/lit/ - Literature

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>>23080194
I was shoehorned into a reality I can’t fit in. I am the desire of my mother, and the burden of my father, neither of them could conceive naturally and were medicated to do so.
I am, but wasn't meant to be.
I am the living, breathing, walking, incessantly talking mistake crying into a successful womens ear, an ear which was whispered therein “I Love You” but is now blasted by her reminder of failure. A life full of opportunity squandered by the dream which blinded her, which she chased only to realize she had followed a nightmare.
Her way of coping with her one mistake, her eternal failure, is by complimenting it’s speech. The only thing she ever successfully taught him, a shower of compliments for being able to speak its first language. Oh my love you cry so eloquently.
My soul's inception was meant for another reality, but was deported here by the ship of clandestine passage. I am unnatural, I am not meant to be here, and my deformation is concomitant with the selfish desire to afflict others with the burden of consciousness, not so they may exist as themselves but so that they may be ordered and lived through vicariously, mere shuttles for the transportation of your own thoughts, aspirations, and dreams, not incubators for original thought. A drone told to rise and fall, not an angel meant for above.
My conception, DNA tangled within itself, a mutation. The disfigurement of something beautiful. God stomped on a bow wrapped present so my mother would know who it was from. I am the deserved result of the feminine impulse, cursed with the unfortunate result of being the proxy of God's will, forced to bear the brunt of the punishment, my suffering ignored so as not to disturb the blissful ignorance, whereby true realization would shoot the messenger. I am the whip driven slave dragging my loved ones to their graves, an expensive mistake. She deserved to lose every penny that was spent on my medical bills.
I was led by my master to the light by a leash, only to realize he was the hangman dangling me by the rope around my throat. I was masticated by the jaws of life, and borne from a pool of blood, washed in the ablution of effort justification but rejected by those from above. I now exist and always will, at the behest of myself and others. I exist to suffer and I am reprimanded for doing so. I am less than demanded to be more. I wear this crown of flesh atop a visage of doom, the prince of the ruins, a meaningless lesson.

I fucking hate comps. My job has changed so much this past year and everything revolves around goddamned comparable reports. We have a fucking comps team, why cant they work them? Why is my entire day revolving around this stupid bullshit.

>>23080194
Should I spend the night
>drinking and partying by myself
>reading
>working on my project (programming video game)
>writing
?

>>23080249
Wow that's a heavy burden to bear but I get the feeling you aren't as bad as you think you are. Even if you are medically disabled or hopeless, you're still a person and not so bad that you're prince of ruins.

>>23080262
Which of these do you need to do to pay the bills?

>>23080354
None, my job is completely different from these four.

>>23080261
Do you work in investing or banking? What is it you actually do?

I just dont get you.

Living the college life: slacking on ny work so I can party all week. Now I'm gonna spebd all day today turning in my shit last minute. I'll always laugh when students cry about how stressful school is.

>>23080402
>I just dont get you.
You anons need to elaborate on the mysteries you allude to. Right now there are multiple narratives floating in my head from you schizos.

>>23080420
but I just get you.

>>23080393
I work for a commercial real estate analytics company. No one knows what I do. Essentially there are 3 buckets: client management, comps, and ad hoc requests. I have like 170 brokers I'm expected to call every month and interview them about their listings. For comps, every day we get a couple deeds and I'm responsible for researching the buyer and seller, calling them, and confirming the info on the deed is correct. Ad hoc requests are large data entry tasks for the most part. I hate comps because I have to cyberstalk people, which is fine, but they're often in the middle of buttfuck nowhere with no info online, and it hurts my incredibly micromanaged metrics. My current director is an ex comps manager and keeps raising the bar to unsustainable levels. Comps used to just be a thing you do in your downtime, now I have to prep 15 a week, close 12, and maintain high fill rates or I get written up. It's honestly hellish.

>>23080420
It's just outwardly expressing negative thought loops. Sometimes I get stuck in ny head a negative phrase like "I hate you" or "I wish I could go back" and these just go on and on repeating over and over. Saying them aloud or writing them down help. Using this interactive blog is an interesting form of journaling because it also reaches an audience and bounces back, changing the pattern of the thought form

>>23080435
Fascinating. Has my perturbation of your thoughts assisted you?

>>23080445
Well I'm a different anon, but in the past yes it has helped because the loops will be interrupted, altered, alleviated.

>>23080445
>>23080457
Other times it's frustrating, especially when I get no (You)s. What helps the most actually is when another anon appriorates the phrasing and turns it into a joke. Helps make it less serious and shows how ridiculous what I thought was so serious

>>23080194
Russian Orthodoxy is beautiful. I could imagine myself learning Church Slavonic and spending the rest of my life at some monastery.

>>23080262
What are you reading at the moment?

>>23080194
I kinda want to take my bed up the stairs to the roof and sleep there under the sky like how the ancient people did

>>23080194
---- Solaria ---
3050
Desultorily

No sense of dance complete as
Inflection for its own sake,

Happiness too complete to explain without recourse
To anything trial,

Pure as gifts of Nature are.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L8c4DPue4PY&list=PLBgagen1f2_9HdrSrscOJqwzLlr0QdWEq&index=7

>>23080488
This nigga doesnt know about tents

Think i'm just going to watch Brazil again and call it a night. Too tired to read, remind me why the machines can't do it
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8dMuOnST7Yo

>paint my nails black
>males, especially minorites like muslims are more hostile
>women don't care or even encourage it
What gives? It's just nail polish.

>>23080502
It's attention seeking, ask yourself why you're doing it.

>Friends are all emotionless robots who only care for science and math and can't into art or literature

>>23080488
If you live anywhere near a city you aren't sleeping under the same sky ancient people did.

I hate light pollution. I hate light pollution. I hate light pollution.

>>23080485
Confessions of a Mask by Mishima

I just sat on my penis. That hurt.

>>23080515
I've spent some time living in a rural area. Even though it's not optimal, the night sky is really fascinating there. It's like you start to understand Greeks better when you look at it.

>>23080525

>>23080515
>>23080530
I saw 2 once. Breathtaking experience. I was just looking at the sky, at flashing lights every now and then, and I couldn't believe I'm alive. I existed.

>>23080518
Is that the homoerotic novel I am thinking of, or am I mistaken? Is it any good so far?

>>23080502
The Wudū, the traditional islamic washing before praying, is not valid if you paint your nails.
So, I guess, you mark yourself very unambiguous as a disbeliever.

If you're a woman in a islamic context, I imagine that other factors play in. I can't know.
For instance, black nails are associated with gothic cultur and this may be associated with satanism.

In the case you're a male, y'know. It's associated with homosexuality and the new behaviour is just homophobia.

>>23080515
I know.

>>23080536
It's beautiful so far. For now it's not about being a fag. It's about internal struggle, alienation of self and identity. Try it anon.

>>23080502
Step 1: stop living in muslim areas
Step 2: stop being a faggot with painted nails. It's weird and gross

>>23080515
Went with some urban friends to level 5sky and they couldn't stop going on about the stars. Actually really depressing

>>23080530
Do you ever saw a antice scroll?

The feeling when you roll it out and read a text part-by-part. It must be amazinge, especially in a socity full of illiterates.

The antices do not know the printing press, at least as a mass product. They reproduce textes during slave labour. One person came in and read a text aloud and many scribes (mostly slaves) wrote it down. Dictation writing.
I ask myself how much books could be reproduced this way. What do you think, guys?

>>23080570
> Step 1: stop living in muslim areas

Have you any idea what you are talking about?

>>23080576
>Have you any idea what you are talking about?
Yes I'm talking about living around Muslims and told you to stop doing that. Do you have any idea what I'm talking about?

>>23080530
>It's like you start to understand Greeks better when you look at it.
Fucking this. I've seen a level 1 sky, and the thing that was the most unexpected by far was how insanely bright Jupiter was. Way brighter than real stars. I truly understood why they thought Jupiter/Zeus was the king of all other gods. The rest of the night sky was breathtaking, and seeing the constellations colored in with stars that I had never seen before in my life was unforgettable, but that one blip of light dominated the rest. Jupiter really was like the crown jewel of the night sky. If I had to pick one star in that sky to attribute divinity to, it would be Jupiter.

>>23080506
I like it, it fits me. It's nothing special. Maybe I'll wear a choker too.
>>23080547
Oh, it's that. They already didn't like my long hair so it's nothing new. They are hypocrites anyways, typical part-time muslims.
>>23080570
I am from germany, so it's pretty much impossible to live without muslims in a big city around here.

My problem is that I care too much. My problem is that I love too much. This world has never betrayed me but in its dying, trashing, gasping rages it strikes me dead as I attempt to comfort it.

>>23080600
> They already didn't like my long hair so it's nothing new.

So, you're a man.

> They are hypocrites anyways, typical
> part-time muslims.

I got some positive feedback from the moslims, desu.
Maybe, I look a bit "south landish" and my bearth helps.

> I am from germany

Ich dachte mir schon, dass es ein Europaer sein duerfte.
>>23080578 hat sich als ungebildeter Trottel geoutet.

>>23080627
Shut the fuck up painted nail faggot. I hope a muslim beheads you

>>23080600
It's really sad to see how the average German lives

>>23080194
I have a new thought. It's about the relationship between the elite and the people or the ruled and the ruler.

I think my ideas may be either completely irrelevant or very provocative.
How do you think I should publish it:
1. as a pseudo-treatise, in the style of academic books?
2. as an essay
3. a kind of fiction to be more socially acceptable?

>>23080642
Lol

>>23080662
Publish it as a series of /wwoym/ blogposts

>>23080662
Publish it here right now so I can extract the essence out of it and implement it into my current worldview.

>>23080642
But I love painted-nail faggots :(

>>23080677
Better stay away from muslim areas then

>>23080194
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The ancient whites once lived in their homeland, upper Asia, herding animals and spending the mean time building chariots and weapons out of metal. They fought bloody clan wars against each other than many times ended in the complete extermination of another white tribe.

>>23080662
eat the elite
eat the rich

>>23080688
> people who have money and power are evil
Dilate

>>23080652
We've feelings, too.

Don't hurt our feelings, desu. Please.

>>23080668
>>23080676
Wouldn't that be the worst possible way?

>>23080677
Specken Sie lauter, ich hoere Sie nicht.

>>23080680
Don't worry there's no land crossing to any muslim country from where I live, so all the muslims we get are relatively liberal

>>23080699
Tá brón orm ach níl aon Gearmáinise agam :(

>>23080600
>Maybe I'll wear a choker too.
What denazification does to an mf

this is what i would describe as a great and common error: to judge a religion by its material benefits. consider that from the perspective of a non-faithful, of course religion would seem silly, devoting all this time and resources for things of an intangible nature. there is truth in the criticism of atheists when they say that religion and its rites, rules, and customs is a waste of time, because indeed is a waste of time if your concern is in material interests alone

but to a learned faithful, that is not what religion is about. one spends all this time and resources not because it advances their material position, but rather a spiritual position, because that is what they (as are all people) are called to do. and it just so happens that God in his mercy showers his followers with material security and wealth anyway. this difference is critical.

to criticize religion by its material benefits is to put the cart before the horse, in the same way does one criticize religion by the actions of its followers or the content of its institutions: these things are not the main point. of course individual people, religious or not, can behave inappropriately, that's the whole idea, they're people. and groups of them form institutions, meaning institutions are ultimately just as human. and humans are wicked things.

what is important is this: individual salvation, individual knowledge of the word, and individual worship and piety. it is impossible to save others without saving yourself, and it is impossible to save yourself without God. the conclusion then is this: the material world will never satisfy, the idea of religion is not heaven in this world, but in the next. everything else is fleeting before the eternal, and to say religion is bad because of earthly reasons is to misunderstand religion entirely

it begs the question: what is important in one's heart? this world or the next? the fleeting or the forever? truly man is short sighted to say he will take money, power, beauty, pleasure, for 5 minutes and then spent the next 5 eons in poverty, weakness, disgust, and pain

>>23080515
Agreed, though my issues are rather more local, and peculiar, since I live in a rather remote small town in a very intensively cultivated region. The few local offenders when it comes to light pollution, in town, are far and few, but extraordinarily so. If not for them, I'd be able to see the galaxy from either of my two back and bedroom windows, at any time of night. Needless to say I hate both.

>>23080627
Muslime sind ganz nett, können sehr freundlich und familiär sein. Kann aber die ganze Religion und das Machogehabe überhaubt nicht ab. Hat ganz schlimme Folgen im Westen weil die zu viel Saufen, fucken und heimlich schwul sind.
>>23080652
>>23080720
What's so bad about being a bit girly?

>>23080747
Cute, what anime?

>>23080751
ONIMAI: I'm Now Your Sister!

>>23080747
Chasch chli abefahre mitem hochdütsch, du hur Schwab?

>>23080747
I think it was Proust who said that a man with some feminine traits is the best shit ever.

How Ungoodthink a Shirt was the First Scientist Who Landed a Probe on a Comet-head Wearing?

To give a short perspective:
I believe that it is a common missunderstanding to think about elites and their power as something planned.
While its true that some elites are the descendants of conquerors, robbers or usurpers, I don't think one would be wise to generalize it.
The question arises as to why certain occupational groups made up the elite in certain eras. In the Middle Ages, for example, large landowners, former military farmers from the early Middle Ages become the elite.
In antic times, it appears that the urban Elite, the early inhibates of the cities (Patricies) become the elite. The Senat of Rome was filled with families who used to life in Rome since ever.

It appears the reason behinds this can be explaint by the economic forces.
Some professions allows their inhabits to minized their costs when they network.

Therefor we see the rising of nobility of land owner, guilds, craft guilds and such institutions as the Hanseatic League or similar around the globe.

In this way, elites would emerge even if all people were absolutely equal. If they were all clones.

The ideas of elites who are more intelligent or conquers or something like these are not necessary. In fact, they are "luckers" of the respective economic development.

What are the economics backround?

Looking for Aeaea

>>23080747
Anime claims another victim, read this.

>>23080711
Cool. Would love to meet you, from irland?

>>23080747
> Kann aber die ganze Religion und das Machogehabe überhaubt nicht ab.

Die Assoziations bekommt, denke ich, ein jeder von uns, der lange genug in der Umgebung gelebt hat.
Ich weisz nicht, in wie weit ich dieser Religion unrecht tue.
Um ehrlich zu sein, ich wuerde mich unter anderen Umstaenden sicherlich nicht mit der muslimischen Religion befassen, habe aber aufgrund meiner Lebensumstaende nun schon drei Buecher darueber gelesen und mir viel Zeug im Internet gegeben. Inklusive Teile des Korans.

Ich befuerchte, dass mit der Rolle der Frau ist nicht irgendwas, das zur Religion hinzugefuegt wurde, sondern war schon Kernbestandteil. Ebenso wie das Christentum inhaerent sexualfeindlich ist, scheint der Islam aufgrund seines Entstehungskontextes die Rolle der Frau sehr eng zu bestimmen.

> Hat ganz schlimme Folgen im Westen weil die
> zu viel Saufen, fucken und heimlich schwul sind.

Ich finde die Assymetrie K*cke.
Der Mann darf rumfucken, die Frau muss jungfraeulich in die Ehe; der Mann darf eine Unglaeubige heiraten, die Frau muss jemanden am Besten aus dem selben Stamm nehmen; die Jungmaenner duerfen in die Disko, die Frauen oft nicht.
Wobei, einige der offenensten Damen, die ich kennenlernen duerfte, waren Tuerkinnen.

>>23080760
What is this anime about?

>>23080882
> While its true that some elites are the descendants of conquerors, robbers or usurpers, I don't think one would be wise to generalize it.
It is. Not even the ancient Greeks made themselves a hypocrisy out of it: in their times, private land was conquest spoil, inherited from father to son. This was also the case in all other ancient states.
Later this changed a bit, with the Romans, where over many countries they would hold a merely political power with stationed troops without these stationary troops necessarily becoming a landed aristocracy, or doing so but without obliterating the former landed aristocracies.
The Germanics went to the old ancient practice. Their original form of private property, the odel, was almost only used in their homeland Scandinavia. In Germany, France, Spain and Russia, the warriors, led by a King, that is, a military leader, went to war with the promise of being spoiled with a private fief in case of victory.
The vanquished would remain as servants.
So with the revolutions in Europe during the 18th and 19th Century were abolished, and because the population remained the same, the nations turned to some sort of meritocracy or republicanism, for a lack of an elite of conquerors.
What must be understood about unequal societies is that they don't slowly evolve from equal to unequal, a priori, they are the most unequal at their very starting point and slowly devolve back to an equal society.

>>23080194
I had a clever thought but the local 5G tower picked up on it and zapped it from my brain. Guess it's gone.

>>23080905
Funnily enough, no. My university offered Irish Language courses (my area had so many irish immigrants it still has its own gaelic dialect) and I decided to take it on a whim, went over to the Connemara gaeltacht a few years ago for immersion

>>23080194
---- Solaria ---
3052
Mathematician friend # 2

Screens by the lake,
Cars around the mall,

Him in his room, hilarious yet blind
To universal proportions,

Familiar with scenic heights but never with
Strands of two-spotted spider mites

In an eye never satisfied.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Xz03N6VJSi4

>>23080882
> What are the economics backround?

PART II
The marxists are wrong about this.

The very point is the following:
> In a closely-knit group, where members know
> each other well, transaction costs tend
> to be lower due to higher trust levels
> and better communication.

The reason why aristocracies, guilds or things like the Hanseatic League was such a success and could outperform other social group is in the quote above!

They creat a social enviroment in which it was easy to enforce social rules and trust.
In the abstract real, its easy to catch the idea.

My main idea is a vaguely idea why times with stron aristocratic elites (Middle Ages and late Antices) change with times in which the masses were more active and powerfull, like 1789 till today.

So, what would you suggest?
How to publish it?

>>23080911
> So with the revolutions in Europe during the 18th and 19th Century were abolished, and because the population remained the same, the nations turned to some sort of meritocracy or republicanism, for a lack of an elite of conquerors.

Thats not true, anon.

Even if a stron military conquered western europe in the current day and age, they would most likly need officials and authorities in order to get taxes and enforce laws.
They would be unable to make themself the elite in a middle term.

Lit courses at my local community college
>European lit starting with the Greeks. Plato, Aristotle, Dante, Virgil.
>British lit including Milton, Samuel Johnson, Chaucer, Shakespeare.
>American lit starting with the 17th century Puritans to 20th century literary fiction authors
Look at nearest expensive university lit courses
>Gay black intersectional feminist lit and I'm Jewish btw
Why is this?

>>23080967
Money unironically. More money abd prestige floating around at universities so professors use the courses as their own vanity projects. I'm glad I did my first two years of philosophy at acommunity college

>>23080947
> Even if a stron military conquered western europe in the current day and age, they would most likly need officials and authorities in order to get taxes and enforce laws
I don't deny that. European society is far too complex for any sort of 'landed aristocracy' in the ancient style or even medieval style to occur. They would absolutely have to settle with the numerous groups of interests most of wich are far from willing to accept a complete and total slavery, but that's exactly what the first bronze age conquerors stumbled upon in Assyria, Egypt and in India. Later Assyrian society and Greek society was more complex already, exactly because the new masters stumbled upon peoples who were already civilized, who already had elites. They still formed ancient states. Rome still formed ancient states, but there had already been a history of conquerors layer upon layer in most of the societies that they conquered, and their culture wasn't necessarily superior, although more refined, wich is why they had to settle with holding a mere political power over them.

>>23080194
Only 1 things on my mind!!!

>>23081004
I saw that immunity dog image once so I'm fine

I was watching a YouTube video where a woman said that a woman is someone who dresses as and performs the actions of someone who is generally regarded as a woman. aside from that definition not including what attire and actions are generally regarded to make someone a woman (and therefore being pretty useless), I don't think people really believe that. she supported her definition by saying that people don't check each others' genitals and chromosomes when making judgements about them being a man or a woman in normal human interaction, but the problem is that this is just a heuristic. if "soceity" decides what is and isn't a man, I do not think that, if pushed, they would ultimately say that a man or a woman is merely a set of clothing and a set of actions. if you took the most androgynous woman, say, and asked every person on earth to answer whether they thought she was a woman or a man, for those who initially said that she was a man, if she were to then strip naked and show them a record of her chromosomes, most would not still say that she's a man.

>>23081047
I don't understand why people shred shit into atoms. A man is a man, dude born with male genitals. A woman is a woman, girl born with female genitals. It's literally that simple.

>>23080995
> I don't deny that.

You don't get my point.

History is not driven my class struggle or something like that. Its just, under some circumstances close orginised groups can outperform more open groups and in others it is different.
In our current situation, power and money starts to concentrates againt in the hand of small groups.

If you live in Europe, look at the unions. The unions, once a socialist kind of organisation, are now the advocates of the special interests of some group. Like train drivers, pilots or the like. The same doesn't applies to programmers.
Never think about it?

Why not?

Nearly all modern age theories failed at this question.

I want to fall in love and be loved. How haven't I experienced it yet? I'll soon be 30.

I'm almost done work. Soon I will drink beers on the train and order uber eats for dinner. Eventually I'll fall asleep in an alcohol filled stupor before waking up in the middle of the night and taking a five minute piss. Maybe I'll go to the pub and hit on the busty waitress who always knows what I want to drink. Maybe I'll smoke some weed and take my dog for a walk.

>>23081068
Because you haven't tried?

>>23081075
I don't understand. How do I force myself to fall in love with someone so I can try?
Hitting on a girl I feel nothing towards makes no damn sense.

>>23080194
---- Solaria ---
3053
Domination Of Place

I sometimes wonder what it would be like
To not agree so much

About nature's indifference to us,
To suppose it cared

As much for tyranny as I cannot,
As if it had a will,

As if I didn't command lands with whim
Or still slighter forms of it.

>>23081064
> History is not driven my class struggle
Exactly, it is driven by ethnic and racial struggles. Class struggles are just an indirect derivate of it. These so-called 'class struggles' are fights between two or more cultures, two different ethnicities with antagonizing purposes, forcefully living together because of the ancient conquering elite.
> close orginised groups can outperform more open groups and in others it is different
These 'organized groups' run into lesser organized groups from entirely different geographical location, and depending on how developped the weaker, though more numerically larger people is, and either entirely obliterate them culturally and replace it forever with their own, and where the ethnic victories of the oppressed, after the passing of hundreds of years, amounts to nothing but degeneracy; and in cases where the weaker group is only slightly so, and soon outpaces the conquerors who see themselves soon reduced to a footnote in the history books.
Such is the core nature of the homo sapiens sapiens.
> close orginised groups can outperform more open groups and in others it is different
These 'class struggles' of nowadays in Europe will never achieve the same effects as in the revolutions of France and of Russia. The unions have become an integer part of European society by now. They work together with society, they do not antagonize it in a fundamental way like did the revolutionists of France and of Russia. All in all European society of nowadays, minus the foreign immigrants, is far too homogenous for there to be an inequality that is obvious, blatant and total. It will never return, societal inequalities live on the basis of an ethnic contrast that makes a society the moreso unequal the larger this ethnic contrast is, like in antebellum South if you want an ethnic contrast that is almost comical.

>>23081090
Yeah I agree. Personally I want to make friends with women and see if we are a match before considering a relationship, but I hate having friends. I guess you'd be the same way, if you haven't ever found a woman that you've turned out to like.
My recommendation is to bite the bullet and start meeting people if you're not going to be super traumatized about rejection.

>>23081090
But you might get to see her tiddies. You need to practice otherwise when the right girl comes around you'll embarass yourself. A wise man once said love isnt the flames of passion, but the still smoldering embers the next morning. You can learn to love someone, I learned to love my girlfriend, but you have to put yourself out there and try.

Have you ever had the thought that your parents hate you deep down?

>>23081108
Yeah my mom told me many times that she wished I was never born when I was a kid and my dad wasn't very nice.

>>23081108
My mom is borderline personality and very sociopathic. I often wonder if she has any emotions whatsoever or if her affection is merely performative. I know for a fact that she has used her maternal position to emotionally manipulate me for her personal fianncial needs.
I dont think she's totally emotionless. Just very emotionally confused.

>>23081097
> These so-called 'class struggles' are fights between two or more cultures, two different ethnicities with antagonizing purposes, forcefully living together because of the ancient conquering elite.

No, not really.
Even if we assume all humans as exact alike, the difference which arises from the network possibility of enforcing rules is enough.

For some, its cheaper.

At least, that is the idea I want to write about, sooner or later.

>>23080941
I was trying to learn a bit Chinese. But I stopt for math and work related stuff.

>>23080194
Which is your next step, /lit/?

>>23081138
> No, not really
It is, I have been philosophizing on and refining this original supposition for years now on a daily basis.
> Even if we assume all humans as exact alike
They are precisely VERY unalike, and the differences have an ethnic origin. True inequalities are only present where there are ethnic contrasts between the people (even if this ethnic contrast is not obvious at first glance). Never has one half of a people said to it's other half: I enslave you, and the other one accepted it without a fight, but precisely because the people are culturally the same, there has, a priori, never been a complete oppression where there have not been two cultures in the same place.
> For some, its cheaper
Some ethnicities simply have more intelligence, more skill than others. For the hundredth time, inequalities are never the result of a slow developpment, they occur almost instantly during and in the aftermaths of a military or cultural conquest.

>>23081108
Never needed to suspect what was expressly stated. I have a repaired relationship with one, but they still guilt me, talk bad about me, etc. I have forgiven them anyway. I don't think they're a bad person necessarily, just not healthy. It doesn't matter anyway.

I can’t do it I can’t do it o can’t do it I can’t)????? I. Can’t do it

The girl I'm seeing at the moment looks like she's reasonably into me, and I'm reasonably into her, but she's literally mentally ill, which is annoying at times despite her best effort to behave normally.
I wonder how much time and effort it's worth investing in this relationship.

>>23081183
What illness?

>>23081187
Bipolar disorder.
What difference does it make?
If it's annoying it's annoying, regardless of "it" meaning she's got a second personality or she hears voices.

>>23081156
> They are precisely VERY unalike, and the differences have an ethnic origin.

1. Thats simply not true at all. There are differences within ethnic groups. Insofar as you not define ethnic groups in a way that this statement is trivial.
2. Re-read your post, anon. My point was, "even if we assume" and you just ranted about it, like a blasphemy.
> Even if we assume all humans as exact alike, the difference which arises from the network possibility of enforcing rules is enough.

It's about enforcing arbitrary rules on the members of a certain group. Lower the costs, build trusts.
Even a conquere has to enforce arbitrary rules on the conquered.

I will write about it some way, if I'm sober and less sleep deprivated.

>>23081199
Of course, I was just wondering what sort of illness would annoy you.

all the spilled milk

>>23081210
> There are differences within ethnic groups.
Ok, let's take your own ethnicity, wich would be your wider family. Is there oppression or control of recources between the familiars, between the cousins, uncles, aunts, parents, grand-parents, brothers and sisters, that is not based on age, merit or skill? I'd say it's rather a communal sort of thing. If your uncle owns a gigantic mansion, that is not something that you look at as an inequality between you and your uncle, I assume, but a benefit for you as well, for as long as you don't get in a hard disagreement with him, you can share and benefit from his recource as well.
And in a bigger sceme, the same applies to ethnicities wich is nothing but the wider family of a wider family, and from this follows that true inequalities are always of an ethnic nature because inequalities within the same family are not real inequalities.
> 's about enforcing arbitrary rules on the members of a certain group
Where does the need to do so arise from? Don't the oppressors incapabilitate themselves with the establishment of rules? Or is it possible that those rules are targeted towards a particular culture?

>>23080194
frens I dropped the ball HARD
I was talking to this 9/10 /lit/ girl on this one app and I told her that I wanted her to produce my 11 kids. This is the first time I talked to a girl on a dating app. Am I autistic?

>>23081108
There are times my father and I got on eachother's nerves enough for sullen silences. On the other hand, it's amazing how good a provider he was, and how good a time I had under his care, and in conversation with him, in cars and backyards and such. As for my mom, there's no question about that. I never felt anything but love for her. It''s weird. I remember both fondly, if differently.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ibnD4yVPKPk&t=678s

"Go through it," she says. "I can't," I mumble, then a bit louder, "I can't do it!". She turns and looks at me dead in the eye. "You will do it, anon. You will eventually. Do you think you are the only one to suffer on this planet? No, you don't: dream big and work hard, motherfucker. I don't love you for your looks. I don't love you for your intelligence. I don't love you for your luck, nor your mother, nor your 'nerdy connections'. I don't love you for yourself. I know you are a loser. Now we're both stuck here, and we both know I deserve someone better than you. Still, do you know why I married you, anon?" she says ominously as she walks up to me, her face very close to mine.

She's only 5'25 feet tall. I want to punch her face but she's right, and I don't hit women anyway. How can someone with such a small stature be so intimidating? I knew she was out of my league even before she told me. I can smell her perfume, and feel her breath on my face now, but I don't care at all. "Why, then?", I dare ask. My voice is weak, just like I am and have always been. She lets up a pause. "Potential," she says, gazing deep into my eyes. Why is she so beautiful? A mixture of pride then shame wells up in my stomach, and soon enough, I have to look away. She exhales as if she'd had enough of me, then cups my face and lifts it, making me look at her from above. I feel a bit taller when she does that, somehow. The silence stretches for a few seconds before she whispers something almost inaudible, "This is all you're going to get. Now go to work. Alright?"

I nod, and she departs. By this point, I know I'm a complete bitch. A complete bitch that lucked in the very best woman this world has to offer. And the worst thing is that I don't mind.

>>23081275
Sounds almost like a Westernized Welcome to the NHK.

I keep blowing loads on my favorite shirts.

Seeing my black classmates try to make discussion posts is like watching a monkey try to make discussion posts

>>23080194
How distracting are odd facial characteristics on actors? I recently developed something similar to the forest whitaker eye condition, with one eyelid slightly droopier than the other, due to a mistreated and scarring cyst, and I'm wondering if I should act in this little webseries thingy i've been putting together without taking away from what the show is going for. Despite being willing to turn it into a joke, I don't want it to be too much of a digression.

I'm permabanned from every social media, every MMO, every forum. This is my last bastion.

>>23081403
Welcome friend, here's your complementary FUCK NIGGERS AND FUCK JANNIES

Not that I haven't found the perfect way of achieving political, financial and social freedom by building a farm on my gramps forest, but I don't think that this achievement will have any long lasting consequences. I'll probably just rot away slowly in a spinster of dinner table philosophies. My children, if I get any, won't possibly inherit a half of my intellectual greatness.

>>23081401
Do people worry about it when he acts?

>>23081146
Suicide
Stuck betweenn the devil and the deep blue tide

>>23081504
Yeah, you hear about that every once in a while

Im at a dive bar. Need to drink lightly until 930pm and then I can drink heavy until midnight. What should I order?

>inb4 non alxoholic drinks

>>23081550
Ask for something with low alcohol %, tell them what you told us.
I'm gonna get drunk tomorrow around midnight, saturday is the best day for that.

my music taste is only obsessions now. certain songs i listen to over and over
started beginning of the year. it's gone
beach house - master of none
crystal castles - air war/kerosene/untrust us
pharmacist - still intact
twin sister - daniel
modest mouse - gravity rides everything

>>23081557
look up more dream pop anon
albums of beach house
mazzy star
still corners

>>23081554
Can't. I'm a regular here; I dont want them to think I'm not a LEARNED drunk so I can not be honest. Got a reputation to uphold. Maybe Ill order food

>>23081567
Still Corners is good. My sister reccd them to me. Interpol Turn on the Bright Lights is not similar but I think you might like it because I like it

For the first time in my life, I have a social life. It sucks. It's a huge pain in the ass. Juggling all these people and plans is impossible.

>>23081567
no yeah i know, i used to post on mu ages ago i've reverted to entry level

>>23081570
>>23081550
Ask for a white russian. When they inevitably sigh and say they dont have heavy cream, get two jagerbombs, rail them back to back, and sip on a beer.

>>23081557
>>23081557
Crystal Castle - Not In Love ft Robert Smith (The Cure)
The Cure - Disintegration/Watching me Fall
Moonvampire - Suicide/perfect girl/sky full of bats
Ashes Divide - Denial Awaits - Forever Can Be
Stars - The Night Starts Here/Take me to the Riots/ - Going going Gone


Modest Mouse can lead to The Editors, White Lies, Interpol, The Cure, She Wants Revenge,

>>23081550
cocaine

>>23080194
I'm watching one of the best films ever made. I can't tell you what it is, but I can tell you that the most absolutely detestable role that anyone in the FBI plays is to police intellectual property. You could instantly vaporize all of those bitches, and almost everyone would applaud.

>>23081599
Fucking Jager. For a month straight I used to drink four chilled shots of that and go for a 2mile run. Jager is very sticky and herbal (obviously). It makes your kisses sticky and gives you a nasty hangover the next day. What is a White Russian?

>>23081630

>spend hours researching a reply
>don't post it, again

>>23081557
school of seven bells - half asleep
memoryhouse - walk with me
sweet trip - to all the dancers of the world, a round form of fantasy

whys everyone reccing me stuff lol

I got this because I thought the name is funny. Gonna try tomorrow.

every time anon mentions pharmacy I keep being reminded of audiopharmacy
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=E5PRi3oW-8c

>>23081638
I do not understand. I tried to watch that movie when I was a teen and hated it. I hate the "chill bro philosophy" it implied and stopped after like 30mins.

>>23081669
I watched it and it was the most boring shit ever. i don't understand people loving the movie lol

My anxiety and fear of failure prevents me from writing the story I know I want to write. My inexperience brings me anxiety and convinces me that I could never write something another person would enjoy.

>>23081250
Holy shit anon. With women you have to play the game; keep your cool and demonstrate your value. You can think whatever degenerate nonsense you want, but keep that shit to yourself until you can seal the deal. Match with the next one, send her a couple memes, immediately set up a specific date for coffee or whatever, and assess the situation. She could be into that. The only way you'll know is if you can maintain her interest long enough to find out.

>>23081675
do normals really do their dumb little peacock dance to get laid like this. sad

>>23081669
white russian is his drink

>>23081672
it's beautiful cinema

>>23081675
>send her a couple memes
argghhhh

>>23081250
Yes you are prob autistic. How did she respond?

>>23081703
She ghosted me

I like fallout new vegas. I don't pay attention to the writing but I have fun blowing people's heads off and just getting money from mr house.

I’ve never had tinder but if I had it, I’d be afraid of finding coworkers or anyone I know

>>23081712
Maybe next time start slow. Women under 30yo on apps dont want some dude to talk about kids. It comes off as needy/desperate/weird. Here is an easy rule to recall; be easy and lie about what you want

I love reading and writing ya romantasy novels. I'm almost done with the final draft of my very own. So far only my grandmother has read it.

>>23081723
Wouldn't that mean they are avaible? Even if you swipe left on them you could try an approach at work that won't have any 'legal' repercussions (potential fist fight with another male).

I have an Anglo-Saxon notion of political freedom. Maybe it's because I am a Berno-Saxon.

>>23081723
Dont be dumb. Coworkers are the best people to date. You work the same job, spend time together, share the same experinces and most important of all, you give them the most attention. Tinder is occasionally useful, especially in new towns.

>>23081729
Neat; What's the premise?

>>23081736
>Coworkers are the best people to date
that is such a stupid thing to say

Don’t do it don’t do it don’t do it don’t do it?????? Don’t do it he’ll be mad??? I can’t

>>23081753
Do what

>>23081749
t. virgin

>>23081736
nigger. what happens when you change jobs and she stays in the old company? then you won't be there to give her attention like the child she is and she'll cheat on your ass. don't be a retard and just become a millionaire so that you can get a housewife

>>23081661
Every time someone mentions pharmacy, I'm reminded that a certain global pharmaceutical company bills the Federal government about $12,000 per month for Enbrel, for my supply, which is about 2X what it was only 5 years ago, even though it's a 27 year-old drug. The corruption sums like that represents is truly frightening.

>>23081748
The guy is a knight and the girl is the Princess. They've been friends for about a year. They go on a journey to save her dead grandmother and gradually fall for one another. They fight bad guys and an evil wizard that has been manipulating events. He's very awkward around women and she has trouble opening up to others and accepting her feelings.

>>23081757
yea good one

>loved roleplaying a girl in MMOs as a teenager
>always play as a girl in video games when it's available
>loved roleplaying a girl while chatting
>felt more comfortable when people I texted with thought I'm a girl
>years pass
>have no opportunity to RP anymore, but when you get that rare chance, still pretend to be a girl because it makes you feel good
I never thought much about it. I wonder whether it's some fetish or something else. I'm not a trooon.

>>23081756
Apparently he wants to call his boyfriend but his boyfriend told him not to.

>>23081780
If your SO is mad enough to tell you not to call them, then give it a day or two. It is very easy to say something permanently hurtful because you are temporarily upset, so don't give yourself or them the opportunity.

>>23081781
It's one of the ways AGP starts, and a lot of guys try pretend to be women physically for the same reason. It's easier to get positive attention as a female. You should really try to stop though, because it isn't socially healthy.

>>23081781
>likes to pretend to be a girl
>b-b-bbut I'm not a troon!
maybe it's the mystery that keeps you alive anon, or maybe you are just gay, which is something you should never be.

>>23081768
what happens when you break up

>>23081781
are you the one going '????i can't' in these threads

>>23081749
No, it is not. You will have a connection with the women you work with/see on a day to day basis. Women typically date men they know/see everyday. Yes, there is the slight hump to overcome (fratinization fear) but once you slide over that you are in.

"Fishing off the company dock" is a pointless worry that men have.

>>23081793
at least she won't haunt your ass and turn everyone against you at work. I guess she'll become a bum if she's a housewife or something

>>23081798
No lol.

>>23081790
I'm definitely not gay, I like girls. Of that I'm 100% sure.

>>23081756
Call him,????? I can’t I can’t I can’t he’ll be very mad don’t do it

>>23081768
>just become a millionaire
Got me to chuckle.

After spending months in the countries Slav, I have found out that most of my relatives from my mother's side are blue eyed Aryans and not only by my Belgish side.
Why, then, am I such a fucking faggot loser? 19th Century literature told me all you need to be cool is to have a 100% white ancestry.

>>23081811
Born in the US? kek

>>23081811
Being white multiplies your potential to some degree but if you're a loser then you're still a loser. Those white people in history had to claw their way to greatness.

>>23081799
no one in their right mind does it
plus you're spending too much time together.
it's just something for really miserable married people

>>23081802
Only happened once to me.

>inb4 your tall/handsome/rich - Im none of these and have had success with many coworkers

>>23080194
I came here to say that people who think they are special because they think they like philosophy are stupid. There is some kind of weird moral superiority between retards who just read other retarded schizos.

People enjoy reading stupid "deep" shit because they are either bored or they need someone to tell them that everything is fine. Instead of thinking you are so special, try getting a job or raising a kid, and you will learn about real life better than reading (useless motivational) books and watching deep YouTube videos in your room. I refuse to elaborate anymore.

Thanks for taking the time to read me.

>>23081814
>Born in the US
https://getyarn.io/yarn-clip/7bec3226-814d-49ff-854d-fdcc0c776bad

>>23081817
> Those white people in history had to claw their way to greatness.
I have read something else, if you are truly white then you are simply born with extreme vigour, will to power and granted social skills.

>>23081820
https://getyarn.io/yarn-clip/7bec3226-814d-49ff-854d-fdcc0c776bad

>>23081773
It wasn't a joke, I was pointing out the fact that your stance on dating coworkers has led you to your current state. It obviously hasn't worked out for you, so why not try?

>>23081823
Not true and never was. White people have a higher probability to be great but it still depends upon the individual as with any race.

>>23081284
>Sounds almost like a Westernized Welcome to the NHK.
well thanks. I'd like to write a novel one day although I am an ESL shitter

>>23081832
No, it does not depend on the individual. I have the same genes as Artaxerxes and Ariovistus.

>>23081818
I do. Most of the women Ive dated have been coworkers, its an easy 'in'. I agree about the spending too much time together; it is best to get her to quit or find a new position after youve started dating. But its the best way to find a girl.

>>23081830
my current state?

>>23081834
You sound like a leftist trying to stir some garbage up. I'm not going to respond. If you're white, just read about all of Ataxerxes' (or whoever you identify with) dead underlings that never were anything more than poor conscripts.

how am I supposed to not do it?????? I can’t I can’t I can’t once I do it I won’t be able to stop and he’ll be very mad??????? I have to I can’t

>>23081842
Most white people aren't white. I have verified my genealogy and I am literally 100% white. I'm really sorry for the lesser people and their inborn intellectual poverty. I was born for greatness alone.

>>23081830
We are two different anons. All the relationships I started with coworkers lasted longer than those I started with strangers. And those only ended because Im afraid of commitment and a cheating manwhore

>>23081861
What do you do for a living oh great one?

>>23080194
Cabernet sauvignon tastes weird. I regret buying 8 litres of it

>>23081867
Sell my bussy on OF

>>23081867
I cut stone like a real man.

>>23081861
every person alive today can trace their genetic ancestry to africa.

>>23081880
And also from the sea but we don't call ourselves aquamen

>>23081108
Knowing that they paid someone to horribly mutilate my genitals when I was an infant definitely gives me some pause

>>23081880
If you are talking about haplogroups, you can fuck yourself in the ass. I could literally move to the Congo and marry a negress. It does not matter; 1 billion gorillion generations from now on, my great-great-great-sons would still carry the same haplogroup as mine. This is why haplostudies are worthless from a racial perspective.

>>23081882
speaking strictly about homo sapiens

>>23080194
I'm going to make galatopita

i have to get up in an hour and do a 12 hour shift. i feel wide awake, is it even worth trying to sleep or should i chill in bed and vape for an hour

>>23081872
Tariq bros how do we respond?

>>23081874
Construction is hard work but hardly proves your superiority

Society would unironically be better if we took this character's advice: https://youtu.be/g7vLBaxuwsE?t=310

>>23081907
It is good to test your self via random sleepless 48hr events. Stay up and banter with us

how do i convince my gf to piss in my mouth

>>23081930
Seek help.

>>23081913
> Construction is hard work but hardly proves your superiority
When I say superiority, I mean the ability for coldness of reason and rectitude of judgment.

>>23081868
Also I now get a vague ache on the left side of my lower belly when i drink alcohol.
I don't get it. I occasionally go over board but I don't drink that much maybe once a week i have a little binge.
I hope my liver is ok

>>23081946
Your liver is on the right, so that's not it.

>>23081930
Just make her. A strong stern hand, a steady firm gaze and deep commanding voice will get you what you want. Make sure to exhibit passion via extended eye contact and toothy smiles

>>23081946
That's probably your spleen, an organ that collects heavy poisons from your body like quicksilver where they stay stored for a lifetime and it swells accordingly in size.

Has anyone read two books by the same author at the same time? I was reading The Name of the Rose and it’s good but I’m only halfway through and am really interested in Foucault’s Pendulum. I know it’s a bad idea to read these two books at once because I will get the history details mixed up but I’m retarded so I’m already getting the details mixed up just in this one book.

>>23081945
Im not white and Im very cold and logical.

>>23081976
Frozen insensibility is not the same as cold rationality.

>>23081946
GLAS-P
Upper right gallbladder liver
Lower right appendix
Lower left nothing
Upper right stomach spleen (kinda center)

You have GERD.

>>23081984
How much do you make a year? Im at 53k.

>>23081991
I'm not a vulgar materialist but for the records I make far less than you. 4k to be precise.

Damn I wish I had the money to buy a house. Should've bought Bitcoin when I was 10.

>>23081987
>GERD.
Just looked it up, I don't think so. I rarely get heartburn, and don't notice any pain in my throat.
It;s definitely in the lower left part of my belly. Lasts for like 1 second then goes away
>>23081969
>That's probably your spleen, an organ that collects heavy poisons from your body
Interesting, I did briefly live in a place that had arsenic in the water

>>23082007
Your honesty balances out your gross materialism in your favor. Vulgar is a good word.

February 11th, February 12th and 13th and 14th I was gay. I was gay all of those days. i was gay. in excess. i'm gay now.

>>23082029
I mean that I am not a materialist at all, it is not around the acquirement of material riches that I center my life around.

>>23082026
Lower left quadrant is just intestine (unless your female). If you have pain there after drinking its GERD or an ulcer which will lead to GERD. You have occasional blood/redness on toilet paper after you poop?

Either way, slow down with your drinking, have ginger tea

>>23082047
Oops juat reread your post; im drunk so pardon my shit comprehension. Thats good. Listen to Mistakes we knew we were Making

throw me some shakespeare quotes i can use as my novel title. any play, any subject, doesn't really matter as long as it sounds cool.

>>23082061
I work towards the complete freedom from state, enterprises and banks.

>>23082077
Checked

CORIOLANUS

Cut me to pieces, Volsces; men and lads,
Stain all your edges on me. Boy! false hound!
If you have writ your annals true, 'tis there,
That, like an eagle in a dove-cote, I
Flutter'd your Volscians in Corioli:
Alone I did it. Boy!

I will not cum again unless it is inside a woman.

>>23082077
Tomorrow, and tomorrow, and tomorrow,
Creeps in this petty pace from day to day,
To the last syllable of recorded time;
And all our yesterdays have lighted fools
The way to dusty death. Out, out, brief candle!
Life's but a walking shadow, a poor player,
That struts and frets his hour upon the stage,
And then is heard no more. It is a tale
Told by an idiot, full of sound and fury,
Signifying nothing.

>>23082086
Is the state not a representation of man? Man agreeing to limit their innate freedom for the mutual defense and advancement of their people? Sure it may be corrupted but it is necessary

>>23081275
Her heart races as his hand grips her small shoulder. "Just leave that douchebag." She gulps at his words. "What has he ever done for you?" His face lingers mere inches from hers. She studies his sharp jawline, his piercing blue eyes, and handsomely clear skin. Guilt overwhelms her as she finds herself anticipating— no— desperately desiring his face to meet hers. For a few moments they stand there, her heart shamefully pounding in her chest and his, steady and confident. In one sudden moment, his lips are pressed against hers, and a warm feeling rushes through her chest. All of her apprehensions melt away, and in that moment, she wants nothing more than him, his embrace, and his strong, masculine body. As he pulls away, she unconsciously moves towards him just an inch, before catching herself in the act. "I'll wait for you." He says, his deep voice bringing chills to her body.

She remembers these events as she hears the front door open. Anon steps in, his lanky form appearing much like a shadow in the doorway. He looks at her before turning to lock the door. "Hey." He says, his voice hesitant. She wants to respond, but her throat tenses before her words can escape. Anon looks at her again. She notices how unlike Anon is from 'him.' How Anon's pale, rough skin wraps around his gaunt, impoverished face— how in comparison to 'him', every feature appears to be a mockery of the masculine form. She cannot stop thinking about 'him.' Anon approaches with a small container. "It's late but... Happy Valentine's." He looks away, but she can tell he's trying to gauge her reaction. She takes hold of the chocolates, and notices the small paper pinned to the top. Her heart guiltily lurches in her chest as she pulls it open.

>"Words and feelings are hard for me
>But you're my one and only
>You brightened up my life that day
>You make me smile in every way"

She holds the poem over her mouth, trying to stifle her sob. "What's wrong?" Anon asks, as he gently holds her. "It— it's— beautiful..." She lies. She knows she can't live without 'him.'

I'm going to stop smoking weed, tomorrow.

>>23082119
Sorry rewrite anon, masochism anon did it better first time

>>23082124
Actually, I am masochism anon and this is my extension of someone else's. It's not a rewrite, I'm just writing what I think would happen later in the relationship. The one I'm adding to is not a masochistic relationship, it's an accepting one where the woman shows affection in a different way. She's not actually ruinous to the MC.

>>23082118
I mean more like independance, unreliance on the state.

>>23082137
Either way, the first post best post

it is over, but there will come days when it is even more over than now.

>>23082156
Haha, no problem. I just thought it would be funny to portray such a relationship more accurately.

Dunking a basketball is the coolest thing in sports.

>>23082138
The state is anywhere two or more men meet and come to terms. But I'm just being obtuse, I understand; you take issue with the current nation state(s) that no longer represents the men from which they derive their power and you want to withdraw from that broken compact. I agree. The problem is rallying enough support and enthusiasm to effectively seperate

WHEN WERE YOU NIGGERS GONNA TELL ME I WAS GAY!!!!?????

>>23082077
infinite jest

>>23082120
my name's joe

>>23082193
we've been telling you all along faggot

been trying to be less mean and hateful lately but it's not really working.

how have you been

>>23082255
Wasted all of my day off getting sidetracked on pointless discussions, didn't read any of Notes from the Underground, and wrote fan-fan fiction in the /wwoym/. In other words, a day completely ruined. What about you?

found a small youtube channel (44 subscribers) of a girl talking to the camera as if it's her dead dad

>>23082255
who says i've been?

>>23082265
i got some sun. inside my head i've been reliving my first year at university when i was totally alone in the world.
>didn't read any of Notes from the Underground
blessing in disguise if you ask me

>>23082270
descarte

>>23082255
my dick is huge and i am gay. Nothing i said is a lie

>>23082276
That's great bro, it's good to get some sun. Don't dwell too much on the past, though. If you wanna blogpost about it, I'd be interested. I like hearing about other people's torments and woes.

>>23081913
>Tariq bros how do we respond?
Wash yo ass.

So this is what the people I argue with look like.

>>23082302
actually i'm sentimental

>>23082285
what else is new

>>23082354
I think I spooked my mom acting all mopey. I don't mean to, but she's been sending me unprompted "I love you" texts and asking me if I'm ok. She's a good person.

>>23082372
that's so nice

I don’t how long this loneliness will keep lasting for. The concept of a man is so foreign to me. I crave a soulmate badly.

>>23082383
women can smell desperation

broke up and I'm relieved somehow. it's the end of the discussions that just go round and round

>>23082383
>concept of a man
O_______O
Let's be BF and GF. I like turtles. Do you like turtles too?

>>23082401
I hate turtles

>>23082404
Wow me too. Do you like trains?

>>23082404
Then I hope you get fucking raped, you slag!

>>23082411
based turtle enjoyer

>>23080194
Average college fag
>your voice matters so much! be empowered! get involved! advocacy is important! make your voice heard!
They always talk in the exact same way, the same tired lines. Usually women.
Why are they like this? Why are they so naive

>>23082411
T_____T
You scared my GF off. I didn't get to know if she liked trains.

>>23082426
>why are women retarded
a question as old as time

>>23081907
so i turned off my alarm because i knew i'd be up, and i've been lying in bed on lit
i just randomly looked at the time i was supposed to be up an hour ago
fuck this man

don’t do it don’t do it i’m not allowed to do it?????? don’t do it every time i do it it makes him hate me more,??(?? I have to do it I have to I can’t

>>23082446
Get help.

>>23081907
>>23082445
I just got off, and I get Monday off paid. Apparently it's President's Day. Gonna be a good weekend.

>>23082458
I already was at the hospital this week???? I take the new medications every day,?????? I go to therapy every week even????? nothing helps me get calm I only need him????? the doctor said I seemed less agitated earlier this week so she thought the new medicine was helping me but ever since Wednesday im so upset and I can’t stop ever I don’t know why nothing will ever be okay again I can’t stop thinking about the bad things over and over and over

Femanon sighs as she looks into her computer screen.
>"I don’t how long this loneliness will keep lasting for. The concept of a man is so foreign to me. I crave a soulmate badly."
She types, before hitting the 'post' button.

Anon's crispy dino tendy falls from his mouth. Is that... He leans forward, carefully examining the text before him. "Concept of a man..." Concept of a man? Shocked, Anon hastily sweeps his tendies from the keyboard and thinks up a reply. "Girls like turtles. I remember that from somewhere." Anon smiles to himself before responding.
>"Let's be BF and GF. I like turtles. Do you like turtles too?"
>"I hate turles"
A frown. It's over. No, it never even began. Wait! Anon's heart jumps as he remembers— confidence is key. But what do girls like? Frogs.
>"Wow me too. Do you like frogs?"
Wait... "No," he thinks. "I already said that." Anon tilts his head as he ponders. Slowly, his gaze turns to the Västra Stambanan Railroad Replica (Mint Condition, $700 retail) on his display table. Women love trains.
>"Wow me too. Do you like trains?"
With a satisfied smile, Anon sends his reply. He finally managed it. A girlfriend, after 25 years of lonely, lonely life. She was his soul mate, he was hers.
>"Then I hope you get fucking raped, you slag!"
Anon leaps from his chair, his eyes pinned to the unfortunate message before him. "W—wait! T—that's not me!" he thinks, frantically considering his options. "I didn't do it!" No! "Wait I really do like turtles" No stupid! "But anyway you like trains, right?"

It's over. Anon hangs his head in shame, bested by another Chad. With his spirit crushed, Anon types his final reply:
>"You scared my GF off. I didn't get to know if she liked trains."
The tendies were tasty, though.

>>23082426
Upper middle class zoomers like to engage in these little retarded performances to show that they are engaged and an activist. It never goes beyond holding some signs in a park and certainly never involves the forceful exertion of power in any way that would be uncomfortable
It's so they can have a picture of themselves holding a sign on social media
Some other giveaway keywords for this particular kind of npc:
>grass roots activism
>community outreach
>advocacy
>invest in your self, self love is important!

Reading an article from The Atlantic about why anti-Semitism is bad. They're really not making a good case for why I should like Jews when Jews bitch and whine like this!

>>23082525
>tee hee i may be a millionaire but here's why i deserve even more privileges
Do these people even hear how they sound to the average person? Insanity

Shakedown, 1979

>>23082525
>Jews are not included in DEI bullshit
>This is exactly like Titus destroying Jews
The fuck is wrong with these people

>>23082525
>20% of jews live in poverty
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Kiryas_Joel,_New_York
they're all collecting welfare but not one of them ever goes hungry or looks remotely poor or struggles financially because they use their own systems of finance for each other, poor jews are gaming the IRS and social programs

>>23082525
>i deserve unearned privileges for happening to be born to a particular religious/ethnic group, this is progressive btw
Funny how 21st century progressives have gone full circle back to justifying privileges on the basis of race, while still pretending to champion "equality"
Cognitive dissonance must be insane

>>23082555
I don't know how anyone can read this and not feel deep disgust for these arrogant, anti-social parasites. Can you really be surprised that so many people in every culture has felt this same disgust?

>>23082503
If this isn't a larp you have to calm down. You don't gain anything by being upset. Besides, he would probably be happy if you calmed down and wrote in a calm fashion. Practice it by writing a letter here (because it would be good for the narrative too, I wanna see where this plot goes).

i feel jealous of mormons, every mormon i know and talk to seems super happy and content with life. also getting to go travel as a missionary sounds pretty fun. i imagine its one of those things you have to be born into though, it's not the same if you convert later.

>>23082525
>20% of jews in New York live in poverty
80% of jews in America fall into the top 1% of income-earning households.

>>23082569
I'm jealous of Quakers. I try to imagine what it's like for them to go out on Rummspringa. I'm not surprised most of them choose to go back. Our modern culture must look like literal proof of Satan to them.

>>23082566
I can’t calm down???? Nothing i do makes him happy he only gets happy if I’m gone????? I can’t write any letters my therapist told me to do that to write a letter she said write it down the things you want to say to him but don’t send it,????? she said never talk to him anymore because he is very bad and it makes you upset????? I can’t

>>23082612
I gave my ex-gf HPV and she got cervical cancer and now she's sterile lol

>>23082564
You should look up the videos of the place, everyone has brand new clothing and huge families and they all talk about how they barter with one another instead of using real money while collecting everything they can from the US government - - while at the same time they have the lowest rate of English speech in the US. Children born in 'America' here are never taught and don't learn English but collect welfare from New York State.

I guess maybe that's not remarkable anymore though considering the US has tens of millions of illegals from Mexico and god knows where that make this particular instance of parasitism a drop in the bucket. People who break the law come here and on day 1 receive a stipend that's much higher than the social security of citizens who worked their entire lives and in effect pay for these criminals. But of course...the two are not entirely unrelated.

>>23082614
what is wrong with you,????????? that isn’t funny at all that’s so sad for her why would you do that and not even feel sorry????

>>23082629
Where did you meet him?

>>23082629
because fuck that stupid whore lmao dumb bitch

>>23082575
>>23082555
>>23082525
>20% of jews in New York state live in poverty
>this means jews in general are disenfranchised victims!
>meanwhile that 20% number is staggeringly lower than every other demographic who have rates as high as 60% in poverty and no articles in newspapers or magazines explaining why are worthy of special privileges unlike Jews
Huh....wasn't this meant to combat anti-semitism? Is the so called Streissand effect?

I want to be a good writer so bad

>>23082612
Where did you meet your BF? Why are you so obsessed?

>>23082638
> Although he had voted for Hitler over Hindenburg in the 1932 German presidential election and the Nazis had viewed his writings as a means to provide a "respectable pedigree" to their ideology,[6] Spengler later criticized Nazism due to its excessive racialist elements
ngl that's pretty gay

I'm thinking about getting into the DCU. And by getting into I mean literally.

>>23082639
So do it.

>>23082508
Best read I’ve had in years

>>23082650
I can't sorry. I feel like a miscarriage.

>>23082657
Then miscarry yourself.

Jeez these threads get fewer posters every day. Might as well be a gay discord server

>>23082508
I was there and that's exactly how it went down.

>>23082662
Why are you mean

when did /lit/ peak? Old fag replies only

>>23082667
Because it's the human race, you gotta run or get run over.

>>23082668
2013ish /lit/ and /fa/ were awesome because people actually cared

>>23082409
>>23082429
>>23082508
>tfw they're always into trains not railways

>>23082668
That one time when I called that guy a fag.

At midnight, I thought about taking some vitamins or opening a bottle of wine with the same level of enthusiasm. There's no distinction in life when alone.

>>23082669
You're not getting what I'm saying then.

>>23082674
You're not getting what I'm saying: stop being a fag.

>>23082682
How am I being a fag

>>23082648
You're becoming a Detective Comic? Think about how ACAB any audience that likes jokes is.
Captcha: 2DVJKR

>>23082653
>>23082665
>>23082671
>no trains

Can you read this?

Fucking stupid fag!

Your senses are limited! Feel the clock robbing life from you!

Fuck you! really, go fuck yourself! die!

FUCK YOU

>>23082690
Who are you so mad at?

>>23082689
>they don't even have opinions on gauges

Tiny QWERTY keyboard from Restoration Hardware that has a massive 10 ft cable for wall outlets but none of the keys work it just lights up

>>23082695
Sounds like my ex-wife

>>23082693
on the rag. Samsara got hands and this anon can't handle it

Holy shit boobies
Grabbing boobies is so fucking sexy holy shit
I legit cannot handle it
Ladies, if you have tits, let your man grab em

>>23082670
How has literary taste changed since? What authors did you see shilled then that you don't anymore?

Where were you when I needed you the most?
I was so alone. I needed you. Someone. Anyone.
Why was I so lonely? Why?
Why?
Why
Someone please explain. Why am I me?

G.K. Chesterton on AI Risk
https://slatestarcodex.com/2017/04/01/g-k-chesterton-on-ai-risk/

>>23082686
>waaah I want a thing
>so do the thing
>waaah I can't
that's fag behavior, knock it off

>>23082710
>snarky humor
>overuse of alliteration
>extemely forced biblical allusions
God I hate G.K Chesterton

What a beautiful face
I have found in this place
That is circling all 'round the sun
What a beautiful dream
That could flash on the screen
In a blink of an eye and be gone from me
Soft and sweet
Let me hold it close and keep it here with me

>>23082735
Scott Alexander wrote it.

>>23082748
Made me think of this
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=8AHCfZTRGiI
Anyway, sometimes dreams are better as dreams.

>>23082753
I don't care who wrote it; it is terrible either way

>>23080747
The muslims hate you because they see this in you. You deserve beheading

>>23080194
---- Solaria ----
3058
Happiness

Her portrait made a kind of shrine
To summer heights I found not so fleeting.

Theirs was a difference of degree
Resolved in sight's quality

Like stars in a lens compactly giant as poetry
Or circumstance fortunate

Beyond belief or calculation, who knows which.

This chick who I just started talking to just asked if I'm studying or working, I'm 21 and currently out of work (not by choice) but it feels embarrassing to tell her that I'm unemployed, what do I say? Is honesty the best policy in this situation?

>>23082569
It's more of a facade than reality. Mormons are scrupulous, anxious, and in a constant state of cognitive dissonance under the surface.
t. from an old mormon family

>>23082765
I love the last verses of this song.
>If I could start again
>A million miles away
>I would keep myself
>I would find a way
I'd like to write a novel like that, a broken guy fucking off to the other side of the world and finding a new life there.

>>23083323
Say you sell your bussy on OF

>>23080194
Paul Schrader should make a Moby Dick film adaptation

>>23083323
Just lie and say you’re studying atm. What is the big deal?

>>23082580
>I'm jealous of Quakers. I try to imagine what it's like for them to go out on Rummspringa
You're thinking of the Amish. Quakers are more like Unitarians.

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>>23083781
>>23083781