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>had a burger king binge last night
>went to sleep really late; woke up at 7.30 am; feel really tired
>for once I go straight back to sleep and wake up a few hours later
>browse internet and drink coffee for a short time
>have two retailcuck job interviews today
>leave flat; first time I've left flat before 11 am for days; it's sunny and warm and there are chads and Staceys everywhere ("Everyone works a soul crushing job, bro!")
>go to job interview (got rejected by email later today)
>walk near a famous university and see happy young people everywhere, which feels bad
>go to second job interview
>almost don't go in, in case they made me do a trial shift, but I go in
>almost don't ask to see manager for interview because there are zoomer chads and Staceys nearby
>manager really dislikes my CV because I've switched jobs a bit more than he finds suitable
>go back to flat
>spend 3 hours browsing internet and drinking coffee because I have nothing better to do
>go in to central London for my usual walk
>see lots of officeStaceys, which is demoralising
>now drinking coffee
>not sure what I'll eat today

It will soon not even be worth getting a job before my new good one starts because I'll have to leave it so soon. UK NEETs will know what issues I'll face.

I'm in a familiar position: In my 20s, with my own flat in London, huge amounts of free time during summer, a good job coming up which takes away my short and medium term career worries... yet utterly fucking demoralised, wasting all my money on junk food and £3 coffees, and wasting time on either internet browsing or walking around the same places, feeling sad about life. And agonising about life philosophies and epiphanies and my own laziness and my future hard life due to my ugliness etc.

I listened to the BEE / Tarankino podcast (which I have nostalgia over listening to in 2016). I thought about going to the cinema but the magic is dead.

I feel like such a sucker for buying coffee. But setting myself a rule to not buy one feels like cucking myself with spooks. I should freely choose not to buy it.

>> No.13674001

>>13673803
I refuse to let one of your threads reach page 10 without at least one reply
Keep on keeping on LF

>> No.13674238

Why don't you make coffee at home, LF?

>> No.13674256

>>13674238
He's too retarded to post on an on-topic board and stupidly wastes his money and poisons his body with fast food. Do you really expect him to be capable to make a cup of coffee?

>> No.13674418

>>13674256
Sperg-tastic post

>> No.13674461

>>13673803
Based? Based.

>> No.13674466

>>13674256
cringe

>> No.13674476

>>13673803
You live in London. Go to the opera or something. Go to the proms. Take advantage of your surroundings.

>> No.13674480

>>13673803
I love your posts londonfrog I’m sorry you’re hurting.

>> No.13674485

>>13673803
Your interviewers are correct anon you have a significant character deficiency and I wouldn't hire you either until you get yourself sorted out. Stop being a fucking baby and act like a man.

>> No.13674493

>>13673803
>tfw the same lifestyle but in Berlin

>> No.13674497

>>13674256
Shut up ParisWojak

>> No.13674499

>>13674256
>>13674485
Cringe

>> No.13674537

>>13674493
Berlin Tag und Nacht?

>> No.13674545

>/lit/ - Literature

>> No.13674562

>>13673803
Who else here is tempted to leave it all behind to live the LF life for a year or two?

>> No.13674616

>>13673803
>fortunate enough to live in first world country
>young
>has lots of free time
Why you aren’t busting your ass to make something out of yourself is beyond stupid. Have you gone to college to pursue a career? Are you trying to become a writer? Right now is the time to decide what you want from life.

>> No.13674639

>>13674616
t. someone with a solid social circle/ support network

You will never understand

>> No.13674668

>>13674639

this

>> No.13674673

>>13674616
>Right now is the time to decide what you want from life.
What reasonable person could possibly want to spend 9-12 hours a day working or getting for work for the rest of his life? What an inhumane, monstrous, awful, horrible, choking, oppressive way to live.

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13674690

Just take what entertainment value there is to take from a failure of a person. Even if they improve, they will still be the same toxic personality they’ve always had , except now with pride, so why bother?