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/WWOYM/ Boston /lit/ Meetup edition

Previously >>19953266
Supplementals therein

>> No.19962858

Any femanon wanna be my gf

>> No.19962863

>Foid right in the centre, of attention
Every time.

>> No.19962867

>>19962843
I have an incurable disease, I’m single and alone and depressed and getting older. I just wanted a family bros but I was a placeholder she never loved me

>> No.19962870

>>19962858
This is the anit-social network, anon.
I mean does /soc/ have any kind of success rate in matching people. For long term or booty calls?

>> No.19962874
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19962874

sexual intercourse

>> No.19962877

>>19962863
>>>/r9k/

>>19962867
Make a family of a circle of friends

>> No.19962883

>>19962870
/soc/ is a bunch of trannies contriving discord drama. I dont think any of them meet irl

>> No.19962887

>>19962870
most people who decide to "meet up" with some stranger from 4chan probably get their organs sold.

>> No.19962888
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19962888

exual Sintercourse

>> No.19962964

I wholeheartedly reject the "achievement" approach to life. Learn to code, make money bro, just get fit! Just get after it!
There's a just as toxic flip side - make a family, be a part of the community, you have to contribute! You have to work a meaningful job, you gotta have meaningful hobbies! You gotta be engaged, you gotta care!

There is a whole silent group of people who make a mockery of this mindset. What about those who are disabled? What about those with chronic illness, physical or mental? What about those who, for whatever reason, are stuck working at Dollar Tree, or taking care of their druggie sister's kids? My this metric, if they're not "achieving", they serve no purpose. It's a short step to saying that their life has no value.

The catch is that our lives will never have value - death makes a mockery of achievement. Suffering makes a mockery of grandeur. Poverty makes a mockery of taking tourist trips to Europe or something. The average person's life is dull, often painful, and filled with tedium - and if you're fine right now, sickness, or disability, or death is often just around the corner. And if you manage to starve that off, guess what? You're still gonna die. You're still gonna get cancer, or a serious illness, and to fight blindly against the reality of life in the name of "achievement" just makes you look like a fool.

The answer, too, isn't to crusade against illness, or poverty, or death (one day we'll all be awesome, bro! we can all have nice houses, with meaningful, not-at-all-end-times-evoking coding jobs for my cool insurance company that has a "Green Motive" to their work, so it matters dude!). Tower of Babel. Where is the humility? Where is the quiet life? I fucking reject this idea that we must "make something" of our lives. You spend time around disabled people, and you will see the entire edifice of modern society is built on worship of health, of fitness, of mammon, and you will see what vanity it is in the face of the reality of suffering.

>> No.19962981

What the fuck is brain fog? I've heard it come up in conversation repeatedly recently mostly with people claiming it as a symptom to long covid but after reading half a dozen articles all I can glean is that it means don't think good no more.

>> No.19962986

>>19962964
This is the peasant blood that flows in your veins trying to justify staying a peasant with a well rationalized cope. Know this, whether you "achieve" or not doesn't matter, you weren't made for greatness, you have peasant blood, your ancestors evolved working the fields and getting drunk, not reading the classics or studying philosophy. Even if you were to try and reach "grandeur" you'd only produce something vulgar and useless. You aren't a man, so stop pretending to be such, and a humble one at that.

>> No.19962996

>>19962964
I just want to set of that thorium G if you feel me G
but looks like I dont have to see
Putin is about to set off that thorium G

>> No.19963010

>>19962981
https://youtu.be/oAB9Y2CVqZU

>> No.19963018

i fucking suck at cooking

>> No.19963050

>>19962996
Your retarded lightheartedness is pathetic, it's neither witty nor amusing. it's disgusting and you disgusting me. your mind is rotted.
>>19962986
you will die, and you won't take any of your "achievement" with you. no matter how much philosophy you read, you will get sick, you will beg for morphine or pain killers in the vain hope your guttural agonal gasps will happen when you're not conscious. there is no such thing as "greatness", what the fuck is "greatness"? only god alone is great. you think reading the classics, you think being a hard working hustler bro!, you think inventing some new gizmo is "greatness"? you think that fucking matters at all? it's fucking pathetic. with the sick and disabled, at least there is no pretending that life has to "be" anything. your desperate, pseudo-virile whimpering hopes that you can stave off suffering is just pathetic and honestly revolting.

>> No.19963065

>>19962996
you cant seed cobalt

>> No.19963076

>>19963050
>peasant blooded subhuman can't see beyond basic materialism
I'd call you underage, but you clearly aren't, this is simply peasant blood in action. I feel sorry for you really, now you have aspirations, you want to be seen as an intellectual, as a man who thinks, but you're greatly limited by your genetic background. Those centuries upon centuries of eating wheat and doing nothing but working the soil ruined your bloodline. Thinking wasn't made for you, you realized it, but you have to elaborate a cope to justify giving up, which is the only pathetic part. Just give up, but don't make it seem like you're winning by giving up.

>> No.19963079

>>19962996
Putin has no invasion plans.
The US/NATO told everyone to evacuate so they couldn’t witness Azov battalion shelling the eastern Ukrainians. The war is of the US’s making and the victims are innocent civilians

>> No.19963097

>>19962843
gosh I wish I was in that pic

>> No.19963100

>>19963079
im telling you
turkish new world power sooon

>> No.19963107

Scientists now believe that in nature, matter is never destroyed. Not even the tiniest particle can disappear without a trace. Nature does not know extinction - only transformation. Would God have less regard for his masterpiece of creation, the human soul?

>> No.19963118

>>19963107
Nyx has already inspired the Epicureans to explain this.

>> No.19963121

>>19963107
ya but rest mass is not conserved in nuclear reactions

>> No.19963145
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19963145

I'm going to translate the totality of Shakespeare into Ebonics and GET RICH!

>> No.19963151

Justice is not equality.
Justice is harmonious order among unequals.

>> No.19963154

>>19963076
youre desperately fucking coping and it's pathetic. you think you won't suffer and die? you think you can "think" or "philosophize" your way out of dying? have you ever actually come face to face with real suffering? with what cancer or disability looks like? you're fucking disgusting, you are honestly sickening and fucking pathetic.

watching you desperately pretend your "ideals" or "mind" matters is a fucking joke. you're posting on 4chan, you're a fucking sad, sick, disgusting example of everything i said. your fruitless grasping at anything, anything to appease your ego and make it feel like you're not going to die is a textbook example, and frankly you belong in a zoo. you sicken me, you are fucking revolting. do not respond to me again.

>> No.19963155

>>19962981
it's when you're having trouble understanding things you normally understand easily and have trouble organizing or expressing your thoughts. it's basically like feeling sluggish and tired, but mentally, and it usually comes with depression. it's also sometimes a sensory thing, i think? like, you get overstimulated easier. and for me, i dissociate more and zone out a lot if i stop paying attention to what i'm doing.

and personally, it feels like my head is clogged with cotton, if that makes sense. i get confused and frustrated more easily because i KNOW i can speak more articulately or do things more efficiently, but for some reason, on days where i have brain fog, shit just doesn't click. it can be caused by poor sleep, bad health, mental illness, etc. but yeah, it's not usually a good thing.

>> No.19963156

>>19963145
books are seen as white people shit so even if you finna do it nobody gonna read your shit

>> No.19963164
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19963164

I asked for advice on Reddit again. Aside from the fact that seeking counsel and wisdom a nebulous group of nobodies is already a unfathomably stupid idea. I some how keep forgetting that they aren't ever actually answering your question, they are answering what ever existential crises they are suffering with.
>Hey how can I be more productive in the mornings, would be nice to get more done
>You need to accept it's okay to be lazy in the morning, stop putting so much pressure on yourself you are beautiful the way you are...
I deserve everything I get

>> No.19963175

>>19963156
>read
Did I say it wasn't a play?

>> No.19963181

>>19963175
Make a rap album or a movie or we ain't finna give a shit

>> No.19963187
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19963187

>>19963050
>>19963154
NTA, but are you okay? the "peasant blood" guy is a fucking weirdo, but you seem extremely upset, anon. have some hot chocolate or something and de-stress for a second, maybe.

i mean this in good faith, so i hope you don't get mad, but i know what it's like to get this mean with someone, and no matter how right i feel in the moment, i always regret it later and feel like shit. just hope you're doing okay.

>> No.19963189

"I'm just one of those personalities, maybe" he said, "One of the many who can't stand to toil any longer in their mess. Who would trade anything for a fresh start?"

After all, in all his time on this earth he was sure he'd made feats to be proud of and stood in the graces of respected men and women.
His work had always suggested a higher caliber of experience than his appearance let on, and any subsequent bravado of character was inspired, really. In any matter, he was unapologetically human.
Yes, he had been proud. He had been ambitious and envious - ambivalent and alienating at times. He had had been loved and appreciated one day, criticized and scorned the next - at least, he had been the subject of their imitation. In this sense, he had felt always somewhat fortunate. Even if he evoked the sentiments of a fool, he could not help but feel fulfilled by the display of it all. If there is no greater compliment than passionate dejection, and no worse an insult than a blithe bluster, he had, by all means, lived a balanced life.
Still the pervasiveness of obscurity and doubt ate through his brain like maggots unto a carcass.

"Yes, it must be so."

>> No.19963207

>>19963187
ywnbaw

>> No.19963213

>>19963154
lmao mentally broken peasant, go watch your anime and eat your fast food while some people actually do something in this world, you will always be a leech.

>> No.19963219
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19963219

I don’t have peasant blood

>> No.19963222

>>19963187
thanks for responding.

it feels like no one understands anything I say. there's no where I can post where people actually try to look life in the face: look suffering in the face. why can't anyone try to engage with the reality of what it means to live? who gives a fuck about your job, your stupid bullshit "hobbies" and pursuits, the desperate avoiding of actually fucking confronting it: you will die. you will suffer. you're pissing away your time. anything else you're doing, any "just chill bro!", any trivial pursuit from video gaming to trying to "lift big" to "im gonna get a master's degree, I'm gonna help fundraise for a charity to help recycle, im gonna learn qi gong and yoga!" is just fiddling while rome burns, while you inch closer to death, to judgement. im sick of the frivolity and the stupid fucking bullshit that infects places even where people are supposed to deeply wrestle and engage with these pressing questions. and it enrages me. it makes me feel utterly alone, like a freak, doesn't anyone else give a fuck about trying to get to the meat of life?

that's the fear. when you're in a hospital the thing you notice most is the fear. the terror. they didn't think they would actually get sick, it couldn't happen to me! and in the hospital bed, the cold clinical rooms, with nurses who will try to forget about your agonized look when they go home, try to make a cup of tea and not remember the moans of the disabled. that's you. you're in that bed and you're dying and you didn't ever FUCKING try to see what it was to live. and you never gave a fuck, you never saw someone die. you never saw them shit themselves in agonal death. you never read the psalms over someone's deathbed and KNEW in your fucking bones that you're meeting god, you're seeing what it's about. you're confronting suffering.

that total inability to touch that reality, the total covering over of the root of existence with work, or school, or copes, or "intellectualism": it's isolating. it's terrifying. and you know on the hospital bed they'll be begging for everything just to gasp out another breath, and i will too....

>> No.19963226

Everything science has taught me strengthens my belief in the continuity of our spiritual existence after death. I believe in an immortal soul. Science has proved that nothing disintegrates into nothingness. Life and soul, therefore, cannot disintegrate into nothingness, and so are immortal.

>> No.19963228

>>19963222
>wanting it to be easy

>> No.19963233

>>19963213
nothing you will ever do matters. your crypto currency doesn't matter, your books don't matter, your stupid fucking hobbies don't matter, exercise doesn't matter, your "lmaos" don't matter, your "movies" don't matter. you're disgusting. you're fucking disgusting.

you're fucking disgusting. and when you wake up one day and actually realize how fucking empty your life is i wont even be happy, it's nothing. you're sickening, youre like a little child who stubs his toe, and he's crying and crying. crying and crying and crying and the snot drips down your disgusting nose, sickening. sickening.

>> No.19963237

>>19963219
I actually have worse then peasant blood I would say I have barbarian blood technically

>> No.19963239

>>19963228
kill yourself.

>> No.19963242

I imagine /lit/ meetups to be the most awkward gatherings of smelly boys in public places.

>> No.19963255

>>19963233
But there’s so much meaning everywhere. Meaning matters.

>> No.19963259

>>19963237
Mine was kicked out of a royal family for having sex with a maid. Try that.

>> No.19963265

>>19963233
You remind me of myself when I was 12 and retarded, except you're extra retarded. You'll grow out of it kid, don't worry about it.

>> No.19963266

>>19963222
If death comes for us all so why bother fussing over it so much?

>> No.19963274

>>19963259
I mean whats the point of being royalty anyway if you cant fuck the maids

>> No.19963281

>>19963266
he doesn't believe in his own words so he goes crazy hoping for someone to come and prove him wrong. he's an optimist at heart in a crisis, like all faggots who go crazy over the meaninglessness of modern existence. probably a woman

>> No.19963282

>>19963274
Being noble and sticking to principles, not being Hedonistic libertines like the French, which is why they fell; Versailles was a whore-house.

>> No.19963286

>>19963181
Might as well make a porno fo yall punk ass jive turkey crackas n peckerwood

>> No.19963290

>>19963242
There used to be threads about Boston /lit/ meetings a couple of years ago, it was always terribly cringy.

>> No.19963297

>>19963282
well there are only 2 types of nobles anyway
one of which has spiritually evolved into politicians and celebrities, the other having a brief stint in military men and then vanishing into a scornful stain

>> No.19963304

>>19963265
have you ever been chronically ill? i have been chronically ill.

you don't "grow out" of suffering when you live every day in pain. cope all you want, it's a reality.

>>19963266
>>19963281
>just don't think about it bro!
you're disgusting. try actually giving a fuck what it means to live in the face of physical suffering. your little copes and to-do lists and hobbies don't mean a FUCKING thing. instead of seeing that you squirm, dismiss it, nah bro just ignore it.

when you're in pain, and you will be, youll beg to fucking die. and if you can't face that fundamental reality, that fundamental challenge to your pussyfooting, superficial disgusting way of life, youll forever remain fucking pathetic.

>> No.19963309

I might as well give up right now instead of in a couple of years.

>> No.19963311

>>19963304
btw, joke all you want, say lmao all you want, you have no serious response. i don't even know why i bother posting here. maybe in the vain hope someone will relate but nah. go back to doing your high school homework.

>> No.19963312

>>19963222
people fill their lives with distractions so they don't have to confront suffering, you're right. and it really isn't fair to people who suffer and die for no good reason, randomly, or caught in a conflict they don't have any say in. people want to pretend pain and death don't exist for as long as possible.

i think it's an instinctual reaction to a primal fear we have of death. we're a self-aware species and if we thought too long on how helpless we are in the grand scheme of things, a lot of us wouldn't be able to handle it. we tiptoe around these big ideas and skirt the edges, and i think, for a lot of people, it's about control. they don't want to think that they could never get sick and die randomly, because they're in control, they pretend their reality is up to them. people don't like fear, they don't like being afraid, and a lot of people don't understand how to express their emotions genuinely, so they don't try, or they get frustrated and reject the ones that are more messy-- like fear, grief, suffering, agony.

when i think about being helpless and suffering in pain until i die, it used to horrifies me. not in a "clutch your pearls, gasp in fear and aversion" way, but a creeping, uncanny valley, surreal way. i had a dream once that my father was wandering around my childhood home, a bluish-grey husk with sunken in eyes like a corpse, and it filled me with this primal, visceral fear, because he looked like he didn't even really know what he was doing.

it does feel, sometimes, like i'm living in a world that's filled with people who aren't even real. nobody cares about anybody else, and that's one of the scariest parts of it. some people look so hollow, like they're just dragging theirself along, other people are just thoughtless and vapid, and i realize every day that i can no longer understand why or connect with them.

>i will too
i wish i could give you some comfort. i don't remember where i heard or read it, but i remember reading something like, "in this moment, everything is fine, and you don't have to worry about the one before, or the one that comes after, you only have to worry about this one. right now, in this moment, you're okay. the world isn't ending, and you're breathing"
i don't know if it will be any help, but it helped me

>> No.19963319

my brain has been balkanized

>> No.19963327

>>19962981
Tip of the tongue syndrome but for everything. You're meant to clean the garage, you only have a vague idea what that could possibly entail - the words 'clean' and 'garage' still make sense. But aside from raking any leaves (you have brain fog - it doesn't occur to you to use a broom on the smooth concrete) you can't think about what sub-activities that would entail.
You know when you walk in the other room and forget what you went in there for - imagine that all the fucking time. You know you're meant to do *something* but heaven knows what it is.
Brain Fog.

>> No.19963345

"This is the crazy frog" As if anyone had doubt to the matter. Liek if a red good walked into a flock of black swans and said "This is the red goose" What a stupid statement. I cant believe he would have to make such a pronouncement like there where outher crazy frogs out thier playing at the legitimacy of the title of "Crazy Frog" or as if that crazy frog is a general term and that he was THE crazy frog. Even worse there probably are some shismatics out there who deny that he IS the crazy frog, for how could one ever come up with the idea of proclamation without the existence of ignorance. Worse yet this ushers in the imagined "Bhutun" of crazy frog, that which denies the existence of any crazy frog despire him so clearly stating that he is a such and that there are no other contenders. While I do say that there are no other contenders of course I chance the possibility of their being a commercial contender or dispute of name but it is only tangential to this point. It is because of these Bhutuns of Crazy frog (Assuming of course that you know exactly why I refer to bhuton in particular for if you dont I declare myself a bhutun to you and YOU do not exis to me no matter how much you declare such) which thier is seeded empty thrones where there are none. Exactley parralel to personal veneration and belief sits the equally powerful personal inveneration and disbelief. Where tapetries are torn down and the wisdom of the ages is not bottles, or burned or drunk but elimanted and forfiet with the decleration of anticipation rather then denial. When I anticipate you, I have not killed you more then I have negated your birth and when I anticipate myself I wish to perform my undoing while not yet exspressing the capacity of doing

>> No.19963372

>>19963304
>wanting it to be easy

>> No.19963376

>>19963312
i appreciate your thoughtful response.

i relate to your post. part of me wants to shove people's faces in it: this is what it is. you will die, are you ready? are you ready to hurt? are you ready to lose the ability to direct your life? what will that mean for your life? how would you live your life today if you knew you'd get bone cancer in 1 year and all the medicine in the world couldn't stop the vomiting from the pain? what about when you watch a family member get dementia? will your bullshit "policy analyst" job help you then? what spotify workout playlist will help you then? perhaps it's not fair to them to try to force their faces in it but it's real, and it affects how you live. you won't take any of it with you. it seems everything around us is built to hide that fact, built to hide death, we never see death, it's hidden away, it's that corner of the basement we avoid.

and you're right. if you don't confront it, your life totters along, on the knife edge of fate, until the day your car swerves into the median and your intestines are splattered over the windshield, until the day you feel your lungs closing up from the fibrosis. the suffering doesn't scare me, per se: it's that no one else seems to care. no one's ready to hold each other's hand as they go to meet their maker.

>> No.19963380

>>19963319
I have a Domino Theory Dong

>> No.19963382

>>19963376
Pain and suffering are no big deal, you just have thin skin, you're probably a woman or a kid. And before "muh chronic illness" I have a chronic illness too. many of the greats had chronic illnesses. You're just weak and useless. Die alone and scared.

>> No.19963383

>>19963376
and you can't waive that suffering away with a hand. "just meditate!, just be stoic bro! just be a based redpilled stoic bro! just use breathing exercises bro!".

it's the desperate flailing because their too much of a PUSSY to try and taste the reality of it.

>> No.19963388

>>19963382
>Pain and suffering are no big deal,
stick a nail under your big toe and kick a wall.

no big deal right bro? you're redpilled enough, you'll enjoy it, right bro?

>> No.19963394

>>19963388
Not an argument, you're just weak.

>> No.19963399

>>19963304
I'm this>>19963281 anon but I've actually got stevens-johnson syndrome, I spent a couple months of my twenties and teenage years in hospitals waiting for all my skin to grow back. What's the point of agonizing over how other people will live their life trying to make them understand?

>> No.19963400

>>19963376
God sends the cross and sends the strength to bear it.

>> No.19963431

>>19963382
>>19963394
>"many of the greats"
look mom, i gots a stuffy nose! its just like my based and redpilled nietzsche!
i hope for your sake you're no older than 13. when you actually confront suffering one day you'll have an inkling of what it means. failing nofap 2 days in a row doesn't count as suffering.

>> No.19963451

>>19963431
There is more suffering stored in one of my toenail than there is in your entire body. Keep coping. Only people who've barely suffered can't stand it. You haven't built up a tolerance yet. Die a violent and cruel death.

>> No.19963453

>>19963376
being that angry comes from a place of love for people.

and it is frustrating to watch people waste the time given to them and the body. when i say that, i think of the people who wither away from consuming poison too often. i see them at work and it kind of scares me. people who are so far gone that they genuinely smoke multiple packs a day and don't care, and they're such nice people, but when did they decide to just say "fuck it, i don't care if i lose my lungs." do they just never think about it? i hate selling cigarettes, i wish they'd all quit smoking.

it's the misery, too. nobody sees theirself dying in five years, after all. we want to be immortal. and the refusal to face death and the fear of death is probably the cause of a lot of the world's suffering. if we understood the fear to die, we might value other life more. we might care less about land and objects and time and money.

and there's a whole host of other reasons why people will avoid and turn away from the suffering of others. but the aversion to death in real life is one of them.

>> No.19963466

>>19963311
I haven't been a part of this conversation, but your posts reek of pure hatred and uncontainable anger. Your veins seem to flow with venom and even a small Putin joke set you off into degrading a shitposting anon. It makes for the perfect post for somebody to mock, jesus how long have you been here? I mean this in the nicest way but that "12 year old" post was well-deserved. It seems like you're in a phase, compounded by whatever chronic illness you have and whatever's going on in your life. It reads like like a younger version of the Underground Man read Ecclesiastes (your point about vanity is well-taken, but poorly-expressed) and is on a drunken, typo-laced rant lashing out at everyone who approaches him. Even by 4chan standards it's off-putting.

If you believe what you write, you shouldn't care what they think. You shouldn't argue with them. And you shouldn't take yourself so damn seriously (that's probably the greatest irony of your posts). 99% of people are going to keep living their lives of vanity. Your original post was fine, but it's just an extreme expression of how millions of people feel. The drop-outs of society, pessimists, anti-nihilists, sigma males, whatever. As the good book says, there is nothing new under the sun, eh? My meaningless advice is that you fail to understand the true meaning of optimism. It's not having a perfect or happy life - your illness/painfully clear neurosis stole that from you. Sorry anon. I'm in a similar position. Stealing this from another anon's post: "True optimism in the spirit of the human condition and of the human race in general -- its possibility and potential to better itself -- is the most important feeling we can gift to the youth who will come after us." Yes, that sounds naive, but it's how we've always been until modernity's cultural poison infected people like you to put personal malcontent in front of everything else. If any of our ancestors felt similarly to you, we wouldn't be born. Long before this achievement/status driven materialist abomination of a life even existed. They didn't prescribe the importance of living, persisting, and struggling to having a shitty personal life. I doubt this'll change your mind. I'm not trying to turn you into a trad natalist. But for what it's worth, yes I can relate. Take this in good or bad faith as you wish. I can feel your pain and suffering, but this isn't the way to handle it my man. Write what's on your mind but don't get into endless insult matches with people who poke sticks at you. It's 4chan, after all. Sort yourself out and filter out all the other posts and noise. Cheers.

>> No.19963467

If you’re alive and have never attempted suicide before, uhh you never suffered.

>> No.19963468

i'm scaring myself, suddenly.

>> No.19963471

>>19963467
what are you even fucking talking about.

>> No.19963490 [DELETED] 

get evil!! haha yeah, do CRIME!

>> No.19963491

>>19963451
nice LARP. kill yourself.

>> No.19963492

>>19963471
Probably making fun of the angry hormone-laced anon who got in a fighting match with ten other people because they made fun of his post. I feel bad because he's channeling his suffering in the worst way in the worst place and as the other user said has thin skin. He'll grow up. Will probably keep wishing death on me and others for the rest of this thread but I suspect there's hope for him yet. Unless he's a grown man, which is unironically a horrifying thought.

Anyone who can't handle insults and bantz on 4chan isn't mentally prepared to be here and can't be taken seriously. So he lost the battle from the beginning. I don't know why he thinks he can win. It's getting kinda sad now, ruining the whole thread desu.

>> No.19963493

>>19963491
It's always the smallest dogs who bark the loudest, and it is always the ones who have suffered the least who cry about it the most. You are a pathetic joke of a human being. Never post on my board ever again.

>> No.19963496

>>19963443
>you have to ignore this certain type of music so my definition of music can make sense
YOU are a moron.

>About right.
Your explicit example was to show that painting is built on authenticity unlike music, my exampled showed this was wrong. You are doing the exact thing you just accused me of, ignoring the vast history of the art of painting for specifically the modern Western tradition. Except I never did that with music, in the case of my contrary example, folk melodies, I agreed that the music goes beyond the individual but it's still reductive to say music isn't built on authenticity unlike the other arts.

Maybe if your understanding of music went beyond modern pop songs created from random experimentations in a garage according to what sounds 'cool' or not, then you'd have a better understanding of music. But I return to the first point, your explanation was entirely meaningless because it's not trying to prove the transcendental nature of music.

>> No.19963497
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idk what to do with my life, I feel no motivation

>> No.19963502

>>19963497
Good, racist faggots like you deserve to suffer.

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>>19963492
you sound like you should be doing this laugh right now.

>> No.19963518

>>19963502
ok nigger, idc

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>>19963518
Tic toc cracker, tic toc.

>> No.19963532

>>19963453
thanks for your response.
>>19963466
yes i am pissed. the reductionism, jordan-peterson-lite version of "answers" that're the only things you can wring out of people if you somehow, somehow manage to press them enough to make them admit that amazon prime just aint cutting it is infuriating. the pseudo niceties ("mate", "cheers bro"), the fucking pathetic worst versions of normative preaching normieism (just don't take it seriously, bro!) are a embarrassing excuse of an answer for the reality of suffering. again, when you're in pain (and you either are, or will be), cleaning your room and turning on disney+ for your kids aint fucking cutting it. and that's your answer? you can dismiss it as, youre just 12 bro! but resigned adult stupor isn't attractive, isn't an answer, and, if anything, is even more fucking pathetic.

just live in a shack bro! just sort yourself out bro, have your tried deep breathing? have you tried wim hof bro? just don't think about it bro! just trade crypto and watch funny youtube videos like me bro! the same people who will desparately pay any money to feel better the moment they get a hint of illness, the moment they feel a heat palpitation - whew, this time, i had a brush with reality, glad that's over. glad i can pretend my electrical engineering job matters! im not your man, im not your friend, and your pathetic fucking bullshit excuse of an answer is exactly what im sick of, the poison infesting your rotted mind and the mind of people like you.

>> No.19963534

>>19963493
nice LARP. kill yourself.

>> No.19963535

>>19963523
1. you are not black
2. >implying that I care about the vast majority of whites
lol

>> No.19963537

>>19963492
this is one of the saddest posts ive ever seen in these threads. wipe your vagina harder.

>> No.19963538

>>19963534
what an embarrassing excuse of an answer for the reality of suffering

>> No.19963550

>>19963492
>it's le bantz bro!
>it's le funny insults!
>it's a battle of le memes bro! it's just like my favorite board, /pol/!
>am i based yet?
>look mom, i said the insult word! i fit in!
>you are le sad! i am le sad for you!

fucking kill yourself. i make a genuine post in a sea of "sadboi" hormonal video game addled retards like you, and you can't fucking genuinely engage with it. you're genuinely a faggot. youre not wanted here, youre not funny or amusing or intelligent at all. you're actually a fucking freak. what is fucking wrong with you?

>> No.19963552

>>19963345
what no pussy do to a nigga

>> No.19963554

>>19963538
nice LARP. kill yourself.

>> No.19963556

>>19963532
hmm bro i think you're just weak, simple as that. nobody is saying suffering isn't a thing or that you can simply think it away. you're just a weak faggot who can't take it, simple as.

>> No.19963565

>>19963556
>simple as
nice LARP. kill yourself.

>> No.19963573

>>19963565
you'll get over it once you reach highschool buddy

>> No.19963575

>>19963537
you made it sexist, so i had to delete ohime laugh, thanks a lot you fuck.

>> No.19963577

I can’t seem to find a hobby. I hate most things. I’ve been ignoring friends for the last 3 months. I’m scared I’m going to be stuck like this forever. I’m scared i’m going to lose my family friends that i love, but I just don’t enjoy their company anymore. I’m scared I’m going to kill myself because I don’t know how long i can sustain this way of living. I can’t think of a solution.

>> No.19963590

>>19963573
>>19963575
>anime
kill yourself, queer.

>> No.19963593

>>19963573
You're genuinely a massive faggot, "buddy".
>>19963575
You're actually one of the sickest freaks posting in this whole thread, bud.

>> No.19963597

>>19963532
This is the most reddit thing i’ve read today.

>> No.19963598

>>19963502
Nigger

>> No.19963601

>>19963590
You're either a very dedicated troll or actually 14. Shameful display really.

>>19963593
>genuinely
>ackshually
Back to plebbit

>> No.19963603

>>19963597
>you are le reddit!
go back to playing video games.

>> No.19963605

>>19963601
listen bud, are you ok? im serious, are you alright?

>> No.19963607

>>19963605
You seem confused

>> No.19963610

>>19963601
I want to smash a cinder block against your skull.
>uhhh are you ok, lmao?
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>> No.19963613

>>19963607
not a good look for you broski. you're really weird. are you ok?

>> No.19963619

>>19963607
you seem confused, my dude. are you ok?

>> No.19963620

>>19963610
Get over it lole

>>19963613
Take it easy pal

>> No.19963624

So according to this thread if we where teleported into a room together it would be similar to the movie fight club

>> No.19963627

>>19963610
You good bro?

>> No.19963632

>>19963309
Have you tried trying better? Not harder. Trying 'better'. Have you considered any high risk moonshots as a one-last gamble?
>>19963497
What have you tried? What do you think is within your most immediate ring of possibility?
>>19963577
The glib answer is do something radical and rhythm breaking as quickly as possible. Shock your self and your life to it's core. You won't solve the underlying problems but you may find yourself in a space and in a mentality where it is easier to get perspective and deal with them.
Of course, the ideal thing is to do the long introspection starting with when you think about seeing your friends or taking up a hobby? What goes on in your mind? What is the point where you decide "nope" and don't wan to do it? What do you imagine would happen? Why do you imagine that? Examine the path of your own thoughts...
>note: if it's not clear, the idea of this process is to evaluate how 'rational' your thoughts are. Once you can map out your own thought process you'll get a better idea of what habits, changes, or choices you need to introduce to stop this "stuck" feeling you have
Then there's the causal reasons: what happened before that 3 month point where you started ignoring your friends - did they change or you? In what ways? Are the specific incidents you can point to that crystalized that for you? Think about the last hobbies you had, what you liked about them, why you became disenfranchised by them?

>> No.19963633

I wish everyone here peace.

>> No.19963635

>>19963620
are you alright my guy? you seem a little weird dude. you need to just relax. cheers, my guy! you need to relax, my dude! are you ok, buddy? you'll be alright, my dude! is everything cool, my guy? are you good, bud?

>> No.19963636

>>19963613
>>19963619
Do I need to call someone? You guys are acting strange

>> No.19963637

This is the only post in the thread made by a human.

>> No.19963639

>>19963627
everything ok, my dude? you good, my faggot? it's funny dude, its le funny! are you cool, my dude? it's just memes bro! it's bantz, my guy! cheers, my dude!

>> No.19963642

>>19963635
Hmmm brochacho... Is something wrong? I mean with anything. It looks like you got something you wanna tell me bro. I'm here for you fella

>> No.19963643

>>19963636
you alright dude? you cool my guy? are you alright my guy? you seem a little weird dude. you need to just relax. cheers, my guy! you need to relax, my dude! are you ok, buddy? you'll be alright, my dude! is everything cool, my guy? are you good, bud? is it good, broski? you ok, dudette? cheers my dude! everything ok, my dude? you good, my guy? it's funny dude, its le funny! are you cool, my dude? it's just memes bro! it's bantz, my guy! cheers, my dude!

>> No.19963646

>>19963639
>>19963643
It appears that my superiority has caused some very serious damage on your psyche

>> No.19963647

>>19963642
kill yourself freak, youre genuinely a fucking freak.

>> No.19963652

>>19963646
>i am silly!
kill yourself, freak.

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>> No.19963654

>>19963647
bro what the heck? -10000 points on your social credit score
totally not a wholesome comment

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>>19963633
I hope something unexpected but nice happens to you today, like an old friend calls out of the blue with a complimentary anecdote about you or you find a book that you've misplaced

>> No.19963659

>>19963647
>>19963652
You will never be a real woman

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>>19963633
thank you very meowch

>> No.19963663

>>19963637
are... are you implying I'm a gawd!?

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>>19963637
what am i?

>> No.19963673

>>19963647
brochacho, no! D:

>> No.19963677

>>19963654
>>19963659
kill yourself, freak. you're actually a giant faggot. what the fuck is wrong with you? you can't put together a real post to save your life. you're fucking pathetic, you're actually disgusting. look at your room. look around you. you're a fucking freak. you're fucking disgusting. your anime images and memes will NEVER allow you to deal with the reality of life and suffering.

go ahead, respond with memes and lmao. it's fucking disgusting. you're actually a freak.

>> No.19963678

>>19963639
>>19963643
>>19963647
>>19963652
You are such a pathetic mess of a human being. I can almost imagine you in your dirty room, piss bottles everywhere, dirty sheets and all, losing your mind over some shitposts. Let's meet up and I'll do you a favor faggot. We'll go to a 99 cents store together, buy a nice sturdy rope, go back to your home, and I'll give you a comfy assisted suicide.

>> No.19963679

>>19963673
kill yourself, freak. you're actually a giant faggot. what the fuck is wrong with you? you can't put together a real post to save your life. you're fucking pathetic, you're actually disgusting. look at your room. look around you. you're a fucking freak. you're fucking disgusting. your anime images and memes will NEVER allow you to deal with the reality of life and suffering.

go ahead, respond with memes and lmao. it's fucking disgusting. you're actually a freak. you're a fucking queer. you're a fucking freak.

>> No.19963684

>>19963677
>>19963679
hmmmm... friendo, that totally wasn't nice. major yikes moment.

>> No.19963687

>>19963678
you ok, my dude?

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>>19963677
check out this picture of scooby doo i have.

>> No.19963689

My dudes with peasant blood will never fully my guy or touch grass when skull crack on concrete fuck silly freaks and sillybros terminal reddit radical rhythms broken lonely larping negro angry book reading loners

>> No.19963693

>>19963684
>>19963688
>>19963689
stick a nail under your toe and kick a wall.

>> No.19963697

>>19963688
exactly what im talking about. no matter how much weed you smoke, you will never be able to forget how disgusting your life is.

>> No.19963698

>>19963679
i'm glad this happened while i was coming down, lol

>> No.19963699

>>19963632
>what happened before that 3 month point where you started ignoring your friends - did they change or you?
I changed. I know exactly what happened. I’ve always hated myself and my existence because of something that happened to me and something that i’ve done in the past. I can’t forgive others or myself. But I managed to cope by getting lost in a specific hobby over the years. But then something gradually happened, the more I learned about the hobby, the more I became disillusioned with it. I then suddenly lost interest in it and had a breakdown because without that hobby, i’m stuck with the idea of myself, which i hate. And now with just the idea of myself, I can’t even stomach texting “lol” to friends. I’m completely withdrawing and it’s scaring me. I’m scrambling to find a new hobby or passion to distract me from the fact i hate the idea of my existence.

>> No.19963703

>>19963678
nice LARP, kill yourself.

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Good thread

>> No.19963708

>>19963698
kill yourself, freak.
>lol
>lmao!
>uhhh
you're fucking embarrassing, dude. seriously. look at your posts? what is actually wrong with you?

>> No.19963711

>>19963679
you can't see what's really going on around you. you're actually one of the biggest faggots in the world, and you just go around posting anime images and memes in an attempt to find solace for what's wrong with you. you're actually a sick perverted freak. you're actually disgusting. you're a fucking freak. you're actually disgusting.

you're one of the most disgusting creatures on the internet. you're a freak, you're actually disgusting. you're one of the biggest faggots on the internet.

you're one of the biggest faggots on the internet.

I mean...what. The fuck.

you actually think you're a god? or a god? or a fucking god? no fucking way. i mean...if this is your god, then you're actually one of the biggest fucking faggots in the world. you're actually sick. you're disgusting. you're actually disgusting. you're actually a giant faggot.

you're actually a disgusting freak. you're a giant fucking faggot.

you're actually a disgusting freak. you're a giant fucking faggot. you're a giant disgusting freak.

you're a giant fucking faggot.

god, really.

you're actually a giant faggot. you're actually a giant disgusting freak. you're actually a giant perverted freak. no way in fuck.

you're a giant fucking faggot.

you're a giant disgusting freak. you're a giant perverted freak.

you're actually a giant faggot.

no way. you're actually one of the biggest perverted freaks in the world.

you're actually a giant faggot.

no way. no fucking way.

you're actually a giant perverted freak.

you're actually a giant freak.

no way. no fucking way

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>>19963693
jesus, man. fuck off.
i'm not the other anon, i was just playing around by jumping in with "brochacho, no! D:" i didn't know you were actually mad at that person, the tone changed so quickly.

>> No.19963714

>>19963711
bitch, you need to take a shit. bitch go take a shit bitch. bitch go take a shit, go take a shit bitch. better go take that shit bitch

>> No.19963716

>>19963708
i'm not the fucking bro anon you were talking to. fuck off.

>> No.19963717

>>19963712
a schizo having a meltdown. his parents are probably kicking him out or something

>> No.19963718

>>19963699
I have read your post, don't think I've ignored it but I want process and meditate on it rather than write some infuriatingly banal shit like
>lol, just hang out with your bros again man, shit isn't so bad
I'd like to show it the respect it and you deserve

>> No.19963720

>>19963711
dude...

>> No.19963724

>>19963712
wow, mommy didn't heat up the tendies enough today?
>jesus man!
>brochado!
>my dude!
you're fucking disgusting. look at yourself. you're a freak.

>> No.19963725

>>19963716
>>19963717
>dude!
>not cool bro!
>that's mean words bro!
kill yourself, faggot.

>> No.19963733

>>19963717
thanks but please don't be dismissive when someone is this upset. it looks like a tantrum from the outside, but there's bigger reasons for reactions like this, and needling someone is just cruel at that point.

i think this is an anon i spoke to from the void threads over on /x/, and i feel bad because i think i know why they're acting like this, but this is such an extremely unhealthy outlet for pain. people who do this shit just spiral further and further down, lashing out at everybody, and 4chan in general is like a minefield for people like that.

>> No.19963734

>>19963718
Thanks anon

>> No.19963737

Anyone else have the uncontrollable urge to rape men?

>> No.19963742

>>19963737
read the fucking room, my man. get a hold of yourself. jesus.

>> No.19963751

>>19963733
there's something seriously wrong with you, for your. your "my dude" psychoanalysis is a pathetic projection of your seething. i wonder what the snot dripping down your shirt looks like.

dude, seriously. you're actually a freak. your pseudo concern is one of the most vile things ive seen here. seriously. look at you. do you feel like an important guy? do you feel superior? i know you're hurting my dude but projection is not the answer. i know it feels good to be a guy who pretends he's intelligent but it's a sign of things that need more attention. i hope you bring this up with your therapist. i wish you the best my dude in getting the help you need. cheers my guy.

>> No.19963752

>>19963742
(this is a joke, obviously i don't expect you to give a shit, and also it's just people trolling one guy, i'm just still kind of high)

>> No.19963758

>>19963751
i was not the one calling you "my dude." STOP projecting that onto me. i am not the right person, and you're taking out personal pain on someone who has nothing to do with why you're even upset right now. fuck. off. shut the FUCK up.

>> No.19963763

>>19963699
Obviously really hard for me to say anything reassuring or perhaps sufficiently respectful without know the specifics of your circumstance. All I can say is that what has happened to you absolutely is terrible and I'm sorry you've gone through it. That it has pushed you into this need to escape through hobbies to distract yourself. Speaking for myself, I always find distraction is the healthiest thing I can do, so I really understand you there. One thing I can suggest is: don't scramble for a hobby. treat it like a smörgåsbord because even a temporary distraction, a hobby you try for a week and then decide "nah I'm not keen on it" will be better for you than treating it like a marriage, that will obviously only work you up more and spiral you more.
Of course, I don't know specifics, so my suggestion may not be the right one. I'm just trying to help and don't pretend to be an expert. but all I can say is I'm on your side anon, and I hope you do find something. Sorry if this all reads like a cop-out.

>> No.19963766

>>19963758
my guy, you're seriously kinda weird dude. why are you projecting so much broski. are you ok, no for real? are you ok, guy?

it's kinda concerning bro. are you ok dude? it's ok to ask for help, man. you're with friends here my dude.

>> No.19963771

>>19963752
>weed dude!
>weed bro
kill yourself, freak.

>> No.19963774

imagine being a self-aware species and just using the time you have to lash out senselessly at anybody who has the misfortune to make the mistake of interacting with one of your posts. imagine seeing evidence that you're taking shit out on the wrong person and then doing it anyway. imagine seeing them TALKING TO the person who's probably been harassing you, and then pretending they're the same person anyway.

>> No.19963776

This anon must have gone to the Lee school of insults
speaking of which we are only one board away from barneybros mortal enemies, millions of verbal threats later they still stand.... and him? well who knows. His reputation supersedes himself and now some imitators carry on his legacy to the best of their ability

>> No.19963783

>>19963733
You're the worst kind of poster. Unironically. Your kind is disgusting.

>> No.19963787

>>19963774
>>19963776
cry more, bitch boy.

>> No.19963788

>>19963774
you ok, my dude?

>> No.19963801

>>19963783
pretty sure that anon has stomach cancer, is what i'm saying, but honestly, who even gives a shit anymore.

i hope you rot, anon. and soon. unironically.

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>I honestly have no idea who's trolling who anymore. Luckily I have no dog in this fight

>> No.19963809

Every poster here is fucking pathetic. The anime, the weed, the video games, the teevee, the discord. Do you ever look in the mirror and realize actually what fucking freaks you are, seriously?

Ironic posting doesn't make the shame of your embarrassing life go away. Posting "my dude" and "my guy" and "lmao" is embarrassing. Does your therapist know you post here? Do you console yourself with thinking your STEM degree matters, and it's ok to just "let off steam" by being disgusting? I hope you look at yourselves and despise what you see. No wonder your dad wants nothing to do with you.

>> No.19963812

>>19963763
Thanks anon. I appreciate your advice.

>> No.19963818

>>19963801
kill yourself, freak. do you feel upset? are you getting a little worked up my dude?
>le swear words!
you're not cool, my guy. you're actually really uncomfortable. you give me a bad feeling.

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life feels like too much to handle sometimes. i can't tell whether i love this life or if its suffering is too intense to redeem it. sometimes i want to die, but i can't leave my brother alone here. i'd like to become more stable and maintain a higher level of tranquility.

>> No.19963821

>>19963816
kill yourself, freak.

>> No.19963822

>>19963812
You're welcome, it's not a easy place in life you're in right now

>> No.19963825

>>19963776
Lee is still with us in spirit always
and he has the moral highground

>> No.19963826

My grandpa would shoot me with a BB gun every morning to wake me for school.

>> No.19963830

>>19963818
no.
you don't know who you're talking to. and you are the grossest person i have ever had the misfortune of interacting with. i'm disappointed.

>>19963821
you know, i deleted that post, but honestly, i should have left it. you're right.

just die, anon. i don't give a shit about you.

>> No.19963834

>>19963830
my guy, are you ok? seriously. dude. it's getting concerning. it's ok to admit you're feeling off bro but you're honestly getting me worried.

just so you know, we really don't want you here. it's nothing personal but you're not really the kind of dude people want to be around.

please take care, my guy.

>> No.19963837

Every poster here is fucking pathetic. The anime, the weed, the video games, the teevee, the discord. Do you ever look in the mirror and realize actually what fucking freaks you are, seriously?

Ironic posting doesn't make the shame of your embarrassing life go away. Posting "my dude" and "my guy" and "lmao" is embarrassing. Does your therapist know you post here? Do you console yourself with thinking your STEM degree matters, and it's ok to just "let off steam" by being disgusting? I hope you look at yourselves and despise what you see. No wonder your dad wants nothing to do with you.

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>>19963834
seethe.

>> No.19963849

>>19963843
kill yourself, freak. why are you posting cartoons? do you think that's normal? do you think you're a normal person? do you ever realize what a fucking freak you are?

seriously. i hope you're able to realize that you actually have no value, my dude. you're actually one of the most disgusting freaks ive ever spoken to here.

when you're suffering, remember: you deserved it.

>> No.19963850

>>19962843
The sight of these people makes me hate them. They look like insufferable liberals.

>> No.19963864

>>19963849
hey, genuinely, i was not the anon trolling you. i apologize for getting angry, and i'm going to stop talking to you. you're a toxic person, and your obsession with suffering is unhealthy, to the point where you make it everybody else's problem.

and if this is aimed at me, and you're someone who recognizes me from somewhere else and just genuinely doesn't like me, then i don't know what to tell you. your words genuinely have no value to me, and you are wasting your time. you're immature and you're the type of brainless person who has no idea what they're talking about, but says it anyway.

goodbye.

>> No.19963875

>>19963849
what could it take to drive someone to make such bitter and spiteful anonymous posts? shitposting or not, you're dealing with some personal demons. i hope it gets better, anon

>> No.19963885

I want a /lit/ meetup up, but every poster is from Germany.

>> No.19963889

>>19963885
Why Germany?

>> No.19963896

>>19963889
Every ESL has a writing pattern unique to his country.

>> No.19963929

>>19962843
Why do publishers put quotes of praise on the cover? It looks so ugly.

>> No.19963934

>>19962843
I just found a well paying job opportunity, but I have to convincingly fake an address and a valid Tax ID of either UK, US, Ireland or Canada. How would I go about doing this? and if so, which country would be best for putting in a random address that no official would ever find me?

>> No.19963937

>>19962843
I just found a well paying job opportunity, but I have to convincingly fake an address and a valid Tax ID of either UK, US, Ireland or Canada. How would I go about doing this? and if so, which country would be best for putting in a random address that no official would ever find me?

Captcha RNG42

>> No.19963939

>>19963929
Some people like ugly things.

>> No.19963950

>>19963929
Are you really asking why a company that exists to create shareholder value would prioritize revenue over aesthetics?
or simply expressing a gripe?

>> No.19963963

Anonymous poster dies.

>> No.19963984

>>19963963
Good thing I have an IP address.

>> No.19964053

What's with the two mongoloids throwing insults at each others? What time is it in America? Aren't teenagers at school or asleep or something?

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>>19964053
Shhh, don't mention them, I have a feeling it's a Bloody Mary thing where if you mention them they'll come back. Let's just go about our business and not draw their attention again.

>> No.19964077

My balls hurt.

>> No.19964096

Ah, its so refreshing to read, after all the mind-numbing pseud bs usually spat in here, the actual mechanisms at work behind.
Whats on my mind right now is the thinly veiled distinction between vanity and godly piety, and how loosely we can connect our egos to the external logos of virtue that we strive to reach with our actions.
Honesty, however, is what I see steming from your posts. Even with stone-carved perspectives, or a juvenile approach, there’s a genuine effort to understand and come to terms with a version of reality. Honestly its just babbling at this point.
Good thread.

>> No.19964103

>>19964096
Ah, bah, dismiss the repetition of honestly. Im, in class

>> No.19964199

I need a cure for serpents (NoFap)

>> No.19964284

I wish I had worked hard and saved money instead of going to college. I would be more independent and free and would have more money.

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>>19962843
I have just finished For My Legionaries.
When I go to lift later I will think of The Captain

>> No.19964370

>>19962858
I would, but all reasonable people my age have left by now

>> No.19964412

>>19964370
>all reasonable people my age have left by now
what did she mean by this?

>> No.19964420

>>19964370
Are you female (female) or female (male)?

>> No.19964474

My favourite post on 4chan is when someone goes "anon I..." it's so funny XD

>> No.19964507

I lusted today and sent dirty messages to women in order to try and get off, now I feel like I'm going to hell. I can last months not doing it but I eventually do it. It feels like a losing battle

>> No.19964541
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19964541

Does anyone else feel jealous of the guys who naturally enjoy programming? To nature it's arbitrary what talents we receive, but in reality some gifts are infinitely more useful than others

>> No.19964558

I wanna fuck you like an animal

>> No.19964578

>>19964541
Yeah, I wish I'd find programming interesting so I could make a big moneys.

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Why does the daughter get mad? Is it a biological thing. The daughter recognizes mating rituals but doesn't relate to them mating as such. Rather, perhaps she sees this ritual as an existential threat: I don't want a little brother, she may think but not be able to be conscious of the thought. All she knows is what the mother is doing is bad.

Or is the daughter old enough and at that age where kids learn to make fun of "hoes", "sluts", and all the other derogatory slurs women are called for alluding to sexual promiscuity?

Is the feminist thing to do to keep twerking? To teach the daughter that there is nothing inherently wrong in dancing? Or is the mother twerking for the audience and neglecting the daughter, relegating her to an afterthought?

Would the righteous thing to do be to turn off the camera and teach the daughter to dance? To teach her not to react with violence to the vibrating rhythm of our bodies?

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>>19963577
Learn to play bass, bassists are always in demand. It only takes 6-12 months of practice to reach the point where you can play live performances in a cover band and get paid to do it. You'll meet a lot of different people, if you're hardcore and a neet it won't even take 6 months. It's incredibly easy once you break your fingers in. learning to think musically will boost your stats in every other area of your life frfr, pretty sure the Pythagoreans and Sikhs share the same sentiment. You'll also get to bang arthoes, take the bass-pill

>> No.19964626

The Russian people are a bunch of fuckers who deserve everything that ever happened, or will ever happen, to them. It's funny seeing people in Donetsk replying to separatist propaganda with sarcasm and scorn while ordinary Russian gullibly swallow their government's sloppy, fake propaganda. The people of Donetsk know that the people ruling over them are a bunch of fucking rats, they know that they are going to send their sons to their death for an ignoble cause, but ordinary Russians are yet to experience the war first hand, and so they just go with whatever their government is saying. The war will come to ordinary Russians, however. Young men will be picked off the streets and sent to die of disease and their officers' inhumane callousness, husbands will have their limbs torn off, fathers will be buried in unmarked graves, and only then will ordinary Russians come to the belief that they too are a bunch of rat fuckers, every bit as vile as the oligarchs who have sucked their country dry. What the fuck has Ukraine done to Russia? They wanna join NATO? That's it? That's the sin they'll have to pay for? How many Russians will leave Russia, never to look back, if they were offered European citizenship? How many soldiers will abandon their outposts if they were offered residence in the US? Why the fuck should Ukraine be punished for wanting to join NATO then? God fucking damn I'm so fucking angry. The people cheering this war will come to regret it, but the lessons will quickly be forgotten, and Russia will go back to its barbaric ways. Fuck this. Fuck everything.

>> No.19964643

>>19962843
i drank all the liquor in the world

>> No.19964670

>>19964604
She knows her mother is a dumb whore and is embarrassed. Even children know shame.

>> No.19964741

>>19964626
Putin needs mafia culture to survive. Russia as a whole is hard to manage so their power structure is based on mob mentality rather than competent bureaucracy. Just a lot of mobs, cascading in sizes, until you reach the top.

Ukraine is a strong pawn to have and if they lose that to western Europe, Russia becomes weaker. This is on top of a weaken Russian economy and other issues facing Putin at home.

Putin sees himself cornered on all sides. This anxiety passes down to the rest of the oligarchs. If Putin doesn't do something, Russia certainly becomes weaker and there will probably be a change in power structure.

I don't think Putin is afraid of the oligarchs. Power transition could be peaceful. But Russia becoming weaker is going to hurt Putin a lot.

All to say, Putin may use nuclear powers but he may try to save face some other way.

The Russian people don't deserve this. They're just too stupid to do anything about it.

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19964879

Im so indecisive. Whenever i have to buy something or have to voice a preference i shut down completely because i cant choose and dont even get a feeling for what i want to choose.
This happens with the most inconsequential shit like when buying soap or beers. In the end i then choose something to get it over with and not because i felt good about it.

>> No.19964918

>>19964879
baffling

>> No.19964921

>>19964879
Relatable, just wanted to say that you are not the only one.

>> No.19964933

>>19962843
people keep saying that there are other forums and better places to discuss things than 4chan and all the people have left 4chan, but I don't believe them

>> No.19964944

>>19964199
I recently found out what sexual transmutation is. Sexual transmutation is not about energy. It's about direction. It's about desire. All you have to do is realize that you true desire is not to masturbate, but to live and worship good things

>> No.19964945

>>19962964
You’re deluded clearly. You seem to take Camus’ stance on life but somehow disagree with your own position; by saying that others are wasting their life your committing the same mistake as those who adhere to achievement.
You’re life is free to fill in and if you want out take the suicide pill. Once you’re more experienced and have met more people you’ll find that most have an innate spirit to keep on living despite knowing what it entails.

>> No.19964966

>>19963121
Can electrons be destroyed? Anti electrons? Is this theory only or has it been done? What do they turn into when they cancel out? Neutrino and stuff and radiation? What can cancel out a neutrino, anti neutrino? What does that canceling result in?

But initial question, if electron can be ""dissipated""" by interaction with another particle, what is actually physically occurring in that dissipation process, how and why physically exactly does the electron cease, and where exactly and what exactly is the substance source of the resultant

>> No.19964971

I've realized after reading Plato's laws, that the idea that any countries have political "freedom" is laughable. Wherever you are, you constantly mentally frame yourself as an inhabitant of the STATE in which you live. The state permeates all the space through which you move. They say we have more "freedom" in democratic countries, because being able to carry around a gun in public equals "freedom." You literally cannot walk outside without being instantly forced to comply to endless rules with the threat of imprisonment or fines, i.e. the state confiscating your body and freedom. If you live in any urban area, as soon as you step off your property you are either on state owned land in the form of roads or somebody else's land that is protected by the state. You can't even walk around naked. And you may say you are free to do what you want on your own property, yet in reality you pay income tax and property tax, you do not in the slightest own even your own land, the state can confiscate it at any moment. When people say you have "Freedom" what they really mean is you have "freedom to do anything that is not a crime." So you could have a country where nearly everything is outlawed but the people are used to it so they still think they have freedom because everything that is against the law they have classified as a crime and not worth doing with your "freedom" anyway. A person in North Korea is free to exist and work, and a person in America is free to exist and work and post bad things about the government on the internet. What the fuck is the difference? Neither can do jack shit without state confiscation of their being

>> No.19964973

>>19963950
Proof that it increases revenue?

>> No.19964995

>>19964971
I realize now, the only difference is the perceived level of justice. If the laws that make you property of the state are just, then you have freedom, like in America. But if the laws that make you property of the state are unjust, like in North Korea, then you live in a totalitarian tyrannical government. The only conclusion is that you can make as many laws as you want and take away as many freedoms as you want as long as the laws are just. The only reason dictators are "bad" is when the particular dictator is bad. A dictator qua the essence of a universal dictator is completely neutral, and if anything has a greater potential for good than for evil.

>> No.19964996

>>19964966
This satire or is electron positron annihilation a genuine unknown concept to you?

>> No.19965007

>>19964370
How old?

>> No.19965013

>>19964966
>>19964966
>>19964996
Particles are excitations in harmonic fields. "Matter" is a meaningless concept now, matter can of course be destroyed, only ENERGY cannot be destroyed. Energy permeates the universe in fields and when specific fields have a certain amount of energy they manifest as particles. The particles themselves can be destroyed and transformed at a moment's notice. I mean, how do you think the sun produces light? the energy from fusion CREATES protons. Google Quantum Field Theory, physics has advanced beyond "the world is made of legos"

>> No.19965019

>>19965013
>protons
photons*
which yes, are waves, because the concept of "matter" is meaningless and you can think of a bunch of things as both a particle and a wave. Particles aren't billiard balls that you can touch and feel hardness. They don't have any property of hardness or absolute being as if they are just really tiny balls, the hardness you feel when you touch surfaces is merely a manifestation of the interactions of the energy of "particles"

>> No.19965026

>>19962964
Touch grass

>> No.19965062

>>19964604
The child is aware how much it depens on the mother's sensible regularity: this action appears to the child as some malfunctioning robot would, it is scary, is my mom stuck in this bizarre function, will she never be normal again.

Throw in some primal disrespect of the.baboon butt back turned ignoring and there we might have it

>> No.19965075

>>19964879
Same

>> No.19965103

I don’t know what kind of stories I want to write.

>> No.19965109

>>19965013
It seems like you are saying matter does not exist, only energy does? In a reductive sense; matter is only energy in s differnt state.

I must ask: what is energy? Em radiation, and?

So all particles are em radiation in different states?

Field theory is iffy. In what physicsl way does the fieldness actually exist in and as reality and not just a useful tool map to discuss complex tiny events?

If one had no electron, and wanted to make an electron appear, what would be required?

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>>19965109
Asking "what are fields" and "what is energy" is pretty much meaningless. Physics doesn't say what something is, it describes them. The only time physics says what something "is" is when it describes something in terms of something more fundamental, but it then doesn't say what the fundamental thing "is" only describes its properties. So unless the ideas of fields and energy are unified into a more fundamental idea the same way physics unifies almost all forces into four fundamental forces and then unifies two of the fundamental forces into the electroweak force, it will have nothing meaningful to say about what energy "is." If you want to talk about that, you will have to resort to Philosophy, and say something like, the state of the universe is pure nothingness and then some principle orders it into fields and energy and space and time.

>> No.19965137

I thinking about switching from being an useless stemcel to blue collar. Maybe something like bricklayer. Im really out of options.

>> No.19965163

>>19963222
>there's no where I can post where people actually try to look life in the face: >look suffering in the face. why can't anyone try to engage with the reality of what it means to live?

Because nobody wants to talk about depressing shit

And many thousands of people in history have looked suffering in the face and worse books about it, namely Siddarta Gautama the Buddha which I recommended you look into it’s very neat

>> No.19965179

>>19963226
Do you believe in an immortal car? A car is made up of several parts, The wheels, The engine, The gas, The chassis, etc… but when those parts are replaced ship of Theseus style is it still the same car? And when the parts are taken apart is there still a car?

That’s basically what you would call a “soul” but instead of car parts we are made up of aggregates that come together to form this illusion we call a “self” think of your consciousness as a flame. The flame is always changing, yet retains some sameness and it disappears when it is extinguished.

>> No.19965223

>>19965133
What are the types of energy, if as you say energy is the most fundamental?

Yea yea excitation of fields, but how does energy, energy being EM radiation, "turn" into "stable excitations"?

So per your description, is it certain electrons are "created" in this process, or just knocked loose from local molecules?

Has an electron been created in a lab, by purely exciting the intangible electron field?

Electrons exist here and there and there, you are saying there is an actually fieldness in between them? A somethingness which actually exists, what is the physical substantial nature of this field, and how does it corelate in it's occuypation of space in relation to the Em field?

>> No.19965233

>>19962874
lmao is she supposed to be hot? looks like a third world prostitute

>> No.19965237

>>19964604
Its because twerking is outdated and cringe. Kids know that old people doing young people things is obnoxious

>> No.19965247

I havent seen butterfly post in a while and I'm getting concerned

>> No.19965266

>>19965137
If you know engineering than you have a head sstart in construction

>> No.19965325

>>19965266
Sadly, my stem degree is nowhere near engineering.

>> No.19965367

>>19964918
>>19964921
>>19965075
How do we fix it

>> No.19965375

>>19965223
>What are the types of energy, if as you say energy is the most fundamental?
Well according to the latest theories its gravity, the strong force and the electroweak force. The electromagnetic force is usually what you think off when you say energy which is unified with the weak force.
>how does energy, energy being EM radiation, "turn" into "stable excitations"?
Math equations and shit
> is it certain electrons are "created" in this process, or just knocked loose from local molecules?
You still think of electrons as physical billiard balls. When we detect “electrons” we are detecting the interaction of fundamental forces with laboratory equipment. The idea of a round little “electron” is a model because when you detect a force or energy affecting your equipment that comes in discrete packets, you naturally imagine that the packets of energy are physical entities. “Electrons” are not “created” in the sense of something popping out of nothing. There are a bunch of interactions going on that can be described mathematically in a way that causes “electrons” to manifest under certain conditions.
>Has an electron been created in a lab, by purely exciting the intangible electron field?
production of electrons from photons has been observed
>you are saying there is an actually fieldness in between them? A somethingness which actually exists, what is the physical substantial nature of this field, and how does it corelate in it's occuypation of space in relation to the Em field?
Well that’s like asking whether there is a physical gravity between planets after Newton comes up with the gravitational force. Physics uses models. Newton’s gravity was a model, treating gravity as a force acting at a distance. Einstein’s model of gravity is just a more successful model than Newton’s by treating space as an object that bends. Does space ACTUALLY physically behave like Einstein described? Or does it only appear that way to us and our macroscopic experiments, and we just got lucky that all these mathematical equations describe the universe, whereas in reality there is something more fundamental than gravity that just manifests itself to us as general relativity, so that space doesn’t “actually” behave like Einstein says? Fields may be done away with for a more successful and more fundamental model just like the bohr model was done away with for quantum mechanics. Electrons don’t “actually” orbit around atoms like the bohr model says, they “actually” move according to the more complex description of QM. But the only reason the bohr model was done away with was because it didn’t give perfect results in experiments. So maybe if we had better instruments and could come up with better experiments, QM will turn out to be inadequate and we will find out that electrons don’t “actually” orbit according to QM either but to this other more fundamental theory.…

>> No.19965381

>>19965375
… So when you are asking me if there are actually substantial fields, you are asking me to prophecy the future of physics, because we don’t know jack shit about what “actually” happens at a subatomic level, all we know is how what is happening at a subatomic level manifests to our instruments and experiments, and that our model seems to accurately predict how whatever is happening at a subatomic level manifests itself to us. QFT is just a mathematical framework that accurately predicts what actually goes on in the world as it appears to us, the same way classical mechanics accurately describes the motion of planets as they appear to us. Whether QFT will be done away with in the same way classical mechanics was is anybody’s guess. If you are concerned about the status of QFT, QFT is the basis of the standard model of particle physics which has been called the most successful theory and has never been contradicted in experiments, except it isn’t unified with general relativity and is lacking in terms of an explanation of the expansion of the universe.

Anyway, I don’t know what the fuck I’m talking about and don’t know the mathematics of QM or QFT so don’t believe anything I say because I’m just an enthusiast.

And I don’t believe that matter exists personally in the sense of hard material things because it’s an absurd concept based on analogy with our tactile sense of hard things

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I still can’t sleep more than four hours at a time. Fuck my life.

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A part of me just doesn't feel like playing vidya anymore. And I don't even mean it in a depressing tone. I've completed my backlog so I'm left with some satisfaction but I still play games. Most of the time its a multiplayer game now. But it's left me with a sense of hollowness despite being a social interaction of some sort. Maybe I'm at the edge of me being done with vidya, maybe I'm just growing old.

>> No.19965457

>>19965367
What I've been doing is to bring a coin with me and using it as the judge.

>> No.19965463

Normalfags took over the web. Where do I run to? Outside?

>> No.19965470

If you won 1 million dollars what's the first thing you would buy?

>> No.19965473

>>19965470
a damn brewery. I'd turn this world into alcoholics

>> No.19965481

I wish I had a drive towards something, some purpose.
Many people in the past and present seem driven towards their goals by some force stronger than them, even if the rest of their lives were in ruins, like it was with Van Gogh.
I remain here, lifeless, purposeless, emotionless.

>> No.19965487

>>19965470
Books and courses about investments.

>> No.19965491

>>19965470
a kebab

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These AI reconstructions of famous old people are so weird.

>> No.19965496

>>19965367
Don't group me in with these people.
I have no idea why someone would be stressed by a simple choice.

>> No.19965497

>>19965492
van gogh is a SLAYER

>> No.19965502

>>19965481
are you me?

>> No.19965508

>>19965481
just start doing literally anything. after a while you will forget that you don't have a reason and just do it. All you have to do is tell yourself that you have to do it over and over again. That's what most people actually do. They are sparked to take the initial step of doing something, but after a while they forget what their reason was and just do it because they made it their goal and believe they have to do it

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19965514

Buddhists are taking over this board.
Should they be given their own religion board?

>> No.19965523

>>19965375
1/2
>>19965375
>Well according to the latest theories its gravity, the strong force and the electroweak force. The electromagnetic force is usually what you think off when you say energy which is unified with the weak force.

Ok and you said "matter" doesnt really exist because it can be entirely anihilated and when doing so what remains appears to be energy. So of the candidates of energies you listed: which ones protrude from the local source of the matter anihilated? Does this force one to posit that they anihilated matter was in fact none other than that energy?

If so what is the theory as to how humpty Dumptys egg was first put together to begin with, how concievably was that emenating energy from anihilation event first prodded into formatting itself into such a matter particle or.. field excitation.


>You still think of electrons as physical billiard balls. When we detect “electrons” we are detecting the interaction of fundamental forces with laboratory equipment. The idea of a round little “electron” is a model because when you detect a force or energy affecting your equipment that comes in discrete packets, you naturally imagine that the packets of energy are physical entities. “Electrons” are not “created” in the sense of something popping out of nothing. There are a bunch of interactions going on that can be described mathematically in a way that causes “electrons” to manifest under certain conditions.

It is unfortunate play of semantics, one person thinks physical to mean one thing, another implies it another way, and who is sure of the platonically ideal definition. I presume locality, if there is a non nothing of quantity and quality in that vicinity, I called it physicalness as opposed to pure nothingness, presuming pure nothingness is only that which possesses no physicality what so ever.

When you detect electron you detect the interaction of fundamental forces but you presume 'something that is some way' is causing that interaction; thus the idea of electron, and it's likely correlation to an in reality 'existingness' of a something.

>> No.19965529

>>19965470
unironically a shit ton of hard drugs, like a mountain of blow lets say. and then id probably abuse that for a week before deciding what to do with the rest, assuming the mountain of blow doesn't kill me.

>> No.19965544

>>19965375
2/2
>production of electrons from photons has been observed

Purely photons interacting with photons and nothing more? And it was 1000% certain there was nothing nothing purely nothing at all in the vacuum? Well besides all the various fields

>Well that’s like asking whether there is a physical gravity between planets after Newton comes up with the gravitational force.

Of course it must have been assumed so, there is no evidence an object can telepathically cause another object to move at a distance without an intermediary touching. Spooky action at a distance Convo here would only detract from this current line of topic though if you feel it absolutely unavoidably relevant to explain everything else I geuss you must have at it.

>Does space ACTUALLY physically behave like Einstein described?

Space, fundamental gravity is very fascinating and difficulty understood by man; obviously somehow the sun is continously touching/forcing the surrounding space in such a way that the earth cannot help but follow it. The nature of the physicality and constituientcy of this space material gravity medium field is very challenging to pierce, further more how intimitely it may be entwined with the em field, considering lensing for instance.

As for some possibly stubborn reason, as hand wavy knee jerky as many 'scientests' seem to be in this regard, the ancient posited concept of luminiferous aether seems to be quite similar to what special and general relativity reveal. However please resist responding to that last bit of insignificant bratty cattyness

I will try to respond to your next post in a bit. I appreciate talking with anyone of some know on subject. I am only ever trying to further my understanding of Truth, I have looked at a lot of the current standing and theories and models and ideas and confusions and mysteries and philosophical takes, and I am only ever trying to push forward and try and make theoretical progress in query and contemplation, searching for holes, inconsistencies, contradictions, flaws.

>> No.19965561

>>19965523
what i'm trying to say is, physics can't really answer these questions you're asking. but since it can't i'll step outside of physics and offer my own opinions

I believe that reality is one, simple substance without magnitude or quality that is altered and used to create the universe by a divine Mind. the Mind imposes things like magnitude (space) and differentiation (time) and energy onto this substance. It's meaningless to speak of these productions as "material" because it is an imposition of form on a formless all pervasive simple "matter" by something analogous to a Mind. the mind doesn't create hard particles that move through a void because that entire concept is absurd. No body can be indivisible because the concept of something that is indivisible but also exists actually as a body in space with extension is absurd. You cannot create something with extension from something that is indivisible like a fundamental "particle." the fields are just what we observe as the mechanism by which mind imposes form on the substance.
>>19965544
>Purely photons interacting with photons and nothing more? And it was 1000% certain there was nothing nothing purely nothing at all in the vacuum?
what makes you so skeptical that the entirety of modern physics isn't just built out of thin air? do you think people are just making this all up?
>the ancient posited concept of luminiferous aether seems to be quite similar to what special and general relativity reveal.
yes, the concept of a void is absurd. nothing can move through a void as shown by Zeno. That's why the pervasive substance of reality is formed into spacetime. "Motion" is a phenomenal delusion. General relativity shows that there is no such thing as a "void," rather the space that things "move" through is a substance in and of itself.

You are the same guy who was saying that time was produced by motion and I was arguing with you

>> No.19965576

Cant write, talk, or swim, can't show up on time
All those gibs and still do fifty-five percent of the crime
Top of every sports league but yeah sure, you're the victims
Affirmative action and welfare but you cry about racism
Jews take all the money you guys make with your raps
Then turn around and tell you to blame the whites for the crack
Lol, nigga please, just do like malcolm x did
Either die in a hail of bullets or else please just live separate

>> No.19965578

It actually bothers me how much I like Japanese fiction. Manga and anime especially.

>> No.19965623

>>19965576
Tom MacDonald is just trying too hard now

>> No.19965632

>>19965578
Take a time off

>> No.19965634

The philosophy of Kant and Schopnhauer has alienated me from social life.

>> No.19965653

https://voca.ro/1aiLONgpD767

>> No.19965659

>>19965623
It's been funny watching him get redpilled over the years.

>> No.19965731

why is dating so fucked up? any fat pig with a cunt is covered in cock quicker than a cyclist plowing head on through hedges is covered in fucking leaves god damn

>> No.19965738

>>19962843
It's way too fucking hard to stop using technology when I literally do nothing but work out and read on the weekends. Working out takes like an hour and it's hell to try and read for more than 5 hours so I am basically left with all this time. I imagine normal people would talk to someone or something but sine I don't do that in real life I end up coming back here. But you can't come on the internet moderately, it's impossible. So I have to figure out more things to do.

>> No.19965808

>janny deleted my reply to a thread
Why do they do this?

>> No.19965824

>>19965808
the jannies here basically delete anything that gets reported and don't delete anything that doesn't get reported

>> No.19965843

>>19963226
>he doesn't know about the heat death of the universe
anon, i...

>> No.19965853

>>19965007
18

>> No.19965862

>>19965843
not actually supported by physics. we don't even know what the cause of the expansion of the universe actually is

>> No.19965962

holy shit missing someone can hurt a lot. on and on and on. it helps with remembrance I think and processing. But it just doesn't end! It hurts like hell man. it comes and goes but it doesn't stop coming back. Just pain! Pain in the chest! Some kind of desperate longing. Completely unintelligent longing. They can't be here and yet it just sneaks in to your mind "I wish they were here". Over and over and over. "I wish things were different". "What did happen?" I've thought through what happened so many times! So many times!

But still! Still! New angles arise. Probably the reason it goes on is because Still New Angles Arise. Emotional states that unlock perspectives that unlock ways of viewing memories; webs of connections of meanings, adding it all up.. day by day, every day, new things. Every day! This has been going on since September! It's virtually everything that has been going on since September! Holy moley do I wish she was here and holy moley don't I, probably, at the same time....!

On and on!

>> No.19965987

>>19965962
I know the feel bro. The worst part is when it's your fault and you left her even though you loved her.

>> No.19965992

https://youtu.be/cjGFyjQG61U

>> No.19966004

>>19965987
Yep!

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>> No.19966044

>>19965862
>not actually supported by physics
sure man, yeah.

>> No.19966082

Someone tell me to stop being a bitch and call my friend. This is my last chance.

>> No.19966088

>>19966044
"heat death" and "big bang" are modern myths. its amazing that people dont notice this. people will tell you they "believe" in these things, yet they cant explain them.

>> No.19966121

>>19965632
Time off from what?

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Beauty is what reminds the soul of the Good. if Beauty dies, God dies, and only a few persist with a defiant madness until humanity whimpers out of being, now numbered with the brutes, and subject to the cycle of extinction.

>> No.19966216

>>19965731
I hear this said a lot but I'm terminally shut in. Dont use social media and haven't talked to a girl in years. I have mo metric to gauge the accuracy of this statement. Can anyone verify it?

>> No.19966217

>>19966088
>doesn't believe in big bang and heat death
>believes in the continuity of our spiritual existence after death and the immortal soul
ok

>> No.19966222

>>19965853
Wanna date a guy in his mid 20s?

>> No.19966235

>>19966217
I'm a differemt anon but I find interesting that the big bang and heat death stand in contrast to the principles considered by the presocratics. Heat death involves a cessation of motion and the big bang entails a beginning of motion. What is the principle of motion? How did it start and why should it stop?

>> No.19966237

>>19966217
i didnt say that

>> No.19966244

>>19966235
>how did it start
unclear to everyone and not currently not understood, probably weird quantic stuff
>why should it stop
that's really just basic thermodynamics and entropy

>> No.19966246

Sara please call me

>> No.19966249

>>19966244
>probably weird quantic stuff
just say magic.

>> No.19966263

I recently started a very boring and braindead job. I decided to put those 8 hours to good use and start listening to audiobooks and lectures. I subscribed to Scribd because it looks pretty nice, but now after listening to like 5-6 audiobooks, I'm finding out that the subscription is not actually unlimited as widely advertised and it makes me upset.

>> No.19966271

>>19966244
Principles of basic entropy contradict the big bang altogether then. Can there be mutually exclusive laws of physics?

>> No.19966294

>>19966235
>>19966244
>>19966271
The heat death isn't even the only theory. According to the Big Crunch theory the universe has been eternally forming and reforming. The reason there are so many theories is because physics hasn't completely explained the expansion of the universe and we don't actually know if thermodynamical principles apply to the universe. The laws of thermodynamics are about closed systems and we don't know what happens on the scale of the universe. Just stop talking like the Heat Death is settled science, that's all I ask

>> No.19966306

>>19966294
Big Crunch is just pretty stupid.
The current observations show that space is expanding at an increasing rate. With those observations, heat death is the only possible outcome. Maybe could change if we ever understand dark matter/energy, but the big crunch is not realist at all for the moment.

>> No.19966308

new thread plox

>> No.19966315

>>19966308
in 3 replies

>> No.19966319

>>19966306
>The universe will expand forever because... it just will OK! Dark matter proves it!

>> No.19966323

LAST

>> No.19966325

>THE NUMBERS ARE IN ITALICS THE HORROR!!!!!!!

>> No.19966331

HURRY SOMEONE CHOOSE AN EPIC IMAGE BEFORE THE JACKASSES MAKE IT FIRST

>> No.19966333

>>19966319
>dark matter proves it
I didn't say that.
I said that the only way the universe wouldn't expand forever, with the current understanding and observations, would be some weird fuckery with dark matter/energy. Not sure what's your problem with that. Did you watch some weird clickbait video about the mysteries of aliens or something?

>> No.19966336

>>19966294
I'm really more interested in how entropy relates to the big bang. Seems like entropy has to be overcome somehow. I feel like contemporary science has brought us back to the questions the pre socratic were asking

>> No.19966344

>>19966315
so

>> No.19966347

NEW THREAD, NEW CONVERSATIONS
>>19966343
NEW THREAD, NEW CONVERSATIONS
>>19966343
NEW THREAD, NEW CONVERSATIONS
>>19966343
NEW THREAD, NEW CONVERSATIONS
>>19966343

>> No.19966350

>>19966336
what did the presocratics even say? I know Aristotle and the Platonists believed in the eternal pre-existence of the Universe and that the Earth was eternal and the heavens were eternal. But Aristotle also believed that motion didn't go on by itself but had to be actively moved by Soul or something else physical applying motion to it.

>> No.19966363

>>19966354
You were too late...

>> No.19966368

>>19966363
By seconds. No worries

>> No.19966451

>>19965381
>And I don’t believe that matter exists personally in the sense of hard material things because it’s an absurd concept based on analogy with our tactile sense of hard things
Somehow...some freaking how different things/quantas exist.

That is to say, the entire universe is not composed of only electrons. Or metaphorically the same shape and size and color Lego piece.

Some how apparently fundamentally completly unique types of quanta of qualitys exist, and they are able to interact in such a way that they cohere to one another, in such a stable way, one is forced to coin the concept and term solidity.

How it is theoretically possible for energy, em radiation, whatever the heck that actually is is, to become one of these different quantas of qualities, is beyond me.

Also as far as I know from my readings it is said most electrons and quarks were made at the big bang.

Soooo who knows.

>> No.19966526

>>19965481
Wrong mindset. Just do something and go for it 100%. What motivates me is people thinking I have drive when in reality I only care about doing something Good no matter what and being no different than the rest.

>> No.19966693

>>19965561
>the mind doesn't create hard particles that move through a void because that entire concept is absurd. No body can be indivisible because the concept of something that is indivisible but also exists actually as a body in space with extension is absurd. You cannot create something with extension from something that is indivisible like a fundamental "particle
The existence of the universe is a paradox.

There is the common phrase: why is there something rather than nothing?

Once one accepts, the way things are is that, there happens to be something (and a lot of it) instead of nothing (it next follows that something must be of a type and way, it must possess the characteristics and possibilities it possesses), you must admit that it also then possible for an aspect of that something to fundamentally exist and be indivisible and have extension. Electrons, quarks,

They possibly cannot be broken down further but they are relativley stable entities.

There is no reason to posit that if something rather nothing could happen to exist, that something could only fundamentally be energy-y and not possibly stable object thingness-y.

Em radiation is bizarre, as anything else to begin with. The idea of certain very dynamic and multi faceted 'somethingness' which "cannot have it's motion stopped, wee call this energy.

And all though a moving steam of water can be stoped, we also call that energy.

But we don't say water is released from atoms in fission.

So to think that some strange, magnetic electro constantly right angle fwipping self propagating wave particle packet is the obvious intuitive primary eternal fundamental nature of nature, and not the possibility of a slowable, directable, semi stable objectness, I don't know if this is entirely fair.

The paradox is which came first chicken or the egg, matter or energy. No the paradox is if energy exists and cannot be created or destroyed this means energy must have always existed.

>> No.19966708

>>19965561
>>Purely photons interacting with photons and nothing more? And it was 1000% certain there was nothing nothing purely nothing at all in the vacuum?
>what makes you so skeptical that the entirety of modern physics isn't just built out of thin air? do you think people are just making this all up?
Historical evidence of imperfections + contemporary possibility of imperfect care, brilliance, rigor, and supreme genius lead me to strive to of any position, that of cautiously testing and checking and challenging the airtightness and soundness of all possible geusses and beliefs of data and theory and interpretation

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Whoops

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>> No.19967553

>>19967546
Why are you like this

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>>19967553
What’s wrong?

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>> No.19967575

There's some at a port, ed, and he does Re.

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wtf ive stumbled upon a secret i wish i never found......

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>>19967681
SHHHHHHHHHHH