Write What's On Yo Mind

[Anonymous No.20056751]

WWOYM: DABES EDITION EVA

Minus thread. >>20047690

https://youtu.be/ZVUyyHYkBHk

[Anonymous No.20056846]

Hey femanon, nice dubs

[Anonymous No.20056878]

Which philosophers actually believed in free will?

[Anonymous No.20056901]

>>20056846
the thread didnt get dubs?

[Anonymous No.20056922]

This last week is my first time back on these forums. I have a vague recollection of college students insulting one another. I'm not sure if it's changed. Also, I hate Jannies, niggers, and kikes. Perchance.

[Anonymous No.20056954]

Anon, what is your favorite painting?

[Anonymous No.20056960]

>>20056901
Shut up

[Anonymous No.20056961]

>>20056954
starry night. or that blurry french one with women with umbrellas sitting on a grassy hill. don't know the name. but it's a pretty famous french guy. I hate frida-i-don't-shave-my-legs-or-wear-deoderant-kalo. What's your favorite painting?

[Anonymous No.20056963]

>>20056960
>i dont like to buy things, i prefer experiences :)
bitch i dont like either

[Anonymous No.20056966]

>>20056922
Im not a college student but I'll call you a nigger anyway

[Anonymous No.20056970]

>>20056963
Who are you quoting?

[Anonymous No.20056971]

>>20056966
I only accept criticism or insults from college students going for philosophy or English lit degrees who think they're better than me. But thanks for the effort

[Anonymous No.20056982]

>>20056961
Hard to say because I look at art all day. But Picasso's analytical cubism gets me on a deep level. I think it was the first movement I really appreciated as a young child.

[Anonymous No.20056992]

>>20056982
like the thick lines. what are some art books I can read so I can sound intelligent and snooty?

[Anonymous No.20056994]

>>20056970
replied in wrong thread lel

[Anonymous No.20056996]

>>20056994
write a short story about what happened.

[Anonymous No.20056998]

>>20056992
I have never read a single art history book. I leech knowledge off of my art school friends, and watch youtube documentaries.

[Anonymous No.20057014]

I realised my relationship to porn/hentai is based on the chase of getting it. Once in a while I'll find some hentai/porn that's either hard to find the whole thing or locked behind paywall. The harder it is to get, the more obsessed I am of it.
Just recently, I was searching constantly to see this JAV actress named Ami Nishihara's videos. It took me 6 months to figure and find a torrent of it. But after seeing the collection of her vidoes, I didn't feel anything anymore. No satisfaction, no cathartic feeling. My boner for her just dissipated.
I think my dopamine receptors or whatever is fucked.

[Anonymous No.20057023]

I'm gonna make it no matter what.
Progress is slow but it's still there; I just need to stay disciplined ad not let fear and ego get in the way of my eventual success

[Anonymous No.20057031]

>>20056998
lame. do you consider graphic pornography art? i think it can be because it amuses me to be contrarian and I want to use big words to support my contrarian view point

[Anonymous No.20057041]

>>20056954

[Anonymous No.20057052]

>>20057041
hey you found it. the blurry ladies with umbrellas on a hill.

[Anonymous No.20057057]

>>20057014
easypeasymethod.org

[Anonymous No.20057073]

>>20057014
perhaps you should apply this level of focus to something else. like researching investments? or write a story about your experiences.

>anon sat back in despair. he'd found her/found what he was looking for. again. he slipped the headphones off his ears and pushed back from the desk. the chair creaked as it neared the small window above the radiator. warm. anon pushed back the blinds and looked up at the grass. what idiot though garden apartments were a good idea?

now you write

[Anonymous No.20057090]

>>20057073
>for less than a minute he stared out the small window. but the urge grew too strong. he let the blinds fall and wheeled back to the desk. back to the computer. the headphones went back over his ears and he scratched at his thighs, enjoying the smooth denim, how it bunched in ridges as it neared his groin.

[Anonymous No.20057100]

>>20057014
That’s how dopamine works though. It only cares about the journey and not the end. There’s different chemicals for the end.

[Anonymous No.20057120]

>>20057090
>he briefly thought about not doing it. but only briefly. his jeans slid down his thighs and he reached for

hey nigger you're supposed to write aswell.

[Anonymous No.20057182]

>>20056878

[Anonymous No.20057185]

>>20056878
Nietzsche and Kant (semi-ironically) both thought that will is neither free nor determined, although in different ways. Nietzsche because freedom requires necessity, Kant because of the antinomy of reason. This is probably the closest you'll get to genuinely believing in free will.

[Anonymous No.20057193]

The white wine is almost gone but the radiators are still warm. A black cat flinches from me and I wonder why I let it into my house. A cigarette, I could go for a cigarette. And a pizza. A cigarette and a pizza.

[Anonymous No.20057194]

I’ve got a decent job but I hate where I live

[Anonymous No.20057197]

>>20056954
I'm an art pleb but I saw this painting on 4chan years ago and it really impacted me

[Anonymous No.20057198]

>>20057194
moving is a lot of hard work. I suggest suicide.

[Anonymous No.20057203]

>>20057198
I’ve been considering that option as well.

[Anonymous No.20057211]

>>20057203
Make sure to take out a big loan and send the money to me first. Credit scores don't matter in hell :)

[Anonymous No.20057224]

>>20057185
Didn’t Nietzsche believe in eternal reoccurrence? Wouldn’t that imply no free will?

[Anonymous No.20057230]

>>20056878
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=J3fhKRJNNTA

[Anonymous No.20057293]

>>20057224
He argued against the Christian idea of a purely free agent in time which can mysteriously or "metaphysically" arbitrate between choices. If that's what you meant by "free will", then you're correct. There is an aphorism somewhere where he states the meaningless of the dichotomy of "determinism" and "free will", that they both imply each other and to be free one must be determined. To not act from necessity is to be unfree, contrived, arbitrary, libertine in the lowest sense.

[Anonymous No.20057326]

>>20057197
lol

[Anonymous No.20057330]

>>20057293
>they both imply each other and to be free one must be determined
Sorry i’m literally retarded but how isn’t this a contradiction?

[Anonymous No.20057336]

>>20057330
It is a contradiction.

[Anonymous No.20057340]

>>20056751
The world could be slightly more full of good if people didn't think nature was something to be strictly overcome, but embraced. Young running in the forests, dressing up as wizards and shit. The trap of avarice has been set, and the rat is unphased by it's closing mechanism; the figurative cheese as the 'piece' of our golden chain... Here in the jewel, the most perfectly endowed, built only by nature, turning their twitching noses up at the sight of woodland, the smell of chestnuts, the fresh cool air, the grey sunset - for it is only those of utterly impoverished spirit to dream of their future indefinite as relative inexhaustion of all possible outlets for violence. No, the bravest and most moral search for something more. Male is terminally man - not child. He does not wish to play, but as he witnesses his reflection, he wishes to destroy as an act of the most furious and terrific, and thus inefficient, energy generation. The future of our world seems only to continue in the afterglow of a great catastrophe, of world dying and everything in it's proximity with it. The beautiful want drama, hatred, melancholy, hysteric sex and intoxicating mania, they want dollhouses of slaves, stage reenactments of breakups, infinite cosmetic surgery. Where the rest of the mice make their existence within the steep walls, the sole rat's eyes gleam in from of the trap laid with it's food - for the rat doesn't want a platonic summary of tragedy, but for it's cheese precacrious - for it's gift to be given within the promise of a death mechanism. The most beautiful man wants to be sold his own life, as the highest bidder. The most beautiful woman wants to be wanted, hard, to death.

[Anonymous No.20057357]

>>20057336
How can a contradiction be true?

[Anonymous No.20057360]

>>20056901
Women can't do anything right.

[Anonymous No.20057376]

>>20056971
Ah well i dropped out of my philosophy course to actually work. You're a nigger anyway

[Anonymous No.20057389]

>>20055818
>Nutrition gives me heartburn
Wussy. Fix your gut.

[Anonymous No.20057397]

>>20057182
He what? Nobody in the modern era believes it except light thinkers

[Anonymous No.20057418]

>>20057357
He tries to refute the law of non-contradiction so that contradictories can be true of the same subject, even presuming there is a subject. I'm not saying you have to agree with him, just giving you one possible avenue. I think the same argument can be made without violating this law, if one is willing to endeavor to elaborate the subject matter properly, which he wasn't. It's easier and less contrived to "philosophize with a hammer." I respect this method in a way but it tends to lead to a swamp of misunderstandings.

[Anonymous No.20057421]

Fuck Pewtin

[Anonymous No.20057428]

>>20057421
I’m not a fan, but don’t you understand the motivations behind all this? I realize the MSM is lying 24/7 and censoring opposing narratives, but why believe them and their spymasters scripts?

[Anonymous No.20057442]

>>20057428
you do realize that he himself has made a career out of bullshitting his own people for many years?

[Anonymous No.20057449]

>>20057397
You’re telling me no one here believes in free will?

[Anonymous No.20057453]

>>20057418
>I think the same argument can be made without violating this law
How?

[Anonymous No.20057457]

>>20057442
I said I’m not a fan already.

[Anonymous No.20057463]

>>20057449
Only light thinkers. Some believe in flat earth and ancient aliens building the pyramids

[Anonymous No.20057498]

>>20057463
Didn’t Schopenhauer believe in free will to an extent?

[Anonymous No.20057516]

>>20057498
If he did, that wouldn’t be the only time was wrong, and he’s not what I’d include in the modern era

[Anonymous No.20057519]

>>20057516
I’m interested in your views.
Do you believe in hard determinism?

[Anonymous No.20057536]

I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare

[Anonymous No.20057540]

>>20057453
One way is if you look at Aristotle's distinction between contraries and contradictories in the Metaphysics and Posterior Analytics. Contraries can exist in the same subject by virtue of a common substratum. Contradictories are terms which absolutely exclude each other by virtue of being of different categories, which means they have no common substratum. This would imply that one can be both free and unfree, but not absolutely one or the other and at the same time of the same subject.

[Anonymous No.20057551]

>>20057540
Hmmm how would could that be applied to free will?

[Anonymous No.20057554]

>>20057536
oh just wait it gets better. it keeps getting better until you kill yourself, then it gets real good

[Anonymous No.20057584]

I just cannot relax myself enough to sleep around brothers cat (or animals in general). I have to know where she is all the time. What is wrong with me?

[Anonymous No.20057614]

what leads to a better moral outcome to soldier, incessant ridicule of his commanders, or a loyal submission of servitude? you can have cities in Ukraine concede, and soldiers not fight for Russia with the former, without the needless loss of civilian casualty that is separate from politics.

[Anonymous No.20057629]

How long has the honeymoon period lasted for you? These feelings can be dreadful at times.

[Anonymous No.20057633]

who the fuck is kyiv and what did he do to kiev

[Anonymous No.20057644]

>>20057633
A place-name is indicated by a capitalized letter.
The romanization of the city’s name can be spelled either way. Added to the confusion is the regional accents. I don’t know what’s rural, urban, Russian or Ukrainian, but I hear it pronounced “keev” and a single syllable run through of “Kiev”. This latter I prefer

[Anonymous No.20057659]

Ive been thinking a lot about my life. My memories feel so distant and fuzzy. It's like those events never even happened. I struggle to find reason in life if all me happy memories are nothing but far off recollections. How can I make memories that are meaningful and fulfilling? Memories that don't become half forgotten dream?

[Anonymous No.20057677]

Im such a fool. I have ruined myself at every step. Why did I do this to myself? I must be retarded.

[Anonymous No.20057691]

I know why. She was a 4/10. But she understood me. But her bad teeth and mouth breathing turnedme off. I'm a moron. She was so genuine.

[Anonymous No.20057700]

We're actually not too far off from the year 0, just 20 groups of 100 years

[Anonymous No.20057701]

>>20056751
Holy fuck, I haven't seen this GMCFOSHO vid referenced in my entire life.

[Anonymous No.20057732]

I cant move past 14 nd its ruining me

[Anonymous No.20057805]

I have Nick Cave-tier side profile.
I hate it.

[Anonymous No.20057842]

>>20057633
It's the latest libtard purity test. If you dare spell it the wrong way or pronounce it with two syllables that means you haven't installed the new NPC firmware update and need to pay more attention.

[Anonymous No.20057854]

My computer can’t run elden ring. It’s too old. So I bought a friends ps4 for 100 dollars and picked up a copy on Friday after work. I have now basically been playing the game since 7pm on Friday, minus food and sleep. I haven’t been IN to anything like this in a very long time. I haven’t had a book or a tv show engage me this hard. I’ve read through some long ass books but it was always in chunks. Tv is so passive I’m always doing something else at the same time. I am captivated. Please send help. I should be prepping for work tomorrow but I really doubt that’s going to happen.

[Anonymous No.20057861]

>>20057854
Kill yourself zoomer

[Anonymous No.20057862]

>>20057854
Could you explain what makes Elden Ring so captivating?

[Anonymous No.20057880]

>>20057861
Bro I’m 30.
>>20057862
Anything I say will probably sound dumb and obvious but it’s an open word souls game, so it has all the rugged satisfaction and combat of souls, where you die 10 times before the satisfying victory, but it also just has a bunch of shit to do. Like how Skyrim had random dungeons and shit spread all around the map, but imagine if they were made with care and the world actually had difficulty. So it’s this constant choice of do I keep going forward where I am or do I fuck off and do something else? And normally one would think that giving the player an out when it comes to souls difficulty, a player would just endlessly change from place to place without progressing, but for some reason the sunk cost fallacy kicks in, and you still do that dumb shit over and over again. Not to mention the game itself is beautiful. Every cliff you run into is a fantastic vista of shit you know you’ll eventually get to and murder some four story monstrosity. It’s also overall improved the souls combat. It’s the amalgamation of every one of their 6 games before it. The number of unique weapons and items and spells and shit, it’s overwhelming.

Also you get a horse. It’s rad as fuck.

[the xi jinping of weed smoking !!oqyjkIO5smI No.20057881]

the xi jinping of cocaine.
https://youtu.be/QSLAtltu-Po

[Anonymous No.20057884]

>>20057880
30 years old and still plays videogames, how pathetic

[Anonymous No.20057888]

>>20057884
Oh I’m sorry, I forgot to flagellate myself with my copies of Moby Dick and Proust today. I’ll have to do 50 hail Evolas to repent against my literary sins.

[Anonymous No.20057930]

>>20057880
Beautiful expression of your experience. Perhaps this is the way life was meant to be lived. Surviving against all odds and venturing into the unknown without much but your own body.

[Anonymous No.20057932]

>>20056751
i want one of my coworkers to go out with me. i will pray for this

[Anonymous No.20057948]

Was Hitler the last roman?

[Anonymous No.20057950]

>>20057930
Ironic that to learn one must touch grass, one must touch grace.

[Anonymous No.20057961]

I wish people would stop asking me questions about my life and just let me chill. But I guess I'd miss it if no one was to give a shit about me at all.

[Anonymous No.20057974]

The inability of Americans to understand Day Light Savings time is baffling to me. That and their inability to use a knife and fork. A nation of dunces.

[Anonymous No.20058047]

My mind is full of atrocities, and the psychotherapist is the modern day confessional. Every time I see a therapist, it doesn't feel like my problems are getting better, but instead my mind is being probed for all sorts of wrong-think. I have not seen a therapist for about a year, but I still consume the poison that my psychiatrist prescribes--because off of it, I achieve gnosis and everything on the material realm reminds me of the stench of evil. I suppose this is what is meant when someone says we're in the Kali Yuga.

Here on 4chan, I don't know, it feels like this whole site is controlled opposition for the modern society we find ourselves embroiled in. It is meant to confuse people. The whole site feels designed to be a sort of Skinner's Box where all the hatred leaks out, sort of a release valve for globohomo. Maybe my mind has been addled by this site. Maybe it is the only hope for the flame of humanity to keep moving on--I mean, where else can you get the uncensored voices of the multitude?

[Anonymous No.20058142]

>When controlled for educational attainment, American adults' vocabulary (a key indicator of verbal ability) declined between the mid-1970s and the mid-2010s. The vocabulary of American college graduates declined more than a half a standard deviation over this time period, and vocabulary also declined among those without a four-year college degree.
Pseuds will tell you that it's always been this bad.

[Anonymous No.20058187]

>>20057633
Ones a place in the Ukraine, the other is a kind of Cordon Bleu except it's rolled, and has butter instead of cheese. Quite nice if you don't get the shitty frozen varieties. Very rich though

[Anonymous No.20058308]

>>20056751
i've finally made it to the sixth ennead praise god

[Anonymous No.20058319]

>>20058142
I think it's just because of our education system. Mathematical ability has increased at the same time verbal ability drops, this phenomena has a name but I've forgotten. We basically take two math courses a year and only one english course and we don't actually make our students read in english classes anymore, just do a bunch of bullshit. they don't make students become better readers or even test comprehension at all they just lecture on some bullshit critical theory made up by some graduate student and then have them write essays on singular book they read this entire year just so they would have something to write an essay on

[Anonymous No.20058331]

>>20058319
oh and I forgot to mention they didn't actually read the book they were assigned, they just used google to learn everything they needed to know. it's basically impossible to make them read in the age of technology anyway

[Anonymous No.20058340]

>>20056878
literally none of them. except leibniz maybe, he was kind of a chad.

[Anonymous No.20058375]

>>20058319
>Mathematical ability has increased at the same time verbal ability drops
I'm not sure thats true.

[Anonymous No.20058381]

>>20058375
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Math%E2%80%93verbal_achievement_gap
here's where I read it
I also think I read it in Richard Flynn's book what is intelligence where he talks about how individual factors in intelligence like verbal and spatial reason have different g loading and how they have changed proportionally.

[Anonymous No.20058472]

>>20058319
>, this phenomena has a name but I've forgotten.
It's called capitalism. Culture makes less money than churning numbers and algorithms.

[Anonymous No.20058684]

>>20058472
>20058472
the problem is not a system, it's people. you put all your problems on an abstract bogeyman system so you don't have to confront the fact that the only way to change the world is to become stronger yourself and make other people stronger

[Anonymous No.20059095]

I drunk texted last nignt. Oops

[Anonymous No.20059103]

My rectum has been bussified.

[Anonymous No.20059183]

>>20059103
My pussy has been rectified.

[Anonymous No.20059319]

>>20057881
You're falling off the edge xi. Please slow down.

[Anonymous No.20059451]

As soon as men decide that all means are permitted to fight an evil, then their good becomes indistinguishable from the evil that they set out to destroy.

[Anonymous No.20059486]

>"strength" is the debauched womans "dignity"
anyway how is feminism doing? I don't read or follow anything, is it slowing down?

[Anonymous No.20059510]

>>20059451

[Anonymous No.20059539]

I DON'T MIND STEALIN BREAD
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VUb450Alpps

[Anonymous No.20059659]

I cant stop eating. It's the only source of happiness.

[Anonymous No.20059695]

>>20059659
>tfw eating halva atm

[Anonymous No.20059706]

>>20059695
too sweet

[Anonymous No.20059727]

>>20057677
>>20057691
What happened?

[Anonymous No.20059732]

>>20059727
Read Swann in Love

[Anonymous No.20059807]

>>20059451
>>20059510
What is evil?

[Anonymous No.20059816]

>>20059706
Not really, not the one I'm eating

[Anonymous No.20059846]

why do people ask me what I'm doing on the weekend? I tell them and then return the question and the say 'nothing really'.
Am I actually autistic or are these people fucking retarded?

[Anonymous No.20059856]

>>20059846
They want to hang out with you probably, so yes. You are autistic.

[Anonymous No.20059859]

>>20059732
I already have, actually. I read Swann’s Way last summer, and it’s probably my favourite book of all time. Have you read any of the other instalments? Anyway, I found Swann in Love painfully relatable when I first read it.

I’m pretty sure that a guy I really liked lost interest in me for similar reasons to the ones that you mentioned. Now I have crippling insecurity about every aspect of my appearance, and don’t go outside without makeup on. My parents agreed to spend like $8000 CAD for me to get Invisalign, so my teeth look way better now and should be basically perfect by the end of the summer. Still, I hate myself and feel like crying whenever I look in the mirror. I’m considering using some of my student grant money to get plastic surgery. So I guess my point is that it’s shitty for you to judge other people based on superficial physical qualities and act as though a woman’s value as a complex human being can be reduced to a rating out of 10.

[Anonymous No.20059863]

>>20056751
Twinks.

[Anonymous No.20059867]

>>20059856
I do not want to hang out with them.

[Anonymous No.20059872]

tfw from kazakhstan

[Anonymous No.20059897]

>>20059867
when I was in the firs tyear of high school this eventually became a self-conscious meme, that the only thing we really had to talk about was
"What di dyou do last weekend"
"Not much" [in reality I played WoW]
..
"What are you gonna do this weekend?"
"Just chill" [WoW]

over and over again. it's funny cus you talk about it becuase the weekend is this big stage for nightlife and shit, and in relaity we're 15-16 years old, whta the fuck are we gonna do 99% of the time; but yo don't want to give that up so it "I'm probably just gonna chill"

[Anonymous No.20059905]

>>20059897
like
"what are you gonna do tihs weekend?"
"oh I'm probably just gonna take it easy [like a cool guy would" [in reality my little sister has a horse-show thing]

[Anonymous No.20060065]

>>20059727
I was drunkenly ruminating about some missed opportunities and decisions I made that isolated myself. They dont seem so catastrophic now that the sun is up.

[Anonymous No.20060105]

>>20060065
Are you the same anon as the one that I replied to about Swann in Love? I can’t tell.

[Anonymous No.20060122]

>>20060105
No, though I appreciate him reccomending it

[Anonymous No.20060154]

>>20059859
I'm really sorry to hear that anonnette. That experience taught me an important lesson in being shallow. The more attractive girl I picked ended up emotionally wrecking me and I've been single ever since. Don't go through with the plastic surgery. That will ruin you.

[Anonymous No.20060263]

I'm one of the biggest retards that ever lived on this planet. I combine all traits of the internets best lolcows, physically as well as mentally and it is a miracle that for some reason I gained a tiny spark of self awareness to never end up like them. Here's an example: I produced a video called depression with sad dubstep music when I was 15. In one shot I tried to play a guy jumping out of his window. I jumped in my room in front of the windows and it didn't look real, because I was too afraid to actually hurt myself. Not only that, I jumped towards the fat bar between the two windows so it looked like some ADHD dude having a meltdown while some Skrillex Monstercat type hardcore dubstep track was running with a low saturation black and white filter

[the xi jinping of weed smoking !!oqyjkIO5smI No.20060617]

>>20059319
it was just a few keys, relax

[Anonymous No.20060628]

>>20060263
That's pretty cringe but you were 15, all 15 year olds are cringe so I wouldn't worry about it.

[Anonymous No.20060697]

I took the sim card out of my phone a week ago and it's taken away a lot of stress. I do worry someone is gonna decide they need to show up at my house to check on me, but that's not as constant or as stressful as the constant potential for my phone to ring.

[Anonymous No.20060700]

>>20060263
write a book about your failings. about some pleb who tries to be hip and urban despite being an aging balding overweight manlet. he makes a tiktok video and it only highlights his own failures.

[Anonymous No.20060714]

>>20059905
why wouldn't you mention your sisters horse show thing? it's the most interesting part of what you just posted.

[Anonymous No.20060751]

What do you think about the fact that manga is so immensely popular in the West despite the fact that it’s not made by Westerners?

[Anonymous No.20060753]

its kinda cute every other person thought they were an expert military commander the past few weeks. and those whose strategy for gaining any respect in their political opinion was through an intellectual process that they must throw threats

[Anonymous No.20060756]

>stem crap
>ad
>non-european crap
>leftist bullshit
>yet another shakespeare episode
>jew
>meh
>woman
Wow there's nothing worthwhile in media nowadays is there

[Anonymous No.20060764]

>>20057584
just relax. its not like a cat is going to hurt you.

[Anonymous No.20060770]

>>20057701
I had to. It’s the bes adishun evar

[Anonymous No.20060787]

1 box is enough

[Anonymous No.20060809]

I am that glasses-pig.

[Anonymous No.20060814]

One of the signs of depression, for me, is being angry with myself in the few moments I feel better for feeling better.

[Anonymous No.20060818]

>>20060753
For me it's a little bit depressing that people don't realize that they have a platform where they can freely share their opinion but no one really asks them for advice on anything related to that in real life.

I can criticize Russia's attack plan or praise Ukraine's defensive efforts, but Putin didn't ask me what to do, nor did Zelensky ask my advice on how to defend the country.

Is this a case where we're trying to be part of something that's bigger than ourselves?

[Anonymous No.20060853]

>>20060753
I don't understand this insult. Experts can be wrong, so why do people parrot others as if it means anything viable? It's not like humans can see the future, so what makes people think that an expert is exempt from that?

[Anonymous No.20060950]

>>20060853
I'd guess taking responsibility for your stance makes someone an expert? It's not about being right or wrong, but signing a fucking paper and standing with your name behind it, and not writing a stupid facebook/twitter post.

[Anonymous No.20061042]

>>20060950
Dude no one cares about your epic fights with your tranny friends, you're autistic and retarded. Fuck off with this shit.

[Anonymous No.20061140]

>>20057389
Who is this precious angel?

[Anonymous No.20061196]

>>20059863
<3

[Anonymous No.20061251]

any books that document the CIA's involvement with cultural engineering in the United States?

[Anonymous No.20061439]

I've recently realized just how few fun novels are there.

[Anonymous No.20061525]

>>20057881
You're on a downward spiral.

[Anonymous No.20061535]

>>20058047
Desu this is why I dont want to see a therapist. I dont want my unconventional beliefs tied to my unhappiness.

[Anonymous No.20061586]

I fucked up bad, i dont wtf is wrong with me and how to stop. My girlfriend felt overwhelmed today. I was sad and was kinda expecting her to make me happy. She just wanted to be alone and i kept texting her stuff, that now realize was meant to guilt her into not spending time with me, i didnt realize i was doing this at the moment, i dont know how i do this so compulsively without even thinking... shes now pissed that i guilt tripped her into feeling bad about not spending time with me, even though she is medically unwell. I don't wtf is wrong with me, I've done this on multiple occasions and its not ok, I just want to off myself. I just keep compulsively fucking up my relationship with the women that I want to spend the rest of my life with. This has to be the last time... I dont want to hurt her anymore.

[Anonymous No.20061598]

>>20061586
How do retards like you get a gf while I'm eternally single

[Anonymous No.20061710]

>>20061598
idk honestly i was never like this when the relationship started, I dont even know where this stems from

[Anonymous No.20061722]

>>20056878
Me

[Anonymous No.20061747]

>>20061586
because you expect other people to make you happy. you ignored her feelings in favor of your own. you also guilt tripped her. you actions are those of a child or a woman.

[Anonymous No.20061800]

>>20061747
im very much aware of this now. had to sit my self down for a while and think about why i do this and came to realization that i really do only care about myself. I hope its not too late because this a women that I severely love, and want to be with. I just feel so bad that I did this to her. trying to figure out what I can do just feels like the best thing to do is stfu idk

[Anonymous No.20061826]

>>20061800
Start a career, lift weights, eat properly, write and read, (I assume you like writing/reading), marry her, get her pregnant, get a house, treat her well, treat your children well, find friends with similar hobbies and lifestyles. That's life. When you do other shit you become unhappy.

[Anonymous No.20061933]

Frustrated that I gain no satisfaction from anything. There is all this fiery turmoil about not having some object or experience, but once acquired it isn't replaced with any kind of pleasure of satisfaction, just the absence of the initial desire.

[Anonymous No.20061997]

Should I center the next 5 years of my life around trying to get into FAANG? It seems like a good challenge to keep me busy, to stay out of a depressive mindset, with some kind of huge goal to work toward

[Anonymous No.20062005]

Is journalism dead? When I read about writers like Hemingway or Bolano, all I can think about is how unsympathetic the fact that they were journalists is. Sure, plenty of authors who have published a few novels will write an essay or column here or there, but that's not the same thing.

[Anonymous No.20062076]

my brain has been balkanized

[the xi jinping of weed smoking !!oqyjkIO5smI No.20062122]

>>20061525
I haven't smoked weed in almost 4 months, I only drink 3 days a week and only smoke cigarettes on weekends, and I am now working.
The quality of my life has improved substantially. I'm allowed to do cocaine and have fun. Leave me alone.

[Anonymous No.20062136]

Gonna do meditation everyday, i started with 10 min today and gonna work my way up to at least 30 min eventually.

Hopefully this will help with stress and my mental health issues

[Anonymous No.20062232]

You really just need nirvana. Peace, contentment and a great deal of bliss.
And patience.
That's all really.

[Anonymous No.20062280]

>>20061933
Consumerism in a nutshell

[Anonymous No.20062392]

I feel like I have nothing to live for. My own thoughts are terrifying. I can’t go on like this.

[Anonymous No.20062402]

>>20062392
post your suicide note

[Anonymous No.20062415]

>>20062122
Yeah man I used the "I'm allowed to have fun" excuse to justify my self destructive behavior too.

[Anonymous No.20062422]

>>20061933
I desperately want to get rid of that desire for experience. I feel like I'm constantly missing out on something

[Anonymous No.20062476]

>>20061997
It's an okay idea. But it's more of an incomplete idea.
Take it from me, a random anonymous internet addict, the huge goals are actually less important than the small goals and how you measure progress towards those big goals.
What's much more important than your 5 year plan to be working for a FAANG is what is your 6 month plan to make that goal more realistic? In 3 years time, how will you be sure you've spent those 3 years well if you still have 2 years to go?
If you're depressive my worry is the same thing will happen to you that will happen to me, you'll be plodding along for 12 months, 30 months and wonder? "Why hasn't anything changed?" or think "I've put all this effort into it and made all these mistakes, I realize success isn't over night but I feel like I'm going no-where".
That's why like a Matroyshka Doll you need all these intervals and milestones nested inside of your big goal.

[Anonymous No.20062549]

>>20062476
That's a good point. Charting out your progress through accomplishing smaller goals definitely seems important

[Anonymous No.20062643]

I want to die

[Anonymous No.20062787]

>>20056878
Alvin Plantinga, George Berkeley, Rene Descartes, Duns Scotus

anyways, is there a psychological reasoning behind why Aquiline noses on people illicit anger out of me, subconsciously, or maybe something anthropological?

[Anonymous No.20062854]

>>20062136
>meditation
So you just close your eyes and thats it?

[Anonymous No.20062899]

I really need to fucking kick myself into gear. I am more disciplined than your average 4channer but I still waste so many hours of the day frivolously. Yes it is ironic that I am posting here. OK BYE.

[Anonymous No.20062900]

I crave cock 24/7. Getting fucked is all that I think about.

[Anonymous No.20062909]

>>20062900
thats very gay of you

[Anonymous No.20062924]

Sapir-Whorf hypothesis is on my mind. Some people say problems can be solved by 'asking the right questions' and certainly sometimes how you frame a problem can go a long way to determining what measures you shall take, and thence what level of success you'll have solving it. In a more intangible way rhetoric and skillfully building analogies can go a way to making us reevaluate and change our attitudes towards everything from products, to how people look at a piece of art, to political issues, to how they feel about certain celebrities. Narratives can be an extreme example of this. Dennet wrote about 'intuition pumps'.
Then you have Nick Chater's model of the 'the Mind is Flat' that there is no 'unconscious' mind and that we are constantly improvising after-the-fact explanations for why we do things. It was not then, a linguistic trick or a rhetorical argument that 'persuaded' you to reconsider something. You spontaneously felt that way because of immediate stimuli but to maintain the illusion of continuity and consistency you plucked out of thin air a fake causality.

[Anonymous No.20062931]

>>20062909
Hmmm…I’d say that craving cock in my pussy is about as heterosexual as it gets, but whatever you say <3

[Anonymous No.20062943]

>>20062931
Why are you so horny miss?

[Anonymous No.20062979]

I like leaving comments on amateur Pornhub videos. But only the profiles with not a ton of views and no OnlyFans link. Then you know the girls are just doing it to share and not to shill some website or etc.

It's pretty neat. I get a lot of responses, usually they're pretty nice and receptive. I've even messaged some of them, some pretty hot normal women too.

It's interesting. Just something to think about. I'm not an incel or inexperienced with women but I like sharing what I find sexy that they do, and thanking them for it. I mean it is pretty cool that they choose to share these sexy videos just for the fun of it. That's what I like about female sexuality, it's very expressive and exploratory. Promiscuity doesn't make me hate women, it makes me like them more.

[Anonymous No.20062990]

ive been to about 10 therapists since middle school.

without fail they're usually not helpful, and 95% of things I changed or did differently i realized independently. im amazed there's an explosion of them today as most problems can be solved through journaling - it functions the same way and allows you to analyze your thoughts. also it's pretty easy to teach yourself CBT, there's some great self help books and I essentially self-treated my own health anxiety and OCD with self help CBT and common sense to the point where it's clinically insignificant. this is coming from a person who probably could've been diagnosed with panic or anxiety disorder.

every therapist ive been to, halfway through the session ive realized, i know more than this person. seriously. this person is not really able to reveal anything that I don't already know. yes, like good old neon. the only therapist i had that i really liked was a sexy normie milf. she was probably only 10 years older than me. she didn't even try to relate to what i was saying, i liked her a lot. she was pretty cool. she didn't help me at all but she was attractive. i actually like having woman therapists however they're essentially nonhelpful as they are unable, generally, to understand the male mind and experience. but male psychoanalysts are much too clinical in general, much too DSM focused. the reality is most modern mental conditions stem from the inadequacy of circumstances. doctor, why does my head hurt? have you tried stopping hitting yourself?

[Anonymous No.20062995]

>>20056961
Woman with a parasol by monet? Thats one of my favorite paintings as well

[Anonymous No.20062997]

>>20062990
Therapy is a way for people to shift responsibility on to someone else. Most people know what they need to do but do not want to do it unless the instruction, and the blame, is external.

[Anonymous No.20063000]

>>20062979
This is my post and I want people to respond to it.

[Anonymous No.20063008]

>>20062990
Why did you like her other than that she was attractive? Did you try to bang her?

[Anonymous No.20063010]

>>20062979
Have any of them offered to meet up?

[Anonymous No.20063016]

>>20057884
I'm 39 and occasionally do. Let people enjoy shit

[Anonymous No.20063032]

>>20063008
lol no. pretty sure she was a single mom, not that i care about that. big boobs, cute face.

she was a good listener. nonjudgemental, kept it real. we joked around a bit. ofc she was getting paid but there were some interesting things we talked about. she was the first woman therapist i had for an extended period and i can tell you i was already comfortable talking to women but now im extremely comfortable talking to women. actually back in college i did a group therapy session back when i was actually fucked up, in front of like 6 other very attractive girls and i cried, first time i ever actually cried in front of a woman who wasn't my mom. after the first time you do it you realize it's not the end of the world.

maybe in some oblique way female therapy has helped me with intimacy problems. im still a virgin technically but i feel fine with women, i recommend dudes maybe check out a female therapist if theyre inclined for that reason

of course, these weren't exactly clinical revelations and my previous point stands but. still .

[Anonymous No.20063053]

the real BBQ dudes are usually fat black men or actual redneck hicks who travel across the country grilling. they dont give a fuck. the "BBQ" soiboi "epic bacon! and epic whiskey! and cool beards!" are usually urban tech millennials or gen Xers. yes, with them, there are "performative" BBQs but that's just a reflection of neutred performative masculinity.

generally i find real bbq lower class people dont give a fuck about "masculinity", usually if they're lower IQ they're just masculine by disposition. think about your average high school football thug. does he care if wearing an earring is "not masculine"? half these giant football players have really gay hairstyles and nose and ear piercings. real masculinity = what a man does. period. performative masculinity = some pantomime which is routed in what this amalgam masculinity puppetpiece which never really existed (ie, there was never really a time when some group of men, as a whole, loved BBQ, wore flannel, had huge beards, used designer soap, and had tattoos).

do not confuse bbq hick masculinity with performative masculinity-as-commodity

[Anonymous No.20063060]

>>20063053
not caring = masculine?

[Anonymous No.20063070]

>>20063010
I've never found any who live in my city. Reddit is better for meetups, actually. A lot of girls get 100s of messages daily on both those platforms, even amateur ones, so to coordinate a meetup would be quite time consuming, though it's doable. Also there's a large number of men who will proposition amateur people there with direct requests to make custom videos with weird requests, usually for 100s of dollars, even if the girl says she doesn't really do that stuff. Pretty common to see comments under very obscure amateur videos with someone in broken English propositioning a girl via comment or direct message to pay to meet up. It's quite bizarre.

So, no, I don't want to lump myself in with that category. If I wanted to meet up I'd probably stick to dating apps, there's quite a few girls there who enjoy sexual experimentation and you'd have a better hit rate doing that than attempting to get a girl off Pornhub or Reddit.

[Anonymous No.20063077]

>>20063060
archetypical masculinity = total independence and freedom. it's promethean. it's the opposite of femininity, which is essentially socially conditioned and enforced. so yes, masculinity = doing whatever the fuck you want (keyword, YOU) and owning it. and acting from that paradigm of self-sufficiency.

bbq hicks share more in common with emerson and thoreau than any academic...and no, im not memeing...

[Anonymous No.20063080]

>>20063053
>the "BBQ" soiboi "epic bacon! and epic whiskey! and cool beards!" are usually urban tech millennials or gen Xers.
You know, I just assumed everyone knew this and that was why bacon and Mark Zuckerberg's meat smoking have been so maligned. That seemed like the zenith of tech millenial masquerading as normie masculinity. Hell that big titted chick from Euphoria seems more genuinely masculine than those guys...albeit just as performative.

[Anonymous No.20063086]

>>20063077
lets take one situation - would a masculine man care about getting bald?

[Anonymous No.20063090]

>>20063086
hell no

[Anonymous No.20063103]

French Indigenous Catholicism is the quiet undertone to the violently Evangelical and arid Midwest culture.

[Anonymous No.20063122]

I simply don't get girls...In the last days happened again this same scheme that's always interation with those forsaken creatures:

>Know a girl
>We talk IRL, she's sociable
>She seems to appreciate my company
>Message with her (for a meetup or something)
>Breaking point: she becomes cold, takes more and more hours to respond, seems like she hates me, doesn't want to see me
>Get left on read
>End

Why the hell they always threat me like shit holy fuck, I developed paranoia for writing messages thanks to these fucking whores I can't take it anymore

[Anonymous No.20063131]

>>20063122
you and I are in the same boat

[Anonymous No.20063132]

>>20063053
>Gen Xers

why is my generation so gay sometimes?

[Anonymous No.20063140]

>>20063032
most women in my experience (and I'm up there in age) really find crying to be "unmanly" I don't know why I attract these types but its like clockwork.

[Anonymous No.20063147]

>>20061251
there's a lot but I'll try and dig for some. I saw one earlier but didn't catch the name. it was in my amazon "recommends"

[Anonymous No.20063160]

>>20061251
https://centerforaninformedamerica.com/recommended-reading/

[Anonymous No.20063176]

>>20063053
>the real BBQ dudes are usually fat black men
When I bought a small grill and looked up techniques on youtube the best advice literally came from channels run by obese black men.

[Anonymous No.20063226]

So basically Antinatalism is the truth, it would be the best if humanity would kill itself and every life on earth forever but since this will never be achieved because people have different personalities that are blinding them to that truth we are basically chained to the system we live in, so the most moral way of acting would be to reduce human suffering within the confines of this arbitrary illusion and common sense morality?

[Anonymous No.20063370]

I hate that passive aggressive snark has become the de facto mode of communication online.

[Anonymous No.20063443]

>>20056751
being an adult is so gay
i don't want to talk about the furniture you're thinking of buying or how you impressed you boss

[Anonymous No.20063445]

>>20063370
Aren't you curious as to why it has become that way though?

[Anonymous No.20063453]

>>20063445
I assume it is women, and the gays that imitate them, on social media. Maybe with stuff like The Daily Show as a distant ancestor.

Am I far off? Why do you think it turned out this way?

[Anonymous No.20063650]

my mood right now

[Anonymous No.20063665]

>>20063226
No it's not. You're an idiot

[Anonymous No.20063674]

>>20061586
be honest about exactly all of this and this being how you feel about it. this is some shit you gotta work through, it's not on her, you fucked up, you want to be better. you're like half-way to something excellent here I think. Let her know precisely how you feel about all of this, and that you're sorry.

[Anonymous No.20063676]

>>20063665
Explain how so?

[Anonymous No.20063808]

>>20062990
I hear ten percent of therpists end up fucking the patient. Might give it a try

[Anonymous No.20063910]

How do I into dating apps

[Anonymous No.20063967]

>>20063910
Assuming your don't have a fucked hairline (if you do don't bother) you have a picture of yourself, head and shoulders, preferably outside but with flattering light, smiling.

Have a picture of you with some other people, they don't need to be real friends, just proof you can have other people around you, and maybe a picture of you with an animal. These should't be your primary picture though, just in the gallery.

If you can do all that then just start swiping or sending messages to girls on the app.

[Anonymous No.20063980]

Teams is the most insidious little piece of software. What good is it working remotely if I’m available immediately all the time via Teams? It’s crazy that most white collar professionals haven’t killed themselves.

[Anonymous No.20063985]

>>20063980
Is it crazy? Why is it crazy? What is crazy? Is crazy undesirable? If so, why does it exist?

[Anonymous No.20063987]

>>20063910
Ya don't ya goof

[Anonymous No.20063995]

>>20063676
Its self evident. If Antinatalism was true, then by deduction anything else that contributes to self harm and harming others would also be true, because "life doesn't matter"

[Anonymous No.20064007]

Can't stop playing Crash Bandicoot 4

[Anonymous No.20064035]

I feel like I got to say something in praise of the hipster, now that the subculture is all but gone. For all the faggotry, there was something valuable about hipster elitism when it came to their more obscure interests, even if it was just for posturing. The hipster needed to put in at least some work into investigating things that would normally be out of the mainstream, some genuine curiosity and research was needed there, and the elitism they conveyed often came out as something they felt was earned by their work.

The elitist hipster ethos is basically anathema to today, where culture is far more conformistic than it was even during the era of the hipsters. You're not supposed to try and show you know more stuff than your peers: that is actually a mark of the all-detested privilege, since you have free time and resources to look for things, and maybe know a language or two the other person doesn't know (which is obviously the only reason why he can't be into Indian cinema like you can). The hipster ethos is instrinsically anti-egalitarian, and since many hipsters would have leftist politics, it's understandable why the hipsterdom died. The contradiction couldn't persist forever.

The hipster is dead. Long live the hipster.

[Anonymous No.20064039]

>>20063985
It’s crazy.

[Anonymous No.20064057]

Was reminiscing in another thread about the time my high school friend group, which survived a couple of years post-high school, finally disintegrated ignominiously.

I honestly don't think anything has affected me so deeply. That bond we shared, growing up together, getting in to trouble, helping one another out, doing crazy shit out of boredom, knowing you all had each other's back. Just being there. I miss it so much.
I feel like a refugee, cast out of Eden.

Does anyone know what I am talking about? Have you been through this shit too?

Those early friendships feel like they are whole, that they are based on life. And while I have made new friends since they all feel particular, based on aspects of life, like work or a hobby, lacking that holistic feeling of those earlier friendships which were rooted in a place prior to any particular thing.

[Anonymous No.20064108]

>>20064057
I didnt have any friends in school. Sorry for your loss.

[Anonymous No.20064136]

>>20064057
Didn't have any friends, don't have any now. I'm 31 now. No fucks given

[Anonymous No.20064289]

Anyone here managed to become somewhat productive (and learned a skill/got a nice joberino) after being a degen neet?

[Anonymous No.20064299]

>>20064289
Delete your frogs

[Anonymous No.20064378]

>>20064289
Is playing lots of videogames count as being productive?

[Anonymous No.20064499]

As of today, i have officially reached the age of 21. I keep becoming more of a useless hollow husk with each passing year. The regression never ends, and i am the only one to blame. I really don't know if i've reached the point where the rot/corrosion has reached the core of my being. Even physically, my body is in a derelict condition, despite having all the time in the world to do something, anything at all. I don't understand why i've managed to do zip in the last 4 years, as strangely pathetic as that might sound. I don't get this blockage in the thought-action highway, but i suppose that's an even stronger testament to my utter retardation.
Not sure if i'll make it to 22 at this point. It seems more beneficial for everyone if this one less no-gooder was taking off their back, but i understand that the seductive nature of self pity leads down a path of complete foolishness. I just really don't know anymore, man. What the fuck do i do? I was dreading this day for weeks on end, thinking that maybe this would be some sort of turning point, and internal gears would start clicking.
Alas, it's just another birthday. More self-delusion and embarrassments lying ahead. Fuck this neurotic shit.

[Anonymous No.20064507]

>>20064499
Happy birthday you sad fuck.

[Anonymous No.20064530]

I have no agency over my life

[Anonymous No.20064551]

>>20062995
That one is pretty good. I meant the one in Ferris Bullers Big Day Off.

[Anonymous No.20064559]

I feel like I exist on a completely different reality due to being +30 year old khv. I can fake myself around other people but I do not feel any connection with them like Im from completely different species like a skinwalker. I think even if I some poor gal would establish intimacy with me, everything would completely fly over my head as the unrecoverable damage has been done in these 30 years.

[Anonymous No.20064579]

>>20063453
Because writing an insightful, well thought out response in the age of instant feedback is overrated. Everyone is striving for the most FPBP or upvotes or likes. It's not about what you sayz it's about getting the most amount of strangers to interact with your response. I'd get more replies if I posted A big guy for you, instead of just discussing dkr what I liked and disliked. We're living in the age of memes and predestined gratification.

[Anonymous No.20064580]

>>20064507
thank you anon

[the xi jinping of weed smoking !!oqyjkIO5smI No.20064615]

https://voca.ro/14bVeeR9FN4f
these are the sounds of blue collar hell

[Anonymous No.20064617]

>>20056751
What ever happened to butterfly? Is she kill or something or is she in prison for being a pedo dyke?

[Anonymous No.20064633]

>>20064617
>pedo
Projection

[Anonymous No.20064816]

>>20064633
it's called bants you stupid faggot.

[Anonymous No.20064836]

>>20064816
>stupid faggot.
Projection

[Anonymous No.20064854]

>>20064559
I'm 26 and basically in the same boat. I feel like if the most beautiful woman on earth undressed in front of me and said she was desperately in love with me, I'd be too stunned/scared to do anything about it. I don't even think I could get it up.

[Anonymous No.20064884]

>>20064854
Where did all go wrong for us? Was it nature or nurture?

[Anonymous No.20065056]

>>20064289
I did. I went to school, which ended pretty poorly since I got awful grades and it took longer than I expected since I skipped class a lot and never escaped my old ways. At some point though I got a part-time job, which I eventually started to take seriously. I always showed up on time, and while I didn’t work too hard, I wasn’t lazy. In my last year as a student I realized I couldn’t recover my grades and wouldn’t have a job lined up beyond what I was already doing so I tried extremely hard to network and apply for jobs, which resulted in an internship, and eventually a job. I’ve been employed consistently since then and my bosses say I do a good job.

[Anonymous No.20065095]

Whenever I want to write something autobiographical it's more like rediscovering my morally superior true self and immediately abandoning the disgusting whiny self righteous nonsense that I just wrote. I should probably journal more often so I don't lose track of my actual values

[Anonymous No.20065110]

Female empowerment in 2022:
>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZM_ThhRXZ9k
American Domestic life circa 1950:
>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6WEzqw-1vTU

Yeah, yeah, blacks, jews etc., etc. Just thought I'd share the difference. It's interesting.

[Anonymous No.20065141]

I remember watching the year in search google video in 2011, when I was 19-20 years old and I had so much hope back then, started university, was ready to tackle stuff, was interested in the world.

Now the world has turned into an absolte shitshow and I fear I'll end up like one of those old geezers Heine despised.

[Anonymous No.20065159]

>>20064615
Dont be such a pussy. i love my blue collar job. Im about to saw through a bunch of cast iron.
>haha grinder goes brrr

[Anonymous No.20065164]

I remember Heine accused one writer/philosopher that he has ABSTRACT LEGS.

I call girls who are religious ABSTRACT LADIES.

[Anonymous No.20065180]

>>20065095
I need to do this one too. I have a document with a lot of ideas written down. I still adore those thoughts, but it's easy to lose oneself in the world

[Anonymous No.20065197]

It's alcohol again.
Wash the anxiety away.

[Anonymous No.20065228]

Would you quit an easy job if you had live somewhere you hated for it?

[Anonymous No.20065230]

>>20056751
I'm going to run for public office on a single issue platform to legalize drunk driving

[Anonymous No.20065238]

>>20064559
>>20064854
I'm in my mid twenties and on the same path. However I found inner peace by accepting the fact that this is simply my fate and I'm basically living like a monk now. Cut out any pornographic content from my life and exercising combined with a good diet really helped me to improve my mood.

[Anonymous No.20065247]

>>20065238
Do you still rub a quick one?

[Anonymous No.20065268]

I'm a fucking dog, I've come between a girl and her boyfriend again. Why can't I control myself?

[Anonymous No.20065300]

I FUCKING HATE WRITING ESSAYS ON SOME IRRELEVANT BULLSHIT BECAUSE I CAN NEVER CONVEY WHAT I THINK NICELY WITHOUT A HUGE EFFORT YES I SUCK AT WRITING BUT IM SMART SO IT SHOULD BE EASY I CANT JUST WRITE SOME PASSING BULLSHIT BECAUSE IT DOESNT CONFORM WITH THE IMAGE THAT I HAVE OF MYSELF I SHOULD BE BETTER FUCK FUCK FUCK I HATE THIS FUCKING SHIT FUCK COMMUNICATION AND FUCK SOCIOLOGY AND FUCK THAT PEPPY TEACHER COMING UP WITH THIS BULLSHIT I CANT EXPRESS MYSELF AND IT LEAVES ME FUCKING FRUSTRATED AND THE JOB IS STILL NOT DONE AND ALL IVE WRITTEN IS SHIT FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK ILL GIVE UP ONCE THE DEADLINE COMES CLOSER AND SLOWLY DIE INSIDE WHEN I RETURN THIS SHIT THAT I KNOW SUCKS AND THE TEACHER WILL AVOID CONFLICT AND NOT ENGAGE WITH MY MEDIOCRE WORK AND CONSIDER ME AN IDIOT BECAUSE OF MY INFLATED SELF CONFIDENCE IN RELATION TO MY ACTUAL OUTPUT FUCK FUCK FUCK I AM A FUCKING CLOWN FUCK HOW DO I GET OUT OF THIS FUCKING SHITSHOW FUCK FUCK FUCK

[Anonymous No.20065309]

>>20065268
you're the kind of person that I would make a voodoo doll out of and stick with flaming hot needles.

[Anonymous No.20065310]

>>20065300
nice essay you wrote there desu

[Anonymous No.20065324]

what should I read first oblomov or gatsby?

[Anonymous No.20065328]

>>20065228
Yes

[Anonymous No.20065384]

>>20065309
Please do

[Anonymous No.20065385]

1 step forward, 2 steps back, 2 steps forward, 1 step back, 1 step sideways, 3 steps back, 4 steps forward, 1 step back, 4 steps back, 1 steps forward, 2 steps forward, 4 steps forward, 8 steps forward, -1 steps back, 0 steps forward 1 steps back, 1 steps forward, 2 steps back, 1 step sideways, 3 step forward, 1 steps forward 7 steps forward, -9 steps forward, 1 step forward 1 steps back, 5 steps forward 1 step forward, 2 step forward, -2 step sideways, 6 step sideways, 3 steps forward, 1 steps forward, 1 steps forward 1 steps back, 2 step sideways, 3 steps forward, 1 steps forward, 6 steps back, 5 step sideways, -4 step back, 3 steps forward, 2 steps forward, 1 steps sideways, 9 steps sideways, 9 steps forwards, 1 steps back, 0 step sideways, 0 step sideways, 0 step sideways

[Anonymous No.20065398]

>>20056751
I am oppressed by demons

[Anonymous No.20065461]

Got a big dick it feels alright

[Anonymous No.20065490]

>>20065238
I'm the guy who complained about messaging with girls earlier. This delusion was kinda a hard to take because she was hella cute but talking about this experience with my hosusemates kinda made me relieve a bit. Also, a few weeks ago I was complaining about how life is, for me, "asymmetrical", meaning that how the romantical side it's like an abyss compared to others. Well, since a while I started doing martial arts and restarted going to the gym, and really helped. I've never been fat but I also bettered my diet and it helps, too. With that, I kinda embraced my weirdness from this point of view and made me feel better. I see myself as the guy who isn't liked by plain whores (90% of girls) but by singular men (as a friend of course) as a bizzarre sapient. Whenever I feel down, I try to cope (life is usually made by that, for everyone) with physical exercise, reading, writing, ecc, shit that often flies over your average normie's head. Also sometimes I believe a similar thing about fate.
Yeah I know it's a bit cringe what I did just wrote, but I find difficult to explain similar topics in english

[Anonymous No.20065492]

>>20056751
Does anyone know any books like Relic?

[Anonymous No.20065605]

It's really quite striking how little connection I feel to the person I was 10 years ago. This is course is the natural consequence of the inevitable passage of time and yet it still feels unnerving. It feels as though there is no connective thread, no chain of evolution. That person 10 years ago could be a completely unrelated human being. Yet they're not. It is me. I find that unsettling.

[Anonymous No.20065616]

To the guys feeling numb to any romantic experience. For the love of God, learn to get used to it.

I rather have Werther's experience and kill myself because of a broad, than to have one more dumb as fuck conversation with a male friend.

Last year a 70 year old guy told me, why the fuck do you need male friends, they only talk about work. I knew what he was talking about and considering that he's and old fart and has seen a lot, it's a wake up call to turn things around.

[Anonymous No.20065622]

>>20064884
>>20064854
It's nurture. Clean up your life and go out in the real world. You likely shun people who are social media whores or who spend their days watching streaming services, but are no better yourself. Write down everything you did this last week. It'll amaze you how banal your life is. Then just add in one activity tomorrow; go to a museum or go for a hike or walk around downtown. You get a gf and friends by meeting people in real life. It only seems hard because you've never done it before.

[Anonymous No.20065631]

>>20065616
Get used to feeling numb? Isn't that the opposite of your advice?

[Anonymous No.20065634]

>>20065300
>write low effort shit for 90 pages hoping i can squeeze 30 pages of good shit out of it
>mfw it's still shit

[Anonymous No.20065641]

>>20065616
What did he mean by this? How does one get away from both men and women? Are you going to fall in love with nature or perhaps animals? I suppose that's one way of living that's nondestructive.

[Anonymous No.20065642]

>>20065631
get used to romantic relationships*

I knew that I worded it wrong the moment I posted it,

you know in Wuthering Heights when a character completely loses it's shit, that's the experience I had with other guys, like something is always boiling,

I can't even logically explain the conflicts I've been in,

[Anonymous No.20065703]

>>20065622
>You get a gf and friends by meeting people in real life
Whats the point if you're faking the whole act?

[Anonymous No.20065740]

>>20065616
I'VE BECOME SO NUMB

[Anonymous No.20065753]

>>20065740
Amungus!

[Anonymous No.20065997]

I’ve been watching the news recently, more than I usually do, and I’ve realized that there’s a small part of me which actually does want a war, or at least it thinks it does. And it’s not because it thinks it’s cool or fun or whatever, but because it’s just tired of…well all of this.

[Anonymous No.20066015]

>>20065997
Interesting, what is the psychology behind this?

[Anonymous No.20066070]

>>20065703
Why are you faking life dude? Life is good. There are events out of your control, don't spend your whole life fretting over it. Find things that interest you. Try new things to see if they interest you. Few people are born knowing they love art shows or ballets or concerts or long walks or swimming. We try different things. You like Vidya and shit posting because that's all you've done with your life. Imagine if you spent half the time you did on whatever solitary hobby on something else. Go ride a horse. Go rent a canoe. Go to a writers group. Do anything but what you are doing, because the stuff your doing now has lead you to being unhappy and alone.

[Anonymous No.20066073]

There is such a thing as free will, that's why you are a lazy fucker.

[Anonymous No.20066147]

>>20066070
I just feel that without me faking, people just abandon me.

[Anonymous No.20066210]

>>20065110
Think the red scare might have had a bigger impact that reasons listed.

[Anonymous No.20066242]

>>20066147
It's simple. You can keep doing what you are doing, and maybe some qt3.14 who loves you unconditionally, who has the same interest in everything as you, will fall into your lap. Or you can try something else.

[Anonymous No.20066273]

>>20066015
I don’t know. Boredom? Apathy? I have to admit there’s something like vengeance or wrathfulness or bitterness in it. It’s not good. But it’s honest.

[Anonymous No.20066447]

>>20065997
So you want a change in your own life and maybe on a political level and you think war, strangers killing strangers will provide that change? The death of random guys from nation A and the victory of Nation B will provide that change?

[Anonymous No.20066540]

>>20056751
The masses are slow to accept Literature — have you noticed? —, and they regard capital-L Literature with nothing but scorn, superstition, or respect (whether genuine or false). It is fear that causes this, is it not? They fear Literature, as one might fear of sabre-tooth tigers in the Pleistocene, or crocodiles in the Nile. Indeed, people feel angst as the all-seeing eye of Literature scans from its lofty tower, overlooking the horizon of possibility. It is Literature that rules over them — either through the promise of the unachievable (how they placate the scions of Literature!), or the misguided fear that they do not themselves understand nor grasp language at its apotheosis — and Literature makes them its veritable slaves… Many souls have left for the chase and search of Literature’s holy grail — most, if not all, have failed. Yet there are the spiteful mob, an ugly warband, which spit in the face of this unknown deity — to them, Literature is a psychic vampire and some spiritually-threatening enemy, both unseen and seen, both implicit and explicit. They revile its portents of hope or doom — they laugh heartily at the possibility of its advantages, whether educational, cultural, or social. The Literary virtues are but vices of the cloistered class of the rot that seeped into the bones of good society. Still, there are those who fear the power of Literature in their heart of hearts, even if they do not comprehend nor understand nor know it. Yes, it is this wailing multitude who lament at the foot of an erupting volcano of Literature. Krakatoa is a book that opens its maw and uncoils the pages of Literary wrath.

[Anonymous No.20066554]

>>20066447
I don’t know how to answer your question exactly other than to say no, not exactly.

[Anonymous No.20066558]

What do I do when I'm retarded and feel incapable of putting together good arguments or analyzing beyond surface level the media I read and watch?

I never went to college, and I don't know if I'm currently at a point where I could go, I've been thinking of taking free, online English courses but is there value in that? I feel face to face interaction for discussion and critique, or at least a payed class where I will get more interaction, would be far more valuable.

[Anonymous No.20066588]

>>20066558
Debate class?

[Anonymous No.20066599]

>>20066558
If there’s one good thing about the internet it’s that you could skip all the bullshit. Watch debates on YouTube. Join a debate discord.

[Anonymous No.20066610]

>>20066554
It's how I always argue. Limit the other person's response by asking very narrow questions that would imply some wrong doing- morally or logically, on their part. You don't need war to improve your life.

[the xi jinping of weed smoking !!oqyjkIO5smI No.20066659]

>>20065159
lol i was just messing. that sound has nothing to do with my job it was just some foundation machine nearby.

[Anonymous No.20066688]

>>20066610
Thats called strawmannimg

[Anonymous No.20066709]

mods are fags

[Anonymous No.20066721]

>>20066709
I would have ignored that flag. There’s far far worse shit clinging to this ass board

[Anonymous No.20066739]

>>20066688
so what? i never got the appeal of giving labels to forms of arguments, it doesn't make an argument less valid because you attach a name to it. my questions were valid. its not like I asked him: does your mother know you are gay? he had multiple avenues of response. not recognizing those avenues is his fault

[Anonymous No.20066750]

>>20056751
Nietzsche is overrated. He has some cool sounding quotes but most of his philosophy can be boiled down to perspectivism + the idea that (Christian) morality is a tool for those that lack power to enacted imagined revenge against the powerful. Nietzsche was so obsessed with Christianity that he sees its influence everywhere and consequently much of his writing takes on a narrow polemical quality. There's little discussion of other religions, and even the writing on Christianity is an utterly embarrassing caricature which can be reduced to "Christianity's praise of weakness is bad cause the image of Roman strong boys gets me hard, also cause I'm a sick and envious faggot myself without any actual power." He's so obsessed with Christianity that at times he sounds like a Christian himself ranting about the devil around the corner. There's very little examination of how morality works in other religions or cultures. Instead he paints this extremely broad narrative about the long-term decline of civilization instantiated by Christianity. I guarantee if someone today wrote an analogous book about Buddhism it would get cancelled for being bigotted, but since Nietzsche directed his attacks against Christianity most people today in the West lap it up.

[Anonymous No.20066838]

>>20066739
It's literally an invalid argument form

[Anonymous No.20066848]

New thread
>>20066845
>>20066845

[Anonymous No.20066898]

>>20064499
Hello birthday-mate I turned 22 today. Have a beer & try to relax on your b-day. You don't need to solve all of your problems immediately.

[Anonymous No.20067003]

>>20066848
It's not even the bump limit.

[Anonymous No.20067181]

>>20067003
He’s been doing this for a while now.

[Anonymous No.20067271]

>>20067003
>>20067181
I beg your pardon. I personally have been doing “it” for the last two. The previous three or four did it while I was waiting to put mine up. Someone will probably get the next one. I can only ask they include the link at the very least.

[Anonymous No.20067300]

>>20066838
if it's so invalid you should be able to argue your way out of it

[MOVIENIGHT No.20067356]

>>20057389
Imagine getting a full run up and heaving all of your weight up into the air foward like a spear and your feet crashing into her little body and how it would probably break up into pieces inside her body and that little staff. That cane the stick would fall down beside her and lay straight and narrow like it is while her body is all crumpled and dirty and you have to kind of roll away and up and brush yourself off while she's in a crumpled little pile and her cane is there perfect and not dirty at all like her and you pick it up and thwack her little laundry pile body. I don't know what she would sound like what kind of screams or moans she would make I don't want to think about that it ruins it. I watch pornography with the sound off because the sound of people's voices ruin the sounds of sex..

[Anonymous No.20067370]

>>20067356
Fuck you, autist.

[Anonymous No.20067494]

>>20064289
Yes. Especially if you can ease into it over 2 weeks, like have orientation on a job then only one shift the next week. You'll do fine. The hard part is if it's a short contract, finding something non-NEET to seamlessly jump into. Then again I might be different, I'm a very socially active NEET.
Never... lose... momentum.

[Anonymous No.20067512]

>>20067370
what are you so mad about, that I am imagining dropkicking the lady in your picture. There's nothing wrong with that.

Therapists suggest this kind of thing all the time

[Anonymous No.20067613]

>>20067512
Therapists are retarded

[Anonymous No.20067783]

>>20067512
Not to autistic man-babies

[Anonymous No.20067807]

>>20067783
Ok, so your therapist didn't recommend it to you. Why is that my problem? Im just trying to live my life and part of that includes the visualizing success and imagining all the good things that will come my way.

[Anonymous No.20068939]

I am finding office work so counterproductive to writing. The thing is that this current office job is fairly easy, low time commitment. I’m only working maybe 20 hours per week remotely, and while I’m “on the clock” I can obviously right, but this sense of being “on the clock” is really like being “on call” and the style of work is somehow so creatively demanding. It’s like the actual work, and the meetings, and the emails somehow sap creative energy, or at least undermine it. I don’t know what to do. I doubt I can find another job which pays livable wages working this little.

[Anonymous No.20069638]

[Anonymous No.20069641]