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>I CAN'T DO THIS ANYMORE THIS EXISTENCE IS A FUCKING NIGHTMARE DEMONS ARE RIDING MY EYELIDS AND WITCHES AND GOD HIMSELF LAUGHS AT ME IN THE MORNING AND THE EVENING THE PROPHETS WERE WRONG WE SHOULD NEVER HAVE BEEN BORN AAAAAAHHHH I WANT TO DIE I WANT TO DIE I WANT TO DIE PLEASE GOD HAVE MERCY
Any literature that deals with these ideas? Preferably religious, but I don't much care for Christian writing

>> No.15788275

>>15788208
The big book of reddit

>> No.15788308

>>15788208
Just try and eat y'self fitter and I reckon that'll sort you right out

>> No.15788321

>>15788208
No, but you should write a metal song

>> No.15788492

>>15788208
Just consoom bro

>> No.15788505

>>15788208
hunger games is preddy gud

>> No.15788529

>>15788208
have you tried using drugs? that would help you i think

>> No.15788572
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>>15788529
I've tried some, and they just made me more aware of this terror I feel. How can people drink alcohol and not want to kill themselves? How do people smoke weed and not freak out out of fear? Last time I smoked weed, I could sense the Eye of God looking down on me through all of existence, looking through the infinity between us, through skies and stars and clouds and stone, and LOOKING at me. I tried to run, I tried to focus on food or porn or anything to take the mind off the Eye following me, but it was impossible. Eventually, the stress and fear caused me to fall asleep from exhaustion. Alcohol is much the same, it opens my mind more to the endless horror of being, and makes it impossible to think of anything else.

Again, any /lit/ for this feel?

>> No.15788582

>>15788572
based schizo

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>>15788582
I'm not schizophrenic, just prone to depression and self hatred

>> No.15788603

>>15788572
I have also have a problem with fear, it awoke after psychedelic use (it was latent and I'm glad it's no longer subconscious as I can deal with it).

Therapy has been helping a lot, shop around and try a few. Good luck friend.

The demons have stopped riding my eyelids and it feels great

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15788606

>>15788208
Philip Nitschke is a saint

>> No.15788652

>>15788599
thc and ethanol don't produce such vivid side effects without underlying mental disorders

>> No.15788857

>>15788208
Heh bro just like distract yourself bro, just like make up meaning to your life bro. HUH there is no meaning you can come up with? Something's wrong with you bro, you're mentally ill get help seriously bro.

>> No.15789750

just chill out bro

>> No.15789779

Take the redpill, OP.

Oh, and by redpill I mean a giant dildo and by taking it I mean doing a somersault and landing on the dildo with your anal cavity so hard you spin uncontrollably until you projectile poop all over you room and yourself

>> No.15790199

>>15788208
based

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15790206

Stop posting off-topic threads you stupid asshole.