/lit/ - Literature

[Anonymous No.19431275]

Books that help a late bloomer cope with the fact that he missed out on making memories in his teens and early 20s?

[Anonymous No.19431342]

Kokoro, Natsume Soseki
Take the mono no aware pill, beauty is in this world is ephemeral, it is short-lived much like sensei’s days of careless youthful bliss.
The beautiful are destined to live short and tragic lives, like the cherry blossoms that bloom but for a short time before wilting.
Read Meditations by Marcus Aurelius too.
Wisdom is a more valuable virtue anyways.

[Anonymous No.19431361]

>>19431275
>pic
I need that in my life urgently.

[Anonymous No.19431371]

>boo hoo hoo why didn't i date stacy in high school, my life is over
If you live in a city/college town with 50,000+ people and you aren't going out at least 3 nights a week trying to meet people, then it's never going to get better.
Simply from just grinding and going out like every other night to bookstores/cafes and making small talk with qt art hoes, I got blown away with how absurdly easy it is to talk to people and how everyone else is just as longing for human interaction as you are.
You can have your pic in your OP if you truly want it. It's unironically way easier than you think.

[Anonymous No.19431388]

>>19431275
Starting Strength

[Anonymous No.19431389]

>>19431371
>boo hoo hoo why didn't i date stacy in high school, my life is over
>going out at least 3 nights a week trying to meet people
>grinding and going out like every other night to bookstores/cafes and making small talk with qt art hoes
You poor fool, you don’t understand what OP is talking about.
He’s referring to the innocence of those in the flower of youth, before you are tainted by the cynicism of the world.
Your talk of “grinding” and thinking in numbers is exactly the opposite of what OP is yearning for, making memories with friends, not thinking about grinding out opportunities at the club.
Once lost that innocence can never be regained, such the essence of youth.

[Anonymous No.19431428]

Bump, I want some book recommendations as well. I've read >>19431342 already. Sometimes thoughts of all the things I've missed make me terribly sick

[Anonymous No.19431431]

>>19431275
memories are from the devil, you need to remember God not memories

[Anonymous No.19431438]

>>19431428
F. Scott Fitzgerald's entire bibliography has an overarching theme of nostalgia and a yearning for lost innocence that can never return. The Great Gatsby, Tender is the Night and like 30 of his short stories have this theme.
Also Proust as well (the GOAT), but I recommend not reading him if you don't want a punch to the gut.

[Anonymous No.19431451]

>>19431431
based

[Anonymous No.19431454]

>>19431389
I understand exactly what OP is talking about. Viewing the world with childlike/adolescent wonder isn't something that magically goes away if you turn 20 or 21. If it disappears, the fault is entirely on you.
You can still create new connections, new friends, and new love interests and if you play it right it will seem like the first time every time.
I was recently in a relationship with someone and it made me feel like I was 14 again. It ended obviously (like all good things) but you take it for the rejuvenation that it is and don't question the good times you were given.

[Anonymous No.19431539]

>>19431454
Nigga, the only "relationship" you've ever had is with your hand.

[Anonymous No.19431585]

>>19431275
picrelated is very beautifyl

[Anonymous No.19431586]

>>19431454
Very based. Your attitude to life determines to a large extent how it goes. Keep your eyes wide

[Anonymous No.19431593]

>>19431454
>>19431586
copium overdose

[Anonymous No.19431609]

>>19431275
All of that is contained within the heavens and more. See, when one gets to a point closer to whatever one might believe to be higher than this material plane, one might come to understand that whatever beauty might happen to be contained within youth and innocence pales in comparison to unchanging spirit. That those two lovebirds in the picture you posted might get to have their one transience of joy, would then become something to appreciate instead of envy. Since they had it, you get to have it too. Just because it's from a distance doesn't imply that all interconnected relations are anything less than a difference that can be defined strictly in terms of near and far.

Whenever I start to think it's all over for me, I missed out, I happen to recall memories that might remind me of such a time when I very well might've been that guy in the photo, I just happened not to remember it because I took it for granted. Such is the nature of innocence itself; we don't know how precious these moments are, and thus cannot fully appreciate their timeless transience until we look back upon them after such innocence is lost. One might be in awe of how much can be gained from so little; I would encourage you, OP, and any other anon interested to get in touch with the spiritual nature of things to determine for oneself whether or not less is just enough.

[Anonymous No.19431626]

>>19431275
Look fag, when you're in a "teen" love relationship both of you are retarded and there is no outsider bullshit romantic perspective like innocence before delving into cynicism or whatever the fuck. Shit just pass on like a nothing and you end up resenting each other after the break up.

[Anonymous No.19431632]

>>19431342
>here's a platitude and some dead guy's crappy self-help manual!!!!!!!!! I READ!!!!!!!!!!!! OKAY!!!??????????????/
if you're gonna read shitty books that don't stimulate your thinking, then don't read at all. Go gamble or, idk, take up gardening.
>>19431371
>Simply from just grinding and going out like every other night to bookstores/cafes and making small talk with qt art hoes, I got blown away with how absurdly easy it is to talk to people and how everyone else is just as longing for human interaction as you are.
That's true. However, OP is probably having some deeper issues. Or had.
But I agree, that sort of stuff is very easy to get. To go from an incel mentality to a guy like the one in the OP, all it takes is a few months of taking care of yourself, both internally and externally.
>>19431388
>bro just do external stuff and it'll fix your internal shit
Nope. You gotta do both. Few people only have internal or external problems. Usually, it's a combination of both. An interlacing of issues.
>>19431389
The innocence of youth doesn't go away bro. It may go away if you're having some mental management issues. But it can come back and be just as strong, if not stronger than it was at 10-12. Don't worry. That sense of youth can be maintained until you die, well into your 80s-90s. I'm not joking. I'm not that old but I know it can go away when young and then come back much stronger.
>>19431454
Absolutely. All it takes is clearing up your fucced up mind, so that the sense of youthful energy can kick in. That's what most adults are missing.
>>19431593
Sour grapes "realist" or should I say "rationalizer" as per the DSM definition. Fix your issues bro.

[Anonymous No.19431637]

>>19431626
That true. The trick is to enjoy that youthful feeling without leaving your ass exposed. Cynicism is simply the bad interpretation of more information which an immature person thinks is conflicting with that child-like sense of play and youth.
>wow this is awesome
>hmm looks like this woman cheated on me
>well, all good things end, I was wrong, I can learn some lessons and move on with my life! life is great
That's all you need. Both realism (taking into account new information, learning from mistakes) but also enjoying your life without being a negative piece of shit that only attracts negativity around him, like a toilet attracts shit.

[Anonymous No.19431656]

>Le heckin teenage love
Boo fucking hoo faggot,,maybe pick up some weights and get a job
that will fix your whiny melancholic ass

[Anonymous No.19431676]

>>19431656
You sound like a pansy ass pussified retard ignoramus. If lifting weights was the shit, then people 100 years ago would be all on par with Aristotle in terms of mental ability and health.

[Anonymous No.19431678]

>>19431275
>love

It's not that good. It's actually mostly stressful with a side of cringe, and it's expensive as fuck.

t. volcel chad-

[Anonymous No.19431685]

Just stop caring. It is that easy.

[Anonymous No.19431687]

>>19431656
Wait till you accumulate muh gains and realize that you're now packing 25 pounds more of muscle but you're still the same neurotic spastic retard you were a year ago. But thanks for being such a huge pussy. You're weak.

[Anonymous No.19431692]

>>19431685
Yeah bro just stop le caring about everything!!!!!!!!!!!!! I've found the solution!!!!!! Big bad problem??? I don't care!!! I'm working as a cashier but you don't get it... I do it cuz I don't care!!! This is INTELLECTUAL, alright?

[Anonymous No.19431696]

>>19431678
>not wanting to listen to a woman moan and complain 30 hours a day just so that you get 1 chance per week at having sex
Based chronic masturbator.

[Anonymous No.19431697]

>>19431656
>maybe pick up some weights and get a job
Lol. Why do guys like you always assume anyone with mental/social hangups must be a complete loser, neet, dyel incel? Some of just bloomed slower than most, bro.

[Anonymous No.19431705]

>Yeah bro just stop le caring about everything!!!!!!!!!!!!! I've found the solution!!!!!! Big bad problem??? I don't care!!! I'm working as a cashier but you don't get it... I do it cuz I don't care!!! This is INTELLECTUAL, alright?

[Anonymous No.19431709]

>>19431275
>27 years old
>no real friends
>never had a gf
>no job
What went wrong in order for a creature such as myself to exist? Should I just end it?

[Anonymous No.19431746]

>>19431705
Exactly. That's the face of that guy I was imagining. My reaction folder is empty. Thanks bro.

[Anonymous No.19431750]

>>19431709
If you don't even know whether to live or to not live and you ask people to give you an opinion and let them decide this matter instead of deciding it yourself, it means you've got some huge ass issues.

[Anonymous No.19431766]

>>19431632
Holy shit its the guy from the Burroughs thread

[Anonymous No.19431790]

>>19431692
Remain a slave if you want, but it is a choice.

[Anonymous No.19431795]

>>19431790
You're deluding yourself because you're a pussy that can't accept reality. It's your choice. That's the fun part of life, choosing. I choose not to be a pussy.

[Anonymous No.19431813]

>>19431275
Early experiences are often messy bc ppl aren't very wise at those points in life. By having them at a later date, you're able to have them with a better, more developed mindset and so they won't be as messy. Youre more likely to go through them and come out in better shape if you do so a little older.

[Anonymous No.19431822]

>>19431632
Cringe

[Anonymous No.19431824]

>>19431795
Your the one who is distraught over not getting pussy in HS, not me. I am wise, you are an angry boy.

[Anonymous No.19431835]

>>19431824
I'm not even OP.
But not caring about everything is so basic, it's considered pathological in psychology. So, if you want to be a guy that masks flaws by claiming he doesn't give a shit, then go ahead. But life has this funny way of exploiting your weaknesses so hard, you usually end up having to fix your flaws eventually.

[Anonymous No.19431840]

>>19431275
Im familiar with the feeling. No books, but read the poem "My prime of youth is but a frost of cares" so you can feel like shit.

[Anonymous No.19431850]

>>19431840
>My prime of youth is but a frost of cares
Sounds like an emo song from the early 2000s.
I wonder how did you type your post with those slit up wrists of yours? Did you avoid the tendons?

[Anonymous No.19431868]

>>19431835
You’re just vain and insecure. You think like a fag or a teenaged girl.

[Anonymous No.19431870]

>>19431678
>>19431696
That's exactly the beauty of teenage love though - it's purely sensual and physical, just hormones and fucking. Girls at that age aren't jaded used up hags yet, they don't expect you to wageslave and provide for their ageing asses. Obviously, you're going to get cucked and bitterly disappointed at some point during teenage dating, but even that is a valuable experience for future relationship (if you decide to pursue any). All those miserable cuckold betas married to nagging whores, constantly on the brink of divorce - those are the guys who missed out on HS pussy and fell for genuine lifetrap later on.

[Anonymous No.19431883]

>>19431868
You're more insecure than I am because you're insulting me.

[Anonymous No.19431887]

>>19431835
>But life has this funny way of exploiting your weaknesses so hard
yeah, I don't care.

[Anonymous No.19431892]

>>19431887
Giving up in a self-deluding way is a choice, too. Do whatever you want.

[Anonymous No.19431914]

>>19431870
It's sad but this is how most relationships go:
>can't handle own shit, need to rely on sex and emotional support from others
>decide to have a relationship and/or marry a woman
>that woman is a human too, a bit selfish, self-centered
>she decides that pussy shouldn't be given so easily, her libido is much lower, you're getting older, you're looking worse, she wants money and stability
>give up all of your free time to her just so you have a slim chance at having sex once per month
>you still need to do all the work during sex because if she doesn't orgasm you're selfish, but she's doing the starfish thing because she gets "tired" and you're the man
At some point, even sex and companionship becomes a chore when it's tainted by this sort of jaded, transactional mentality most people have when they get older. Ironically, this is what cynicism gets you.

[Anonymous No.19431928]

>>19431892
I am a stoic. The only thing I care about is the virtue of my soul. You are shackled by externalities like a slave. You are deluded by things beyond your control and it is the source of your suffering.

[Anonymous No.19431937]

>>19431914
Grim

[Anonymous No.19431939]

>>19431937
Yep, it's a self-fulfilling prophecy.

[Anonymous No.19431945]

>>19431928
You can't have virtue without dealing with vice. That's what I'm saying. Vice isn't external. The shackles you're talking about are actually internal.

[Anonymous No.19431953]

>>19431945
tell that to Epictetus and Buddha, fool

[Anonymous No.19431959]

>>19431275
read Chuang Tzu idiot.

[Anonymous No.19431960]

>>19431953
But that's what they're saying lol.
There are many different types of "caring" in Buddhism and Stoicism.

[Anonymous No.19431963]

>>19431914
Based and redpilled.

Monkpilled and celibate is the way to go bros, i'm telling you. why be cucked by a woman when you could be Alyosha instead

[Anonymous No.19431970]

>>19431963
Most, not all relationships.

[Anonymous No.19431974]

>>19431960
I have read them, you have not.

[Anonymous No.19431982]

>>19431963
alyosha had a cute gf

[Anonymous No.19431986]

>>19431974
I don't think so. But even if you did read them, you didn't understand a thing. So, it doesn't matter. You've wasted your time.
Maybe you should've watched some anime instead?

[Anonymous No.19432011]

>>19431850
Edgyposting is so 2014

[Anonymous No.19432016]

>>19432011
Yeah, so don't post Tokyo Hotel tier intellectual garbage, capeesh?

[Anonymous No.19432025]

>>19431986
I did understand them, it isnt complicated. just stop caring.

[Anonymous No.19432033]

>making memories
>Participating in juvenile hedonism is good because... It just is, ok!?!

[Anonymous No.19432037]

>>19432025
If they aren't complicated (especially to a genius such as yourself) then why do you brag about having read them?
No, Buddhism and Stoicism aren't about "not caring". One of the core tenets of Buddhism is the refusal of asceticism and the idea of "giving up". It's far more subtle than that, but hey, you wouldn't understand. You don't read.

[Anonymous No.19432047]

What about never bloomer? Aside from Pessoa?

[Anonymous No.19432053]

>>19432025
If you give up in Buddhism, you're surrendering yourself to the stream and self-creating behavior of the aggregates, to give you a hint. If you give up, you give in to the subtle nature of craving, which is of multiple types. Not caring isn't nirvana. Not caring is not being aware. Buddhism is about gentle caring and subtle restraint.
Next time, go past the first page. Alright?

[Anonymous No.19432066]

>>19432037
not caring is not the same as giving up

[Anonymous No.19432079]

>>19432066
Not caring about life is giving up, yes. Again, go read a book and stop projecting your insecurities (that you're not aware of).

[Anonymous No.19432081]

>>19432016
>capeesh
lol

[Anonymous No.19432090]

>>19432081
https://www.merriam-webster.com/dictionary/capisce

variants: or capiche or less commonly capeesh or capish
Definition of capisce

chiefly US slang
—used to ask if a message, warning, etc., has been understood … you must use this knowledge for good, not evil, and never for personal gain. Capisce? [=do you understand?]— Dutch MandelIf you didn't want the picture to be seen on the Web, you shouldn't have put it on a Web server, capisce?— Angela GunnTony Agrazzi saw himself that way when he looked in a mirror. A guy who saw the flaws in others but forgave them their flaws. Capeesh?— Bill Granger

[Anonymous No.19432109]

>>19431982
Dont think he ever fucked her tho
I gave up halfway through the brothers K.

[Anonymous No.19432119]

>>19432090
He's probably poking fun at you for talking like a Sopranos character anon

[Anonymous No.19432134]

>>19432119
>you're like that guy in that anime!
I obviously wasn't aware of why I used that word.

Capeesh?

[Anonymous No.19432181]

>>19432134
>I obviously wasn't aware of why I used that word
Yeah, that's what makes it funny

[Anonymous No.19432196]

>>19432181
>Yeah, that's what makes it funny
That's what makes it funny.

[Anonymous No.19432212]

>>19431632
>as per the DSM definition
And you've lost all credibility.

[Anonymous No.19432219]

>>19431750
Not that anon, but an issue based on what? I don't know what it means to live life.

[Anonymous No.19432237]

>>19432134
>anime
Pardon me?

[Anonymous No.19432252]

>>19432237
>pardon
You sound like that president guy who went around pulling people of out jail. I think he called it "pardoning"?

[Anonymous No.19432266]

>>19431835
>it's considered pathological in psychology.
Imagine thinking "pathological" means anything. Not caring about everything is "pathological", but caring about everything is also "pathological" according to psych. Who cares. "OMG This thought pattern is pathological. NO NO NO Bad must not have!"

[Anonymous No.19432278]

>>19432266
Why do you hate psychology so much? Every time I meet someone who hates psychology he's some fucked up bastard. It's funny how this works. I'll write this one too on my list of red flags to look for when meeting new people.

[Anonymous No.19432284]

Book of Disquiet
World as Will and Representation

[Anonymous No.19432296]

>>19432237
He's a cool and aloof guy anon, don't question him
Capeesh?

[Anonymous No.19432297]

>>19432284
Based Schopenhauer.

[Anonymous No.19432300]

>>19432296
Imagine getting triggered by a word.
Just imagine it, capeachy?

[Anonymous No.19432313]

>>19432284
Schopperino was bitter as fuck his entire life, he can't help anyone.

[Anonymous No.19432321]

>>19432313
He can help them cope

[Anonymous No.19432476]

>>19432278
Every time I meet someone who loves psychology he's some milquetoast faggot who can't think for himself. Funny how this works.
>I'll write this one too on my list of red flags
A list of red flags. Wow you really are brainless
Jesus I'd rather be around fucked up bastards than be like this.

[Anonymous No.19432598]

>>19431637
>just be a cuck like pic related guys

[Anonymous No.19432617]

>>19431637
>hmm looks like this woman cheated on me
>well, all good things end, I was wrong, I can learn some lessons and move on with my life! life is great
t. massive faggot. Negative emotions are a part of life. And one shouldn't restrict one's self from feeling deep negative emotion in response to bad life events. What you're advising sounds to me like just repressing the negative emotion. I agree you shouldn't let negative feeling eat you up or stymie you, but it's natural to feel like shit if someone cheated on you.

[Anonymous No.19432869]

>>19432617
What you're advising is taking "feeling negative emotions" to the extreme of "SOCIETY SUCKS. F**K SOCIETY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!". Calm down. Negative shit passes away and you can turn back to normal. How you do that is your own thing, but it's possible and good.

[Anonymous No.19432883]

>>19432617
>>19432598
Kuks wallow in the negativity and have that "I need to be prepared for the worst by living and wallowing in the worst case scenario which is created by my own hands!". It's why 4chan is full of incels and, coincidentally, kuks.
The answer is to accept risks and get back to normal (balance) ASAP.

[Anonymous No.19432907]

>>19432883
Then stop coming to 4chan to complain and look at le positive side of things, subhuman retard

[Anonymous No.19432914]

>>19431275
>missed out on making memories in his teens and early 20s
Honestly dude, this is just hedonism. And it's pretty gay
The most meaningful and fulfilling part of your life should be when you're a father.
Life isn't about consooming consequence free pleasure. It's about virtue, wisdom, and making the world a better place for those around you.

[Anonymous No.19432920]

>>19431389
>He’s referring to the innocence of those in the flower of youth, before you are tainted by the cynicism of the world.
This has gotta be one of corniest attitudes you can take towards life. We need more poets like Hesiod.

[Anonymous No.19432975]

>>19432907
You choose to view things in a negative way, I choose the opposite, kuk. If someone cheats on me, I break up and let the bad feelings pass while I enjoy life and do whatever the fucc I want.

[Anonymous No.19433024]

>>19431275
Books that help a late boomer bloomer cope with the fact that he missed out on making memories in his teens, 20s and 30s because he was so busy ruminating about what could have been?

[Anonymous No.19433050]

>>19432869
>What you're advising is taking "feeling negative emotions" to the extreme of "SOCIETY SUCKS. F**K SOCIETY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!". Calm down. Negative shit passes away and you can turn back to normal.
Not what I said. All I said is that it's good to allow yourself to feel negative emotions and you took that to the extreme as saying "Fuck society". I even said you shouldn't let it eat you up or hold back your development. You're being disingenuous.

[Anonymous No.19433101]

>>19431275
People always go on and pity for themselves but never try to change the culture that surrounds these terrible teen cliches. As much as I want to go back to my youth I'd do the honor in ending this cultural trope in ever resurfacing again.

[Anonymous No.19433106]

i completely forgot about whatever i did between age 11-22
t. 30yo

[Anonymous No.19433139]

>spent my teenage years socializing, doing drugs, playing in a band and banging big tiddy highschool gf
Thank fuck I only discovered 4chan later

[Anonymous No.19433157]

Unironically Elliot Rodger's manifesto

[Anonymous No.19433166]

>>19431709
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tSsuDoDeWo8

[Anonymous No.19433200]

>>19431275
>help [...] cope
COPING IS AN AUTOIMMUNOLOGICAL STATE INCURRED BY MENTAL REFLECTION WHICH IS A BIOLOGICAL FUNCTION WHICH ARISES NATURALLY FROM A FRUSTRATION OF THE ATTAINMENT OF GOALS WITHIN AN INDIVIDUALLY DEFINED RISK-REWARD SYSTEM BUT THE INDIVIDUAL MUST FIRSTLY GO THROUGH THE PROCESS OF LIVING WITHIN A SOCIETY [JOKER IMAGE] AND SOCIETY MORE OFTEN THAN NOT IMPARTS ITS OWN VALUES WHICH IT ARTIFICIALLY INDUCES WITHIN THE INDIVIDUAL THROUGH EXTERNALLY IMPOSED SOCIAL ROLES, FRIENDS, FAMILY, AND EVEN LANGUAGE, WHICH ALL SHAPE HOW ONE'S [SELF] (A DEMONIC CONSTRUCT) RELATES TO ONE'S (SELF). COPING IS A DISEASE IN THE DONKEY-STICK METHOD OF SOCIETAL PRODUCTION [TIED IN WITH FAUSTIAN STRIVING] TO INDUCE YOU TO PASSIVELY CONSUME, PERPETUATE STATUS QUO, AND GET HOPPED ON ON EXPENSIVE MEDICINE THAT DOES NOT HEALTHILY INCORPORATE "PROBLEMS" [YOUR STATE OF BEING RESULTING FROM YOUR ENVIRONMENT AS IT IS NOT PRODUCTIVE] AND IS MERELY INTENDED TO ACT AS A STOP-GAP FROM THINGS GETTING WORSE (BECAUSE YOU ARE EXPECTED TO TRY AND GET BETTER ALONGSIDE YOUR MEDICINAL USAGE, YET RETARDEDLY THEY BELIEVE YOU CAN DO YOUR ACTIONS [WHICH FORM YOUR (SELF)] WITHOUT THE SUPPORT OF YOUR ENVIRONMENT IE MEDICINE). YOU SHOULD NOT BE COPING. YOU SHOULD BE DOING, DOING ANYTHING THAT ISN'T WORK OR DESIROUS OF THINGS THRUST UPON YOU AS VALUES YOU FEEL YOU NEED TO STRIVE FOR, BUT THINGS YOU FIND BEAUTY AND PASSION IN (AND THE WORLD WOULD LOVE YOU TO BELIEVE EVERYTHING IS UGLY WHEN THE SUN IS LITERALLY THERE). EXERCISE, TREAT YOUR BODY WITH RESPECT, SOCIALIZE WITH OTHERS NOT FROM A POSITION OF VIRGINAL DEFERENCE A LA "EH HE HE HE UMM YEAH LOL HAHA THATS REALLY FUNNY CAN WE BE FRIENDS IM SO ALONE" [IE NEEDING THE EXISTENCE OF ANOTHER EMOTIONAL PHALLUS TO COMPLETE YOUR BIOLOGICAL STATE OF BEING (THOUGH THE TWO FEED INTO EACH OTHER LIKE A LOVING OUROBOUROS), LIKE A GIRL-CHILD WHO HAS NOT GONE THROUGH MENARCHE] BUT FROM A POSITION OF DEMANDING RESPECT AND EQUALITY FROM OTHERS, DO NOT DESIRE VAGINA OR ANAL SATISFACTION BUT SEE IT AS CONSEQUENT OF THE RESONANCE OF SOULS [WHICH SOCIETY WOULD TELL YOU IS UNPRODUCTIVE AND NOT HELPING THE ECONOMY]. GOD BLESS HAVE A GOOD DAY STOP LOOKING AT DEMONIC GARBAGE STOP USING RETARDED BRAINDISEASED INTERNET LINGO TALK TO YOUR DEAD GRANDMOTHER.

[Anonymous No.19433238]

>>19433050
I know, but you were too. I agree with what you've said now.

[Anonymous No.19433247]

>>19433200
>COPING IS AN AUTOIMMUNOLOGICAL STATE INCURRED BY MENTAL REFLECTION WHICH IS A BIOLOGICAL FUNCTION WHICH ARISES NATURALLY FROM A FRUSTRATION OF THE ATTAINMENT OF GOALS WITHIN AN INDIVIDUALLY DEFINED RISK-REWARD SYSTEM BUT THE INDIVIDUAL MUST FIRSTLY GO THROUGH THE PROCESS OF LIVING WITHIN A SOCIETY [JOKER IMAGE] AND SOCIETY MORE OFTEN THAN NOT IMPARTS ITS OWN VALUES WHICH IT ARTIFICIALLY INDUCES WITHIN THE INDIVIDUAL THROUGH EXTERNALLY IMPOSED SOCIAL ROLES, FRIENDS, FAMILY, AND EVEN LANGUAGE, WHICH ALL SHAPE HOW ONE'S [SELF] (A DEMONIC CONSTRUCT) RELATES TO ONE'S (SELF). COPING IS A DISEASE IN THE DONKEY-STICK METHOD OF SOCIETAL PRODUCTION [TIED IN WITH FAUSTIAN STRIVING] TO INDUCE YOU TO PASSIVELY CONSUME, PERPETUATE STATUS QUO, AND GET HOPPED ON ON EXPENSIVE MEDICINE THAT DOES NOT HEALTHILY INCORPORATE "PROBLEMS" [YOUR STATE OF BEING RESULTING FROM YOUR ENVIRONMENT AS IT IS NOT PRODUCTIVE] AND IS MERELY INTENDED TO ACT AS A STOP-GAP FROM THINGS GETTING WORSE (BECAUSE YOU ARE EXPECTED TO TRY AND GET BETTER ALONGSIDE YOUR MEDICINAL USAGE, YET RETARDEDLY THEY BELIEVE YOU CAN DO YOUR ACTIONS [WHICH FORM YOUR (SELF)] WITHOUT THE SUPPORT OF YOUR ENVIRONMENT IE MEDICINE). YOU SHOULD NOT BE COPING. YOU SHOULD BE DOING, DOING ANYTHING THAT ISN'T WORK OR DESIROUS OF THINGS THRUST UPON YOU AS VALUES YOU FEEL YOU NEED TO STRIVE FOR, BUT THINGS YOU FIND BEAUTY AND PASSION IN (AND THE WORLD WOULD LOVE YOU TO BELIEVE EVERYTHING IS UGLY WHEN THE SUN IS LITERALLY THERE). EXERCISE, TREAT YOUR BODY WITH RESPECT, SOCIALIZE WITH OTHERS NOT FROM A POSITION OF VIRGINAL DEFERENCE A LA "EH HE HE HE UMM YEAH LOL HAHA THATS REALLY FUNNY CAN WE BE FRIENDS IM SO ALONE" [IE NEEDING THE EXISTENCE OF ANOTHER EMOTIONAL PHALLUS TO COMPLETE YOUR BIOLOGICAL STATE OF BEING (THOUGH THE TWO FEED INTO EACH OTHER LIKE A LOVING OUROBOUROS), LIKE A GIRL-CHILD WHO HAS NOT GONE THROUGH MENARCHE] BUT FROM A POSITION OF DEMANDING RESPECT AND EQUALITY FROM OTHERS, DO NOT DESIRE VAGINA OR ANAL SATISFACTION BUT SEE IT AS CONSEQUENT OF THE RESONANCE OF SOULS [WHICH SOCIETY WOULD TELL YOU IS UNPRODUCTIVE AND NOT HELPING THE ECONOMY]. GOD BLESS HAVE A GOOD DAY STOP LOOKING AT DEMONIC GARBAGE STOP USING RETARDED BRAINDISEASED INTERNET LINGO TALK TO YOUR DEAD GRANDMOTHER.
Now THIS is schizo babble.

[Anonymous No.19433364]

I spent ages 8-15 slowly recovering from childhood obesity, getting friends, and finally discovering what people love about life, only for it to tragically crash down due to hereditary mental illness a few years after puberty. From age 15-23 my life has been a ruins, I'm dropping out of college this year and I have no plans.

Maybe I should feel better that it's not my fault, I did everything I could and failed anyway, but it still sucks. Some people are just genetic losers, OP. In another life, we would be the duckling who gets eaten by the predator before maturity. But in civilized human society, we stay around and witness ourselves suffer until the bitter end. I would trade anything I have just to feel human again.

[Anonymous No.19433378]

>>19431678
based

[Anonymous No.19433401]

>>19431678
>Frog poster
>chad

Goes hand in hand does it huh?

[Anonymous No.19433409]

>>19433401
frogposters are based
>>19433247
>>19433200
schizos are based

[Anonymous No.19433416]

>>19433409
kill yourself tranny

[Anonymous No.19433428]

>>19433416
why are you obsessed with transvestites, you little gay man?

[Anonymous No.19433430]

>>19431275
SEX AND CHARACTER
THE GOSPEL OF THOMAS
THE NEW TESTAMENT
STAGES ON LIFE'S WAY
SOREN KIERKEGAARD'S JOURNALS AND PAPERS/NOTEBOOKS
THE GOSPEL OF SRI RAMAKRISHNA
THE DHAMMAPADA
THE ZEN TEACHING OF HUANG PO
POISON FOR THE HEART
THE COMPLETE MYSTICAL WORKS OF MEISTER ECKHART
THE TAO TE CHING
THUS SPAKE ZARATHUSTRA
THE ATTACK UPON CHRISTENDOM
THE BHAGAVAD GITA
THE DIALOGUES OF PLATO
ZHUANGZI
MULAMADHYAMAKAKARIKA
UEBER DIE LEZTEN DINGE
CEREBUS
THE HEART SUTRA

[Anonymous No.19433442]

>>19433430
The heart sutra is a fucking scam.

[Anonymous No.19433450]

>>19431275
You know Durex's slogan? Love sex, love pussy.

[Anonymous No.19434720]

>>19431275
Move to a town in the countryside and try to date ( dating not fucking so the family won't outright reject you, you can make it work without their approval trough but it will be harder) 16/17/18 y o to cure your mental illness. You are idealizing something and getting yourself depressed over nothing. Yes you did miss on something in life bohoho, thought shit most humans won't experience most of the things life
has to offer. You don't need to cope but move on.

t. loser depressed for over a decade that din't even attempt to get better because I have a small dick

[Anonymous No.19434785]

>>19431813
>a little older
>little
I'm in a boat similar to OP. We're not a little older than the average. Most people have their first relationship in high school. We didn't have that and we didn't get one in our college years. We don't have one now. I think there is truth to what you are saying but I think we should accept that we are behind. It's called being a late bloomer for a reason.

>>19433024
30 too? Man, I'm sorry to hear that. I hope you bloom, anon. I feel like I'm late but that really puts it in perspective. I also totally know what you mean about being busy ruminating. I just daydream days away. I just think and think and think. I have to stop.

>>19434720
OP is in his mid-20s. Unless he's from some third world country, I doubt people are going to be ok with him dating a 16 or 17 year old. Some would even object to him dating an 18 year old. Even if he's not just using her for sex and genuinely cares about her, that's something that many have an issue with. I know that if I were a parent I'd be concerned.

[Anonymous No.19434813]

>>19434785
>I doubt people are going to be ok with him dating a 16 or 17 year old.

Are you really telling me that poor girls with broken families in the country sides don't hang out at the bars/parties in the "first world"? I doubt it. Even if he is in his 30/40 he could try dating some 18 y o in his city, but he needs to get of his ass first. The parent don't need to consent if she can.

[Anonymous No.19434815]

>>19433101
Why would you want to end something beautiful? I never got to experience it but I'm glad others did. Love is a wonderful thing, or at least it looks that way from the outside.

[Anonymous No.19434830]

>>19434813
There are troubled girls like that, yeah. I guess I was just assuming that OP wouldn't be interested in those kind of girls. It's not necessarily their fault but they're not typically marriage material. I don't know what he's looking for though.

[Anonymous No.19434840]

>>19434785
I think the danger of the late bloomer is that the later the bloom becomes, the more desperate they get, which can make them neurotic as though they never matured at all.

I didn’t get a relationship in high school, but that was choice on my part. I genuinely wasn’t interested, so I have no regrets there. Still, the “late bloomer” thing still speaks to me because I’m a diagnosed autist, so I literally am “slow” socially speaking. I’m more interested in relationships now, and I’ve gotten relationships that feel as pure as young love, but it’s still irritating because it feels like hitting my head against a brick wall most days when I try to put myself out there. I know what to do in order to socialise, but my brain expresses little desire to so. There’s also the matter of employment, which while I’m qualified for a number of jobs, having mental health issues is more than some employers want to put up with. I feel I wouldn’t be such a late bloomer if my brain was either hardwired differently or I was in a society that tolerated my quirks more.

[Anonymous No.19435517]

>>19432975
Then stop viewing me in a negative way and just let your retarded feeling pass and shut the fuck up retard

[Anonymous No.19435611]

>>19431275
Just bang a couple of 19 year olds to make up for lost time, then start looking forward. Life is too short to wallow in shit you missed