/lit/ - Literature

[Anonymous No.16967123]

>Your favorite book
>Your deepest, darkest secret

[Anonymous No.16967157]

>>16967123
moby-dick
I'm in love with my best friend

[Anonymous No.16967159]

>>16967123
Salammbô
I'm a virgin

[Anonymous No.16967571]

>>16967123
>The Iliad
>Ma favourite is actually the Odyssey

[Anonymous No.16967575]

>No Longer Human
>I am Bukowskifag and I haven't read Bukowski

[Anonymous No.16967661]

>>16967123
jude the obscure
when i masturbate i fantasise about cumming on my wife's best friend's feet

[Anonymous No.16967769]

Fellowship of The Ring
I'm short

[Anonymous No.16967884]

white noise
one time I got addicted to research chemicals

[Anonymous No.16967986]

>>16967661
Sounds about right for someone whose favourite book is Jude the Obscure.

[Anonymous No.16967993]

>No Longer Human
>Made out with girl at a party when I was 17 while I was in a relationship. Also jerked off to gross fetish porn.

[Anonymous No.16968015]

>>16967123
>Pride and Prejudice
>I'm being persecuted and lynched by my whole species

[Anonymous No.16968022]

>>16967123
>100 Years of Solitude
> Never told my wife I was bisexual

[Anonymous No.16968025]

>>16967769
>I'm short
take the ring, frodo

[Anonymous No.16968051]

>>16967157
same but my best friend is my priest. just end me

[Anonymous No.16968070]

All your secrets are pathetic, live a little and commit more egregious sin

[Anonymous No.16968081]

>>16968070
i bet you don't know what egregious means

[Anonymous No.16968101]

>>16967123
The Picture of Dorian Gray

In high school, I seduced a male teacher and let him fuck me. We entered a relationship until I had him hopelessly addicted. Then I took him for his money and broke his heart. He considered leaving his wife. I still laugh about him

[Anonymous No.16968119]

>>16968101
best one so far if not larp

[SAGE No.16968124]

>>16967123

> Introduction to Existentialism by Emmanuel Mounier
> I haven't spoken to anyone in my family in three years. Not a single word. And I feel more free than I've ever been.

[Anonymous No.16968186]

>>16968124
how do you make a living?

[Anonymous No.16968327]

>Roadside Picnic (1972)
>To almost everyone I know, I come off as chipper, spirited, full of life, and in complete control of my destiny. But deep down inside, I cannot emphasize how badly I want to end things and off myself.

[Anonymous No.16968347]

>>16968015
>>I'm being persecuted and lynched by my whole species
it ain't easy being a gamer

[Anonymous No.16968378]

>>16968327

[Anonymous No.16968399]

>>16967123
>Anna Karenina
>incest and maybe a little unintentional molesting

[Anonymous No.16968402]

>>16967123
>Lolita
>... you know

[Anonymous No.16968406]

>>16967123
>Fellowship of The Ring

I'm secretly browsing writing threads so I can steal ideas from you guys without being sued.

[Anonymous No.16968424]

>>16967123
War and Peace
Hebephile

[Anonymous No.16968597]

>>16968101
based and homopilled

[Anonymous No.16968615]

>Brothers Karamazov
>I used to do weird stuff masturbating when I was around 12, like masturbating with chocolate inside the toilet paper.

[Anonymous No.16968616]

>>16967123
>Tom Robbins - Jitterbug Perfume
>The best thing that ever happened to me was both my parents dying at the same time.

[Anonymous No.16968629]

>>16968015
Gamers unite!

[Anonymous No.16968631]

>>16968615
How did that feel

[Anonymous No.16968642]

>>16967123
I don't have a favorite
I have no secret, I would easily live through my personal life being unveiled and so should everyone

[Anonymous No.16968643]

>>16968051
Ah fuck, forgot to mention my favorite book, let me do it again

> short stories by Wittkop and Goethe's Faust
> crippling, bordering on criminal clergy fetish

[Anonymous No.16968673]

>>16968631
I don't remember, but not as good as doggystyle with a beautiful girl.

[Anonymous No.16968689]

>>16968673
>>16968673
In both cases you're still ending up with chocolate on your dick.

[Anonymous No.16968759]

>>16968689
but doggystyle is in the vagina no?

[Anonymous No.16968792]

>>16968759
It can go either way.

[Anonymous No.16968880]

>>16968792
Oh ok, in French levrette is only in the main entrance.

[Anonymous No.16968892]

>>16967993
>Made out with girl at a party when I was 17 while I was in a relationship
Wow. You are one innocent motherfucker

[Anonymous No.16968894]

>>16967123
>House of Leaves
>I bit a kids face off when I was 3

[Anonymous No.16968899]

>>16968051
Oh no how will a Catholic priest ever carry on a clandestine homosexual relationship

[Anonymous No.16968926]

Faust
Despite having a chadly life im a 24 year old virigin who jerks off to femdom joi at least a couple times a week

[Anonymous No.16968931]

>>16967123
>Hitler's Third Reich in Hundred Objects
>deppression

[Anonymous No.16968939]

>>16968926
Heyyy. Brother

[Anonymous No.16968957]

>>16968939
I find little solace in the fact that there are many of us.

[Anonymous No.16968960]

>>16967123
>No One Writes to the Colonel
>I have Peyronie's disease, my erections hurt but not so much that I go to the doctor. I'm worried that when I finally get a gf I can't fuck her properly because of the pain and curvature.

[Anonymous No.16968966]

>>16968926
>>16968939
weirdly similar too

[Anonymous No.16968969]

>>16968957
...have you eaten it. she always asks

[Anonymous No.16968989]

>>16968969
No I find my cum to be absolutely disgusting and I'd never eat it, I'd probably throw up. But you're right they always wear the hottest clothes in the ones where they ask you to eat it and I think thats on purpose. As soon as I cum I'm immediately digusted with myself for even watching a video where the girl is trying to get you to do something like that.

[Anonymous No.16969000]

>>16968989
Post nut clarity. Turns the coomer to the doomer

[Anonymous No.16969011]

>>16969000
come on man lit is supposed to be intellectuals why do you use those retarded words

[Anonymous No.16969025]

>>16969000
Yeah dude its night and day. When I'm horny all I want is a latex bitch to tie me up and deny me but post nut I realize I'd never let some stupid whore do this to me irl

[Anonymous No.16969027]

>>16969011
Post ejaculatory hyperconscious. Transforms the oft oiled masturbator into a husk filled with little but nihilism and self-loathing.

[Anonymous No.16969028]

>>16967123
>The Origins and History of Consciousness - Erich Neumann
>Fucked a dog once

[Anonymous No.16969042]

>>16967123
>Shadow Over Innsmouth
>Once fapped to the idea of knocking up two of my own cousins

[Anonymous No.16969060]

>>16968119
>>16968597
He still messages me on facebook. I wait one week, view it and either send a thumbs up or don't respond.

[Anonymous No.16969070]

>>16968101
Based for outlining how homosexuals are inherently cringe and unwholesome

[Anonymous No.16969080]

>>16969028
oh my god?

[Anonymous No.16969089]

>>16967661
Have you ever masturbated onto your wife's feet? That might be just what the doctor ordered.

[Anonymous No.16969091]

>The Girls by Emma Cline
>I think I'm better than everyone else

[Anonymous No.16969092]

>>16969070
Guy was a creep, constantly hitting on young girls and being weird around young boys. I like to think that I taught him a lesson.

[Anonymous No.16969097]

>>16967769
Short as in height or short as in penetrative capacity?

[Anonymous No.16969102]

>>16968615
on a related note, how to cope with sexual shame?

[Anonymous No.16969103]

>>16969092
Are you okay though?

[Anonymous No.16969106]

>>16969102
meditate

[Anonymous No.16969112]

>>16969102
You should probably go to therapy honestly but the important thing to remember is that you're not that child anymore, your shame comes from harmless pursuit of pleasure which everyone does, and that you wouldn't shame a friend if they did what you did.

[Anonymous No.16969116]

>>16968406
I can't believe anyone on /lit/ would mind if one of his ideas got stolen, because no-one here has the energy and commitment to actually follow through on his ideas himself. Steal away, anon. I hope you steal one of MY ideas. They're all awesome.

[Anonymous No.16969120]

>>16969103
Oh...u-umm. Yes...

[Anonymous No.16969128]

>>16969120
fag

[Anonymous No.16969136]

>Utopia of Rules
>I threatened a schizophrenic homeless man with a replica gun for a laugh

[Anonymous No.16969139]

>>16969028
>Fucked a dog once
If you put it that way it means you have to be doing the penetrating, right?
Coz if you're a girl and you let a dog fuck you, yawn, that's really not so uncommon

[Anonymous No.16969141]

>>16969128
>>16969116
Projection

[Anonymous No.16969147]

>>16969092
>let your high school teacher bang you in the ass
>"I like to think that I taught him a lesson"
The absolute state of homos

[Anonymous No.16969151]

>>16969042
>Once fapped to the idea of knocking up two of my own cousins
Dude, I bet almost everyone here has fapped to much, much worse mental movies than that.
I mean even actually knocking up your cousin isn't so bad.

[Anonymous No.16969155]

>>16969141
>and let him fuck me
gay

[Anonymous No.16969165]

>>16969136
Wow.. it's the "for a laugh" bit that really hits hard here. Hahaha.

[Anonymous No.16969188]

>>16967123
After Dark
Tried to kill myself once using rat poison and washing it with moonshine

[Anonymous No.16969208]

>>16969147
Im bisexual. That said, I'm soon to enter a monogamous marriage with a pretty amazing woman, so I'm unsure if my days of sexual promiscuity will be over forever. We haven't decided. I appreciate your concern though.

[Anonymous No.16969216]

>>16967123
1. The Bhagavad Gita
2. I once stole some glass beads from my cousin when I was a little child. He would have probably given them to me anyway, but he was away at school at the time and I wanted to make something with them. Deep regret soon overcame me and I hid it all. I do not have any contact with him anymore, so I can't even confess it to him.

[Anonymous No.16969219]

>>16968899
kek

[Anonymous No.16969349]

>>16969151
Aside from the stigma/taboo of such a relationship, I doubt that either myself or the cousins I've fapped to are fit for the responsibility of being parents. Since then, I have resolved to never fap to someone whom I would not have children with.

[Anonymous No.16969407]

>>16969139
There was penetration, I was fucked up kid what can I say.
>not so uncommon
Seriously? You got evidence to back this claim? (Just curious)

[Anonymous No.16969422]

>>16968899
i think god had a hearty laugh while he made me fall hard for one of the 5 not gay priests in the entirety of catholic church

[Anonymous No.16969429]

>>16969027
kek&underrated

[Anonymous No.16969437]

>>16969060
damn man, you're cruel
homochiavelli if you will

[Anonymous No.16969447]

Leviathan
got the herp

[Anonymous No.16969456]

>The Book of Disquiet
>I, twice or thrice, sucked my own dick

[Anonymous No.16969500]

>>16967575
Why not?

[Anonymous No.16969501]

>>16969028
yep you need that book

[Anonymous No.16969522]

>>16969437
>homochiavelli
Kek. Stealing

[Anonymous No.16969594]

>>16969456
>sucked my own dick
Isn't this just humblebragging?

[Anonymous No.16969639]

>>16969594
how is that bragging?

[Anonymous No.16969659]

>>16969639
It is an impossible feat to most

[Anonymous No.16969669]

>>16968899
>the exception is noticeable so it must be the rule
I am continually disgusted by you people

[Anonymous No.16969722]

>>16969669
nice digits but he was just joking brah. if you're an actual clergy fetishist you're gonna be disappointed

[Anonymous No.16970766]

>>16968424
>Burn the pedo

[Anonymous No.16970792]

>>16967769
Lol that’s not a secret, shortie

[Anonymous No.16970800]

>>16967769
Makes sense that you would like such a magical, fantastical adventure where short people can be more than just a drain on society

[Anonymous No.16970825]

>>16968081
based pauline poster

[Anonymous No.16970843]

>>16969407
It’s anecdotal, but I’ve personally met three women who have admitted to letting their dogs fuck them

[Anonymous No.16970849]

>>16970792
>shortie
you have to go back to redd*t my faggot

[Anonymous No.16970974]

>>16967123
>The Rings of Saturn
>I have a deeply involved and convoluted inner fantasy world(s) stretching back perhaps until I was about maybe 5 or 6. Originally developed and maintained as a coping mechanism for being a friendless, isolated, loser, I now maintain it not only for that but also in order to live. I couldn’t imagine life without it. I’ve lost a common frame of reference with outside people, and I struggle with empathy, not helped by this inner life. Everything I do feeds it, yet in a contradictory sense it also holds me back from doing things. Why bother trying to get a gf irl, when I can just imagine one and feel fulfilled with that? Why write a novel, when I can be one in my head already? No one knows about it, and I would look completely insane if I tried to explain it. It has long since proved to me if the Matrix was real, I would gladly accept it.

[Anonymous No.16970994]

>>16970974
You're an interesting guy.

[Anonymous No.16971010]

The Count of Monte Cristo
I hate 4chan, I hate lit, I hate the fucking internet.

[Anonymous No.16971049]

>>16970974
based&same
schizo mindspace is just different

[Anonymous No.16971072]

>>16969500
I barely read. I'm asking my grandparents for Post Office for Christmas.

[Anonymous No.16971117]

Dialectic of Enlightenment
I'm basically a liberal

[Anonymous No.16971180]

>old man and the sea
>if I were in the woods with an 8 guaranteed no chance of discovery ever...would violently rape

[Anonymous No.16971247]

>>16967123
It's so unique I would doxx myself
Something sexual

[Anonymous No.16971259]

>>16967884
what rechems are addictive? 1p, 4-aco-met are all non-addictive

[Anonymous No.16971272]

>>16970974
Wanna find more like you? Go on the "addicted to daydreams" forums.

I used to be popular went to a top uni was plugged into society...now? Daily hours long compulsive fantasies. They take over so much I have to walk 10 miles everday daydreaming or else I don’t feel like myself. My entire self-esteem is predicated on who I am in my fantasy life. I’ve kicked booze, weed, video game addictions, but I can’t kick daydreams...no dopamine rush compares to the meaning harvested from daydreams. Still trying to ween myself off, but every time there’s some hint of inspiration my subconscious catches a whiff of, it’s all over.

[Anonymous No.16971293]

>>16968615
I was a tub humper...still have the dick scar to prove it

[Anonymous No.16971326]

>>16971259
etizolam and clonazolam
they fucked me up bad, I was like peterson fr

[Anonymous No.16971327]

>David Copperfield
>pedophile

[Anonymous No.16971333]

>>16968894
Just finished house of leaves. Clever as hell and good humor. I don’t think I’ll ever forget the idea of the room expanding to unlimited proportions based on psychological mirroring and thousand other metaphors. The abyss awaiting us all, the darkness that takes something from us that calls us back. Dam good.

[Anonymous No.16971345]

>>16968926
I remember liking Faust at the time, but water off a ducks back. What first pops into your mind when you think of it?

[Anonymous No.16971362]

>>16969027
>oft oiled

[Anonymous No.16971363]

>>16967123
>Lolita
>

[Anonymous No.16971367]

>>16967123
>At Swim-Two-Birds
>I engaged in sexual activities with my brother (i'm also male, it was consensual) when we were both kids, only told one person, and now that that person's gone I occasionally photoshop their face onto porn
Sometimes I wonder if my early faggotry drove me to becoming an alcoholic tranny for a couple years in my teens. Read the book lads, coziest thing I ever read
>>16968399
You too huh?

[Anonymous No.16971378]

>>16969091
>surprised, if you have taste enough for cline I’d expect you’d default to something a little more. Plus, calling a classic a favorite is a superiority complex classic hit

[Anonymous No.16971407]

>>16971272
that an interesting addiction to have, what do you usually daydream about?

[Anonymous No.16971427]

>>16970843
This world is sick...

[Anonymous No.16971441]

>>16969349
Literally tried to fuck my cousin but her pussy was too small. Bitch ratted me out, earned me my first spanking

[Anonymous No.16971461]

Augustus John Williams


My parents don't know that I have a criminal record. They think all the times I would disappear it was because I was working in logging. I really don't want to tell them, especially now that I've changed

[Anonymous No.16971465]

>>16969456
What I’ve gotten from the book is an eloquent irreverence for order and sense. If I keep reading where will I end up?

[Anonymous No.16971479]

>>16971072
Audiobook for the brainlet.

But bukowski’s great, read every word amd drink yourself dead

[Anonymous No.16971489]

>>16971479
I write like bukowski when I'm drunk
Or at least I think I do, I'm not sure

[Anonymous No.16971499]

>>16969216
>i stole some pears lmao

[Anonymous No.16971502]

>>16971461
what was the record for?

[Anonymous No.16971514]

something about ww1. cant decide

since it's mostly sexual here i'll be honest. i touch policemen sometimes when metro carts are full enough to make it seem entirely accidental. also stare at them on the street if they're cute. i have a small creepshot collection too.

[Anonymous No.16971516]

>The Magic Mountain
>I'm a rich man by the charity of a thief and stranger. I know not from who my wealth was stolen. I asked for the gift. It was given freely.

[Anonymous No.16971529]

>>16971407
Not him, but same problem. I don’t have one specific daydream I return to day after day; it’s highly variable and based on hypotheticals, and mostly realistic, in genre. I know some people like vivid fantasy or sci-go worlds, I just can’t do it that way. Anyways, mine tends to focus on who I could have been or done, sometimes small stuff like ‘what if I said X in reply to that person’ to more grandiose complete life reimaginings that can go on forever. I have more fictional things (like historical stuff), but of all of it ultimately circles back to me, and really a good storyline can get quite a few uses, though it’s often very modified by the end of it.

[Anonymous No.16971533]

>>16971407
Lately it’s been uncovering physics or tech ideas that change the world, much of the time spent working the ideas and implications, eventually ending up in business, lauded or canceled, happily. The framework’s dull but the details allow for expressing every corner of my psyche in inventive personal and meaningful ways, very cathartic.

[Anonymous No.16971566]

>>16967123
Light in August
told a girl she should kill herself, she did

[Anonymous No.16971718]

>>16971502
Mostly just drug charges (mostly weed but I lived in Texas at the time) but the big one was robbery.

[Anonymous No.16971763]

>>16971180
8-y-o or 8/10?

[Anonymous No.16971810]

>>16971533
Lots of people do this I think. I certainly do. I work out nice wish-fulfillment fantasies and do plenty of background research to make them believable before I jump right in.

James Thurber wrote a good funny essay about the advantages of daydreaming over reality. (There's The Secret Life Of Walter Mitty as well, of course.) In the essay he talks about getting mildly insulted by some dude and just delighting himself for weeks afterwards imagining all delicious scenarios where he gets the better of this guy and humiliates him. Daydreaming FTW!

[Anonymous No.16971827]

No Country for Old Men
I'm addicted to porn

[Anonymous No.16971846]

>>16971499
not him but the single worst thing I've done was call this girl a slut out at a party, and it was more cringe for me than harmful to the girl
I feel kind of lame having done so little harm to anybody

[Anonymous No.16971862]

>>16971514

> i touch policemen sometimes when metro carts are full enough to make it seem entirely accidental. also stare at them on the street if they're cute.

hahaha

OLD: Men Who Stare At Goats

GOLD: Men Who Stare At Cute Policemen

[Anonymous No.16971866]

>>16968642
God can you be any more boring annon

[Anonymous No.16971878]

>>16971846
>I feel kind of lame having done so little harm to anybody
it's never too late, anon
keep your chin up and your hopes high

[Anonymous No.16971906]

>>16971247
Do you mean, your favourite book is so unique you would doxx yourself? That's sort of hard to believe.
But it's also hard to believe for a deep dark secret too.
Intriguing.

[Anonymous No.16971960]

>>16971906
>your favourite book is so unique you would doxx yourself?
yes, it's that one book that only you are enthusiastic about

[Anonymous No.16971964]

>>16971810
True, I wonder how common it is. Also, the difference between normal and pathology is degree and compulsion

[Anonymous No.16972014]

>>16971960
There is no book that only one person is enthusiastic about.
Unless it's a book you wrote yourself or something...

[Anonymous No.16972031]

>>16972014
Something close to that.
The dark secret is not that dark at all, to be fair.

[Anonymous No.16972141]

The heart of darkness
I have killed 2 people during the war

[Anonymous No.16972203]

>>16972031
>m-my diary, desu
Kys

[Anonymous No.16972765]

A confederacy of dunces
I touched a kid as a kid. Like I mean really touched.

[Anonymous No.16972798]

>Master and Margarita
>I spent the last year playing wow classic for an average of 8 hours a day

[Anonymous No.16973083]

>Bataille's Summa Atheologica
>went through pedophilic r*pe as a young boy that caused me to be violent and take up sexually deviant obsessions
Eventually calmed down later on, but that made matters worse. The "never knowing when an executioner may step up behind them, and fire a bullet into the back of their head" quote from Lost Highway summarizes my daily mood quite well. At times, I awake from nightmares, grabbing a weapon and running around the house like a madman in fright. Nobody in my life is aware, and I prefer it that way.

[Anonymous No.16973101]

>>16968081
I too have read Vonnegut, based and redpilled Pauline poster.

[Anonymous No.16973349]

>Growth of the Soil
>I fall desperately, hopelessly in love with every girl who as so much as looks my way. I have been reading Anna Karennia lately, and Levin's one true desire for a wife and family speaks to me on a spiritual level.

[Anonymous No.16973547]

>>16971763
8/10

Not that I’m against consensual pedophile relationships, I just don’t happen to find children sexy

[Anonymous No.16973586]

>>16971259
2ce, 25i, dob, etc and all their analogues are usually at least part stimulant.
stimulants are addictive.


>t. got psychologically addicted to pure lsd for 3 years, know more about psychedelics and research chems than I need to anymore

[Anonymous No.16973587]

Frankenstein
My dad sexually abused me until I was 16 and my mom and I moved to another state. He also signed me up to play basketball, baseball, football, soccer and karate despite me being an overweight spaz, all of which ended in me humiliating myself. I have a crippling fear of authority and making even the slightest mistake. I'm also a total wuss and can't handle confrontation or the slightest adversity.

[Anonymous No.16973653]

>>16973586
what are your favorite drugs? For me, it's ket and acid.

[Anonymous No.16973692]

>>16971367
>you too huh?
What's your story? Mine is my younger sister, 5 years younger.

[Anonymous No.16973698]

>>16971566
>told a girl she should kill herself, she did
Fuck me dude, how soon after you had said it?

[Anonymous No.16973708]

>>16972798
>8 hours a day
Based, I used to be in the top guild on my server. Retail, though.

[Anonymous No.16973719]

>>16971516

based

[Anonymous No.16974032]

>>16967769
damn how do you fly under the radar

[Anonymous No.16974066]

>>16967123
Winesburg, Ohio
I am a pedophile.

[Anonymous No.16974069]

the bible

I enjoyed the body of a passed out female at a party in grade 10

[Anonymous No.16974077]

>>16967123 interstellar cinderella, i fell in love with a pink-haired pansexual who was into me, but I couldn't go out with her for various reasons

[Anonymous No.16974083]

>>16968051
Simply stop being a massive homofaggot, anon. Problem solved

[Anonymous No.16974087]

>>16968101
Have you not learned anything from your favorite book

[Anonymous No.16974090]

>>16971072
Ham on Rye is the most similar to No longer Human and also his best imo. Post office is also great, but doesn’t give you as good of an idea of the guy.

[Anonymous No.16974094]

damn, a lot of pedophiles in here, kind of terrifying
I shouldn't be one to talk though, I want to fuck the evangelion girls

[Anonymous No.16974097]

>>16968616
How did they die?

[Anonymous No.16974108]

>Seymour: an introduction
>my brother, in many drug-fueled nights, abused me and threatened to kill me. I tell people that. I never tell them how much I looked up to him before all of it

[Anonymous No.16974113]

>>16969437
All fags are cruel. Bitchy squirmy little sadists

[Anonymous No.16974133]

>eragon
>fucked my fem dog MULTIPLE times, it got to the point that she’d come to my room just to nuzzle and prod my cock into action.

[Anonymous No.16974135]

>>16974069
no you didnt

[Anonymous No.16974147]

>>16974087
Ouch. I don't believe I'd read it at the time. My favorite back then was probably Count of Monte Christo or Grapes of Wrath

[Anonymous No.16974151]

>>16971566
fuck. do you walk on eggshells with people now? that would fuck my head up.

[Anonymous No.16974153]

>>16971566
That's genuinely awful, I'm sorry anon

[Anonymous No.16974161]

>>16974094
Wanting to fuck physically mature teenage girls isn't pedophilia, anon.

[Anonymous No.16974170]

>>16968025
>>16970800

[Anonymous No.16974171]

>>16967123
Reminder to every anon in this thread that Christ still forgives you

[Anonymous No.16974208]

>>16974135
why would I lie? it's anonymous

[Anonymous No.16974217]

>Self portrait in a convex mirror
>I blatantly steal OC from this board. Then I submit it in the realm of gray literature (such as program applications, and creative writing workshops). I'm even thinking of publishing them under a pseudonym. Someday this will all catch up to me.

[Anonymous No.16974232]

>>16974133
Continuing: when I was between the ages of 4-8 I would force the visiting children of my mother’s friends to kiss my cock and balls, male or female. I was a very sick child. Sometimes I’d hump the girls in my class- usually during recess. I’d always grab their hand and lead them to the trees and bushes on school grounds and grind my ungrown honey against them. Many cases of “I’ll show you mine if you show me yours”.

This continued through middle and highschool with the cheerleaders and scene girls. The janitor caught me MULTIPLE times with my pants down. I used to work at a pool with a few girls my age. I’d follow one to the back room and turn the lights out, I’d push her against the wall and make out with her. I made her cut her thighs while we were showering together once. It was pretty hot.

Also force fucked a cute twink living down the hall when I was in college. I knocked on his door and when he opened I pushed him down, entered and locked the door. Grabbed his neck and kissed him. Really had my way with him. He’s sucked my cock many times since.

[Anonymous No.16974247]

>>16967123
>what’s eating Gilbert Grape
>I want a big family of my own but I’m also a closeted homo that keeps ruining it with women

[Anonymous No.16974248]

Either Moby-Dick or Book of the New Sun

I have extremely, unfathomably degenerate fetishes and have actually used my skills as a writer to write out erotica of them which I post on /trash/ from time to time. I post them as anonymous Pastebins to cover my tracks. Literally no one knows I do this, I even had some of my online personal information exposed recently and still no one picked up on it.

[Anonymous No.16974262]

>the ego and its own
>my philosophies are just a facade for my deep narcissism

[Anonymous No.16974275]

>>16967123
>Mumbo Jumbo
>I gave an acquaintance his first puff from a joint when we were both in middle school. He didn't feel anything and we mocked him the whole night. He started pushing in high school, and got arrested for the first time in the 11th grade. Last time I saw him he was missing three fingers. I've never been able to untangle my role in all that.

[Anonymous No.16974276]

>>16973586
sorry anon but as someone who has used this compound quite a lot I don't believe you were addicted to lsd. tell the story how did this happen

[Anonymous No.16974304]

>>16974248
>not posting a link
wtf guy

[Anonymous No.16974309]

>>16974304
I mean there's a ton of different Pastebins, I don't have an account. Half the reason I don't get discovered is BECAUSE I don't have an account.

[Anonymous No.16974316]

>>16974232
not cool man. end yourself before I come to your house and do it for you

[Anonymous No.16974324]

>>16974309
then just post some fresh content itt. whatsamatter, afraid of the jannies?

[Anonymous No.16974332]

>>16974276
It's called psychological dependency - Jesus Christ how have you made it this far without seeing this why am I even -

I knew a guy back in college who was taking acid at obscene doses, multiple days of the week. It only came to an end when he went through a sheet trying because he believed the only way he could reduce the anxiety of his trip was taking more acid, and he ended up taking hostages with a model sword

[Anonymous No.16974341]

>>16974324
Oh, nah.

Here's a decent example:

https://pastebin.com/gqLGRjxK

[Anonymous No.16974383]

>>16974341
Hello, FBI? This IP right here

[Anonymous No.16974385]

>>16973587
Im so sorry, anon.

[Anonymous No.16974452]

>>16974341
>Reads the title
Fuck no!

[Anonymous No.16974464]

>>16974332
I understand what psychological dependency is anon I've experienced it myself I just cannot fathom how one would become dependent on acid unless they were just constantly tripping to escape their sober state of mind as this is something that happened to me. It began last year I just purely became about drugs it was all I'd talk about with people more or less and I thought about them a lot. I made it my mission about October last year to try every substance outside of obscure RCs. I've managed to get weed, lsd, psilocybin, 2cb, ketamine, dmt (crystal+Ayahuasca), mdma, salvia and cocaine in. I lapsed into a dependency on cannabis around October last year and after relapsing 3 times iirc I managed to stop on April 2nd this year, at 22:02 I binned about 7 grams I bought 2 days prior and all my paraphernalia. I was taking a lot of drugs about this time and I think it was partly curiosity driven but also an excuse to escape my natural state of mind and thoughts because for some reason I was finding my conscious unbearable. I turned 18 last summer, I often think about what damage and neurological changes I may have made to my brain doing this at a young age and also to what extent certain mental troubles I'm going through may be caused by my drug use. I've taken lsd a few times since but apart from that I'm not doing drugs at the moment and I'm unsure whether or not I ever will again

[Anonymous No.16974470]

>>16967123
>For My Legionaries
>I’m Anti-Semitic

[Anonymous No.16974501]

Frankenstein.
I was molested by my older sister at the the of 8. My sense of sexuality is exacerbated although I am too disgusted by the human body to ever deal with those feelings. I have never had a stable relationship.

[Anonymous No.16974506]

>>16974464
Bro, don't take this the wrong way, but you should probably stay sober. You for sure have a problem, you're using habits to ease some other disease with your existence.

Kind of funny how in our society we use consumption as a means of escaping the hell of living in a consumer society - like we rebel by participating in the very activities that sustain the system that alienates us. Takes on even funnier dimension when it's consuming drugs.

Be well and don't be afraid to ask for help

[Anonymous No.16974523]

>>16974501
How old was she? Sorry to hear about this anon. Hope you find peace.

[Anonymous No.16974557]

>>16967123
A River Runs Through It
In highschool I smoked a lot of weed, my parents overreacted and put me through a small bout of drug counseling. When I came back to school I gained notoriety for doing harder drugs without ever having told anyone this. I indulged it, and immediately people started asking me for drugs. I never really sold a lot, mostly just moved things around, but I continued to associate with people who offered me and were doing xanax, lean, and cocaine when I was 17. I liked the clout, never did anything stronger than weed, and to this day my fabricated stories of doing psychedelics and hard opiods sold because I'm an unhealthy looking person who raves about niche schizo shit. I used my standing to warn close friends, who became interested in drugs, away from harder things (acid and morphine mostly) which I think may have helped people but I'm not really sure. Now I'm 19, in college, and because I still smoke, people always badger me about this shit. My little lies from highschool don't seem like they want to escape me, and I feel forced to relay tragic events that happened to me and my friends in hopes that my new friends don't do them around me. I can't stop lying, I like the facade, and it makes me feel gross all the same having to pretend to be someone I'm not even if I convince myself its to help people. Also I hate niggers and jannies.

[Anonymous No.16974559]

>>16968347
underrated comment imo

[Anonymous No.16974626]

>>16974557
you'll find authenticity soon enough, even if it requires a crisis of personality that will probably involve going bald or dropping all your friends

[Anonymous No.16974634]

>>16974083
but i just want to hold hands and talk about obscure literature with him..

[Anonymous No.16974645]

>>16974341
are you the guy who wrote about some redhead fat teacher girl? vividly remember it

[Anonymous No.16974650]

>>16968616
This one requires more information.

[Anonymous No.16974657]

>>16967123
Behead All Satans
I've raped and murdered several

[Anonymous No.16974663]

>>16969136
Many homeless are armed. You were playing Russian roulette there.

[Anonymous No.16974664]

>>16974657

[Anonymous No.16974670]

>>16974645
If you're talking about something posted to /lit/, she wasn't a teacher, but yes, that was me.

This was the story in question:

https://pastebin.com/yBXGhGys

[Anonymous No.16974673]

>>16967123
Bréviaire du chaos
I've used my mom clothes to crossdress (and I enjoy it)

[Anonymous No.16974699]

>>16974232
Example of why terminal stage cumbrains should be euthanized.

[Anonymous No.16974702]

gravity's rainbow
29 year old NEET in mommy's basement. i tell girls i rent a room

[Anonymous No.16974706]

>>16968101
Emilio is that you

[Anonymous No.16974711]

>>16974706
who dis

[Anonymous No.16974944]

>>16967159
I acknowledge you

[Anonymous No.16974951]

>>16967123
Moby Dick
I wish this was my case >>16967159. The only times I've ever had sex have been rape (against me of course), I was piss drunk twice, and yeah, and a kid the other time.

[Anonymous No.16975321]

>>16974670
damn man, glad to see you back. dm me if ypu ever need mediocre quality but free phat illustrations mephisto-lad#4539

[Anonymous No.16975413]

>>16974069
What do you mean? You fucked her? Or just groped her?

[Anonymous No.16975465]

>>16967123
Blood Meridian. I repeatedly molested a childhood friend when I was very young. Didn't really understand what I was doing but knew it was wrong on some level. Forgot about it for years but something uncovered the memory. I'm still in contact with them, I don't know if they remember; they were younger than me by a few years. Sometimes the guilt consumes me and I want to apologize, but I feel it may do more harm than good and have never followed through. Perhaps that's just the rationalization of a coward. I think I'll take it to the grave.

[Anonymous No.16975478]

>>16971367
>>16968399
I see I'm not alone >>16975465

[Anonymous No.16975525]

>>16974664
...witches in Minecraft.

[Anonymous No.16975547]

>>16967123
Hamlet
I said the wrong thing to the worst person at the worst time, and im now Im next in line for the slab the next time Im alone and outside.
pretty gruesome death, torture, acid, fileting, fire, disemboweling, the whole nine yards.
I've only avoided this by being a social shut in with my mom (she doesn't know) , only going out in daylight when absolutely necessary

[Anonymous No.16975560]

>>16973692
Younger brother, 2 years younger. Was sexually active with a couple other male friends around a similar time, can't remember much of it anymore
>>16975465
>I don't know if they remember
That's perhaps the worst part of it all. I barely remember anything from when I was that age, but it's probably the kinda thing you're unlikely to forget

[Anonymous No.16975568]

>>16975547
Elaborate

[Anonymous No.16975613]

>>16975560
My brother went for an interview once and the guy who interviewed him was someone with who he got into a fight in high-school years and years ago. He didn't get the job. If somebody smacked you when you were 8 years old then they're going to remember it rather then if you gave them a compliment.

[Anonymous No.16975678]

>To Kill A Mockingbird
>I'm fascinated with women sucking horse cock.

[Anonymous No.16975679]

>>16967123
>A Hero of Our Time
>in high school I performed frottage with my sister's friend when she came to sleep over for my sister's birthday.

[Anonymous No.16975681]

>>16975568
It was the kingpin of a gang. Being young, dumb, and stressed, I haphazardly called him a bitch. The initial shock of him telling me he was going to kill me (I still don't know why he did this) sent me into a deep state of psychosis. I was seeing messages in license plates, staying up for weeks, going 100 mph everywhere. Those shenanigans landed me in a mental hospital, where for 2 days, I thought my life would end there. After realizing I would be safe in hospitals, I sort of bounced around in them, with my parents genuinely believing I'd gone to pot. After I would be discharged, I would go right back in, calling the cops on myself. I had military insurance so I wasn't guilty about hospital costs.
Kind of weird, but the dude has a lot of connections, so he filled the hospitals with his underlings, every patient on my ward, and some nurses/doctors.
They divulged a lot of information, which is pretty interesting. "Street gangs" go much farther and deeper than I think people know. theres also different kinds.
Both murder and peddle drugs.
one is the "join anytime, stay loyal or die", this kind is what you might see on movies.
the other is a "born into it, married till death". This is the one I was around. really anybody can be "born" into (meaning you get admitted at a very very young age, and strictly adhere to the customs for life). Doctors, lawyers, basically anybody can be part of it. theres a fuckton of members and some of them are nationwide. They follow a wolf pack hierarchy, but theres a lot of different "packs" that make up the whole. They're very secretive, and probably only divulged information to pass the time in boring mental institutions. (and they thought I was going to die soon so it wouldn't matter, and another reason down below)
Eventually I realized hospital hopping wouldn't be sustainable. I got lucky, and the doctors labeled me as schizophrenic, so no one would believe my insane babble about murderers in my midst, which I used to my advantage.
I did take a risk, and moved into my mom's house, hoping they wouldn't break in. I do have round the clock cameras just in case.
I easily got disability income, and have been reading and playing games to pass the time.
My parents think im a nutcase, and ironically my mom is the leader of a "living with the mentally ill" workshop.

[Anonymous No.16975682]

>>16975465
I think I know who you are

[Anonymous No.16975696]

>>16975681
in which country do you live?

[Anonymous No.16975698]

>>16975682
First initial of my name and which state

[Anonymous No.16975703]

>>16975698
If you're from America then I don't

[Anonymous No.16975705]

>>16975681
As a footnote. The cameras aren't really for protection in the same vain as like iron bars on windows
Its more a "kill me, and you're cover-up might be fucked"
>>16975696
US.

[Anonymous No.16975708]

A Room of One's Own
My dog has always been hyperactive like he has adhd or something. It was annoying and even then, porn and lack of social interaction has made an impact on my brain. Slowly but surely I've trained him to have sex with me almost whenever my parents are out. The first time I sucked his dick was 6 years ago when I was 18. He even manages to make me orgasm from time to time. Don't want to move out cause it feels like he needs me.

[Anonymous No.16975718]

>>16975703
Probably for the best

[Anonymous No.16975721]

Whatever by Michel Houellebecq
I fucked a dog once

[Anonymous No.16975723]

>>16975681
Bullshit. What type of "gang" holds that power in the US? You're more than likely making this up for epic (you)'s but just incase the off chance that you are a schitzo then please seek help and unironically take your meds.

Also, if you it was true and you were diagnosed as a schitzo then the meds would've fucked you up already.

[Anonymous No.16975728]

>>16975718
Are you from the US or not?

[Anonymous No.16975733]

>>16975728
I am indeed in the US

[Anonymous No.16975741]

>>16975733
Then you're safe. This might sound stupid coming from an anonymous person but I think there is redemption for people no matter what they've done. Most people have things (including myself) that they'll take to the grave.

[Anonymous No.16975745]

>>16975721
Gross
>>16975708
Gross. Are you a woman? What's the deal here.

[Anonymous No.16975746]

>>16975681
The funny thing is even if any of this is true (which it isn't), the dude guaranteed no longer remembers your name while you've had a total psychotic break for years because of him.

[Anonymous No.16975748]

>>16975705
calling a larp on this, it would be believable if you lived in some south america shithole

[Anonymous No.16975751]

>>16975745
Yes, not a very attractive one from what I gather though

[Anonymous No.16975762]

>>16975751
Post feet

[Anonymous No.16975778]

>>16975723
Ehh im used to people not believing me. It wouldn't change if a couple anons on a plastic sculpting forum believed me anyway. Just thought I'd share
>what type of "gang" holds that power in the US
Theres the 55 payrou in the deep south (mainly Louisiana), that has bled into texas and florida
Theres a large one up near Georgia.
Theres a very large one in cali, that Kendrick Lamar is a part of, I think its called the prophets.
Theres also a crip one in cali, but I dont know any crip names.
Theres a couple more large ones, but theres also a lot of stragglers, like spidergang, that are very small in comparison.
Theres a decent amount of them, but its not a secret society illuminati type thing. I wasn't trying to paint that portrait, just that the gangs are entirely delegated to the streets

[Anonymous No.16975789]

>>16975778
Why not just move to alaska or something? There are places in the US where you can vanish. I've never understood characters in gangster movies who are being extorted then a murder hit who don't just fucking leave the city. Also, Kendrick isn't in a gang but his family and friends are.

[Anonymous No.16975829]

>>16975789
>Kendrick isnt in a gang
oh, I thought he was. my mistake.
My main concern in moving elsewhere is being found, and being fucked for some reason I didnt forsee. My system has kept me alive for a couple years now, if it ain't broke

[Anonymous No.16975832]

>>16975789
this, usa is on of the biggest countries in the world in terms of its size and population, shouldn’t be too hard to hide from a group of niggers. anon must be larping or schizo

[Anonymous No.16975913]

not gonna lie all that zoophilia concerns me more than stuff you did as kids/teens or incest
t. horse anon

[Anonymous No.16975925]

>>16975681
>, so he filled the hospitals with his underlings, every patient on my ward, and some nurses/doctors.
That's where it stops being even remotely plausible. He could have just sent a single guy in to kill you if he cared that much.

[Anonymous No.16975999]

>>16975681
>Schizophrenic still believes his own bullshit story
Shocking

[Anonymous No.16976020]

>Catch-22
I don't really have secrets. In my teenage years I got to the point where I was able to anally fist myself. I haven't done any butt stuff in almost a decade though. If I were asked about it I would probably freely admit that so not much of a secret.

>>16971010
Good taste Anon.

[Anonymous No.16976027]

>>16967123
Hippias Minor

J was the only woman I was ever really crazy for. I do not think I can find someone else like that.

[Anonymous No.16976060]

>>16971533
Do you go on the Conan O'Brien show often? Or get interviewed by Joe Rogan?

[Anonymous No.16976119]

>>16975913
Based, animals must be protected from human degeneracy. I remember briefly chatting to you last new year about arabic horses and the local cows in a write what's on your mind thread, iirc, hope your christmas is shaping up to be a pleasant one anon. Saw a couple horses playing out in the fog the other evening, most enjoyable thing I saw this month

[Anonymous No.16976156]

>>16975465
>>16975560
younger sister by 5 years, mostly kissing and groping but gradually moved to more sexual things like rubbing her vagina, masturbating (me), and having her blow me. It was all for my own sexual pleasure, and I didn't understand how it could have traumatised her until I was 16, which was also when she began resisting. This is a minor detail, but our father passed away when I was 9 and she was 4, so I probably fucked her up mentally. She's had my cum in her mouth before and I tried penetrating her when I was around 14, but no luck.

Even after I stopped, I still would attempt it a couple times just to make sure she would resist. I would still have sex with her but that is due to my sexual lust. Otherwise I don't really have any depraved sexual fantasies or fetishes, unless moms count.

Also, other secret, I would totally and absolutely have sex with my best friend (female), and I would do anything to have my ex-girlfriend back.

[Anonymous No.16976190]

>>16969000
>>16969027
kek

[Anonymous No.16976281]

>>16976119
yeah i remember it too, glad you saw the fog horses, brother
mfw lit starts to feel like my family
(pic: with sister today)

[Anonymous No.16976290]

>>16974133
based
>>16974232
cringe

[Anonymous No.16976309]

>>16967123
Hatchet
I'm into zoophilia (not people getting fucked), really want to have and fuck a dog wife. Trying to "get rid of it" by just ignoring it and threads about it.

[Anonymous No.16976323]

>>16973349
>>I fall desperately, hopelessly in love with every girl who as so much as looks my way. I have been reading Anna Karennia lately, and Levin's one true desire for a wife and family speaks to me on a spiritual leve
I often have this too

[Anonymous No.16976327]

>>16976156
damn that's so fucking hot

[Anonymous No.16976382]

>Moby dick
>Dad pulled back my foreskin in the mornings to help it grow. Wasn't sexual at all and just a dad son thing but it isn't normal I suppose. He died when I was in year 8.

[Anonymous No.16976418]

Every time I come to this sort of threads I wonder if everyone's just LARPing or I'm some kind of saint. I get really paranoid about things that aren't remotely as bad as the shit ITT.
Are you a bunch of degenerates or are normal people really this awful?

[Anonymous No.16976422]

>>16976281
you just know

[Anonymous No.16976442]

>>16975913
zoophilia is only based when you view and shitpost about it, basically the entirety of /an/
>>16976418
No, we're not jokingly. people are disgusting. most people who hate stuff a lot are into equally bad shit. I hate that women fuck dogs and that people like to view that shit. I have the opposite views when the gender is reversed.

[Anonymous No.16976492]

>Blood Meridian
my antipsychotic medicine doesn't do anything for me but I'm afraid my psychiatrist will suggest more intensive therapy if I'm honest with her.

[Anonymous No.16976522]

>>16976327
Can't tell if you're serious, I feel great guilt daily.

[Anonymous No.16976528]

>>16976422
you just have to spend less time online

[Anonymous No.16976556]

Don Quixote.
I prefer porn to sex but i'm scared of loneliness.

[Anonymous No.16976577]

Is being molested really such a big deal?

[Anonymous No.16976586]

>>16976281
Very glad you are out in nature with your family at this time, anon

[Anonymous No.16976588]

>>16976418
Honestly, most of this stuff isn't that bad. I don't want to talk about my darkest secret even anonymously. I envy you.

[Anonymous No.16976630]

>>16976528
internet is my friend ;_;

[Anonymous No.16976643]

>>16968101
Homo exposes himself and other homos as the degenerates they are.

[Anonymous No.16976652]

Heart of Darkness
I accidentally killed a kitten with a gaming chair when I was like 13. Not very poggers

[Anonymous No.16976660]

>>16976588
really? i think no one will beat >>16976652

[Anonymous No.16976663]

>>16973547
Kill yourself nonce

[Anonymous No.16976672]

>>16971529
>>16971533
Was expecting a lot better

[Anonymous No.16976699]

>>16973349
Yeah

[Anonymous No.16976700]

So many degenerates in this thread. I hope you're all lying.

[Anonymous No.16976707]

>>16973587
Not your fault, man.
Please focus on not allowing the cycle to repeat.

[Anonymous No.16976720]

>>16975681
This guy is definitely one of those effected by 'gangstalking'. Aka, he believes he's being followed by a gang.

But he's just psychotic

[Anonymous No.16976736]

>>16975746
I agree. He's just severely schizo

[Anonymous No.16976741]

>>16975778
Nigger please shut up. Are you 14?

[Anonymous No.16976755]

>>16975913
Houellebecq dogfucker here, if it's any consolation I deeply regret what I did, I was 14-15 at the time but that doesn't excuse it, I should've known better even at that age.

[Anonymous No.16976758]

>>16976327
Kill yourself nonce

[Anonymous No.16976978]

>>16976700
idk i actually dont feel bad about looking at cops inapproproately, i think it's among the most innocent things itt
never expected lit to have so much actual pedos and zoos

[Anonymous No.16976995]

>>16976755
it's ok man, a dog cannot experience psychosexual trauma the way people can, zoophilia is mostly forbidden because it's nasty as fuck. good that you understand it

[Anonymous No.16976999]

>>16976281
Cute! I wish it would snow here, at least we get to see the canals iced over. I reckon I'll go down to the forest to get a closer look at the horses and sheep this weekend, it's good weather for forest walks when it isn't raining
>>16976492
It's more likely they'll prescribe you a different antipsychotic, especially if that's the first one you're trying. Psychiatrists can be very pushy when it comes to following the treatment plan they believe is right, so just realise that most of them are morons that aren't aware of how effective various treatments actually are and stand your ground. Much of the intensive treatments psychiatry offers are fads that will be gone in a decade (eg: ECT). Generally the most intense drug cocktails are reserved for uncooperative psychward patients. Unless there's proof you're a danger to yourself/others, the following of treatment is voluntary. And in my opinion, it's best to keep the drug provider (psychiatrist) and the therapist (psychologist) as seperate people, psychiatrists are poorly trained in talk therapy and their poor judgement can often negatively impact how they treat you drug wise. Best of luck anon, I study psychology so I've met dozens of psychiatrists and I've come to regard them rather poorly, but good ones do exist

[Anonymous No.16977181]

>>16967123
The Seven Mysteries of Life
I have several fetishes but have never once masturbated because it looks like it hurts :(

[Anonymous No.16977187]

>>16975413
hand under bra, finger up pussy. that kinda thing

[Anonymous No.16977225]

>>16973547
well, at least you're morally consistent

[Anonymous No.16977310]

>>16976978
I have a funny feeling a few are just porn addicts making things up.

[Anonymous No.16977394]

What am I to make of these posts. Are most people here joking about their secret or should I leave this faggot-infested shithole.

[Anonymous No.16977472]

>>16969669
Nice digits

[Anonymous No.16977643]

>>16976999
forgot how based you can be, brother. also checked

[Anonymous No.16977646]

>>16977394
Same thoughts here. You cannot really know if 4chan is above average people making shit up, if this is actually our world, or if you're dwelling among the worst of the worst that society has to offer.
I should at least counterbalance this site in some way.

[Anonymous No.16977671]

>>16977394
Kek, what did you expect from 4chan's literature board? Even Mishima, /lit/'s idea of a manly man, was a raging homo.

[Anonymous No.16977689]

>>16977646
>>16977394
yeah, I'm having the same thoughts. do I have to leave this hell hole? I think I now hate 80% of the posters here for being full on scum of the earth degenerates. worst of all? they don't even read.

[Anonymous No.16977697]

>>16977394
>>16977646
>>16977689
t. Teens who haven't lived tough lives

[Anonymous No.16977703]

>Resurrection
Everyday I lie that I want to be in a relationship with my gf because it feels good to sacrifice that.

[Anonymous No.16977708]

>>16976522
As you should. You ruined her life. Do penance. Good lord.. I don't want to suggest anyone kill themselves lest it come back to bite me like that one anon in thread, but fuck. Most of the people on this thread should not be allowed to roam the Earth.

[Anonymous No.16977735]

>>16977697
Thanks for reminding me of the memes and destructive irony that pervades everything on this site as well.

[Anonymous No.16977789]

>>16977708
I try to make up for it by volunteering and giving money to her and my mother, but I don't know if it's enough.

[Anonymous No.16977809]

>>16974670
just reread it, and man, your stories are so deliciously realistic. overly porny fetish content just doesnt seems authentic enough to pull the right strings.
i'm not even a big BBW fetishist but your story makes the appeal crystal clear

[Anonymous No.16977827]

>>16977789
You'll find forgiveness one day, always remember the forgiveness comes from you though. Don't downplay your strength as being given to you by the heavens, that's all you.

[Anonymous No.16977857]

>>16977789
Remember forgiveness won't be found by doing things that you think will make up for it. There's no scale to weigh these things, the idea of a scale is only an illusion. You have to break that comforting illusion and really fully accept what you have done. Delve deep into that hellfire you kindled, let it consume you to a deep understanding. Think logically why you did it, you were a horny teenager, barely more conscious than a child. The only consciousness you had was to find where to get a nut, and you found it. Now you have the problem of forgiving your foolishness, you've gifted yourself a great deal of consciousness, to turn that away into charity work is blasphemous to yourself.

[Anonymous No.16978158]

>>16971514
are you the russian police creep

[Anonymous No.16978177]

>>16967123
> favorite book
Gödel, Escher, Bach
> deepest, darkest secret
My highschool gf (and only person i've ever dated for more than a month) fucked me in order to cuck her long-distance relationship bf. I was not aware of this at the time. This eventually turned into her breaking up with him to date me instead. We had a pretty hot femdom relationship going for a few months, before she broke things off. I've had a debilitating cuck/femdom fetish ever since, and I've never met another girl into femdom of any kind.

[Anonymous No.16978286]

WHAT'S WITH ALL THE DOG-FUCKING

[Anonymous No.16978299]

>>16975913
Correct

[Anonymous No.16978336]

>>16976020
I have to ask: was this purely cerebral sexual taboo for you, or is there a legitimately pleasurable sensation that is enough to frequently repeat the act?

[Anonymous No.16978431]

>>16976700
Do you know why Freud developed his theory of the Elektra complex?

[Anonymous No.16978465]

>>16977394
>>16977646
>>16977689
Yes, of course you should leave. Why is this even a question? If you don't have an impulse to remain down among the filth, then by God, go up to the light.
This place has always been a socially-imposed Tartarus

[Anonymous No.16978711]

warlock, oakley hall
my secret is I have magic powers, although they are still weak

[Anonymous No.16979004]

>>16978465
>why is this even a question
Because I want to talk about books with people and this is, as far as I have found, the best place :(

[Anonymous No.16979141]

>>16970974
I thought I was the only one that did this. Creating a fantasy world that is ever changing due to things you've seen, read, played and constantly daydreaming about it.

[Anonymous No.16979340]

>>16978286
I'm sorry anon, I never should've had female dogs when I was going through puberty.

[Anonymous No.16979343]

>>16977697
>I have lived a tough life
>Now I must fuck a dog because of it

[Anonymous No.16979346]

>>16979343
>not a wolf
ngmi