Write what's on your mind

[Anonymous No.10601917]

[Anonymous No.10601926]

>>10601917
I would cum inside Barbara Palvin

[Anonymous No.10601963]

>>10601917
Why do woman on dating sites openly state they have mental illnesses?
Do guys do the same?
Why do they think this is attractive?
And of the ones that don't, how come they're so boring--read harry potter and mention in their bio how they "just want you for your dog" ?

How do I find a patrician GF? Do they even exist?

[Anonymous No.10601970]

>>10601917

I forgot how to do magick when I realized that ostensibly supernatural forces actually exist and started just begging for intercession over and over again. Why do I suck so much and how do I stop sucking.

[Anonymous No.10601973]

>>10601917
Should I buy bread or potatoes?

[Anonymous No.10601974]

>>10601973

Depends entirely on what else you're buying.

[Anonymous No.10601980]

>>10601917
new DONK city sighted

[Anonymous No.10601990]

>>10601963
>How do I find a patrician GF? Do they even exist?
They do, but they are as unappealing as we are

[Anonymous No.10602003]

>>10601963
1 in 4 adult women take mental health medication in the US. Many of the ones who don’t have it in their profiles have probably been diagnosed with a mental disorder too.

[Anonymous No.10602010]

>>10601963
Everyone does have mental disorders. It is one of the side effects of modern living. There was a very similar phenomenon among the middle class of Europe prior to WWI.

[Anonymous No.10602014]

>>10601974
Pork
Rice
Chicken
Bell peppers
Onions
Carrots
Apples
Rice
Flour maybe
Garlic

[Anonymous No.10602018]

>>10602014

Potatoes for sure

[Anonymous No.10602024]

>>10601917
god I wish that was me

[Anonymous No.10602041]

What separates the confident from the assuming (besides "being right")?

[Anonymous No.10602044]

>>10601973
Potatoes. Cut them into cubes and bake them with olive oil sprinkled over them and then put salt and thyme on them. That's what I'd do.

[Anonymous No.10602046]

>>10601973
Potato bread

[Anonymous No.10602051]

>>10601973
>>10602044
Shit. Not thyme. Put rosemary on them.

[Anonymous No.10602052]

Did I outgrow being special?

[Anonymous No.10602055]

>>10602010
So, we need another World War?

[Anonymous No.10602057]

Sleep would be nice, but I'm not tired at all, which means no sleep even thought i want to.

[Anonymous No.10602058]

>>10602044
Olive oil is carcinogenic at the smoking point. DO NOT cook with it. Switch to avocado or coconut oil.

[Anonymous No.10602072]

>>10602051
How about some cumin and paprika too?

[Anonymous No.10602074]

was thinking a lot about whether or not you are the part of you that's acting and interacting in the world or the part of you just behind your eyes watching everything

[Anonymous No.10602080]

>>10602058
I have leftover ghee

[Anonymous No.10602083]

>>10601917

If one supposed the central theme of the novel to be Amor Fati or a variation thereof, it would then follow that the primary conflict of the narrative is not between Stevens and Mrs Benn, but rather between Stevens and Graham; that the nature of the conflict, not social but moral: the question of the specificity of virtue.

The question of greatness and of what constitues it is often on Stevens' mind throughout the novel, but he only examines it from his narrow perspective. Given his suffocating overspecialisation, he is unable to generalise, but nevertheless insists that the nature of it be with dignity. This he extends to the English nobility, but no futher. But because of the presence of Graham in the narrative, Stevens' conception of it can be further defined by seeing what it is not: it is not a lofty, abstract general quality around an individual that Graham intuits, that would by the nature of its intangibility translate to a variety of human pursuits; just like Stevens, it is extremely narrowly defined, restricted like he, waiting in spite of his father's death.

The means by which this conception of virtue is extended to both Lords and Butlers is their proximity to the metaphorical pivot of the world; here the imagery is markedly karmaesque, as is the refinement of the singlemindedness that Stevens strives for; his birth into a family of servants intent on practicing the same obscure virtue that he does. By extending this cosmology, one easily arrives a profoundly mechanical world where every human-piece has to fall into the hierarchy of the machine: value is derived from one's involvement in the functioning of the whole mechanism. In such a world, generalised virtue is impossible: a cog is not an axis, is not a counterweight. They cannot become each other, neither can they be in a position to judge. And accordingly, Stevens does not judge, neither Lord Darlington nor Mr Farraday; but by implication, he hints by both words and actions at a conviction that central pieces of the machine, such as his lord, and by extension himself, cannot deviate from their courses. And while Stevens does resent somewhat his past history with Mrs Benn, he is unable to do the same for his lord, whose endeavours almost tipped the world towards destruction at Nazi hands - to do so would be a violation of his variation of Amor Fati.

[Anonymous No.10602094]

>>10602014
>No butter
>No cream
>No cheese
>No milk
>No eggs

How do you make sauce for your food anon?

[Anonymous No.10602101]

>>10602055
>tfw you will never experience august madness

[Anonymous No.10602105]

>>10602072
Don't see why not. I haven't done a lot of experimenting to be honest. Nice meal though, and dead easy.

[Anonymous No.10602112]

>>10601917
Ass sex ass ass tits huge and shapely and good-smelling i love tits oh wait I should remember to write that mail to my supervisor yea I should have done that like three days ago but I always forget I should definitely write that down but there's no piece of paper within my reach and I don't wanna leave my bed I think I'll write that down later maybe I'll read a bit where did I left oh right the execution of Saiko and its family which concludes nicely the part started with the outrageous behaviour of Saiko's son towards the monk of mount Hiei and the succeeding petitions of the monk which weren't listened to by the imperial court oh Lucia's boobs sure were nice I didn't mind them when I first met but that time she had on her that blue dress I inadvertently put my eye on those and they were nice, tiny but not invisible and I was that dress delineated unusually well their shape and I really wish I could put my cheeks against those and feel their odor I think I could have hit on here when I stayed at the dorm but I guess I never really considered her as dating material which is a pity because she was so nice with me at first and I just drifted away from her because I couldn't find no pretext to talk to her and nothing to talk about and I also ignored her invitation to her graduation party that time because I don't really go to parties and I didn't know anybody there but I guess I could have managed to hug her and maybe kiss her now my dick is hard I hope I didn't jizz a little like it usually happens god I hate when that happens I feel like I need to wash my penis and I can't think of anything else It's so stupid it's not like my penis is the centre of the world

[Anonymous No.10602113]

>>10601973
>should I buy the cheapest high nutritious food there is
>or nutrient empty matter

[Anonymous No.10602122]

>>10602041
doubt

[Anonymous No.10602187]

>>10601970
what rank are you? or were you, what was your mission and task?

[Anonymous No.10602371]

>>10602094
I have yogurt, coconut milk, mustard, tomato extract and wine

[Anonymous No.10602383]

>>10602003
1 in 4 take meds and likely half of them are mentally ill. 1/3 of the US population is psychotic

[Anonymous No.10602407]

>>10601917
dat ass

[Anonymous No.10602418]

>>10602383
You know. I never thought of that. Do you think that's actually true? At least 1/3 of the US population could be legitimately diagnosed psychotic?

[Anonymous No.10602458]

man i got into graduate school so now i'm sitting in these classes with a bunch of youngsters who are doing this literary criticism shit and studying foucault and they know how to research and write and goddamn it's intimidating as fuck. i mean all i do is browse the internet and play vidya and jerk off all day and i'm trying to swim with these giant fish and talk with professors. and this is harvard i'm talkin about. how the fuck did i get into this shit. i got my first major coursework back and it was a pretty mediocre grade and the prof was like 'it's not quite honors but you're in a strong position' like wtf does that mean. feel like i'm drifting through this shit and i'm gonna fail. i think i chose academics b/c i have no idea what i'd do with myself otherwise but man i'm depressed as shit and sleepin 10 hours a day.

[Anonymous No.10602480]

Has any of your writing ever scared you? Like if someone were to read it the wrong way they’d think you’re crazy. I’m afraid of a story I’m working on now bc it scares me and I’m afraid I’m going to get in trouble for writing it.

[Anonymous No.10602563]

I bought a "korma in a jar" a few weeks ago, and enjoyed it quite a bit. Some of those store-bought curries ask for additional ingredients to be added, like yogurt, but this one didn't. Thankfully I used a bit of cream anyways, which I could tell it needed. I think next time I'm going to use a cup of coconut milk though, since the korma is coconut flavored. It will be my first time using coconut milk, I hope it goes well.

[Anonymous No.10602592]

>>10602480
I don't really even write, but once as I was walking home through the woods after sundown, I thought of some incredibly dark passages. They just occurred to me, and I narrated them with my inner voice. It's difficult to describe what they were like, but I've never read anything like it. Some kind of demonic metaphysical horror(I just tried to think of words to describe it but gave up). I was disturbed and fascinated by it at once. I was somewhat afraid of even writing it down, decided against it and forgot it all soon afterwards. Kind of regret it now.
I guess that didn't make very much sense. Whatever. If I had written that down and someone had read it, they would probably think I'm completely fucked in the head.

[Anonymous No.10602598]

>>10601917
dat ass

[Anonymous No.10602609]

>>10602458
Grad school is politics

[Anonymous No.10602612]

>>10601990
This is the painful truth

[Anonymous No.10602715]

I am only good at writing a couple of times a month, maybe less. I can't make myself do it most of the time. I hate everything I wrote more than six months ago, I'm not going to get into an MFA, and when I don't I worry I'll become suicidal because I hate working a real job so much. Also I'm upset with the shape of my body and the size of my penis and I occasionally fantasize about running away to Alaska or the Caribbean or Europe without telling my wife. Also very worried that I'm a brainlet with nothing to contribute.

[Anonymous No.10602752]

>>10602058
Has anyone ever contracted cancer from using olive oil to bake with?

[Anonymous No.10602766]

>>10602715
I moved to alaska with my gf at the time with no plans whatsoever made to see if I was really alive. We are now married and happier than ever after both fighting severe depression with suicide attempts in both of our pasts. At this point its really hard to be upset for long without thinking and learning some kind of lesson I could apply for later. Our lives are amazing. I can't see a post like this offer something anecdotal. Please anon follow your dreams.

Its that funny chemical called love that really pulls ya through.

[Anonymous No.10602797]

>>10601917
BRAAAAPABAPABAAPABAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

[Anonymous No.10602800]

>>10602715
>Worried about becoming suicidal
You are like little baby

[Anonymous No.10602804]

>>10602766
She's in school and planning on becoming a college prof. I don't really have the option unless I destroy her dreams. Also she's extremely stable and unable to understand my depression and existential angsty bullshit, so I feel like a failure most of the time.

[Anonymous No.10602807]

>>10601917
Does it have to relate to the picture or can it be anything?

[Anonymous No.10602808]

>>10602058
oxygen is carcinogenic

[Anonymous No.10602809]

>>10602804
Divorce is in your futute if you dont get your own shit together

[Anonymous No.10602814]

>>10601917
sage

[Anonymous No.10602819]

>>10602800
More like a retard.

[Anonymous No.10602824]

>>10602800
I know. It could be worse I guess. I went through a period where I was dealing with an abusive coworker in an isolated environment where I was the most depressed I've ever been, and I pretty regularly fantasized about dying. I don't know if I was actually suicidal at the time. I have recurrences of fantasizing about death but I don't know if it counts. When would you consider yourself actually suicidal?
>>10602809
I worry about this too. We love each other very much but I am afraid that we will grow to resent one another if it continues like this. The problem is I don't know how to get my shit together and she doesn't know how to understand me.

[Anonymous No.10602827]

>tfw i cant decide inbetween being a alpha who fucks bunch of woman for fun
Or
>waiting until the right one (who i know Ill inevitably find), and falling into deep love, casting aside all other woman for

What do bros?

[Anonymous No.10602831]

>>10602824
Religion my dude, find a cause, build your own inner worth.

[Anonymous No.10602832]

>>10601917
It's not easy to make money from self-publishing, I've made a bit but not much, however my ghostwriting has been going great. Looks like I won't have much trouble making $1000+ in the year of 2018. Something tells me that 2019 will make me substantially more. Keep writing, keep improving, keep getting reviews and making a name for myself, and it's inevitable that income will continue to increase as well provided the economy remains as it is or, ideally, improves even more. Such is the capitalist system, and I am so thankful to live in a capitalist western society.

>>10601973
Ideally both. If only one, I assume it's because of monetary restraints, and for that reason I lean towards bread. Try making your own hummus, it's pretty fucking delicious and hugely healthy for you. Potatoes are great too however of course, I'd like to grow some again one of these years. Get a nice big harvest that'll last me all winter, that'd really cut down on the grocery bill.

[Anonymous No.10602844]

>>10602480
If someone read my stuff the wrong way they'd call me a racist, sexist, homophobic Muslim-hater. Meh, who cares, those accusations are handed out like candy on Halloween. They mean nothing anymore, and it's fun to see leftists get triggered.

[Anonymous No.10602859]

>>10602804
who says she can't become a college professor up in alaska? Find the middle ground here.

[Anonymous No.10602879]

>>10602859
The running away thing is mostly predicated on escaping being a responsible adult with commitments, which she would expect, even in Alaska. I think my best hope is waiting for her to become the breadwinner and becoming a stay at home dad.
>>10602831
I'm slowly trying to work up the courage for this, but I had a shitty religious upbringing and am having a hard time finding my way back. I am attracted to the religion part, but not religious people.

[Anonymous No.10602883]

>>10601917
Why this board so resentful of novel ideas with vague similarities to other novels. Yes, there are some ideas that are full-blown rip-offs, but it's not that bad if someone takes inspiration from other books. All that matters is the execution. Actually, when all that anyone can see is a mediocre pitch, what else can they say?

[Anonymous No.10602892]

>>10602879
Eh, just realize they are for the same reasons as you and that its a struggle for everyone

[Anonymous No.10602909]

>>10602824
>she doesn't know how to understand me.
Dude why did you marry this person

[Anonymous No.10602925]

>>10601917
I can't drink properly and I blackout every weekend, but I have social anxiety and basically I've been drunk on every time I've met my friends for the last like two years.

[Anonymous No.10602943]

>>10602925
You'll end up both drunk ánd alone in the end, probably. I started out the same way.

[Anonymous No.10602950]

>>10602010
>There was a very similar phenomenon among the middle class of Europe prior to WWI.
source

[Anonymous No.10602958]

I'm intending to make a fantasy with original races and I want your input on it.
There's a pantheon of Gods who'll create races for the purpose of doing a function within the world though they can't fully control their wills to bend in such ways. All they can hope for is that their race would naturally go for what they'll hope for them.
Humanity, for example, was made to be war-like brutes whose job was to make sure that there wasn't too much life, Apex predators, made by the resident goddess of violence and love. Yet humanity was able to rise above their primal nature and construct empires that'll span for thousands of years because the goddess made them too ambitious. In a way they still do what they were they were intended to do. The goddess, though disappointed still realize that this is still a pretty good deal.
My ideas are a race of plant traps.
These flower boys were made to act as this world's natural farmers. They're responsible for planting and regulating vegetation. They have an innate knowledge of these fields and their mere presence is enough to help plants grow and develop. Beasts and diseases avoid hunting them because they know that deep down that killing them would just upset the natural order of things. As such, they're free of worry. They'll lie about making poetry and music from their flutes made from fallen sticks and sleep under giant leaves or trees that are naturally empty inside. Their societies are communal tribes and whenever there are more members than their area is able to sustain, they'll send out their oldest members and pack them with vital sends. They're an old race and could be found around the world. Their clothing varies in different regions obviously. I more tropical ones they'll place a leave on their member whereas in colder regions they'll don coats and robes made out of plant matter.

[Anonymous No.10602970]

>>10602943
Any advices?

[Anonymous No.10602988]

>>10602879
I mean that is exactly what I am. Staying at home and watching the pets. Writing has really taken off for me too since then. I've grown out of being such a philistine coward I used to be.

[Anonymous No.10603012]

>>10602879
Also just look up some alan watts lectures on youtube. It will sort out a lot of religious anxiety with any luck. It does not matter what you call it.

[Anonymous No.10603091]

>>10602970
Moderate if possible, quit if you can't and relearn how to be a social human being without. Depending on substances to live your life never works out in the long run.

You're not a daily/physically dependent drinker yet, right?

[Anonymous No.10603108]

>>10603102
Don't pretend you don't know, it only makes things harder

[Anonymous No.10603116]

no why am i so scared of grls
i feel like they wont like me anymore if talk honestly

[Anonymous No.10603124]

>>10603108
>>10603116
thats really what i mean

[Anonymous No.10603151]

should i sleep or read infinite jest

first reoly decides, also how many pages (something reasonable pls)

[Anonymous No.10603154]

>>10603116
poor social adjustment

[Anonymous No.10603155]

>>10603151
You should throw that book off a waterfall

[Anonymous No.10603157]

>>10603124
You probably know the answer to that as well
>>10603151
Six pages then sleep

[Anonymous No.10603193]

>>10603012
Might try this, though I'm skeptical.
>>10602988
Sounds cozy. Thanks for the inspiration.
>>10602909
I love her very much and I wasn't this way a few years ago, at least she says so. I tend to agree I think.

[Anonymous No.10603204]

>>10603155
no waterfall in reach :(

[Anonymous No.10603211]

If this was heaven's plan, heaven is retarded

[Anonymous No.10603341]

>>10603091
>You're not a daily/physically dependent drinker yet, right?
Nope

[Anonymous No.10603497]

>>10603091
I used to drink basically daily. For 3 years, 340 days a year bare minimum, so needless to say I've been utterly plastered over 1000 times in my life and I'm not even 30 yet. Usually straight liquor, 40% or higher, only drank beer when I went to pubs pretty much. I wouldn't say I was physically dependent, in fact after those 3 years circumstances happened that lead to me having to be sober for about a full week, it really wasn't bad at all. In fact I even had a flask of vodka, under normal circumstances that 350ml or whatever it was of 40% liquor wouldn't be enough to get me proper drunk unless maybe I chugged it all down at once. I had a flight to catch, I threw it out because I didn't want to awkwardly get caught with it in which case I'd have to throw it out anyways. It wasn't even hard, the hardest part was finding a discrete enough place in which to throw it out.

I guess dependency differs from person to person, however strangely enough in the months later and as stress seemed to mount, I craved booze more often. Thankfully I haven't gone back to 'every single day', now it's just every 3-4 days typically. Well, that's how it was in November and most of December until the holidays. Got absolutely loaded 5 times in 9 days if memory serves, SERIOUSLY loaded. It was great, but damn was it hard to cut down again in early January. I'm getting the hang of it again now though, and I think in February I'll be back on track. Every 3-4 days is perfectly acceptable to me, only 2-3 times a week basically which is practically normal for a young man. A couple times I was even sober from Monday to Thursday, drinking on Sunday and Friday. That felt good, I felt quite accomplished and also it saved some money, but it's not often I manage that. Meh, as long as I make it to my 60s I think I'll be content.

Reaching 70 would be pretty cool but I'm not willing to make any drastic changes to my life to try and reach it. Maybe when I'm in my 50s I'll think more long-term, but just the fact that in my 20s I'm moderating my drinking for the sake of longevity is a pretty good sign I think. If I just wanted to save money, if it had nothing to do with my health, then I'd go back to drinking daily but start drinking mouthwash more. I got drunk off that once, it was harsh but not too bad. I hear you can also get drunk from vanilla extract. Just for shits and giggles I might try that sometime, as an experiment. I'd do some research on the matter first though. It's food-grade so I assume it would be healthier than bloody listerine.

[Anonymous No.10603502]

Oh yeah, and just for clarification...
>>10603497
t. Me
>>10603341
t. Not me

[Anonymous No.10603512]

>>10603012
>just look up some alan watts lectures
i SERIOUSLY hope you guys don't do this

[Anonymous No.10603519]

We'll meet again
Don't know where
Don't know when
But I know we'll meet again
Some sunny day

[Anonymous No.10603575]

>>10603497
>just the fact that in my 20s I'm moderating my drinking for the sake of longevity is a pretty good sign I think.
>getting shitfaced 2-3 times a week
lol millennial moderation, and you are a fool if you think you'll quit your bad habits when your an old sak of shit

[Anonymous No.10603629]

>>10603497
>degenerates like this on muh board
kys anon

[Anonymous No.10603649]

>>10601917
>yo haha lets make ten thousand bad posts about women who are too attractive for us nd ruin every single opportunity to share ideas with libidinous mutual cuckoldry ebic

[Anonymous No.10603837]

YINGING AND YANGING NOIDED

[Anonymous No.10603847]

>>10601917
>CTRL+F "brap"
>0 results

[Anonymous No.10603862]

>haven't accomplished a thing at 24 years old

[Anonymous No.10603904]

>>10603497
When you're that level of a boozehead already it's easy to escalate fast once some really bad things start happening in your life. Don't expect to be stuck at getting drunk a few times a week, that's still honeymoon phase.

Also, you're severely underestimating the almost constant pain and terror being a real drunk is once you do descend to that level. You no longer think pragmatically about hypothetical lifespans, at that point the reason to get sober is the torture of everyday life.

You sound like the exact type of drinker that's headed for true bottle slavery at some point desu.

[Anonymous No.10603938]

>>10601990
kek

[Anonymous No.10603947]

>>10601917
I thought I would use this time to read, but I'm spending it reading manga and watching anime instead. Sometimes I'm ashamed of myself, but sometimes I'm genuinely enjoying it.

[Anonymous No.10603953]

>>10603847
gb2/tv/

[Anonymous No.10603955]

>>10601917
Why is this thread not reportable yet

[Anonymous No.10603964]

>>10603955
Because you're a faggot

[Anonymous No.10604210]

>>10603904
You could be right, only time will tell. For now I'll continue to enjoy alcohol, do my best to keep it within moderation at a roughly biweekly basis rather than on a daily basis and hope for the best I guess. Seriously though, I've been homeless, I've been to court before for a non-alcohol-related issue, I've had a pretty bad breakup before, periods of suicidal thoughts and attempts many years ago before I really started drinking, I've had thousands of dollars of stuff stolen from me, almost died on at least two occasions, had possessions that meant a lot to me taken away, there's someone out there that might be my kid but I don't know for sure and the mother never approached me about it so it probably isn't but again I'm not sure, and even right now I'm not exactly at the best point in my life.

In the end, even with all that crap in my relatively recent history, it doesn't matter. I don't drink because of all that, to forget it or to numb some sort of 'pain'. I drink because it feels awesome and I find it to be incredibly fun. Could it spiral out of control? Yes, alcohol is very dangerous, but in spite of all the BS I remain pretty optimistic which I think is pretty amazing. Take that however you like, it too doesn't matter, but if I was going to descend into utter and complete alcoholism, throwing myself at it with reckless abandon, I think I'd have done so by now. If all THIS won't do it but something in my future WILL, well damn, it'd have to be pretty damn horrifying. Getting into an accident and becoming paralyzed? End up being mugged and almost dying from being shot or stabbed? Having to fight off an intruder in a B&E potentially resulting in killing him or nearly getting killed myself and having to live thinking that it could happen again at any moment? A relative committing suicide and mentioning me in the suicide note? We'll have to wait and see what happens.

[Anonymous No.10604241]

>>10602122
TY. will meditate on this.

[Anonymous No.10604261]

>>10604210
you ever smoke weed?

[Anonymous No.10604275]

Do you know what is slowly disappearing from the world that I found endlessly amusing?

The little stories found on the labels of Newman's Own food labels.

Totally ridiculous and charming,they were worth hunting down just to see what absurd product tie in they espoused. But since Paul Newman's death,the labels have been replaced with a simple memorial to his charitable work. A shame. When I have more time,I will transcribe a couple I took photos of off of the tomato sauce jars that still have these silly bits of fun.

[Anonymous No.10604339]

I worked so hard and went to a great college. I landed a prestigious internship then after a false accusation which turned into a short lived media frenzy I now feel ostracized. My friends and family know I’m innocent but whenever anyone searches my names all this terrible shit comes up. It’s really frustrating because I’m 25 and wanted to get a good job and move out but now i feel like I’m stuck and unemployable forever event though i did nothing wrong.

[Anonymous No.10604354]

>>10604339
I'd be forthright with it when applying to jobs. They're not gonna not Google you so beat them to the punch. Just at the end be like "hey, BTW, you'll see some nasty stuff about me but I was fully acquitted ect."

[Anonymous No.10604359]

>>10604339
>its another berney has a split persona episode

[Anonymous No.10604364]

>>10604275
I remember that his charity work was a little shady. Can't remember what happened with that.

[Anonymous No.10604366]

near everyone in my university is non-white and foreign and I'm not sure how much more I can take of this

[Anonymous No.10604371]

>>10604339
did you rape a student behind a dumpster?

[Anonymous No.10604382]

how the fuck do I know if somebody loves (can be platonic) me or just tolerates me?
and even worse, how do I know if their love is based off of an inaccurate image of who I am? I tend to be a bit reserved and I think sometimes when I reveal more of myself to people they get confused and scared off, but I don't want to build a relationship on a fiction of who I am
or am I just a worthless, scary person? In which case I should change myself
also unrelated but why are monarchies out of vogue? Feels like we should maybe try that again, democracy was a mistake

[Anonymous No.10604386]

>>10604371
Hell no. I got accused of being a racist even though what i did wasn’t even racist. Essentially a whole story was written about how i was a fucking nazi even though I’m part Jewish.

[Anonymous No.10604394]

>>10604386
Are you David Cole-Stein?

[Anonymous No.10604398]

>>10604386
Who cares about that? Being "racist" isn't a crime jew boy, you can move on. What exactly did you do?

[Anonymous No.10604403]

>>10604398
>Being "racist" isn't a crime
Did you just get unfrozen from being cryogenically sealed in the year 1910?

[Anonymous No.10604405]

>>10601917
His prevalence on this board is surely tantamount to his greatness. You simply can't dismiss this man, I feel we can talk about Peterson for a millennia and we'll still only be scratching the surface

[Anonymous No.10604412]

>>10601926
And dozens of men better than you probably already have.

[Anonymous No.10604415]

>>10604398
It’s not a crime but in the realm of public opinion it’s grounds for ostracism

[Anonymous No.10604420]

>>10604403
>>10604415
>caring about the opinions of anti-racists and "the public"
nice try chaim

[Anonymous No.10604428]

>>10604405
probably, if only because every thread has the exact same posts over and over

[Anonymous No.10604518]

>>10601917
how I can't afford this ebook: https://www.routledge.com/Capsules-Typology-of-Other-Architecture/Senk/p/book/9781138280359#

[Anonymous No.10604661]

>>10601917
i want to write shitty genre fiction but i have zero creativity

[Anonymous No.10604677]

>>10604661
well congratulations, you're halfway there

[Anonymous No.10604737]

>>10601963
>patrician
>womeme
how about no

[Anonymous No.10604828]

>>10604261
Used to be a stoner, not anymore. In the past half of a decade I've likely been stoned less than a dozen times with over half of it being at least three years ago I think.

>>10604405
New interview of him on CBC, he talks about Pepe a bit. I think the interview was quite careful in speaking to him, and there were times that it felt like he was a cobra ready to strike if she made the wrong move. If leftists were Kryptonians, then he's a walking, talking chunk of kryptonite. They have no leg to stand on in the face of his truth, and besides his years of work in psychology and his extremely well articulate means of communicating, truth is really all he has. When he goes to an interview he doesn't know exactly what they'll bring up. They dug up an old photo of him with a Pepe flag, a photo that apparently took all of about 30 seconds to be taken according to him, and he even states how he needs to be careful and that he needs to try not to make any mistakes or say the wrong thing, because the left will dig up any possible thing to use against him. Trump is easily the most scrutinized individual in America, and I think Peterson may very well be the most scrutinized individual in Canada. Not so much for Trudeau. Mainstream media, besides Fox News, almost entirely hate Trump, but in Canada the mainstream media are literally soon to get a lot of money in the next budget. Not Rebel Media of course, I mean Trudeau won't even give money for Summer jobs unless you agree to stand against those who are pro-choice.

I could talk for hours about the nonsense of the left and the utter betrayal that is Trudeau, thank God I didn't vote for him but of course I DID vote in the last election in 2015. 2019 is the next election unless there's a vote of non-confidence, and either way, it can't come soon enough. He's doing lasting damage to this nation, to the freedom of expression for Canadians, and to the individuals who lead the nation which he's largely choosing on the basis of identity. Via Trudeau, identity politics are deciding who runs Canada. Via Trudeau, if by some Hellish miracle he gets a second term, I'm not sure if Canada will ever be able to come back. He's welcoming in ISIS fighters. People who literally fought against Canadian and American soldiers, even killed some in some cases, just welcoming them in when he's not too busy giving them $10,500,000 without permission from Parliament.

[Anonymous No.10605226]

>>10604405
>when you have 325 tabs open of different 4channel threads so you post in the wrong one

[Anonymous No.10605233]

I wish I had some friends to go out with and have fun

the whole underground outcast thing is really getting old and painful. fuck my life

[Anonymous No.10605235]

want to transfer to a better uni and make some friends and try to into creative writing. also would like to take some better philosophy courses, hopefully with more opportunity for discussion.

thinking about washu, vandy, northwestern, and cornell, but im afraid i wont get in any and be stuck here for another year, which im not sure i can take. more than anything i want some friends. this place is so large but so lonely.

[Anonymous No.10605380]

>>10605233
where do you want to go out?

[Anonymous No.10605571]

I got out of bed at 2:50 AM to get a drink and wake myself up to get started early on schoolwork. I've been crippled with an intense longing for something else lately. A lack of enthusiasm for the world around me. I spend more time imagining different opportunities than going after the ones in front of me. I am left with a semi-conscious awareness of the underlying childish pride holding it up and feigning ignorance to any actual helping action. While I'm pouring my drink I notice my roommate's computer was left on, iTunes is asking to restart for an update. I initially dismiss it as no importance, but a thought enters my mind telling me it could be the pull tab to the dormant container of something else, anything else. I restart the computer, telling myself I'd never know what it could happen if I didn't, but also knowing nothing would come out of it. I notice the clock in the room is about to hit 3 o'clock and chime. A symbolic connection, something of surreal hope. I stare at it, expecting something and nothing at the same time. The clock chimes. The computer restarts. My life does not.

[Anonymous No.10605771]

>>10604412
irrelevant

[Anonymous No.10605795]

It's going to be three weeks completely sober. On the third weekend, I'll attend to an acid techno boiler room in which I'll probably do MDMA surrounded by some cuties.
The next weekend there is a noise-drone-punk concert and I'll probably drink alcohol again then. I really hope not to drink too much. It would be great if I could spend the whole night just drinking beer.

[Anonymous No.10605806]

>>10605571
>my roommate's computer was left on, iTunes is asking to restart for an update. I initially dismiss it as no importance, but a thought enters my mind telling me it could be the pull tab to the dormant container of something else, anything else. I restart the computer,
thats fucked up, you shouldnt mess with other peoples computers, some people, can only speak for my self, never update itunes, and you could have fucked up shit he was doing, or didnt save, by restarting

[Anonymous No.10605821]

>>10605795
alcohol is so lame, boring, sickening, dull, begrudging, not worth it, dont you just feel full and like shit and dissapointed in your intoxication... some beers do taste very very good I will give you that, ipas and guiness, but the high is so dismal and banal, it is a clunky clungy drudgy, depressent....unless you are the rip off your shirt and climb a lamp post and take your clothes off and yell and vomit on a cop car and pull down a girls shirt and motorboat her and eat 5 slices of pizza yelling at the top of your lungs continously sharting and passing out in front of a moving taxi and vomiting in the taxi and yelling and stomping and sweating and turning red kind of drunk, headache, dizzy, hangover, stomach churning, havent you felt good these 3 weeks? you looking forward to starting from scratch, jumping back down that spiraling hole, of groggy, hazy, time warpy misery? In all seriousness enjoy the music events, sound rad, wish I could go with you...and totally not be the party pooper I seem like, I know right...

[Anonymous No.10605827]

>>10605795
what I debated saying at the end of all that is: why dont you just smoke weed like a normal person, like an adult, and when all is said and done...or actually before that...why not do both (well maybe considering those aforementioned, but the combo is difficult to lay off when you get the whistle wet and full of fog

[Anonymous No.10606156]

there's probably a lot of people that i would like and get along with, but all they do is sit at home all day just like me and feel just as lonely.

[Anonymous No.10606169]

>>10601917
WHY?! WHY MUST YOU TORMENT ME SO WITH THESE JEZEBELS? All I want to do is come here for an asexual experience that will exercise my brain but I am constantly titillated by these vixens with their prodigious hips and provocative figures. Can I never satiate this thirst, will I ever know the touch of a woman and enter between her loins? Will my seed ever drip from her moistened hole?

[Anonymous No.10606179]

"Come, check it out", they said. "Smells like a wire burning".
Well, yes, it does smell exactly like a fried wire, and yes, there's a circuit breaker in the box on the wall indicating that it's currently shut down — what do you expect *me* to do? I'm no electrician, we all know that, and it's your own fault for plugging your idea of a phone charger into this poor excuse of an electrical grid. By God, I'm thankful that I at least can switch the lights in my office on and off without causing the building-wide blackout. We're all in the same boat here. I've lost a lot of good Ethernet switches in this unending power struggle. Some of them had more than 8 interfaces.
I'm going to request a transfer this year, before we submit our annual request for spare parts. Because if anyone asks why the hell we need so many spare power supply units, I'm afraid I'll tell them.

[Anonymous No.10606186]

>>10604275
"LEGEND:At the busy section of Via Scuzzi and Via Zuppa,Nicolo Newmanello ,the sexy sausage king of Calabria,was turning left as Vilma Verduna,the peppery onion queen of Napoli,was turning right and they met head on,neither giving ground. So Nicalo gave Vilma a little bump ,whereupon Vilma gave Nicolo a big bump and one bump led to another until Nicolo's succulent sausages and Vilma's persnickety peppers and onions came spilling into the street,followed by Nicolo and Vilma who grappled among the sausages,onions and peppers-which is the true history of how the Royal Wedding of the Onion Queen and Sausage King produced this union of their sausage onions and peppers. This intersection is now called Union Square."

[Anonymous No.10606188]

>>10602052
you outgrew the false perception of your specialness

[Anonymous No.10606205]

I resent her for not wanting to sleep with me, but it's not a resentment I can put into words or actions since I resent myself just as much for it. In fact, I resent myself much more for it, because of all the plans, schemes and passive-aggressive expressions of my resentment that appear in my head and that I imagine myself throwing at her. She's cautious and timid, but for good reason. It's all very bad.

[Anonymous No.10606210]

>>10606188
My worst fear is that I was actually special at one point but I threw it away and just became mediocre instead.

[Anonymous No.10606237]

>>10606210
That sound more like a possible regret than a fear.

[Anonymous No.10606246]

These are the only good threads on /lit/ these days

[Anonymous No.10606247]

>>10606237
An unpleasant feeling whatever it may be.

[Anonymous No.10606292]

Beautiful girls are like watermelons, no one gets to eat them alone.

[Anonymous No.10606300]

what's the point of cleavage if you are not supposed to look at it?

[Anonymous No.10606304]

>>10606247
Nobody is special, but everyone is unique. Better?

[Anonymous No.10606313]

>>10605571
>it could be the pull tab to the dormant container of something else
what does this sentence mean?

[Anonymous No.10606316]

>>10605571
>updating software and/or restarting someone else's computer
I pray I never have a roommate like you

[Anonymous No.10606412]

>>10605771
Nah, It's pretty relevant.

[Anonymous No.10606467]

>Write what's on your mind

I really wish I could articulate this thought.

Most of us never escape Dunbar's number. We are Dunbarians. the 99%rs There are roughly 150 other Dunbarians in our circle; 150 people who would recognize us in public and comfortably come over and say, 'hello.' There the 1%rs outside of this, and they are recognized by thousands or millions of people. But it's not just average joes and celebrities. It's a complex relationship between Dunbarians and Avatars. It's a bizarre trait that we have, but we are unaware of. The Dunbarians, us, sit alone with our measly 150. Granted, there are extremes, some who double, maybe triple their number, and some with, perhaps, only 10. But Dunbarians have a parasitic relationship with the high-number avatars. We latch on to them very much like a role-playing game. They are our heroes who venture into the darkness for us and live our secondary realities. We each have a number of Avatars, usually singly digits, though I suspect there could be correlation between our number of Avatars and our Dunbar number. These celebrities, these avatars, these people in the public eye aren't there because they are famous, they are famous because we need them. They exist because we created them, out of necessity, because we cannot navigate a tribe of 7.6 billion, so we latch on to our avatars to 'play' reality for us while we scurry about in the background, busy creating the game we play.

I'm only skirting the top of this thesis. There are hundreds of deeper aspects, layers, angles, orders of abstraction. Since we're here, just one would be /lit/ itself--these inter-collective Dunbars, who are neither avatars or individuals (I wish I had the space to explore how idiologies and concepts function) Each member of /lit/ has their small collection of avatars, yet we have our inter-collective avatars to navigate reality for us too. Currently, Jordan Peterson is one of our inter-collective avatars as he is a personal avatar for a lot of the posters on this board. Again, the relationship is not just a figure we are aware of or admire, the avatar really is more akin to somebody we inhabit to 'play' reality for us, whose eyes we see through and adopt the thoughts and perspectives of. Society is a collection of Dunbarians. The Nitschean Ubermensch is a failed idea, but our avatars are really our Gods, our highest values.

A young 16yo lad named Jamie may be starting to use as his value hosts for his reality structure Avatars like Bill Hicks, Christopher Hitchens, John Frusciante, Jordan Peterson, Charles Bukowski and a few others. His 9yo sister, just formulating her world view, may have Kylie Jenner and Demi Lovato. His father may still be using Lou Reed along with people more contemporary like Stephen Fry.

Again, Dunbarians don't respect, admire, wish or pretend they were their avatars, they literally need them to combine together for their entire value structure, worldview, and reality tunnels.

[Anonymous No.10606469]

>>10601990
>sister shows pic of gril and can introduce me to her
>plays piano
>good taste
>reads lit

isnt ugly, but just dont feel much physical attraction. Im not even that good lokoing. Why am i such a faggot holy shit

[Anonymous No.10606473]

>>10606467
That’s really interesting, where can I read more about it?

[Anonymous No.10606475]

>>10601963
I'll be your patrician gf

[Anonymous No.10606482]

>>10606469
'sall good anon she's just not for you

[Anonymous No.10606486]

>>10606300
no no youve got it wrong. you ARE supposed to look at it; just not... *you*

[Anonymous No.10606518]

>>10601963
Why do woman on dating sites openly state they have mental illnesses?
To trigger that protector instinct bro

>>10606467
>reality tunnels
Bob Wilson please, you write good fiction but your psychology stuff is just self-help for acidheads

[Anonymous No.10606540]

I will soon have to go on trial for drug use. I'm sober now and nobody else knows about this. The prosecutor only demands a fine so there are no big consequences.

The thing is, I'm extremely nervous about things like this and would like to tell somebody. They can obviously tell I'm stressed out.

If I do tell somebody I'll feel relieved but risk their distrust and possibly cause them stress. Should I just tough it out myself? I already suffer from insomnia.

[Anonymous No.10606645]

>>10606467
The avatars are only personifications of our ideas (of them) so I wonder what has Dunbar's nr to do with this.
Either way, nicely said! I felt kinda the same way since I came on /lit/ and saw how many threads got dedicated to certain persons and the reductionism surrounding those figures. I think this is also the reason most of the people with a broad range of ideas are not as shitposted on /lit/ as, say, Hume or Descartes, or even hacks like Peterson
>lmao dude I don't know!

[Anonymous No.10606656]

I couldn't stop fantisizing about some Seven tier murder story where I was the killer.
Every kill I envisioned multiple ways to go about it.
It included stalking police, journalists, raping daughters infront of their dying parents, carving up the corpses, and killing myself with a bomb in the crowd.
I couldn't stop this fantasizing until I jerked myself off to it and the thought of fucking a toothless mouth.
I want to blame societ for me being like this disgustingly edgy.

[Anonymous No.10606681]

>>10601917
Okay
I find it really cute when someone calls me "anon"

[Anonymous No.10606718]

>>10606681
Why, anon? It's just a different way of saying (You).

[Anonymous No.10606748]

>>10602827
serious question?
>who i know ill inevitably find
why even consider option 1 if you're sure that you'll inevitably find the right one

[Anonymous No.10606758]

>>10606681
That's pretty cute in itself, anon.

[Anonymous No.10606786]

>>10606718
Yes, anon, but after all, it's still a different way, keep that in mind
>>10606758
Thanks, anon!

[Anonymous No.10606800]

>>10606681
i agree anon

[Anonymous No.10606813]

>>10604382
>clearly a virgin
>holds romantic authoritarian beliefs

get laid

[Anonymous No.10606875]

did Socrates ever bless Alcibiades with "the truth" if you know what i'm saying? did Socrates give him the long dong?

[Anonymous No.10606877]

I'm giving up on trying to find a gf, too much trouble and honestly I just want sex, not actual companionship.

[Anonymous No.10606926]

>>10606875
socrates did look like harvey weinstein. nietzsche speculated he was too ugly to be greek.

[Anonymous No.10606935]

>>10606877
whenever i find myself wanting a gf i recognise that's a reminder that i haven't masturbated in a few days.

the feeling passes even while still in orgasm.

nofap really works in the sense that it makes you delusional enough to chase pussy and make sacrifices for it.

[Anonymous No.10606961]

>>10606877
>>10606935
Fascinating. It's the opposite for me. An orgasm, for a while, removes sexual desire but only strengthens the desire for companionship. Lust is what often interferes with that desire.

[Anonymous No.10606992]

>>10606518
>you write good fiction but your psychology stuff is just self-help for acidheads
sounds like someone was offended by having their surface scratched a little too close to comfort, what did he say that was incorrect? In what way is it self help and not an accurate observation of a large percentage of the people of the world and the way it works in regards to spotlights and celebrity and idol worship and vicarious living and entertainer obsession?

[Anonymous No.10607009]

>>10606540
nobody knows your sober, isnt it good you are sober, couldnt that only help your cause and case? Are you not all together innocent? Are you not striving to get better in the laws eyes...yes, I believe you are...no worries...you are innocent...and sober...and noone could warrant guilt towards you for that

[Anonymous No.10607135]

>>10605827
>why dont you just smoke weed
in all honesty weed is a very serious powerful harmful drug that easily messes up your psychology, physiology, biology, sociology, intellectualogy and more that should not be joked about or taken lightly it should be taken heavily XDDD

[Anonymous No.10607147]

>>10607135
no but seriously it easily ruins your life for the better

[Anonymous No.10607158]

>>10606992
You don't know me, bro. It's not incorrect so much as it's glaringly obvious shit dressed up in chaos magik and Leary's bunk-ass neural circuitry stuff

[Anonymous No.10607169]

>>10607147
last one I swear it actually is absolutely horrible and terrible and turns average good people into deranged mongrel insectoid serpent egg eating laying sloth ridden stuffing rotten dishelved dishamed downtrodden despicable feather ruffled and ruffling tawdry tawrdy teddy bears bursting at the poorly stitched seems with septic secretions of poisonous fluids and ob noxious gaseous decay, the devils lettuce indeed, and he invites ye all to diene on his satanic succ-ulents, to manage a melange of menage a trois twice three times

[Anonymous No.10607178]

>>10607158
>it's glaringly obvious shit dressed
care to point out a particulate of evidence corroborating your bold claim? Care to give any actual critical critique of criticism rather than making baseless, contentless, definitive statements resting on your plentiful knowledge backing up your plentiful authority?

[Anonymous No.10607179]

>>10601917
HNGGG

[Anonymous No.10607190]

>>10607158
ok, what you say is possibly true, but its not something you hear everyday, or really consider, or even if you do, to be confronted again with the profound possibility, yes what that person was describing was p zombies, a person who has no true self, but is only the amalgamation of other selves they see on tv, they becoming a quilt of perceptive inter-inner projections, conjections, it is startling to consider after forgetting about these thoughts for sometime, how so many people may be fake ghosts, and the person put it rather eloquently, I just didnt see the need for you to say anything negative to them, especially in a manner lacking of so discussion and critique of the potential actually interesting themes

[Anonymous No.10607208]

>>10606467

My avatars are fictional characters that live in my head who I constructed a fictional alternate reality for which is an idealized form of this reality skewed through an uncanny valley of sorts on purpose. My implicit goal which I never really thought about until now is to have a circle size of 0.

[Anonymous No.10607218]

>>10607190

That's not what p=zombie means. A p-zombie has no qualia. They aren't just superficial or an amalgamated entity

[Anonymous No.10607323]

>>10606961
did you have gfs in the past?

companionship is nice but loses out in the hedonistic calculus to autonomy and not having to compromise imho. i find that having a gf is for a large part an obligation.

[Anonymous No.10607330]

I've squandered everything.

[Anonymous No.10607332]

>>10607330

Me too

[Anonymous No.10607364]

Norm's literary interest seems kinda forced
>this from today.

[Anonymous No.10607398]

>>10607364
>most knowing
what does this mean, exactly?

[Anonymous No.10607406]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZDIhHTANjKw

[Anonymous No.10607409]

>>10607398
He has met the guy apparently so I doubt he didn't choose his words carefully here.

[Anonymous No.10607415]

>>10606926
>But once I caught him when he was open like Silenus' statues, and I had a glimpse of the figures he keeps hidden within: they were so godlike – so bright and beautiful, so utterly amazing – that I no longer had a choice. I just had to do whatever he told me.
- Symposium 216e-217a.

[Anonymous No.10607421]

Top fucking kek, Jacobin magazine got caught buying Twitter followers.

[Anonymous No.10607453]

>>10601926
Rappelle-toi Barbara
Il pleuvait sans cesse sur Brest ce jour-là
Et tu marchais souriante
Épanouie ravie ruisselante
Sous la pluie
Rappelle-toi Barbara
Il pleuvait sans cesse sur Brest
Et je t'ai croisée rue de Siam
Tu souriais
Et moi je souriais de même
Rappelle-toi Barbara
Toi que je ne connaissais pas
Toi qui ne me connaissais pas
Rappelle-toi
Rappelle-toi quand même ce jour-là
N'oublie pas
Un homme sous un porche s'abritait
Et il a crié ton nom
Barbara
Et tu as couru vers lui sous la pluie
Ruisselante ravie épanouie
Et tu t'es jetée dans ses bras
Rappelle-toi cela Barbara
Et ne m'en veux pas si je te tutoie
Je dis tu à tous ceux que j'aime
Même si je ne les ai vus qu'une seule fois
Je dis tu à tous ceux qui s'aiment
Même si je ne les connais pas
Rappelle-toi Barbara
N'oublie pas
Cette pluie sage et heureuse
Sur ton visage heureux
Sur cette ville heureuse
Cette pluie sur la mer
Sur l'arsenal
Sur le bateau d'Ouessant
Oh Barbara
Quelle connerie la guerre
Qu'es-tu devenue maintenant
Sous cette pluie de fer
De feu d'acier de sang
Et celui qui te serrait dans ses bras
Amoureusement
Est-il mort disparu ou bien encore vivant
Oh Barbara
Il pleut sans cesse sur Brest
Comme il pleuvait avant
Mais ce n'est plus pareil et tout est abimé
C'est une pluie de deuil terrible et désolée
Ce n'est même plus l'orage
De fer d'acier de sang
Tout simplement des nuages
Qui crèvent comme des chiens
Des chiens qui disparaissent
Au fil de l'eau sur Brest
Et vont pourrir au loin
Au loin très loin de Brest
Dont il ne reste rien.

[Anonymous No.10607457]

>>10607409
But I genuinely don't understand what it means. I'm not a native speaker, which might have something to do with it. "most knowing" isn't a phrase I recognize. Most knowledgeable? Most prescient?

[Anonymous No.10607467]

>>10607218
an n-zombie?

[Anonymous No.10607472]

>>10607218
>A p-zombie has no qualia
yea it produces no inner quality of its own, all that it experiences inside itself are premade programed spectres broadcast into its pinhole

[Anonymous No.10607493]

>>10607421
jacobin or jacobite?

[Anonymous No.10607504]

Man down, where you from, nigga?
Fuck who you know, where you from, my nigga?
Where your grandma stay, huh, my nigga?
This m.A.A.d city I run, my nigga

[Anonymous No.10607509]

>>10601917
BRAAAAAAPFTFFT

[Anonymous No.10607510]

>>10607493
Jacobin. They came up on an investigative report. It was a bunch of conservative TV personalities, and then Jacobin, almost out of nowhere.

[Anonymous No.10607518]

>>10603847
you never added enough a's you brap-swine

[Anonymous No.10607536]

I use words incorrectly a lot. Even very basic 9th grade vocab words. I must be retarded.

[Anonymous No.10607546]

for real though has anyone ever seen them in the same room?

[Anonymous No.10607579]

>>10607190
You're retarded

[Anonymous No.10607625]

>>10607579
in what way, lets wait in ecstatic anticipation to see if the *waving hands emphatically* non retard can explain itself

[Anonymous No.10607810]

>>10607323
this

sometimes i feel like i want a gf again but then i remember how restricted i felt... i love absolute independence and not having to worry about anyone for weeks on end. one gf broke up because i didn't contact her for like 2 weeks, i just enjoyed my solitude

[Anonymous No.10607817]

why do i get racist when im drunk

[Anonymous No.10607826]

>>10607817
how can you be sure youre not also racist when youre sober?

[Anonymous No.10607918]

>>10607826
If he's racist when drunk, then chances are he's also racist when sober but it just so happens that he's better at hiding it. Quite unfortunate, I feel blessed that I'm more-or-less pretty agreeable when drunk just like I am when sober.

[Anonymous No.10607920]

>>10607457
means ‘complete’ as in he has a competent knowledge of different areas

[Anonymous No.10607924]

>>10607817

People think they're more intelligent when they're drunk. Racism seems like it's "telling it like it is", ie witty observations, to many drunk people

[Anonymous No.10607932]

>>10607817
your conditioning is stripped away and your natural impulses come online

everyone is racist, most people just suppress it. racism is a healthy instinct that has benefited our species for hundreds of thousands of years.

[Anonymous No.10607941]

>>10607918
yeh thats what i was gonna follow up with.
>>10607932
i dont disagree with you, but wouldnt you say that it was "discrimination" that was the benefit, not just race-based prejudice? a bit more broad

[Anonymous No.10607958]

>>10603519
the bomb montage was really pretty.

[Anonymous No.10607967]

Machu Picchu was probably built around 6,000 BC, VERY STRANGE.

[Anonymous No.10607977]

I am angry at the future for not doing the research necessary to corroborate my assertions

[Anonymous No.10607982]

>>10607977

Especially since, in the context of simulationism, this means that I was brought back WRONG

[Anonymous No.10607989]

>>10607941
>but wouldnt you say that it was "discrimination" that was the benefit, not just race-based prejudice? a bit more broad
discrimination is so broad that it includes any and all behaviour because you're always preferring one thing over another. of course there are more ways in which discriminating is useful than doing it on race, but race-based discrimination tends to be a very useful one.

[Anonymous No.10608017]

>>10601990
>go to see gig in a different city
>girl is with our crowd who i dont know
>extremely cute, speak to her a bit after the show and when we get drinks and we sort of hit it off
>turns out she plays piano, reads, likes a lot of the same music
>get pretty drunk and i dont get into club we all go to so we get seperated
>i sleeping at her friends place while shes out, see her briefly next morning and give her a hug
>thats sort of it
>was a year ago now
>still think about her a lot

I know its classic tfw no gf shit but will probably haunt me for a very long time.

[Anonymous No.10608035]

>>10608017
that's retired cunt syndrome. old men always talk about the past because they stopped having meaningful experiences after some point. that's why the past remains so vivid and important to them. they talk about who they used to be and what they used to do because they aren't much and not doing much at all now.

if you would continue to have experiences worth thinking about you wouldn't obsess over a single one years ago. being overly retrospective means your present life is lacking, not that there was something special about the past.

[Anonymous No.10608127]

>>10608035
>tfw 21 and extraordinarily retrospective
I don't enjoy living in this society anymore

[Anonymous No.10608140]

>>10608127
can't you convince yourself that dwelling on the past becomes useless at some point?

[Anonymous No.10608144]

>>10605235
dont slack off. apply now, but have a back up plan that includes a lot of hard work. otherwise youll be in this exavt spot next year and kicking yourself all over again. can't relate btw, i went to a good school

[Anonymous No.10608169]

>>10606205
sigh. you'll grow up eventually.

[Anonymous No.10608206]

>>10608017
>i sleeping at her friends place while shes out, see her briefly next morning and give her a hug
why dont you ask this person you mutually know if she could (have) ask(ed) this girl in question if she would mind contacting you, to get her facebook or number? Dont even answer this, dont even respond to me...theres nothing to say....either you (should have done that) do that or you cry about perpetually shooting yourself in the foot

[Anonymous No.10608217]

her arse

[Anonymous No.10608229]

>>10606813
no I am saving myself for my future wife
the oaths of marriage have no temporal bounds

[Anonymous No.10608242]

I'm simultaneously taking to 6 girls of different dating apps.

[Anonymous No.10608264]

>>10608140
So is all escapism. I don't dwell on the past because I'm rational

[Anonymous No.10608315]

>>10606169
Sometimes I think would be nice to have but I always remind myself it will never end well for me.

[Anonymous No.10608377]

>>10608264
Escapism is very useful because it gives you respite.

[Anonymous No.10608458]

Why we are so messed up is something I think about a lot. We need a war to shake things up, but as the most valuable personal commodity going around is randomness, and unfortunately a war that can potentially touch the people who declare it open up the possability of too much randomness(they might die, and you know 'never start a battle that you haven't already won' and so on) So they sit on a button saying don't you dare or we will end it all, and if that doesn't work (the end of the world threat, because when you come to think of it all mainstream religions promote a better thing after death so why not end it all? And why the fuck are we here? The world already had a clean reboot with the dionsaurs, right?) we are convinced that there is something better if we just comply and keep quite. And any thought or words otherwise is going to hurt the children. Which leaves everything at a paradox again - constantly waiting for something better for children, which has been what people have always been waiting for. So in a time of the highest value of randomness people are the most conservative.

[Anonymous No.10608470]

>>10607546
reeee why is noone responding to my bait reeeeee
(you)

[Anonymous No.10608489]

>>10608470
they don't actually look alike enough to be funny/interesting

sorry anon, stillborn memes who don't make it through natural selection happen sometimes (>99,999%)

[Anonymous No.10608519]

>>10608489
same (=similar) lips, same teeth, nose, glare smirk, face shape, only thing different is eyebrows (and hair), much more similar than you give credit to, we must presume due to your sexual biases of repulsedness at potential conclusions

[Anonymous No.10608527]

>>10608377
So does being nostalgic/retrospective, since it is escapism.

[Anonymous No.10608547]

>>10607169
nah man weed is the best, I would trade a life time of every other activity for only a lifetime of plentiful good weed
<inb4 thats exactly whats so bad about it

[Anonymous No.10608553]

>>10608527
But the type of retrospection we were discussing is of the negative kind. It's not really escapism if you go to a worse place mentally.

[Anonymous No.10608580]

>>10608553
It's not so black and white.

[Anonymous No.10608708]

>>10601917
Booty booty booty, rockin everywhere.

[Anonymous No.10608953]

>>10607364
to me it's weird that you have to specify. just say you're reading proust man, everyone knows which proust you're reading

[Anonymous No.10608974]

>>10608017
i feel like saying something bitter and hostile in reaction to your shitty consumer existence but i simultaneously feel in a no-bully mood so pls disregard that

[Anonymous No.10608979]

>>10608519
he's an old man and she's a young woman. you can't force the meme, kid

[Anonymous No.10608983]

>>10601917
HOW COME NO ONE HAS MENTIONED THE PHOTOSHOPPED D O O T D O O T ON HER ASSHOLE???

[Anonymous No.10608988]

>>10601917
Wtf? Ray Liotta's trans?

[Anonymous No.10609119]

wtf

[Anonymous No.10609120]

the "unrequited love" story had been done to death.

would anyone buy a novel(la) about the slow descent into post-relationship depression and ultimate suicide?

[Anonymous No.10609237]

>>10601963
Does a chess grandmaster who loves to spend most of day studying, playing, or thinking about chess have to have a grandmaster gf? No. If he wants physical intimacy he should find someone that fulfils his desire to fuck not someone to fulfill both his desire to fuck and play chess. Just because he "settles" for someone who isnt perfect doesnt mean he cant love her.

I think a lot of antisocial people have trouble finding a gf because not only do they want a gf they also want a friend. Gets some more friends then get a gf.

Of course I dont mean you should just find someone attractive then marry them. If your gf is a bitch but attractive then dump her ass til you find someone you find attractive and is a good person.

[Anonymous No.10609248]

>>10609237
Ultimate piece of esoteric Kabbalic knowledge (without a doubt the most triggering piece of wisdom for soyboys):
Your girlfriend isn't meant to be your friend

[Anonymous No.10609408]

>>10609248

Why would I want one then?

[Anonymous No.10609422]

>>10609120
I would, I love that stuff. Whether or not a lot of people would is questionable.

[Anonymous No.10609423]

Genuinely don't understand wtf to do with my life except possibly end it.

[Anonymous No.10609440]

>>10609408
Because you want sex? You want to hold someone through the night? You want to have children? You want someone to help and to help you?

Because you don't want to be alone?

[Anonymous No.10609465]

>>10601917
He thought his talents were wasted on himself. He always considered himself a decent writer, but he never put anything to paper. Was it hubris that he felt so? Sheer laziness that he never wrote? Or was he worried about the opinion of others when they saw the scribbles he dared to call prose.

He realized he needed a new pronoun, or descriptor at least if he was going to continue writing like this. They? It? This wasn't a gender issue, just one of repetition. Maybe he should just give it up and stop inflicting his torturous sentences and contrived plots on others.

"No", he thought, "I will write something, if only to say I did." Consequences be damned. It was only in his brief moment of triumph that he noticed the girl in OP's picture was too spoopy. Still would.

[Anonymous No.10609469]

>>10609440

>sex
My hands and fleshlight still work
>hold someone
Got a daki and ASMR
>children
That's unethical
>to help and help you / don't want to be alone
I've got friends for emotional support

Gfs eternally btfo

[Anonymous No.10609492]

>>10609440
>Because you don't want to be alone?
But I want to be alone.

[Anonymous No.10609499]

>>10601963
>he still wants a gf
The greatest lover is one's own self, who will forever understand you and will always know your wants and needs, and you too will know vice versa.
This is why the real 'patrician gf' is an imaginary tulpa.

[Anonymous No.10609529]

>>10609440
I sort of thought like this and was angry at myself for being a virgin and not having a gf. I was thinking I should stop giving up that stuff you listed because I was waiting for something that would never come. Anyway I tried and eventually ended up with a girl in my bed, she was talking a bit and the more she talked the worse I felt and I was eventually feeling completely empty and wanting to be anywhere else but there. I sort of rolled over and pretended to sleep but I couldn't sleep at all the whole night. Everything just felt completely hopeless.

[Anonymous No.10609540]

>>10609499
I used to have an imaginary construct of a girl I had a crush on. I suppose it was like a tulpa. We had a pretty decent thing going on and she was much nicer than her real counterpart.

At the time I thought I loved the girl, but as I look back on it was this idealized image of her that I adored. I still think of her from time to time, but given the destruction my relationship was that I eventually had with the real one I try to forget her and not dwell on old obsessions.

What an absurd memory.

[Anonymous No.10609606]

>>10609469
>>10609492
>>10609529

There's a tradeoff to everything including having a gf and if sex and all that other stuff is not what you want then definitely dont waste your energy.

The sacrifice for skinship is worth it to me but you dont need a gf if your desires are filled/you dont have any.

[Anonymous No.10609623]

>>10609606
I have plenty of desires, but none are strong enough that I want to waste my time with a woman just for her hole. I want someone I can enjoyably spend my time with.

I may be picky, but I prefer being alone than settling. I've seen too many men regret that decision as time goes on.

[Anonymous No.10609764]

>>10608979
its not a meme, it was simple humorous accurate observation..look at their lips, look at their nose, look at their teeth, look at their coy timid smirky glance..look at their face shape, last names... P------n

[Anonymous No.10609769]

>>10608983
not photoshopped, lined up perfectly on halloween

[Anonymous No.10609917]

Attended a cousin's wedding a couple days ago, it all felt very weird. They both walked in holding the status of being single, the priest recited a ceremonial script, they wore their rings and just like that it all changed for them, now they're married. I don't know, it's all so artificial to me. Why did they even need to do that? Does it really change something to go through a particular ritual? Didn't you already confirm your relationship by living together and having children? Am I autistic?

[Anonymous No.10609929]

>>10609917
They made a covenant with each other in front of God and his holy church on Earth you pleb

[Anonymous No.10609945]

>>10609917
I feel the same way, I doubt I will have a wedding even if I ever get married.

Some people see it as a way to bring family together and see loved ones, because they don't get to do that frequently. Seems like an ok reason to have one if you're the type, I guess.

[Anonymous No.10609999]

>>10601917
hi guys i need your help

can you please help imrpvoe this somehow to show less respect for humanity and less edgelord, thanks

> im imagining laying down mouth wide open teeth grinding on the cement curb like American History X as a 30 pound sledgehammer swishes down thru the air onto the back of my head at a speed of 15+ feet per second causing my jawbone & the attached flesh to tear off like the pull tab on a teenage engineering po20 while the top of my skull busts open like baked potato sending brain matter gushing out onto the sidewalk as a red pulp that has started smelling really bad as it lays out there for 10+ hours in the sun and has a kind of darkened, semimoist half-dried layer on the outside and the ants and flies have started getting into the crack in my skull which really pisses off the guy whose job it is to squeegee this fetid sludge meat grinder viscera into his bio hazard dustpan

[Anonymous No.10610042]

No one deserves to live happily just as much as no deserve to live a sad life

[Anonymous No.10610073]

>>10602055
It grows more obvious and undeniable every day

[Anonymous No.10610141]

I'm having too much trouble coming up with a plot for such a simple fucking idea.

>guy winds up entangled in a cosmic war between gods who use empowered mortals as their proxies
>his power is making shit taste diffent

[Anonymous No.10610178]

>>10610141
That's a dumb idea.

[Anonymous No.10610181]

>>10609999
development
> "im imagining laying down mouth open teeth grinding on the curb cement like American History X as a 30 pound sledgehammer pivots counter clock wise as it swish down thru the air and slams onto the back of my head at a velocity of 15+ feet per second causing my jawbone & attached flesh to tear off like the pull tab on a teenage engineering po20 while the top of my skull bursts open baked potato sending brain matter gushing out onto the sidewalk as a bright sinewy pulp like the inside of a pumpkin mixed with cranberry sauce except made of brain matter and its started smelling really bad as it lays out there sweltering for 10+ hours in the humid 98 degree farenheit august swamp rain and develops this darkened semi moist half-dried layer on the outside and whats more the ants and flies have started getting into the crack in my skull which really pisses off the guy whose task it is to squeegee this fetid septic meat vomit off the sidewalk into his biohazard dustpan"

[Anonymous No.10610187]

>>10602003
i'm ok with that, it's how a lot of women are proud of their mental illness and make it some huge part of their identity that is very off-putting to me

[Anonymous No.10610269]

>>10610178
I'd change the excuse plot, but I already used up the generic fantasy "3 tests" plot in my last story.

I've got another idea but I'm just plain unsatisfied with it

[Anonymous No.10610308]

>>10609120
this doesn't really interest me. i've read enough houellebecq to become dissatisfied with the jaded, bitter old man pontificating about loneliness and the economics of sex

[Anonymous No.10610352]

>>10609929
>unironically indulging the idea of god to order and direct your physico-temporally limited life
>ironically indulging the idea of god to attain marginal enlightenment-status over atheists and agnostics you've blanket-categorized as this generation's sheeple
both are pretty S A D

[Anonymous No.10610358]

>>10609999
it went on way too long. and by that i mean it isn't witty enough to sustain this much rambling bullshit

[Anonymous No.10610385]

>>10610187
Are you this ignorant? How much of a basement-dweller are you, that you've never interacted with mentally ill people? Mental illness isn't a badge of honor, it's a crippling weight that is pertinent to anyone attempting a romantic relationship with the ill person, hence the dating app bios. You seem to have this idea that mentally ill advertise their illness as a cutesy personality quirk but that just isn't the case.

[Anonymous No.10610560]

From today's meditation:
"Consciousness comes at no cost, quite the contrary, self-consciousness -the knowledge of the central experience as one this world, like the others- is in its true form the understandment [sic] that there is no secret to discover, no price to pay, no one to meet."

Thought I should share this with /lit/.

In other words; I still want to get youtube famous. I know, though, that I should simply keep working on what I do, and not get distracted with whatever feeds into my inferiority complex. I might try writing that essay shitting on Miyazaki. Maybe try to fill that one niche no one's playing. Be another puppet. O envy, I've painted the walls of my room your color, because Asia has taught me it is ever the freshest in the wheel.

[Anonymous No.10610572]

>>10601917
fuck pusy

[Anonymous No.10610699]

>>10610073
you volunteering for the front lines?

[Anonymous No.10610715]

>>10610560
what do you want to do on youtube to be famous?

[Anonymous No.10610749]

>>10610715
Reviews and analyses maybe. It's just it's probably already overdone and the format of the site might mean it's either that or blogging. But I could always get experimental. It's just any idea I can get seems like a mess. And I have no editing skills. And I don't wanna do research because I already do that on my spare time. It's really a bad idea overall and mostly due to envy.

[Anonymous No.10610787]

>>10609999
>to show less respect for humanity and less edgelord
isnt that contradictory? the essence of "edgy" is to be essentially anti-social and disregarding certain norms and that can definitely include having very little respect for humanity. although i guess it entirely depends on your definition of "edgy".
but like >>10610358 said, it's uninteresting rambling that would have to be in some wider context, without it, it's just dylan klebold/eric harris-esque diary shit with no substance other than venting frustration. where is this text gonna be placed? book? blog?

[Anonymous No.10610803]

>>10610385
do you ever go to twitter/tumblr/deviantart? there are loads of people who make some attention-profit off of their [perceived] mental illnesses.not saying it's at the scale that anon is claiming, but it certainly does happen

[Anonymous No.10610837]

>>10610787
worse,

its going in a meme

[Anonymous No.10610838]

>>10610749
what do you research? what types of things do you want to review and analyze? You just gotta jump into it and do it.

[Anonymous No.10610855]

I’m in a fog
I’m in a fog
I miss mania

Throw away your pills
Don’t go to sleep
You were only free
Running through the street

[Anonymous No.10610884]

>>10610837
hrm. the finished product could be self sustainable but it's usually really hit or miss with memes like that

[Anonymous No.10610895]

>>10601917
id appreciate if you didn’t post whores on this board since there is already multiple boards dedicated to slutty people

[Anonymous No.10610898]

He gazed upon the image reflecting in the mirror.

“Now, repeat after me. ‘My name is George.’”

“My name is George,” he replied.

“Good.”

“What am I doing here?” George asked.

“I’ll explain later – right now, you just have to listen to me and do as I say. Got it?”

George nodded his head.

“Good. Now then, George, let me see if you remember it all. Feed it all back to me.”

“All of it?”

“Yes, George, all of it.”

He continued staring at the image, glaring into the eyes as they stared back into his.

“I am twenty six years old, born on July 6th, twenty thirty five. My father was an organ harvester in the delta quadrant of Perrsecc. I ran away from home at the age of fourteen – and have been alone ever since.” He paused. ”My name is George.”

“Good, George. Very good. Except you were born on July 5th, not the 6th. Let’s go again.”

“No,” he replied.

There was a pause.

“This is part of your training, George. Now let’s go again.”

“No. I refuse. None of it is true, not even my name. I’m not George. There never was a George to begin with.”

“Who are you then?” the voice asked.

“I – don’t know.”

“Exactly, George, you don’t know. That’s why it is important for us to teach you, again. This is part of your re-association therapy. It is of the most importance that you learn, and remember.”

George looked around the room.

“Please, George. I need you to stay fixed on your reflection.”

He turned back and looked into the mirror. The image seemed different. The eyes a different colour, the hair a different shade.

He gazed upon the image reflecting in the mirror.

[Anonymous No.10610907]

We just hospitalised mom in a psychiatric clinic, she's been depressed for years now and just tried to run away. In a brief moment of lucidity she asked me to look after my brother and cried a little.
I'm eighteen
I want mom back

[Anonymous No.10610913]

>>10610838
Animation, videogames, film, literature, philosophy, religion, some psychology, some anthropology and sociology, a bunch of stuff, I'm just afraid I'm not too deep into any of them to actually give a worthwhile commentary. But then what I've always wanted wasn't to be an expert but to have a more or least holistic point of view of the world or at least the parts of it that interest me.

So I'unno. Ideas too big.

[Anonymous No.10610934]

>>10601917
I have no one to turn to and I'm in crisis.

[Anonymous No.10610955]

>>10610907
I'm so sorry anon. This is a low point but the fact that you got her in a clinic means that she's on the right path.

>>10610934
What's going on?

[Anonymous No.10611017]

>>10610955
Depression. Never been to a doctor for it, but I know it runs in the family. Father's an alcoholic, his father was too. Reclusive mother. Suicidal cousins.

I've fucked up a lot of times too. I'm poorly adjusted, don't know how to gauge my limits. Tried a job that was above me, but got promotions anyway; didn't realize how horrible I was doing until I lost upwards of $100k for the company. Was lucky to just get the boot. Yes, I'm a piece of shit idiot.

I want something simple and that feels meaningful like writing for a business or column that I value or even working at a place like a retirement home, but I'm horrible at socializing. I'm afraid of people and I usually come across as unresponsive and despondent. At this point I don't even trust myself to work with others, I've lost all my friends over the years and have almost no connections outside my immediately family. I can't get over my past mistakes.

[Anonymous No.10611033]

>>10610955
Thank you anon
Your words mean the world to me now

[Anonymous No.10611056]

>>10611017
Don't beat yourself up about the job too much. It was their responsibility to make sure you had the knowledge to do what they were asking of you.
Other people have felt the way you have, and I don't mean that in a way that diminishes what you're going through, just to remind you that even in your alienation you are experiencing something that can connect you with others. Go to a doctor if at all possible. Meds are not a meme. I will say that if they diagnose you with depression and you don't have a heart condition try to get bupropion (Wellbutrin) as your first line antidepressant instead of an SSRI. The side effects are easier to handle.

Hope things start to look better for you soon, anon.

[Anonymous No.10611079]

>>10611056
I hear you. When my mind is clear, I think that way about the job.

I have thought it over for a long time and I think you are right, I should finally see a doctor. Thanks for responding.

[Anonymous No.10611091]

>>10602014
>"Beef. Pork. Chicken. mmm! A GIRL WORTH FIGHTING FOOORRRR!"

[Anonymous No.10611152]

>>10611017
Dude chill out. It's okay to mess up, life is about learning (no matter how old you are). I recommend you what anon says and focus on things you actually enjoy (this connect you with others too). Don't overthink too much about friends, enjoy yourself first and you eventually find new ones.

[Anonymous No.10611167]

I recently went to write my first short story piece. I am a completely illiterate pleb that new pursued higher education, so it surprised me when I finished my first and second draft and saw that I had a moderately competent story on my hands.

However, it is plainly clear that I am not a very good writer. Before I move on, I'd like to get some reading under my belt. I've begun reading Edith Hamilton's Mythology: Timeless Tales of Gods and Heroes and I'm going to read through some other stuff before I move on. I'm surprised at my degree of reading comprehension and speed, as I am a complete plebeian and a retard.

[Anonymous No.10611188]

>>10606467
speak for yourself I want to literally be Achilles

[Anonymous No.10611209]

>>10601917
BRAAAAP

[Anonymous No.10611690]

It's a shame that people so hate Caucasians. We've developed most of the greatest technology on the planet by far, in fact everyone using this website or any other should be thankful of whites for developing such capacity of worldwide communication. It's ok to be white, and more than that, it's ok to be PROUD of being white, because white people and white history are pretty darn awesome.

[Anonymous No.10611753]

>>10611690

It's retarded to be proud of anything you didn't have any role in shaping

Numbnuts

[Anonymous No.10611761]

>>10611690
So if your father is a war veteran who had been awarded several medals before you were even born, you can't be proud of him?

[Anonymous No.10611764]

>>10611761
Fucking derp.
>>10611753
It was meant to go to you.

[Anonymous No.10611765]

>>10611761
>implying he's your real father
Your mom got real lonely during those campaigns, anon.

[Anonymous No.10611784]

>>10607415
he's talking baout his inner beauty there tard

[Anonymous No.10612573]

>>10611690
Don't let some degenerates on Twitter get to you. Most people don't hate Caucasians.

[Anonymous No.10612628]

>>10612573
I don't use Twitter, but anyways the problem extends beyond that. Remember the shitstorm that culminated from a few pieces of paper stating correctly that "It's ok to be white"? As predicted, mainstream media and quite a few College-goers made a stink about it, saying it's a racist statement. Such hypocrisy; if it had said "It's ok to be black", either it would have been supported and agreed with or on the flip side there would have been outrage because "is that suggesting that some think that it's NOT ok to be white?" which is hypocritical because it's defensively racist rather than offensively racist. You can't be racist against the BLACK group but you can go ahead and be racist against the WHITE group.

[Anonymous No.10612742]

>>10611761
It's one thing to think such father is a respectable and admirable person, and another to think you are better because such a person is your father (that is, outside of how your father is with you).

[Anonymous No.10612757]

>>10612742
Ah, so the mistake was that in having white pride, it was believed that I thought I was 'better'. Is that right?

[Anonymous No.10612788]

>>10612757
Well, I'm a different guy, but yeah, more or less. I have to add that I see no problem in doing things like following after your father, building after his legacy, etc. It's a matter of whether you think you're entitled to it.

[Anonymous No.10612857]

>>10612788
My old man is a spineless anti-gun leftist, he's certainly not in the Military. That was an example, however, of having pride in your heritage. IF I had such an impressive father figure, I'd be proud of him, it would make me feel good to have a connection with him. Similarly, I feel good to have a connection with Britain, a tiny bit with France, with the vast majority if not the entirety of my known geneology being white and from Europe. I take pride in this, and while yes white people have contributed more to the modern technology that make us so comfortable and make us live so long, that does not equate to "I am white thus better than all non-whites." What it means, is what I've said. "Whites are awesome at technology, I am white, it makes me proud to live in white western society where we can enjoy the product of thousands of years of advancements."

In terms of average IQ, it's found that Asians have the highest. This also explains why Asian Americans make more than Caucasian Americans in the United States because they take full advantage of the equal opportunity there, as they should. They work hard, they study hard, they don't listen to the leftist BS of "whites wanna keep minorities down", and thus they do even better than the white majority of the nation. Good for them! I hope to be an American someday and hope to have the opportunity to improve my position in life just like them. I also hope to pursue a career in writing so I guess that's where the "building after his legacy" comes in. Chances are I won't gain much notoriety, or in decades to come I could become a top 10 best-selling author. Sure, the left will largely see me as "just another white guy who got successful JUST for being white", and they'd be fully racist and ignorant in thinking such because it is NOT easy, but all the same it is something that I take pride in, knowing that I'm a good enough writer to make money from it. Not enough to live on, but I believe I will get there in time. I will get past 4-figures a year.

The only way in which I think my whiteness would help me to become a successful writer is, at best, the average IQ as seen between the races. Whites are fairly high on that list. Certainly not at the top, but pretty high.

[Anonymous No.10612965]

>>10612857
If you found a black writer that you liked more than any other writer, one that you felt thought in the same way about things as you, that gave you the advice you needed at the right time because of it, what would you think?

[Anonymous No.10613006]

>>10612965
Funny you should mention that. I recently learned that the individual who is often considered the greatest poet in Russian history is Alexander Pushkin, who is black, or at least very much part black. He's related to two other black Russians (all this in the 18th and 19th century by the way) who were prominent figures in the Russian Military. One of which, the oldest one, came directly FROM Africa, believed to be Ethiopian in origin. I also learned just a couple days ago that Ethiopia was one of the first nations on the planet to make Christianity its national religion which is also pretty awesome.

A white man can be VERY proud of his white ancestry without being a racist. I've dated a couple Asian chicks before, a couple Natives, a black Haitian (I was pretty good at making her giggle with the little bit of French that I know), and the best drinkin' buddy I ever had was a Native. He's the only man on the planet that I would trust with my very life.

I'm a proud Caucasian, I'm a proud Christian, I'm a proud Conservative, I am a proud Capitalist, and when I become an American I will be a proud Republican. There is only one reason why someone would even think that I'm a racist; toxic leftist ideology. I've been there, I used to think that those critical of Islam were bigots, but I've researched the religion itself, I've read a fair bit of the Quran, and feminists supporting it is like black people supporting the KKK or Jews supporting Nazism, which by the way Ben Shapiro does not do. He's an ORTHODOX JEW for Christ's sake. That's like... fuckin' Super Jew status, yet idiotic fascist Antifa think he's a Nazi? There's no words that can truly describe that level of idiocy, I've been trying to find them.

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not only is my life a complete joke and endless misery because I have no friends and no sex and no respect and no money and a job I hate, I have no energy to do shit after coming home. I just turned on my pc, browsed for 10 minutes and will be going to sleep now

please just die in my sleep. Why can't I have some kind of painless stroke or something? At least that would be free of the suicide mess and shame

[Anonymous No.10613050]

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Oh, I'm not saying you're a racist or something like that. What I want to know is how you would react in this or that situation, how you construct your persona and the meaning of your pheno/genotype.

How old are you, Anon?