Write What's On Your Mind

[Anonymous No.18982239]

[Anonymous No.18982242]

>>18982239
Twinks.

[Anonymous No.18982269]

>>18982242
I admire your dedication

[Anonymous No.18982275]

>>18982239
STOP USING DRAGONBALL PICS FOR THESE THREADS YOU FUCK

[Anonymous No.18982278]

>>18982239
Butterhag, you don't even like dragon ball, why do you open every thread with it?

[Anonymous No.18982285]

Paradise love never found
Two ships that never meet
Shore time, never the same time
Passing in the night
One goes port, one goes starboard
The same course
But never at the same time

[Anonymous No.18982300]

>>18982239
I semi-often fantasize about fasting until I die.

Anyone here like to meditate? I've been looking to get into it.

[Anonymous No.18982322]

I often fantasize about starting a relationship with my female professor, but I'm worried about the consequences if we're ever found out. Don't know how to act around her when we're alone.

[Anonymous No.18982328]

>>18982300
What sort of meditation are you looking into?

[Anonymous No.18982331]

alcohol is the only higher power i believe in.
i dont understand how something can be so good

[Anonymous No.18982341]

>>18982331
it's just funky fermented juice that makes you act stupid

[Anonymous No.18982353]

>>18982341
not always. id say benefit from alcohol in social situations

[Anonymous No.18982361]

>>18982300
I was suicidal for a brief period. I used to starve myself and run across busy streets hoping I would pass out in the middle

[Anonymous No.18982374]

>>18982328
I honestly didn't know there were different kinds, only that lots of people say it helps them.

[Anonymous No.18982378]

>>18982239
The West is proof God is real. Our leadership is so incompetent, so spineless, that without divine intervention we would have collapsed long ago.

[Anonymous No.18982408]

I guess this is all life is and I should just accept it, but I keep seeking some sort of "truth" out there, some sort of objectively right path to follow that will free me of being unsure. I've read the bible cover to cover and various related apocrypha, read the Gita and parts of the Vedas, most of the Eddas and various Greek, European, and Slavic folklore, read some jewish and western occultism. A lot of it resonates but I always pick it apart, find flaws or perversions in real world application and can't settle on anything. There really is no one true path, no cavalry is coming to save me, no magical words in a book will make me sure of what to do in life. Sometimes I can feel intuitively what I need to do, and I guess I'll have to tell myself that's enough.
>>18982300
If you're actually serious, you should eat pine resin or whatever those buddhists monks do so you're basically self-embalming before you die. Would be badass. Manifesto or suicide note optional.

[Anonymous No.18982437]

>>18982374
Its quite expansive. Different postures, breathing exercises etc.

I honestly can't say I am that experience in this matter, however -- I have had a serious experience during a guided mediation session. So I'd say there's some merit to it. Apparently, I was able achieve kundalini. For you, I'd say download an app called 'Sadhguru' and under the Yoga section go to 'Sadhguru Presence' and follow the instructions. Give yourself 10 minutes of pure quiet time.

Captcha: Verification not required.

[Anonymous No.18982458]

>>18982239
Best way to refresh on calculus 1-3 and Differential Equations in a few weeks? I am taking Classical Mechanics, a QM class, and PDEs this semester (though I might drop the last one).

Thank you to the poster in the previous thread who recommended redpenblackpen.

[Anonymous No.18982461]

thinkin bout ziggurats and great floods
>>18982275
OP keep using the dragonball pics so you annoy this guy, could you use an original dragonball pic next thread?

[Anonymous No.18982498]

My girlfriend left for a few days but she left me with a cookie recipe I can make in the toaster oven so I think I can make it if I ration the peanut butter and eat some mustard if I get desperate

[Anonymous No.18982511]

>>18982498
do you not know how to cook for yourself?

[Anonymous No.18982522]

>>18982498
do you wrap the dough in foil or something? I can't see that being worth it compared to normal baking if you want more than a single cookie.

[Anonymous No.18982574]

I’m a girl but I caught feelings for my gay friend and I’ll never start a family with him, have his children, and homeschool them on classic literature, and live a happy life. No matter how hard I try.

[Anonymous No.18982593]

>>18982574
Basic gaychad. get rekt weeb roastie

[Anonymous No.18982596]

>>18982574
Tranny.

[Anonymous No.18982612]

>>18982593
>faggot
>phoneposter
Pick both

[Anonymous No.18982642]

>>18982300
I'm currently ~30 hrs into a fast and my roommate made bacon and now the whole house smells delicious.

[Anonymous No.18982652]

I am so fucking done with the book spam faggot, I want to leave this fucking board. It's so fucking shit, I hate you all. You fucking faggots, all of you.
and fuck the jannies

[Anonymous No.18982666]

>>18982574
>trying to be friends with a member of the opposite sex

ISHYGDDT

[Anonymous No.18982678]

>>18982652
cool bro, take a break from the board and go read a book

[Anonymous No.18982730]

>>18982642
>I'm currently ~30 hrs into a fast
Anachan

[Anonymous No.18982735]

>>18982242
<3

[Anonymous No.18982751]

>>18982642
>~30 hrs
why? do you drink water?

[Anonymous No.18982785]

To the anons who said "You guys are the closest thing I have to friends" and "I consider all of /lit/ my friends" last thread
Are both of you insane?
I absolutely consider all of /lit/ my enemies
Based on just the things I read here I would fucking shoot up this place if it existed IRL

[Anonymous No.18982794]

>>18982511
>>18982522
Just because I can't cook and I don't know how to use a normal oven without burning does not mean I can't enjoy cookies

Now witness the power of this fully operational toaster oven

[Anonymous No.18982804]

I want to learn about Zoroastrinism

[Anonymous No.18982819]

I can't sleep at all and I have to go to work in five and a half hours, what do I do? I've been tossing and turning in bed for 3 hours now, in complete darkness, with no blue LED lights anywhere in the room. I'm not ABSOLUTELY tired, but I do have that late-night grogginess, and daybreak will be in a few hours. The fuck do I do now?

[Anonymous No.18982821]

>>18982785
I cant believe how much influence Freud has over the modern world

[Anonymous No.18982824]

>>18982794
How are people this retarded? You just need to be able to follow instructions. You can even watch a video and follow along.
How do you burn things? Do you not use a timer or set it too long?

[Anonymous No.18982840]

>>18982824
Whenever I cook or bake in the oven something goes wrong even though I followed the instructions autistically. Then people usually tell me every oven is different or something. When I try to compensate for it being mysteriously uncooked by eyeballing it then it incinerates to a crisp and kills me. It's either uncooked or burns.

[Anonymous No.18982844]

>>18982785
eh, some of you aren't half bad
though if I could put the guenonfags, waldunposters, gardnerposters, and marxists all into a prison I'd probably do it

[Anonymous No.18982845]

>>18982819
Eww dirty gloves

[Anonymous No.18982849]

>>18982844
No I'd mass shoot the traditionalists

[Anonymous No.18982860]

>>18982844
>>18982849
I'd shoot damn near everybody on the internet let alone 4chan
The internet is an unfiltered grounds where you are exposed to the absolute worst of humanity.

[Anonymous No.18982861]

Another saturday night spent reading Yukkuri abuse
i have no regrets

[Anonymous No.18982869]

>>18982861
I still dont get why people like yukkuri abuse. leave the disembodied 2hu heads alone

[Anonymous No.18982870]

>>18982642
Based

[Anonymous No.18982874]

>>18982860
I agree. To tell you the truth it is this place that is responsible in part for the distrust I have towards people. I believe I subconsciously stopped believing in people's potential for goodness based on how people behave here

[Anonymous No.18982889]

Where's the slavic twink of my dreams

[Anonymous No.18982920]

>>18982874
Hey it's not just you, look around you, the internet is slowly making people all over the world more misanthropic than ever. You know that trope where someone gets telepathic powers, and then suddenly the thoughts of everyone in their vicinity start rushing into their head, and they instantly lose any belief they had in human integrity and dignity? The internet is pretty much that. We're exposed to each other's absolute worst parts without a filter, thanks to the veil of anonymity, everyone is free to let their shadows roam free into the ether, the part that they normally don't show IRL. You attain a more acute sense for just how fucked up we can get, and in turn, it also reveals to you how fucked up the world can get. You know that joke about how you love your neighbor, but if they lived in the same house with you you'd kill them? Well, the internet made the world not even a small village, but a fucking hotel. We're all thousands of miles away from each other, yet at the same time are within simple pushes of a button to access each other's innermost thoughts. You all might as well be in this very room with me.

[Anonymous No.18982924]

>>18982889
Where's the german twink of mine

[Anonymous No.18982939]

>>18982751
Fitness, studies have shown fasting is more effective than typical calories in < calories out diets not only at burning fat but also preserving muscle tissue. There's a list of other health benefits but I take all these with a grain of salt. About 24 hours into a fast a pleasant euphoria kicks in. I found it to be more potent than the feeling I got from weed, while not having the negative's of pot smoking, which lead me to quit weed entirely.

While fasting I'll have black coffee in the morning and water throughout the day. If I'm craving flavor I'll squeeze a lime slice into the water.

tl;dr I tried it and liked it

[Anonymous No.18982943]

>>18982239
I fucking hate kikes.

[Anonymous No.18982947]

>>18982322
>female professor

[Anonymous No.18983007]

>>18982943
why?

[Anonymous No.18983026]

>>18982642
>>18982939
I never made it past 24hr fasts, I really ought to do a 48 or 72 sometime while I haven't started working yet, best of luck to you on your fast Anon

[Anonymous No.18983035]

>>18983007

[Anonymous No.18983042]

>>18982322
Assuming it's even possible, it's not worth the trouble. If you really like her that much, it's always best to wait until you're no longer her student.

[Anonymous No.18983045]

>>18982947
What's wrong faggot?

[Anonymous No.18983048]

>>18982242
>ywn get to discuss literature with a cute boy
>ywn hold him in your arms as he reads to you
>ywn share your poetry with each other
>ywn kiss the embarrassment from his face as he whispers that he wrote it for you
>ywn make love in the darkness of your dorm room
>ywn feel the heat of his breath as you fall asleep
I don't want to live like this, bros.

[Anonymous No.18983051]

I should probably stop thinking so much about killing myself and just do it already.

[Anonymous No.18983054]

>>18983048
well at least you wont have aids, poop on your dick, or the scent of another man in your room

[Anonymous No.18983079]

>>18982785
At least some people on here seem to care about literature. That's more than you can say about a lot of other communities, real or otherwise.

[Anonymous No.18983089]

>>18983054
Rent free.

[Anonymous No.18983109]

>>18983054
>You won't have aids
Plenty of straight people have aids, this is just prejudice, also don't have unprotected sex doesn't matter if you're gay or a straightoid

>Poop on your dick
He doesn't know how anal sex works and the fact that it will be clean if you make the necessary preparations

>The scent of another man in your room
Wonderful feeling

[Anonymous No.18983110]

>>18983048
>make love in the darkness
You're supposed to have sex with the lights on

[Anonymous No.18983115]

>>18982920
I've never understood this meme. People don't act the same way they do online as they do irl, and that's doubly true for an anonymous platform like this one. To say that the shitty behavior of morons online is indicative of some universal immorality is simply retarded.

[Anonymous No.18983118]

>>18983109
I have nothing against fags in principle but 99% of existing fags are retarded faggots who give faggotry a bad name. Fags need to burn the whole fag empire down and start over from scratch with monogamy and a strong culture of resisting animal desires. Male sexuality was not meant to be paired with male sexuality, it leads to a death spiral of coomer energy that burns out your reward system.

[Anonymous No.18983126]

>>18983048
Twinkposter here, I'm fortunate to have experienced the last two on many occasions.
Though I'd love a /lit/ bf I guess. Most zoomer twinks bfs I've had made playlists or necklaces for me.

[Anonymous No.18983127]

>>18983110
I've always felt it's more intimate with the lights off, or at least with dimmer lighting.

[Anonymous No.18983143]

>>18983127
This.
Complete darkness focuses more of your attention onto other senses like touch and smell.

[Anonymous No.18983202]

>>18982939
Forgot to mention incredibly vivid dreams while fasting.

[Anonymous No.18983243]

Looks like I will spend another year of college alone
Ehh, I guess I don't really mind

[Anonymous No.18983249]

>>18983243
How come anon?

[Anonymous No.18983251]

>>18982939
cool. best of luck to you!

[Anonymous No.18983255]

>>18983048
why are all the good men gay

[Anonymous No.18983308]

>>18983249
When I moved in, I met a guy who seemed to take a liking to me. We hung out for several hours each day for that whole week, and then right after he stopped contacting me. I thought I might have angered him with something I said, but next time I saw him he was pretty neutral. So I realized he just finds me boring.

This is the pattern with everyone I meet nowadays. And it's true, I'm boring. I've been depressed for 6+ years and nothing is really enjoyable anymore, everything feels the same. When I met this guy, I thought maybe this year would be different, something new. But now I think I will probably live a life like Michel from Atomised and spend my life split between work and isolation in my room, talking to nobody, not even family really.

[Anonymous No.18983319]

>>18982785
>>18982844
>>18982849
>>18982860
>>18982874
>>18982920
Interesting discussion because I think I'm finally getting burned out as well. If I were talking to many of the posters here IRL I'd punch them in the face or bite their ears off. I don't want to feel like this but there is legitimately no other place to go on the internet where I feel comfortable by default. Every other place feels the same. It's impossible for me to drop everything completely, I'd live in total isolation and I can't bear it. I need at least some sort of online social presence where I can talk about my autistic shit and have people somewhat relate. I am completely incapable of connecting to normies, they don't like anything I like or agree with anything I agree with and they never will. Also this mechanism is kicking in where I think that deidentified people turn into Satan's little helpers and I don't want to think about it because I know it's true. I have to leave.
>>18983115
Why not? I am a harsher online than I am IRL but I'm more or less the same person. I am known to be polemical and and a cunt of course, but compared to the people in this environment I'm some kind of saint. If most people here behaved the same IRL they'd get their shit kicked in every single day, so they have to be faking it.

[Anonymous No.18983395]

>>18983319
I understand what you feel

[Anonymous No.18983398]

>>18982574
AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

[Anonymous No.18983582]

>>18983255
Become a lesbian

[Anonymous No.18983596]

>>18982785
/lit/ is a pretty shitty place, but on these types of threads specifically i receive golden nuggets of advice and genuine connections which makes me feel less of an angsty retard. i treat /lit/ as an entire consciousness so when there’s a swath of shitty posters i hate /lit/ but when there’s nice posters /lit/ is now my friend. i’m an under socialized retard raised on the internet so i feel pretty disconnected from humanity, but the nice interactions on here fill that hole in my heart as sad as it is.

[Anonymous No.18983647]

>>18983596
HAVE A NICE DAY ANON I FEEL VERY SIMILARLY

[Anonymous No.18983687]

SCHIZOPHRENIA (Challenging: Success) - Opal lights cast submerged shadows beneath the brows of the many, their barely sentient eyes nested in their pale, emaciated sockets. Irises of stone color stared silently and still like an old coin sleeping at the bottom of a fountain, barely gleaming anymore, barely legible anymore, leering at the blurry sky that never changes. The classes above the drones sat just above, but without much. To the perpetual thump of the boots below was the insectoid and fiendish noise of the silver machines, terminals, and mainframes - pipes crawled above the aluminum cubicles uncomfortably close, breathing like an iron lung built for a goliath snake. These workers had marble-sized windows to which a 2 minute period was allocated for "vision yoga", so said the muffled, giant voice from loudspeakers hidden from sight. There were no clouds or trees outside - just the obsidian mixtures of the sky, the mumbling of cables and machines, and the moon. The moon's gaze radiated onto all the beige and grey sprawl, its milk glow concealing a quiet judgment upon the pathetic planet. The dead, black blanket upon the world suffocated whatever dreams of nurture it once contained.

[Anonymous No.18983739]

>>18982239
I feel that I'm wasting my life away. I see how people look at me. I give off an air that puts people ill at ease... There is no one. I will become the weird Uncle of my family

[Anonymous No.18983813]

>>18983739
Same. I've entered the late total failure stage. At this point I cannot change anything any longer, and I have no desire to do so because modern life is unbearable and working any kind of normal job would lead me to suicide in a week. Society despises me, my family despises me although they still care for me like they'd care about the family member with Down's. I have achieved nothing. I am shit at the things I am passionate about because I've spent more time dealing with hopelessness than I did believing I could achieve any sort of success anywhere because I understood very quickly that opportunity rules over dedication or skills or whatever. So I just say no point in it. I just waste my time every day doing useless things and one day I'll find myself on the street and I'll kill myself.

[Anonymous No.18983869]

According to statistics, someone taking a comp sci degree at my mid-tier college graduated last year and got a 112k starting salary, i am impressed

[Anonymous No.18983887]

>>18983647
if you are being sincere i made this punch card in mspaint for you
each image on the virtual card is one guaranteed good day i have given to you

[Anonymous No.18983904]

>>18983869
That isn't too impressive in some parts of the world. Many of my peers in engineering got starting offers much higher than that right out of school. If you are interested, just go to r/cscareerquestions to see what kind of money is paid in computer science, especially in places like California.

[Anonymous No.18983926]

>>18983904
It does seem like 6 figure salaries have been normalized in the tech sector out in California, I've actually heard of Euros who go there just to work for a decade or two so they can go back home and retire. I want a piece of the pie too but I've been slacking off hard in my comp engineering degree, it's my 3rd year now but I haven't done shit so far. Perhaps I will check out that sub and see if they have any tips

[Anonymous No.18984043]

I've been trying to find a way today to describe the Shinto religion in two sentences, and I'm going to study it tonight to try to come up with something decent before moving to the next page.
There's a saying that the Japanese people are Shinto in their youth and Buddhist in their old age since Shinto absolutely abhors death, but it's still a major cultural belief. I'm challenging myself to write this right.
Putting myself out there today was a bit interesting. 20 impressions. 18 impressions...fucking 90 impressions out of nowhere. Jeez.

[Anonymous No.18984073]

>>18982239
Drunk. I hate the realization that this is temporary, I can't enjoy it. I hope heaven is infinite drunk feeling.

[Anonymous No.18984089]

>>18984043
The whole point of Buddhism is leaving the cycle of birth and death so it's not like they're even totally different

[Anonymous No.18984093]

>>18982322
Gonna be a total dork for a second but back when I was really into vampires there was an element where you had to blend in with humanity and if you slipped up you'd get a masquerade violation.
In doing roleplaying it made you consider all elements of what was going on around you (sometimes to the annoyance of the GM) and you learned how to be stealthy without stealth if that makes any sense. (If you didn't your vampire would get outed which was a death sentence. Vampire hunters, bounties etc.)
Those niche mindset skills have served me well a few times so it's not impossible. You'd just have to get your professor to tell you that you're taking part in a masquerade and to act appropriately.

[Anonymous No.18984097]

I think my body is repulsive.

[Anonymous No.18984114]

pallid pallid pallid red and blue the origin of failure is the heart of desire of the one without will to attempt

[Anonymous No.18984118]

>>18984089
Yeah it comes with the territory of me trying to write about a religion I only have surface level knowledge on. I can avoid delving too deep since I control the book but it's really important I don't get basic stuff wrong.
Like here's what's on my mind.
When a teru teru bozu doll grants rain or sunshine, it's soaked in alcohol and tossed into a river, but a bozu doll is supposed to symbolize Buddhist priest. Why do they throw the bozu dolls into the river? What's the meaning?
The answer is likely locked behind Japanese writing and to be frank I don't know where to look.
There's a metric ton of Japanese fantasy, but I'm trying to write the real cultural meat and myths. I have to be really careful about my source material.

[Anonymous No.18984125]

>>18984043
You will never be Japanese.

[Anonymous No.18984133]

>>18984125

[Anonymous No.18984146]

>>18984125
It hurts bros

[Waldun !TyD8cPXpl2 No.18984149]

I'M THE BADDEST MOTHAFUCKA ON THE BEACH. I bring joy into this world with my books while you virgins are sitting around whining like little women. I wrote a book, I wrote a pamphlet, and I fucked your girl. While a mommy like me is building, fucking, and singing you bitchasses are gossiping about me like the snot-nosed pussies I take you for. UN UN UN

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[Anonymous No.18984154]

>>18984125
But I already memorized 1400 kanji...

[Anonymous No.18984168]

these threads should be renamed Write What You Know

[Anonymous No.18984172]

>>18984168
All I know is that I know nothing

[Waldun !TyD8cPXpl2 No.18984174]

>>18982574
Listen you stupid female, nobody gives a shit about your bitchass problems. You're only problem is that you're A) a dumb bitch, and B) an ugly bitch. I've been with men and I've been with women. The only real man for a man is a man, you want a familiar fish swimming in yo bootyhole. No strapons cunt. UN UN UN UN UN UNEHHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEH TIPPY TOE HEHEHEHEHHEHE MISTAH MITSH

[Anonymous No.18984205]

>>18984168
but what we know is already on our minds

[Anonymous No.18984225]

>>18983319
I keep finding myself relating to anons here more than anywhere else. I want to leave but I don't have anything else in my life to replace it. There have been a lot of things I truly appreciate from this place but as I get older I keep thinking how horrific it'll be to have so many memories rooted here. Misanthropy, resentment, and cruelty are some of the many worst things that come from here. The bad seems to outweigh the good but here I am. I wonder if I removed all of my "chan-ness" what would be left.

[Anonymous No.18984248]

>>18982889
>>18982924
www.youtube.com/watch?v=aLAxbQxyJSQ

[Anonymous No.18984252]

>>18982574
>No matter how hard I try
Maybe if you're charming and sublimely perfect for him you could get him to realize he's actually straight, or at least bi? Real, honest love is more powerful than any identity or social construct, which are all so contingent anyway.

[Anonymous No.18984288]

>>18984118
I think that one's from all the mirror worship, so you're feeding it and returning it home. Considering you just ransomed its life like a narco, sending it off drunk and happy is kind of a haha we friends now right?
That kind of shit happens a lot in animism. The Russians have a similar reasoning with their trees. In Shinto you can get the tree to curse someone. But in Russian/Slavic versions, you threaten the tree so that the tree will cure someone of an illness. You affix the notice to tell the forest gods they have X amount of time for Y person to get better, or the tree is going to get the axe.
Usually you're taking out a contract with some figure, and there are terms and conditions to be met. There are things that you can both do to make that contract go smoothly, so you treat the objects/entities you're partnering with like you would a business partner who holds a lot of the major assets or contacts necessary for your business's success.

[Anonymous No.18984337]

>>18984125
He could though.

[Anonymous No.18984360]

>>18984288
That is very, very very very helpful. I wasn't aware of the Russian link, nor woodland tales. I'm so glad I threw my thoughts on here. Studying is so much easier when you're not doing it blind.
I made a meme to impress a girl. It's like...5AM her time so she's probably asleep, but the irrational part of my brain is like blaah she's gonna think it's cringe but I want my participation ribbon.

[Anonymous No.18984377]

Is there a reliable guide to making money from crypto? It seems most of the people who do know how to make money only know how to make money with a tremendous amount of effort and investment and the minority who know how to do it without a tremendous amount of effort and investment either won’t share their secrets or just got lucky. I don’t even mean striking it rich here. I mean maybe a few hundred dollars per month.

[Anonymous No.18984408]

>>18984360
Japan has a lot of woodland tales too, beyond that, but the continuation of Shinto I think lends to their tendency to follow procedure because it's procedure. In a lot of animist cultures, you follow the procedure because, without the ritual, not only do all the people living around you think you're a dangerous social sperger, a lot of unseen entities and dead relatives also see a disruption in the force. In a culture where every object possibly has feelings and a spirit and has absorbed vibes from its lifetime and treatment, the level of disgruntlement is more than "everyone living is mad at me" and becomes "nature and most of physical reality is mad at me".
But you can also grease the wheels the same way, so leaving gifts for your dead relatives, and for the rock who you think loves you back, makes as much sense as giving gifts to your still living bartender or boss to make life easier.

[Anonymous No.18984417]

>>18984408
That definitely falls in line with the thousands of shrines the Japanese have all over the place. From the outside looking in I find it fascinating, but I guess we're not so different if you know where to look I suppose.
(Again, thank you!)

[Anonymous No.18984420]

>>18984377
>few hundred dollars per month
Just phone farm some subscription service that pays "creators" for "views".

[Anonymous No.18984441]

>>18984417
>pet rock
lol holy shit I forgot that was a thing. No problems, anon. Someone told Japanese tourists about a similar animist culture here, probably almost twenty years back, and they immediately started treating one of the "lucky" sites like a temple. People who believe in the entities that grant luck at the site from the local culture would just talk to them, or leave them shiny things to bribe them, but now the trees around the site are always filled with paper wishes from Japanese tour buses because someone marked it as a "lucky goblin" site on a tourist map of the area from Japan.

[Anonymous No.18984447]

>>18984377
>I mean maybe a few hundred dollars per month.
If that's all your looking for just swing trade penny stocks.

[Anonymous No.18984466]

>>18984377
buy cheap, hold, sell high. ive been trading crypto since 2013 and theres heap of methods to making quick money but those are discovered yourself through experience rather than being shown.

[Anonymous No.18984658]

playing videogames to get friendship fix

[Anonymous No.18984699]

i been drinking a lot recentlyt.....its just so good. unsustainable lifetyle...but just so good...
cheers

[Anonymous No.18984733]

What the fuck is wrong with me

[Anonymous No.18984845]

If you let your birthday present collect cobwebs in a corner, something has gone very wrong. Why should it be any different with the gift of life?

[Anonymous No.18984981]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a0M_pqwO5A0

The lyrics for this song are so good that I can't believe this little faggot wrote it but apparently he did. It's very /lit/

[Anonymous No.18985200]

>I want to be lazy without being called lazy
Unironically what the fuck is wrong with these people?

[Anonymous No.18985264]

Tsarist Russia was badly governed in many ways but the way the revolutionaries killed the royal family is still something I can't read about without wanting to throw up... Kill the tsar if you need to, it is an understandable political statement, but is it necessary to shoot all the children when you can exile them instead... The way they executed the family was fucking barbarian

[Anonymous No.18985274]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zYniAaelPAg
This video of Mishima speaking french is so cute, I love him

[Anonymous No.18985282]

>>18985264
to be fair to them it's not exactly uncommon in these circumstances. you kill them to avoid having royalists rally around them. I have to imagine this shit has happened countless times in history.

like this nigga said
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cryMVK1PwuQ

[Anonymous No.18985302]

>>18982275
What books would the Z-fighters read?

[Anonymous No.18985311]

Where would I go to talk about Machiavelli's 'The Prince'? Not even necessarily the contents of the book because it's limited in scope, but general machiavellianism and the science behind it?

people who see knowledge as power per circumstance to win where force, charisma and economics cannot. not to suggest that many people could even wrap their minds around practical concepts or acts, but people who are interested enough to understand how to influence their world

[Anonymous No.18985315]

>>18985282
Oh man, The Wire was so good. I forgot about it.

[Anonymous No.18985316]

>>18985200
Relax brother. You are only lazy if you believe that things need to be done.
On a non hippie note, being on the go constantly is the worst productivity tip I have ever seen.

[Anonymous No.18985319]

>>18985302
https://8ebooks.net/david-gemmell-collection/

[Anonymous No.18985328]

>>18985200
No, what the fuck is wrong with you faggot? You don't like resting? Did the productivity culture brainwash you? You fell for the meme?

[Anonymous No.18985330]

I feel like someone stuck me all over with a poker and time is pouring out

[Anonymous No.18985337]

>>18985200
Oh and why are you on 4chan? Don't you have some WORK to be doing? Go do some work you lazy cunt.

[Anonymous No.18985362]

If you scan my brain it just shows the cock is one of my favorite tastes copypasta

[Anonymous No.18985499]

Norm MacDonald is pretty good but every comment section on every video of him is filled with normalfags saying the same 5 sentence formulas about how he's legendary and amazing

It's not that they're praising him that bugs me, it's that they all say the same handful of things. How can so many people be so consistent in saying the same shit? Who takes joy from being part of a crowd like that?

[Anonymous No.18985524]

>>18985200
Shes right though.

[Anonymous No.18985542]

Tfw you spill your spit cup over your keyboard again.

[Anonymous No.18985561]

>>18985316
>>18985328
>>18985337
>>18985524
Being lazy is being lazy. Nothing to "normalize". If you are a bitch who wants to change language whenever it hurts your feelings you should go back

[Anonymous No.18985588]

>>18985499
This, so much this

[Frater Asemlen !XS8vrClKs2 No.18985611]

gyres from gusts of gales, hail haggard and hewn, radiant with sap, seared sable as sackcloth in summer to wet in winter gloom, white as pallor of peace, as the fretless dreams under the moon,

the tree is felled and the dwelling of the elk erupts in roars, the horn is blown, the bow is drawn, songs are filled with sighs, moans, groans, each man roams, some sing burnished brass some poison-green, others grass,

the words spiral and circle and blister and boom and bludgeon! each striketh the rock, each shattereth and each shimmereth! born again. in the might of earth immovable, all things come to an end.

[Anonymous No.18985617]

>>18985561
Theres a difference between being lazy and allowing yourself to enjoy rest.
For example I set my alarm 30 minutes early so I can lay in bed half awake instead of jumping out. And when working around the property I am to get stuff done by 2:30pm so I can have half an hour nap in the afternoon. If its a nice day I'll also have a nap after lunch.
Enjoy your slave rat life lmao.

[Anonymous No.18985627]

>>18985617
That's not being lazy and it's already normal and no one would can you lazy for it. You're clearly too unintelligent to understand the topic and you're incapable of thinking about concepts without projecting your life onto them.

[Anonymous No.18985644]

>>18985627
Go work for amazon then lmfao

[Anonymous No.18985649]

>>18982239
I skinned a sheep today. It died naturally overnight, and someone left it by their mailbox for me to pick up this morning. I didn't really want to skin anything out today, but my carcass freezer's too full. It was a valuable learning experience.

[Anonymous No.18985688]

>>18985644
Like I said, you're a retard.

[Anonymous No.18985700]

Learn to control your breathing. Pick a mantra that calms you and has an even number of syllables, and practice breathing in and out deliberately, smoothly, with each syllable of the mantra being one breath. Clear your mind other than the mantra and the thought of your breath. Notice how hard it is to do that, but don't punish yourself for having trouble either. Don't force yourself not to picture things, or let your mind wander. Instead, gently "let go" of the train of thought and come back to your relaxed, gentle breathing.

If you do this for 5-15 minutes a day, once or twice a day, soon you will notice that it can change your entire mood for the following several hours, or interrupt a panic attack. If you do it in the morning after waking up or in bed before going to sleep, you may notice you were regularly having panic attacks before or after sleeping, complete with shallow breaths and darting, manic, anxious trains of thought, and you simply never noticed it until now.

Your whole relationship to your life and its various states can change by noticing something as simple as this. We think that because we're lying down, and the external word for what we're doing is "relaxing," we must be relaxed. But it's only when we take a step back and look at our own mental states from within that we see what we're actually doing.

[Anonymous No.18985701]

>>18985561
ENJOY BEING KEKED BY WORK

[Anonymous No.18985707]

badda ba boom
badda ba bing
scriggle-di criggle-di
boppa boopa beepa
hoo hoo hee ha
snikt and krikt
hoofa xuloosa

[Anonymous No.18985708]

>>18985701
c*cked

[Anonymous No.18985714]

>>18985701
I am lazy. I don't feel like working. But I'm not a bitch who demands that people must stop calling me lazy. Call me lazy I don't give a shit because it's true.

[Anonymous No.18985720]

>>18985714
Semantics are subjective

[Anonymous No.18985736]

>>18985611
this is good. I'm happy there's someone that writes stuff like this. not that I'm versed in much of literature, frankly, but I don't know that it is that common.

[Anonymous No.18985753]

>>18985736
james joyce
this anon is emulating james joyce

[Anonymous No.18985755]

>>18985611
How come you aren't posting these in the poetry thread instead?

[Anonymous No.18985812]

>>18982239
I've only read 9 books this year. Why am I such a failure?

[Frater Asemlen !XS8vrClKs2 No.18985822]

>>18985753
I’m not actually, it’s more a mixture of MP shiel, Arthur Machen and the decadents along with some contemplation I’ve had concerning Swinburne and Wagner. Thanks for the comparison even if it’s not intentional.

[Anonymous No.18985829]

>>18985611
Fuck off retard

[Anonymous No.18985830]

>>18985822
No one gives a fuck

[Frater Asemlen !XS8vrClKs2 No.18985833]

>>18985755
No particular reason, I guess it’s because I just feel like sharing it and I’ve gotten comfortable with using this thread as a little diary. I’ll be stopping after this one for a while as I have a very long poem I am working on now, which will be about 5400 lines long.

[Anonymous No.18985838]

I really don't understand what kind of disgusting attention seeking retard you have to be to feel the need to tripfag on 4chan

[Anonymous No.18985847]

>>18985833
How's your life Frater? I think you've been posting less in the past few months.

[Anonymous No.18985850]

I don't entertain any thought of additional statehoods for the United States, simply because 50 states even is a nice clean aesthetic number.

[Frater Asemlen !XS8vrClKs2 No.18985857]

>>18985847
Very well, been busy with the jewelry business and grinding my head against studying techniques from certain authors, all things positive and nothing negative honestly. I’ll try to post more after the next thing I write.

[Anonymous No.18985875]

>>18985617
jumping out of bed is straight up unhealthy.

[Anonymous No.18985880]

>>18982275
It don't matter

[Anonymous No.18985882]

>>18985611
Thank you for posting here. I at times notice your absence and wonder if you're gone forever. It gladdens my heart each time to see your name again. Unironically.

[Anonymous No.18985928]

>>18982239
lately I feel like there is something fundamental holding back words as an art form. Still visual arts are inferior to writing in terms of expressing dialectic and music is inferior in terms of expressing ideas, not to say both can't do those things to a sufficient extent, but still, it seems like something is wrong about writing, at least with the typical model for the novel. I think it's just that it will never be able to capture what exists in my mind fully, when I visualize something I have to grope for words whereas a painter could just paint it, and when I feel something I have to search desperately for the correct metaphor while a musician could easily compose it. At the same time prose fails to be self aware about its flaws, while I am all too aware of them. I think the proper word is forced, novels just seem too forced to me compared to music and visual arts. I think there is something you could do with words that would solve this problem, but I would have to invent a whole new art form similar to the invention of the novel.

[Anonymous No.18986294]

for the past two days i've been trying to deprive myself of sleep so as to write my play. it hasn't worked.

i wish i could write freely, without weighing every word like it was my last or every simile like it was a test i was showing to Ezra Pound, but the only time i've ever done so was last year, the first time i tried sleep deprivation.

the pains of being autistic and having literature as a special interest, i suppose

[Anonymous No.18986303]

>>18986294
I'm autistic too but I write freely

[Anonymous No.18986307]

>>18986303
do you have any tips for me, anon? i've tried everything but hard drugs to get that sort of freedom

[Anonymous No.18986308]

>>18982239
I would, but when I see that picture I am become certein beyond any doubt that this entire thread will be power-obsessed self indulgent fanfic.
Pass.

[Anonymous No.18986315]

>>18986308
I like how the dbz pictures expose pseuds like you

[Anonymous No.18986320]

>>18982300
yes, mediation really is great for you. I highly recommend joining a club, and if not reading "The mind illuminated"
It's completely free of new age bullshit, you just learn the method.

[Anonymous No.18986666]

>>18986307
Just become completely insane and artistic creation will flow freely

[Anonymous No.18986689]

I hate 4chan I hate this fucking place I hate it I hate it

[Anonymous No.18986806]

I suddenly find myself not in the mood for anything thin my backlog and i was to re-read something ive already read but it just feels wrong when there's so much more to read, now im basically sitting here doing nothing

[Anonymous No.18986928]

>>18986689
Same, but I hate the real world more

[Anonymous No.18987024]

how can satanism have religious exemptions if they don't believe in anything? afaik they don't really have beliefs, they larp beliefs as a joke. can anything be a church in the US?

[Anonymous No.18987032]

I wish I had stop wasting my time on /lit/ earlier and went to /biz/ instead to be a millionaire by now.

[Anonymous No.18987043]

>deletes thread
Sure hope you're on your way to the police station right now possum boy.

[Anonymous No.18987054]

>>18987032
how could one ever trust /biz/? You can't even trust /v/

[Anonymous No.18987058]

Violence is the ONLY way to achieve a synthesis. Are there any books that explore this?

[Anonymous No.18987161]

>>18987032
/Biz/ don't know anything about trading crypto lmao they are really funny and dumb as fuck

[Anonymous No.18987169]

>>18986666
Nobody noticed my quads :'(

[Anonymous No.18987175]

>>18986666
>>18987169
Nice quads bro.
Here, have a wizard.

[Anonymous No.18987214]

>>18987175
Cool wizard, thanks.

[Anonymous No.18987215]

>>18982408
I'm in a similar position my friend. I think the answer is Joycean - you have to try to be "close to the wild heart of life", where reasoning stops and sensation begins. Chesterton says in one of his Christian apologetics that madness is not the absence of reason but the absence of everything else. Don't abandon reason, but embrace sensation. That doesn't mean partying or whatever (although it can) but immersing yourself in whatever lively activity is at hand as far as you can. I only truly feel alive when I'm with friends working together on something (music in my case).

The meaning of life is a deceptive phrase. The "meaning" is not a piece of information but an atmosphere of feelings and ideas that hits you unexpectedly

[Anonymous No.18987225]

>>18984252
Do you really believe this anon? That sexuality incompatible people can profoundly love each other?

[Anonymous No.18987232]

I tried talking with a philosophy student today, they didn't know much of the people I tried to talk about. Seems most students are cathartic when it comes to discussing their degree specific knowledge.

[Anonymous No.18987252]

>>18983308
I'm straight but this just happened to me with a girl. I'm actively trying to be more of a cunt to be more interesting but I can't bring myself to do it, she's too sweet

[Anonymous No.18987281]

>>18985311
I wondered roughly this question. What part of 4chan are you supposed to discuss psychology?

[Anonymous No.18987284]

>>18987054
>>18987161
that's the thing about crypto, that you don't have to know anything about it, but just watch number go up

[Anonymous No.18987298]

>>18987058
those are some loyal fucking wolves

[Anonymous No.18987314]

>>18982239
guys, i fucked up. I poured my whole heart into a poem for a girl and she doesn'T reply anymore

[Anonymous No.18987320]

>>18987314
Pour your whole heart into a poem for me, your friend

My interests
>Counterstrike
>Outdoors
>Gardening
>Windy days

[Anonymous No.18987329]

>>18987058
go walk in a nigger neighborhood and say you hate negros instead of being a fucking voyeur faggot

[Anonymous No.18987355]

>>18986307
Look into training yourself to get into a "right brained" mode. The right kind of music can get me there. I don't know that drugs would necessarily help, as most of them make me withdraw into a ball and do nothing. Not writing related, but the book "Drawing on the Right Side of the Brain" helped me.
>>18987024
>can anything be a church in the US?
Yes, as long as it's not explicitly helping white people.
>>18987215
I've come to a similar conclusion to. Listen to God and the muses and be open to intuition and divine guidance in your life. Don't totally abandon reason or morality, but be willing to step outside their bounds when intuition is guiding you there.

[Anonymous No.18987362]

>>18987320
Damn those are some boring shit interests you got there 0/10

[Anonymous No.18987364]

>>18987362
This better just be the first verse or I'm going to be very disappointed...

[Anonymous No.18987368]

>>18987284
No you still need a technique you can't do it just randomly

[Anonymous No.18987373]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZCnmYSIzZBc

[Anonymous No.18987382]

>>18987362
gardening is fun
he enjoys cultivating life

[Anonymous No.18987401]

I'm so immensely tired. I can't find a reason to do anything. Why, what's the point. The only thing that makes sense to do is nuke the world. I don't want to contribute anything, it only helps feed something I hate. But I don't want to destroy, all I can destroy is myself. I just don't understand this place, I don't like it, I am not welcome in it, I don't like how it operates, I don't like people, I don't like how they operate, I don't like the internet, I don't like anything, and the things I like are useless and they are a source of pain because they will change nothing.
I've been suicidal for such a long time but lately it's getting really dark. I feel like my head is about to burst sometimes, like I have some kind of infection, a fever in it.

[Anonymous No.18987409]

>>18982239


My favourite harry potter fanfiction
Silence. On the edge
of the forest no sound
of words pronounced
do I hear; but the sound
of newer words
that speak in drops and foliage
from afar.
Listen. Rain
falls from sparse clouds.
Rain on the tamerisks
all brine and chars,
rain on the pines
all scales and spines,
rain on the myrtaceae
divine,
on the genista fulgent
of flowers collected
on the juniper covered
with berries fragrant,
rain on our faces
ligneous,
rain on our hands
bare,
on our garments
light,
on our thoughts bright
that our souls share
pure,
on the lovely tale
that yesterday
misled you, that today misleads me,
oh Hermione.

[Anonymous No.18987420]

>>18987373
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zSif77IVQdY

[Anonymous No.18987442]

>>18987401
We get this exact post 10 times in every /wwoym/ thread

[Anonymous No.18987446]

>>18987364
Sorry, I did not actually mean to disappoint you. Your interests are cute.
<3

[Anonymous No.18987458]

Writhing on my bed in a state of psychosis, awoken by nap dreams of making love to supple young twinks...

[Anonymous No.18987490]

I woke up early and refreshed, intending to spend the whole morning reading. Instead i masturbated twice, consoomed a bunch of agitprop (news), read two pages and then opened 4channel wjere I've beem posting for the past hour

[Anonymous No.18987501]

>>18984658
I'm don't care about vidya but I expect to have a lot of fun playing the new melty blood with my only friend.

[Anonymous No.18987507]

>>18987442
It's always me

[Anonymous No.18987510]

>>18987320
Man I find it so hard to talk about counterstrike when someone mentions they play it. What do you say? Oh dust 2 is your favourite map? Oh s1mple is your favourite player? Oh, youve never used hammer? Oh you've never played on community servers? Oh.

[Anonymous No.18987564]

>>18987329
that isn't even relevant to what I said, stupid.

[Anonymous No.18987593]

>>18987281
anyone? the closest i can see is /adv/ armchair therapy
maybe /sci/ but it's always about if it's real, not the science of it

[Anonymous No.18987625]

>>18987225
>sexually incompatible
that, by definition, would be everyone of the same sex, no?

[Anonymous No.18987631]

>>18987593
If you have a specific book or movement you can do it on /lit/. If you're just looking at papers, then /sci/

[Anonymous No.18987737]

>>18982239
It's remarkable how being aware of your own narcissism doesn't cure you of it, there is always another layer of narcissism behind the realization. NPD people are supposedly unaware that they're narcissists but people who dont have NPD still have a ton of narcissistic behaviors and thought patterns, and when we manage to identify one of these it can allay it briefly but there is like this shifting web of awareness that supplants one narcissistic ideal for another, sliding them just behind our conscious focus, so that we can never get rid of them all and even those we do identify at one time will slip back in later when we stop thinking about them. The whole human mind is just naturally set up to be narcissistic.

[Anonymous No.18987823]

>>18987737
first DBZ, now Pokemon... quit the anime spam

[Anonymous No.18987847]

>>18987823
Those are caterpillars and I dont like the anime pictures either. I have tried very hard to watch "Neon Genesis Evangelion" in an effort to understand 4chan anime culture but I just cant do it. I made it to episode 11 over about 6 weeks which took a lot of persistence but this is a form of autism too profound for me.

[Anonymous No.18987869]

>>18987847
It was a joke, anon.

[Anonymous No.18987891]

>>18987401
my recommendation is that you go down to a river and watch the waters go by and listen to the sound. maybe bring a book, maybe don't. rivers are good.

[Anonymous No.18987901]

I wish black people were happier

[Anonymous No.18987944]

>>18987891
My local river is occupied by a society of homeless people

[Anonymous No.18987950]

>>18987944
>>18987891
Incredibly kino exchange

[Anonymous No.18987954]

>>18983255
>>18983582
How could anybody like woman if they are inherently selfish and narcissistic. Good woman have males brains and are extremely rare and in that case you better find yourself looking at men.

[Anonymous No.18987972]

>>18987891
>my recommendation is that you go down to a river
I'm the person you replied to: the closest river to my home is a polluted mess filled with literal foam, my city is full of small time criminals and I am afraid of going out. The parks are in shambles and full of hobos and drug dealers. The only non disgusting nature I can access is behind a 3 hour car trip and a park entry fee. It's also been raining nonstop for the past week. I do not live in an upper class neighborhood.

[Anonymous No.18987976]

>>18982239
God, was here, i said that i was not, said how me i saiy wait, not here, i want to see, my feelings, they're not here now, anylonger i said it right, i can't get it right, i can't say what i feel, how does one know what one feels? How do you feel? I've had the feeling of feeling numb, but now? i can't explain it, i can only mutter one word. ''Void'' that's all i can say, i'm not being adgy or anything but it's the thing i don't feel. unfeeling of something, avoid of void. I hate, I love myself, I know that my flesh is filthy but I love myself, I won't let this material plane destroy my essence, my face, my feelings, other people, my family, the people i can't see, the people i will see, the ground that i look at when i walk outside and the sky that i can never see, I won't let them destroy me, i won't let them rule me. i won't let this ME make who i am, it's not me but a mask, I've inherited this fleshbag, i don't know the reason, i don't know my will that i had before i came, but i won't let ME or my death, the after even this, mask, let me decide who what i am, will become. I won't limit myself as human, I will never be, no matter how many times i do this, no matter time i'm here, I won't let IT, I hate me that I AM, but noy myself, but the myself taht i am in here, This place, that i so disgusts, a filthy disgusting place, I hate everything that exists because, i don't need a reason to hate, but for that it exists to take my attention, i don't know the other word for it. It's to.. make me stay here, confused, scared, I'm not scared to be alone or not understood by anyone here, I know what I am, but i cannot word them, I don't know what i will become, I care, but at the same time i do not. what's the reason for the will to stay alone other than the desire to? I cannot see the light, I cannot see the darkness, but i waver not for I simply cannot see, I imagine, I believe that it exists and i give it a form. a symbol. how can one fear something that cannot be understood? what's wrong with being missunderstood and alone? time would be ones biggest torture. not the act of dying even, an act of torture by the second, a moment notice, End is endless, can i come to understand that time don't exists and do at the same it? can i understand the things most people can? I don't think so. what is there to understand? I need to set them out, draw the lines, I need order to things, but that's not what i want to talk about, I want to, i don't know what i want to talk about. i want the thoughts outside. outside where i cannot see them any longer. I'm not insane but there's no order either. I have to be Sane in an insane world with insane people. That's how it would be. I want to live, iwant to die, i know that it will always repeat, i'm put here for a reason, i reason that i can choose because that's what my fleshbaf wants, I moment of happiness, I know that this world is nothing compared to what will come. I'm not scared.

[Anonymous No.18987994]

>>18982239
this is my first time being on this board and it seems far more, how do i put it, sensecal? sensical? the antonym of nonsensical? than any other board ive come across. first time i've seen someone defend the gays here too. cozy, warm. my towel is wet.. but i am dry..

[Anonymous No.18988019]

>>18987950
What was really kino was the helicopter footage of their encampents being cleared out by cops. They basically built a primitive city. There permanent constructions going up. And of course all the neighborhoods bikes were seen in a big pile.
They were cleared out because their campfires kept escaping containment and threatening the area. It only took them a week to move back in and start again.

[Anonymous No.18988043]

>>18987954
>How could anybody like woman
>Good woman have males brains
You don't like women except for women who have male brains, because you are gay.

[Anonymous No.18988051]

>>18988019
Lmao where the fuck do you live? Sounds like a Terry Gilliam movie.

[Anonymous No.18988061]

>>18988051
Greater Los Angeles area

[Anonymous No.18988076]

>>18987954
>>18988043
>women
>have male brains
When did walk into /lbgdt/?

[Anonymous No.18988078]

>>18987994
Cocksucker niggerlover

[Anonymous No.18988083]

>>18988078
god damnit not again

[Anonymous No.18988087]

>>18988076
I'm a woman with male brains
<3
;)

[Anonymous No.18988094]

>>18988061
>LA
Ah, explains everything.

[Anonymous No.18988102]

>>18988087
You're making this quite hard on yourself Anon, and ofcourse me.. Soon you won't even be able to know what you are. just know what you feel like at the moment. you cannot change who you are. accept youself. don't give in into the mental illness.. this world is a filthy place. don't let that filthness destroy you! Me? I just want the voices to telling me that i'm somehow gay desu.

[Anonymous No.18988118]

What separates a brave person from a coward?
What went well in the childhood of a person so that they are brave in their youth and adulthood, and what went wrong in the childhood of a coward?
How come some people can cope with seemingly anything and never break, while others hide in their homes afraid to go outside?

[Anonymous No.18988125]

>>18988118
Unironically?
Cope.

[Anonymous No.18988127]

>>18988118
Have you ever seen a video of a wolverine or a goose

[Anonymous No.18988137]

I have come to realize the true nature of all the issues facing America, and I have the solution. How do I get people to enact my solution?

[Anonymous No.18988146]

>>18982239

Look at the shameless beast walking past. Does she not see what I see? Purposely displaying her defiance. Her way of getting back at the world that rejected her gluttonous indulgence in pleasure. Looking into her eyes making sure to not look too deeply into the black holes of her deep set eyes.

[Anonymous No.18988148]

>>18988102
>I just want the voices that's telling me that i'm somehow gay to stop desu. FIXED.

[Anonymous No.18988175]

>>18988102
No I'm ok, I'm not a tranny.

[Anonymous No.18988185]

>>18988127
If you are implying that it's simply in the genes, I still think growing up plays a significant role still.

[Anonymous No.18988189]

>>18988175
Ok. But you're still a tranny in my eyes Anon. kisses.

[Anonymous No.18988192]

>>18988137
could i hear your solution i'm curious

[Anonymous No.18988206]

I was playing persona and stumbled upon this shadow thing. Apparently its a jungian psychology term. I wonder what would my shadow act like.

[Anonymous No.18988222]

>>18988206
Persona games are all about taking terms and ideas from Jung. The shadow, the persona, the obsession with architypes through the use of tarot cards. It's pretty fun stuff anon.

[Anonymous No.18988242]

I have lost all will to work, give me a book that will make me care again. People's lives are at stake and I just want to take a nap.

[Anonymous No.18988252]

>>18983115
I'd say it provides for people greater exposure to things "immoral" or diametric to their own standing. For instance, homophobes in the past could've gone their whole life without meeting a gay rights supporter and vice versa. The internet allows a platform for both of these groups with mutual and equal accessibility to one another, fostering hate on either side. This prolonged exposure to that "other" no doubt makes it way into real life, esp if you grew up with the internet.

[Anonymous No.18988257]

>>18988118
A brave person has a more realistic relationship with pain

[Anonymous No.18988258]

>>18988189
Kisses.

[Anonymous No.18988265]

>>18988257
How did he establish it?

[Anonymous No.18988270]

>>18988192
Bring manufacturing and industry back to the States. This will perform several important functions. Firstly, high quality jobs and the like will return to America, solving the source of political tensions and inequalities. Secondly, it will shift the geopolitical landscape back to our favor. Look at China, they derive their power from being the world's factory. If everything was "Made in USA" like everything is currently "Made in China", we would be a great power again. We could do this easily by playing the currency devaluation game and by becoming protectionist. We could do it cleaner and with less environmental impact than China as well. It's a no-brainer. As far as I'm concerned, until we are the world's largest exporter of manufactured goods again, everything else is pointless. It's the only way forward.

[Anonymous No.18988318]

>>18988222
Oh yeah, the tarot is interesting too. I wonder if there are legitimate readers out there.

[Anonymous No.18988322]

>>18988252
I actually think "exposure to the other" is good. You guys may not realise this because this place is your little safe space where you all agree, but not for someone like me, I know you all essentially hate me for just existing - inb4 tranny, no I am not a tranny - yet I still frequent this place because I have nowhere else to go. I am constantly exposed to your hatred and now I understand the intricacies and vulnerabilities of your psyche, because you are laying bare all the thoughts you would never say out loud in real life, because you're a bunch of fucking cowards of course, so in the end I have the upper hand. I've been here for eight years and I know the people here so well that I even experience "empathy" for them at times. My point is I probably wouldn't think of you as complex individuals if I didn't talk to you every day, you would just be my enemies, but because I am "exposed to the other", I get the nuance.

[Anonymous No.18988323]

I hate women so much it is actually interfering with my day-to-day functioning

[Anonymous No.18988330]

>>18988322
I do the same with commie places on reddit. I then post about them on rdrama or /pol/ to get a kick out of it.
It's pretty funny

[Anonymous No.18988340]

I love women so much it is actually improving my day-to-day functioning

[Anonymous No.18988350]

>>18988323
Killing yourself is the solution. End the suffering.

[Anonymous No.18988356]

>>18988350
I cant. Suicide means i will reincarnate as a lower being, which could be a woman

[Anonymous No.18988363]

>>18988340
Me

[Anonymous No.18988365]

>>18988322
That's called making friends and being open minded you retarded nigger. I don't have to agree with you politically to be friends with you. Friendship transcends everything. You're mistaking this place for reddit or for the lowest of the low election tourist newfags who think 4chan is the staging point for culture war raids.

Why do you even think this place is monolithic? There's a guy here who posts ISIS and Al Qaeda shit unironically, alongside Catholic and Orthodox threads bickering about the filioque. In other friends they're probably friendly to eachother. Hell probably in those threads they are friendly enough to eachother.

[Anonymous No.18988370]

>>18988356
>le reincarnation new age doodoo
Cringe, what are you, a woman? Get the fuck out of here with this woman shit. Go to lolcow.

[Anonymous No.18988372]

>>18988365
>In other friends they're probably friendly to eachother.
I meant in other threads. Now I am the retarded nigger.

I don't even mind /leftypol/fags for their ideas, what sets them apart is when they are preemptively bitter and defensive, and try to cope with it by acting superior and pretentious which just makes it worse.

[Anonymous No.18988387]

>>18988222
Sounds demonic

[Anonymous No.18988390]

>>18988365
I'm not talking about ideological disagreements. I'm talking precisely people hating who you are. Not hating your politics. There are people out there who hate you, would assault you, and would love to kill you, for just being who you are.

>Friendship transcends everything.
Oh, yeah! Friendship is magic! Deluded cunt.

[Anonymous No.18988396]

>>18988322
Everyone irl knows i'm an angry sexist, racist, homo hater who desperately clings to christianity for meaning and reads philosophy to cope for droppinng out of college. I don't make a secret of any of it.

[Anonymous No.18988401]

>>18988365
Aristotle defines friendship as entering into a relationship transcendent of your own individual self with an aim toward a common good. People with vastly different worldviews and opinions literally cannot be friends

[Anonymous No.18988408]

>>18988396
Sounds sad as fuck, I would empathise, but I'd rather not stoop that low.

[Anonymous No.18988417]

>>18988408
Why? I have friends and hobbies and i'm pretty happy. I don't mask my thoughts and live a fake life. Its kind of liberating to not give a fuck.

[Anonymous No.18988427]

>>18987252
Good luck man, hope you get on with her well

[Anonymous No.18988428]

>>18988390
Those exist on 4chan like anywhere else but they're far more common in leftist circles where people are kept in permanent cognitive dissonance about how they're simultaneously the moral majority and the embattled minority, the good guys but also the smart hip "with it" elite who deserve to sneer at the plebs who can't get with the program, etc. It's why leftist groups always turn out to be run by rapists and sex predators, all those low testosterone men who present as non-threatening are actually mangled sociopaths with no organic sense of boundaries.

Self-respect and honesty both create strong communities and good friendships. Ironically all the things 4chan is famous for, like incel culture and racism, really thrive on other sites like reddit, where they find echo chambers and fester. 4chan incels are generally self deprecating, reddit incels are frequently monomanic cultists.

Friendship is magic, it's why I'm talking to you right now like the inexperienced and hopefully just underaged retard you are, but still a fellow human being, whereas if we were on reddit I'd be aligning with a bunch of downvoters and naysayers to ritualistically ostracize you. Then you'd go find another group with inverted values and ritualistically ostracize people like me when they turn up. Instead we can have this friendly conversation.

>>18988401
The common good is always greater than politics and even worldviews. I can disagree with someone on everything apparent, but know their soul is good beneath the appearances. Sometimes friendships may even end with the two of you on opposite ends of a battlefield, but you are still friends.

[Anonymous No.18988430]

Dear /wwyom/ and /lit/ anons, you are such a big part of my life, but, as established, we are definitely not friends, because everybody here fucking hates each other. So what are we?

[Anonymous No.18988438]

>>18988430
Buds, bud.

[Anonymous No.18988440]

>>18988417
>Why?
>desperately clings to christianity for meaning and reads philosophy to cope for droppinng out of college
This specific sentence evokes a profound sense of desolation.

[Anonymous No.18988444]

If you think about it, all the weird Jewish-only things that we can easily identify Jews by used to be way more common in the world. Before modernization, I'm sure almost every foreign country to your own would have some really weird stuff that surprised you, and Jews are just one of the only groups in the West to hold out so long because Christianity and Islam standardized everything so much

[Anonymous No.18988445]

>>18988430
I don't hate anyone, with the exception of GRRM.

[Anonymous No.18988448]

>>18988428
Let's say I was black or a woman, most people here would inherently hate me just for existing, yes or no?

[Anonymous No.18988459]

>>18988448
Well I do hate niggers and women, but some of my best friends are blacks and women. I also hate kikes and as a kike that can be difficult to deal with but I would say I'm my friend.

[Anonymous No.18988473]

>>18988459
>Well I do hate niggers and women, but some of my best friends are blacks and women.
But that is an infringement of your own integrity, you do realise?

[Anonymous No.18988479]

>>18988448
No. but if you think that you're better than us because you're a women or black, we will hate you. and if you try to force change in us(which the world(people in it) was the one who made us this way in the first place) we will despise your entire bloodline and now want you personally dead. Man wasn't born, but made. there's alot of people that try to push their own agenda. and try to deny the right of freespeech. to filter and spam. to divide and conquer..

[Anonymous No.18988487]

>>18988479
>No.
I change my thought on this matter.. Let me rephrase this.. I won't speak as ''We'', I'm ''Me'' and they're not ''Me''. I cannot speak as the whole for the mass. MY flesh is not pure enough.

[Anonymous No.18988489]

>>18988265
He embraces it

[Anonymous No.18988491]

>>18988440
Maybe on some very fundamental level my life feels meandering and directionless. I figured it was a just a condition of being in this generation. I have hope though. Its impossible to be a hopeless Christian even if God feels distant.
As for my day to day life, I guarantee it's preferable to the hopelessly isolated sad posters in this thread. I'm gonna go play soccer with friends at the park in a couple hours. Highlght of my week desu. Those kinds of social outings having dragged me out of the habit of drinking whiskey til 3 am every Saturday night.
I often think that my desolate mind state is really a production of my disposition. I withdraw into my mind, overthink, dwell on things and generally gravitate to the macarbe. I meet people and suddenly realize how retarded I am for being so brooding when I really don't have it all that bad. I told my dad once I would go live in a cave and he responded by telling the only cave i'm in is the one in my mind. If somehow I could escape the tendency to withdraw into myself I could actualize into a very successful and well liked person. People actually like me, which always shocks me to realize.
Thanks for reading my blog.

[Anonymous No.18988493]

>>18988479
I understand but this is not entirely the point. Scroll up. I was arguing with the other anon that some people bear such essential hatred for you that 1) there can be no talk of friendship 2) the hatred in itself cannot be changed.

[Anonymous No.18988500]

>>18988493
>Scroll up.
No. Sorry Anon. I didn't read and i won't, I need to sleep. maybe in another lifetime. just you and me..

[Anonymous No.18988503]

>>18988428
>The common good is always greater than politics and even worldviews
According to Aristotle, yo wrong. Humans are naturally political animals and every shared end in social in nature. The common good must be a political aim and without a shared grond on values achieving that aim is impossible

[Anonymous No.18988510]

>>18988500
Ok, good night then. Sleep well.

[Anonymous No.18988512]

>>18988500
Stop being a lazy fuck.

[Anonymous No.18988539]

>>18988512
Are you >>18985200 / >>18985714 lmao?

[Anonymous No.18988546]

>>18988539
No

[Anonymous No.18988549]

>>18988118
as someone who was never in a proper fight and is now 30, I think it would probably have been good to have been punched in the face at least once just so I wouldn't be so scared about it. that kind of experience helps, I think.

[Anonymous No.18988550]

For some news about my university I sometimes have to reactivate my facebook account. Watching the feed just makes me hate everything and I suspect this is a very common reaction.

[Anonymous No.18988554]

>>18988539
Yes

[Anonymous No.18988557]

>>18988550
Thats the intended reaction

[Anonymous No.18988567]

>>18988493
It's exceedingly rare. Almost all hateful people believe they are defending themselves from other hateful people(which may be true, it can go back and forth).

People who are really so vindictive they just want to see others suffer for no reason are not common imo.

[Anonymous No.18988570]

>>18982239
books are fucking boring and overhyped

[Anonymous No.18988571]

>>18988570
True, it's why I read VNs.

[Anonymous No.18988576]

>>18988571
never read a vn but i know what they are. they seem better than books but its still boring.

t. escape from tarkov player

[Anonymous No.18988578]

>>18988549
take up boxing you can go easy at first but still take a good amount of hits

[Anonymous No.18988581]

>>18988576
>escape from tarkov
nice

[Anonymous No.18988584]

>>18988578
Fighting is bad.

[Anonymous No.18988602]

>>18988576
>they seem better than books but its still boring.
Try Saya no uta, Swan song, Narcissu, Subahibi, Ever17, Atri

[Anonymous No.18988604]

>>18985499
more of a comment, really.

[Anonymous No.18988611]

>>18988604
on what?

[Anonymous No.18988617]

New thread
>>18988612

[Anonymous No.18988623]

>>18988570
You're right. Books are retarded, I don't read books. If I ever read books, it's only semiotics and post-structuralism and Russian history shit. Otherwise I just sit here and jerk off to my perverse imagination all day. Sometimes I do art.