/lit/ - Literature

I found a Soul Eater anime analysis video the other day where they tied in Foucault's Madness and Civilization, and the video was made by a transgender person. First time I've seen two niche things I'm interested in come together, kinda uncanny desu.

>takes about 2 minutes to get DALL-E to depict a woman pissing directly on another woman's face in a toilet
>only censors 1/5 times
>try to get DALL-E to depict greek furies interacting with (NO NO NO NO NOT ATTACKING OR TORMENTING OR ASSAILING OR BESETTING NOOOOO NOOOO THAT'S VIOLENCE!!!!) a character from a norse saga (NOOOOOOOOO NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO NOT A NORSE WARRIOR WARRIORS ARE VIOLENCE)
>blocks 100% of the time
>"19th century woman in blue veil in the style of lucien levy-dhurmer, symbolist style"
>NOOOOOOOO NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO NOT ALLOWED NOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!

I lost a short story contest by a wide margin. Here’s the opening to the number 3 highest ranked story

The real red pill is moving to a country that is both 99,9% white and non-Western.

>>22803862
I hate women to a degree some would consider to be... unnatural

>>22803864
Shockingly a man wrote it.

>>22803778
>Be 33
>Be talking to 22 year old girl met through work (dead end retail job)
>Really like her vibes, Christian, very wholesome, very funny. Things I've always wanted but never thought existed.
>Her uncle comes in as customer cos we got some good products in
>He's 2 years older than me
>Trades person etc who used to to work for/with her dad but branched off on his own
>Find out her mother is 43, so I'm closer to age to her mother than I am to her.

Do I basically have no chance? Am I seen as an old/uncle tier person to her? And cos her uncle my age has a good paying job/skillset, does that mean that's what she expects of ppl my age too?

She is one of the most beautiful individuals (as in her insides) ive ever met. It really threw me off meeting her. When she was first hired I didn't notice her at all, but the more I talk to her the more I am crushing.

I need a short, flat chested blonde girl with dark eyes to fix me and to marry.

evidently the federal government will require an account of how i spent my autismbuxx
they will not be receiving that
in fact, i will not be in the US at all when the receipts are due

>>22803899
Get in line, pal!

>>22803908
> taking neetbux to own the Conservatives
What a sad and pathetic life you must lead.
You are not one of us.

Medieval people were interesting fellows.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_knight_who_could_make_cunts_speak

>>22803914
what

>>22803923
You know what you're doing, not just giving your approval to libshit philanthropic policies, but sucking it's cock too.

>>22803946
i'm just gettin payed brother i don't have an ideological angle

>>22803946
I'm conservative but support welfare.

>>22803958
Sounds like Samuel Francis and Pat Buchanan's "economic nationalism." Really a low-level form of fascism. Francis even called it socialist nationalism or nationalist socialism.

>>22803966
fascism is le bad

>>22803966
Also reminds me of Huey Long, the "Kingfisher":
https://counter-currents.com/2011/11/huey-p-long-bayou-fascism/
https://daily.jstor.org/huey-long-a-fiery-populist-who-wanted-to-share-the-wealth/

Everyone assumes I'm a dude.

Gonna go study for my final at a cafe. Hopefully a qt is interested and I can autistically explain Book IV of the Republic to her.

>>22803881
Dont worry about it bro. Just shoot your shot

>>22803878
Not that shocking

I want to write short weird fiction but I can never think of the cool random and scary shit that the good authors can come up with.

God dammit.

>>22803899
I'm tall, blonde, green eyed, and flat chasted. I happen to be male tho

>>22803966
Thats pretty based desu. I'm all for it.
>social conservatism
>labor based economics
>nationalist tendencies
>no spazzy spergy nazi bullshit

why did Marry Shelly make his name Frankenstein? a Jew, that is. why not a gentile name? is there a special significance to him being a Jew?

>>22804015
It's a German name. It has nothing to do with being Jewish.

>>22804023
uhhh stein? that's Jewish

>>22804028
Retard

>>22803997
I write short weird fiction. Just watch a lot of movies or think of a simple premise and try your best. The tone of your writing matters more than the content.

>>22804028
Nope. Stein is German. It means stone.

>>22803790
I had a friend in the business to get my foot in the door the first time, second time I just applied to a company based in Seattle.
(Im actually thinking about doing it againt just for the experience, which I would look up seasons and ports and just go there.)
If I do I would just fly there and walk the docks, its kind of like the military in that its "quite extreme" compared to normal work, like...16+ days are common, you dont get paid by the hour, but by the day, so its not a "normal job".

But...have a place to sleep, no bills or dumb shit, just work and fresh ocean breeze....God damn...Im am a thinkin' 'bout it now....

One of my most favorite memories was waking up to the boat rocking, sea gulls calling, looking out the window and see snow capped mountains right on the shore, the smells...ah, man, that was nice. Alaska is beatiful. Sure hard work, but that never bothered me much.

>>22804037
then why so many Jews in particular named that?

hmm, i wonder what this pain in the upper right of my abdomen could be

>>22803778
that neet girl alisa chung looks EXACTLY like my ex and i can't stop watching bros. it hurts so much bros, half asian girls kill me.

>>22804047
The Jews took German names. Frankenstein was a German noble family.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/House_of_Franckenstein

>>22803983
If she’s annoying you and you want to scare her off, start sperging about the Parmenides

>>22803940
More like artistic stuff rather than career stuff. Career women make for terrible mothers. At least the artistix and creative types make for good educators and can give kids an outlet for creativity that isn't pyrely consumerist.

Berg also means rock. I would expect Goldberg and Goldstein to have jewelry dealers as ancestors. The international jewelers were connected to the dutch and NY. Around WW2 the ones with connections to NY fled there.

>>22804064
how does one take a last name?

Becoming a Jew is quite easy if you think about it. So to be Jew your mother has to be Jew right? Any man can take a Jewish woman and bam, his children will be unquestionably Jewish. Think about it.

>>22804072
Ive yet to read that dialogue. It's intimidating

>>22804099
so are you suggesting a bunch of German men in the jewelry industry just happened to marry Jewish women, to the point it permanently semitic nomenclature?

>>22804053
Appendix. If you dont see a doctor you will die. Go now.

>>22804112
appendices aren't real

>>22804109
It's a possibility that we have to consider as such.

>>22803778
>it's Thursday
Wrong.

baka....pshh, kids these days...

>>22804095
Because of Das Patent Uber die Judenanem. Jews were made to take German surnames by Joseph II of the HRE.

>>22804107
I’ve read it and still don’t understand it. I needed a secondary resource constantly at my side. Crito is another hoe-scaring dialogue given from personal experience they can’t understand why Socrates would want to stay imprisoned

>>22804135
What gay ass time zone do you live in

>>22804151
Your timezone;
: |
My timezone;
: D

Girl at the cafe is super tall and skinny. She looks a lot like these aliens from episode 2 of star wars. Except in a sexy way. She made my drink wrong. I ordered it hot but she made it iced. Wish I didnt jack off today because then I'd have the necessary sex drive to be aggressively flirty with her

>>22804159
Oh are you one of those beta white guys who moved to japan for sideways pussy? My university offered a program to teach english there over ththe summer

>>22804166
>Oh are you one of those...
Anon, I...
>>22801819
>humans are just too retarded to understand me.
...Your planet is small and your species minute.

I need a flat-chested girl to hug tightly

>>22803778
man it's crazy. like a room with 1 AI is interesting. a room with 7 is insufferable

hell ya thursday new music on apple music tonight hope there's sth good

>>22804171
So you bookmarked shit on Google maps

>>22804172
Find a job wearing costumes for children, like a Disney character for parties or a mall Santa.

>>22804192
>Disney
I said flat-chested not fat-chested

>>22804181
Ive been everywhere and done everything.

I dont have a bucket list of do's anymore, I have a bucket dont's.

Mastery of the self, to the deepest levels of Biology, to even the point of manually manipulated gene expression...intelligent design...

Who is designing (You)?

quaject, perihermion unsnobby, Demmy Garrelts, Reusch, DEST superstructurally, Worrorran, Sinagua, Nalukataq, Markoff, paraphonic Leshchenko, Riedel alchymistical, fourhandedness failure is the best teacher, nasolaryngoscopy axonotrophy, unshyness fontinella, incanter noncontention, Kinvig misozoic bottletop, westoid autoanalytically, unfraternizing diatomically, venceremin, nucleofugic disadaptation, Brading, rhabdolithic, callimico Liistro, swaining RDE, unfixated baeocyte sigilic, ethnocentrist Lueyang, landliving LeFlore, Lapalissade, Beckfoot, Melania cocksmith, Guamúchil, callostomy, nutballs, hypercondensation, hyperbrasilol, vasomotive H&C, khalass Cuddington, vingty Murs, strugglesome sphaeroblast, degrammaticalisation, businessowner Siddiq, forrud, Yuletide, aminazine, Modugno, oscarellid, bromocyan, protonymphal, Austrailia, unbrushable, Blagojevic, timballo, oesophagodiverticulostomy, Ratekau, monoglacialist, transtemporally Stehouwer, ungeographical monoplotting, Wiston unerase Munnipoor, phonomimetic escarmouche, Kanglish CDIC, Rolfs hypothalamopituitary, myoregeneration, semireliable, spurcity, eurythermia, Ahmatjan leistering splenosomatic Miracle, bandoleered enteropathotype, Teal diversative, perisplenetic omikron Bahā'allāh neurographic, Profit Ketelsen, autocoherence olotera prealternate Crowlands, mo'fucka, nitrilic thermoprofile, breadmonger faroff, cuticulosome costware, isocicutoxin, Barming VWD, sandpump, hypernegation, cofasciculation, Micawber pogamoggan, grand duc, ergomorphic, coccous preshus, gardenership, Ortenau, Boylston, Maalouf, mixtural TCU, Angikuni, superexcite quinquesect, chauffeuse, myogenous laplet, Donnybrook-Balingup, maskful trophophyll, viscerosomatic -conazole Borno brast, sloid, Conch, Chapell, berbine lammer chollor Troezen, diavlog, zootaxonomy, standpatter, DeMartino, misaddition, subplastidial Minn. befoozle Knockloughrim, mistally Imhotep, parasynchronous dinitrodiphenylamine, Hedstrom Briggsian, overmasturbation, geoeconomical Dainton Toft, redescent, angiotomodensitometry, brainweird cartilogenesis, herriment, cryocentrifugation, heterodominant Flox sooten Polonne, flavoreductase, unmaximized leucoreduction, sandlace, unruth, randot, monosporic Nyborg, hydroalkylation, magnetophone backdiffusion, stricture, nonpediatric multisubcultural, sandbathe Thusis, methadon, subellipsoidal perforans, Gartcosh trachydolerite, Carfagno, zaalouk, huque, minarchistic mejoranera, nibbleable Walen, unsecure debureaucratization, uninvadability, outweird Totterdown, smotheration, transformed Padumuttara, abbandonatamente, phosgenation birdnap, censorization, Landau-Siegel zero, final boss, nanofocus, periplasmatic Ledford, Nissen, ulnotrochlear exopinacocyte, Rexburg, foyboat, Khoi, macrographically, Nodal, Kitan, fanling, Tanori, Eden garden, ytterbate, Jamshedpur, poziotinib, phenylpropyl, ectotroph Faradian, Chinghai, thermalgesic, genitalize preanæsthetic leukomelanosis, axiobuccolingual electrotin,

>>22804200
>109 flights
Ah, a Jew on the run. It all makes sense now

>>22803778
Why are moderns obsessed with self-esteem?

Tumen, Raisinet

>>22803881
If you’ve already seen her insides I’d say you have a chance.

>>22803881
With women, never ask questions beyond basic legal, moral, and social ones (like avoiding embarrassment). They make no fucking sense. Any time I've tried to figure out what to do with a woman, I've either fucked up a sure bet and only found out later or realized it in hindsight, or taken a wild shot in the dark and succeeded.

I have no idea what they want. Any time I try to anticipate it I'm wrong.

>>22804208
Im searching for bloodlines, noting human migrations, discerning Genetic proclivities from political, religious and local cultural.

The most detained and comprehensive map of human evolution, in all of human history, exists in my head, involving far too many variables to ever be able to explain to anyone else.

A living AI scanning countless faces, analyzing their history, their artifacts, their ecosystems, everything...so much data, its beyond comprehensible.

>>22804238
>Genetic proclivities from political, religious and local cultural.
What about the cosmopolitan centers where this is no local culture?

People keep assuming my gf is a child.

>>22804258
>where this is no local culture
>he cant see through the neon to see the hidden languages unspoken
The more meta the analysis the deeper and finer the dicernment must be, where you see no difference I will see a clean demarcation, or vice versa....where you see clean differences I will see its merely in different cloths.

Some things have never changed...even though they spoke vastly different language and live thousands of years apart.

>>22804260
All women are children.

I wish I spent more time in a blue collar job when I was younger. It’s kind of cool if you were a Texas roughneck or an Alaska crab fisherman when you were twenty-five but not so much when you were thirty-five, not if you want to be really successful at something anyway.

I don't want to go back to school but leaving this shithole (or just getting a decent, non-IT job) without a degree is basically a pipe dream.

>>22804287
Nah dog, dont think like that. I did blue collar work from 21 to 24. Turning 25 soon and I might take on a few more projects to pay for college. I wish I had just did the normal college thing so I could have a stable career by now instead of being that older guy still slogging through education

>>22804291
>leaving this shithole
Western sheet porcelain toilet or thirdie shit hell?

>>22804298
Beaner

>>22804272
She doesn't act like a child she just looks like ~13.

>>22804311
How old is she

>>22804287
>>22804296
Behold, the duality of regret.

I suggest hard labors in the youth, builds character and allows for a more modest sense of center. Knows what "suffering" is and doesnt confuse not having a latte before work as "literal I cant".

Multiple times working machines or some industrial job there was plenty of options to move up, make enough to support a family. I just job hopped and learned from each place instead of staying put.

The road is my career now, the only mistress that will never leave me.

>>22804313
18

>>22804316
How old are you?

>>22804323
31

>>22804314
Dawg, I'm from LA. Me and my boss would get lattes from starbucks every morning before we went to work on houses.

>>22804325
You're a lucky man. Treasure your pseudo jailbait gf.

>>22804311
>>22804316
>>22804325
Damn, that's hot as fuck

I think I hate my grandfather. I've lived with him in his shithole house for the past 12 years. My uncle became convinced we were stealing stealing money from him because he's an inarticulate moron who doesn't remember anything besides gossip about other people. Rather than defend me to my uncle, he lets everyone else make the rules whenever its convenient for him, so I have to pay rent or get out. I refuse to pay money to live in this mouse/gnat/shit infested hellhole. Thanks so much for repaying all I've done for you, and you're welcome for the 12 years of free service, you fat, alcoholic, hypocritical slob. I'm amazed he survived to 90 despite a diet of alcohol, sweets and spam, but I won't shed a tear at his funeral.

>>22804296
I know blue collar jobs suck but certain blue collar jobs can be looked back on in a semi-romantic fashion. There’s a reason why we pretend Lyndon Johnson and Jimmy Carter were like a rancher and farmer and even current Presidential candidate Robert F. Kennedy Jr. talks about how he was a commercial fisherman until he got off drugs in his late 20s. Certain jobs just get that American cred and romance.

Nothing wrong with going to college later in life btw. Sometimes I wish that’s what I had done. I worked at stores and restaurants when I was younger but I spent my whole adult life going to or working in colleges. I can’t say it was really worth it.

I hope my ankle is ready to go again tomorrow. I’m in the Grand Canyon doing some geophysical work and am not able to go down to the Coconino to rappel in with the crew. Have to stay topside on comms. I want to share the burden with them as it is hard work and feel guilty for having to rest. The ankle is starting to feel better, I think. What a beautiful place it is here. So peaceful with nobody on the North Rim.

>>22804344
I sat over the edge and the guard yelled at me.

I’m going to make it as a writer. One way or the other, I’ll make it. And I’ll come back and help people like us once I do.

OH FUCK I'M LATE FOR AN APPOINTMENT FUCK FUCK FUCK WHY AM I SO FORGETFUL

>>22804351
>help people like us
Anon, not even professional therapy cant fix this...
https://pastebin.com/1UaLaxmB

>>22804354
Freak

>>22804351
based

I have a ten page essay due in 8 hours. I've only written 3 pages. I still havent even finished the reading. I've spent two hours just take notes and craftong an outline. It's over

>>22804349
He should have pushed you in

>>22804342
Nah dog, no one is looking at my work history with a sense of romance. The reactions I get are indifference, disgust, and pity. When I was 21 and 22 people would ask what I was doing, and when I'd tell them they always had the same response, that being "wow, college drop out is working a loser job, okay."

>>22804385
>ten page essay
I read that as teenage pussy.

>>22804387
HAHAHAHHAAH
Oh, man, Based! So based and red pilled.

>>22804401
I HAVE A TEENAGE PUSSY DUE BY MIDNIGHT

>>22804329
What's even better is that she was raised well. Cooks, cleans, obedient. She likes to bake me desserts.

>>22804361
>>22804387
you ok bro?

>>22804209
Because being prideful individualist is now a virtue

>>22804172
I need a fat arsed ginger to smother my face with

>>22804454
I'm a fat assed blonde, but I'm a man.

WOMEN'S BIG FAT ASSES

>>22804416
Impregnate her. NOW!

Sometimes I marvel at my own Nihilism...

>>22804028
how are there people this stupid in the world? read a fucking book dotard.

I spend a lot of my time thinking about things that aren't real. Fiction, imaginary scenarios, sexual fantasies, etc. I probably spend a few hours every day contemplating such things. I started writing to try and get these imaginings out of my head, but I can't produce anything publishable. I write a combination of weird rants / explainer essays about niche topics I find interesting, overly long dialogue sequences between two characters I thought up absent any context of a narrative, and lots of erotic fiction with a variety of fetishes that range from disgusting to quasi-legal.

The erotica is the only stuff I write that has any semblance of real narrative. I can't be bothered to produce non-erotic fiction of any kind. I tire out after a few hundred words and find the whole business of telling a story to be tedious if there's no visceral payoff.

So what I've started doing is writing erotic fiction and getting really elaborate with the dialogue, characterizations, and so on, building up to the sex scenes, then later deleting the sex scenes and references to sexual material. Sort of reverse engineering fiction from erotic fiction.

We can't know whether or not our ideas will gain traction in the market. All we can do is stay true to them and cross our fingers.

>>22804542
Jesus, just link to literotica already, ugh!

>>22804351
Good job anon, I believe in you.

>>22804344
go sneak into the forbidden caves where all the ancient giant remains are

>>22804542
Sounds like how I write, apart from the whole smut thing. I write in a free verse style with line breaks then edit them out when I'm done. My poetry is average to terrible, but my prose is usually bretty gud. You just have to do you and stick with it.

i'm trans

>On low-grade stimulant
>Add some coffee
>Basically spent the day in a state of complete mental "flow"
>Hours have gone by and large amounts of progress has been made in things that seemed like they'd require a great deal more effort
>Coming down now and in a crippling state of anxiety and restlessness, as per usual during these kind of days I will probably be awake until 5 am and be dog tired tomorrow.
Its got its downsides I suppose

>>22804580
its ok

>>22803862
how terrible was your short story.

>>22804587
What's the stimulant and how did you acquire it? I drank a fuck ton of coffee in hopes it would cause me to write out a big essay, but all I've really done is shitpost on here for hours

I'm so frustrated and feel like I'm waving a gun around in the dark with the book I'm currently writing. Obstruction here, obstruction there, too many threads to tie up, research fatigue, stints of apathy and so on. Sucks, like truly sucks, because I feel this has the potential to be the best thing I've ever written and something I would definitely consider a passion project, as in something in particular I've wanted to do for a long time. I'm maybe 40% through the first draft, possibly. I don't even fucking know anymore...

I matched with some cute girl on Bumble but I don't think she knows that she's meant to message me first, lmao. I have the ability to extend the first message period (she's got about 10 hours left to message me before our match expires) but I don't think it'll do any good.

Dubs and I'll die in my sleep tonight

>>22804580
I don't care

Mom saw my copy of the closing of the american mind by allan bloom and asked if I was doing some light reading. Was she alluding to the thinness of the volume?

>>22804729
lmao ur mom cooked

>>22804697
owned, enjoy living another day fag.

Worries about money. Things on my mind. The people around me doing their best to please the system and me, fighting to stay true throughout it all. The others. I like listening to them but have trouble talking. I fear the system is twisting their minds too much. The stories we tell ourselves.

Why do women's asses look so good in pajamas

>>22804808
Because their bodies know it's sleep time so all the farts are building up in the cheeks

>>22803881
It's a dead end job. Just try something, what do you have to lose? Nothing bad will happen as long as you are respectful. Stop thinking

>>22804821
Interesting, will write this down.

>>22804397
It really depends on the job, man. If you think people wouldn’t consider it a little romantic if you went from ranch hand to big city lawyer, they would.

at the point where i have to claim i have Parkinson's to deflect accusations of alcoholism

>>22803778
Ive been taking care of my wife since she’s had her tonsils out. I dont mind watching the girls and that but I know for a fact she wouldnt take care of me this way were the roles reversed. She’s done nothing but sleep the last 2 days and nights. I can’t help but feel sickened by her.

>>22804874
I use the hypoglycemic/drank coffee approach but am seriously considering getting on some barbs or benzos, this is getting ridiculous.

Day 400 of interacting with people I hate on a daily basis. I still hate them, or well, maybe one guy in particular more than the others. He's a kind of nerdy know-it-all and not funny guy. I know how to handle know-it-all nerds but this one really gets on my nerve because he's a physically fat, stinking, clingy and insecure know-it-all. I'm always trying to be tolerant and open but that man is walking cringe and it's getting hard, even if he is nice. I had to walk out to take a breather today because that nigger (he's white, but you know) kept hanging behind my shoulder, watching what I was doing and trying to give me advice over some stuff I already knew. I had to go out or else I would have sucker punched him in the fucking face for no reason.

I can't handle his body odor anymore. I can't handle his stupid fucking voice. I can't handle his mannerisms and the way he goes into 'hmm, that's interesting, but I don't know...' monologues over the smallest comments I make. I can't handle his self-sufficient smile whenever he's right about something. I just hate him with every fibers of my being. I don't understand how someone can grow up to age 29 and still be like that. I simply can't imagine it. About the insecure part, and I can't make this shit up, the man literally asked me to compliment him over his physique. MULTIPLE times. I refused the first time because he's horrid (peace be upon him) and I don't like to lie but he doubled down the next minute. I'm also a man. I had to lie and say he was 'charming and handsome' although he looks like an ugly bastard from a weight gain gay hentai. He seems to think we are friends but I can't wait to move out of this fucking city and never see his face again. Fucking hell

new cringe memory dropped today, i'll be cringing about it probs till i croak but at least for years. maybe i change jobs it won't be sooo bad but it still sucks ass.

>>22804888
>self-sufficient smile
*self-satisfied smile

>>22804888
Stop smiling. Wrinkle your eyes every time you see him. Look him up and down. Back that fat ugly fuck away with body language, my man. Throw him an indignant “okay, dude” and roll your eyes. You might cringe inside and feel awkward but for your own dignity youve got to be just a slight bit of an asshole.

if Kevin Spacey put the rizz on me would i tell him no? i don't think so.

>>22804602
It wasn't good but it was astronomically superior to that shit

i'm a FREAK
nigga i'm CRAZY
i do WEIRD SHIT

I love you guys.

>>22804999
You don't even know me.

>>22805005

Nothing better on gods green earth than a drink on an empty stomach

>>22803778
On facebook and see old people i knew from middle school now at Harvard
Meanwhile i live in a ghetto, life is rough

Everything is about obtaining a sense of superiority
Everything else is just a smokescreen

>>22805012
My stomach hurts after eating too much chicken.

>>22805007
Your love is too cheaply given. It can't have much value.

>>22805021
Drink some coffee or laxatives.w You will survive

there is nothing i enjoy better than dunking on women. i don't even like having sex with them. i just want to make them unhappy.

>>22805023

>>22805017
OKAY THRASYMACHUS

I yam what I yam

>>22805040
you will never be as superior as me
ywnbasam

>>22805023
love given for a price isn't really love

>>22805046
The price of love is love.

>>22805012
Walk out of your house and ghetto to a beautiful place retard

>>22805051
yeah maybe when im drunk (like right now
Any other time, not beautiful. Maybe beautiful in its own way

THIS IS NOT MY BEAUTIFUL HOUSE
THIS IS NOT MY LARGE AUTOMOBILE

You ever wonder what a rat experiences.
like they clearly can sense emotion and have enough memory to remmber places an d people
Wonder what goes on in those little brains sometimes you know

>>22804231
>>22803881
as man in the dating you just have to stop caring and trying to make careful calculations about whether to ask one specific girl out or not. You just have to ask and if they say no then move on. That's it. You guys need to stop pining over women.
Unfortunately, the best way to think about it from a man's perspective is your a salesman and women are potential customers. You wouldn't get very far if you spent weeks or months debating on whether or not to try and sell your product to that one specific dude you know. It's the same with dating as a man.

Also, lots of guys worship pussy for some reason. If you caught yourself doing it, stop. Women genuinely don't deserve it

HOENY DON'T WALK OUT I'M TOO DRUNK TO FOLLOW

>>22804385
have you ever had a full-time job outside of school.
After join the work force I realize how much a fucking joke schoolwork was in university. It's really not that hard and procrastinating is pathetic.
Just start writing faggot.

>>22805078
Yeah I was working 60 hours a week doing construction work during the pandemic. Something about actual work being physical and tangible makes it easier to do, while essays are easy to ignore. It isn't difficult to actually write when I sit down to do it, but it is easy to ignore it otherwise.

>>22803974
Bsd when cam we get a Huey Long 2.0
Someone to smash everything while be8ng based

>>22803778
I have a book idea I really like, am I supposed to tell people about it or keep it a secret?

>>22805069
no but lately i've been thinking about the experiential life of someone with dementia
still human, still remembering most of what happened throughout your life, but something horribly wrong. something wrong all the time. i think about it a lot.

>>22805036
Based, what’s your approach?

>>22804859
No, because I went from upper middle class white kid, to minimum wage day laborer, and then back to a pre-law program. I had a temporary downgrade and all the families my family is friends with have children younger than me who are more successful and accomplished than me. I know I'm the family embarrassment.

goodbye Jen
you are the only woman i had feelings for in my adult life
i lost your number
i don't know if you're ok
i suspect you aren't
i hope you kick the fentanyl
i pray the cancer goes away
i hope your hair grew out again
you'll never read any of this

>>22805123
Damn, are you writing about my mom?

>>22805128
her children aren't old enough to operate a computer

>>22805134
Well she sounds like a clone of my mom then. You really shouldn't love women like that.

I think reality needs some new writers.

Paganism: Each love is a soul.

I wonder about the abstract absolutes of focus.

Thinking about my second kiss. I can't exactly remember where it was. I 15, she was 16. It was around christmas and we were alone together in a class room. I dont remember why. We had been having some on/off romance for a whole school year. We were talking about something or other and she caught me completely off guard. She approached me with half closed eyes. It was like she crossed the room in only a second. Then suddenly her face was right next to mine. Her lips gently brushed my lips. Then she was gone. It feels like a dream.

Breathy sax
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qRp-4e0bZjs

I dont know why everything went so wrong

>>22805049
The love of money is money

>>22805114
sex with dudes.

>>22805328
The love of DEEZE NUTS is DEEZE NUTS

fuck shit up and start a riot

My room is cold. I'm cold.

I think I want my future career to revolve around fishing, unfortunately, Australia is super boring when it comes to fishing, I wanna be on a boat in Alaska or some shit.

>>22804999
Elegant ethereal voice radiating: you can’t handle my meowstery.

What if I went back in time and became my own mom?

>>22805423
But you're male???

I really feel sick of everything. And what bothers me isn't this fatigue in itself. It's the swiftness with which it sets in. Just a week ago, I was feeling grounded, secure, focused, and maybe even a bit content. Now everything feels aimless. Nothing I do procures the slightest sliver of excitement. Not even comfort.
Will this be my life? When I was younger, the fatigue would take months to set in. But now... It's a matter of days.

This pope was pretty intelligent. Also the legends are crazy. We need more popes like this.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Pope_Sylvester_II

My mom brought me home some pizza and coffee after she got off work. I love my mom despite our disagreements.
Right now I'm sitting on the can and listening to picrel lol. Might go out for another sesh in a min but I think I'll be listening to the QVEEN for the rest of the night. Now, time to wipe!

>>22805506
>https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Pope_Sixtus_V
>Sixtus proceeded with an almost ferocious severity against the prevailing lawlessness.
Sometimes the world needs Bruce Wayne, not Tony Stark...

>>22805513
>pizza and coffee
First off, your mom is ridiculous.

Second, move the fuck out, NOW.

>Nah [smacking lips for flat tendie bread] I like comfy and easy.
This is why its utferly unbelievable someone can do post-doc research in a dozen fields...you see one as impossible, more as a comic book fantasy.

I designed the z-ray device with scraps in in a cheap hotel room...youre focused in your enjoiment, Im just focused.

>>22805526
The Pope doesn't have the political power for that anymore.

>>22805541
The Roman Pope? Yeah, he has been divided, powerwise. Between the schism and New World Order...

...having said that, you should look into Jesuits conspiracies, quite...prevelant these days. Hands in...just about everything.

My brother got a gosling the other day, twice now I've had the responsibility of moving it to its outside enclosure for some outside time and both times, it's projectile shit on my shorts, I've had to go through two pairs of shorts today.

>>22805540
Meds.

>>22805570
Get a fucking life you degenerate piece of shit.

Youre a disgrace to humanity, I cant respect God because I see you as his creation; living trash.

>>22805576
Meh. The Lord calls who the Lord calls.

>>22805584
The Lord is Me, dumbass.

Read this book and report back when youre done to put it perspective.

>>22805549
>Roman Pope
Thats why I specified, the "bad" Pope that isnt showcased in public. The one in Rome is a figure head.

Go to class!

>>22805540
Do you spend all day here

>>22805564
Is it a ryan gosling?

>>22805593
>here
Where? >>22804171

You know with a ohonr you can attend university lectures while touring archeological sites and museums virtually anywhere in the world?

>But why with us?
They asked the same thing to Jesus...

>>22805602
I don't know dude, for someone who keeps posting a map of the globe, you sure do spend 24 hours a day in /wwoym/

I miss butterfly. Fuck, I even miss Xi Jingping. This new name fag is so faggy by comparison.

>>22805595
Unfortunately not.

Hail! land of the palmetto and the pine,
From Blue Ridge Mountain down to Mexic's sea;
Sweet with magnolia and cape jessamine,
And thrilled with song, -- thou art the land for me!

>>22805604
>I don't know
I do. You've confused Anonymous with Stranger, not realizing the same people post here day after day.

Secondly, posting is irrelevent to location or actions....I LITERALLY JUST EXPLAINED THAT.
>>22805602
>You know with a ohonr you can attend university lectures while touring archeological sites and museums virtually anywhere in the world?

/lit/...the LITERAL ILLITERATE BOARD.

Fucking wow...."I dont know..." Yeah, Im well aware you peasant....

>>22805616
I don't know dog, there's a difference between posting day after day and posting all day everywhere. If you travel the world just to post in /wwoym/ all day then you're really wasting a worldly life.

Matched with some Korean chick, I'm a 21-year-old virgin, she's also 21, she's from Korea but studying here, how likely is it that she's also a virgin?

>>22805624
Odds are zero but Korean girls are the biggest whores on earth so you're good bro

>>22805622
>wasting a worldly life
LMFAO

Shut up, demon, youre literally lecturing Jesus about wasting his life saving "poor people". A fucking heretical Pharisee.

JUDAS.

>>22805632
Oh, you're schizophrenic. I'm sorry about your condition.

I am sad. The preceding sentence seems almost childish. Childish because people trivialise sadness, and so we invent melancholy. Then they trivialised melancholy, so we invent depression. They then trivialise depression, hence I am sad. Yet the sadness is abstract. It's a sadness whose root is my happiness.

It's a belated happiness; one whose effect has moved me to the point of epiphany. I have been miserable for so long. Secret misery. From whence did it originate? Did someone have to put it there, or is it a default state? Is misery infectious, or a child of neglect? Sorrowful spheres dig into the crevices of my face - is this the dawn of wisdom?

The man I was, I am sorry for him, and why only now as I type these words do I finally realise that the root of sorry is sorrow? I weep for him out of sorrow, out of sorriness, perhaps sorricity. Perchance. That bitter-sweet sorricity wherein I relish for what I have but lament what others lack.

For the first time in my life, I am certain I have friends.

>>22805635
Youre Psychologist too?
I am.

Youre not a Lingusit, you couldnt abstract my post.
I am.

Youre not conscious, as you failed the mirror test.
I am.

You are a Pharisee, a Judas that asked Jesus why he did sell his good for profit, because YOU CANNOT THE YOUR OWN SINS.

Selfish, Ego, Arrogant...you will never know anything beyond your "worldly pleasures"...
[p-too]
Disgusting subhuman.

>>22805640
Why do you think you're Jesus?

>>22805642
>think
First off....you dont think, you feel, secondly I KNOW. There is a difference.

Third, Christ Consciousness and Jesus are not the same thing, I know Jesus is, as a Medical Doctor, the Phenomenological process (the Develope in Developmental Psychology). What he was interacting with in the "clouds" (The Physics in BioPhysics).

Lastly, I am the 2.0 version. If he doesnt fix the errors of previous Prophets then he isnt a Prophet, he is just a high ranking "angel".

>>22805646
How do you know you are of the Christ consciousness? Is there a distinction from beinf the Christ 2.0 and being of Christ consciousnesses?

>>22805648
>How do you know you are of the Christ consciousness?
Well.....I was flat out told, as being a humble person (I am...you people project lies onto me, I CORRECT THEM) so I naturally just want to be a normalish person and learn the Truth.

Triple hemispheres in the braun, not two, the left and right eye correlating to each hemisphere, but the third one is a "virtual partition" like on a computer, I unlocked it.

THAT is Christ Consciousness. That is why I am a savant is many fields, that is why I am able to shitpost all day....because my hemispheres operate independenty of each other, I can literally think of multiple things at the same time.

Shit post AND research AND gym...always, easily.

Also, I lecture the world now, I lecture the Holy Spirit, what is what, how things work, Im not so interested in what it knows, Im interestd what nothing knows. Unknown unknowns.

"We are Legion for We are Many."
-Me

I'm no Napoleon.

>>22805662
And what do you do for work? Who funds your lifestyle?

>>22805648
And people need to drop the ego.

There are countless examples of me.

Enoch, Noah, Moses...the list is extensive Its Normal...thats one of the reasons I travel, Im cataloging previos ascended masters to better understand it, us, me, them, all of it.

>>22805671
Who have you catalogued?

Reading Manly P. Hall is oddly relaxing.

>>22803778
Thursday? That means tomorrow's (rather today is:) trash day, so before going to sleep I'm going to have to haul myself out of bed and take it out. Thanks for the reminder; my bin's full for my having missed it the last 2 weeks

>>22805669
You meet the most ascended man alive with the greatest understanding of existence and this is the question you ask?...

This is why I dont bother with "friends", theyre all retarded, those that arent are cowards, those that arent and immoral.

>>22805676
ALL OF THEM. LOOK AT THE MAP.
>>22804171

ALL.

Me and three cops in the elevator. Ocular rosacea corrupts my physiognomy into a suspicious mask.

Introducing Finley Hallow, and his pet worm, Banner!

This cocky, devious gentleman is a trophy hunter of all sorts. He travels to various dimensions hunting those he deems worthy prey. Once captured, his assistant Banner doubles as a means of transportation back to his trophy hall. The human cargo can do nothing but writhe helplessly in Banner's belly as they're whisked away to their certain doom!

The special alien enzymes that coat Banner's belly keep the prey alive against their own will. They have no need to eat or sleep once tightly packed inside, and his skin is thin enough where breathing is not an issue. Digestion can take anywhere from mere moments to an entire year depending on his companion's commands. His length is such that multiple victims can be stored inside his form without issue.

Finley is equipped with a long-range hunting rifle, with several futuristic add-ons that he's picked up while hopping dimensions. The gun has a stun setting for when he's not feeling particularly threatened by the prey.

Finley had noticed early in their travels together that Banner's stomach contours so tightly to his prey's body that he needn't even have the prey be released in order to make a completely accurate taxidermy of the victim! He simply could scan the bulge inside Banner's belly, and 3D-Print a perfect taxidermy trophy of whichever body parts he wanted to display. Of course, if he ever did want to see the struggling victim in the flesh again, he need only equip the goggles that rest atop his head, which allow him to see clear through various objects.

The only thing Finley enjoys more than the thrill of the hunt is humiliating his victims before he does away with them for good. He often takes victim's footwear as trophies, and can be seen toying with the captive's bare feet before they disappear into Banner's maw.

Finley takes great pride in defeating powerful foes, and displaying them in his trophy hall as nothing but humiliated visages, most commonly in the form of taxidermy trophy heads or full body replicas. His favorite means of display, however, is inside Banner's belly. Banner will often position himself draped across the carefully laid curtains of Finley's trophy hall, with prey still contained within him. The desperate moans and tight struggling bulge of the still-alive victim accompanies their own defeated taxidermy visage, a sight which Finley finds poetic and relaxing. They stay displayed until Finley grows bored or annoyed with their struggles, at which point the command to digest them is issued to Banner!

>>22805700

Holy fuck, Dolokhov is cool.

>>22805629
>Korean girls are the biggest whores on earth
Interesting, I was always under the assumption that East Asian chicks were prudish.

I wanna get a typewriter
They'd probably annoy anyone around me but they look so satisfying

>>22803778
>Write What's On Your Mind
Whats on my mind is (Your) limitations...so speak up, reveal them, and be illuminated...

...or hide them, remain ignorant, lying to yourself in the process.

https://youtu.be/Jsz4L-IzQZo

If (You) dont distract me with your feebles problems I think of final solutions.

>>22803918
If you think about it, it's a surprisingly obvious dirty joke; I mean, they're literally shaped like and called lips.

Finally having fun with a video game again, this is nice.

I wish this chick would realise that she has to message me first.

SIX TIMES NIGGAS, THATS HOW MANY TIMES I FOUND SOME SLUT DTF ON APPS WHO ENDED UP FLAKING AND GHOSTING ME DURING THE LAST TWO WEEKS. IT'S LIKE SOME FUCKING SEX POLTERGEIST IS TRYING TO TORMENT ME WITH BLUE BALLS. FOR FUCKS SAKE, THIS IS JUST CRUEL. LIKE SLAPPING A STARVING MAN WITH A HAMBURGER. TIME NUMBER SIX HAPPENED ONLY ONE HOUR AGO BTW. FOR FUCKS SAKE SHE WANTED ME TO RAWDOG HER AND WAS GETTING HORNY THINKING ABOUT BOTH OF US HAVING A THREESOME WITH HER FRIEND.
>Why yes, I'm sexually frustrated, how could you tell?

>>22805844
Kek.

>>22805844
>THINKING ABOUT BOTH OF US HAVING A THREESOME WITH HER FRIEND.
Theyre baiting you. Using you to live vocariously through while rejecting actually being with you as youre looking at her friend, not her. She got the "up" from the texting, you got the "down" from disappointment.

Its....ThermoDynamics on a macro-molecular scale, my son.

>APPS
Found the other problem.

You best start believing in vampire, boy...youre surrounded by them.

>>22805860
I'm the one who brought the friend up after she mentioned they had fooled around. She confessed that she wanted to do it again, I asked for a pic and she sent one of her friend in a bikini. I didnt even ask for a lewd pic, she just chose it on her own. The slut herself had already sent me nudes. I think she was hit with clarity during her horniness, who knows. Her last text was some absolute coomerism and a minute latter she deleted her profile. Twice I had someone do similar shit, recreate their profile a few hours latter, match me again, say some bullshit about "the app banning them" and then never replying or logging in again. Bitches are indecisive and flaky basically.
>Found the other problem.
I just want some easy and slutty women my man. This year I just got lucky with two "tee hee just broke up with my bf" hoes who couldn't fuck for shit and a narcissist that fucked my shit up for a month and just starfished during sex.

>>22805906
>after she mentioned they had fooled around
Baited...hook, line and sinker. Youre being inceptioned.
>I just want some easy and slutty women my man.
This is why youre easy to bait, youre very egocentric and short term oriented, its easy to wind you up with what youre salivating over.

Lastly;
>I think she was hit with clarity during her horniness
LOL...son, she isnt a bro having post nut clarity, she isnt all "wound up and unable to get off". She is a woman on tinder, she could be ran through several times a day, every day, all year if shes in a big enough of a city.

Your sexlife sounds like trash, Im *very* not envious of any "scores" you make.

>>22805929
Have you ever used dating apps or talked with a female friend who uses them anon? Women create and delete them on a whim all the time. Sending pics or saying horny shit to a stranger would only amplify those feelings. There's actually a study showing how half of them aren't even looking to go out with someone.
Women aren't some kind of big brained mastermind, most of them are as dumb as a bag of bricks. Same as most men.

We need to bring back orphanages and asylums on a large scale.

>>22805955
>There's actually a study showing how half of them aren't even looking to go out with someone.
Student, pay attention to class;
>>22805860
>Using you to live vocariously through while rejecting actually being with you

>Women aren't some kind...
Good lord youre a fucking idiot...

PUT THE EMOTIONAL BONG DOWN, YOURE THINKING LIKE A WOMAN.

t.Psychologist, PhD

Women when they can't prove their point or prove a man wrong change the subject. Now this is extremely annoying in a relationship but it's nowhere as annoying as in work where she's your senior.

Like bitch I've already shared the file and no I didn't make any new changes to it, read the fucking conversation.

>>22805610
Xi is probably dead

>>22805610
>I want someone to enterain me like a clapping seal hahaha
>[throws peanuts in its face]
>DANCE FAGGOT hahahha Im a good person and totally not full of shit

They hated Jesus too, a new namefag of his Age (Piscese). This isnt Piscese anymore.

What Age are we in now?

>woke up to see new guns and roses song in apple music new releases row
>it sucks so bad
man what the hell they should have stayed broken up

I've been building up, writing and losing interest in story concepts which I deemed "good". They never got anything, they weren't "fun". I'm sick and tired, it was all for nothing.
Time for an unapologetic power fantasy.

I took 100mg worth of Adderall XR today so that I could wrap up the final exam and homework in an extremely easy online class I’m enrolled in, but because of sleep deprivation and tolerance, the 100mg did very little to get me motivated and only served to keep me awake.

I hate, HATE this feeling of being blueballed by a mediocre amphetamine high. That was $50 worth of amphetamines I just casually downed, and I achieved nothing for the entire night. I’m about to crawl back out of bed in 10 minutes and go try to just get the fucker done before I slip into a state of total, uncontrollable exhaustion.

I fucking hate it when I end up in these spirals of sleeplessness and high tolerance. Allowing myself to end up in a position like this has been the bane of my goddamn existence for the last few years. I need to get a fucking grip.

Can't decide whether I should go to the city tomorrow or stay home to watch the fights. I've been wanting to go to the city for so long but the fights are gonna be so good tomorrow.

i've hit my second wind

>>22806082
>go to the city
>watch the fights
Go to the city and makes fights.

Be the one others watch in awe.

Serious Question : how do I increase my IQ? How do I stop going for tasty but unhealthy food that makes me happy in my otherwise miserable life? How do I become charismatic and witty? I hate everything about me. I didn't sign up for this life.

Ten Years, Give yourself ten years.

>>22806091
start shopping at whole foods

>>22806091
IQ doesn't mean as much as you think it does.

>>22806089
How long have ya been up pal?

people always talk about how when they're about to die they think of all the good stuff they experienced in life, but i think i'm going to try to focus on all the regrets, cringe and just stupid shit i did. i mean wouldn't that make it easier to get over it.

>>22806146
I don't know how I'm going to die but if it happens to be on a bed in a hospital somewhere then I think I'm going to try to be my usual nonchalant self.

>>22806146
I wonder if there are people who killed themselves and they were recalling good memories of their lives before kicking the bucket? It's not impossible I bet.

>>22806175
there's an interview with a dude who jumped off the golden gate bridge and lived and he said as soon as he stepped off it he knew he fucked up and wanted to live. he was a tiny manlet and good swimmer so he lived somehow. probably most jumpers feel that way but they splat, get knocked out and bones broken, and sink to a watery grave.

People always go on about how reading Harry Potter is optimal in the winter months but I always felt they had more of a spring-summer sort of feel.

>>22806180
>he lived somehow
The people that go around to watch for jumpers just happened to be there when he landed in the water, if they weren't there then he would've died. I'm pretty sure that's what happened anyway.

>>22805635
He isn't schizophrenic. He's just stupid. That's why all his posts are incoherent babble.

>>22806198
He legitimately believes all this crap about being the world's greatest genius

I can watch any type of violent video except for violence against animals and self-harm, I understand why I don't like violence against animals videos but I can't understand why I have a problem with self-harm videos. I've seen videos of cartels cutting people's faces off and wearing them and I don't care but as soon as a chick slices her leg up, I cringe and turn it off as quickly as possible. I should be OK with these videos, why aren't I OK with them?

I got up at 2:30pm. It's now 5:50am AND IT'S TIME FOR COFFEE

>>22806091
>that makes me happy
Youre a drug addict. No different than a homeless junkie, your dealer lives in a gland in your brain. By orienting your life towards happy=feel good=best you have become your own enemy, unable to face any growth through tribulation, now minor sufferings feel amplified to that would go unnoticed to me.

I woud say "You need more pain-cube." but at a certain age it becomes too late, the pain-cube wont develope you into a more balanced individual because youre no longer "growing".

IQ does relate to this, as being unable to find the center in your own life will make it far more difficult to find it in reality.

>How do I become charismatic and witty?
By knowing suffering. Comedians are known for rough backgrounds, right? How can you express true love if you've never felt loss?...it would appeare naive.

>I hate everything about me.
Then stop being you. Literally, die.

How can someone be reborne if they dont?

>I didn't sign up for this life.
Every day you eat bad food instead of making good food enjoyable you do. Every day you binge watch garbage media, you do. Every day you flee from discomfort you become backed into a corner of anti-pleasure, when the chemical hit doesnt get you high but the lack of it gives you unbearable suffering...

...that is a Hell all its own.

>>22806209
You shouldn't be ok with watching any of that stuff

>>22806198
>He isn't schizophrenic
Youre not a doctor, why are you LARPing to strangers on the internet?
>incoherent babble
HAHAHA Fucking filtered.

Attend lectures so youre not a complete fucking retard.

Physics, Biology, Mathnatics, Genetcs, Psychology.

All of them. THOUSANDS OF HOURS.

DOCTOR MEANS DOCTOR.

>>22806207
>world's greatest genius
I am. How many PhDs do you have?
>N-n-none...

OH, SO Y HAV NO MEAMS TO VERIFY YOUR FEELINGS ABOUT ME?

GOOD THING FEELINGS DONT CARE ABOUT FACTS!


I sure wish the average idiot wasnt so retarded as ti be unable to question anyi I say.....but they wont.
>Why?

BECAUSE I HAVE CITATIONS TO BACK EVERYTHING UP.

ALL OF IT.

Remembe..../lit/ is ILLITERATE.

Otherwise you would be competent enough to inquire anything spoken...you CANNOT do your own research, that requires LITERACY.

>>22806229
You've been in this thread for the past 5 hours, get a life you fucking loser

>>22806227
Why not?

>>22806229
>How many PhDs do you have?
Not the guy you're replying to but how much debt are you in?

>>22806240
Why are you watching it in the first place?

>>22806247
I see it on /gif/ in the rekt threads and check it out.

yo hit me up on disc if u wanna talk more

i'm the white denzel wahsington

>>22806248
But what inclines you to? Do you want to see a guy have his face peeled by cartels? It's fucked up to make that sort of thing into entertainment

>>22806255
>But what inclines you to?
Not sure, I don't have a negative experience when I watch it so why not?

>>22806239
>get a life
Go to class, you have no business lying to the lurkers about your competency, its a CLEAR SIGN OF MENTAL ILLNESS.

I did some research in Psychology and Cognition, a bit in Geometry, went to the gym, planned out my trip to Thailand/Malaysia, a bit of planning for Russia/Central Asia tour.

What did (You) do for the last 5 hours?
...lol...Im kidding, you shit and didnt wipe, I already know....

>>22806242
Zero, school is free. Internet...what have you been using it for? This is literally my homescreen. Find cool shit, look it up on youtube, find a lecture, attend. If its super interesting, buy a book, attend more lectures, repeat, repeat, repeat.

https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Library_of_Congress_Classification

>>22806263
So you have no degrees?
>what have you been using it for?
I haven't, I'm a high school dropout, lmao.

>>22806267
>no degree
Accreditation means nothing when your universities produces retards with polluted academics.
>But power hungry gatekeepers tell me who to submit to since I cannot know true reality on my own, I need raspberry haired aministrators to show me how to live.
You worship the idea of intelligence, not intelligence. You have faith...FAITH in institutions that lie, defame, poison truth...you have learned NOTHING from the last decade.

>highschool dropout
Im a middle school expellee.

Youre an NPC that needs an adult to tell them what to believe, go suck a professors dick for a "trust me Im smart".

i am a pan-MENAist
but i hope europe fractures

>>22806283
>Im a middle school expellee.
I can tell.

>>22806284
>pan-MENAist
lmao
>i hope europe fractures
MENA...I cast Fracture on thee!
[cackle-pop!]

>>22806288
>I can tell.
You an academic? What was your thesis on? Mine probably relates to it in some way, we can collaborate our research and compare notes.

Please, lets compare notes.

(They dont, they never will, its always the ones with ZERO qualifications in any field of research crying about how "no u dum")

>>22806212
Based and realitypilled

>>22806300
>School is free, I just look shit up on YouTube and attend random lectures.
>Let's compare qualifications.
Lmao, keep larping.

>>22806310
>Lmao, keep larping.
Hahahhaha

THATS NOT NOTES

hqhahhahahahahhahahaha

I post lectures all the time, nobody every attends them, nobody wants to go to class..EVERYONE WANTS TO LARP LIKE THEY DO.

https://youtu.be/iMRG7O0Yutg

You either will... or you will never.

CHOOSE.

>>22806263
>I did some research
>on wikipedia
>accreditation is meaningless
>BUT I'M TOTALLY A PHD GUYZ
Oh buddy

>>22806314
>nobody every attends them
You're so smart and intellectual.

>>22806320
Ive attended some 10,000 of lectures, spent countless hours reading artickes, papers, and writting my own, Ive have to travel to every corner of the world for my research, visited every archeological site, museum, temples, cathedral, mosque I could.

Ive seen more archeological sites than any archeologist, they research in detail, I research their research then go to the next researcher.

BOY...DAY ONE, OR ONE DAY.

CHOOSE.

>>22806332
>10,000 hours* of
Studying the controling geometry of cathedrals, proportions, their meanings, its all mathematics...

>>22806332
Those are pictures of tourist attractions

>>22806332
>Ive
>artickes
>writting
>Ive have to travel
Nobody takes this guy's "intellectual" larp seriously, right?

>>22806342
>tourist attractions
Angkor Wat, Giza, Vatican, Machu Piccu, Teotihuacan...
>tourist traps, hahaha Im so cultured im post-culture cultured lmaolmaolmao

Youre humanized swine, stop LARPing to me....its disgusting how little self awareness you have.

>>22806346
Its cold here in Hokkaido and my fingers are slow because of it.

You know, seeing the world, what professors wish they could do instead of grading papers from people like you who need adult supervision or else you LIE CONSTANTLY.

Credit in Latin means believe, you cannot be trusted to learn on your own for you are DIScredited. That why you need accreditation, you need a paper declaring you "Believable".

t.Mathematical Linguistics

>>22806349
>Angkor Wat, Giza, Vatican, Machu Piccu, Teotihuacan...
Not "tourist traps." Tourist attractions. You buy a ticket to get in.

Which degree is the least despicable of these three:
- MBA
- JD
- PhD

>>22806365
So do archeologist, dumbass, Im not spending thousands of dollars for private viewing of things I already have access to from other reserachers, I go there looking for what those researchers arent looking for.

Youre not a professional, youre a kid trying to win a game you never had a chance it...unrespectable adult male behavior.

Once there I can speak with locals and get a better sense of what is what, but (You)....you put all the brain-worky thing in the hands of adults you look up to as demi-gods.

They tell you what reality is...you have turbed off your brain...you need adults, still.

>>22806361
I literally told you that I don't go to school but you're too stupid to remember even that little thing. Also, your fingers being slow isn't an excuse for spelling things wrong, if anything you should be spelling shit right because you have more time to recognise that you're about to press the wrong key.

>>22806376
>So do archeologist, dumbass
If they go as a tourist, yes. People doing real research are paid for it lol

Bruh I missed the train. I was already going to show up late but I forgot my phone and had to drive home.

Anyways, it's my work christmas party today; there's going to be a buffet and an open bar. This is one of those days I wish I was a salaryman in japan. If drinking builds camaraderie in their culture, I would be the boss' right hand man; stoic, unflappable, and able to accurately fill out paperwork while out drinking a horse. The drinking culture in Canada is nothing like that. Just showing up and drinking two drinks at some expensive bar is considered acceptable. Once a month we get free drinks in a recognition meeting and over half the staff doesnt drink even a beer or a cooler. None the less tonight I plan on drinking 15-30 free drinks, stumbling to an uber, and living the "finance life" with my roommate until 6am. After that, head spinning and vomit on my breath, I'll go to a little diner with this big tiddied asian waitress and my boy Quinn, then scarf down some bacon and eggs before having a nap. I'm so excited that even being late isnt fucking up my mood.

>>22806379
>I don't go to school
One day, not day one...
Sad...he still lives this wild delusion.
>"Ive never read a book but let me lecture you about whats inside of books."
Mental illness.

Touch reality...you missed it.

>>22806383
>If they go as a tourist
They do to the same rocks, same stone structures, same shit, dumbass.

You can pay the guides at Giza a couple grand for private tours of the King's Chamber, if you have equipment, and cash, you can too....

>People doing real research are paid for it
"I NEED AN ADULT TO GUIDE ME."
Not a man.

One day, not day one....sad....

>>22806385
>Mental illness.
Ironic.

Just a casual reminder that filters exist. Getting your jimmies jangled and jonesing for a juxtaposed jockeying is fun and all, but attention breeds familiarity. The way to deal with cancer is to excise it completely. You can tell by his rhetoric and posting style that he's a young crossboarder from a containment board. Let the poor guy tucker himself out and he'll go away to greener grass.

>>22806393
Do you really think archeologists who are working at Giza need to pay the guides to get into the site?

Is anyone else stuck in the mental hell of feeling like they’re very intelligent and hard working but being stuck in an easy pointless remote job and so day after day there is just nothing to do but scroll?

>>22806405
Who is she?

>>22806410
I wish.

>>22806404
>Ironic
LARPing as a peer reviewing professor cross referencing my work with your's?
Please...SHOW ME NOTES, LETS COMPARE.

One day...not day one, still...

>>22806411
Idk, I just save the pictures.

>>22806410
You're living the dream anon, I have to go downtown on the train to accomplish the same thing.

>>22806407
>archeologists who are working at Giza need to pay the guides to get into the site
No.

THEY PAY THE GOVERNMENT DIRECTLY.

Who the fuck do you dipshits think you are?!?

>>22806415
>One day...not day one, still...
You gonna keep using this gay ass little saying or are you going to come up with something of substance and meaning?

>>22806411
A quick reverse image search got me the code, it's YMDD-105.

>>22806420
Either today will be the day you stop lying to yourself to save face...

...or you face the fact you've been lying to yourself your whole life.

DAY ONE....or one day...some day...maybe...

>>22806419
You seem incapable of forming simple sentances. Not only that but your reading comprehension is incredibly poor and your intuition is nonexistant. Check the vibe, what are you accomplishing here? What is the purpose of your self aggrandising diatribes are both ignorant and confrontational; you're acting like someone personally injured your pride. Did I tell you your story or poem was shit? Did you try to talk about Chaucer and get rebuffed? What's your deal here?

>>22806425
>or you face the fact you've been lying to yourself your whole life.
And you say other people aren't self-aware.

> Christians in the Middle East and Africa: Jesus came to make a dead person into a living person
> Christians in the Balkans:
Jesus came to resurrect from the dead and give us everlasting life
> Christians in Eastern Europe and Russia: Jesus came to conquer death
> Christians in the West: Jesus came to to tell us to be like a vaguely nice person
What went so terribly wrong?

>>22806432
>You seem incapable of forming simple sentances.
/lit/ IS ILLITERATE?!
WHAAA???? NO!

>>22806237
>Remembe..../lit/ is ILLITERATE.
Ah, thats right, ok...I almost forgot who I am and my life's work...phew!

Didnt read the rest, learn some humility, you have a serious Ego problem...

>"Im not wrong, you are."
>gets proven wrong
>doesnt admit wrong so doesnt change
>permanently wrong forever
>still says "Im not wrong."
You dont need scientific lectures, you need therapy.

>>22806433
Youre not a professor checking my work....YOURE LYING TO THE BOARD TO NOT FEEL INFERIOR.

t.Psychology, basic ass shit too...

>>22806442
>YOURE LYING TO THE BOARD TO NOT FEEL INFERIOR.
Oh, brother.

>>22806434
>vaguely
>>22798359
>What is love?

>>22806448
>no u are oh man im so much superior you dont even know i wont bother showing any qualification because oh man so much superior like wow
Pathetic, your father is a failure.

>LARP the winner
>seratonin rush, claws up
>never admit reality or claws go down
>always claws up
> :3
Literal subhuman behavior.

>>22806423
Thank you kindly

>>22806376
>I go there looking for what those researchers arent looking for
You remind me of this guy I used to work with. He was big into numerology, "sacred geometry," ancient aliens and Atlantis bullshit, stuff like that. He knew a lot of random facts but he also made a lot of stuff up. He would talk about "doing research" but what he really meant by that was watching youtube videos. He thought he was this really enlightened yogi and he had this small group of burnouts who would hang on his every word like he was, but the real reason they stuck around was cuz he gave them drugs

>>22806458
>You remind me of this guy I
Yeah but youre an idiot who thinks himself a good judge of genius, which is an idiot's version of smart.

Whats your point, dumbfuck? That you dont know enough to know what is knowable? Didnt read the rest....

...let me guess...DONT HAVE A PHD?

DONT KNOW SHIT?

LABORER?

SIT DOWN, PEASANT, YOUR FATHER IS A FAGGOT OF MAN.

>>22806464
You don't have a PhD either

>>22806457
YouTube, Wikipedia articles, lectures that you didn't understand and going to tourist attractions don't count as qualifications either.

>>22806471
I do post-doc research in about a dozen fields.
YOU CANT BE TRUSTED TO LEARN WITHOUT ADULT SUPERVISION.

Youre not even an adult!.....
>but Im 20-60 years old...
NOT AN ADULT.

>>22806480
Again, you remind me of that guy who thought he was close to discovering the secret of Atlantis

>>22806480
And now you're approaching 7 hours of arguing. Shitposting is a full-time job eh?

>>22806475
>YouTube
https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLIljB45xT85CdeBmQZ2QiCEnPQn5KQ6ov&si=w564yZu-YMcHQv9I
>Wikipedia
https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Number_theory


>lectures
I give them, you dont meet the qualifications though, you cant even prove youre not a LIAR.

>tourist
Ive met with private cults in Korea and talked to locals in Africa about folk lore. Ive met with the Taliban. Ive been to ghettos, sin cities, random streets of Cairo...

You are a tourist in your hone town...

>>22806496
>Ive met with private cults in Korea and talked to locals in Africa about folk lore. Ive met with the Taliban. Ive been to ghettos, sin cities, random streets of Cairo...
Sure you have, lmao, keep larping, I don't care anymore. Also, it's ironic that you can't prove that you're not a liar either.

>>22806486
>you remind me
BUT YOU ARE AN IDIOT FANTASIZING WHAT GENIUS IS.

If you dont have SERIOUS qualifications in anything technical....WHO THE FUCK DO YOU THINK YOU ARE?!

Youre the bluepilled normie screeching to "TRUST THE EXPERTS". THATS (YOU).

ALL WRONG, ALL THE WAY, ALWAYS.

>>22806499
>Sure you have
Yes....this map, (>>22804171)
USE YOUR BRAIN AND NOT EMOTIONAL KNEE-JERKS.

Im on the right, taken in November, location is Kunar province Afghanistan.

>>22806506
Is this meant to prove anything?

>>22806506
Look at this manlet.

>>22806521
Dont ever question my qualifications again.

>>22806501
>If you dont have SERIOUS qualifications in anything technical
But you don't either. You never say anything of substance about any of these fields you're supposedly an expert in, all you do is boast and preen and post links to videos

>>22806534
>no u

Get a PhD before lecture the world, son.

I INVITE a professor to post back, I pray one does...please, a verified accredited PhD tenured professor, POST AT ME!

>>22806532
>tourist visa
Kek. Okay Justin Aaron Jenkins.

>>22806543
>please, a verified accredited PhD tenured professor, POST AT ME!
I thought accreditation was meaningless

>>22806544
Im not working in any official copacity, why would it be a diplomat visa?
I literally sent an email to the embassy in Tajikistan asking why they were unable to perform their basic duties in the region, relating to regional issues.

Theyre retatded, like you, like the state department, corrupted charlatans.

>>22806550
What do you write? Obviously you write something, I would like to read it. Was it informed by where you grew up? Maybe there is a particular place that resonates with you.

>>22806449
Yeah. It is vague. Western Christian morality basically boils down to “just be a heckin’ good person”.

>>22806091
Read Greco-Roman classics, medieval theology, math and science before 1900, and the writings of great musicians and poets. I’m totally serious by the way. Modern literature is literally slop. Pre-modern literature contains nourishment for the brain like you wouldn’t believe.

>>22806549
Not to you it isnt.

You look to your father, Papa Democracy of Science, to tell you what to believe; >>22806300

Day one....but not today...

>>22806559
>What do you write?
I asked them about entry into Afganistan, visa, the consular here, why they dont have contact with them, etc. You know....basic state department shit.

The Taliban consular asked me to make contact for them, I did, the embassy dodged the whole issue, I called them cowards or dereliction of duty or something.

I dont understand the meaning of the rest of what you typed.

Do you think 32 is too old to go to law school? I’m 30 now and it’s not my plan A, but things haven’t exactly worked out so I need to start developing a plan B that I can live with.

>>22806578
Ya I dont care about any of that. What do you write creatively? Where did you grow up? What kind of things do you take as inspiration? How does where you're living now contrast this, if at all?

>>22806581
>What do you write creatively?
Papers on Psychology, Cognition, Physiology, Pure Mathematics, Theology, Politics some. Physics/BioPhysics but mostly thats in the past.

>Where did you grow up?
United States.
>What kind of things do you take as inspiration?
I read Outer Limits of Life by John Medina when I was 12, really liked it. Year later I read Brief History of Time by Stephen Hawking, didnt understand it all as the math was mostly indecypherable to me. I read that one in detention.

>How does where you're living now contrast this, if at all?
The US is a backwards place I have little in common with, theyre arrogant in the face of the correction and resolute in their ignorance. I have more in common with backwoods Taliban fighters than I do with Americans.

>>22806591
Post your writings

>>22806591
You’re an intellectual and Americans dislike intellectuals like Napoleon did.

>>22806543
You got wrecked there. Not a good look for an attention whore

I think the U.S. needs to innovate a doctorate degree to supplant the PhD which was a German innovation designed to steer a society that was far too obsessed with philosophy. But what should take its place?

>>22806601
Why would I waste my time when no one here is qualifed to read them?!

KIDS, YOU CANT EVEN ACCEPT WHATS TAUGHT BY UNIVERSITY PROFESSORS!

https://youtu.be/5ChRM4CEWyg

I say shit here that he also found inhis research....I get called "schizo babble", but much of that applies to him as well!

No...you people are chimps asking for differential equations, far outside your qualifications...

>>22806613
>Why would I waste my time when no one here is qualifed to read them?!
I knew you would say this. You're scared.

>>22806604
>like Napoleon did
He listened to his corrupted heart and entered Russia in the winter...he failed as a leader, ruining France in the process.

>>22806591
Where abouts in america? The states is a wide open landscape with various cultural peaks and valleys. Was there anywhere in the states that you liker? A pub or a park or something?

>>22806617
>>22806000
>I want someone to enterain me like a clapping seal hahaha
>[throws peanuts in its face]
>LECTURE FAGGOT hahahha Im a good person and totally not full of shit

Why do you think university courses have prerequisits?...because everyone LARPs theyre smart and believe their own lies until reality hits them...but here reality is can be ignored.

Here you can be Anonymous and never be held to account for your errors...thats why you people need to go to campus, otherwise they lie lie lie lie lie lie lie.....

>>22806612
> But what should take its place?
Having served the military in a leadership position.

>>22806619
>Where abouts in america?
Meh, Ive toured it multiple times in the last few years, Seattle Washington to Nearly Baton Rouge, Colorado, to Texas, Vegas, NYC, Anchorage.

Its changed in the last decade, Alaska used to be a bit country backwoods, its quite Seattle-lite now, even Juneau.

Not my cup of tea.

Scenery, sure, Grand Teton region, Wyoming, is pretty nice, I still like a lot of Alaska, kind of my favorite for the states, but Grand Canyon is still neat to see.

Olympic National Forest, near these pics; >>22806425

>>22806637
You only toured america? Where did you grow up?

>>22806632
They dont know what self delusion gets you on the battlefield...

Death.

next >>22806648

>>22806650
Correct.

>>22806628
Chicken lol

>>22806649
>You only toured america
No, I havnt lived in the US for several years, I toured it since then. Four cross country road trips, took me months each time except the last time, just a couple weeks, I had just done a 4 month tour of Europe and Middle East, I was tired and needed a break.

>>22806632
I don’t think that’s likely or that it’s particularly liable for Americans to view that positively. Furthermore, that’s a specifically non-academic thing. The academy is part and parcel of Western culture at this point and exists independent of the army. But every country has taken its own unique twist on higher faculties. All countries at first had a preference for one of the three higher faculties of law, theology, and medicine. Then the Prussians innovated the faculty of philosophy. That caught on in America. Now, it’s time for America to innovate its own unique preference considering it has neither the preferences of medieval Europe nor early modern Germany. My guess is that it would be or should be history.

>>22805990
You think he actually killed himself?

>>22806574
Thank you. I was trying Moby Dick these days. I'll look up and start reading what you've recommended right after.

>>22806973
That or his lifestyle did.

>>22807270
He was just posting a few months ago tho