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I look back at my 5 yo self and see child so full of love and dreams, child that thought life was beautifull and child that looked at everything from bright side. And here i am. Depressed virgin with mental illneses that hates whole mankind and hay every dream crushed. Doesn't believe in god and is pessimstic nihilist. If stood in front of my 5 year old self, and told him that i was his future self, he would be crushed and embarresed of me, of who i have become

>> No.13615348

>>13615328
forget about your ideas of yourself and try to help anything around you

>> No.13615412

>>13615328
You developed a somewhat better understanding of reality.

>>13615348
>be a useful cuck for others

>> No.13615418

>>13615328
get some vitamin d and stop masturbating. go for a run

>> No.13615534

innocence and naivety are different things

you can rediscover innocence and wonder and feel good about life. but, it takes work. most people aren't willing to do the work. they will settle for what every other "adult" assumes to be the truth. some life.

>> No.13615562

>>13615412
>>13615418
>>13615534
These three.
Yes life can be soul crushing, but living does not have to be, and the earth is not inherently so, at least not all the time.
Improve yourself physically and mentally. Appreciate the wonder and beauty of things around you. Do not revel in the dark aspects of living, but acknowledge them and move on.
It is not easy and as anons said it takes work. But it can be done.