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>> No.19867451

>>19867444
Retarded weeb threadsplitter shitter

>> No.19867471

What's everyone reading & drinking tonight?
For me it's Umberto Eco (hoping to finish TNOTR and begin Baudolino) and I bought myself a bottle of port from the Lidl

>> No.19867485

>>19867451
fpbp

>> No.19867486

>>19867451
there was no other thread

>> No.19867500

>>19867471
For me it's either drinking or reading. I have some problems with focusing, ADD maybe who knows, and drinking makes it even harder for me to focus on a book. So it's only drinking tonight.

>> No.19867512

>>19867471
drinking beer, reading I haven't decided yet, possibly plowing through the last bit of the neapolitan quartet

>> No.19867521

>>19867471
>drinking
Jack Daniel's Whiskey mixed with peach juice
>reading
Thomas Pynchon's Vineland

>> No.19867890

>>19867444
b.haruka1103 for the fellow coomers

>> No.19867922

>>19867444
What books changed your lives? Looking to improve my outlook on life.

>> No.19867929

Let this oriental obsessed spam shit be a lesson on what happens when no one makes a real thread with a decent OP.

>> No.19867931

>>19867922
books about bbc, they helped me realize that us whiteys simply cannot compete

>> No.19867942

>She is made to have seminal fluids dumped inside her

>> No.19867951

>>19867942
i apologize for not having specified which race the seminal fluids ought to stem from. I leave that open for her to decide, if chosing is her wish.

>> No.19867952
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19867952

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Xkg7dp1QY9k

>> No.19867971

>>19867444
Where can I find a woman like this at a bar like this????????? Please tell me. Is this Japan? Japan I'm coming

>> No.19867988

>>19867952
>My students have no personality because they don't get my pop culture references
The absolute state of teachers

>> No.19868050

>>19867952
>the full breadth and extent of personality is how much media you consooom
>the more you consooom the more well-rounded your personality is
>wtf? you haven't watched squid game? you're a shallow husk of a person lol
It's horrifying that there are people who genuinely think think like this

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19868060

>>19867952
> Children may no longer take school for granted now that it's been taken away from them once, and focus their efforts on the task at hand instead of being parrots for medias. This is le psychological bad.

>> No.19868126

>>19867922
can't pinpoint any one book desu
>I cannot remember the books I've read any more than the meals I have eaten; even so, they have made me.

>> No.19868158

Just finished Etherege's Man of Mode, which was absolutely terrific ( though, to my shame, not wanting to spread it over 2 days i speed read past the last 15 pages ) What a prose style , almost on par with poetry, and how delightfully frank about sex and men's habits it is.

Hopefully this will be a play year. I've got a backlog of em already.

>> No.19868202

>>19867444
cute girl, want to do sex on her

>> No.19868370
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19868370

>clown world is probably going to cancel Hitler next
Honk honk

>> No.19868473

>>19867952
>>19867988
>>19868050
>>19868060
Teachers are retarded. Education majors have the lowest IQs (including various adjacent majors).
Teaching grade school is for childish extravert busybodies. Nobody except weirdos wants to be involved with children that much.

>> No.19868497

>>19867952
He's correct and it is a mix of tiktok and doomscrolling

>> No.19868506
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19868506

Having a vodka, cheers lads.
I came here to say how much I despise normalfaggotry. I don't get how shaming others is considered good banter. It's not funny. I make others laugh by playing along, but I genuinely feel that being part of the back and forth just signals I'm a conformist faggot in disguise. I passed the test, now what? What do you want from me? None of this shit is fun, opening my mouth at all feels like a waste of time. I don't care to associate with people in this way, so why do I still bother humoring them, worse while pretending it humors me too? I feel like making a change but I don't know where to start to make things better. Though I know for one I'd rather be a cynical and humorless fuck than pretend I find the kind of pettiness I'm currently engaged in to be anything but a moderately disgusting chore. Fuck me bros

>> No.19868510

>>19868497
What is so bad about tiktok? Can someone young give a description of the consciousness of the average teenager? Is it really that much of a change from people who were teenagers a couple years ago?

>> No.19868524

>>19868506
just take the deranged-pill and chimp out every now and again. it will either scare them off or make them worship you. i do agree tho that i despise the shaming and make efforts to steer conversations away from that bs into more productive topics.

>> No.19868552

>>19868497
>He
That's obviously a woman

>> No.19868629

>>19868510
Zoomer checking in. It's a medium that incentivizes and feeds off of the heights of teenage and teenage+ vanity. Anyone in or fresh out of or belonging mentally to high school will fit right in on there. It replicates all the same mediocre social dynamics but with the added bonus of it being digital and so extremely available, fast, and widespread. Also the kind of short form content you see on there and, in general, increasingly more of online is part of this cycle where we accustom ourselves to matters passing by quickly and leaving vast sentimental imprints in that short span of time, breeding both impatience and a neurotic preference for literally fleeting comforts. I think concluding like many do that social media are a recipe for disaster is fatalist and fatally naive but I'm also not not cynical about its influence on the current generation, which by and large is still made up of young, impressionable, and laughably stupid like yours truly. Curious to see where everything goes, I've contented myself with seeing where things go in the end.

>> No.19868637

What I would give for the mods to moderate /sffg/

>> No.19868647

>>19868629
Your internet will follow you around for the rest of your life. THE internet I remember as an Xer died long ago.

Watch your corn-hole young man.

>> No.19868652

Real thread by the way
>>19865694

>> No.19868679

>>19868647
Something something boomer etc

>> No.19868708

>>19868679
How amusing to be called a "boomer" by a GODDAMNED monkey who clearly sprang from one! kys

>> No.19868722

i hate women and most of all i hate my inadequacy

>> No.19868733

>>19868708
Isn't it time for your after dinner nap

>> No.19868744

>>19868733
Thank you for wearing your mask, young man. It protects society, and me from your face.

>> No.19868807

It's pleasantly surprising to see how easy it is to stand up to political correctness in person, and to see how people will either agree with you, or be timid and put their heads down, because PC faggots only work in large anonymous crowds (the internet).

>> No.19868823

>>19868744
Your grammar fails you.

>> No.19868855 [DELETED] 

I awakened from a slumber in a bed. I did several things. I picked up an empty mug from a wooden desk. I walked to a counter in a kitchen. I placed an empty mug on a counter. I opened a wooden drawer by a counter in a kitchen. I grabbed a steel spoon out of a wooden drawer. There was a steel spoon and a steel spoon as well, not one silver or one gold spoon. I placed a steel spoon from a wooden drawer with a hand, and I placed a spoon on a counter without a hand. I grabbed a plastic instant coffee container from a counter in a kitchen in a house in a land in an empty space. I spooned an amount of instant coffee in a plastic instant coffee container. A steel spoon contained some instant coffee. Beforehand, I turned on a faucet in a kitchen; I added water to an empty mug on a counter; I turned off a faucet in a kitchen; I inserted a mug of water into a microwave in a kitchen. Some time passed. World War 3 began, and I was drafted as a frontline man. I died May 23, 2033 on a hill.

>> No.19868939

my brain has been balkanized

>> No.19869052

Rejoice in your 30s.

I realize my only real flaw is that I'm an underachiever. Otherwise I'm not bad. I have good genes, which I appreciate now that I'm approaching middle age. Decent jaw, full thick hair, big dick, tall. Women say they like my voice and my eyes. I'm intelligent. Besides that, I groom myself well, and I'm very organized. I don't go to the gym, but I work out at home. I have a slight gut but I least I don't have man tits. I know how to hold a conversation, and I can make people laugh. It's the little assets that I appreciate now. That's not bad, all things considered. And getting older, it's easy to see how many men are simply un-dateable. Dudes are ugly, short, stupid, poor, awkward. Being 35, having a well put together life, minor flaws aside, sets me leagues ahead of most younger men, most of it just by virtue of age alone. It's also good to realize how I can still date younger women, and how much easier it is now. It's funny seeing how many women fall behind, too.

It's weird how the insecurity and "imposter syndrome" still remain for me though. I still obsess over how I come across to women -- but that fear itself has kept me out of self-neglect. At least what used to be total laziness has slowly over two decades blossomed into a decent strategy of marginal productiveness. Monetizing my hobbies has also been pleasant.

The point is, if you can even make it to 30 without either killing yourself, becoming some sort of addict, or being a terminally social recluse (which continuous employment will mitigate anyway), then you have a good chance.

>> No.19869154

I saw a cardinal in a tree and it was a pure delight
a dreary gray day pierced by an orb of brilliant red
for a moment my burden lifted
for a moment I was home

>> No.19869282

I just finished eating a zoomer salad I bartered for with 5 Gorgon knots. I have to say the zoomers know their salads.

>> No.19869747 [DELETED] 

ive been drinking and driving occasionally. i dont know how to feel about this

>> No.19869907

I need some wisdom.

>> No.19869931

>>19869907
http://library.lol/main/3D4697E86665533059BE936E3E176621

>> No.19869965

Somehow there was a period when I was 23 that my hangovers were really bad and I thought my time was up. But now at 25 my hangovers are almost non-existent as though I'm 18 again. This can't last forever.

>> No.19869999

>>19867444
no thank you

>> No.19870020

>>19869052
>being a terminally social recluse
its over

>> No.19870109

>>19868506
I don't know the specifics of your situation so i can't give much advice, but i'd say to avoid spending time with people just make stuff up. I always lie and tell people that I'm busy, have something to do, meeting a friend, whatever. It's best to do that from the beginning and then people will leave you alone. If you're with people who you would consider 'friends' to some extent, it's harder to get away from them. but you should try doing it gradually. are you at school or uni? you wont speak to any of those people in a few years.

>> No.19870298

>>19868823
I’ll head to English class the moment you stop skipping science.

>> No.19870349

I'm in a bit of a bind. I'm meant to start uni next week, but I'm already planning to drop out pretty quickly since I more-or-less have a full time job lined up. However, it's not confirmed so I still intend on starting uni just in case. Where the problem is is that our first week of lessons we'll get allocated to groups to work together on an assignment due later in the semester.

I will feel bad being allocated to a group knowing that I intend to bail midway through, which makes me think I should drop out before classes even start. But the job isn't confirmed and I'm paranoid I'll drop out and not get the job, being left with nothing.

This isn't a major issue but it is what is on my mind and you asked.

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>>19867444
How can you tell if a girl likes you? Me and this girl are in the same research group that meets up on Friday. It lasts for about an hour and is full of prsentations. During some of those presentations, I kinda looked at her (not in the creepy way, just kinda looking at her face and looking at the presenter). Our eyes met several times and after the meeting ended, she came up directly to me and we talked for like 5 minutes before she left and we had a nice conversation where we laughed a lot. I got her number. What does this mean and what should I do? I've never been in this deep with a girl.

>> No.19870508

>>19870499
You can tell if you study enough metaphysics.

>> No.19870604

>>19867971
Japanese woman either in Thailand or a Thai culture festival or something in Japan.

>> No.19870642

>>19870499
Stop thinking so hard about it and just do whatever you want to do. If you like talking to her, try meeting up; if you just want to fuck her, ask her out. This isn't very different than any other interaction you've had up until now unless you make it so. Since you're making it sound like she doesn't dislike you I don't see why you would hesitate this much. If she were a guy would you start to ask yourself this hard what you should do instead of simply talking with him?

>> No.19870682

Was looking at succubi threads to see if I could become one and to rape a specific moid in mind.

Please give me some ideas on how to make someone succumb to me.

>> No.19870696

>>19867444
Mr.Bean is a taoist

>> No.19870700

>>19870682
>and impatient natures, and their task is to be given in as short a time as possible, and then
they are to be released.
After these, the Spirits of the seven Spheres may be invoked to advantage, after the Priest
has already trod their Ways after the manner of the Walking. After the Priest has gained
Entrance to the gate of NANNA, he may summon the Spirits of that Realm, but not
before. These things you will learn in the course of your journey, and it is not necessary
to put it all down here, save for a few noble formulae concerning the works of the Sphere
of LIBAT, of ISHTAR, the Queen.
These are Works of the gentle passions, which seek to engender affection between man
and woman. And they may best be done in a Circle of white, the Priest being properly
cleansed and in a clean robe.
Preliminary Purification Invocation
Bright One of the Heavens, wise ISHTAR
Mistress of the Gods, whose "yes" is truly "yes"
Proud One among the Gods, whose command is supreme
Mistress of Heaven and of Earth, who rules in all places
ISHTAR, at your Name all heads are bowed down
I . . . son of . . . have bowed down before you
May my body be purified like lapis lazuli!
May my face be bright like alabaster!
Like shining silver and reddish gold may I not be dull!
To Win the Love of a Woman
(chant the following three times over an apple or a pomegranate; give the fruit to the
woman to drink of the juices, and she will surely come to you.)
MUNUS SIGSIGGA AG BARA YE
INNIN AGGISH XASHXUR GISHNU URMA
SHAZIGA BARA YE
ZIGASHUBBA NA AGSISHAMAZIGA
NAMZA YE INNIN DURRE ESH AKKI
UGU AGBA ANDAGUB!
https://www.holybooks.com/wp-content/uploads/The-Simon-Necronomicon.pdf
If that isn't enough for you to do it, you aren't able to jack shit anyway.

>> No.19870707

>>19870700
fuck it, it's on page 81 but w/e

>> No.19870708

>>19870499
Think about all of the signs of attraction you give off, they are mirrored in women. Smiles, eye contact, short nervous looks, too much laughter, long blank-faced looks, touches, changes in posture, maybe an initial shock on sight(eyes go wide, look away quickly then look back). It's not so complicated, most people are more the same than they are different. Look inwards and you'll find your thought processes and actions mirrored in others in all things.

But yes she likes you or at the very least is aware that you are interested and is willing to give it a shot until you either fuck it up or reveal to her those qualities she finds desirous.

>> No.19870716

>>19867444
I'm scared of enjoying the good times because i'll feel extra bad when they swing back into bad times.

>> No.19870780

Really the best thing you can do is be proactive. If there's something you intend to do or even a question you've been meaning to ask of someone then you should just bite the bullet and do it. I've created a bunch of problems for myself by umming and ahhing when I didn't need to. However, even though things are a little bit stressful I am grateful now for having done what I needed to do.

>> No.19870804

Decaf coffee with butter blended in.
I wish I had faith in God.

>> No.19870813

The gentle fall melts into my bones,
the weary sculptor.
The rain soaks deep into my eyes.
You leave the kiss of your memory on my hands
my clothes
my breath.
The delicate lines of your slender venom
pull me into your dance again and again.
Today I forgot about the world,
if only to taste you on my lips

>> No.19870818

>>19870813
Where the hell do I start writing poetry? Would love some resources to help out some thoughts on paper

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>>19867444
At this point my repressed shadow feels like a living person inside of my head. For example a dream tells a cautionary tale of someone else, then at the crucial part of the story appears this really loud real-life sound of my own doorbell 4 times in a row at fast speed so I'm waking up (Nobody did it IRL). Like "yes idiot this is about you". And it's staring to happen more often and it's getting more and more aggressive

>> No.19870868

>>19870804
I've done that.
Faith in God?
He's real.
Time to drink some water.

>> No.19870887

>>19870868
Liar.
Worse case of lies outside of CNN

>> No.19870895

>>19869282
I read "just finished eating a zoomer bartender"

>> No.19870983

Deleuze is an alien-inspired philosopher. Right-wing alien-inspired philosopher inspired by a right-wing inspired E.Ts. if you project negativity towards him you automatically making a step towards becoming-a-chud.

but his philosophy is still, at this very moment, is largely not understood.
Deleuze refuted history.
Refuted Hegel. Refuted Marx. Refuted Freud. Refuted boomer. Refuted tranny. Refuted wignat. Refuted sneed. Refuted politics. Refuted mass sports. Refuted coomers (he was against orgasm). Refuted capitalism.

Deleuze confirmed eating good. Confirmed training your physical body. Confirmed shitposting. Confirmed strength through creativity. Confirmed salvation of your soul (AMEN). Confirmed courage and ancient mysterial wisdom. Confirmed Christ. Confirmed night. Confirmed day (just before the sunrise). Confirmed taking naps. Confirmed being always right (wings like an angel). Confirmed writing poetry. Confirmed total artworks. Confirmed gaming. Confirmed pussy. Confirmed dinosaurs. Confirmed future.

>> No.19871007

>>19870499
If you have to ask this question she isn't into you. Women bullshit about men not picking up on subtle hints, but that is a lie, there is nothing subtle about women. The truth is that women are blatant and shameless in their behaviour if they want you.

>> No.19871022

>>19867988
yeah, I'm sure they are too busy consuming 19th century literature

>> No.19871158

I'm nervous about going over to this kids house to tutor him because I have a massive crush on his (adult) sister kek. I feel like a 15 year old.

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>>19867444
Anuddah shoah
Oy geyvault!
This mishugas
Is the goyim's fault!
The goyim rave,
they rant, they heckle
when all we want
is blood and shekels.
why can't these goyim
desert this battle
and pay their taxes
and be good cattle?
they rejected trannies,
they rejected gays.
what's a rabbi to do?
oy fuckin' vey!

>> No.19871201

Is sneed a noun, adjective, or verb?

>> No.19871211

>>19871201
Formerly chuck.

>> No.19871817

I flee from danger because I am afraid of being hurt.
Fleeing seems to be the best way to avoid getting hurt.
This is probably a fallacy.
Flight is probably just a relocation of the problem.
Maybe even a much worse, different kind of hurt.
The alternative to flight is fight.
Fighting aims at overcoming the danger.
The fighting man accepts to be hurt.
The fighting man maintains his goal, in spite of the danger, which is bravery.
The fighting man is independent of injury.
The fearful man is dependent on the injury.
Every flight is a victory of fear.
Every defeat diminishes the strength of the defeated.

What is the problem? I flee from threatening situations.
What is the solution? I throw myself into the threatening situations, fighting.

>> No.19871934

>>19870642
>>19870708
>>19871007
I forgot to mention that I am just not used to female attention. This is the first time in a long time that I have actually managed to have a female actually talk to me like this. This is such a new thing for me even though I'm 25 years old. It's amazing, terrifying and beautiful all at once.

>> No.19871969

>>19867444
>>19867890
She’s beautiful bros

>> No.19872042

I wanted to write "butthole" somewhere people would see, and this was the best place I could think of. I'm sorry.

butthole

>> No.19872106

I desperately want to fall in love again.

>> No.19872121

big dicks will rule the world

>> No.19872146
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Is this true? Is it impossible to go a year without cuddles and being told that you are loved?

>> No.19872196

>>19872146
That people are able to say and think things like this is completely surreal to me.

>> No.19872277
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It is unreal how much I want to marry and impregnate an Asian qt like this. I think about it daily. I imagine the unmatched bliss to be found in an honest, loving, and monogamous relationship such as ours. The passion and fervor of our nightly, unprotected reproductive sex. I imagine waking up in the morning next to her, holding her, basking in her smile. I imagine the day to day of our lives blurring by as we build our family. I am comforted by the thought of having someone to whom I can give myself fully and unreservedly. She is the best thing in my life and I am the best thing in hers. Our life isn't flashy, it's not perfect, it's not fake. It's simple, it's beautiful, it's genuine, it's ours. There are no books for this feel.

>> No.19872285

That bottle is huge!!

>> No.19872288

Was Jesus autistic?

>> No.19872405

It's interesting to me to think about the difference between the U.S's and Japan's response to covid. Japan inarguably has had one the finest, least disruptive responses to covid than any country in the world for which we have reliable data. (China in contrast undoubtedly cooks the books. Nor did Japan need to impose draconian restrictions as in China.) It had no shutdowns, minimal deaths, and had the virus under control almost since the beginning.

America in contrast has had catastrophic results with covid, certainly the worst among developed nations and possibly the world if you factor not only data about the virus but also less measurable or secondary political, economic and social impacts.

To arrive at an actual scientific explanation for this difference would require that several quantitative variables be controlled for, e.g. variance in obesity rates, vaccination rates, population size, etc. To my mind the biggest reason for the difference is more qualitative: cultural,

America is an individualistic country and Japan more collectivistic, in the sense that in America, people live for themselves whereas in Japan there is a strong sense of social cohesion and cooperative spirit. In Japan many people feel a sense of responsibility to their community whereas this is not true of America.

An epidemic, however, is a herd phenomenon . It can only be managed at the group level and requires individuals to think in terms of the group. Japan's cultural makeup has no problem with this. In America, people are literally narrowed in their cultural psyche to such a degree that they can't see past their own skin, and so all they can do is think about saving is their own. By disregarding the virus, conservatives prolong the political response to it which they disdain, unwittingly creating their own source of discontent and manufacturing their own problem.

(America's death rate from Covid is 233.8 deaths per 100,000 people. Japan's is just 14.52, according to Johns Hopkins University figures.)

>> No.19872514

>>19868647
>>19868679
>>19868708
>>19868733
>>19868744
>>19868823
>>19870298
just kiss already haha

>> No.19872522

I hate the world. I hate life. There’s no noble or dignified ways to live today.

>> No.19872588

I wanted to write " We're all playing a game of house that got out of hand". And then I thought of everything, including all of human history and everything before including when we were rodents in the bushes hiding from dinosaurs. Ok some of what I was too tired to mention slipped out but what I'm trying to say is that everything that we know, cherish, and hope for is merely a blip or impurity against the fabric of spacetime.

>> No.19872635

>>19872405
I think there is something to this, but then China and other Asian nations are also 'collectivist' but had less smooth responses.

On the part of America I honestly think part of the COVID response has been a multi-car pileup of decades worth of psyops crashing in to each other creating this mess of rhetorical schizophrenia.
There is this tendency to cultivate certain sentiments to galvanize a demographic, for whatever reason, usually a voting bloc, and then to rapidly reframe the same sentiment as a negative when expedient.
Questioning authority goes from being a moral requirement for the progressive cause in the 60's to being "conspiracy theory" in the 70's.
Demanding Globalists be held to account and resisted in the 90's becomes anti-Semitism in the 2010's.
This creates a kind of whiplash for some people who take the position that nothing they hear is true, the default position becomes "the government is lying to me" and not in a questioning sceptical way but as a dogmatic assumption that goes largely taken for granted.

Cold War and Reaganite framing of Socialism/Communism to mean anything not privately owned or operated making the response to any public crisis as a Communist take over (FEMA camps, Covid).

Republicans cultivating the Evangelical Christian vote. Eschatology mixes with politics. Democrats will bring about the eschaton.

1960's off grid alternative Lifestyle Magazines give rise to White Separatist Survivalist groups. The two groups cross-pollinate on alternative-medicine for the next 40 years.

All of the above mixing together in strange combinations, denounced a day later, recombining soon after.

It isn't just simple Individualism, this is a kind of madness that leaves people unable to even communicate accurately with one another because the words they use carry such radically different meanings depending on who is saying them.

>> No.19872680

>>19872285
sit on it

>> No.19872687

>>19872635
Good post. Thanks for the thoughtful response.
>"the government is lying to me"
Americans have good reason to distrust their government which is among the most deeply dishonest and deceptive in the world. Nowadays the government doesn't even try to hide its lies like it did in the Bush or Reagan years. Japan's government is more honest with its people.

And you could say it's the "paranoid style of American politics" as Richard Hofstadter put it. For whatever reason America is particularly susceptible to moral panics, conspiracies, red scares, yellow scares, brown scares, you name it. You're right about that.

>> No.19872690

>>19872687
>Bush or Reagan
Or Nixon.
JFK was perhaps one of the last honest American presidents and he was assassinated for it.

>> No.19872731

Nobody on Earth (3rd rock from the Sun) can spell the following words correctly on their first try:

1. Entrepreneur
2. Connoisseur
3. Bureaucracy

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What does mutatis mutandis mean?

>> No.19872768

>>19872146
Dr Coomer M.D

>> No.19872813

>>19872146
It is literally impossible, anyone who says otherwise is lying.

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>>19872146
I have lived exactly like this for five years now :)

>> No.19873227
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What keep you going anon?

>> No.19873237

>>19873227
Belittling anonymous dipshits

>> No.19873266

>>19867444
I did find out my mood is very unstable recently. I go from deeply depressed conditions to highly exalted and maniac between maybe two weeks. Don't think I'm bipolar tho. Also, love is a terrifying thing.

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>>19872522
Bricklayer?

>> No.19873311

https://youtu.be/zTATJjWSwP8

Must be pretty cool being in Ottawa right now, God bless the leafs

>> No.19873333

>>19872146
>for an entire year
I'll soon be 30 and I've never had friends, never been in a relationship, and I'm fine. This sexologist guy is full of shit.

>> No.19873451

>>19873333
checked

>> No.19873694

>>19872731
I struggled with restaurant for a while. Seems to be the French-derived words with their otherwise unusual vowel combinations in English that makes these words hard to spell.

>> No.19873751
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19873751

I’m so tired of living in Weimerica

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>> No.19873780

>>19873227
Very little nowadays, probably mostly inertia if I’m being perfectly honest. I really don’t know how to describe how low I feel but I still drag along for now.

What keeps you going?

>> No.19873799

>>19873227
Going where?

>> No.19873807
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As a hobby I like to spend time hacking the browser code of paywalled websites to see if I can get the hidden content. It's possible to do it with many sites. I have yet to crack Bloomberg though.

You would think the smart way to do it would be for them to only send a truncated snippet of the article's text unless the user passes valid account credentials with the network request. But most sites seem to just sent the whole article and slap a flimsy paywall gateway on top of it with css rules to cover the text.

Other sites use javascript in the source bundle for the dom to strip away x amount of <p>'s from a given article container <div>. Then it becomes a matter of simply finding the code that does it in the dev tools and make it not do it.

I really want to crack Bloomberg and WSJ.

>> No.19873814

Also, many sites just use a cookie, which can easily be deleted. That's the easiest way to get around a paywall.

>> No.19873871

Does anyone here have any experience overcoming masturbation addiction? I would like to know what that was like.

>> No.19873896

>>19873871
it's the same as any other addiction.
just don't do it. it really is that brutally simple

>> No.19873899
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I hate being gay. Hookup culture and promiscuity is so pervasive that it is impossible to find a guy that hasn’t slept with almost every other gay guy in the city. On top of that, the majority of gay men are so emotionally damaged that it’s impossible for them to sustain a healthy long term relationship. I think I’m just going to work on accepting that I’ll likely die alone.

>> No.19873903

>>19873807
It's pretty funny how many you can get past just by hitting "Esc" the moment the text is loaded. The script that says HOL UP HOL UP YOU GOT A LICENSE FOR THAT READIN? doesn't fire for a few more milliseconds.

If this doesn't work, what I do is ctrl+a ctrl+c (select all, copy) and then just paste it into a text editor and read the article parts. FUCK paywalls, I will NEVER affirm that you are real journalists. If you were, you wouldn't need paywalls.

>> No.19873921

>>19873899
Why don't you just become straight instead?

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>>19873921
I wish I could.

>> No.19873934

I hope to suffer immensely in order to change into something better.

>> No.19873962

Does anyone have any experience getting over the crippling desire to be approved of? I have a whole tragic backstory that explains why I am this way, but I am really tired of being so dependent on praise from others. It is not healthy and even though I have a strong sense of self, I'm so used to 1.) offering to be the martyr and 2.) others saying, "Yeah, sure, you should be a martyr here" that I instinctively work against my own interests in order to be liked and respected. I cannot blame anyone for taking advantage of me because they do not realize they are doing it and I hand them the right to hurt me on a silver platter. It's so incredibly gay bros. All I want is to be my true self. I want to be loved by people in my personal life and respected for my contributions in my professional life but I need to make that come second somehow. I need to stop caring so much. Have any of you successfully shed the people-pleaser trait? It feels so sick and slimy and pathetic to want to be loved this much, so much that chasing after approval cripples and wounds me.

>> No.19873971

>>19873871
How often do you masturbate?

>> No.19873979

>>19873333
>and I'm fine
crying_wojack_with_smug_mask.jpg

>> No.19873989

>>19867444
Wow She'd Be So Hot if She Wasn't a Gook

>> No.19873992

>>19873962
I have not been in a social situation where a "martyr" was necessary for quite a long time. What do you mean by this exactly?

>> No.19873996

>>19873962
I used to obsessed with getting peoples approval. When I hit rock bottom in terms of depression and anxiety, I just stopped caring. Even after I got better, my desperation for approval never returned.

>> No.19874007

>>19873928
You can anon :) Look at the Greeks, homoerotic attractions to boys was completely normalized and commonplace. Even among the critics of pederasty, no one made the argument that boys weren't actually attractive. To what extent pederasty took place in Greco-Roman civilization, which time periods, etc, can be debated, but it is clear that there were times when it was expected of a man to be attracted to boys. This proves sexuality is fluid and societally constructed.
Also, look at all the closted gay men who were married with children. If you are capable of physical arousal near a woman and can be brought to climax by one so as to inseminate her, you are a fully functioning man biologically.
All you need to do is overcome your pathological disgust of vaginas.

>> No.19874009

>>19873971
It's not that excessive I would say, at least compared to what I see people describe on the internet, but when the urge comes upon me it just really fucks me up, I end up masturbating for hours and hours on end. This happens even if I have chores or homework to do, and it really fucking sucks, has done great harm to my academic life. I do this every two to three days, sometimes every other day, there's no definite frequency really.

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1xbIJAC8km8

>> No.19874030

>>19873992
When something somebody says or does makes me angry or hurts me, or I disagree with it, I internally assume that I am somehow wrong for having that reaction and will aggressively try to see things from their perspective, suppress my own reaction and then work to convince myself that my reaction was illegitimate, and capitulate to them almost instantly just because I do not want to experience the greater hurt of losing a friend's respect. In the process, I lose a lot of self-respect and even the undesired outcome--the respect of my friends, BECAUSE I am so hesitant to advocate for myself. I am tired of folding but I do not want it to be because my friends are tired of me folding. I just don't want to give a fuck, but for me, to care is to give a fuck. I have to learn to separate these things.

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>>19867444
Aristotle LITERALLY believed that the SKY was God and this is the point of his entire philosophy. Why does nobody talk about this? seriously, read metaphysics and de anima. he literally thinks that the fact that the sky rotates around the earth is proof that God exists and that stars have souls and can think

>> No.19874088

>>19874075
Where does he say the sky is God?

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>>19874088
the heavens are the prime mover. he says the fact that stars move around the earth is proof that they have souls because soul is the principle of movement and that they are the source of all movement in the universe and are higher than human beings and possessive the intellective part of soul without the nutritive or sensitive parts. i'm not a loser academic so I can't cite fucking page numbers but it's in the final books of metaphysics. and in de anima every time he makes sure to include the exception of beings who possess the intellective soul without the nutritive, he is talking about the "heavens." when the greeks say heavens they mean the fucking circles that stars exist on which rotate around the earth and cause the stars to move around the earth.

>> No.19874185

>>19874009
do you jerk off to porn or your fantasies?

>> No.19874190

>>19874075
It's so obvious it's not worth talking about. All the other gods are contained in the sky. Mars, Jupiter, Neptune, all of them are in the sky. When Jesus came back to life, he rose into the sky. The sky contains all gods, making it God.

>> No.19874210

>>19874190
>The sky contains all gods, making it God.
No.

>> No.19874222

>>19874190
this shit is making me believe that light pollution is the cause of rising atheism. everybody will tell you that the romans named the planets after gods but nobody will tell you that they believed wandering stars really were gods

>> No.19874357

The worst part of living in a country of mostly very extroverted people is that they can't comprehend someone wanting to be alone or who doesn't want to talk 24/7, they will either think that you are a psychopath wanting to torture and murder them or that you are an arrogant person who doesn't want to speak with them because you feel above them.

>> No.19874511

jfc my whole life has become punctuated by the times i see her. im going nuts.

>> No.19874535

>>19873921
It won't make a difference. He still won't find a girl who hasn't slept with almost every other straight guy in the city.

>> No.19874581

>>19873871
>>19874009
I do. It's really just an addiction. Fight it for a while and then it will leave you alone. It won't be easy though. It will only leave you alone after the "peak" of the discomfort passes. I remember some days it felt like my entire groin area was about to explode, and other days I remember getting severe headaches. The key is also consistency. If you happened to break, don't indulge, but go on as if it didn't happen. Also try fasting from dawn to dusk, as it will make it much much easier.

>> No.19874604

>>19873903
Damn, nice find. Here I was digging for all these complex workarounds. Although it's still a fun exercise to find all the exploits.

>> No.19874671

>>19874604
Still doesn't work for Jewberg. Color me surprised that it's probably one of the few sites that goes out of it's way to make sure you can't get the article for free by doing it the right way server-side

>> No.19874690

>>19873751
What makes it Weimaresque?

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>>19873333
you're me except I don't have dubs

>> No.19874702

Poem: “suicide”

I swig a swill of wine to view the sky
As still as shining starlight through the eye,
I zigzag from crag to twig to see thy
Back unveiled past zodiac drew i nigh
To mount Sinai where moses knew was high
Beyond his bondage and there drew a sigh,
There I tried with great pride to hew and dye
The face of God as mine, anew to my
Each wish and vision of “I” who will die
just as Eve I cleaved to heave “true” this lie,
Deprived a bride I had to cry for why
And who was I? but then I slew the sly
Speech of skillful means, reaching “two”, there by
The dream of king and queen that few will try
Was gained without the sin of suicide,
Leaving Me with God singing “you and I”

>> No.19874705

>>19874030
Your friends will respect you more if you're honest about your feelings. Also if you care about your friends, it's important to tell them when they are wrong or hurtful towards you, so they can learn not to act that way towards others.
>>19874210
The sky is the Alpha and the Omega, deal with it.

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The Northman is coming out soon, its a movie by Robert Eggers about vikings. It will be a another edition in a long tradition of western art and movies about vikings. How have stories about vikings remained so compelling for over a 1000 years? Why is the world so fascinated by them, and why do we tell their stories over and over again?

Beowolf was written in 750, and is about vikings. We have the Prose Edda written by Snorri from the 1200s. History of the northern people by Olaus Magnus came out in 1555, and Deeds of the Danes by Saxo Grammaticus came out in 1514. Publications, stories and poems about vikings got even more frequent in the 1600s and onwards

Then we have Wagner, who made musicdramas and Operas about vikings in the 1800s. Der Ring des Nibelungen is his masterpiece, and is about norse mythology. Since film became a thing in early 1900s, pretty much every decade has had at least one big viking movie. Soon the Northman is coming out, but there tons of viking movies already.

We have The Viking's Daughter: The Story of the Ancient Norsemen (1908), The Oath of a Viking (1914), Arnljot (1927), The Viking (1928), Prince Valiant (1954), The Vikings (1958), El príncipe encadenado (1960), L'ultimo dei Vikinghi (1961), I tartari (1961), Gli invasori (1961)...there is a ridiculous amount of viking movies from the 60s....The Island at the Top of the World (1974), The Norseman (1978), Valhalla (1986), Erik the Viking (1989), Prince of Jutland (1994), The Viking Sagas (1995), The 13th Warrior (1999), Pathfinder (2007), Beowulf (2007), Valhalla Rising (2009), How to Train Your Dragon (2010), Vikings (2013–2020), The Last Kingdom (2015– ).

How do these 1000 year old barbarians remain relevant even to this day? By now, its pretty clear that telling stories about vikings is a Western tradition spanning 1000 years.

>> No.19874810

>>19874787
We have the same for Greeks, Romans, and generally any European civilization because it's normal to celebrate your tradition.

>> No.19874957

>>19874690
Where to begin?

>> No.19875016

>>19874957
anywhere
the answer doesn't have to be comprehensive or perfect

>> No.19875021

Well OP one of the first lessons I took when i started college was to stop wearing so many sweat pants - use to be a big timer in this field. I stopped wearing sweat pants and suddenly I started noticing girls again, before this I was questioning if maybe I'd become asexual. The first time I wore jeans was in my sophmore year, I was masturbating heavily around that time and reading James Joyce and Vonnegut (alternating per day). I got to that passage in Angelas Ashes where he ejaculates over a hill top and decided to wipe my cum in the book binding and throw it away. Never finished it, but that's when I stopped masturbating. I also threw away almost every book I owned and then bought a couple new ones mostly about Number Theory (these were not interesting).

So maybe she should just try to find out whats wrong with her approach to making friends. The first time I asked a girl out who was probably like your sister a lot (young ,excited, hoping for a good time in college) I took her to Applebee's and didn't pay for her bill. I could tell she was really let down by that fact, I knew I could have paid for it but I thought maybe it would be more fun to see how she paid for the bill. She did it and we met a couple times after that. I slipped a small book of poems by Yeats in her purse when she went to the toilet and she never called me again. The joke is on her because I rubbed my cock on the first page which she probably touched. I saw her in school some times but I didn't even make eye contact because it was so funny.

I didn't really meet a true girl until I was in Junior year and then we dated for about 5 days before I knew I'd met the one. Needless to say we're now on day 22 and things can't be better for me.

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>>19874702
Not bad, August von Platen.

>> No.19875034

I can't even remember my first blow job. I know I've had at least two but for my first one I just don't remember it. I was in High School at the time with a serious bed wetting problem, I also had been taking some prescription medication to help with some "bacne" problems that had sprouted up due to a surge of unstable hormones. I went to a party where some kids had a small bonfire in the back yard, they were okay but it wasn't anything special. We had Bud Light and some Amstel's, I think there was Rolling Rocks too.

I remember drinking a "Jack and Coke" and thinking how bad it tasted. I wanted to go home about an hour into the gathering but decided to stick around. There was a girl there who I had a couple of classes with, we made jokes about the teachers and home work. I told her she looked nice and she said thanks, we talked for about an hour and she was drunk. You can tell a girl is drunk because she starts becoming more physically animated with light flushing around the cheeks and glossy eyes. I knew I'd scored a winner, the problem was it was late and I knew I needed to sleep.

We went inside and started making out. I remember running my tongue along the front of her teeth to see what it felt like. She was so drunk she didn't even care. Sometime after that I fell asleep, but I woke up with my pants undone and my dick was lightly wet. She had vomited at some point, because her breath smelt bad and she had some stains on her shirt. We didn't talk much after that night, I think she is studying in a community college but hasn't declared any real major yet. I can understand that, life is a challenge.

>> No.19875037

>>19875034
Fuck off faggot

>> No.19875065
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We should bring back dueling. Imagine how many debates could be solved. People would respect one another because honor will once again be at stake. For example, I can duel the next zoomer that calls J. R. R. Tolkien a hack. I would feel compelled, by honor, to fight on Tolkien's behalf in order to slit the little shit's throat for his tripe remarks. Imagine the stakes this will raise upon members of society as they engage in conversation that is unbecoming of gentlemen. Now this goes beyond literature, oh yes sir, it does. With such laws implemented, we could have duels over many things far more important than matters of literary superiority and competence. The next time someone disagrees with you on a geopolitical matter, you could make it real personal and more importantly fatally final. With the rise of dueling, men will have to become fit again. Schools will be opened to train others in the art of dueling. Businesses will open to support the growing need for services and infrastructure. Jobs will be created. People will focus on more important things than talking. Soon we will have a society of experienced duelists. We can then form a specialized commando team with one goal in mind: destroy the internet. Why? Well then the little shits won't be able to hide behind a keyboard and shitpost. We can fight them in real life for their slander. How will we disable the internet? By cutting all the cables at the same time and then hitting the major servers with strike teams. No more internet, just a dark age of happenings followed by economic and political regression for decades. Many will perish. But not you. No sir, you are a duelist.

>> No.19875151

>>19871934
godspeed man

>> No.19875155

>>19875065
>For example, I can duel the next zoomer that calls J. R. R. Tolkien a hack
I don't get it. If you win, he's still a hack. Why would winning a duel grant someone literary merit? It sounds like a thing lowlifers would engage in because they're too retarded to use reason.

>> No.19875187

>>19868497
retard detected.
>doomscrolling
people will eventually become sober to that shit; be it the blackpills of biological determinism, climate change, dysgenic population growth in africa, etc..

>> No.19875199

Reading through Plato’s five dialogues has reduced my daily masturbation sessions from 4 all the way to 2. I believe socrates would be proud.

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the world is mine. I can do whatever I want. In fact, I am the world.

>> No.19875221

>>19870508
Yo, good comment.

>> No.19875264

>>19875199
the republic is next

>> No.19875270

>>19875199
The real question is whether you've stopped masturbating to women yet

>> No.19875278

>>19875270
Nobody here masturbates to women.

>> No.19875297

>>19875016
>inflation
> rampant degeneracy and the collapse of traditional values
> a wasteful and ineffective democracy
> corrupt government
> rise of a violent, fascistic far right
> rise of a garish and lewd mass culture run by you know who
> military escapades that resulted in abject failure
> stock market off the rails, crash looming
Need I go on?

>> No.19875300

>>19875264
Yes! Then it must be true that the number of sessions will further be divided by 2!

>> No.19875365

>>19873227
Dreams of a wife and our future children

>> No.19875405

>>19875034
stop posting this

>> No.19875411

>>19875278
Kill yourself faggot

>> No.19875455

>>19875297
>> rise of a violent, fascistic far right
I wish this was true
what America needs more than anything is violence

>> No.19875489

I hate it here. I hate the internet.
Does anyone have any genuine tips on minimizing it?

>> No.19875500

>>19875489
No computer in bedroom. Uncomfortable seat.

>> No.19875530

>>19875500
It's the phone

>> No.19875543

>>19875530
Throw in river.

>> No.19875557

>>19873227
I acquired the habit of staying alive, don't even need to think about it now.

>> No.19875566

>>19867444
God insects are fucking ugly

>> No.19875579

>>19875530
Turn off mobile data and keep it turned off.
Install app that limits your internet time on phone.
Downgrade to a dumb phone.

>> No.19875609

>>19875489
https://nosurf.net/about/

>> No.19875658

>>19867444
I feel as if these were the last days of my life. What should I do?

>> No.19875729

>>19875658
Drive on I40 for a minimum of 10/15 hours before finding a town to hang yourself in.

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You will never be the blood and body of Christ

>> No.19875829

>>19868552
>Madden
>NBA 2k
nah

>> No.19875858

>>19875489
Leave phone in another room when doing a task - or even better leave it in another room turned off.
Make to do lists every night for the next day, make sure to check them off as you go.
Replace looking at the internet in the morning with something like reading a physical newspaper or doing a crossword.
Try to find meaningful pursuits in the rest of your life so you feel less likely to use the Internet for escapism (this is obviously the hardest one)

>> No.19875892

>>19875455
>more violence
As if it didn't have enough? You aren't paying attention. The republican party has gone completely mad with bloodlust. They are increasingly promoting violent rhetoric.

>> No.19875899

>>19875892
>violent rhetoric
>rhetoric

>> No.19875908

>>19867444
I'm stuck in a cycle of work, do nothing fun on the weekends and then back to work. My wife and I are just so fucking tired by the weekend we don't want to do anything.

Fucking hate it.

>> No.19875916

/sffg/ is dead. It’s all spam posts at this point. Yet, mods still won’t do shit.

>> No.19875935

Hey everyone I'm posting this from far away from the computer with a wireless keyboard so it's like I'm sending you a postcard from my vacation away from the computer I'll catch you on the flip side

>> No.19875936

>>19875916
>Expecting mods to their jobs.
/lit/ has no mods.

>> No.19875950

>>19875936
Why won’t mods do their jobs?

>> No.19875968

frozen in perpetual grace

>> No.19875971

>>19875489
Have some self control. There is no other answer.

>> No.19876156

>>19875908
Do you have kids? If not you could probably afford get a part time job and work on a side hustle or something instead in your freetime. Or withdraw all your savings to buy NFTs.

>> No.19876196

https://youtu.be/uqWyqLi8vuw

Have you taken the Bathtubpill?

>> No.19876217

>>19868473
I’m going to guess you had below a 3.000 gpa in school, but think your an intellectual.

>> No.19876240

>>19876217
>your

>> No.19876244

i was enjoying reading a comfy book and then it finished =(

>> No.19876251

>>19867444
No.

>> No.19876257

>>19875950
they do their jobs by deleting threads that are actually interesting and about literature but 30 jordan peterson threads are ok

>> No.19876258

>>19876244
Which one?

>> No.19876294

I love this video of a lady reading a book. I learn about books and their contents. The book itself is cool and meta.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fuxIXzQgd8s

>> No.19876339

>>19876294
https://youtu.be/lJNztYGSpBU

>> No.19876364

Never realized how much the way you are raised affects you as an adult. I was raised very Calvinist and I think that I still subconsciously glorify pain and suffering, and am passive in life because of it. How do you even get past shit like this

>> No.19876411

>>19876364
Trying to rewire myself too.
I recall the semester I took swimming. It felt so unlike me, and I haven’t been swimming in ages, but I recall feeling pretty exhilarated after classes. Hey, I think Robert Anton Wilson addresses this sort of thing. We need to shake out of these old thought tunnels

>> No.19876419

>>19867444
I want this to be my girlfriend. Can I have this life instead?

>> No.19876456

>>19876419
Stop being a shallow twit

>> No.19876831

crippling depression is getting the best of me these days. It's getting really intolerable....

>> No.19877070

>>19867931
das rite

>> No.19877138

a year ago today you died and it ruined me.

not a day goes by where i dont think of you dude. its been fucking hell. my life was beginning to improve. business was picking up and we were having such a good time. now i am left jobless with no prospects. i have no passions, no motivations, and no dreams. your death literally ruined my life.
but more than anything i miss hanging out with you. you were the smartest, kindest and most intelligent person ive ever known. ive never met anyone more interesting. you were the only person i looked up to. you were like alfredo from cinema paradisio to me. you were like a god.
i know that all you ever wanted to see was for me to stop being a depressing degenerate doomer, but the truth is im even less proactive about life than i ever was. my life has plummeted to unseen levels. if there is a 10th circle of hell than i am living in it. sure i drink less and dont smoke weed anymore, and you would be proud of that. but it means nothing. its changed nothing. i feel nothing. i might as well be dead already. nothing feels real sometimes. ive become so disassociated and insane. this is the third time ive written some pointless letter in hopes that it reaches you.

anyways i have to get back to weep drinking. it'll make me feel better for a bit.
ive tried my best to honor everything you wanted from me but its all just fucking useless. i lose every time. the world is so fucking cruel and unfair. i know you would disagree with me but the truth is none of that matters anymore:

you're dead. you died a year ago today and nothing will never be the same.

>> No.19877147

>>19877138
Great, you bumped the wrong thread, idiot.

>> No.19877265

>>19872196
It's insane. I have some normie friends who have been completely annhilated by COVID. Not being able to work or see friends has completely destroyed their mental health. Meanwhile, I've been living that way for years and I'm quite happy.

Do you think their lives are just so much better than the average NEET that when they're forced to spend a day in our shoes they're traumatized?

>> No.19877278
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19877278

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>> No.19877300

>>19874699
>I don't have dubs
>99

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>> No.19877596

>>19873333
>>19874699
>>19877300
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>> No.19878678

>>19874075
he means reality and thus biology, which is correct

>> No.19878937

>>19867444
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>> No.19878947

>>19877278
No, if I want to talk to boobs, I can date them.

>> No.19879119

>>19874699
>>19873333
>>19877300
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