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What happens when you die?

>> No.3701704

You stop breathing and then you die.

>> No.3701724

>>3701698

>>>/x/

>> No.3701727

Your stay alive within your corpse, unable to move or signal anything. If someone shuts your eyes you are blind forever, but still able to hear the worms gnawing your innards and the beetles festering in your eyes. Maybe even the maggots in your anus will be known to you, as I assume that sense stays with your lifeless corpse. You are forever buried "alive" in the ground.

>> No.3701728

>>3701698
if u accept jesus as ur lord and savior u will be resurrected but if u don't u will be cast into the fire

>> No.3701742

>>3701728
I want to believe

>> No.3701749

start over.

hope you had fun the first time around.

>> No.3701752

>>3701749
I'm too intelligent to start over. I've worked hard to become so smart, statistically it's extremely unlikely that I'll enter this echelon again in rebirth. So I'd best make the most of my status in this life.

>> No.3701756

nobody knows

>> No.3701758

you go to heaven, hell, or purgatory depending on how good you were during your life on earth

>> No.3701759

>>3701752
why?

>> No.3701765

>>3701752
you won't change anything the second time around. you've already done it. relax.

>> No.3701766

>>3701759
Because I have within my grasp the most unbelievable materialistic luxuries, and in another life it's extremely unlikely that I would have such opportunities in addition to such mental quality.

>> No.3701769

>>3701766
kill yourself

>> No.3701775

>>3701769
It is statistically likely that that would be a bad decision.

>> No.3701778
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3701778

it's most likely we're just plain old fashion screwed.

>> No.3701785

>>3701775
you obviously don't understand even the fundamental concepts of general relativity so it would be best if you killed yourself so you can spend eternity in your ignorant narcissistic youth.

>> No.3701789

>>3701727
you've given me the nightmare that that could be real

>> No.3701791

>>3701698
When I die? The universe will cease to be.
When you die? Not much, I'll just consider you as dead rather than alive.

>> No.3701792

>>3701698

It depends. Have you accepted Jesus as your Savior?

>> No.3701794

>>3701766
what will u do once u grasp ur unbelievable materialistic luxuries?

>> No.3701798

>>3701794
>u

>> No.3701799

>>3701785
Oh dear. Someone's trying to bring physics into shit-tier line casting and idle conjecture about the afterlife. Time to slide the stick out of your ass.

>> No.3701807

>>3701727
What if I'm cremated and thrown into the sea

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>>3701798

>> No.3701811

>>3701799
general relativity isn't physics, it's common sense. you would know this if you were a genius.

>> No.3701814

>>3701807
That's what I'm going to have done, except my ashes will either be cremated until they're somehow lighter or as light as air and I can float happily, or I will be scattered on a football pitch.

>> No.3701817

>>3701811
>General relativity, or the general theory of relativity, is the geometric theory of gravitation published by Albert Einstein in 1916[1] and the current description of gravitation in modern physics

Please. When you're being a pedantic bellend, try and do it right. There's a good man.

>> No.3701866

>>3701817
>General relativity
it's pretty much bullshit though.
there are still polemic debates going on, discussing weather time is real or not.

>> No.3701879

>>3701817
i was using general relativity broadly to describe timelessness. myyyy baaaaad

>> No.3701881

>>3701866
>still debating about whether time is real

it's not. and even if it is, it's not.

>> No.3701882

u go to heaven and spend forever with god :)

>> No.3701886

Remember that time before you were born? It's just like that.

>> No.3701892

>>3701882
:)
(:

>> No.3701893

>implying science will let me die
C'mon modern medicine.

>> No.3701895

Obviously no one knows for sure, but the only theory that has ever made any sense to me is that we go back to where we were before we were born. Of course, what exactly that entails is a whole new discussion.

>> No.3701889

Westminster Confession of Faith
Chapter 32: Of the State of Men after Death, and of the Resurrection of the Dead

1. The bodies of men, after death, return to dust, and see corruption: but their souls, which neither die nor sleep, having an immortal subsistence, immediately return to God who gave them: the souls of the righteous, being then made perfect in holiness, are received into the highest heavens, where they behold the face of God, in light and glory, waiting for the full redemption of their bodies. And the souls of the wicked are cast into hell, where they remain in torments and utter darkness, reserved to the judgment of the great day. Besides these two places, for souls separated from their bodies, the Scripture acknowledgeth none.

2. At the last day, such as are found alive shall not die, but be changed: and all the dead shall be raised up, with the selfsame bodies, and none other (although with different qualities), which shall be united again to their souls forever.

3. The bodies of the unjust shall, by the power of Christ, be raised to dishonor: the bodies of the just, by his Spirit, unto honor; and be made conformable to his own glorious body.

>> No.3701891

If time isn't real, then how come I can count seconds and minutes?

>> No.3701899

you fucking free-will-plebs make me sick.

>> No.3701900

>>3701891
Seconds and minutes has nothing to do with the concept of time; the fucking clock is human-made

>> No.3701909

>>3701892
:)

>> No.3701925

so are all the jesusboys in this thraad real, or am i being trelled?
i thought they had all died out by this 150th year after Ford

>> No.3701928

>>3701889
This is the correct answer everyone else go home.

>> No.3701938

>>3701925
wher wer u wen god die ???

>> No.3701944

>>3701943
>You've nothing to lose from believing.
Certain freedoms.

>> No.3701943

>>3701925
I believe in God.

You've nothing to lose from believing.

>> No.3701947

>>3701938

was sat at home drinking vaginal fluid when fred ring

"god is die"
"no."

and u?

>> No.3701949

>>3701943
Except dignity.

>> No.3701955

>>3701943

encountering your kind in this year of our great Ford is like watching an animal out of the zoo, akin to watching fox news albeit less stimulating.

i has question?

how have you deluded yourself into this awesome belief? i envy you.
also, do you believe in the resurrecting zombie?

>> No.3701958

>>3701943
>You've nothing to lose from believing.

>Pascal's wager
>MMXIII

>> No.3701963

>>3701925
/lit/ is disgustingly christian
>>3701943
tricking myself into believing garbage jew creation tales just couldn't ever happen. try believing in the santa claus again. you'd know it's horseshit and it'd be pointless

>> No.3701968

>>3701944
>>3701949
>>3701955
>>3701958
Cons of believing in God.

None.

>> No.3701974

>>3701955
>also, do you believe in the resurrecting zombie?

A zombie is "the body of a dead person given the semblance of life, but mute and will-less, by a supernatural force, usually for some evil purpose."

Calling Christ a zombie is incorrect and reeks of new atheist immaturity.

>> No.3701975

>>3701968
>Denial
Enjoy your limited existence.

>> No.3701978

>>3701955

i was talking of course about the christ cadaver, the walking dead christ, shot by Rick grimes like 4 times and still walked on water, still walked on water notwithstanding, he's dead as a doorknob deader than a motherfucker could be..., yet you still think he's up in the clouds watching you masturbate, shaking his head in disapproval. y u do dis?

>> No.3701983

>>3701968
you're sleezy and disgusting for thinking like that... give intellectual honesty a shot

>> No.3701987

>>3701978
Wow, epic.

>> No.3701990

>>3701975
What am I denying by believing in God?
>>3701983
Intellectually speaking, it's likely there's a god. Maybe not exactly as it says in "holy texts", but a god never the less can exist.

>> No.3701996

>>3701990
>What am I denying by believing in God?
>Christfags
>Reading comprehension
Stay in denial, enjoy being restricted by a set of false belief.

>> No.3701998

>>3701990
No offense intended but you seem very new to this subject, and this is coming from a proponent of causal determinism.

>> No.3702000

>>3701968
>Cons of believing in God.
You can't just believe in God like that. You can pray and go to church as much as you want, but you will always harbour the knowledge that you are sceptical and using God to mask your existential worry.

>> No.3702009

>>3701990
are you >>3701974?

it's one thing to take the leap and say, ok, maybe instead of nothing, there is something (that created the big bang, whatever)
and entirely something else to believe that god raped some unsuspecting middle eastern girl to give birth to the walking dead, magical multiplier of fish

>> No.3702003

>>3701974
>> atheist immaturity

This is why I'm neither atheist or religious. One behaves childishly, the other believes things only a child could be excused for.

>> No.3702007

>>3702000
>You can pray and go to church as much as you want, but you will always harbour the knowledge that you are sceptical and using God to mask your existential worry.

This. I had an existential crisis a few years back and became a Christian (I am not one currently), but the doubt was always there and I could never get rid of it.

>> No.3702008

>>3701996
Who's restricting me? I'm certainly not restricting myself nor allowing anyone else to do so.

>> No.3702010

>>3702003
>This is why I'm neither atheist or religious
No you're neither because you lack conviction.

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>>3701978
hi satan,

while i admit that believing in god is very silly, not believing in Him is even sillier. i hope one day you will know Chris't love.

>> No.3702017

>>3702009
No we're different people. I >>3701974 not a Christian by the way.

Why do you expect anyone to respond to you seriously when all of your posts are immature /r/atheism nonsense? LEL ZOMBIES GOD RAPED MARY LELELELEL Why don't you go ahead and talk about unicorns and Santa Claus too?

Filtered.

>> No.3702023

>>3702017
i talked about santa claus hehe have you filtered me yet

>> No.3702019

>>3702010
>> Telling me why I am

You don't know me, son. And your opinions mean shit to me.

>> No.3702022

>>3701978

My sides are now orbiting the supermassive black hole at the center of our galaxy.

>> No.3702025

>>3702019
>And your opinions mean shit to me.
That's what happens when you lack conviction, you can't be bothered by the opinions of others if you don't have any actual opinions of your own.

>> No.3702034

>>3702017
>all my posts

you mean all my posts in this thread?
i rarely talk about these things as i find the entire topic boring and done to death, no sense in flogging the moribound horsie, and dont associate me with that new atheist dawkins sam harris pop philosophy cancer ace, im awesome

and if you're not him, why are you having a period? also, how old are you?

>> No.3702039

>Start a thread about some philosophical question
>HURR ATHEISM THE BEST
>HURR MUH MORALS MUH MORALS
>HURR NO RELIGION MASTER RACE

Seriously guys?

>> No.3702041

>>3702039
>>>/v/

>> No.3702042
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>>3702034
>i find the entire topic boring and done to death

why have you been posting so much about it then?

>> No.3702044

>>3702025
Yep. That's it. 100%

>> No.3702048

>>3702044
>Muh sarcasm
Look, your lack of conviction has made it so you can't even properly stand up for yourself. What a miserable existence you must live.

>> No.3702050

>>3702023

>filtering people

this entire board's population is composed of me, you, sunhawk and goats samefagging the rest of the anons.

so really, he'd almost be left talking to himself

>> No.3702059

>>3702050
hi satan

>> No.3702060

>>3702042

>so much

le citation needed, outside of this thraad you won't find me engaged in such tiresome paranormal bullshit, the only time i talk about spooks is when im discussing stirner
i think youre on the wrong board m8
>>>/x/

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>>3702060

ok, let me rephrase my question: why did you make five posts in this thread about it?

>> No.3702071

>>3702048
>> muh reverse psychology
Whatever, kid.

>> No.3702073

>>3702011

hopefully one i'll see the bright light at the end of the sphincter

>>3702059

sup faggot

>> No.3702076

>>3702073
what are you doing right now?

>> No.3702077

>>3702071
Oh dear God, where did you even get reverse psychology from?
>You are this dumb

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3702079

>>3702069

for the lelz, epic trelling yo

>> No.3702085

>>3702050

I'm pretty sure /lit/ is more than four people.

>> No.3702089

One of two things happen. Either we cease to exist - like the way it was before our birth - or we are reincarnated. I say this because of my belief in the Eleatic One. The mind is, in truth, undivided and eternal, just like the rest of the One. In fact, if you wanted to do the mind justice (or any other thing-in-itself, for that matter), you wouldn't even refer to it, because it's all part of the indivisible infinite. It is all because of the great illusion that variation appears possible. And so the mind appears divisible to itself. It must also be chronologically divided, and if this is the case, then reincarnation seems likely - each divided manifestation of the world spirit carrying on in its divided forms. Or it could be that every manifestation poofs out of existence once it dies. Either way, we will never reach the One, because then that would require something coming to be in the real One, and that's impossible.

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>>3702079
i don't believe you. i think you've spent a lot of time thinking about religion.

>> No.3702098

>>3702085
Intellectually speaking, it's likely there's only 4 people on /lit/. Maybe not exactly as it says in "holy texts", but a never the less a /lit/ with no more than 4 people can exist.

>> No.3702099

>>3702089
>like the way it was before our birth - or we are reincarnated
Actually it might be a combination of both

>> No.3702094

>>3702085
Not by many. I personally account for around 25% of all posts as Anonymous, and frequently samefag arguments.

>> No.3702102

>>3702094
Same, though I usually samefag writing critique threads to shatter peoples dreams.

>> No.3702116

>>3702099

What do you mean?

>> No.3702118

>>3702090

>a lot of time

not really, by age 12 i was convinced it was a load of horseshit, and atheists bother me more than christians, i adopt a strictly post-ludwig perspective, whereof one cannot speak thereof one must be silent, etc

i did spend a lot of time on aquinas not too long ago though, wrote a 50 page paper in reconciling thomist natural law with a Humean-projectivist historical perspective

>>3702102

i samefag threads to death, especially against other tripfags, i even samefag brutal attacks against myself

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>>3702118
>whereof one cannot speak thereof one must be silent

you aren't silent though. what do you believe?

>> No.3702139

>>3702118
hey motherfucker i asked you a question

>> No.3702151

>>3702130

i withhold belief, saying that god exists or god does not exist is like me saying god wears green pants, im not epistemically entitled to such a sentence, you know? my perception and experience (combining vicarious experiences of everyone else) is limited to the physical world. i can't talk about a world outside the physical since i have no access to it. never go full plato

i can however, be sure of things within this deterministic physical existence, and i can with confidence tell you that sacredzombiegang were lying and/or mentally deranged

>> No.3702158

>>3702151
Doesn't that make you agnostic?

>> No.3702159

>>3702139

bitch calm the fuck down, what does it look like im doing?, im typing words on the goddamn internets you gyrating homosax

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>>3702151
>i can with confidence tell you that the sacredzombiegang were lying and/or mentally deranged

please enlighten me

>> No.3702166

>>3702077
Of course I am. I'm dumb and have no convictions. You on the other hand seem to be highly intelligent and overflowing with convictions.

>> No.3702167

>>3702158

le correct

>> No.3702178

>>3702163

why would you want to be enlightened? fuck that, if i were you i'd hold those beliefs to my grave, nothing more comforting than eternal life lounging in space with harps and shit, watch out for all those dead terrorists though, i heard there's a lot of them over there

>> No.3702183

>>3702159
hey fuck you with an aids dick you faqggot fuck you

>> No.3702186

I ask that very same question myself on a semi-daily basis.
Sometimes I think about killing myself out of curiosity...

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>>3702178

ok, let me rephrase my request: please tell me why christianity is based on lies and/or derangement.

>> No.3702200

>>3702178

and i'm not just saying that, sometimes i wish with all my dasein that i could just unlearn everything i know just so i could make room for christianity...but now its too late,
do we not feel the breath of empty space, etc

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>>3702200
i believe there is still room for christ in your heart

>> No.3702222

We really don't know. It probably feels like you're in a deep sleep, except that it's forever. People have been trying to solve this predicament using religion, so there really is no universal answer.
Anyways, go to /sci/ if you're still confused.
>bai

>> No.3702237

>>3702151
>shitting on plato
One of the intellectually dishonest things you could do.

Many mathematicians, logicians and philosophers are Platonists. How are you drawing parallels between Plato and the Judo-Christian god, anyway?

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3702244

Who cares, you're alive now. Deal with it once you're dead.

>> No.3702247

>>3702218

touching, but no. plus i'm a terrible person, and i know that catholics love nothing more than a redemption story but that's just not me.

the day i come back to christianity is the day that my braincells and acumen have been eroded to toddler levels, the day i revert back to my dead mother's crubling zombie tits is the day i'll make room for jesus.
good talking to you though,
do read aquinas, if you havent, he will solidify your faith and give it structure,

>> No.3702273

>>3702237
>how are you drawing parallels between Plato and the Judo-Christian god, anyway

in the same way that you have no access the bullshit world platonic forms, you have no access to the world of god from this current physical perspective.
that's the parallel being drawn here, one would have expected someone well read in plato to have understood that

>> No.3702288

>>3702247
>Aquinas

I agree. The Summa is beautiful.

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3702284

>>3702247

And the end of all our exploring
Will be to arrive where we started
And know the place for the first time

good luck anon

>> No.3702309

After a while your bones dance around at night

>> No.3702317

>>3702237
>How are you drawing parallels between Plato and the Judo-Christian god, anyway?

Really? That surprises you? It's not like it's novel, or unfamiliar, or incredibly important to the history of Christianity, or anything. No, only Stan has been the one to Platonize God.

>> No.3702325

>>3702273
>you have no access to the world of god from this current physical perspective.
>argumentum ad ignorantiam
Psychedelics virgin, I presume?

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3702342

>>3702284

thanks dude,
same to you

>> No.3702376

>>3702325

lel no, i've done acid 4 times, up to 4 hits, shrooms once, and i smoked dmt once, but it was when i was shitfaced at my dealers house and i barely remember it, i just remember this "liftoff" feeling.

psychedelics are nothing but ego death, memory trouble and fucked up vision interspersed with the occasional mind numbing "hurp derp realization that x deep thought". i would write down shit that i thought of while tripping and read it sober and laugh my ass off.
it did make me quit weed for a month though...which was odd. you know that next day after the trip how you feel like you need to make a complete 180 change in your life?
needless to say i dont smoke anymore, but not because of the acid.

>> No.3702384

>>3702376
>but not because of the acid.

Well, how do you know?

>> No.3702387

Why do people have such an issue with the idea that they'll simply cease to exist one day?

You had no awareness or metacognition before you were born, so it's not like you'll *know* you aren't existing when you die; therefore, it shouldn't be a scary concept to grasp.

>> No.3702395

>>3702387
>You had no awareness or metacognition before you were born
>implying you can know that

>> No.3702400

>>3702384

because i resumed smoking a month later...
the funny thing is that after the trip acid put me off to weed completely for a while. did nothing to my opiate use though...

anyway, the only thing acid does, to put it in the most crudely reduced yet perfectly apt way possible, is fuck you up more than any drug out there. if you want to get fucked up beyond recognition for 20 hours, take 3-4 hits of acid.

>> No.3702422

>>3702387
It's not scary at all, it's the yearning to know the unknown.

>> No.3702425

>>3702400

So you still do drugs Stan?

>> No.3702439

>>3702425

not really, haven't touched opiates for over a year, dont smoke weed, no habitual drug use.
gets in the way of my /fit/ness.

i still drink when i go out, and once every 1-2 months i'll get a ball of coke

>> No.3702441

>>3702400
what keeps you away from reading upon some ethics and becoming a better/nicer person? youre probably not as bad irl, but still..
weak will and/or habit?

>> No.3702453

>>3702400
>he hasn't done 6 hits of acid
wow bro did the giant self-aware bugs in your toilet even raise you to their level of consciousness effectively merging you with god who is a giant bug

never again

>> No.3702455

>>3702387
>Why do people have such an issue with the idea that they'll simply cease to exist one day?

because its not true or demonstrable.

>you won't know you're dead when you're dead so its fine


Well it's like telling someone they'll be raped in their sleep sometime soon, but it's okay, you'll be sleeping so it's like it never happened.

(assuming no lasting effects, stds, pregnancy, etc, just good old fashion stranger rapes you)

Some people might be worried about that prospect.

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>>3701727
stop

>> No.3702617

>>3702612
Stop what, friend?

>> No.3702634

>>3701866
>there are still polemic debates going on, discussing weather time is real or not.
>discussing weather time is real or not.
>discussing weather time
>weather time

>> No.3702653

i

>> No.3702658

>>3702653
dunno

>> No.3702666
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3702666

When asked how he wished to be buried, he left instructions to be thrown outside the city wall so wild animals could feast on his body. When asked if he minded this, he said, "Not at all, as long as you provide me with a stick to chase the creatures away!" When asked how he could use the stick since he would lack awareness, he replied "If I lack awareness, then why should I care what happens to me when I am dead?"

>> No.3702670

>>3702441
weak will...don't you need to have some sort of internal struggle for that to happen?
like, i havent raped or killed any babies, you know, so i guess i'd have qualms about raping babies, yeah i'd have qualms about raping or killing babies, killing babies, raping or killing babies babies,

>>3702453
dude, im kinda drunk right now, i cant really rememburu, but i do rememburu leaving my friends as they were going to a series of parties and making my way to the huge park in the middle of campus and sitting on a bench under a tree, thinking that the 4 hits i took were bunk (they were blank tabs, looked like squares of flashcard paper, was pretty sure i had been ripped off) when i remember feeling as though i was in world war 2 about to be bombed by fighter planes, the tree limbs started extending and i remember like ducking for a while, trying to let the planes pass without seeing me and thats when i knew i was tripping, i barely made it to my dorm and when i did my faggot roomate was sleeping and he had this 3 liter bottle of Sierra Mist on the fridge and i remember pulling out my switchblade stabbing the bottle and spraying it all over him, he woke up, saw me in the most fucked up state i'd ever been in and left. the rest of the night i spend looking out of the peephole of the door (my dorm room was right in front of the elevators) freaking the fuck out and waiting for my reckoning (sometimes the axis, sometimes the allies) to come out the elevator doors, but they never did. i also remember having this song on repeat http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HROMVIHGpLE on my ipod and just fuckin pop-locking all fucking night like waiting for the nazis to show up

>> No.3702697

>>3702670

>That song

The rhythm is perfect for acid. That kind of house or really build-uppy rock like Mars Volta works well on acid.

>> No.3702715

>>3702670
>just fuckin pop-locking all fucking night like waiting for the nazis to show up
lel

>> No.3702719

>>3702670

Did you at least get your roommate a new bottle of Sierra Mist?

>> No.3702720

>mfw mckennafags think psychedelics are magic while they're actually just conveniently packaged mental illness

>> No.3702742

>>3702719

haha, no.
he fucking hated my guts but he'd never say or do anything about because he knew i was a virtual psychopath, i was on drugs 24/7 and
i'd always steal his food... i even pawned most of his textbooks and calculator for drugs, lelz

>> No.3702767

>>3702742

Was that the same period when you got those burglary charges?

>> No.3702798

>>3702767

yeah, that was next semester

>> No.3702808

>>3702742
arent you rich?

>> No.3702810

>>3702742

What drugs did you do?

>> No.3702817

>>3702808

I am but i had no money of my own at the time and my parents cut me off after i wasted around 10 thousand in about 1 month during first semester freshman year

>> No.3702818

>>3702817
jesus, you spoiled little motherfucker

>> No.3702823

>>3702810

lots of xanax, valium, oxies every day, 1-2 eight balls of coke a week, crack, alcohol, weed everyday, rolls and molly every weekend, etc etc

>> No.3702827

>>3702823
why?

>> No.3702837

>>3702827

such was the company, we were le edgy crowd of excess...though to be honest i was probably the worst influence on everyone else

>> No.3702845

>>3702837
if you were the worst, what was your motivation to do so apart from fitting in?

>> No.3702848

>>3702823

plus i was going through a most delicious bout of not giving a fuck, supplemented by caustic philosophy.
i'm glad i got it out of my system though, no gains in that life

>> No.3702866

>>3702848
it's still in there
it will never leave
you will have to fight it for the rest of your life
nihilism is a permanent condition
so is addiction

>> No.3702894

>>3702866

oh no, pleeez nooooooo

lel,
fuck it. if the void spews out another nihilist bout i'll be ready with flamethrowers and shit.
the worst that could happen is that i'll die in a third world country shot by some jailbait hooker's pimp.
and then what

>> No.3702921

>>3702894
Goosbye to your gains

>> No.3702944

>>3702670
hahaha that's amazing. honestly anybody who drinks sierra mist deserves to have that happen to them though
>>3702837
>i'm glad i got it out of my system though, no gains in that life
that feel... around junior year of highschool (i'm a few years younger than you) though was my time to get out as much excess as possible.. i ran away from home and lived in a shithouse with teen meth dealers and some girls who did way too many drugs and the nastiest fucking kitchen i've seen to this day, got ridiculously high on as many drugs as got into the house that day, pretty sure i tried almost everything, didn't get out of there until fucking skinheads (aryan brotherhood) actually took a girl hostage and when we got to her shed been cut in several places, then i found out the guy who was renting the house was a pedophile from missouri, then one of the kids i was selling with smoked the fucking meth we had to sell for the skinheads... yeah that was a terrible time. i ended up having to move states and in with some other relatives for a few months while i waited for things to calm down so i could get back into school. had to repeat the year but its w/e

>> No.3702947

>>3702944
wrong post quoted le woops >>3702848

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>>3702921

i know, that would suck. like, worry about yourself asshole, stop making me think about retarded shit
i dont need drugs, im doing good, baby steps baby steps baby steps baby steps, i'm ripped and really fast now, i can run 4 miles without stopping and my portfolio is outperforming the market and im going to law school and i-i am nothing i am nothing i am nothing, o god sweet vaginal christ who got that rock, and suddenly "i dont think iiiiiiiiiiiiii can be saaaaaaaaaaved", tis like a lelcoaster ride into the devil's urethra, if you think about it

>> No.3702975

>>3702670
also that song reminded me of this 1
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uckoEsCxluI

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>>3701749
>>3701752
What's the matter, you guys don't lust after eternal recurrence? Do you not love your own life? Are you not men?

>> No.3702978

>>3702944

sounds like a jolly good time haha

>> No.3702982

>>3702978
you could call it that. honestly what i learned the most from the whole thing is if you give teenagers drugs and guns at the same time they have no qualms about waving that shit around as much as possible.... and if one kid brings a sword home the house becomes pure fucking fear until you hide that shit where they'll never find it

>> No.3703002

I am more worried about the entropy and consequential nihilification of the universe, to be honest.

>> No.3703014

>>3701727
Hey that's like the scenario in A Scanner Darkly.

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>>3702976
>Nietzsche
My Existentialist nigga

>> No.3703028

/lit/ - satan personal bloggie

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>>3703028
mfw

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3703043

I was in a car crash three years ago, had an NDE
I don't know if that is universally what happens to you when you die, but here's what happened while I was technically dead:

My whole conciousness condensed into a ball of very warm energy in my chest, which then floated out of my body and hovered in the air. I looked down at my parents and the doctors and I felt calm, and didn't want them to be sad but didn't really mind if I was dying or not any more. This part lasted a while and was a lot like a Ketamine trip.

Eventually I floated out of the roof and into a black void, which immediately began filling up with the most complex visual hallucinations I've ever had, like DMT. My head was filled with so many thoughts at rapid pace. Not all of them were necessarily massive revelations or anything, mostly they were incredibly complex cartoons and landscapes, all being pushed into my mind by some unseen being who was frantic for me to absorb as much of this as possible, like it were very important. I became aware of some "people" around me, not really angels or ghosts just creatures that happened to live in this place, and who were very happy to see me. They gathered around me, speaking in a language which I understood instinctively, even though it was gibberish and said I didn't have much time and I must try as hard as possible to remember all of this stuff I'd learned.

In time more and more of them came, until they were forming a swirling vortex of spirits and shapes (Pic related)

I chilled there with them for a while and it was ok but then had the most awful sinking feeling, and felt myself suddenly fall back into my body, and all the pain came rushing back and soon it could got harder and harder to make sense of the experience, until eventually I could hardly remember it at all, let alone convey it to somebody else.

It was pretty neat though, if that's the usual transition into death I'm a-ok with that.

>> No.3703049

>>3703043
I heard that when you die the brain releases DMT, but I thought that was bullshit.

>> No.3703054

>>3703043
unless your brain is destroyed it continues working for a while even after every other organ fails and it isn't getting oxygen and you could technically be considered dead.
>>3703049
your brain releases dmt everytime you go to sleep in addition to when you die... it's how you dream

>> No.3703059

>>3703049
well some people say, at least

>> No.3703065

>>3703049
and by some people i mean joe rogan and also it's never been proven or tested

nevermind

>> No.3703075

>>3701974
>the supernatural power that according to voodoo belief may enter into and reanimate a dead body

burn in hell christfag

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>>3703043
That's actually an interesting story.

Many people who smoke DMT recall of similar experiences. Some say they speak with god, or a supreme-being like figure. Others say they see an alien world, or angel-like people.

Really we don't know what happens. I've spent so many nights thinking about the topic, and by the end of it - you're always left with more questions than answers.

Who's to say we don't just completely lose consciousness and wither away - which is a very literal and scientific interpretation. Yet at the same time we can neither prove nor disprove that reincarnation or Elysium doesn’t exist or occur after death also. I've seen old people slip slowly into dementia, and they seem almost exactly like children again. It's as if life goes full circle for some of these people.

>relevant song
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ClQcUyhoxTg

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>>3703043
So death really is the ultimate trip
kwl

>> No.3703298

Smart skeletons use your rib cage like a xylophone.