How do I stop feeling like shit?

[Depressed cunt No.18912047]

When will this hell end? Why am I even alive? What am I? Why am I? Am I?
Why do I have to have this stupid brain?

[Anonymous No.18912065]

>>18912047
Deal with your problems to get rid of depression
This is not /lit/, go to /adv/

[Anonymous No.18912067]

>>18912047
it never ends you'll go back to the void until the conditions are just right and you'll plop back into existence

have fun

[Anonymous No.18912069]

>>18912047
Everyone is miserable and life is inherently a form of suffering. Even happiness is a form of suffering as it is a fleeting experience and you cant hold onto it, no matter how hard you try. Accept that fact and stop complaining about your life and replaying your own personal fable in your mind over and over. Start by focusing on the breath, tidying up your space and engaging in physical activity.

Stop whining.

[Depressed cunt No.18912077]

>>18912067
I hope you're fuckin wrong

[Anonymous No.18912084]

>>18912067
>>18912069
i will destroy this world

[Depressed cunt No.18912087]

>>18912069
I'll whine as much as I want and then I'll kill myself. Fuck life

Who knows, maybe tonight's the night. I've been trying for a while but I guess my survival instinct gets in the way

[Anonymous No.18912089]

The peculiar thing is that there is no obligation to give you a real answer, if one even exists.

[Depressed cunt No.18912094]

>>18912089
I just want it to end,I want to stop deluding me into thinking that it's gonna be better. It's not.

[Anonymous No.18912105]

>>18912084
Its easier to destroy than it is to build a better world for everyone.
>>18912087
Will you poop your pants and smear it all over your body too while youre at it?

[Anonymous No.18912123]

>When will this hell end?
when you can see heaven
what do you think heaven looks like?
> Why am I even alive?
you choose to live in every moment,becuase each moment we are in we create.
What would be a perfect moment?
> What am I?
questioning
> Why am I?
do you think there is just one reason? do you think there is just one I?
> Am I?
only the extent to which you project yourself
>Why do I have to have this stupid brain?
are you calling your brain stupid to the exclusion or inclusion to all other brains?

[Depressed cunt No.18912125]

>>18912105
>muh it's harder to build meme implying something harder to do has more inherent value than something that's easier
OH MY GOD.
WHO
THE HELL
CARES

[Depressed cunt No.18912137]

>>18912123
heaven doesn't exist, only hell, it's right here, right now

[Anonymous No.18912164]

>>18912123
FUCK THE FUCK OFF. PSEUD.

[Anonymous No.18912174]

>>18912047
If you accept it and stop trying to fix it, you'll stop feeling guilty about posting on 4chan and wanking all day, thus enabling you to genuinely enjoy it again.

[« Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ » !!bGBGaUpA8kS No.18912182]

>>18912047
At first you may need a laxative, but don’t rely on them. Switch to fruits like apples. Three or four a week at least. Cut back on bready things, like the enriched flour products. Smaller portions, and periodic fasting are also good for you (say twice a year, just a day of nothing but water).

>why am I alive?
Life is a weird kind of gift from no one. You are a piece of the universe looking at itself. Enjoy it while it lasts. It’s amazing and there’s too much to do.

Did you want a book recommendation?

[Anonymous No.18912185]

>>18912047
I'm gonna pray for you, OP. Hope you start feeling better fren.

[Anonymous No.18912189]

>>18912094
Deluding yourself oppositewise is equally retarded. Maybe if you extrapolate entirety into things you’ll get a little better bearing. All roads lead to Rome

[Depressed cunt No.18912212]

>>18912182
>Life is a weird kind of gift from no one. You are a piece of the universe looking at itself.
Yeah the universe can shove the gift up arse. A dead universe is preferable.

> It’s amazing and there’s too much to do
Yeah for mindless organic machines who like to experience similar experiences with a thousand slight variations. It's so retarded it's maddening. I feel like screaming every time some retard says this.

[Depressed cunt No.18912220]

>>18912189
Learning how to deal with life is cope for not being able to end your life. Because you're programmed to be scared of death.

[Anonymous No.18912222]

>>18912220
Stop being a hypocrite, if you would

[Depressed cunt No.18912231]

>>18912222
I'm trying to kill myself ok? I'm not a hypocrite, it's just so fuckin hard

[Anonymous No.18912235]

>>18912137

you call it hell becuase you are powerless and feel rejected.
you come here to troll others as a will to power and you feel accepted here.
heaven and hell exist in the same place.
its you who doesnt see the light behind the surface.
its there
i assure you.
quit thinking everything is shit just so you can fit in with the turds.

[Anonymous No.18912242]

>>18912220
What makes you feel bad?

[« Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ » !!bGBGaUpA8kS No.18912251]

>>18912212
Don’t you post obscene pictures at me.
Read this and rewire your poor head.

[Depressed cunt No.18912255]

>>18912235
you're grossly missunderstanding the situation. I'm merely a piece of shit who wants to die but can't bring himself to finally do it, so I'm bringing misery to everyone I can, because why not? I'm gonna fuckin die, and it's entertaining.

>light behind the surface
can you cope any harder? You're just an organic machine who thinks itself special. Simple as.

[Anonymous No.18912257]

>>18912231
You’re trying to avoid stuff and I guarantee it’ll never work how you intend to because of genie but now you know.

[Anonymous No.18912261]

>>18912069
>Even happiness is a form of suffering as it is a fleeting experience and you cant hold onto it, no matter how hard you try
Low-tier cope

[Depressed cunt No.18912270]

>>18912242
Fuck if I know, I just can't bear listening to people. I smoke weed all day and take benzos to sleep but that's not doing it for me any more. I need morpha, but docniggers won't prescribe it

[Anonymous No.18912278]

>>18912212
>A dead universe is preferable
A dead universe means that one has no room for self reflection and improvement. Even if you yourself fall into the same mistakes, having the choice of how you act in the future is what makes life worthwhile
>I smoke weed all day and take benzos to sleep, and I don't know why I'm depressed
Well golly fuckin gee ain't that a headscratcher

[Depressed cunt No.18912283]

>>18912257
Look, retard. I guarantee you we're two sides of the same coin, and the coin's going to flip some day for you. Keep coping

[Anonymous No.18912289]

>>18912283
Eh, you’ll finger it out eventually.

[Anonymous No.18912292]

>>18912212
>A dead universe is preferable
A dead universe means that one has no room for self reflection and improvement. Even if you yourself fall into the same mistakes, having the choice of how you act in the future is what makes life worthwhile
>>18912270
>I smoke weed all day and take benzos to sleep, and I don't know why I'm depressed
Well golly gee ain't that a headscratcher
I don't know about the benzos to sleep, but you'll definitely be better off without weed for the foreseeable future (assuming you replace weed time with something more productive to yourself)

[Depressed cunt No.18912295]

>>18912278
>self reflection and improvement.
WHAT'S THE POINT, IMPROVEMENT TOWARDS WHAT? MISTAKES WITHIN WHICH CONTEXT? ENDLESS FUCKIN SURVIVAL UNTIL YOU'RE TOO OLD TO EVEN KNOW WHO YOU ARE? I FEEL LIKE I'M LOSING MY MIND TALKING TO YOU.

I SMOKE WEED BECAUSE IT MAKES LIFE SLIGHTLY MORE BEARABLE.

[Anonymous No.18912308]

>>18912255
you wish you were a person that could kill themselves.
becuase that person has the courage to do it.
and you are still a coward who cares too much.
and you have high standars becuase you spent most of your life in a classroom

[Depressed cunt No.18912310]

>>18912292
>>18912295
Here you fuckin autist. You had to make another message for it to be flawless didn't ya

[Anonymous No.18912330]

>>18912069
>tidying up your space

[Anonymous No.18912331]

>>18912295
>IMPROVEMENT TOWARDS WHAT?
Happiness for yourself which will then spread to others around you
>MISTAKES WITHIN WHICH CONTEXT?
For you, using weed to make life "slightly more bearable" when in reality all it does is make you miserable when you don't have it.
>ENDLESS FUCKIN SURVIVAL UNTIL YOU'RE TOO OLD TO EVEN KNOW WHO YOU ARE?
No, moreso survival until you can be surrounded by friends and loved ones (for me at least, it can vary from one to another), which would hopefully be the fruits of what you spent a lot of your life cultivating.
>I SMOKE WEED BECAUSE IT MAKES LIFE SLIGHTLY MORE BEARABLE.
Judging by your posts, weed is not doing that for you.

>>18912310
The true autist is, always, the one who spergs and types in all caps. Mashallah

[Depressed cunt No.18912333]

>>18912308
>too coward to kill yourself
Stop talking about shit you don't know anything about. I've literally tried to hang myself and my roommate found me before I could finish the job. I've also tried to OD on benzos, but they rushed me to the hospital. I wish people would just stay the fuck away and let me finish.

[Anonymous No.18912356]

>>18912333
It's just not your time.
What, you thought they found you by accident?

[Depressed cunt No.18912370]

>>18912331
>until you can be surrounded by friends and loved ones
>muh I don't want to die alone fear
The ultimate cope for death. It's no wonder noone wants to be alone and feels lonely, because we have survived to become apex predators in communities, not alone, and as a result of that, that fear of loneliness has become imprinted in our amygdala, closely tied to that of death itself. You're still spending life coping about death, giving life "meaning" before the inevitable happens. A speck of dust in the endless space and time of the universe. A literal organic machine that's unable to stop doing what its causal rules dictate, no different from the flow of electricity from a negatively charged ion to a positively charged one, no different than the flow of a river downhill due to gravity. You are what you're fated to be, whether you realise it or not. You're just here to experience it, but the choice is already made.

[Depressed cunt No.18912398]

>>18912356
Nothing happens by accident, but that doesn't imply it has meaning. It just means you're in a universe with cohessive rules.

[Anonymous No.18912417]

>>18912398
whats you kik?

[Anonymous No.18912437]

>>18912370
The reason I want to have loved ones when i die isn’t because I’m afraid of death, but because it’ll make me happy to know I left something positive in the world before the inevitable.
>You're still spending life coping about death, giving life "meaning" before the inevitable happens
The entire point of our minds and actions is to try to give life meaning for ourselves before we pass. Even if that meaning fades along with our consciousness, I don’t see how that makes it not worth putting in the effort for.
Without putting in that effort we end up as an aimless, spiteful and depressed being like yourself. Hope you feel happier in the future

[Depressed cunt No.18912468]

>>18912437
>The entire point of our minds and actions is to try to give life meaning for ourselves before we pass.
Wrong. The point of having a brain is so you can move the body to procure food. Simple as.
The human brain is an aberration soon to be corrected.

> Even if that meaning fades along with our consciousness, I don’t see how that makes it not worth putting in the effort for.
Maybe the fact that it'll all be destroyed in the not so far future?

>Without putting in that effort we end up as an aimless, spiteful and depressed being like yourself.
So you make an effort in order to live a life where you were too busy to think about how pointless that effort was. If you can't see stupidity of this, I don't know what else to tell you.

> it’ll make me happy to know I left something positive in the world
I guess you can die thinking what "positive" thing you left for the world is gonna last. How's that not a coping mechanisn?

[Anonymous No.18912492]

>>18912468
you like to simplify things dont you
we have biological processes in the brain and have the capability of exuctive functioning and metacognition.

do you think about your own thinking?

[Anonymous No.18912507]

>>18912468
>So you make an effort in order to live a life where you were too busy to think about how pointless that effort was
The effort isn't pointless is what I'm saying, and thinking about the fleeting nature of life is not the same as thinking that it's pointless in itself.
>I guess you can die thinking what "positive" thing you left for the world is gonna last
The positive thing I leave is other people who can make decisions for themselves about what is right or wrong. Being part of their lives is enough.
>How's that not a coping mechanisn?
Is anything except utter depression and hate towards the world and nature of life and death the only non-cope answer to you?
>The human brain is an aberration soon to be corrected.
Kek, are you sure you don't belong on r/nihilism? They'll eat your shit up over there I'm sure.

Maybe read Dosto, if we want to bring the topic back to /lit/. Brothers Karamazov got me out of a similar-thinking funk a few years ago, but your mileage may vary.

[Anonymous No.18912530]

>>18912047
I imagine you sitting in a dark, cluttered room with dirty plates or disposable dinner trays stacked and empty bottles.

[Depressed cunt No.18912540]

>>18912492
Hence why I said the brain is an aberration because it's gone beyond its original purpose

[Anonymous No.18912547]

>>18912540
Apparently it hasn’t because you haven’t found a new purpose for yours, yet.

[Anonymous No.18912564]

>>18912125
Who the hell cares about your threats of suicide? Just fucking do it already and stop shitting up this board

[Anonymous No.18912570]

>>18912231
>abloobloobloo
useless pussy

[Anonymous No.18912589]

>>18912047
No matter how bad you feel it will never be comparable to the suffering you would endure at the hands of mother nature. Learn to appreciate that. As for advice? Simply learn to suffer usefully.

[Depressed cunt No.18912619]

>>18912547
You stupid fuck. The only purpose is feeding the body and having sex so you can spread your particular genetics. Everything else is an aberration.

>>18912507
Dosto is overrated

[Anonymous No.18912674]

>>18912619
What have you read from him?

[Anonymous No.18913109]

>>18912619
>The only purpose is feeding the body and having sex so you can spread your particular genetics
Has it occurred to you that this worldview is making you miserable?

[Anonymous No.18913297]

What a boring cunt, just off yourself already