/lit/ - Literature

[Anonymous No.12877270]

Can somebody proofread my suicide note please

[Anonymous No.12877273]

cringe as fuck

[Anonymous No.12877275]

via is my girlfriend of 2 years. kasia is my stepmother.

[Anonymous No.12877278]

didnt read a single world

[Anonymous No.12877282]

Why does everyone on here have daddy issues?

[Anonymous No.12877283]

>>12877270
no

[Anonymous No.12877284]

>>12877270
Yikes senpai kek

[Anonymous No.12877287]

God go to reddit please. I'm bisexual too. We need to stop viewing ourselves as victims that need everyones approval. Of course you only praise women too.. Just grow a pair and stop being a doormat seeking approval

[Anonymous No.12877288]

>>12877282
tell me about it

[Anonymous No.12877296]

>>12877270
>i don't believe in god
Nigger, get psychiatric help ASAP.

[Anonymous No.12877299]

>>12877270
gay and you clearly have a mother complex

[Anonymous No.12877302]

>>12877270

You're so young. Why do you have to kill yourself to say these things to people? If you don't have the courage to confront your father, what makes you think you have the courage to die?

[Anonymous No.12877309]

>>12877302
because my dad is a pastor who would kick me out of the house. I'm 18 and have been struggling for a long time. My dad is diagnosed bipolar but doesn't believe in mental illness at all. rough stuff lmao

[Anonymous No.12877326]

you killing youself doesn't afford you any credibility with the people you're talking to in this note. it seems like you want the messages that you're leaving these people with to really hit home because it's coming from a suicide note. that's stupid. suicide isn't grand, and there's a lot about life that you still haven't learned. you making the decision to kill yourself is based on the small amount of things you know and the much larger amount of things that you don't know. keep growing and grow past all the bad shit you've lived through so far.

[Anonymous No.12877338]

>>12877309
just don't suck dick, faggot

[Anonymous No.12877351]

>>12877309

I, too, was born in a cage. It took me twenty five years to break my way out of it. You don't know what it's like to live outside of your prison, and you won't until you leave it. Have you lost the desire for freedom altogether? Do you remember what it was like, when you were younger - didn't you vow to escape?

Don't break the promise you made to yourself as a child. Don't give up now.

All I can tell you is that freedom is worth it.

[Anonymous No.12877355]

>>12877270
Listen to me anon.

Your suicide will cause unimaginable pain to your family. No matter what you say they will feel remorse, guilt and grief and it will fuck them up for a long time, especially if you have siblings.

Don't use suicide as a soap box to tell your family what you've always wanted to say, please talk to a therapist or call a hotline there are better options.

There are so many things you have yet to do anon, books you haven't read, joys you've never felt, joys you've never even imagined that you'd feel, don't lose your chance at getting these. If you don't kill yourself, you'll look back on yourself in 20 years and be glad you made that decision.

[Anonymous No.12877358]

>>12877270
They are going to live with a guilty conscience, regardless of what you say. If you cared at all about them, you wouldn't be such a selfish goddamn coward to take that from them. Be a man and face your problems.

[Anonymous No.12877382]

>>12877358
this is some of the most pretentious shit I've ever read. I've been hospitalized twice because I've told therapists about my real feelings. I have been facing my problems for a long long time now. It is because of all the emotional and physical abuse I endured from him.

[Anonymous No.12877387]

First off, it's clear to me that you haven't been properly educated. You are yet ignorant, and therefore lack the information necessary for sound decision making.

Second off, if you are going to kill yourself, and no longer value your life, why not take a gamble? Buy a one way ticket to some remote country, or join the Foriegn Legion, or run naked in the street? Do something drastic. Who knows, you may find meaning there. And if not, you can always kill yourself later.

[Anonymous No.12877406]

>>12877387
Anon, thank you. I do intend to do something drastic. I'm going to drive to Hebron, IL and go to the top of the basketball water tower and smoke some weed. If any anons are in the area, feel free to join me.

[Anonymous No.12877411]

>>12877387
>Second off, if you are going to kill yourself, and no longer value your life, why not take a gamble? Buy a one way ticket to some remote country, or join the Foriegn Legion, or run naked in the street? Do something drastic. Who knows, you may find meaning there. And if not, you can always kill yourself later.
I've always felt this way. I would never commit suicide but I've often thought about suicide via disappearing.

[Anonymous No.12877432]

>>12877406
Godspeed, anon. If it works out for you, continue.
>>12877411
Yeah, I've done it before. It saved my life. And the beautiful thing is you can always go back if you so desire. Most people will understand later if you explain it to them.

[Anonymous No.12877442]

>>12877382
>him
Who?

[Anonymous No.12877447]

>>12877442
I was implying my father

[Anonymous No.12877453]

Just get in shape and kick his ass. Then tell him to fuck off and suck your donkey dick. Then fuck his wife (your mom) and he'll be your catholic bitch

[Anonymous No.12877455]

>>12877387
>>12877411
Hell yes.

[Anonymous No.12877460]

>>12877270
Pay attention to your fucking English teacher, you gay faggot, self-obsessed narcissistic retard, then kys
PS, you love your same sex because you secretly love yourself, due to your compulsive narcissism

[Anonymous No.12877462]

>>12877453
Irony is the last defense against nihilism. Plunge into its depths and reach a new height.

[Anonymous No.12877476]

>pleads his Dad to get therapy as he kills himself
lmao

[Anonymous No.12877495]

>>12877282
Hating your dad is very /lit/, haven’t you read Kafka?

[Anonymous No.12877671]

>Killing yourself for any reason other than incurable physical illness or severe mental illness like schizophrenia

[Anonymous No.12877720]

>>12877270
>i am bisexual and dont believe in god yes god lowercase g
absolute cringe, no wonder you're doing it. i hope the Lord shows you a path forward, if not, then sayonara

[Anonymous No.12877744]

>>12877495
what about hating your mom???

[Anonymous No.12877745]

The kind of person who would write such a fucking horrible send-off letter is the same kind of person who should kill themselves. Jesus christ this is dumb.

[Anonymous No.12877797]

>>12877282
Does it count as a daddy issue if I hate myself for failing to be as strong as my father?

[Anonymous No.12877800]

>>12877270
Whoa dude, if you really want to flip off your dad then just wait for him to get old and weak and then bash in his knees. You can scream and yell and take your revenge before strangling or stabbing him to death or whatever it is you want, then you'll be guaranteed a nice comfy existence in jail with books and free food.

[Anonymous No.12877802]

>>12877309
To be fair, kids are supposed to leave the house. Your family is the domain of your father, you are the unwanted appendage that is supposed to be cut loose to fend for itself. Get a job, get a place to live, and your relationship will probably improve, not to mention your own mental state. Or you can do what this anon said >>12877800

[Anonymous No.12877814]

Don’t do it man. Suicide fucks everybody up.

[Anonymous No.12877842]

>>12877387
>why not take a gamble?
Shitty advise. People project their negative emotions when they've got nothing left to lose. Either they just kill themselves to get it over with or they unload on everyone and possibly turn into a turbofaggot mass shooter. Nobody is going to go on a grand adventure if they feel like killing themselves.
>>12877270
You've got to start making choices that will incrementally improve your outlook on life. Best place to start is trying to keep busy being social. If that won't work, listen to some podcasts or audiobooks. Listening to any voice is better than the toxic shit in your head telling you to kill yourself. Even as you read this, you can't simultaneously plan out your suicide. You have to let your mind step away from itself for a while and let some positive voices flood in. From there, start improving yourself. Could be as simple as brushing and flossing after every meal. In a week's time you're the guy with a great smile and perpetually minty-fresh breath. Maybe clean up your house and make it a place anyone would be proud to live in. It doesn't take much to give yourself a newfound sense of pride or self-worth. Take that self-esteem and put it towards making real changes in your life. When you hit failure, keep your chin up and push forward. Go back and improve yourself if self-doubt starts to get to you. If you hit rock bottom and start contemplating suicide again, you can always restart stronger and wiser than when you first began. It may not seem like it, but people don't like to see someone suffer with suicidal thoughts and depression. Even on 4channel, you've got a bunch of anonymous strangers trying to help you improve your life because you've opened up to us. Imagine how much better people irl would try to make things for you if they knew what you were going through. It's in people's nature to help you when they see you need help. That's something you've got to remember every step of the way as you reach for your goals. All I can say is that it's certain you can do something that would make your life better at this point, even if it only starts with distracting yourself from suicidal thoughts. And though the future is still unclear, fight for that brighter tomorrow.

[Anonymous No.12877860]

>>12877387
>French foreign legion taking in bisexual tweens
Unsure you volunteer to be the company cum dumpster they won't want you. But nowadays you almost need to have been a soldier somewhere else to be accepted in.
Not to mention they have pyschologists showing the door to autismos who are clearly using this as something to vent their frustration.

[Anonymous No.12877862]

Did you watch 13 Reasons Why and get inspired to punish people with your suicide? You are not a decent person. I recommend therapy and complete detatchment from your past. You are welcome. Good luck.

[Anonymous No.12877869]

>>12877270
As somebody who survived an attempt (the belt snapped) you sound like an absolute fag
Every misunderstood 18 year old wants to kill themselves and the fact that you posted such an absolute horrendously written letter on a senegalais cricket farming forum means you're doing this for attention and to make people (probably your dad) feel guilty for killing you
Grow up

[Anonymous No.12877872]

>>12877270
just do it without a note, fucking fag

[Anonymous No.12877874]

>>12877351
hard to achieve...

[Anonymous No.12877887]

>>12877275
Proper nouns should be capitalized. You should also capitalize the first word of every sentence.

[Anonymous No.12878072]

>>12877842
>>>

[Anonymous No.12878128]

What problems do you actually have?

[Anonymous No.12878137]

>>12877282
I think it's because boomers are bad parents but I'm not sure

[Anonymous No.12878141]

>>12877382

You're reacting with anger to anons on a vietnamese tapestry weaving BBS because you're incapable of expressing your anger to your father. You're lying to yourself and others about how angry you are because you'd rather be some kind of martyr figure than face your own rage. There's nothing sincere about your note. It's just how you want people to perceive you. In fact, you probably posted this hoping your girlfriend would somehow see it.

[Anonymous No.12878160]

>>12877270
Do a flip faggot

[Anonymous No.12878315]

>>12877270
>dad reads note
>Oh God (capital G) my son is an attention seeking faggot!

[Anonymous No.12878379]

>>12877270
Attentionwhore, kms urself

[Anonymous No.12878394]

>>12877270
>I dobt believe in god. god with a lowercase g
Holy shit dude

[Anonymous No.12878410]

Is no one gonna proof read it tho

[Anonymous No.12878421]

Btw save this somewhere so you can read it again later, proper kek

[Anonymous No.12878437]

>>12878141
>incapable of expressing your anger to your father
I'd guess his mother from the note. Even to himself

[Anonymous No.12878450]

hahahahahaahahaha

I would never write a suicide letter

[Anonymous No.12878453]

not only that you emphasised the lowercase in god, as many anons have pointed out already, but that you from then on started to follow capitalization rules makes me want to you hit you

[Anonymous No.12878934]

I wouldn't commit suicide with a shabby note like that. Read No Longer Human and do it again.

[Anonymous No.12878948]

>>12878410

I don't offer editorial services for unsalvagable drivel, no.

[Anonymous No.12878953]

>>12877270
First half is ok, the rest is pure cringe.

[Anonymous No.12878959]

>>12877270
just do it

[Anonymous No.12878991]

>>12877270
>the both of you are goddesses
Nice person =/= deity, you mentally ill faggot. You should listen to your father, he has the right idea.

[Anonymous No.12879024]

>>12877270
Embrace nihilism and just do what the fuck you want. For the longest time i thought i couldn't change anything in my life and i blamed myself and everyone who i deemed fucked me up. But in reality you where always in control, nobody except yourself created who you are. (learn not to give a fuck of what you truly have no control of). BREAK A LOT OF FUCKING LAWS AND DON'T GET CAUGHT. Find a fucking drug dealer, and if you can't, order online. Drugs will boost your mood and show yourself what you can and can't control. (also to get energy hehe) Use society and people. You can get a lot of free shit if you play on people. Try and get a high social status, better yourself or find a goal. Read some fucking Nietzsche (no meme btw) Give no shits about other people and just do what ever you feel the drug induced manic episode points you toward. Other people are weak faggots who thinks contributing to society is healthy. When you are in full control, doing what you want and high as shit, kill yourself before freedom is lost in society or achieve a high hierarchical position in something progressive and do a lot of drugs. (or spend your savings on a trip to Asia and commit yourself to a monastery (not Christian)) Also if you take any prescribed meds that you can't """abuse""" stop taking them, they will probably not work and are just made to make you conform to the shitty societal model.

[Anonymous No.12879043]

>>12877382
The idea that you was never in control of your pain or that you can't change the outcome of the future is retarded. Please realize that you are in FULL control and CHANGE your life for something that you deem better.

[Anonymous No.12879051]

>>12877270
Kill yourself faggot
Oh wait you're actually doing it, pretty based for once in your miserable life

[Anonymous No.12879058]

God is capitalized. It’s a proper noun. It doesn’t matter if the noun is real. Fictional characters are also capitalized.

[Anonymous No.12879063]

>>12877270
>killing yourself to own your boomer dad epic style XD
fuck off retard

[Anonymous No.12879086]

>>12879024
>embrace nihilism
>read some Nietzsche
fucking /poledditors/ get off my board

[Anonymous No.12879096]

>>12879086
>unironically thinking Nietzsche is a meme
>life has objective meaning
HAHAHHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHHAHA

[Anonymous No.12879106]

>>12879086

Thanks for confirming for everyone that you've never read Nietzsche

[Anonymous No.12879121]

>>12879096
>>12879106
based samefag retard

[Anonymous No.12879132]

OP better deliver, fucking faggot

[Anonymous No.12879138]

>>12879121
AHAHHAHAHAHHA
Try harder than that buddy

[Anonymous No.12879142]

>>12877270

pretty predictable and boring honestly and that's exactly how people will remember you
at least try to be a bit more poetic and mysterious

[Anonymous No.12879149]

>>12877270
Just say something mysterious like that you have joined a cult or something like "I'm not suicidal, if i die they are on to me, ..."

[Anonymous No.12879178]

>>12879138
seething

[Anonymous No.12879192]

>>12879178

[Anonymous No.12879207]

Father sound redpilled

[Anonymous No.12879255]

>>12877270
What's amusing about saying you'll love someone "eternally" is that it is, in some sense of the word, actually true. If you don't buy into the afterlife, which your note implies, then you have only been in time. Speaking in terms of the before you or the after you is just historical. It's real but not for you. What this means for your suicide is that it does not resolve the problem of "you." All that led you to the suicide remains a problem for eternity, in the way that your love at the time of the suicide stays eternally, because your life doesn't end. You can kill yourself but your death will have been as meaningful to you as an "end" to something in the same way that sight is meaningful to your knee. You can no more read a book with your knee than you can kill yourself to end your problems. And so everything that leads you to the suicide will stay with you for all eternity. In this way you can't escape what bothers you.
So I give your suicide letter a 0/10 for implying there will be an afterlife but also denying the existence of the afterlife. You no more understand the fact of your life than you do the question of death in your life. Because death is not there for you, neither is the suicide available for you as an end to what troubles you. The suicide is only the mirage of the oasis. It looks to quench your thirst but there is and never was something there for you to drink. If there's something to be resolved in your life, as your suicide note implies, then it is to be resolved in life. If there is something that troubles you about life, there is no end to it coming in the suicide - all that you do is guarantee it as a fact for you for all time. As soon as you understand that death is not available to you except in others, you will finally come closer to understanding what death is for you and why the thought of suicide does not speak to you about the need to die.

[Anonymous No.12879280]

>>12879255
based

[Anonymous No.12879307]

>>12877282
i have mommy issues

[Anonymous No.12879426]

>>12877282
because the man died before my puberty even really started

[Anonymous No.12879641]

>>12877270
>god with a lower case g