Write a paragraph or two about your most recent intimate experience of any kind.

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Anonymous Wed Dec 27 06:02:26 2017 No.10453777 [Reply] [Original]

Write a paragraph or two about your most recent intimate experience of any kind.

Anonymous Wed Dec 27 06:11:29 2017 No.10453794

>>10453777
I knew going into what kind of meaningless and stupid sex she was expecting, but she was expecting it to be fun, and I was hoping she was right. She wasn't though, it was awful. In retrospect that should have been obvious, sex outside in late november is just asking for embarrassment.

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 27 06:13:05 2017 No.10453798 File: 67 KB, 658x588, nnnn.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] The cashier looked me in the eye this time

Anonymous Wed Dec 27 06:14:00 2017 No.10453801

>>10453777
Every moment was like the one at the cafe. The girl stared at the emptiness to my right. I paid and thanked her. She thanked me. I tipped the girl. I contemplated writing something on the paper, but I didn't. She turned back then again towards me and smiled. I smiled. She turned a third time and walked back to her post. Her gaze resumed to the tantalizing nothingness. I understood her. It was all I wanted, too. Nothing.

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 27 06:14:04 2017 No.10453803 >>10453777 it was a mistake. i was drunk. she was drunk and on something else. she got upset halfway through but said it wasnt my fault. i left. she texted me and i blocked her.

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 27 06:17:38 2017 No.10453807 File: 28 KB, 300x285, mrdarcy.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>10453798 >tfw new qt cashier near my apartment keeps fliritng with me >can't do anything about it why am i like this

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 27 06:18:43 2017 No.10453809 >>10453794 >>10453803 Rape. >>10453801 >>10453807 Sexual harassment. Shame on you.

Anonymous Wed Dec 27 06:25:09 2017 No.10453820

>>10453777
I was in a bed with two good friends, one a girlfriend of another good friend. Me and this latter person couldn't sleep, so we started playing with each other to pass the time of the night. (We had been together before, so it's not like
'cheating' is of huge importance in her relationship, and everything was cool).
She placed my dick between her thigh and her panties and started to stroke the base. I wiped off the precum that seeped through the panties' lace as it came, feeding it to her. The fact that our other friend was asleep and unaware next to us gave it a sense of danger. Eventually, the sounds we were both making were enough that we had to move to another room or else we would wake our other friend. I asked if I could give oral sex back, but she declined, so she just gave me head in the other room until I finished and we slept for a couple hours after that.

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 27 06:29:20 2017 No.10453835 >>10453777 I think it's funny when girls try to be sexy. The last one told me how hot it is that I precum so much.

Anonymous Wed Dec 27 06:38:34 2017 No.10453849

She held me. For the first time I experienced female contact, and I understood what all the fuss was about. I reciprocated; tighter. It was one of those moments that you wish could last forever and yet at the same time, want to happen again and again. As we pressed closer to each other I felt the familiar feeling of lust creep from the back of my mind. I wasn't going to settle with a simple cuddle ot spoon. I wanted more. I lean in for a kiss. as if non-verbally asking her permission. She accepts. Her lips are soft and moist. I move my hand threw her hair. She holds my back like she about to fall, when I've already have. I kiss her neck and her head arches back. I unintentionally whisper "I love you" She chokes out "I love you too". I pull my head back to look into her eyes. They're so big and watery now, She's so beautiful. I lean in for one more kiss and I close my eyes. I wake up tired, sad, and alone. This was nothing more than another night of my mind mocking me. A torture to cruel, least I submit to every night. Yet I have my way of coping. I masturbate to the memory before going to sleep.

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 27 06:43:29 2017 No.10453858 I haven't seen another living human being in 8 months.

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 27 06:43:43 2017 No.10453859 >>10453777 Who's that ugly bitch anyway?

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 27 06:45:11 2017 No.10453865 >>10453858 Teach me. I value alone time a lot but I always find myself dickdeep in some birds fuckhole.

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 27 06:48:55 2017 No.10453875 >>10453865 you just stop answering your phone or replying to messages, after 3 years they all go away. then you develop a system to feed yourself without interaction.

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 27 06:49:06 2017 No.10453876 For a brief moment, my penis rubbed against my mother's vagina, and then I was born.

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 27 06:52:08 2017 No.10453887 >>10453875 I just feel so rude doing that. I guess I'll have to break a few hearts if I want a break myself.

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 27 06:58:05 2017 No.10453900 >>10453858 Sexual harrasment.

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 27 07:01:04 2017 No.10453910 It is the way she sometimes looks at me when she's on the phone. This deep look, which you can't determine she's having because she's focusing on the conversation, or is it just a way to play with me. We share the same office space.

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 27 07:07:02 2017 No.10453927 >>10453777 Why is so hard to find pics of Kennedi, bros? I just want to see her cute face.

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 27 07:09:25 2017 No.10453937 >>10453858 Seen any corpses?

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 27 07:20:11 2017 No.10453966 >>10453887 >I guess I'll have to break a few hearts Protip: none of them actually care

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>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 27 07:28:42 2017 No.10453985 >>10453981 You're too kind, anon. Now keep posting them.

Anonymous Wed Dec 27 07:35:44 2017 No.10454004

>>10453910
Not to mention how outgoing she is, very sane and careful, but also has this kind of dominatrix smile which makes me feels butterflies in my stomach when I see her walking around. Long legs, fit, wide hips, large breast that ondulates everytime she giggles. This is a nightmare.

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Anonymous Wed Dec 27 07:39:49 2017 No.10454016

mom gave me 3 hundy for my birthday
figured I should save it for a bond to move out, because I'm too old to be living at home and the whole 'I'm just living here because I can't cope in the real world thing' must be wearing thin
so I pop like 6mg of k-pins and browse the local hooker websites
she's korean and her bio says she's 19.
from experience this means she's about 32
100 bucks for half an hour whatever
but it's my birthday and I get free entry to the, bathouse
so I douche too hard and it's all going badly and I think I'm blacking out also why did I take that codeine man I feel good though
time travel to the bathouse it's shut
of course it's fucking xmas eve even faggots get holidays I guess
maybe I'll trawl the red light district while I wait for my hooker appointment.
wow I can barely stay in line there's fucking cops everwhere did I just run a red light
I pull over. she is disgusting, she is literally showing her vagina her skirt is so short. I ask how much for a blowjob. she insists on using a condom. I call her a stupid cunt and drive off. was that too harsh?
I aimlessly drive, somehow I am now ina supermarket. I buy a carrot and lube and shove it up my ass in my car. I consider buying alcohol but I mean that's just too far, right? I'm not THAT bad I'm not like THOSE poeople
where's the address? why is it so hard to find a fuckkng map or directions?
there's xmas lghts on the brothel, it actually looks pretty in an exploited chink whore kinda way
I walk up there's three sitting out in robes talking some gook nonsense, I'm literally stumbling and they laugh at me?? who care they are whores I am not so I fucking win BICHES
this must be the one I'm fucking? she's alright I guess.
100 dorrar! I pay her. I ask if it's okay I wear my rubber band. she looks at me like it's the most normal request she's had all day. I super tight up my cock with theband and just start straight fucking her
she makes me stop and says we go far slower.
she jacks me off for like 10 minutes striaght, Ifeel her vagina. I am disgusted with how many other man would have done this. She blows me. It doens't feel that good. I want to hurt her. I ask if I can slap her ass she says some gook shit I don't even know what's going on all these drugs are getting heavy
and now at all points there's a moral issue. clearly she is being exploited. it's xmas eve, she says she works seven days a week no holidays, the boss takes her money. all this while I'm fucking her from behind. She seems to be dealing with the pain at this point? is she just playing it up my dick not that big lol?
she reminds me there is only 5 minutes time remaining. I try to mouth fuck her, she keeps telling me to cum and hurry.
I wish I was at the bathhouse
I hate birthdays. times up
she says I should have a shower (is she insulting me? do I smell? YOU smell ugly hooker!)
I am not putting my feet on the floor of a public brothel shower, so I just chuck a towel on the shower floor.

Anonymous Wed Dec 27 07:42:44 2017 No.10454021

>>10454016
I leave with my free complimentary sparkling water. She says I should come back. Is she being ironic?
I literally didn't cum in 30 minutes you dumb whore why would I come back? it's like going to a bar and slamming back shots and not getting drunk?
and the bartender thinks I'm gonna be back?
I'm finding it very difficult to drive.
this is bad immoral and dangerous, this is a very degenerate day did I just run a red? nah surely not
why did I pop the morphine? I'm gonna die
I'm jacking off while driving
back home
to the porn and 4 minute jack and cum
how was the party with friends says mom
it was fun
I lie
my head down to sleep off
my regret
that I was even born to have a birthday in the
first place

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 27 07:44:03 2017 No.10454028 >>10453777 >>10453981 >>10454005 How old is that girl and what's the deal with her?

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 27 07:46:50 2017 No.10454037 >>10454028 Internet frees people from their creepiness, that's what's going on.

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 27 07:50:18 2017 No.10454045 >>10453966 I hope you're right.

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 27 07:53:09 2017 No.10454057 File: 27 KB, 691x653, 1497275232813.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>10453777 Mom hugged me last week.

Anonymous Wed Dec 27 07:57:35 2017 No.10454068

>>10453777
I took your panties off from behind you and shoved my cock in. You were wet enough, but I had dribbled on my member first in order to lubricate it. Your father had got me to lubricate his rear differential for his old car the other day... I thought about the gears whirring, lubricated by the green oil I'd fed it... I saw tears shine on your face once you turned your head slightly, being illuminated by the luminescence of my laptop screen. After a few thrusts, my conscience bubbled up and told me to stop. I did. What's wrong, I asked. Nothing, you said. A few thrusts more. It felt pretty good, with you on your belly and me rogering from behind. I liked taking control, even if at your expense. No, no. No, what's wrong? Nothing, you said again. So, I turned your cheek over to me and we kissed. It's because you were being mean to me all day, and then expect sex when you treat me like shit. OK. I'll stop, I said. So I did. You came up and said I could fuck you if I apologised and kissed you. I did both. Then I fucked your brains out, came hard - both of us, and I fell asleep.

When I was asleep, I had a dream our fathers were one - a single methed-up dad, whose druggie girlfriend had a disabled child with him. The child came out of the womb almost hopeless - addicted, decrepit. I looked after it myself and the army came to make an anti-drug film about the boy. He didn't want to do it. It was embarrassing, exploitative. I decided to pitch a movie idea to the Army Official who came to our house. A horror movie, I said. An allegory about addiction, something Lovecraftian - the lurching horror of everpresent addiction. They were interested, but I said it had to be lighthearted for my half-brother, and I danced in front of them all to show them how lighthearted, silly even. My bro laughed, and the Army Official said OK. When we filmed the film, there was a slapstick scene between some Chthulic monster and the protagonist, but there was someone else on set. Not supposed to be there. It was a burglar or something. He reached his hand into the hole he made in a movie trailer's window. He tried to grab something, before a security guard warned him he would use force. He took no notice. Then the guard tried to stab the guy's hand. Nothing. He kept moving, then he grabbed the knife after being stabbed a few more times, and stabbed back at the guard. I woke up. It felt like my skin was covered in cuts.

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 27 08:23:33 2017 No.10454127 >>10453966 They do, anon. I wouldn't call them loved ones if they hadn't done so.

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 27 08:43:04 2017 No.10454162 >>10453777 >Write a paragraph or two about your most recent intimate experience of any kind. Does screwing ur mom count? (I admit it wasn't a very intimate pump-n-dump.)

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 27 08:46:44 2017 No.10454168 >>10454021 disgusting in many ways but thoroughly engaging, thanks dude

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 27 08:54:35 2017 No.10454187 >>10453807 kek iktf

Anonymous Wed Dec 27 08:57:55 2017 No.10454202

After awkwardly strolling through the dark park on Saturday, simply making good conversation, talking about how much we hate our parents and how much we hate other People. We decided to enter the dark park playground and I being the adolescent I was quickly let get off her hand and bounded onto the closest climbing frame then after swinging by the sandbox jumped onto the seesaw, alas she was not on the seesaw but was on this massive basket swing, she beckoned me over so I climbed on. Now surely you've heard of this massive basket swings in London, all the girls love to get group pictures in the them, about five or six bunched in, but the problem was these girls weren't six foot one so trying to get comfy on the swing meant having to cuddle up with her, perhaps she knew this which is why she went straight for the basket, maybe not. Despite that you felt compelled to lift her legs up and heave them over yours and move your arms under her back, heads almost touching..but one thing was wrong the basket swing..well..wasn't actually swinging, it was too motionless for your liking so like every normal teenager you lift the comfort grips of you date and jumped up and shifted up the weight, so now instead of laying motionless like a snake awaiting it's prey you swung barely in the still wind. Luckily she found it amusing, you explanation on why you wanted to move. Moving back down to her warmth back to where you where. now the swinging had pointed you in front of a building with a crane, a really red light on it, liking it to a star she was poignant there was no stars, you simply remarked how the stars where directly above her with a quick feint of your head, she looked upwards and with the moonlight in her eyes and you above her you kissed her in the dark park on the starless moon filled Saturday night

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 27 09:02:03 2017 No.10454223 >>10453807 >qts flirt with you Count your blessings

Anonymous Wed Dec 27 09:06:01 2017 No.10454245

>>10453807
i have an even worse one
>best friend moves out of town
>invites me to go see the new home
>his neighbors are throwing a party so we all go out
>like he always does, immediately falls in love with a qt there
>he's tryna put the moves on and wants me to dance with her sister
>I sperg out and dont
>they start dating anyway
>see the sister a bunch when hanging out with them
>realize she's kinda qt
>look forward to talking to her when the four of us are out
>kinda get the feeling she doesn't like me
>also I just act like an autist every time I'm around her
>decide fuck it its not working out
>notice that my friend is way more into this girl than she is into him
>have a man-to-man with him and tell him she might just be wasting his time
>he takes my advice and tells me he doesn't love it out there and wants to move back
this is where it gets complicated
>little while passes, go to visit my aunt with a different friend
>cousin tells me there will be company
>some guy who works for my aunt
>get ready for a nice meal and in walks the fucking sister
>turns out shes best friends with the wife of the random guy who works for my aunt
>shes still qt af
>sweating buckets
>spaghetti is trying to eject from my pockets at the speed of light
>she tells my other friend that i'm too aloof
>because nothing else works decide to just tell the truth and say im shy
>like a typical woman she basically tells me bee urself
>doesn't matter, realize I'm basically in love with her
>decide fuck it i'll tell her how I feel
>wait a couple days because we'll both be in town
>find her alone and just spurt out everything
>she says no
>turns out she hates me
>turns out my other friend told her that I broke my best friend up with her sister while trying to talk me up
>mfw she said from the very beginning, from the first moment she may almost say, of her acquaintance with me, my manners, impressing her with the fullest belief of my arrogance, my conceit, and my selfish disdain of the feelings of others, were such as to form that ground-work of disapprobation, on which succeeding events have built so immoveable a dislike; and she had not known me a month before she felt that I was the last man in the world whom she could ever be prevailed on to marry

Anonymous Wed Dec 27 09:16:09 2017 No.10454274
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I moved in with a couple I met at work two years ago.
They broke up about six months ago after she told him we'd had sex. Now they didn't break up because we'd had sex, but it seemed to be the catalyst. We all still live together and are even planning a second apartment in the same city once our lease is up. She and I have had sex a few more times since the first, without much guilt, but I was very relieved a few days ago to hear them having sex in their room.

Anonymous Wed Dec 27 09:32:54 2017 No.10454303
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>>10453777

I saw her outside walking towards the door, as she entered the cafe I was enamored by the idea of knowing this beautiful girl was about to come sit down and talk to me. I got up and said hello with a welcoming hug. The naturalness of our connection and the easy flow of our conversations made me feel like I've known her already without realizing it.

We smoked a joint she brought in my car and drove to river of lights. We saw lions, dragons, butterflies, christmas bells, and volcanoes all lit up with these big and bright lights which left everywhere you went filled with color and vibrancy. Talking for hours in the forgetfulness of time made us miss the bus to where we parked. We sat towards the back and I put my arm around her, the attraction was obvious and we kissed the entire ride back. We drove to a park and it felt like the kissing never stopped before we went to the backseat. Staying out until four in the morning making love is most definitely a great first date I'd say.

Until this Friday, when we meet again.

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 27 09:36:21 2017 No.10454314 Why do I get the sense that some of these stories are being made up.

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 27 09:39:44 2017 No.10454327 >>10454314 What does it matter? Post something from the heart anon, even it's pretend for the sake of filling a void.

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 27 09:39:57 2017 No.10454328 >>10454314 I have a hard time believing sex actually exists, I don't even believe I was created by sex either I think I just randomly came into existence as a baby.

Anonymous Wed Dec 27 10:01:46 2017 No.10454376

>>10453777
An old friend from school came to visit me. She brought weed, I had wine - both went well with our main course of nostalgic tripe. We laughed about how much I had changed over the years. I used to have long hair, now I'm bald and have a beard. It was a good laugh. She told me that she mostly fucks girls now and laughed her crooked smile. We went to bed after watching some australian comedy show. After some moments apart in bed she turned around and nestled her head in my chest. Her hair smelled of smoke. She moved her hips slightly, as if to disguise her intent, and rubbed my crotch with hers. I got hard and started kissing her although I felt uncomfortable. I'm always uncomfortable in these situations. They're not for me. I lost my erection when she wanted me to penetrate her but she wasn't mad, just told me to use my fingers. So I did. I bit her neck and kissed her ears while trying to ignore the cramp in my right forearm. She was insanely wet and kept laughing about how I had a beard. How she had never kissed someone with a beard. How muscular I had become. Moaned. She moaned. Kept grinding her hips against my cramping forearm. Kissed me. Moaned. I noticed a huge wet spot on the bed but I kept going until she came. She got on top of me, smiled seductively and slowly moved downwards until I told her to stop. I told her my libido had been dead for the last couple of months but I don't think she believed me. Afterwards we slept arm in arm, trying to avoid the huge wet spot in the middle of the bed. The next morning I fingered her to orgasm again. Same cramp. Same moans. Same everything. Then we had coffee and she left.

Ye. That was it.

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 27 10:03:58 2017 No.10454383 >>10454016 >>10454021 I hope this is fiction, you are a character, and you are writing a book

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 27 10:07:49 2017 No.10454391 >>10454245 Christ dude. You must be some scummy guy.

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 27 10:12:36 2017 No.10454406 I ran away again

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 27 10:32:11 2017 No.10454474 >>10454245 Didn’t catch on until the end, nice

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 27 10:37:23 2017 No.10454496 >>10454245 fahk u

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 27 10:40:42 2017 No.10454512 >>10454376 I think your metaphors are a bit off. You can’t “laugh a smile”. That stuff comes off really poorly if it’s not done well.

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 27 10:44:52 2017 No.10454534 >>10454512 Ah, good point. English isn't my first language so I frequently mess stuff like that up when I try writing english prose.

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 27 10:49:40 2017 No.10454552 >>10453777 hahahahaha

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 27 10:54:56 2017 No.10454576 rawdogged a fatty few nights back and i think i caught a std. fml?

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 27 12:26:22 2017 No.10454945 >>10454005 She looks very young. Kind of creepy to post pics of a little girl.

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 27 12:36:30 2017 No.10454988 I cried as she let me stay inside her for the last time.

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 27 12:42:20 2017 No.10455009 File: 65 KB, 880x1000, 1514154610348.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>10454005 >those eyebrows

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 27 13:57:11 2017 No.10455289 >>10455009 Nothing wrong with them. anon. She's a cute.

Anonymous Wed Dec 27 14:05:01 2017 No.10455307

I once got talking to a guy from a soc thread - we really got on as we had read the same books, watched the same shows, he seemed intelligent and was really funny. He didn't even live that far from me. We flirted a bit and I even told my friends about him. Then on one day, he got drunk, pressured me to send pics and called me some names.

I stopped talking to him but god I really wish the last part didn't happen and that I knew what hes doing now.

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 27 14:12:49 2017 No.10455338 >>10455307 Right now he's probably fucking the soul out of some Stacy. You fucked up by not sending him the pics.

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 27 14:18:24 2017 No.10455353 >>10455338 I mean I really doubt that, he's not the really the kind

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 27 14:19:45 2017 No.10455360 >>10455289 no she’s neotenous and ugly, low fitness

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 27 14:21:09 2017 No.10455365 >>10455360 trap

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 27 14:22:21 2017 No.10455368 >>10455307 either catfish or scared of irl interaction

Anonymous Wed Dec 27 14:25:32 2017 No.10455382

There's something emasculating about being pressured into sex by a woman.
It's bizarre; I've had sex with other people before, and it was her first time, but I was still far more uncomfortable with it then she was. It's happened to me before with a one-night-stand, but this time we've been together for six months. I adore her, or at least I think I do, but this is making me question whether there's something I'm subconsciously unhappy with.

Anonymous Wed Dec 27 14:26:12 2017 No.10455385

Went to a new Asian massage parlor, one closer to my new commute. The woman there is old, but she has delightful hands. She lightly traced my cock and was light with her touch for a while before she went to town, in which I then came in seconds. She knew from last time. This was my second visit.

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 27 14:31:19 2017 No.10455408 >>10454274 >write thing >come back later and read it >its incomprehensible and difficult to read I should have used reddit spacing.

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 27 14:33:45 2017 No.10455414 >>10455365 disgusting and you should all be shamed by your families for being predators.

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 27 14:36:41 2017 No.10455426 >>10455368 Not the person you responded to but what do you mean by "catfish"?

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 27 14:40:50 2017 No.10455446 >>10455426 Not the person you're asking, but a catfish is someone who engages people on a dating website under a false identity.

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 27 14:51:03 2017 No.10455503 File: 39 KB, 1024x768, 1460087351016.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>10453858 ascended to the astral plane

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 27 14:55:33 2017 No.10455521 >>10455503 Is that the astral plane? It looks p shitty.

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 27 15:08:01 2017 No.10455586 >>10454534 Ah, wow! Great writing for English not being your first language. I’d have been a little less harsh with my criticism had I known (I’d say the same thing, but nicer). Maybe this is a good lesson for myself

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 27 15:10:04 2017 No.10455592 >>10453777 Who is the guy on /lit/ who posts these women and how does he get these pictures?

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 27 15:14:46 2017 No.10455606 My girlfriend was taking a shower. I got in and the water was hot. We fucked in there.

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 27 15:15:40 2017 No.10455609 >>10455368 I've spoken to a boy a few weeks ago and I've been asked out by people who are too old for me but I haven't had proper interactions with boys for ages - probably because I'm in an all girls school and I don't know many boys

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 27 15:22:37 2017 No.10455632 >>10455592 Kissless r9k robot

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 27 15:25:56 2017 No.10455642 File: 407 KB, 714x482, 1513195588111.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>10455592 It's not one person Welcome to 4chan

Anonymous Wed Dec 27 15:28:46 2017 No.10455646

>>10453777
I put on my eating shirt approximately 5 minutes before the lasagna was ready. The enticing smell wafting from the oven. It played with my senses, making my stomach grumble and drawing beads of sweat from my forehead. As I cut it, strings of cheese anchored the greater cheesy, saucy mass to the square pieces I lifted out and sat upon the plate. After drawing a sufficient stack, I set up a TV tray in front of my 75 inch 4K tv to enjoy a recorded show while I ate. As the fork lifted the still steaming lasagna to my mouth, my brain released dopamine and I achieved a state of bliss. Time blurred. After an unknown amount of time my show was paused and my plate was empty, a sensation of bloat in my stomach. I cleaned the dishes and put the remaining lasagna cuts in Tupperware containers for future use.

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 27 15:32:49 2017 No.10455658 >>10454274 >>10455408 Cuckolding is so degenerate, and you still live together. I know I should dislike you, but it is really the other guy who accepts this, who is the reall retard. What a weak and pathetic beta male.

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 27 15:34:37 2017 No.10455665 File: 6 KB, 300x168, images (7).jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>10455632 How dare you

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 27 15:34:43 2017 No.10455666 >>10455658 Serious question: Do you acknowledge a difference between cuckolding, with the construct of a winner and a loser male, and equal polyamorous relationships and/or swingers?

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 27 15:35:57 2017 No.10455671 >>10455666 >t. cuckold

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 27 15:38:09 2017 No.10455679 >>10455671 No I’m a late 20’s virgin but nice try. I’ve never been involved in sexual politics.

Anonymous Wed Dec 27 15:41:43 2017 No.10455694

>>10455666
There is a difference I suppose, the traditional definition is sex outside a relationship without the partner's knowledge, but the term "cuckolding" has taken new meaning in contemporary use.

I think any sort of "polyamorous" or multipartner scenario is very antithetical to the ways that humans bond. There is a semantic difference, but not much since both undermine the emotional aspect of any relationship in an effort to have pleasure. It is unhealthy, and consenting to such a relationship shows a lack of self respect and means that the man usually consenting to such a broken relationship is weak and pathetic. So weak and pathetic that his "girlfriend" needs sex from others. It's just not healthy, either way.

>>10455679
Also virgin

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 27 15:42:43 2017 No.10455701 >>10455666 Satan trying to sneak this in...

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 27 15:44:56 2017 No.10455715 >>10455694 >So weak and pathetic that his "girlfriend" needs sex from others But what about double penetration, which serves the purpose of tightening the hole you are penetrating for increased pleasure?

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 27 15:46:03 2017 No.10455720 >>10453807 At least you can tell when it's happening, I have no idea girls are flirting with me until I'm sitting in bed the next night trying to fall asleep remembering all of the mistakes I've made in my life.

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 27 15:46:41 2017 No.10455721 >>10455666 >with the construct of a winner and a loser male, That'll come up whether you like it or not

Anonymous Wed Dec 27 15:47:29 2017 No.10455723

>>10455694
What immediately catches my eye is the lack of interest in the man’s needs. The woman is framed as a naturally roving partner, only to be locked down by a sufficiently endowed and masculine man. While the man is viewed as a strictly monogamous entity with no desires beyond that. How do the dynamics change if we make it FMF instead of MFM? What if more than one of the partners is bisexual/pansexual? It’s hard to consider these things without considering the context in which they occur.

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 27 15:47:48 2017 No.10455727 >>10455715 That is simply using another person to masturbate. Sex should ideally strengthen an emotional bond, this is usually not the case when spit-roasting a whore.

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 27 15:48:35 2017 No.10455728 >>10455721 See here >>10455723 What if the two males are involved with one another? As they often are in these cases of sexually fluid/poly pairs?

Anonymous Wed Dec 27 15:50:57 2017 No.10455736

>>10455723
Most normal men require a stable relationship with a female, having two women at the same time doesn't change the dynamic that a relationship will have an imbalance. You usually only find a polygamous set up like that in already dysfunctional communities like Mormons or Muslims.

Humans were meant to pair bond, this is what we are biologically designed for.

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 27 16:08:47 2017 No.10455799 >>10453777 There's no way of writing it without it sounding like some horrid YA trash, I'll abstain.

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 27 16:14:38 2017 No.10455818 >>10453777 >recent intimate experience of any kind. Six years is to long

Anonymous Wed Dec 27 16:22:20 2017 No.10455844

>>10453777
my mother finally confronted me about my aversion to people. she asked me what i would do for employment and money if she were to suddenly die. i told her i could interact with people if i were getting paid but that outside of that i would much rather be left alone.

Anonymous Wed Dec 27 16:28:48 2017 No.10455867

Yesterday i was riding in the backseat of a car with this girl L. It was all of our friends, going to "family dinner " at a little Mexican joint after smoking. I could feel the known sensation of boyish desire pulling at me. When she leaned into me, or when we spoke hushed and intimate my heart yearned to know hers. I laughed with her and breathed in her smile and her glowing yellow aura. I loved her for the duration of the ride.

Anonymous Wed Dec 27 16:46:54 2017 No.10455950
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At the bank. In the morning. I enter the warm and comfortable surroundings of the bank office after having walked all the way there in the freezing cold. I get a ticket from a que-machine that reads “227”. There are nine people before me in line. I come to the conclusion that it’ll take thirty to fifty minutes, approximately, before my turn is here. I try heading for the seats where I can sit and relax until it is my turn. To get there I have to pass a line of people. I register in my field of vision a beautiful woman standing in line, most likely in her early to mid-twenties. I instantly re-direct my route so that I have to pass her to get to the seats. I know I somehow have to catch her attention and alarm her that I have to go through, so that she’ll move aside for a second. I am looking forward to it, because I love her hair. It is long and blond, slight curls at the end and I can see from here that it smells like the ocean, the heaven or something in that general direction. It’s hair that is so smooth that you can never quite get it. Take a grip on it and it’ll just slide from your hand, free as it ever was, leaving you dumbfounded where you stand.

She doesn’t show much skin, it being winter and all, but her skin is still present. I close in on her and I look forward to gently placing my hand on her shoulder, a message that “Hey, I have to go through”, but also an alibi for a sensual touch. I am very close to her now. And then it happens. She notices me and the direction my feet are heading. She smiles at me a smile that gives me a sense of inner peace, before she takes a step to the side allowing me to pass by. It is so incredibly tragic, as I had really looked forward to that touch. I walk past her without the chance of touching her even in the slightest and find my way to a seat that looks comfortable enough.

There is something very disgusting about this that I can’t put my finger on.

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 27 16:50:11 2017 No.10455968 >>10455642 Lol if you saved that you're a necrophile.

>>	House Cat Wed Dec 27 16:54:33 2017 No.10455999 >>10454016 >>10454021 this comes off as a wild night out or a really depressing lifestyle >I fucking loved reading this thanks for making my dad, anon

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 27 16:56:28 2017 No.10456010 File: 109 KB, 640x640, tumblr_omf6hdQerP1s4spr9o1_1280.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>10453859 >mfw when she isnt probably virgin

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 27 17:03:26 2017 No.10456055 >>10456010 She lost her virginity to her 6'5" 28 year old drug addict boyfriend while her parents were gone and does drugs with him semiregularly. I'm completely serious.

House Cat Wed Dec 27 17:11:04 2017 No.10456097

3-ish months ago.
I was reading Michael Gira's "The Consumer" and chomping down menthol newports on the back porch. You sent me a text asking how I was and if I was still alive and etc. I replied bluntly as I didnt want to be disturbed. A few hours pass, I make dinner for myself. It's a comfort meal. Mac n Cheese, bourbon, and grapefruit. It's a nice evening out. The hot texas summer has just lifted its sweltering asshole upon my town and things were finally beginning to cool down. You called me up and asked me to come over to watch Juno and other cheesy movies of the sort. Write or fuck? I decide to fuck since I got nothing to write about. I start my car, which erupted with this fucking pull sound that came from hell itself. But I ignored it and drove to your apartment with your 4 roommates you dont talk to. I sat in the parking lot and watched the sun set. I talked shit to my best friend about you. How annoying you are. How much of an asshole you are to those around you. I dont tell you that though. I want you to find out the hard way. When everyone abandons you and you're all alone through winter (which you are now), you'll drink yourself into a hole and kick your cat. I got out of my car once the light was fucked by the great forever sticking stars and it's fog-like surrounding dark. I got out of my car, pull out my flask from my jacket, took a swig, and walked up to your door. You didn't answer for a second and I almost left until you came down and opened it with a brashness. You said sorry and handed me a whataburger. It was the #1 and I said thank you, that was kind of you to do. I walked up the stairs, you punch in the code to your room. I take off my shoes and text my friend again. Shes going through boy troubles and im more tempted to just help her get through her troubles than have sex with you but being impaired and hating myself, I just went on with the motions. You invite me to your bed. I joined you. You made yourself the big spoon. You slip your hands to my jeans, unbuttoning them for ease, and grabbed hold of my cock. You began to stroke me during a depressing scene and all I could think of was fucking my muse. That got me hard enough. I suckled upon your swollen breast. D-cups. Disgustingly large. Barely any nipple to suck. Just a fat sack. I peeled your panties off, gave you head until you came, and slipped my cock into your tight warm cunt. It squeaked and squashed while my hips did the work against your thighs. I've always loved your thighs. You get on top of me and ride me viciously. I'm not enjoying this at all. My cock feels great but I can't help but see a sack of fat with tattoos moaning and breathing heavy on my untrimmed chest. I'm disgusted and wanna hurry this up. I pull the condom off and fuck you raw. I put you into a mating press and came inside. I let my cock sit there for a good minute, allowing it to fill your rank red walls with my thick white cum. I fucked you 8 more times and left in the harsh morning.

Anonymous Wed Dec 27 18:11:33 2017 No.10456326

She clawed at the wrapping paper, fingers tense and rigid as chicken feet. "Why you buy me present?"
Annoyed.
I sat next to her on the bed. Looked at my feet. Let my hand rest nervously on her hip.
She was burning up. Lost two stone since last time, probably less than ninety pounds now.
"This how I want to look, babe". I stroked her side through the black silk.
Hot. Yaba. Ice. Whatever.
"See the card?", pleading.
Pastels. Cartoon city girl bathing: bubbles and grins. Wide-lipped mouth dripping gin and giggles. "It reminds me when you came to mine, last time".
The present was open now, forgotten.
It didn't work this time, her rhythm too fast, desperate, frustrated it wouldn't finish. It didn't finish. First time for that.
After we'd dressed, I no longer knew her.
"I just want to disappear" she said, staring at the floor.
"See you babe". Grinning at me through the cracked door as I looked back over my shoulder.

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 27 18:18:00 2017 No.10456352 File: 244 KB, 518x429, 1514191266211.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>10455968 I like cute emaciated pale girls I like them more than literature painting cinema drugs sex nature music all of it

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 27 18:19:37 2017 No.10456358 File: 81 KB, 426x428, 2headedboi.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>10456352 patrician taste

Anonymous Wed Dec 27 18:21:59 2017 No.10456366

Our eyes met across the crowded hat store- I, a customer, and she, a coquettish haberdasher. Oh, I pursued and she withdrew. Then she pursued and I withdrew- and so we danced. And how I burned for her- much like the burning during urination I would experience soon after.

>>	saucy Wed Dec 27 18:24:25 2017 No.10456373 Deepening my interest, I kneeled towards the accident. Bringing myself to full understanding of what I had done and how I was going to fix it. She asked me why I was so mean to her. I told her I was sorry.

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 27 18:25:27 2017 No.10456383 I ducked her brains out. she looked like a blonde goddess.. her body was perfection and I wanted to just keep ducking her with my BBC

Anonymous Wed Dec 27 18:38:02 2017 No.10456439

>Went on a date with a qt jewish girl
>Definitely my type, a career oriented grad student, but she likes Hamilton
>I don't like Hamilton
>She acted awkward at first but gradually relaxed
>I eventually got over the Hamilton thing
>The coffee place was closing so I suggested we sit outside
>Right as we sat down she said she was cold, so I asked if she would like to just hang in my car
>She agreed and we talked for a bit in my car
>She tried to talk about Hamilton, but I kept shifting the conversation away from Lin-Manuel and towards the historical Hamilton
>Asked if she wanted to kiss, realized how autistic I sounded when the words rolled off my tongue
>she said asking just kind of kills the vibe, and that I should just go for it
>I change the conversation back to Hamilton
>When the conversation becomes incredibly boring I just go for it
>We make out for a pretty long time
>She takes her shirt off
>Perfect double D tits with a slim petite body
>Make out more, try to fuck her but she tells me she isn't ready for it
>Make out for a bit, she decides she should go home,as she had class the next morning
>Agree to meet up again and set a date
>Right after we hugged goodbye she asked if the cold sores on my face are contagious
>I just bring up Hamilton
>I just bring up Hamilton

Anonymous Wed Dec 27 18:44:43 2017 No.10456470

We went inside through the basement door and stumbled through the dark, kissing along the way. Finally we felt our way to her room and plopped down on her cold bed, disregarding the light switches or lamps nearby. I felt her breasts through her dress and she felt my cock through my classic and always fashionable chinos purchased half off from JC Penny. I reached a hand under the bottom of her dress and, as the leader of the free world himself instructed me to do, grabbed her by the pussy. I inserted a couple fingers and felt around a little, exploring the cavity. Deciding it felt safe enough to proceed, I stuck my head under her dress to spell the alphabet... the Russian alphabet. I was having trouble remembering some of those pesky Cyrillic letters when we heard the sound of the basement door open.

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 27 18:47:26 2017 No.10456485 >>10456439 >she said asking just kind of kills the vibe, and that I should just go for it Silly boy, just kiss me without asking, I like spontaneity. But if I don't want to and you try without asking I'll tell everyone you're a creep #metoo.

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 27 18:56:49 2017 No.10456527 >>10456485 Getting rejected for a kiss on the first date really isn't that big of a deal you fuckin sperg

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 27 19:10:05 2017 No.10456575 >>10456527 >Calling someone a sperg when you can literally go to jail for doing the wrong thing

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 27 19:11:48 2017 No.10456581 I want more young Mira pictures.

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 27 19:18:10 2017 No.10456604 >>10454016 >>10454021 This is good.

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 27 19:34:42 2017 No.10456668 >>10456352 why do you think that is, if you had to guess?

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 27 19:35:40 2017 No.10456672 >>10456352 kys ren

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 27 19:38:51 2017 No.10456687 >>10456575 >you can literally go to jail for doing the wrong thing that is typically how people go to jail, yes.

Anonymous Wed Dec 27 19:41:46 2017 No.10456706

We started out as that typical "boy walks girl home after school" pair. Except I did not walk her home, we just conveniently had the same path to go. Still it seemed like a fortunate coincidence, I really liked talking with her and I sure do hope she did too, she seemed invested atleast.
We spent the whole way talking about whatever appeared to be the best conclusion to the things being spoken about before, I have never spoke with someone like that, after I spoke, her picking up where I left did not feel like someone ruthlessly yanked my train of thought on another path, it felt like it went uphill from where another much more interessting path was visible and I like to believe that I managed to do the same and we both spiraled higher up in our discussions.
I have periods where I am deeply saddened that I never managed to actually speak out what I thought, never managed to think of a subtle way of asking her "please speak with me some time again", I only had those nice moments where I felt like I actually had a resonance from my thoughts I poured into the world.
She made me realize that even though people never will connect absolutely, there are still connections which suffice and even are better through the fact that they are interessting in their unpredictability. But she also made the world seem darker, like everything turns pitch black after starring into the sun. After those experiences talking to people in an idle and uninvolved chat seems like you are a bat floating im empty space, unable to ever truly see the position of others or your own, because your voice never really reflects on anything.

Yes my last intimate experience really dates back to school.

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 27 19:45:15 2017 No.10456721 I fucked a whore in Hong Kong while the Chinese new years fireworks were going off.

Anonymous Wed Dec 27 19:45:33 2017 No.10456724

>>10456687
he’s implying that if a guy is lower status and pulls a Chad and in the girls mind she rejects his advance, she can after the fact accuse him of sexual assault. even tho he was picking up on the same ambiguous signals in the same circumstances as a Chad. the only thing you could say is that he “should know his place” which means no copulation unless signals show up which most women wouldn’t give even to handsome men unless they were extremely horny. which means most of these hangouts and hookups, if played strictly by the rules for lower status males, would then end with her taking his time, money and attention and then leaving with no sex. Which is exactly what happens to males who play it safe and wait for strange women to initiate sex. Women tend to never initiate until a solid sexual relationship is established. Therefore, we’re left with a double-bind for the mid and lower status males who are dating up. I don’t sincerey believe this is quite as big of a deal off of college campuses, where friend groups are less likely to shame women for low status hookups, and less alcohol is involved, but it is still a condundrum some men find themselves in. again, the chad can just do whatever because he is hot. but, the woman does not extend this priviledge to mid and low status males.

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 27 19:47:24 2017 No.10456733 >>10456724 I wouldn't know about this I tend to become friends with people before I do romantic or sexual things with them.

Anonymous Wed Dec 27 20:30:41 2017 No.10456914

Had a hookup with a girl on tinder, had an anxiety attack the moment we were both naked and on the bed. Started sobbing and talking to her about my ex of 2 years ago whom I'm still not over. She ended up staying the night because she didn't want to take a taxi home at 1 AM and I was too upset to drive. I couldn't fall asleep until 4 AM because I'm not used to sleeping with another person and it was overly hot underneath the covers. The next day I took her home, took a shower, washed my bedding, and uninstalled Tinder. Overall a poor experience

Anonymous Wed Dec 27 20:37:25 2017 No.10456928

After half a decade of self-imposed isolation, I went to a party where I met a girl. She wasn't what I'd consider my "type," but I couldn't help but to dote on her all night anyway; something about her drew me in. At the end of the night, she drove me home and we discussed many things about ourselves right before she dropped me off and drove out of my life forever. This may not be what most of you would consider "intimate," but it's the most intimate experience that I've had in a long time.

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 27 20:38:24 2017 No.10456934 >>10456914 haha pls be real

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 27 20:39:57 2017 No.10456938 >>10456928 nice story

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 27 20:40:03 2017 No.10456939 >>10456934 It's real and has happened before. Women are surprisingly sympathetic about it, too. Although, I'm sure they talk mad shit about me to their friends later

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 27 20:40:14 2017 No.10456940 File: 95 KB, 300x298, mirag.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>10456581 i miss her :(

Anonymous Wed Dec 27 20:40:23 2017 No.10456942

>>10456733
i have never had intercourse with a woman I wasn’t explicitly courting ahead of time who I knew was enamored with me and had already made light affectionate physical contact with me (hand-holding, cuddling, lap sitting etc). But, it has affected people around me adversely. Multiple occassions I’ve witnessed surprised males being cast away from a woman after giving mixed signals all night that she wanted physical attention. Its not as big of an issue as people online make it out to be, but its not entirely uncommon irl either.

Anonymous Wed Dec 27 20:51:20 2017 No.10456978

>>10454127
How can anyone be that signifcant to you, beyond my mom I havent meet anyone who considered me signficant to them, all people ive meet only pretend to care for benefit, and once its done they pretend like i dont exist, and all my attempts to connect back end up in an apostrophe

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 27 21:06:16 2017 No.10457022 >>10456687 Let's see if I'm doing this right >>154688717

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 27 21:07:19 2017 No.10457029 >>10456687 Again >>>/pol/154688717

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 27 21:21:51 2017 No.10457087 >>10456352 me too. most of the art i like is a meditation on cute emaciated pale girls

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 27 22:09:30 2017 No.10457274 >>10453858 beautiful

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 27 22:11:39 2017 No.10457287 >>10457029 I don't like to sound like a 19 year old sociology student, but I think his race played a part in that.

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 27 22:16:01 2017 No.10457305 i am accursed in that every being of the opposite gender that grants me the slightest kindness is infatuated with me in my perception of reality

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 27 22:16:01 2017 No.10457306 >>10456055 how do you know this

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 27 22:41:53 2017 No.10457383 >>10457306 I used to know her a couple of years ago. Then she deleted me.

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 27 22:47:45 2017 No.10457405 >>10457383 so now you're talking about her to 4chan i wonder why she deleted you

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 27 22:48:25 2017 No.10457407 >>10456055 Fuck off, dude. She's pure. She must be.

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 27 22:50:53 2017 No.10457413 Stop shilling yourself Kennedi you bat

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 27 22:51:58 2017 No.10457419 >>10457383 How old is she?

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 27 22:57:29 2017 No.10457436 Did you guys get Kennedi any books for Christmas

Anonymous Wed Dec 27 22:58:48 2017 No.10457443
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>work at local restaurant
>beautiful orthodox girl comes in almost weekly
>we talk a bit and get her name
>she comes in with a few friends
>they order some food (pizza pie)
>she goes to pay for them - I tell her it's on me
>she is very happy and thanks me alot. They call a cab and go home
I mean I didn't go full autist mode, but I doubt I have a chance with her. Idk if she's married I never see her with a man.

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 27 23:03:53 2017 No.10457463 >>10453777 In the second grade I held hands with a girl as a dove ate food in front of us, she tried to kiss me but I told her no.

Anonymous Wed Dec 27 23:12:25 2017 No.10457492

When I was in my early years of school (aged about 4 I think) there was a girl who was obsessed with me, constantly giving me presents, seeing me off at the end of the day as I was leaving school and generally trying to spend as much time as possible with me. I didn't reciprocate because I didn't like her that much and thought she was strange. At the beginning of the next year I moved house and school and never saw her again. The area I live in isn't too large so it's not too unlikely I'll run into her again at some point throughout our lives.

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 27 23:14:18 2017 No.10457498 >>10457419 18 I think

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 27 23:15:23 2017 No.10457503 >>10453981 Pictures like these always make me sad because although the girl is cute she is holding a phone up to a mirror and photographing herself so she must be a self absorbed whore in real life like so many others.

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 27 23:18:13 2017 No.10457515 >>10455736 >Humans were meant to pair bond, this is what we are biologically designed for. lmao you're pathetic

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 27 23:30:17 2017 No.10457537 >>10457443 ask her out on a date

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 27 23:34:12 2017 No.10457549 >>10457537 They have like arranged marriages. I need to find out if she's married first

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 27 23:40:21 2017 No.10457570 >>10457549 Just ask her out, either she says yes and you are good or she says no and as a woman will be too ashamed to ever go back.

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 27 23:47:07 2017 No.10457587 >>10457407 Lol warosu.org/lit/thread/9323477#p9323682

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 27 23:48:59 2017 No.10457591 >>10457407 Lol >>/lit/thread/9323477#p9323682

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 27 23:50:57 2017 No.10457602 File: 129 KB, 1280x720, kakumeiki_valvrave-11-shouko-crying-screaming-emotions.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>10453777 STOP POSTING KENNEDI STOP IT STOP IT STOPIT

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 27 23:51:47 2017 No.10457605 >>10457602 sick fucking faggot

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 27 23:55:04 2017 No.10457615 >>10457602 you know its kennedi posting the pics of herself right? people need to read >>10457591 and realize shes just a used up slut and stop giving her attention. then she will stop posting and go away

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 27 23:55:55 2017 No.10457617 >>10457591 >>10457615 Press X to doubt. X.

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 27 23:56:54 2017 No.10457624 >>10457591 >say she doesn't have friends >has bf Every fucking time. Roasties truly break my heart. Why do they pretend to be autistic, man?

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 27 23:58:00 2017 No.10457629 >>10457624 She has friends though? I am friends on fbdotcom

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 27 23:59:16 2017 No.10457630 >>10457617 someone else even said it earlier in this thead. its a known fact. stop trying to convince yourself shes pure. shes just another thot

>>	Anonymous Wed Dec 27 23:59:33 2017 No.10457632 >>10454303 and then you woke up

>>	Anonymous Thu Dec 28 00:01:32 2017 No.10457640 >>10457630 Losing virginity is thot status now? Every western woman over 12 is a thot now. Why do people care about this girl?

>>	Anonymous Thu Dec 28 00:03:41 2017 No.10457649 >>10457640 fucking druggies 7 years older than you when youre underage is def thot status >Why do people care about this girl? because theyre stupid virgins who think shes pure

Anonymous Thu Dec 28 00:03:56 2017 No.10457650

>>10457640
>over 12
I took my ex’s virginity 2 weeks before she turned 16 and most of my friends took their gf’s virginities at 16. In European culture, post-scarcity, 16-17 is when women become sexually active. Garbage nations like Spain, Italy, Brazil tolerate younger copulation because their males are monkey people, raypists.

>>	Anonymous Thu Dec 28 00:04:06 2017 No.10457651 >>10457630 >lowercase its a known fact >outdated meme lingo Gee I wonder who could be behind this post.

>>	Anonymous Thu Dec 28 00:04:08 2017 No.10457652 >>10457570 Sounds like a plan

Anonymous Thu Dec 28 00:04:08 2017 No.10457653
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She came over to my place and we didn’t even go for a drink first. She was 37 to my 24, and I think she saw me as this window to her youth. She’d spent her best years in school and then in her career, and now she had a good degree and a flashy title and absolutely no experiences with guys or night’s out or travels to distant countries or a million other things to look back upon.

I fucked her, and as I went inside the first time and looked down at her spread out below me, I felt like I was giving this part of me as a gift.

She left and we kissed goodbye because the illusion of intimacy was a nice touch for both of us, and I never saw her again.

Anonymous Thu Dec 28 00:05:09 2017 No.10457658

>>10457591
i knew a girl like this. the kind of girl who latches onto whatever attention anyone gives them. the kind of girl who lives off of the attention of men who are really impressed she knows who DFW was. the kind of girl who ultimately hates herself and hates people who show anything but immediate wanton lust that she could assert control over.

its a very miserable life and i feel sorry for her. i feel sorry for her because the first people to reject her will be the people who are exactly like her, the only people who could have given her any solidarity or meaning. shell let herself be abused because that gives her a purpose, a function.

baka

>>	Anonymous Thu Dec 28 00:06:18 2017 No.10457661 >>10457649 Druggies?

>>	Anonymous Thu Dec 28 00:06:30 2017 No.10457662 >>10457617 Lol >>/lit/thread/S9840763#p9841292

>>	Anonymous Thu Dec 28 00:06:36 2017 No.10457663 >>10457615 >you know its kennedi posting the pics of herself right? I doubt she wants any attention from 4chan, she even deleted her instagram cause she felt too exposed.

>>	Anonymous Thu Dec 28 00:06:36 2017 No.10457664 >>10457658 Are you talking about yourself, Kennedi?

>>	Anonymous Thu Dec 28 00:07:21 2017 No.10457666 Great literature discussion lads keep it up

>>	Anonymous Thu Dec 28 00:10:39 2017 No.10457677 >>10457662 These are gold how did you find these?

>>	Anonymous Thu Dec 28 00:14:36 2017 No.10457689 >>10457662 Not going to lie this is not looking good for the white knights

>>	Anonymous Thu Dec 28 00:23:38 2017 No.10457724 >>10457662 How do you know that's about Kennedi?

Anonymous Thu Dec 28 00:24:11 2017 No.10457726

>>10453777
Last new years my old high school friends got together, after we'd graduated from university. We drank and reminisced and were having a great time. Then two of my friends, an Indian guy and an Indian girl, started talking about how shitty it was being Indian in high school. They commiserated with each other about all the times people had made fun of them, about all the times they'd felt lesser. When people asked the guy what race he was, he used to tell people that he was black and Russian, because he didn't want to be Indian.

I'd never given any thought to their race before. It was supremely awkward for me, to listen to two of my high school friends talk about how they felt second-class at a time when I thought I was right there beside them.

>>	Anonymous Thu Dec 28 00:30:31 2017 No.10457743 >>10453777 You guys would just laugh at me.

>>	Anonymous Thu Dec 28 00:33:57 2017 No.10457757 >>10454245 women. Not even once. Thanks for sharing, by the way.

>>	Anonymous Thu Dec 28 00:38:48 2017 No.10457772 >>10457757 Not realize this is pride and prejudice parody. Pleb get off my board

>>	Anonymous Thu Dec 28 00:39:51 2017 No.10457782 >>10457653 I'm so jealous.

>>	Anonymous Thu Dec 28 01:00:13 2017 No.10457848 File: 28 KB, 476x819, 1492315397309.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>10457677 Just pattern recognition. I can recognize many of the users on this board and other boards by the style of their posts and what words they use.

>>	Anonymous Thu Dec 28 01:01:29 2017 No.10457852 >>10457848 Any others you know? Not even famous, just like random anons you can pick up on.

>>	Anonymous Thu Dec 28 01:03:20 2017 No.10457859 >>10457852 Impressive. Have any more from her?

>>	Anonymous Thu Dec 28 01:04:22 2017 No.10457863 >>10457859 Meant >>10457848

Anonymous Thu Dec 28 01:15:13 2017 No.10457910
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>>10457782
I get it, but there’s not much to be jealous of. Those nights don’t fill you up at all, and sometimes your life feels even emptier the next day. Sure, you feel kind of cool, especially if this was the kind of life you could never have imagined back in school, but it gets old. And then she’s gone and you’re left with the same issues that you’ve carried all along.

Anonymous Thu Dec 28 01:27:51 2017 No.10457969

>>10457859
Here are two more of her
>>/lit/thread/9645220
https://desuarchive.org/r9k/thread/36244085/#36244632

>>10457852
Yes, I already recognize one of the posters in this thread, this one by their usage of the words 'neotenous' and 'fitness' >>10455360

The two posters who are most obvious on this board are Londonfrog and Memoirfag. I can recognize if the post is them in a sentence or two. They've both been here for years so if you've been browsing this board with any regularity you should recognize them as well. The only problem is recently there's been another user who has been reposting some of Memoirfag's old posts and copypastas from the archive which confuses things a bit.

>>	Anonymous Thu Dec 28 01:34:44 2017 No.10457985 >>10457969 different anon, you'll see me around; I'm the one who uses >bud a lot

>>	Anonymous Thu Dec 28 01:37:40 2017 No.10458003 >>10457969 >this one by their usage of the words 'neotenous' and 'fitness' Curious. Who? Also, dump everyone.

>>	Anonymous Thu Dec 28 02:03:48 2017 No.10458083 >>10453849 Haha faggot

>>	Anonymous Thu Dec 28 02:06:23 2017 No.10458091 >>10453849 Haha faggot >>10455666 Cuck

>>	Anonymous Thu Dec 28 02:16:52 2017 No.10458121 >>10457969 definitely not about her you're megalomaniac

Anonymous Thu Dec 28 02:58:03 2017 No.10458207

Two of my best friends, which are female, came over at my place a week or so ago. As always, they layed down in my arms and I would massage them, occasionally touching their tits and arses.
I know this sounds super weird, but we're good friends friends since childhood.

Anonymous Thu Dec 28 03:09:26 2017 No.10458225
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went to this girl's house, i smoked weed, she had an edible. we watched tim and eric. after a few episodes she was like... "You know you can touch me, right?" and i was like "yeah." so we started touching each other but i couldn't really get hard enough to fuck her so i just fingered her. afterwards i read her a poem that i wrote that was on the back of my shirt and she was like "that was beautiful" she also told me she had schizophrenia and i said "yeah, i've got schizoaffective" i kinda made it seem like it wasn't worth much to be mentally ill i guess. idk. maybe she found it comforting that i had a mental illness too. but i could have been more concerned about her or showed a little more compassion i guess. i texted her merry christmas but she didn't respond... she seemed to like it when i fingered her, she said it was sweet of me.

Anonymous Thu Dec 28 03:34:35 2017 No.10458274

One goth girl. Four beers that were fine. Two blue balls.

One goth girl. Two drags of a cigarette. Two blue balls

One goth girl. Seventeen kisses. Two blue balls.

One goth girl. Two shirts removed. Two blue balls.

One goth girl. Countless questions. Two blue balls.

One man home. One goth pornhub threesome. Zero blue balls.

Fuck goth girls. Fuck blue balls. Club girls and bar girls don’t play as many games but goth girls always get my dick hard. In real
life I can’t deal with them.

Anonymous Thu Dec 28 04:08:55 2017 No.10458355

>>10453777
She's the one with the license, so she always drives to see me. She's poor, and the roads in Central Florida are infamous, so she has a dash camera.

One night, in the living room, she was rolling back through the footage. Small conversations. Jokes and innuendo. Some of it edgier than I would have liked, coming out of my own mouth. It reminded me of high school, and I felt a little bit ashamed.

"It's not fair how pretty your voice is." she play-whines, grinning at me.

>>	Anonymous Thu Dec 28 04:18:08 2017 No.10458379 >>10458121 Which ones?

>>	Anonymous Thu Dec 28 04:19:56 2017 No.10458382 >>10458379 the sex post is not

>>	Anonymous Thu Dec 28 04:30:34 2017 No.10458393 >>10458382 Nah

Anonymous Thu Dec 28 05:11:30 2017 No.10458453

There'd clearly been something there all night though I did my best to ignore it, except for certain moments where we'd talk and get very close amongst the other people dancing. Her pupils were enormous and her chin would practically be touching my chest as she looked up at my face. It was all I could do not to grab her waist and pull her against me.

Later I waited for our friends to leave her house so she could invite me to stay the night. In bed we get very close--she looks at me, smiles, buries her head in the pillows. I ask what, and she says, "no, I don't know. I just really want to kiss you." We make out and she pulls me on top of her, though she seems hesitant. I ask if she wants to keep going, and she tells me she feels weird because she’s still sleeping with her ex and feels guilty. I say, “that’s okay,” laugh, kiss her more. In my arms she says I’ll have to read Portrait of an Artist to her in bed on a snowy day (She liked Dubliners in a class and wanted to read Portrait, so I gave her a copy). We sleep with her head in my chest, and I realize sex is nice but secondary to a kind of sacred intimacy which is absolute and completely comfortable; and that I think I’ve found someone who feels the same.

Too bad I’ll still kill my narcissist bitch ass tbqh.

Anonymous Thu Dec 28 05:21:47 2017 No.10458468

>>10453777
I've had my share of sexual activity but I don't consider any of it intimate. First time with a girl was unwanted even though I thought she was pretty, plus I fucked her bare. I tried fucking dudes too but the idea of kissing other men is absolutely disgusting, the sex was stimulating as long as I thought more about the dick and less about the gender. DAE le empty husk? Idk what to do with myself that isn't ram dousing myself with "being here now" in the most denotative aspects

oh wait language isn't real cuz im stuck in the gombo dimmension if youre reading this please stop the loop

>>	Anonymous Thu Dec 28 05:48:40 2017 No.10458518 >>10454245 you could make comedy out of this.

>>	Anonymous Thu Dec 28 06:59:14 2017 No.10458638 >>10457662 DROPPED for not being pure, but It's not so bad to be honest.

>>	Anonymous Thu Dec 28 07:15:50 2017 No.10458666 We both knew we were finished so we had a bit to drink first. Bareback, ass-slapping. Nothing remarkable really.

>>	Anonymous Thu Dec 28 07:37:31 2017 No.10458710 Feels like some of you are holding a mirror up to my own life and it makes me feel disgust yet appreciative of your insight

Anonymous Thu Dec 28 08:11:19 2017 No.10458779

>>10453777
“My brother is in, we shouldn’t do this”, she purred into my ear, with all the conviction of an alcoholic eyeing drink during the weekly shop.

I moved my kisses from her soft parted lips, down her neck and gently nuzzled into the nape of her neck, which caused her to let out a cursory moan.

At this point I don’t think she would care if her brother walked in.

Hands masterfully moving down her legs, my back muscles tightened up to the point of hurting as I was becoming more and more aroused.

Her hands moved up to cradle the back of my neck, moving ever upwards until her fingers were entrenched between handfuls of my hair. I could have swore she was gently pushing my head down towards her softness. There would be no protests from me.

In one swift move, I stood up while deftly pulling her now unbuttoned trousers down past her ankles. She stopped me before going on to position her trousers beside her in case anyone came in. A move we both knew was pointless.

She giggled gayly as she pulled me back down towards her. She said “I can’t wait anymore, just fuck me”. She took my hands and guided me to pulling her pants aside to expose her sopping wet cunt.

BROTHER BUSTS IT WITH HIS DICK IN HIS HANDS, “SISTER ITS TIME”

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Anonymous Thu Dec 28 09:40:51 2017 No.10458984

After the first time we met and we had a great time, a long hug for a good bye while I held on for a second too long hinting at a goodbye kiss she gently pushed me away with a coy smile and left.
The second time I asked her what was the most impulsive thing she'd ever done and she half-volume said "going out with you". She missed her train and when I dropped her at the next one she gave a quick hug and said "thanks for..everything"
And that was that
again

>>	Anonymous Thu Dec 28 10:01:58 2017 No.10459043 >>10453849 >She holds my back like she about to fall, This I liked >... when I've already have. This I did not.

Anonymous Thu Dec 28 10:05:17 2017 No.10459056

She has a husband.

She represents everything I could possibly want in a wife or at least in the fairytale version of wife that even the most romantic know is not true. Still, I deeply envy her husband, often absent but still present enough to support her and their newborn child financially and emotionally. She seems happy.
I don't want to make her see how much I like her and how much hope for the future my vision of her gives me. I'm disillusioned enough to know there are plenty of single women like her and she at least gives me a direction to go into when trying to meet someone new.

We see each other every two weeks or so, studying together at a local college. Sitting together during a boring lecture, we exchange increasingly raunchier jokes. Eventually we start talking about juvenile drawings one makes in school to shock other teenage students. That's when they shock you, that's when they are funny. And joking like that during that lecture we are back at school, teenage again. When your crush, your fantasy was the whole of your romantic life since that one specific person was always out of reach, whoever she was and whoever you were. All high school crushes seem the same once you approach your 30s.

But for that moment, drawing dicks like teenagers do and laughing about how difficult it is to accurately and quickly draw a vagina, we were equals. You see, I am a virgin and I've never had a girlfriend. Nobody I know now knows about this. In high school everybody knew and they either didn't care or made fun of me for it. Nowadays there would be a third group: people who don't understand how it is possible for someone so outspoken and friendly to be alone. Being a virgin in your late 20s is special kind of alone.
And me, an almost 30 year old virgin, and her, only a few years younger mother and wife are equal at that moment. Maybe she feels free again (does she feel trapped now?); I don't know. But I know it gives me a glimpse of what it's like to be comfortable speaking and joking about sex.

And at this moment, in my present situation, this is true intimacy I look for.

Anonymous Thu Dec 28 10:14:01 2017 No.10459076

>>10455666
Yes. In one instance both partners get to have sex with other people either in a group or private setting. Cuckoldry is about the male partner being humiliated and in a sense, dominated.

Cucks are loser faggots and clearly have no sense of self worth if they'd let a partner do that to them.

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Anonymous Thu Dec 28 11:10:36 2017 No.10459237

>>10453777

Her long hair brushed my stomach and then her tongue touched the tip of my glans. My whole body shuddered with happiness. She closed her lips and slowly, so slowly, took me in her mouth. I closed my eyes, my body shuddering in ecstasy. When I felt her lips at the base of my penis, I could feel the movement of her throat. I felt myself flooded with intense waves of pleasure. All at once I felt very hot. She gently allowed her throat to contract around me; all the energy in my being rushed suddenly to my penis. I howled as I came. I had never felt such fulfillment in my life.

:)

>>	Anonymous Thu Dec 28 12:20:03 2017 No.10459422 >>10455950 I like you.

>>	Anonymous Thu Dec 28 15:04:25 2017 No.10460032 >>10454945 What's creepy is to instantly have sexual thoughts, like you do.

Anonymous Thu Dec 28 15:12:00 2017 No.10460067

>>10459076
most polyamorous relationships are initiated by sexually unsatisfied women, the women are fucking more partners, significant number of the males have no additional partners, the relationship is a veil for cheating on the female’s part
>other men fucking your primary female partner
nope
>>10460032
pedo psyop tactic, no one who said that had sexual thoughts you’re the one who is posting underage “”””girls””” on a /lit/ board and hiding your pedophilia behind “appreciating her purity and cuteness” you reptile

Anonymous Thu Dec 28 16:06:14 2017 No.10460301

he was dripping wet, fresh from a hot bath. the shampoo in his hair smelled fantastic and the steam flowing from his body accentuated his muscles, which were quite developed. "ill dry you off" i said
i grabbed a towel and began at his head, shaking it a little playfully and teasing him. his hair was thick, and he was equally hairy down to his back which i caressed with the towel next. next i rounded the towel around his body while admiring his hair, and failed to realise where this was leading my hand.
i accidentally touched my dogs penis

>>	Anonymous Thu Dec 28 18:27:51 2017 No.10460811 And she was but a welcome relief To my steadfast fast of sensual feeling As a sudden chance at romance became Something for her but not me the same I endured it for a whence The little fence that I had We met in passing And I was glad I saw her go

>>	Anonymous Thu Dec 28 19:50:32 2017 No.10461055 Inner voice pushed me on to approach her in class, while seeing only her long hair from behind. She looked at me expressionless and accepted to work on assignment together just handing the notebook over for me to write my name. She gave me hope.

Anonymous Thu Dec 28 20:27:46 2017 No.10461166

It took place soon after I robbed a drug dealer of an ounce of cocaine and probably did a quarter of it myself. I remember staying up all night and the day afterwards then I crashed and then the day after I decided to meet up with a girl that I was casually talking to on the phone. I think I was 19 at the time and I didn't have a drivers license so she arranged for her 30 year old looking brother to pick me up so I can stay the night at her house. She lived out in the country so it was kind of a big deal and it made me feel awkward when I got there because I didn't feel like I had any power in the situation since I couldn't leave whenever I wanted to. She was also fat but I was young and full of cum.

Nothing really interesting happen until later in the night, I decided to order some pizza with my ill begotten cash in an effort to impress her. When it came to bedtime I put my money on the headboard, she put on Grease and then we had the most uncomfortable sex imaginable. She wasn't into it and my dick was barely hard enough to make anything happen but I somehow managed to maintain it enough to cum inside her (I was a fucking idiot) and then I rolled over and immediately passed out. I can't remember exactly when on the timeline it was but at some point she showed me her vibrator but I was too thickheaded to understand what she wanted. I remember nodding my head and saying "cool."

The next day we eat breakfast, I spill some egg on me and then her brother starts taking me home. We get in the car and once we get on with our 40 minute journey I notice the he keeps looking at my pants. That's when I notice the massive white crusty looking stain all over my shorts. I told him it was the egg that I spilled and started scrapping it off with my fingers. I didn't take my pants off when I had sex with his sister and I think he saw the uncertainty in my eyes so it made for a very uncomfortable ride with him watching me flick the flakes of what probably was my cum all over his car.

Just another day in the life.

>>	Anonymous Thu Dec 28 20:29:56 2017 No.10461168 >>10461166 I forgot to include that part where she stole a couple hundred dollars from the money I left on the headboard. It's not important I guess.

>>	Anonymous Thu Dec 28 20:47:18 2017 No.10461215 >>10460811 >And she was https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YgSVTdAtNYE

>>	Anonymous Thu Dec 28 20:52:16 2017 No.10461240 >>10453777 Snordine

Anonymous Thu Dec 28 21:10:01 2017 No.10461301

>>10453777
Like the imperfect Solar Eclipse that shimmered above us that day, so too was my boon from it imperfect. I sought to use the aliment of celestial bodies to grant me the courage to make that first step towards intimacy. Yet, while I had the heart to speak my mind she did not, and as time passed it became clear that was no spark between us, a quiet end to this most recent failure.
And yet the sun and moon did grant me a boon, for now I am a man transformed, ready to move forward with a mind clear and serene.

Anonymous Thu Dec 28 21:35:31 2017 No.10461385
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>almost 25
>literally no physical contact
>not one “equal” conversation
>can’t even use untouchable status as ersatz pride in my own purity,

Everything i write is so hollow, and i am fairly sure it comes back to this. How can any character be complete, or situation accurate, if I have never experienced the fundemental driver of people?

Even the most undesirable in society shun me, I cannot buy a friend, let alone a lover.

Sorry for the blog, Its just irritating.

>>	Anonymous Thu Dec 28 21:46:49 2017 No.10461430 >>10457306 They don't. Almost everyone on this site is full of shit.

>>	Anonymous Thu Dec 28 21:48:13 2017 No.10461434 my girlfriend gives me handjobs/blowjobs nearly every day, and on top of that we fuck like animals when she's ovulating. she really doesn't like anal though :(

>>	Anonymous Thu Dec 28 21:48:16 2017 No.10461435 >>10461385 Are you autistic or something? Do you really not have any friends IRL? Not even trying to make fun of you or anything, just asking.

Anonymous Thu Dec 28 21:49:23 2017 No.10461437

>>10453777
The other day, I had a 5 hour phonecall with one of my friends and I ended up bringing out a lot of his thoughts on his life by asking him gentle questions about his parents' divorce as a young teen. Last night and this morning we shared a bong as I was getting a headcold, and even though I told him I was probably coming down with something and he said it was chill, I still feel bad for giving him the cold and valuing trying out his new bong over insisting not to share it.

I've been wondering if I'm treating people right. I try to be as selfless as possible, but there's always something telling me this is a bad move and that I'm causing people pain. I became best friends with a girl whose been in a relationship since she was a freshman in high school, and I knew pretty quickly that I was falling for her. I should have pulled away, but I didn't, and I didn't pull away when she told me she was falling for me, too. I ended up causing her to take a break from him, and even though she says it wasn't my fault (She's a freshman in college, so she's confused, etc.) I still feel awful for doing it. She hasn't talked to either of us in months. When we hung out for the last time, she had her arm around my back and I had my arm over her shoulder, and in the last hour we walked around and held hands, and we said goodbye by kissing each other on the forehead. That's the only physically intimate experience I've ever had with someone that I liked.

I feel weird because I'm at the age where I'm starting to understand what being a man entails. The time we live in stresses breaking down gender norms and roles to treat people like people, but I haven't felt the prevalence of gender this strongly ever in my life. I was raised a really gentle kid, and all throughout highschool the girl friends I had liked me in a way that was rare, where they didn't want to fuck me and I wasn't gay, yet we were all cool with each other (maybe cause we were all ugly?). But now, I'm immediately the creepy dude; I'm a white knight if I help a girl pick up her books, I'm scary if I add someone on FB that I barely know because I'm too isolated to meet people in person. I still see myself as a kid and someone who wants to make connections with people, but this generation won't allow it. This is probably accidental virtue signalling too, shit.

Also sorry if Im going off I took a lot of cough sizzurp and robotussin cause of this cold

>>	Anonymous Thu Dec 28 21:51:38 2017 No.10461442 why is her left arm at 70% scale

>>	Anonymous Thu Dec 28 22:14:01 2017 No.10461545 >>10461240 this

>>	Anonymous Fri Dec 29 04:09:18 2017 No.10462660 >>10461430 You gives me hope, anon. There's still a chance that girl is pure.

>>	Anonymous Fri Dec 29 05:05:59 2017 No.10462733 >>10462660 She admits it herself. Stop lying to yourself and being a delusional creep. Ask her if you don’t believe everyone.

>>	Anonymous Fri Dec 29 06:09:28 2017 No.10462821 >>10453777 She sucked my D Shit was cash the end

Anonymous Fri Dec 29 06:23:09 2017 No.10462843

He felt some sense of disappointment in himself, once again bowing to hedonistic desires and she, who he no longer felt any true connection to, had only showed herself to be shallow and in essence a waste of time. They had argued all the previous night, she pulling him back through the door to stay.
"This is the last time" he thought to himself, "I'll control myself from now on".
He imagined some nightmare where she became pregnant; nothing was more unarousing than such thoughts. A lifetime spent with her, or at least the lifetime until he likely ended his own. But he was more attracted to the sex than to her, and during the act pledged to himself to think with his brain more than his libido in the future. She got hers and he got his, and briefly the feelings of disappointment dissipated, until about 20 seconds later.

Anonymous Fri Dec 29 07:59:01 2017 No.10463019
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>>10453777
I met her at work where she had the shift before mine. I was immediately struck by her and desired to make a positive impression. We talked to each other and I sensed an interest in me from her which culminated in her staying after work the longest she's ever had. Her excuse was she had homework to do she couldn't do at home and was only staying for an hour but that hour became two and then three and ended with me praising her passion in music to which she made an expression I will never forget. She flashed a demure smile, her eyes flitting towards a corner, her body suddenly swaying in that schoolgirl like way as she looked to me and said: "Perhaps this will happen again tomorrow..."

I lost her eventually due to a mixture of misfortune and stupidity.

>>	Anonymous Fri Dec 29 08:10:29 2017 No.10463033 >>10454021 Atrocious.

Anonymous Fri Dec 29 08:21:01 2017 No.10463051

She looked hungover, or perhaps still drunk. She seemed raw, exposed, sand-papered, and yet she was wholly self-contained. Nothing was going to get to her. It must have been then that she realized I was watching her. She must have known. She might have recognized the car, might even have seen me behind the wheel, my face blurred and streaked behind the windscreen. She didn’t appear to react, but what she did next, she must certainly have done for my benefit.
She continued to walk down the street towards me, gathering momentum and confidence. She walked purposefully until she was ten or twelve feet from my car and then she stopped dead. There was a big, soft, fresh curl of dog shit lying directly in her path. She teetered a little, and I assumed she had stopped to avoid it, but then she looked hard in my direction, made a movement of her body that had some hint of a curtsy about it, and then she placed her bare right foot down firmly into the dog shit.
It submitted to the pressure. It spread, extended its boundaries, curled around the sides of her feet, oozed up between her toes like swamp mud or chocolate spread. And she took her right foot out of the shit and did exactly the same thing with her left. She was smiling to herself, feeling the warm slime of the shit on her soles, enjoying the sweet filthiness of the experience.
She stopped looking in my direction and began to move on, staring down at her feet as she walked, turning back to look at the shitty brown footprints she was leaving behind her. She seemed pleased with the effect and walked straight past me without looking back.
My face felt as though it was being pressed into hot coals. There were pains in my chest, and my hands were trembling. I wanted to kill something, tear something apart with my bare hands, with my teeth. I wanted to consume blood, rotting meat, raw jellyfish. I wanted to swallow lumps of the world and vomit them up again. But there was a much simpler remedy. I slipped my cock out of my trousers and needed only a few savage pulls on my foreskin before I shot sperm all over the dashboard.

>>	Anonymous Fri Dec 29 15:35:44 2017 No.10464402 wow ok

Anonymous Fri Dec 29 19:13:47 2017 No.10465377

>>10462660
>>10462733
Well shit, she might have low self esteem then. You know to compensate for the fact she isn't pretty. I don't know why some girls do this, well I kind of do I guess... Being attractive isn't everything, our society is just shallow. Find something you're passionate about and surround yourself with people who love you for who you are. I'm happy and I guess lucky, I figured this out a long time ago.

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