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11444332 No.11444332 [Reply] [Original]

My only reason not to kill myself is reading.

What's yours?

>> No.11444335

>>11444332
Visual Novels

>> No.11444339

gay porn

>> No.11444375

>>11444332
i work as an editor and the reason i want to kill myself is reading

>> No.11444384

Too much hassle.

>> No.11445134

>>11444332
I unironically enjoy living

>> No.11445182
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>>11444335
as someone who writes them that's a terrible reason
no I will not tell you

No, the only correct answer is pic related.

>> No.11445201

>>11444332
Books, films, music. The idea that I will sometime be able to create something good to great.

>> No.11445362

I just don’t wanna fuck up everyone’s schedules with a funeral.

>> No.11445415

I might get laid or score some drugs or something if I'm alive tomorrow.

>> No.11445427

I'm sorry anon

>> No.11445428

It'd hurt my mom and my sister too much

>> No.11445432

women, ambitions, friends, lots of stuff really

>> No.11446196

>>11444332
Well first off, I'm not a lil bitch faggot

>> No.11446222

>>11444332
Harold Bloom says we read because we can't know enough people. So I read to escape loneliness.

>> No.11446468

>>11445182
>implying I read EOVN trash
Kill yourself, barely above furry fanfic 'writers'.

>> No.11446483

Don't really know
I don't have the strength to die, so might as well do something (very little)

>> No.11446493

There are two girls that I am very close with, one is my roommate. Neither relationship is sexual, and I don’t want them to be, no bullshit. I get along better with girls than with guys.
A while ago I had literally no friends. Now I have a small group of friends, but those two are the only ones I truly care about, or really even care to spend much time around. I feel different hanging out with them, like I’m not garbage with no chance in life, and I actually have fun doing things. They make me want to better myself and change my life for the better. They make me want to live.
They are both gone now, for about a week, so It’s gonna be rough. Things like this make me realize how fragile I am emotionally. I don’t know how I survived alone before.
How many of you have a close friend?

>> No.11446494

>>11444332
I’m waiting for the race war

>> No.11446542
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11446542

>>11446493
I have always harmony friends yet there was never a single person I could confide in and trust with my deepest and darkest thoughts.

>> No.11446557

>>11446493
dont know, thought i had, but i neglected them

>> No.11446560
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>>11446542
There never will be

>> No.11446563

>>11444332
I tried to kill myself a year ago and i failed. Then i decided that i could just go on living just to see what happens, and if what happens is something really bad, then i could try suicide again.
I just go by without thinking much of life.

>> No.11446569

>>11446563
tell me more pls

>> No.11446599

>>11444332
I am well constituted and have somewhat interesting future, am talented and intelligent; also not a virgin and in general sharper than most people intuitively and am much more in touch with base instincts than the public. There’s no reason to kms, ill be healthy till im in my 50’s.

>> No.11446601
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>>11446563
Would you say that the failed suicide gave you a certain peace of mind that you lacked before?

>In regards to "Then i decided that i could just go on living just to see what happens, and if what happens is something really bad, then i could try suicide again".

>> No.11446609

I guess it's the same for me. Thee are certain books I want o read before I die, and that's all that keeps me hanging on at this point.

>> No.11446625

>>11446563
If you failed a suicide attempt it means you probably didn't want to go through with it in the first place. FACT.

>> No.11446629

>>11446599
Late teens/early 20s spotted, next time make it a lot less obvious

>> No.11446633

>>11446468
I can only assume EOVN means English-Only Visual Novel. I suppose you mean you play translated stuff then?

>> No.11446638

>>11446625
People who shoot themselves in the head have at times failed to kill themselves, shit happens.

>> No.11446639

>>11446629
>if you like life its only because youre too young to hate it yet
That's a hot opinion.

>> No.11446646

>>11446638
Yep but in that case they won't have the ability to complain on 4chainz.org that they're such failures at life they can't even kill themselves properly LMAO

>> No.11446653

>>11444332
haven't figured out the best way to do it yet, will prolly hang myself

>> No.11446660

>>11446639
>>if you like life its only because youre too young to hate it yet.

Unironically all of my this.

>> No.11446697

>>11446660
Because everyone over 25 is just killing the shit out of themselves..

>> No.11446731

>>11446697
>over 25 is old
>hating life always leads to suicide

>> No.11446735

You can't commit an aesthetic suicide. Pretty much all the methods that exist are grim and dehumanizing (literally lmao), you have to shoot yourself or hang from a rope or take pills or breathe a risky helium bag, it's all very pessimistic and you're always playing a shit lottery while you might end up even worse than you already were or die horribly as one last "fuck you" from the universe.

Once suicide is actually easy and not a gritty act, it will become a lot more popular. Suicide has a PR problem in 2018, feels unpleasant like when you mention your downy cousin to even talk about it.

>> No.11446753

I'm going to kill myself when my mother dies.

>> No.11446760

>>11446569
about what
>>11446601

Yeah. After that i stopped obsessing over things like i did before, though sometimes my feelings would get the best out of me and i would feel like before the attempt, but that's not too often. I would say that the thought of having that way out in suicide gives more peace and liberty.

>>11446625

If i had the resources to do it quickly at that time (like a gun) it would have been easier. The methods i used weren't effective and then i ran out of time and had to face the issues that were troubling me. After that i didn't feel like needed to do it and stopped trying.

>> No.11446801

>>11446760
>Can you no longer see a road to freedom? It's right in front of you. You need only turn over your wrists.

>> No.11446806

I'm predetermined to not commit suicide.

>> No.11446863

Obviously because mom would be upset. Reading too I guess.

>> No.11446872

>>11446735
Schopenhauer argued that if suicide would simply be a negative act (negation, disappearance of self), everyone would do it. But, in order to kill yourself you need to act positively, by destroying the young, healthy body. That's why it's problematic.

>> No.11446877

It would kill my mom.

>> No.11446885

>>11444332
So much more to read, learn, experience, see. The hope of finding love and raising children.

>> No.11446903

>>11444332
My dog would miss me

>> No.11447376

>>11444335
Kinda this. I used to somehow romantize suicide until I read muv luv and realized what an absolute pussy I was.

>> No.11447382

>>11444332
I messed things up with this girl and I'm pretty sure I can fix it
also I have a lot of people I'd let down if I were to die (though I would go out "on top", so to speak)

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>>11444332
>What's yours?

>> No.11447404

>>11446885
>So much more to read, learn, experience, see
yes.
>The hope of finding love and raising children.
lol

>> No.11447406

>>11444332
writing a book and waiting for my favorite band to release their next album

>> No.11447419

>>11444332
family, friends, my home, country, the future, the legacy which I want to form, a woman I don't know yet, but want to marry and love and have children with. Many things.

>>11446493
My cousin is like a brother to me.

>> No.11447628

>>11444332
SHREK V

>> No.11447633

>>11444332
I'm a bad person (in terms of acting like a self centered dick), I gotta become a good one before I die

>> No.11447730

I, for the first time in a long time, am looking forward to the future. I am starting to organize my life, and although the balance between chaos and order is not perfect, it is much easier to endure than before. I also want to get laid with one of the librarians at my local library, i'm reading anna karenina just to have something to talk about next time i go there.

>> No.11447743

>>11447406
what band?

>> No.11447781
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>>11444332
>age 6
>older brother first teaches me how to masturbate
>goes on for a few years progressing into mutual hj to oral to anal eventually
>stopped at around age of me being 15 and him 18
>fast forward 10 years
>have had multiple nervous breakdowns, fucks up my social life big time because I don't deal with shit well, had sever drug and alcohol problem
>brother is a functioning alcoholic who works from home (software tech) and has sever OCD with hand washing and loser burnout drunk
>reading and working out is all I do now
>deadinside.png

>> No.11447787

>>11444332
That's also the reason of why I want to kill myself.

>> No.11447788
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11447788

>The thing I don’t understand about the suicide person is the people who try and commit suicide for some reason they don’t die and that’s it. They stop trying. Why? Why don’t they just keep trying? What has changed? Is their life any better now? No. In fact it’s worse because now they’ve found out one more thing you stink at. Okay, that’s why these people don’t succeed in life to begin with. Because they give up too easy. I saw, pills don’t work, try a rope. Car won’t start in the garage, get a tune up. You know what I mean? There’s nothing more rewarding than reaching a goal you have set for yourself.

>> No.11447929

>>11446494
Came here to post this

>> No.11448001

>>11445182
Are you a Student Transfer writer?

>> No.11448259

>>11446903
same here, i couldnt leave him alone
when he dies im laying my head down on some train tracks

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11448490

>>11445134
>"n nn...no, that c cc can't be possible, life is suffering waaaaaaaaaa."

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>>11446493
I have plenty of friends, though not a single one has ever interested themselves in what I think

>> No.11448914

>>11447404
How old are you? I didn't really start wanting for wife and family until early 20s but I think that's even earlier than most men.

>> No.11448930

>>11447743
The Beatles

>> No.11448937

>>11444332
sex

>> No.11448943

>>11444332
Noticing cross-posters.

>> No.11448949

>>11448490
>>11445134
t. Brainlet

>> No.11448953

>>11446493
>roasties as best friends
lmao. I'd rather kys

>> No.11448960
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>>11444332
The hope that I may one day escape the Jewish system of financial slavery and live peacefully as a subsistence farmer with my beautiful wife and children.

>> No.11448967

>>11444332
Not being a loser

>> No.11449027

Cocks

>> No.11449282

>>11448914
Probably your age. I wasn't laughing at your goals I was laughing at it ever becoming a reality for me (or many of us on this website.

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>>11446493
it's true that I don't have any friends, but at least I'm not a betta orbiter

>> No.11449320

>>11446599

>fail at life
>fail at suicide

Pottery

>> No.11449328

>>11449306
this is why women have never and will never do anything

the easy road is always there

>> No.11449361

reading in order to gain immense understanding of history, philosophy, theology, and science
then synthesize mankind and become immortalized

>> No.11449368

>>11449328
>implying your life as a NEET is somehow hard

>> No.11449377

Too much mess and I realize I'm probably over reacting to my current troubles. I also love things like reading and the outdoors so much I can always say fuck it and escape into those.

>> No.11449407

>>11449377
Pathetic worm. Soon you will have no escape from reality. Soon you will crumble, and you can't, and won't do anything about it.

>> No.11450102

>>11448967
Are you calling yourself a winner?

>> No.11450118

>>11450102
huh?

>> No.11450128

>>11449407
lol what

>> No.11450139

Shitposting

>> No.11450156

>>11444332

my dog, if I'm honest

>> No.11450171

I need to earn money.

>> No.11450438

>>11446493
>How many of you have a close friend?

i had one but she left college, now i´m alone all over again

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11450453

achieving my true will in life