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[Anonymous No.14561704]

>cum
>feel complete disgusted by gf presence and organic lifeforms for 15 seconds
>want to cum again
Any books that will help me understand this feeling

[Anonymous No.14561716]

>>14561704
no need for a book. how bout letting me fuck your ass and I'll cure you right quick

[Anonymous No.14561719]

>>14561704
COOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOM

[Anonymous No.14561722]

>>14561704
just dont cum bro. reality is fucked and any sensory truth should be actively rejected

[Anonymous No.14561731]

>>14561704
That's because cooooming is the action that all lifeforms are naturally directed to perform. And without doing it with the intention of creating new lifeforms you feel like the whole thing is just a waste. That's why sometimes men feel depressed after coooming. As if "Well, this is it? The most pleasurable thing in life is just 5 seconds of cooooming?" That's why you have to do it with the knowing intention you are creating something bigger than yourself from it.

[Anonymous No.14561777]

>>14561704
Just read Schopenhauer, it will explain everything.

[Brap No.14561821]

>>14561704
It's because the sexual instinct is reducing your disgust instintict in order to allow you to breed. When you discharge your sexual tension goes away and disgust becomes your main emotion.

[Anonymous No.14561841]

>>14561704
Lady Chatterley's Lover. A fictional novel, sure, but it nonetheless explores the psychology of this sensation alongside other sex-related emotions.

[Anonymous No.14561859]

>>14561704
http://antisex.info/en/contin.htm

[Anonymous No.14561897]

>>14561859
i ain't clicking that shiet mothefucker

[Anonymous No.14561904]

>>14561704
Men have a natural cool down period. That is what you were experiencing. Should have stayed awake in health class.

[Anonymous No.14561908]

>>14561897
Why not?

[Anonymous No.14561917]

>>14561731
Posts like this one are what make me come here everyday.

[Anonymous No.14561923]

>>14561908
it sounds very suspicious
>http
instead of https

[Anonymous No.14562085]

cringe
the best part about cooming is the soothing peace of mind right afterwards

[Anonymous No.14562246]

>>14561704
Literally a part of male sex chemistry. If you had any guy friends to talk to, you'd know we all do it

[Eris !!L/ZXSJdFH9p No.14562284]

>>14561704
Do you also feel an urge after cooming to strangle all the life out of your gf? Because let me tell you that's also very natural

[Anonymous No.14562290]

>>14561923
all http means is that somebody with access to your router traffic can see everything you're doing on that website. even if it was https they would still be able to see that you went to that website since server names arent encrypted

[Anonymous No.14562293]

>>14561777
Trips of truth

[Anonymous No.14562372]

>>14561704
When you're horny the woman has authority over your because you are slave to your desires. After you cum other things take over that spot, making you again see the woman as an obstacle to your other non-sexual desires.
Read Fred

[Anonymous No.14562393]

>fuck girlfriend
>go buy some food with her immediately afterward
>less than 5 minutes since i fucked her, we're standing in trader joe's aisle buying something
>she's being her normal self
>suddenly i'm completely disgusted by her in a way i've never been before
>disgusted by myself too, for ever being associated with her
>feel like i've been duped all this time into associating with this person and i should be deeply deeply embarrassed
>can't explain it perfectly but it feels if i got caught hanging out (nonsexually) with 12 year olds, everybody would be like "dude wtf you're a grown man why are you playing kid games with little kids, that's just not right"
>she's babbling about some food she wants to buy
>starts leaning off my arm in this girly "floppy" way
>realize i'd never do this floppy shit she's doing, it's undignified
>realize how childish she is, even her basic body language
>everything about her is childish
>she says something in a playfully sulky/emotionally laden tone of voice
>realize as i'm listening to it, that is perfectly normal for a woman to do, that's part of a normal woman's normal repertoire of speech mannerisms, my girlfriend is not some unusually immature person, yet i still feel completely disgusted by it
>see her as a dumb, boring, idiot child
>realize how different we are
>realize i'm this "person," i have all these life goals and ongoing developments in my personal life and deep in my psyche, but she's this permanently childlike thing, life is somehow different for her, she's content having the mind and soul of a 13 year old, just "having fun" forever, going from one mild pleasure or convenience to the next
>she's still babbling
>realize how low my standards are for her, realize she doesn't compare to any of my male friends in terms of intellect or interesting things to say
>even in the hobbies we share, she's just "ok" at them, no passion
>realize that i don't consciously or intentionally lower my standards, i just automatically don't mind that she's dull and embarrassingly childish compared to a man, i automatically raise her grade to a passing one, simply because she's a woman
>see myself and her together, like i'm floating outside my body
>see myself standing there in a public place, a man, supposedly dignified and adult, but with this childlike retard dancing around in undignified childish emotional silly frivolous ways that aren't befitting either a man or an adult
>realize how embarrassing it is that i tolerate it
>realize how silly i look with her acting silly around me
>realize how silly i look being taken in by her silliness, like a grown man being induced to play with a child instead of remaining a dignified aloofness from it
>dissociate
>decide to break up with her
>get distracted at checkout line
>walking out together 3 minutes later
>think about my epiphany again
>can't see it anymore, can't hold onto it
>think of my girlfriend's pussy and anus again
>want to fuck her again
>tfw still dating her

[Anonymous No.14562400]

>>14561859
>>14561897
>>14561908
It's the book,
>Science Discovers the Physiological Value of Continence
It's exactly what OP is looking for.

[Anonymous No.14562412]

>>14562393
>2020 and he still hasnt taken the trannypill

[Anonymous No.14562435]

>>14562393
>tfw still dating her
As the just have frequent temptations to sin, but yield not to them, because their will abhors sin, so sinners feel certain impulses to virtue; but these are not sufficient to produce a true conversion. - St. Alphonsus

[Anonymous No.14562450]

>>14562393
“And that which fell among the thorns are they who have heard, and, going their way, are choked with the cares and riches of this life, and yield no fruit.” LUKE viii. 14.

Imagine throwing everything away for beastly pleasure at the level of an animal.

[Anonymous No.14562476]

>>14561731
based

[Anonymous No.14562480]

>>14561704
It's just post-nut clarity

[Anonymous No.14562496]

>>14562393
What the fuck is wrong with all of you? Casual sex has really fucked you all up. I've only fucked girls I was deeply attracted to at the time. After cumming is literally the best part of sex.

>so much oxytocin swimming in your head and hers
>both of you just cuddling each other in silence because it is hard to even articulate when cum drunk and even more pointless than difficult
>your breathing and hers slowly returning to normal
>burying your face into her and inhaling her scent >an interval of serenity and satisfaction,
>a pair of cats napping in a sun beam

There's no other time I feel closer. The separation thoughts come when apart, not together.

[Anonymous No.14562518]

>>14562496
>There's no other time I feel closer. The separation thoughts come when apart, not together.
anon i have never experienced this and never will. i envy you.

[Anonymous No.14562532]

>>14561704
When you ejaculate you can subconsciously feel the devil's presence.

[Anonymous No.14562557]

>>14562393
You don't realize how much you need her. Or rather, when you cum you're free to pretend like you don't need her.

[Anonymous No.14562796]

I don't associate with women at all and my sexuality is so repressed and abstract that I'm not attracted to anyone
I have ascended beyond coomers.

[Anonymous No.14563212]

>>14562393
>>go buy some food with her immediately afterward
>>less than 5 minutes since i fucked her, we're standing in trader joe's aisle buying something
>>she's being her normal self
>>suddenly i'm completely disgusted by her in a way i've never been before
>>disgusted by myself too, for ever being associated with her
>>feel like i've been duped all this time into associating with this person and i should be deeply deeply embarrassed
>>can't explain it perfectly but it feels if i got caught hanging out (nonsexually) with 12 year olds, everybody would be like "dude wtf you're a grown man why are you playing kid games with little kids, that's just not right"
>>she's babbling about some food she wants to buy
>>starts leaning off my arm in this girly "floppy" way
>>realize i'd never do this floppy shit she's doing, it's undignified
>>realize how childish she is, even her basic body language
>>everything about her is childish
>>she says something in a playfully sulky/emotionally laden tone of voice
>>realize as i'm listening to it, that is perfectly normal for a woman to do, that's part of a normal woman's normal repertoire of speech mannerisms, my girlfriend is not some unusually immature person, yet i still feel completely disgusted by it
>>see her as a dumb, boring, idiot child
>>realize how different we are
>>realize i'm this "person," i have all these life goals and ongoing developments in my personal life and deep in my psyche, but she's this permanently childlike thing, life is somehow different for her, she's content having the mind and soul of a 13 year old, just "having fun" forever, going from one mild pleasure or convenience to the next
>>she's still babbling
>>realize how low my standards are for her, realize she doesn't compare to any of my male friends in terms of intellect or interesting things to say
>>even in the hobbies we share, she's just "ok" at them, no passion
>>realize that i don't consciously or intentionally lower my standards, i just automatically don't mind that she's dull and embarrassingly childish compared to a man, i automatically raise her grade to a passing one, simply because she's a woman
>>see myself and her together, like i'm floating outside my body
>>see myself standing there in a public place, a man, supposedly dignified and adult, but with this childlike retard dancing around in undignified childish emotional silly frivolous ways that aren't befitting either a man or an adult
>>realize how embarrassing it is that i tolerate it
>>realize how silly i look with her acting silly around me
>>realize how silly i look being taken in by her silliness, like a grown man being induced to play with a child instead of remaining a dignified aloofness from it
How do you cope with being the male version of this if you're 22 and it feels like its permanent?

[Anonymous No.14563226]

>>14562372
>After you cum other things take over that spot, making you again see the woman as an obstacle to your other non-sexual desires.
What if you get extremely intense romantic obsessions which persist in your dreams and are barely sexual and take up all of your thoughts and make you hate yourself?

[Anonymous No.14563244]

>>14563226
>What if you get extremely intense romantic obsessions which persist in your dreams and are barely sexual and take up all of your thoughts and make you hate yourself?
i do this but i don't personally know the females i obssess over. 3d waifuism.

[Anonymous No.14563259]

>>14562393
take an SSRI. You'll lose your libido. you will be free. but be warned, for some people it can be permanent sexual disfunction.

[Anonymous No.14563268]

>>14561923
i fucking hate zoomers

[Anonymous No.14563272]

>>14562393
So you only like her when you have to nut? You should break up with her, both for her sake and your own. You'll both be happier for it

[Anonymous No.14563278]

>>14561704
If you were in the wilderness, or actively satisfying your power process in a free place, you would not have this. in fact, your compulsion to pleasure-seeking would be non-existent. you would feel in harmony and at peace with yourself.

unironically if you are in a self-sufficient or survival environment, you will not think of your gf as a pleasure object. she will represent much more: survival, life, future, and love.

you've been corrupted by living in the techno-industrial system

[Anonymous No.14563282]

>"feel complete disgusted"
alright this is something i can relate to
>"by gf"
REEEEEEEEEEEE
GET OUT OF MY MOGORIAN CANDLE WAX CRAFT BOARD

[Anonymous No.14563290]

>>14562393
this guy sounds like a loser what the fuck is this pasta?

[Anonymous No.14563295]

>>14563290
omg i know i bet he isn't popular at all :/ i hate 4channers!!!!

[Anonymous No.14563301]

>>14561704
i remember ada having a scene like this

[Anonymous No.14563413]

>>14562393

[Anonymous No.14563475]

Welp I'm afraid of ever getting a boyfriend now ;-;

[Anonymous No.14563478]

>>14561923
>it sounds very suspicious
>>http
>instead of https
Reminder that you're posting on HTTP://4channel.org/ and every single thing is being recorded by multiple government agencies and nefarious third parties

[Anonymous No.14563548]

>>14562393
Wtf men are evil

[Anonymous No.14563640]

I just wanna have sex once and be free from this nagging demon and be free to deal with other shit in my life.

[eris !!L/ZXSJdFH9p No.14563649]

>>14563475
Well why go through all that HRT then?

[Anonymous No.14563653]

>>14563548
That isn't evil at all its just maturity and self awareness

[Anonymous No.14563654]

Really no one's replied with this yet? Guys...come on

[Anonymous No.14563655]

>>14563649
lol

[Anonymous No.14563666]

>>14563655
Don't lol at trips. also that post was probably by a gay guy, not a trans woman

[Anonymous No.14563694]

>>14563653
>That isn't evil at all its just maturity and self awareness
screenshot that post and this one and then come back to it in 10 years

[Anonymous No.14563697]

>>14563666
nah I was being sarcastic. Also I'm a girl (female) since forever

[Anonymous No.14563706]

>>14561704
You are your desires

[Anonymous No.14563720]

>>14562412
Twisted

[Anonymous No.14563725]

>>14563694
Could you explain please I want to know

[Anonymous No.14563726]

>>14562393
The fact that you feel intense shame at the idea of acting like you're 12 every now and again should tell you how much of a coward you really are. "Dignity" is something humanity possesses only under very particular and fleeting circumstances; Shakespeare and Caesar's lives consisted, we must assume, mostly of indignity, just like anyone else's. Meanwhile you're whining about an adolescent's "epiphany" on an imageboard; what claim to dignity could you possibly have? Wisen the fuck up and stop treating people like objects.

[Anonymous No.14563729]

>>14563706
He is the beast he worships

[Anonymous No.14563731]

>>14563697
Ah haha, that's cool lol. What's your Discord tag? I bet it's something cool aha,,

[Anonymous No.14563818]

1>body gets aroused
>reward body by cooming
>body learns its good to get aroused
>return to 1 or get fed up and go to 2
2>ignore arousal
>no fap gets easier for a while
>extreme arousal and sensitivity, the wind feels like pussy
>coom
>go back to 1

This is the cycle Im trapped in. How do I sublimate the libido?

[Anonymous No.14563861]

>>14563818
>how do I sublimate
you don’t it just happens or it doesn’t