Write what's on your skull

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Anonymous Mon Oct 30 10:58:16 2017 No.10207990 [Reply] [Original]

Write what's on your skull

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 30 10:59:22 2017 No.10207992 Muscles, skin, hair...

Anonymous Mon Oct 30 11:08:27 2017 No.10208014

Holy shit is it scary how easy it is to fall into mediocrity and complacency and forget all about your grand plans and goals in life

The grand plans are all inspired by some original experience of wonder or awe, something that makes you instantly willing to devote your whole life to this giant quest that gives you singular purpose. And then you take five steps on that quest, and your mundane uninspired everyday consciousness takes over again, and you fall into this trance of unambitiously going through the motions.

That initial feeling of "my quest is is unique, it's never been done before, it might even be impossible" was originally what made undertaking it so fun in the first place, but your everyday mundane consciousness can't remember it, and it makes all these unauthorized executive decisions, that undermine the possibility of having grand plans whatsoever. It's like everyday life runs on the inherent presuppositions that there is no possibility of achieving anything great, there is no such thing as heroism or accomplishment or sacrifice or self-transcendence, there is nothing outside of everyday life, nothing outside of simply another day of existing and creating a comfortable bourgeois existence for yourself.

And then you get a taste of that original inspiration again, just a dash of it by accident even, and you instantly realize you've been drifting in that trance for months, or maybe even years.

Why is it so easy to lapse into being sedentary? Why is it hard to keep inspiration fresh in your mind, as a living thing, and not have it fade into a vague memory of "oh yeah, I'm supposed to do something.. I forget what.."

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 30 11:09:39 2017 No.10208018 skinny skeletons seeking for love broken skeletons letting things go

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 30 11:14:09 2017 No.10208029 Hair Skin Subcutaneous tissue Aponeurosis Loose connective tissue Periosteum

Anonymous Mon Oct 30 11:19:05 2017 No.10208039

>>10208014
What value do these great quests have, when they turn so easily into "mediocre" distractions? Maybe you shouldn't be skeptical of mediocrity, but of that feeling of wonder and awe that makes you "willing to devote your whole life to this giant quest"

It may make you willing, but it will not make you able, and that, ultimately, is most important

Anonymous Mon Oct 30 11:23:54 2017 No.10208050

>>10208014
Probably because you're not actively seeking out whatever plan it is that you have.
If divine inspiration comes to you one day and says, 'Hey write books man,' you might walk away from it thinking 'I'm destined to write books!'

But if you don't actually get off your ass and start writing like that day, then it's never going to happen

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 30 11:34:56 2017 No.10208074 MY EXISTENCE IS SLAVERY MY MEAT SACK IS A PRISON I AM ALONE UNTIL DEATH I CANT EVEN FUCK WOMEN

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Anonymous Mon Oct 30 11:41:13 2017 No.10208091

My friend keeps trying to insist it's possible for me to somehow kill myself in an altruistic way that maximizes utility, but when pressed to name practical examples he can't name any that don't require months if not years of preparation, most of which I'm not qualified for anyway. I am frustrated.

Anonymous Mon Oct 30 12:27:05 2017 No.10208222

I'm honestly shocked at the current state of this website. Yeah, we made racist jokes sometimes, but it was all fun, right? At the end of the day, we all voted for Obama, we all supported gay marriage, and we all opposed racist conservative christians. But now? Our entire fucking site is subverted because of fucking nazis.

The internet is OUR platform. the LIBERAL platform. Racism, sexism, misogyny, were all confirmed to be left in the past because millenials are the most left-wing generation of all time. So why in the FUCK, do we still have to deal with nazis IN TWENTY-FUCKING-SEVENTEEN? Despite how much you wanna cry about how it's just a conspiracy and a boogeyman, Russian hackers ARE real, and this site is proof. We went from one of the most liberal sites in the world to supporting Orange Fucking Hitler? Nah, that's not normal progression because people only get more liberal with age, just like how you get smarter with age.

I'm sick of all of this shit. Fuck Nazis, Fuck Fascists, Fuck Hitler, Fuck Trumpf, Fuck White Pride, and FUCK REPUBLICANS. Just fucking nuke this site already.

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 30 12:29:03 2017 No.10208225 hopefully he is not trying to convince you to kill yourself, but speaking philosophically theoretically?

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 30 12:30:17 2017 No.10208228 >>10208222 >, and we all opposed racist conservative christians. We are the same people who just grew up into what he bashed>>10208222

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 30 12:30:25 2017 No.10208229 >>10208222 I r8 it 8/8. Seriously, it's good. I hope you're posting it on /pol/.

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 30 12:31:28 2017 No.10208231 File: 124 KB, 202x300, 745674567.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] CSGO is ruining my reading

Anonymous Mon Oct 30 12:33:19 2017 No.10208238
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How do you guys dress
I've started wearing wool and khakis and I feel smarter already it's like a stat bonus

>>	Franz Fryderyk Gnarmeister Mon Oct 30 12:35:06 2017 No.10208243 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CLk8OILr72U

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 30 12:37:50 2017 No.10208251 >>10208238 I wear all the cursed clothes in trap quest

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 30 12:37:56 2017 No.10208253 >>10208014 Make your mundane experiences align with your grand visions.

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 30 12:39:38 2017 No.10208259 >>10208231 You could've at least picked a decent game

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 30 12:43:41 2017 No.10208271 >>10208259 There aren't any games on Linux

Anonymous Mon Oct 30 12:49:14 2017 No.10208295

>>10208074
Have you tried using alcohol? It will make you not give a shit, though then again if you're something of a pessimist it might make you give even more of a shit. Either way, who knows, it could lead to you not using CAPSLOCK like a spazz at least.

>>10208222
>The internet is a Liberal platform
>The internet
Funny way to say mainstream media, are you ok anon? Did you have a stroke? I noticed you had nothing bad to say about the KKK though, makes sense, after all the Democrats founded the KKK. Anyways if you'd like to read a book in which a black lesbian woman rapes and murders an underaged white redheaded teenage girl then keep reading this comment...

>>10207990
What's on my brainpan? I've gotten over 75 free downloads since yesterday for my latest KDP Select campaign, still 34 hours to go. Who wants some free ebooks? Who knows, maybe you won't find them to be COMPLETE shit but rather with just a fragrant little HINT of shit. Anyways, for the Liberal above, I suggest checking out 'Living Amongst the Dead: Dark Days' for that interracial underage lesbian rape-and-murder. There's even foreplay; she shoots a cis white male! Don't worry though, things even out; at the end of the 5th book in the series (LAtD: Will there be No Reprieve) SPOILER ALERT but that 'nigger dyke' as she's called in the 3rd book (LAtD: On the Road Again) ends up getting raped and murdered. Correction, raped several times and then murdered. Figured the progressives would like some content that reflects their view of the world, since white men are oppressing/raping/marginalizing/murdering minorities all the time, right?

www.amazon.com/author/jnmorgan

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 30 12:53:15 2017 No.10208306 I'm not smart enough to write the way I want.

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 30 12:59:40 2017 No.10208318 Diff. Eq. is confusing and I know I need to study it more because I can't seem to memorize the steps for a bunch of shit, but every time I get too quiet I think about some shit I want to write.

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 30 12:59:51 2017 No.10208319 I have a lot of stuff to do today yet have not started

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 30 13:00:53 2017 No.10208324 >>10208318 Linear Algebra here, I feel ya brother

>>	Franz Fryderyk Gnarmeister Mon Oct 30 13:02:55 2017 No.10208329 >>10208295 >after all the Democrats founded the http://factmyth.com/factoids/democrats-and-republicans-switched-platforms/

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 30 13:11:07 2017 No.10208349 >>10208271 >what is Wine

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 30 13:13:26 2017 No.10208353 >>10208295 >not recognizing classical bone poems absolutely not spooky

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 30 13:14:41 2017 No.10208363 >>10207990 Made in China

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 30 13:14:50 2017 No.10208364 >>10208349 An emulator

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 30 13:20:40 2017 No.10208390 >>10208364 With lots of games.

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 30 13:23:50 2017 No.10208402 >>10208390 Playing video games are a waste of time

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 30 13:26:49 2017 No.10208420 Damn, After Virtue is so fucking relevant today, it's hard not to see everything that has happened in recent years explained so well.

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 30 13:31:05 2017 No.10208445 >>10208402 How did we arrive at that from "there aren't any games on Linux"?

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 30 13:32:08 2017 No.10208450 >>10208445 I decide where the conversation goes.

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 30 13:33:22 2017 No.10208456 >>10208450 Oh, okay. Where to next, madanoneiselle?

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 30 13:35:04 2017 No.10208464 >>10208456 Nowhere. I am done conversing.

Anonymous Mon Oct 30 15:10:38 2017 No.10208785

If you didn't spend your youth socializing, playing sports, having sexual experiences, going to parties, going on adventures, and getting in mischief, then your life has zero value.

Art is nothing more than escapism. Empathy, moral virtue, and spirituality are fictions that losers use to make themselves feel better about missing out on the wonders of life.

Anonymous Mon Oct 30 15:12:34 2017 No.10208796

>>10207990
The spooky bones, the spooky moans, the creepy crawly nincompoops. Little lazy, little triumph, little little man of writhe. O have found me happened truly so soft truly sent for help. This old man has three ducks down by the pond who rest his soul.

(I literally just wrote down whatever word came to mind and tried to make sense of it).

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 30 15:13:21 2017 No.10208800 >>10208324 us mathfags gotta stick together

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 30 15:15:20 2017 No.10208810 >>10208091 Bad friend.

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 30 15:16:12 2017 No.10208813 >>10207990 How dare you imply there is skeleton living inside me. I am pure human being with no skeletal ancestry!

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 30 15:17:22 2017 No.10208816 >>10208364 Wine Is Not an Emulator

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 30 15:25:32 2017 No.10208851 >>10208800 I promise I'll start studying in 30 minutes... screams internally

Anonymous Mon Oct 30 15:50:08 2017 No.10208935
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>>10208295

I don't want to lie.
in the end I deceive myself.
perceiving flashing color and and numbers are legitimate achievement.
The act of stating my goals before any accomplishment have corrupt my sense of progress. I see friendship as competition, my companions as rivals.
In my mind I augur an image of myself with a purpose, yet when time to speak come I fill my mouth with word already spoken by better men.
How does a con-artist find authenticity?

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 30 15:51:12 2017 No.10208940 >>10208935 I replied to the wrong post >>10208014 this is where it was supposed to go

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 30 15:51:46 2017 No.10208943 >>10208816 GNU's not Unix

Anonymous Mon Oct 30 16:04:31 2017 No.10208978

>>10208935
>>10208940
I was about to say. I had NO idea what you were going on about and your words were making my brain hurt. Cool pic though, I've got a New Testament handy so I'll provide the actual passage of Revelation 21:8. It's a free little Gideon's International I got from someone. New Living Translation: Second Edition. People more familiar with the Bible than myself here on /lit/ will likely tell me it's a shit, and perhaps it is, but it's all I've got for now.

Revelation 21:8
"But cowards, unbelievers, the corrupt, murderers, the immoral, those who practice witchcraft, idol worshipers, and all liars - their fate is in the fiery lake of burning sulfur. This is the second death."

So I guess betas, non-Christians, Hillary Clinton, Hillary Clinton, feminists, feminists, and so on and so forth will end up in Hell? Well, I personally think if a non-Christian lives a good life they should be at least allowed in purgatory but hey I don't make the rules. What about the passage before it?

Revelation 21:7
All who are victorious will inherit all these blessings, and I will be their God, and they will be my children.

Well I guess it's official; God loves Alphas and not Betas. Looks like I'm sitting pretty.

Anonymous Mon Oct 30 16:09:37 2017 No.10208992
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>Can't help but feel that I'm an animal and capable of doing whatever I want to
>Look at people that have sex with their kids and think about how fundamentally horrific existence is
>Incredible, deep void left by absence of Christianity within my brain
>Looking to Confucian ideals to try and have some stability in my life
>Can't see it moral to bring more life into this existence due to temporal relief being mandatory, and suffering out weighs the pleasure of living itself in the modern world we live in
>Conflicted as to whether it's best to live like an animal, or if it's best to live a moral existence in an indifferent world
>Know that deep in my heart there is good in the form of altruism, but there is also evil brimming beneath the surface no matter what I do
>Telling my mother I love her just to try and be sure of something

I hate being a part of all of this, but I'm here, and I've no choice in the matter.

It's disheartening to see people like Kevin Spacey trying to seduce young children. It makes me feel as if there's nothing worth anything in this world, and I should just commit suicide, but I think that's the value in adherence to morality.

A tether in a world void of binds.

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 30 16:57:30 2017 No.10209150 I'm still not sure whether all this thinking is worth it.

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 30 17:02:29 2017 No.10209168 >>10208992 HEINEKEN? FUCK THAT SHIT. CATS DRINK HEINEKEN. WOOF WOOF

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 30 17:08:08 2017 No.10209182 >>10207990 I've had indigestion and acid reflux for almost a year now, perhaps I'll die

Anonymous Mon Oct 30 17:15:53 2017 No.10209205

I sat on the couch playing with my pecker when the phone rang. Who the fuck still has a land line in 2017? I thought of the year and was reminded how much time I’ve wasted since college, leaving me with some light bitterness you couldn’t even spread over a bagel. I should stop doing that but it happens so often, there must be a part of me that finds pleasure in it or maybe I am just stupid. I don’t want to go to my job interview. I want to stay on unemployment so I can keep writing. I want a boy to give me a hand job. I want things to hurt.

Anonymous Mon Oct 30 17:25:10 2017 No.10209228

>>10209205
For those last two items on your list, you can find someone to help you out if you look around on craigslist.

>>10209182
Drink less coffee.

>>10208992
Chill dude. Just because some people are awful doesn't mean that the whole world is. Most people are neutral, acting dully in self-interest yet too afraid to really step on anyone else's toes.

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 30 17:43:23 2017 No.10209274 >>10209228 I should probably cut it out of my diet

Anonymous Mon Oct 30 18:07:07 2017 No.10209343
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Soon that bitch at the pharmacy is going to have to go. The way she says, “Next! Come on! Come on!” makes me want to get up, look her dead in the eye and fucking wrap my hands around her neck and squeeze and squeeze and squeeze.... right up until her windpipe is about to snap in half. Then I'll let go and let her gasp for air just for my amusement. When that wares itself out I'll finish her off with a 360 twist of her old cunty neck. The fluttering sensation I'll feel go down my spine once I see her eyes roll in the back of her head, whilst froffying white foam bubbles up in the corner of her mouth. If I'm lucky enough the whole thing might make me hard. What? What the fuck are you looking at? Oh I guess this is my fault? It always is, right? I'm sick right? Well I guess you better treat me. Perhaps it’s better if I just do it and get it over with. Probably have to blame it on the pills again when they throw my ass in prison. Fucking shit. Why am I at the god damn pharmacy all the fucking time? Maybe if my doctor didn’t give me 40 antidepressants I wouldn’t have to be here so often and contemplate strangling the shit at out of that cunt. I do my fucking part. I go out. I try to be social. None of it fucking works. Why should I have to control my inner impulses? I’ve done all I’ve could. Why don’t they do their fucking job? Give me something that works. Don’t just give me bullshit platitudes for me to complete and pump me full of god damn magic pills when your “advice” doesn’t work. Fuck it, I’ll probably just do my evening walks til she starts running then call it a night.

Anonymous Mon Oct 30 18:08:21 2017 No.10209351

>>10209228
I don't really believe neutrality to be a truth of this world.

There is either a devotion to nothing or to something.

I know, deep in my brain, that I could kill another human being and keep living like it never happened now that I've reached maturation, and it's the same for everyone around me whether they accept it or not.

The people that are "neutral" and merely living are people that will commit monstrosities under the right conditions.

Maybe I'm just too isolated to apply a truth to the human species as a whole, but I know how I feel when I interact with others, and I can't help but be terrified that moral structures are dying when I really feel the fabric of what I am.

There's not much difference between me and Kevin Spacey, but Spacey belongs to a higher genetic grade than me.

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 30 19:08:09 2017 No.10209581 >>10208349 A drink made from fermented grapes

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 30 19:18:51 2017 No.10209632 OWNED BY U.S.A CORP

Anonymous Mon Oct 30 19:33:39 2017 No.10209685

i've got a short story idea.
a brother and sister spend time together on christmas eve. they reject their family's invitation, instead opting for a holiday seperated from that disheveled mess: alchoholics, drug abusers, all poor; they are past the point of exhaustion; mom is crying on the phone, why aren't you here with us, do you not love us, the works--just tired. they fall asleep in the sister's apartment
the sister falls asleep, and has a dream where she walks to a coffee shop. there is a man inside who sits next to her and talks; they are off on a conversation about music, film, what is good and bad--and him the the whole time just caring and looking at her. in the same dream he is there in her bedroom. she plays him a song on the guitar, and he showers her with praise, calls her beautiful, and she breaks down into him. he just takes it all, the bad feelings. his shoulders and back are thick and muscular. his hands are callused and worn from exercise, which he loves. they have sex.
the brother dreams of walking with a man, about his age, through a snowy field and they say very little. they share a park bench for a while, sitting and looking; he gives the brother a blanket and they watch birds and whatnot. they speak briefly about the weather and trivial things that make them happy. the man offers him the chance to drive across the country and live somewhere else forever, leaving his home behind. the brother cries, feeling completed and new. the man says he will provide all expense for gas, new clothes. he has a house they can share.
they both wake up, and exchange gifts on christmas morning. there are numerous missed calls from their mother, who has likely drunken herself into something wretched. they call her back. she is desperate. if they do not come home she will kill herself. they ignore it, barely being able to tolerate her voice. the brother leaves. the sister goes to sleep again shortly thereafter.

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 30 19:44:16 2017 No.10209727 >>10208796 >The spooky bones, the spooky moans, the creepy crawly nincompoops Nice

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 30 20:13:30 2017 No.10209856 File: 83 KB, 500x559, 1508380143016.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] Some women look at me lustfully but I'm too much of a coward to do anything.

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 30 20:14:59 2017 No.10209864 >>10207990 a long march

Anonymous Mon Oct 30 20:29:56 2017 No.10209927
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>>10209685
this sounds like something i would write as an edgy senior in highschool who thought he was smart.

nah idk man it seems very superficial and corny. seems as though you're trying to shoehorn symbols and metaphors in there for no other purpose than to seem smart. but i'd have to read it

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 30 20:30:55 2017 No.10209932 There's running after idiotic fantasies and then there's what I do, which is PRETENDING to run after idiotic fantasies but really staying the same place, always

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 30 20:32:35 2017 No.10209935 >>10207990 I didn't talk to anyone at the office today, and it's been bothering me. My boss was out and there were only like 2 people from my research team, but I'm too much of a pussy to go up to their cubes and say hi in case I'd be an interruption.

Anonymous Mon Oct 30 20:33:54 2017 No.10209939
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I’ve had this unhealthy obsession with him for awhile. This foriegn musician, who I didn’t actually find his voice at all apealing at for the longest time. One of his older bands had okay music, I tested the waters with it, wasn’t exactly my style. Some of his lyrics were awful, some were deliciously exicuted. Then I found his oldest stuff, and his old music that was almost all mellow and acoustic, which his voice aplied to was like ear chocolate. It felt like you were in danger, but you were comfortable with that. As if a dark creature was right behind you and you could feel it’s breath against your neck as claws sensationally touched and ran up the notches of your spine. What started out purely as a joke to bug my friends and meme the shit out of this crappy artist slowly became a morbid unconscious obsession with him. Now I often have dreams he infiltrates, and his personality is very shaped in those dreams though I wouldn’t assume him to be like that if you asked me in real life. A happy man, but a book definition Virgo. He’s platonic towards me, friendly but I think that’s because I worked up to that point. I don’t think we’ll be friends unless I continue to build up a friendship in those dreams, which I think will be very hard, I don’t know how to catch his interest.
Anyways, it’s odd how this character manifested from my stage interest. Yes, I know that what’s in my dreams isn’t really him. I actually feel disgusted with my fixation on this, I hope I don’t blur the lines between simply consuming music and my exciting dreams. I don’t want these dreams to end, I really feel hmm what’s a good way to put it... the opposition of lonely? With this version of my conscience.

Anonymous Mon Oct 30 20:34:42 2017 No.10209946

>>10207990
Oh the good days of the old, how much do I miss ye
I still can remember when me was alive, the bittersweet flavour of my blood when I had a fight, the enjoyable pain of the daily training, the sweaty and milky flavour of the private parts of my fiancee, oh dead, how much of a torture is this that you've given me to bear, now that this poor sinner's no longer alive

Anonymous Mon Oct 30 20:34:46 2017 No.10209947

I hide everything legit that I write deep in my computer/notebooks and I go back and revise them and only share them with people I like. I only give other people ironic shit to read because I can't take criticism and if I can't please everyone with something I write then I just want to burn it. With ironic shit I really don't care.
It's similar as to when I was painting/drawing. I would draw stuff my teacher wanted realistically but I hated getting feedback for it because even if I got a thousand compliments, that one negative thing would always stick with me, so I started drawing purposefully ugly shit. I hate it, but I can't draw anything else now.

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 30 20:37:13 2017 No.10209958 >>10209927 What song is that?

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 30 21:12:21 2017 No.10210088 >>10209939 are you a hot sweedish girl?

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 30 21:14:10 2017 No.10210098 >but I can't draw anything else now. Yes you can, please go for it, give it a try and show me

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 30 21:16:50 2017 No.10210106 >>10210098 Draw Prophet Muhammad! Not with Aisha though, I don't think /lit/ allows for loli hentai.

Anonymous Mon Oct 30 21:27:05 2017 No.10210139
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oooh man, stowing myself away for over a year in my room, only leaving the house on 5 occasions and only haven spoken to my parents 7 times really, absolutely, most definitely scarred and mushed my brain in a permanent way. an entire year and i still couldnt kill myself. weird

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 30 22:37:50 2017 No.10210313 >>10210088 I’m not Swedish, he is close to Sweden though. Funny, I do have my hair in a Swedish style today.

Anonymous Mon Oct 30 22:38:35 2017 No.10210317

I feel like throwing up but I can't go to sleep. I'll manage somehow I guess. This must end up nice, otherwise it'd just be a waste of time.
I think I'll masturbate, get a cold shower afterwards, and then get a cup of coffee.
I'm not sure about the shower though. It'll help a lot with the slumber, but I should shower tomorrow instead. I need to be pretty for tomorrow to try to get her interested in me.

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 30 22:52:05 2017 No.10210378 File: 65 KB, 640x466, puppycubby.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>10208014 Diligence is the mother of good fortune. Discipline will get you farther than riding the wake of your infrequent emotional ruptures.

Anonymous Mon Oct 30 23:12:10 2017 No.10210455

>>10210088
>>10210313
I do want to say however, I imagine myself differently in different dreams, and I do often imagine him having an affair with another girl who perhaps is Swedish. I wouldn’t know precisely but she does seem foreign in some way, I just assumed she was from a different district, and sometimes I am her in the dreams but at the same time not. I would say I’m cuter than her, though more filled out. He prefers nymphet type features anyways, I think she is younger than me.
May I ask why you’re asking, anon?

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 30 23:25:15 2017 No.10210490 That dumb "Havana" song has me wanting to hang out in Cuba. I realize this is terribly plebby.

>>	Anonymous Mon Oct 30 23:48:49 2017 No.10210535 >>10210490 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rkc7EQwosBw watch in the mood for love

Anonymous Tue Oct 31 00:31:59 2017 No.10210638

>>10210455
I am asking because what you wrote intrigued me, and I was curious for some details, and wondering about the nature of such. Potential plans, just a celebrity crush, to occupy desire to not seek it else where, are you going to try to make moves, or you just like the day dream movies in your mind? And I thought I would try to guess where you were from by your typing and style.

What country do you live in?

Anonymous Tue Oct 31 00:53:41 2017 No.10210678

Soon that bitch at the pharmacy is going to have to go. The way she says, “Next! Come on! Come on!” makes me want to get up, look her dead in the eye and fucking wrap my hands around her neck and squeeze and squeeze and squeeze.... right up until her windpipe is about to snap in half. Then I'll let go and let her gasp for air just for my amusement. When that wares itself out I'll finish her off with a 360 twist of her old cunty neck. The fluttering sensation I'll feel go down my spine once I see her eyes roll in the back of her head, whilst froffying white foam bubbles up in the corner of her mouth. If I'm lucky enough the whole thing might make me hard. What? What the fuck are you looking at? Oh I guess this is my fault? It always is, right? I'm sick right? Well I guess you better treat me. Perhaps it’s better if I just do it and get it over with. Probably have to blame it on the pills again when they throw my ass in prison. Fucking shit. Why am I at the god damn pharmacy all the fucking time? Maybe if my doctor didn’t give me 40 antidepressants I wouldn’t have to be here so often and contemplate strangling the shit at out of that cunt. I do my fucking part. I go out. I try to be social. None of it fucking works. Why should I have to control my inner impulses? I’ve done all I’ve could. Why don’t they do their fucking job? Give me something that works. Don’t just give me bullshit platitudes for me to complete and pump me full of god damn magic pills when your “advice” doesn’t work. Fuck it, I’ll probably just do my evening walks til she starts running then call it a night

Anonymous Tue Oct 31 01:06:40 2017 No.10210698

>>10210638
>Potential plans, just a celebrity crush, to occupy desire to not seek it else where, are you going to try to make moves, or you just like the day dream movies in your mind?
I wouldn’t even call it a crush, more just fascination. I don’t know what a crush for wanting to know someone personally would be. Plus he’s over half my age. Though I wouldn’t protest calling it a crush either. I mean sometimes they are day dreams, other times they’re night dreams. They started as night dreams. I am often aware of when I’m dreaming when I’m asleep. I wouldn’t want to make a move in real life unless of some strage circumstance allowed for that to happen in a natural seeming way. So not behind a computer screen. I think anyways, that it would take me to make something really great out of myself for him to notice me, but being to known would also put up red flags which would make him unattracted to me. It’s rather funny actually, I have a friend from that area that said he would translate my book to that language after I write and publish it. Not that it would be discovered at all.
My typing style is just pretentious because I am pseud and childish. I live in the Americas.

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 01:42:14 2017 No.10210734 >>10210638 >>10210698 If you want to use my odd experience as inspiration, I wouldn’t mind telling you more anonymously elsewhere like discord.

Anonymous Tue Oct 31 02:08:47 2017 No.10210782
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Lads, this year has been perhaps the worst in my life. I am losing my mind. I started the year as a pretty normal person. I don't even really know what happened,but I have watched myself decay in my mirror every morning. Last night, I went to bed watching an ASMR video. And it actually felt good. I pray there is escape from this hell.

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 02:12:13 2017 No.10210792 >>10210782 >this year has been perhaps the worst in my life. Go on, expatiate upon this. How can I reply if I don't know about the details.

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 02:21:52 2017 No.10210810 >>10208014 I know it's halloween, but this is ridiculous!

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 02:23:54 2017 No.10210815 File: 12 KB, 400x400, 1413253054909.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>10208295 >Have you tried using alcohol? It will make you not give a shit, >tfw too drunk to stand up before you have enough courage to talk to women

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 02:24:56 2017 No.10210818 >>10208091 that's disgusting. ditch that toxic nigger

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 02:26:05 2017 No.10210821 >>10208785 this idea is a constant temptation for when I want to feel suffering

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 02:26:47 2017 No.10210823 >>10210734 >>10210698 discord doesn't work for me, I just saw these posts now but gonna read them and respond

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 02:27:59 2017 No.10210825 >>10208091 Sounds like you've got a utilitarian on your hands. You'll have to school him on ethics

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 02:28:57 2017 No.10210826 >>10210782 hey ASMR can feel good man

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 02:43:22 2017 No.10210842 >>10210823 Alright, no problem. I like being able to talk about it for once.

Anonymous Tue Oct 31 02:44:41 2017 No.10210844

>>10208785
I'm 20 and I can confirm this. This board once had me convinved of the "nobility" of the literary lifestyle, but recently I have given into some of the pressures around me and I have learned a lot about people and the world though socializing, going to parties, one night stands, smoking weed all that shit that kids do. My life is so much more fulfilling I really was missing out before I mean that in a serious way. I will always keep /lit/ near though, sometimes the escape is needed.

Anonymous Tue Oct 31 02:49:29 2017 No.10210850

>>10209856
This is bullshit projecting trust me we've all been there kid you just want to fuck them they don't want to fuck you, your hair might just be a little messed up. Unless you actually work out and you're one of those autistic semi-gay /fit/ faggots.

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 02:54:13 2017 No.10210858 >>10209343 nigga wtf. an innocent deserves this, at least channel your rage against an actual bad person

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 02:55:20 2017 No.10210861 666

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 02:55:51 2017 No.10210862 >>10209939 wow, I didn't think women were capable of so much. What a low dog I am, who learning can neither teach nor mend.

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 02:57:05 2017 No.10210866 >>10210139 the body and mind are adaptive, anon. You should really go out more.

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 02:58:08 2017 No.10210867 >>10210792 >expatiate >look it up >turns out it's perfectly apposite sorry to have doubted you, anon

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 03:04:38 2017 No.10210878 >>10210867 It's the translation of an spanish word: "Expláyate"

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 03:06:21 2017 No.10210881 File: 21 KB, 342x304, Amelie (France).avi_001550608.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] "Apricity" - beautiful word. Means unexpected sunlight on a wintry day.

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 03:11:07 2017 No.10210885 >>10210881 noice

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 03:26:46 2017 No.10210901 >>10210842 Email me if you want: derndernit123 @ gmail com

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 03:33:21 2017 No.10210908 >>10210698 I think your writing is very good and interesting, would like to hear what your book plans are about. I think you idealize this person, your prince charming, or as is said, ones dream man. Your gold standard, your wish you were in love.

Anonymous Tue Oct 31 03:37:05 2017 No.10210910

It was only then that he realized even if a woman had been doing it, his rear was not for penetration.
“Stop”
Azazel looked up in desperation for validation, “What’s wrong? Did you not come?”
“Yeah I came, came to my senses. Get the fuck out if my apartment.”

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 03:39:27 2017 No.10210914 >>10207990 It's 4AM and I cannot sleep because I am too obsessed with reliving my own past traumas. Fuck this shit. I want to get over it. Hell I have a fucking production meeting in 4 hours. I don't have time to be tired for no reason. Fuck.

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 03:40:55 2017 No.10210918 >>10210901 I have, thank you.

Anonymous Tue Oct 31 04:25:43 2017 No.10210968

>>10210881
these curios, quaint and lovely as they all are, are totally useless if you have to immediately explain them. they'll never enter the vernacular, so why bother? Fuck why do I suddenly feel crushed by a terrible sense of everlasting inward sadness? tfuck

Anonymous Tue Oct 31 04:28:18 2017 No.10210973

All throughout my teenage years I was the biggest sack of shit I've ever known. After high school was done and gone I realized how toxic and hurtful I was to everyone, so I shut myself away and dedicated my time to fixing myself. Started reading, worked out, meditated and got a job. All the while rarely going out and rejecting advances. After almost 4 years I feel I've made great strides but, I can't seem to put self improvement to the wayside in favor of other things I SHOULD do. People tell me I should be social, ask girls out and such but I think of the time doing that where I could be working out, reading or saving money and I'd rather just stay isolated for a while longer. The rush of seeing that extra muscle or learning a new thing doesn't even come close to the joy of being sociable. I don't even hate people nor am I an introvert, I just don't want lose focus and fall into complacency. Maybe self improvement isn't an exception to "everything in moderation" or maybe I'm just a narcissist, who knows?

Anonymous Tue Oct 31 04:45:35 2017 No.10210990

How do people tolerate being retail lifers?
How the fuck can you devote 20+ years of your life to wal-mart or Old Navy and not put a bullet in your head, especially if you've not moved up whatsoever, and make just barely above the minimum wage?
What is wrong with these people?

Anonymous Tue Oct 31 04:46:39 2017 No.10210992

You know nothing of normies.

>roomates were one Arab bitch and five Korean chicks
>The one Korean girl was perfectly nice, kept to herself and spent most of her time with her boyfriend
>The other five were wannabe Stacies of the highest calibre
>They would get drunk every single weekend
>I would have to help their friends downstairs, call cabs for them
>They would sit on the couch and cry because tfw no white Chad bf
>They would show videos of Asian dudes asking them out at parties and laugh at them
>They would assume that every single nerdy guy was in absolute awe of their raw beauty because they were 6/10 non-white chicks and would revel in titillated horror at the prospect of "that guy was checking me out".
>Would puke on the floor.
>Check up on them.
>Would tell me to GTFO
>Would leave the puke out
>When I asked them to clean it up, they would leave water on the floor covered with paper towels, which solidified to mache
>I had to mop up the dried puke towel kindergartener project

>one of their friends clogs the toilet with shit during a party
>doesn't bother me, my toilet on my side of the apartment is fine
>they tried unclogging it, but it was fucked
>to fix it, they just had to file a work order form and someone would be sent to fix it for them
>they refuse to do this because "it is not our responsibility".
>6 people in one washroom now
>"Just fucking fill out the form."
>"No, this person responsible needs to take responsibility."
>again, this was one of their friends and they could not and would not fill out the form because they bitched
>I can't fill it out since it's on their side of the apartment
>this goes on for a week
>one girl keeps getting drunk and threatening to punch whomever is responsible
>same girl sends pictures of the shit-filled toilet to the group chat
>she draws pictures of toilets on the whiteboard I bought for the kitchen
>she keeps having "apartment meetings" where everyone sits around and says "this is making the apartment smell, take acocuntability"
>two weeks
>I have an exam
>need to get an 80 or I don't get into this program for the subsequent year and I got a fucking 60 on the midterm
>she starts pounding on my door for another "apartment meeting"
>she thinks I did it purely because she hates me
>fucking lose it
>start yelling that this is fucking stupid and I have to study and I will give her a fucking swirlie in the toilet if she opens her mouth again
>immediately backs off
>storm off
>tell the superintendent directly
>he agrees to fix it
>he comes the next morning
>"I told you anon did it."

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 04:47:08 2017 No.10210993 >>10210990 The self-perpetuated social drama in their lives provides a constant distraction from the situation.

Anonymous Tue Oct 31 04:54:54 2017 No.10210998

>constantly have parties and their friends would crash on our couch
>friend of mine is homeless
>Basically my friend's mom believed in homeopathy and would deliberately hide her prescribed medication for her bipolar disorder, so my friend had to leave home.
>midterms
>let friend stay at my house for the duration of midterms
>roommates are angry because "why isn't she paying rent", threaten me with the superintendent
>roommates actively harass her
>will stomp around in the kitchen where the couch is to be as loud as possible so my friend gets no, or irregular sleep
>which is terrible for a bipolar
>Do mildly annoying shit like flip light switches on and off or vaccum at 9PM, which eventually piles up and makes my friend cry and leave
>she drops out of school that year and ends up in a group home
>month later
>I walk out in my underwear to the kitchen
>get a text
>"Hey anon can you not walk around in your underwear when our friends sleep over it's really upsetting for them to see you in your underwear no one wants to see that ugly shit thanks"

Also when they found out one of my friends was a Happy Merchant the Arab chick would loudly start saying shit like "He Jewed me out of fifty bucks" or "that fucking hypocritical kike!" despite that not being a regular part of her vocabulary. Although she was pro-Palestine and when my friend jokingly said, "Nice flag" at the Palestinian flag in her bedroom she slammed the door in his face and told him to "stop sexually harassing me".

>Ask my friend about the night she was finally run out of the house.
>She says that they made her cry because they ruined some of her clothes and then went out to a party.
>They left their noodles with Ragu dinner out in a pot on the stove.
>Friend dumped her entire menstrual cup in it.

>I started emptying my piss jugs into their food and drink.
>Would wash my dishes, and then fill the sink with my piss.
>Since they never did the dishes, they never questioned the rancid smelling yellow liquid and would just casually empty the sink.
>Started pissing in their makeup containers, shower shit, etc.
>Used their toothbrushes to clean the grout in the bathroom, the sink
>Once I took some rotten yogurt I lost behind my bed and, with a funnel, carefully dribbled it into their milk bag in the fridge after I caught them stealing my soda.
>They all got sick.

I still see them occasionally. They snicker at me, but it doesn't really bother me because they've all drank a couple gallons of my piss.

Anonymous Tue Oct 31 06:06:24 2017 No.10211073

>>10208810
>>10210818
>>10210825
You retards don't get it. Anon is suicidal and his friend is trying to trick him into living longer, possibly regaining appreciation for life in the process. He's actually a really good friend. Why do I have to explain this?

Anonymous Tue Oct 31 06:08:41 2017 No.10211079
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You ever think about the younger generation that calls every single thing they don't like "shit"? Always just the word "shit", with no qualifiers - always a "shit game" rather than "a shitty game". "Is it actually good, or just shit?" "Hope it's not too shit." "Fun gameplay but shit graphics." Any and all negative descriptors are whittled down to just unending "shit", everywhere.

It seems weird for vocabulary to shrink like this.

Anonymous Tue Oct 31 06:16:43 2017 No.10211094

Just now, it hit me that this site is by far the most important thing in my life. Since discovering it, I've spent almost every bit of my free time here, and nothing else comes close. For some people, it may be a life-defining habit. That's insane.

>>10211079
There's a slight change in connotation, I feel. "Shitty" implies that it can be improved, while "shit" is more permanent (and emphatic). Usually in a discussion, the strongest opinions get the most attention, so it's pretty understandable why it became popular.

Anonymous Tue Oct 31 06:18:28 2017 No.10211099
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>>10207990
I fucking hate the inner workings of normies.

>we want to be the same but also unique.
>I want to feel good rather than think well and I can't separate the two.
>something is correct/right when it feels 'right'.
>thinking is an arduous annoying necessary burden.
>I'm going to fail to achieve what I want to because I'm unable to and then I'm going to compensate it by inventing a new 'unique' bullshit personality with 'sympathy' for something that is beneath me and over-dramatizing events in order to be the victim and overburden the mental health care system with bullshit all because I am unwilling to accept my failure to become what I wanted.

t. everyone who is not a solitary misanthrope

I've come to prefer simple people over mediocre ones, at least they are straightforward.

Anonymous Tue Oct 31 06:29:57 2017 No.10211120

>>10210815
Wow, I'm glad I'm not that inept. I went to a Christian thing the other day, not church but some kind of other thing, and I managed a few jokes that got a few laughs. The forecast yesterday for Halloween was calling for heavy winds, and I said to the woman I was talking to "well I hope none of the kids are dressed as kites." She had a good laugh out of it, I love lame jokes like that.

I've fucked a fair few women though, and have experience some terrible, evil women a well so perhaps the 'magic' of women has worn off. They're just hairless monkeys like the rest of us, 'evil hairless monkeys' as Terrence Popp puts it. If I meet a chick I'd like to fuck and think I have a chance of getting into bed, then right on, maybe I'll get her. Or maybe I won't, that's fine too. I quite simply don't give a shit either way, it's how I've been for years. I've had about 10 women but in truth there's at LEAST 2 others whom I was alone with and could have easily had consensual sex with, but I didn't. There's also a Korean I dated for quite some time but due to an unknown cultural difference that I only learned of later, nothing came of it.

The key is to just not care. There's nothing special about women, in act I've been with at least one with whom it was an absolute CHORE to have sex with, it sucked, and I don't miss it. The only reason I would even consider having sex with her again would be if every other woman was dead and I needed a vagina to fuck in order to obtain offspring.

Women piss, women shit, women fart, women bleed, women are capable of lies, of cheating, of stealing, even of murder. They're not 'precious little angels', they're not innocent, they're not worthy of praise, they just ARE. They are men except smaller, weaker, less hairy, typically less funny, they lack dangly bits and instead have a smelly hole as well as a couple sacks of fat on their chest. You shouldn't need 'courage' to talk to those creatures.

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 06:31:28 2017 No.10211122 >>10211094 People don't even seem to think about it. It's just the go-to word no matter the context.

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 06:32:06 2017 No.10211126 >>10211120 >an unknown cultural difference that I only learned of later What was it?

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 06:47:23 2017 No.10211155 An apology would be nice.

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 07:17:49 2017 No.10211203 >>10211155 I'm sorry.

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 07:19:31 2017 No.10211205 Roses are red

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 07:21:09 2017 No.10211209 I don't really mind what happens as long as it doesn't stain my Ivory tower

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 07:23:36 2017 No.10211213 >>10211209 Never do anal.

Anonymous Tue Oct 31 07:48:29 2017 No.10211248

>>10211126
Well according to a different Korean woman I spoke to later, you're supposed to actually verbally confirm relationship status. How things work in the west is, typically, you date until things happen and eventually you just end up in a relationship. Things happen fluidly. With Korean chicks though (and this one was directly from Korea, still learning English), apparently in order to go to the next step you have to actually confirm the whole boyfriend/girlfriend thing. A shame. We'd gone on something like 6-7 dates from what I can remember (this was several years ago), she taught me the numbers 1-5 in Korean (can't remember anymore), and we'd of course kissed a few times but then on the last date I tried copping a feel. She gently took my hand off her chest and apologized, it was during a movie so I guess she felt nervous about it in public but anyways I felt so ashamed that I didn't try for another date.

I didn't feel angry, that she wouldn't put out, but to make a movie and be denied, it's not something I'm accustomed to and I felt very embarrassed. Waited to see if she would contact me but she never did, so I let it lie. Spoke to her months later after learning the cultural thing. I think if I'd have actually spoke to her about a relationship and becoming bf/gf, we'd have had a pleasant relationship. Funny, she was actually a bit older than me but I'm a big white guy and she's a little Korean, she was so tiny compared to me, and seeing her on a chilly night after a movie wearing my hoodie was adorable. Unzipped, my hoodie could undoubtedly be a small blanket for her. Walking hand-in-hand, people probably suspected I was this big creepy man with a goatee putting the moves on an innocent little 17 year old or something even though she was actually older than me.

Korean women are truly God tier...

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 07:50:36 2017 No.10211251 I want to see Blade Runner 2049 but I have no cutie gf to take to it

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 08:16:00 2017 No.10211290 I've manually saved all the skeleton gifs into a folder. It's called 'skeletons'

Anonymous Tue Oct 31 08:27:27 2017 No.10211305

>>10207990
One of my closest friends has had bouts with anorexia and depression all throughout her teens and into adulthood.

Like last time she went through one she's pushing me away again. There's been no serious fights or animosity this time but she just doesn't seem to want to talk to me about anything anymore. It was like a switch went off 3 weeks ago. We live in different cities and she made up an excuse to cancel plans we had made a month or so in advance. She went on a cruise last week and promised me that we'd talk about her recent change when she got back, but still was aloof.

I told her that I want to take a break from our friendship yesterday. A long message explaining my reasons why and how she's been acting so strange recently was met with a one word response.

It hurt but it was the right call. Every time that we had been apart in the past I was fairly upset but this time, while still somewhat sad, don't feel it anywhere as much. I don't know if I want to give her another chance a month or two from now or just let it be.

Anonymous Tue Oct 31 08:43:56 2017 No.10211363

>>10211305
Also in addition to this a couple of my other close friends are starting to become the /pol/ stereotype. They're friends with this one bloke who is a white nationalist and have met members of United Patriots Front (Australia) recently.

Fuck I need new friends.

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 08:52:38 2017 No.10211377 >>10211363 > Fuck I need new friends. Neck yourself instead, save us the oxygen.

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 09:00:36 2017 No.10211390 >>10211377 Thanks

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 11:42:07 2017 No.10211711 I am fucking retarded

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 11:43:09 2017 No.10211716 >>10207990 \|\|Il\|llI\|IIlI\|\|

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 11:43:29 2017 No.10211717 >>10211711 I feel you my brother

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 11:50:42 2017 No.10211745 >>10211711 Welcome home.

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 12:00:19 2017 No.10211765 Made in >>10208363 GODDAMMIT

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 12:08:33 2017 No.10211793 >>10208363 >>10211765 Are you actually?

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 13:44:51 2017 No.10212047 File: 80 KB, 553x831, AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >tfw you realize the way internet memes operate is the way most of epistemology operates

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 13:46:12 2017 No.10212057 >>10207990 Anyone got any spooky stories ??

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 13:48:35 2017 No.10212068 >>10212047 explain pls, I have a tiny monkey brain

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 13:53:28 2017 No.10212084 >>10211765 Do I understand this?

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 13:55:05 2017 No.10212089 >>10208222 good b8 post on other boards or I will for you

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 13:58:49 2017 No.10212105 >>10211120 very nice on the kite joke

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 14:00:18 2017 No.10212108 >>10211120 Reductionist shit, I don't like it that being said, you seem fine with it and I wish you nothing but happiness

Anonymous Tue Oct 31 14:02:02 2017 No.10212114

>>10208222
>I'm sick of all of this shit. Fuck Nazis, Fuck Fascists, Fuck Hitler, Fuck Trumpf, Fuck White Pride, and FUCK REPUBLICANS. Just fucking nuke this site already.

...Implying Democrats and "progressives" do not treat black people like their pet project or use black suffering as a soapbox and justification for big budget programs and campaign rhetoric.

Please go, racist.

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 14:03:45 2017 No.10212118 Thinking about moving, but not sure where to.

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 14:05:37 2017 No.10212128 >>10212118 Somewhere else. Are you good at meeting people?

Anonymous Tue Oct 31 14:14:23 2017 No.10212143

>>10212057
Soviet peasant filled with burning desire to read for glory of Soviet Russia. One day peasant go to Soviet bookstore, and see book with skull on cover.
He ask owner how much is book, and owner respond 80 rubles. However, owner tell peasant never read last page, or else doom fall upon him!
Peasant read all book in one night, is dark book of capitalism by evil man, John Deere, talking of automated machinery and air conditioned tractors, many horrors in book indeed! Yet peasant does not read last page, for he has fear in his heart! One night it storms however, and the man is bored. He finally gathers up enough Soviet courage to read last page, dispelling superstition, for he has faith in the Party. As soon as he reads last page, man gasps! Book originally 20 rubles! The owner was Jew!

Anonymous Tue Oct 31 14:15:29 2017 No.10212146

The only way I can stop history from repeating itself is by ceasing to exist - physically or mentally - or choosing not to reproduce.

The unconcious cyclical nature of life only leaves a margin for you to exist in. The sins of your parents make up the majority of your being, and you have around 10% of room to wriggle around in to form your personality.

I used to think that you could escape your past and origins, but your parents lay down the foundation of your path and you can't escape it. You can dig up all the bricks they laid, but you'll end up dead with bloody and muddy hands.

How can anyone possibly become anything other than what has been demonstrated in front of themselves?

I hope my teeth rot through to my spinal cord into my brain.

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 14:16:05 2017 No.10212147 >>10212128 Not really. Hate small talk.

Anonymous Tue Oct 31 14:19:05 2017 No.10212156

One time I got an awesome fucking book haul from the B&N used book section, two giant hardcover volumes of all the major collected/translated ancient Greek plays, perfect condition, with a slightly ripped box (which I taped up) for $15.
I always go to the used book section in B&N 'cause they have some sweet shit back there for cheap. Except this one book about Greco-Roman religious rituals that was like $60. Fuck that.

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 14:32:29 2017 No.10212203 >>10208992 Oh an atheist who seems to have actually thought through his atheism, this is the first time i've ever actually seen one. Although if you stick with christianity, you'll find it holds though in the end. Good shit tho.

Anonymous Tue Oct 31 14:38:15 2017 No.10212215

>>10212105
Thanks, she said "I might use that" so clearly she quite liked it.

>>10212108
I'd like for you to define 'reductionist' if you don't mind, but otherwise thank you, and I wish you happiness as well. It's a very pleasant thing to hear, and I think I'm finally on the right road for happiness. I'm more optimistic for the future than I've ever been in my life.

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 14:45:49 2017 No.10212236 >>10212143 damn

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 14:53:26 2017 No.10212249 >>10212143 Well met

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 15:11:26 2017 No.10212300 >>10207990 i want to create a classically libertarian political movement with the zeal, sense of community and discipline of fascism

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 15:24:22 2017 No.10212338 >>10212300 Define fascism.

Anonymous Tue Oct 31 15:40:47 2017 No.10212389
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>>10212146
>How can anyone possibly become anything other than what has been demonstrated in front of themselves?
That's probably impossible. It's certainly practically impossible.
You can still choose what you want to be exposed to. What you want to be demonstrated in front of yourself.
About parents. There is this concept about ancestors in aboriginal cultures of South America. They believe you are in fact each and every one of your ancestors. Every ancestor lives inside of you; your parents exist wholly inside yourself. You don't just inherit a couple of genes, or a couple of traits, or some obsessions, you ARE them. Now, this thought is frightening because it implies power. Just learn to control that power. Moreover, this concept should also be applied to every person you meet. Everyone is in you as you are in everyone. Don't mistake me as some pantheist though; this is not spiritual but practical, experiential and open to discussion.
I myself am repudiated by the thought that I'm my father, that all of himself is inside myself. This is I think the reason of my self-loathing, or at least a big part of it. And then there is a chance. A chance to actually stop history from repeating itself; because it's impossible that history repeats itself if your mind is pure. Again, I'm not talking about religious purity (although I'll admit this thought comes from buddhism). What I mean is undeluded thinking, clarity of mind.
I deny existence, I deny non-existence. But the self is always trying to get to either of those two opposites. Some people may think "I exist", other people may think "I don't exist" but they are both wrong. You may think "by non-existence I'll stop this never ending cycle", but I say let go of the attachment. Stop thirsting for something to exist or cease existing; that's not something that can be quenched.

Anonymous Tue Oct 31 16:37:21 2017 No.10212533
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Can't fucking succeed in anything. Can't fucking get into any school I apply to, can't fucking get low level jobs like customer service because I'm too fucking stupid probably to interact with humans, fucking 26 and nothing to show for it not even one job but already busted body, got like 1 fucking friend and its a goddamn stray cat. Feel like fucking human waste, can't some goddamn drunk driver roll over me already

Anonymous Tue Oct 31 16:51:26 2017 No.10212556

>>10212338
You ever see one of Hitler's speeches, where the people stand up screaming and shouting at the end? Those people are so proud of what they are part of and so happy to be a part of it. They are excited to be building something greater than themselves. This is what I'm referring to when I talk about fascism. Not anti semitism and racism, but the enthusiasm the members have.

Anonymous Tue Oct 31 16:54:06 2017 No.10212559

>>10212556
You ever see one of Lenin's speeches, where the people stand up screaming and shouting at the end? Those people are so proud of what they are part of and so happy to be a part of it. They are excited to be building something greater than themselves. This is what I'm referring to when I talk about communism. Not anti capitalism and poverty, but the enthusiasm the members have.

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 16:56:41 2017 No.10212562 >>10210992 fuck women jesus christ.

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 17:01:08 2017 No.10212571 >>10207992 why did this get no recognition

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 17:06:18 2017 No.10212580 >>10212559 That's exactly my point anon. I feel that the lack of direction that my peers feel could be remedied with some sort of social or political movement like the one I described above

Anonymous Tue Oct 31 17:13:45 2017 No.10212600

Bipolar II faggot here. I'm thinking of putting a stop to my meds. I really miss my hypomanic episodes. What scares me are the periods where I had to choose between a bed and a rope every night.

It would make me a much better writer, but it could also make me a dead one.

I don't know what to do.

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 17:20:55 2017 No.10212625 File: 6 KB, 225x225, 1509029088681.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>10210825 >he doesn't know utilitarianism is the peak ethical system

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 17:24:12 2017 No.10212639 >>10210862 What did he mean by this?

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 17:27:08 2017 No.10212648 File: 20 KB, 476x356, 1508561832613.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>10212203 >Although if you stick with christianity, you'll find it holds though in the end

Anonymous Tue Oct 31 17:33:20 2017 No.10212665

>>10210908
My book is about a depressive suicidal 21 year old substance abuser and his darkly comedic struggle to care for himself and his twelve year old sister after a car accident that killed both of his abusive parents and rendered her paralyzed from the waste down. The exposition changes from before the accident to the present without context throughout the novel (or novella, I haven’t reached that point yet) until you finish the book and can finally understand the full cause and effect cycle of abuse.
I very much appreciate that you enjoy my writing style, this made me day.

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 17:35:52 2017 No.10212669 >>10212556 That's called charismatic leadership. What the bloody fuck does it have to do with 'fascism' (an undefinable term), or any particular political movement?

Anonymous Tue Oct 31 17:44:12 2017 No.10212685 [DELETED]

>>10210908
>>10212665
I wpuld also like to add that I’m glad my situation is tender to someone. I haven’t been able to express it until this thread, and I certainly wouldn’t with any human I know personally, but ot started a rather long time ago and I’m glad I’m not seen as freakish but rather as fanciful by you.

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 17:51:17 2017 No.10212704 >>10212580 My point was >>10212669 There is no need to call it "fascism"

Anonymous Tue Oct 31 17:53:19 2017 No.10212710

>>10210908
>>10212665
I would also like to add that I’m glad my situation is tender to someone. I haven’t been able to express it until this thread, and I certainly wouldn’t with any human I know personally, but ot started a rather long time ago and I’m glad I’m not seen as freakish but rather as fanciful by you.
I think I mostly am just drawn to the idea of love, and am substituting this person in that place of interest. He is by far, far from perfext however, the way I imagine him. In my dreams I see his life and hear his thoughts as well and his personal characteristics. This character is drawn to laziness at times, always is wanting more out of life, and has caused a lot of familial and marital issues in these dreams. He affairs with this young girl sometimes, but is confused on what type of attaction he is drawn to her. It’s odd, because sometimes their relationship is not consistent in different dreams (probably because they set place at different times, though out of order), but his characterization is always consistent.

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 18:58:13 2017 No.10212880 Cycles. Eat. That face gets me going.

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 19:07:25 2017 No.10212910 >>10207990 >tomb kings still not announced

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 19:25:47 2017 No.10212960 Debating if I should stop writing. Talent is such an important factor in literature. What's the point of continuing on when I have none.

Anonymous Tue Oct 31 19:37:13 2017 No.10212979
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>>10207990
I miss you, cool funky southwest adventure girl. Youbstart d to love me right when I had to leave for the wetlands again. You embody everything I value and all that I love, but I'll only see you for a month in the next for years until my body settles in the dust with you for good. By then, I know you'll be gone. You're so fucking cute and far away from me. Why must you be this way, you gorgeous desert lady?

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 19:42:33 2017 No.10212995 >>10210866 i dont have much reason too. i cant handle most of what life will throw at me. im waste that will eventually dissipate

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 20:00:20 2017 No.10213031 >>10212979 Suck a dick Winston

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 20:24:24 2017 No.10213083 File: 33 KB, 300x57, 2017-11-01_02-22-43.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>10212979 >>10213031 p spoopy desu

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 20:30:50 2017 No.10213100 >>10212571 Because somewhere in this thread, someone posted a story with a LGBT main character in it and the critics are too busy drooling over it.

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 20:39:47 2017 No.10213131 >>10212556 You sound like an idiot and shall be disregarded. Capitalism remains supreme.

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 20:47:11 2017 No.10213149 >>10211120 you're disgusting

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 20:48:13 2017 No.10213154 >>10212995 people can change. there were times when I was terrified of going outside. now I can't get enough of it.

Anonymous Tue Oct 31 21:59:57 2017 No.10213339

things worth caring about

art - literature, music, etc
philosophy
methods to experience the ground of being

things not worth caring about

politics
who the president is or might be
what laws may or may not be passed
religion (theologically narrow)
economics
the economy
GDP
new iphone
new gagets
virtual reality
video games
the news
education (prison for children)
tv shows
super heros
football
baseball
soccer
..sports
celebrities
talk shows
radio
cars
relationships
relationship drama
marriage
99.99% of books
99.99% of music
99.99% of people

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 22:35:10 2017 No.10213446 >>10213149 You're free to believe such. I'm curious as to 'why', though.

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 22:46:36 2017 No.10213488 >>10212156 I never knew there was a used books section at B&N. What was it near in the store?

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 22:56:51 2017 No.10213514 I need pussy or there WILL be consequences

>>	Anonymous Tue Oct 31 23:45:57 2017 No.10213627 >>10208077 more like hitman's barcode that scans as a dildo. wait that isn't skull its on his neck skin.

>>	Anonymous Wed Nov 1 00:54:37 2017 No.10213735 >>10213446 Sorry to be so insulting. It's as if someone told you that corn syrup with red dye is basically the same thing as a strawberry.

Anonymous Wed Nov 1 01:10:19 2017 No.10213757
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>>10211290
what the fuck. i seriously did the same thing a couple days ago (the 30th). god damn this is weird. did you also go to the image link and just manually change the filename in the url or did you keep refreshing a thread page?

Anonymous Wed Nov 1 01:24:42 2017 No.10213780
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>>10213154
im glad things worked out for you, but i cant say im envious. i think some people are just inherently of no or very little value to anyone but themselves. i respect the interest in my selfish plight, but i think im done

Anonymous Wed Nov 1 01:52:26 2017 No.10213842

The First World War was full of terrible suffering but it created a generation that overcame modernist hedonism and no longer feared death to the point that they were willing to violently overturn the status quo for what they believed. Maybe that's why the modern establishment is so anti-war to the point that it is historically unprecedented.

Anonymous Wed Nov 1 01:55:59 2017 No.10213850

im 32 years old and had a terrible night of pure unrelieved unhalted unadulterated horror and agony, pacing about my room for hours, heading out the door just to turn around. I rarely have a craving for candy, but because I knew it surrounded me and was being given out for free, it provided me with the most lofty of imaginations, candy angeling in a bed of sweets. I would have been fine with a single chocolate bar, thats all I really wanted, but could not bring my self to ring upon a neighbors door, for the fear of them questioning me, or even looking at me disappointed, even though I would have wore a mask, and debated whether or not I would have tried to alter my voice.

>>	Anonymous Wed Nov 1 02:06:33 2017 No.10213875 >>10213842 t. historylet

>>	Anonymous Wed Nov 1 02:09:00 2017 No.10213880 >>10213842 >they were willing to violently overturn the status quo for what they believed. What was it they believed in?

>>	Anonymous Wed Nov 1 02:16:20 2017 No.10213898 >>10213880 I wasn't implying they all believed the same thing, anon. There were a lot of violent, popular sociopolitical movements fueled by the wanton courage of WW1 veterans and they were by no means nonconflicting.

Anonymous Wed Nov 1 02:31:48 2017 No.10213929

>>10208318
Then take English/Philosophy classes instead of Math. It's that simple. I did Economics/Math double major and it fucked my GPA. Math was too hard for me but I was too stubborn before it was too late. I lament not pursuing English, but Economics was still a decent side/double major. Healthy amount of maths but more practical and easier than Math itself.

Do what you want. Actualize your will. Take English

Diff Eqs is gay anyway

>>	Anonymous Wed Nov 1 02:32:47 2017 No.10213931 >>10213898 ok, I see, my bad. Why don't you like freedom?

>>	Anonymous Wed Nov 1 04:10:06 2017 No.10214062 >>10213780 like I said, anon, people can change. you can change. it's an empirical truth.

>>	Anonymous Wed Nov 1 04:24:04 2017 No.10214081 I derive my self-worth from the art I create. I haven't made any art.

>>	Anonymous Wed Nov 1 04:58:17 2017 No.10214117 >>10214081 Me too bud

>>	Anonymous Wed Nov 1 05:28:27 2017 No.10214142 a pitter patter on the window pane

>>	Anonymous Wed Nov 1 07:51:46 2017 No.10214298 >>10213757 Yeah, I did that.

>>	Anonymous Wed Nov 1 08:01:40 2017 No.10214324 >>10213850 the phrase 'first world problems' has never been more applicable

Anonymous Wed Nov 1 11:25:39 2017 No.10214826

>>10213931
The freedom to pursue your own ideology and impress it upon the world with all of your will is the greatest freedom available. If your idea of freedom is that we should limit one man's freedom to allow another man to have freedom, then that doesn't sound much like freedom to me. Laws that limit freedoms under the guise of increasing them are not free at all. The ability to impose your ideas on others is the most true, absolute, Darwinian freedom out there.

>>	Anonymous Wed Nov 1 11:26:38 2017 No.10214827 Nanowrimo

Anonymous Wed Nov 1 12:00:14 2017 No.10214914
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The White months are the months of romanticism and the months of soggy, wet air; the months of hushed whispers, of reddened faces, and of moistened lips. The light of our lifetimes, the delight of our days: a spectacular period of grace and devotion to the art of life.
The morning scenery of the pale fog renders a paradise of god-affirming beauty. The smoky trees whispering of the subtle winds, their sunkissed leaves and the damp lanes of walkers passing through them; surely an aestheticist's dream.
The man who awakes early finds a pot of gold at the finalement of his circadian rainbow. The man who nourishes at night finds the painting of his deity through the window.
Saviour, I see your faces everywhere in these months! It is for us to be grateful for these white months, these precious gifts of nature and life, to preserve them, appreciate and learn from them.

>>	Anonymous Wed Nov 1 12:05:27 2017 No.10214923 I know if I turned my computer off right now, and never on again, my life would improve, and become more fulfilling. But I don't want to.

>>	Anonymous Wed Nov 1 12:13:51 2017 No.10214941 >>10214914 DFW says, "an excess of of’s is one of the surest signs of flabby or maladroit writing."

>>	Anonymous Wed Nov 1 12:24:36 2017 No.10214979 I've been trying to read The Bible lately and it is really confusing. Nothing makes sense to me.

>>	Anonymous Wed Nov 1 12:28:16 2017 No.10214995 >>10214941 Thanks anon. Any more tips?

Anonymous Wed Nov 1 12:32:39 2017 No.10215011

>>10208785
I refuse to accept this has anything to do with youth and the idea that art is worthless escapism. Why can I not socialize, play sports, have sexual experiences, go to parties or go on an adventure as an adult? What makes the youth version of this so special. And how is art an escapism, how is it not the pursuit of life and the expression of it? Just like going on an adventure it is the chasing and the experiencing of life just in a different form. I’d argue not creating anything during your life is the ultimate form of having zero worth. How is there any proof you even existed as a person if you don’t leave something behind?

>>	Anonymous Wed Nov 1 12:35:33 2017 No.10215018 >>10210844 Reading for the “nobility” of it is your problem.

>>	Anonymous Wed Nov 1 14:23:00 2017 No.10215288 Still some way to go, but I've almost finished writing this book. If there's any chance of publishing it, no doubt there'll be endless revisions to make to please an editor, but still. The finish line is in sight and this is a very strange feeling.

>>	Anonymous Wed Nov 1 14:29:55 2017 No.10215315 >>10210968 You just completely shat on some something for no reason. You can't go through life angry keep going on like that, you'll destroy yourself. I don't wanna see that happen to anyone else.

>>	Anonymous Wed Nov 1 14:36:10 2017 No.10215335 >>10208014 I have the opposite problem. I can't ever stop thinking about my grand vision. It's fucking exhausting.

>>	Anonymous Wed Nov 1 14:38:12 2017 No.10215343 >>10215288 What genre, if I may ask?

>>	Anonymous Wed Nov 1 14:42:22 2017 No.10215354 >>10215343 I can't think of a genre or subgenre it fits into neatly. It is what it is.

>>	Anonymous Wed Nov 1 15:26:20 2017 No.10215488 >>10213735 In order to insult me I must value your opinion, so no worries. I'm afraid I still don't understand though, what did I say that you disliked?

Anonymous Wed Nov 1 15:33:17 2017 No.10215516
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>>10198812
So first chick agreed to go to the haunted house then cancelled a few hour prior. I already bought the tickets which were non-refundable, and none of my friends were available. So I invited project chick, who I ditched to hang out with hot girl before. We hung out a few times, time before last we smoked in a park and on our way back to my car she just randomly said that she was aroused. Well any way took her to the haunted house, that was pretty cool. She held my hand and held on to me for most it. She wanted to drive to the park on our way back and smoke. She got really high and and was texting her bf, was in an argument and that when I realized she crazy but I won't go into that. I kinda wanted to go home at this point, it was late but she insisted we stay. Then she kept looking at me, getting real close inviting me to kiss her. I was very hesitant and we just waited there for a while. Eventually we made out and I told her I've never been with a woman and she let me suck her tits. We would have gone farther but I was really high and still kinda hesitant plus I was tired so she said let's wait some other day when I'm sober to take me. When I drove her home I told her I wasn't looking for a relationship. She said that's ok we can be friends. In class the next day she was really affectionate and that me feel weird. After class she texted me asking of she made it awkward. I said yes and id like to go back to how things were. She said sure but idk man I'm involved with crazy now

>>	Anonymous Wed Nov 1 17:24:04 2017 No.10215940 How did the Athenians managed to lose the Peloponnesian war? I'm on book 4 of Thucydides' History and it's absolutely a landslide victory for them, so far.

>>	Anonymous Wed Nov 1 18:13:46 2017 No.10216089 >>10210973 i like this, anon. do you think you will ever break out of this?

>>	Anonymous Wed Nov 1 18:15:21 2017 No.10216093 >>10210990 for many, the alternative is skid row

Anonymous Wed Nov 1 18:20:13 2017 No.10216108

>>10214914
>finalement
this is the point at which you lost the thread. Otherwise, I agree
>>10214941
DFW was a bad writer, though
>>10214979
>tfw
Try reading "Mere Christianity." It explains things in more modern terms.
>>10215315
No, I think it was the full meaning of the concept of futility penetrated my consciousness with such intensity (from the side, as it were, prodding me through the chink in my armor while I was occupied with something else) that it caused me a grievous injury.

Anonymous Wed Nov 1 18:23:05 2017 No.10216121

>>10214914
>finalement
this is the point at which you lost the thread. Otherwise, I agree
>>10214941
DFW was a bad writer, though
>>10214979
>tfw
Try reading "Mere Christianity." It explains things in more modern terms.
>>10215315
No, I think it was the full meaning of the concept of futility penetrated my consciousness with such intensity (from the side, as it were, prodding me through the chink in my armor while I was occupied with something else) that it caused me a grievous injury.

You're right, though, negativity is no good (or, put more positively, positivity is great!).

>>10215488
the polarity between male and female isn't just some clammy dream, it's the founding split that defines the social world, if not life itself. Throwing it out is to cast away your own ground without realizing it. What you're doing might not become apparent to you in your lifetime, but the sin of it will certainly fall on innocent posterity with the force of an anvil that has been hurtling through empty space for many years.

>>	Anonymous Wed Nov 1 18:48:47 2017 No.10216186 >>10216121 Define 'polarity between male and female' so that I know exactly what I'm 'throwing out'.

>>	Anonymous Wed Nov 1 19:53:11 2017 No.10216400 >>10210968 who cares about vernacular usage?

>>	Anonymous Wed Nov 1 20:07:09 2017 No.10216448 >>10216186 If I didn't know any better I'd assume you were mocking me...

Anonymous Wed Nov 1 20:12:00 2017 No.10216465

>>10216186
not him but say "polarise" to a woman you love (but are slipping into the friend zone with) and find out

#disclaimer, this actually works at the level of masculine and feminine which is not necessarily the same as man and woman

#disclaimer 2 may cause bipolar disorder, seperation and disappointment

The ground is being, and it is unbearably light

>>	Anonymous Wed Nov 1 20:14:53 2017 No.10216472 >>10210990 most people don't have delusional intellectual ambitions.

Anonymous Wed Nov 1 20:20:12 2017 No.10216486

i've recently thought about the pure sloth technology's encouraged for me, in a personal sense. as a child, the social isolation and acute stillness of those morning and evening bus rides (my sitting in the front hardly helped, though i had little choice toting a french horn back and forth) could only be dulled by reading constantly, fervently, and priding myself on my innate knowledge of seemingly asanine information. trivia, essentially. but i knew it and my peers didn't, which offered a superiority i couldn't gain through other means.

any i've digressed but it's honestly horrific how little i'm capable of with this degree of distraction available. productivity seems so circumstantial and excuse sits hot and quivering on my tongue, prepared to slip out with even the slightest murmur of encouragement.

Anonymous Wed Nov 1 20:39:32 2017 No.10216528

>>10208785
art is escapism in the same way retreating to your study or choosing not to speak to someone insufferable; art is reliant on choice of exposure, which separates itself from reality

you have little say in what day to day you experience, despite set parameters or preconceived physical location and mentality; art on the other hand awaits patiently its acknowledged existence by you, the spectator and observer. we lounge about, watching artists consume that around them or within and mold it, sometimes to a point of imitation. art is a lens formed by will.

not sure where i'm getting at here but i do think the wonders of life encompass more than adventure; if life is reliant on experience what good is contemplation? moderation is far more difficult than abstinenc

but i agree about dipping your toes in as many ponds as possible, though eventually you're going to discover one of those pools is worth completely submerging yourself within.

>>	Anonymous Wed Nov 1 21:19:11 2017 No.10216631 I got to see my nephew shirtless so today was a good day

>>	Anonymous Wed Nov 1 21:29:03 2017 No.10216668 File: 41 KB, 562x437, ohwow.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>10208785 >Empathy is a fiction t. materialist sociopath who couldn't appreciate a clean toilet

>>	Anonymous Wed Nov 1 21:34:03 2017 No.10216683 >>10212704 You nitpicking fuck

>>	Anonymous Wed Nov 1 21:36:54 2017 No.10216697 >>10212960 nO ANon you have tallent i can just tell k? lel >:~~^)

Anonymous Wed Nov 1 21:38:11 2017 No.10216699

>>10215516
lolololol. Well thats cool. You just have to hope her bf is not crazier than her, and wont find out about you. She obviously thinks your hot and cool, which is why she flirted with you in class, also to make herself less lonely in class, to add something to her school day, a friend, an exciting distraction, fun, friendliness. You should try to lose your virginity to her as long as you can be certain her boyfriend wont try to kill you. also I hope that doesnt scare you from trying. At this age boyfriends may not be so serious and she seems like the type of person who may get divorced a few times anyway.

But she seems pretty cool to be so cool with you, you should keep trying to hang out with her to get your sexual practice and fun. You should ask her...not in text form, but next time you hang, more about her boyfriend and the deal, how serious, how long, how many other guys she hangs with besides him, etc. though maybe that would then make her reconsider messing with you, but maybe it would not.

>>	Anonymous Wed Nov 1 21:38:30 2017 No.10216700 >>10208785 3/10 couldn't be more obvious but you still got a few

Anonymous Wed Nov 1 21:42:42 2017 No.10216726
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>>10214995
Don't follow DFWs advice too strictly (given he had four "ofs" in his 15 word sentence denigrating "ofs"), and perhaps vary the initial structure of your sentences more. You have five consecutive statements in this short piece beginning with the word "the."

Anonymous Wed Nov 1 21:43:12 2017 No.10216729

>>10216448
>>10216186
Women are magical fairies who art rainbows and shit cotton candy and wear skirts and are divine spiritual beings from beyond the world and are all superior to every man, and if you don't think this everything is ruined and you are wrong and if more people stopped thinking this the world could end

Anonymous Wed Nov 1 21:47:11 2017 No.10216745

>>10216699
During the making out I asked if this meant she was breaking up with her bf and she said shes guesses this does. Reason I'm hesitant is I'm sure I could do better. There's another girl, in the same class, who is more attractive than her but less attractive than the original chick who I know is into me. I could if I wanted to but that's would be like the fourth chick in this one class I've made a move on. One other if it counts would be a chick, same class, who I found on Tinder and asked if she wanted to smoke sometimes but then I never followed up and I haven't even talked to her in class. When project chick mentioned in class that we went to the haunted house hot chick looked at me but we haven't talked about it. Idk man I think I should forget about women for the rest of semester and focus on class work bc I'm failing most classes. At least I've found out that I'm reasonably attractive

Anonymous Wed Nov 1 21:53:31 2017 No.10216764

>>10214995
There is nothing wrong with what you wrote, its very good, which is partly why some anons are attempting to go out of he way to fine any little arbitrary tiny meaningless thing to say something wrong about it.

To many of's, to many the's, so far.

There is no technical rule, you wrote from your heart, spirit and mind, and what came out is better than good, it is true and followable, flows well, sensible, sensical.

People who could not see anything actually wrong about it resorted to "errr, hurrrdy ert lerks like deres da werd the and of too much... i thinks theres someting wrong with your writing"

If you changed anything it would be worse, if you tried to take out any the's or of's it would be worse. They are foolish idiots.

>>	Anonymous Wed Nov 1 21:53:55 2017 No.10216765 >>10216683 so rude

Anonymous Wed Nov 1 21:58:10 2017 No.10216776

>>10216745
lol, holy shit, >I could if I wanted to but that's would be like the fourth chick in this one class I've made a move on.

this is hilarious. secretly speaking to 4 girls in the same class who dont know about it, then one by one they get suspicious and find out you are talking to others. How many guys are in this class, imagine if secretly every guy and girl was hitting on every other guy and girl. This is crazy, yea you are on your own. You should be able to figure it out from here, it seems you have good chances and good odds to hve a good time, but yeah, focus on your school work

>>	Anonymous Wed Nov 1 21:58:34 2017 No.10216778 >>10216764 I agree with most of this. >>10214914 I don't claim to have a particularly discerning taste, but after reading this I google searched it to see who you quoted.

Anonymous Wed Nov 1 22:07:51 2017 No.10216815

>>10216448
I'm being unironic, I seriously still don't understand what you mean.

>>10216465
Is 'polarise' a leftist thing, like non-binary pronouns or patriarchy or white/male privilege? I'm right-wing, these fictions mean nothing to me.

>>10216729
Oh, is that what 'polarise' means in this sense? Then yeah, I'm throwing that bullshit out the window. Fuck that. If there was no 2nd or 3rd wave feminism then MAYBE women could keep it, but since 2nd wave there's not only been equality between the genders but women have more rights/privileges than men, so yeah, the most 'polarisation' they can expect is if a woman hits me then I'll hit her right back. I've done it before, I'll do it again, and as ever I'll feel GOOD doing it. Just like if I dared to punch an MMA fighter they'd undoubtedly feel good beating me into the ground. No different. Don't strike someone who's far stronger and more physically capable than yourself unless you want pain in large amounts.

This is equality. You're welcome, women. Now get more jobs in construction; over 90% of workplace fatalities are still male. Pick up the slack, bitches. There's coffins to fill. Welcome to the man's world.

>>	Anonymous Wed Nov 1 22:46:34 2017 No.10216965 >>10216778 >but after reading this I google searched it to see who you quoted. and what did you come up with?

>>	Anonymous Wed Nov 1 22:57:27 2017 No.10216999 >>10216965 Nothing, that's the point: it implies he wrote it himself.

Anonymous Wed Nov 1 23:42:47 2017 No.10217118

He wondered, not for the first time, if he would ever pull himself out of this pit.

It seems as though his entire life has been on the constant offensive: first as a child trying to find his way, then as a drug addict trying to stop the bad habits that pulled him down so terribly. His memory is so awful that he can't be totally sure, though. Is the past really the past if you can't even remember it?

Anonymous Thu Nov 2 00:41:40 2017 No.10217250
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I went to the doctor today. With my mother. The doctor and her aide were both women. They were about my age. My mother did all the talking. The doctor kept glancing back at me as I tried to look into the middle distance of the wall, now and then pretending to consider some of the adverts for medicine plastered on the wall. I was eventually asked to raise my shirt that the doctor could look at my back. I was concerned about the sparse hair on my lower back. Maybe because it was some kind of proof of my manhood, shapeless and spongy as I am, that I was in fact a thing to be emasculated, as I was emasculated that entire time. I can still feel a vague panic if I focus on the instant I made eye contact with the doctor while mumbling my thanks and gravitating toward her door. Both of the staff were attractive.

Anonymous Thu Nov 2 00:44:54 2017 No.10217259

>>10217250
You went to the doctor with your mother to ask about "sparse lower back hair"? Clearly, you need no assistance in emasculation from your female peers: you may as well put a rubber band around your testicles this very minute as persist in the course you're taking.

>>	Anonymous Thu Nov 2 00:47:40 2017 No.10217268 >>10217259 >You went to the doctor with your mother to ask about "sparse lower back hair"? No.

>>	Anonymous Thu Nov 2 00:50:46 2017 No.10217280 >>10217268 >I was concerned about the sparse hair on my lower back This is the only statement of medical import in your paragraph. I could only assume that this is why you went to the doctor. Why did you actually go?

>>	Anonymous Thu Nov 2 00:54:51 2017 No.10217297 >>10217280 What does it matter? My bodily cystic acne is totally irrelevant here.

>>	Anonymous Thu Nov 2 00:56:38 2017 No.10217306 neither me nor my brother want to be alive. isn't it usually the case that at least one sibling comes out find? I feel bad for my parents.

Anonymous Thu Nov 2 00:58:16 2017 No.10217312

I write for pleasure, but it feels incomplete without attention/praise as well. Not even praise so much as people just talking about whatever I've written. Sometimes I read through threads about popular books/shows/movies and wonder to myself if there'll ever be threads like that about something I've made.

That would be nice.

Anonymous Thu Nov 2 00:58:53 2017 No.10217314

>>10217297
It doesn't matter, but your response caused me to laugh audibly, so I have to thank you. It helps not to take oneself so seriously.

Just stop going to the doc with your mom, my dude. It shouldn't be that difficult, she probably has better things to do than carp about your cystic body acne.

>>	Anonymous Thu Nov 2 01:06:45 2017 No.10217342 >>10217314 I haven't laughed in six months.

Anonymous Thu Nov 2 01:26:09 2017 No.10217393

>be reading the Iliad
>coincidentally Super Mario Odyssey releases
>be a big Mariofag so cave in and buy a Switch
>started playing 4 days ago
>already collected all 880 moons and am on a second playthrough
>have had more fun in this 4 day span than I have had in any entire year
>haven't touched Homer in 4 days though
>I'm not even a /v/fag

>>	Anonymous Thu Nov 2 01:29:51 2017 No.10217402 >>10217342 You have only yourself to blame. Laugh in your blind alley, don't bash your head against the wall.

>>	Anonymous Thu Nov 2 01:34:34 2017 No.10217416 >>10217402 No-one chooses to be as they are. Who on god's green earth would choose to be me?

Anonymous Thu Nov 2 01:41:23 2017 No.10217446

red roses keep falling out of my head.
The dead dont sleep they only fall out of bed.
yellow suns forget my name but ive never really minded. this is very silly and will probably garner plenty of hate. not that i mind. the sounds of piano are the only things that disturb me anymore. why does this song keep changing, i just want stability in my life. not that its important. I keep repeating myself, but so does everything else. Its just small deviation after deviation, and after a few millenia everythings different. Ive lived too long, but not long enough for an ant. Ants are the mistress to my king. My king is a mistress to my aunt. Aunts are the scourge of mothers and fathers alike. My fairy godmother was an aunt. Im meandering down a lane, with no purpose in sight. But thats ok, what is literature even about really if not meandering. I should be doing reading, Im playing Franklin D. Roosevelt in my college class. I need to strategize in order to beat those communist snakes and prudish brits. Stalin is a women. Churchill is 17. If you think Im a liar I suggest you stop reading now. Have a nice day everyone, especially you. Goodnight.

>>	Anonymous Thu Nov 2 01:41:27 2017 No.10217448 >>10216668 I'm not a sociopath, I just feel motivated to write shit like this because of extreme self-hatred, and anxiety over the possibility that sociopaths are superior beings and that my sense of empathy is just evolutionary weakness

Anonymous Thu Nov 2 01:45:49 2017 No.10217458

>>10217416
This is conceptual salad from which I will attempt to extricate some sense, because if there is one thing I hate more than self-deprecation, it's illogical self-deprecation.

In the first place, it is clearly apparent that no one could choose to be anyone else, or even conceive of such a possibility. Attempt it: in conceiving of "yourself as Donald Trump," all you will accomplish is placing your consciousness into the body of Donald Trump, which is in no way equivalent to "being" him, since to be him, you would need access to the totality of his experience as he experienced it, which is an access you could not receive, since you are necessarily entering his form at a point in time after the beginning of his existence. Thus the idea of "wanting to be someone else" is a faulty one. You may want their material comforts, or their capacities, or their loves, all of which may be made yours, but you could not conceive of being them, and so you could not want to.

Now, the statement "no one chooses to be as they are," can be taken in two ways: that you mean "one does not choose to possess one's qualities," or "one does not choose one's material circumstances." I could analyze both, but I would rather you clear up your statement, and save me half of the effort.

Anonymous Thu Nov 2 01:52:09 2017 No.10217480

>>10217458
Your qualities and circumstances determine one another. No-one chooses either, and all of your choices are informed by both. It's the only explanation for knowingly becoming a failure. One knows how one ought to act in their interest but cannot actualize that behavior, that interest. And you yourself say the failure is a knowing one "simply do otherwise".

>>	Anonymous Thu Nov 2 02:00:26 2017 No.10217504 The pills aren't working. I'm trying to hold myself up, but I don't have the energy. Some days, I can't lift my head off the sheets. I want to feel worth something.

Anonymous Thu Nov 2 02:03:58 2017 No.10217510

please stop it, i cant stand this anymore. THe rattling never ceases. oh lord of light and sun and moon, forigve me for my fullest doom. the neverending years place me in a stupor of maroon. golden brown and breaded crowns, they dance around me never to be found. With auburn hair and smiles of tohrns i hop eto be born in pure lands. Buddha and Bodhisattva surround my thoughts, I dream of forgotten places. its just a dream anywways, dont you like dreaming. A pavillion of dreams, one after another. I enter, prostrating myself in veneration toward the dharma body. All are skillful means. The perfected nature as well. All is now, and all is well. Forgive me mother, forgive me father. My sins account for the bad in this world, and my virtue for its lust. I find myself masturbating more and more frequently as of late. Sex disgusts me. Women disgust me. I hate relationships. I hate people. But still i cant help but desire them. It springs and flows in and out of me, occasionally filling my mind to the brim with its intoxicating liquid until I am caught up in its maddening desire, eventually it meanders its way out and im left in my room once again. Im infatuated but repulsed. In love, but in disgust. nondual, not cool, beatnik dreams fall out of my pockets. I love lucy is a real bitch. Opera is a feline. Decadent, sordid, vapid prettiness. Indulge in it. Be it. Who are you? Fundamentally, I ask you, who are you?

Anonymous Thu Nov 2 02:11:34 2017 No.10217529

I'd like to post one final goodbye. The last of my thoughts before I go back to my dream. Harps and mandolins dance together in the darkest of night. The stars above extend toward the furthest reach of my mind. They all dance. Its all dancing. my eyes are closing. my deathis hoping. im ready for my next life, for this next dream. ive realised the utter strangeness of this life, and im ready for the next utter strangeness. I love you. you who are reading this. I love you, and i accept you fully and entirely. This seems to be a meaningless vapid statement, but i say it with utmost sincerity. Ive said to many people before. For you are me. And I am you. I love you unconditionally, even the parts of you I dislike, the actions, beliefs, values which i may disagree with or hate, I accept those fully and i love those too. I love you. I love you. I love you. Have you ever felt what it means to be in love? Truly I ask you. Its unbelievably powerful. Nearly frightening. But I do. I truly do. Goodnight once again, may your dreams be sweet.

>>	Anonymous Thu Nov 2 02:27:21 2017 No.10217556 >>10216400 it's the only thing that really matters

>>	Anonymous Thu Nov 2 02:28:28 2017 No.10217558 >>10216186 Would you let your wife give birth next to a hungry hyena, or would you find somewhere else?

>>	Anonymous Thu Nov 2 04:02:42 2017 No.10217727 I just wrote something really good for this topic but now I won't post it because I might write a story using it before I kill myself.

Anonymous Thu Nov 2 04:19:01 2017 No.10217749

>>10217250
I'm sorry, anon. It is possible to get over this spell of deep unhappiness. Try to get some sunshine and exercise, even if it's just a little bit.

Another thing: don't become attached to your suffering. I don't say that to be edgy; I think it's a real danger sometimes. You haven't laughed in 6 months. I think it's time you really try to break that streak!

>>	Anonymous Thu Nov 2 04:51:44 2017 No.10217800 >>10210992 did you at least kill her?

>>	Anonymous Thu Nov 2 05:23:36 2017 No.10217841 >>10217480 what if there was in theory and practice much much more opportunity for anyone to choose of out more choices? Either a lack of choices. A lack of knowing by the chooser. A lack of ability by the user.

>>	Anonymous Thu Nov 2 05:30:25 2017 No.10217852 >>10212571 Because it's the easy and obvious answer

>>	Anonymous Thu Nov 2 05:56:13 2017 No.10217891 >>10210998 why don't you move out?

>>	Anonymous Thu Nov 2 07:21:01 2017 No.10218076 How much does our knowledge of life come from TV? Is it real?

>>	Anonymous Thu Nov 2 07:24:29 2017 No.10218088 >>10217558 I still don't understand.

>>	Anonymous Thu Nov 2 07:25:32 2017 No.10218093 I'm afraid.

>>	Anonymous Thu Nov 2 07:38:48 2017 No.10218130 What the hell am I doing with my life

>>	Anonymous Thu Nov 2 07:48:55 2017 No.10218150 >>10215516 Nice, anon. Unironically subscribed to your blog. Keep us posted

>>	Anonymous Thu Nov 2 08:08:17 2017 No.10218193 >>10218076 How Can Televisions Be Real If Our Eyes Aren't Real?

>>	Anonymous Thu Nov 2 08:13:32 2017 No.10218202 >>10218193 I guess the sentiment mainly holds true for shut-ins and losers like you and I. Most people don't need a movie to show them what a party is like.

>>	Anonymous Thu Nov 2 14:41:07 2017 No.10219388 if I dont get a blow job asap im going to have a mental breakdown again

>>	Anonymous Thu Nov 2 14:48:09 2017 No.10219406 >>10219388 Pay a hooker

>>	Anonymous Thu Nov 2 14:52:11 2017 No.10219413 >>10215516 why is anon always so passive and awkward even when a girl is throwing herself at him

>>	Anonymous Thu Nov 2 14:53:09 2017 No.10219415 >>10219406 its illegal, too sketchy

>>	Anonymous Thu Nov 2 14:54:08 2017 No.10219420 >>10219415 Tough luck then.

Anonymous Thu Nov 2 14:55:02 2017 No.10219424

>>10219413
gotta play it cool, gotta keep it cool, gotta stay mellow, detached, shy boy, sad boy, 'anon, you can suck my tiddies now if you want', 'yea, thats cool, whatever, im just chillen, maybe, i'll think about it, thanks dude, want some beef jerky?'

>>	Anonymous Thu Nov 2 15:00:41 2017 No.10219437 >>10219406 what if prostitution is not legal in my country? fugg my lief

>>	Anonymous Thu Nov 2 15:05:21 2017 No.10219444 >>10219413 I didnt really want to. I mean i enjoyed it but i think it was a mistake. Now things are weird

>>	Anonymous Thu Nov 2 15:13:02 2017 No.10219472 >>10219413 Also very high and anxious

>>	Anonymous Thu Nov 2 15:17:52 2017 No.10219493 >>10219472 its all good, just messing around, it definitely does seem to be a full and entertaining situation you have access to

Anonymous Thu Nov 2 15:27:10 2017 No.10219544

>>10219493
No I told that girl that just wanted things to go back to how they were before all this happened. She's kimda crazy and even if we got a friends with benefits thing going she might push for a relationship. Hot girl knows that i invited project girl after she couldnt go so i think any chance i had there is dead. There is one other chick whos into me but like i said, all these girls are in the same class so i think im just going to quit women for the rest of the semester, this is too straining.

>>	Anonymous Thu Nov 2 15:30:32 2017 No.10219560 >>10219544 >chad problems

>>	Anonymous Thu Nov 2 15:32:36 2017 No.10219565 >>10219560 That's the nicest thing anyone has ever said to me.

>>	Anonymous Thu Nov 2 15:33:29 2017 No.10219569 >>10219565 You welcome?

Anonymous Thu Nov 2 16:53:11 2017 No.10219877

>>10217342
>>10217416
order a book of puns
>Who on god's green earth would choose to be me?
since the name of God is I AM, God did, God chose to be you

>It's the only explanation for knowingly becoming a failure. One knows how one ought to act in their interest but cannot actualize that behavior, that interest. And you yourself say the failure is a knowing one "simply do otherwise".
for a light read round this order the Book of Heroic Failures (why be a failure when you can be an epic failure, are you not even an epic failure like the guys in this book? brilliant you even fail at failing, well done)

>One knows how one ought to act,but cannot actualize that behavior,
meditate, pick up book on Zen eg Trying not to try

Anonymous Thu Nov 2 18:34:47 2017 No.10220290

>>10207990
Our generation is inundated with self loathing.

The pity seeking cult of self deprecation we have it the epitome of Nietzsche's 'slave morality'. The dog instagram filter is ugly as shit and is used to hide insecure noses with a turd. Facebook memes are stale.
God is Dead.
>plebs don't understand god means objective morality
>plebs both espouse moral relativism for cultural diversity and objective morality for mundane things
>We need the death penalty because crime is bad
>We can't have the death penalty because death is bad
Morals are collectivist but virtues are individualistic.
Marry Shelly's "Frankenstein The Modern Prometheus" is the best book of all time.
The monster is the best character of all time due to being both sympathetic and driving the story through mistakes.
Plebs think it is about
>science is evil and knowledge is scary
But it really means
>you have no control over your life, so don't fall to anger and ressentiment
Yes, ressentiment, no typo, a real word. It is the sentiment of resentment.
Every contemporary social movement comes from this ressentiment. White people hate themselves for being white and black people hate themselves for being black. There is no effort to transcend either the loathing of the self or to destroy the weak self thus overcoming and becoming great.
Virtue shall never be popular.
Critical acclaim doesn't create real popularity. Beethoven and many other great artists who are uncontroversially recognized as some of the greatest artists of all time are VERY underappreciated.

The "Igod" of social media and the fakeness of life today, it is death, it is not affirming. People are trying to bring god back from the dead.
In doing so, their only destiny is joining him.

>>	Anonymous Thu Nov 2 19:58:58 2017 No.10220624 >>10220290 Life isn't fake you moron. Like complaining about cable TV

Anonymous Thu Nov 2 20:30:46 2017 No.10220720

>>10208014
Normally in these threads I just take it as an opportunity to write a post while blatently disregarding every other post in the thread. I decided to take the time to read through some but yours stopped me pretty quick.

Ever since I started working a steady, but extremely stressful 9-5+ job I have gained a lot of sympathy for people who say they just don't have time for this or that. By the time I get off work I need to eat, rest, and often have a glass of wine. I try to chip away at my language course, and workout 3x a week, and take my dog for a walk. I can't even imagine what it would be like having a kid right now. Life takes too much energy to constantly expend it reaching for your own personal goals. That's why it's so easy to be sedentary.

>>10208271
Heroes of Newerth runs very well on Linux. My favourite of the DotA clones.

>>10208306
I don't mean to be an optimistic faggot, but you probably are smart enough, but lack the necessary tools to express yourself adequately. You probably need to read more, and more widely and maybe pick up another language to get the juices flowing.

>>	Anonymous Thu Nov 2 21:18:28 2017 No.10220885 There's more to being alone than being lonely.

Anonymous Thu Nov 2 23:39:21 2017 No.10221299

>>10220720
>chip away at my language course
>maybe pick up another language
what are you currently studying? i have been considering learning japanese, even though i know it's terribly hard. does anybody speak it? i know this is a question for another board but am curious about it from a lit-poster's perspective

>>	Anonymous Thu Nov 2 23:42:28 2017 No.10221306 >>10220290 >Marry Shelly's "Frankenstein The Modern Prometheus" is the best book of all time. Yikes you've never had fun

>>	guppie Fri Nov 3 00:08:57 2017 No.10221364 film out of focus- a memory lonely orange canyon yellow sunlight shafts, my afternoon companions. Dark blue waters sound like death calling for me! Blind white light. bad

Anonymous Fri Nov 3 01:26:26 2017 No.10221556

>>10212533
is the schools thing a matter of grades? what about community college?

if you really wanted a job, you would get one. treat job-hunting as a full-time position itself!

i hope you start to think of yourself in a more positive light. good luck!

>>	Anonymous Fri Nov 3 08:26:28 2017 No.10222228 >>10220885 John green?

>>	Anonymous Fri Nov 3 08:51:56 2017 No.10222293 >>10208014 Whats wrong with mediocrity? Whats wrong with a 9-5 job with a nuclear family, kids and the rest of the suburban life? Id do unspeakable things to achieve it

>>	Anonymous Fri Nov 3 08:55:59 2017 No.10222306 The only thing that keeps me going is the belief that Im not trying hard enough. We all need competition whether we like it or not.

>>	Anonymous Fri Nov 3 09:31:46 2017 No.10222368 >>>/tg/56192940 /tg/ is more lit than /lit/

>>	Anonymous Fri Nov 3 11:26:47 2017 No.10222715 >>10217250 Christ, and I thought my life was sad.

>>	Anonymous Fri Nov 3 11:34:15 2017 No.10222752 >>10222368 Haha, truly. >>56193058 >>putting dragonlance next to tolkien, or even gurm >Kek'd. Didn't you forget to add twilight and eragon as well?

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