I just... don't know how to get a fianceè...this thought sometimes is really off putting, expecially in the last days. Years pass, I improve, grow, I feel more mature- but still, I can't solve this equation that everyone IRL seem to figure out. Sorry if this is something you've read a lot of times in this forsaken website, but it's literally the unsolved question of my life. I mean, sometimes I may be a little weird, I grew up as the shy kid, but I feel that how I'm right now should grant me something. But still, I can't see the end of the tunnel, while others, despite their flaws, have much less problems than me. A few days ago I had one of the very few dates of my life, with a Tinder girl. But I don't feel she's the right girl for me. I have a current crush, a nice and smart girl who I feel a connection with. But still, she has a bf, like the latest girl I felt something to. Always like this, every girl I like has a bf and the ones "free" seem scraps. And no, I'm not even exaggerating it. I've met a good number of girls, in the past years, but none of them was suitable for a relation, or even "fun". In the meantime, some of my friends, that aren't exactly rich models, got in relationships with decent girls. I don't really know what I should do, I even saw a therapyst a few years ago but he didn't really help me.