated the harsh realities and sufferings of the world as a principle that strongly influenced the overall moral values, humor and aesthetics of the cartoon. In that sense, SpongeBob is a spiritually mature series. A thing that many anime series even with intellectual sophistication lack, as they still cater to primitive, earthly desires and cravings. They are written from a poorly socialized perspective, a lack of emotional, intellectual maturity. It's exactly what Ghibli director Hayao Miyazaki hates so much about modern anime.

The SpongeBob Squarepants series taught us wisdom and explained the dynamics of the adult world before we experienced them ourselves - only to forget that wisdom afterwards as we grew up. People can be lost in even the strangest niche or think they found themselves now as adults, but the shows impact on our identity is so strong that as soon as we remember SpongeBob, the call of home, it will outshine almost everything else we're doing for a moment. It is our deeply rooted cultural identity, because the series was so competent at understanding our emotions and humor, coupled with its wisdom and morals. The cartoon is a guiding principle speaking directly into our soul, thats why its so hard for most of us to deconstruct or dismiss SpongeBob as just another piece of media we blindly liked as children. Our collective relationship to the series is the antidote for nihilism, it speaks meaning even if you try to ignore it. That is what fuels the potential for a cultural revolution. Because in a scattered, fragmented and atomized age, there aren't many common denominators and meaningful experiences engrained in our unconscious as a group. It doesn't matter what ethnic background a person has or the social class they come from, as long as they grew up in an industrialized country in the last 25 years, chances are they spent a lot of time watching SpongeBob and strongly liked the series. Of course there are exceptions, but comparatively speaking, it is by far the most popular media phenomenon of my generation. We don't have a better contemporary alternative than that.

[Anonymous No.20227203]

>>20225107
A more prompt Jannie task force is not indictive of the board's quality but quit the opposite. There'll never be adequate moderation for each board so hope the board self-regulates. Think of /tv/ as a polished turd and /p/ as a pearl hidden far from the toxins.

[Anonymous No.20227225]

Friends.
I was listening to the Eroica and I now I feel I'm partaking in immortality through ideas, I feel I'm the reincarnation of Napoleon and thousands of other people who shared ideas and I no longer fear death knowing my conscience will live on with other men. I feel like I can finally get behind phaedonian Platonism, I'm closer to getting it.

[Anonymous No.20227249]

>>20227052
>Spongebob as cause for revolution
go back

[Anonymous No.20227256]

>>20224878
Tell me it's not true...
If materialism is true, we should prepare to suicide the entire earth, perhaps we can fumigate the atmosphere with ash clouds, so that we all fall asleep.
If materialism is false, we are doomed, so steeped in sin and evil that the history of life itself is beyond satanic. We should prepare to suicide the entire earth; perhaps we can split the earth in two with a bombardment from the firmament.

[Anonymous No.20227279]

God I need some way to find mental relief. Is vaping nicotine *really* that bad for you? I know it kind of hurts your liver, and when I smoke it, it feels like I'm huffing paint. I get briefly disoriented but afterwards there's a mellow high.

[Anonymous No.20227440]

Even for all of it's convinient plot devices, poor pacing, poor paneling and asspulls, I can't help but love one piece. It has too much soul for me to hate it.

[Anonymous No.20227452]

>>20227440
Love one piece but Oda fucked up with the absolute clusterfuck that is the wano arc. Only moment I really liked was kidd and law tagteaming Big Meme.

[Anonymous No.20227530]

>>20227249
I WILL meme Spongeism into existence and I WILL eat at a reallife Krusty Krab before 2035

[Anonymous No.20227586]

Here we come, reach for your gun
And you better listen well, my friend
You see, this pistol down below
Aimed at you, we're the Cowboys from Hell
Deed is done, again we've won
Ain't talking no tall tales, friend
'Cause high noon, your doom
Coming for you, we're the Cowboys from Hell

[Anonymous No.20227639]

Dam I wish Chimata was real and my gf

[Anonymous No.20227733]

>public tv in socialist sweden now has corporate sponsors listed at the start of programs
I give this world about 9 more years I think

[Anonymous No.20227819]

does anyone remember what the arguments for democracy were? I think it was something like laborers having influence in the circumstances of their lives, on the assumption that taken as a whole they'd be attuned. I really don't see it anymore senpai. It just seems like a system that creates whiney crap, self-righteousness, self-importance and secterianism

[Anonymous No.20227843]

I am the wings of the Lord... the highest in the bright sky, whose heights no human could attain. Shallow, foolish humans, who crawl across the face of the Earth and consume all they touch... How have you come to think that I might deign to speak with you? Grovel at my feet instead, as is only natural.

[Anonymous No.20227876]

For fellow phone fags, use your phone to autocomplete a sentence starting with "I am"

I am contacting my parents mistakenly made the assumption here is that the universe is really just a movement that has yet to be revealed that there are some barbell people who have been successful here in India

[Anonymous No.20227909]

>>20226570
The type to announce on patreon that she and Neil are getting a divorce before she and Neil ever talked about it?

[Anonymous No.20227930]

Any rutgers NB students wanna meet up some time?

[Anonymous No.20227939]

I am going through a lot and am not going through my emails to make it to my account so that you don't need a credit for the account or not the bank is going through a financial aid bank with the credit union to the credit card company and they are in charge for this one but they will not have to be able for that as a result is the same thing for me and my family and friends who have a lot to learn from this experience in a way I have been doing and what you are being mean about the world of me a little more and more and I have never had an issue that you have never seen so well in my mind and you don't want me a long way back and don't feel that I can make it happen for me and for me that I will be there to take the time and I can give him a good idea.

[the xi jinping of weed smoking !!oqyjkIO5smI No.20227986]

Would I learn more about myself from increasing my alcohol consumption or reading Moby Dick?
>>20226105
what made you stop?

[Anonymous No.20228065]

>>20225321
Watched the redux version of apocalypse now on netflix. Fucking beautiful

[Anonymous No.20228071]

>gave up halfway through a fap again
This keep happening more and more now, is this what they call getting old?

[Anonymous No.20228093]

>>20228071
Yeah. Getting old sucks. I recently faked an orgasm while I was fucking some girl and I realized my best pipe laying days are behind me.

[Anonymous No.20228100]

>>20228065
Redux was bad
>muh frog plantation
>muh whores

[Anonymous No.20228103]

>>20225560
God damn I miss weed. Used to smoke with my roommate/landlord/best friend but I got my masters recently and have been trying to land a university job. Too afraid of failing a pre-employment drug screening now. Quitting cold turkey was surprisingly easy but I still wish I could hang out with my bud like we used to. Life just seems bland now

[Anonymous No.20228115]

>>20228103
Just pay some kid to drop pee for you.

[Anonymous No.20228121]

>God my dream job
>It's shit
>Got a new dream job in mind
>It will be shit

[Anonymous No.20228146]

>>20228115
How do I do this? The one time I've done a drug screening I had to go to a place, show my ID, and pee while a nurse sat outside. I've a got another roommate that doesn't smoke and would probably give me his piss if I asked but I don't know how I could sneak it through without raising any red flags. Am I overthinking this? Have I denied myself for the past 6 months for nothing?

[Anonymous No.20228216]

>>20228065
redux sucks dude. literally both added parts are the dullest parts of the movie especially that whole thing with the french
the Do Lung bridge is the best sequence of the entire movie

[Anonymous No.20228228]

>>20228146
If you don't have a dick gazer staring at you while you piss then passing a drug test is trivial. Just get someone who is clean to piss into a condom.

[Anonymous No.20228259]

>>20228216
Dude the French scene was on of my favorites. Gave some really interesting history and provided a shocking moment of sobriety in the middle of this crazy psychodelic river boat cruise. Grow up and have better taste

[Anonymous No.20228356]

>Pee Pee, Ohio

[Anonymous No.20228444]

>>20228228
And then what? Carry it around in my pocket until showtime? The obvious abnormal temperature won't be an issue? I'm gonna need you to spell this out because I would hate to jeapirdize a good job here

[Anonymous No.20228458]

>>20228444
Unless you are applying for the military or the FBI no one is going to check the temperature of your urine. If you're that paranoid just run the plastic bottle under hot water for like half a minute to heat it up. Shit isn't rocket science. They shouldn't even consider hiring you if you can't beat a piss test.

[Anonymous No.20228461]

>>20228458
Also just tie the condom onto the inside of your fly button. Holy shit Anon use your brain.

[Anonymous No.20228544]

what are they trying to hide...

[Anonymous No.20228556]

>>20226547
kek

[Anonymous No.20228588]

>>20228544
>there really was a DNA test last year and they really haven't released the results.
wtf

[Anonymous No.20228630]

>>20228544
he was a black king

[Anonymous No.20228741]

my brain has been balkanized

[Anonymous No.20228750]

>>20224878
right now, just this on loop:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b7HtxH2xMk0&ab_channel=JoshDance

[Anonymous No.20228929]

For me? It's Adolf Hitler

[Anonymous No.20228978]

I got groomed by so many different simulacra, so many narratives, so many fake worlds, absorbing the neurosis of other people, yet all of that happened in the same place I am, it happened right here, there was no reason to get lost in any of this

[Anonymous No.20229032]

>>20224878
I have accepted the fact that I am, and will always be, alone. I accept the fact that whenever I feel miserable I'll have no one but my mind as my own companion. I have accepted that I was raised in a shit household, adopted a deplorable set of principles that made me the detestable person I am now. I take solace in the fact that I was never meant to be someone normal, let alone good. It's futile of me to fight against God, or blame my family for my upbringing, or even my educational life.

It is fine, if being a loser is all I have been meant to be, then so be it. I give up.

[Anonymous No.20229105]

>>20229032
A bit fatalist of you, ain't it?

[Anonymous No.20229205]

>>20225932
"When the silenceis so loud, it's like music"
- Bladee

[Anonymous No.20229249]

>>20224977
update: i am in so much pain. wheezing for air.
consumed a loaf last night and just finished another

[Anonymous No.20229265]

>>20228750
first potc not half bad

[Anonymous No.20229270]

>>20229105
Honestly, what else is there to do? As much as I hate being a "deaftist fatalist" I can't seem to see my life going any other way. It is impossible to better yourself without even a speck of love.

[Anonymous No.20229508]

My window faces the west. For a brief time, the sun lights up the dark walls of my room, like as if to tell me something. And then it ducks behind the trees, slowly lowers, and is gone.

[Anonymous No.20229603]

I don't know what to do. I have no idea of how I'll get out of the trap that I've got myself into.

[Anonymous No.20229631]

I have major tension with a girl half my age who I see at a place I frequent often. Part of me thinks it would be shot out to ask for her number. The other part says it would exude confidence. Might just say fuck it and go for it

[Anonymous No.20229641]

>>20229631
Send it dude. At worst she'll just ignore you or tell you to fuck off. No skin off your back.

[Anonymous No.20229650]

going out on the town again to psychologically dominate the peoples. The choice is: Have a pleasant (but blurry) bodily time and drink alcohol or stay sober and see how many people I can make lower their eyes after a conversation. Hopefully I find another wizard this time.
>inb4 ur satanic/evil/cringe/hubristic/

[Anonymous No.20229663]

What a piece of work is man, How noble in reason, how infinite in faculty, In form and moving how express and admirable, In action how like an Angel, In apprehension how like a god, The beauty of the world, The paragon of animals. And yet to me, what is this quintessence of dust? Man delights not me; no, nor Woman neither; though by your smiling you seem to say so.

[Anonymous No.20229696]

I smell like cum

[Anonymous No.20229705]

>>20229641
Yeah I’m just a little worried because I’m way older. I’d assume she knows that but I look young. Not sure if I should even mention my age if I go for it.

[Anonymous No.20229741]

>>20229705
Go for it. You have everything to gain and nothing to lose.

[Anonymous No.20229765]

>>20225250
>Some Orthodox Patriarch told me Solovyov was a heretic
He was best buds with Dostoevsky. He, Bulgakov (the other one), and Berdyaev should all have a renaissance. Orthodox thought sort of incorporates them, but it wards off the theosophical elements and tries to domesticate them.

[Anonymous No.20229769]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N3qem5JGdD4
thoughts on this?

[the xi jinping of weed smoking !!oqyjkIO5smI No.20229794]

1 year ago today legendary Brazilian vaporwave artist Lindsheaven Virtual Plaza died.
Please pay your respects by listening to some of his music today.
https://youtu.be/fMUxDgD59lY
https://youtu.be/L0-RB0jd684
https://youtu.be/eO3_tjjEsQc
https://youtu.be/TvV4wzN_oh4
https://youtu.be/T3AkWZRokek

[Anonymous No.20229863]

The "woman trapped in a man's body" argument for transgenderism is really ironic. To say that a man with a female brain needs a feminine gender role to feel happy is to admit that gender roles are rooted in biology.

[Anonymous No.20229917]

Why does green tea taste like shit from an ass by itself but fucking amazing with a little bit of cream and sucralose

[Anonymous No.20230001]

>>20229917
Not all tea is created equal. Try this one. I prefer it by itself.

[Anonymous No.20230005]

I miss when I was a child and had a healthy brain. My sense of smell doesn't even work anymore. Can you imagine?

[Anonymous No.20230013]

>>20230005
I miss my childhood imagination. It was so vivid. Years of boozing and drugs destroyed it.

[Anonymous No.20230023]

>>20230005
Is your sense of smell related to your ability to feel alive like mine is? I feel like I haven't had any real feelings in many years but sometimes I will get something that is like a cross between a feeling and memory of how things used to feel, and it often is associated with being able to smell again.

I can' really explain it any better. I can normally smell things but when I smell things "properly" it's like all the color and meaning that is there but invisible to me is suddenly visible again. Only for a fraction of a second then it's gone again.

I have thought about trying an SSRI but I don't want to become reliant on them or have them change who I am, or make things worse.

[the xi jinping of weed smoking !!oqyjkIO5smI No.20230043]

>>20229917
holy fuck what a bad take. literally the best tea (maybe oolong is better) and it has such epic history/mythology behind it.
also its literally good for your brain.

[Anonymous No.20230045]

>>20230023
>Is your sense of smell related to your ability to feel alive like mine is?
Yeah. This appears to be pretty common with what people call "depression". But to me it doesn't feel like depression. It's more like being emotionally lobotomized. The world used to have a smell for everything and it corresponded with the variety of life, but now every place has the same smell and it's just "nothing". Bad smells used to be genuinely repulsive, while good smells were wonderful. Now it's all the same.

You can try SSRIs, but from what I've seen, if your condition isn't SSRI-induced to begin with they will likely change nothing.

[Anonymous No.20230117]

I never thought I would ever say this, but compared to other places, this board isn't that bad.

[the xi jinping of weed smoking !!oqyjkIO5smI No.20230405]

ITS TIME TO DRINK AND GET HIGH ALONE!!! WHOS IN?
https://youtu.be/FG1NrQYXjLU

[Anonymous No.20230419]

>>20228259
lmao at this pleb, the french scene was bad and you are bad

[Anonymous No.20230423]

>>20230405
FUCK YEAH, BROTHER

What are you drinking tonight? For me, the attached image.

[the xi jinping of weed smoking !!oqyjkIO5smI No.20230472]

>>20230423
It was probably expected but yeah, I drink degenerate drinks

[Anonymous No.20230492]

>>20230472
>>20230423
>>20230405
I'm on number dos of these

[Anonymous No.20230500]

I'm finally gonna do it, I'm gonna fix everything by the end of the year.
Blog poast incoming: my life has been in a holding pattern for 5-6 years with a 12-20 month interlude. I have had no idea how to break this 'back to square one' pattern. I got a gf, I twice got jobs. but she broke up with me and the contracts ended. I'm always back to square one. I dated other women but none turned into long term relationships.
Why don't the changes last? If laziness and inactivity was the problem, why did putting in the effort not lead to lasting changes?
I used to think it was everything from 'lack of discipline', then 'lack of charisma', 'lack of opportunity' but now I see that opportunity is something that doesn't actually "exist" in any objective sense, you need to "discover" opportunities. It's a lot like the theory of Affordances. A pedestrian sees these stairs different than someone doing parkour.
the problem is that I suck at improvisation and seeing opportunities. my thinking is that I'll write myself a self-help book, it'll explain step by step what I need to do to better exploit and discover environments for opportunities with a particular emphasis in "and THEN what?"
one crucial thing is it can't be: "I'll do task A... and then task B"
It has to be "if I do Task A then tasks B, C, and maybe E become more possible"

[Anonymous No.20230502]

>>20230405
This post encouraged me to create a new spotify playlist with this, Cherry Bomb, Marquee Moon, Lust for Life and other dive bar classics

[Anonymous No.20230597]

>>20224878
had a dream. i was in the middle of a room with a good friend. we're surrounded on all sides by a circle of very attractive women i don't recognize. me and my friend are reenacting the "go ahead, make my day" scene from Dirty Harry. at the end one of the annoyingly attractive women scoffs derisively at us. i look to my friend and say, "have i ever told you how much i hate women?" and all the women in the room respond in chorus "constantly"

[Anonymous No.20230627]

Do you find these dolls weird or scary? I find it cute, but some people doesn't like it. Maybe it's because of the uncanny valley, or just the anime aesthetic, idk.

[Anonymous No.20230643]

How does one overcome trauma?

[Anonymous No.20230683]

>>20230643
What kind? You should look for professional help, any kind of DIY methods would either take longer or be subpar than dealing with it with a professional.

[Anonymous No.20230927]

>>20230683
Can i just read professional books and do it myself?

[Anonymous No.20231025]

All you ever wanted was to be listened to. Hiding behind the drunk afterglow on your face and beneath the black, goofy look in your eyes is a small person sitting in a black pit, listening to the wind, the sounds of footsteps, hearing and feeling the warm voices passing by the walls, waiting for just one glance, alone.
There's more damage and fleshy clumsiness surrounding it than there is you. You're more the product of that than whatever free will that led you here, the same free will telling you to try so hard to be a person, staring into an invisible camera that was never really there, like a face trapped in a photograph. What did you become? Who are you? What empty room are you going to yell into next? Everyone's had enough of headless chickens like you, your smear. No one remembers what you were like as a child. You're gonna die in the banal darkness of starvation and we won't remember.
You're going to leave behind a grey corpse. I hate seeing the muscles on your face move. You don't talk. Your mouth muscles just move. You're just a body of tissue moving in the world, dumb moving parts, small man. The blackness of a room behind a slightly open door, the slit leering carefully. Just a machine in an empty room. You can only do so much. If your mom is bipolar, which part of her loves you? There was never a cage to rattle in the first place. I'm old and insane.

[Anonymous No.20231034]

>>20230927
Not that anon. But short answer: no.
Long Answer is "probably not but can't say so for sure unless you answer a series of contextualizing questions": What type of trauma do you have? Why are you continuing to suffer from it - and why would you be able to fix this just from reading books? Why don't you want to see a professional?

[Anonymous No.20231057]

>>20231034
Ptsd. I don’t like to talk about it with a stranger. I don’t open up about it because it makes me feel worse, not better.

[Anonymous No.20231107]

Everyone join in, come up with fictional disciplines and hopefully one will sound useful enough that we actually make it real
>Applied Ontological Economics - a branch of microeconomics that studies how to use ontologies and economics to make better economic decisions and policies
>Culinary Hermeneutics - two distinct fields, the first is the application of traditional hemeneutics to texts like recipes or even reviews or descriptions of food; while the other form is the application of hermeneutical techniques on the actual food itself. Interpreting the structure and flavors
>Kolomogorov Realism also known as Algorithmic Information Realism - a theory of metaphysics that holds that 'realism' is synonymous with Algorithmic Complexity and that objects with higher 'complexity' are closer to 'reality' than those which aren't
>Abjectivism - a philosophical system that sees consciousness as a process of 'casting off' from the Subject
>Cybernetic Abjectivism - a branch of Abjectivism that sees consciousness as the collision between the Abject and interactive systems and other Abjects creating feedback loops
>Applied Cybernetic Abjectivism Therapy - A school of psychology that attempts to study the Cybernetic Abject feedback loops to understand the causes of tension in consciousness
>Injectivism - a philosophical system that sees consciousness as the 'injecting' of what are called proto-conciousness in the form of different sensory phenomena
>Economical Transcendentalism - a philosophical system that holds that objects have 'value' independent of the subject.
>Economical Transcendentalist Therapy - a school of clinical psychology that is based on the precept that 'exploitation of transcendental value' is at the core of all human motivation

[Anonymous No.20231130]

>Theoretical Metaphysical Home Economics - A school of philosophy for women whose aim is to find the most efficient methods at maintaining the homestead via various Metaphysical ideologies.

[Anonymous No.20231214]

>>20231130
not bad
>Applied Kolmogorov Feminism - the use of Algorithmic Complexity to formulate and enact feminist policies
>Harpo-Marxism - A non-determinist school of philosophy that argues the presence of illusionary phenomena contradicts not only Marxist interpretations of history but leads to troubling questions concerning the Principle of Sufficient Reason. It's known for it's symbol: a piano which is also a harp
>Chico-Marxism - a school of microeconomics that uses Marxism Materialism to inform decisions about Gambling and Coitus
>Swiftian Aesthetic-Ethics - sometimes called 'Taylor Stocisim' a school of philosophy based in the futility of changing the attitudes of others, and that the best means of 'shaking off' the projections and feelings created by the attitudes of others is by the production of consumable aesthetics
>Chroreology - the study of people's personalities based on their dancing style
>Applied Choreology - a discipline attempts to change personality through teaching and changing dancing style
>Radical Choreology - a philosophical school that perceives the entire world, human and non-human agents as 'dancers' and dismisses the mind-body duality and instead changes Enactivism "learning is doing" to "doing is dancing"

[Anonymous No.20231537]

>>20225110
nice

[Anonymous No.20231539]

>>20224878
I have to learn French for my literature research. There's a lot of untranslated French stuff.

[Anonymous No.20231805]

all upon the earth fade
and there remains the face of your Lord, owner of Sublime Majesty; of Noble Grace.

[Anonymous No.20231838]

There is a world of individual things: here is the table, here is the laptop, here is the pen, here am I, here are you. But there is also a world of commonality: everything that exists has a common denominator: it exists. If you look above the fraction line, you see the individual things; if you look below the fraction line, you see the common ground. Buddhistically, one could add: and the fraction line is drawn by the human mind. But that is too complicated for me. It's enough for me to say: if everything can also be seen as a commonality, and if this attitude of looking at things generates love and responsibility, then I like that.

[Anonymous No.20231913]

>see article on politics
>check author name
>female
>close tab

[Anonymous No.20231987]

>>20224878
I feel soo tired. I took my supplements, I drank my coffee, I even got good sleep and all that. I have to learn maths

[Anonymous No.20232080]

I don’t think it’s gonna get better or anything like that. I was waiting for her life to stabilize a bit before leaving, but it never does. There’s always some new problem, some new complaint or some new difficulty she treats as unsurmountable, despite a lot of the possible solutions being doable.
That thread a month ago or so about anons telling their experiences with BPD girls fucked me up good. It showed me how bad it can get and I’ve even seen it myself on a previous relationship that was much worse than this one.
To be honest, I’m scared. I don’t trust myself with a relationship after these last two. My judgement is fucked and my sense of self-worth is too. Maybe it’s best to just be by myself. But I know that sooner or latter I’ll find someone new, and the fear of being blind again consumes me.

[Anonymous No.20232127]

>>20231539
I found this guy's videos to be very helpful:

https://www.youtube.com/c/imagiers

They're just starting point, full course is paid, but they are certainly better than anything else I saw.

[Anonymous No.20232149]

The LOTR movies are fantastic but the books are unreadable. They're infodumps where adventure occasionally happens in the background. I'm not asking for a swashbuckling action-fest right out of the gate, but I also don't want you to provide details on every blade of grass the characters encounter.

[Anonymous No.20232160]

>>20232149
The detail helps you imagine the world. You suck at escapism.

[Anonymous No.20232191]

>>20232160
>The detail helps you imagine the world.
True. Sadly, a story needs more than a world.

[Anonymous No.20232277]

exactly what would be the point of believing in God if you didn't believe in miracles? a miracle really is just something very surprising once you believe in God. It is related that the absolute chad-woman Rabiah, when al Hasan al Basri placed his prayer mat out on the water and said "shall we pray?" simply placed her in mid-air and got up, telling him "why do you try so hard to impress the spirits that abound, Hasan?" Hasan was a dear though, at one point he asked for her hand and she simply replied that she belong to God, and he had to ask Him. Hasan lost his trail of thought either by having been struck down in his effort, or, being the humblest sweetheart, simply because he became so fascinated with what she'd said that he forgot the rest of his life for a moment and asked how she had gotten such a station with Him. She simply replied "oh Hasan, precisely that is the issue: this persistent *how* of yours".

[Anonymous No.20232519]

>>20227042
It's not just an imprint. My man J. Christ phased through the cloth when he resurrected
He did not unwrap himself, he ceased to be and appeared elsewhere
that's what the imprint is. The cloth in that place is burned, like charred

[Anonymous No.20232530]

>>20229863
Why do you think trannies are opposing feminists and LGB?
because they too, like heterotradfags, reinforce traditional gender roles
Except their idea of a feminine old-fashioned trad wife is a man in a dress

[Anonymous No.20232678]

>>20229863
Which is why I never accepted this faux community. It was pushed together by some academics, like the whole age demographics thing, baby boomer, gen x, millennial, gen z. It’s used to divide

[Anonymous No.20232692]

>>20230627
I don’t like them because I’m afraid they have fleshlight holes at their ends

[Anonymous No.20232712]

>>20224878
A girl I work with but don't really know at all told me "all men are snakes". Apparently a guy she was talking to spoofed his location to always seem at home when he was in fact somewhere else. I then went and told some other people about it.

I guess she was right. I didn't think too much of doing so at first, why would she tell me that? Someone she barely knows, I'm not even sure she knows my name. It seemed to me something she had probably told multiple people. She didnt exactly whisper it to me either, just don't think anyone else was paying attention.

Either way, again, I guess she was right.

[Anonymous No.20232768]

>>20232692
spoopy

[Anonymous No.20232827]

>>20232277
I've been thinking lately about miracles, legends, and myths. Who made them up, why people believed them, and how we perceive truth compared to people centuries ago. Modern man has massive amounts of information and digital tools to organize and access it all. It's changed how we see the world. For most of history, people had no way of verifying the truth. Even the most literate had only a limited set of information. It seems like, back then, the truth was relative. Does that mean their ideas are worthless nonsense? Or is there something valuable in them that's difficult to see?

[Anonymous No.20232945]

>>20232925
> What's your favorite place to read? For me, I go to local Barnes and Nobles and sit down at the coffee shop and read for hours at a time while smelling the freshly brewed coffee.
I have enjoyed this too, but with comfortable chairs and actually good coffee smells/tastes
Too bad about the piped-in music. Hate Adele

[Anonymous No.20232954]

I don't usually remember my dreams but in conversation with my sister I recalled one (that must have happened a month or two ago) which reflects my life at the moment perfectly. I'm walking thru a party tower complex searching endlessly through the rooms while women come up to me and trail me while I hear their indiscernible voices from behind. At one point I start to descend the tower (which had DJs playing at the top) giving up on finding what ever I was searching for and instead looking for one of the girls which was trailing me at one point and instead switching my focus on finding her. This all felt very much like a scene from a Kafka novel.

[Anonymous No.20232977]

There are women in this thread. I can smell them.

[Anonymous No.20233015]

>>20232977
But I just showered.

[Anonymous No.20233018]

>>20233015
I showered a week ago. Lets have sex.

[Anonymous No.20233089]

>>20233018
That’s a deal breaker.

[Anonymous No.20233103]

>>20233089
>implying you don’t want a sweaty neckbeard NEET fumbling all over you with clumsy incel hands and flaccid porn-addicted dick
This is my last offer

[Anonymous No.20233118]

>>20233103
Oh good.

[Anonymous No.20233130]

>>20224884
>Though its not my fault. I mean most of the women I dated were bona fide whores
>not your fault for choosing to date whores
No wonder you identify with incels.

[Anonymous No.20233145]

>>20224878
I really have to go somewhere but this shit is taking too long to do its business.

I love writing but between work, a wife who needs attention, and two young kids its really hard to find time to write more than 1k words every few days.
I love the feeling but its life is tough. You work your dick off to make enough to support a family and then the economy tanks, kikes buy up everyhouse and you are stuck in a too small apartment.

[Anonymous No.20233177]

>>20233145
Told you. Capitalism needs to go.

[the xi jinping of weed smoking !!oqyjkIO5smI No.20233294]

>"my midi keyboard broke, what the fuck why did it have to break as soon as i got this new cassette recording setup going, not fair..mp3"
https://voca.ro/1dZXUZwJzJBl

[Anonymous No.20233350]

i can't think of anything more cruel than total nonexistence after being forced to exist. eternal nothingness will come for every little boy and girl, father and mother, friends and lovers, every soul worthy of love, just extinguished forever. literally how the fuck do atheists cope, do they not think about it?

[Anonymous No.20233365]

>>20225026
It’s following the trend of the rest of society

[Anonymous No.20233366]

>>20233350
Everything except sex is a cope. If you give up on pussy, you give up on existence.

[Anonymous No.20233374]

>>20225134
I got a 7 day all board ban for saying tranny on /tg/. The jannies over there don’t mess around.

[Anonymous No.20233380]

>>20229032
you just need a qt tulpa gf, bro. if you ask me, using esoteric tibetan techniques to induce schizophrenia so you can have a friend is pretty based in my books

[Anonymous No.20233401]

>>20233294
I don't want to encourage you, but I like it.

[Anonymous No.20233421]

>>20233374
Good. Make that janny a moderator. So sick of this obsession. Needs to be filtered like s ō y

[Anonymous No.20233480]

Damn you niggas are all faggots lmfao

[Anonymous No.20233514]

>>20233145
You can't have it all

[Anonymous No.20233544]

>>20224878
what if i vomited
then immediately kissed you with lots of tongue
and told you i loved you

[Anonymous No.20233550]

Why did pepe become so popular? What did it tap into?

[Anonymous No.20233554]

>>20233544
what the fuck, gross

[Anonymous No.20233588]

>>20233550
the collective unconsciouss

[Anonymous No.20233595]

>>20233514
He can. He could. He could have a wife and children and time to write and not have to worry about them starving or getting kicked out of their home. That’s far from “it all” as it is.

>>20233550
Seeing oneself as a plague.

[Anonymous No.20233598]

How do I get a schizopilled /lit/ gf? I'm hispanic so we dont have books clubs or things like that

[Anonymous No.20233603]

>>20233550
i just think hes neat

[Anonymous No.20233622]

>>20233550
Pepe is the Mario of memes.

[Anonymous No.20233652]

I wonder if high stress high earners still do housewives. nannies I guess. fuck.

[Anonymous No.20233683]

>>20233652
What? Are you having a stroke?

[Anonymous No.20233697]

>>20233669
> Any books on joining politically impotent movements/federal honeypots?
> Communist Manifesto
The Communist Manifesto is a modernist pledge for sincere revolution
What OP is after is the glowie post-modernist version that seeks to stealthily stifle revolution.
Like the peace movement, Kekistan, proud boys and BLM

[Anonymous No.20233702]

>>20233697
Sounds like most white nationalist militias. They are basically full of glowies trying to convince retards to commit a federal crime.

[Anonymous No.20233730]

>>20227986
I'm having what you might call a "liquidity problem." I'm hella wicked mad broke.

[Anonymous No.20233744]

>>20233683
I'm watching a movie on a UN conspiracy. I just thought "none of these people know their kids".

[Anonymous No.20233746]

>>20233730
Same here. Need booze and crack money but don't feel like wageslaving at the moment. I'm honestly considering making my own booze now.

[Anonymous No.20233827]

i cant stop cooming

[Anonymous No.20233928]

I wonder if anyone here read all Plato's works, Aristotle's works, and Plotinus' works

[the xi jinping of weed smoking !!oqyjkIO5smI No.20233936]

>>20233401
thanks. its just some of my non-serious music, I have like 500+ short demos like that. id make you something right now but my creativity is pretty limited without a keyboard so here's one of my earliest works + a more recent one

>hurt.mp3
https://voca.ro/1ldfuQ01FG8C
>my life is falling appart.mp3
https://voca.ro/1a1zhieDxVQK

[Anonymous No.20233938]

>boot up old pc
>find a folder filled with porn i made with my tranny ex
>jerk off for an hour
>unplug pc again
why am i like this?

[Anonymous No.20233943]

>>20233938
delete all porn and embrace nofap my friend.

[Anonymous No.20233951]

>>20233936
>hurt.mp3
real enjoyable. how did you learn?

[Anonymous No.20233969]

>>20233943
i was huge fucking cumbrain back then. i think if my current gf found out that i fucked a tranny multiple times she would drop me like a hot tamale

[Anonymous No.20233972]

>>20233969
Who knows that your gf hasn't also fucked a tranny?

[Anonymous No.20233981]

>>20233972
her home country kills trannies

[Anonymous No.20233999]

>>20233938
>with my tranny ex
Back to /lgbt/ fag

[the xi jinping of weed smoking !!oqyjkIO5smI No.20234024]

>>20233951
i didnt learn anything, i have 0 musical background im just a huge fan of music especially internet genres and other esoteric genres. all of this is made digitally and even though i usually use a midi keyboard for melodies i cannot play piano. its just a bunch of bullshit ive been making for 5 years that i have 0 intention of showing to anyone. really i just like making melodies with vintage synth sounds and then adding old drum machine samples to them, i also enjoy cassettes for some reason, its pretty autistic.
i do not consider myself a musician whatsoever. i am horrible at mixing and arranging so many of these demos are just super short pieces with no intro or outro or progression. they will likely remain like this forever.

>hurt.mp3
that one is quite literally one of the first things i ever made and to this day is one of the best things ive ever made.
if you want a breakdown, the guitar is from this songs intro (https://youtu.be/1ZVGF2R1IGg)) and i simply slowed it down, the drums are just some random lofi drums, and as for the samples, theres some chimes and vinyl dust playing throughout the whole thing and then the laughs and screams and moans are all DOOM and Mario Boo samples, I believe the laugh is the boo and the rest are from DOOM. the bass is the only thing on this that i actual play, aside from that its just a bunch of samples arranged.

[Anonymous No.20234120]

>>20233981
What country?

[Anonymous No.20234125]

>>20234120
iran

[Anonymous No.20234237]

>>20234125
I always heard they prefer you trans than live as a homosexual. Probably not appreciated by most either way.

[Anonymous No.20234251]

>>20234024
There’s a whole sub genre of amateur music out there. Like Brotherman Bill or Fell in a Well.
Yours is very retro 80s vaporwave sounding. Nice stuff mang.

[Anonymous No.20234271]

>>20234237
thats pretty true in SEA

[Anonymous No.20234333]

>>20233598
At church on a Wednesday

[the xi jinping of weed smoking !!oqyjkIO5smI No.20234377]

Finally finished isolating for Covid. I'm going to get so fucked up tonight and show up to my family Easter lunch in shambles tomorrow. Regardless of how badly i dont want this to happen i know it will.
>>20234251
thanks! i have so much of this shit man and i generally make this stuff in like under 15 minutes. i really embrace the amateur aspect of it too, i like it when things are blown out, shambolic and imperfect. i never sit there trying to make it perfect, partly because i cant but also because perfection is stupid. imagine a kid in the 80s or 90s with a bunch of vintage synths and drum machines making music on a 4-track cassette recorder in their basement. thats generally what i go for when making this stuff.
and i only make this stuff because i believe in creating things regardless of talent or if it will be seen or not(this goes for music, art, writing, screenplays) I have a fantasy of dying with a whole secret oeuvre of creative works so then when people discover it they're like "WOW why did this guy hide all this stuff!?" or like "WOW this guy was fucked!", kind of like that Henry Darger dude if you know who that is.
anyways heres some more stuff, let me know whenever you want to hear something and ill send it when i can

>sometimes i wonder if the weed is smoking me.mp3
https://voca.ro/14ab0djOq1df
>fell behind the bar and fucked up my wrist (relapse theme?).mp3
https://voca.ro/1athLrRqBe7K
>butterflys theme.mp3
https://voca.ro/1jPdquIfrNhZ

[Anonymous No.20234392]

>>20234377
>show up to my family Easter lunch in shambles
Don’t do this.

I think we all know Darger here.

[Anonymous No.20234417]

New thread
>>20234413
>>20234413
>>20234413
Pardon the early launch of this holiday edition. I have to go afkb

[the xi jinping of weed smoking !!oqyjkIO5smI No.20234419]

>>20234392
>Don't do this
There's no use. There's nothing you or I can do about it. Just let nature run its course.

[Anonymous No.20234428]

>>20234417
Someone else would have made a new thread, don't know why that excused you in making an early one.

[Anonymous No.20234528]

I have betrayed Christ for things worth less than 30 pieces of silver.

[Anonymous No.20234536]

I'm the autistic piece of shit from the new thread that got necro'd and I just drank 2 of these ama

[Anonymous No.20234537]

>>20224878
Eating pussy.

[Anonymous No.20234539]

>my brother is a zoomer
>literally had the same upbringing as i did, except spends 4/5 of his life on his computer
>unemployed
>muh social anxiety so i dont do well in interviews
>gets on antidepressants
>now arguably spends more than 4/5 of his life on his computer
hes ngmi is he?

[Anonymous No.20234574]

>>20224878
i'd die for all of you if i could
but i can't
my death won't change a damn thing for any of you

[Anonymous No.20234679]

>>20234528
Silvers spent on what?

[Anonymous No.20234709]

>>20224878
i can respect people of all faiths
but not atheist
how you gon look at all this and tell me there's nothing behind it?

[Anonymous No.20234719]

I HATE CHUDS

[Anonymous No.20234737]

>>20234709
We see what is “behind it” and love it all the same. Better in many respects, for we know what grew here on this moist warm spec in the universe is all so fragile, and there’s no one going to bring it back with hand motion or whatever it is you theists think happened.
Save a little respect for us too. We’re all just trying to make sense of it all.

[Anonymous No.20234739]

>>20224878
drank the whole damn bottom shelf
got kicked out the damn liquor store
banned from the damn 7/11
got my shit kicked in by security

[Anonymous No.20234749]

Next thread.

>>20234745

>>20234745

>>20234745

Again, I apologize for the last one. Had to run an errand

[Anonymous No.20234756]

>>20234749
Okay, someone else could make the thread, don’t see how that excuses you in making an early thread.

[Anonymous No.20234760]

>>20234719
I dislike them too.
Shitlibs as well. I wish there was a corner of the internet without either

[Anonymous No.20234766]

>>20234756
I did it for the cookies, anon.
You get the next one

[Anonymous No.20234874]

>>20224878
i didn't know you were lonely
if you'd have just told me

[Anonymous No.20234928]

What distinguishes Information (not the Shannon kind) from Knowledge?
What distinguishes Trivia from Knowledge?
What is wisdom and what distinguishes it from Knowledge?
Can you have 'Knowledge' of fictional things, or does knowledge imply correlation to some 'natural facts'?
What are the implications of Tacit knowledge, like if I know where something is located by using 'muscle memory' (actually perhaps more properly attributable to 'Procedural Memory') but cannot explain through words why I know it, can't give any reasoning for why I know it's there -- and am only able to provide after-the-fact hypotheses, then can I truly be said to have "Knowledge" of the thing?