Writing exercise

[Anonymous No.10945215]

Write about the guy on the left

[Anonymous No.10945237]

>>10945215
S-senator McCain?

[Anonymous No.10945292]

I dont think shes gonna show up, the man thought to himself. He had managed to procure a solid nubile teen from Tinder who agreed to go on a dinner date in exchange for a ride of her life. He knew quite well the impression he left on impressionable young women, with his profile pic posed as an ordinary bald white man leaning his prized golden-yellow Aventador. In reality, it is only a rental. But if this was what it took to get into a young and tight hole then a few grand a day is not so bad. She might be the tightest hole he’d ever penetrate after nearly a decade of paying high-end yet looser than a free form poetry escorts who charged nearly as much as renting an exotic card for the day. Shes not gonna show up. He look around the restaurant and he wished he was young again.

[Anonymous No.10945308]

>>10945215
who is she?

[Anonymous No.10945312]

>>10945215
she looks like a massive bitch.

[Anonymous No.10945316]

>>10945215
>I was waiting for my dish. Buffalo Wings, the finest this side of upstate New York. The Finest! When yet I caught the scent of a spice not of this platter. What gift is this caught floating from the gulf of Mexican. She sweats under the strong bulbs of this deep ingrained cabin and I can feel every drop of it pouring down her amber skin, her deep amber skin. How I would want to roll along it like those salty beads, beads she creates, she gifts. The noise of her laugh and her girlish games hidden behind her bouncing hair, her giddy bouncing hair. My wings arrive. But this shall not be the only dish I have tonight

[Anonymous No.10945321]

>>10945215
I hate when people beg for attention unless they're my gf. mental illness redflag

[Anonymous No.10945376]

>>10945215
Shes cute here but on her instagram she looks like an ugly typical insta thot.

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>>10945321
She's been told how pretty she is her whole life. She's been introduced to makeup and so forth since an early age. She made herself up to go out to eat, just regular social etiquette for her. Sits down to eat, and is caught off guard by the dude with the camera. So she starts posing, but looks put out a moment later. There's no begging, no mental illness. Other than late-capitalist bourgeoisie culture.

Don't like it? Change the world.

[Anonymous No.10945439]

It was a hard life for Anderson Makover. It would be a hard life for anyone who was the 3rd best Dick Cheney impersonator in the state of Wisconsin. But nothing was hard as his eyes as they looked upon a young couple that had just sat across the aisle from him as he disinterestedly masticated the last few stalks of celery in the greasy basket in front of him. Upon seeing such youth unaware and free only the most cliched of existential questions creep into the dissatisfied minds of those accustomed to something less than mediocrity their entire lives. Maybe they would die young of some disease or some tragedy would rob them of the gift they were unaware of. But to Anderson even this inevitability that all is a temporary illusion couldn't break his gaze. The sensation that something wobbly and amorphous starting ascending and descending his esophagus. The first tears were forming now. He had to scream something, the words were tearing out the back of his throat, "reply to this or your mother dies in her sleep tonight." The people stared at him in shock and wonderment. He broke the social contract with his sudden outburst, he intruded on their understanding that this was a place where hunger was abolished and merriment could be sought. Anderson surveyed the room, and did the only thing he could think of and with a violent sweep of his arm scattered the remnants of his meal from the table to the ground. "Well, fuck a duck," he muttered, a cryptic apology heard by no one but God.

[Anonymous No.10945447]

>>10945384
>other girls should stop trying to be pretty because I can't be

Sad!

[Anonymous No.10945458]

>>10945447
prettiness is a capitalist burgeouise concept. why do you think Nicky II had such hot daughters?

[Anonymous No.10945462]

*blocks your jezebel*

[Anonymous No.10945464]

>>10945447
if she was actually pretty she wouldn't doll herself up and strike poses the moment she sees a camera
>>10945384
submitting to that helplessly is a sign of feeble will and a propensity towards mental imbalance. the average human within a system of capitalist consumption is mentally unwell

[« Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ » !!Srz2lnO/STC No.10945466]

>>10945447
Schizo conclusions, anon.
Unlike a lot of men on this board I love beauty and encourage sexual freedoms.

[Anonymous No.10945469]

>>10945464
>if she was actually pretty she wouldn't doll herself up and strike poses the moment she sees a camera

Ludicrous

[Anonymous No.10945481]

>>10945466
You know absolutely nothing about beauty. All you have is suburban fancies. Dry pre-packed magazine clip-outs. Beauty is suffering and there's no pain in a dried old cunt

[Anonymous No.10945484]

>>10945215
I wonder what being such a beautiful girl would be like. To possess the ability to brighten someones day with your simple presence. Divine. Such heavenly purity, oh how I've longed for it my whole life. Those two...they look so happy together. Such joyous faces. Is joy a finite resource? Did the world not have enough to spare for me? To experience even an iota of that angelic purity would be bliss. I have tried to rid myself of such desires. I have lived in self delusion for so long. To become a pure and righteous man, free from such emotional want. I fancied myself an ascetic. Where has that gotten me? Here I am. Old. Grey. Worn. Shrouded in lies, bathed in delusion. 70 years old, money, power, health...all meaningless. I am alone. Surrounded by my social superiors. I could not even find someone to dine with, such is my fortune. Do I even deserve to live? Do I deserve to walk the same Earth as these people? Does a wretch like me deserve to bask in the splendor of their youth? No, wait of course I do! It is the world that does not deserve me! It has squandered my youth and eroded my spirit. It has made a frail old man of me, a miserable wretch! I should show them all! Show them what it means to truly be in control! I should blow my brains right in--

Sir your samosas are ready.

Thank you Madam

Enjoy sir!

y-you too.

[Anonymous No.10945494]

>>10945466
>be a "sexually free" woman
>ride the cock carousel from age 15-30, half of your adult life racking up a rainbow dick collection
>be 30, decide you want to settle down and live a normal life
>complete shock when no man wants to give half of his assetts to fuck a girl that tyrone, jamal, and twenty dozen chads got for free
>35, still single, getting uglier by the day
>no guys will even give you attention anymore because your youthful beauty if gone
>40, barren, still single, lonely, miserable
only thing left to do now is complain on the internet about how marriage is bad (because no one wants to marry you) to try to justify your whorish past

[Anonymous No.10945503]

>>10945469
I'll restate it since it appears you're stupid: if someone is actually beautiful, they will not compensate for it by loading on makeup and striking retarded poses for random cameras.

[Anonymous No.10945504]

>>10945494
She's a miserable dyke so she skips straight to the last step

[Anonymous No.10945505]

>>10945215
Today wasn't a good day. Like every evening since my wife's sudden death I just sit here by myself in this way too expensive restaurant and think. Seeing this girl over there reminds me of my daughter, she was so pretty the last time I saw her, just liker her. I hate myself for making her want to leave everything behind and go to Hollywood. I should have spend more time with my family and less time at work. I think I'm going to call her tonight, apologize and ask her to finally come back after all these years. I wonder what she was doing all these years. Man, why can't I bring myself to call her. It was wrong to disown her and throw her out of our home just because she was in love with a black guy. I am going to call her tonight. Finally my food is here. I look at my watch to see how much time they took. The Steak ordered in my favourite restaurant in the world trade center took 20 minutes on 11th of september 2001...

[Anonymous No.10945507]

>>10945494
> 45, your beta ass come to save her and shes emboldened. Goes on to backpages a year after your marriage to look for a young bull to please her.

[Anonymous No.10945510]

>>10945503
>I'll restate it since it appears you're stupid: if someone is actually beautiful, they will not compensate for it by loading on makeup and striking retarded poses for random cameras.

You mean like unironic supermodels? Please shut the fuck up, you're describing what practically all women do

[Anonymous No.10945514]

>>10945503
>This is my definition of "beauty" and it has more to do with my own self-hatred and body issues than it does aesthetics
lol ok, thanks for clarifying

[Anonymous No.10945518]

That guy looks pretty angry, red and all. Must've been waiting for a while.

[Anonymous No.10945521]

>>10945458
uggos, the perpetual entertainment machine

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>>10945481
>Beauty is suffering
Stoic cancer.
You're an asses arse with its issuance for argument

[Anonymous No.10945523]

>>10945507
I'm going to marry a ditzy twenty year old undergrad at that age

[Anonymous No.10945524]

>>10945458
how is nicky ii bourgeois? he is an aristocrat, i.e. not bourgeois

[Anonymous No.10945528]

>>10945522
I'm not a stoic I'm a hystericist. Review your terminology

[Anonymous No.10945529]

Alfred’s cock, for the first time in a decade, twitched.

[Anonymous No.10945531]

>>10945523
Stacy of 20 years from now will still see you as a beta loser

[Anonymous No.10945536]

>>10945522
Id fuck the teacher and then tell the qt about it, and then fuck her to.

[Anonymous No.10945540]

>>10945531
Oh we'll see. We'll see Anon

[Anonymous No.10945551]

>>10945510
supermodels are the property of men, they're not even human. I'm talking about normal women with beauty. Not Patriarchal brood mares and the human dolls
>>10945514
lol'ing at you and your sick mind
>>10945521
makeup and lighting, make her show her real face

[Anonymous No.10945557]

>>10945551
You are done posting now. Thank you

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>>10945494
Maybe read some Margarete Mead, frogboy

[Anonymous No.10945566]

>>10945557
are you a homosexual or a woman? I have this weird feeling you're not a straight white male. Just a notion but I think I might be right

[Anonymous No.10945570]

>>10945560
>unironically recommending Maragaret Mead to someone
She literally made all that shit up, explicitly to lend credence to Boasian ideology

[« Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ » !!Srz2lnO/STC No.10945602]

>>10945570
Degenerate pol poster, you need to go back to your board and shovel more of those red coloured blue pills down your throat.

[Anonymous No.10945604]

>>10945215
He smells and he knows it, therefore why under the armpit, through the cheap cotton of his ill fitting button up shirt a ever widening puddle of sweat is drenching. Everything about him is so oily and akward, like the personification of puberty it self. His sort of orange sort of brownish, but still white skin on his forehead is covered in pimples of all shapes, sizes and stage in their growth like a wide view of hills going up and down, up and down. His eyes slanty, his nose sharp, his lips thin, and his hair oily covering the left side of his fade... Nothing is in proportion! His voice studders when he talks, and gets mocked for it. God, what an abomination of a man! Gotta love him though, he's a friend.

[Anonymous No.10945606]

>>10945602
>studying a haplogroup 40,000 years older than the white race
>applying anything in the study should apply to more evolved whites

[Anonymous No.10945610]

>>10945602
she literally made that stuff up, im sorry if this is making you sad by ruining your fairy tale about peaceful egalitarian tribes people.

nature is horrific and violent and unequal and unfair

[Anonymous No.10945614]

>>10945604
that dude is clearly past puberty I don't get what you're going for this reads like a Mad magazine illustration

[Anonymous No.10945619]

>>10945610
>nature
spooky

[Anonymous No.10945620]

>>10945606
define the white race, which IE people does it come from, what features define it, what are the limits of its range in its nascent stage, show me genomics studies that depict a continuous racial taxa which is distinct from other Eurasian taxa, what about the hybridization with the ANE, EEF and WHG's. I'm sorry but you're an idealist faggot, the more we do genomics studies on ancient peoples, the more obvious it is that HUWHYTES are mutts that didn't even appear until late into antiquity, probably not until the Greek Golden Age, if we are talking about Germanics specifically. Celts aren't even considered white by the strongest of Nordicists despite the red hair and pale skin.

[Anonymous No.10945621]

>>10945614
I'm just describing the guy on my left.

[Anonymous No.10945623]

>>10945619
animals retard

[Anonymous No.10945631]

>>10945623
oh wow great post

[Anonymous No.10945641]

>>10945631
in the world of delusional anthropology explaining to these hysteric retards that humans are animals does qualify as a shocking revelation

[Anonymous No.10945650]

>>10945641
even GREATER postage you're on a ROLL

[Anonymous No.10945655]

>>10945641
you're a hysterical retard though, you're just riffing off of what we've seen from recent phys anth and behavioral genomics studies, we have no idea how unequal things actually were at all or how violent they were and likely will never know. Both camps are fucking unbearable, nature isn't vicious and unforgiving, its not benign and bountiful. It oscillates between irrational plenty, ease and low selection pressure and rapacious, vicious, often obscene culling, slaughter, slavery and loss of life

[Anonymous No.10945659]

>>10945620
Define Zebras. You're asking a ridiculous question, they simply exist

[Anonymous No.10945667]

>>10945659
oh ho ho this anon is bringing the fire as well

[Anonymous No.10945670]

>>10945655
the entire existence of evolution is based off of some percentage of the organisms facing miserable failure

[Anonymous No.10945671]

>>10945215
It looked like another jolly increment the array of pleasant evenings for John Hamburger. He wiped away the excess ketchup from his gob, and swiftly checked his phone. Oh boy, he thought, a Twitter notification. It seemed NRxD had finally thought of a humorous response to John's tweet he'd made with an ironic esoteric reference. He'd be sure to craft an ultimate comeback after he'd left the restaurant. Now where was that cheque, his train of thought chugged to.

Across the table, some Latina girl was bobbing her head and sweeping her hair back. What a slut. He looked anxiously for the waitress. Is there a female in this world that would pay attention to me, a thought intruded. He gulped, then checked his phone again. No flashing lights. He considered opening /lit/ but, in public? His thread featuring rare pictures of David Foster Wallace he had collated over the years was surely doing well, but he would check in the car.

Finally the waitress came, her false grin causing him a brief migraine. 'Ok , lets see, so, everything comes to... $20. Is that everything for you sir?' John was sweating, 'I uh... I thought the kids meals were half price.' The waitress stared blankly at him, 'I didn't realise you had any kids with you?.' John sighed, 'No, no, NO! I do not have children, not shall I ever. I specifically ordered a kids pizza with curly fries for myself.' An uncertain smile unfolded from her dry lips, 'Oh, um, I'll need to talk to the chef about that. I don't think he gave you a kids portion.' His face now almost burgundy with embarrassment, John wrestled with his pocket for possession of his wallet. 'I'll pay the damn $20, but don't expect me here again.' He laid down the cash, and choked a little. The waitress looked at the bill, then at him, grinned once more and left. John wiped the condensation from long forehead. The Latina across the room was now leaving, armed linked with her black boyfriend. He looked at her, sighed once more, and subtly farted.

[Anonymous No.10945685]

>>10945667
The question stands. Define Zebras under the same scrutiny that you are expecting of racial taxonomy

I can claim Zebras don't exist, all there are is different horses

[Anonymous No.10945688]

>>10945620
>acknowledges human evolution amongst races
you said it yourself

[Anonymous No.10945701]

>>10945685
horses and zebras can't produce fertile offspring with each other

[Anonymous No.10945706]

>>10945685
>>10945688
>race=species
Not the anon you are arguing with, but please stop using this completely false and utterly retarded argument unless you have actually studied evolutionary biology or even just genetics. The idea that humans are as varied as animals is 100% horseshit repeated by people who have no fucking clue what they are arguing about.

[Anonymous No.10945717]

>>10945706
on the contrary, the idea that humans aren't varied enough to be separate races is horseshit repeated by non-scientists who are explicitly devoted to 'combatting racism', ie. they are starting with the assumption that races aren't real and then attempting to justify it

[Anonymous No.10945725]

>>10945706
obviously race=/= species, thanks for pointing that out Captain Egalitarian. one takes millions of years to happen and the other happens in thousands. still does not get rid of the fact that different races have different genetic attributes that give them strengths/weaknesses

[Anonymous No.10945727]

>>10945701
That anon probably meant Equus.

[Anonymous No.10945728]

>>10945701
And? Rather arbitrary social construct to decide that makes them different

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>>10945606
>Muh haplogroup
>Dey don't haves thumbs, yo.

Shovel those red painted blues pills in, kid.

[Anonymous No.10945736]

>>10945729
Dyke shush, the men are talking

[Anonymous No.10945749]

>>10945725
What are the strengths and weaknesses of each race?

[Anonymous No.10945756]

>>10945749
Whites are smart and beautiful. The rest are stupid/autistic and ugly to varying degrees

[Anonymous No.10945759]

>>10945728
>yes hmmm ... rather arbitrary to say that, to say that things are different in the way that they are different

[Anonymous No.10945770]

>>10945670
yes, that doesn’t say whether or not nature is always unfair and brutal. sometimes there are lulls, irrational plenty, the very existence of life rather than roiling, crushing unintelligent forces is a kind of gift, even if unintentional and constantly attacked by the rest of the system. You go too far, and its because of a genetic, personal predisposition towards zero-sum thinking, aggression and discrimination. Which admittedly is a healthy foil to the unthinking sentimentalist feebleness of the social-cultural anth dogmatists.
>>10945706
there are probably 5 distinct subspecies of humans anon, there is strong evidence for human polytypy. We wouldn’t be capable of asserting eurocentric nordicist racial taxa but there are indeed blacks, caucasoids, cappoids, australoids, mongoloids. They’re distinct from each other behaviorally and morphologically. Its almost impossible to argue this when blacks almost universally have different voices, hair, skull morphology, musculature, behavioral traits than whites do.
>>10945729
you should stop or bring bigger guns, weakness weakens perpetually.

[Anonymous No.10945778]

>>10945756
most whites aren’t beautiful unless you have grossly inadequate standards for beauty, most whites are barely sapient. being 100 iq means almost nothing unless you’re comparing it to nogs

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>>10945770
>Muh big phallus objects

Here we are OP. Writing about that guy on the left

[Anonymous No.10945793]

>>10945439
>so many dead mommies

[Anonymous No.10945800]

>>10945792
>instantly reverts to penis envy

Stay castrated little girl

[Anonymous No.10945804]

>>10945749
whites are better at accounting, have more mental health issues
blacks are fast at running, generally ignorant
obviously this is all stereotype but just because they are stereotypes doesn't mean you can ignore their origin.

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>>10945800
Falling back on or misunderstanding old Freudian ideas? I think the lack of a penis makes me better, since you are so perpetually obsessed.
What are you defending here anyway? "My racial purity. Dick big! –not too big. –That would be too animal."

[Anonymous No.10945857]

>>10945770
Wow, a real life psuedoscientist! Where did you receive your education? Alex Jones Academy?

[Anonymous No.10945866]

Please stop objectifying women.

[Anonymous No.10945909]

What's it like to have a girl enjoy your presence?

[Anonymous No.10945916]

>>10945909
Like a perfectly normal day.

[« Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ » !!Srz2lnO/STC No.10945926]

>>10945866
>Woman objectifying

[Anonymous No.10945931]

>>10945292
>She might be the tightest hole he’d ever penetrate after nearly a decade of paying high-end yet looser than a free form poetry escorts who charged nearly as much as renting an exotic car for the day.
lol

[Anonymous No.10945932]

>>10945857
your shtick is hilariously outdated. nobody takes you guys seriously anymore, even the fucking New York Times is conceding that race exists lately

[« Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ » !!Srz2lnO/STC No.10945936]

>>10945909
Knowing others appreciate you is always wonderful. The extra feeling of knowing they've fine with being intimate with you is only slightly different.
I miss it. But I can survive without it.

[Anonymous No.10945946]

>>10945909
Like everything else, fleeting.

[Anonymous No.10945948]

>>10945909
there's a buzzing in your chest cavity that makes your head ring, your eyes feel like they're radiating white light, all your senses are heightened, muscles are more vigorous, you sit up straight, voice deepens, your countenance is relaxed, sublime, she's just completed you. You're here, its over, you've found it.
>>10945916
>>10945936
shut up

[Anonymous No.10945979]

>>10945932
ahaha!

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>>10945948
>Spooked
Wound up tighter than a clock.

[Anonymous No.10945987]

does anyone here believe that beauty in the opposite sex is enslaving and just not worth the anguish and want it instills in us?

I used to be an extremely awkward and painfully shy, anxiety ridden person who would constantly put women on a pedestal. But now I've overcome that and am comfortable in my skin, I feel that the kind of anguish and misery one experiences by looking at beautiful people is just not worth it. That the kind of want and desire instilled in my by looking at the girl in the photo is going to only cause lack of contentment and even if I end up with a girl like her it will be unfulfilling due to either me not living up to her expectations (attractiveness, interestingness etc. I'll always be insecure about whether I am good enough) or her not living up to mine (not being as interesting or likable or sharing the same interests).


So what's the point? All that this kind of beauty does is instill want and desire which causes suffering. And it's such a tragedy that I can't seem to avoid this kind of want. Despite knowing that it's only going to cause dissatisfaction.

I also think that maybe it wouldn't perturb me as much if getting the prettiest, most attractive girl wasn't such an important thing in our zeitgeist. Is it default fundamental human nature to worship beauty in the opposite sex to such a degree?

[Anonymous No.10946014]

>>10945987
The other day I was in a cab and had a friendly conversation with this girl. A really attractive person came and sat in the front and she got completely distracted and unfocused on the conversation to the point that she kept looking at him. I realized what was up and politely ended the conversation soon.

Despite being socially well adjusted and having a girlfriend it made me somewhat sad that nothing else about me mattered at all as soon as someone significantly more attractive entered the environment. It was thoroughly invalidating.

And I understand that aesthetics are important but i felt that it was such a conflict that on one hand we have such a thorough and authoritative enslavement to beauty and on the other that this enslavement feels shallow and reductive.

[Anonymous No.10946017]

>>10945602
Literally the worst tripshitter on the site.

I hate women and I hate you.

[Anonymous No.10946020]

>>10945987
Dreaming is always preferable to living. Abdicate the active world for a dream based asceticism. Works everytime.

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>>10945987
>The enticing charm of sex is enslaving and not worth the effort to live

Many many movements have come up with this nonsense. It doesn't make it true. People who come to this conclusion begin to come up with some really rancid ideas about life. Like Stoicism, Christianity, anti-natalism and other death cults

Don't put women on a pedestal.
Learn to love yourself.
Enjoy the world of the senses.

https://youtu.be/YqN3znKq_C8

[Anonymous No.10946029]

>>10945987
>>10946014
I also feel that I seek women simply because they're attractive and i'd rather not be alone and unloved. Not because I've ever actually really enjoyed their company or think that any of them are interesting enough that i NEED to have them in my life. I get bored every time I get a girlfriend because I realize that I don't think too much of them after having gone past my desire for sex/companionship.

[Anonymous No.10946036]

>>10946027
don't tell people what to do fascist

[Anonymous No.10946037]

>>10946027
>Don't put women on a pedestal.
IS easier when you
>Learn to love yourself.

I have learnt to love myself more and more after exiting the phase of depression, anxiety and 0 self esteem. The more i love myself the lesser point I see in interacting with people and women in particular whose single most valuable trait for me ends up being their physical attractiveness and sexuality because I feel that other people and women don't have much else to offer.

[Anonymous No.10946041]

>>10946014
>>10946029
beauty without a soul is satanic, as I specified above. People fail to realize that ugly virtue and beautiful viciousness are obscene, both of them are unnatural and against the spirit, hence the image of the beautiful chaste pagan goddess is the most beloved of all spiritual images in human history. A beautiful women, with a strong spirit, and a pure soul is the divine incarnate. nothing could match it save of course for an Orphic archetype, the beautiful, noble, pure man

[Anonymous No.10946048]

>>10946041
>beauty without a soul is satanic
>tfw the pretty mountains and trees are now satanic

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>>10946037
Kind of where I'm at. This dumbed down culture makes less people desirable/compatible with me.

Stay open to finding someone, or good friends though. Epicurean ideals.

[Anonymous No.10946061]

>>10945215
He sat alone, again. When he thought to himself that he was sitting, waiting for his wings, alone, again, he froze momentarily in a way that, despite being a genuine physical response to a thought, begged for a person to notice and ask what the matter was. Were he asked (he wasn't), he wouldn't have said anything. That he was noticed would have been enough. Everyone had had fifty, now almost sixty years to have asked him what the matter was, or to have given him some affection. He hadn't needed it before (a lie) and he didn't need it now (also a lie). He just wanted the chance to say that nothing was the matter.
But the realization that froze him in the loose train of thoughts which followed him ordering his wings and which would be obliterated by the arrival of the wings was that he probably didn't need to think that he was alone again. He was alone when he went to get wings the night before, and that he was alone tonight seemed to make the use of "again" right and proper, and it was, but to use it was to make some distinction. Something in the fact that an appendix, an easily excisable little qualifier was being added to his loneliness to make a note of the succession seemed, to him, to imply that the succession and its signifier was important, like it was to stand in starker relief beside such phrases as, "I'm with my friends tonight," or, "I'm getting wings with my wife tonight." The "again" was a little tumor at the end of his loneliness, a cruel and tiny thing implying linguistically, implying without bone or muscle or vital heat that he could, the next night, or that he could have, the night before, been getting wings with the friends or the wife he didn't have. He had, through the cold ghostly scaffolding of language, stabbed himself in the stomach once years ago, and nightly he'd been pulling his intestines out like squelching rope by thinking, "I'm alone, again," instead of "I'm alone," or (perhaps the stark, unqualified statement was the initial wound, the knife unadorned) instead of thinking nothing.
But enough of that, enough of that: His wings had arrived, and with them they brought a tongue-tied, neutered version of oblivion.

[Anonymous No.10946083]

>>10946061
it's gonna be ok bro

[Anonymous No.10946086]

>>10946051
>This dumbed down culture makes less people desirable/compatible with me.

[Anonymous No.10946106]

>>10945756
>Whites are smart and beautiful

He fell for the bait

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>>10946086
I don't like the dumb people.
Get off my /lit/ shit-fer-brains

[Anonymous No.10946118]

>>10946115
Ironic.

[Anonymous No.10946136]

>>10946115
kys ableist scum

[Anonymous No.10946255]

>>10945529
Desu this is unironically the best sentence in this thread

[Anonymous No.10946284]

>>10946083
bro...

[Anonymous No.10946291]

I look to my left and I see a void where once a man stood.

[Anonymous No.10946308]

>>10946115
it's you again, please leave

[Anonymous No.10946531]

>>10945215
"Justice Henry O'neal you're order will be with you in a moment. Would you like a glass of water while you wait?" said the waiter.
"Yes please, and thank you there's no need to rush" replied the justice.
As the waiter walked away he tugged firmly at his collar and relaxed into his chair. There was indeed a reason to hurry, he was waiting to receive a usb stick that would change the entire case consuming his court. For the past seven months a figurative army of attorneys had been flooding in and out of his courthouse in relation to the case of Microsoft vs George Mark. The case was getting rather hairy with Marks defense turning over rocks that haven't seen public light ever before. Evidence has surfaced that Microsoft had been using Cortana to collect metadata that was attached to user based accounts, not simply anonymous information that they had been claiming in the past. This became relevant when Mr Mark's residence got hit by a swat team while him and his wife were discussing their own theories about where the killer for a recent mass shooting was hiding. To him the case seemed pretty clear, the citizens rights had been violated without any proper legal procedure beforehand.
"Here's your meal sir." The waiter arrived holding a plate of Mongolian chicken over rice with a brisk salad on the side.
"Thank you very much." The justice reached for his fork and began picking at the plate.
"It's no problem at all enjoy your meal." The waiter jogged away. The kitchen must be very busy he thought.
"Enjoying your meal justice" A voice called from behind him.
"Ah, Jeremy! Wonderful to see you!" said the justice. It truly was wonderful to see him, he hadn't seen his friend from law school in many years and he felt like it was the only person he could trust. Jeremy had been his dorm mate and they had seemed like the only two sane people in the world at the time taking on the world.
"It truly is a pleasure. Mind if I have a seat?" said Jeremy.
"No not at all." said the justice.
"Is the wife good? How is your daughter?" Jeremy said taking a seat.
"Oh fine, they're fine, but that's not actually why you're here is it? Wheres the data?" said the justice picking at his plate again.
"Listen Henry, you need to give Microsoft an innocent verdict in this case." Jeremy said.
"I can't do that, I know you work for them now but I took an oath to defend the constitution. That comes above everything even our friendship, surely I know you can see that." said the justice.
"I used to." said Jeremy as winked at an attractive female sitting at the bar.
"Careful, adultery is a crime." said the justice with a slight chuckle.
"It's been fun Henry." said the justice standing up. "Goodbye."
"You're leaving already!" said the justice.
"I have business to attend to, another time, and enjoy your meal." said Henry.
Henry walked out the door and a minute later the restaurant burst into a storm of fire and shrapnel.

[Anonymous No.10946633]

>>10945215
Stream of conciousness inner thoughts of mr roberts on the left over there:
"Life is a cycle, each day the same old shit. I come here waiting for that bitch who never shows up, then i eat my god-dman steak, and then i drive home. The same shit, every day, 'till the end of time. What am i doing with my life?"

"Look at that young whore over there, she doesn't even realize the world around her is falling to shambles, wrapped up in her lousy narcissistic ego trip, a slave to the ghosts in her boyfriends phone. She's so young and naive, i feel bad for her, because she's gonna wake up one day and reach the same point as me, lonely, asking why things are the way they are, how she got to this point. Life's gonna hit her the hardest, and she's gonna regret all the shit she's doing now. What a waste, the people around me are a waste, fuck this joke of an existence."

"Oh hey the steak is here!"

[Anonymous No.10946651]

>>10946115
has no one told you to stop name-fagging yet namefag?

[Anonymous No.10946660]

>>10945384
Butters I expected better from you.

[« Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ » No.10946696]

>>10946660
What exactly do you take issue with here?

[Anonymous No.10946798]

>>10945376
Whatsapp her insta

[Anonymous No.10946866]

>>10946696
It's too easy, no subtlety at all which makes it a bore. You know exactly where it's going from your first sentence and you end up performing the same reductive objectification you've argued against. And the prompt was about the man but who cares.

[Anonymous No.10946885]

>>10945926
>>10945936
>>10946051

Where can i find this flavor of qt3.14?

Middle to upper class parents, went to college and graduated, working a professional career. Shes smart but not too smart, the i did the homework and hated it but glad i graduated type. Never read books outside of class except hunger games etc. Dark hair paler skin.

At first she will scoff at me because i dont have a college degree, but me making 3X what she makes is a good sign. And when she sees my book collection... get the towels, we got a gusher! Ive been in a professional career far longer than she has and my craft is getting honed, whereas she has only just started after graduating from grad school.

She has to be a slightly misanthropic and despicable person at least half the time, otherwise she will hate me. Dark humor, sarcasm, and depression are a must. Her family life has to he mostly ok (mine was a trainwreck and i dont have any family now)

It helps that my penis is 9 inches and im muscular/athletic but not roided. If she cant fuck for hours without drug use then its a no go. Also must demand violent sex, vanilla sex means mostly nothing to me, if i cant choke or hurt you then i just get bored, i hope you like pain. If not its a no go. Must want lots of children.

This isnt a joke. Where can i find these ones in the wild? Have I gone too far in knowing what i want? Should i give up now and settle for a fat kinky broad with no teeth?

[Anonymous No.10946930]

>>10945439
Clap clap clap

[Anonymous No.10946983]

>>10945215
Henry twiddled his thumbs and studied the wrinkles in the palms of his hands, resting crossed in front of him like an obedient schoolboy. The men behind him let out some jabs of lively banter and asked for another pitcher; the young woman across the isle giggled at her boyfriend as they took a break from dabbing their fingers at the menus to satisfy each other with their eyes, which would have to do for now. Even the hideously-sweatered elderly woman at the nearest table was having a jolly time gnawing on saucy wings with a man who was either her son or the world's most determined gold miner. And thus it was that the room began to feel heavy, weighing him down as he sat at his varnished island and picked at the pile of napkins to see if his nails were as weak as his knees. The cheer, the filial connection, the starry-eyed obsession, the complete indifference to diet quality, and the proliferation of clothing that could be bought with a day's pay made the tiled gaps separating his table from its brothers feel as wide as the Mediterranean, from whence sprang many cultures the clueless interior designer must have drawn 'inspiration' from to create the red-and-pink-and-grey-and-yellow streaked tiles that were no doubt sold under some nonsense name like "Roman Villa".

The waitress in her speeding galley crossed the sea and placed before him goods from the Orient, beyond the kitchen door. And the smell of cheap sauce, for who would pay for Franks and actual butter anymore (think of the saturated fat), was like a foreign invasion, pillaging his nostrils and putting them to the torch. And yet, he could not help but feel the same pang of intrigue he'd felt when he'd first made the absurd decision to come here for dinner after he left the office (Thornberg went to dinner at a 4-star with the bus accident claimant, for who can say no to 'free' time with your lawyer to discuss how you might be tricked into paying him even more).

He gingerly grabbed one of the glued wings and brought it to his mouth, and processed the same side for a good minute, making sure to let the sauce get no further than the edge of his upper lip. But he still could not retrieve even a crumb of the old feeling of satisfaction that had left him behind so many years ago, when he could eat wings and down pints and he ran int he mornings and the bartender knew his name and Martha was still there and that kid from Wilson Street wasn't rotting in jail.

Maybe another bite.

[Anonymous No.10946992]

>>10946798

[Anonymous No.10946997]

>>10945503
autistic, never dated a woman

[Anonymous No.10947003]

>>10945316
creepy

[Anonymous No.10947039]

>>10945602
Margaret Mead was a socially retarded woman who couldn't even tell when small kids were pulling a wool blanket over her eyes. Her work is beyond useless, and for you to take it all at face value, makes you just as much of a brainlet.

[Anonymous No.10947048]

>>10946983
>dabbing
that word is tainted now took me right out of the narrative
>nice cynicism
>island metaphor not strong enough to go this long she can't handle it!
ending seems a bit rushed, like maybe hint at the "Wilson street kid" earlier or tie it into the lawyer angle?

just my thoughts, and they are worth less than a penny

[Anonymous No.10947066]

>>10947048
The ending is rushed because I got tired and wanted to check another thread, but good on you for spotting it.

[Anonymous No.10947080]

>>10946115
holy bigot batman

[Anonymous No.10947371]

>>10945215
>this is the girl
>EXT. (wide angle) WINKIES sign
>Girl begins to relate dream from last night to anon
>Man In The Suit rises to pay check at the front
>Cut to front halfway through, and abruptly away as Man In The Suit turns toward camera

[Anonymous No.10947431]

>>10945215
Why does watching this webm make my heart ache? How to fix? Pls help.

[Anonymous No.10947443]

>>10946992
how generic do you have to be for this?

[Anonymous No.10947463]

>>10947431
This webm hurts me a lot. It hurts me way more than that webm because while that girl is cute she kind of looks like a dumb hoe. This girl on the other hand looks intelligent, fit, and playful, like I'd actually love her as a human being. Fuck me I shouldn't feel this over a fucking video.

[Anonymous No.10947479]

>>10947463
>that wink at the end
fuck that broke me. Why'd you do this to me anon? I wasn't built to deal with these feels.

[Anonymous No.10947514]

>>10947443
not very, it happens a lot

[Anonymous No.10947792]

>>10947443
Just tried that with an old picture of me and got "shopkeeper". Huh.

[Anonymous No.10949353]

>>10946014
>random strangers can just enter my cab that I payed for

what country are you in

[Anonymous No.10949365]

>>10945458
>capitalist burgeouise concept

[Anonymous No.10949499]

Though the room was full of conversation and comradery, the old man felt a sea of silence and the vacant seat to his front was taunting him; a constant reminder that his wife of 23 years was no longer alive. He analyses the faces in the room, a diverse pattern of lives being shared that only made his heart ache more. A young couple sitting in a table roughly fifteen feet in front of him caught his eye. The old man noticed the young man was using his cellphone to record the young woman's face. The old man wondered if he was being recorded inadvertently. He hoped not. His attempt to come to the place him and his wife had frequented so often as to capture some semblance of happiness he once felt had failed, and now it was embedded on film forever. The old man wanted to cry, but he remembered his late wife wouldn't have wanted that.

"I miss you so much Nance, he quietly said to himself.". He put his head down, and continued to eat in silence.

[Anonymous No.10949637]

>>10945215
He sat tight in his chair and let emptiness flow across his head, through his nostrils and ears, contrasted on all sides by vivacious faces. He'd developed his method a long time ago, when he was in college and would sit at the back of the room and let every student and professor opine about the subject matter while he remained an insignificant detail of the picture. Alone in the darkness he did not exist but there in the middle of everyone was he really nothing, there he was really one with the all-powerful universe. When the food visited him he didn't wake up but he only dreamed that he was laying a little back and welcoming his plate with his hands and inspecting it as if it contained the entire fauna of the Pacific Ocean. He was still nothing and everything and thus he would remain until loneliness again speared through him in the empty street in front of the restaurant and dragged him to its dungeon of his home.

[Anonymous No.10950162]

>>10945215
bump

[Anonymous No.10950268]

>>10947479
>wink
She was blinking, you fucking mollusk

[Anonymous No.10950416]

I hate these stupid fucking business trips. I hate this stupid fucking suit, these stupid fucking chain restaurants, the stupid fucking flights, the hotels, the rental cars, the meetings, the whole fucking thing. Just a couple years and I'll never have to deal with this shit again. Every goddamn night the same shit.

For fuck's sake. The kids across from me are taking pictures now. It's bad enough they're seated by me, now I'm some fucking extra in their dumb movie. Why is it I have to coexist with these little brats, when my own fucking kids grew up and moved out in the blink of an eye, while I was off making sales pitches to some plastics manufacturing supervisor in Bumfuck, South Dakota?

I should tell them what they're doing is illegal. At the very least rude and obnoxious. I should say something. It's my duty to say something. Then again, those black kids kicked Ray's ass that one time he told 'em to quiet down at that fast food place. Who knows what this cocky shit will do to show off. Not worth it, especially with my knee flaring up like it has. Damn it.

So I'm just staring now. That's all I can do, I guess. Can't fight, can't speak up. Just the sad old man in the background, hoping this twerp will look back some day and see the quiet disappointment staring at him. Fucking pathetic. God I hate these kids. Their inane laughter, their perfect hair. Worthless, vapid shits. Everything's foreplay for the biggest, best fuck ever. She's practically sliding off her seat over a Tuesday date at Chili's. Idiots.

Oh thank god, the waitress is here. Get me the fuck out of here.

[Anonymous No.10950440]

>>10945215
"Whether or not I'm fond of it" the man thought to himself, "this fat head of mine has deemed me a tyrant of the visual environment. Regardless of what events transpire around me, whatever spectacle; you won't be able to ignore the mane of fat and skin. It is suggestion when my head is still, but if I will this monolith to move it is domination."

[Anonymous No.10950487]

>>10945494
You can say this is how the world works but that doesn't make it true. The reality is more like
>Be an attractive woman
>From the ages of 16-30, have 3 or 4 serious boyfriends and a handful of flings in between
>After getting a decent job, decide you want kids and marry a successful man who also has 5-10 former sex partners
>Have 2 kids and move to the suburbs, get really into tennis or kayaking or something and spend your remaining 50 years saving up for a half dozen expensive vacations and helping your kids succeed

[Anonymous No.10950898]

god this thread is depressing as fuck

[Anonymous No.10950920]

>>10950898
probably because that webm somehow hits close to some of my insecurities which makes me uncomfortable af; being at a restaurant alone and feeling sorry and pathetic for myself near younger, more attractive and beautiful and more happy and successful couples.

fuck.

[Anonymous No.10951042]

>>10950268
You can tell that she was trying to wink but failed, that just makes her more endearing.

[Anonymous No.10951051]

>>10945215
To say that Buffalo Wings are the proof of God's love for humanity is an understatement. Who'd knew that a piece of meat from a feathered friend, coated with flour, fried in oil, then seasoned in a spicy sauce, could bring me such complex feelings? I would buy the freshest wings from free-range chickens, then cook them in a specialty deep-fryer from New Orleans. I'd then coat them in a special sauce—a recipe passed down through generations—and the air would fill with a thick fragrance of cayenne and margarine. Tiny particles of rich smells that would permeate every corner of my apartment, a scent one would find in ancient Erie County kitchens.

If only I had ordered the raw wings in advance, I wouldn't be in a tacky place like this. Fake wooden walls that give off a pseudo-rustic vibe, framed imitations of record covers and old 50s photographs, and people who look like they know nothing about Buffalo Wings at all. At a table in front of me, a couple of kids are playing around with a camera. They're ignoring the steaming plate of wings they already have. Don't they know wings only taste good if you eat them freshly cooked?

The waitress finally arrives with my order. Took her long enough, but it's fine. Still, even as I chow down on my wings, even if I'm enjoying them as I'm supposed to, I still can't get my mind off those kids. Wasting their time while the perfect plate of wings go cold. Shame. A goddamn shame.