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I went to the gym and lifted weights 3 times in the past 6 days, so I feel pretty good, even though I still binge.

I finished reading a history book today, which was good. I borrowed 3 more books from the library today, all of them non fiction because I'm bored of fiction. I still haven't done anything productive in my free time but at least the books might leave something in my mind, some pseud residue. Of course I feel bad and know that only understanding derived from action (more active than reading) really matters.

I'm currently outside and drinking coffee in central London after riding around on the underground. I feel calm and slightly content because I am currently realising that when i get a 9-5 job that requires actual work I will not have this freedom.

I saw some Staceys. I thought of some rational statements in my mind ("They are attractive s they receive a lot of attention so they are likely to have had sex with many males but Tinder experiments show that these males likely make up only the top 10 % of males in attractiveness") and I realised that it was striking how simple deductive statements and statements of probability lead to conclusions that are offensive to many people and need to be rationalised away. I also saw some university aged looking qts and felt sad that I'm an ugly guy who has never had female attention ever. The weather is mundane today. I never even had a simple mundane day where a girl ever wanted to talk to me, nevermind some movie style winter / summer day.

I saw posh private school girls (Jailbaceys, though they looked older than 16) and realised that within 5 years they'll all be making £60,000 in their first jobs, where they will be judged by clones of themselves.

I feel tempted to instill more order in to my life: goals, deadlines, maybe even a schedule. But it feels pathetic.

>> No.11813930

>>11813911
Kill yourself already

>> No.11813940
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>>11813911
what the fuck is this

>> No.11813946

>>11813911
Become a priest.

>> No.11813957

I have a very similar life, Londonfriend.
I think you should stop craving for female attention. Quit eating bad food, also.

>> No.11813971

>>11813940
Newfags get out

>> No.11814011

Imagine living in a world where your biggest life difficulties are that women aren't paying enough attention to you and that you have self-esteem issues.

>> No.11814028

>>11813911
Londonfrog is the reason I still come back to this shitpit of a board.

>> No.11814062

Based. Me? Drinking coffee while waiting for my nutrition class to start. It’s boring but easy. There’s one QT in it who keeps smiling at me but despite this fact I don’t have the courage to talk to her.

>> No.11814072

>>11813911
I love you Londonfrog.

>> No.11814092

>>11814011
It's all a matter of perspective. Londonfrog makes his lack of female attention and junkfood binges into a gripping odyssey, a struggle between the forces of order and those of chaos

>> No.11814094

>>11813911
Where's your blog where we can read all your posts, you're our living Pessoa, just devoid of talent and more autistic

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>>11813911
>(Jailbaceys

>> No.11814143

keep us updated londonfreg

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>>11813911
>jailbaceys

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11814235

Get your press up to 225lbs.

>> No.11814643

The hope of the afternoon has led to the drudgery of the last few hours of daylight before night falls and I realise the day is mostly wasted.

>> No.11814679

>>11814643
>>11813911

I already started my weekend. So should you.

>> No.11814684

Please post something different froggy.

>> No.11814731

>>11814643
Try waking up for the morning prayer, brother. Have a shower, pray fajr, and take a few hours to reflect on your connection with your Creator. Maybe He will guide you to something better than the bitter illusions of this lower existence.
Salam, dear brother Londonfrog.

>> No.11814735

>>11814235
What's going on here?

>> No.11814921

>>11814735
They are putting together a team.

>> No.11814926

>>11814643
Is this Pessoa?