I think I’m confronting the beast

[Anonymous No.12844545]

Hi lads, I have spent the last few years in a psychotic depression(!) fighting the fight. I think I’m about to enter finals boss mode. If you could post some short quotes that you believe would inspire a man to move through into heavenly reality then I would really appreciate it.
God bless you all and thank you for your support in my journey. Have some inspo.
https://youtu.be/LFTQcwgq4CY

[Anonymous No.12844553]

I don't know anything about you, but cioran is my boi

[Anonymous No.12844554]

>>12844545
>If you could post some short quotes that you believe would inspire a man to move through into heavenly reality then I would really appreciate it.
does this mean you're going to kys?

[Anonymous No.12844564]

>>12844553
Submission to the will of G-d
>>12844554
No I’m rising from the dead. I already did the master slave thing.

[Anonymous No.12844575]

>>12844564
ok cool

[Anonymous No.12844586]

>>12844575
Thanks anon. This board has been such an incredible source of inspiration for me. 4chan of all places has given me more than anywhere else on the internet.

[Anonymous No.12844639]

>>12844586
i used to be 'too cool for 4chan' and thought it was 'bad' and started coming here ironically, but it's unironically the best website and community on the internet, hands down. i'm way happier here than i was on any other website.
that being said, sometimes i get sick of the trolling and surprising amount of egotism for an anonymous imageboard

[Anonymous No.12844786]

>>12844639
>being happy on the internet
Anon, I’d tell you how to remedy your problems but I’m sure you already know...

[Anonymous No.12844796]

>>12844786
my two problems are no job and no gf
i just try not to worry about it too much

[Anonymous No.12844801]

>>12844639
You get to see the worst and best of humanity.
Worst, because people have no need to take responsibility;
Best, because people have no need to be insincere.

[Anonymous No.12844804]

>>12844796
have you ever had a gf? or a job? dreadful things both of them. Altho one is necessary in todays society (for we live in one), wanting the other is NPC behaviour

[Anonymous No.12844831]

>>12844804
i've had several girlfriends but i've never really been in a long-term relationship. i have had sex with a LOT of women though. also i've had over 40 jobs. i can't hold down a job because i'm too lonely. i hate waking up every day, jerking off, going to work, going home alone. even if i'm having sex three times a week, i'm still too lonely, i hate sleeping alone, waking up, having to jerk off and go to work. my body can't function so i can't function. i always think it's because i was circumcised too tight, and i think in my head "i can't function because my genitals don't". but really i'm just too goddamn lonely to work a job i hate whilst still being alone. i can't get a job doing something i actually want to do, and i have no reason to work. maybe it's because my mother didn't love me, maybe it's because i suffer from undiagnosed PTSD. if i had a girlfriend i slept or lived with and had sex with every day, i could work. but i don't, i'm alone and in pain, i hate being physically close to other people, i fucking hate everybody, i live in constant pain, but everyone else, they're just stupid complacent animals, lying shit-eating hypocritical perverts, fucking delusional morons, mindless bodies, they don't understand at all.

[Anonymous No.12844838]

>>12844545
>If you could post some short quotes
are you actually a wahmen, cos only them are brainlet enough for quotes

[Anonymous No.12844841]

>>12844831
have you tried not depleting your dopamine by jerking it every 2 hours?

[Anonymous No.12844855]

>>12844841
as i said, i was circumcised too tight, i have to use lubrication to masturbate and it's a chore i have to force myself to do out of necessity. i have to abuse myself in order to function. i hate being physically close to other people, i hate even looking at other people. it's a sick, perverted society we live in, people live like stupid, perverted animals. i hate them all.

[Anonymous No.12844896]

>>12844564
How are you planning to "rise from the dead", op? Is there a particular method your are going to employ to that end?

[Anonymous No.12844898]

>>12844855
i hope you are larping friend, anyway, im sorry you were mutilated as a child and even sorrier that society thinks what was done to you is normal.

[Anonymous No.12844911]

>>12844898
man it's not the "mutilation," it's how stupid, perverted and IMMORAL society is now. absolutely everything is about sex and sexuality, it's obscene. the sexuality of others horrifies and disgusts me. i am horrified and disgusted by human nature. the problem isn't me or my circumcision. if i were uncircumcised, what? i could be a stupid perverted animal too, thinking only of sex, rubbing my penis against women on public transit? feminism is perverted hypocritical degeneracy. so the real issue is morality, not my circumcision

[Anonymous No.12844912]

>>12844855
>. i have to abuse myself in order to function.
What happens if you don't? You switch to raep mode or something? You can't concentrate on anything else?

[Anonymous No.12844918]

>>12844545
For OP.

[Anonymous No.12844919]

>>12844912
i just have horrible anxiety, and when i never used to masturbate i'd sometimes leak seminal fluid, which is embarrassing and distressing. i mostly masturbate so that i don't leak seminal fluid.

>You switch to raep mode or something? You can't concentrate on anything else?

i actually hate sex and masturbation, don't pursue and am not interested in romantic relationships, and hate and am disgusted by absolutely everyone. i'm offended you'd suggest that, but i guess you're a sick-minded idiot, if that's what you'd think would happen if i don't abuse myself

[Anonymous No.12844932]

>>12844919
>am disgusted by absolutely everyone
>i just have terrible anxiety
If everyone disgusts you, why do you care what they think about you?

[Anonymous No.12844956]

>>12844932
i didn't say anything about caring about what other people think, because they don't. they're worthless people living worthless lives. what causes me anxiety is their physical proximity, how they invade your space, muttering their stupid judgements with their shit-eating, mocking, bestial grins, and will attack you if you point out their stupidity, which only goes to further prove their stupidity.
how fucking stupid the vast majority of humanity is just makes me feel even more alone than i already physically am