Write what's on your mind

[Anonymous No.17574353]

[Anonymous No.17574361]

>>17574353
>>17573618
Let's quit being brainlets, anons.

[Anonymous No.17574367]

>that pic

Holy shit, natural selection is brutal, bros.

[Anonymous No.17574368]

>>17574353
Keep your depression to yourself and figure it out alone. Nobody cares. You need to figure it out ALONE. You might not ever be content with life.

[Anonymous No.17574374]

>>17574353
I love Twice

[Anonymous No.17574376]

>>17574353
What a dumb bitch, she could literally just set up an OnlyFans and take in the betabux a she could follow through on her plans after lockdown ends. Guess it’s better that she an heroed so pathetically, the gene pool is now slightly more fit.

[Anonymous No.17574380]

>>17574353
>inb4 404

[Anonymous No.17574389]

>>17574353
K-pop posters are literally the worst people I have ever seen.

[Anonymous No.17574416]

>>17574353
I can't have a single coherent line of thought without interupting myself with the UNATCO theme from Deus Ex, god willing it will stop repeating and I can read and study in proper

[Anonymous No.17574452]

>>17574353
It sucks to live in the third world with no money.

[Anonymous No.17574463]

>>17574353
I kept trying to make my life work, but it is clearly not going to work; the consequences I suffer, seem entirely disconnected from my actions, and therefore I can't help but think.. what the fuck am I doing trying for?

[Anonymous No.17574477]

my dick hard
you bitch niggas soft
yuh

[Anonymous No.17574493]

>>17574463
please take care of yourself and keep going anon, we love you.

[Anonymous No.17574509]

>k*reans all sport fake hair and eye colors plus they've all had plastic surgery.
No wonder their sewerside rate is so high

[Anonymous No.17574510]

>>17574493
>please take care of yourself and keep going anon, we love you.
The consequences have gotten so bad, I continually question if I'm dead and in hell.

[Anonymous No.17574534]

>>17574509
You do get that they are all entertainers, right?
Of course, they are going to sport wigs and contacts, it's part of their act. Imagine whiteknighting for dead roasties.

[Anonymous No.17574553]

>>17574463
This looks like the speech Zero gives in Megaman X4 when Iris dies

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9OVv-J-LXQU

[Anonymous No.17574557]

>>17574509
wtf is wrong with guys in upper south america?

[Anonymous No.17574561]

I can't fucking figure it out. I graduated at the end of 2019 and for the past year now I have been wrestling over the direction to take my life in. It's probably the thing that occupies my thoughts the most, I'm constantly weighing up options trying to carve out some sort of path. I could do something I hate and make enough of a meagre income to survive, or I could take a risk and pursue a passion - but what passion? I have projects I want to pursue and I've been putting time towards them, but I am unmotivated or maybe I lack inspiration... I did extraordinarily well at university but now I am languishing. Well, I've got a full time job that pays the bills, but it's not what I am 'meant' to be doing. I wouldn't be so worried only for that fact that I've been so uncertain for so long now and it's not getting any clearer. I put my whole mental energy toward resolving this problem and it's not getting any clearer...

[Anonymous No.17574573]

>>17574534
Denial is a river in egypt... not korea, sweaty. And as if it's only the korean entertainers that have mogged themselves--if anything it's going to be higher among the gen pop. 50% of females in seoul have had plastic surgery

[Anonymous No.17574575]

>>17574553
Oh.. I don't. I've spent my whole life trying to make the right moves, and spent my whole life being punished for it. I don't know why I have this life. Maybe I deserve it. Maybe I'm unlucky. Maybe I'm just this hate-worthy. I'll spend the rest of my life alone, I just don't want the rest of my life to be a terribly long time.

[Anonymous No.17574585]

>>17574509
>>17574557
It's rather revealing that the rate of female suicide never exceeds the rate of male suicide (except in Lesotho, bizarrely enough)

[Anonymous No.17574596]

>>17574510
I'm curious what specifically these consequences are?

[Anonymous No.17574601]

>>17574573
You do get that the kpop idols are not laughing at the girl who killed herself, right? This is just a collage of random photos of them laughing at something else. Still, imagine not only killing yourself because you don't get to travel and take pics to upload to your Insta AND having a white knight defending your dead ass over the Internet.

[Anonymous No.17574647]

Lads someone just wrote this in my CW class zoom chat
>I mean this in the most positive, affectionate way but that was simultaneously the most aggressively heterosexual male thing I've read while also subverting the traditional image of masculinity
I'm not sure if I can take 3 more months of this

[Anonymous No.17574658]

>>17574509
>13 posts in
>whining about plastic surgery
It's like clockwork with you roasties.

[Anonymous No.17574669]

This board has gotten SO BAD.

[Anonymous No.17574673]

>>17574596
Hard to explain without the minutia.

My body is weak from previous, neglected illness. My life far behind in its traction because of it. I was rejected by my peers when I got outed as gay, and have but one friend left in the world. My family are alienated towards me for other reasons (complex story). I tried to pursue purpose, 'give something back, make my life a valuable tool to others', and got sabotaged by a batshit narcissist.

My body is weak and my soul is broken. I am far behind in life. My experience with people makes me no longer willing to form bonds with others. I will die alone.

[Anonymous No.17574680]

>>17574561
Graduated from high school or college? It’s a bit strange that we feel this pressure to take our lives in some direction after school, as if our lives are somehow a consequence of school or something.

[Anonymous No.17574694]

I can’t seem to actualize really basic things in my life.

[Anonymous No.17574708]

>>17574353
I don’t get the OP. Why is this funny?

[Anonymous No.17574722]

>>17574389
Just got here huh?

[Anonymous No.17574765]

>>17574722
No, I have hated K-pop fags for a very long time, I just felt the need to mention it.

[Anonymous No.17574776]

>>17574601
Why do you keep bringing up white knighting like you're not the one that started crying when I pointed out that k*reans have botched themselves? Caring about womyn is your job.

>>17574658
or, you know, heterosexual men who aren't interested in females who look like they could be in a 2021 ET reboot

[Anonymous No.17574778]

>>17574353
>She killed herself because of isolation
Bruh.The slowdown of the social sphere is one of the few good things about the pandemic. I don't have to be weird and turn down invitations, etc; they don't send them anymore! Even if you love being social, there's Zoom. What was she thinking?

[Anonymous No.17574792]

>>17574776
If it was a Korean girl who killed herself because her plastic surgery job got botched I would be laughing too. You seem to have gotten butthurt because you thought the idols were laughing at a white woman so you got mad and started white knighting.

[Anonymous No.17574809]

I'm alone, have no money, no degree, no friends, and I've had three jobs in the last six months but lost all of the due to circumstances beyond my control.
If it wasn't covid I think I could change this, but it feels like everyone my age is living in gated communities at nice universities and fuck everything is so boring right now.
I want to make a lot of money and move out of my parents basement. Like >>17574463
said I barely even see a connection between my actions and the consequences, and when I try to do the right thing it doesn't work out.
Its tiring. Does anything even happen with covid? It's been months since I had physical contact with another human being.

[Anonymous No.17574821]

I can't code or make any type of art, so making my own game is not a thing. But writing I just need to be able to write decently, and it's cheaper.

[Anonymous No.17574822]

>>17574673
You need to allow yourself to form social bonds again. I'm speaking from experience as someone who was cut off from my entire family and friends and then spent 10 years wallowing in social isolation. The path you're walking down now is truly hell, and it gets much, much worse the longer you walk down it.

[Anonymous No.17574831]

>>17574353
I have realized various things as of lately, i have no friends, i already knew this but seeing how people often come out of nowhere to me only when they need favors makes it kind of disturbing, the other thing is that it seems that playing it cool and being social is more productive than anything else in the workplace, i also already knew this, but seeing it in action makes me mad af. i should have gone for a trade instead of an undergrad degree, trying to be the guy that knows it all only brings trouble,

>>17574353
ex-gf was something like this, stupid fucking bitch, some of her ideas got stuck in my mind, need to get rid of that shit.

>>17574561
>>what I am 'meant' to be doing
fuck that, i have realized those kind of things are an illusion in your mind, a certain idea that lives there and is unlikely to have originated from you, "be a genius, do incredible shit and get recognized from it, if you don't do it you are worthless" . i have not done anything important but it looks like trying hard is not worth it.

Even writing all this is pointless, fuck you OP.

[Anonymous No.17574841]

>>17574389
Agreed. K pop fags are degenerates who destroyed /mu/

[Anonymous No.17574847]

>>17574822
I'm not isolated in its truest sense, I have interactions, but nobody is allowed close, and that's for the best. People have done nothing but exploit me when they've been allowed close; they're opportunistically gainful at your expense, and I just chalk it up to either me being worthless, or them not understanding the gravity of their actions.

Like I said anon, I just want the rest of my life to not be a very long time.

[Anonymous No.17574854]

>>17574509
Hey Russia bros, you alright?

[Anonymous No.17574892]

>>17574841
They have destroyed my family.
>>17574847
Life is not a dichotomy between roping and feeling bad about the past, anon.
>>17574854
Heт.

[Anonymous No.17574899]

>>17574353
i need to start readin again

[Anonymous No.17574914]

>>17574892
>Life is not a dichotomy between roping and feeling bad about the past, anon.
Of course not, but I've done everything I could to avoid roping. My past is abhorrent. My future is bleak. And I'm not sure I can convince myself to try.

[Anonymous No.17574918]

>>17574389
>>17574765
Imagine pretending to get upset over something so stupid and trivial as this just stop being a woman for once in your life.

[Anonymous No.17574921]

>>17574792
saw my chance to knock down an uppity I'm-ackshually-into-asian-girls-by-choice-not-cuz-i-have-to-be guy and took it. many would

[Anonymous No.17574922]

>>17574776
Agreed, brother. These women are so absolutely hideous, literally makes me want to barf. If all girls looked like this I'd probably switch teams.

[Anonymous No.17574929]

>>17574914
There's nothing to try, if you are constantly beating yourself up over stuff that happened in the past, then life will be hell and you will have to "try". Some fairly bad stuff have happened to me as well. I don't give it the time of day, my life is fairly pleasant even when I am in emotional and intellectual anguish, so I don't have to "try" at all. I just am.

[Anonymous No.17574931]

>>17574389
pretty bad not the worst

[Anonymous No.17574935]

>>17574680
University

[Anonymous No.17574937]

>>17574929
I like your style anon, but it's not one I think I could adopt myself.

[Anonymous No.17574949]

>>17574416
have you heard this one?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=juMRdaHDxKw

[Anonymous No.17574950]

>>17574509
>Females in Lesotho are the only ones that know what's up
I feel like they can tell I want to impregnate them now.

[Anonymous No.17574952]

>>17574585
>One study in Lesotho found that 61 percent of women reported having experienced sexual violence at some point in their lives, of which 22 percent reported being physically forced to have sexual intercourse.
hmm

[Anonymous No.17574953]

I feel completely incapable of existing in my current paradigm

[Anonymous No.17574954]

>>17574918
Go masturbate over your oppar, sessang retard. Leave the sane people in peace.
>>17574931
Oh yeah? Name one thing that's worse than them.
>>17574937
Why not?

[Anonymous No.17574977]

>>17574954
>Go masturbate over your oppar, sessang retard. Leave the sane people in peace.
I don't even know what that is, faggot. Stop going into K-Pop communities then getting mad.

[Anonymous No.17574985]

I don't give a shit about space or dinosaurs.

[Anonymous No.17574989]

>>17574389
Agree

[Anonymous No.17574991]

I burnt my dick during masturbation and now im sad.

[Anonymous No.17574993]

>>17574954
>Why not?
Just not in my nature. I'm obsessive compulsive, and if something stresses me out or causes me great anxiety, I will spend hours if not days running over the possible outcomes. It might be ok if I had someone to distract me away from that, or intercede on the stressor (i.e.,calm me down before it hits that state), but there's no chance I'd let someone in on either the fact I have obsessive compulsive tendencies, or that I was experiencing a problem. My weakness is a gain for others, and when I get betrayed over stuff like that, that betrayal becomes the stressor, and further ingrains distrust.

I see opening up as active self harm at this point.

inb4 why are you opening up on here
anonymity

[Anonymous No.17575004]

K pop fans belong in Kim's gulag.

[Anonymous No.17575008]

>>17574954
groomers of all varous type, page 11 ghost posting, discord cults, bumb cults, private conversation threads, to name a few

[Anonymous No.17575017]

How doth people bethink this retard "destroy'd atheism" at which hour that gent gaveth absolute brainlet doth takes liketh pic did relate? what a fucking charlatan. Imagineth arguing 'gainst logic itself. Not only yond but that gent eke wroteth shitty m'ralistic novels while cheating on his jointress. His books shouldst beest thrown in the garbage wh're those gents belongeth. I bethought this typeth of faggotry wast bellow “”””orthodox”””” christians but i supposeth not

[Anonymous No.17575037]

>>17575017
>m'ralistic
Kek

[Anonymous No.17575060]

>>17574952
And women in first-world countries whine that we have a rape culture. Completely pampered and spoiled.

[I hate women No.17575107]

>>17574353
I hate women

[Anonymous No.17575120]

>>17575017
You might try actually reading his books and not just an out of context quote.

[Anonymous No.17575142]

>>17575120
It’s not from his dumb booketh it’s from his lett'rs

[Anonymous No.17575151]

>>17574922
Every k*rean should be assumed to be made of plastic until proven otherwise. Only then can the assessment begin

[Anonymous No.17575175]

I've graduated university in mid 2020. I always wanted to be a cop, and I had applications to two police forces up before I even graduated so I could walk straight into training. Covid happened and completely fucked the recruitment campaigns, despite passing all their assesments I've been stuck waiting for months upon months now and still don't have a start date. I've basically been a neet during that time, and I've managed to waste a ton of it, got demoralised, stressed out and just fucked over by the suspense and insecurity of waiting for a start date. I'm scared that for whatever reason I won't get it, and then I'll be truly lost. I've always wanted to be a cop, I can't think of anything else I could see myself doing. If it doesn't work out I'll have to join the army and fuck that, I've experienced what that's like through reserves and I'm not interested in going full time.

[Anonymous No.17575194]

bad days and good days bad days and good days bad days and good days bad days and good days bad days and good days bad days and good days bad days and good days bad days and

[Anonymous No.17575202]

>>17574977
>I don't even know what that is, faggot. Stop going into K-Pop communities then getting mad.
I AM NOT GOING TO THEM, THEY KEEP INVADING THE PLACES I AM AT.>>17574993
>Just not in my nature. I'm obsessive compulsive, and if something stresses me out or causes me great anxiety, I will spend hours if not days running over the possible outcomes.
You should stop that, then.
>It might be ok if I had someone to distract me away from that
Try to find a way to distract yourself on your own.
>>17575008
K-pop posters are groomers, in some form at least.

[Anonymous No.17575220]

>>17575151
Why should I give a shit? They're still beautiful.

[Anonymous No.17575237]

Am I a creep for being interested in a 19 year old girl while I myself am 24? Most of the girls I've ever pursued romantically (all unsucessfully) were within a 2-3 year age gap, but it seems weird going after a girl that's a sophmore in college meanwhile I am about to enter grad school in the fall. Also, how can you tell when a girl is into you?

[Anonymous No.17575251]

>>17575237
No, you're not a creep, that age difference is like nothing. If you haven't figured out how to tell if a girl is into you by 24 you're fucked tho.

[Anonymous No.17575261]

>>17575237
>Also, how can you tell when a girl is into you?
Invite her on a date and if she says no then she's not interested.

[Frater Asemlen !XS8vrClKs2 No.17575283]

>>17575237
Eh, I mean it’s legal, do you think they’re mentally mature/you’re mentally immature enough, do you think 5 years is a lot? Do you think in another 5 years it’ll still be a big deal? Just ask and answer your own questions.

As for if a girl is into you. Ask her out and if she says no, you’ve lost nothing. If she says yes. You got a date. You receive literally nothing negative if she just says no. You in fact save yourself time. Don’t be weak.

[Anonymous No.17575284]

>>17575202
Not as simple as just stopping. I'm already in a bad loop with no way to stop it. It's all downhill friend. Short life is my best shot.

[Anonymous No.17575302]

>>17575283
Women reach their peak mental maturity at 16, past that they might get more experienced but usually that means they just get more bitter. If she's older than 16 and she's not mature enough for you, she never will be.

[Anonymous No.17575309]

>>17575237
I don't think 19 is too young for you to date. Age of consent should be lowered to 12, anyway.

[Anonymous No.17575343]

>>17575284
I won't argue with you over it, it's your life. Personally, I can't bring myself to care, put aside stress, about anything at all. I could never understand stressing about things. Still, the fact that I am like this means that you may also be able of becoming like this, for better or worse. So I wouldn't rope if I were you. It's your choice really.

[Anonymous No.17575434]

>>17575220
Kek they look like robots

[Anonymous No.17575469]

>>17575309
B8 and if not kys.

[Anonymous No.17575471]

>>17575237
>Pre-clown world: nah, go for it dude
>post-clown world: Kill yourself pedo, she's only 19

[Anonymous No.17575477]

based

>>17575237
There used to be a time when no one gave a shit about age ranges. What age of pussy do you think Henry Cavill goes after? Let this decide your perspective before conforming to society's constraining expectations.

[Anonymous No.17575487]

>>17575237
Dude it's like 5 years and you're both adults in college lmao wtf

[Anonymous No.17575490]

>>17575471
Dude literally said age of consent should be lowered to 12 retard. Anything lower than 16 is creepy pedophile shit and even at age 16, most girls really aren't mature enough to date.

[Anonymous No.17575498]

>>17575469
It's not bait. Actually, I think the age of consent for females should be lowered to 12, but for males it should be raised to 25.

[Anonymous No.17575518]

I just feel so depressed and unmotivated. I have studied for this final exam since the beginning of January and I finally have to take it on Friday. It does seem like I'm prepared as I know pretty much everything about it but I can't help but feel unprepared. I also am anxious about it even though all my exams have gone well so far and it isn't a difficult class.

[Anonymous No.17575521]

>>17575237
https://www.lifeandstylemag.com/posts/henry-cavill-break-up-19-year-old-girlfriend-tara-king-102342/

Don't be an oversocialized faggot, do what thou wilt. Age of consent is a feminist construction.

[Anonymous No.17575522]

>>17574389
They sort of remind me of that horror movie series Chucky with the serial killer child's doll. Especially the Kpop boybanders. They seem cute and harmless when all wrapped up in their plastic packaging, but you just know behind the scenes they're strung-out suicidal tweakers engaged in sex trafficking.

[Anonymous No.17575523]

>>17575498
wtf why?
I get that you want to bang little girls in the 6th/7th grade but what do you gain for raising the age of consent for men?

[Anonymous No.17575601]

I have always known hurt. I have always been let down. I have always been alone. I knew you would leave, but ill wait. Ill wait for anything, I will wait for any opportunity with you or with anyone else. I will try, although I know I will be hurt in the end, as it always has been, I will try. I will try.
For us.

[Anonymous No.17575624]

>>17575523
I don't want to bang little girls. It's better to not have any romantic relationship. My interest is in purely procreation and raising rational human beings.

[Anonymous No.17575632]

>>17574389

[Anonymous No.17575641]

Social networks of all types cause mental illness.
It is not the same as innate developmental mental illness and is curable through abstinence from visualizing text as interactive. Something in the psyche internalizes written words differently and when thoughts are reduced to pure text in an active context (ie. question and response) the mind can't naturally visualize the same set of responses that would expound from a verbal interaction.
Nothing has existed the same way as this does and we are all slowly becoming unwound by using computers for this purpose. 4chan is included in this distinction as well as any medium where you engage with others solely through text. I understand that people here need this, but most of us can grow beyond that need and will likely have better lives without it. This probably sounds like catastrophizing, but the statistics do not lie. Social media produces statistically provable variations in self-esteem, pathology, obsessive behavior, and depression. Thankfully the relationship is often direct, but the general consensus is shifting as a culture because of this.
As a society there needs to come a point when we say, enough is enough. None of this is in fact making us more free and is merely providing the illusion of a voice to the world at the cost of everyone's real lives.

[Anonymous No.17575645]

>>17574841

[Anonymous No.17575651]

>>17574416
Maybe you should try getting a job.

[Anonymous No.17575658]

>>17574989

[Anonymous No.17575663]

>>17574416

[Anonymous No.17575675]

>>17575641
I agree but this is a taboo opinion to hold today. Liberalism claims that access to social media is a human right and upholds liberty. It’s seen as virtuous to become addicted to social media even though it clearly, inarguably has caused a severe cultural collapse into slave morality and homogenization. We can’t really deal with this problem, China is probably the best country for how it dealt with the internet and banned most websites.

[Anonymous No.17575689]

>>17575434
Nay, like angels.

[Anonymous No.17575690]

>>17575641
https://worldstar.com/video.php?v=wshhSN8hsZPr25Red2PT

[Anonymous No.17575698]

I refuse to ever listen to kpop.

[I2 Supremacist No.17575723]

Even if you did know the world was run by Evil Industrious, pragmatic, soulless men with Evil and Vain intent there is nothing that can save you from it, nor can you save yourself.

[Anonymous No.17575726]

Don't take the bait unless you want to be spammed with gorean girls into oblivion. These people are like a hivemind. Also I think these gook harlots are disgustingly ugly and nothing will change my mind on that.

[Anonymous No.17575732]

>>17574389
Agree. I am not sure if they are even people or just weird automata.

[Anonymous No.17575733]

>>17575698
>listening
Have you seen the "music videos". This was obvious not principally made for listening. That's what brainlets think it's for. Same goes for the idol groups in Japan. pic related. They are glorified whores.

[Anonymous No.17575751]

>posting this pic in a write-what's-on-your-mind thread
Not comfy. Fuck off kpop bugmen.

[Anonymous No.17575790]

>>17574353
some utist killed herself. so why is this race related? how are kpoptards of worls's capital of suicide better?
>>17575689
ugly af you only like them cause youre a weeb

[Anonymous No.17575803]

>>17574389
Seethe incel

[Anonymous No.17575808]

>>17575751
>anon makes one gookpost
>racists freak the fuck out
>kpop anons start gookposting for lulz
>thread gets nuked
Many such cases.

[Anonymous No.17575828]

>>17575237
My parents have - 7 year age gap. It’s legal so go for it

[Anonymous No.17575925]

>>17575237
Age gaps are really taboo in today’s culture because everyone is infantilized and can’t handle mature relationships. But honestly this gap is nothing. Absolutely common in most countries outside the west, i don’t understand how people could call it creepy or unfair

[Anonymous No.17575936]

>>17575237
Nothing creepy about whatsoever, though you may find you are at different levels 'socially' and that your interests diverge too much for an interesting relationship. Since your life changes quite a bit year by year between 18 and 25, this can make a surprising difference. You literally will not know that until you go on a date though, so go for it. Maybe you'll gel.

[Anonymous No.17575949]

>>17575237
She's 19 and in college. If you're old enough to vote, take out a loan, and buy a gun you can decide who you want to fuck.

[Anonymous No.17575957]

>>17574935
What was your degree program? You’re not interested in doing that?

[Anonymous No.17575963]

>>17574573
oh hey, it's the anon who doesn't know how to spell sweetie. I've seen you a couple of times, and I always get a laugh at the fact that you always spell sweetie as sweaty.

[Anonymous No.17576018]

Biggest redpill of my life was learning to see anxiety as my brain’s danger sense going haywire and nothing else. Changed my response from “oh god oh no oh fuck why is this happening” to “damn shit sucks guess I’ll do some deep breathing for a few minutes”.

[Anonymous No.17576029]

I think my mom is going to die soon, she is sick, anons. I don't know what is the best thing I could do either. My father is dead.

[Anonymous No.17576047]

I'm thinking why the hell not. I have a little hobby of lets just call it humanity's research. I was researching some aspects of certain people's and groups and something else fell into my lap. I wasn't interested in it or them particularly but I've been seeing them more and more pop up over the last few month's.
so fuck it I'll do it :)

[Anonymous No.17576223]

Now I'm thinking about scientology freaks, podcasters, 3ed party security services, US government Intel faggots, writing comps, internets, forums boards, names and addreses, documents, army Intel and what ties them all :)

Oh and now im thinking Wikileaks isn't what it used to be.

and Now I'm thinking south American ips rock. Sorry i digress :)

[Anonymous No.17576262]

>>17574353
Anti-Tech Revolution and Technological Slavery Vol. 1 both arrived today. Honestly, I'm really excited.

[Nemo !!GgBWHLRiayD No.17576280]

Every season toward its end usually suddenly has that day, or streak of days, that are abnormally higher, or lower, in temperature than the immediately following days of the proceeding season, and/or the immediately preceeding days of the current season, signaling the tipping of the polar scale of the current season, and the consequent reaction torque that this will cause, thus, ushering in with a gradually steadier pace the new season; I like this aspect of bios; it provides a glimpse into the midst of the first third of the next season, and is therefore overly refreshing.

[Anonymous No.17576282]

>>17575237
>Am I a creep for being interested in a 19 year old girl while I myself am 24?
Are you serious? Not in the least. She's an adult. If she's not interested and you keep pursuing her then you're a creep, but she's an adult and it's literally just a five year age gap.

[Anonymous No.17576317]

Ladies and gentlemen, I present to you America

[Anonymous No.17576325]

>>17576317
I thought we were going to enter an era of renewed Imperium, but maybd not. The collapse is happening earlier than expected

[Anonymous No.17576353]

>>17574353
All my trochees suck such dick
Metered verse just makes me sick

[Anonymous No.17576378]

>waking up at 3 and 4.45 am every single night
its so damn annoying

[Anonymous No.17576385]

This is real incel shit

[Anonymous No.17576401]

Trannies are the living embodiment of entropy

[Anonymous No.17576409]

>>17574368
Why are people like this? Then complain that no people are no longer friendly and I feel lonely.

But these fucks act as if you're the plague if you even mention you're struggling in life.

[Anonymous No.17576473]

>>17576018
Dude somebody on this website taught me the stupidist trick for handling anxiety but I can't believe how well it works. When I feel nauseous due to anxiety I just pause an imagine the anxiety as a physical entity, like a little cloud sitting on my shoulder or something, I acknolwedge it - say "hello anxiety, I notice you are here" - and somehow by visualising it as an actual "thing" and not an abstract emotion, I am able to get a grasp on it a lot quicker and the nausea begins to subside. It sounds retarded but after 6 or so years of dealing with this shit it is the only thing to consistently and reliably work.

[Anonymous No.17576582]

i always felt a bit doubtful of people who complained about emotional abuse. this is mostly due to twitterfags going on their cancellation raids, but i'm starting that i might be getting emotionally abused myself. how do i know for sure ? and does it actually matter ?

[Anonymous No.17576698]

>>17576378
insomnia?

[Anonymous No.17576727]

>>17574389
This

[Anonymous No.17576737]

>>17576582
Emotional abuse over longer period of time can have big impact on your mental health, mostly because it takes away your feeling of safety and trust.
I'm not an expert, but it can usually be recognized by the abusive person not treating you as their equal, but rather as someone whose only purpose is to serve their needs. If you have it good, they will try to put you down. If they are having it bad, you are expected to drop everything and pamper them. Some will openly hurl insults unprovoked, but there are also those with more subtle approach of undermining your self-respect, so you never feel like you deserve something better than them.

[Anonymous No.17576738]

>>17574647
Kek. What was it about ?

[Anonymous No.17576754]

All these lockdowns should show people that isolation brought on by solitary confinement is cruel and unusual punishment.

You think its bad to sit at home all day with a computer, or a cellphone, or TV? Imagine sitting in a box for 23 hours a day with just your thoughts.
Maybe I was weak minded, and yes I was scummy and deserved it but that experience really stuck with me, and being confined in such a way for long stretches of time has really done something that I'm still dealing with today.

[Anonymous No.17576770]

>>17576754
>tfw lockdown didnt change your lifestyle in one bit
heheh :(

[Frater Asemlen !XS8vrClKs2 No.17576773]

>>17576770
I’ve honestly enjoyed the lockdowns.

[Anonymous No.17576774]

>>17574389
The only k pop fans ive seen in real life were fat girls who still acted like naruto yaoi 8th grader fangirls in college

[Anonymous No.17576816]

>>17576773
My mom actually started to enjoy watercolor and painting in general, dad engaged in crafts and makes bracelets and rings. For me, nothing changed.

[Anonymous No.17576818]

>>17576773
I've read a lot more but have also done a lot of drugs at the same time so it is sort of moot.

[Anonymous No.17576843]

>>17576754
I have very little problem with being stuck inside, what bothered me during lockdown was that I was stuck inside with my parents, both old and grumpy. Dad just watched TV all day. My hyperactive mom was very bored, expecting me to entertain her, and any hobby I suggested was met with some silly excuse. Don't get me started on how loud she can be when talking on the phone.
Last year made me realize going to work is really my vacation, I can actually read here in peace.

[Anonymous No.17576861]

>>17574368
I want to talk about it.

[Anonymous No.17576872]

I waste too much time hating the idea of people online and forget I'm capable of getting along with probably at least half of them IRL.

[Anonymous No.17576972]

>>17574353
Meanwhile Koreans kill themselves if so much as a gentle breeze blows in their direction.

[Anonymous No.17577114]

>>17576972
Why do they do that? Its reaching eastern european levels

[Anonymous No.17577160]

>>17576972
And yet white men manage to be even more fragile than these delicate creatures.

[Anonymous No.17577165]

>>17577114
like antinatalists and faggots, they can sense their unfitness for life so they commit suicide or abstain from reproductions so that the sons of the Chads can replace them.

[Anonymous No.17577182]

>>17577165
Makes sense.

[Anonymous No.17577223]

>>17576409
Because you motherfuckers tend to mention your depression garbage EVERYWHERE YOU FUCKING GO.

Wherever people discuss a *fun thing*, inevitably, one of you pieces of shit will appear and proclaim how this *fun thing* is totally keeping you from offing yourself because you are sick, depressed and everyone in your life, both humans and pets, has died recently.

Just shut the fuck up. Keep this garbage to your close friends or your therapist.
People get an urge to laugh when everyone around them laughs, yawn when everyone around them yawns. Being a fucking buzzkill is not different. Stop spreading it.

[Anonymous No.17577289]

>>17574509

You've clearly never stepped foot in Korea. Also, seethe more roastie

[Anonymous No.17577503]

>>17574353
>KYSing because of the lockdowns
>Instead of just refusing to comply and then not dying because it's literally less dangerous than the flu if you're not a literal boomer
I don't get it. Is this just woman logic at work, or is it a disingenuous clickbait headline, or can tell us something deeper about human nature? Why would a person choose a guaranteed death over an infinitesimal risk of death, assuming they didn't otherwise want to die?

[Anonymous No.17577513]

>>17577503
She most likely had personal issues that she could more easily forget when going out and socializing. Being inside without any contact, except a rather impersonal online one, would leave her alone to face those issues.

[Anonymous No.17577534]

>>17577513
She most likely attempted suicide for attention and fucked up and ended up accidentally killing herself.

[Anonymous No.17577538]

>>17576353
>New Kids On The Block sucked a lot of dick
>Boy-girl groups make me sick
>And I can't wait til I catch all you faggots in public
>I'mma love it

[Anonymous No.17577596]

>>17577503
>>17577534
This was a real human being with real emotions and experiences. How could you be so cruel and callous? Whoever made that image is going to hell.

[Anonymous No.17577624]

>>17577596
You think real human beans don't accidentally kill themselves while trying to bait for attention?

[Anonymous No.17577633]

>>17577534
Even if that was the case, so what? Doing things for attention, especially drugs, alcohol, self-harm etc. are signs of a deep and likely systemic problem (considering how apparently widespread it has become). Honestly don't see how that is funny, it's sad and those people obviously need help. It's not vanity, it's an illness, especially in severe cases like this.

[Anonymous No.17577635]

>>17577596
White non-slavic women deserve the genocide more than anyone else on this planet. The world is, by all means, a better place without cunts who can't survive without getting drunk and jumping on a new cock every other day.

[Anonymous No.17577645]

>>17575732
after ww2 japanese and south koreans were essentially wiped out as a conciousness and converted into flesh machines to make TVs, cars and stereos for americans

[Anonymous No.17577646]

>>17577633
They do not need help because they are the majority and perpetuate this kind of behavior on a rational basis. Nobody has ever forced them to live this life and condition themselves to it. They invested in the life of vanity and escapism and now corona is taking its dues.

[Anonymous No.17577667]

>>17577289
And I hope I never do

[Anonymous No.17577668]

>>17574389
True.

[Anonymous No.17577701]

>>17577646
Of course they are the majority, the majority is only capable of accidental brilliance, but is generally incapable of anything except complacency and indifference towards progress, betterment etc. It's only becoming worse for a plethora of reasons. But one should still have a duty to aid their fellow men in any way they can, even if it was for selfish reasons (imagine how much more enjoyable life would be if the majority wasn't worthy of the highest contempt? Or at least, became a slightly less worthy of it, slightly better?).

There are other arguments in favour, but I feel like the selfish argument is a baseline for others. The majority is limited in their understanding, they need help with that. And you don't want to help them out of the good of your heart, then you could at least do it FOR the good of your heart, not because of them, but because of yourself.

[Anonymous No.17577726]

I wish i'd have a creative mental illness like schizophrenia, bipolar, mania or depression but instead i have neurosis which hinders my life.

[Anonymous No.17577745]

>>17577701
>the majority wasn't worthy of the highest contempt?
Most of the contempt is aimed towards one specific person who, through her actions, became the living representation of the worst qualities of her group. Furthermore, it is questionable whether an outspoken indifference towards her death can be labeled as contempt, to begin with. A number of people have died ever since this thread was created and neither you nor I care about them it does not mean that we have contempt towards a bunch of people who share nothing in common other than the fact that they died in the last couple of hours.

[Anonymous No.17577801]

what is the relationship between the true self and God? perhaps you could say "between atman and brahman"

[Anonymous No.17577809]

>>17574993
did you ever try meditating?

[Anonymous No.17577821]

>>17577745
When referring to the majority, I meant in general, talking about the group and not the individual. They are worth contempt, but neither contempt nor indifference will help me or them. This doesn't mean that I have to bawl my eyes out when every one of them dies or even feel bad for all of them or anything like that, but practically one would want to improve the majority. It's like drug abuse. I knew some junkies, they were (possibly still are, no idea) terrible people, but I would rather have them be sober or productive as a group, despite them being worthy of contempt and despite holding contempt or indifference towards members of their group. Even if it's just so I wouldn't have to deal with them, my actions would still be directed towards that goal.

[Anonymous No.17577826]

>>17574389
this
male k-pop posters have somehow deluded themselves into thinking white girls give a fuck if they like asian women more

[Anonymous No.17577853]

>>17577821
I think your logic falls apart when applied towards an overwhelming majority that is also in power. We are living in a world where "junkies" dictate what is acceptable and what is not. They are the ones who pity you while passing the needle.
Yes, you don't have to hate them or wish for their death and you can still try and argue your point in hopes of a better future, but you are absolutely in no position to pity any of them. It is not a true, genuine and natural pity, it is in itself another form of contempt disguising itself as a pity.

[Anonymous No.17577855]

Sometimes it all just hits you at once; the fatigue, the loneliness, the existential despair. But you've got to suck it up: that's life. None of us know true suffering. We're really just playing games. Let the feeling wash over you: visit your priest: float in the ocean. Maybe on Monday I'll visit the beach.

[Anonymous No.17577886]

cute girl in my phil of mind class is an eliminative reductionist

[Anonymous No.17577911]

kpop posters are fun, sexy and normal whereas the rest of you are all extremely gay and boring. truth and facts.

[Anonymous No.17577923]

>>17574353
MFW I DREAMED A FUCKNIG POEM LAST NIGHT AND FORGOT ABOUT IT IN THE MORNING. FUCKKKKKKK

[Anonymous No.17578045]

>>17577223
>Because you motherfuckers tend to mention your depression garbage EVERYWHERE YOU FUCKING GO

This is obviously selection bias since you can't know that people suffer depression if they don't mention it. You get that, right?

[Anonymous No.17578092]

>>17577853
Why do you think "not being in power" means you can't pity them (if that's what you were saying)? Elaborate so I don't have to put words in your mouth.

Also, contempt and pity are not mutually exclusive, they often, but not always, come together. For example, I pity junkies because they are pathetic when they didn't have to be, yet I feel contempt for that very reason - they had at least some agency in constructing their situation.

[Anonymous No.17578098]

>>17578045
I am not arguing against depressed people. I am arguing against people, both depressed and "depressed", who take this shit to places that were not specifically designated for therapy talk or assume that being inside of a group for more than a minute gives them a pass to treat it like a crying pillow.

Believe it or not, some depressed people deal with their depression on their own or with professional help or help from the loved ones. Not by announcing their depression to the entire fucking world.

[Anonymous No.17578228]

I had my first book club via zoom last night and I was flying high afterwards. Amazing what good conversation can do, even if its over a computer.

[Anonymous No.17578244]

>>17578092
>Why do you think "not being in power" means you can't pity them
I distinguish between emotional and rational pity. Rational pity is nothing more than a belief that you personally are better off presented under the guise of emotional pity.

Emotional pity is a real emotional distress caused by the suffering of someone else.

Our brains do not possess even remotely enough capacity to feel the latter to any proper extent towards large groups of people that we do not associate with. If it did, it would be akin to torture. In fact, I think it is fair to say that our brains are actually wired to HATE the outgroups and that our modern values are explicitly designed around trying to shut this instinct down. Rightfully so.

But a junkie surrounded by junkies living in a junkie society where being a junkie is a virtue can feel genuine emotional pity towards an outsider, develop an attachments based on it, act it out by trying to teach the outsider the beauty of drugs etc.

[Anonymous No.17578360]

>>17578098

Reminds me of the DFW essay about the depressed person. Depression is, sadly, an egotism, and despite current culture, I'm not really sure if being open about it makes it any better. It is odd to see that depression is now a public phenomenon.

[Anonymous No.17578670]

>>17574353
why do asian femoids always put their hand before their mouth when they laugh?

is it cause they all have shit teeth?

[Anonymous No.17578698]

>>17577223
Nobody cares what you want lmao

[Anonymous No.17578719]

>>17578698
>feel depressed
>bad support systems
>mention you're struggling
>"UM, HAVE U TRIED HAVING A STIFF UPPER LIP, PUSSY?"
>remember why you have bad support systems

[Anonymous No.17578732]

>>17574353
>pic
I don't know who any of these people are, but what the fuck is wrong with you, laughing at a girl's death like this? Validating your awful opinion through the validating pseudo-consensus of cute and pure Asian women avatars? Don't you have any self-awareness or shame?

I would choke you right to death I had the chance.

[Anonymous No.17578753]

>>17577223
tihs comment almost convinced me to finally kill myself damn

[Anonymous No.17578766]

>>17578753
How about this one? Pretty please?

[Anonymous No.17578780]

>>17578732
>I would choke you right to death I had the chance.
Not with your shitty frail woman-arms, lmao.

[Anonymous No.17578786]

>>17578766
faggot

[Anonymous No.17578873]

>>17578670
>why do asian femoids always put their hand before their mouth when they laugh?
Showing your teeth is ungraceful and unladlylike, that's why they do that.

[Anonymous No.17579104]

Korean women have fucked these threads godammit

[Anonymous No.17579326]

>>17576029
Im sorry friend.

I wish you strength in enduring misery you do not deserve.

[Anonymous No.17579536]

>>17576029
Sorry, anon. Hopefully she gets better. Stay strong for her.

[Anonymous No.17579549]

>>17576317
You should find a place with a fireplace if you don’t have one.

[Anonymous No.17579558]

>>17577223
I see. “Write what’s on your mind” only applies if anon thinks what’s on your mind is happy and bubbly.

[Anonymous No.17580004]

I’m interested in stories which focus on characters and interactions vs stories which focus on plot progression, if anyone has any recommended reads on the topic.

[Frater Asemlen !XS8vrClKs2 No.17580073]

I feel like he’d use 4chan

[Anonymous No.17580132]

>>17580004
Lerouge Case and Mystery of Orcival by Emile Gaboriau
There is of course plot, but the focus is definitely more on emotional turmoil and what motivates these people to do something.

[Anonymous No.17580222]

I caved in and read Marx. I can't believe I wasted my time with this shit.

[Anonymous No.17580251]

>>17576325
How do you complete fucking retards not realize that it is corporations and the economic elite that are destroying your livelihood and society?

[Anonymous No.17580279]

>>17577223
>NOOOOOOO!! THIS IS A GOOD VIBES ONLY ZONE!11 SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP
No.

[Anonymous No.17580410]

made tikka massala for the first time.
i'd say 7/10

[Anonymous No.17580466]

>>17580222
Checked

[Anonymous No.17580542]

>>17580279
I look exactly like that guy lol

[Anonymous No.17580552]

Degas would have been a kpop poster

[Anonymous No.17580573]

>>17574353
>Modern high culture is as much a set of footnotes to Wagner as Western philosophy is, in Whitehead’s judgement, footnotes to Plato.
- Roger Scruton

[Anonymous No.17580666]

>>17580251
Yeah, Jews. Nice try commie.

[Anonymous No.17580668]

ceo of r*ddit testifying to congress rn lol

[Anonymous No.17580744]

How many women do you think browse this place? All of the fanfiction websites are filled to the brim with chicks and I don't know any writing communities that come even remotely close population-wise.
Do you think any of the /lit/ girls would be willing to sit on my face?

[Anonymous No.17580757]

>>17580666
Like the white rich guys give a shit about you. They'll let you die to increase their stocks

[Anonymous No.17580835]

>>17580222
he was always going to be a screeching lazy jew but it's good to make sure.

[Anonymous No.17580868]

>>17580744
welll, how much money do you make?

[Anonymous No.17580875]

what is the fastest most effective and painless way to kill myself?

[Anonymous No.17580886]

>>17580573
Wagner is very underrated.

[Anonymous No.17580893]

>>17580875
If I knew that I wouldn't be here.

[Anonymous No.17580907]

>>17580868
About 300 dollars a month but I have my own place.

[Anonymous No.17580916]

>>17580875
Don't you have, at some place and time, the perfect sunny day in which you always remember? Have you never sat outside and felt the sun and that day again? Contented in your state of arrogance, the ideal speaks forth not beckoning against the later, but softening of the now. Entertain yourself with your interests, but do not forget the cow.

[Anonymous No.17580917]

>>17580875
I'm probably going to hang. I tried to buy some sodium nitrite but I couldn't find a place to buy it in britbong land.

[Anonymous No.17580961]

>>17580907
Come on now, you're so much more than your income, I feel so bad for just, the pervasive loneliness here. So tell me about your readings instead. recent, favorite, past, etc, up to you.

[Anonymous No.17580991]

>>17579104
You'd have to be an actual retard to believe this.

[Anonymous No.17580995]

>>17580916
man, I was actually crying reading this because I'm pretty desperate right now. Then the typo at the end made me burst out laughing. fuck man. I need to sell my fucking gun.

[Anonymous No.17581002]

>>17574416
Embrace it

[Anonymous No.17581053]

>>17580917
that seems like it would hurt. I have been choked out before, during BJJ. That wasn't so bad. But I think the rope would cut into my neck too much. You can get choked out pretty quick though if its on the arteires, maybe just 10 seconds and it'll all be over...
I dont want to literally rot in my apartment either. Maybe I could send a delayed email to someone beforehand.

[Anonymous No.17581059]

>>17574353
Jannies you worthless faggots ban OP already you fucking vermin.
>>17574389
This

[Anonymous No.17581078]

>>17581053
It'll hurt probably. But what else is there? I tried to jump from a cliff, and didn't have the stomach for it. I therefore think a train is out of the question too. I can't get a gun. I can't get good chemical grade SN. Dunno if I could cut myself, never tried.

[Anonymous No.17581080]

>>17575237
I hate "subtle" reddit moralfagging.

[Anonymous No.17581091]

>>17580961
>recent, favorite, past,
Harry Potter

[Anonymous No.17581116]

>>17575237
Here's a neat trick: divide your age by half and add 7. If she's older than that then nobody will give a shit.

[Anonymous No.17581132]

>>17581078
I have a gun, but I don't want to make a mess. There HAS to be something we can do to get past this shit. Living for another couple of decades in this mental state is unfathomable. Ive read most men kill themselves in their 40's and 50's. I sympathize with them. If you don't feel better by then it must feel so horrible.

[Anonymous No.17581159]

>>17581132
>There HAS to be something we can do to get past this shit.
Why? I've done everything I could to make my life work. It just didn't happen. Death will be a gift for me, from me.

[Anonymous No.17581164]

yoyoyo finished work for today so I'm happy to be back on the internet with a /lit/ original "what's on your mind" tab opened. gonna go do some reading hope you had a nice day so far anons

[Anonymous No.17581191]

>>17580991
true also..mina :)

[Anonymous No.17581196]

>>17581159
Go Alexander Supertramp. May as well have some fun before you go out.

[Anonymous No.17581203]

>>17580875
Barbiturates, Propoxyphene, and Hydroxychloroquine are the three most effective, painless orally ingested drugs out there. Good luck getting your hands in them anywhere in the west though.

[Anonymous No.17581221]

>>17580995
Kek, yeah it is pretty funny. But why so sad now anon?

Just a general emptiness and repetition which so many modern people describe?

[Anonymous No.17581229]

>>17581196
There's no fun I want, nothing I want to see, nothing I want to do. Just want it over. I'd have done it this week, but my sibling is off of work, means no privacy.

[Anonymous No.17581241]

>She doesn't have roommates

[Anonymous No.17581244]

>>17581164
Thanks, it was pretty nice. Got a new backpack with lots of pockets. I just wish my ability to concentrate was better, I got all these nice books waiting for me, but can't get past first page.

[Anonymous No.17581262]

>>17574831
Now is the time to take risks. You will have plenty of time to settle down when you're older. The overarching story of your life makes sense only in the hindsight, not while it's unfolding.

[Anonymous No.17581290]

>>17581159
there has to be because I need Hope, man.

[Anonymous No.17581321]

>>17581290
>there has to be because I need Hope, man.
Anon, I learned that either humanity is incapable of offering true affection and my ability to look both back and forwards will forever hinder my accepting of momentary compassion, or that I am a wretch undeserving of all good in this world. What hope could I possibly cling to? You might not have the latter; you might have something to mark to yourself that you are deserving - I do not.

If you have family, friends, loved ones, cling to them as your strength. But those concepts are lost on me now.

[Anonymous No.17581330]

>>17581221
Yes, I'm afraid it's very unoriginal. I'm lonely, unmotivated, overworked, nothing to look forward to. Afraid of all the obstacles of the future, afraid of judgment. it's all quite silly. I'm fine.

[Anonymous No.17581368]

To everyone reading this: All pornography is degenerate. Nothing good can come from seeing pornography. Stop watching pornography.

[Anonymous No.17581403]

Infinite Jest is pretty good but it is pretentious and DFW repeats himself constantly. Could have trimmed at least 100 pages.

[Anonymous No.17581424]

>>17581244
Iktf cat anon, I just set a timer in which I read and try to ignore everything else. Sometimes it's hard especially if I'm tired but I think of it like physical training. Gotta just go through it and I always feel good at the end. I do 25 minutes reading with 5 minutes breaks (pomodoro) but at the beginning I could barely do 5 minutes without wanting to check /lit/ or my phone or my window or anything.

[Anonymous No.17581426]

Baked potatoes and chicken with Dijon mustard. Feels good to be alive, anon.

[Anonymous No.17581443]

>>17581368
thank you king

[Anonymous No.17581463]

>>17581368
>Nothing good can come from seeing pornography.
My penis disagrees. It feels so gooooood

[Anonymous No.17581473]

>>17581330
I'm sure you do then enjoy quite a lot of things in life anon? You don't feel completely soulsucked?

[Anonymous No.17581480]

>>17581368
>Nothing good can come from seeing pornography.
Hehehe. Good one.

[Anonymous No.17581486]

>>17581368
he’s right! don’t feed the industry!

[Anonymous No.17581500]

>>17581424
Thanks, I'll try your method. Think I have a kitchen timer somewhere that I can use.

[Anonymous No.17581536]

>>17581473
Yes, you are right. I enjoy reading and have been listening to a lot of Chopin lately, which is nice. My fear is when I fade into depressive states I can't feel enjoyment, and might not come out again.

[Anonymous No.17581646]

>>17574416
Is the city-state peak humanity

[Anonymous No.17581679]

>>17581463
But do you know what feels a lot better? Triumphing over the industry's sickening manipulation of your primal desires and bringing your urges under control.

[Anonymous No.17581706]

>>17581679
Will it make me cum harder than I do when I watch women debase themselves with massive cocks?

[Anonymous No.17581748]

>>17581368
>can come from
I can name at least one thing that comes from it.

[Anonymous No.17581770]

>>17581229
Ok, just walk into the woods and wait. If you're by some water, just dive in and take a deep breath. Write a note saying what you're doing so your family doesn't worry. Or don't, what do you care?
Seriously though, it gets better. Especially if you just do _something_. Get off the computer and go outside. You're facing oblivion, you literally have nothing more to lose than everything.

[Anonymous No.17581783]

>>17580222
Read land & fisher instead

[Anonymous No.17581839]

I simply CANNOT continue to office wage slave.

[Anonymous No.17582113]

I'm not suicidal but surely there's some allure in being dead. No more anything.

[Anonymous No.17582171]

>>17581770
>Write a note saying what you're doing so your family doesn't worry. Or don't, what do you care?
Not sure I'd have the conviction to drown.

>Seriously though, it gets better. Especially if you just do _something_.
No, it doesn't.

>Get off the computer and go outside. You're facing oblivion, you literally have nothing more to lose than everything.
Specious, because I have been doing things. I haven't been idle. But nothing has paid off, and with no support system... I can't keep having no payoff for 10 years, and have nobody help me pick things up again. Can't be done. I'm a busted human. I can't even 'have' people anymore. Which means I need wins, which I'm not getting.

It's over for me.

[Anonymous No.17582188]

Mars rover lands in 50 minutes

[Anonymous No.17582282]

>>17581783
>Read [schizo brainlets]
no

[Anonymous No.17582361]

>>17582282
Read Burke and Hobbes

[Anonymous No.17582493]

Practically speaking, it is better not to know than it is to know. Basically, ignorance is bliss, what do we think of it? To me, I've been much more miserable because of knowledge and before it I wouldn't even know misery (I would have nothing to direct myself toward, nothing to fear of losing [for example, love, or academic success] because it was, while not impossible, too far detached that it's conceptualisation would have an effect on me.)

Because I know, I fear; yet before knowledge, I had nothing to fear because it is too far away, too detached. But on the other hand, an unexamined life seems pitiful in comparison. But comparison is impossible because these two cases stand on different grounds, it is not a fair comparison. Is the misery of ignorance greater than the misery of knowledge?

[Anonymous No.17582519]

>>17582493
You still dont' have any knowledge. Knowledge is liberating. Once you gain real knowledge you'll be happy again.

[Anonymous No.17582538]

Everything i do and say are just excuses for me not doing life-tasks and safeguarding tendencies not to experience even more crushing of experience of inferiority. Even me writing this is just an excuse. Where does it end?

[Anonymous No.17582605]

>>17582519
I've heard similar things, yet these proclaimed knowledged were, in fact, chains and slavery not liberation. So forgive me for criticism, but please do elaborate on what real knowledge is.

[Anonymous No.17582648]

>>17582605
It's when you understand Plato

[Anonymous No.17582669]

>>17582361
okay based

[Anonymous No.17582674]

>>17582648
I understand Plato, anon... I don't agree with him, but I understand. Did you mean to say "when you agree with Plato?"

[Anonymous No.17582684]

>>17582674
When you'll understand Plato you'll agree with Plato. Almost everyone disagrees with him at first

[Anonymous No.17582709]

>>17582171
Height and weight?
I really don't believe you. When was the last time you created something? Physically with your hands? If you ever have, I bet it's been years. I'd really like to hear what you've done. All I've heard are extremely vague "I haves" with no detail.

[Anonymous No.17582751]

>>17582709
>Height and weight?
Seriously? 6' and 162lbs.

>When was the last time you created something?
I teach. I have to create things constantly. I have to help people through their shit constantly. I've had to work to get here through tough odds. At one point I convinced myself that being purposeful was enough, but it also became clear that teaching is full of narcissists and utterly despicable people, who made it their mission to make my life fucking hell.

The kids are difficult. The adults are worse. And I have no outside support system. I can't fight the world all the god damn time. It's been like this for a while. I'm beat.

[Anonymous No.17582773]

I want to commemorate this thread to Perseverance.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6hL-M_9aVwQ

[Anonymous No.17582780]

>>17582751
Penis length?

[Anonymous No.17582794]

>>17582780
>Penis length?
Jesus Christ anon. 6.5-7.5, depending on how horny. Doesn't matter because I'm an ugly bastard.

[Anonymous No.17582833]

>>17582794
You'll recover anon. We're living through tough times. Have strength and patience, it's the only thing that ever worked.

[Anonymous No.17582862]

>>17581426
fuck mustard. one of the few things I really dislike the taste of. you enjoy whatever you enjoy though

[Anonymous No.17582879]

>>17582862
It tastes amazing, anon. But you have to put a minimal amount of it or ruin everything. A thin layer and that is it.

[Anonymous No.17582886]

>>17582833
It's been 10 years since I started this descent. They aren't getting better. I do have more pieces of paper to say I was a good boy, but other than that, I am an abject failure. I just want it to end. I don't want to face another god-knows-how-many years between the pangs of feeling isolated, alone, and like reaching people is an impossibility, and the wonders when someone will take umbrage to my existence again and burn everything I've worked to build to fill their ego once more.

I have failed.

[Anonymous No.17582901]

>>17582879
I don't like it. I love horseradish though.

[Anonymous No.17582931]

>>17582901
Oh, I used to hate that. I would probably enjoy nowadays.

[Anonymous No.17582951]

>>17580251
The lumpenproles are their paramilitary goons. The Common North American Leftist actually believes that the evil bad billionaires are the koch brothers and elon musk. As crazy as it sounds, the Qtard concept that the media, "big tech" and satanist pedophiles are in control is actually more lucid than thinking its monopoly man in a big hat. In the leftist, we really do live in a democracy, mainly because they can live on table scraps. But their stomach still grumbles, so they need a surrogate target to blame, their favorite being a spray tanned New Yorker who was no closer to being "in power" than Elizabeth II is to being absolute monarch. Money and Power are seen as synonyms.

[nolan No.17582963]

I have been thinking about film. Specifically Nolan films. I was thinking about the architecture of his work and how he arrives at his creative blueprint. In order to better understand how he arrives at his ideas, which ARE formulaic and creative, I am looking at the architecture of the house to reverse engineer how to build the structure. What came to mind with the architecture of his films is that it seems he starts with a central premise and a secondary theme circulating around love with connection to the primary and a tertiary sub/meta commentary that colors the narrative and raises the film to a philosophy: P=obsession (The Prestige) with excellency and S= love and lies with self and relations with M=illusion and how we reconcile truth with love and self deception; obsession vs/with love, are our desires illusory; is the world "solid all the way through" or is there more to it like in the moments when the crowd is bewildered and truth is malleable.

Now that is just a description of the house and so taken that as something resembling a limited-authentic depiction of the house and now I will look at how the "blueprint" comes about. Or rather maybe the creation of the blueprint working within the laws of "physics and aesthetic and purpose" as it pertains to film.

Obviously there are exceptional minds that can create brilliant things with ease like an oracle drawing truth from god, pure inspiration, which obviously plays a role; or as some authors put it some are "gardeners" and let their works "grow" authentically and don't have a defined outlook of structure for their characters or narrative but everyone usually operates with some framework in mind.

Okay without further ado I thought maybe this is in the right direction: you start with the thesis (after you arrive at it). You then invert the thesis so it is on the outside(the surface)(of the film). This is the first move. You then can go in infinite directions but one possible next move is you select(create) nodes of truth out of your inverted thesis that are central elements of it. Nodes can be central questions that would arise in a socratic dialogue exploring the thesis. Then you would want to concretize/ archetypalize the node aspects into concrete forms of personas or events. Lots of room for creativity. From here you can overlay a theme or a central narrative, the vehicle that will illuminate and in one form or another arrive at / recreate the thesis and relate this to the nodes.

I'm still working on it, let me know what you think please.

[Anonymous No.17583119]

>>17582931
if you wanna give it a try, you should try to get some fresh root if you can and grate it, it's amazingly strong. if you add sour cream, it neutralizes it and you can eat a whole bunch of it like a salad.

[Anonymous No.17583134]

>>17582963
I think Nolan kinda sucks.

[nolan No.17583225]

>>17583134
thats fine but his films do have a coherency and depth others lack

[Anonymous No.17583469]

"every human being is a bearer of inviolable dignity" - behold, he retreats into his soul like the hedgehog into its spines.

[Anonymous No.17583520]

>>17580251
You jumped to a lot of conclusions about my political perspectives over one image. I can safely say, that it is you who is retarded.

[Anonymous No.17583525]

>>17581536
I can definitely relate to that, just remember that you'll always have highs and lows, but even in your lowest low nothing is stopping you from recognising some worth of happiness, and the argument could be made for the opposite as well, but one should always carry with them some positivity, despite their present, though not an insincerity to it.

Anyway hope that helps anon, I enjoyed talking. Also just try doing whatever you normally enjoy (like reading) but in a radical new fashion than before when you're down, that often gives me something new to see and puts me in a good mood.

[Anonymous No.17583551]

>>17578732
csd

[Anonymous No.17583574]

>>17582886
Helping kids do arts and crafts isn't what I'm talking about. Get a knife and a stick and widdle something. Get a saw and make some chairs. Us Human males are not designed to sit around all day taking care of kids. Physically manipulating wood, stone, metal or whatever into useful objects is one of the most rewarding things you can do. I get being stuck, but these things help a lot of people get through it. Consider farming too. Giving up is weak but trying and falling is not.

[Anonymous No.17583660]

>>17577826
>roastie can't imagine men doing something for themselves, not in the service of white women
Every time.

[Anonymous No.17583681]

>>17580251
At this point, it is vice and vanity that keeps them from seeing it.

[Anonymous No.17583691]

>>17583574
I appreciate the idea, but no thanks anon. I wish I could, but I think crafts are something relatively small, given the rather significant problems with the structure of my life. Those hurdles are too big. It's fine if I die here. It's not fine if it takes me years of suffering like this to finally find reprieve.

[Anonymous No.17583886]

>>17583660
dilate

[Anonymous No.17583943]

>>17574389
i just dont get how grown people can actually like this shit.

[Anonymous No.17583947]

i had the strangest dream
it was about a war veteran for a spiritual leader
think of Muhammad/Jesus/prophet-whatever followers
he's very abusive and mentally damaged
fast forward to his death, the prophet and his army's general was in a universe with nothing in it but darkness and completely flat land spanning eternity (I think this is meant to showcase Mahsyar)

The general was standing upward with an X scar on his face, he was dark skinned, like the prophet with light beaming from his face to the sky (maybe God?)

without turning his face, the prophet asked told him that because they loved me so much, that they have nothing left to spare for the rest of manking (such making them beasts of war)
then, the soldier that i spoke of was resurrected
turns out they were standing on the grave of all their soldiers
this time the general turned his face and his dark skin turns white and he face no longer was beaming with light

then i woke up

WHAT THE FUCKK? I DONT TAKE DRUGS

[Anonymous No.17584031]

Difficult to live in reality in current times. Real world feels like footnote to internet. Try to talk to people but they just talk about what they saw on the internet and then look back at their phones. Every moment of life is becoming dominated by screens; Dating. Shopping. Work. Play. Wish I was born in earlier time, just want to live in proper society and not whatever this loose conglomerate of atomised, alienated individuals is.

[nolan No.17584050]

>>17583947
you obviously want to sleep with your mother

[Anonymous No.17584076]

>>17584031
If I had the money, I'd start my own commune. No wireless technology. No internet. No modern computers (monochrome acceptable for printing and spreadsheets). I stand by the opinion that smart phones destroyed society.

[Anonymous No.17584303]

>>17583551
>csd
what does this mean

[Anonymous No.17584311]

>>17584303
try to figure it out for like 5 seconds dude lol

[Anonymous No.17584347]

>>17584339
>>17584339
>>17584339

[Anonymous No.17585296]

>>17574509
Oh wow, 1 in 4000 does a sudoku.
Why is this so unimpressive??