But why?

[ILLMAYNE !!bNXV48ly9Qv No.14200978]

Okay, lets do it this way then.

I won't post the reddit link anymore. I'd like to hear a valid explanation why were my threads removed and why did I get "banned". You can't ban anyone from using the internet. This is the ultimate free speech.

To the mod who keeps deleting my thread and banning me;

You are acting like the big corporation guys, superior to others. By deleting my posts you deny others from gaining access to the information I'm trying to provide for all of you. For free.

Stop doing things solely because you get something off it. Think of others, before you think of yourself. That way you will find happiness.

This has gone as off-topic as it can get now, so are you happy mr modman?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2eaIxuJxxm8&feature=emb_title

[« Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ » !mxvabIoSIE No.14200995]

I can't recall what the original thread was, but this IS off topic and you know they're going to flag it as such. :|

>Pic
I hate that look.

[Anonymous No.14200999]

>>14200978
>I won't post the reddit link anymore.
>I'd like to hear a valid explanation why were my threads removed

[Anonymous No.14201005]

>>14200995
How do you look butterfly?

[Anonymous No.14201012]

>>14200978
Stop posting dumb thots on this board

[Anonymous No.14201017]

mods

[ILLMAYNE !!bNXV48ly9Qv No.14201023]

>>14200995
It was nothing major, just some nonsense. And that look, oh shizzzzz.

>>14200999
So I can’t post links of other sites here? Is 4chan somehow superior over others?
Seems like you people hate the people of Reddit. I’m people of both so that sucks.

[Anonymous No.14201028]

>>14200995
>>14201005
He's a hideous tranny abomination

[ILLMAYNE !!bNXV48ly9Qv No.14201029]

>>14201012
Dumb thots? You know the level of their intelligence just by looking at a picture? Maybe I post a pic of myself so you can tell me which I am.
You’d probably sell your mom to get her.

[Anonymous No.14201034]

>>14201029
>"youd probably sell your mom to get her"
>well, he got me there
its okay, my mom's a cunt anyway

[« Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ » !mxvabIoSIE No.14201039]

>>14201005
I'm looking nice, thank you. How are you?

>>14201023
Well, try to stay on topic after this next ban/warning

[Anonymous No.14201040]

>>14200978
>I'm trying to provide for all of you
you need to tone down the self-importance here

[Anonymous No.14201042]

>>14201029
>Maybe I post a pic of myself so you can tell me which I am.
Don't need to. I know your a fucktard from this post.

[ILLMAYNE !!bNXV48ly9Qv No.14201043]

>>14201028
What’s wrong about trannies? Are you a phobic?

You probably would like to suck her dick. But you deny it from yourself. So your mind turns it into a phobia.

Poor you. Do what you wanna do bro

[Anonymous No.14201047]

>>14201039
Post bussy

[ILLMAYNE !!bNXV48ly9Qv No.14201051]

>>14201040
How is this about self-importance? I inow something you don’t, and I’m trying to tell that to you. I could keep my mouth shut and use it to gain power and wealth. But I don’t. ’Cause I don’t give a fuck. That’s why.

[Anonymous No.14201053]

>>14201039
>I'm looking nice, thank you. How are you?
Fine. About to get kicked out of my house and my writing is shit though. Also not looking forward to Thanksgiving. How's your life?

[Anonymous No.14201055]

>>14201043
I'm bi and I shit on trannies. Bunch of mutilated freaks, and Butterdyke is also sub-80 IQ too, based on it's average posts

[Anonymous No.14201062]

>>14201051
Shut the fuck up and leave you retard.

[ILLMAYNE !!bNXV48ly9Qv No.14201065]

>>14201055
So you like to get rammed by another smelly and sweaty dude, but not a beautiful girl with a little secret? Pathetic.

Trannyism is in the genes. In the DNA. It was meant to be.

[Anonymous No.14201069]

>>14200978
it's getting deleted cause it's poopoo autist masturbatory shit

[ILLMAYNE !!bNXV48ly9Qv No.14201073]

>>14201062
Why don’t you leave? I’m sure you can somehow hide this thread from appearing. Why don’t you do that.

Calling me a retard and you can’t even comprehend your own existence. Fool.

[ILLMAYNE !!bNXV48ly9Qv No.14201076]

>>14201069
And this is because? Provide me

[Anonymous No.14201077]

>>14201065
I'm always the dominant partner you freakish aberration, you do NOT look like that cat eared purple haired ching chong cartoon and you never will, you will kill yourself when you turn 30

[Anonymous No.14201080]

seeing how this thread is gonna get delet soon
>hello anons, whats your favorite Oasis song, and why is it Slide Away?

[ILLMAYNE !!bNXV48ly9Qv No.14201087]

>>14201077
Oh so now I’m the freakish aberration? Maybe you’re more than right here. Twisted is even better than freakish.

How do you know I’m going to kill myself when I turn 30?

How do you know I’m not 43?

[« Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ » !mxvabIoSIE No.14201093]

>>14201043
I'm not a tranny

>>14201055
You're a sub 50

>>14201053
Difficult, but having a better year than you it seems. Pull yourself up out of it somehow.

[Anonymous No.14201094]

>>14201029
sell my mom for a random whore? That doesn't even make sense, why are you here?

[ILLMAYNE !!bNXV48ly9Qv No.14201098]

>>14201080
Wonderwall!

>>14201077
>I'm always the dominant partner
Seems like you wish to be superior. Cool.
Why the fuck do you want to fuck other guys in the ass? That's nasty shit bro. Did you know there's bacteria in the anus that it's harmful for your tweenieweenie?

[Anonymous No.14201099]

>>14201087
I don't care, you're just not natural and positively retarded. Just so you know, no one loves you and no one will. Ever.

[Anonymous No.14201103]

>>14201093
>Difficult, but having a better year than you it seems. Pull yourself up out of it somehow.
I'll be fine, but thanks. Best of luck to you too, butters.

[Anonymous No.14201105]

Why are tripfags always the worst posters? This is just bad.

[ILLMAYNE !!bNXV48ly9Qv No.14201115]

>>14201094
Whores sell their bodies for money. She doesn’t. Your statement is incorrect.

>>14201099
I’m not natural, you got me there boo.

>Just so you know, no one loves you and no one will. Ever

Seems like you need some serious loving and more friendships poor soul.

[ILLMAYNE !!bNXV48ly9Qv No.14201121]

>>14201105
My original post had content but it was deleted because of that content. Now you can't get access to it, sadly.

[Anonymous No.14201126]

>>14201098
>"Wonderwall"
do us all a favor and Firing Squad x5

[sageman No.14201130]

>>14201093
>>14201098
>>14201115
Get it through your tiny brains: YOU.ARE.NOT.WOMEN. YOU.WILL.NEVER.BE.WOMEN. YOU ARE FREAKS. WITH. MUTILATED. BODIES.

[ILLMAYNE !!bNXV48ly9Qv No.14201132]

>>14201105
Also, I originally didn't use tripcode but since some kids started impersonating me, I had to. I'm sorry I hurt your feelings brother

[ILLMAYNE !!bNXV48ly9Qv No.14201144]

>>14201130
I'm a man, what the fuck are you talking about? When did I claim I was a tranny? Never. I'm as man as it can physically get. Spiritually it's another thing.

I'm the anti-tranny, a man's body, a woman's mind. But I don't want a body of a woman. And I'm not physically homosexual, spiritually yesssss. If you know what I mean.

[Anonymous No.14201145]

>>14200978
>why were my threads removed and why did I get "banned"
Because you're a fucking retard. Die in your sleep.

[Anonymous No.14201148]

>>14200978
i pray the mods ban you again

[Anonymous No.14201153]

>>14201144
You're mentally ill, check into a mental hospital or an hero. End of story.

[« Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ » !mxvabIoSIE No.14201157]

>>14201121
>Now you can't get access to it, sadly.
Of course you can

>>/lit/thread/14200822

[ILLMAYNE !!bNXV48ly9Qv No.14201161]

>>14201145
>>14201148

Where is this sadness coming from? Are you really that unhappy? You have to wish the death of another person for posting something on the internet. Fool.

Do you know where you go during your dreams? I do know. There we shall meet. Sleep well boo.

[ILLMAYNE !!bNXV48ly9Qv No.14201166]

>>14201157
Thank you my love <3 you da best

>>14201153
You will get mentally ill when you realize I’m not fucking around

[Anonymous No.14201169]

>>14201161
lmao wtf

[ILLMAYNE !!bNXV48ly9Qv No.14201181]

>>14201169
That’s something you have to ask yourself my dude

[ILLMAYNE !!bNXV48ly9Qv No.14201185]

>>14201153
https://youtu.be/RN1Xf-AiA8s

[Anonymous No.14201239]

All of this just to post some pictures of a bimbo?

[a_poor_sinner !!eiHxl4pZe1i No.14201241]

>>14200978
>You can't ban anyone from using the internet.
Kevin Mitnick. Iran. China.

gb2reddit

[Anonymous No.14201245]

>>14201144
>A man's body and a woman's mind
>Woman's mind
Everything makes sense now.

[Anonymous No.14201246]

>>14201080
Rockin' Chair

[Anonymous No.14201256]

>>14201076
renounce. quit masturbating.

[Anonymous No.14201263]

>>14201051
>I inow something you don’t,
No you don't.
And yes most people can gauge a woman's intelligence from a photo.

[Anonymous No.14201266]

There's someone at my gym that looks exactly like this thot and we go at the same time
She seems friendly but my disgust and self loathing stops me from talking to her because I don't want to see it on her face
The image would be too much for my memory to bear for months
Even worse if she did the scared smile and continued the conversation out of pity while looking nervously sideways for an escape
Being ugly and self aware is truly the demiurges favorite trope

[ILLMAYNE !!bNXV48ly9Qv No.14201289]

>>14201239
It was originally for the reddit link, which mods won't let me keep in here. Check the warosu link my beautiful friend provided us.

>>14201245
I hope you're not joking brother. I know you're not.

[ILLMAYNE !!bNXV48ly9Qv No.14201303]

>>14201263
They _think_ they can, in other words, they can't. I'm sorry to tell you.

And yes I do know, ask me anything you don't know the answer to.

[Anonymous No.14201319]

>>14201246
good song i hadnt heard before, thanks fag
my heart still lies with Slide Away tho

[ILLMAYNE !!bNXV48ly9Qv No.14201348]

See now we're getting somewhere. Nobody has deleted this thread. Nobody has got insulted. Nobody got hurt. Linking good songs around and stuff, you know?

This was my original intention, to have a reasonable conversation here. I knew I could find "intelligent" people from here. Like I could from anywhere.

Now mr modman who banned me, why did you do it? What was to fundamentally destroying that you had to delete everything?

False accusations of reposts, ban evasions, etc. Good job.

[Anonymous No.14201351]

>>14201348
>Nobody has got insulted.
faggot

[ILLMAYNE !!bNXV48ly9Qv No.14201381]

>>14201351
Please don't hurt me like that. Your words hurt so much. Boo hoo.

Really? A faggot? That's all you could think of?

A poor performance.

[Anonymous No.14201391]

>>14201073
You have already used these, faggot

[Anonymous No.14201401]

>>14201381
you talk like a faggot
pic related, you have no balls.

[ILLMAYNE !!bNXV48ly9Qv No.14201428]

>>14201401
Am I a faggot? Pic related, post yours after. I’m 101% sure I lick more pussy than you

[ILLMAYNE !!bNXV48ly9Qv No.14201440]

>>14201401
Well? I'm waiting boo. Show me how unfaggot you are, motherfucker.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bFzaqo3EhAM

[Anonymous No.14201446]

>>14201428
Hahahahhaha
Remove that edit faggot

[Anonymous No.14201447]

>>14201428
Case in point. You could butter my balls if you want.

[ILLMAYNE !!bNXV48ly9Qv No.14201448]

>>14201401
>you have no balls
BWAHAHAHA, fool.

Where's your pic?

Do you have balls afterall? Or do you just talk big over the internet?

[ILLMAYNE !!bNXV48ly9Qv No.14201480]

>>14201446
Like this? Holy shit I'm a ugly motherfucker.

Your turn homie. I'm waiting.

[ILLMAYNE !!bNXV48ly9Qv No.14201489]

>>14201401
>>14201446

Well? Don't you have balls? How dare you question my ballfullness, if you can't prove yours after. You're the one with no balls, fool.

[ILLMAYNE !!bNXV48ly9Qv No.14201499]

'Bout to go to sleep since the ballful guy isn't responding.

Here are the previous threads;

>>/lit/thread/14196906
>>/lit/thread/14199616
>>/lit/thread/14200483

Good night.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SU5FuLVxm7Q

[Anonymous No.14201517]

>>14201499
You're psychotic and you need professional help.

[Anonymous No.14201521]

>>14201499
Sleep well, don't wake up

[ILLMAYNE !!YrS1YPcjpiK No.14201522]

My name is Illmayne and I'm a giant fucking faggot

[ILLMAYNE !!bNXV48ly9Qv No.14201529]

>>14201517
Or am I? Or are you?

Tell me how am I psychotic?

More like psychic.

[ILLMAYNE !!bNXV48ly9Qv No.14201536]

>>14201522
>>14201521
I’m the thrill illmane, and I’m the antifaggot, faggots.

Peace

https://youtu.be/E3m9lza668U

[ILLMAYNE !!bNXV48ly9Qv No.14201563]

First you call me a bait.

Then you call me a troll.

And now I'm a faggot.

What's next?

Tranny? Gay? Hermaphrodite?

I can take all of your insults, let it all out.

I've been to Hell. Not the biblical hell. But the real hell. Literal hell. DO you think words can hurt me in any way? Or do you think you can hurt me in any way? Literally impossible.

Bring it though.

[ILLMAYNE !!bNXV48ly9Qv No.14201564]

>>14201489
I'm still waiting for you, balls dude.

Show me how massive and gigantic ballsacks you have by posting a picture of you here.

Fool.

[Anonymous No.14201566]

>>14201563
Thought you said you were going to sleep.

[Anonymous No.14201575]

>>14201563
What was hell like, buddy?
Canst thou return?

[ILLMAYNE !!bNXV48ly9Qv No.14201577]

>>14201566
I decided not to. I have enough time to sleep when I'm dead. Which is never.

[Anonymous No.14201580]

WTF is going on with this thread?

[ILLMAYNE !!bNXV48ly9Qv No.14201581]

>>14201575
You don't want to know. It lasted for 10 months straight. 24/7. Every. Single. Fucking. Second.

I will never return, and neither will anyone else. I will take care of that. Hell won't soon exist anymore. And I'm not talking about the biblical hell.

[Anonymous No.14201586]

>>14201580
tripfag being a tripfag

[ILLMAYNE !!bNXV48ly9Qv No.14201589]

>>14201581
I had to find my own way out of there. Nobody was there to help me. Literally nobody. I had to use my brain, which was fucking lobotomized. Sounds fucking stupid, but that's what happened. I couldn't form thoughts or opinions, feel emotions, sleep, eat, life lost it's purpose. That's all you need to know. I will make sure nobody ever again has to go through what I had to go through.

[Anonymous No.14201592]

>>14201051
Expert thot collecter strikes back! How will the incels respond?

[ILLMAYNE !!bNXV48ly9Qv No.14201595]

>>14201586
More fag insults, please stop those. You're hurting me over the internet. I'm shaking from terror. I might have to kill myself now, since you insulted me in such a horrible way. Fool

[ILLMAYNE !!bNXV48ly9Qv No.14201601]

>>14201592
You will one day see. Every "thot" will run to me instead of you. You will remain with your buddy's hairy asshole. Fine by me.

[Anonymous No.14201607]

>>14201589
Well how about you go back and close the door when you enter?

[ILLMAYNE !!Djsnq5AHuUq No.14201609]

>>14201601
I suck nigger dick

[Anonymous No.14201610]

>>14201601
but I’m already dating someone. you sound kind of inflated, psychically. ya need some ssri’s my dude?

[ILLMAYNE !!bNXV48ly9Qv No.14201621]

>>14201607
I will throw you in there, and close the door. I have the key to hell on me, if you wish to see how it was.

>>14201609
Good shit.

>>14201610
I don't need ssri's fortunately. Nobody does. I'm using St. John's Wort and Rhodiola rosea. St. John's Wort inhibits the reuptake of serotonin, dopamine and noradrenalin. It also binds to GABA-A and -B sites, so it acts like a mild benzo, in an organic way. It also inhibits monoamine oxidase A and B, so there will be more serotonin and dopamine available.

Rhodiola rosea makes receptors more sensitive for dopamine and serotonin.

But what ever floats your boat.

[ILLMAYNE !!bNXV48ly9Qv No.14201627]

>>14201621
St. John's Wort also induces certain liver enzymes and P-glycoprotein, which pumps out foreign substances from the cells, through it's membrane.

P-gp and liver enzyme induction will reduce the amount of pharmaceutical substances in your plasma, so if you plan on taking it, make sure you're not on medication.

SJW can also cause mild photosensitivity. And no, I don't mean snapchat or instagram photos.

[ILLMAYNE !!bNXV48ly9Qv No.14201629]

But I'm just a motherfucking psychotic lunatic loosescrew, who knows jack shit about anything. When is this thread getting deleted?

[ILLMAYNE !!bNXV48ly9Qv No.14201639]

CBD and CBD-a are also very benificial phytocannabinoids. I know for certain that you can cure cancer with it. The CBD won't cure the cancer, anandamide and 2-AG will. CBD inhibits the enzyme that destroys anandamide and 2-AG. CBD works in synergy with THC. Best ratio is 1:1.

https://leafly.com

Educate yourself.

[ILLMAYNE !!bNXV48ly9Qv No.14201644]

>>14201639
You can even treat and cure psychotic conditions with endo- and phytocannabinoids. Even schizophrenia. With NO SIDE EFFECTS.

[Anonymous No.14201646]

with all this science stuff you may be coming down with a bad case of mor(t)ally loose necessary connexions my good man

[Anonymous No.14201649]

I saw the word anandamide. doesn’t that one break down too quickly to be administered to full effect?. it’s naturally created when you do stuff like consensually inflicting copious amounts of pain like heavy sadomasochism

[ILLMAYNE !!bNXV48ly9Qv No.14201653]

>>14201646
I have no clue what you’re trying to tell me. But that’s my fault. I’m just a young highschool dropout so my English is a bit rusty.

[ILLMAYNE !!bNXV48ly9Qv No.14201661]

>>14201649
CBD and CBD-a inhibit the enzyme that breaks the anandamide down. That way it’ll stick around much longer.

Anandamide and 2-AG cures almost any illness.

[ILLMAYNE !!bNXV48ly9Qv No.14201663]

When do you guys and gals trust me? I'm the real deal. Not a fucking troll or a bait. Or a faggot.

It doesn't even matter to me if you believe in me or not. I know for certain that someday you will.

[ILLMAYNE !!bNXV48ly9Qv No.14201667]

>>14201663
I know pharmacology on the receptor level.
I know physics on the quantum level.
I know a lot of stuff, and I'm here to share it for free with you. Just think how many would use my knowledge to gain wealth and power? Yet, here I am, speaking it out anonymously, to the anonymous.

[Anonymous No.14201671]

>>14201667
Whats your name pal?

[ILLMAYNE !!bNXV48ly9Qv No.14201674]

I don't give a flying fuck if my post or thread gets deleted. I will just make a new one until the mods will stop deleting my 'lunatic nonsense'.

Read this thread, and the comments, most are written by me, 1K_Seteli. Forget everything you know whilst reading it. And trust me, at least try to. But when it's all gone, what do you believe in?

Btw, just look at this chick. Holy fucking shit. I want her so bad. I hope she sees this someday.

[ILLMAYNE !!bNXV48ly9Qv No.14201678]

>>14201674
Forgot the link lmfao;
https://www.reddit.com/r/StonerPhilosophy/comments/dx450e/the_functional_codes_in_the_dna_is_the_program/

>>14201671
My name is Riku. What is your name? Nice to "meet" you my dude.

[Anonymous No.14201680]

>>14201661
>almost any illness
do you have sources for this

[ILLMAYNE !!bNXV48ly9Qv No.14201685]

>>14201680
Yes I do. I will post them later. I'm in the middle of something rn, and I got the data on my memory stick. The burden of proof lies on me. And I accept it and take it as a challenge. I like challenges.

[ILLMAYNE !!bNXV48ly9Qv No.14201695]

>>14201685
The amount of pleasure will most likely kill me when I succeed. Imagine how it feels when you know you're right, and everybody else thinks I'm a lunatic loosescrew? That's not so cool. But even that doesn't hurt me. I've been in hell. Nothing can hurt me anymore.

[Anonymous No.14201705]

>>14201685
https://www.reddit.com/user/1K_Seteli/
>shills his one DNA consciousness bullshit in every page; thinks TOOL is some divine, extremely intelligent band.
A fucking loser, is what you are.

[ILLMAYNE !!bNXV48ly9Qv No.14201738]

>>14201705
Tool is the tool. You’re too ignorant to find that out. And if you had realized what I have, would you just stand there and do nothing? You seem like a man of action. Nice arguement tho.

[ILLMAYNE !!bNXV48ly9Qv No.14201744]

>>14201705
And the thread isn’t eve made by me. I was just going thru Reddit and bumped into that post. But what ever man. What ever.

[ILLMANE No.14201775]

>>14201705
Only thing I crossposted it to r/ToolBand because they use DMT. But that is a subject that is useless to talk about in here.

[ILLMAYNE !!bNXV48ly9Qv No.14201789]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4OxZK6r0U0Y

[Anonymous No.14201838]

>>14200995
I like that look because I like smart nerdy girls.

[ILLMAYNE !!bNXV48ly9Qv No.14201840]

>>14201838
Oh yes, someone has the taste. Kudos

[ILLMAYNE !!bNXV48ly9Qv No.14201869]

If anyone wants to reach the same level of counsciousness as I have, here's the recipe, I call it 'the Shiva Flip';

Ingredients;

3.5+ grams of cracker dry psilocybes
2 lemons, or alternatively something very acidic
St. John's Wort 3,5-6,0:1 extract, 1200 mgs
Rhodiola rosea crush, 2 teaspoons
Cannabis
Endogenous DMT

Preparing;

<1 hour before preparing the mushrooms, take the SJW and Rhodiola as adviced.
Once an hour has passed, grind the mushrooms. Squeeze the juice from the lemons into a cup of your choice. Place the grinded mushroom into the cup. Let it soak for around 15 minutes. Consume. Wait for the effects to build up. When you hit the spot, smoke weed, a lot of weed.

After you've smoked, get your earphones, put Sphongle on, cover your eyes, and let go.

Eventually you'll learn how to release endogenous DMT and take it to even higher level. You can do it with the power of your mind. Focus on your breathing. Wim hof technique.

The acid in the lemon juice jumpstarts the conversion of psilocybin into psilocin, so all of the 'magic' will hit you at once, unlike if you consume them by eating, or in a tea or such. Then your body will slowly metabolize psilocybin into psilocin.

And voila.

There it is. The key. Enjoy.

[ILLMAYNE !!bNXV48ly9Qv No.14201881]

>>14201869
On top of this I recommend microdosing the shrooms before the actual 'flip'. If you can't comprehend what you have gone through the trip, that's when lysergic acid diethylamide steps in. It'll help you realize and connect the dots.

[ILLMAYNE !!bNXV48ly9Qv No.14201887]

>>14201869
And remember this as/if you do the flip;

Fear is only an illusion your mind creates. If you see something scary during your trip, stare your fears into their eyes, and scare them away from you. And you'll find happiness.

[Anonymous No.14201893]

>>14200995
behold, gentlemen, the writer who cannot write, perhaps, the writer who is most concerned with being a kino looking woman with a book in a coffee shop than a writer at all so sad weep weep :(

[ILLMAYNE !!bNXV48ly9Qv No.14201909]

>>14201893
I don't personally know her, or actually in anyway so to me that seems a little pathetic. Have you seen her in real life? Do you know her? She seems like a genuine person to me. I have nothing against her or her beliefs etc. Why would you have? Why would you even care what some other person does with their lives? Take care of your own, before judging others. And do the right thing.

[ILLMAYNE !!bNXV48ly9Qv No.14201915]

"Vicariously I, watch as the whole world dies."

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N26N7lQHNW8

[Anonymous No.14201916]

God damn you are delusional. Pretty obvious you craft up ad hoc bullshit to believe in when you’re on acid

[ILLMAYNE !!bNXV48ly9Qv No.14201919]

>>14201916
Tell me how am I delusional? Tell me my delusions. My facts threathen the principles and beliefs of your mind, so you just claim I'm delusional.

Why don't you try out the Shiva Flip? Or are you scared? Don't you have balls? Are you a pussy? Which I so like to lick, up and down. All around.

[ILLMAYNE !!bNXV48ly9Qv No.14201924]

>>14201916
I would also like to hear your view on the subjects I'm talking about? Or can you do nothing but bash ideas, instead of giving an alternative theory?

[Anonymous No.14201925]

Butterfly did this shit yesterday with an account claiming to be a stripper. Stop making multiple accounts butterfly and do something with your time.

[Anonymous No.14201928]

>>14201887
Alright anon, this reminds me of what happened that one time I smoked a bunch of weed after having consumed shrooms

>Standing on a bridge in the jungle
>Full moon and a huge ass Buddha statue watching over me
>Smoke weed
>Start to literally lose my senses
>Vision gets blurry and eventually disappears
>Hearing starts to get weird
>Impending sense of doom increasing rapidly
>This wasn't supposed to happen. Is this how I die?
>Accept the situation such as is is, if I'm going to die it won't do any good that I do so in a panicked state
>Immediately after accepting death, I feel like I'm blown into hyperspace
>White light and pure bliss for what feels like an eternity

Shortly afterwards my friend pulled me up from the ground and I had to remind myself what I was, where I was, who I was and what the fuck is going on in my life. Felt like my soul returning to the body. After this experience my life has become a lot better

Did I already do the Shiva Flip?

[ILLMAYNE !!bNXV48ly9Qv No.14201943]

>>14201928
Yes you did. The state where you got yourself in, is the state of knowledge. Pure awareness, light and love.

Psilocin is basically oxynated DMT.

>>14201925
Who the fuck is butterfly? Knuckle up, buttercup?

[ILLMAYNE !!bNXV48ly9Qv No.14201950]

>>14201928
"Soma", the holy drink of Hinduism, consists of psychedelic mushrooms and cannabis. Cannabis originates from Indian soil. The landrace of cannabis indica is Hindu Kush. Kush literally means 'an opening' or awareness.

I know you've had the feeling while under the effects, that you know evereything, yet you can't comprehend it, I have the key for that aswell. Spooky, isn't it?

[ILLMAYNE !!bNXV48ly9Qv No.14201954]

>>14201950
>14201950
>14201
>420

Nice gets everyone.

[ILLMAYNE !!bNXV48ly9Qv No.14201962]

Think about this everyone;

I'm a 24 year old vocational school dropout. My school certificates, or what ever you call the diploma you get after you gradutate, were fucking horrible. I was the "stupidest" motherfucker according to my teachers.

But I questioned my teachers. That way you can learn something they don't know. Did I succeed? Well, Idk, you decide.

[Anonymous No.14201963]

>>14201943
>>14201950
>Yes you did. The state where you got yourself in, is the state of knowledge. Pure awareness, light and love.
Sure, that's what it felt like. When I "came back" I felt like sort of a clean slate, and did spend a lot of time pondering what I should make of my "new" life. Ever since I've let myself be guided more by my intuition rather than my rational thoughts (which had previously dominated me). A bunch of synchronicity later, I'm now soon to be a clinical psychologist.

I do feel like my sense of awareness was heightened after the experience. I've tried to induce something similar again, without success.

Now what's this other key you speak of?

[ILLMAYNE !!bNXV48ly9Qv No.14201968]

>>14201962
And the fact that I have learnt 92%, of what I know, in English. And I'm Finnish myself, and have you heard a finnish guy speak english?

Here's Tommi Mäkinen, a finnish WRC legend;

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_KdjonWV2Os

[ILLMAYNE !!bNXV48ly9Qv No.14201973]

>>14201963
>Ever since I've let myself be guided more by my intuition rather than my rational thoughts (which had previously dominated me).
>more intuition rather than rational thoughts

That is the key

[Anonymous No.14201975]

>>14201962
This is the equivalent to a rapper being a degenerate and justifying it. You’re not saying anything new and many have gone well beyond the tepid threshold you’ve created.

[ILLMAYNE !!bNXV48ly9Qv No.14201980]

>>14201975
How come that is the equivalent of that? Do I tell everyone to smoke crack and idolize synthetic drugs? To me it seems I'm not, but it's your choice.

I'm not saying anything new, yes I do know that. I have known this for a while. But it seemed too fucking ridiculous and random that I had to question everything, even within me. I had to question myself. Do the mumble rappers question themselves?

[ILLMAYNE !!bNXV48ly9Qv No.14201985]

>>14201963
And with shrooms you can attack the cause of depression, the thought. You can't fix the harmful thought pattern of a depressed person by giving them synthetic SSRI's. That's nothing but poisoning, and doctors have made vow to not to harm anyone. The Hippocratic Oath.

>I swear by Apollo Physician, by Asclepius, by Hygieia, by Panacea, and by all the gods and goddesses, making them my witnesses, that I will carry out, according to my ability and judgment, this oath and this indenture.

To hold my teacher in this art equal to my own parents; to make him partner in my livelihood; when he is in need of money to share mine with him; to consider his family as my own brothers, and to teach them this art, if they want to learn it, without fee or indenture; to impart precept, oral instruction, and all other instruction to my own sons, the sons of my teacher, and to indentured pupils who have taken the physician’s oath, but to nobody else.

I will use treatment to help the sick according to my ability and judgment, but never with a view to injury and wrong-doing. Neither will I administer a poison to anybody when asked to do so, nor will I suggest such a course. Similarly I will not give to a woman a pessary to cause abortion. But I will keep pure and holy both my life and my art. I will not use the knife, not even, verily, on sufferers from stone, but I will give place to such as are craftsmen therein.

Into whatsoever houses I enter, I will enter to help the sick, and I will abstain from all intentional wrong-doing and harm, especially from abusing the bodies of man or woman, bond or free. And whatsoever I shall see or hear in the course of my profession, as well as outside my profession in my intercourse with men, if it be what should not be published abroad, I will never divulge, holding such things to be holy secrets.

Now if I carry out this oath, and break it not, may I gain for ever reputation among all men for my life and for my art; but if I break it and forswear myself, may the opposite befall me.

[ILLMAYNE !!bNXV48ly9Qv No.14202001]

>>14201985
Ironically, I was forcibly hospitalized as I was doing my research on CBD and psychedelics, and how they act with your body and mind.

When I was in the hospital, I showed my research to the head shrink. We spent a few hours going through my research. I started my presentation by quoting the hippocratic oath. I quoted it in the end aswell, just to remind him. I told him what his poison is doing to people and their minds, and gave him an alternative. He thought I was psychotic for thinking like that. I was forcibly injected with Invega Sustenna, 156 mg and 100 mg shots. Sustenna's half life is "24-49" days, and it has to half itself 5-8 times. It's also fat soluble, and brain consists of 60+% of fat. Very fucking healthy. I gained 50 lbs in 1,5 months. I couldn't sleep, nor feel anything. I couldn't form thoughts, ideas, word, opinions, nothing. I was chemically lobotomized for knowing something they didn't know.

>I will use treatment to help the sick according to my ability and judgment, but never with a view to injury and wrong-doing.
>Neither will I administer a poison to anybody when asked to do so, nor will I suggest such a course.
>Similarly I will not give to a woman a pessary to cause abortion. But I will keep pure and holy both my life an
d my art. I will not use the knife, not even, verily, on sufferers from stone, but I will give place to such as are craftsmen therein.

Did he break his vow by poisoning me, even though I gave him a healthier alternative? Yes he did.


>but if I break it and forswear myself, may the opposite befall me.

And that is also the sole reason why psychedelics are illegal. The people in control are afraid that someone might learn something they don't know, through psychedelics. Yet they're still so fucking pussy-ass-hoes that they are scared to test them on themselves. Bunch of rats, glorifying wealth and power.

Eye for an eye.

[Anonymous No.14202005]

>>14201980
Are you okay?

[ILLMAYNE !!bNXV48ly9Qv No.14202012]

>>14202001
I managed to get 7 grams of shrooms and 2 grams of hash to the ward, even though I had no permission to go out. My "friend" which I didn't know at the time, saved my ass back then. I managed to smuggle hash in by telling him to hide it under the foil in the cigarette pack, and place cigs on top, so it would look like a regular pack. I put my cash into a tobacco pouch or what every you call it, since I roll my own cigs. Then I went to the nurse and told her I was out of papers, and that my friend has brought me some, and that he's waiting outside. I gave the "pouch" to the nurse and he exchanged it with my friend for "a pack of smokes". Then there I was, smoking hash in the smoking room of a mental hospital. And the hash was smuggled in by a nurse, without him even knowing.

Then few days after, a really good guy who had a permission to leave the hospital, managed to bring in 10 grams of shrooms. I shared it with 3 of my friends that I made friends with in there, and gave them all a gram. I took 7 grams. While 'psychotic'. Lmfao. Go give a psychotic person 7 grams of shrooms and watch how he/she reacts to it.

And this is a true story.

[ILLMAYNE !!bNXV48ly9Qv No.14202014]

>>14202005
Yes I am, thank you for asking. How about you my friend? All good errythang?

[ILLMAYNE !!bNXV48ly9Qv No.14202023]

>>14202012
>went to the nurse and told her
>her

I meant him, apologizes.

[Anonymous No.14202024]

>>14202014
Not really,

[ILLMAYNE !!bNXV48ly9Qv No.14202029]

>>14202012
I forgot to add that after I took the shrooms and they found out about that, they seized my laptop and phone for 3 fucking weeks. When I got them back I noticed that some had used too many incorrect logins, and had locked my computer. Why would anyone with authority in the hospital want to go through a 'lunatics' laptop? I know they saw me as a threath for their little legal drug cartel business.

[ILLMAYNE !!bNXV48ly9Qv No.14202030]

>>14202024
What is wrong? Tell me and I can try to help you my dude.

[ILLMAYNE !!bNXV48ly9Qv No.14202042]

>>14201680
Here's my sources which I used when I was learning about cannabis;

https://textuploader.c0m/1o0r3
Replace the '0' in 'c0m' with an 'o'. 4chan marks that link as spam for some reason.

[ILLMAYNE !!bNXV48ly9Qv No.14202050]

>>14202042
>https://textuploader.c0m/1o0r3
The chemistry part is partially bullshit, I used to be ignorant. This was made over a year ago. But that is what I showed the head shrink at the ward, and why I was diagnosed with psychosis, which I didn't even have.

[ILLMAYNE !!bNXV48ly9Qv No.14202065]

Seems like mr modman calmed down. Thank you sir. I knew you were a genuine person. Stay like that.


So now it's up for you to decide, am I the illest motherfucking lunatic on the planet, or am I correct here? I don't give a damn what you think, I know the answer.

Now, read it again;

https://www.reddit.com/r/StonerPhilosophy/comments/dx450e/the_functional_codes_in_the_dna_is_the_program/

[Anonymous No.14202073]

>>14202065
It’s brilliant

[Anonymous No.14202080]

>>14201973
Sweet. That was my main take-away from the experience as well; we can overthink anything, but our true drives and will shows itself by our intuition and can't be really be reasoned with.

This has also led to some trippy af synchronicity. Maybe I'm just putting bigger emphasis on these experiences than I did previously, but some of them have been really uncanny. Had been meeting a girl for a while when I was sitting on my computer literally saving pepes in a folder, when said girl sent me a selfie in which she impersonated a frog. I decided that I should keep her as well, and we've been for 3 years now.

Another one was as we were sitting by a lake in silence for half an hour. I start to think about something really obscure that I'm going to do in a couple of months, and that I had only mentioned to her in passing weeks earlier. Just as I start to think about this, she asks me how I feel about it.

Now, I don't know what to think about these kinds of experiences - but they do give me a feeling of connectedness.

>tfw guiding my depressed clients in accordance to my own personal experience of dying in a trip
The weird thing is it seems to work

[ILLMAYNE !!bNXV48ly9Qv No.14202113]

>>14202080
Intuition will show you and guide you. You just need to believe in yourself.

A few weeks back, when coming down from a trip, I opened my eyes. The TV was on and there was a woman hugging a man. As she was hugging him, she said ’You have suffered enough my love.’ Then the screen went black for a few seconds, and then the picture came back. Coincidence? I don’t think so.

I went through ”hell” because of these motherfucking ”doctors” that poisoned me. The hell lasted for 10 months. 24/7. Until I found the antidote for their poison, the St. John’s Wort, which induces p-glycoprotein, which in turn shuttles foreign substances out from cells.
The Nature will guide you.

[ILLMAYNE !!bNXV48ly9Qv No.14202155]

”I walk through the fire, I’m a hot steppa.”

https://youtu.be/E3m9lza668U

I walked through ”fire”, no BEXEY, you’re not the hot steppa.

[Anonymous No.14202161]

I was getting actually angry about the bullshit you are spouting, but then the rdit links showed your account there was 2 weeks old.
So I'm inclined to think that you aren't actually serious about anything you say.
In the event you are being honest, you'll have killed yourself in the next few weeks and I will never hear of nor think of you again as you have disregarded the prescriptions of your doctors while you have obvious mental illness.
But if this is just attention grabbing, you need to be more subtle about it. That jackass spamming Osho as more than a cult leader would be an example.
Doing so without using a tripcode would even create the illusion that you weren't the only one spouting such bile as real ideas.
Regardless, I hope you die; not because of what you say, but because of you not shutting the fuck up about it when nobody listens.

[ILLMAYNE !!bNXV48ly9Qv No.14202179]

>>14202161
Please stop with such harsh insults my man. You believe in what you believe but, but when it’s all gone, what you believe in? I know what I believe in, 100%.

When you learn that life is nothing but a game, you will grow up my son.

This is not about me, it’s about Her.

I know I look like a complete lunatic, but guess what? I don’t give a flying fuck.

Bash me all you want, you will eat your motherfucking socks one day.

Peace

[ILLMAYNE !!bNXV48ly9Qv No.14202185]

>>14202161
What does the age of the account tell you? I just started using reddit 2 weeks back. Do you have a problem with that?

Namaha literally translates to ”it’s not about me”

Educate yourself, fool

[ILLMAYNE !!bNXV48ly9Qv No.14202195]

>>14202161
You hope that I die, solely because I want to share my information with you. Fucking scumbag rat. Lowlife motherfucker. Let’s start the insults then you pathetic underdeveloped ”i cannot comprehend my own existence”-guy. You asked for it.

[Anonymous No.14202203]

>>14202179
>>14202185
>>14202195
How can you be taken seriously when you cannot form your thoughts into one coherent post?

[ILLMAYNE !!bNXV48ly9Qv No.14202204]

>>14202161
I wasn't using tripcode first, but then some kid with no balls started to impersonate me, so I had no choice, is that a problem to you aswell? You should take care of your own problems first.

But I don't hope you die, I hope we meet.

'Til that day, hun.

[ILLMAYNE !!bNXV48ly9Qv No.14202206]

>>14202203
Reddit has a 10,000 letter limit on one message. I put it there as simple as I could. If you can't comprehend it, it's not my problem. The information is there still. Take your time to process it all. Stop rational thinking for a second. Trust your intuition.

[Anonymous No.14202214]

>>14202204
>>14202206
Couldn't do those two posts as one?
Your mind is broken. It is impulsive and possibly incapable of long term, coherent thought.

[ILLMAYNE !!bNXV48ly9Qv No.14202218]

>>14202214
I posted >>14202204 before I thought about >>14202206. How is my mind broken? You must be perfect yourself, or? Are you?

[ILLMAYNE !!bNXV48ly9Qv No.14202222]

>>14202214
New ideas just bounce to my head all the time. Why couldn't I make two posts instead of one? You can quote both posts in your post, so what's the fuzz?

And no, I can't form any long-term, coherent thoughts. I'm just a fucking lunatic, with no brain capacity.

Want a third post aswell? Can your mind handle it all?

[Anonymous No.14202226]

>>14202222
>Want a third post aswell? Can your mind handle it all?
Do if faggot

[Anonymous No.14202228]

>>14201869
>Rhodiola rosea
Good stuff but not psycho-active. As with most supps the only way to notice the effects is through the absence of negative symptoms that you're used to/half expecting.

[Anonymous No.14202233]

>>14202218
>I posted >>14202204 before I thought about >>14202206
That is the problem, your mind cannot express multiple ideas simultaneously.
Hence, >>14202222
Your thoughts are broken and, in this case, a waste of digits.

[ILLMAYNE !!bNXV48ly9Qv No.14202239]

>>14202226
EternallyWarped
1 point
·
1 day ago
One of the fundamental characteristics of immortality is having no needs. So needing a philosopher's stone makes it a counterfeit immortality.

One of these days, I'm going to create a blog to put this up so I won't have to retype it a dozen times a day.

It works like this: The spirit is already immortal. The expanding universe is infinite, but crammed into a finite, expanding space. Cramming an infinite space into a finite space creates abnormal molecular vibrations that, over time, damage our DNA to the point that we can no longer survive. Even our immortal spirits cannot repair the damage to our physical bodies quickly enough to counteract the effects of cosmic compression. The complete expansion of the universe, which requires the universe to eventually expand at infinite speed, will relieve the compression that causes abnormal molecular vibration and the damage to our bodies will stop. At the same time, the spirit, which longs to see the physical body immortalized, will immediately begin not only repairing the damage done, but improving the body and making the body just as immortal as the spirit is: perfectly immortal with no requirements of any kind to maintain that immortality. It will just be and that's it.

Requiring mortals to find a philosopher's stone to become immortal is no different than requiring mortals to believe Jesus died for their sins. It's still a requirement! There's no need for a requirement when the complete expansion of the universe will be the event that allows immortality for everyone, even if they haven't been looking for it, and even if they never wanted it; some people just don't know what's good for them, but when people are made immortal, they'll see why it's so wonderful and why it never should have been shunned.

So you don't have to do anything. You don't have to find anything. Just be here.

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level 2
1K_Seteli
1 point
·
1 day ago
So you don’t have to do anything. You don’t have to find anything. Just be here.

WORD.

Your point makes a total sense, you’ve found the stone without even knowing it. The stone is a metaphor for the tissue that formed when you were developing as an infant. The tissue is your brain.

But, how do you know that DNA gets damaged by those vibrations? Maybe those vibrations are what makes DNA to evolve. And as the space continues on expanding, the spirit evolves. And the vibrations just get stronger and stronger? And DNA will just evolve faster as time passes. The perfect evolutionary human DNA would make human immortal, you are correct. The key to finding how to reach that level of DNA during our lifetime resides in the stone.

Use it, if you’ve truly found it.

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[ILLMAYNE !!bNXV48ly9Qv No.14202243]

>>14202239
EternallyWarped
1 point
·
1 day ago
>But, how do you know that DNA gets damaged by those vibrations?

Well, aging and death is caused by genetic degradation. Science may think we're just programmed to die (telomere shortening), but that's just their view on it. In my view, the abnormal molecular vibration is what actually causes telomere shortening. Telomerase offers some protection, but it's not enough to prevent death.
>And as the space continues on expanding, the spirit evolves.

Well, I believe the spirit doesn't evolve. It's already perfect. Any perception of imperfection is caused by brain-based skewing and distortion of spiritual information. In other words, the body misunderstands some of the information. And that same cosmic compression also distorts the information. Once your physical brain correctly comprehends more, the distortions create obviously invalid information that's easily discarded, and it becomes easier for further new information to be assimilated since the brain has built a better foundation with which to understand more.
>And the vibrations just get stronger and stronger?

Since we're talking about an infinite space confined to a finite space, that's a LOT of compression! It even amplifies gravity, making it a lot stronger than it is in a decompressed and fully expanded universe. There will basically be only tiny effects on molecular vibration until the universe gets very to its exponential rate of acceleration. But these will be growing exponents, not static exponents, because the increasing size of the universe adds even more acceleration on top of the exponents. The exponential acceleration phase is when people will truly know that something is happening. When the universe reaches infinite acceleration and it pops into infinite space, that's when people look around momentarily with confusion and think, "What the fuck?" Then people start feeling the changes big-time. I suspect that the day this happens, it will start out like any ordinary day—nothing special. Send the kids off to school, go to work, have lunch. But in one of those hours of that ordinary day, everything will change and then that day will become super-extraordinary.

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[ILLMAYNE !!bNXV48ly9Qv No.14202251]

>>14202243
Some reading this are already thinking, "But you can never reach infinite speed or acceleration. Infinity is unreachable." Well, in most cases, that's true. But in the case of cosmic expansion, you've got two forces driving the universe to infinite acceleration of its expansion. The first force is the fact that the universe is already designed to be infinite, so it's just returning to its natural size. The second force is the infinite suction of the infinite void surrounding the expanding area of the universe. I know, it's said there's no such thing as outside the universe. That's fine. But I see the universe in two parts; An infinite space, and a cosmic area of matter and energy that's expanding to fill that infinite space. Scientists will say that is flat wrong, but what do they know about the mysteries that lie beyond the observable universe? They haven't visited the edge of the universe, so they can't say without a shadow of doubt that there's no such thing as outside the expanding cosmos. There is no such thing as outside infinity, but there is such a thing as outside a finite space. And this expanding area of the universe is a finite area; otherwise, it wouldn't be expanding; it couldn't!

Since compression causes molecules and atoms to vibrate faster, relieving the compression will cause them to vibrate more slowly. I suspsect it may cause them to stop vibrating at all, but that won't be until the universe has completely expanded.
>And DNA will just evolve faster as time passes. The perfect evolutionary human DNA would make human immortal, you are correct.

That's the idea, but I don't foresee big changes in evolution until the universe has finished expanding. The driving force of evolution is the spirit, not natural selection. It only appears to be natural selection to those who don't believe the spirit exists. Science would have us believe that beneficial mutations give an organism a better chance at survival and producing offspring, while detrimental mutations make it more likely that an organism will die before producing offspring. But since the spirit is immortal, it's driving evolution in the direction of immortality. Therefore, organisms that evolve toward the spirit are more likely to survive because the spirit already has in store better traits for survival. In general, everything evolves toward the spirit, but some do evolve away from it. I doubt there's any reason to blame anyone for evolving away from the spirit because that's still left up to probabilities, chance, luck, and environmental factors (babies of heavy heavy drug abusers) at the time of conception.

[ILLMAYNE !!bNXV48ly9Qv No.14202254]

>>14202251
Accelerated conscious evolution will be the order of the day in the last moments of mortality. What you will become is what you already fantasize about becoming, even if you think it's just a hopeless fantasy that isn't real. It *is* real! What you want most is what your spirit already is. Spiritually driven evolution will take each person to the reality of their deepest fantasy about themselves. When God asks, "Nothing being impossible, what will it take to make you happy and keep you happy forever?" Daydream, imagine the possibilities, then answer that question for yourself with full honesty and no reservations whatsoever; don't hold anything back. The answer you come up with describes your own spirit, for the spirit is the source of fantasy. I learned this over twenty years ago in an epiphanic moment when all those childhood fantasies I had almost dismissed as impossible dreams suddenly came to roost as full-on reality of the spirit. It hit me like a bomb. After that, I actually felt my spirit driving energy I'd never felt before into my body, so powerful that my body tried to change into what my spirit already was. When I say it was powerful, I mean it was physically powerful. I actually felt my body shape-shifting. I so thoroughly and completely convinced that I thought I was about to change right then, but the shapeshifting sensations didn't continue. It turns out that they were just proof. The real thing and the actual transformation is yet to come.

Over the past two decades, these "shapeshifty" feelings have revisited me, very often unexpectedly, reconfirming and reassuring me that this will happen. When they happen, I feel a second body superimposed over my current physical body, like we were occupying the same space. I could feel its anatomical structure, its muscles, its amazing level of gorgeousness, if I do say so myself; but we're all individually gorgeous on a spiritual level. There are textured, symmetrical, animated vibrations and tingles. They're sometimes powerful enough to actually change me ever so slightly, but enough that I can feel my skin sliding against the sheets in the bed as my body is reshaped. Of course, these changes don't stick, unfortunately. These are some of the reasons why I believe that the incompletely expanded universe stands in the way of full transformation.

(Continued below in response to this post. I ran out of room again! Grrr!)

[ILLMAYNE !!bNXV48ly9Qv No.14202259]

>>14202254
EternallyWarped
1 point
·
1 day ago
>The key to finding how to reach that level of DNA during our lifetime resides in the stone.

That's where the lack of requirements come in. The same force or energy or spirit that has been trying to transform me and that has been giving me all these clues and information simply said, "All you have to do is be there." And when I was irritated with the comparative nastiness of mortality, a very vivid banner of stars appeared in my mind, along with a wave of assurance, and the stars formed the letters: "IT'S WORTH IT!" I can't tell you how astronomically comforting that level of reassurance was down to the soul level. It was such a huge and massive relief for my mind and spirit, and quite honestly, I can't refute that level of personal touch to a spiritual message. I mean, I can tell the difference between something I imagine and something that comes from somewhere else. I didn't just form these experiences and then enjoy them. They were dropped on me out of nowhere. Of course, by the time they got to that level of impactfulness, I was used to such experiences, but being used to them didn't detract from their level of surprise and awesomeness.

So you say the philosopher's stone is my own brain tissue. I can work with that. I've been flung all the way back in life to the zygote level, like living my whole life in reverse in just a matter of seconds, even through the sensation of wetting a diaper as a screaming baby. I didn't actually wet my pants, thank goodness, but that rapidly traveled trail of life gave me the overall view of my own path up to that point. Where it was to go from there was filled in by the spirit.

So, as I've said before, I'm completely unable to drop all of my life experience to replace it with someone else's views, such as another poster's insistence that we will forever cycle through life and death, and the universe will forever cycle through expansion and collapse. That's so far removed from what my own experience has taught me as to be both silly and insane. I mean, just imagine being filled with the assurances and promises of an absolutely stunning, amazing, blissful, and ecstatic eternal existence to the point where you have zero doubt about it, and then someone comes along and tells you how completely wrong you are. It's not that I won't accept that. I can't accept that. It's just not possible because of all I've seen, heard, and experienced through my own spirit.

[ILLMAYNE !!bNXV48ly9Qv No.14202262]

>>14202259
edited 21 hours ago
Holy fucking shit brother I know who the fuck you are. Not literally in person but I’ve seen the prophecy myself, and it was so fucking random. But you came. You are literally my spiritual brother. Your words make too much sense that it makes no sense. You just said what I was missing. All you had to do was to be there, like you were told. Do you view your ’perfect’ self as half male, half female, but the mass part is male, the spirit is female? I know you do. You’re too smart for not to think like I do. I, my brother know the key to knowledge. Real knowledge. What you and I are both still missing.

One becomes immortal once the spirit completely fuses with matter and technology, which has already happened long time ago. We’ve had the key to immortality within us the whole time. But the time is coming.

46+2

[ILLMAYNE !!bNXV48ly9Qv No.14202265]

>>14202233
Can you comprehend what I just showed you? Your mind is broken if you can't see the whole picture, not mine.

That guy, EternallyWarped, is turning 50 next year. He ain't a kiddo. Look at his phrasing and shit. He's gonna be my guide.

psst, more posts

[ILLMAYNE !!bNXV48ly9Qv No.14202287]

>>14202233
Also, it's fucking hard to study nuclear physics and pharmacology in English, when I'm Finnish myself.

Also putting the information into reasonable sentences is a bit hard for me still. That's why I met EternallyWarped.

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[Anonymous No.14202294]

So you are literally copy pasting a discussion you had on r*ddit without being able to express it in your own words?

[ILLMAYNE !!bNXV48ly9Qv No.14202297]

>>14202233
More comments from him on this thread;

https://www.reddit.com/r/awakened/comments/dxnhkg/does_anyone_feel_like_something_big_is_happening/

And he has the same ideology as I do. Is he a lunatic schizo too?

[Anonymous No.14202299]

>>14202297
You should be thrown off a skyscraper, redditor.

[Anonymous No.14202300]

>>14202297
>Is he a lunatic schizo too?
yup

[ILLMAYNE !!bNXV48ly9Qv No.14202301]

>>14202294
Why the fuck would I waste my time typing all that shit, when I can just copy paste? Literally makes no fucking sense.

Did you comprehend anything we discussed about?

If so, which parts in particular? I'm interested in hearing that. Where do you disagree? Or agree? Let me hear your view.

[ILLMAYNE !!bNXV48ly9Qv No.14202304]

>>14202300
If he is, then I want to be too. Maybe I am already. It's your decision. You have a choice, to live in ignorance, or in peace? Which do you choose?

[ILLMAYNE !!bNXV48ly9Qv No.14202311]

>>14202299
And another superior 4chan user. Go outside sometimes. Be nicer. Don't act superior. Because you're not. Stop acting like a fool, do the right thing instead.


Aaaaand, even more posts from the broken mind. Enjoy

[Anonymous No.14202337]

>The spirit is already immortal. The expanding universe is infinite, but crammed into a finite, expanding space. Cramming an infinite space into a finite space creates abnormal molecular vibrations that...
That basic premise is flawed as it assumes the spirit (which is debatable as even existing) is non-corporeal yet effects the very corporeal universe.
The thought of over 7 billion non-corporeal spirits making physical DNA chains "vibrate" is laughable.
Put down the bong for a few days.

[ILLMAYNE !!bNXV48ly9Qv No.14202341]

>>14202337
The spirit was there before matter. Trust me.

Everything is nothing but vibration. On a molecular scale. And on an universal scale.

Actually, I'm about to hit the bong as we speak. Want a hit after?

[ILLMAYNE !!bNXV48ly9Qv No.14202348]

>>14202337
I know everything I say or claim seems too random to be true. But how random is >>14201928 that? Or a pure coincidence?

[ILLMAYNE !!bNXV48ly9Qv No.14202354]

>>14202337
Or this?


from EternallyWarped via /r/awakened
sent 9 hours ago

I just came back in here to add a second reply because I just experienced a perfect example of what I was talking about in my previous reply. While I'm not at an actual low point, but just kind of treading in the middle, I just had this happen. I need to go put gas in the car tonight because I have to go out of town tomorrow, so I was putting my pants on. While putting my pants on, I was just kind of gazing absent-mindedly at a newspaper that was lying on top of a laundry basket. I wasn't reading anything on it, just kind of pointing my face in that direction while pulling up my pants and buckling my belt. I mean, I have to look somewhere unless I want to just close my eyes. But then I let what was in my field of vision come into focus. It turns out that on the newspaper, precisely where I was looking, were the words: "GETTING THERE" in capital letters. I didn't have to find it after it came into focus. My eyes were already pointing straight at those words. It naturally and automatically connected right up with my ascension path, even though I wasn't actively thinking about ascension at the time.

It's those small events that keep the motivation, hope, and promise alive. And these events are so small and personal that you can enjoy them without anyone else being aware of it unless you tell them.

[ILLMAYNE !!bNXV48ly9Qv No.14202356]

>>14202113

Or this? Moar posts

[Anonymous No.14202363]

I think your thoughts are interesting, anon, but the way you present them in this (and previous) threads, your trip as well as the way you present yourself (pretty confrontational style of conversation) results in a lackluster response. You proclaim yourself as a knower of truth, telling others how they should behave while also preaching kindness and humility. Not to mention that your manner of posting 3-4 replies in a row heavily offends the posting etiquette here.

>>14201928
Is me. Like I said, I enjoy your thoughts and am just trying to clarify why people respond in the way that they do.

Peace be with you anon

[Anonymous No.14202373]

>>14202341
Explain to me how the spirit effects the physical.
>I smoked a bunch of weed after having consumed shrooms
No further reading needed as the mind is fucked after that.
>>14202354
>that whole post
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Synchronicity

[ILLMAYNE !!bNXV48ly9Qv No.14202390]

>>14202373
>mind is fucked
That’s what you think

”Today a young man on acid realized that all matter is merely energy condensed to a slow vibration, that we are all one consciousness experiencing itself subjectively, there is no such thing as death, life is only a dream, and we are the imagination of ourselves. Heres Tom with the Weather.
- Bill Hicks”

>on acid
Oh, who would’ve thought?

[Anonymous No.14202401]

>>14200978
Corporations rule

[ILLMAYNE !!bNXV48ly9Qv No.14202404]

>>14202363
I'm sorry for my bad representation, remember that I'm Finnish so my phrasing is definately fucked up and so on.

I'm not trying to be mean or arrogant in any way, and it's not about me. It's about us. And the nature. I'm not trying to act superior, I'm trying to teach you. I'm not saying I'm the ultimate teacher, EternallyWarped is.

He's like the spiritual grandfather of mine, metaphorically.

I also used started using 4chan today, so I didn't know about those etiquettes, which I apologize for. I've learnt my lesson. Also the 3000 word limit forced me to post many posts in a row.

Peace be with you aswell, friend. Shanti

[Anonymous No.14202414]

>tripfag
Filtered

[Anonymous No.14202421]

Holy shit over 4 minutes without a post.
If you didn't get the use of the Bill Hicks quote as a means of creativity but not of reality, you really are lost.

[ILLMAYNE !!bNXV48ly9Qv No.14202478]

>>14202414
Had to use trip so children won’t impersonate me

>>14202421
Creativity is what acid induces. I was talking to my grandpa, so that’s why my post took so long, I’m sorry.

[Anonymous No.14202563]

>>14202478
lurk more