Write what's on your mind

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Write what's on your mind Anonymous Sat May 1 19:40:11 2021 No.18154633 [Reply] [Original]

>>	Anonymous Sat May 1 19:41:25 2021 No.18154647 >>18154633 Kys

>>	Anonymous Sat May 1 19:42:10 2021 No.18154652 >>18154633 Kys

>>	Anonymous Sat May 1 19:42:35 2021 No.18154658 >>18154647 lmaooooooooo

>>	Anonymous Sat May 1 19:42:53 2021 No.18154660 >>18154633 Chinks are fucking disgusting. Kys.

>>	Anonymous Sat May 1 19:42:58 2021 No.18154662 >>18154647 Well that's not very nice.

>>	Anonymous Sat May 1 19:43:35 2021 No.18154666 prefer this over holoshit desu

>>	Anonymous Sat May 1 19:46:28 2021 No.18154686 >>18154633 kys tranny

>>	Anonymous Sat May 1 19:48:28 2021 No.18154701 File: 493 KB, 1100x1007, 1619772468081.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>18154647 >>18154652 >>18154660 >>18154686 I cant even sex.

>>	Anonymous Sat May 1 19:51:31 2021 No.18154719 she's a cute girl i don't know why you guys have such negative reactions to her

Anonymous Sat May 1 19:53:58 2021 No.18154734

>>18154633
Despite having full force feminised his high school buddy, he was dissatisfied. Not in his acts. Nor, now, in hers. Nor even in her inability to have his children. But rather, in his inability to force impregnate her with a deific horse and then ride her eight legged horse child.

>>	Anonymous Sat May 1 19:56:34 2021 No.18154757 >>18154633 So this is what you non-animefags want in the OP instead. Pathetic.

>>	Anonymous Sat May 1 19:58:46 2021 No.18154771 >>18154633 is The Crying Lot Of 49 meant to be difficult to read? cos i'm halfway though it and (besides a few paragraph long sentences) it isn't difficult at all

>>	Anonymous Sat May 1 19:59:41 2021 No.18154780 >>18154734 Someone's low key a fan of Loki.

>>	Anonymous Sat May 1 19:59:48 2021 No.18154781 >>18154633 I have a date tomorrow afternoon, it's the third one, I'm going to her apartment to cook dinner.

>>	Anonymous Sat May 1 20:01:47 2021 No.18154798 pussy ass tits wet vagina in my face anus hole in my mouth nipples feet armpits assholes dripping wet cunt fanny fart smelly shit hole farting brap hog piss on my head

>>	Anonymous Sat May 1 20:03:35 2021 No.18154813 >>18154771 You're either not reading it carefully or have above average reading skills. I'm pooping btw >>18154781 the two of you are going to her apartment and then you alone are going to cook dinner for the both of you? How old are you two

>>	Anonymous Sat May 1 20:03:45 2021 No.18154815 >>18154771 no. Not until the play which is intentionally obtuse and confusing. V is much more difficult.

>>	Anonymous Sat May 1 20:04:53 2021 No.18154820 >>18154633 Imagine making an early thread.

Anonymous Sat May 1 20:05:59 2021 No.18154831
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I don't know why you guys are so against those plastic koreans, they are perfectly fuckable. Sometimes I wish I were Genghis Khan so I could rape, loot and pillage to my hearts content and leave my stains upon the lands.

>>	Anonymous Sat May 1 20:06:27 2021 No.18154833 >>18154813 27 Is that so strange?

>>	Anonymous Sat May 1 20:06:44 2021 No.18154836 I used to be autist nerd but now I love getting drunk and flirting with pretty girls. If alcohol did not lower my IQ and raise my EQ I would never have felt the touch of a woman

>>	Anonymous Sat May 1 20:07:20 2021 No.18154839 >>18154831 Kys

>>	Anonymous Sat May 1 20:07:47 2021 No.18154840 File: 57 KB, 576x768, So, yeah.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] How to avoid FOMO? That webm just triggered something deep in me.

Anonymous Sat May 1 20:08:30 2021 No.18154845

Being a misogynist is a condition that implies being a revolutionary. It is only necessary to see which genre is the one that follows in a more generalized and fervent way each and every one of the degenerate fashions promoted by the system. There are no exceptions, which at least does happen with men. Our genre concentrates the worst and the best. the most radical and those with the greatest talent and potential. Females cluster much more around mediocrity of conscience and spirit.

>>	Anonymous Sat May 1 20:09:48 2021 No.18154856 >>18154833 I don't know I'm 19 (minus too). Man being in your 20s must fucking suck lol. Will you at least stick it in her where the food comes out in 24-72 hrs?

>>	Anynomous Sat May 1 20:10:39 2021 No.18154861 >>18154831 You can, you just have to believe in yourself.

>>	Lö fargott Sat May 1 20:10:50 2021 No.18154862 My father wants to force me to marry a Christian girly, but I like more the kind of free relation ships. Like in OP pick. What should I tell my dad to justify my decisions?

>>	Anonymous Sat May 1 20:12:29 2021 No.18154872 >>18154856 Actually it's pretty sick, also covid restrictions. I live in Amsterdam and can guarantee I still party harder than you young man.

>>	Anynomous Sat May 1 20:14:34 2021 No.18154877 >>18154862 free relationships, lol "i like my wife to get plowed by other guys" "i like raising children that aren't related to me" you must be joking

>>	Anonymous Sat May 1 20:15:43 2021 No.18154880 >>18154862 Why are you projecting onto the original webm? That girl could be a Christian, madly in love with her boyfriend. Have an open mind and see what a committed relationship might do for you.

>>	Lö fargott Sat May 1 20:17:35 2021 No.18154886 >>18154877 Why should i ever raise an other child? >>18154880 Y its just the archetype of woman i don't care here race or where she is from.

>>	Anonymous Sat May 1 20:18:18 2021 No.18154893 >>18154886 Jesus you sound like a cuck.

>>	Anonymous Sat May 1 20:19:42 2021 No.18154904 Anyone else ever have a few days or few weeks where they just feel totally burned out and have no interest in reading, writing or whatever?

>>	Anonymous Sat May 1 20:19:48 2021 No.18154907 >>18154839 kys

>>	Anonymous Sat May 1 20:20:09 2021 No.18154911 >>18154872 covid restrictions mean you cant stick it up her arse? Pussy

>>	Anonymous Sat May 1 20:20:18 2021 No.18154913 >>18154907 Kys

>>	Anonymous Sat May 1 20:22:26 2021 No.18154927 >>18154913 kys tranny

>>	Anonymous Sat May 1 20:22:36 2021 No.18154930 >>18154927 kys

>>	Anonymous Sat May 1 20:22:57 2021 No.18154936 >>18154927 Kys cuck.

>>	Anonymous Sat May 1 20:23:33 2021 No.18154940 >>18154936 kys faggot

>>	Anonymous Sat May 1 20:24:43 2021 No.18154951 >>18154813 Well I checked some chapter summaries to see if I was absentmindedly missed anything but I didn't. Like I said, I'm only half way through but I really don't see what's so difficult. >>18154815 What was confusing about the play?

>>	Lö fargott Sat May 1 20:25:25 2021 No.18154955 >>18154893 I see we cant talk reasonable, you are to frumpy.

>>	Anonymous Sat May 1 20:25:56 2021 No.18154959 >>18154940 Kys cuck

>>	Anonymous Sat May 1 20:26:04 2021 No.18154960 >>18154940 Kys.

>>	Anonymous Sat May 1 20:26:31 2021 No.18154963 >>18154959 >>18154960 kys niggers

>>	Anonymous Sat May 1 20:26:41 2021 No.18154966 >>18154951 >What was confusing about the play? anon it is intentionally incoherent, stop being a pseud

>>	Anonymous Sat May 1 20:27:16 2021 No.18154968 >>18154963 kys

>>	Anonymous Sat May 1 20:27:16 2021 No.18154969 >>18154963 Kys

>>	Anonymous Sat May 1 20:27:38 2021 No.18154972 >>18154968 KYS

>>	Anonymous Sat May 1 20:27:54 2021 No.18154973 >>18154951 *missing

>>	Anonymous Sat May 1 20:28:46 2021 No.18154981 >>18154972 kys

>>	Anonymous Sat May 1 20:28:46 2021 No.18154982 >>18154972 Kys

Anonymous Sat May 1 20:29:27 2021 No.18154990
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>>18154861
Technically, sure. But nowadays you can't even attack another country without the UN sitting on your neck and spouting shit about "war crimes" and "sexual slavery". Plus, all the conquerors of the past are glorified, you can't conquer nowdays, the PR is way too bad.

>>	Anonymous Sat May 1 20:29:30 2021 No.18154991 >>18154982 kys.

>>	Anonymous Sat May 1 20:30:12 2021 No.18154998 >>18154991 KYS

>>	Anonymous Sat May 1 20:30:12 2021 No.18155000 >>18154991 KYS

>>	Anonymous Sat May 1 20:31:02 2021 No.18155006 >>18154840 stop missing out

>>	Lö fargott Sat May 1 20:32:03 2021 No.18155012 >>18154990 To bad that woman decide nowadays which cock they like most.

Anonymous Sat May 1 20:33:03 2021 No.18155021

>>18154966
But confusing how? Do you mean the parts that are purposefully left unsaid, i.e. Trystero? Like what is so difficult about it? I'm really not trying to be a psued or anything, maybe I missed something idk.
When it got to the part where the characters in the play all know something but it isn't communicated to the audience I just accepted that it would be revealed later on instead of trying to figure what it was out and then, sure enough, they mention Trystero

>>	Anonymous Sat May 1 20:42:24 2021 No.18155087 File: 33 KB, 774x259, 73476473.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] Shelby Foote was such a based king

>>	Anonymous Sat May 1 20:43:26 2021 No.18155098 >>18154633 stay positive, but fuck u

>>	Anonymous Sat May 1 20:49:50 2021 No.18155148 >>18154966 >>18155021 Also, do you mean ambiguous instead of incoherent? I found nothing incoherent about it but I definitely found it ambiguous concerning Trystero.

>>	Anynomous Sat May 1 21:01:31 2021 No.18155206 >>18155087 >the odds agaisnt blacks were too great for them to succeed, as a result of having a different color skin Why do people think this way? As if people's minds are of secondary importance, and skin is their most important feature.

Anonymous Sat May 1 21:05:48 2021 No.18155223

>>18155206
People think that way because that's how it is. There is soooo much reason to say "Blacks in America are fucked before they even begin, simply because they are Black". American society has been carefully stacked against Black people. It's fucking bullshit that it is that way but that's how it is.

>>	Anonymous Sat May 1 21:13:01 2021 No.18155258 >>18155206 Well you gotta remember that for most of his life if you were visibly black there would definitely be procedural prejudice against you, as opposed to nowadays where being visibly black makes the system do everything it can to advance you.

>>	Anonymous Sat May 1 21:48:05 2021 No.18155438 >>18154633 Is there a term for when a word splits and hyphenates into the line below when it's at the end of a line on a page?

>>	Anonymous Sat May 1 21:58:12 2021 No.18155494 >>18154633 >2D folds, writhing

>>	Anonymous Sat May 1 22:10:05 2021 No.18155567 Once you take on the scholarly bachelor mindset being completely isolated becomes based instead of cringe

Anonymous Sat May 1 22:15:32 2021 No.18155599

>>18154633
After rewatching blade runner I had the idea of writing a sci fi in the first person a la Bernhard. So basically its a rant of how fucked up everything is in the future, and just the narrator going off into random thought experiments and philosophizing. Here's what I wrote so far, doesn't amount to much:

a treatise on everything gone wrong

Where does one begin, when accounting for the fuck ups of the present? It is bleak and ever getting bleaker. I only began to be dimly aware of the atrocities of today only after finding an old corrupt hard disk that I happened to stumble upon in some trodden outcast path. It was full of dust when I found it, and only began to work after many trials. It contains an archive of the entire internet at that time, and the past of that passed time. In a word, history (a word that was prior unknown to me).

>>	Anonymous Sat May 1 22:28:56 2021 No.18155660 >>18154633 I am young and having fun. Now I hate myself.

>>	Anonymous Sat May 1 23:05:15 2021 No.18155834 >>18154633 Just finished The Brothers Karamazov, and I'm crying. What a wonderful book it is

>>	Anonymous Sat May 1 23:08:16 2021 No.18155848 What's the point of this thread?

>>	Anonymous Sat May 1 23:12:11 2021 No.18155866 >>18155599 Checked. You’re on the right track, and I like where you’re going with this so far.

Anonymous Sat May 1 23:14:56 2021 No.18155886

is there some place i can just, like, talk to somebody? i'm having a lot of trouble existing. i have all of these questions that i'm certain don't have meaningful answers, and i don't know what i'm supposed to be doing or why i'm alive. i can feel the finite moments of my life falling through my fingers and i'm certain that spending them on things like my meaningless job or shitposting are a waste, but as hard as i've thought about better alternatives, i have simply never found one. all of the answers other people have to this question like devoting yourself to self-serving charity or concentrating completely on your job seem empty and unfulfilling. all i see in my future are unavoidable landmines i have no choice but to walk steadily towards and then experience, like growing old alone or my parents dying, and absolutely nothing to look forward to other than the comforting thought that eventually this will all be over
am i really here to play video games and watch tv until i die? why go through the trouble? to stay here, certain doom; to escape, where to? i just don't know how i'm supposed to live in a world like this that doesn't involve just endless misery

>>	Anonymous Sat May 1 23:21:53 2021 No.18155918 >>18154907 >>18154913 >>18154930 >>18154936 >>18154940 >>18154959 >>18154960 >>18154963 >>18154968 >>18154969 >>18154972 >>18154981 >>18154982 >>18154991 >>18154998 >>18155000 kys breddit niggers

>>	Anonymous Sat May 1 23:22:59 2021 No.18155921 >>18155918 KYS

>>	Anonymous Sat May 1 23:25:06 2021 No.18155935 >>18155918 >Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.

Anonymous Sat May 1 23:29:33 2021 No.18155961
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I've been seeing a lot of content regarding moral relativism and moral intuitionism. I tried internalizing it and now I have no strong feeling on anything. I feel like I'm some stupid monk because I can't trust my senses.

Fuck this, I want to go back to being an opinionated caveman. Books for mindlessly reasoning your intuition?

>>	Anonymous Sat May 1 23:32:26 2021 No.18155984 >>18155918 kys

>>	Anonymous Sat May 1 23:38:38 2021 No.18156024 >>18154633 I keep meaning to write something serious, but it's so addicting to write nothing but inconsequential slice of life and pretend I have friends.

>>	Anonymous Sat May 1 23:43:18 2021 No.18156054 I wrote 1100 words giving advice in the previous thread.

Anonymous Sat May 1 23:44:40 2021 No.18156061
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Today a dude approached me in the philosophy section at the library. He asked if I was looking for a particular book and I said no.
He then asked what philosophy I like and I responded "stoicism".
Then he said he liked existentialism better.
Then I said I don't like existentialism much.
He laughed and said
>yeah, it's depressing

He then left right after saying that, not saying goodbye or anything. Weird guy.

>>	Anonymous Sat May 1 23:46:15 2021 No.18156070 >>18156061 >stoicism >existentialism reddit meets reddit.

>>	Anonymous Sat May 1 23:50:59 2021 No.18156098 >>18156061 >this is your brain on pop philosophy But like honestly how are you supposed to respond to a question like that and not sound like your collecting philosophy like pokemon cards?

Anonymous Sat May 1 23:52:00 2021 No.18156103
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>>18154633
Woman do this to me and I hate it. A forced and false child like charm is disgusting. I an adult can walk my self with out being dragged along. Any woman that does this is trying to control you and demand you become an NPC well she fucks chad behind your back. Its embarrassing really how hard she's trying.

>>	Anonymous Sat May 1 23:53:07 2021 No.18156110 I have a big penis but I can't talk to girls. Is there and app for size queens where I can just send them dick pics instead of chatting?

>>	Anonymous Sat May 1 23:56:26 2021 No.18156130 >>18154840 I had that in high school its not anything but a waste of time. Philosophy is much better.

>>	Anonymous Sat May 1 23:58:06 2021 No.18156138 >>18156110 why dont you google is and fine out

Anonymous Sun May 2 00:00:04 2021 No.18156148

>>18154840
FOMO is your chimp brain speaking. Realistically you are missing out on like 99.9999999999% of all human experience so just find something you like doing and don't have stupid regrets like
>I didn't have a picturesque relationship in high school!!!!

>>	Anonymous Sun May 2 00:00:25 2021 No.18156150 >>18156061 >>18156098 my Ontology type beasts your Ethics card

>>	Anonymous Sun May 2 00:01:55 2021 No.18156160 >>18154840 check out the book 'either or' by kierkegaard and realize how much of a faggot you are

>>	Anonymous Sun May 2 00:03:41 2021 No.18156169 >>18156150 heh, jokes on you I had my absurdist stage 2 trap card face down. Looks like all your normative philosophies are going strait to the graveyard

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>>	Anonymous Sun May 2 00:22:44 2021 No.18156264 >>18156138 I just get porn

>>	Anonymous Sun May 2 00:26:05 2021 No.18156282 >>18156264 Just post your dick on Craigslist like a normal person

Anonymous Sun May 2 00:31:53 2021 No.18156319

I’ve completely lost myself in the muddle of uni. I used to have so much time to myself to reflect but now that I’m surrounded by people all the time everything just feels so fucking empty. I don’t know what I’m doing I don’t know why I’m doing and I don’t know what I’m supposed to be doing, I’m simply following the curriculum like a cog

>>	Anonymous Sun May 2 00:52:21 2021 No.18156407 File: 11 KB, 300x250, images (10).jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >You're on track!

Anonymous Sun May 2 00:58:39 2021 No.18156428

>>18156319
You should be following the curriculum like a cog, and you should still have time in the week to do other things too
>168 hours in a week
>15 hours of classes
>15 hours of studying for said classes
>10 hours of transportation to classes
>56 hours sleeping
>21 hours of eating
>2 hours doing laundry
>2 hours cleaning shit you have
>2 hours shopping for shit you need
>totals 123 hours doing obligatory school work and human function
>leaves you with 45 hours a week to do whatever the fuck you want
>6.4 hours a day to fuck off.
What are you doing for 6.4 hours that you can't do the things you dream of doing?

>>	Anonymous Sun May 2 01:06:50 2021 No.18156462 >>18156103 women do this to you? tell us about it

>>	Anonymous Sun May 2 01:07:20 2021 No.18156466 >>18154633 Do bugs really?

>>	Anonymous Sun May 2 01:07:41 2021 No.18156467 Today I got married on a mountain peak today. We had champaign and sushi. My wife topped me aggressively when we came home. I didn't cum but it felt nice anyways.

Anonymous Sun May 2 01:10:58 2021 No.18156485

>>18156428
I’m an architecture major so it’s a lot more time consuming then that and studio alone takes up 7 hours a day on avg plus the class time which is close to 4. The free time I have is just spent trying to escape by playing vidya because that’s the easiest task I can do especially after having to rack my brain trying to design shit. In all honestly I don’t even know whether I like my major. I’m pretty miserable most of the time and only get around 5 hours of sleep. the rest of my time is wasted talking to people I don’t really care about but I can’t really escape either. I say this and yet I know it’s all cope for not getting my shit together. I just say it in hopes that my actions are justified. I know there’s some way I can perfectly minmax my time and be efficient but I’m not superman

Anonymous Sun May 2 01:18:16 2021 No.18156505

>>18156485
The exercise of typing our required time and having some left over is simply that, an exercise to make you think about your actions on a slightly larger time frame than just the day to day. I believe in you anon. I used to loiter and smoke cigs with the architecture kids. My model from highschool architecture of notradame de paris was one of my favorite things I've ever done. I layered the museum board and repeatedly cut it out so that all the little details and concaves were there. Fun stuff.

I'm not trying to make you be superman, I'm just trying to help you get to a better place. You know yourself best.

>>	Anonymous Sun May 2 01:25:55 2021 No.18156540 >>18156505 Thanks for the consideration anon

Anonymous Sun May 2 01:54:57 2021 No.18156651
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Two weeks ago I was at a bar and I had a wonderful interaction with a woman a few years younger than me. We initially hoped to get some late-night food, but the places she wanted to go were closed. She lives in another state, and she had to fly home the next morning.

A week ago, I texted her, and she texted me back and seemed very happy to hear from me, and she mentioned that she wanted to come back to my city as soon as she could.

Today, I texted her again, and she again responded and said she was happy to see me. She mentioned that she had been doing a lot of traveling, so that's why she was not always available. But she again mentioned that she was eager to get back to my city. Also, I mentioned that we might consider doing a video call or a video chat, and she seemed open to the idea, even saying that I should get a hold of her next week.

Do I dare hope this is something that might actually go somewhere? I feel like the fact that she has been willing to keep texting me for weeks now is a good sign. But I've been burned before.

>>	Anonymous Sun May 2 02:02:12 2021 No.18156679 File: 83 KB, 640x640, 1584014214510.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >I'am supposed to cope living in a dying civilization while pretending it isn't so Give me one good reason why i should't just become a recluse?

>>	Anonymous Sun May 2 02:17:02 2021 No.18156731 File: 86 KB, 900x600, 926639778063546.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >post a strong claim >realize within seconds of posting i was wrong >leave, hide the thread, never check it again

>>	Anonymous Sun May 2 02:18:18 2021 No.18156740 >>18156651 Stop expecting so much from someone who doesn’t live near you. It’s not love, it’s just someone being nice and friendly to you.

>>	Anynomous Sun May 2 02:45:39 2021 No.18156842 >>18156651 I would leave her alone until she comes back to your area. You don't want to come off as desperate. >>18156740 Shut up faggot, he's just trying to get a date.

Anonymous Sun May 2 02:46:02 2021 No.18156845

Americans are so strange to me. Particularly the younger ones. The type of things they get enthusiastic about is so weird - like school spirit, for example. I just watched a video from a high school pep rally and it's really alien. In my country no one could give a fuck about school and if you had any enthusiasm you were a massive loser. I've been to parties with Americans too and the way they get enthusiastic for the concept of a party is also strange to me. Hard to explain exactly what I mean, but it's a different type of enthusiasm. I mean maybe it'd be kinda nice to be around less apathetic and cynical people, I guess.

>>	Anonymous Sun May 2 02:47:57 2021 No.18156858 >>18156462 I hate it, is supper annoy when they cant just act normal and play up the cutesy behavior because they think men like it. They snatch your hand then drag you about. Infuriating.

>>	Anonymous Sun May 2 02:50:02 2021 No.18156867 >>18156842 >I would leave her alone until she comes back to your area. You don't want to come off as desperate. Good point. I guess I just don't want to seem neglectful, either. I suppose it's a matter of balance.

Anonymous Sun May 2 02:53:39 2021 No.18156881

>>18154633
Awful thread, please push this up to the bump limit so we can get an actually good image.
>>18154719
Because these threads are the only thing worth reading on /lit/ and lately anime and korean tards are forcing their consumerist shit taste onto the innocent readers of /lit/.

>>	Anonymous Sun May 2 02:55:52 2021 No.18156897 File: 120 KB, 284x339, 1409289847967.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>18156061 He was just trying to make friends

Anynomous Sun May 2 02:56:54 2021 No.18156904

>>18156845
I'm American. Going to school here was shit. School wasn't about learning, it was about socializing. School dances, class president, pep rallies; everyone took these things very seriously.
I finally started having fun when I decided to stop going to school. I started doing drugs and ditching class. I found a group of miscreants to hang out with, and my grades were barely good enough to graduate.
I wish school was about learning. As a kid, I enjoyed learning, but I hated school. What does that tell you?
Anyway, Americans are strange to me, too.

>>	Anonymous Sun May 2 03:01:07 2021 No.18156917 >>18156169 Nope, I can play my Myth of Sisyphus for free during my opponents turn at the cost of adding five bolder tokens to my deck.

>>	Anonymous Sun May 2 03:03:18 2021 No.18156933 >>18156428 >>168 hours in a week >56 hours sleeping >35 hours working >77 hours gaming

>>	Anonymous Sun May 2 03:04:22 2021 No.18156944 File: 299 KB, 1170x918, 1496643287471.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>18156897 its ok anon, its gonna be all better

>>	Anonymous Sun May 2 03:06:09 2021 No.18156957 >>18154633 I cant stop hate watching this, fuck chinks

>>	Anonymous Sun May 2 03:09:24 2021 No.18156979 >go to the bookshop >they have every book in the Sea of Fertility tetralogy except the one I'm up to annoying, gonna have to buy Runaway Horses online it seems

>>	Anonymous Sun May 2 03:11:23 2021 No.18156990 >>18156845 I sat alone during my high school pep rallies and listening to 90s rock on my mp3 player. But really it's not about school spirit, it's about getting out of class early to have fun with your friends.

>>	Anonymous Sun May 2 03:12:00 2021 No.18156996 I wish I was a kid again like when stuff still had a big emotional impact on me

Anonymous Sun May 2 03:14:12 2021 No.18157009

>>18156845
Watching videos != experiencing American life.
That being said this spirit is usually a fake mask people put on. Americans are rarely genuine. However, American parties are pure fun. The ones I have been to that turned into ragers have been extremely memorable and enjoyable. Of course they are just brainless hedonism distracting you from life, but everyone opens up in their own way and there is always fun stuff happening.
This may have changed though, considering zoomers are an entirely different generation.

>>18156957
Agreed. There is something revolting about these simulacra, but I am not sure if these people will ever understand.

>>	Anonymous Sun May 2 03:20:41 2021 No.18157032 >>18154633 DANCING IN THE MOONLIGHT EVERBODY'S FEELING WARM AND BRIGHT

Anonymous Sun May 2 03:28:37 2021 No.18157058

>>18154633
Just got done watching the move Ran, a 1970s/1980s Kurosawa film about what is pretty much the Japanese adaptation of King Lear, with my dad while he makes a shoulder-holster for me. Tonight's been pretty cool.
I also just learned Kurosawa did another Shakespeare adaptation, in this case Macbeth. i will likely watch this soon as well.

>>	Anynomous Sun May 2 03:30:13 2021 No.18157064 File: 3.13 MB, 360x189, ezgif-7-475970776dfa.gif [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] I FUCKING LOVE READING

Anonymous Sun May 2 03:51:18 2021 No.18157137

>>18157009
>Watching videos != experiencing American life.

I did an exchange in America and while that's not the same as growing up there I did experience it 'first hand'. I'm not actually criticising the culture, it's just weird compared to my home country. I'm not sure it's something an American can 'see' unless they have spent some time out of their own country. Although it doesn't apply to everyone of course, nothing ever does.

Anonymous Sun May 2 03:53:55 2021 No.18157144

>>18154633
SHE WAS YOUNG AND BEAUTIFUL. BUT NOW SHE IS BATTERED AND DEAD. SHE IS NOT
THE FIRST AND SHE WILL NOT BE THE LAST. I LAY AWAKE NIGHTS THINKING ABOUT MY
NEXT VICTIM. MAYBE SHE WILL BE THE BEAUTIFUL BLOND THAT BABYSITS NEAR THE
LITTLE STORE AND WALKS DOWN THE DARK ALLEY EACH EVENING ABOUT SEVEN. OR MAYBE SHE WILL BE THE SHAPELY BLUE EYED BROWNETT THAT SAID NO WHEN I ASKED HER FOR
A DATE IN HIGH SCHOOL. BUT MAYBE IT WILL NOT BE EITHER. BUT I SHALL CUT
OFF HER FEMALE PARTS AND DEPOSIT THEM FOR THE WHOLE CITY TO SEE. SO DON'T MAKE IT TO EASY FOR ME. KEEP YOUR SISTERS, DAUGHTERS, AND WIVES OFF THE STREETS
AND ALLEYS. MISS BATES WAS STUPID. SHE WENT TO THE SLAUGHTER LIKE A LAMB. SHE
DID NOT PUT UP A STRUGGLE. BUT I DID. IT WAS A BALL. I FIRST PULLED THE MIDDLE
WIRE FROM THE DISTRIBUTOR. THEN I WAITED FOR HER IN THE LIBRARY AND FOLLOWED HER OUT AFTER ABOUT TWO MINUTS. THE BATTERY MUST HAVE BEEN ABOUT DEAD BY THEN.
I THEN OFFERED TO HELP. SHE WAS THEN VERY WILLING TO TALK TO ME. I TOLD HER
THAT MY CAR WAS DOWN THE STREET AND THAT I WOULD GIVE HER A LIFT HOME. WHEN WE WERE AWAY FROM THE LIBRARY WALKING, I SAID IT WAS ABOUT TIME. SHE ASKED ME,
"ABOUT TIME FOR WHAT". I SAID IT WAS ABOUT TIME FOR HER TO DIE. I GRABBED HER AROUND THE NECK WITH MY HAND OVER HER MOUTH AND MY OTHER HAND WITH A SMALL KNIFE AT HER THROAT. SHE WENT VERY WILLINGLY. HER BREAST FELT WARM AND
VERY FIRM UNDER MY HANDS, BUT ONLY ONE THING WAS ON MY MIND. MAKING HER PAY FOR THE BRUSH OFFS THAT SHE HAD GIVEN ME DURING THE YEARS PRIOR. SHE DIED HARD. SHE
SQUIRMED AND SHOOK AS I CHOAKED HER, AND HER LIPS TWICHED. SHE LET OUT A SCREAM ONCE AND I KICKED HER IN THE HEAD TO SHUT HER UP. I PLUNGED THE KNIFE INTO HER AND IT BROKE. I THEN FINISHED THE JOB BY CUTTING HER THROAT. I AM NOT SICK. I AM
INSANE. BUT THAT WILL NOT STOP THE GAME. THIS LETTER SHOULD BE PUBLISHED FOR
ALL TO READ IT. IT JUST MIGHT SAVE THAT GIRL IN THE ALLEY. BUT THAT'S UP TO
YOU. IT WILL BE ON YOUR CONSCIENCE. NOT MINE. YES, I DID MAKE THAT CALL TO YOU
ALSO. IT WAS JUST A WARNING. BEWARE...I AM STALKING YOUR GIRLS NOW.

>>	Anonymous Sun May 2 04:03:01 2021 No.18157163 >>18157144 didnt read lol

>>	Anonymous Sun May 2 04:06:10 2021 No.18157167 >>18155984 kys

Anonymous Sun May 2 04:20:43 2021 No.18157216

>>18154633
I will acquire grant money soon, and hold over an excess of 1.5 grand or so, which will be left to my discretion.
I will use this to buy a claw mount for my PTR91, a Leupold scope of ok quality, and spend the rest on the gently recovering market for 308. ammo.
Life's a horrid ride, but every now and again you get something nice, boys.

>>	Anonymous Sun May 2 04:23:26 2021 No.18157226 >>18155886 In principle going to confession is supposed to be like this. Even if you're not christian it might help.

Anonymous Sun May 2 04:26:43 2021 No.18157242

KYS is the latest chart topping girl band fresh from the hit factories of Seoul. With their unique brand of hypnotic four-on-the-floor beats, the aggressive pop vocals of front woman Jaenong, and a hefty dose of high heel empowerment, this group is one to watch.

Anonymous Sun May 2 04:30:48 2021 No.18157258
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>>18157226
I'm a practicing Catholic and I have become strongly convinced that the Sacrament of Confession is one of the greatest gifts God has ever given mankind. I think He gave it to us to help us be sane. I suppose He could have us confess our sins and receive absolution for them in some other way. But I think He knew that it is good for us to speak our crimes out loud, and our evils out loud, and to be stricken of them out loud by a human voice.

Do you ever consider that therapy, psychiatry, is a kind of hollow pantomime of Confession? The therapist stands in for the priest. But the therapist lacks the power that the priest has through God. The therapist cannot act In Persona Christi. He cannot absolve, he can only diagnose and comment. And this is why therapy can never wield the power that Confession wields.

I'm actually tearing up thinking how happy I am to have access to Confession. It is very beautiful. Like a purifier for the soul. A washing agent.

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>>	Anonymous Sun May 2 04:39:32 2021 No.18157282 >>18155886 Join a group that practices political violence t. not a glowie

>>	Anonymous Sun May 2 04:40:37 2021 No.18157290 I thought I was on /jp/ instead of /lit/ for some reason

>>	Anonymous Sun May 2 04:42:48 2021 No.18157301 >>18157290 I used to browse /jp/ nearly a decade ago.

>>	Anonymous Sun May 2 04:46:03 2021 No.18157321 >>18157301 I still do, it's an alright board depending on your interests.

>>	Anonymous Sun May 2 04:55:02 2021 No.18157351 hope i die soon

>>	Anonymous Sun May 2 04:56:18 2021 No.18157357 >>18157351 Me too.

Anonymous Sun May 2 04:58:17 2021 No.18157362
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I have been trying dating apps and actually interacting with women. I hate it.

BUT. I have been friends with a tomboyish girl for like a decade. We play PS4 every week with each other and get along better with each other absurdly well. But I have always seen her as a friend.

But now im actually trying to take an active interest in women Im realizing that maybe she could be the one. I dunno we are both pretty weird. But I dont wanna ruin a 10 year friendship.

And yes I know I sound like a little bitch

Anynomous Sun May 2 05:00:25 2021 No.18157369
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We are not going to make it to the stars. We are not going to pass the Great Filter.

There are about 1.4 trillion barrels left in Earth's oil reserves. At current rates of extraction, that gives us about 50 years. Undiscovered oil reserves are estimated to be much smaller, only about 90 billion barrels. When the oil is gone, we can't make rocket fuel. That means we have 55 years to leave the planet and colonize another world. Obviously, that's impossible. We're fucked.

"what about oil alternatives?"
Like what? You can't refine ethanol into rocket fuel.

"what about nuclear energy?"
We will probably run out of uranium long before we develop the tech for nuclear propulsion.

We're fucked, boys, it's a doomed world, and we are a doomed species. Earth is a world gone wrong. We had our chance, and we blew it.

>>	Anonymous Sun May 2 05:02:55 2021 No.18157374 >>18157369 >We will probably run out of uranium long before we develop the tech for nuclear propulsion. lol not true at all. Space is a meme tho. Everything is too far away. without faster than light travel its bullshit

Anonymous Sun May 2 05:04:23 2021 No.18157378

>>18157362
>I have been trying dating apps and actually interacting with women.
Of course you do -- you're on Tinder; go outside (if their's no covid).
> I have been friends with a tomboyish girl for like a decade.
Good luck, but don't force yourself to love someone for the sake of loving.

Anonymous Sun May 2 05:04:24 2021 No.18157379

>>18154633
You asked for this:
>I’ve been thinking about lightbulbs recently. I don’t know why, I guess it’s because it’s one of those inventions that not many people think about until one goes out in their house. They only remember it for as long as it takes to replace, and even then if it’s inconvenient they may just say fuck it and not bother replacing it.

>Another reason I think I’m thinking about them is because I’ve been thinking about that Ayn Rand book we had to read in AP Literature, Anthem. It’s a scary book to me, honestly. The thought of that amount of regression is outright haunting. I remember someone I class saying that his creation of the lightbulb being so important was stupid, and that made me think about rediscovery. Like, how many kids make discoveries like that? How many times has the lightbulb been reinvented, or something even as simple as a basic clay bowl? And does that make them stupid for thinking it’s new or unique? I don’t think so. I think it’s probably a sign that you’re just as smart, if not more so, as the person or people who invented what you thought you invented.

>That WEBM gave me an idea. Is being horny a conscious decision? Can you choose to be horny, or does your body decide that for you? Same question for love. Can you decide to truly love someone, or is it just something that happens that you can’t control? Wouldn’t all of these questions fall under cognitive psychology?

You wanted this, so here it is. Hope it was entertaining at least.

>>	Anonymous Sun May 2 05:05:27 2021 No.18157385 >>18154633 I feel a death upon me

Anynomous Sun May 2 05:07:13 2021 No.18157390

>>18157374
>not true at all
I hope not.

But what do we do, then? There is only so much uranium, rare earth materials, etc., and we're extracting them ridiculously fast. When they run out, we lose any chance of long-term survival.

>space is a meme
but it's the only alternative to certain extinction on a planet with no more resources. if only we could slow down our use of resources, maybe we could develop tech like FTL travel

>>	Anonymous Sun May 2 05:07:22 2021 No.18157391 >>18157378 >Good luck, but don't force yourself to love someone for the sake of loving. thats the thing. i dont think ill find anyone better. And Im too autistic to get a girlfriend but i dont want to be alone forever

Anynomous Sun May 2 05:09:09 2021 No.18157396

>>18157379
>thinking about light bulbs
Just wait until you find out about the conspiracy between lightbulb manufacturers to decrease the lifespan of lightbulbs. We developed tech for never-ending lightbulbs decades ago -- but you can't buy them because of an international conspiracy.
I'm not joking.

>>	Anonymous Sun May 2 05:11:34 2021 No.18157404 >>18157369 Ew lad, why do you want to "go to the stars"? I still don't get people who would be really enthusiastic about industrial society, if only we had a trillion more barrels left.

>>	Anonymous Sun May 2 05:12:06 2021 No.18157406 >>18157396 I mean I honestly don’t care that much about lightbulbs. I believe you, but it’s whatever. Just like the whole diamond conspiracy that turned out to be real. It’s interesting but holds no real consequence.

>>	Anynomous Sun May 2 05:14:32 2021 No.18157413 >>18157404 Because if we don't, we'll run out of oil and other raw materials, and 99% of the population will starve to death while the other 1% lives a meaningless monk-like existence because they can't build anything.

>>	Anonymous Sun May 2 05:20:07 2021 No.18157433 >>18157391 good luck >>18157413 Quite the contrary, if we go to space we will, without a doubt waste the rest of the resources on earth. I think some form of luddism is the only way for us to sustain the Earth

>>	Anonymous Sun May 2 05:22:30 2021 No.18157444 I know that other people wish me well and i realize it would be really beneficial for me but i cant stop feeling angry for not being able to be such a person.

Anynomous Sun May 2 05:29:22 2021 No.18157464

>>18157433
Luddism is fine and good, if it gives us time to figure out faster-than-light travel and to find an earth-like planet. Failure to do that still leaves us with the problem of finite resources.
This is the Great Filter. An intelligent species evolves; will they use their limited resources wisely enough to colonize another world? If not, they will cling to their dying planet until they finally go extinct, their population limited by the amount of fertile soil left on the planet, no more large-scale industry and no more raw resources. This is the test, and we are going to fail it.

schizo rant over

>>	Anynomous Sun May 2 05:30:55 2021 No.18157470 >>18157444 Nice trips. Just ask out the tomboy. If she says no, you can still play vidya with her.

Anonymous Sun May 2 05:33:53 2021 No.18157476
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If I had never been terminally online since 2015 and had never been indoctrinated, I would probably be dating an average East Asian woman right now, still only listening to DnB, "chillstep" or shoegaze. I would probably still be drinking energy drinks regularly. I would probably only watch popular anime, no real art. Would still be a VSauce fan, but would be too lazy to deal with science in depth. I would do some creative stuff now and then, some animations but that's it. I probably would have become something like a mediocre storm/rain photographer. Mainly my job, low T GF and riding my bike in nature. No intellectual challenge, almost no politics.
Without all the context, I would be pissed, shocked and triggered by people like 4chan users. A discussion would fail right from the start. I would be too averse and the others too blindly aggressive and stupidly proud.
Since realizing that, I've been less cynical in my interactions with redditors. If you've never been challenged, if you've never been pulled out of mediocrity, you're not automatically inherently mediocre.

Anonymous Sun May 2 05:34:35 2021 No.18157478
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I can't help but feel like fascism is the most logical outcome of this whole cosmopolitan mess, at least in Europe. France or Italy will be the first examples of this. Globalism has done too much chaos and fascists will reap the benefits. Fascists are smart in a tactical sense. They know when the moment has come. Fascism likes to hide from the public until reveals itself at a moment's notice. It will be a crude mixture of führer-like politics mixed with a nationalized neoliberal economy. A second cold war with China is likely as well.
Either way, the future isn't looking good for us leftybros. Lots of Europeans will probably migrate to the US or wealthy Asian countries, myself included. I hope I'm wrong.

>>	Anynomous Sun May 2 05:38:04 2021 No.18157488 >>18157478 >leftybros >migrate to the US Stay the fuck where you are.

>>	Anonymous Sun May 2 05:39:46 2021 No.18157495 >>18157478 >Readvent of Fascism where it was once though utterly dead Man I fucking wish.

>>	Anonymous Sun May 2 05:40:48 2021 No.18157499 >>18157488 you're right, the US is a shithole. China it is then.

>>	Anynomous Sun May 2 05:42:12 2021 No.18157503 >>18157499 Good. You'll be with your comrades, living in high-quality apartments that disintigrate 2 years after construction.

>>	Anonymous Sun May 2 05:54:27 2021 No.18157522 >>18157470 Uhh, what tomboy?

>>	Anonymous Sun May 2 05:56:05 2021 No.18157528 >>18157478 You should maybe do your part to keep Europe free from American and Chinese influence, so it stays as comfy as it is.

>>	Anonymous Sun May 2 05:59:56 2021 No.18157543 File: 857 KB, 245x135, 1588688182874.gif [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>18157369 I honestly do not care if humanity goes extinct, not like I'll be around to witness it anyway.

Anonymous Sun May 2 06:01:58 2021 No.18157549

>>18157476
Tentatively agree because I can also remember not being the way I am. But I can also remember as a child just intuitively coming to certain positions that would put me at odds with the status quo. I could also remember, and feeling strongly adverse to, this particular sensation of adults attempting to indoctrinate certain values into, especially at school.

Anynomous Sun May 2 06:03:17 2021 No.18157557

>>18157522
Just ask her. Don't play dumb.

>>18157543
>not like I'll be around
How do you know? You have no idea what happens after you die. Maybe you'll come back. Maybe reincarnation is real.
Regardless, people will still be around, and it's pretty fucked if we screw them over to lives of misery, just because we're hedonistic faustian cucks who can't get their shit together.

Anonymous Sun May 2 06:05:34 2021 No.18157564
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>>18157478
>>18157495
Look to China. It's the model for the rest of the world. I'm not sure if the future is fascism itself, but authoritarian is a definite. Our governments and media overlords are not concerned with wellbeing, social harmony, or happiness (obviously). Racebaiting, uncontrolled use of smartphones and the internet, and reporting of gloomy news, -- all those service the system financially and politically, but at the cost of citizen wellbeing.

Any future government that subtly and cleverly places a firm control on the internet, smartphone usage, the news cycle, is guaranteed to make the populace happier and consequently will be adored. It will also easier to address those particular issues than other more deeply ingrained problems. Of course, a government like that can't exist within the bounds of our "democratic" system.

The coronavirus was a godsend for declinists. I'm in love with the future.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k_w1Lap8AmI

>>	Anonymous Sun May 2 06:06:46 2021 No.18157568 >>18157557 I havent interacted with a girl for 7 years now. You must be mistaken.

Anonymous Sun May 2 06:08:08 2021 No.18157572

>>18157557
>How do you know? You have no idea what happens after you die. Maybe you'll come back. Maybe reincarnation is real.
Pure gut feeling, something tells me that I won't come back to this world after death and I believe it.
>Regardless, people will still be around, and it's pretty fucked if we screw them over to lives of misery, just because we're hedonistic faustian cucks who can't get their shit together.
Yeah well, people who came before me didn't care what happened to the ones who will come after them so I sure as hell won't care about the people of the future. It's a shitty selfish attitude to have, for sure, I do not deny that, but I frankly do not care. And even if I did want to make a change it's not like I'd be able to, the fate of the world is not in my hands, there is nothing I can do about it, if you want to complain to someone go complain to the ones that rule this world, I doubt they'd listen though.

Anynomous Sun May 2 06:10:14 2021 No.18157579

>>18157564
model for the rest of the world? they're decades behind us, they're currently genociding a minority group, they'll throw you in jail if you insult the despot, and most of the pop is shit poor and half retarded. china is shit

Obviously, things aren't going too well for us either, here in the West. But don't take your comfy life for granted.

>declinists
>in love with the future
imagine being happy that your society is in decline. you must be a teenager or something

Anonymous Sun May 2 06:13:20 2021 No.18157591

>>18157579
China is shit, but it's been improving at a steady pace. Also, no, I'm not happy, but decline might provide an opportunity for meaning and restructuring of power (for better or worse). That's what I care about. Also, there's no way out of a decline. Nothing we can do, but wait it out.

Anynomous Sun May 2 06:15:41 2021 No.18157597

>>18157572
>people who came before me didn't care
Are you joking? Do you know how much blood and sweat it took too build the West? I'm not a mindless patriotic jingo, but I recognize my own good fortune, and the hard work of others.

>>18157591
>might provide an opportunity for meaning and restructuring of power
Fair enough.

Anonymous Sun May 2 06:16:24 2021 No.18157600
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>>18157579
>they're decades behind us
parts of china are more adbanced than modern america. and at their current pace will be ahead of america within a few decades. china really only started industrilization at Mao. America started more than a century ago.
> they're currently genociding a minority group
so? America murdered at least 1 million in the middle east
> they'll throw you in jail if you insult the despot
Yet they have a smaller prison population than america lol
>and most of the pop is shit poor and half retarded
The average chinese person is absoltely smarter than the average american. I have been to both. The average chinese tries so fucking hard and hates the lazy. The average american is a piece a fat that does nothing but whinge.

This constant coping of china doesnt matter is retarded.

>>	Anonymous Sun May 2 06:18:03 2021 No.18157607 >>18157597 >Are you joking? No, I'm not, if we're in such a shit situation as >>18157369 mentioned then it's clearly the fault of the people of the past that let it get to this point.

Anonymous Sun May 2 06:20:06 2021 No.18157612

>>18157600
>The average chinese person is absoltely smarter than the average american. I have been to both. The average chinese tries so fucking hard and hates the lazy. The average american is a piece a fat that does nothing but whinge.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FbJ71z34Lro

>>	Anonymous Sun May 2 06:21:08 2021 No.18157617 >>18157612 Wrong link meant this one: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9KRe08n0d3o

Anonymous Sun May 2 06:22:55 2021 No.18157620

>>18157600
>Yet they have a smaller prison population than america lol
Yeah, because the CCP is so open and transparent, right? Surely they're telling the truth about everything. Everything you've said that can't be sourced directly and solely to Chinese state-run "media" can be attributed to your personal biases. Do you not see that?

Anonymous Sun May 2 06:24:23 2021 No.18157627

>>18157579
>they're decades behind us

Have you been? Because it depends where you are in China. Even the 'minor' cities (which still have millions of people) are nice as hell: clean, safe, efficient public transport, green energy, good food, green spaces, nice public squares etc. Even air pollution isn't a problem in a lot of areas. Of course, there are still many industrial hell holes, but the same could be said of America (except in America they are filled with opiate addicts). Sure, there's no freedom of speech, but for a lot of people that's an acceptable trade off for living a safe, comfortable and relatively prosperous life. I'm not a Chinaboo and I'd still rather live in my home country, but I was way more impressed when I visited than I was expecting because I'd been fed dumb inaccurate propaganda that's completely detached from reality.

Anynomous Sun May 2 06:24:43 2021 No.18157630

>>18157600
HA mao? The guy who killed birdies and caused starvation because he was too retarded to understand basic ecology? The guy who ordered his peasants to melt scraps of metal to make iron and steel, and wound up with shitty unusable metal? That guy can go fuck himself. I don't know the whole history of his reign of terror, but I have no doubt nothing he did worked out well.

>america murdered middle easterners
Fair point

>smaller prison pop than america
But for the most part, they're actual criminals. I know the problems our system has, but at least we least we don't have political prisoners... except for Snowden and Manning. Still, it's at a minimum. Whatever. China is still worse.

>average chinese person is absoltely smarter than the average american
HAHAHAHA
I'm not saying Americans are smart -- I'm saying chinamen are dumb. You have been to China? You were probably interacting with the top 1% of their society. On what capacity did you visit china? Vacation? Or what?

Anynomous Sun May 2 06:28:11 2021 No.18157651

>>18157627

good food

>10% of the cooking oil used in China is made from human waste
https://environment-review.yale.edu/china-potential-harnessing-power-waste-cooking-oil-0#:~:text=China%27s%20food%20culture%20depends%20heavily,oil%2C%20which%20threatens%20human%20health.

Anonymous Sun May 2 06:28:15 2021 No.18157652

>>18157620
>Yeah, because the CCP is so open and transparent, right?
you can see their prisons. Either china is hiding tens of millions people underground requiring an insane amount of time/money just to hide their prisoners from america OR they have prisons like normal countries and just use prisoners for labour. What do you think is more likely?

>>	Anonymous Sun May 2 06:29:17 2021 No.18157657 >>18157651 just wait till you see what goes in american food lol

>>	Anynomous Sun May 2 06:30:07 2021 No.18157663 >>18157652 >prisons like normal countries and just use prisoners for labour being sentenced to hard labor seems normal to you?

>>	Anonymous Sun May 2 06:30:18 2021 No.18157664 >>18157630 >But for the most part, they're actual criminals huge swaths of prisoners in america are held without trial. They aren't criminals.

>>	Anonymous Sun May 2 06:30:44 2021 No.18157665 >>18157651 who gives a shit

>>	Anynomous Sun May 2 06:31:10 2021 No.18157668 >>18157657 Not fucking human waste. I know fast food is disgusting, but come on.

>>	Anynomous Sun May 2 06:32:23 2021 No.18157675 >>18157664 Awaiting trial is not the same as being held without trial. >>18157665 kek

Anonymous Sun May 2 06:32:36 2021 No.18157676

>>18157630
>Fair point
How is it a fair point? The amount of people who Americans have directly killed is much smaller than a million. What you're doing is arbitrarily broadening the scope and defining an end point to the causal chain which most directly suits your personal views. If Americans have "murdered" millions in the middle east, beyond the (still large) number of people they have directly killed, then by what metric do you stop looking for causation at America? Surely the Japanese are to blame for awakening America's military and industrial might. Surely the British are to blame for the establishment of America in the first place. Neanderthals were to blame for organizing groups of humans into political powers in the first place. The earth is responsible for the conditions in which life arouse on its surface. The earth itself was caused by the big bang.

My point is not that America is blameless but rather that when you engage in obvious exaggerations based on arbitrary scope broadening, your entire argument goes out the window.

>>	Anynomous Sun May 2 06:35:48 2021 No.18157691 >>18157676 >much smaller than a million Good, I thought so but I didn't bother to check. I took that anon for his word, which is always a mistake. >>18157600 Hey fuck you, you're retarded.

>>	Anonymous Sun May 2 06:37:17 2021 No.18157695 >>18157564 I think you severally underestimate the Western individualism.

>>	Anonymous Sun May 2 06:38:38 2021 No.18157702 File: 34 KB, 400x402, 1310482780909.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>18157600 >The average chinese person is absoltely smarter than the average american My god, no.

Anonymous Sun May 2 06:42:35 2021 No.18157719

>>18157652
You can see their prisons, therefore the CCP is being open and transparent about the number of people they have incarcerated. Have you personally scanned the surface of China on Google maps? Do you know the dimensions of jail cells? This would be important to know, since without that you can't even build a basic conception of how many people can be in a jail of a given size. Additionally, can you tell by looking at the exterior of a prison how many people are in a cell? The argument that you can gage China's prison population because """you can see their prisons""" is not just unsubstantiated. It's completely and utterly without ANY merit behind it AT ALL.

>>	Anonymous Sun May 2 06:45:32 2021 No.18157726 >>18157663 are you under the impression this doesnt happen in america?

Anonymous Sun May 2 06:45:33 2021 No.18157727

>>18157362
don't do it, do a 2 min plank, every second day, for 2 months instead and watch how u will feel about it. after that u can make your own decision. not joking, this is the best advice u will find here. to make it easier for u, look for a song with 2 min length and listen to it every time, so u know when to stop the plank without setting a timer, that will make u keep going.

>>	Anonymous Sun May 2 06:47:24 2021 No.18157734 >>18157719 >It's completely and utterly without ANY merit behind it AT ALL. this is literally how other countries gauge each others prison population and economic activity.

>>	Anonymous Sun May 2 06:48:26 2021 No.18157737 >>18157727 i really dont get this advice. explain.

>>	Anonymous Sun May 2 06:48:28 2021 No.18157738 >>18156679 YOLO

>>	Anonymous Sun May 2 06:50:21 2021 No.18157746 >>18157734 There's no way for me to tell if you're being intentionally disingenuous or are just genuinely incapable of engaging with an argument. Either way, I've been down the whole "arguing with retards" road way too many times. Have a good one!

>>	Anonymous Sun May 2 06:50:26 2021 No.18157748 >>18157727 btw, this trick works for other problems aswell

>>	Anynomous Sun May 2 06:50:29 2021 No.18157750 >>18157726 Working in prison is optional, idiot. It's not the same thing.

>>	Anonymous Sun May 2 06:53:46 2021 No.18157760 >>18157737 I can't explain it for u, because everyone is different. so u have to find out for yourself how u will feel about it. that's the trick

>>	Anonymous Sun May 2 06:54:28 2021 No.18157764 >>18156679 Go ahead and take the ted-pill. It's all that's left for the weak like you.

>>	Anynomous Sun May 2 06:55:42 2021 No.18157769 File: 1018 KB, 1800x1800, GL2A0XM.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] anyone listening to music?

>>	Anonymous Sun May 2 07:01:42 2021 No.18157791 File: 1.71 MB, 2500x1533, Pier with Fishing Boys - by Jahn Ekenæs (1901).jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>18157769 yes, these two https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iTaLnGkTVLw&t=105 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mh108HMQFMU

>>	Anonymous Sun May 2 07:01:45 2021 No.18157792 >>18157737 but u have to forget that this advice is from 4chan, otherwise u will feel (ironically) weird about the plank. but a plank is not a bad thing. u have to tie the plank with a good memorie instead. in the end it's your decision

>>	Anonymous Sun May 2 07:03:06 2021 No.18157798 i want a heart massage

>>	Anonymous Sun May 2 07:04:13 2021 No.18157803 >>18157702 >>18157691 >>18157630 t. people coping that the chinese went through natural selection until recently, and thus have a higher probablity of being intelligent.

>>	Anynomous Sun May 2 07:06:10 2021 No.18157808 >>18157791 Sweet, thanks for posting this. I've been getting into classical music lately, and those both sound very nice.

Anonymous Sun May 2 07:11:03 2021 No.18157821
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Yesterday evening me and my friends hang out at the "bar district" of my town. There was also a group of girls, which we knew (expecially my friends, I'm not that familiar with them), so we spent some time with them. Two of these girls are astonishing, dumb as rocks but really good looking. In fact, sadly one of the two had a Bf and a brawl almost started caused by that young retard. At the end everything went somewhat fine, except for a few scratches for a friend of mine, and we got home, without success with those girls.
This night, I dreamt about these girls, and I'm pretty sure it was inspired by Marcel Proust's "In the Shadow of Young Girls in Flower", where the protagonist meets a "brigade" of cute girls in the hotel where he is in vacation. Now, my dream was kinda like this book, and everything was way better than real life.In this such a fantastic dream I felt constantly a sense of satisfaction, pleasure and it was going to end with me sleeping with one of the girls. With all the respect to authors like Pessoa, but dreaming (awake or not) is fine, but I wish that events like this, where everything works fine, everything is so satisfying would happen in real life, too, that instead is so harsh and chaotic, sadly.

Sorry for my shitty English

Anonymous Sun May 2 07:15:15 2021 No.18157831

>>18157803
The chinese are clearly not intelligent, because they they would have created the modern world, China being stuck in Confusianism is not an argument, we where stuck with Aristotle.

Jews are clearly not intelligent, because they are behind such stupid things as Hollywood, social justice, communism and casino capitalism.

If you cant look at reality, you will never understand reality.

>>	Anonymous Sun May 2 07:16:27 2021 No.18157834 >>18157803 I interact with Chinese on a daily basis, your claim is ridiculous. There is also a reason why Chinese tourists are known to be the worst.

>>	Anynomous Sun May 2 07:17:23 2021 No.18157837 >>18157834 I think he was making a joke about conditions of life in China.

>>	Anynomous Sun May 2 07:18:31 2021 No.18157841 >>18157821 Your English is good. What about the brawl? Did the BF make a fool of himself?

>>	Anonymous Sun May 2 07:18:31 2021 No.18157842 >>18157837 I can't tell at this point.

>>	Anynomous Sun May 2 07:20:18 2021 No.18157845 >>18157842 If you don't mind, what job do you have? It sounds interesting.

>>	Anonymous Sun May 2 07:30:16 2021 No.18157876 >>18154633 that gif fills me with unfiltering deep depression

Anonymous Sun May 2 07:33:05 2021 No.18157886

>>18157831
>because they they would have created the modern world
??? Your argument is: "if they were intelligent, they would've been poluting the oceans, having low fertility rates and a importing a mass influx of foreigneirs way sonner then us".
>Jews are clearly not intelligent
They are. Nonetheless, I despise/hate them for the reasons you meantioned.

>>	Anonymous Sun May 2 07:34:14 2021 No.18157890 >>18157845 My job is not interesting. I work in tech and deal with Chinese customers and companies (Huawei, Alibaba) a lot. I am also from a region in Europe which has seen a big influx of Chinese tourists and they are fairly annoying.

>>	Anonymous Sun May 2 07:34:42 2021 No.18157893 >>18157831 >Hollywood, social justice, communism and casino capitalism It's fucking genius. Why bother running around shackling everybody if they'll do it themselves AND pay you for it

>>	Anonymous Sun May 2 07:35:04 2021 No.18157896 >>18157803 but the selection process wasn't natural, and they didn't select for intelligence

Anynomous Sun May 2 07:35:31 2021 No.18157898

>>18157886
idiot

>Asia, Africa Cause 90% Of Plastic Pollution In World's Oceans
https://www.acsh.org/news/2018/07/26/asia-africa-cause-90-plastic-pollution-worlds-oceans-13233

And low Western fertility rates have only been happening for one generation. Did you forget what "baby boomer" means?

>>	Anonymous Sun May 2 07:36:24 2021 No.18157900 >>18154904 yeah pretty often. Going for walks outside helps a lot, though. For me it's usually when I'm overworked or feel like I'm not doing enough so I'm even more demotivated.

>>	Anonymous Sun May 2 07:38:04 2021 No.18157907 You guys ready for the post quality to dramatically drop? Americans and Canadians are waking up soon.

Anonymous Sun May 2 07:39:25 2021 No.18157912

>>18157808
no problem. have some more
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=odmd9iuf7N0
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TfYtrOi01LM (this one gets good at 0:46)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iLLB0elriL0
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QVpUIq4bxxA
>>18157876
It's a simulation. She does not, in fact, exist beyond the pale and ephemeral image that she tries to portray herself through.

>>	Anonymous Sun May 2 07:39:31 2021 No.18157913 >>18157907 I've been awake. Don't start shit on /lit/ go to /int/ for that.

>>	Anonymous Sun May 2 07:41:19 2021 No.18157920 >>18157898 Look at my comment again. I said >way sooner than us (correted the lexics, btw)

>>	Anonymous Sun May 2 07:42:43 2021 No.18157926 File: 328 KB, 600x490, B5JUhG8CUAAd2b1.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] Time is fleeting and I am mortal. I really hope that I have the balls to die gracefully when I finally get diagnosed with something.

>>	Anonymous Sun May 2 07:46:03 2021 No.18157933 >>18157876 Why? It is is typical plastic Asian crap? Personally, this stuff annoys me. Fake to no end.

>>	Anonymous Sun May 2 07:46:44 2021 No.18157936 File: 293 KB, 512x801, whitemansbible.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] I accidentally clicked on /pol/ and found this. Wtf lol

Anonymous Sun May 2 07:46:54 2021 No.18157938
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Highly gifted people with no ego or strong awareness of their talent are strange to me because, as a midwit, I constantly have a huge ego about the most mundane things. But it also scares me that there are such smart people who just exist without an inner voice telling them that they are destined for something greater. People who constantly consume and create things of the highest complexity without aiming anywhere.

Anonymous Sun May 2 07:49:57 2021 No.18157947

>>18157841
Yeah, and his intoxicated faggot friends started making troubles. Funny how my friends who was slighty hit was totally innocent and was attacked probabily because he's a really Big Guy. He could have mopped the floor with that monkey (one of bf's friends) but he chose to not do so because he's very calm

Anonymous Sun May 2 07:54:33 2021 No.18157967

>>18157938
>No inner voice telling them they're destined for something greater
Allow me to be an intermediary between the highly gifted and the midwits. The desire for something greater, especially from midwits, comes from the IDEA of what something "greater" even is. You believe yourself to be capable, but your position in life and confidence are antithetical to someone with any capabilities beyond the mediocre.
On the other hand, you have your "Highly-gifted" bunch. It's not that they have no ego, it's simply a matter of their competence. To you, the idea of being a head of research at some lab somewhere is rather daunting. To a person who knows they can and never had to question it, it's a matter of whether or not they can be assed to do that. Their perspective, due to competence, is one far above your own. For analogy's sake, it's the difference between standing at the foot of a mountain and looking at it's sheer size and looking down upon the mountain and visually blotting it out with your thumb.

>>	Anonymous Sun May 2 07:56:45 2021 No.18157979 File: 313 KB, 1080x1853, Screenshot_20210502_145617.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] be honest guys do i actually make shit jokes or are these people painfully reddit

>>	Anonymous Sun May 2 07:58:00 2021 No.18157982 >>18157979 both

>>	Anonymous Sun May 2 07:58:04 2021 No.18157983 >>18157979 Both. I almost got a mild chuckle out of the first one though, but the execution is way too weak.

>>	Anonymous Sun May 2 07:58:19 2021 No.18157987 >>18157979 they're uptight retards

Anonymous Sun May 2 07:59:22 2021 No.18157989

>>18157938
I know people will want to jump on me for saying this, but "as a highly gifted person" my lack of ego is mostly due to my acute awareness of how much better I could be with respect to my talents where extant. Why should I congratulate myself for something I know could be done much better? Additionally, being smart doesn't necessarily mean you're better at something. I am routinely humbled by people who are ostensibly much less intelligent than I am but still manage to outperform me at certain things. On top of it all, I didn't actually have any choice when the dice rolled and I was born significantly smarter than the average person in a developed country. To me, having an attitude about your smarts is like a rich kid driving daddy's Porsche to school. I'm just the beneficiary of a set of conditions to which I, myself as the entity, have no causal connection. Having an attitude about it really doesn't make much sense to me so I try not to. I don't always live up to my ideals but I do always try.

>>	Anynomous Sun May 2 07:59:23 2021 No.18157990 >>18157912 Thanks again :-) >>18157920 Fair enough. My point is, the West's countless innovations weren't the product of stupidity, despite our current problems.

>>	Anonymous Sun May 2 07:59:26 2021 No.18157991 >>18157982 thanks bud cant adjust my sence of humor when you either get banned for a joke (not even containing muh bad words) or people jump on you like saying anything not seriously is impossible

>>	Anonymous Sun May 2 08:00:50 2021 No.18157998 >>18157983 the "speeders at car park" convo took place above the cutoff where some chick ranted about it how dow i make the wording sharper to actually make people lole

>>	Anonymous Sun May 2 08:03:10 2021 No.18158012 >>18157998 Stop typing like a retard, for one. Second, if you want to make jokes contrary to the current mood, you need to not be so enthusiastic about it. Black humor doesn't work if you slap your knee and add a ba-dum-tiss to it.

>>	Anonymous Sun May 2 08:03:35 2021 No.18158014 penis

>>	Anynomous Sun May 2 08:08:58 2021 No.18158037 File: 1.85 MB, 480x480, slide.webm [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google]

>>	Anonymous Sun May 2 08:09:22 2021 No.18158039 File: 19 KB, 167x321, 1619874511199.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>18158014

>>	Anonymous Sun May 2 08:45:49 2021 No.18158181 >>18157990 >Thanks again :-) np >My point is, the West's countless innovations weren't the product of stupidity, despite our current problems. Never argued the contrary :)

Anonymous Sun May 2 09:04:13 2021 No.18158246
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I think anyone who is not ready to die at 40 is a sad person. Savages are more than satisfied with 40 years. So it must have something to do with the city. I believe that if you want to grow very old, you hope that things will turn out all peachy in the end – "Oh no, I'm already 40 and my life hasn't been all that great". If life were better, we would be satisfied with less.

>>	Anonymous Sun May 2 09:29:04 2021 No.18158346 >>18158246 I am satisfied - all too satisfied - with my twenty something years. Not to be ungrateful to the blessings my God has bestowed on me, but this world does not seem to be my place. I do not belong here.

>>	Anonymous Sun May 2 09:37:28 2021 No.18158382 >>18157979 I have so much disdain for squares such as Alix. Jeez.

>>	Anonymous Sun May 2 09:38:31 2021 No.18158385 >>18158037 Ouch

>>	Anonymous Sun May 2 09:41:37 2021 No.18158396 write what's on your mind threads remind me of Bruce Almighty, imagine god would read all your posts and your wishes would come true. but he would type very fast and with a strong coffee.

>>	Anonymous Sun May 2 09:44:13 2021 No.18158406 File: 138 KB, 375x360, blushing pepe.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>18154633 Is she holding my peepee?

Anonymous Sun May 2 09:53:15 2021 No.18158448

I think the only reason "non-binary" gender identities exist is because it's literally easier for people to accept that you're a made-up gender than that you're a man who wants to wear sundresses (in a non-fetishistic manner) or a woman who wants to have large muscles.

Anonymous Sun May 2 10:06:32 2021 No.18158519

>>18158448
My sister is a lesbian, but from since she was a little girl was always a tomboy - refused to wear dresses, played boys sports, is now what you would call 'butch' etc. Sometimes I wonder if she had grown up as a zoomer if she would have been convinced that she was really a boy trapped in a woman's body and then been influenced into transitioning. Perhaps not, but I wonder. It's funny that it is somewhat socially acceptable for young girls to dress as boys and pursue boy activities, but if you are a boy who wants to wear dresses you are increasingly labelled 'trans', instead of what they perhaps more accurately are, which is just fags. I don't think its bad to be a fag, but I wonder how many of these 'trans kids' aren't just super feminine boys / gays.

Anonymous Sun May 2 10:07:15 2021 No.18158521

>>18157390
>we lose any chance of long-term survival.
Immortality is not meant for mortals. You and the entire species will die like the disgusting hubristic flesh beasts you really are. Enjoy your brief period of wallowing in the mud and imagining it was something greater, it will be over soon.

>>	Anonymous Sun May 2 10:09:16 2021 No.18158531 >>18158519 >I wonder how many of these 'trans kids' aren't just super feminine boys / gays. I think its a big percentage. If anything it brings a sense of community.

>>	Anynomous Sun May 2 10:11:27 2021 No.18158545 >>18158521 I'm not a hubristic flesh beast. I'm a good boy.

Anonymous Sun May 2 10:13:50 2021 No.18158553

>>18158521
I remember Peterson said something about people like u. I don't judge u but he said something like; one should be careful with people who hate the word and humans. and I think it's a really good tip, I've never trusted these people, because they hate themselves, are bitter and resentful. so chill, nothing is going to end, this game goes beyond infinity.

Anonymous Sun May 2 10:14:25 2021 No.18158558
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Last night had sex with gf and afterwards she told me she thinks I have a psychological wall about sex, and that I'm quite repressed in normal life, but a very different person if I get drunk (in a good way). Also that I have a hard time receiving any pleasure during sex, I prefer to retain control and give but not receive.

She's totally right, and I felt absolutely nothing about it, not annoyed, but weirdly unsettled. I've been weirdly anxious or off balance all day, like she's pointed out something that I now can't unsee, and I'm a bit afraid to explore it any deeper

Sorry for the blog post, just wanted to get it off my chest

>>	Anonymous Sun May 2 10:16:57 2021 No.18158571 File: 101 KB, 486x580, 1575076380768.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] im tired of reading nonfiction, someone please recommend a novel I should read. I dont care what genre.

>>	Anonymous Sun May 2 10:18:04 2021 No.18158577 As the only child of a single mother, I was lonely and alone all my childhood, which is probably why I turned out to be a loner. I ask God to grant me a family to cure the loneliness.

>>	Anonymous Sun May 2 10:19:12 2021 No.18158583 >>18158553 Embrace the eternal flow and not the flesh prison. You are already a decomposed corpse.

Anonymous Sun May 2 10:21:53 2021 No.18158597

>>18158558
it's cool, everyone has problems similar like these. u shouldn't be anxious about it but accept who u are. u can't choose your mental state, nobody can choose it. never forget, life isn't a fucking netflix series. Idk if your girl already noticed that. btw, many girls like to play these psycho games with males because it's a trend to be superior nowadays. one shouldn't give a fuck about it and just stay confident.

>>	Anonymous Sun May 2 10:22:16 2021 No.18158603 >>18155000 KYS

>>	Anonymous Sun May 2 10:23:36 2021 No.18158610 >>18158597 You fucking zoomers have no sense for decorum. Back in the day you'd get bullied off the boards for typing like you're in an AIM chat.

>>	Anonymous Sun May 2 10:25:07 2021 No.18158621 >>18158610 AIM chat?

>>	Anonymous Sun May 2 10:25:12 2021 No.18158622 >>18157478 why France or Italy? France was never even fascist they've always been closer to far left

>>	Anonymous Sun May 2 10:26:02 2021 No.18158626 >>18158610 chill skizzo

>>	Anonymous Sun May 2 10:26:40 2021 No.18158630 >>18158597 Anon... please go back to Twitter

>>	Anonymous Sun May 2 10:28:36 2021 No.18158642 >>18158630 this was an honest advice from the hearth and if u don't like it, u can fuck off to bing

>>	Anonymous Sun May 2 10:32:47 2021 No.18158658 >>18158597 Thanks anon, appreciate the advice Not sure why the others are sperging about this response

>>	Anynomous Sun May 2 10:43:16 2021 No.18158711 File: 104 KB, 576x1024, 1619675664905.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>18158610 >AIM chat GET OFF THE INTERNET GRAMPS I miss AIM... I can still hear the stupid sound that played when you press enter.

Anonymous Sun May 2 10:54:40 2021 No.18158774

Why do I feel that there is a lot of pressure from other people for me to have a "social life"? Every time I explain to people that I want to spend my time as a university student solely focused on improving myself and working towards my goals, I feel judged somehow. Is this just my imagination? Am I in the wrong for not wanting to get shitfaced every week at the end of the week? I feel that my way of thinking and value system is fundamentally different from normal people almost.

>>	Anonymous Sun May 2 10:55:52 2021 No.18158783 As soon as someone mentions Nietzsche I automatically assume they're a pleb

Anonymous Sun May 2 10:56:00 2021 No.18158787

>>18158774
You can have a social life without getting shitfaced. I didn’t have a social life in college, no friends etc, just studied and played league of legends all day. I regret not making friends, but were I to go back in time, I’d have no idea how to make friends still.

Anonymous Sun May 2 10:57:18 2021 No.18158795

>>18154633
Okay /lit/ I have this habit and I'm lost on how to format properly.
What I do often is
dialogue
action
dialogue
For example.
"Are you coming to the party tonight?"
He took his coat off the rack and folded it over his arm.
"Heard your ex is attending."

>>	Anonymous Sun May 2 11:00:04 2021 No.18158815 >>18157979 they're clearly retarded. you are very obviously joking and they're accusing you of being 'edgy' so yeah, they're morons.

>>	Anonymous Sun May 2 11:10:28 2021 No.18158874 >>18158774 Having a social life is part of improving yourself. It is something you practice like anything else.

>>	Anonymous Sun May 2 11:24:48 2021 No.18158940 >>18154633 my jewish gf

Anonymous Sun May 2 11:33:16 2021 No.18158976

>>18158012
thanks for honesty, i'll do my best bud
>>18158382
in huge discord servers the holders of high titles and fancy roles are as insufferable as irl bosses calling themselves pompous names
>>18158815
im a bit autismo and thought maybe i do sound like a real retard when making cheeky statements

>>	Anonymous Sun May 2 11:51:04 2021 No.18159080 >>18157478 >eu nations isolate themselves with far-right politics >opt out of nato, eu, whatever >gets raped red and raw by russia with no help in sight

>>	Anonymous Sun May 2 12:00:04 2021 No.18159159 >>18158346 You don't sound satisfied at all. What's the matter?

>>	Anonymous Sun May 2 12:03:33 2021 No.18159187 MY AMYGDALA SABOTAGES ME AT EVERY MOMENT GIVE ME THE PEACE I EARNED GOD FUCKING DAMN YOU FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK

>>	Anonymous Sun May 2 12:15:50 2021 No.18159260 >>18158519 >I wonder how many of these 'trans kids' aren't just super feminine boys / gays. all of them t. former tranny

>>	Anonymous Sun May 2 12:40:38 2021 No.18159421 File: 49 KB, 350x350, werther.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>18159159 Satisfied with the number of years, I meant. Nothing too particular, only that this world wasn't meant for me.

>>	Anonymous Sun May 2 12:47:58 2021 No.18159465 >>18159421 What world were you meant for?

Anonymous Sun May 2 13:00:59 2021 No.18159560

>>18159465
Not a godless, material-centered world where each person I see is all too happy to indulge in their decadence as a pig is happy to indulge in rolling around in its own feces. I realize this might be cringe, but I am very alone, you see. And the one person who was the exception simply decides to leave me. Would you blame me for my dissatisfaction with the world?

>>	Anonymous Sun May 2 13:02:36 2021 No.18159575 I wonder if there are expats on /lit/

Anonymous Sun May 2 13:04:33 2021 No.18159593

>>18158558
Nope. You’re totally normal and this girl has simply watched too many psychological dramas and read too many women’s mags. It’s a shame what psychology has done to women and relationships. Your girl will psychoanalyze you into oblivion now if you’re perfectly normal. “Why aren’t you weird and fetishisitic? My magazine said you’re repressed. Let’s have an open relationship.”

>>	Anonymous Sun May 2 13:08:34 2021 No.18159627 File: 315 KB, 469x582, 55.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >last guy on my friend group got engaged >the rest three are married >tfw the only one who's single kissless virgin what a joke. i failed at the most basic and primal human instinct.

Anonymous Sun May 2 13:32:30 2021 No.18159807

>>18159560
That sucks, don't get me wrong, but it's not all bad. You know there are exceptional people out there – that's worth something – and you might find another exception again. And with the God thing, atleast the world is good enough to let us know we're doing something wrong. So, atleast there is hope – maybe not in attaining what we're looking for, but in knowing that we're looking at it.

>>	Anonymous Sun May 2 13:38:19 2021 No.18159849 >>18158621 (A)merica online (I)nstant (M)essaging It was a popular way to communicate when we we're still on dial up. Also it's not that old. Jeez.

>>	Anonymous Sun May 2 13:53:13 2021 No.18159940 i been thinking about staring at the ceiling for a whole day or until i'll know what i want from life.

Anonymous Sun May 2 14:01:02 2021 No.18159990

>>18158774
If you find good friends they will challenge you in ways that make you a better person. And of course you are judged, we are a social species and the norm is to have friends. Expressing that you don't care about friends is like saying that you don't want kids, it is not wrong per se but it is outside of the norm so it is unavoidable that people will judge you.

Anonymous Sun May 2 14:03:30 2021 No.18160003

The number of professors I had who used their positions to try to shove their world view down their class's throats in a low-key or even obvious fashion causes me to retroactively appreciate the ones who didn't more. Something like half of them knew little to nothing about the subject matter that they were teaching. I still remember the stupid bitch who thought Iran's Cossack Brigade was a Kazakh Brigade. I remember her getting into an argument with a conservative Muslim girl because the professor was a progressive Muslim who really pushed her view of Islam as progressive and the student was a conservative Muslim who flat out did not agree with her and the professor tried to push Islam as a progressive force down the class's throat and did not like getting push back. In retrospect a lot of these people should have been fired for incompetence alone.

>>	Anonymous Sun May 2 14:05:11 2021 No.18160017 >found out that the bookstore girl has a boyfriend It is over bros

>>	Anonymous Sun May 2 14:06:39 2021 No.18160028 >>18160017 kill him

>>	Anonymous Sun May 2 14:19:47 2021 No.18160107 How do you stop thinking about your ex fucking someone else

>>	Anonymous Sun May 2 14:27:17 2021 No.18160160 >>18160107 By fucking someone other than her

>>	Anonymous Sun May 2 14:42:51 2021 No.18160263 >>18157476 Jeez, you have that much of a pathological need to feel superior to others? >>18158558 > I have a hard time receiving any pleasure during sex, I prefer to retain control and give but not receive. I'm sure your GF appreciates that.

>>	Anonymous Sun May 2 14:43:12 2021 No.18160264 >>18154633 I used to admire attractive people when I was young, now I kinda feel the urge to punch them especially when they're acting like this. Not sure why.

>>	Anonymous Sun May 2 14:54:47 2021 No.18160329 >>18160017 Find a new bookstore

Anonymous Sun May 2 15:55:43 2021 No.18160738
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Let's get this over with. Food for thoughts (after this post, you'll allowed to skip Nietzsche): Man is mostly muscle; symbolically speaking, he is nothing but – unless he's unhealthy. For a muscle to grow, it has to be used, and the weight lifted has to increase steadily. Training involves two types of pain: necessary pain and pain that is a hindrance; the former occurs wherever intense force pushes the body into a greater strength; the latter is a sign of false technique, of chronic weakness, of unreasonable load. Living heroically says the same as pumping iron – only one speaks to the muscle, while the other speaks to the man.

>>	Anonymous Sun May 2 16:01:10 2021 No.18160768 >>18160738 so only painful experience can improve a man?

>>	Anonymous Sun May 2 16:06:58 2021 No.18160805 >>18160768 Working out propels the muscle-man, and no workout is free of pain.

>>	Anonymous Sun May 2 16:11:00 2021 No.18160838 >>18160805 but how to find a reason for working out?

>>	Anonymous Sun May 2 16:15:32 2021 No.18160879 >>18160838 You either feel the gym calling for you – or you don't.

>>	Anonymous Sun May 2 16:20:28 2021 No.18160920 >>18154633 Real life Haruhi?

Anonymous Sun May 2 16:26:22 2021 No.18160971

>>18160838
what this >>18160838 anon is trying to say is that you're either a bitch or you aren't.
The reason why I workout is that I've given myself to a higher ideal - God, Génos (in greek) and Nature. I will fulfill my Telos and working out is just a means to the ends. Not to mention I reading alot is a part of the process.

Anonymous Sun May 2 16:26:49 2021 No.18160976

Anyone know what it’s like to spend several years projecting an image of yourself that you actually don’t even like.

I think if you knew most of the people who knew me for a period of time, they’d tell you I line X, Y, and Z and was like A even though none of that is actually true. I kind of hate myself for that.

>>	Anonymous Sun May 2 16:28:53 2021 No.18160987 >>18160971 fuck, what I meant was to link 38's post with >>18160879

>>	Anonymous Sun May 2 16:42:23 2021 No.18161079 >>18160971 I think i can hear the call but its not strong enough. Any book recs on how to it free?

>>	Anonymous Sun May 2 17:01:24 2021 No.18161225 >>18161079 Yamamoto's Hagakure, Carlyle's Hero Worship, Emerson's Essays Spear ahead! Up and at 'em!

>>	Anonymous Sun May 2 17:03:41 2021 No.18161240 >>18161079 >Any book recs on how to it free? Yukio Mishima and almost any stoic should be good (I'm nonetheless not fond of the stoic individualism).

>>	Anonymous Sun May 2 17:03:41 2021 No.18161241 File: 12 KB, 112x112, pandajuice.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>18161079 cognitive theoretic model of the universe

>>	Anonymous Sun May 2 17:13:18 2021 No.18161305 >>18157357 This

>>	Anonymous Sun May 2 17:22:09 2021 No.18161362 >>18158571 Cat's cradle

Anonymous Sun May 2 17:37:42 2021 No.18161435

>>18159575
I might become an expat to Japan unironically. When I was a teen I thought that would never be me, but I learned the language and discovered it's way easier to get girls there than here, and I think I'm more attracted to them than most girls here so it works out. When I was a teenager, I thought, "I don't want to be a stereotype", but after growing up a little I honestly don't care about that, do what makes you happy since you only live once. Also being a foreigner is a convenient excuse for my poor social skills so it works out.

I guess my anxiety is not being able to find a good partner. I was talking with someone earlier who's been to Japan a few times and actually rejected girls because it seemed like they just wanted sex. And I thought, oh shit, that's true. Sex is good but only sex is boring. And I wonder what percent of those people interested in foreigners are only in it for the sex. So for that reason it sounds potentially difficult. No one wants a girl who just sees them as an object. I kinda want an energetic young gf but I dunno if I could land that

Anonymous Sun May 2 17:53:43 2021 No.18161521

>>18161435
(cont.) I'm in the middle of a degree right now and it's not looking good honestly, I withdrew from 3/4 of my classes last Fall and I owe my uni a bunch of money. If I didn't screw around I could have graduated in 2021 but now it's looking like late 2023 at the soonest. Yeah I could use the depression excuse, it's true, but honestly I powered through a semester while depressed and it didn't kill me. Felt like shit for a while, but I got my credits. To me it already feels like I've done enough, but not finishing college at this point would be retarded and really screw up my future. So there's honestly no other option but to buckle up, pay the uni what I owe, and gear up for a few more years. Of course I won't enjoy it. But I have to do it.

I was on the verge of giving up my future. I wanted to drop out several times. But I still look at my life and think, I can really turn this around. If I just graduate, I have a great degree so I can genuinely live overseas. I'll make it. I have everything I need to make it. My body is healthy, my mind is capable. If I don't do it, isn't it a waste? Isn't it pitiable? When you're that close to success, you can't just quit. That's what I think. So I'll force myself to continue, even if I hate it for a while. If I make it to Japan, I'll be 25-26 at the youngest. That's still young, right? And then I'll have made it.

/blog

>>	Anonymous Sun May 2 18:03:25 2021 No.18161572 >>18161570 >>18161570 >>18161570 >>18161570 >>18161570 >>18161570

Anonymous Sun May 2 18:50:58 2021 No.18161863

I was 17 when I noticed that the people around me were strange. I'm 28 now. I was special and so were my friends. Back when it still meant something to be special. Today you are special when you walk over a roof and almost die and upload it on the internet, or someone who has a lot of money or who has social recognition. It's so ridiculous, it feels like the world has gotten even more insane than it was before, especially here on /lit/ almost everyone is disabled. Knowledge in itself no longer has any value. Knowledge is mocked because it has become a matter of course because of the easy access and boring everyday life. Everyone behaves as if it were a meme and nothing could be changed about it anyway. I don't know who are behind it, but if it's students, then I would like to say; I deeply detest you, you cannot imagine how much I despise you. Everyone feels cool these days, but I still remember how it was back then. Not that I mourn the past, that's not what I mean, but I still saw the world as it really was. When the internet wasn't spread like a virus. I've seen your real face and it's within me, in my intuition. The new generation has no idea what intuition I have, because they were born in chaos, in a fake world, in a meme world.

Many know what I am talking about and when I address it, it triggers some because it's still somewhere in them. They know that I'm right, but they've already adapted too much to the new world, to this fake world, so that it is not constantly recalled. But the elderly here will never completely forget the real world.

I just want to keep my inner balance. I want to be free from the cancer, free from this fake image of our reality. I have found a solution, but many are blind and they stay that way until life pushes them to their limits for years. I hope that it will then still be possible to find a solution. Because I have the feeling that the world is slowly going crazy.

/lit/ has gotten so bad that I wouldn't recommend it to anyone looking for answers. It's not a place to learn anything, not in this state. And it's only getting worse, the younger ones are getting more and more ruthless and inconsiderate and soon it's all just one big meme. Until then everyone goes crazy and then it bangs. BAM!

I don't have a job, but I've always had good friends, which means I have a connection to the outside world, I'm still "normal" if you can put it that way. I also partied for 3 years and met a lot of people. So I'm not an internet freak, I have a lot of experience in real life and on the internet. Perhaps this fact adds a little bit of value to what I said.

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