/lit/ - Literature

[Anonymous No.15261657]

>Your favorite book
>Your deepest, darkest secret

[Anonymous No.15261668]

>Lucinde by Schlegel
>I lost my virginity at 14 to a grown woman (probably 22-25) and I don't know her name. She was passed out, and I still feel like I was the one who was molested.

[Anonymous No.15261673]

>>15261657
Notes from the underground.

Sometimes think about being fucked by male to female tranny in a cunt i dont have.

[Anonymous No.15261684]

my deepest and darkest secret is that i don't have a favorite book or a favorite song or a favorite movie because i don't actually enjoy anything

[Anonymous No.15261709]

Fiction: Tracking Song by Gene Wolfe
Non-fiction: Bible, Meditations of the Tarot, or something by St. John of the Cross
Secret: I'm a "devout" Christian, even having taught an adult Sunday School and preached several sermons, but I don't believe in a personal God. I have trouble believing Jesus was actually God and sometimes I doubt that God is anything other than consciousness itself.

[Anonymous No.15261710]

>The Recognitions
>I had sex with a thirteen year old when i was 24 and took lewd photos of her

[Anonymous No.15261713]

>>15261657
>Don't have one, i am not 12
>I don't really like books, in fact i just read to pass time.
I hate everything.

>inb4 kill yourself
Yeah you wish, my only purpose is to break balls to others.

[Anonymous No.15261718]

>>15261657
Spring Snow

I hate women and I want to kill them. I hate what they have taken from me and all they have done and I want to kill them all. If I got a girl to be my gf, I would simply drive her to the middle of a secluded forest and shoot her. I woukd stab her a hundred times and dismember her. I hate women.

[Anonymous No.15261725]

>>15261709
>Non-fiction: Bible
Christ-tards

[Anonymous No.15261727]

>>15261718
Do you that you are a fucking psychopath?

[Anonymous No.15261733]

>>15261727
Women are the real psychopaths. They have taken everything I actually want from me and have harassed me and insulted me and now they all must die.

[Anonymous No.15261747]

>>15261733
Bitter incels like you should be the ones who need to die lmao

[Anonymous No.15261752]

>>15261733
You lack self awareness you sick fuck

[Anonymous No.15261753]

>>15261733
sounds like you deserved it imo

[Anonymous No.15261760]

>>15261753
One day, many many women will die and it will be partly your fault. I genuinely hope you will look their grieving parents in the eye and say you are happy about it.

[Anonymous No.15261762]

The Prince
11 years ago or so I beat the absolute hell out of a homeless drunk who was asking me for some money. He was a regular sight at the village and vagrants are nothing out of the ordinary in my part of the world, but i was in a particularly bad mood that day. He touched my back and for some reason i was overcome with seething rage and i just started wailing on him until he was knocked out, i left him lying on the sidewalk at an early january evening and i have no idea what happened to him but i havent seen him since.

[Anonymous No.15261770]

>>15261760
post pics w timestamp if it ever happens

[Anonymous No.15261781]

>>15261762
Spotted the romanian

[Anonymous No.15261782]

>>15261733
hello, based department? yes, I think he's based

[Anonymous No.15261795]

>>15261760
>it will be your fault that i kill people! not my fault for being emotionally immature and unable to cope with women rejecting me!
incel logic

[Anonymous No.15261806]

>>15261770
I wish F had came over that one day. I would have slashed her throat open and stabbed her a hundred times and not thought bad about it for one second. I guarantee you I would have.

[Anonymous No.15261807]

>>15261733
based

[Anonymous No.15261824]

>>15261718
why do you hate women, anon? give us some stories. what happened to you?

[Anonymous No.15261833]

>>15261824
My mom called me gifted and women wouldn't fuck me

[Anonymous No.15261835]

>>15261806
>too afraid to even say her name
You're a pussy and you are never going to do anything. F doesnt even remember you exist and takes a fresh new dick every week while you obsess about her every day.

[Anonymous No.15261851]

>>15261835
I don't give a fuck about her or any of them specifically. I just want to see women suffer. R- and her stupid brat I care about specifically. She HAS to fucking die. I would slice her labia off and watch her cry if I could

[Anonymous No.15261860]

>>15261851
>if i could
That about sums it up.

[Anonymous No.15261862]

>>15261824
I have said far far too much already. It is unimportant and nothing posted here will be used against me in a court of law.

[Anonymous No.15261872]

>>15261860
A great big fat lady. You are lucky. Women WILL fucking suffer and it WILL be your fault. I wont do anything here because it would be too obvious but I will think of something and others will suffer and feel the pain that I do.

[Anonymous No.15261895]

>>15261851
and put it in her fat husband's sandwich, which he wouldn't notice? I think I remember you from another thread anon.

[Anonymous No.15261921]

>>15261895
Yeah, you don't know how god damn angry these idiots make me. I shouldn't say anything here though. I should learn to drive and take it out on other women in other places where no one knows me. I think both of is would agree that is the most intelligent move.

[Anonymous No.15261924]

>>15261762

Is that the only time you've ever done something like that?

[Anonymous No.15261937]

>>15261657
>The Great Gatsby
>I don't read books, only wikipedia articles about them so I can shitpost on /lit/ including The Great Gatsby, which I only like the most because it's the easiest to use to b8 midwits

[Anonymous No.15261944]

>>15261937

I love the idea of having a favourite book of all the books you've never read.

[Anonymous No.15261973]

>>15261657
>Book
TBK, the power and the glory, Stoner. Changes every few months desu

>Secret
Probably that I felt myself getting aroused when I stumbled across an actual rape video once before closing it in horror. Or I get turned on by SS. Or that I alternate between feeling cold and empty, or feeling an indescribable cruelty and malice within me, where all I want to do is wreak havoc to other people's plans.

[Anonymous No.15262017]

>>15261944
>It was my favourite but alas, my hands never graced it's pages
A truly tragic tale

[Anonymous No.15262029]

>Musashi by Eiji Yoshikawa
>As a boy, I was ashamed of my nocturnal masturbation and willfully ignored the fact that I repeatedly ejaculated semen on the wall pressed against my bed. Years later, I realized what I'd done after moving the bed away from the wall, and spent several days scraping yellow, crusted sperm proteins to hide my shame.

[Anonymous No.15262038]

>>15261718
>If I got a girl to be my gf
don't worry anon it's not going to happen

[Anonymous No.15262065]

>>15261657
>Favorite book: C&P.
Read it when I was 15 and I tend not like things as much anymore
>Darkest Secret
Maybe it's that I have rape and necrophilia dreams, like one where I raped a corpse in a shed after cutting it's leg and head off. I'll take that shit to my grave

[Anonymous No.15262129]

>>15261657
>The Hobbit
>I bullied a kid into killing himself on Omegle

[Anonymous No.15262157]

>>15261668
Elaborate

[Anonymous No.15262279]

>>15262157
I fucked a nymphomaniac who was drugged out of her mind when I was 14. It was in the basement of my parents house, which they rented (and still rent) to students. A few people had already had sex with her before me. I went in there and crawled on top of her with my tiny 14 year old body, checked if she was breathing -- she was: heavily -- and wriggled around for what might have been 90 seconds, I came, then I left.

Didn't have sex for more than 4 years after that, and I still have troubles with intimacy. It feels like I was molested, but I know it wasn't her fault. Tbh, I blame the college guys who told me I could go fuck her if I wanted to.

[Anonymous No.15262330]

>>15261733
anon the phone is ringing, it's for you!

[Anonymous No.15262332]

>>15261657
>have none
>use to play with my mom's nipples while she slept as we use to share a bed until I was 15 because I had this weird trauma thing and was pretty sure she enjoyed it then finger fucked her in her sleep one day, she woke up and beat the fuck out of me, I wrote her a long letter apologizing and we never talked about it again and act like it never happened but she does act awkward around me sometimes like I'm some monster who'd rape her but it was just that i was retard who thought I'd actually have a sexual relationship with my mom just because my dad wasn't around so that she doesn't fuck anyone else, I'll be taking this with me to the grave, sometimes I can't believe this actually happened, I was actually a very horny 15 year old and was never sex educated or had any friends, ever so idk why I became like that at the time but those years from 13 year old to 15 were some of the weirdest times and the house I was living in was fucking weird and made people living in there very weird too idk something about the architecture very depressing place and makes you lonely too

[Anonymous No.15262353]

>>15262332

[Anonymous No.15262368]

>>15262332
hi

[Anonymous No.15262407]

>>15261710
you can either kill yourself or I can put you through a wood chipper, your choice you disgusting pedo

[Anonymous No.15262443]

>>15261718
Bro wtf why?

[Anonymous No.15262491]

>>15261657
>Knife of Dreams
>i will most likely kys myself by the end of this year, can't handle this pointless shit anymore

[Anonymous No.15262516]

>>15261718
read forbidden colours

[Anonymous No.15262522]

>>15262407
Jealous much?

[Anonymous No.15262539]

>>15262491

[Anonymous No.15262549]

>>15261709
>Secret: I'm a "devout" Christian, even having taught an adult Sunday School and preached several sermons, but I don't believe in a personal God. I have trouble believing Jesus was actually God and sometimes I doubt that God is anything other than consciousness itself.
The Christian larper meme is real. Christbros confirmed FRAUDS.

[Anonymous No.15262551]

>>15262522
Any women that ever sleeps with you will have slept with a pedophile rapist. When you kiss your mom, she's being kissed by a pedophile rapist. When you're buried, they'll be burying a pedophile rapist. Do you see a problem here?

[Anonymous No.15262554]

>>15261718
>>15261733
Come on, they aren't that bad.

[Anonymous No.15262557]

>Prometheus Rising
> i have a bad memory so like theres probably something fucked up im repressing rn but here goes.
My parents have absolutely no sense of privacy when it comes to me, never had a lock on my door and they just walk in on any given time trying to catch me doing something idek what they're trying to do, anyway like a normal teenage dude i started masturbating because it felt cool but because of the whole home situation i usually just found a medium sized block of land with lots of trees in it and just stripped down to nothing and fapped there.
Over time at least 4 people have caught me doing this, one of them a kid with a parent on a bike trail that no one ever uses. I was particularly careless then and as soon as i noticed them in the distance i pulled my pants tf up and sprinted as fast as possible away from them.

Parents arent so bad about this kinda stuff now tho so all is g, no one has to notice this shit anymore.

[Anonymous No.15262559]

>>15262551
>rapist
Children can consent.

[Anonymous No.15262571]

>>15261725
>Non-fiction: Bible
>Christ-tards

[Anonymous No.15262577]

>>15262539
Appreciate the sentiment, anon

[Anonymous No.15262584]

>>15262577
kill yourself lol hahahaah! at least then I'll have some company in hell

[Anonymous No.15262585]

Runaway Horses

I hate trannies but wish I was a woman sometimes even though I hate women

[Anonymous No.15262589]

>>15262559
How can one comment be so based

[Anonymous No.15262597]

>>15262577

[Anonymous No.15262606]

>>15262584
Mean

[Anonymous No.15262619]

THANK YOU ALL FOR COOPERATING WITH THE FBI.

[Anonymous No.15262623]

>>15261762
Hi Patrick

[Anonymous No.15262635]

>>15262559
Patently false but I'm not really here to argue. Have this conversation with any of the people in your life and see how it goes for you.

[Anonymous No.15262641]

>>15262597
Goddamn, i love comfy apu

[Anonymous No.15262660]

>>15262635
Patently true. I’m not a coward so I have talked about this IRL. Read Pedophilia: The Radical Case by Tom O’Carroll, fag

[Anonymous No.15262668]

>>15261657
> the world as will and representation, both volumes, the stranger, and on pain, by junger

> i planned to kill my alcoholic mother by drowning her with my bare hands, the only reason she lived is she moved out before I got the chance

[Anonymous No.15262672]

>>15261657
>Ecclesiastes
i have incurable oneitis and I think true love is the only comfort that we have from the misery of knowing our death is inescapable

[Anonymous No.15262687]

>>15261718
>>15261733
Based as fuck
lmao at white knights simping for foids on 4chan

[Anonymous No.15262735]

[Anonymous No.15262761]

>>15262551
she was a teenager, not a "child"

[Anonymous No.15262771]

>>15261762> yeah... based department... we have another

[Anonymous No.15262772]

>>15261713
Lmao shut up bitch

[Anonymous No.15262788]

>>15261718
>>15261733
Holy based

[Anonymous No.15262792]

>>15262672
After 8 years of suffering due to oneitis, I finally freed myself. One third of my life was spent worshipping this girl. In that span, she got married, then divorced, while I never even looked at another. For me, it was getting to know her bad sides, quiet contemplation, distance, and copious amounts of weed while meditating. Of all those things, the last was what finished the job. One night, and I was a changed man.

[Anonymous No.15262799]

>>15261806
Okay buddy. Time to take your meds, you’ll feel better.

[Anonymous No.15262807]

>>15261718
Only gays hate women.

[Anonymous No.15262829]

>>15262491
Write a manifesto and post here before you do it, if you do it

[Anonymous No.15262853]

>>15262792
All you did to forget her was smoke weed? I hope this shit works, I'm three years in my oneitis. Fuck.

[Anonymous No.15262871]

>>15261668
kill yourself

[Anonymous No.15262875]

>crime and punishment
>I stole poké cards from my younger brother when he was 7 and I was 14. I sold them and bought two packs of cigarettes and a porn mag

I still can't look him in the eye, it hurts

[Anonymous No.15262910]

>>15262871
I couldn't consent at 14, I was basically raped you asshole.

[Anonymous No.15262914]

>>15262853
It wasn't just about the weed, it was seeing her in a different state of mind. I was crazy about her, my brain was incapable of seeing her bad sides. She was uncaring, she toyed with me, she used my feelings to get things from me, she enjoyed having power over me, and I didn't even see it. All because my brain was warped and unable to see the truth of her. Then, one night, I sat down with a good deal of weed, and slowly smoked while thinking about my relationship with her. Intoxication allowed me to see her in a different, more realistic light. I finally saw that she wasn't the perfect person I saw her as, and that not only was she imperfect - she was unlikable. She was bad. And it was as if I became a different person. Whereas in the past, I defined myself through my obsessive love for her, I was now a free man.

[Anonymous No.15262922]

>>15262914
based as fuck bro

[Anonymous No.15262933]

>>15261657
>crime and punishment
I'm a brony

[Anonymous No.15262937]

>>15262910
You fucked a drunk, passed-out college girl. You knew what you were doing. Would it have been okay if she was your age? You fucking nut.

[Anonymous No.15262953]

>>15261657
> diary of a country priest
> i have built and entire alternative universe where i'm a teenage vet apprentice who cures the young priest's ailments and has a tender, not entirely platonic friendship with him
this is the self-insert that'll send me straight to hell

[Anonymous No.15262961]

>>15262937
A 14 cannot consent! Do you understand? I have no responsibility. Children don't understand sex. I was basically molested. When a grown up has sex with a child we call that molestation whether it is consentual or not.

[Anonymous No.15262972]

>>15262937
it's a not a real story he's just baiting

[Anonymous No.15262980]

>>15262332
the worst part is that this doesn't even sound fake

[Anonymous No.15262981]

>>15262953

cringe

[Anonymous No.15262988]

>>15262953
like a tulpa?

[Anonymous No.15262998]

>>15262875
There's a possible murderer in this thread but this is by far the lowest crime posted. Stealing from your little brother something that probably has a lot of value to him for a quick nut and a few whiffs of tobacco.

[Anonymous No.15263000]

White Nights
I hate Reddit

[Anonymous No.15263014]

>>15262988
just one of the scenarios to use as daydream fuel
>>15262981
i know, brother. i know. but a man cant control his heart or his dick

[Anonymous No.15263046]

>>15262998
The disparity is pretty funny -- there's people talking about rape, pedophilia, and momcest/mommurder. Meanwhile some are fretting about stealing pokemon cards, self insert fantasies, and oneitis

[Anonymous No.15263057]

>>15261835
snarky cunt shit like this is why I’m rooting for the other guy.

[Anonymous No.15263059]

>>15261657
Moby Dick I guess

I was an asshole to a friend the last time I saw him, he killed himself a month later. He was just a teenager. I just wish I could say that I’m sorry

[Anonymous No.15263072]

>>15262875
There’s a special place in hell for those who betray their brothers.

[Anonymous No.15263082]

>Catch 22
> I'm a serial stalker who has hacked into several oneitis' social media accounts. I have also jerked off to 11-15 year olds who were students at the school where I worked. I did it in the staff toilets quite a few times.

[Anonymous No.15263083]

>>15262910
Dude, you said yourself the other boys said you could do it if you wanted. In your own story nobody made you. For all I know you grew up to be a better man and all that but don’t act like that event wasn’t your own fault.

[Anonymous No.15263094]

>>15263072
The last circle of Hell, no less.

[Anonymous No.15263124]

>>15262332
bruh...

[Anonymous No.15263137]

>>15262332

[Anonymous No.15263151]

>>15263083
I blame them for letting me do it. A 14 yo can't make these decisions. If I could change it I would. It ruined the way I think about sex and intimacy forever.

[Anonymous No.15263181]

>>15261718
BASED.
t. guy in a relationship with a diagnosed schitzoid who's making me hate women

[Anonymous No.15263195]

>>15263124
I honestly don't know bro, it's making me so depressed thinking about this again. Ever since I was 4 to the age of 12 my dad use to beat my mom very brutally and do alot of other things which were very humiliating in public like he once dragged my mom out of my classroom in front of everyone with her hair and the next day kids in class were talking about it and looking at me, I've never had friends since I was very young and have been alone and struggled alot I just don't know what has happened or whose fault everything was or what I am and what I'm becoming, I've been in love once and she rejected me and I still cry over her because she's my only friend I'd there ever was one but even we are drifting

[Anonymous No.15263221]

>>15262279
https://old.vocaroo.com/i/s0AiuTXFLVa9

[Anonymous No.15263230]

>>15262332
don't obsess over it bro, you'll get some more (You)s but they're just 4channel praxis at this point

[Anonymous No.15263241]

>>15263195
You're in a really shit position in life. It'll be more difficult for you to learn how to act normal. Maybe take the self-improvement pill or something.

[Anonymous No.15263251]

>>15262332
this guy wanted to fuck his mama lmoa

[Anonymous No.15263266]

>>15263195
take the stoic pill
take the shopenpill
take the cioranpill

[Anonymous No.15263309]

>>15263221
>reposting 3 year old material that doesnt fit the context at all
stop doing this u faggot

[Anonymous No.15263330]

>>15261657
Picture of Dorian Gray
>I love being alone but crave a girlfriend still.

[Anonymous No.15263338]

>>15262910
You raped an unconscious woman. Your faggot victim complex is simply pathetic. You should kill yourself for taking advantage of a woman in that way.

[Anonymous No.15263344]

>>15263309
cope

[Anonymous No.15263355]

>>15261657
>Frankenstein by Shelley (made me shed a tear)
when I was seven I almost got raped by a gypsy guy some years older than me, thankfully he didn't get a boner, I think that did something with me which makes intimacy and trust hard for me and this kids is why I hate gypsies and Romanians

[Anonymous No.15263418]

>>15261657
>Don Quixote
>For years being in love with my best friend's (now ex) gf
they've only recently broken up

[Anonymous No.15263510]

>>15263355
Jesus, some of you guys have gone through some weird ass shit. I'm glad you escaped that unraped.

[Anonymous No.15263579]

>>15261657
>>15261657
>>15261657
>True Grit
>When I was twelve years old I groped my sister while we were in bed together. Never did time, but by the time I'd realized I'd committed a crime it was public knowledge and I was essentially disowned by my family.

Yea, I'm a piece of shit. Feel free to tell me lads, I fucked up beyond repair.

[Anonymous No.15263581]

>>15263510
was just luck, guy forced me to kiss his dick which I did (I should have pushed him down the stairs and ran, but I was just a dumb kid). even he saw how pathetic it was, and so he let me off. then his friends (which held the door so I couldn't escape) came and told my grandpa while laughing, which made him get mad at me. then grandpa told an even older guy to teach that gypsy a lesson, so he broke his arm, but breaking his arm didn't exactly help me

[Anonymous No.15263618]

dubliners
sharing that would get me arrested

[Anonymous No.15263625]

>>15261657
>Moby-Dick
>When I fuck my girlfriend I think about her getting railed by another man
Cuckolds are fucked up and I would never actually let another man touch my gf but I can't deny it's very hot to me, i've tried to stop thinking about it but I can't.

[Anonymous No.15263628]

>>15263181
You could always just dump her.
Just be sure to change the locks.

[Anonymous No.15263635]

>>15263579
How old were you and why were you sharing a bed?

[Anonymous No.15263679]

>>15263635
12 lad, and we used to sleep/lie on the same mattress sometime on the floor for hours every Saturday while we waited for our dad to get up

Don't really have much of an excuse, I suppose, except that I didn't know it was a crime until my dad told me many years later, and by that time it was a bit too late to mend things

[Anonymous No.15263766]

>>15263618
>arrested through 4chan
Retard.

[Anonymous No.15263775]

>>15262491
Don't do it, lad. Even if you feel there's no one left to owe being a better person towards, you are morally obligated to live so you might one day better yourself.
You owe it to yourself to live, lad, and don't let anyone tell you otherwise. If you can look outside, and say that the vast majority of people you see deserve to live, you deserve to keep living for exactly the same reason.
Don't give up, don't give in. Don't pussy out of life. I believe in you.

[Anonymous No.15263776]

>>15263355
>and this kids is why I hate gypsies and Romanians
come here, foreign man
i'd rape you too

[Anonymous No.15263781]

Catch-22
I used to get black out drunk a lot. I don't remember.

[Anonymous No.15263801]

>>15263625
stop watching porn. it is the root of your problems.

[Anonymous No.15263852]

>>15263679
Honestly, if you were 12 at the time and know better now I don't think you should continue feeling guilty. There might be nothing to do with what other people such as the rest of your family think, but that's life. As long as you apologize to your sister you could really benefit from forgiving yourself.

[Anonymous No.15263868]

>I don't read books as much as I should desu
I have some very strange and disgusting fetishes, a few of which disgust me so badly I don't even indulge in them.

[Anonymous No.15263877]

>>15262933
fucking monster. The pedophile is on a higher moral ground then you.

[Anonymous No.15263881]

>>15263581
what did his peepee taste like?

[Anonymous No.15263884]

>>15263000
That's not a bad thing. Why is it your darkest secret?

[Anonymous No.15263894]

>War and Peace
>I've fantasized about fucking the gfs of my friends, and about hitting women

[Anonymous No.15263917]

>>15263852
>As long as you apologize to your sister
Been working on that desu, penned a couple of letters to make it apparent that I regret my actions, but I'm a weak minded psychotic faggot, and nothing I ever wrote felt good enough.
Can't decide if it'd be better to apologize or just cut myself out of her life completely, so she can live without having to think about her piece of shit one time abusive sibling. At this point, I'm almost entirely cut off from them anyhow.
God I really suck quite a bit. Worst thing I've done or hopefully will ever do.

[Anonymous No.15263918]

>>15263330
>>I love being alone but crave a girlfriend still
I feel you, bro.

[Anonymous No.15263941]

>all quiet on western front
>I'm a diaper fetish tranny who carved TRANNY FAG into my legs

[Anonymous No.15263945]

>>15261657
A canticle for leibowitz
When I was between the ages of 12 and 14 I tried to touch my cousin(same age as me) in her sleep twice, and I tried to touch a girl a couple years younger then me while giving her a piggy back ride in our pool. It weighed on me for years and I confessed it 3 different times to 3 different priests. The first two times I tried to obscure what I'd done so I didn't think I'd be expiated. I still feel awful about it. I don't know if my cousin every figured out what tried to do to her(I think she did), but the girl glares at me every time she sees me and if she wanted to kill me, I would probably let her. For legal reasons, nothing I've written here is true.

[Anonymous No.15263959]

>American Psycho
I have no secrets. I live life openly. My darkest secrets have been revealed to people I love. You all are free to pry if you don't believe me.

[Anonymous No.15263969]

>>15263959
Good for you. If anyone asked me what mine was(see >>15263945) I think I would tell them, but I try not to advertise it for obvious reasons.

[Anonymous No.15263990]

>>15263945
This post is really fucking pathetic. Not the part where you fondle girls in the same age group as you, but the part where you snivel like an autistic redditor begging for forgiveness. OMG ID LET HER KILLV ME I DESEERVE TO DIE, honestly that type of tryhard faux-repentance just makes me believe you still want to do it again but are overrcompensating to look innocent.

[Anonymous No.15264093]

>>15263082
How did u hack into social media accounts?

[Anonymous No.15264152]

>>15263776
I know I can beat the shit out of people twice my size, but the problem is in my mind. I remember I lifted around 300 lbs on montly basis and went up 10 kg in muscles, and yet I only saw a thin nerd in the mirror. I just assume that no girls are attracted to me and I feel pathetic as I am a living proof that incel theories don't work (being an incel myself). that is mixed with me having a very weird personality, I'm somewhat of a madman forced to live in this ghastly place. I wish that I would die so I could meet God at last.
>>15263881
I will answer honestly, I don't remember. But even thinking about this guys genitals makes me nauseous and weak. If you ever have kids anon, don't let them roam around unwatched

[Anonymous No.15264170]

>>15262735

[Anonymous No.15264182]

>>15264093
I'm using hack somewhat liberally there, I just managed to guess their passwords based on learning as much information about them as I could.

[Anonymous No.15264220]

>bible
>antisemitism

[Anonymous No.15264241]

>>15261710
It's a good book. But please neck yourself, faggot.

[Anonymous No.15264258]

>>15261710
I hope she was willing

[Anonymous No.15264278]

>>15261718
based

[Anonymous No.15264286]

>>15261657
>Cien años de soledad
>I'm sometimes petrified my neighbors are plotting to kill me[\spiderman]

[Anonymous No.15264294]

>>15262961
Teenagers who rape adults are usually tried like adults, just so you know.

[Anonymous No.15264295]

>>15263221
based

[Anonymous No.15264298]

>>15262332
>something about the architecture
my sides

[Anonymous No.15264304]

>>15262029
Hahahahahahahaha
Oh man, don't be ashamed, that's funny as hell

[Anonymous No.15264307]

>>15263959
(Anon is a social outcast, just so we are clear.)

[Anonymous No.15264322]

>>15262551
this poster is so buttblasted that they think this post is an argument

[Anonymous No.15264348]

>1984 (Having it as a favorite could be a deep dark secret all on its own, honestly)
>When I was 10 and cousin was 8, we had to sleep in the same bed. Was (and still am) only into bellies, and I had my arm wrapped around a pudgy one so I went to town groping it/reaching under her shirt to feel it while she slept

[Anonymous No.15264357]

>>15261657
Damn, I was posting silly stuff, but this is a dark fucking thread

Sage for bad feels

[Anonymous No.15264366]

>>15263625
Huh. I do this too. I'm not really into cuck stuff, the humiliation aspect doesn't do much for me. But the idea of my gf fucking other guys is pretty hot. Facing it head on and accepting that I'm wired that way made me realize that it's just a meaningless fantasy. Internalize it and move on, anon

>>15263801
Not sure this is true, anon. I don't watch porn. On the subject of porn, and since this is lit, does anyone know of a good resource to control your masturbatory habits? Not the fantasies, just the frequency. Most of the things I find online, like the infamous easy something, are geared towards porn addiction, which isn't an issue for me.

[Anonymous No.15264371]

>>15262332
>the house I was living in was fucking weird and made people living in there very weird too idk something about the architecture very depressing place and makes you lonely too

[Anonymous No.15264378]

>>15264294
It happened years ago (I'm over 20), and I like to think she was a nympho who wanted it, but did too much of w/e she was doing.

[Anonymous No.15264377]

>>15263917
How old are you now?

[Anonymous No.15264389]

>>15261807
what did it say?

[Anonymous No.15264390]

>Anna Karenina
>Im a fascist and active in local fascist movements
>I also like Yukkuri abuse

[Anonymous No.15264403]

>>15264378
>I like to think she was a nympho who wanted it
Yeah, I figured you like to think that

[Anonymous No.15264402]

>>15264366
Usually if you're jerking off too much, it's to alleviate some other stressor in your life (boredom, idleness, depression...)

[Anonymous No.15264405]

>Brothers Karamazov
>
When I was home alone once I shaved my cock 'n' balls and asshole, put on my mom's clothes (bra, panties, stockings, pantyhose, another stockings), ripped my old black socks to make gloves, applied makeup (shit ton of lipstick, eyeliner), used the lipstick to write the words "WHORE" on my stomach, played 4 BBC on blond white girl backshot pawg pounding with moaning and clapping sounds while nicki minaj music played in the background.
I grabbed my old recorder from elementary school and started grinding it with my ass, then I started sucking it but it smelled of spit so I stopped.
Then I pulled my dick out of the pantyhose, since I saw that my mom's panties were messy from my precum. After that I took a bathroom cleaning rubber glove, wrapped it around two sponges, put them in between my rolled towel, attached everything together with rubber bands, made a solution of 1/4 moisturized + 7/8 water + 1/8 my spit, poured a bit of it inside the glove and on my dick.
I laid the sex toy on a bunch of pillows so that it was in a good height of me to pound it, placed my phone on the desk and recorded myself pounding the blanket. In hindsight I was doing pretty good, I pounded that blanket deep and had a good rythm, I didn't move my entire body but just the pelvis and ass
Before cumming I took another rubber glove and started fingering my ass, while fucking the towel. I took the phone camera and recorded myself POV fucking the toweled gloved sponges. To stabilize, I held the phone with my jaw and chest, it fell once but then after that it was good. I was trying to watch the BBC porn on my desktop but could hardly get a glimpse because my head had to be locked on my cock pounding that towel-pussy.
When I started cumming I recorded with my phone and shoved my finger deep in my ass, trying to moan like a girl. After the anti climatic orgasm I barely pulled out my finger from my asshole and smelled it. Foul shit. Not the mention the other glove which reaked of my spit and dried out moisturizer. I had to throw both away, but I was in a messy position.
I waited for my asshole to stop twitching. In the meantime I watched the video. My moans sounded like that one scene from Silence of the Lambs. I cleaned everything up but it was a fucking chore to do so.

[Anonymous No.15264423]

>>15261684
Same

[Anonymous No.15264424]

>>15264390
Oh man, I actually really want to ask you about that. I've always been ridiculously curious, what is it about yukkuri/fwuffy/whatever small orb creature people are tormenting that appeals to you?

[Anonymous No.15264430]

>>15264403
It's hard for me to say anything for certain because I don't know her actual age, name, or even eye color. I feel she stole my innocence and the only opportunity I had to lose my virginity with someone I loved.

Because of her women feel like another species to me.

I tried to talk to a therapist, but I couldn't mange to tell him about it. It's too, I don't know, pathetic.

[Anonymous No.15264433]

>>15264402
>boredom, idleness
not him but ill frequently jerk off like 3 or 4 times a day if i have nothing else to do, shit sucks

[Anonymous No.15264440]

>>15264402
Good point. It's definitely boredom. Does anyone know a good resource on dealing with your boredom in way that builds character?

The other day an anon said something that really resonated: "when the use is quiet, that's when you have to listen the hardest". The muse has been quiet for a while and I think it has to do with the way I avoid dealing with my "shadow" moments, whatever they may be

[Anonymous No.15264455]

>>15264430
I understand that you feel like that encounter robbed you of your chance to experience sexuality in a normal, healthy way. It is fucked up, and you should talk to your therapist about it.
What bugs me is the way you keep saying how she fucked you up, like you didn't straight up rape a person.

[Anonymous No.15264460]

>>15264424
I dont fucking know, man. Im not cruel to animals nor have i ever been, but this just feels really satisfying for some reason.
Im also not a psychopath, and not autistic either.

[Anonymous No.15264462]

>>15263355
Absolute shit taste but I’ll give you a pass

[Anonymous No.15264465]

>>15264440
>use
Muse, damnit.

[Anonymous No.15264470]

>>15264405
>Your brain on Dostoyevsky

[Anonymous No.15264482]

>>15264455
I know it's not her fault. But if women weren't heartless irresponsible sluts who passes out at parties, this would have never happened.

I wish I didn't hate women so much, but I don't know how to stop.

[Anonymous No.15264486]

>>15264405
based desu

[Anonymous No.15264496]

>>15264470
Kek

[Anonymous No.15264511]

>>15262875
that is so pure. Send him some cards and go on

[Anonymous No.15264522]

>>15263059
damn dude, rip.
i hope u find peace with urself bro.

[Anonymous No.15264523]

Confessions of a Mask
>I was fucked by a teacher in high school and I enjoyed it. I never told anyone and I am pretty sure it's why I have horrid trust issues and a desire to be abused

[Anonymous No.15264527]

>Brothers Karamazov
>My boyfriend thinks I'm a virgin but I've had sex with 8 men before, one of them was a taxi driver that asked for my phone number, called me later and we fucked.

[Anonymous No.15264536]

>>15264523
was it a female teacher?

[Anonymous No.15264540]

Suttree
I want to eat human flesh. I want to cannibalize other people. I don't know if it's because I hate people or something more but I regularly fantasize about the end of the world and I come into my own as a butcher and provide an essential service for my flock. I like to imagine all the things I could make like salami, prosciutto, chops, bacon, porchetta, etc. without harming a little piggy.

[Anonymous No.15264542]

>>15264523
Was it a female teacher? My cock is already in my hand so please respond quickly.

[Anonymous No.15264546]

>>15264405
I don't think I worder myself properly, here's a drawing to represent what I menant

[Anonymous No.15264551]

>>15264542
Yeah, and she looked like pic related

[Anonymous No.15264565]

>I don't want people using this as fodder for making fun of my favorite book
>when i was 12 or 13 maybe, i was at a friends house watching some TV in the living room. i was laying on the floor on my back. friend had a little sister, couldnt have been much more than 4 or 5. she was wearing a dress and thought it would be funny to sit on my face. i pretended to yell in pain/frustration into her panties. she got after a minute. this repeated about two or three more times. holy shit this hurt so much to type, bros. i honestly forgot it ever happened until recently what the fuck was a thinking im not gonna proofread this so please excuse any errors

[Anonymous No.15264566]

>>15264470
haha

[Anonymous No.15264573]

>>15264551
patrician choice of photo fren

[Anonymous No.15264575]

>>15264542
>>15264536
It was an older man. I'm a guy.

[Anonymous No.15264577]

>>15264573
Thank you, im very sexually attracted to her, though i have no idea who it is. Probably for the best, or else i might track her down and rape her desu

[Anonymous No.15264582]

>>15261657
>whichever one I am reading at the moment
>I still read comic books

[Anonymous No.15264589]

OH NO I GOT TO HAVE SEX WHILE IN MY TEENS WHAT A GODDAMN TRAGERY. PLEASE PITY ME.

[Anonymous No.15264590]

>>15264540
Cannibalism is the most vile, disgusting, reprehensible thing a human being could ever partake in. Even worse than pedophilia if you consider the baseness of it. Fuck you.

[Anonymous No.15264601]

>>15264551
What a massive whore. My penis can only get so erect.

[Anonymous No.15264624]

>>15261944
>>15262017
Sequel questions:
>your favorite book you haven't read
>your deepest forbidden desire

[Anonymous No.15264625]

>none
>IDK, maybe killing a small animals as a kid, maybe because I used to be attracted to my mom, maybe masturbating in class and taking photos of girls in school
>>15262065
>Maybe it's that I have rape and necrophilia dreams
Isn't that normal? I rape women in my dreams all the time. I have a rape fetish, though, and it's never necrophilia.
>>15262933
>implying that is a dark secret
>>15264405
You got any proof?

[Anonymous No.15264651]

>>15262332
>very weird too idk something about the architecture very depressing place and makes you lonely too

Expand on the architecture point please.

[Anonymous No.15264659]

>>15264377
23 lad
been a decade, but I've been lead to believe that my sister still gets upset over it.

[Anonymous No.15264667]

>Journey to the End of the Night
>My greatest secret is that despite outwardly being a well-adjusted person who is a supervisor of a biotech laboratory, makes quite a bit of money and has a gf, i spend most of my free time playing video games and posting on 4chan and generally being a fucking waste. It feels like my life is just a lie.
>I also think it's extremely funny to see girls get beaten up by animals, in particular elephants. It's not sexual or something sadistic, i just find it really funny.

[Anonymous No.15264676]

>>15264624
interesting
>>15264357
didn't think there would be so many Cumbrains

[Anonymous No.15264682]

>>15264659
Tell her she just needs to calm her tits

[Anonymous No.15264701]

>>15264294
>Teenagers who rape adults are usually tried like adults, just so you know.
In your country not in mine. You're lucky, anon.

[Anonymous No.15264736]

>>15264682
Nah mate. Already fucked up by telling her I thought I had nothing to do with the fact that she shaved her head, implying that she did it to prove a point/to be noticed.
Fucking retarded thing to do. Should've just said, yeah that's on me, but I suck so I didn't.
Regret regret so much regret

[Anonymous No.15264741]

>>15262937
>You fucked a drunk, passed-out college girl
there is literally nothing wrong with this OTHER THAN THE FACT that you fucked some nasty whore

[Anonymous No.15264770]

>>15262332
Jesus fucking christ.

[Anonymous No.15264795]

>>15264527
You're a male I bet

[Anonymous No.15264808]

Frankenstein or Let the Right One In

From when I was a kid until I was 16, my dad used to cut my nails, shave me, trim my pubes, pop zits on my face and back until I would bleed and weep, smell my penis and armpits after I showered, and sometimes showered with me. He would beat me if I ever denied him. This went on until my mom divorced him and we moved to another state.
He also signed me up to play baseball, basketball, football and soccer, all of which ended in me humiliating myself. He wanted me to be good at sports even though I was an overweight spaz. He made fun of me whenever he saw me playing video games.

[Anonymous No.15264810]

>>15264590
Not him. I don't know, man, maybe pedophily is worse.

[Anonymous No.15264817]

no longer human
my dota 2 wordcloud (filled with racial slurs)
probably the only thing that only my closest friends are aware of and I've never shared with a romantic partner
I tried changing it for a while and successfully did make it look more palatable, but I don't play anymore.

[Anonymous No.15264821]

>>15264808
>Let the Right One In
this is book? is it as good as the movie?

[Anonymous No.15264868]

>>15264482
You can stop by admitting to yourself that you raped an unconscious woman, repenting, and then moving on with your life.
"if women weren't heartless irresponsible sluts who passes out at parties, this would have never happened." Imagine being a mentally healthy person reading this sentence, and do it seriously.

[Anonymous No.15264916]

>>15261762
based romanian poster

[Anonymous No.15264977]

>>15261657
The Sovereignty of Good
My mother wrote most of my essays for middle school

[Anonymous No.15265022]

>>15264667
Did you ever watch the project nim documentary?
At the end the chimp beats the shit out of one of the women to raised him

[Anonymous No.15265023]

>>15264590
Why? Not him, but I'd also really want to eat people. It's not like it would hurt anyone anyway, so I don't get why people hate it so much. It's just meat.

[Anonymous No.15265047]

>>15264482
this is a loop that's going to continue accelerating until it breaks you. by labelling her as "heartless" and "irresponsible" you're basically projecting your guilt and pain onto her, making it her fault. For all you know she could've been drugged against her will. Be the bigger man and break the cycle. Like >>15264868 said, admit it to yourself and move on.

[Anonymous No.15265098]

>>15264590
It's hard arguing with vegans when they ask if I would eat a dog or a cat. I think we don't eat cats or dogs simply because they don't taste good. That, and the cultural significance of them being pets. I can't just turn the direction of the argument towards my philosophy that I would eat them if I had an opportunity.

[Anonymous No.15265105]

>>15263628
I have massive trust issues. I've had girls hit on me and ask me out multiple times before, but I never took it anywhere unless I was drunk, and I couldn't look in their direction the next day. This is the first girl who was actually determined enough to get to know me and push for it for months. In the end, she knows me like no one else, and I love her more than anything. I also know she loves me. It's all just a bit hard at times.

[Anonymous No.15265121]

>>15264182
Oh right how did you go about that?

[Anonymous No.15265141]

>>15261657
Do Androids Dream of Electric Sheep
Have a huge foot and humiliation fetish. No one in my life knows. But when I was younger I would try to get my sister to let me rub her feet. At the time I didn't know why, it just made my heart race and I liked it. I kept doing this until I realized it wouldn't be socially acceptable to do it anymore, when I was like 15 or so. But somewhere between the time I was younger and the time I stopped I definitely jerked off to the concept of rubbing my sisters feet. There was even this time we were all asleep in the car, and I rubbed her feet while she was asleep while my parents and her boyfriend at the time were all inside the car. God it sickens me to my absolute core, and I hope no one else even remembers it.

[Anonymous No.15265155]

>>15265121
nice try fbi

[Anonymous No.15265191]

>>15265155
No anon I just ||want to do the same||

[Anonymous No.15265212]

>>15265191
you fucking ||need to go back||, nigger

[Anonymous No.15265216]

>>15261673

Write a monologue style book on your secret and publish it with the title "In a Cunt I Don't Have".

[Anonymous No.15265219]

>>15265141
>I hope no one else even remembers it.
Anon...

[Anonymous No.15265236]

>>15265105
M8, the fact that you introduce the issue with your girl problems and not how you love your girlfriend makes me question if you’re not just afraid you can’t get another broad. Which obviously you could if what you say about girls coming onto you is true.
This chick makes you unhappy. You being unhappy will make her unhappy. Go be unhappy by yourself a while until you can find something better.

[Anonymous No.15265238]

>>15265212
Im not used to using spoilers on 4chan anon :(. I only started browsing lit a few months ago i used to only use int

[Anonymous No.15265239]

>>15261973
You seem like a person who resents his own inability to stand up for himself. Your fantasy is a projection.

[Anonymous No.15265243]

>D. Quixote
>when I was 13 my mother's best friend and her son the same age as me came to stay with us for a week, in our family's small beach apartment, for the summer holidays. For that week, every night, I would wait for them to fall asleep to then masturbate over their uncovered feet. I've done other questionable things but this still strikes me as the most vile, since it could be construed as basically being a rape.

[Anonymous No.15265264]

>>15262129
bait 100%

[« Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ » mxvabIoSIE No.15265265]

>>15262871
>>15262937
>>15263338
reddit

[Anonymous No.15265275]

>>15265191
>||
Go back to whatever hole uses this.
>>15265238
Fuck off or lurk for 2 years before posting

[Anonymous No.15265280]

>>15265265
nice try with the name tag but he doesn't even use that trip anymore.

[Anonymous No.15265282]

>>15265275
Ive used 4chan since 2011. Now give me your knowledge faggot

[Anonymous No.15265315]

>>15265282
You're lying. If you were here for even a month you'd know how to at least spoiler text you just highlight text then hit ctrl+w

[Anonymous No.15265331]

>>15265282
>9 years
>still hasn't figured out spoilers
king of the retards

[Anonymous No.15265343]

>>15265315
Or you can manually put and its ending. I need your knoeledge anon

[Anonymous No.15265359]

>>15264624

Those are interesting.

>favourite book I haven't read
Dunno. I have Cormac's Border Trilogy but I haven't read it yet (saving it). I bet I'll like it coz I like all his other stuff. Will prolly read it this year. I often keep physical books for a long time before I actually read them.

>deepest forbidden desire
I want to meet a good, kind, sensible, loving girl who is up for a healthy LTR but who will also whip me.

[Anonymous No.15265384]

>>15264590
I agree with you anon. The difference between a human and an animal is much larger than the difference between a human adult and a human child.

But pedophiles are subhumans as well. Eat them and other cannibals if you like, >>15264540

[Anonymous No.15265385]

>>15265343
I'll spoonfeed you. Just highly the text you want spoilered and press control and w at the same time.

[Anonymous No.15265393]

>>15265239
What do you mean? Can you explain in more detail?

[Anonymous No.15265399]

>>15262668
I'm glad she did.

[Anonymous No.15265401]

>>15261709
You should read San Manuel Bueno Martir by Miguel de Unamuno. You will relate for sure.

[Anonymous No.15265420]

>>15265219
I am older now. Those years were filled with loneliness and shame, my entire family and I are on really good terms. And I am fairly certain no one but me, and the people that read that post,know.

[Anonymous No.15265423]

>>15262029
did you eat it

[Anonymous No.15265424]

>>15262332
I understand anon. I laughed for a whole minute but believe me, I understand.

[Anonymous No.15265460]

>>15262853
You need to find another source of meaning for your life. It's the only cure, I think.

[Anonymous No.15265476]

>>15265236
I mean, that's what I'd tell myself if I got to give myself level-headed advice as an outsider. In reality, I'm too much of a pussy to do that.

[Anonymous No.15265486]

>>15262672
You are wrong in that assumption and it is probably the only reason your oneitis seems incurable.

[Anonymous No.15265527]

>>15261684
Based

[Anonymous No.15265559]

>>15261657
>Saya no Uta
>Have fapped to increasingly degenerate shit as my porn addiction has worsened over the years. Have also fapped to the thought of two of my cousins, think they're kind of cute.

[Anonymous No.15265563]

>>15261713
you're gonna make it fren

[Anonymous No.15265583]

>>15263014
https://www.youtube.com/user/SomerClinic/videos

[Anonymous No.15265600]

Molloy by Beckett

I dated a girl with BPD and consistently fucked with her head throughout. It got to the point where I would make her feel so guilty about inconsequential shit that she would cut herself and send me pictures, to which I would cut myself and send those pictures to her to make her feel even more guilty. I would frequently ignore her while we were together, not replying to her texts or answering calls for days on end. I broke up with her multiple times, only getting back with her in order to pump her with my seed and then dump her all over again.

[Anonymous No.15265602]

>>15264808
That's way too much detail. What the fuck anon? Does this place attract broken things? And I thought dreaming about having sex with corpses every other night was weird, you guys... man, I really hope you and others are baiting, because that's just unfortunate.
>>15264625
>Isn't that normal?
Yeah, I guess so. They're just dreams too, it's not like I actually raped someone or spunked into a corpse, maybe it's just because I try to be straitlaced and moral that I don't have an reprehensible secrets other than those that lurk in the sub and unconscious. But if I could get away with it, I would fuck a corpse if it was somewhat attractive. Sometimes I think about go out and killing women to mutilate their bodies and have sex with them, but I never would because that would make me a bad person and I've worked to hard to be otherwise. I did all school council shit, I went to good uni, I volunteer, I'm nice and kind and friendly and courteous and polite but it's worth so little when I all want to fuck corpse, pointless things piling up and turning to dust in my wake and only in my dreams can I be free of all these pointless pointless pointlessness. I just want to kill and rape women I don't want to be nice and good. But what choice do I have? What can i gfucking do nothing nothing?

[Anonymous No.15265621]

>>15262914
based. good luck, mate.

[Anonymous No.15265650]

>>15264808
Was he doing it sexually. Or did he just have issues? Because this may be one of the weirdest (and believable) things I have ever read on 4chan.

[Anonymous No.15265658]

>>15262871
watch who you're talking to, he's an executive member of the based department

[Anonymous No.15265767]

>>15265476
why?

[Anonymous No.15265789]

>The Gospel of Thomas
>During a house party with just me and female friends I got so drunk I squeezed one's ass
>still feel guilty
I'm looking for new books to read. Rec me stuff. I like gnosticism and buddhism and early christianity.

[Anonymous No.15265828]

>>15261657
>the wisdom books of the Bible
>I have a masturbation problem. I can't stop. I've tried countless times. I usually just end up cracking on day 2 and fap to swimsuit pics of girls on instagram that I personally know.

[Anonymous No.15265831]

>>15265559
this ones pure

[Anonymous No.15265835]

>>15265600
Absolutely based

[Anonymous No.15265840]

>>15264667
You sure you’re not a relative of Bardamu?

[Anonymous No.15265845]

>>15262491
not this year

[Anonymous No.15265847]

>>15261668
Fake and gay

[Anonymous No.15265853]

>>15265600
Did she kill herself?

[Anonymous No.15265867]

>>15261657
The Little Prince
I've been fired for drinking on the job more than once

[Anonymous No.15265879]

>>15264152
>I just assume that no girls are attracted to me
you shouldn't

[Anonymous No.15265883]

>>15265600
You are cursed. You will never have lasting happiness. Better to end it now and save everyone the bother.

[Anonymous No.15265885]

>>15261657
genealogy of morals by Nietzsche

I'm an extremely effective manipulator to the point where I once basically guilt shamed a guy into self harming himself. He didnt have any self harming precedents.

Maybe thats why I love Nietzsche, it doesnt make me feel so bad about my bad deeds I dunno

[Anonymous No.15265893]

>>15265401
Thanks for the rec.

[Anonymous No.15265898]

>>15261973
You get turned on by Starting Strength?

[Anonymous No.15265901]

>>15262491
dont do it; keep going

[Anonymous No.15265908]

C&P

When I was like 12 I waved my erect cock in the face of my younger cousin who was probably in grade 5, and I did it for a long time. Like a long time. She was visiting my side of the family, she was in my room, I was really retarted and thought it would be funny and I thought she'd like it idk. Everytime this memory returns to me I'm paralyzed for a few seconds. I havent seen her since about that age. I have no idea whether she has told anyone or not and I'm fucking terrified by that thought

[Anonymous No.15265933]

>>15264736
What you did doesn't sound so bad, honestly. You were 12 and did something impulsive once. Stop being a pussy, tell her you really are sorry and move on with life.

[Anonymous No.15265939]

>>15263801
That's the thing though, I have, but this is a deep rooted fetish unfortunately.
>>15264366
Yeah it's not a humiliation thing, I think it's just the idea of her being a slut that lets me fuck her harder idk. I still wish I could get rid of it.

[Anonymous No.15265940]

>>15265885
Reddit

[Anonymous No.15265965]

>>15261710
>t. Sam Harris

[Anonymous No.15265985]

Brothers Karamazov
In like 4th grade I showed my friends how to stone ducklings by luring them in, then killing them. I never did it but they were only able to do it with my method. One of their dads found out we were doing this and he made his son give the duckling a funeral and take the blame. I got off clean.

[Anonymous No.15266003]

>>15264366
Are you a feminine man? I think cuckolds would like to be manly men but have internalised some noxious notions about the inherent toxicity of masculinity and thus deny themselves a natural impulse. And then, of course, it comes to haunt them in their fantasies.

[Anonymous No.15266011]

>>15265939
French are fucking cucks

[Anonymous No.15266019]

>>15262332
Put me in the screencap dingus

[Anonymous No.15266028]

>>15266011
French fuck everything that moves.

[Anonymous No.15266031]

>>15262875
Tell him about it, that will 100% make you feel better

[Anonymous No.15266049]

>>15262332
any books for this feel anons haha

[Anonymous No.15266059]

>>15263894
mundane fantasies, I bet everyone has had them.

[Anonymous No.15266071]

>>15266059
guy*

[Anonymous No.15266083]

If you have a singular favorite book, you don’t belong here

[Anonymous No.15266096]

>>15262491
dont dew it

[Anonymous No.15266100]

>>15265885

This is so cringe I literally blushed with embarrassment

Redditor

[Anonymous No.15266101]

>>15265602
>deepest darkest secrets thread
>anon that's too much detail

Come on dude

[Anonymous No.15266107]

>>15261718
kek, what a supreme gentleman

[Anonymous No.15266117]

>>15265476
“Listen bitch, you’ve been making me sick. I used to really love you but now you make me so fucking miserable it’s starting to make me hate all women just for their association with you. With that in mind I will be breaking up with you for the sake of my sanity. I wish you the best in all your future endeavors. Please see yourself out and know that I will be monitoring my car to see that the tires remain intact. Good day.”
Boom. There’s your script.

[Anonymous No.15266119]

>My Mother by Bataille
> When I was in my teens, I had a sexual relationship with my mother. I think that we would both characterize the experience as positive. Please fee free to ask anything but I will not discuss anything that would reveal my identity. Recently, my mom and I spoke with a researcher that is studying example of incest that were not traumatic. He is preparing a paper on the subject. I am not an advocate for incest. For whatever reason, it worked for us. Don't use use my experience as a template. I am here to relate my experience, not debate incest as a subject. Here are a few FAQs that people will probably ask: It started when I was 14, my mom was 37, I have an older sister that was unaware and not involved, my dad knew about it from the beginning and supported my mom's decision. It ended around college.

[Anonymous No.15266127]

>>15263945
Why won't you apologise to her, in a deeply heartfelt manner? You can't be prosecuted for what you have done.

[Anonymous No.15266137]

>>15266119

How did the researcher contact you

[Anonymous No.15266154]

>>15266119
Pretty sure this the exact premise of one of the most well known "AMAs" to come out of reddit.

[Anonymous No.15266166]

>>15266154
Thought the same thing
>>15266119
Why is your story so similar to the AMA

[Anonymous No.15266171]

>>15263990
well written

[Anonymous No.15266182]

>>15263990
poorly written

[Anonymous No.15266184]

>>15265486
deep down a part of me knows this
consciousness was a mistake

[Anonymous No.15266185]

>>15264220
based

[Anonymous No.15266192]

>>15263990
so is it better to genuinely regret it or not regret it at all?

[Anonymous No.15266193]

>>15263990
middlingly written

[Anonymous No.15266205]

>all these anons who feel bad/got consequences about groping tits/ass as a young teen
Kek I groped tits and ass of some of my classmates/cousins several times from 12-14 and many of my friends did too at that age. Kinda dickish but we were dumb young horny kids and neither the girls nor society ever gave us shit for it except for the rare scolding/slap. Thank dog I'm not American.

[Anonymous No.15266218]

>>15266205
cool story, Pedro.

[Anonymous No.15266232]

>>15265835
Definitely not based. I tried to ignore the guilt but it kept re-emerging and caused quite a few problems in my current relationship.

>>15265853
Nah, she's doing better now and has pretty much forgiven me. She is likely doing better than I am at this point career-wise too

>>15265883
Mean, I was just a kid at the time. I'm also a narcissist so our pairing was a catastrophe waiting to happen.

[Anonymous No.15266236]

>>15266003
Original cuck anon here, I was quite feminine and got bullied when I was a boy though i've grown into being a man. I would hate for it to be leftover trauma from that like Freud would say but it's probably true.
Still though, so long as I don't actually do it, it's all good.

[Anonymous No.15266241]

>>15266154
>>15266166
of course it's from r*ddit, I'm not a degenerate.

[Anonymous No.15266249]

>>15266232
>I tried to ignore the guilt

Imagine feeling guilt about anything

[Anonymous No.15266251]

>>15266119
>Bataille
I'm less concerned about the incest side you're telling us and more concerned about the necrophilic side you're not telling us

[Anonymous No.15266259]

>>15266241
you need to go back

[Anonymous No.15266267]

>>15266241
kek stop coping
that story definitely resonated with at some level

[Anonymous No.15266270]

>>15266218
I'm not Mexican but I imagine they aren't prude puritan fucks like Americans.

[Anonymous No.15266278]

>>15265602
>But if I could get away with it, I would fuck a corpse if it was somewhat attractive.
Same. I don't ever feel an urge to kill, though. You should really talk to someone about that, in the words of Edmund Kemper (an actually bad person that kileld a lot of people): "There's somebody out there that is watching this [the quote is from an interview] and hasn't done that – hasn't killed people, and wants to, and rages inside and struggles with that feeling, or is so sure they have it under control. They need to talk to somebody about it. Trust somebody enough to sit down and talk about something that isn't a crime; thinking that way isn't a crime. Doing it isn't just a crime, it's a horrible thing. It doesn't know when to quit and it can't be stopped easily once it start." Carrying that sort of shit and trying to bury it by yourself is just going to make you feel like shit forever. Find a shrink who you can trust.

[Anonymous No.15266298]

>>15266119
>my dad knew about it from the beginning and supported my mom's decision
your dad is a cuck and you're mum is a pedo lmao
your were raised by degenerates

[Anonymous No.15266314]

>>15264808
im many many years older than my younger sister, who is around the vicinity of 4-7 years old. I give her showers and smell her pits to make sure i washed em right. That being said the fact that your father did it when u were so old is sus.

[Anonymous No.15266330]

>>15264460
Perhaps knowing would also make you understand why you are a fascist.

[Anonymous No.15266346]

>>15266241
Sad!

[Anonymous No.15266358]

>>15266119
>my dad knew about it from the beginning and supported my mom's decision

[Anonymous No.15266375]

this was a good thread, but im glad its coming to an end
we should do this again sometime

[Anonymous No.15266400]

>>15264546
legendary content

[Anonymous No.15266409]

>>15265885
>dont think of pink elephants
make me do smth

[Anonymous No.15266453]

>>15264546

I bet you were hoping more people would reply to this and find it funny

[Anonymous No.15266622]

>>15264667
what vidya do you play? I think meditation could help you.

[Anonymous No.15266689]

>>15266003
Not particularly feminine, but I do tend to stay away from and feel uncomfortable in man-dominated environments. My best friends are women and I feel very relaxed around girls in general. You might be on to something, anon. How do I face this?

[Anonymous No.15266715]

Infinite Jest

I don't think I have what it takes to not fail out of med school.

[Anonymous No.15266737]

>>15266715
not gonna pretend like i know what i takes to finish med school but i'm pretty sure you should stop wasting your time on here and hit the books

[Anonymous No.15266739]

>>15265602
>I've worked too hard to be otherwise
>worked
And therein lie the roots of your pathology. You must have some serious repression is going on in your mind.

[Anonymous No.15266745]

>>15266737
I studied 7 hours today already

[Anonymous No.15266756]

>>15266278
why would you want to be intimate with death? Is there a wish to see more death and suffering around you?

[Anonymous No.15266770]

>>15266715
literally any retard can handle med school, assuming you are in the US, the average MD is a retard with an understanding of physiology that is extremely superficial, compartmentalized and typically behind contemporary knowledge by 2-3 decades
t. collaborates with physicians occasionally and has written sections of med school textbooks

[Anonymous No.15266776]

>>15266770
yeah, I'm dumb.

[Anonymous No.15266795]

>>15264817
lmao, there's not one person playing that game that's not toxic

[Anonymous No.15266805]

>>15266756
>why would you want to be intimate with death?
I don't really know. Just a sort of recurring fantasy.
>Is there a wish to see more death and suffering around you?
Not particularly.

[Anonymous No.15266811]

>>15265789
How is that a dark secret? Perhaps feeling guilty about such a thing could be. b2r

[Anonymous No.15266884]

>>15265828
delete instagram nigga

[Anonymous No.15266904]

>>15266232
How can you complain about meanness if you are a narcissist?

[Anonymous No.15266906]

>>15264546
Go be a disappointment to your parents somewhere else, you gay niggercuc k

[Anonymous No.15266930]

>>15263990
I just overreacted. I've never told anyone other then my priest and it built up in my head. I understand why you'd think of it as over dramatic.
>>15266127
If she's forgotten it or if she just never noticed I don't want it to weigh on her unnecessarily.

[Anonymous No.15266951]

>>15265393
Why would your heart be filled with malice unless you feel disparaged?

[Anonymous No.15267009]

>>15266884
if it wasn't instagram id just do it on facebook or vsco. I have started a rule where I can't take my phone places that I know are danger zones for my addiction, so no phone in the bathroom or my bedroom.

[Anonymous No.15267017]

>>15266689
I wouldn't give any advice confidently, but didn't you already answer your question?

[Anonymous No.15267050]

mad?

[Anonymous No.15267087]

>>15263195

You will feel happiness one day, I promise anon.

[Anonymous No.15267097]

>>15267009
Good job. I'll pray for you.

[Anonymous No.15267178]

>>15266805
Death is cold, distant, soulless and not present.
I don't understand how that could be translated to human motivation. Are you overwhelmed with warm attention or something even remotely comparable? I'm very curious about this.

[Anonymous No.15267213]

>>15266776
You read difficult books and enjoy them. I don't think intelligence is the main issue here.

[Anonymous No.15267227]

>>15267009
Do you even masturbate often or is this a shame related problem?

[Anonymous No.15267250]

>>15266930
Why would she be conspicuously angry at you then?

[Anonymous No.15267280]

>Anna Karenina

I can’t pee standing at a urinal in a public bathroom if someone else is also at a urinal or in a stall. If I’m by myself it’s fine, and if need to go badly enough I can do it if someone is in the stall but never if someone else is at the urinal. If someone is in there I must go into a stall and sit down in order to go. I however have no problem rockin out with my cock out in locker rooms and such so it’s not a size insecurity thing. I just get anxious thinking that it would be embarrassing if I go to the urinal then can’t go whereas there is no expectation of when pee is supposed to come out in a stall.

[Anonymous No.15267314]

>>15267097
Thanks anon.

>>15267227
At my worst I was fapping like four or five times a day. I'm definitely ashamed of it.

[Anonymous No.15267452]

>>15266101
It was the zit popping shit, that was just gross to hear.
>>15266278
I told my psychiatrist once, when I was really young, that I had dreams where I killed people, and that I felt anger and hate well up inside me. She just sorto brushed past it and said "as long as they remain dreams and you don't act on them, it's fine." Haven't told a soul since. I don't they'd even believe, because I try so hard to be the antithesis of those urges. That's why I try so hard to be kind and friendly and popular and whatever else. Like I'm trying to burying. I probably edgy but that is how I feel.
>>15266739
Sure it sounds entitled, but I have worked hard to manifest and craft this person and character that can move among people with a calm cadence, a person who would be called kind and trustworthy. I'm not repressed.

[Anonymous No.15267493]

>>15267314
I don't understand why you are ashamed of masturbating. If it doesn't interfere with other activities then how could it possibly be a problem? I've masturbated more than four times a day a couple of times and I don't feel bad about it. I don't see anything inherently disgusting in sexual desire and neither do I think that solo sex could somehow make me a lesser person. I'm not trying to discourage you, and you may have a real problem, but isn't needless self-denial in many ways more degenerate than self-serving pleasure seeking? I hope you can find a way to feel sexually fulfilled.

[Anonymous No.15267576]

>>15264405
>>15264546
Thank you for this high effort content