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[Anonymous No.11300627]

I'm currently sad and ugly in the most normie filled part of London. Full report soon

[Anonymous No.11300634]

Oxford st?

[Anonymous No.11300635]

>>11300627
Ok, ritorna al shitposting adesso Nonni

[Anonymous No.11300791]

>woke up at 9.30 am
>browse internet on my phone and read a book
>really hot and sunny day in London
>go out to buy coffee and see multiple 9/10 Staceys which was demoralising as fuck
>feel worried because I saw a girl yesterday who I thought was a 9/10 but I worry that I would've seen her as a 7/10 maybe only 2 years ago- immediately thought of myself as "that 27 year old boomer who thinks all 18-21 year old women are hot"
>drink coffee in flat while browsing the internet and watching tennis
>decide it's too late to go to the gym
>bin the coffee I bought because I should give up coffee
>go to central London to walk around, feel sad about life, and maybe have my last coffee ever
>walk past Trafalgar Square to Leicester Square and see normies and Staceys galore
>now drinking coffee and feeling sad about life

Going outside and seeing happy normies everywhere who see me as an ugly loser feels insulting.

My main hobby is walking around, feeling sad about life, drinking coffee, and browsing the internet on my phone.

I can't bear to sit in my flat all day and learning or doing productive stuff when it makes me feel like a loser. I go outside and hope my 20s spontaneously stop feeling wasted. Of course that's stupid but it's the truth.

I've never worked hard on anything under my own initiative. I simply float through life. I look back at myself and wonder whether I had free will. I am due to start a more prestigious job later this year but I know I can't stand 9-5 living. My current full time job requires me to do no work and spend no time at the office. I'm living in a miracle situation but I'm still not happy.

I feel guilty about everything I do, don't do, and how I do things. I'm also blackpilled and know I have life on hard mode due to my ugliness and my youth is wasted (I'm 27).

I feel like binging on junk food tonight For The Last Time and hoping that I'll wake up tomorrow with purpose and willpower.

[Anonymous No.11300938]

>>11300627
>1st world virgin problems

[Anonymous No.11300943]

Is this r9k now?

[Anonymous No.11300947]

>>11300635
Perché scusa? OP è italiano?

[Anonymous No.11301015]

>>11300791
At least you're up to date with the latest memes. Lots of so-called 'successful' and 'happy' people don't even know what
>tfw
means.