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i'm so fucking frustrated i don't want to jack off i don't want to have sex or cum i don't even want to think about sex but after ten days without orgasm i literally go FUCKING INSANE i can't think straight i feel physically ill i can't eat my dick feels constantly like i'm halfway to orgasm literally 100% of the time when i'm in this state, it's like a phone ringing louder and louder and louder and LOUDER AND LOUDER AND LOUDER until i finally bust a nut and instantly become suicidally depressed, not even at any particular thing just because it's a fucking emotional rollercoaster than i am apparently strapped into and i fucking hate it and i want to get off of it so i can finally fucking be at peace. i'm so happy on the days where i never even think about sex, it's fucking blissful, i want to spend every day like that but i can't because my body goes fucking bonkers after a week without orgasm and i can't fucking stand it
books, please give me a book that will help me get off of this fucking rollercoaster, i will read every word of it

>> No.18005262

>>18005218
Read the sermon chapter of Portrait of the Artist. That'll make you fear God.

>> No.18005269

>>18005262
i am afraid of god, but that hardly helps when i"M GOING INSAAAAAAAAAAANE AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
however, i will read it

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18005288

How about you just masturbate then never make a thread here again?

>> No.18005310

According to my therapist the 90-day brain reset thing is real. He told me jerking off is fine, just go 90 days without porn to reset those neural pathways.
I never bothered.

>> No.18005339

>>18005218
Op just jack off in the shower without thinking about anything. Put your knob under the shower head it feel really good. Just don't watch porn or habitually masturbate just orgasm when you really need to.

>> No.18005342

>>18005218
I think your problem is deeper than maturation. How much self hatred do you carry around?

>> No.18005403

>>18005310
>>18005339
i sort of see porn and jacking off and sex as all essentially identical. i want to get off the rollercoaster entirely. i'm interested in the "magical number" of 90 days though - does this mean if i can make it 90 days, i'll never have to think about it again?
>>18005342
not much, actually. outside of procreation, sex is sex is sex. whether i jack off to unspeakable nightmares or the most vanilla /s/ shit, it's all driven by the same mechanisms that every other man is subject to

>> No.18005512
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>>18005218
>books, please give me a book that will help me get off of this fucking rollercoaster, i will read every word of it

These are all you need OP

https://ia802800.us.archive.org/19/items/TheCoiledSerpent/The_Coiled_Serpent.pdf

https://www.dlshq.org/download/brahmacharya.pdf

>> No.18005575

>>18005218
take meds schizo

>> No.18005625

>>18005512
thank you gigachad, i feel like i called my lifeline in my hour of need and none other than you yourself have answered the phone