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[Anonymous No.18794233]

[Anonymous No.18794249]

fpbp

[Anonymous No.18794263]

>>18794249
fpbp

[Anonymous No.18794292]

Twinks.

[Anonymous No.18794339]

>>18794292
<3

[Anonymous No.18794408]

>>18794233
So beautiful, the world is! And how drab our little towns are in comparison. The highways snaking across the land almost seem as poison spreading through the veins of the earth. and yet, it has saved us from the sort of struggle for survival our ancestors experienced. Make no mistake, it was a nasty, uncomfortable sort of life that would never be chosen by someone who has experienced it. Yet, were they happier in the natural world? This is the question that must be asked.

[Anonymous No.18794447]

. I had a dream about a Joe Rogan podcast. Rogan was talking with another person about Ben Shapiro. Apparently, Shapiro had said the N-word and was in trouble for it. There was some sort of international outcry that Rogan was discussing. He said that after Shapiro said the N-word, the stock market went into free fall. He also said that prices for commodities went up. An example he gave was laundry detergent. Rogan said that the price for detergent had doubled, and its quality fell. He said after Shapiro said the N-word, his clothes became less colorful because of the poor, and expensive detergent. Rogan also said that computer hackers stood outside of his house with laptops, even though he was not the one who said the N-word. Shapiro walked into the room, and Rogan asked if he was okay. He looked thin and pale, and he was drenched in sweat. He talked and moved in a very shaky manner. All he said was "no", then he left the room.

[Anonymous No.18794489]

>>18794447
This is why I don't understand online political commentators.
What purpose do they serve, except amplifying their own echo chambers, acting like a bunch of fucking clowns and getting involved into petty drama? (-> Debord's Society of Spectacle)

I semi-watched Tim Pool's new livestreams by curiosity, and sweet Jesus, he went from being a bugman Bernie Bruh to a desperate Qcumber / MAGAtard. To me, it doesn't make sense.

I'm starting to wonder if the Chud Skeptics and Commiefags of BreadTube are linked to a CIA-funded program to brainwash the American youth through brainless emotional drivel.

[Anonymous No.18794507]

>>18794233
uncut
unvaccinated
unstoppable

[Anonymous No.18794509]

>>18794233
I cry for the silliest things now, everyday. This isn't healthy.

[Anonymous No.18794520]

>>18794489
It's probably 50% that, 50% just a sign of the times, the times being that everyone is a histrionic fag whose highest aspiration is to get attention and popularity in some eternal high school conception of reality. Successful people can't even think of things to do with themselves anymore aside from hang out with other successful people and get into petty drama like you said.

The modern version of conspicuous consumption isn't even some Hugh Hefner shit, or old school rock stars burning out and going to India to have mystical awakenings, it's just instagram famous zoomers trying to act like rappers and doing childish shit like buying gold plated video game consoles. They don't even like it.

The internet made everybody like this because it makes life feel like high school, a kind of holding pen or waiting room of life, where there are rituals and rhythms but nothing ever really matters, so you pass the time by babbling and gossiping about people you would otherwise have no reason to care about. I used to think the one other option was to be an Elon Musk guy, LARP as a modern Howard Hughes, but look at him too, he's started dating some mentally retarded pothead twitter girl who was social media famous 10 years ago and acting like a teenage girl himself.

[Anonymous No.18794528]

>>18794233
Living with a woman is a horrible experience. They get jaded so fast when they don't get their way and are just passive aggressive all the time. In the process of kicking one out of my place. It's like having Stockholm Syndrome

[Anonymous No.18794534]

>>18794528
You ever been in the middle of an entire day being ruined by your woman acting like a sulking child and suddenly think "what the fuck am I doing with my life"

Sometimes I try to force my brain to see them as adults and it shocks me how different it is, how accustomed I am to letting them act like kids.

[Anonymous No.18794543]

I need to clean my room. Bucko.

[Anonymous No.18794553]

>>18794534
Yeah man, over nothing, over something super trivial. I am tired of it. The pettiness. The entitlement. I have made this woman's life a lot easier and she has no concept of gratitude really. She just started to help out with bills. Paying me a measly $200 a month. I want her to move out and be her own and see how much sympathy the world show her.

[Anonymous No.18794554]

>>18794534
I'm pretty sure my brother in law feels like this every day. If he were to cheat on my sister I would feel bad about her but I would empathize with him, too.

[Anonymous No.18794559]

Hold up; wait a second, I got a question: Is there a guy out there walking around called Peanuts?

[Anonymous No.18794563]

i have become weak. fucking kms weak ass soi boi

[Anonymous No.18794567]

>>18794534
And then when you finally get rid of them, you'll probably want them back.

[soursore !!5HEGfvI0zIR No.18794575]

Under a tapestry of men at arms scaling a high ridge in Roman regalia, I sit brooding and stare at nothing.
What can bring a copious amount of insanity to me, brewing ever under my scalp.
A humanity of itches to be scratched, a turbulent fire unscathed by boiling Halcyon waters of the past.
I am a turbo dorkly man, of middle wit, and no courtesan.
I fly to one, and then another, looking for a devil or angelic hovering over my every mood,
like a saint or a demon worshipper might do.
I surrender every day, I progress in half hearted way.
I admit I am better than I was, but my corpse shall be far better served in repose
If I had died at twenty-four years old.

[Anonymous No.18794599]

>>18794507
>unvaccinated
Even as a kid? You're probably one of the few unautistic people on /lit/ lol.

[Anonymous No.18794659]

Under a tapestry of dicks scaling a high ridge in Roman regalia, I sit shitting and stare at nothing.
What can bring a copious amount of insanity to my mother, brewing ever under my bald spot.
A humanity of itches to be scratched, a turbulent fire unscathed by boiling jew waters of the past.
I am a turbo dorkly man, of middle wit, and no gf.
I surrender every day, I get invaded by assfucking arabs.
I admit I am better than my mother, but my corpse shall be far better served in sauce
If I had eaten less dicks.

[Anonymous No.18794675]

she excavated out of me—every thing... I now lay— groundless, serenely falling into a pitch of darkness that continues to minimize me.

I'll no sooner than later be evaporated.

[Anonymous No.18794679]

>>18794233
God bless everyone. It'll all work out.

[soursore !!5HEGfvI0zIR No.18794688]

>>18794659
you'll be hearing from my lawyer, monke

[Anonymous No.18794841]

We haven't been together for over a month now, it ended because of circumstances, i plan to reach out to her on the 14th, she told me that we'll see how we feel when the circumstances are more favorable, I've been waiting ever-since .

[Anonymous No.18794844]

Internet is dead,
Gorilla marketing is half,
Other half is censorship.

[Anonymous No.18794869]

>>18794844
Please elaborate on this

[Anonymous No.18794930]

My life was a mistake. Im not suited for this life.

[Anonymous No.18794954]

>>18794447
Your mind has been poisoned

[Anonymous No.18794971]

>>18794520
Musk has always been this way, and Grimes isn't (or wasn't, anyway) just some twitter girl

>>18794528
>>18794534
>>18794553
You get what you deserve desu

>>18794844
>gorilla marketing
That explains why I've been craving bananas lately

[Anonymous No.18794997]

The entire world will be English-speaking in the future. Other languages will be used for art/cultural/religious expression, but they will be the domain of hobbyists and the like. For all daily business and media, English will be the only language.

[Anonymous No.18795029]

>>18794520
Grimes wasn't just social media famous. She was pretty well known after Visions and pitchforkfags hyped the shit out of Art Angels.

[Anonymous No.18795068]

>>18794489
>CIA-funded program to brainwash the American youth through brainless emotional drivel.
lol it's not 1965 pal. the CIA is busy flying drones in Libya and the FBI just hangs around online looking for "incels" and "jihadis" to bust. it's all pretty simple: Silicon Valley funds all of the e-celeb political commentators, of every ideology because ideology isn't worth a damn,, gives them partnerships, ads, and privileges, because brainwashing is big, easy money and easy cultural brownie points when the leftist bleating comes out on top.

[Anonymous No.18795079]

She's actually the boss's niece!
So now you're part of the family

[Anonymous No.18795095]

>>18795068
>police and military budgets continue to rise
>abortion bans either passed or in progress in several states
>corporate power consolidated, labor rights weakened
>THE LEFT IS TOTALLY WINNING GUYZ
lol

[Anonymous No.18795106]

>>18795068
>funds all of the e-celeb political commentators, of every ideology because ideology isn't worth a damn,, gives them partnerships, ads, and privileges
They literally ban right-wingers though

[Anonymous No.18795118]

>>18795106
And yet I still can't avoid hearing about them or their ideas. It's theater, retard. People go apeshit for "dissident" ideas.

[Anonymous No.18795128]

I'm committing to this moustache.

[Anonymous No.18795143]

>>18795128
I committed to a mustache last year, it was a great decision

[Anonymous No.18795198]

Life is dismal now. All you need to be happy is to be part of a healthy community, and that's no longer possible in much of the world.

[Anonymous No.18795200]

>>18794930
>>18794679

[Anonymous No.18795318]

>>18794869
Gorilla marketing,
Like regular advertising,
Except gayer,
More deceitful,
Imagine Reddit,
Shilling of all kinds.

[Anonymous No.18795351]

My body looks like absolute dog shit.

[Anonymous No.18795361]

>>18795198
What is a healthy community exactly?

[Anonymous No.18795385]

>>18795361
If you are looking for a literal, fact based thing, as if you are some alien observing the human race, rather than thinking more holistically like a human would, someone with a soul, the most unambiguous and inarguable metric would probably be birthrate or suicide rate.

[Anonymous No.18795425]

>>18794971
Do we really anon? Do we? I know alot of faggots walking around with shit they didn't earn. It's burgerland. You get what you take here.

[Anonymous No.18795446]

>>18795425
You deserve what you take, accept that or stop bitching

>JJGAY

[Anonymous No.18795453]

>>18794844
Gorilla marketing is like gorilla warfare, right?

[Anonymous No.18795458]

On the side of the Circle of High Peaks,
Mournful, yonder, the sons of the Western Land stood
Like a great forest burnt to the roots,
The wind of the night rising unto the cairns,
Far apart, scorched, brown,
Leafless and loud.
The man was knelt under an oak far off;
His slow eyes were his.
The wind moved up his hair.
When he, who watched the ocean, came
Great one, son of the bard.

[Anonymous No.18795464]

>>18795198
THERE IS NO AND NEVER WAS SUCH A THING AS "A HEALTHY COMMUNITY", FAGGOT

[Anonymous No.18795477]

>>18795385
>bIrThRaTe
Africa and India are healthy communities? Just neck yourself

[Anonymous No.18795530]

>>18795361
Cohesive, high social trust, common purpose, shared rituals, strong heritage and traditions, promotes moral behaviour etc...

[Anonymous No.18795540]

>>18795464
There was until very recently you atomised slave.

[Anonymous No.18795556]

My grandpa who has cancer beat me in bowling his first time playing even though I'm in a league. He was easily throwing the 16 lb. ball 20MPH, and I could only throw the 14 lb. ball 13MPH.

[Anonymous No.18795639]

This shit book is only stating what every dumb normie already believes. This is cheap propaganda and nothing more.

[Anonymous No.18795663]

>>18794233
sick of working desu

[Anonymous No.18795711]

>>18795385
I was just wanting to know what you consider a healthy community to look like.

[Anonymous No.18795761]

DAME DA NEEEEEE!
DAME YOOO!
DAAAME NANO YOOOOO!
ANTA GAAA!
SUKI DE!
SUKI SUGITEEEEE!
DORE DAKEEE!
TSUYOI OSAAAKE DEEEEMOOOOO!
Yugamanaiii....
Omoide ga....
Baka mitai....

[Anonymous No.18795772]

>Mfw the entire OT is just plagiarized middle and near eastern stories
>the Greeks wrote the whole thing except for a handful of books written by Russian Orthodox in the 13th-14th centuries

[Anonymous No.18795799]

>>18795761
Baka Mitai just hits different. Being someone who actually was in the situation described, it never fails to make me tear up.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g3jCAyPai2Y

[Anonymous No.18795812]

>>18795799
I'll poor one out to you, Kiryu-san

[Anonymous No.18795823]

>>18794528
sounds like you got walked on son.
i've lived with girls my whole life and it's never been an issue because i don't let their petty shit fly.

[Anonymous No.18795858]

>>18795453
The common usage of gorilla marketing is when something is being sold in a way that's supposed to appear natural. Let's say BAP, or his agent, was posting 4chan threads about his book, that is gorilla marketing. I use it a bit looser because I think the essence of it is closer to gorilla warfare. Ideological shilling, affiliate marketing, and concealed paid promotion all fall under the term, I think.

[Anonymous No.18795899]

This soul-crushing numbness and loneliness would have all been worth it in the end.
I have engaged in all this esoteric thinking in vain.
I will not get absorbed into the gloop.
Something somewhere is worth getting out of bed for.

[Anonymous No.18795901]

>>18795477
Did you read my post at all? A soulless community can still be healthy in the same way you'd call an ant farm healthy.. But I think you are right so include death rate to the equation. A function of DR, BR, and SR is probably close enough to deduce health.

[Anonymous No.18795903]

>>18795899
it's the hope for a better tomorrow that gets you out of bed whether you acknowledge it or not

[Anonymous No.18795907]

>>18795899
*I have not engaged in all this esoteric thinking in vain.

[Anonymous No.18795910]

I havent pooped in 2 days despite eating a lot of fiber

[Anonymous No.18795920]

>>18795910
it might be the fiber itself that's preventing you from pooping. one thing fiber-memers don't tell you is that you need to drink a metric ton of water if you want it to actually clear your bowels. I'm talking like at least 1.5 litres.

[Anonymous No.18795935]

>>18795920
I drink a shitload of water, but ive also been sporting a lot the last few days so maybe i just sweat too much off

[Anonymous No.18795950]

It will all make sense, I promise.

[Anonymous No.18795955]

What do you guys think is the answer to the Fermi paradox?

[Anonymous No.18795979]

>>18795955
I think complex life is incredibly rare in the universe over space and time, simple life slightly less so, and that there is no Fermi paradox. I think 20th century astronomers and writers were vastly overoptimistic about the chances of life and that the more we learn about the universe and how life forms, the more and more we'll see how rare it is. For example, tidal locking: if you just assume planets form and there's a zone of habitability around an average star, you'd assume there should be life everywhere. But looking in more detail at exoplanetary systems and how they work, we see there are processes like tidal locking that we didn't consider before that make life more and more unlikely to appear in any given star system. The Drake equation, to me, is in immense stupidity.

[Anonymous No.18796009]

>>18795955
god elephants are so fucking cute

[Anonymous No.18796019]

>>18795910
add a little too much salt to your water and drink it. trust me, greeks used to do this to clean out for pederasty

[Anonymous No.18796025]

>>18796019
doesn't salt make your body hold on to water though? how does that help with moving bowels?

[Anonymous No.18796115]

People will never abandon religion so long as they have imagination. I think the religious attitude is first of all characterized as skepticism toward the present as given.

[Anonymous No.18796118]

Where's butterfly <:3

[Anonymous No.18796121]

>>18794233
My roommates just went out to party. They invited me, but I said no: I have been to parties before and all of the time I just end up feeling akward and out of place. I want to enjoy life, but I know I can't enjoy parties as much as others do.
I could read Nietzsche now, I could play guitar, like I've been doing in the last week, but I don't really know what to do. I don't want to just sit and masturbate like I've done during a large portion of my teenagehood. I'm in my 20s now, yet I feel as if I hadn't lived at all. Wasted all of my time in front of books, computer screens and playing music, things that always end up leading me nowhere.
I'm a little horny, maybe I could download an app and try to find some bitches while my friends are away, they will probably be out for like 6 hours. I don't know, sex seems like such a strange thing to be honest. I have seen it many times, I have imagined it countless times, I've written about it, yet I can't imagine myself doing it for real, I can't explain why, but it seems like a weird thing, like being in a relationshio aswell.

[Anonymous No.18796129]

>>18796115
Not towards the present- towrds the self. Religion stems from a lack of faith in the wholeness, strength and goodness of the self. The lack of faith in the world follows after, as it's a projection of it.

[Anonymous No.18796141]

>>18796129
That's right, though. There is no wholeness in the self. You might feel that way momentarily, but you can't live that way. "I am good enough."

[Anonymous No.18796152]

>>18796121
Sex isn't the answer to everything.
Go on vacation somewhere new.

[Anonymous No.18796196]

People in this shithole of a country will go out and yell on the streets every year about how we need free university for everyone but I swear 99% of these people do not study until the last day. I get it, they just want the degree, But this is just too much. It seems to me everyone is pretending to care about education but they all hate actually hate it.
How normal is this in other countries? Is everyone like this? Or just shitholes like this?

[Anonymous No.18796206]

>>18796141
Hence why you and society at large will never escape the shadow of religion. We have all been indoctrinated to think in self-doubting terms. The first thing your parents teach you from birth as a way to pass on their values is shame, after all. And the first thing society teaches you when you try to integrate into it is shame also. These are all baggages from religion that go back thousands of years ago, and the same pattern has been found even in distant cultures. "Man is weak and incomplete". This is the prime axiom of all religions, it is specifically the prime drive for it. "There is something you're missing, and you need to make yourself whole, but it can't be found in you, only outside of you". Whether it's Abrahamic, Hinduist, Buddhist, Paganist, etc. They all have the same premise. Thus the projection of the inner follows: "The WORLD is incomplete and false".

The ultimate blight of the human is that he's an intelligent, mindful animal born into an intelligenceless, mindless world. He was met with many unknown phenomona, and projected his own intellected onto them for an explanation, for he does not mindlessness, he does not know the lack of "deliberate". But then he didn't stop there, he didn't just ascribe external phenomena to a projected intelligence, but also his very own. He could not understand why HE'S intelligent and mindful and why the rest of the world isn't. "Surely this is by design! Why is there nothing else like me?! It must have been planned!". The sad truth of it he's simply a sheer abberation, a total outlier of probabilities, an unplanned accident, in a world where accidents like him are rare and nowhere to be found in his vicinity.

[Anonymous No.18796214]

>>18796206
his own intellect onto them*
he does not know mindlessness*

[Anonymous No.18796226]

>>18796121
What does enjoying life look like to you?

[Anonymous No.18796227]

>>18796206
>indoctrinated
>society teaches us
What makes you think --since these feelings are universal -- that they are the product of social construction?

[Anonymous No.18796231]

I’ll roll again tomorrow

[Anonymous No.18796235]

>>18796227
Did you stop two sentences in before I proceeded to explain exactly that? I won't indugle your questioning if you can't even be arsed to read a couple paragraphs.

[Anonymous No.18796243]

>>18795858
It's "guerilla" you absolute waste

[Anonymous No.18796247]

>>18796235
Do you really think religion invented shame? Why?

[Anonymous No.18796248]

pump and dump greta thunberg

[Anonymous No.18796257]

>>18796247
Holy-
OK. Can't even read through the first paragraph let alone the second. Imagine my shock: people on the reading board are too lazy to read. I'll call it off here.

[Anonymous No.18796270]

>>18796257
It's a difficult question, isn't it? I have never found an atheist that doesn't get extremely frustrated with this question.

[Anonymous No.18796273]

>>18796270
I think everyone would be frustrated with people who don't read, regardless of spiritual leanings.

[Anonymous No.18796293]

kinnae sleep
boiling a fuckload of eggs, I'm hungry
transformative period in my life. I've had like 9 weeks off from uni. my social life is shifting, getting close to new people, drifting from old people. My way of life is changing. Uni starts in about 3-4 weeks, not sure exactly. Feels weird that I'll be back to reading a couple of hours per day. The class I'm taking is supposedly pretty easy though. Working out a lot. Feels good.
Thinking about Vajrayana buddhism.
Also thinking about where and how I could find a wife. I don't want to marry anyone who isn't thoroughly religious but I'm a syncretic myself and I imagine there aren't a lot of us, especially that aren't just hippies.
Thinking about mindfulness as monotheism, as non-duality in practice.
Wish I could lose my gut. but I think I probably will, God willing.

[Anonymous No.18796345]

https://voca.ro/12JIPDFxwslm

[Anonymous No.18796368]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0BvfVM0sBfI

[Anonymous No.18796406]

I asked my friend to give me a premise for a story. I never wrote before, but I promised I would.

[Anonymous No.18796417]

WEED

[Anonymous No.18796418]

>>18796293
>syncretic
You're a hippy, dude, just accept it. Just because there are retarded hippies doesn't invalidate the idea just like you can't use retarded atheists to invalidate unbelief. Just find a hippy girl who isn't a retard who gets hurt by your thoughts on angels.

[Anonymous No.18796425]

I don't hate zoomers at all.

[Anonymous No.18796429]

I've found myself in a trap. A trap laid for me long before I'd known there could even be such a thing. It seems to be of my own design, or rather my own inadequacies prevent my escape. Its interesting, sometimes, inside of here. Though mostly I wish to be free.

[Anonymous No.18796433]

www.youtube.com/watch?v=MNMi8fXi5Os

[Anonymous No.18796579]

>>18796025
I think it has to do with timing, maybe. Or it makes it easier to hydrate because you wont pee out the water as easily. It's why you can't survive on ocean water. IDK how but it helps https://www.livestrong.com/article/130517-dangers-salt-water-cleanse/

[Anonymous No.18796600]

>>18796243
oh kek. but it sounds like gorilla...

[Anonymous No.18796613]

>>18796600
It's from guerre (war) and not all English accents can do that.

[Anonymous No.18796639]

>>18794233
I can hear the tinny, gaudy jangle of zoomerhop through the open window. Why the fuck do they all sound like dying robotic frog croaks

[Anonymous No.18796665]

>>18796639
>zoomerhop through the open window. Why the fuck do they all sound like dying robotic frog croaks
Anon you can't blame sooners for that. Whatever the fuck they're listening to, their parents listened to this www.youtube.com/watch?v=68ugkg9RePc

[Anonymous No.18796670]

>>18796665
*Zoomers lol

[Anonymous No.18796673]

I am actually okay with the DB theme.

[Anonymous No.18796688]

I love to come to this website drunk and high. Post some half baked bullshit and then wake up to all the replies.

[Anonymous No.18796697]

>>18796688
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GNWw2NFo_ec

[Anonymous No.18796722]

>>18796613
when the day comes i hope u will join me in roping each and every guerrilla marketer, my spanish hombre

[Anonymous No.18796726]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UzXmcrA6TK4

[Anonymous No.18796729]

>>18796722
can't help you miho I like graffiti

[Anonymous No.18796752]

>>18794233
Wow. This board went to fucking dog shit faster then what his name at reddit died.

[Anonymous No.18796773]

eh shut up

[the xi jinping of weed smoking !!oqyjkIO5smI No.18796789]

"Its that time of the day again" he thought, "it is time for me to smoke weed and drink beer." He quickly switched to the /lit/ tab open on his browser to post those exact words. It had become somewhat of a tradition to let the other anons know, hopefully so they could join him and they could all telepathically let loose together. Now freed from his final obligations for the day, he grabbed the joint off his desk and headed for the garage where his beer was sitting in the fridge waiting for him. Moments later he slid into his slippers and stepped out into his backyard where the cool breeze of the night greeted him nicely. With a cartoonish doobie hanging out of his mouth and a six pack of Miller dangling from his hand, he made his way over to the lawn chair and plopped himself down comfortably. After a few seconds everything was now in play; the joint was lit, the beer was open, and Dumb Blonde by Dolly Parton(https://youtu.be/_8xlt7P1cuo)) was playing off his phone. After taking a cold and refreshing sip, he smiled and a thought suddenly came to him. "Why be a low life when you can settle for the Miller High Life?"

Happy Friday everyone. I hope you are all having a wonderful night.

[Anonymous No.18796830]

I was an asshole today cuz i was sick of this guys shit. It's not his fault he has some annoying traits, he congenitally lacks the reflection to see it. He's all run and gun. So I ran over him and gunned him so he'd know what it felt like and ease up on the gas a bit.

I feel kinda shitty about it, but we'd hit a crossroads. I couldn't keep on like this, so now he knows to chill. Guess I just gotta let those feelings ride for a bit.

[Anonymous No.18796839]

Had a few beers and now I have no motivation to read or write. This always happens.

[Anonymous No.18796841]

I'm drinking beer, eating cheese and crackers, and watching RealLifeLore videos. Friday night.

[Anonymous No.18796842]

>>18794233
Trying to reconcile my desire to coom with my disdain for sex, masturbation and horniness in general

[Anonymous No.18796940]

I used to be smarter, this terrible engineering degree ruined my brain.

[Anonymous No.18796958]

I like to imagine that somewhere in my ancestry, I descend from a Khazar. I decided that this would be the case after reading "The Dictionary of the Khazars" A Jewish Steppe Warrior great-great-great..-grandma would be badass.

>>18796940
I think I got burned out in the course of my CS degree. There came a point in my second year that I just stopped caring about it, and getting Bs became acceptable. Then COVID/on-line learning sealed the deal. I pretty much played games and watched YouTube and browsed 4chan for the rest of my college days. I graduated, but I don't think I learned a thing after my first year at uni.

[Anonymous No.18797042]

This is a very good video and I think that you anons should watch it.
Don't be put off by the title. This isn't some sort of shallow, turning point USA tier argument or anything like that. It is much deeper than that. I implore you to watch!!
https://youtu.be/W7a5Z_K8LjU

[Anonymous No.18797046]

>>18796830
www.youtube.com/watch?v=7Q-OIn7zO0E

[Anonymous No.18797051]

>>18797042
Does it have "language is a virus" in it?

[Anonymous No.18797091]

>>18797051
No not really but he shows how language can be used as a virus

[Anonymous No.18797097]

>>18797051
>Now im no...mathematician...

[Anonymous No.18797114]

Looks like everyone is drinking tonight. I'm gonna lift some weights, and then get into some vodka and paint.

[Anonymous No.18797121]

i have become feral, the rejecter of humanity

[the xi jinping of weed smoking !!oqyjkIO5smI No.18797158]

>>18797114
Skip the weights and grab a drink with usz bro

[Anonymous No.18797178]

Sometimes I really want to make a post and I don't know how to say what I need to say without sounding "cringe" or whatever

[Anonymous No.18797183]

>>18797178
final pill: cringe is good. the very notion of cringe only serves to teach you the possibility of purposeful transgression.

[Anonymous No.18797192]

>>18797178
I've made some absolute schizo tier posts here after days of amphetamine psychosis and binge drinking. Who gives a shit, we're all anonymous here.

[Anonymous No.18797224]

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[Anonymous No.18797228]

I heard a theory that the current SJW woke movement or whatever you want to call it is just the modern, secular continuation of the Puritan movement that started the New England colonies in America, and that all these ridiculous new social progressive movements originate in America because it descends directly from the Puritan culture that started the country. What do you think???

[Anonymous No.18797260]

>>18797228
Paglia makes a cogent case for this regressive puritanism in modern "liberal" politics.

She says it's largely a internal reaction against the overwhelming freedom that the early feminists dared. Like: let's grant women as much freedom as possible --> oh shit never mind --> let's run back into the arms of men --> protect us, protect us, protect us. At least from the modern feminists that's what's happening.

[Anonymous No.18797291]

>>18797260
Yeah but Paglia is also a disgusting feminist and a literal pedo enabler, so she is no better than the SJW freaks that she criticizes. Jordan Peterstein is also friends with her and endorses her books by the way.
Anyway the person I heard this theory from is the anthropologist Edward Dutton.

[Anonymous No.18797306]

>>18797291
obviously youre unfriendly with paglia, but give this a try. shes abs spot on with everything here. various articles about the state of feminism, universities, liberalism, journalism, etc. good stuff about "rape culture" and gay rights. written in the nineties, but shes a great thinker and writer.

[Anonymous No.18797312]

>>18797306
forgot post.

[Anonymous No.18797322]

Why are ahi tuna towers so delicious

[Anonymous No.18797347]

>>18797322
my fav sushi spot closed during the pandemic...and my fav little bar. The fella that ran the bar was able to run it on the side (not making much money from it) because he had security, and he liked running this little hole in the wall because it was in his hometown. It was a treat, and a staple... I will never forgive the devastation the govt wrought on small businesses

[Anonymous No.18797351]

>>18797228
Daily reminder the puritans were kicked out of Europe because they said God made sex for pleasure between partners.

[Anonymous No.18797369]

>>18797351
what am i supposed to get out of this?

[the xi jinping of weed smoking !!oqyjkIO5smI No.18797393]

immf feeling ittt bros.
Im the xijinping of rolling rock

[Anonymous No.18797448]

Thoughts on this?
https://link.springer.com/chapter/10.1007/978-1-4613-9682-6_19

[Anonymous No.18797453]

>>18797393
james you fuck

[Anonymous No.18797464]

>>18797448
>born a pedophile
im generally a sympathetic man...but i think you should consider your suicidal feelings. i will pay you to kill yourself.

[Anonymous No.18797480]

>>18797464
I didn't write that. It's from 1990.

[Anonymous No.18797539]

has lit ever ventured into the visual arts? I would love to see any paintings

[Anonymous No.18797570]

>>18796115
wow look at me I read and regurgitate Spengler! I'm sooo smart.

faggot

[Anonymous No.18797571]

>>18797539
Wow, that painting is garbage.

[Anonymous No.18797575]

>>18796196
>people asking for entitlement programs are entitled
more at 11

[Anonymous No.18797577]

>>18797570
youre upset

[Anonymous No.18797592]

-- Dim dam dum
Have it, lit, or Fran or Flyboy, directors of the program, expensive of the film paper signs taped to the camera, something printed, even as a small child impressed, to disguise the printed papers as a visual camera. Sara Poly, and there's some kind of "thing" happening. Someone is sick, "ehhh", and the neighbor girl is in the house. Blah blah blah, escalation, hits their mark. In the new one, fuck all these people are everyone! Very kind of superficual everywhere -- all really strong, all really understand, Fran, out kind of weak, out more aggressive, shoot a helicoper, all a very solid movie in a conventional struicture.
Maybe Davy Crockett can tell us the deal here. Well, this music's weird. The very touches, someone in 1998 made it, possibly some grass partakes, while painting some make up, man... Also should note, takes place in Green Bay, whisk. Some tropical, eh, lake presumably you can take by boat and take palm trees by it.

[Anonymous No.18797597]

>>18797577
No actually I just wanted to signal I've also read Spengler, if I'm honest. I actually agree with him and you 100%, this was just the best way to get a reply.

[Anonymous No.18797604]

>>18797597
I've never even heard of Spengler.

[Anonymous No.18797645]

>>18797604
Oh you should check him out then, he talks about this sort of thing.

[Anonymous No.18797647]

>>18794233
>>18797448
I'm not reading that.
I remember being 16 and being in love with my friend's little sister, 10 years old. In my heart I wanted her to be my gf. I have control of myself: I never did or say anything inapropiate to her. I have to this day masturbated three times to her. Time passed, she became something else. Some 10 years old do things to me, make me feel real bad.

But being completely honest here anything under 9-10 does nothing to me. Maybe I'm not even a pedo, I just had a thing for a 10 years old once.
Ah she was the cutest thing.

[Anonymous No.18797653]

>>18797645
specific recommends?
I spend much of my free time thinking about religion. Spengler rings a bell hanging around 4chams.

[Anonymous No.18797657]

>>18797647
when i was 19 i kissed a 9 year old girl. i dont like it

[Anonymous No.18797660]

>>18794233
suna ym eugnot sreggin

[Anonymous No.18797661]

>>18797647
Have you read Lolita? What did you think of Nabokov's portrayal? Did the idea of a childhood experience triggering the urge seem relatable to you?

[Anonymous No.18797666]

>>18796115
What you call the "religious attitude" is an acknowledgement of hidden, higher realms that transcend ours. In dreaming, you get a sense of omniscience. In lucid dreaming, even more so. This sense is akin, but the inverse, to the religious sense. The conscience grew to fit a shape; humanity, "humanness", did not come from chaos. There is "form", "quality", "archtype", "meaning", "God." The Big Bang is a farce. The existence of beauty is proof enough. To hell with philosophy. Fuck that noise.

[Anonymous No.18797667]

>>18797660
eerf tner

[Anonymous No.18797674]

what does lit think of this

[Anonymous No.18797679]

>>18797674
i want my honey moon to be the same

[Anonymous No.18797681]

>>18797674
Looks cool, you painted it?

[Anonymous No.18797685]

>>18797681
Hm no, but it is cool anyway.

[Anonymous No.18797688]

>>18797674
Munch can make even bathing huts spooky

[Anonymous No.18797701]

Fellers, im drinks sunk, drunk, in the drink the sink, and about to venture 4 blocks the the liquor store for a whiskey bottle-- and any works of courage?

[Anonymous No.18797737]

i was never much of a doomer, but now i feel it man. it's not like depression or anxiety. it's not like there's anything you could do or change. the doom is systemic.

[Anonymous No.18797745]

>>18797661
I read until the wife dies like 6 years ago. I had to concentrate on work; dropped the two books I was reading. Never came back to it but ironically I did come back to As I Lay Dying.
I don't remember much to really discuss it.
>Did the idea of a childhood experience triggering the urge seem relatable to you?
Well I don't know. When I like one I will eventually think "Ah fuck, it all started with her", and while they can look different, they all have a similar personality.

[Anonymous No.18797794]

I bought a novelization of a movie I have a love/hate relationship with. I just got today from Amazon today.

[the xi jinping of weed smoking !!oqyjkIO5smI No.18797900]

Hjow do you knwo when youve hit rock bottom?

[Anonymous No.18797913]

>>18797900
Igneous

[Anonymous No.18797954]

>>18797900
pov
also tripfag is a good sign

[Anonymous No.18798098]

>>18797900
Pic related

[Anonymous No.18798110]

How boring is shinto that no one, even now with so much weebs, gives a fuck about it? Taoism, Buddhism, hinduism, all memed.

[Anonymous No.18798157]

Someone posted this on another board but I think it's relevant to /lit/, too: are Zoomers responsible for all the low-effort posting due to their short attention spans? Has any Zoomer in here ever effortposted, like written a post that was several paragraphs long? And if not, why not?

[Anonymous No.18798179]

>>18798157
I’m a Zoomer (19) + ESL, and yes I try to effortpost from time to time.
However, I avoid to act that way after I concluded that there is no such thing as genuine discussion on the Internet.

Look at the number of shitposting threads on this very board, which is supposed to be one of the most serious and intellectual places on 4channel.

I guess people already know that this website is already a lost cause, that they won’t get anything valuable out of here.
But because of their crippling online addiction(the “matrix” Mark Fisher evoked) and the daily boredom, they just waste their time here.

[Anonymous No.18798189]

>>18798110
Shinto's based you can threaten ghosts to stop rain and thank needles with tofu.

[Anonymous No.18798195]

>>18798157
>t. Millennial still thinking his alt.net posts are factored in to his current effort posts

[Anonymous No.18798332]

>>18798157
>like written a post that was several paragraphs long? And if not, why not?
what's the point, convincing someone on the internet they're wrong means dick to me.

[Anonymous No.18798339]

25 and considering trying college after failing out when I was 19 . . .
would be graduating at 29 with probably 80k in debt

[Anonymous No.18798594]

It takes a lot of self-control not to message her again.

[Anonymous No.18798768]

>>18794841
not to piss in your wounds, but chances are, she's had a whole train of cocks passing through her in the interim

[Anonymous No.18798785]

This are going to get bad this century. If you think it's already been bad, it has been a carefree dream compared to what's coming.

[Anonymous No.18798820]

>>18798339
Don't get your life advice from 4chan, but going into debt for education is a so-called "good debt" if it increases your earning potential and opens up opportunities for upward mobility. You'll need to consider the opportunity cost of going to college (compare it to simply working jobs outside of college for that amount of time). Going to college to get out of low paid retail and hospitality jobs, and start a higher paid career, is a solid path to walk as long as you choose your college education well (i.e. something that will directly lead to a secure job).

[Anonymous No.18798828]

>>18798332
why do you immediately assume it means having an argument with someone?

[Anonymous No.18798871]

How the FUCK could humanity have evolved to enjoy bubbly carbonated beverages more than fresh water?

[Anonymous No.18798876]

>>18798871
I haven't, can't speak for others

[Anonymous No.18799019]

Wasted my whole day looking at hentai again.

[Anonymous No.18799027]

>>18798871
Health wise it's the best alternative to pop

[Anonymous No.18799054]

>>18799019
This but reading it. I love literature as a whole.

[Anonymous No.18799111]

The problem is not the belief that science and technology and ingenuity can't solve our problems. There's an overabundance of technical knowlege to solve the problems. What is lacking is political intelligence, the will to organize and deploy that knowlege in the necessary ways. We're dealing with an ineffectual, corrupt and decadent political class which has let the world go to shit. The problem which must be solved to unlock the solutions to other all the others is of political economy in nature.

[Anonymous No.18799149]

I can't focus to study for an exam :(

[Anonymous No.18799155]

>>18799111
I dunno anon, there might actually be plenty of political intelligence, but it is being used for those decadent and corrupt purposes... private gain, petty battles. When things are going well for a country, or an empire, there are enough goodies to go around, a stable method to manage and transfer power, and a grudging respect for the changes in strategic direction that sometimes occur under different leadership. I think part of what we see (in America in particular) is the breakdown of that stability because the old way of doing things has broken down in some way, but there is not yet a new equilibrium. So it is a situation where political actors realise that they have more to gain by playing higher stakes, opportunistic, zero sum games, and by reaching for more power... and on the other hand they realise they won't get anywhere by playing by the stale old rules.

[Anonymous No.18799157]

>>18799111
source?

[Anonymous No.18799200]

>>18794489
I hate these anti-SJW skeptic retards so fucking much... even more than the naive commiefags.

They're so smug and edgy and "spreading" their BS opinions about stuff they barely know about, while being the most unhinged hypocritical consoomers out there (especially all the cringe LOTR/Warhammer 40,000 chuds).

[Anonymous No.18799350]

>>18796121
What a cute Pessoa Apu, saved :^)
Anyway you're pretty much like me. This is one of the reasons I browse 4chan, I can find people that IRL can't. For the latter things like sex and relationships are natural- for me alien and abstract. One thing that made feel better was a phrase from that Pessoa's work:
"Freedom is the possibility of isolation. You are free if you can withdraw from people, not having to seek them out for the sake of money, company, love, glory or curiosity, none of which can thrive in silence and solitude. If you can't live alone, you were born a slave. "

[Anonymous No.18799402]

>>18794233
Sapiens was such a terrible book. I read it because I thought I would learn about history, in stead I get small tid bits of historical facts scattered in different pieces just for the sake of the author arguing for accepted postmodern views for "hurrr religion and justice aren't real just accepted ideas" "we all come from the same species therefore race is a social construct". I basically learned nothing even though my knowledge of history is poor. Furthermore there's no original or interesting ideas presented. What a fucking waste of time

[Anonymous No.18799411]

What are guys’ opinions on the gambler by dosto? Finding it boring so far

[Anonymous No.18799418]

I’ve paralyzed myself via overthink again.

[Anonymous No.18799425]

>>18799402
>he seriously thought Sapiens was simply about history and not the origins of mankind and civilization
ngmi

[Anonymous No.18799461]

Stuck in the wage cycle.
Work - come home - eat uninspired meal - video game/read w/e - go to bed.

[Anonymous No.18799464]

>>18799425
Yes and he does so by presenting our history. I'm not saying it's a history book, but he uses history to explain modern concepts. The ultimate mitwit book. You can already know everything he talks about through intuition about our ancestry and blood-knowledge. He's a postmodern schlomo midwit and has nothing interesting to say. If you enjoyed the book you belong in the reddit lit discussion

[Anonymous No.18799466]

>>18799200
>chuds
no one uses this 'insult'

[Anonymous No.18799478]

>>18799464
>postmodern schlomo midwit
>If you enjoyed the book you belong in the reddit lit discussion
t. average chud

[Anonymous No.18799493]

>>18799425
Also his weak anti-nationalist and anti-racist gaslighting "arguments" were laughably bad. The whole book is about a literal jew seething about all the ills that has happened to his chosen people and isreal

[Anonymous No.18799499]

>>18799478
Good goyim. White Knight for God's chosen people

[Anonymous No.18799503]

>>18799466
Keep seething, chud
>>18799493
picrel + you need to be older than 18 + >>>/pol/

[Anonymous No.18799511]

>>18799503
Take your medication.

[Anonymous No.18799711]

Jak rozpoznać ludzi, których już nie znamy
Jak pozbierać myśli z tych nieposkładanych
Jak oddzielić nagle serce od rozumu
Jak usłyszeć siebie pośród śpiewu tłumu
Jak rozpoznać ludzi, których już nie znamy
Jak pozbierać myśli z tych nieposkładanych
Jak odnaleźć nagle radość i nadzieję
Odpowiedzi szukaj, czasu jest niewiele

WAŻNE SĄ TYLKO TE DNI, KTÓRYCH JESZCZE NIE ZNAMY
WAŻNYCH JEST KILKA TYCH CHWIL, TYCH, NA KTÓRE CZEKAMY
WAŻNE SĄ TYLKO TE DNI, KTÓRYCH JESZCZE NIE ZNAMY
WAŻNYCH JEST KILKA TYCH CHWIL, TYCH, NA KTÓRE CZEKAMY

[Anonymous No.18799745]

Saturdays must be janny day off

[Anonymous No.18799821]

Postmodernism isn't really that different from modernism. It's just taking modernism to its logical (or illogical, as it were) conclusion.
You can say that postmodernism is a disease and you wouldn't be wrong to say that, but the fact is that it's just the later stage of the disease that was already in place since the so-called "Enlightenment".

[Anonymous No.18799836]

>>18798785
Nothing's going to happen. Nothing ever happens anymore.

[Anonymous No.18800213]

>>18795858
>The common usage of gorilla marketing is when something is being sold in a way that's supposed to appear natural. Let's say BAP, or his agent, was posting 4chan threads about his book, that is gorilla marketing. I use it a bit looser because I think the essence of it is closer to gorilla warfare.

[the xi jinping of weed smoking !!oqyjkIO5smI No.18800217]

>>18797900
i did not hit rock bottom. but i might be getting there.

[Anonymous No.18800343]

I see manga, light novels, and visual novels and sort of intermediate points between strictly written word and animation. Why isn’t there some similar intermediate between written word and say, live-action television series? Or is there and I’m not aware of it. In my head, I have an idea of something like a picture book with text or text with pictures.

[Anonymous No.18800395]

>>18800343
I have actually thought about doing exactly this anon. I wonder if people just have not bothered because people would mostly say "what the fuck is the point".

>light novels
Why do you mention them?
I have not read a heap of LN but the ones I have had always been literally just novels and exactly as long as well.
Sure they may have some art of the characters but NHK only had an image of Misaki on the cover and that is all.
Adachi and shim (the yuri LN) had some images that really added to the LN but not all LN do nor need this.
On the topic of light novels who the fuck are all these people buying trash iseaki/low quality LN's? I can get watching trash anime but not understand reading it and there is so much of it. In another world with a smart phone' for example has many volumes that are as long as novels are and it is all the book stores seem to carry for light novels so people are buying absolute garbage for some reason and reading them.

[Anonymous No.18800433]

Ben shapiro says
>I don't give a damn if America and Europe turn "brown"
But he also says
>Israel is for the Jewish people.
??????????
Explain this.

[Anonymous No.18800452]

People on here suck now. A lower quality of person uses this site now compared to the past.

[Anonymous No.18800482]

absurdity of life is wanting Vegeta to be stronger than Goku

>248RR

[Anonymous No.18800500]

>>18800452
Nah dude, you're just jaded.
4channel will always be an autistic honeypot. No amount of interface renovation will ever change that fact.
The people that posted here 10 years ago are as nerdy and bizarre as the newfags.

[Anonymous No.18800530]

>>18799054
so pretentious and edgy

[Anonymous No.18800560]

>>18800500
No actually the thing I said is right.

[Anonymous No.18800570]

I've been living a passive life for the last 5 months and its driving me crazy. Since I was 6 yo i was never on iddle mode, always at school or work.
Whit the COVID thing my life preatty stoped. However what hit the most is the fact that I sould be able to produce money on my own, but I havent. Just feel so unmotivated to do anything (even tho I have a degree).
I hope life got better. Just want an opportunity... I would love to work on a boat and travel the seven seas...

[Anonymous No.18800580]

On god. Every single living day I become more and more convinced that I am the next Dante.

[Anonymous No.18800623]

I need to figure out what to do with my fucking money. I don't really but there are like thousands of euros in it if I can just get to it. I gotta make some investments and I don't know that shit and I'm scared of fucking it up so I procrastinate. I don't want to go talk to someone at the bank cus they'll fuck me, I've seen South Park. I just want to stick the money in index funds, outgrow inflation, outwit all the brainiacs by playing a steady long-game. The problem is I gotta figure out who to buy through and compare fees and shit and it's daunting. I think index-funds are the way to go. I think they equate to basically saying "I am betting on the market as a whole, the market as a whole usually grows"

[Anonymous No.18800633]

>>18800623
>I don't want to go talk to someone at the bank cus they'll fuck me, I've seen South Park
jej

[Anonymous No.18800723]

>>18800580
hahahaha my god what a retard nest this board is

[Anonymous No.18800728]

>>18800560
true. U are one of the shitty newfags as well

[Anonymous No.18800735]

so incredibly anxious. this is all.

[Anonymous No.18800775]

>>18800728
No I'm not, you are.

[Anonymous No.18800833]

>>18800623
market moves in cycles, is manipulated for such. average of sine curve is 0 flat line

[Anonymous No.18800887]

>be me
>be in highschool
>be friends with tall loner girl
>only friends wit her cuz autisticmacally told her first day of school wanted to be frens with tall people
>she didn't want friends or attention because she got bulli as kid
>make frens wit me tho because tall ppls unite
>girl is srs genius at disappearing from sight in social groups
>she sat next to me in one class and when the teacher called on her to answer next question, she was gone
>later told me she crawled out fire escape when she saw teacher was gonna ask everyone in class to read
>I told Teacher had no idea where she went because didn't, bitch is Houdini doing close up magic afaik
>some teachers don't even remember she's in classes past roll call, because she is level 10000 stealth
>years go by, she makes no other friends
>her dad died
>hasn't even told me her dad is dying only know because at her house sometimes, but it is big deal in the community because he's well known
>Assembly gets called and teachers ask who knows her well enough to go to funeral because teachers have no fucking clue who she is or if she has frens
>Students all put their hands up
>Girl who avoided all of them for years gets people she avoided for years because they are probably dicks showing up to her dad's funeral which she obviously wanted to keep quiet
That's when I worked out this generation is made up of cunts. The sea of fucking hands to gatecrash a funeral.

[Anonymous No.18801059]

>>18794233
i want to go to war

[Anonymous No.18801227]

Do you guys ever worry that you're too fucked up to ever function as a healthy and happy person? I think about this a lot. From the outside I look normal enough, but inside part of me feels like it's already over, and I'll never be one of those people. Like that ship has definitively sailed.

[Anonymous No.18801248]

>>18801059
why?

[Anonymous No.18801262]

>>18794233
vore

[Anonymous No.18801309]

I drank too much coffee and now i'm dyinggggg

[Anonymous No.18801328]

>>18801227
I'm doing better now but I have a theory that I spent too much time young with clinical depression and it sort of "burnt out my bulb" and it's physiologically impossible for me to experience true and lasting happiness. I can only experience fleeting moments of contentment which then quickly subside. At my best I am merely in a stable state of mild brooding melancholy with frequent crashes into despair. I'll take this over incapacitating depression but it really puts a damper on the future believing that at my best I am always treading water and only occasionally have moments where I can come up for gasps of air.

[Anonymous No.18801345]

>>18801227
>you're too fucked up to ever function as a healthy and happy person?
i'm always been too fucked up but i managed to make a decent persona to hide it

[Anonymous No.18801361]

I discussed this with myself personally, and I don't know the answer. Sometimes, I wonder if it's because I'm black. No, not how people treat me, or if whether or not I get a job. I'm talking about how I treat time. Sometimes, I wonder if I suffer from my own genes. Today, I was supposed to begin a temp job, but later in the week I was obligated to explain my religious beliefs (so I could get a vaccine exemption). Of course, I procrastinate on it because I genuinely have a hard time writing about my beliefs, plus the fact that I could be denied. Essentially, this job and this email I need to write are due the same day, and the job lasts until 11:00pm, so I wouldn't finish the email before tomorrow unless I finish writing it and send it before I start my job. This isn't the only time where I've been stuck in a situation because of my procrastination. Because of that, I wonder if I will ever really change or if I'm due to be who I am. But if I am due to constantly fuck up this way, then what makes me do it? Is it me, or is it me? Am I destined to never better myself and trick myself into thinking I am? Am i going to be more cordial and live a good life, or am I going to be late for my life and never make it? I've nearly ruined my life tons of times with this crap, only skating by just a bit. I'm trying to be a super man by doing what I need right on time, but that strategy has failed me over and over. Yet, I don't change. WHY!
Am I too black for the life I want? Or am I just too lazy and still have a chance?

[Anonymous No.18801436]

>>18801361
Procrastination isn't just a black problem. I wish it was lol

[Anonymous No.18801442]

I will never understand the
>Lol who hurt you?
reply. What's even its intention.It's like saying
>Lol who rape you?
It's just vile.

[Anonymous No.18801520]

>>18801361
>was obligated to explain my religious beliefs (so I could get a vaccine exemption
Which religion?

[Anonymous No.18801532]

>>18801442
the point of it is to say "I deflect what you say by discrediting your intention". I agree it can be cruel as fuck, but I think most people don't mean to truly be cruel when they say it, they just mean to shift a tense conversation off of themselves

[Anonymous No.18801539]

>>18801532
>>18801442
a basic ad hominem

[Anonymous No.18801558]

>>18801442
>looool you were a weak bitch and got hurt lmaoooo
To make it even more perfect, only "empathic" redditors obsessed with the poor and weak say that shit

[Anonymous No.18801563]

>>18801442
To give it some defense: a lot of people aren't aware they're triggered and acting inappropriately. Yeah maybe the anon said something that reminded you of that time you got beat up or your uncle fucked you, but that doesn't mean that level of response is appropriate in all situations where you remember that feeling. If someone's showing inappropriate distress it could be because they haven't acknowledged they need help to not treat every trip to Wendy's like a therapy session, or because they have an autistic desire to not lose an argument and because they can sense they are losing they need to throw the board. Sometimes it's vile, but sometimes it's just
>Sir, this is a Wendy's.

[Anonymous No.18801572]

>>18801520
Christianity. The class dean is in charge of whether or not I get an exemption. asked me which verses explain my beliefs, what I avoid based on my beliefs and how I live my life on the same basis, what vaccines I took, if I've taken vaccines in the past, and why I don't want to take the Pfizer and Moderna vaccines.
I sent an exemption request, saying I don't want to take the vaccine on the basis of my pro-life beliefs, so she hits me with a bunch of questions and gives me a deadline.

[Anonymous No.18801579]

>>18801572
Christianity isn't a unified religion, anon. You're some form of Protestant.

[Anonymous No.18801587]

>>18801361
>I'm procrastinating cause I'm black
I'm cringing so hard, don't do this. Don't be brainwashed by the racist retards on this site. It may not feel like it, but it subconsciously gets to you. You have psychologically to fight it. You have to believe in your fucking self because they are wrong about you and you know it internally, at your core, the very essence inside you knows this. You have inherent power and inner freedom as a human being. Stop procrastinating and do something with your life.

[Anonymous No.18801589]

>>18801587
*psychologically fight it

[Anonymous No.18801596]

>>18801361
>imagine paying attention to the obvious racist shitposting on a Vietnamese agriculture-themed forum
Dude.

[Anonymous No.18801672]

the writing in Metro 2034 seems a bit more dry than 2033. Passages are descriptive, but they read like they came out of a movie script and are intended to give a jumping off point for how to shoot a scene; not something written to go in a novel. Maybe I should just learn russian

[Anonymous No.18801895]

>>18801361
I can empathize anon. The whit*ids replying can't understand us.
I'm a worthless spic, only good at drinking cheap beer. I used to be good at pretending I cared about the higher things in life but I don't give a give a shit. I just want to have money and fuck teenagers. I deserve death but I'm a faggy catholic coward.

[Anonymous No.18801916]

I managed to neaten up and finish off my first chapter today. Fuck knows how it'll turn out but I've wanted to write something for an eternity.

Now it's time to read until I'm tired enough to go to sleep.

[Anonymous No.18801927]

>>18801895
>faggy catholic coward
3 = 1

[Anonymous No.18801951]

>>18799503
bait.

[Anonymous No.18801971]

>many often err and accomplish little or nothing because they try to become learned rather than to live well...On the day of judgement, surely, we shall not be asked what we have read but what we have done; not how well we have spoken but how well we have lived...if only their lives had kept pace with their learning, then their study and reading would have been worth while
Imitation of Christ Ch. 3

[Anonymous No.18802030]

I wish I was born a girl. Not being a tranny, trannies are disgusting mutilated men, I'm talking about being a real girl, born as one, grow up as one. I wish I could see life from the point of view of a girl.

[Anonymous No.18802040]

>>18802030
t. repressor tranny

[Anonymous No.18802041]

>>18801587
shut the fuck up

[Anonymous No.18802052]

>>18802041
You shut the fuck up bitch. I could kill you with my bare hands.

[Anonymous No.18802064]

>>18794233
I want someone to cuddle up with but I am ugly outside and in.

[Anonymous No.18802083]

>>18802030
anon....

[Anonymous No.18802114]

>>18794447
Maybe you were dreaming about a weird alternate reality. Sometimes, I wonder if I'm dreaming about alternate reality. Like the one I had where I'm being arrested by a female cop. I then try to escape arrest by fighting her off, but she pulls out her taser. And I don't want to get tased, so I cooperate with her. Then I wake up in my dorm room, cozy, and not in jail.

[Anonymous No.18802116]

>>18802030
I agree with you anon. I'd never mutilate myself, and even if I did I'd be one ugly bitch, but growing up a girl would've suited me better I think.

[Anonymous No.18802124]

>>18802064
The warm and humid and stagnant is death. Trudge forward

[Anonymous No.18802134]

>>18802030
Isn't that what most trannies wish? I sure do, but I'm repressing this shit to my grave.

[Anonymous No.18802158]

>>18802124
Yeah, I'm not allowed to die yet, and I know that, I also know I'm incompatible with emotional closeness, and yet I yearn for it, even momentarily. Every time I achieve the physical, I cannot achieve the mental, and am left disappointed.

[Anonymous No.18802167]

>>18802134
>>18802116
Is it AGP or what? Why the fuck do you want to be women? The only thing I've seen that comes close to this craving is fags who indulge their fetishes too much and end up having to decide between effective lifetime asexuality or getting raped by a horse.

Is it just that you've dug yourself too deep with the fantasies and porn? Nobody is buying this shit about "I'm really a girl deep down." Trannies have manic fag energy.

[Anonymous No.18802173]

>>18802167
>The only thing I've seen that comes close to this craving is fags who indulge their fetishes too much and end up having to decide between effective lifetime asexuality or getting raped by a horse.
String of words that means nothing

[Anonymous No.18802182]

>>18802167
>Nobody is buying this shit about "I'm really a girl deep down." Trannies have manic fag energy.
Explain why 50% of trannies and AGPers are "transbian" then dumb bitch

[Anonymous No.18802186]

>>18800833
https://duckduckgo.com/?q=stock+market+growth+by+year

[Anonymous No.18802193]

>>18802030
Wish I was born a boy

[Anonymous No.18802198]

it only gets worse

[Anonymous No.18802203]

>>18802198
In what way?

[Anonymous No.18802213]

>>18802167
I'm a homo man who has had a significant portion of my life ruined for it. If I were a girl, maybe I wouldn't have had my life ruined for liking boys. Instead I read books, I play games, and I teach so that no poor fucker ends up the way I did; abhorrently alone, not just so alone that I'm alone around other people, but so alone I know that I will always be alone around other people because of the rejection and treatment I got for who I was attracted to.

It's not that 'I'm a girl on the inside', it's that maybe if I didn't have a cock I would still have a life worth having.

[Anonymous No.18802214]

>>18802193
Show tits.

[Anonymous No.18802233]

>>18802203
every way.

[Anonymous No.18802247]

>>18802233
that's vague.

[Anonymous No.18802257]

>>18802198
Nah, it doesn’t.

[Anonymous No.18802269]

>>18794249
fpbp

[Anonymous No.18802275]

>>18794507
You're going to die, anon.

[Anonymous No.18802285]

>>18794543
Me too, but I always put it off.

[Anonymous No.18802298]

>>18795128
Every time I try to grow a beard or moustache it itches and skins flakes off.

[Anonymous No.18802314]

>>18795530
Where do I find such a group?

[Anonymous No.18802319]

>>18802285
Hoarder

[Anonymous No.18802322]

>>18802319
More like lazy, I always do it eventually.

[Anonymous No.18802327]

>>18802314
Nowhere because it doesn't exist outside of his larp headspace

[Anonymous No.18802330]

>>18802327
Go to church.

[Anonymous No.18802334]

>>18798179
>>18798332
pure ressentiment
this is why the internet hates you

[Anonymous No.18802335]

>>18802327
Have you never gone to those community activities?

[Anonymous No.18802341]

>>18795530
Never existed. Stop fantasising.

[Anonymous No.18802343]

>>18802334
Nah, fuck off, its a waste of time.

[Anonymous No.18802348]

>>18802327
>>18802341
You’re cynics for no reason.

[Anonymous No.18802352]

>>18802330
gO To ChURch

[Anonymous No.18802357]

>>18802352
Yeah, go to your local church. It's a good way to build cohesive, high social trust, common purpose, shared rituals, strong heritage and traditions, promotes moral behaviour

[Anonymous No.18802358]

>>18802343
I assume you're:
>what's the point, convincing someone on the internet they're wrong means dick to me
If nothing else, it helps you strengthen the arguments to yourself, and find gaps in your knowledge. But you wouldn't want that narcissistic injury now would you?

[Anonymous No.18802372]

>>18802358
Would be good advice if the other side didn't just say "fag"

[Anonymous No.18802377]

>>18802372
This

[Anonymous No.18802380]

>>18802372
fag

[Anonymous No.18802382]

>>18802352
Not an argument.

[Anonymous No.18802385]

>>18802380
Way to prove my point.

[Anonymous No.18802386]

>>18802357
> promotes moral behaviour
Moral behaviour is an imaginary concept and a cope

> strong heritage and traditions
I don't give a fuck about heritage and traditions, these aren't intrinsically "good" things, you think they're good because you were raised in a rather cultureless world and you think the grass is greener on the other side, but it is not objectively the case

>high social trust
"High social trust" in such communities is only an illusion, these people don't actually trust you and wouldn't support you if you weren't acting exactly like them

[Anonymous No.18802393]

>>18802386
Stop being nihilistic.

[Anonymous No.18802396]

Church is at the same level of "shared rituals" as tranny discords

[Anonymous No.18802402]

New thread
>>18802397

[Anonymous No.18802413]

>>18802385
Congratulations, you just won your first internet argument. The first step to becoming a true 4channeler.

[Anonymous No.18802427]

>>18802393
I am not a nihilist I'm just not a traditionalist moralistic hypocrite larper sheep who is insecure and thinks being part of a safe space circlejerk "community" that behaves exactly like him is the solution to every problem