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[Anonymous No.19735810]

WWOYM

Old >>19728254

https://youtu.be/k3fz6CC45ok

[Anonymous No.19735835]

>>19735818
>how do I live in an abandoned shake where I’ll die in poverty?

[Anonymous No.19735837]

>>19735802
Wouldn't have said it if I weren't dumbass

[Anonymous No.19735848]

>>19735818
>comfy
you have no idea what you're talking about

[Anonymous No.19735873]

Oh my.

[Anonymous No.19735874]

how come every fucking time i take a shit and flush it has to smear all along the sides of the bowl and make a huge fucking mess. i swear to god i have to use that fucking brush like 2 times a day. very annoying

[Anonymous No.19735883]

>>19735874
Your diet is terrible.
More fiber, less bready stuff. And fast some time. Just a day with just water.

[Anonymous No.19735890]

I want someone irl I can talk to about stuff that's important to me

A buddy or a gf I don't care, just someone. Feel so isolated

[Anonymous No.19735894]

I could have escaped the rat race. But i gambled it all away because I couldn't get enough. I'm in my mid twenties but feel so tired and dead already. The money would have been a good way to cope with the fact that I'm a complete failure as a man.

[Anonymous No.19735904]

>>19735890
Everyone here feels that. Go out, do something, talk with people.
Anything but the computer.

[Anonymous No.19735922]

>>19735810
guys
i really want to strike it rich, move to somewhere like the virginia or north carolina countryside, buy a big rural property, raise horses, and ride around on horses all day larping as a crusader or 1400s era lord. i want to wear chainmail, a large golden cross necklace, and carry both a sword and a modern pistol, preferably a sig saur. maybe also an ar-15 if it's hog country. i want to trail-ride decked out in a templar tunic.

someone talk me out of this because it's actually within reach for me within 5 years.

[Anonymous No.19735926]

I went to the thrift store in search of Twilight but unfortunately the shelf usually full of copies was empty. I browsed a bit and picked up The Stranger and a nice Penguin Deluxe edition of The Grapes of Wrath to add to my collection of Penguin Deluxe.

There was a copy of Les Miserables but I passed on it because it was warped and discolored. I feel that maybe I shouldn't be so hung up on the appearance but I like my shelves to look nice. Also, I passed on The Secret History because while I would like to read it, it's mostly to see what the dark academics are on about, and not a strong desire of my own.

[Anonymous No.19735940]

I think I'm making a mistake by going to law school. I somewhat want to quit before lessons start. But I suppose I should at least do a semester. The thought of it fills me with dread though.

[Anonymous No.19735964]

>>19735940
law school is /lit/

[Anonymous No.19735976]

>>19735922
here's a video of horse farting artfully
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KCzwyFHSMdY

[Anonymous No.19736009]

>>19735976
I watched this literally 45 seconds ago bc the algorithm thought I would like it. Creepy

[Anonymous No.19736022]

>>19735810
if you had to make a ballpark guess what percentage of people would you say are real? 40%? 20%? just me?

[Anonymous No.19736057]

Yes, tomorrow, no tomorrow, the smallest victory is you.

[Anonymous No.19736066]

>>19736022
Real as opposed to?

[Anonymous No.19736077]

> Bushcraft is the use and practice of skills, thereby acquiring and developing knowledge and understanding, in order to survive and thrive in a natural environment.

Anyone know a book that covers a lot of this stuff. Like even backing mud bricks.

And while I’m at it, has anyone heard of a sort of urbancraft? Just thought of it.

[Anonymous No.19736080]

Somewhere in the haze I'll never speak again in late poetics the horizon is shaded low and horizontal, begging for the earth the slathered day of broken winged promises. Down the river, lo, low, the angle spreads its wings like a dove over an oxtail soup, friend you were no friend, lover you were no love, bye forever hope you eat steam.

[Anonymous No.19736088]

groin vault buttresses

[Anonymous No.19736089]

A week before christmas my ex (who i was with for 4 years) made out with someone at a work christmas party.
i am still coping
>>19735940
What makes you think it's a mistake? My mother is a defense lawyer

[Anonymous No.19736094]

>>19735964
I don't think I have the guts for that lifestyle. I am good in academic settings so I don't think I'll struggle to badly with the exams. But I'm realising I really don't have the motivation to actually be a lawyer at all.

[Anonymous No.19736106]

>>19736077
Check out the book Access All Areas, it's about urbex but covers a lot of related stuff.

[Anonymous No.19736107]

>>19736089
>What makes you think it's a mistake? My mother is a defense lawyer

I think I picked it for the wrong reasons. I was feeling directionless and I got the marks for law school and a scholarship so I figured why not. But now I'm realising that I don't really give a shit about being a lawyer at all and it is such a big commitment for something I'm so uncertain about.

[Anonymous No.19736118]

>>19736094
Cant you just do stuff behind the scenes of cases, research, read, write, strategize, you don't have to be the one in the court room speaking?

[Anonymous No.19736122]

>>19736066
things that resemble people but lack moral agency
the absence of the "spark"

[Anonymous No.19736130]

>>19736118
Yes there are many, many different types of law. The stuff inside the courtroom is only a tiny part of it. What I meant by the 'lifestyle' was the long, unforgiving hours and hyper competitive, ambitious colleagues.

[Anonymous No.19736140]

>>19736022
>>19736122
22 has been plaguing me for like a year now. i see it so fucking often it's so unnerving. what're the odds of getting two 22s in a row? extremely remote, right? i even told my analyst about it. she said it represented the fact i began stagnating at 22 but that's bullshit. 22 is the number of chapters in Revelations. i think maybe this is our last year on earth

[Anonymous No.19736197]

>>19735810
why the fuck is she so cute? it's unreal. I'm constantly having physical contacts with a girl I can't date. she doesn't want to be in a relationship with me and neither do I with her because I'm still sour over my ex, yet I can't help but notice I'm attracted to her and thirsts for her touch anytime she's around. it's like being under constant torture; whenever I come home I think about my ex and how I'll never be able to love anyone again, and whenever I'm with that girl I think about touching her hands, face, hair, clothes, to the point of becoming dumb
We probably wouldn't be able to hold a conversation if we found ourselves alone in a room devoid of our usual friends because we haven't got anything in common. I'm probably only attracted to her looks and yet my brain keeps producing happy hormones whenever she's around, what the fuck

anyways, I can't describe intelligibly how lost I am over these feelings. I can't wait to forget my ex so I can actually open myself to others

[Anonymous No.19736200]

>on public transport
>girl brushes my shoulder for half a second
>instant boner
>mentally replay the feeling over and over for the next 3 days

[Anonymous No.19736215]

>>19735883
i weigh 135 pounds why the fuck would i fast

[Anonymous No.19736218]

>>19735922
it actually sounds amazing anon, you'd probably get tired of it after a while though but I bet it'd be a good experience
>>19736197
just felt like adding a detail : we're not having "physical contacts" in a sexual way, it's basically hugs and constant touches, I feel like an affection deprived motherfucker every time we pet each other but I can't stop myself

[Anonymous No.19736222]

I'm a hylic nihilistic life denying retard in denial. I just want a purpose in life I'm sick of larping as if I'm not some nihilistic hylic with no soul. I cant deal with it anymore I can barely even think I haven't had a cogent thought in over two years I've been in this hazy brainfog absentminded existence for so long I just want to believe in God please I always feel like I'm going to burst into tears and I have to hold it back

[Anonymous No.19736262]

>>19736077
*Baking. Baking mud bricks
https://youtu.be/D59v74k5flU

>>19736106
Oh thanks.

[Anonymous No.19736270]

>>19735810
meant to just get a touch drunk but have inadvertently got quite drunk. according to my last bloodwork i am rapidly hurtling towards wet brain and my kidneys aint doing too well but my liver is fine
and that's all i care about, because you can survive wet brain and kidney failure, but liver failure is a death sentence

[Anonymous No.19736310]

>>19736222
>hylic mode
Good god, so many people, otherwise somewhat bright, curse me with this ungodly presence. I used to regularly have arguments with my coworker who seems to have no nuance to his thinking. It's questionable whether he thinks or not. You can see when people are thinking if you're really paying attention. From this guy? Never. He has all the answers. Worse yet, I'm finding it easier to ignore him lately because neither does he seem to perceive that others have a thinking process. This took me a year to notice, but he seems to have no capacity to hear what people are actually saying. He doesn't react to conversations, really, he just talks as if he's reading from a script. He would tell you, I'm sure, that he has "beliefs", but he really doesn't. He has, instead, a laundry list of socially acceptable and politically correct platitudes. He's easily dumbfounded, he thinks, by other people's stupidity, but really, it's his own empty head that limits him.

I've often amused myself by goading him into arguments, and then I just watch the script roll by, having guessed ahead of time what he would say, and I'm always right.

I'm complaining so much because you brought up godlessness. His summary response to anything religious, Christian or otherwise, whether it be by way of theology, ethics, parts of the Bible I've brought up, is that it's "bullshit". "Religion exists to make people money." "There's no such thing as objective morals." "There just no evidence for the belief in God." I can't imagine a more quintessential hylic phrase then, "There is no scientific evidence of the existence of God... Therefore I do not believe in God." It's like he fucking skipped over himself.

[Anonymous No.19736395]

I feel so lonely. I’ve been so lonely for so long that I barely even notice how lonely I am most of the time because I’ve grown so accustomed to it. But every now and again, something happens like a friend getting married and I can’t help but feel the full weight of my loneliness.

[Anonymous No.19736423]

>>19736395
poor anon :(

[Anonymous No.19736427]

>>19736395
any books for this feel?

[Anonymous No.19736434]

I worry all the time that my aging parents are going to run away and join a death-cult.

[Anonymous No.19736453]

>>19736140
On the plus side 22 is the year of the builder.

[Anonymous No.19736460]

I'm always imagining books but never writing them. I'm NGMI desu. However with that said I did write 50,000 words over lockdown. But now I don't have the motivation to edit it even though I have the time.

[Anonymous No.19736465]

>>19735810
it is coffee time

[Anonymous No.19736497]

>live in studio
>cook fish for dinner
>had vent fan on the entire time
>opened door and window in middle of winter for hours to vent apartment out
>cleaned stove and floor, set pan to soak after rinsing as well as possible
>lit candle
>doesn't matter, entire place stinks of fish now and always will

>if i want a bedroom separate from the kitchen it's an extra $400 a fucking month
i hate it

[Anonymous No.19736500]

>>19736140
Hello. Many of my childhood friends thought the same thing about the number 22. I live at number 22. This is not a lie.
Spooky

[Anonymous No.19736546]

>>19735894
Join the military brother, it does not matter what physical state you are in. Once you meet minimum requirements you will be brought in to shape and after basic/phase 1, you won't see any of them ever again.

[Anonymous No.19736572]

>>19736546
I know someone that came back from basic, signed up because he didn't like his life, and I swear something happened to him there. He looks unhealthy too, like he's slimmer, but he looks gaunt. The two times I saw him, he seemed detached from his voice, blank expression in and out, and his eyes seemed to wander. Eerie.

[Anonymous No.19736592]

>>19736107
>and a scholarship
For many that in itself is enough reason to devote to it. Depending on your financial situation it could be worthwhile, or you could easily afford another school who knows
I'd vote on trying to stick with it to see how it appeals to you or if there's anything there. You shouldn't quit until you have a new profession picked out you want to work on

[Anonymous No.19736600]

>>19735873
Beautiful Constantinople

[Anonymous No.19736606]

>>19736572
Probably was on drugs. Some people are just terrible at being people and will use any excuse to find an escape from their lives. I hope you try the military, I think it could make your life worthwhile until you find something that does that for you.

I wish i was still in.

[Anonymous No.19736611]

>>19736600
RECLAIM

[Anonymous No.19736612]

>>19736222
Brothers Karamazov helped me back away from nihilism towards spirituality

[Anonymous No.19736617]

115 pages into Stoner by John Williams, it's very well written, the prose is simple and elegant. Quite enjoyable.

[Anonymous No.19736629]

I hate everything. I can’t focus on anything. I’m in a tough spot. I don’t know what to even like.

[Anonymous No.19736634]

>>19736592
>For many that in itself is enough reason to devote to it.

I know which is why I would feel guilty abandoning it and will at least give it a semester before re-evaluating. Funnily the scholarship is meant to alleviate some of your anxiety, but it has almost had the opposite feeling because now I feel obliged to go through with it.

[Anonymous No.19736643]

>>19736500
i don't wanna be around for the end but i guess it's gotta happen to someone. wishing not to see the end is effectively wishing it on someone else

[Anonymous No.19736665]

>>19736634
See how you like it.
I get what you mean about the scholarship making you feel boxed-in, but it's also important to not let that affect your judgement too much, especially before you've even seen if it's a fit for you or not

[Anonymous No.19736724]

I can't believe how long life is. I can't believe my parents were once my age.

[Anonymous No.19736797]

I fucked my mental state with drugs and alcohol, now that I've mostly quit I find myself constantly chasing the dopamine releases of social media and buying a bunch of shit. I don't do anything I want to, every day is a waste, to the point they may as well not have happened.

[Anonymous No.19736819]

I really, really, really, really want to suck on a lactating breast.

[Anonymous No.19736832]

how can we escape bpd women

[Anonymous No.19736839]

>>19736819
This is not the want ads

[Anonymous No.19736841]

>>19736797
it do be like that

[Anonymous No.19736848]

>>19736832
>bpd women
What?

[Anonymous No.19736885]

>>19736310
You see this even among the people who are supposed to be more intelligent than the average public. I can't help but think if I pricked one with a needle he wouldn't really feel anything but would act like he does. Eerie

[Anonymous No.19736973]

I've ended up with an internet girlfriend from Japan. She's nice but I'm beginning to think this wasn't a good idea. Obviously I can't go an see her right now. She gave me the attention I wanted but now the honeymoon period is wearing off.

[Anonymous No.19736974]

>>19736848
big
penis
dick
women

[Anonymous No.19736976]

>>19736973
she is cucking you rn

[Anonymous No.19736977]

>>19736973
How did you accomplish this?

[Anonymous No.19736981]

>>19736974
>how can we escape bpd women
Like trying to escape the cyclops. There’s no such thing.

>>19736973
You don’t like her?

[Anonymous No.19736987]

>>19736022
Every person you meet is every little bit as real as any other, even the ones that's seemingly unemotional and numb. Numbness is also part of nature.

[Anonymous No.19736988]

Has anyone here found inner peace?

[Anonymous No.19736995]

>>19736988
Yeah.

[Anonymous No.19737002]

>>19736988
Yes.
I went through hell first and damn well earned it by surviving a hellish ordeal spanning several years of grinding poverty and personal issues. Now I'm pleased with myself and my conduct in getting through that without compromising my values.

[Anonymous No.19737012]

>>19736848
Borderline personality disorder
Anons like >>19736832 think bpd women are some ever-present, existential problem for any man in the dating pool. But the blunt truth is that crazy attracts crazy. An anon on 4chan is probably going to land a chick who's unstable. And these anons are far from neurotypical themselves, at best they're able to put up a mask well enough to land a gf, but they're still broken in some kind of way.

At most, around 5% of the population is estimated to have BPD. If you trust psych studies. Under 2% are diagnosed. It's disproportionately women, sure, but "bpd" is just slang for a crazy bitch. In fairness, you can put your average young zoomer women under this umbrella. It's a funny thing I've noticed with guys in my fraternity in college. If things go wrong with a girl they've been seeing, they can just call them crazy, and no other explanation is needed. They're probably right. I've barely met any truly mentally healthy women in my four years at a "prestigious" college. So many dead-eyed turbo-sluts who are probably taking 3 different psych medications. Even I've noticed that women who are well-educated can barely be distinguished from the genuine low-tier bitches in my small town when you make small talk with them for more than 10 minutes. I don't even mean this in the sense that they're crazy. I know Ivy League women obsessed with astrology and barely capable of anything more than surface-level, interpersonal gossip, among other meaningless bullshit. Whereas the kind of topics and conversational trajectories with even your average "frat bro" are widely divergent. Women are more socially heterogenous than men I guess, I'm not saying anything insightful. And I'm not some autistic patrician who expects a woman to speak about the differences between early and late Wittigenstein or continental vs. analytic philosophy. I'm not exactly one to talk, I've just seen both sides of the coin.

BPD is a spook for men at the bottom of the barrel generally attracting women at the bottom of the barrel. And the barrel is already poisoned from the start. So they can attach the condition as the source of their woes. The cyclops reference here >>19736981explains it in a funnier, more concise way.

[Anonymous No.19737022]

>>19736977
Kind of just randomly on a forum. We started as friends but then it became more serious.

>>19736981
I don't know if like her. If I could meet her maybe I would know but that could be a year away. I could find a real girlfriend in that time.

[Anonymous No.19737023]

Holding a woman down and ejaculating inside her

[Anonymous No.19737026]

>>19737012
Oh thank you.

[Anonymous No.19737027]

>>19736973
ime, japanese women are the boringest, and i think it has to do with their middleclassness, and their current cultural malaise. they're often painfully superficial. they dont give nudes
thai girls are very sweet and playful, but arent very cultured, pro and con of being poor, also a lot of them have nice round fat tits
koreans are pretty clever and sarcastic but they're also thick and vain, and theyre built like sticks, dont give nudes either
vietnamese are seas are chill in general, and people say they're crazy, and they're really cute
filipinas are good friends, but they have bad attitudes and they all like the kardashians and they love black people, also pussy stink and catholic. two of my buddies married filipinas and they're really controlling, and once you knock them up they ignore you
chinese girls are my favorite, sexy, different body types, usually very pleasant and educated, optimistic. theyre highly tight knit, so they farm girls arent going to fuck you because they're scared you. middle class chinese are the best, and any chink from shanghai or beijing is crazy and wannabe korean. Go for HKers, because they're very westernized, and there are too many unfuckable men in HK, and they love white men unequivocally.
>t. lifelong yellow fever coomer

[Anonymous No.19737028]

>>19736981
>>19737012
stop gaslighting you whore

[Anonymous No.19737036]

>>19737027
anon your forget Taiwan

[Anonymous No.19737047]

>>19737012
>BPD is a spook for men at the bottom of the barrel generally attracting women at the bottom of the barrel
redpilled. overcomplaining about certain type of women is a big tell that you're low status, hence you're only dateable to trash women. anyone whos paying attention realize that any increase in your status drastically filters out the crazies and losers.

[Anonymous No.19737049]

>>19737027
My first relationship was with a Vietnamese tomboy, she broke my heart ;_;

[Anonymous No.19737062]

>>19737036
taiwanese are actually the best, nicer chicks than mainland per capita, but if you have a big hardon for fobby dorks like me, the wealthier counties also produce more westernized types. ive cummed in many chinks, but ive respected taiwanese the most, which doesnt exactly make my dick hard

[Anonymous No.19737075]

I need help

[Anonymous No.19737083]

I keep having God Tier dreams that I never write up. Why don't I write them up?

[Anonymous No.19737088]

>>19737062
Taiwanese people are very nice in general. I hope I can go there before.. y'know.

[Anonymous No.19737103]

What aesthetic do you LARP as?

[Anonymous No.19737107]

>>19737103
dark academia

[Anonymous No.19737111]

>>19736497
clearly you don't know how to cook in a studio, just put something over the pan during the cooking and when you think it's done put your pan outside your window, open the cover, let the stinky air go away for 5-10s and serve, it's literally that easy

it also works for steak, just be careful when you're cooking something charged with water, I personally don't mind boiling my shit because I am a caveman but you might need to manually remove the water from time to time

t. caveman living in a clean 12 square meter bedroom with a kitchen but no fan

[Anonymous No.19737116]

>>19737103
catholic geisha

[Anonymous No.19737119]

>>19737111
based and studiopilled

[Anonymous No.19737138]

>>19737107
What is THE alcoholic drink of these kind of larpers?

[Anonymous No.19737144]

>>19737138
kombucha

[Anonymous No.19737148]

>>19737138
cum

[Anonymous No.19737149]

>>19737138

[Anonymous No.19737150]

>>19737144
Based

[Anonymous No.19737161]

>>19737012
>crazy attracts crazy
Bpd is the female version of narc. Narcissism has an image of themselves they're very defensive about, but bpd needs a partner to supply their ego and so get defensive about abandonment. Normally the only reason for a man to get a bpd diagnosis is because they're a tranny slut, and normally the only reason for women to get a narc diagnosis is they're able to spend more on beauty products than the Kardashians. The same kind of low self esteem and inability to feel safe without constant unflinching affirmation is at the base of the two, but if you meet a male bpd, his doctor was diagnosing him as clingy gay. If you meet a female narc it means her doctor diagnosed her as rich enough to spend time in Gangham and Rio and not desperate enough to come on to him.
When they're aligned to gender, the diagnosis basically means low self esteem and I don't want to work with them.

[Anonymous No.19737165]

i'm not going to lie, i not only like to comment on books/ideas/people i've never read or will ever bother to read, but i've given entire book reviews on books i have not even glimpsed their wikipedia pages on and just completely made what i think the book is about purely on its title and author. and there's nothing you can do about it

[Anonymous No.19737169]

>>19737103
faggot

[Anonymous No.19737175]

Yikes
Cringe
cope
dilate
seethe
refuted
tranny
Whats the point of philosophy when you have the internet
Will x book make me smarter?
Will x book increase my status?
What books will help me get laid?
Is reading in public cringe?

[Anonymous No.19737191]

>>19735810
Fetishes are essentially circular phenomena and the more extended a fetish "session," especially in the case of those principally dependent on internet stimuli, the more the constitutive "moving parts" of the stimuli mechanism become apparent: revealing a teleological process whose end state is remarkably similar to a Turing Machine.

[Anonymous No.19737202]

>>19737103
Comedic malcontent

[Anonymous No.19737225]

>>19736270
Sorry pal but I wouldn’t call kidney failure survival unless you can get a transplant

[Anonymous No.19737241]

>>19737103
>thinks-he-looks-mysterious-and-artsy-but-really-just-a-slob-with-flair

[Anonymous No.19737249]

>>19736270
kidney failure is hell. that will probably lead to needing regular dialysis. it fucking sucks... blood. pic related is a dialysis machine in action. if you fuck up then blood spurts everywhere. and you have to do this shit regularly with the big machine or you just straight up die since your blood gets too dirty. take care of your kidneys man

[Anonymous No.19737258]

>>19737241
i.e.
in my head
>ooh hes just casually wearing a wrinkled hoodie with paint on it, and oh he just winked at me, i wanna get lost in his world
reality
>no bitch i just didnt do laundry and im thinking about cooming on your hair

[Anonymous No.19737283]

>>19736988
Yes, it feels a little weird. It might not be quite what you think at first, but then it gets easier to understand. If you can imagine adjusting your eyes to new glasses, but instead it's your material being slowly dissipating into ether, then perhaps you can begin to grasp the etherization.

[Anonymous No.19737286]

>>19735810
Am I wrong in thinking that demographics is destiny? Let me explain.

I see liberal people in America constantly fretting about "Republicans this, conservatives that", etc. Don't they realize that all they have to do is wait a decade or so? The share of the population that is White is going to decrease past 50% and will probably settle at 30-40% longterm. Minorities all vote Democrat, like automatically (heck, I'm a member of an ethnic minority and I do it too). All these guys have to do to win is wait a bit, demographics will solve everything for them. The people irl who I raise this argument with think I'm retarded (well, they don't say so but I can tell) but no one can refute it.

[Anonymous No.19737305]

>>19737286
You're not wrong, but this is one of things where in polite society it would be improper to agree with you. But keep in mind, sometimes disagreeing with you is just lip service when they might agree with you in actuality.

captcha: the gays

[Anonymous No.19737308]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4FL0MfyjjNA nationalism be like

[Anonymous No.19737320]

Im afraid of living on my own. I know that Im paying the price of my life but anxiety is too much for me to handle. It doesnt help that Im almost 30.

[Anonymous No.19737375]

>>19737320
What's scary about it? Have you ever lived on your own or with room mates?

[Anonymous No.19737389]

>>19737375
The scariest aspect is consciously starting my independent life. I lived in an uni dorm and it was very miserable experience.

[Anonymous No.19737406]

>>19736819
I really, really, really, really want to suck on a dick

[Anonymous No.19737419]

>>19737389
Dorms are really a bad first taste of independence.
Do you make any money now? My problem was always money. My parents only made me pay like half the rent I’d be paying anywhere else in my city. When they finally moved out of state, I was basically forced out with 2 months notice. Luckily by that time I had a lot incentive to get my own place: could invite coworkers over (didn’t have a lot of friends), could bring girls over (ain’t gonna tell a lady oh wait let me check if my mom is home at age 30), and as an adult you should really start valuing space and privacy. I wanted to have a place to fix up and make nice. Overall it just really made me finally feel like an adult and boosted my confidence. Granted, I’m paying 3 times the rent I ever did before, but at least I don’t have kids and everybody I know pays too much rent.

[Anonymous No.19737420]

>>19737103
It's a tie between "early christian dual faith Rus pagan in the 1500s" and "modernist decadent occultist faggot in the 1890 - 1900s Russian Empire" .

[Anonymous No.19737437]

>>19737419
I have a little bit of savings but the job is even worse topic to me. Basically I have to move to a bigger city, find a job and live on my own ( with roommates). Its just too damn stressful to even think about it but living with parents is mentally taxing.

[Anonymous No.19737458]

>>19735810
that it's really easy to get to heaven because salvation has nothing to do with how you live or your church attendance, or your baptism. if you want to live forever and be 100% sure of going to heaven, watch this 11 minute gospel presentation /lit/

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EVlLCyZ7HGg

i hope to see you anons in heaven one day

[Anonymous No.19737462]

>>19737458
oops i meant to link this gospel video, not the sermon exposing calvinism. this it the real gospel that gives you 100% assurance of going to heaven anons.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bpOv_kvk4M8

[Anonymous No.19737494]

>>19737437
Well, unless you have some sort of panic disorder and zero social skills, it’s the same stress everybody goes through.

[Anonymous No.19737498]

>>19737420
Fuckin kek

[Anonymous No.19737502]

>>19737494
I agree that it brings some stress to everyone but somehow they manage to do just fine. I hate that the more I want to change something major, the more I want for everything to stay the same and vice versa.

[Anonymous No.19737511]

i hold what
you gave me
it haunts me
daily
time flickers
out of joint

ready to anoint

dead futures
that
arrive at once
looping like
distorted floor
boards

[Anonymous No.19737521]

New plan: do nothing until one day, miraculously, I shift back into the version of myself I adore and then do hood rat shit with my friends until the days end

[Anonymous No.19737553]

>>19737502
Eh, small change little by little. Sounds daft: but try changing up your diet, exercising, anything to improve your mood. Just think of what actually motivates you and dedicate time each day to it. Build your own incentives toward your future, and stop fucking doing things that make you feel worse.

[Anonymous No.19737554]

>>19737502
not that anon but the stress never goes away anon, people just learn to manage it more efficiently. and the only way to learn that, is by being out there in the world. the longer you shelter yourself, the harder it would be for you to adapt when the inevitable occurs

think about it this way, you can do this on your terms at some of your control, or life will do it for you at none of your control

[Anonymous No.19737568]

Do any of you have creative projects that you consistently work on (besides creative writing obviously)?
>blog
>podcast
>Youtube channel
>etc

Don't need to give names or anything just curious if there are any creative professionals here

[Anonymous No.19737597]

>>19737553
I feel like it has to either be a big, dramatic change or none at all. Me being me is the worst thing.
>>19737554
Oh, I know all about (deep inside the brain).that Im making it harder by prolonging it. I already screwed everything in my life and to even match others, I'd have to have some sort of superhuman willpower but if I have one, I'd be ahead of others in the first place.

[Anonymous No.19737609]

>>19737568
I do oil painting and i sell them semi regularly. I paint about 20 hours a week. Other than that I uploaded 4 video essays (that I spent a long time writing) on different books, and one I still like about Joyce. But I get obsessive about writing scripts and generally its not as rewarding as painting. Plus I don’t like computers or editing. It’s fun in its own way, but I just see it as wasteful when is rather be in my studio painting. Plus a painting can fetch me a grand, whereas videos don’t make money and nobody watches them plus I hate YouTube

[Anonymous No.19737620]

>>19737609
How do you sell them? Locally, or on Etsy or something?

[Anonymous No.19737621]

>>19737568
I'm an artist (painter). I'm working on the content for my youtube channel which should come out next year (2023). And books. I write art theory/critique.

[Anonymous No.19737633]

>>19737621
What are your themes?

[Anonymous No.19737636]

>>19737620
Locally and through social media. Selling art is really hard, so repeat customers are my best bet right now. I’m telling myself I’m finally gonna go for it and buy a website, and use Etsy and other art markets, and advertise myself generally. I’m tech retarded though.

[Anonymous No.19737656]

Starting my wage slave job in ten minutes, here's hoping I dont get fired

[Anonymous No.19737663]

>>19737656
have a good shift anon

[Anonymous No.19737680]

my balls are in pain

[Anonymous No.19737696]

>>19736089
>work christmas party

It's okay man, she was a short-sighted whore. I don't attend such work functions for the sole reason that it may make my wife uncomfortable.

[Anonymous No.19737712]

What should i like if i don’t like myself?

[Anonymous No.19737713]

>>19737633
>What are your themes

>In written theory
I make an anthropological analysis of cultural expression specificlally in the arts. I speak of history of art with a heavy focus on my country. I posit that my country has the best historical basis to become the next great cultural force in the world and I pay homage to everything good that culturally came out of my country.

>In painting
Traditional folk motives (of where I come from) from mixed with motives of modern art (from where I come from) and contemporary motives on top. I want to express how I view our national identity in the past, present and future and I want to make a synthesis out. Of course I also depict my own individuality through art like what I personally find to be beautiful and good, and I am a real degenerate so it's essentially not traditionalistic at all.

[Anonymous No.19737714]

>>19737713
*synthesis out of it

[Anonymous No.19737720]

>>19737568
I draw anime fan art of my friends.

[Anonymous No.19737726]

>>19736310
I've got a friend like this who is self-aware enough to realize that all he is doing is repeating things he's heard and it depresses him.

[Anonymous No.19737756]

>>19737713
Are you russian?

[Anonymous No.19737816]

St. Frank of Ocean says: "God gave you what you can handle." Do you think that's true?

[Anonymous No.19737822]

>>19737756
Yeah I'm Russian.

[Anonymous No.19737825]

>>19737816
I most related to when he said "my guy pretty like a girl".

[Anonymous No.19737859]

>>19735810
Trying to improve myself, I need to detach myself from the outside world et focus on my inner happiness.

Life is beautiful in its whole
Society is trash everywhere you look at it.

Forget the bad, focus on the good.
Forgive yourself, learn how to love humanity in its globality.

moms spaghetti

[Anonymous No.19737881]

>>19737825
Good for you, mate.

>>19737859
https://youtu.be/5Qk9o_ZeR7s

[Anonymous No.19737885]

>>19735810
I love women.

[Anonymous No.19737895]

>>19737885
How to enjoy womans company?

[Anonymous No.19737915]

A tautology follows from all propositions; it says nothing.
Contradiction is that common factor of propositions which no proposition has in common with one another. Tautology is the common factor of alll propositions that have nothng in common with one another. Contradiction, one might say, vanishes outside all propositions : tautology vanishes inside them. Contradiction is the outer limit of propositions : tautology is the unsubstantial part at their centre.
Ludwig Wittgenstein, Tractatus Logico-Philosophicus

LOL IT'S NOT EVEN LINGUISTICS, it has nothing to do with language, IT'S LINGUISTIC METAPHYSICS.
All post-structuralism and analytic phi that is concerned with linguistics is actually concerned with metaphysics.

[Anonymous No.19738026]

>>19737859
Lol

[Anonymous No.19738032]

>>19737286
Except that many "minorities" are quite conservative. Eventually Republicans will capitalize on that.

[Anonymous No.19738074]

>>19737286
>Minorities all vote Democrat
No????

[Anonymous No.19738133]

I graduated from community college as an RN in the middle of the pandemic. My professor loved me I think because I was the only guy in our class. She had this job lined up just for me straight out of college. After graduation I blocked her and all my classmates and have been living as a neet for a year now. I haven't practiced nursing since graduating and passing my state exams. Right now I'm making okay income selling shit on etsy. Enough to pay my rent, bills, and buy groceries. I don't know if I'm ever going to go back

[Anonymous No.19738162]

>>19738133
>lainposting
Nigga I just threw up a little in my mouth. Go back to I Long For Network Spirituality or wherever you roaches crawl out of.

[Anonymous No.19738332]

A guy that studies in my college killed himself today. It hit deep.
For several times these last year I was just one slit or one jump from a chair away from being like him. I am still down, but it's been months that the thoughts aren't strong enough for me to truly want to do it.
I'm sad for him and for his family, I can only imagine what went in his life for he to take his life, but deep down I also feel envy, I'm envious of the courage he had and that I didn't.

[Anonymous No.19738348]

>>19738133
What sort of thing do you sell on etsy?

[Anonymous No.19738375]

Will actually having sex cure my Madonna-whore complex?

[Anonymous No.19738394]

>>19738375
No, thats deeper than mere sex act.

[Anonymous No.19738405]

>>19738375
elaborate

[Anonymous No.19738430]

>>19738375
Become a cuck so you can maintain a relationship and still be with a whore

[Anonymous No.19738545]

>>19737103
someone asked me long ago, it was like a group-introductory thing, how I thought other people saw me, and I really had nothing at all to say. I can tell if I think I'm handsome or not, if I'm looking "good", but I really have no idea how I am seen. None. I actually thought about just this yesterday, I was going out and looked in a mirror and as like "that's you.. what are you saying with this? how are you seen?" And I really had nothing. It's like this wet gray filter. I have no idea what I'm larping as. The thing is, it is kind of the same when I look at my mother.

[Anonymous No.19738590]

>>19738545
Same, all I know is that, whatever I'm doing, women are often attracted to me.

[Anonymous No.19738617]

>>19736200
Literally me yesterday
except I masterbated when I got home

[Anonymous No.19738629]

>>19738590
this happened to me a lot too when I was younger, sort of now too I guess. maybe they're related things. do you think people think you're funny? I think people think I'm funny. I think I'm funny, but I think they do too. I used to be nice, now it's kind of strained I guess. Sincere, maybe.

[Anonymous No.19738713]

>>19738629
Yes but I rarely talk to people nowadays, I've developed a kind of permanent scowl. I am always sincere because I have no reason not to be, the lack of certain kinds of self understanding I have are a sort of defense mechanism resulting from childhood trauma. I just simply don't allow myself to see or feel certain things because they end up being very painful, one of them being that others might see me in a positive light. So there is a general feeling of numbness and fog in these things.

[Anonymous No.19738875]

>>19738713
What’s dangerous about others seeing you in a positive light, for you?
Asking because I feel in a similar way. Got a lot of praise when I was young, but I guess it felt more like a carrot in the end, that was given to or taken from me at will.

[Anonymous No.19738876]

>>19735810
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FxG-7AsbjeI&ab_channel=OliverTree

[Anonymous No.19738936]

>my old Irish neighborhood
>white flight
>we need more investors in our communitah!
>finally get new shit, everything they asked for
>crime drops again, best it’s looked since my grandpas generation
>oh no white people are gentrifying us
Why are they like this?

[Anonymous No.19738974]

>>19738936
By Irish do you mean American?

[Anonymous No.19739030]

>>19738875
>What’s dangerous about others seeing you in a positive light, for you?

Like you I was praised by adults and peers alike in my youth for being a gifted student and I got my fill of attention from girls for being athletic and tall but my parents were horribly abusive. The mixture of all the positive attention I got from people outside the home and the frankly horrible things they did and said to me has made me feel like this from a young age. I've tried a lot, it's not really something I've been able to get over so I just push it away from my mind. This is most likely going to result in me dying alone and friendless.

[Anonymous No.19739062]

I had an orgasm reading this

[Anonymous No.19739081]

Ambition combined with crippling depression is a dangerous mix

[Anonymous No.19739140]

>>19739081
No, it’s just the depression that’s dangerous.
Have ambition to rid yourself of it

[Anonymous No.19739171]

>>19739081
that's just bipolar

[Anonymous No.19739222]

>>19739081

Unless you are actually doing things, you just have depression, not ambition. If you have ambition, use that ambition to better yourself, get therapy and address your issues. Then you can begin to live and do things.

[Anonymous No.19739251]

>>19738375
Naw. Shedding yourself of theistic moralism and misogyny will. Growing up, in other words.
Now stop posting sad frogs

[Anonymous No.19739266]

>>19737680
Stop taking propetia

[Anonymous No.19739268]

>>19739222
>>19739140
>in what exactly moment ambition become a good word?.

[Anonymous No.19739309]

I think I like Tennyson more than Keats

[Anonymous No.19739638]

If you're not studying and reading hard this decade while everyone else wastes time on Twitter an TikTok, you may miss being part of the upcoming cultural renaissance, which will be very strict and elitist, in direct opposition to today's degeneration.

[Anonymous No.19739651]

>>19735810
I feel so fucking shit right now guys. I just found out that I'm being paid 60% of the median salary offered for my role at my company.

I've by and large felt shit about my life these last three years. Like I've never been comfortable. I went from a first world country to a third world country (personal reasons). Away from friends, away from all the people I'm close to, away from anything I'm comfy with. Then corona hit. I'm now in some small time town where I can't move anywhere because driving/roads are awful. My health has deteriorated. I've gained so much weight. My body is in constant pain. I've lost my hair. Everyone around me is doing better. My friends are getting paid better. My friends are off to foreign countries getting master's degrees. My brother is in much better shape than me. The country I'm in makes it so difficult to live in. I can't even get my passport renewed after a fucking month. My life has declined steadily after college. And I'm losing it. I'm only 25 years old.

The only thing that's kept me going is my work and this vague feeling that I'm at the very least making progress in my career, that "okay I've spent a good three years at a renowned company, getting experience, making my own money"

And now I realize that I was being overworked and undervalued that entire time. All my time and effort and stress and body issues I've dealt with and experienced at this job was all a waste. This is legitimately the closest I've felt like killing myself.

[Anonymous No.19739699]

>>19739651
What are you a woman? Just ask for a raise dummy.

[Anonymous No.19739720]

>>19736973
I had the same happen to me last year. Keep an eye out, she might be unstable.

[Anonymous No.19739730]

>>19739699
How do I approach it?

no one has told/taught me how to. parents just tell me to be happy with what I have. never to ask for my worth.

[Anonymous No.19739740]

I got a date for the first time in my life but I'm scared cause I know I'm going to be an autistic fuck and embarrass myself. IDK if I should go through with it.

[Anonymous No.19739764]

>>19739730
Just do something like this https://www.thecut.com/article/how-to-ask-for-a-raise.html and also start applying to other jobs in parallel for leverage or if they refuse

[Anonymous No.19739768]

>>19739638
Fascist wet dream.

[Anonymous No.19739807]

In five short years, I went from living with my parents, working only a weekend bartending gig, smoking weed daily and reading dudeweed novels for five hours a day, to getting married and renting a house, porn-free and drug-free. What did I do to deserve this?

[Anonymous No.19739835]

>>19739062
plotinus? scholastic?

[Anonymous No.19739838]

Got matched with this chick and she starts sending stuff like this immediately after following on instagram

The fuck?

[Anonymous No.19739853]

Got matched with this chick and she starts sending stuff like this immediately after following on instagram

The fuck?

[Anonymous No.19739859]

>>19739853
he's a catfish/bot retard

[Anonymous No.19739869]

>>19739853
he's gonna snapchat you gigganigga with swastikas of dicks on his shoulders

[Anonymous No.19740020]

>>19739853

[Anonymous No.19740032]

>>19739853
this>>19739859

[Anonymous No.19740033]

>>19740020
i really hope you understand what this is

[Anonymous No.19740061]

>>19740033
but it COULD
lmao

[Anonymous No.19740074]

Loneliness hits really hard tonight. I couldn't really describe this feeling, looking around, I am just one more piece of furniture in this room. Right there, outside, I would be able to drop myself without being afraid of the consequences of heights

[Anonymous No.19740075]

>>19740020
>Just sign into this special server so we can to see our beautiful bodyez
Hahaha.

[Anonymous No.19740138]

>>19739740

It is better to try and fail than not to try at all. There is something to be learnt in failure, and you will not regret trying.

[Anonymous No.19740147]

How do I get a gf who wants a soft and non-confrontational bf?

[Anonymous No.19740182]

>>19739638
cope. reading and studying is only for entertaining yourself (on walks) or others at parties. unless of course you want to write books. otherwise you'll get progressively angrier when the 'cultural revolution' never comes and you're just a fake aristocratic idiot with a bunch of useless theoretical knowledge.

[Anonymous No.19740214]

>>19740147
nearly all women want to be able to feel as if you can protect them or that they can rely on you to make decisions

[Anonymous No.19740241]

>>19740214
I'm fucked then. It's too bad I always woke up in the morning on those nights I thought would be my last.

[Anonymous No.19740350]

“Fat activism” was the example par excellence of how outward political expressions are (very often) actually perverse functions of internal cognitive dissonance. It’s incredibly easy, one you realize this, to stop the stupid chatter of the other, and instead ask them, “What motivates you to this project?” Of course, they can’t actually answer this, because their activism is product of their self-denial. With fat activism, it was abundantly clear that these women (yes, women) weren’t really talking about social stigmas, as they claimed to care so much about, but that they were talking about themselves. It was a cry for help. It was a futile attempt to highjack the lowest rung of grassroots politics to ratchet themselves up the dating hierarchy. In summary, what was really going on was a perversion of grassroots politics: they were simply trying to make themselves fuckable.
Everyone knows this, but at the time, for me, it was the cow-tipping point.
I would challenge everyone to extend this skepticism as far as possible. Anyone who flings postmodern slogans, championing any sort of “everything is subjective” rap, should immediately be examined for what they are hiding, for what they want not to judged.

Applying this rule to the atheist criticism of religion can also be effectively read this way. Without fail, every serious anti-theist has problems with the parents. Makes you wonder why that kind of person would recoil from authority.

[Anonymous No.19740398]

>>19735810
At some moment in life you have to call quits. Suicide is usually a permanent solution to temporary problems. But what when you as a person are incompatible with life; ie mental illness due to (mental)trauma or inherit personality?
How long or much must you suffer before it’s justified to quit, socially or personally?
I’ve tried, at least I’ve tried, more than once to better myself, I have looked for help but got greeted with a kick in the mouth. My stubbornness saved me, I made up this idea to run away and live in the wilds away from everyone and if I died it’d be by incompetence or wild life or whatever, but at least it wasn’t direct suicide and I would have died on my terms doing what I thought I wanted.
This fantasy kept me going for years, even though I wished for death every day.
After a years I found someone which made me genuinely open up, though in the end I was deceived or misjudged that person. Ironically it led me to someone else who seems to genuinely care about me, but that feeling of rejection earlier must have been the straw.
I cannot cope with it anymore, the pain hurts too much and I want to go.
I was commuting and felt the train tracks crawling. I’m contemplating on throwing myself into the water tonight.
I hope writing this means I won’t go through with it and it’s just a desperate plea…
I don’t know how to stop this feeling anymore.

[Anonymous No.19740440]

>>19740350
>All social movements are motivated by unresolved psychological issues
>The ones I disagree with politically, I mean

[Anonymous No.19740463]

>>19740398
This problem is exactly what therapists get paid for. If you’re really in fuckitmode, then fuck it, see a therapist. You don’t have to like them. Just get their insight and get out of your thought tunnels for, hey, at least one session.

[Anonymous No.19740466]

>>19740241
the natural dynamic requires you to be a source of safety for each other, just in different ways. you've got to fulfill your role or settle for a less desirable woman

[Anonymous No.19740512]

>>19740440
I accept your remark, though not all motivations are neurotic, but there are constructive political projects, and there are futile political projects. The same way that certain trends are pro-social or anti-social, or the same way that certain behaviors are adaptive or maladaptive. I do have certain political beliefs, but they are not serious to me, and I hope to examine them well before making any mistakes.

[Anonymous No.19740523]

>>19740466
I'm not even a source of safety for myself.

[Anonymous No.19740538]

>>19740523
you've got more to deal with than getting a gf lol

[Anonymous No.19740562]

>>19740398
the fact that you met those people shows that things can happen that you can't predict. it has helped me to think that regardless of what comes later, I can at least go on until I get to sleep. then just one day at a time like that. it got better. I also have a lot of mental health problems, to say the least, but it is a lot better.

[Anonymous No.19740577]

>>19737881
>https://youtu.be/5Qk9o_ZeR7s
liked it, made me smile thanks anon

[Anonymous No.19740651]

>>19740538
There has to be some women out there in the same place as me who just want companionship.

[Anonymous No.19740659]

>>19740651
>you've got to fulfill your role or settle for a less desirable woman

[Anonymous No.19740708]

My mom is a schoolteacher in a school for children and they're putting a severely crippled retard in her class that's 5 years older than the rest of said class. I have absolutely no idea why this shit is allowed. Either the disabled kid will not be able to follow with the class or the class will be held back by the retard; it's bad for both parties.

Like, I don't hate the retarded kid, it's just that the school is obviously unsuited to receive them. Why did people force this "inclusion" meme when it's clear that some people need specialized attention and environments?

[Anonymous No.19740735]

Going full hermit at college while still leaving to attend classes is actually pretty comfy. Without the stress of social interaction this life is pretty painless.

[Anonymous No.19740768]

i feel as though the current moral atmosphere has haunted and shaped so much of my inner life. all this despite the fact that I lay near the bottom of the hierarchy in nearly every category other than being above average intelligence and creative.

the rage grows steadily.

[Anonymous No.19740774]

>>19740735
>Life is meaningle—-
>Daminit. I will MAKE life meaningless. Zero pain!

Find Epicurus, my child.

[Anonymous No.19740775]

I'm very sad right now and it's pretty terrible

[Anonymous No.19740839]

>>19740463
Thanks, I've had a lot of problems with therapists in the past but I'm willing to dive in one more time. My excuse it that I just don't have the energy to search for one and go through the hassles for a session anymore.
>>19740562
Thank you for your words. I have the same thoughts, and sort of optimism I guess? But the suffering in life and the hurt that those kinds of rejection bring is sometimes too much. When is palliative care allowed for the mentally broken?

[Anonymous No.19740847]

current mood: https://youtu.be/0qLB8bKc7hU?t=589

[Anonymous No.19740849]

>>19740775
what happened?

[Anonymous No.19740863]

>>19736546
Fuck off groomer, his life is too valuable to throw it away so that some fat americans can get that oil money

[Anonymous No.19740876]

>>19740735
This is the only way I could tolerate college. As little as social interaction as possible

[Anonymous No.19740959]

>>19740849
Lots of things happened and a lot of other things didn't happen, many of which underscore what I see as a fundamental inability to make the type of more meaningful connections I so crave. Failing school school again, simping for a mentally ill girl who treated me quite poorly, body dysmorphia, tfw no gf, brooding over wasted opportunities and having anxiety over aging, feeling like all the important decisions are behind me. Also struggling with alcohol abuse and being an autistic piece of shit who gets tangled up in drama and create a lot of problems for myself. There's an underlying sense of alienation and otherness that just hits like a train when I'm in the wrong situation or start dwelling on the wrong thoughts. I also have to formulate my thoughts and make notes so I'll have something to tell my therapist tomorrow. I understand if this comes across as self-absorbed.

[Anonymous No.19741019]

>>19740774
Epicurean happiness is purely theoretical, and a larp for hedonists, aka boring idiots who think a hamburger is the highest virtue.

[Anonymous No.19741049]

>>19740959
>Failing school
>feeling like all the important decisions are behind me
Bro don't be retarded, you're in your mid 20s at the latest. Life is long and can change unexpectedly. Go do literally anything instead of crying about how you missed your chance.

[Anonymous No.19741062]

>>19741049
it goes deeper than just getting an education desu

[Anonymous No.19741091]

>>19741062
I only brought up school to point out how incredibly young you must be. You may feel like there are no more "important decisions" to be made, but if you think about it reasonably that can't be true, unless your death is not far off. As far as I'm concerned, the most important decisions I've made all happened after the age of 25.

[Anonymous No.19741094]

>>19740839
wgmi bb, hold tight

[Anonymous No.19741115]

>>19741091
I understand the importance of not believing all of your own thoughts, and I'm not completely hopeless because it used to be worse.

[Anonymous No.19741126]

>>19735810
if I don't take my meds I don't do anything, but I don't want to drink. If I take my meds, then I want to drink, and when I want to drink, I want to hurt myself.
Either I manage to do something, but then I want to hurt myself, or I don't do anything, but then I don't want to hurt myself. It's a lose-lose situation. What do I do?

[Anonymous No.19741140]

>>19741115
I know you won't take this advice because I wouldn't either, but take some time off from 4chan and social media. Go do something with your friends or family.

[Anonymous No.19741143]

>>19739853
she wants to fuck you, idiot

[Anonymous No.19741151]

>>19741143
Who the hell talks like that though? "Can you help me to release my feelings?"

[Anonymous No.19741156]

>>19740074
Hey, anon. I'm lonely too. I'm overwhelmed by the idea- the feeling that I'm not real. sometimes I post in these threads just for the answers, but really, I just don't feel like I'm human. Maybe we can help each other?

[Anonymous No.19741157]

>>19741151
autistic women

[Anonymous No.19741162]

>>19741151
People who want to fuck and don't give a shit about anything else, obvie.
She's not trying to start a conversation, she want you to say "well, hey, I have help you release your feelings ;)"

[Anonymous No.19741185]

>>19741162
I think >>19741157 is more correct. It's like something a girl in a doujin would say.

[Anonymous No.19741204]

>>19741185
that's why you don't fuck a bunch of random women. People in general (not just women) are way more cliche than people want to assume. We, as people who are even marginally literate, assume that no one is REALLY like that. It's just a larp. But no. A lot of people are just... like that.

I ended up condeming a (lady) friend of mine to a really shitty relationship because of that stupid "3 day rule". She was crying that a guy wouldn't write her back, so I told her about that stupid "guys wait 3 days to make sure girls aren't too clingy" and so she waited and then got together with the guy, and the guy was the dumbest, most shit-head fucker on the planet. I felt really fucking bad about it for years. Nowadays she's living in Mexico with someone else, and happy, but still.
Anyone who is even remotely literate has to accept that people around them are dumb as shit.

[Anonymous No.19741245]

>>19737225
>>19737249
ok maybe i should be worried

[Anonymous No.19741260]

>>19735976
watching this video with this song in the background is very strangely empowering and i love it https://youtu.be/FDNEqjYX4E8

[Anonymous No.19741266]

>>19737406
hot

[Anonymous No.19741277]

>>19741260
I mean, this song gets my blood hot
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cdmhyEqCINM&ab_channel=Noz

[Anonymous No.19741288]

>>19740020
anon that's a 47 year old man in Bangladesh

[Anonymous No.19741301]

>>19741277
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WwCS0trIo4w&list=RDMM&index=18
fuck it

[Anonymous No.19741318]

fuck it more
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PIBIl6CA8JE&list=RDMM&index=2

[Anonymous No.19741340]

>>19741301
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s29fcv5E52Y&ab_channel=SaintMotel

[Anonymous No.19741348]

this year i'm going to find myself a nice cute trap or femboy to spend weekends with and i'm going to spend the whole time sucking his cock like it's a candy cane

[Anonymous No.19741352]

>>19740182
or you could start up a yt channel

[Anonymous No.19741360]

>>19741340
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ok7UX3utzvI&list=RDMM&index=4

[Anonymous No.19741367]

>>19741348
good opening sentence for a novel ngl

[Anonymous No.19741371]

>>19737286
>Minorities all vote Democrat
tell that to the very catholic latins lol

[Anonymous No.19741378]

>>19741360
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=J9Q3i5w6-Ug&ab_channel=TWRPtube

[Anonymous No.19741390]

>>19741371
They vote Democrat. Unless they’re from Cuba of course, but even their kids are starting to switch.

[Anonymous No.19741393]

>>19741378
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aj13Y_H6lDo

[Anonymous No.19741396]

sad things.

[Anonymous No.19741397]

So much cope.

[Anonymous No.19741400]

>>19741390
no we dont. Also there are still plenty of baptist blacks out there that do the same overall

[Anonymous No.19741408]

>>19741393
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_ocfE8Ua-7U&ab_channel=OliverTree

[Anonymous No.19741426]

>>19741408
based oliver tree
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qGQKTqWByVg&list=RDqGQKTqWByVg&start_radio=1

[Anonymous No.19741440]

>>19741426
>based oliver tree
a man of exquisite taste, I see
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8YaiA64rZHA&ab_channel=RizzoFarrow

[Anonymous No.19741451]

>>19741360
more of this pl0x
what is it where is it
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[Anonymous No.19741520]

>>19741400
There might be the occasional outlier but if you gather 100 random non-white Americans, 95 will vote for a Democrat every time.

[Anonymous No.19741528]

>>19741451
its an entire rabbit hole and the guy who this a tortured japanese artist sharing this goes against his final wishes but here you go
rest of seafood stuffs
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ceyr4ezheOg&t=101s
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e_Qb1UP002c
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2RmhTbVinV4
this guy accidentally made an entire genre of this style based solely on the merit of the music

some of his other stuff https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PiAPZ-e4aBI
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yOxg3erCz7Y&t=1171s
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f6FUc-KoTIM
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OkCbPweAMXY
>>19741426
this was also by the same guy

[Anonymous No.19741538]

>>19741528
oops broken english
*its an entire rabbit hole and the guy is something of a tortured japanese artist sharing this goes against his final wishes but here you go

[Anonymous No.19741541]

>>19741528
thank you fren

[Anonymous No.19741549]

>>19741157
My gf is autistic and she does not speak like an Indian man

[Anonymous No.19741550]

>>19741156
Hey. Yes. We are in the same Boat. I'd sure like to build a close, platonic relationship of shared comfort and reassurance. So... what's next?

[Anonymous No.19741561]

>>19741140
Already trying to, and I'm taking time off from socializing irl as well because of unrelated circumstances regarding the virus and that part I actually look forward to.

[Anonymous No.19741579]

>>19741528
music in the style/genre that is not by him
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0KQEIxIbgrA
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XrHTI04i9yk&list=PLQ21HY5w4VU1eriICPbObP6uTLInpXV5u
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BoJ0pfhMmfU&list=PLQ21HY5w4VU1eriICPbObP6uTLInpXV5u&index=4
https://youtu.be/ezME0Wy0OAE
https://i.ytimg.com/vi/AZAyimB2xhQ/hqdefault.jpg?sqp=-oaymwEbCKgBEF5IVfKriqkDDggBFQAAiEIYAXABwAEG&rs=AOn4CLD6ypDfHM0sPD3INOLT3Fx0ym9LmA
https://i.ytimg.com/vi/AZAyimB2xhQ/hqdefault.jpg?sqp=-
https://i.ytimg.com/vi/5eFOdOadzP4/hqdefault.jpg?sqp=-oaymwEcCNACELwBSFXyq4qpAw4IARUAAIhCGAFwAcABBg==&rs=AOn4CLCS5Sr3O2mlUHfiquVNXMFWgTQCVw
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FzYyDPS4cEU
this is only the tip of the iceberg but there literally hundreds of songs with dozens of artists so search at your own time

[Anonymous No.19741581]

>>19741550
Well, if you want something specific, I don't know. I'm pretty drunk right now, you know? But I've got a lot of ideas, and things that I like. Hm. You'll need to tell me what you like, yeah? I like ancient history- I don't really like prehistory stuff. Mmm... Dinosaurs... Cambrian stuff....

[Anonymous No.19741585]

>>19738545
I often get told I'm quiet and mysterious. Girls often think that I have a lot I'm not saying. It has got me laid more than a few times even. If only they knew that I really just don't want to be there...

[Anonymous No.19741587]

>hate touching people
>hate being touched
>still crave physical contact like hugging, cuddling, and holding hands even though I'd probably sperg out if someone actually did that kind of thing with me
>zero opportunities to meet women due to my job

[Anonymous No.19741588]

>>19735810
>ask God for help
>He actually does it
thanks God

[Anonymous No.19741589]

>>19741579
>https://i.ytimg.com/vi/AZAyimB2xhQ/hqdefault.jpg?sqp=-oaymwEbCKgBEF5IVfKriqkDDggBFQAAiEIYAXABwAEG&rs=AOn4CLD6ypDfHM0sPD3INOLT3Fx0ym9LmA
no clue why these links broke but fuck it im too lazy to resend

[Anonymous No.19741590]

>>19737885
Same, most of the best people in my life are women. I honestly don’t get all the hate.

[Anonymous No.19741594]

I had a dream that I was at a big party but was mostly awkwardly walking/standing around and a security guard walked up to me and said my problem is that I have nothing to offer anyone

[Anonymous No.19741614]

>>19737462
thanks anon, appreciate it

[Anonymous No.19741623]

>>19741550
>>19741581
This... is what I loved as a child. Me and my brother, we watched this until we passed out. Look, I can't find it right now, but I will.

[Anonymous No.19741633]

I've spent the past two weeks terrified I was making a massive mistake. Clarity came in the realisation that most mistakes are reversable. I suppose I feel pressure because I'm in my mid-20s now so I feel like I'm running out of time. One more mistake might crush me. But then I step back a little and realise that so long as I am heading in a direction and not stagnant I shouldn't have any reason for regret. Life is long and while it can go quickly if you waste it, there is enough time to rectify wrong decisions.

You know, I am also realising, that as independent as I view myself, I care very much how other's perceive me. The expectations of society weigh heavily on me.

[Anonymous No.19741783]

She's sitting there. Every so often the idiotic idea that she might me looking at me comes across my mind, only for me to throw my sight on her and see reality. It's not as if I'm a man of inaction. I spoke to her at some other gathering. No, absolutely nothing, I was drunk out of my mind. So incapacitated I can't remember a single motherfucking fucking thing I saif to her. How the fuck do I speak to her now? Maybe I bitched to her about my ex? Maybe I told her some deep seated insecurity? Only she knows. She has that kind of power, you see. I always fuck myself like that before anyone else can. Why? No clue

[Anonymous No.19741805]

>>19741581
You are the one who suggested we can help each other..And no, I don't want anything specific.
Also...
>mediocre transition from one topic to another
>drunkposting
Nevermind, Anon. You won't satisfy my cravings for exhibitionary venting about loneliness

[Anonymous No.19741810]

In my experience the woman always makes herself and her interest known to me(usually nonverbally) and then it is my job to take action. Does this hold true for you guys' experiences as well? I don't think I have ever been involved in any way with a girl that didn't give off a sign of interest first.

[Anonymous No.19741833]

>>19741810
I've never been involved with a girl

[Anonymous No.19741862]

I just spent the entire day neglecting what I should have been doing—reading, homework, language learning, eating—for shitposting and cooming. Now I feel like utter shit.

Someone console me, so I don't go jumping off a bridge.

[Anonymous No.19741907]

>>19741862
ur in control
you can do what is right

[Anonymous No.19741957]

>>19741862
Hhaahaha, same nigger
Did jack all today
Now I'm at some party and I'm smoking a cigar and shitposting instead of livin life
But this life is ass anyway

[Anonymous No.19741961]

Do any other native speakers not really know English grammar?

I was never really taught in school and have always just had an intuitive feeling along the lines of 'that doesn't sound right'. If you asked me to explain why a sentence was correct/incorrect I couldn't tell you; I'm just guessing most of the time.

I was going to make a thread about this but I didn't want to shit up the catalogue with another books for thread but does anyone have some sort of resource that I can use to learn grammar for a native speaker. The ones I've found are either for ESL's or children and I want one for an adult native to study on a technical level.

[Anonymous No.19741971]

Who's /lit/'s favorite 60's band?

IMO it should be either the Beach Boys or the Kinks.

[Anonymous No.19741992]

>>19741961
Yeah
I learned English through media and just went through school not giving a shit about grammar, doing tests by what feels correct or incorrect and not much more. So today I've no clue anything about the grammar

[Anonymous No.19741998]

>>19741902
>>19741795
>>19741597
https://www.christian.org.uk/news/cardiff-uni-su-adopts-official-pro-abortion-policy/

>bans catholic club

[Anonymous No.19742000]

>>19736643
What are you talking about, getting to see the end would be fucking metal

[Anonymous No.19742003]

>>19737027
i have a date with a chinese girl tomorrow, any advice?

[Anonymous No.19742018]

>>19741961
Learn another language. It helps a lot. If you know nothing about grammar (like what a direct object is) try something like pic related (the series has other langs too)

[Anonymous No.19742033]

>>19742003
OK here are my tips:

1. You need to learn a few words of Chinese. They appreciate it when you show some effort into learning their language. Nee how and shee shee should do you well.
2. Learn how to use chopsticks. If you're not sure how to use them don't be afraid to do the stabby thing at least until you get the hang of it - it's better than nothing and it's what most Asian people do when whitoids aren't watching anyway.
3. Learn everything there is know about the situation in Xianjiang. She is probably really keen to talk about it. Make sure to get your information from neocon news sources and if you need to raise your voice to speak over her that's ok, it shows you are passionate.
4. Try to make jokes about how Asian men have tiny penises. This will endear her towards you and remind her why she chose to go on a date with a white man in the first place.
5. Even with the tiny dick jokes she still might feel a bit skittish around a 'guailo'. So I would recommend SUBTLY adopting a chinese style to make her feel more at ease. A blue mao suit and subtly taping your eyes back should do the trick.

Godspeed my friend. Chinese pussy is some of the best on the menu.

[Anonymous No.19742045]

>>19742033
>Even with the tiny dick jokes she still might feel a bit skittish around a 'guailo'. So I would recommend SUBTLY adopting a chinese style to make her feel more at ease. A blue mao suit and subtly taping your eyes back should do the trick.
this part is absolutely crucial, mission critical tier

[Anonymous No.19742060]

>>19742003
Give her a bag of rice as a gift, they love that

[Anonymous No.19742129]

>>19741588
He's Alright

[Anonymous No.19742140]

>>19741810
That’s the way of nature, boy. Strut your feathers, then the lady gives the wink. Men just have to present themselves properly and show some date-ability, and when they give you the hint YOU KNOW. It’s quite fascinating how attuned we are to female interest. Acting overly girly or blushing (even if it’s faked) is a dead giveaway. Women are very protective and careful not to give signals to unqualified men. That’s actually borderline suicidal if you think about it. Anyway, yeah, I can always tell. I always play it cool, just be friendly and funny, maybe a little too funny, to show i like to see her smile, and when her body language opens up, I just keep longer eye contact, and if there’s a lot of smiling, I just know she’s at least gonna give me a shot. Girls are really cool.

[Anonymous No.19742141]

>>19741594
maybe it's just not your place? I got absolutely fuck-all to offer at a party and I'm pretty content either way

[Anonymous No.19742150]

>>19741971
Mothers of invention

[Anonymous No.19742167]

>>19741810
I do remember it being like this from before all the other shit happened. It will likely be like this again though, praise be.

[Anonymous No.19742196]

>>19742003
Really depends what kind of Chinese she is. Fob? ABC? Is she in college? Are you in China? Mostly, don’t be too aggressive or loud, because they think it’s gross and scary. Also, they (rightfully) respect status indicators: act as if you take your job seriously, and have a lot of responsibilities. Basically, Chinese girls don’t waste time and don’t like embarrassing their reputation, so you better seem like a worthwhile guy, and at least promising. If you get a second date, that’s the tricky part because ime, Asians put out, but they don’t give hints. I’ve had Asian girls that will go on three dates with me, and still be shy, yet when we start kissing she’s into it and taking off my shirt. Asian girls are tough to read. Also don’t take her drinking especially if she’s a fob. They usually don’t drink.

T. Married to a China girl, dated about 7 have Chinese friends, and worked in China and Singapore for 3 years.

[Anonymous No.19742208]

The Buddah is right, life is suffering.

[Anonymous No.19742218]

>>19742196
whats your job

[Anonymous No.19742222]

New one

>>19742217
>>19742217

[Anonymous No.19742279]

I wish rupi kaur would sexually dominate me with her sexy brown feet

[Anonymous No.19742405]

>>19741810
Yes. You learn the signs after fucking up enough times.

[Anonymous No.19742518]

james joyce coffe cake

[Anonymous No.19743136]

No one has ever been bred ethically. Only the engineered post humans to come will be bred ethically. When AI GOD selects sex material to impersonally combine into new humans for genetic leaps to a new ascetic purpose driven character completely alien to the ephemeral titillations of this Earth, then we will be ready for eternal space travel. The complete anullment and vestigial forgetting of the sex impulse overriden by the complete consciousness of beings who know every GATTACA of every DNA strand and every query and creative pondering that can be in noticed real time or antiquity or foreseen. This is the Overman but you cannot call him man anymore for he is more FISH and ALIEN an EGGHEAD ANDROID. Maybe a buff robot suit would do my boy Pinnochio good when he's a real boy.

[Anonymous No.19743141]

>>19743136
Thanks, Gepetto

[Anonymous No.19743145]

>>19741587
you should start sucking cocks
divine protein shake will cure your zinc deficiency
but dont whack your own thats selfish

[Anonymous No.19743149]

>>19742279
I wish I could body slam Rupi Kaur into a trampoline only to send her rocketing 20 feet into the air and catch her impaled on my ding dong

screencap this poem its gonna be worth jillions