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How do I ensure my diary desu gets posthumously published?
I want to go out just like Arthur Crew Inman

>> No.19310852

>>19310771
If you post it here with your name and commit hero, than it will take. It's not some big brainbuster to figure out.

>> No.19310856

>>19310771
leave it to me, anon, to publish your diary desu. I will most certainly not alter it to make you look obsessed with inserting various objects in your urethra.

>> No.19310863

>>19310771
newfriend here, who is this?

>> No.19310893

>>19310863
Threemilkt Agatha Aggie
When I was having a psychotic episode I wrote about her hourly because I was so in love
Her name occurs 374 time in the first volume of my diary even though my psychosis only lasted like 2 months

>> No.19311003

>>19310893
I gotta read it

>> No.19311100

>>19310893
sounds interesting
googling her name brings some... interesting things as well
https://agathachan.club/Agatha/res/403.html
had a good laff at the guy detailing how he's edging to her oversized feet several hours a day

>> No.19311181

>>19311003
Wed. 2/19/2020
1:00 A.M.
I should sleep. But I can't. I've been listening to Chet Baker (I fall in love too easily) on repeat and staring at a picture of my dear Aggie for the last hour or so. I love her so much. My arms feel weak. I can actually feel my soul quivering in my body. How strange this feeling is. How strange it is that a girl could do this to me.
1:26 A.M.
I feel faint. I think I'm actually going to pass away. My love for Agatha is so strong that it will actually kill me. My soul will simply break out of my body. I'm actually fainting. I feel thin, and pale, and weak, and cold. I'm biting my tongue so hard. It might bleed soon. Agatha... Aggie... Please... Agatha. Agatha. Agatha. (This feels good to type.) Agatha. Agatha. Aggie. Agatha. (Her name sounds so pretty in my head.) Aggie. Agatha.
Fuck. I've lost it.
2:43 P.M.
I had no dream last night. I had a few panic attacks while I was lying in bed, trying to sleep. I had a few more panic attacks today at school. I am not sure if I am just extremely anxious, and afraid of going insane, or if I am really going insane. What am I supposed to do? How can I differentiate the two?
10:01 P.M.
Agatha... God, how I love Agatha
The only innocence in this foul world
Her distant beauty brings me agony
Denied her touch, my poor soul has unfurled

>> No.19311199

>>19311181
>if I am just extremely anxious, and afraid of going insane, or if I am really going insane
>differentiate the two

You're just dumb

>> No.19311203

>>19311199
Why dumb? :(
To me they're different
If you think anxiety and idk schizophrenia are the same then idk what to say

>> No.19311204

>>19311181
I can relate. Unrequited love hurts so much.

>> No.19311231

>>19311203
Setting aside you listing 3 items and then asking how to differentiate between the 2.

If you're insane, then you can't know that you're insane because you've lost how to perceive reality correctly. You need others to tell you that you're insane. Not sure if you can feel worried about going insane without being insane in the first place.

>> No.19311240

>>19311204
Is it unrequited if its my butt your father is lusting after???

>> No.19311271

>>19311231
>if I am just extremely anxious, and afraid of going insane
>or
>if I am really going insane
>3

You also have a Hollywood/media-consumer conception of insanity
You can have insight into your delusions and hallucinations
Terry Davis, who was far more insane than I ever was, knew there was something wrong with him
I also knew there was something wrong with me, I knew it wasn't normal to have auditory hallucinations every night before bed, but that knowledge didn't make the hallucinations go away or make them less real or make me more sane

>> No.19312582

Being overly self-aware is retarded. Go watch the masked singer or a baseball game.

>> No.19312773

Is it true that if someone becomes a famous writer/author and dies, their journal is automatically published? Like, if the person writing their diary says "please dont publish" it won't matter?

>> No.19312839

>>19310771
Hope there's no construction work going on near you anon

>> No.19313053

>>19312839
Thank you anon for taking your time to read about my literary hero

>> No.19313062

>>19310771
Be a great writer during your life