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15906207 No.15906207 [Reply] [Original]

That's it. Can't cope no more. No more fervent reading, religious following of charts flush with neat philosophy books, the western canon, pretending like it will improve my mind, pretending like it has the answer for all my wrongs. It can't. It doesn't. No more toiling of the body, solace in physical exertion, silent hope for admiration. Nothing, nothing, nothing. No more. No more bettering of familial and social relationships starting tomorrow. I'm fucked in the fucking head. I was even weird when I was a child. Born an outcast. No more reading into her smiles. She's nice to every fucking guy, and for every guy like me, there are a hundred guys better waiting in line. No more fantasies. No more delusions. No more no more no more. I am done. I am finished. I will destrory myself and when I'm finally gone it will be in silence, final silence, so that even my tinnitus won't bother me anymore. It will be so fucking over and I will be so fucking glad to be gone. Fuck every religion, fucking every philosophy, fuck every idea and thought and dream about this world that made it seem anything but unfair for people like me, nothing but hell for people like me and I wish that I were never born.

>> No.15906232

>>15906207
If you could get rid of tinnitus through suicide, everyone would do it.

>> No.15906239
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15906239

I know this feel

>> No.15906241

>>15906207
I'm sitting here reading Jane Austen, hoping that Lizzy will finally come under the hammer. She should've nailed her cousin.

>> No.15906279

>>15906241
why, her cousin was autistic, and he gets a more patient, supportive wife in the end anyway

>> No.15906351

>>15906207
Brew, you can’t quit until you’ve finished your to-read list.

>> No.15906381

>>15906207
there's only one way. warrior. but you faggot won't read castaneda, because it is cringe, everybody says so.

>> No.15906383

yeah being a pseud won't work out, I could have told you that before you started reading things you don't enjoy for the cred and "answers". Religion, literature and philosophy are ends themselves.