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>woke up earlier than usual after having a large McDonalds binge yesterday and not going to the gym
>drink coffee, browse internet
>google "LinkedIn SpaceX engineer" and feel demoralised while looking at profiles of people with high paid jobs they love
>read around 70 pages yesterday and tell myself I'll read a lot in the coming days for pseud cred and inspiration but the idea fails to inspire me at all because reading is a consumercuck activity
>go outside to feel sad about life
>walk for a while on a warm but uninspiring day
>listen to a podcast that has a politician who had an easy life and who is now successful
>feel demoralised as I get back in my car from my walk, but then feel more motivated for some reason
>plan to have one last binge today: I think simply considering this Pavloved me in to a better mood
>plan to go on another walk, read, go to the gym in the evening, and start my real life tomorrow

I was invited for a job interview for a full time retailcuck job that would let me save more money than I need within 2 months but I was struck with terror as I imagined being indoors on a day like this: uninspired as fuck.

I don't know how the fuck I can wake up tomorrow and feel like I can do anything productive in my free time. It's easy to say I will, but I said that on many previous days.

>> No.12661132

>>12661126
how much do you weigh, friend?
i've been hearing about this 'one last binge' for a long time now

>> No.12661134

>>12661132

259 lbs the last time I checked, although I have not exercised a lot this year.

>> No.12661150
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12661150

Why do you compare yourself to the top 1%, you're not the top 1%. I seriously doubt you're the top 20% in anything. Learn to set goals correctly and focus on improvement. And for fucks sake, start going to the gym you fat fuck. Bitching and moaning on a nigerian basket weaving forum won't help.

>> No.12661156

your threads are getting boring and repetitive as fuck. just do something already you insipid fuck

>> No.12661159

>>12661134
HOLY FUCKING SHIT

It all makes sense now

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12661161

>>12661134
>259 lbs

>> No.12661165

>>12661126
Londonfrog, even if nothing more than to add some truthful zest to these threads, start calorie counting and be accountable for the food you eat

>> No.12661173

>>12661134
Wow....

>> No.12661190

>>12661173
>>12661159
>>12661165

I have gone to the gym and lifted weights a lot, so maybe imagine me as a slightly lower tier of fatty than you are currently imagining.

I was also around 22 lbs lighter back in my previous "binging days". This period is a new low with more binging and less exercise.

I remember being under 176 lbs in my university days and I was also an ugly nofriends loser back then.

>> No.12661199

>>12661190
Holy shit man.

Please relax. Don’t worry. Please just relax.

Okay.

Stop.

Eating.

>> No.12661200

>>12661126
>Finnegans Wake

>> No.12661213

>>12661190
If you do 'one last binge' this evening, i want you to post exactly what and how much you ate. could you do that, my friend?