Books about guilt

[Anonymous No.14738333]

I got blackout drunk recently and stupidly slept with my best mate’s barely legal sister. The guilt of it is crushing me. Any recommendations with protagonists who’ve done similar/felt the same?
Pic kinda related

[Anonymous No.14738343]

>>14738333
Study tantric buddhism and non-dualism shivaism and stop feeling guilty about shit, there's nothing good nor bad. Be free

[Anonymous No.14738359]

>>14738333
that's fucking based

[Anonymous No.14738581]

>>14738333
I would kill you if i was your friend.Your a fucking cunt i would fucking rape and kill you you stupid cunt.Fucking cunt. Why would you potentially ruin your relationship with best friend for some pussy.Fucking weak pathetic cunt i would fucking kill you. Don't read a fucking book.Confess your actions to your friend, its the only way to assuage your guilt and its the least you owe him.

[Anonymous No.14738624]

>>14738333
I dont get how people get blackout drunk and manage to hookup with girls

[Anonymous No.14738636]

>>14738333
Cool humblebrag bro

[Anonymous No.14738796]

>>14738333
>best mate’s barely legal sister
she's legal so as long as it was consensual there's no problem
not your fault he's a brocuck

[Simon Magus !!B6w9tJAyfF8 No.14738804]

>>14738333
Stop feeling guilty, only way for it to be more based was if she was 14

[Anonymous No.14738806]

>>14738581

This but with less cursing

[Anonymous No.14738818]

I hope my daughterfus mom doesn't gaslight her into thinking I molested or was trying to molest her but it's probably already too late.

[Anonymous No.14738829]

>>14738818
>daughterfu
sounds like it isn't gaslighting, anon

[Anonymous No.14738845]

>>14738829
She's the one who started it. She asked if I had any kids she didn't believe me and then started pretending to be my daughter sometimes. it got in some weird situations where I would pick her up or something and she would laugh and yell daddy and then have to explain she didn't mean her actual dad when he came over to check on her.

Of course I knew her all her life and was close for about 5 years. Suddenly when she's 9 and on my lap it's some big deal and she's not allowed to talk to me or let me touch her anymore. All the more odd because her big sister was cuddly until she was like 11.

[Anonymous No.14738849]

>>14738581
his sister is going to fuck guys regardless, what does it matter

[Anonymous No.14738907]

>>14738845
>She's the one who started it.

[Anonymous No.14738910]

>>14738624
Or move. I just puke b4 blacking out.

[Anonymous No.14738933]

>>14738907
she also took me by the hand and insisted I play with her when she was little. It really helped my self esteem. I thought kids would be scared of me. She even played with my hair and said how nice it was. She's cute and I was hoping she could keep larping as my daughter so i could show her off to mog spinster girls who rejected me in highschool.

[Anonymous No.14738948]

>>14738933
>insisted I play with her
>I thought kids would be scared of me
>played with my hair
>She's cute
>hoping she could keep larping as my daughter

[Anonymous No.14738970]

OP sounds like a 40 year old groomer lmao

[cunt No.14738997]

>>14738333
Thus Spoke Zarathustra chapter 3 I think

[Anonymous No.14739002]

>>14738933
you are a living meme

[Anonymous No.14739003]

>>14738333

>slept with my best mate's barely legal sister

Based

>guilt

Cringe

It's none of his business. You wouldn't be doing him a favor by telling him

[Anonymous No.14739007]

>>14739002
which meme

[Anonymous No.14739010]

>>14738845
Damn

[Anonymous No.14739017]

Have you considered how mysognostic misogynistic it is to view an adult woman’s sexuality as property of her brothers?

If she’s an adult and there is consent it is literally none of his business

Unless of course you were grooming her for this

[Anonymous No.14739043]

>>14738818
>>14738845
>>14738933
you should write poetry about this and send it in to the Lit quarterly, see if you can get it published
vent your woes a bit

[Anonymous No.14739058]

>>14738333
She was his sister, not his wife/gf, and she was legal and consenting. You did literally nothing wrong.

[Anonymous No.14739067]

>>14738333
What is the legal age where you live?

>>14738818
>daughterfu
>She's the one who started it

Girls mom has good instincts

[Anonymous No.14739079]

>>14738818
>>14738845
>>14738933
both wholesome and erotic, very nice anon, I know how much of a confidence booster it is when you think kids would be scared of you and they turn out to like you
unless youre Nick Bates, in which case burn in hell asshole

[Anonymous No.14739102]

14 year olds with daddy issues are the ultimate test

[Anonymous No.14739112]

>>14739017

Holy based. What is this? Common sense on 4chan? I never thought I'd see the day.

[Anonymous No.14739117]

>>14739017
This.
If you're feeling guilty about pump&dumping consenting women then you're a mysogynist.

[Anonymous No.14739122]

>>14739102
The age when girls start to resent their fathers authority is the age when they are to be married off to another man to play the father role. This exchange, and the girls lack of awareness of its purpose, is the great bamboozlement of the female species which leads to their eternal happiness and submission without any oppressive coercion. They are granted the illusion that prince charming has come to steal her away from her father, and she has by her own will allowed herself to be captured.

[Anonymous No.14739140]

>>14739122

Boys go through the exact same thing. What is its function there?

[Anonymous No.14739173]

>>14739140
>Boys go through the exact same thing
No they don't. Boys rebel against parental authority all the same but they don't resent their parents. The masculine is the dominant energy anyway, they are supposed to be in charge. When women aren't submitting they are unhappy caricatures of men, this is why they are given over to another man from the father who they are bamboozled into submitting to and thinking this is independence.

[Anonymous No.14739213]

is this the cunny thread?

[Anonymous No.14739275]

>>14739213
No, the girl OP fucked is an adult female

[Anonymous No.14739304]

>>14739275
any good cunny thread has a discrete yet signaling OP, that way the mods never grow the wiser

[Anonymous No.14739308]

>>14739213
what's that squiggly in her eye?

[Anonymous No.14739321]

>>14739304
B-but he said he was just relating it to his current situation, you aren't telling me... this thread was made as some sort of code?
Do I need to abandon ship now before it's too late?

[Anonymous No.14739327]

>>14739321
oh come on, anon, you didnt actually believe OP did you?
stick around, its about to get good

[Anonymous No.14739331]

>>14739122
>the age when girls start to resent their fathers authority is the age when they are to be married off to another man to play the father role

yikes

[Anonymous No.14739357]

>>14739327
Curse my foolish naivety, I can't believe I couldn't see through this trick

[Anonymous No.14739363]

>>14738333
Tell your friend his sister shouldn't be such a slut. You let a worthless cum dumpster do her job, no harm done.

It's not like you raped a virgin. Now that would be worth killing you over.

[Anonymous No.14739384]

>>14738933
So is it sexual for you at all, or do you just like pretending to have a daughter?

[Anonymous No.14739401]

>>14739384
When i'm actually with her, a sexual thought has never entered my mind. I can larp afterwards about imaging marrying her when she grows up, but as she is now I absolutely just want her to be my little girl. I even played with the idea of setting her up with my handsome boy cousin around her age (not mutually related)

[Anonymous No.14739403]

>>14739401
how exactly are you and the girl related?

[Anonymous No.14739415]

>>14739403
she's my second or third cousin, i'm not sure exactly. I see her at all family get togethers because my dads brother married her moms sister, and my moms brother married her dads sister (who is my fathers first cousin)

[Anonymous No.14739417]

>>14739415
how old was she when you started spending time with her? how old is she now?

[Anonymous No.14739424]

>>14738624
no matter how much i drink i don't black out and i can still function pretty well. for years i thought people were just fucking with me when they talked about blacking out or other strong effects of alcohol.

[Anonymous No.14739435]

>>14739003
>It's none of his business

[Anonymous No.14739446]

>>14739435
She is her own person, not a posession of the brother
If she consented then nothing wrong occurred

[Anonymous No.14739448]

>>14739417
She's 10 now, I would have been about 17 or so and she would have been 4. I knew her older sister for around two years prior. There was a particular moment when she grabbed me by the hand and made me play with her when she was 5 or 6 that I consider the start of actually bonding with her. Before then I remember seeing her as a baby and maybe playing with them when they were toddlers but I never really thought about them after.

Her moms pedo hysteria was all very sudden. I'm also certain she hasn't told anyone else (including the dad) of her assumptions. At first she would play it off like a joke and say "my mom doesn't like me talking to you" like her mom was being silly, but recently she seems really exhausted and I think she got in a lot of trouble for fraternizing with me.

[Anonymous No.14739451]

>>14739017
>>14739112
>>14739117
>just let your female relatives fuck up and don't care at all, even if it's your friend hurting her
holy fucking cringe. post tits, roasties.

[Anonymous No.14739457]

>>14739448
are you sure it was sudden? nothing caused it? be honest

[Anonymous No.14739467]

>>14739446
>If she consented then nothing wrong occurred
fucking bugman

[Anonymous No.14739478]

>>14739457
One day she just say her on my lap and very seriously told her to get off. I honestly assumed she thought she was being rude and climbing up on me without my permission or something. Her older daughter was with us and she told her to tell her if she was on my lap again.

I honestly have no idea why. She's seen her on my lap before like the year before then, hell i'm pretty sure she saw the older one jump up on me when she was like fucking 11.

[Anonymous No.14739492]

>>14739478
how do you not get a boner? legitimate question

[Anonymous No.14739509]

>>14739492
Honestly? First time they touched me I got a semi which freaked me out but that was because I had literally been starved for human contact and was still not finished puberty. After that it just never happens because you don't see them as sexual at all in the moment. It really is like cuddling/playing with a puppy or kitten but with much more emotional depth.

[Anonymous No.14739543]

>>14739327
I dunno, looks like all that's happening is some creepy dude talking about gross 3dpd
Doesn't seem like OP was a dogwhistle

[Anonymous No.14739544]

>>14738333
imagine being human scum
also, check'd

[Anonymous No.14739554]

>>14739509
yeah, i guess i dont get boners when my puppy sits on my lap
that sounds nice anon, i wish i had a daughterfu
>>14739543
oh come on, his story doesnt even add up: how does he know he fucked her if he was blacked out?

[Anonymous No.14739561]

>>14739554
Probably woke up next to her, or she told him
This all begs the question though: was she sober?
If so, does this mean that he was the one that got taken advantage of?

[Anonymous No.14739562]

>>14739554
>how does he know he fucked her if he was blacked out?
they may have woken up together or she said something to him later.

[Anonymous No.14739570]

>>14739561
gay female thinking.
you are still culpable for your actions when drunk as you decided to drink irresponsibly.

[Anonymous No.14739571]

>>14739213
>>14739327
>>14739554
Why do you guys have these saved on your computers? You guys bitch about normies shitting this board up but I don’t see anyone saying anything about these pictures. You all need help.

[Anonymous No.14739581]

>>14739571
degenerate fucks ruin every single fucking board here. it's fucking retarded really. kill yourselves pedo fucks.

[Anonymous No.14739591]

>>14739570
No, it sounds like OP was vulnerable and this 18 year old thot took it as an opportunity to have her way with him
If anything, OP should tell the brother and be mad at him for not protecting OP from the bitch in heat sister of his

[Anonymous No.14739596]

>>14739581
'degenerate fucks' were the original makeup of this site.

[Anonymous No.14739639]

>>14739571
those are all me, i dont remember the exact reasons for saving all of my images, anon, really
>>14739581
reddit's down the hall, first door on the left

[Anonymous No.14739644]

>>14739571
>says the man that has three terobytes of gay furry porn saved in his desktop shamelessly

[Anonymous No.14739660]

>>14739644
>terobytes

[Anonymous No.14739673]

>>14739596
I’d hardly put weaboos and pedophiles in the same category. One’s cringey, but the other is the most degenerate thing a person could possibly be.

[Anonymous No.14739682]

>>14739673
You don't know about the loli board, do you?

[Anonymous No.14739690]

>>14739673
>"cringey"
down the hall, big sign, cant miss it

[Anonymous No.14739693]

>>14739644
You must be projecting, friend.

[Anonymous No.14739696]

>>14739693
I am in no fap fren I was making a baseless assumption in order to shame you out of your shitty opinions

[Anonymous No.14739702]

>>14739673
your use of the word degenerate makes me think you come from /pol/ maybe 5 years back. This site used to be an absolute fucking shitshow

[Anonymous No.14739708]

>>14738333
I don't have any sisters or brothers, can someone explain why it is offensive that your friend fucked your sister?

Do you have like a paternal-ish relationship to your sister or something?

[Anonymous No.14739711]

>>14739682
Being obsessed with anime and jerking it to Japanese illustrations of underaged girls are two completely different things.
>>14739690
Lmao you can’t be serious?

[Anonymous No.14739727]

>>14739711
Only poser weebs don't fall into the latter.

[Anonymous No.14739737]

>Me watching other anon's lifes

[Anonymous No.14739741]

>>14739696
It’s a shitty opinion to not liken weaboos to pedophiles...? You’re fuckin crazy. Why do I even bother? You don’t need convincing you need medication and straight jacket.

[Anonymous No.14739746]

>>14739571
go back

[Anonymous No.14739753]

>>14739741
>why do i even bother
Do you come from a youtube comment section or something? Holy shit

[Anonymous No.14739754]

>>14739304
>the dead eyes on the bottom right panel

[Anonymous No.14739758]

>>14739727
Do you honestly think you’re being funny? Do you sit around with friends and coworkers and joke about sympathizing with pedophiles?

[Anonymous No.14739761]

>>14739758
Do you sit around all day acting like a moral fag in a mongolian basket weaving literature board?

[Anonymous No.14739767]

>>14739448
you should get away from this situation while you still can. Hell hath no fury like a vexed parent

[Anonymous No.14739775]

>>14739761
I understand that pretty much everything that’s said on this website should be taken with a grain of salt, but where do you draw the line? Seriously. The dude posted sexually suggestive pictures of animated little girls. I know I’m being trolled rn but goddamn you guys are fucked in the head.

[Anonymous No.14739781]

>>14739775
The line is drawn nowhere. Drawings are drawings, faggot.

[Anonymous No.14739787]

>>14739758
>Do you sit around with friends and coworkers and joke about sympathizing with pedophiles?
Yes, this is exactly what I do. You've been bamboozled by me and the gang :)

[Anonymous No.14739793]

>>14739758
You've never really had a real friend, who you can trust and understand, if you can't talk to them about how cute and funny little girls are.

[Anonymous No.14739809]

>>14739775
how about you rope

[Anonymous No.14739830]

>>14739781
Kys, you pedo fuck. Whoever has those pics saved on their computer should be in jail.

[Anonymous No.14739844]

>>14739830
>we should imprison people for possession of fiction
Nice idea, Socrates

[Anonymous No.14739848]

tfw dating a qt 16 year old and 12 years older than her

[Anonymous No.14740880]

>>14739017
This. You did nothing wrong, unless you forgot to mention that you raped her or didn't use a condom, and your guilt is senseless. It's none of your friend's business and would be idiotic to tell him, as it would damage your friendship and his family (assuming they're all as irrational as you).

[Anonymous No.14741280]

>>14739554
>dead
ah shit did they get me?

[Anonymous No.14741286]

>>14741280
based mods
i knew i shouldnt have posted it

[Anonymous No.14741349]

>>14739830
>Whoever has those pics saved on their computer
thats me. is this your first day on this website? do you think that everyone you dont like should be in jail? what are some other things you think should be a crime?

[Anonymous No.14741762]

>>14738343
kys, you dumb nihilistic nondual piece of shit. Good and evil is absolute, and we share nothing in common in deeper levels of reality. You are one with PURE SHIT whereas I am one with the light.

[Anonymous No.14741819]

>>14738845
Pure pedo cope. 11 and 9 year olds do not have an adult concept of sexuality. You project onto them

[Anonymous No.14741834]

>>14738333
You do know that you have to marry her now, right?

[Anonymous No.14741848]

>>14741819
who said anything about sexuality?

[Anonymous No.14741873]

>>14741848
Your insecure, projecting posts just ooze it. You can put up this innocent guise but it’s transparent to any non autist. What you are doing is predatory and their mother was right to cut you off, you should be grateful she didn’t tell lots of people. You know this really- the guise of ignorance doesn’t work if you aren’t very self aware

[Anonymous No.14741913]

>>14738624
Yeah for me it has always been embarrassing. If they do wanted to sleep with me, It would be embarrassing. Because of the intense drunkenness and obviously my natural inability. Of course now I just loudly (and probably less eloquently that I think) babble about Deng Xiaoping's 1980s reforms, my stupid undergraduates, and I collapse, so there's no risk it will happen again. Its nice to grow old

[Anonymous No.14742043]

>>14739213
No it is the ass thread

[Anonymous No.14742098]

>>14738333
>consenting adults had fun
>stresses out over it
Nigga what? Unless that "barely legal" is code word for her being a kid.

[Anonymous No.14742120]

>>14739321
oh no no no I've only scrolled this far and the post 13 hours old!

[Anonymous No.14742144]

>>14741873
Based

[Anonymous No.14742212]

>>14741873
>you should be grateful she didn’t tell lots of people
only part of the post i agree with
you really dodged a hot one, OP

[Anonymous No.14742220]

>>14741873
you watch too much porn

[Anonymous No.14742230]

>>14741873
>can't even tell who a samefag is

[Anonymous No.14742236]

>>14741819
>11 and 9 year olds do not have an adult concept of sexuality. You project onto them
Read the thread.

[Anonymous No.14742252]

>>14741819
>11 and 9 year olds do not have an adult concept of sexuality.
Why are they so fucking hot to some people then?

[Anonymous No.14742269]

>>14742220
Not really. I’ve just dealt with people like that IRL in my job. 90% of the time they set themselves up as this ignorant victim who was just enjoying childish innocence, they literally all talk in the same way. Make note of the post when he tries to blame an 11 year old for what happened as well, nonces are obsessed with this idea that children aren’t *really* innocent and secretly come onto them- the adult is blameless and the child is the actual predator. There is no doubt in my mind that poster was acting inappropriately (he’s posted this story before and uses words like loli to describe kids unironically, the whole exercise is therapeutic for these people) and concerned the parent. But nah, parents are evil moralising nazis and children are trying to force you into uncomfortable sexual situations. Sure

[Anonymous No.14742277]

>>14742252
I can find a cartoon hot, does a cartoon have a concept of sexuality? You can project ideas onto things that don’t reciprocate them you absolute brainlet. It’s like when cat owners think their pet is proud and aloof when really they’re just dumb and have no concept of those things

[Anonymous No.14742313]

>>14742269
whats your job?

[Anonymous No.14742355]

>>14742313
I’m a public sector counsellor