Write What's On Your Mind

[Anonymous No.19975387]

This edition
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[Anonymous No.19975403]

Imagine missing out on high school romance

[Anonymous No.19975411]

>>19975403
you missed out on nothing, coomer.

[Anonymous No.19975415]

>>19975411
You're right, I fucked in HS.
The thought of missing out makes me nauseous.

[Anonymous No.19975418]

>>19975415
talk about projection

[Anonymous No.19975443]

I am a 26 year old incel. While my 22 year old younger brother has a girlfriend. I'm so envious of them.

It's not even about the sex. They're soulmates. Glued together, day and night. Watch movies, read books, travel, always together.

I will never experience this.

[Anonymous No.19975458]

>>19975443
>I WILL never
Because you don’t want to. You’re in love with shitposting doomjacks. Fuck off already

[Anonymous No.19975465]

>>19975443
Stop posting this shit you fucking retard

[Anonymous No.19975468]

>>19975465
The thread is named "write whats on your mind". That will be on my mind for long.

[Anonymous No.19975475]

>>19975443
stop wasting time, hit the gym, start talking to people irl to practice it, make true actual connections to people, change job or move if you can and find it necessary
every single day spent here is time wasted

[Anonymous No.19975478]

>>19975468
You’re not being asked to repeat what’s on your mind over and over. Go have sex.

[Anonymous No.19975482]

my brain has been balkanized

[Anonymous No.19975483]

>>19975403
I had it. It's stupid. Normie casual sex culture is a demonic hamster wheel, and modern "dating" is an effeminate practice of running obstacle courses set up by frivolous, air-headed women, who are themselves caught in a nonstop maladaptive daydream of childish pulp romance.

The collapse of all romantic relations between men and women into "dating" was a marketing coup on par with convincing people that diamonds are the ultimate status symbol. They took real existing aspects of gender relations and twisted them into a degenerate mockery of the real thing. "Dating" is deliberately short-term, planned obsolescence, so you are constantly in a cycle of jumping through some bimbo's hoops like a dumb dog. And the bimbos can always be relied upon to set up more hoops, because women naturally hate dogs who will jump through their hoops, but they can't understand why they're unhappy endlessly discarding dumb horny dogs and starting over. They can thus be relied upon to buy a steady stream of cosmetics, since they need to stay forever "on the market," even delusionally into their 30s and 40s. Which is why cosmetic surgery is now becoming a leading consumer market and the rule rather than the exception among even young women.

Real human relationships have been replaced by hyperreal simulations, marketing depictions of relationships derived from romantic comedies (softcore pornography) derived from marketing depictions. All the actual content of romance has been pushed to the margins, so that male lust and female venality are the dominant, codependent drives. "Dating," in the modern significance of the term, is literally more twisted and degrading than ritualized marriage in other cultures. At least those cultures have an understanding of ADULT romance. Western dating is a twisted mixture of pornography, "puppy love," and female frivolity. It's normalized autoephebophilia.

The only thing that matters is somehow finding a woman who hasn't degraded herself and starting a family with her. Fix your life, join a church and various community organizations in a community you care about and want to set down roots in, and try to find a woman who isn't a "reformed whore."

If you're really so curious about sex with depressed e-girls who obsessively edit their photos to make themselves look "ethnic," pay for it and get it out of your system. Enjoy your mediocre condom sex with an entitled stupid woman with no career, and piles of clothes all over her floor well into her late 20s. And probably mountains of cat shit even though she has company. The pussy market has collapsed. There is no point. They go from high school "isn't it crazy and unique I'm already a whore in high school!!" (no) directly to the dumpster (fake eyelashes on phone all day clothing pile pigs) in 0.5 seconds. There is no in-between anymore, you can't even have a freshman sweetie, she's already pre-whored and one leg in the dumpster when you meet her on the first day of class.

[Anonymous No.19975491]

>>19975482
Hellenize it

>Hellenes Freezes Over edition

[Anonymous No.19975501]

I'm dirt poor with a useless degree and I can't find a job in my city that pays a livable wage. I can't afford to move to another city to find work there, and I'm stuck in a horrible living situation but housing around here is stupid, you have to make 3x/rent as income monthly to even get into a home/apartment. I sleep in my car a few nights out of the month and I have no fucking clue what to do to get out of this situation. I wish I had the answers or knew the right person to ask. People are so unhelpful and self-obsessed.

I'd appreciate any useful suggestions, or anecdotes of others who have been in similar positions.

[Anonymous No.19975512]

>>19975501
get in your car and just drive. drive somewhere else.

[Anonymous No.19975523]

>Kansas City isn't in Kansas.

[Anonymous No.19975525]

>>19975483
>demonic hamster wheel, and modern "dating" is an effeminate practice of running obstacle courses set up by frivolous, air-headed women
But that's precisely when you should get romance and sex out of your system while pussy is still free. When you're 17 you don't need to spend hundreds on your 16 your old sweetheart, she isn't interested in your career ambitions, she doesn't care about external factors or resources. She simply likes YOU and WANTS to fuck you. Nothing but hormones and naive sweetness.
All of that is completely lost past early college, and you're right, adult dating is cynical consumerist/conformist nightmare - picrel.

[Anonymous No.19975536]

I feel like another major depression wave is near me. I just feel so damn lost in life. I've never had any clarity regarding life goals or my inner world. Its been like that for as long as I remember myself. On one hand I do think about suicide more and more lately because it seems like it could be the ultimate act of control like for once I could decide something major even if its death. However on the other hand, I do have this hope which is making me suffer and still live this fools life. I've missed everything - making friends, having sexual life and taking responsibility for good or bad choices. I've always been like this, like this fucking stubborn mule who doesnt want for others to say what to do but cannot figure out what he wants to do.
I think I'll drink myself till blackout. Maybe I'll find peace at the bottom of plastic beer bottle.

[Anonymous No.19975554]

>>19975525
>But that's precisely when
>when
why

[Anonymous No.19975563]

>>19975387
what kind of incense should I burn now?

[Anonymous No.19975565]

These threads are basically a more /lit/erate version of /r9k/. (And that's a good thing.)

[Anonymous No.19975567]

>>19975565
lol who do you believe that the original posters of /lit/ were?

[Anonymous No.19975570]

>>19975483
Casual sex is evil. Evil is defined as anything that destroys meaning and drags existance back into its original state of primitive darkness. Casual sex is exactly what does this. I have been in a deep loving relationship with my girlfriend for 12 years and genuinely feel sorry for anyone who cant experience this. She is my lifeblood, what i stay alive for, the reason why i work so hard ln my mind and body. I just dont understand why someone would be as evil and reptilian to treat human beings as dispisable commodities to be used one time and thrown away like trash. Once you treat someone like trash that is what they become.

[Anonymous No.19975574]

>>19975565

[Anonymous No.19975577]

I’ve been trying to write my dairy entries in couplets, and i’ve been mostly thinking what I do and don’t get from literature. (Maybe this will go better in the Poetry thread, but here it is)
Around me shelves of books extend
On every proper subject penned
From war and histories great wrongs
To poetry and tribal songs.

But what is lacking, I admit,
While not quite truth, or sense, or wit,
Is that the survey of the whole
Still lacks measure of my soul.

Should literature be thought our friend
Or just pretext to play pretend?
I read of action and lament
Of loves fulfilled and passions spent,
Yet in these rooms – and not outside,
Where human wants and tears reside –
There no balance I detect
Between whats read and it’s effect.

I speak of unity, I know,
Illusion readers should forgo,
Yet when I walk the streets at night
Or go to work, sit down to write,
These things with which the world is rife
Do not feel less the stuff of life,
While books are worlds onto their own
Alive when read, then cold as stone,
The magic kept inside stays ‘round
For a few days, at most, then drowned.

Perhaps im dense or dumb or both,
I read yet don't experience growth,
Yet when I leave this gloom for light
Although less neat, things seems more right.

[Anonymous No.19975585]

my great grandparents mixed their blood with indians, inflicting a racial genetic curse on my family
do I dare to sire children, hoping it will be diluted enough in their generation for them to avoid the problems I've suffered?

[Anonymous No.19975595]

>>19975585
>the problems I've suffered
Like what

[Anonymous No.19975598]

GOT A NEW FACE IT FEELS ALRIGHT

[Anonymous No.19975634]

>>19975387
i skipped out on a bar tab last night and i'm wondering if there's anything impeding me from doing this over and over
like if i just go to a different one and have 7 or 8 drinks and leave what's gonna happen? prolly nothing right?

[Anonymous No.19975641]

>>19975577
rhyme ennobles even the most trivial things.

[Anonymous No.19975662]

I can feel my ancestor's face getting caved in on the field of Agincourt. God damn.

[Anonymous No.19975663]

any femanon wanna be my gf

[Anonymous No.19975670]

Who was in the wrong here?

[Anonymous No.19975671]

>>19975403
I felt a major urge to fuck in high school as not to be left out. I had a gf for nearly two years and we fucked much. I am actually bitter about it. I wish there wasn't that social pressure to things like that. I can't feel like I'm living well unless I put on a social performance, but I dont feel "real" when performing.

Also, I think bomber jackets are sexy AF. What a babe.

[Anonymous No.19975674]

>>19975443
Yeah because posting this shit every day is really gonna help

[Anonymous No.19975679]

>>19975483
>autoephebophilia
Very nice term

[Anonymous No.19975680]

>>19975670
kek that was a good read

[Anonymous No.19975689]

>>19975403
I almost did, but it didn't result in consummation. Fast forward almost two years later and I'm still a virgin

[Anonymous No.19975705]

>>19975595
autoimmune dysfunction which causes excessive inflammation in the body
(terrible allergies, asthma, eczema, thyroid irregularity, chronic bronchitis meaning I get pneumonia once or twice a year)
I also have somewhat schizo tendencies

all of these things are found significantly more often in mixed race individuals
just bad genes, and I don't know whether it's moral to pass them on

[Anonymous No.19975755]

Are there porns with a group of Chad quarterbacks in the showers locker room gangbang big tittied robust pierced and tatted uber liberal feminist goth gals?

asking for a friend whos a scientist

>>19975192
I know thanks for your concern but I am fascinated to see the interaction or such contrastings. The intimate meeting of two foreign tribes. The reason one goes to a zoo, to see the lemers and parrots and lizards and peacocks, i want to percieve the nature of their interaction, I want to see the completely different puppies in the dog park play

[Anonymous No.19975765]

>>19975755
Why dont you just fucking google search it.
>goth gangbang
Did you even try this or do you expect us to dig through mountains of porn for you

[Anonymous No.19975811]

>>19975403
ITT Anons estimate how many different dicks their future wives will have sucked and fucked by the time they meet and marry

43 - 72 for me I feel

[Anonymous No.19975814]

>>19975483
This is what I love this place for. Random rants about whatever annoys you right now. But the 'fix your life' part is unnecessary, it's hopeless illusion. Such women might exist but they are not found where you think they are.

[Anonymous No.19975815]

Nothing good is happening in my life or the world
I am extremely depressed and pessimistic about the future

[Anonymous No.19975830]

>>19975670
Honestly rather heroic. She was going completely insane. Needed a reality check before reality checks her for real via some insane incel-assassin.

[Anonymous No.19975836]

>>19975478
This goddess from last thread was very appreciated and appropriate sacrifices to her, the preistesses, the muses, and the graces were made, but might we be blessed with a new Aphrodite dear agnon?

[Anonymous No.19975867]

>>19975811
>future wife
Haha yeah

[Anonymous No.19975880]

>>19975483
File this in the Herodotus of /lit/s 'on dating, relationships, and love' catagory in the Ultra Based section

[Anonymous No.19975899]

>>19975565
I'm trying not to post lately until I have something interesting to say or talk about
Yeah I'm depressed, everyone here is, but it's kinda boring to keep harping on about it

[Anonymous No.19975906]

>>19975815
stop whining and hit the gym
(or at least use a pullup bar)

[Anonymous No.19975926]

>>19975387
>suddenly get sent about 2500 extra money.
>don't know why I got it, so I don't touch it for 3 months.
>no messages or letters
>okay, so I guess it wasn't a mistake
>use it
>6 months later, get a letter that I have to pay it all back.
>now I have to pay €100 a month for 2 years.
This blows.

[Anonymous No.19975942]

I think at 29, I’ve finally figured out what I would do with my life…if only I were 19.

[Anonymous No.19975944]

>>19975387
The ideal man is Brandon Fraser in the Mummy.
He is the pinnacle of the human male, and cannot be surpassed.

Anyone who wants to know how to be appealing to a woman, this is the answer. No need for books or threads.

[Anonymous No.19975952]

>>19975815
go for a run get some sun it helps

[Anonymous No.19975955]

>>19975926
You brought it on yourself by using it

[Anonymous No.19975975]

>>19975387
jobless and a high school dropout. no driver's license. probably too retarded to even get a GED. my thoughts for the last several months. dragging my feet and letting myself degenerate into a useless husk. cheers anons, hope all is well to you reading this.

[Anonymous No.19975977]

>>19975906
>>19975952

At this point I just feel sorry for you guys
You really think that by exercising you are somehow going to escape what is coming

[Anonymous No.19975986]

>>19975577
>Around me shelves of books extend
>On every proper subject penned
>From war and histories great wrongs
From war and wrongs
>To poetry and tribal songs.
>
>But what is lacking, I admit,
>While not quite truth, or sense, or wit,
>Is that the survey of the whole
>Still lacks measure of my soul.
>
>Should literature be thought our friend
>Or just pretext to play pretend?
>I read of action and lament
>Of loves fulfilled and passions spent,
>Yet in these rooms – and not outside,
>Where human wants and tears reside –
>There no balance I detect
this line is awkward, needs to be fixed
>Between whats read and it’s effect.
>
>I speak of unity, I know,
>Illusion readers should forgo,
>Yet when I walk the streets at night
>Or go to work, sit down to write,
Or myself sit down to write
>These things with which the world is rife
of which the world is rife
>Do not feel less the stuff of life,
>While books are worlds onto their own
>Alive when read, then cold as stone,
>The magic kept inside stays ‘round
awkward, needs to be fixed
>For a few days, at most, then drowned.
awkward, needs to be fixed
>
>Perhaps im dense or dumb or both,
>I read yet don't experience growth,
>Yet when I leave this gloom for light
>Although less neat, things seems more right.
Although messy, much more right

[Anonymous No.19975994]

>>19975977
better that than fucking whining on the internet like a goddamn privileged loser faggot

[Anonymous No.19975998]

>>19975955
How long should I have waited?

[Anonymous No.19976005]

>>19975387
May it be more or less true: beauty loves and knows beauty; ugliness loves and knows ugliness?

Ugly people are not treated with the charming charmed interaction beautiful people are met with. They don't know what feeling and recieving and interacting with and knowing the beautiful feels like, or if they do know it, recognizing that they are not of it, refuse to praise and relate to it?

[Anonymous No.19976008]

>>19975998
You should call and ask your bank about it, where it came from, etc.

[Anonymous No.19976014]

>>19975942

[Anonymous No.19976023]

>>19975986
Dude there is such a thing as iambics and keeping up the 4 foot lines.

[Anonymous No.19976025]

>>19976008
Ah. That would have been smart. But I'm on benefits. I give myself to the whims of the state. I knew where it came from, I just didn't know why.

[Anonymous No.19976030]

>>19976023
Dude. The whole point of poetry is flow.
Sometimes you have to make sacrifices to keep it smooth.

Also,
>While not quite truth, or sense, or wit,
should be
>not quite truth, or sense, or wit,

[Anonymous No.19976032]

Just watched As I Was Moving Ahead Occasionally I Saw Brief Glimpses of Beauty, it was indeed beautiful

[Anonymous No.19976053]

>>19976030
i mean i'd like to hear peoples opinions on which version flows best.

[Anonymous No.19976055]

I don't relate to anyone ever in those threads. Maybe it's time for me to fuck off from here

[Anonymous No.19976067]

>>19975663
If I don't have to have conversations with you or meet you and I can stay home with my books, okay.

[Anonymous No.19976069]

>>19976053
what did you mean by this?:
>There no balance I detect
>Between whats read and it’s effect.

[Anonymous No.19976071]

>>19975577
Poetry is not for writing mundane things. Your metre and rhyme is fine, but the subject is very bad (too conecptual and apart from nature/ real life) and there is no imagery, so it's not poetry. Reserve poetry for things that relate to sense, not things that relate just to the mind. That's philosophy, don't mix up the two, it's very bad.

[Anonymous No.19976084]

>>19976071
>poetry is not for
Let me stop you right there bucko

[Anonymous No.19976087]

>>19976084
Yeah okay retard

[Anonymous No.19976091]

>>19976069
that books dont effect me to the extent i want them to. I read great things and then forget most of it by next week.

[Anonymous No.19976103]

>>19976087
not him, but:

anyone lived in a pretty how town
E. E. Cummings

"
anyone lived in a pretty how town
(with up so floating many bells down)
spring summer autumn winter
he sang his didn't he danced his did.

Women and men(both little and small)
cared for anyone not at all
they sowed their isn't they reaped their same
sun moon stars rain

children guessed(but only a few
and down they forgot as up they grew
autumn winter spring summer)
that noone loved him more by more

when by now and tree by leaf
she laughed his joy she cried his grief
bird by snow and stir by still
anyone's any was all to her

someones married their everyones
laughed their cryings and did their dance
(sleep wake hope and then)they
said their nevers they slept their dream

stars rain sun moon
(and only the snow can begin to explain
how children are apt to forget to remember
with up so floating many bells down)

one day anyone died i guess
(and noone stooped to kiss his face)
busy folk buried them side by side
little by little and was by was

all by all and deep by deep
and more by more they dream their sleep
noone and anyone earth by april
wish by spirit and if by yes.

Women and men(both dong and ding)
summer autumn winter spring
reaped their sowing and went their came
sun moon stars rain
"

Fix your spirit, broken one

[Anonymous No.19976106]

>>19976087
You will never understand poetry

[Anonymous No.19976108]

>>19976103
>>19976106
Retards

[Anonymous No.19976122]

I was thinking in today's world we no longer have real myths but then I remembered Christians and holocaust believers still exist

[Anonymous No.19976130]

>>19975403
Imagine being 36 and missing out on (mutual) romance. You're fine anon. Know what you want and go for it. If you fail, at least you can say you tried.

[Anonymous No.19976143]

>>19975387
Any books about this feeling?
Civilization controls it's citizens more than they control it. Infomation is only worth as much as how much power it can manifest via interpretation. At this rate the internet could wipe out human history and replace it with some kind of captcha-trained effigy with only the verified interpretations remaining. But it's worse - in this system, authors and historians of antiquity wouldn't even have to be erased - people will care so little about them that their millennium legacy will die in irrelevancy never to be revived and their words will reach their last understanding. Are you all ready to have your own goodbyes made for you? As self-determined inheritors of their words; are you all ready to be collectively gaslit into extremely early onset dementia? Because the caretaker was the most recent case of mass predictive programming.People would rather have a diluted and re-intepreted picture of the past than the past itself.

[Anonymous No.19976144]

>>19976122
For me it's Apollo
I was having a mental breakdown the other night and attempting to pray to Jesus(I don't even believe in jesus so I was literally praying to him to allow me to believe in him) to expel the imp who lives in my forehead and I saw in my crinkled beige lamp the dimly lit golden outline of a figure holding a bow, so now I look to Apollo for guidance

[Anonymous No.19976157]

>>19975906
I exercise more than you. Still miserable

[Anonymous No.19976166]

Ever since have recently developed a greater sense of intelligence and taste I am physically mechanically unable to go out in public wearing white tube socks visible beneath my slacks, I am only able to bear wearing dress socks, books for this feel?

[Anonymous No.19976176]

>>19976144
Based, I used to pray to Lady Justice

[Anonymous No.19976208]

>>19976091
>Around me shelves of books extend
>On every proper subject penned
From war and wrongs
>To poetry and tribal songs.

>But what is lacking, I admit,
not quite truth, or sense, or wit,
but see that survey of the whole
>Still lacks measure of my soul.

>Should literature be thought our friend
Or pretext to pretend?
>I read of action and lament
>Of loves fulfilled and passions spent,
>Yet in these rooms – and not outside,
>Where human wants and tears reside –
I read of wonders, of men and glory
yet then daylight shows it but a story

>I speak of unity, I know,
>Illusion readers should forgo,
>Yet when I walk the streets at night
Or myself sit down to write
of which the world is rife
>Do not feel less the stuff of life,
>While books are worlds onto their own

>Alive when read, then cold as stone,
The magic trapped inside the tome
At bloom for days, at most,
Then wilts as if a (failing) ghost

Perhaps I'm dense or do not know,
I read and yet I do not grow,
>Yet when I leave this gloom for light
I find less neat, but much more right

[Anonymous No.19976250]

>>19976143
In the same vein, frogs and all the other sillyman pictures are a pastiche of past vigor. The poor boys have finally completely internalized the nagging middle manager foster mother spanking schedule. It is possible that I have witnessed my first experience with the concept of 'real death' over the past year on this website. Something that I had some care for is no longer here. The coldblooded frankensteined veracity with which specific single words are flung around here contributes to the erosion of a past sense of a shared feeling of life. I can't understand it beyond assuming that most of those posts are bots. A healthy human does big warm hard logs of shit. I suppose the tailored internet diet has tamed and truncated the procession of shitposts into little septic rodent pebbles. I can't be bothered posting anything of effort on here because it won't just be ignored but consumed by the data centers and the paid watchers and a bunch of bots. The first cyborgs have been born, the first 'organ' to be tranfigured was their hereditary sense of self. I tried playing some online games and they are full of the same kind of person who doesn't want to *play* anymore but exist through their personalized chain of interaction events. Or they come almost daily with a few 'friends' and stand still. When they speak to eachother, from an outsiders perspective it appears much more that their brains are sponges full of hardening algorithmic fat - they recycle the specks of organic matter left until they can only churn out pure data... but there's no one left to interpet it, but me. When it's really bad, the only person left in the lobby is me everyone else is permanently check out, afk, while their meat suits press the buttons.

[Anonymous No.19976277]

>>19975536
Maybe dont drink.

[Anonymous No.19976304]

I've been on vacation. A few days ago a friend stopped by and we (well, I) got pretty drunk. After he left, I drunkenly invited a coworker over. I didn't expect her to say yes. We sat outside in the rain for a while, smoking cigarettes. She told me about the marital issues she'd been having. I gave her some non-advice about how divorce is a real bad thing, but at the end of the day she ought to do what's best for herself. Finally, I tapped out from the cold and insisted we go inside. She didn't seem to want to initially, which I found strange. We'd never seen each other outside of work before, and I'm sure she could tell I wasn't exactly sober. Maybe she was afraid. It kind of hurts to think she may've been. After that, she got a snapchat from another coworker, and I told her to invite him over too. Then her and I had a few shots, and I'm not really sure what happened after that. The last thing I really remember is the other coworker arriving. I vaguely remember shouting about Jesus at one point. I think I also remember being on one knee in front of the woman and kissing her hand. I remember that the male coworker, on multiple occasions, told me to sit back down when I tried to get out of my chair. I don't know, aside from that. When I woke up I was violently sick, although not in the way you'd expect-- it's more intestinal than anything. I came to find out in the coming days that I really was sick and it wasn't just a strange hangover. That's been my vacation. I made a drunken fool of myself and caught salmonella or some such thing. I've hardly been out of bed in days except to use the bathroom. I can hardly eat. Hell, I can hardly stomach water. I texted the female coworker later to apologize. I told her I couldn't remember much of what happened and she said that "some boundaries may have been crossed, but all is forgiven." And, of course, cautioned me against drinking so much.

I just don't know. I feel so guilty, though I'm not even sure what exactly it is I feel guilty about. She says all's forgiven, so I couldn't have done anything too awful. I just can't stop wondering what exactly I did. I'm depressed on a good day, and having all this in my head along with being ill is just too much for me. Thanks for reading my blog post, I really needed to get that off my chest.

[Anonymous No.19976417]

>>19975387
That's a beautiful picture.

[Anonymous No.19976432]

>>19975387
Why are white women the way they are?

[Anonymous No.19976439]

>>19975577
Reading it over quickly as I earlier avoided, until I saw the anon editing comotion which of my interest did pique, and spire me to see if what all the hub bub about may be, I determined your poetry quite fine, even though I tend to be no fan of rhyme, there may have been a few iffy parts, but likely jealous anons struck by the fruits of your efforts heart, found their easing pleasure in it's tearing apart.

My quick reading all that stood out as awkward was where you had 4 similar sounding rhymes in a row like light night life write maybe ir something, may have been some more clunkyness but overall it's quite good

[Anonymous No.19976449]

>>19976432
>And it was in this light that the ancients and people of the East regarded woman; they recognised her true position better than we, with our old French ideas of gallantry and absurd veneration, that highest product of Christian–Teutonic stupidity. These ideas have only served to make [women] arrogant and imperious, to such an extent as to remind one at times of the sacred monkeys of Benares, who, being conscious of their own holiness and inviolability, think they can do anything and everything they please.

[Anonymous No.19976454]

>>19976250
So where can I purchase your book sir?

[Anonymous No.19976502]

>>19975387
The seed of Eden has begun to rot, we do not have much time.

[Anonymous No.19976524]

[Anonymous No.19976538]

>>19976432
Because they are goddesses.

[Anonymous No.19976573]

Kid? I'm 27 years old. How dare my grandfather!

[Anonymous No.19976600]

>>19976573
Oh sweet summer child

[Anonymous No.19976678]

>>19975944
I see where you're going with Brendan Fraser in the Mummy, but he was ever just a pale mimicry of Harrison Ford in Indiana Jones.

[Anonymous No.19976687]

>>19976678
My mom likes younger Harrison Ford. I dont know why.

[Anonymous No.19976690]

>>19976678
God, I've been in love with indie since I was six years old.

>>19976687
YOU HAVE NO TASTE

[Anonymous No.19976693]

>>19975944
cr1t1cal?

[Anonymous No.19976699]

>>19976690
>YOU HAVE NO TASTE
Explain your attraction to him.

[Anonymous No.19976706]

I'm getting gloomy reading the great gatsby.
Also I should be studying but I don't want to, I just want to read

[Anonymous No.19976712]

>>19975942
Around 30 is pretty much the time you actually realise what you want to do in life, you're just in time.

[Anonymous No.19976720]

>>19976304
>She says all's forgiven, so I couldn't have done anything too awful.
You can be sure things will never be the same as they were between you two.

[Anonymous No.19976729]

>>19976678
>Harrison Ford was 42 in The Temple of Doom
m-maybe it's not too late for me

[Anonymous No.19976736]

>>19976699
Sexy. Exciting. He's a professor. Roguish. He goes on adventures. He has a cool hat. You don't have to be sexually attracted to someone to acknowledge their sexiness and charisma.

[Anonymous No.19976739]

>>19976736
What about him IRL?

[Anonymous No.19976747]

>>19976739
WHAT ABOU'T IRL?

[Anonymous No.19976778]

>>19976739
Not him, but I always try not care about the personal lives of actors, writers or musicians. If they're retards and assholes, I'd rather not know and do not care. Are you implying that Harrison Ford is a bad person? Anyway, Indiana Jones is an amazing character.

[Anonymous No.19976803]

Whether a musician plays the flute or the cello makes no difference to me - as long as he plays well. I feel the same about samaritans and murderers... Actually, I prefer the cello.

[Anonymous No.19976813]

Just had sex with my big titty goth gf

[Anonymous No.19976866]

I wake up dreading every single day for the last 4 years. I don’t know how to stop this.

[Anonymous No.19976874]

>>19976813
And then you woke up

[Anonymous No.19976882]

>>19976813
im so jealous, all i ever wanted in life since at least 2001 is a big tittied goth gf.

[Anonymous No.19976936]

>>19976720
I'm sure you're right. I'm very ashamed of my conduct. I'm not sure how I can face either of them again. I dunno, maybe they'll just give me shit about it and we'll have a laugh. In any case, my reputation is probably fucked. I don't exactly think she's the type to go around gossiping about it, but in my experience anything a woman witnesses ends up in the court of public opinion one way or another.

[Anonymous No.19976939]

>>19976866
I'm not sure there is any way to stop it, my friend. All we can do is swallow the fear and carry on.

[Anonymous No.19976948]

>>19975670
Divine justice

[Anonymous No.19976985]

>be working class guy
>dumb as bricks and no education so you shovel concrete into a skip bin all day
>you're unattractive with a disagreeable temper so the only available women are loud fat fucks
>she only gets louder and fatter and more and more disgusting as you two get older and your life becomes increasingly hell
>try to kill yourself with drink but only succeed in giving yourself chronic illnesses that mean you have to go to the doctor twice a week for the rest of your life
>just want to die

[Anonymous No.19976987]

the debating medium is ruined by writing paper. why do I think this: when we watch sports there is some speculation value in the risk athletes perform under, the thought of danger or excitement. a debate should let emotion and thought be free likewise

[Anonymous No.19976999]

>>19976939
I can’t accept that. There most be a way out. There was a time when I didn’t wake up like this.

[Anonymous No.19977004]

>>19976987
Online forums with relatively quick response time is a nice medium ground

[Anonymous No.19977034]

>>19976999
You need to become intoxicated by life, you need to be drunken on the elixir of the lovely aspects of the worlds soul, seek them and ye shall find, asketh and ye shall recieveth, pour thine cup forth of barren deciets, and drinketh the pure waters from the everflowing stream of life and love, mine brother, mine angel, go forth and seek the divine, go forth and grasp of love, goest thou and graspeth ofest thy good and thy lovely, maketh thyeth hearteth ofeth beauty and glee

[Anonymous No.19977042]

>>19976936
Life do be like that, sometimes.
Socially, things won't ever be the same, but this kind of thing can actually be better for you than not.
Nobody's perfect, and you were just a sloppy drunk who did and said some embarrassing shit. The fact that you don't remember anything truly fucked up, and that your coworker was willing to talk with you at all, means you didn't actually do anything that was more than just embarrassing.
Frankly, you're comfortable enough to write about it, so you'll be fine. Apologize a few more times, if you think that'll help, and stop drinking for a while. Maybe even get in the long, long line to see a therapist about it. It'll help. Anything will help, if you're just honest with yourself about what was right and what was wrong. At least you didn't try to get laid--hard, anyway.

[Anonymous No.19977079]

I was talking to lady and I think I may have scared her off because my job isn't as steady as hers.

[Anonymous No.19977088]

>>19976999
There is activity and there is passivity.

There is possibly some process of states of being you wish to achieve.

One can attempt to achieve via passivity or activity.

Over time and experience, one tries, and learns what methods best achieve their desired goals.

[Anonymous No.19977089]

>>19976999

>>19977021 is not me, but I think what he's saying is right for some people. Others, like me for example, can't really manage to get high on life. Not really. I can enjoy life, but it's just escapism. No different from taking a chemical substance to forget about things or see interesting colors and shapes for a while. At the end of the day, suffering is what life is. No matter what choices you make, you will continue to suffer. It's only a question of degree. The real nobility of life to me is pushing through the suffering to act righteously, or at least act. There is an immense weight on each of us, and the most honorable thing a man can do is choose to stand up in defiance of it. I admit it's terrifying, but the only alternative is death. Every day you must make this decision: action or death. If it seems difficult, remember that you are still alive. Every day thus far you've stood on that crossroads and opted, at least, against death. Continue to do so, but really think about it every day. Acknowledge that it is a conscious decision. In fact, it's the most important decision you will ever make, and you do it every day. Once you understand that, it is comparably easy to make other decisions and start taking action to lower the degree of your suffering.

[Anonymous No.19977095]

trusting God in the case of other people. for myself I think I do alright, praise be. It is very hard to grasp that everyone else is wrapped up i nthe same blanket as me, and that I can let go of their fates just as I can let go of mine, but maintaining goodwill and striving for good intention ofc.

[Anonymous No.19977107]

Are there groups for lonely people to meet each other

[Anonymous No.19977160]

Had to euthanize my 16 year old cat today. That always sucks

[Anonymous No.19977171]

I was taking a coffee some time ago and I was thinking about the modernities of our time, I remember that some years ago technology was synonym with things becoming more practical and easier and most people, including me, were enthusiastic about the "newest thing". The internet, smartphones, videogames, everything seemed like a step foward into the future.
What I see nowadays is that this is completely lost, social networks became a pied piper of Hamelin moving the masses and programming their brains, smartphones stagnated with nothing to invent except making it more powerful or adding a better camera, the videogame industry, with exception of some indie titles, is each day more incompetent, more cash-grabbing and less creative. Let alone the metaverse or the joke that is NFT. Everything is useless and only made to make rich people richer while the rest of the population is getting poorer, more dependent and more mentally unhealthy.
Is there anywhere to go other than this dystopia that we are already living? Did we reach the peak of technologies that actually improve people's lives?

[Anonymous No.19977182]

The great benefit of dating is the compulsion to be agreeable.

[Anonymous No.19977197]

I've caved in and done the tinder/hinge/bumble triad. How the fuck do I talk to zoomer girls? Any good openers? I'm thinking of just sending the booba Pepe gif and hoping for the best, surely they'll get it?

[Anonymous No.19977211]

>>19977197
Just act normal o.O

[Anonymous No.19977218]

>>19977197
A buddy of mine unironically just started matching with women and saying "gib mommy milkers" and it eventually worked. Been together for a while now. Surprisingly, she seems like a good woman.

[Anonymous No.19977242]

>>19977107
Interpals . Org or com ..

Or you can be an entrepreneur and start one.

Lonleypeoplemeet.gov

[Anonymous No.19977249]

>>19977182
>and thus at long last, it was Womans turn, to make man in her image

[Anonymous No.19977256]

I have no absolutely no idea what I want to write.

[Anonymous No.19977276]

>>19977249
Take a bite, Adam.

[Anonymous No.19977305]

>>19977160
Did the same last March. Shit sucks man, only time death has ever left a void in my life so far

[Anonymous No.19977333]

>>19977197
I just make a comment about something in their bio or photos and that usually works.

[Anonymous No.19977343]

>>19977197
Just be tall and have a good body and it doesn't matter what you say

[Anonymous No.19977386]

>>19975387
great picture fren

[Anonymous No.19977388]

How do i know if I’m autistic or not?

[Anonymous No.19977416]

>>19977388
If you have to ask, then there's a good chance. Tell me something weird about you.

[Anonymous No.19977419]

>>19975387
I am trying to believe in god but i dont know how to do it

[Anonymous No.19977430]

>>19977419
Seek Artemis

[Anonymous No.19977437]

Some giant faggot in my area keeps getting my mobile data ips banned. All he does is spam the same bait posts on /his/. This has been on going for years

[Anonymous No.19977438]

im trying to remember a book i read as a kid. a teenager goes back in time and meets his great great grand mother or something. when he time travels it always says theres a green light and hot tears ran down his face. i think in the modern time he had an a big autistic friend that followed him around.

[Anonymous No.19977448]

>>19977419
Start some kind of prayer regiment. For me, I started with the rosary prayers. One ring around every day. In hindsight I think it was the Apostle's Creed that helped me the most. Consistently saying out loud that I believed was enough to cultivate faith.

[Anonymous No.19977449]

>>19977437
lmao
what are the bait posts?

[Anonymous No.19977471]

>>19977437
>go to UT Austin
>post on 4chan regularly from phone and computer
>just make normal 4chan posts
>say all kind of niggers not infrequently
>get banned
>who gives a shit it's just school wifi lmao
>go to a school computer
>YOU ARE BANNED FOR: I HATE NIGGERS
>YOU WERE POSTING FROM THIS IP AT THIS EXACT TIME WHICH ANY TECH PERSON COULD USE TO TRIANGULATE YOU BY LOGIN INFO
>ohno
>run to another computer
>I HATE NIGGERS
>oh no no no
>try another computer
>NIGGERS
>OH NO NO NO NO

[Anonymous No.19977476]

>>19977171
I feel those feels.
The worst part is most of the target market for such things, 20 years old and younger, have never known anything else and can't have that longing. Things won't get better.
I randomly browse neocities and small mysterious websites and it sometimes makes me feel a bit better.
https://wiby.me/

[Anonymous No.19977530]

>>19977476
That "surprise me" search is fucking great, damn.

>>19977160
Found this for you :
https://www.kennethkuhn.com/cats/fluffy.htm

[Anonymous No.19977562]

>>19975387
>i'm drunk and I want to talk to someone
>it's late so everyone is asleep
>sad face emoji

[Anonymous No.19977564]

>>19977416
If i don’t have a single favorite book/movie/album/vidya etc I mentally breakdown.

[Anonymous No.19977577]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A-rEb0KuopI

[Anonymous No.19977614]

>>19975387
I'm sad.

[Anonymous No.19977625]

I like to interact with people more than I like to admit to myself

[Anonymous No.19977627]

>>19977564
You're crazy. Most people are. It's okay.

[Anonymous No.19977658]

Punish me with your filth, Vuvula. My bowels are warm and my coiled flesh is waiting to be licked. Pour your filth onto me and let your hairy bags sting with my fetid uncture. Drag a rusty dowel across my oilsac till the crusty punctures let sebum spill onto the black lint buried under your long, ingrown toenails. Rub balm into the carbuncles between my eyebrows until my orifices drip with sweat from tingling euphoria. Grimace and grip my gnarly pinched legs as I lotion your abscessed hemorrhoids. Your varicose veins are a deep forest of branches, and I tangle myself in them. Let me excise them as moisture overcomes your trembling loins. Let us drag each other deep into a black, hairy net where fecal matter is crushed between the spaces of our pustulating membranes.

[Anonymous No.19977754]

What the fuck do people even do? Its either masturbate + nap or zone out on podcasts + video games. I decided against either and I'm here again. People just get drunk or high and watch TV?

[Anonymous No.19977805]

Does /lit/ enjoy kino?

[Anonymous No.19977829]

Only a fool can believe that gun control will solve the problem of mass violence. The people using the guns in these loathsome incidents are moral agents with twisted hearts. And the twisting is done by the culture of sexual anarchy, personal excess, political hatreds, intellectual dishonesty, and perverted freedoms that we've systematically created over the past half-century.

[Anonymous No.19977840]

I have to pee so bad! I just wanted to type this first before going to the bathroom.

[Anonymous No.19977842]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZR_uXyhTPRQ

[Anonymous No.19977844]

>>19975387
countdown to mental disabitly, the retard clock creeps ever closer to midnight

[Anonymous No.19977869]

Je suis, je suis, je suis sage comme une image

[Anonymous No.19977875]

Well I always thought I had escaped the broken family hell but it seems like I may have been wrong. My mom cheated on my dad and it may all be over now. I spent too long NEETing and my body is fucked, especially the tendons in my wrists, and it looks like I'm finally going to be forced into real life soon. I fully expect to end up homeless

[Anonymous No.19977884]

Can someone give me a qrd of the Ukraine situation? Is Russia actually trying to annex them? If so why?

[Anonymous No.19977910]

>>19976005
>May it be more or less true: beauty loves and knows beauty; ugliness loves and knows ugliness?
>Ugly people are not treated with the charming charmed interaction beautiful people are met with. They don't know what feeling and recieving and interacting with and knowing the beautiful feels like, or if they do know it, recognizing that they are not of it, refuse to praise and relate to it?
Noone responded to this post of mine, anyone have any thoughts on it?

[Anonymous No.19977940]

>>19977449
They're usually charts with some meme line or just some super spergy random shitpost.
>>>/his/12904578
Heres one that caught a warning today. I didnt check the context.

[Anonymous No.19977957]

>>19977840
How did it go?

[Anonymous No.19977964]

>>19977884
>ukraine as a nation is fake and gay
>cia stages color revolution around 2013 to put in glownigger regime
>propped up by West to act as buffer against russia
>offered admission to NATO which would crowd Russias border with enemies
>eastern portion of Ukraine is made up of russian ethnics who want to return to Russia
>phosphorescent Ukrainian government supresses russian ethnics
>putin flexes his muscles to tell NATO to fuck off
>will absord eastern Ukraine and no one will stop them
>basically a repeat of the Crimean thing ten years ago

[Anonymous No.19977989]

How does one become a NEET in Nyc?

[Anonymous No.19978004]

>>19977989
there's a form of illegal single-room residency, the name of which escapes me right now, which is extremely cheap even in NYC

[Anonymous No.19978049]

>>19977437
>This has been on going for years
How many?

[Anonymous No.19978057]

>>19978004
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2BYoPUOXhVA
this?

[Anonymous No.19978061]

>>19977964
sounds like russian propaganda or some shit

[Anonymous No.19978069]

>>19978057
Looks comfy

[Anonymous No.19978073]

>>19976025
Who was it from? And how exactly do they force you to pay it back?

[Anonymous No.19978085]

>>19978057
no i found it, it's called "single room occupancy" and it basically just consists of renting spaces not coded for residency

[Anonymous No.19978091]

I realise that I've been trying to force myself into a mold in the last years, forcing my personalities and interests into some archetype of person that existed in my head and that "fitted" stereotypes that I've formed before this
But I'm not that, I'm very different from it and it only ended up making this wreck of person uncertain of who I truly am.

[Anonymous No.19978103]

>>19978085
God, this is not life. Are the opportunities of these big cities worth living in a cage?

[Anonymous No.19978107]

>>19975523
But it's right on the border!

[Anonymous No.19978113]

>>19978103
i wouldn't do it personally but i can see how it would suit some people's needs

[Anonymous No.19978119]

>>19978091
I feel this anon. I feel like I have a foot in two camps. Some days I feel the pressure of the archetypes I was raised around and then others I feel the pull of who I believe to be "really me". But I don't go full throatedly either way because I'm scared of making the wrong choice.

[Anonymous No.19978140]

I've almost finished editing my 140k novel, but the closer I get to the end of it, the more I don't think an agent will take it.
It relies on the fact there will be unwritten sequels. It is, in itself, only a third of a story. Though technically there is a middle, beginning, and end, and character progression, and a story arc that is started and then resolved.... There's also a bunch of stuff that goes unresolved. Questions never answered, etc.
I might have to write the sequels before anyone is ever willing to buy it, and by then it will be way too long.

[Anonymous No.19978201]

My mother keeps getting upset that I don't open up to her about my problems. The thing is, if I have any interaction with her, she'll tell everyone in my family about it afterward even if it's something she shouldn't, like that I made a mistake because I'm having a hard time in my studies. So now my grandparents are angry at me for doing poorly in my studies, effectively punishing me for showing weakness to her. She also threatened to withhold one of my christmas gifts from a relative for this reason.

I don't want to dislike my mother, but what's even the point of being honest now? She'll just use it as a weapon in these fucking stupid personal arguments instead of treating you like a human being.

[Anonymous No.19978376]

>>19975387
i literally can't read. i can write, but i cannot read. i can't verify thsat anything i've written is coherent

[Anonymous No.19978405]

>>19978201
Tell her you can't trust her to open up to her because she is a gossip. The truth is hard, but communication is better than letting things stew in the long run

[Anonymous No.19978412]

I dont think i was meant for this world

[Anonymous No.19978422]

>>19978412
No no. This is the place alright.
Settle in.
https://youtu.be/o9gK2fOq4MY

[Anonymous No.19978426]

>>19975387
everything is fucked but it's ok because none of this is real and God will help. it's a collective fever dream, a shared delusion, a protracted nightmare, but God will help

[Anonymous No.19978443]

>>19978422
I'm pretty sure there was a mistake. Can you check my boarding pass again?

[Anonymous No.19978451]

>>19975387
this is all a sleep paralysis episode that's gone on for eight years of subjective time. in the morning i'll wake up and it'll be 2014 again and everything will be ok

[Anonymous No.19978453]

>>19978405
Yeah I should tell her that, and the other thing.
Dunno if she'll take it seriously but yeah
Just kinda sucks I have no one I can *really* confide in, guess that's why I hang out with you guys :)

[Anonymous No.19978454]

>>19978451
my life wasn't okay even back then

[Anonymous No.19978458]

>>19978426
Everything is fucked up because people keep saying god will help
https://youtu.be/aKiVSuDEF2c

[Anonymous No.19978467]

>>19978458
This album has some really great moments

[Anonymous No.19978470]

>>19978458
there's a solid 9/10 chance you're not real and if you are real that's unfortunate

[Anonymous No.19978476]

>>19978470
How do i know if I'm real?

[Anonymous No.19978481]

>>19978476
if you were real you'd know and if you weren't real you wouldn't know

[Anonymous No.19978483]

>>19975523
There's 4 Kansas Cities in the US. One is actually in Kansas, and it's connected to Kansas City, Missouri. North Kansas City, Missouri exists inside Kansas City, Missouri but is a separate city. And another Kansas City is somehow in Oregon.

[Anonymous No.19978489]

>>19978481

[Anonymous No.19978492]

>>19978483
>Kansas City, Oregon
>it's not in kansas
>it's not a city

[Anonymous No.19978493]

>>19978470
I’m the realest cat here. God is a mythological character.
You want a meaning to life, you make it. You need crutch god, name it. You are are the one in control of such things. Consult the other side of your head, the deep voiced one. Go.

[Anonymous No.19978552]

>>19978458
that's quite a shallow non-answer for our miseries

[Anonymous No.19978566]

>>19975387
walk in this bitch n they ask me to leave

[Anonymous No.19978578]

How many of you guys are ready to get drafted to defend Ukraine

[Anonymous No.19978584]

>>19978578
by the time the draft letter gets to my address i'll have been gone
when shit hit the fan you won't see me

[Anonymous No.19978587]

>>19975975
Have you tried not being retarded? It's not that hard.

[Anonymous No.19978589]

>>19978578
Nothing will happen.

Although I also thought that about the border conflict.

[Anonymous No.19978613]

>>19978578
When that happens I'd just rather go hermit mode and live off the grid

[Anonymous No.19978628]

Coming from being a "gifted" child, going through high school at the top of your class, taking advanced math classes, associating yourself and making friends with other academically minded students, to being split from it all post HS graduation and attending a public university with an 80% acceptance rate out of financial necessity really does wonders for your sense of identity. It's taken me three years to figure out that being smart isn't a personality. Three lonely, bitter years. And I pray it doesn't take me too much longer to apply this. It's hard to hold conversations with these people, nothing ever seems to connect. None of it hardly ever sparks an authentic interest in me. Is it just my pride that burdens me?

[Anonymous No.19978640]

>>19978552
It’s brief, but it isn’t shallow or a non-answer.
People expect this non-being to fix things, or will make it better in the afterlife, so they neglect the actual world, the real life. Think about it.

[Anonymous No.19978694]

>>19978584
>>19978589
>>19978613
Draft dodging hippies

[Anonymous No.19978697]

>>19978628
Damn, you and me are the same anon.
The big change from high school to college is that before college everyone sucks your dick for being smart, you get placed into gifted class and feel special, but it's still easy. College is when they ask you to prove it. There is no upper limit for achievement in college, you can do anything you want, there's every opportunity. So if you're actually smart, you'll be doing this and it'll be proven. Otherwise, you're a phony and being smart doesn't really matter since you're not using it.

That's the thing you should focus on IMO. Are you really smart? If so, are you applying yourself? If not, why not?

[Anonymous No.19978701]

>>19978628
Just be a fucking person. I know intelligent people who are fun and interesting. You're just a pseud who never had hobbies

[Anonymous No.19978708]

>>19978694
you are literally a demon

[Anonymous No.19978711]

>>19978708
And I'll eat your soul

[Anonymous No.19978713]

>>19978711
i'll put you under my feet like the snake you are

[Anonymous No.19978759]

>>19978713
Are your feet cute?

[Anonymous No.19978766]

>>19978759
yeah i take pretty good care of them but that's besides the point

[Anonymous No.19978775]

>>19978766

[Anonymous No.19978826]

The purpose of life is to lick women's feet and to kill your enemies in war. I love God and worship my instincts, which are God given. Empires and ideologies rise and fall but human instinct perseveres. I laugh at those who hate nature! You will never overcome it. Millions of years of evolution have crafted a perfect being, but you refuse to participate? You're a biological joke. I love the taste of women and of blood. I will never be removed from nature. Try hard and fail, faggots.

[Anonymous No.19978847]

Stay safe Ukraine and Russia anons

[Anonymous No.19978895]

So I heard we're talking about feet and stepping

[Anonymous No.19978910]

>>19975387
i hope when the world ends the billionaires won't make it out in time
i hope the devils of the world perish with the rest of us
i hope they live to experience the consequences of their actions

[Anonymous No.19978919]

>>19978847
The US has been supplying the nazis in Ukraine for eight years so they can shoot eastern Ukrainians civilians. It hasn’t been safe there since Maidan (my-don)

[Anonymous No.19978921]

>>19978847
you give me femboy energy Post nussy

[Anonymous No.19978939]

>>19975387
i'm going to vomit

[Anonymous No.19978974]

>>19978847
>stay safe
Is something happening to Ukraine and Russia?

[Anonymous No.19978978]

>>19978974

[Anonymous No.19978979]

>>19978974
no anon, everything's ok, just roll over and go back to sleep

[Anonymous No.19978987]

>>19978974
https://youtu.be/V0I5eglJMRI

[Anonymous No.19978993]

It's serious but those thinking it's going to be WW3 are blowing shit out of proportion.

[the xi jinping of weed smoking !!oqyjkIO5smI No.19978999]

I have become a tradie slave. its not an optimal career but whatever, it pays well and i work with friends. its actually really not that bad. and besides, all work is work. its all shit. sometimes my body feels pretty beat but when its really that bad i just drink the pain away. either way its been a positive change in my life and for the first time in a long time i am feeling pretty happy. i am finally profiting from changes i am making in life. i even read a book for the first time in a few months the other day. that felt pretty nice. ive been tryna acquire a new cassette deck since the sanyo broke. i keep buying used ones and they end up being in poor condition. thankfully i was able to return one and ive only lost like 4$ so far in this venture. uhhhhhh in terms of current disappointments in my life? i guess last week i got embarrassingly drunk in front of my friends. more so than usual. yea that was pretty shitty. also on sunday i drank and drove again. probably over 0.08 but i was still ok. anyways.
im trying to think of what else i have to say. i wanted to share a webm with you guys yesterday but /lit/ doesnt accept audio. lame. oh yea ive also been eating a lot of salad. salad is fucking amazing.

anyways i have to get back to playing thief gold. goodnight.

[Anonymous No.19979007]

Sometimes I see lack of interaction or indifference as someone having a problem with me. And if there is one, I can't really see why.

[Anonymous No.19979011]

>>19978987
I don't know what's happening They're just talking about sanctions?

[Anonymous No.19979015]

>>19975387
i don't even feel anxious about the abdominal pains anymore

[Anonymous No.19979035]

>>19978974
It's not that big of a deal. People who screech WW3! Are ignorant of the historical contingencies.

WW2 was total war, an existential struggle. In normal war, you just beat the other army and then it’s game, set match. You don’t annihilate everything just for the hell of it.

This is just a normal war, with clearly defined strategic goals.Sucks to be Ukraine, and to a lesser extent Russia, but that's about it.

[Anonymous No.19979041]

>>19979035
WW2 was actually a mass sacrifice ritual by occiltists. The more you know

[Anonymous No.19979045]

>>19979011
As they talk about other topics they have a ticker below that covers the bullet points.
Apparently Putin has carried out an airstrike. But aren’t invading. There’s been a sort of civil war between their govt supported nazis against Russian speakers. Thousands of men, women and children have been killed since 2014 by these rats. This is the first time Russia has done anything about this.

RT has a documentary about the situation explaining the whole history of it.

Here’s a bit about Nuland
https://truthout.org/articles/the-ukraine-mess-that-nuland-made/

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>>19978987
This is such obvious propaganda from the Russian government that's it's hilarious to watch.

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>>19975387
if it don't sting my eyes i don't wann drink it
if it don't hurt my organs i aint interested

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>>19979052
And what slanty station are you watching?

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>>19975387
walk in this bitch like God please help

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>>19979045
Thanks for clearing that up. I didn't realize Putin was actually a benevolent leader and not a dictator like I've been brainwashed to believe.
>>19979078
I don't read the news.

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>>19979041
Same difference. It's all blood for the blood god.

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>>19979084
He’s authoritarian, but not imperialist like the US. He’s doing what he has to to protect his country

Here’s a westerner who knows what’s going on
https://youtu.be/JrMiSQAGOS4
Old, but still relevant

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>>19979097
You're right actually lel

[Anonymous No.19979108]

>>19979101
>not imperialist
Putin's war with Ukraine is to further his own imperialist plans against the West's imperialist plans. Both are wrong and evil. The West's evil doesn't excuse Putin's evil.

[Anonymous No.19979113]

Waiting for Russia to hack the company I work for so I can get out of work tomorrow.

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>>19979052
It's the Russian state media lol

[Anonymous No.19979140]

>>19979108
Nope. The people in these new regions don’t want to be killed by neonazis and declared independence. Before that the people of Crimea voted to leave the far right coup govt in Kiev. They’re a very cosmopolitan region and probably makes the nazis drool with rage, so that was a smart move.

This plays well for Putin, because NO ONE in Russia wants NATO nukes parked in this country.

Putin has done some dirty underhanded political moves, I have no doubt. But he has done much good. Not a fan of any state. But the clear evil actors here are westerners.

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>>19979120
It’s an English speaking channel that does simple news from their perspective. They speak more truth than NPR/PBS much less the corporate media

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>>19979140
Putin supports the far-right in his own country (Dugin). Saying you're "fighting the Nazis" in a foreign territory is just an easy excuse to occupy it. It's the same excuse the West uses when "fighting terrorists" in the Middle East.

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>>19979169
Angela Merkel is far right too. Again, I don’t like them. Not Xi, not Trudeau, Biden, Johnson, Macron etc.
Saying they’re target bombing neonazis is the fact of the matter. The US is bankrolling these guys. The same way they bankrolled ISIS/al nusra to kill Syrians

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>>19975387
hmm, suicide?

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>>19979185
Hmm, no.

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>>19978987
Lol where does Russia find all these embittered British expats to narrate their propaganda for them? Guess it isn't that hard.

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>>19979185
Not yet. I need to leave some literary output behind.

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https://twitter.com/ICOF__

fresh videos of the russiUkki conflict, WW3 is here /lit/ where are you?

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>>19979221
ok if you insist

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>>19979226
No, not hard at all. Britain wanted Corbyn for PM not the lumpy neoliberal sow

[Anonymous No.19979264]

currently NEET, thinking about what to do next, kinda scared but at the same time have some excitement for the future

[Anonymous No.19979281]

Damn. They deleted the CRT thread just as it turned into a western folk punk thread. RIP.

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>>19975387
got a lotta thoughts but nothing of value

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>>19978978
Why the reaction? Not reading the news is good for your mental health and dilutes the power of the elites.
>>19975975
You sound like me except I did Lib arts at College. Get your fucking license, trust me, even if you don't buy a car it'll make things a lot easier if you have a girlfriend. Also means you can get odd jobs driving vans and shit.
>>19975634
I thought you need to leave your credit card behind the bar when you start a tab?
>>19975525
well said
>>19979286
#meetoo buddy, same feel.
I've realized all the problems in my life distill down to a single pattern: not the conflict between thought and action, but the inability to translate thought into action. To find correlative actions within my immediate purview and within my agency that can even minorly actualize the my thoughts.
A thought has no value until it's acted upon.

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Doomer bros... our time has come

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>>19975468
you don't have to post, pal. nobody likes you.
go be better and post other thoughts demonstrating your efforts

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>>19979169
Ideologically Dugin is a Traditionalist who appeals to guenon and evola fags. Westerners tend to take this esoteric stuff more seriously than actual Russians. Yes his spiritual support for Russia is used as civic nationalism but he's known for his ambitious proposals for Russian (or "Eurasian) dominance. His fourth political theory book and all the stuff that came after is more niche. This is the main one I'm talking about:
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Foundations_of_Geopolitics

It's unironically the smartest geopolitical strategy book or at least the one that's aged the best since it was written in 1997. Minus the China strategy, a soft alliance would be beneficial.

Anyways Amazon has banned Dugin's book. At least the primary English version. You can find it on Arktos.com which is like a right wing version of the Criterion Collection for books. I'm not shilling it, it's online for free. But if you go to the Arktos website and search his names you'll find he's done exclusive interviews with them along with published analyses and coverage of his ideas. If you want to understand Putin more I would recommend searching watching "hypernormalisation" (use Youtube to find the Putin excerpts) or reading picrel. He pretty much brings KGB instinct with Baudrillard strategies. Also the West demonizes him as a Bond villain when his country.

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>>19978201
Same thing happened to me. I just refrained on having meaningful conversations with her the day I stumbled upon her talking about my personal mental struggles and moved on. If someone's still a gossip past 50, there isn't much you can do.

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thank god im just barely out of draft age and have a useful skill under my belt. think i'll be able to die on home soil at least

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>>19979101
Гopи в aдy, coбaкa.

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>>19979386
There. Will. Be. No. Draft.

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I have a russian gf, and considering mother russia is about to declare war, it makes her more sexy for me. She's against Putin however she understands the Russian sentiment of being insulted by the west. Unfortunately I think nothing will really happen.

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>>19979454
>I have a russian gf
How much did she cost?

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Is 'rumination' the right word for a thought that you keep coming back to, not necessarily a painful or embarrassing thought, but a thought that you can't or don't take action on? I don't think "obsession" is the right word, but it's similar, because stalkers become 'obsessed' and they very much do take action, even when used positively obsession seems to imply action and agency; much like 'determined'.
'Fixation' has Freudian overtones and seems to imply a connection to either a particular person or a failure to develop beyond a certain stage.
If it gives context, a thought that has preoccupied me but is completely unactionable is I remember once in an interview Charles Manson in between a whole lot of gobbledygook said "a criminal always goes to a familiar place." I have no interest in True Crime. I am not involved in crime. To date there have been no burglaries in my neighborhood, yet for some strange reason this particular phrase has haunted me. I can speculate on why, but it's irrelevant to determining what you call this thought.
Is it an example of a 'rumination'? It's not an 'obsession' because I can't do anything with this quote.
Another one is the title of a Douglas Hofstadter lecture: "Analogy is the Core of Cognition" - this notion I keep thinking about intermittently despite the fact there's nothing I can do with it. It's interesting and in the lecture he persuasively argues for it... but now what?

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>>19979436
Ég hef ekki hugmynd um hvað þú ert að segja

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I'm genuinely happy about the potential for WW3 mainly because i've looked back for the last 20 years and seen that the West is literally a walking corpse with no "logos" or Great Myth that drives people forward.
It's nothing but novelty in order to fill the gap.

I will probably die either in War, Nuclear Fire or Post Collapse hellscape, but at least it would have more meaning than what passes for "Life" at the present

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>>19979543
There. Won’t. Be. A. War.

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>>19979571
there is a war

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>>19979543
I'm sorry to disappoint you but Joe Biden for all of his geriatric sabre rattling doesn't give a flying fuck about Ukrainian sovereignty or territorial integrity least of all it's people. If there is a war it'll be between Ukraine and Russia, the United States will obviously do their classic CIA intervention and shed crocodile tears. But aside from a increase in gas prices don't expect it to affect anyone on your side of the Atlantic.
I find it actually galling how little he, or any of the Democrats really care about places like Ukraine or Afghanistan. They are such fair-weather friends, so quick to abandon.
Unless you happen to be East of Moldova, I don't expect you to get involved in the war
/blog-post

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>>19975387
I'm currently engaged in an elaborate lie with regards to my roommate. He thinks I go to a job and study during the day when really I go to the library to read and write. It's actually quite fun. I have to come up with plausible details about what I've been up to so as not to make everything sound too fake.

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Lads, it's requited love. I didn't believe in it. All my bellyaching on these threads must have finally paid off. Holy fucking shit!

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>>19975670
Americanized Asians are disgusting

[Anonymous No.19979787]

>>19979523
Meditation?
Memory rehearsal?
Involuntary memory?
Idée fixe?
Perseveration?

[Anonymous No.19979799]

>>19979523
>Preoccupation?
You're not occupied by these thoughts so they are preoccupations, always lingering in the background, yes?

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New Thread

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>>19978578
I wonder if my Asperger's and ADHD diagnoses could keep me out of draft.

[Anonymous No.19979844]

>>19975387
If you’re lonely or depressed, it’s because you’re weak. I don’t make the rules.

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>>19979842
Cannon fodder

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>>19979810
310, fucknut

[Anonymous No.19980351]

>>19979585
There has been a “war” between Ukrainian military and Russian speaking civilians of Ukraine
There was a Russian bombing raid.
There is no invasion nor war

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>>19978140
It's fine. Not everything needs to be resolved. If it bugs you enough just remove them.

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>>19979571
that post didn't age well

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>>19980975
and it's been only a few hours

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>>19980351
One (1) ration coupon for one (1) can of borscht has been sent to your gulag by train.

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>>19978578
>Sir, you've been drafted in the army.
>It's not sir, IT'S MA'AM
>grave mental illness detected
>risk for other soldiers
>avoid draft
easy sis

[Anonymous No.19981060]

>>19979571
There's a war. Just won't be a World one. Which I feel is what you meant.

[Anonymous No.19982175]

I have a divorced friend (domestic violence case) in town who wants to visit but honestly i just wanna bail on her and play Elden Ring. I'm not going to, but I want to.

[Anonymous No.19982199]

>>19982175
invite her over to play video games with you

[Anonymous No.19982613]

>>19981012
Biden removed the tranny ban

[Anonymous No.19982658]

I'm a Russland patriot and my ukrainian friends in a group chat were spooked by explosions very near last night.
One of them, in Kiev, basically accepted death and pre-written his goodbyes to us, in case... you know. In case. He's fine now but God damn that thing really is happening out there.

What a weird war in 21st century. I saw a TikTok recorded by a paratrooper while descending, mere minutes away from beginning an attack on land.

[Anonymous No.19982665]

>>19979571
There was a war for 8 years.
Ukrainians were bombing Donbass civilians.
There are tons of pictures of women and children blown to shreds.
It was a genocide for EIGHT YEARS and nobody said a word. But now Russia is trying to stop it and suddenly they're bad guys? Suddenly war bad peace good and you wanna cry about how evil it is?

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I want to be creative, but I lack drive, interest, and creativity. At least Ukraine might get us all nuked.

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2000 words into my fantasy novel LFGGG

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