/lit/ - Literature

>>21953567
whatever

>>21953567
it's all so tiresome

since only midwits are bothered by retards is the feeling of being drowned by retards and midwits a truly midwit feeling

I had a dream less than an hour ago that quite awed me.
I remember it was around the 18th century. I had entered an old and ornate building (though I do not recoll entering it), and it was brim with people talking and singing. Beyond the entrance hall there was luscious inner garden to my left; to my there was a ''waiting division'' (such was my thought), and to its right was a courtroom where everyone outside it could heard the shouting in.
I'd went to the waiting section when I saw Mozart (from the film Amadeus, with its characteristic laugh) and next to him was his father and wife.
It was when I stood next to them, and after some exchange of words (which I've forgotten), Mozart went in the courtroom; And it was then that I'd understood what most were singing. They were singing the 'Offertorium: Domine Jesu' from Mozart's Requiem, but now they were only repeating the later part of the music (where the choir says: "Quam olim Abrahae promisisti / et semini eius."
I was so moved from the singing that it felt as if I was in a living opera; and looking at my surroundings, I instinctively joined the choir. After a minute, we heard the verdict. Mozart was guilty was to be sentenced.
Cheers we heard all around, and as my gaze fixed on a statue of Mary looking downwards (with clouds and cherubs at her feet) I heard someone shouting (or was I the one shouting?) "Fuck yeah! There IS a God! Hang that motherfucker!"

Then I woke up to my alarm.

>>21953661
damm I wish I could dream like that, but weed is not allowing me to dream

>>21953671
Well, I wish I could dream so vividly more offen. But the few times it happens are good enough.
Also, you should maybe hold back on the ganja.

>>21953567
I was scrolling through Twitter late at night, I came across a story that affected me. It was about an 18-year-old teenager who lost his life during a "penis inversion surgery." He died to a deadly strain of E-coli that originated from his own intestines. The reason behind this outcome was revealed - his parents had put him on puberty blockers even before he even turned 12, leaving him with a small penis that was deemed too challenging to work with during the surgery, so they had to use his colon to create the "vagina". The gravity of this situation hit me like a ton of bricks, and I couldn't help but feel a deep sense of sorrow and anger.

It's a harrowing reminder that in our society today, the pursuit of profit and political expediency often takes precedence over truth and ethics, even within the medical profession. It's disheartening to witness how the pursuit of personal gain can overshadow the duty of care that should be inherent in any medical practice. The fact that licensed medical professionals would compromise the well-being of their patients for the sake of financial gain is truly sickening and deeply saddening.

This heartbreaking story has also made me reflect on the crucial distinction between being good and being nice. Many people mistakenly believe that these two concepts are synonymous, but they are not. Being nice is about telling people what they want to hear, even if it means avoiding the truth to spare their feelings. It's a facade that manipulators and even the devil himself can wear. However, being good is an entirely different matter.

Being good means having the courage to speak the truth, even when it's uncomfortable or painful. It means standing up for what is right, regardless of the political,financial, or social consequences. It's about refusing to enable destructive behaviors or enable mental illness, even if it may seem easier or more palatable in the moment.

>>21953722
>woman becomes man then acquires fetish to become an emasculated man and become woman again
kek why is human psychology such a shitshow

That "/lit/tok" ad makes me want to kms

why are people attracted to things like bridges and towers and why do people want to become those things

>>21953737
They don't understand human socialising. There's a reason a lot of them are diagnosed autists.

>>21953743
isn't attraction innate what does it have to do with socialising

>>21953748
>isn't attraction innate
Completely innate? No. It's shaped by many things, both internally and externally over the course of life.

>>21953567
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=neUEg59XQew

>>21953722
Being good, means being honest and being honest usually lead to conflict.

>>21953567
Mortimer J. Adler or Seymour Papert?

>>21953567
they're trying to make shitposting illegal. they're gonna criminalize being silly online. the watchful eye of big brother forms a pervasive fuckin atmosphere that constrains my posts

>>21953922
Speaking of which, I want someone to explain how these posts exist. How is it possible that in September 2019 someone typed and submitted these posts? Is this not direct proof of the entire thing being planned and a charade?

>>21953935
>Sweden
>Sweden Yes

hmmm....

>>21953940
>astrazeneca
>pfizer
indeed

>>21953935
library of babel

>>21953935
they got the place of origin wrong and also dramatically overestimated the virus death toll

dude i just had a fucked up dream. i dreamt i was back in college and my senior thesis was gonna be due soon, and somehow i submitted a proposal to write about hegel's phenomenology of spirit, idk i think hegel sucks ass irl, and i was slacking off on it of course planning to phone it in at the last minute like i do everything in school, but then i was struck by vanity and realized if i write a shitty final paper on hegel people will think i'm a dumb ass, but i started to panic cuz i can't do phenomenology of spirit justice in like the week that was left. i went to the bookstore to at least by a copy and to my surprise the nice copy they were selling at the university bookstore was way better than the signet classics version i had had when i was younger. as i flipped through it, it turned out phenomenology of spirit is an epistolary travelogue of hegel's time in 1960s london and it had a bunch of color photos of mod parties with people like twiggy or whatever and i was like woah this is waaay different than i remember, coool! a bunch of other stuff happened that i already forgot, but yeah, that was the main part.

i think it was a result of debating whether to get the signet classics version of complete sophocles which is probably some bad public domain translation from 100 years ago or a new more expensive edition by some academic dickheads.

>>21953935
he said what will happen with the vaccines?. what kind of illness make and how long does it take to attack?.

I’ve had a boring life. I fucked things up.

What’s the best book that talks about suicide?

I don't know if I am getting older, lowering standards, both, or what, but lately "sexy" is the same as someone being attractive to me.
A person being physically attractive or not is basically geometry, its just planes and angles.
Sexy is more like a feeling, its instinct, its animal. Its like a "fuck me" aura a person has or doesn't.

Preferably you want a partner who has both, but there are times when I have seen groups of girls and one of them just has this aura where you know they are a hell of a fuck, even if they aren't the prettiest. And, occasionally, you meet a pretty person who has a an anemic presence, nice cheekbones but no energy to them.

>>21954155
Persuasion and Rhetoric

>>21954165
looks fade. I choose interesting person over attractive.

>>21954165
Plowing a supermodel who is starfishing will always be less satisfying than fucking an average looking woman who lusts for you.

I think I've outgrown my friends, or drifted or whatever. They are all so closed to new experiences and quite hostile to anyone not in the "group". It's unpleasant to be around.

>>21954206
i had this situation
>get into group (they were friends with each other before my arrival)
>we play games together
>kinda drift off from each other due them becoming dads
>get together on rare occasions
>they know that I play that game
>see that they bought it too
>we never play it together
>subtly drop hints that I know the whole situation
>they dont say anything
>eventually cut my ties with it as I was clearly a persona non grata there

>>21954167
I’ve read that…

How do you cope with wasting your life? I’m looking for advice from 30-something NEETs.

Went into the city for the first time in a month. Bought Essays in Idleness by Chomei. Needed a calender but they didn't have any. Only an expensive hardcover one. Girl at the counter tried to do smalltalk and ask me about the book. I told her I read the English translation of it some years ago. I entered an essay competition. I dropped out of it because I found out someone had just done a translation in our language. It annoyed me. I told her this and it was obvious that she didn't know how to respond to that. I manually breathed and manually walked out of there after paying. Then I had a cortado and a croissant. It was okay.

Well, you can't make a record if you ain't got nothing to say
You can't make a record if you ain't got nothing to say
You can't play music if you don't know nothing to play

>>21954317
>Needed a calender but they didn't have any

Anon it's almost May

What can I do about my zoomer college student brother? He’s making all of the mistakes I made at his age. He’s unmotivated, isn’t interested in his studies, and he spends all of his time scrolling on TikTok. For me, it was video games. Things would’ve been so much better for me if I just had discipline and tried in school despite my lack of interest, and if I spent my free time reading instead of gaming. I don’t want him to reach 30 and realize he wasted his life like I did.

>>21954354
Hey, at least I got it 40% off.

>>21954355
I guess the most you can do is explain to him in as much detail why the way he is acting is bad. Don't be vague. Don't just say "it'll be hard to get a job." He probably already knows that, like you knew it. Explain why it'll be hard to get a job, explain why having a job even matters and while he will care about it later even if he doesn't know. You can't guarantee he will listen, but your best hope is that a small part goes into his brain and he wakes up from his stupor sooner rather than later.

>>21954405
It’s not even the job that’s a concern. I don’t want him to feel like he’s wasted his life like I did. You know, when I look back I realize I could’ve lived in poverty and been unemployed but if I felt like if I was doing something with my life, learning, growing then I would be happy. I got stuck and that’s what bothers me. I can’t tel you how much it bothers me. I’ve realized that you don’t need to be successful when you’re young, but you do need to be dynamic, going places, doing something with your life. My biggest regret is staying in place and stagnating too long, and a major reason for that is feeling defeated in school, procrastinating on video games and 4channel, all that. I’m depressed. I don’t want him to feel the same.

>>21954315
I dont have a cope.
t. NEET in 30s

>>21953914
no answer?

>>21954464
also vote in my poll

https://strawpoll.com/polls/wAg3Awzwoy8/results

>>21954315
>doing what you want instead of engaging in some sort of autistic scorekeeping game society wants you to keep up with
When you realize that the majority of society only wants things because they want complete strangers to think well of them, you realize that most of what society demands of you is 100% retarded. Sure, society does have good ideals that it reinforces, but the main one that most people seem to obsess over is what you do for a living and how much you make. Both of those things have literally nothing to do with who you are and if you are unhappy while doing it, why continue doing it? Why would women and governments freak out and start screaming when men start to reject this idea that a man destroys himself for little or nothing in return to keep an economic engine that does not serve him running? Its because most people in the world are parasitical, not on purpose, but they have become accustomed to such a luxurious lifestyle that they are unaware of how parasitical they are as a whole.
Ultimately, if you find a job you want to do and your living a lifestyle you want to live, I won't stop you at all. But one had giveth and the other doth receive, so be aware of what choices you are making and what you are sacrificing for those decisions. It is way worse to hit your 30s and realize you scarified things you didn't want to sacrifice for a lifestyle that you care nothing about than to be in your 30s and considered a "loser" by societal standards but live on your own terms. So I ask you, what matters more to you in the end? Your opinion of yourself? Or other people's opinions of you?

>>21954484
not that anon but I fell through the cracks of society into the abyss. I wasnt able to carve my path nor return to society.

>>21954484
I agree completely, but just because you didn’t join the get a degree, move to the city, get the promotion rat race doesn’t mean you don’t regret whatever you did do. Depending on what you want, having been static and stagnant can be far worse than joining the rat race imo.

>>21954507
That’s how I feel too.

>>21954484
I’m glad I didn’t give my whole life to the rat race. My first job after college was very much a rat race job. I left at exactly the 1 year mark and I never regretted it. But then I ended up retreating back to something that was comfortable so I also feel like I’ve still wasted my time, just in a less rat racey my way. I don’t really have anything to show for my opting out of the rat race.

Work is boring and slow in the office but then again I do get to read a lot.
I would probably kill myself if I had to do this for 10 years. If you can do this shit for so long you’re a born slave. More so than the people who do physical work. 100%

I should have been a philologist.

>>21954507
To quote Scruoobius Pip: "The system might fail you, but don't fail yourself and get better, get better, get better, get better."

>>21954507
same

>>21954666
forgot song, F
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yEitrZU-nCw

>>21954669
wtf is this millennial shit

He was shucking and jiving. Shucking like an oyster and jiving like a nigger. Niggers are quite similar to bottom feeders, in some ways.

>>21954677
unironically better than anything currently on the charts if you ask me, but there are other artists that say the same thing and package it in a way that is more suitable for you if you still capable of cringing at this point.

>>21954677
>>21954684
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z1wRcOUQd_c
different song, same idea.

New guy at work showed me a snapchat video of his baby and I saw a child for a second that looked mixed and was like oh he's dating a native bitch, but then the camera showed the girlfriend and she's white. Think this guy got cheated on and doesn't know it, real Dale situation going on

>>21954692
tale of the simp, he either knows and never brought it up or he forgave her. Either way building a rod for his own back. If he tries to leave he might be fucked, there's a lot of states that will make him the legal father, even if he isn't because he provided childcare for little than a month.

>>21954692
Should’ve called it out for laughs

Does anyone else feel like they took a hit to their confidence in college or early career and never recovered?

I really haven’t been happy in 10 years.

Unable to engage in authentic participation in the political system, politics has been sublimated into a garish form of consumerist entertainment. For those not directly impacted the world's problems are a source of amusement, and the anger and controversy and argument they generate online an idle pastime. Bread and games have acquired a new meaning. No longer a diversion from social problems, the problems themselves have been gamified and appetized . Vicarious online voyeurism is cultural cannibalism and an expression of powerlessness and learned passivity abetted and encouraged by algorithmic capitalism. Outrage itself has been commodified.

I hate my job. I hate where I live. I hate my personality. I hate my past. I hate my present. I hate how little I have to feel positive about. I hate everything.

I feel like I’m getting close to letting go.

>>21954765
>No longer a diversion from social problems, the problems themselves have been gamified and appetized .
And by doing so those in power cleverly disarm the gawking populace, who are incentivized to not spoil their own fun by organizing to demand solutions

>>21954725
Going to try and see another picture then I will

It’s wild how one wrong education or career move can just ruin everything forever.

>>21953722
thank you for writing a sincere and thoughtful reply. I wish I could see more of those.

Sometimes I feel like my brother ruined my life. It was almost like having a child.

>>21954770
I hate my job, all of my rich friends
I hate everyone to the bitter end
Nothing turns out right, there's no end in sight
I hate my life
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UfnAOcBirAs

Is an MFA worth it? I need to identify something to do for the rest of my career, but I don’t really envision myself doing anything else.

The guy mentioning how he'd go weeks at a time without any screens has really made a massive impression on me and I can't stop thinking about it.

drinking again

>>21954945
good, keep it up

I have no life. I have no job. I have no identity. How long could I susbsist on nothing?

>>21954873
That was me. Just ditch the screens for a while if you want to.

>>21954969
I dont want to

Sometimes i sit in a public space in hopes of a chance encounter. In my daydreams it's usually a girl whom I begin a romance with, but jusy about always it's a lonely old person or a homeless person. Today an old man approached with his beast of a dog, a giant schnauser. He tricked me into a conversation but desu I was okay with it because I'm probably more lonely than he is. He did the usual old man ramblings about the days of his youth and told me about how things have changed. He had a flannel shirt tucked into his blue jeans and a cowboy hat on. That of course was framed against the obese latinas woth pink hair in the background. His schnauser syarted getting aggressive so it was time to leave. That auld one has no control over that dog.

>>21954736
I took a huge hit but I've been putting in a ton of work to recover it. Its hard and slow going but Ive held onto hope

Sitting behind your work pc pretending to do something is fucking awful.
Unironically preferred working in the dirt over this.
I just wish that my millionaire dad released me from this torture and buys me a house so I can work less

>>21953567
Are there any kinos that you would describe as “pure sovl”?

>>21955026
Stepbrothers and Dumb and Dumberer

>>21954991
I do, but I also am kinda interested in the sociological impact of people that are like this.
The "neoLuddite" as a lived experience seems a lot less spoken about than as a ideological position.

>>21955032
Probably because it doesn’t last. Eventually you come back to modernity and the addiction to the screen starts all over again. The only way out is to drop out entirely, which is a financial issue obviously.

I think a truly insane amount of people are burnt out on tech and if they could stay within the context of civilization and abandon their tech, they would, but they also rightly intuit that they can’t.

> I think a truly insane amount of people are burnt out on tech and if they could stay within the context of civilization and abandon their tech, they would, but they also rightly intuit that they can’t.
It's super easy, delete all social media and the amount of time you spend on social media drops to zero.

>>21954808
Yeah lifes a bitch man, but I wouldnt say ruin everything. It certainly made my life way shittier but I still have a chance to make it

I firmly believe that the next great ideology that will come to dominate the world will be Reverse Religions. That is, religions with the traditions and text interpreted and read in reverse order and meaning.

I also believe that Reversism will spread unchallenged across human culture, and that we will have Reverse Philosophy (where a book tries to create more questions), Reverse Science (where the ignorance is constantly increasing) and Reverse Art (where beauty will increasingly be exemplified by older, more primitive forms). Some of this has already had some forerunners, but I believe that Reversism is the future

>>21955050
Exactly. I've got this theory that, were it actually feasible, society would split and you'd have the "high tech" and "low tech" groups and they'll live totally unconnected lives.
But even something like banking now requires apps and all sorts of other things which mean that people can only ever "detox" and not actually entirely leave the plantation.

>>21954998
don't be a quitter
winners never quit and quitters never win

>>21954998
Drink alcohol free then, dummy

>>21954133
>>21954165
>>21954206
>>21954507
>>21954736
>>21954770
>>21954808
>>21954844
>>21954945
So many of you are literally me

>>21955082
Tech amplifies power. So if it’s really true that humans are trapped in competing over resources then it’s unlikely that there’s an obvious solution. Oswald Spengler implied that one day the priest of the machine, the engineer, would “detect the satanism in the machine” and we’d turn away from it. But he thought tech was a western thing. He thought that if westerners turned away from tech, non-westerners would by default too.

>>21955094
this is ultimate literally me
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nkCMSrvOTAo

Shit I forgot to print my ticket. Too retarded to live.

>>21955089
I need alcohol to sleep.

>>21955026
The Tall T

>>21955101
It's something I've been thinking about a lot, and I wish there was a simple answer. I suppose there's also the element that it is a reactive position rather than a proactive one, and it's so against "progress" that people immediately have a cultural push-back response to it.

>>21955134
Are you literally autistic

>>21955209
why?

Recently every time I drinks something hot I feel really awesome
I need to figure out a system in which I just drink something boiling hot every 10-15 minutes.

Sorry fools, don't you know, carousel go row and row. Holocaust, no what is that? Nazis kill the Jewish rat.

>>21955074
You're partly correct. Except it's not opposite, it's the second half of the religion.

>>21955101
>Tech amplifies power.
Correlation doesn't equal causation, man

>>21955134
I was that at one point

>>21955311
did you manage to make it?

>>21954692
Giving women autonomy was a goddamn mistake

>>21955342
No, celebrity culture was a mistake. We now revere those fuckers as literal mini gods, even though they're basically parasites.

Honestly, celebrities may be the only people on earth where we can question whether human rights apply to them. They do so much damage to society, and are so alien in their worldview, that categorizing them as human is genuinely hard

>>21955254
I hope I’ll see you on the drag strip with your horse and buggy then.

>>21955201
I think he chose the word “satanism” intentionally. I’m seeing it happen now. People are noticing that there’s something spiritually and morally wrong with the tech-world we built.

>>21953567
I've spent so much time on work and all the bullshit drama, that I can barely even think to write anything anymore. Christ, writing use to be my favorite thing in the world and I thought I would never get tired of it, that I would always have that spark of creativity inside my head to jump start a story right off the bat. But work fucked everything up and now my attention and energy are wasted on it. I have to force myself to write SOMETHING otherwise I feel like i'm going to lose the ability if I haven't already

>>21954484
>bro just abandon everything and stop trying to get a better situation, you'll be comfortable!

>>21955388
>I didn't read the whole post: the post
hah, funny cause your on /lit/. I dread to think what ideas have been warped by your poor reading comprehension.

When i'm reading a novel it seems like writing isn't THAT hard but when i'm actually trying to write something, it's so hard to make it not look like shit

>>21955378
I agree. But it's easy to see why people would turn their nose up at, essentially, "God said I can't have a smart phone."

I suppose another issue would be that if people DID elect to live in a less technological way, we'd never really know because it's not like they'd have a youtube channel.

Life be bussin

Wish they knew I tried as hard as possible to convince the boss to hire him again fuck it man.

We both got fired you where even the last person to work with them ha. Starting up again atleast heres hoping round 2 works

I have a hard time getting entertainment out of my life so I can focus on reading. Any suggestions?

>>21955368
I once entertained the idea that once a person becomes famous, in the mainstream world, they are not allowed to hold any political or social opinions publically and must keep them to themselves.

lil manic eppie on the way boys

>>21955542
I've been trying to read some books on philosophy of education and rhetoric but I'm waiting until the poll I made expires. after some of those I might approach Seymour Papert and Mortimer J. Adler, which I have stuff by as well.

>>21955625
I'd go with the rhetoric over the Philosophy of Education. At least with rhetoric you can apply it in life.

>>21955609
No Anon, no!

>>21955647
well I'm still reading the other stuff afterward.

Cool niche subreddit I found a week ago just tweeted out by an account with 46K followers

>>21955692
which one? I haven't used reddit in years. place is too ban-happy.

A final word for the deleted thread

>>21955697
Intersex will often pick a gender to fit in. I know a lesbian. She doesn’t have a womb or eggs, looks externally like a woman, but is attached to women. I doubt she’d call herself agender, though this is a blurred lone, how else is she supposed to live? However she wants. She chose woman.

>>21953661
https://i.4cdn.org/wsg/1682455786118804.webm

I'm pregnant with many ideas.

Too lit to smoke, too lit to stop smoking

I thought I was more than what I am. I realized what I am is more than me.

I’m going to take a year to do nothing but write. No work. No school. Just writing. It might be too late for me, but I’m going to do it regardless.

>>21955858
>ends up drunk/stoned and gooning for 2 years

Brooding again

>>21955925
switch those Os into Es anon!

>>21955738
too fast

>>21955161
I got it printed and made it with plenty of time to spare, lads! And I didn't throw up or have any of my limbs go numb all day! Besides failing to pick up an order, today turned into a total success.

I wish I was a man so I could procreate and dip. Instead I have to carry every single child and then house and care for them for the next 18 years. I just want to propagate my genetic lineage as far as possible without all the hassle. How to release the deadbeat dad in my soul, maybe god knew to make me a woman so I wouldn't wreck havoc on countless lives.

>>21955858
I tried this and it's a terrible fucking idea. If you can't manage to write around the obstacles in your life, you won't manage to write without them either.

>>21955983
you should celebrate with some public masturbation while screaming at the top of your lungs in a crowded area. Bonus points for shitting yourself while your doing it.

>>21956007
You have weird ideas of fun

>>21955993
You can adopt them out, still ten months a pop tho

>>21955993
you're a vile person if you think that.

youtube.com/watch?v=FS52QdHNTh8

Write Something Interesting and Not Depressing - WSIaND

>>21956012
I never said this was for fun anon... This is work, important work. Why else do you think that the lizards in the center of the earth haven't taken over yet? I am you sole protector.

>>21956003
I know. I know that’s true. I’m already 30, dude. I’m not a writer. I’m never going to be a writer. But if this life I have no is my life for much longer I will kill myself.

>>21956078
>Its bad when they do it
Ironic, considering that the Democrats are the same way. If you know what is good for you, avoid all News media. You don't need to know what is going on all the time, most people in human history didn't and they got by fine.

>>21954108
Well, there has been a 30% plus spike in deaths in certain demographics from the vaxx, and about as many people have been injured... "Long Covid" is the term, but they don't talk about it much... That is because the vaxxed get it and the unvaxxed don't, and they don't want any more people to be aware of that than need be. If the unvaxxed WERE getting "Long Covid" the Establishment would be screaming about it to high heaven, but IMO it is a side effect of surviving the shots.

>>21956119
More people should have told you that you're neither funny nor interesting when you were twelve and you wouldn't have this try hard problem now.

https://www.amazon.com/dp/B0BTWCGDWJ

I hope someone buys my book

>>21956172
What part of that sentence makes you think I'm joking or trying to be funny? Like I said, this is important.

>>21956182
I'm not going to buy it, but its probably the most interesting self-pub I've read in a while, seems wholesome too.

>>21956197
Well thank you. That means a lot more than you think.

>>21956186
I bet your parents would pay more attention to you if you told them you're on over 18s sites.

This is the true essence of process-relational thought and feeling, and was derived via a guided exploration of the foundations of process-relational theory driven by narrative and narrative characterization: a dialectical philosophical process.

Here is the full adventure which digs into the foundations of process philosophy: https://sharegpt.com/c/afEWDO0

>The true method of discovery is like the flight of an aeroplane. It starts from the ground of particular observation; it makes a flight in the thin air of imaginative generalization; and it again lands for renewed observation rendered acute by rational interpretation. -Alfred North Whitehead, Process and Reality

The speculative flight of metaphysics lands only when its abstract scheme is synthesized into an experiential whole, a movement of emotion sharpened by reason and reason expanded by emotion, and so becomes a movement of the human soul.

>Philosophy begins in wonder. And, at the end, when philosophic thought has done its best, the wonder remains. There have been added, however, some grasp of the immensity of things, some purification of emotion by understanding. Yet there is a danger in such reflections. An immediate good is apt to be thought of in the degenerate form of a passive enjoyment. Existence is activity ever merging into the future. The aim at philosophic understanding is the aim at piercing the blindness of activity in respect to its transcendent functions. - Alfred North Whitehead, Modes of Thought

>>21955480
A lot of the "not looking like shit" part comes about in editing.
Don't be worried if your rough draft looks rough, that's the point.
If it still looks bad after a few editing passes though you should start getting worried.

>>21956209
The wouldn't care since they are in the retirement home, I elect you to be my new parent.

>>21955026
Majo no Takkyuubin.

>>21956218
this, books look good over time with edits and changes, just write what is on your mind and revise later. Maybe alternate days between writing and revising as you go or just write till you get to the point where you don't know where to go and then revise until you do

Are there any must-read books on depression and suicide? I’m really pretty desperate here…

>>21956243
Tao te ching
Meditations by Marcus Aurelius
Epicurus' work
Buddhist Text

If your desperate I recommend looking up einzelganger on youtube, The School of Life, and/or buddhism and depression.

>>21956243
What is/are you depressed about? Depression generally clears itself up over time, sometimes years, but rarely does it last for a lifetime, though it might feel like it.

>>21955993
Penis envy is real

>>21955057
>Delete all social media and the amount of time you spend on social media drops to zero.
Unironically correct. I had a Facebook since it got popular when I was a teen. I was part of a lot of groups about things I was interested in at the time, still friends with a lot of e-frens with whom I had no contact anymore, etc. I deleted it and then one day I missed it and created a new account. The sight of zero friends, zero groups joined, zero pages liked and the knowledge of how much time it would take to even get to the point where I'd be able to satisfy myself even if just by lurking made me delete it almost immediately. That was years ago, I suppose now they would go so far as to suggest the same groups and friends and pages if I created a new one. Shit's scary.
I know people who never smoke and wouldn't even want to try it because of all the government campaigns against it and so on, and if I ever have children I'd probably try a similar tactic: fill their minds with stories about the destructive effects of social media so that they wouldn't even want to touch it.
/blog/

>>21955082
A lot of people live like the low tech life here in Brazil, albeit most of them for financial reasons. They only buy a new phone when their old ones stop supporting Whatsapp or their bank apps.

FADO
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CbVQV1XNOCY

~ gravity

tiny and small
to me, they all seem
their problems and
everything in between

I reach the event
meant for any horizon
and a mirror stands tall
inside my event horizon

push and pull
like a paradox
twisting the law
I have to stand
but I
stand to fall

so I let my feet
touch nothing
I step on the air
while I reach
for the void
__________

>>21955993
Nothing hotter to me than finding a woman who is like "yeah I want to have 7 kids" but all of them would be mine. Where are the Monogamous Breeding Stacys of the world?

>local library actually has titles that libgen does not
holy shit

>>21956266
Life. I wouldn’t even know where to start. It’s been a long time for me, maybe a decade or more.

>>21956316
Yeah, mainly local authors for me at least.

>>21956318
Well the most obtuse advice I can give is this:
>Get a regular bed time
>Spend time with people more, specifically people you like
>If you don't have people you like go sit on a park bench and watch people watch for a while
>get sunlight
>if fat, look into fasting (should be easy if your depressed)
>if thin, eat more
>clean up your diet
>exercise, specifically cardiovascular exercise like running or swimming.
>Meditate
>Ask for help

>>21956318
~ Homestead

It's been a long winter, my cabin sits in the cold and a sea of frost makes up my horizon. Someone has lit the fireplace. Someone else has lit it before them and there was a time this room didn't need any tinder. The fire keeps going but its a battle to keep it. And I don't feel warm but I know what warm is. The clock says its midnight. I dream of sleeping, but sometimes I also dream. Last I remember, it was a blue sky, and the wind blowing through a field of flowers. The Sun eventually sets behind my eyes. Awake, I stand, and before me, a long white horizon.
______________

>>21956308
>I reach the event
>meant for any horizon
>and a mirror stands tall
>inside my event horizon
Hey if you're a woman and/or a minority you can get a lot of free money out of this.

>>21956342
~ puzzled

it is...
big until small
spring until fall
missing until got
thief until cop
alive until shot
chaos until law
right until not
found until lost

lines aligned
until
dot dot dot..
______________

A woman wrote these. Enlighten me.

>>21956318
You need more adventure.
>take risks
>spend money
>drink alcohol
>fuck bitches
You can fix your boring ass life.

>>21956358
~Muzzled

it is...
big until small
spring until fall
missing until got
thief until shot
alive until not
chaos until
my cock in your jaw
right until not
cum until maw

lines are gay
until
we play
----------------------------
I wrote this, mainly cause I thought the dick joke was funnier than not.

>>21956363
how is the book selling?

>>21956358
I think its just women feeling things, its not suppose to make 100% logical sense. This one seems to be about indecisiveness or picking something you want only to find out later its not what you actually wanted.
Gravity seems to be something about instability in the person's life. I don't know what that instability could be: a person, their emotions, their fear for the future. But it seems like whatever it is, is so encompassing that it is slowly dragging everything in her life to it.

>>21956363
I would agree, but I also feel like my adventure window has passed. I really had to do that years ago.

>>21956328
I already have or am doing all of these that apply. I appreciate your taking the time though.

>>21953567
Fresh off a 15 day ban (was 30 but I successfully appealed) for replying to a G@dner thread with a positive opinion of the lad. Man this place has some insane moderation.
Part of me never wants to comment on that kind of thread again, but that seems like givingn the jannys what they want.

>>21956371
Considering I'm banned everywhere on social media and I have no ads running, I'm lucky to have sold the 2 copies that I did!

I sold at least 50 or so books for $20 a copy while standing outside of liquor stores last winter holding a sign. That sucked, but I was able to get drunk and have a really nice Christmas with my kid.

Since the release of The Shitkickers March 29th on Amazon, at least 2 people in Vancouver have been randomly stabbed to death by strangers.

I really hate Deleuze. His fanboys are utterly insufferable. What is it with academic type people and cult worship?

>>21956416
How old are you?

I'm 44, almost 45, and I feel the next adventure coming this summer. Just need to finish building my porn site so I can quit my current job and get to the next adventure. Soon! Just need to figure out why I can't send my hashurl clicks to google analytics, super frustrating.

>>21956416
Never give up, remember, Colonel Sanders didn't get rich until he was like 70 years old or something. He had many failed businesses before he struck gold with fried chicken. If you actually re-create his original recipe with a pressure cooker, you can make some of the tastiest goddamn chicken at home.

>>21956461
I’m 30. I’m not saying I can’t have adventure now. I’m saying what I really want, is to have had it then. You know? You really only get one shot in life. You can’t blow any of it. Who you are until age 30 has certain implications for who you will be in the future. That’s just how life works.

>>21956469
This might make me feel better if I had planned to get rich by selling fried chicken.

>>21956418
>>21956511
Looking back on your life just makes you waste more time you have now to do something, continuing the cycle.

>>21956418
But have you considered not being on 4chan or social media?

>>21956511
When I was 22 I was filming porn in Costa Rica and having a crazy adventure!

You're 30 dude, you still have so much time to have a grand adventure!
>get a bank loan
>quit your job
>travel
>create something
>become an alcoholic
>pick up a hobby you've always wanted
>buy a camera and see where it takes you
There are SO many avenues to find some interesting shit in life, you just have to be motivated to take the risks to find them. If you work 9-5 and save all your money, how do you expect to have a fun life?

>>21956511
If it makes you feel better I'm 32 and living at home and I've yet to meet a women in the West who either doesn't listen to me, isn't interested in me (In a non-sexual way), or doesn't try to avoid me after we talk.

>>21956511
>I wanted to have an adventure
Life isn't all adventure, most of the writers we read did nothing but think all day. Many of them did have their own fair share of experiences, sure, but you can have an adventure of the soul as much as a physical adventure. There are many ways to live life, not all of them are glamorous and exciting. I kind of envy 3rd world farms from time to time. They live such peaceful lives, doing something they have become really good at, and half the time they aren't even thinking or worrying about half the shit modern people do.

>>21956545
Ships are safe in the harbour, but they are built for the open sea.

>>21956558
tug boats just pull/push ships into harbor. Not all boats are built for open seas.

>>21956561
Haha, got me! :)

>>21956566
Well my point isn't to get you and declare myself the biggest brain in the world, but like there are many boats with many different functions, there are many people with many different functions.

>>21956528
>become an alcoholic
That was my hobby from the start of 21 to the end of 23.

>>21956469
I've seen the Colonel Sanders thing brought up more than a few times now so I finally went and skimmed his bio. By 16 he was already working multiple jobs, married his first wife and had his first kid before 20. A life of adventure, brawling and womanizing before he finally made it rich. This is really the opposite of motivating for depressive neet 4chan incel types because it is just affirms that we are innately nothing like the Colonel. It might be better to just not bring him up in this context.

>>21956578
>By 16 he was already working multiple jobs, married his first wife and had his first kid before 20.
That sounds horrifyingly stressful...

>>21956520
I know, but it’s hard to identify what exactly to do next.

>>21956524
Yeah. That’s something I need to change. I came here because I don’t have anyone I can talk to.

>>21956528
If someone wishes they had been more adventurous at 22, how does it help to know that you were? I’m sincerely not following this advice.

>>21956530
It doesn’t. But I’m sorry to that. I’m sure you’re a good person.

>>21956545
I really have to disagree with that. Most writers seem to have had interesting lives and did quite a lot before my age, not least of all write and publish.

>>21956558
Exactly. You don’t want to learn what you’re made for after a life in harbor.

>>21956573
True, I do believe that a lot of people's depression and angst is due to the pressures to conform and just be a good little tax paying goy at a 9-5 job, people never really live and then they wonder why their soul feels so empty.

>>21956578
The point is, life is what you make of it and even if you didn't have a fun teenage years or your 20's, it means jack shit now. Today you can start your journey towards a fulfilling life.

Sometimes I think of some of the more pleasant conversations I've had with anons in some threads and ponder that I may have called the same anon a tranny faggot who should kill himself in another thread.

>>21956599
same, but we all simultaneously deserve it and don't deserve it.

>>21956598
fair enough

>>21956584
You can still have a wildly fun life in your 30's EASILY. I'm 44 and there are no barriers to adventure, yet, at my age. Even with grey hair, I still get women in their 20's flirting with me at the pubs and at social events. If you want to have an adventure, you're going to need to take some risks though, and I feel like society in 2023 is all about pressuring people to just conform, work your job, pay your rent, and do nothing.

>>21956243
The upward spiral
Peace is every step

>>21956591
That’s how I feel. I always knew I didn’t want that so I did it reluctantly, badly, but never managed to identify an alternative so at some point I got depressed and gave up.

>>21956584
>I know, but it’s hard to identify what exactly to do next.
get a job if you don't have one. Accrue money and use your free time for figuring out what you want to do with that money. To quote Marcus Aurelius, again: "Life itself is a Journey far from home."

>>21956603
Schrödinger's tranny

>>21956607
It’s not really fun that I’m looking for. What I want is a particular sort of purposeful life.

>>21956610
I promise you, at 30, life is just beginning! You can still have such fun and make your mark on the world. Your teen years and your 20's are like being in the locker room before the game even starts.

>>21956611
I do have a job. I’m about to leave it. Having stayed in it so long is frankly one of my regrets so I don’t see what point there is in keeping it. I actually do know what I would like to do with my life, but it feels like I didn’t do what I had to do to do that, if that makes any sense. I don’t have the sort of biography of someone who does what I want to do. You know?

>>21956621
What do you want to do?

>>21956620
I definitely agree that your teen years and at least your early twenties are like being in the locker room, but I also tend to feel like you need to know what game you’re playing before you exit that locker room. Do you not agree with this? People tend to not radically change in their 30s.

>>21956618
Then identify what you want.

How I'm doing it:
>i want a good porn site
>i want my 3rd book done
>i want a rural property
>i want to spend more time with my kid
>i want another kid
Basically, I have a pen and a piece of paper that I write down every day what the goal(s) for the day is and if it is bringing me closer to my goals.
>why are you on /lit/ then
I'm downloading massive amounts of videos today and looking through my old writing folder on my HD for scenes I've written and organizing them. Also working on my 2nd edition for my 1st book.

If you can make a little progress every day towards defined goals, it feels great! If a bipolar alcoholic psychopath like me can stay alive and have fun and feel like I have a purpose, you can do it!

>>21956627
I do know what I want. I just feel like I missed the window of doing what I needed to do for that.

>>21956623
If I say, the conversation will just turn to why I shouldn’t want to do it.

>>21956625
In my opinion, going through a tough time in life in one way or another teaches you the game. This is why if you look at so many celebrity children, they troon out, turn to drugs, and generally fuck up big time like Hulk Hogan's son because they've had such an easy life and cannot find direction.

That's why I understand why people turn to drugs and alcohol, because if you don't have a struggle to give you purpose, people design their own struggles. You have to struggle in some way, often, IMO, to actually find a reason to live. I swear, this is why the black male suicide rate is so much lower than the white male suicide rate, blacks have a lot of pressure to fight or die, while white beta males can coast along at a 9-5 job until they die without much threat.(other than divorce rape and such)

>>21956609
>Peace is every step
Which book there's a couple with that name.

>>21956627
> if a bipolar psychopath can be adventurous, anyone can
I’m not sure that follows. A bipolar psychopath seems to me exactly the sort of person to be adventurous.

>>21956629
You have to shitkick those thoughts out of your head. That's just your own mind fucking you from being able to do what you want.

>>21956633
Well if its kill yourself, then yeah don't do that. If I had the time and the money, I would go stay in a Monastery for a time

>>21956637
Yes, but even I can conform and work a 9-5 job and turn into a robot if I don't use alcohol to actually WANT to be something more than a 9-5 corporate drone. If I were sober 100% of the time, I'd just work a job and cheer for a local sports team.

>>21956640
I mean I do think about suicide to be perfectly honest, but that’s “what I want to do” in the context I’m speaking about. I’ve thought about the monastery thing as well, but that feels a bit dishonest and like it doesn’t really get me where I want to go.

Getting some weird de ja vu. Feel like Ive seen this exact conversation play out before in this thread

>>21956635
I agree. I just feel as if that tough time came too late and/or took too long. If I was exactly where I’m at now but 5 or 10 years younger, I think I’d feel more optimistic than I do.

>>21956646
Let me guess, you want to be the greatest gay porn star in the world?
>>21956647
This is a very common topic on here lol.

the left has gone insane

>>21956655
Get those negative thoughts out of your head. You are not too young at all.

it's late, goodbye

>>21956668
Wait, come back!

>>21956667
For what I want, I fear I might be.

>>21956636
Thich nhat hanh
youtube.com/watch?v=3zZtuiaczPI

>>21956663
>787m

>>21956655
Someone 10 years older is saying the same thing

>>21956690
Ayyy, I haven't seen this bro in a while.
>>21956698
this

>>21956698
Age barely means shit. If you have balls, you can do whatever at whatever age.

>>21956705
will you be my new daddy then?

>>21956511
>>21956545
>>21956629

Monks sit with their eyes closed for hours a day and barely go anywhere

Yet brain scans show they're feeling pretty good

The more you experience, the more desensitized you become and the higher your standards will be

>this meal wasnt as good as the last
>this music sucks compared to my favorites
>i've seen better movies
>last party was more fun

Most successful marriages are with those who've had few partners

Do what you want
in the end it won't really matter
But try to help others or at least not cause them to suffer

A rich man and a poor man both end up in the same place with no memory of anything

Do or do not - there is no cry

Have adventures or sit and attain enlightenment

But make a decision and commit

No point in worrying or complaining

Just do something

Read "Four thousand weeks"

youtube.com/watch?v=iEIqVq7EZqE

>>21956698
But what difference does that make?

>>21956730
Whatever you want it to

>>21956722
This conversation isn’t about committing so much as coping with having not committed. The adventurer chooses to sit probably won’t regret their adventuring. But a sitter who chooses adventure probably will regret their sitting.

>>21956735
I’m not following.

>>21956740
Okay.

A difference of 10 years.

>>21956736
Sure.

The grass is always greener.

Can watch travel vlogs to get a sense of what adventure is like:
Tl;dw: eating food, walking around, talking to people, drinking alcohol, looking at stuff

You can walk outside whenever you want and have an adventure if you wanted to

youtube.com/results?search_query=Travel+vlog
youtube.com/results?search_query=4k+walk

search "[Country/City] [Walk/vlog]"

For walks can also do "beach" "forest" etc

There's your adventure

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NVGuFdX5guE

Pick one thing a month to focus on

NO SE PUEDE CORREGIR A LA NATURALEZA
PALO QUE NACE DOBLAO
JAMAS SU TRONCO ENDEREZA

The absolute worst thing a book can do is contain too much repetition. Bartleby, American Pastoral, I am done with you. Anyone else despise repetition? Catch-22... I GET IT DUMB. I READ IT THE FIRST TIME AND REMEMBER IT. Twice: fine. Thrice: fine. Quartice: stop. Pentice: stop. Hexice: DUMB AUTHOR=DUMB anything >6: my mind is DONE and the rest of your piece is dead to me. Any author who engages in repetition is only so lucky I am forgiving and will give your (other) works a fresh chance.

>>21956358
Stick some shitty drawings on it and post it on Instagram. 4chan's own Rupi Kaur. This one was reasonably good, but:
>>21956308
And specifically the verses I previously quoted made me cringe.

Also consider posting on the poetry thread. posting here is not wrong but there you would get people who are specifically looking to read/write/criticize poetry.

Staying more than a year in a job you don’t want just because it’s fully remote? Huge mistake.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YNt09nlQILc&list=PLEAF1C6352D4F61F9

>>21953922
>they're gonna criminalize being silly online
Bad to the bone

B-b-b-bad

>>21953935
It was easy to predict, I was following Corona way back in Jun of 2019 when Anons were saying to stock up, its not that hard to extrapolate from there.

>>21957151
Nobody was talking about it in June of 2019. The first threads were in December I think. That swedish anon in that picture is a massive, glaring anomaly. Idk how it hasnt attracted more attention

>>21957161
>Nobody was talking about it in June of 2019.
yes, they were. I was still summer when people like Mr. Metokur started covering it.

>>21957166
I looked back it was around August when people started talking about it.

Guys there's a girl at my uni who sits in the corner at the cafe and draws alchemical symbols in her page margins. She's kinda cute, should I approach her?

>>21957185
approach her with a cross and scream that "the power of Christ compels you" at her over and over until she submits to you.

>>21957166
Post some kind of evidence of this.

>>21957185
I don't think she's a witch, she looks very girl next door. She also has psychology textbooks so maybe she's into the more Jungian/western mysticism sort of alchemy? Or maybe she's just larping

>>21957190
Xyzern on youtube has a mr. metkour archive go to 2019 - 10 - 6 Chinese games is when he first covered it.

I don’t think that you have ever genuinely tried to look at any of this from my perspective and understand how much you hurt me. I tried to kill myself at the end of last year because the things you said absolutely ruined me, and you didn’t even give enough of a fuck to give me closure afterwards to help me recover. I can accept that it’s impossible for you to love me. I can understand that you feel angry and uncomfortable. I don’t understand why it’s impossible for you to empathize with me even the slightest bit. You led me on because you were bored and liked the attention, despite knowing that you had no interest in a relationship or even being friends. I spent a year spiralling into despair and loneliness afterwards, unable to stop thinking about you, and when I eventually reached out to you in a moment of crisis and put myself in the very vulnerable position of confessing my feelings, you responded in the cruelest and coldest possible way, like you relished inflicting as much pain as possible. You went out of your way to be nasty and brutally unkind. What had I done to deserve that? Everything I did afterwards was a desperate attempt to try and make it stop hurting. It never did. I have driven myself insane trying to communicate with you and you completely refuse to understand or listen. You once spent hours talking to me, and yet you don’t even see me as a human being now. Maybe you never did. There is nothing I can do or say that will make you understand the way that I feel. You would rather threaten me and intimidate me than just attempt to talk to me. I tried to get them to stop doxxing you, but you proceeded to actually doxx me in an attempt to shut me up. There is a part of me that hates you very intensely. But I know you have so many good qualities and can be kind and understanding towards others, so
really I just hate myself for not being good enough to be desired by you or to even merit being seen as human in your eyes. You’ll say I deserve cruelty because of the things I’ve done. You were cruel to me before I ever did any of that. You’ll say I can’t be reasoned with. You have never once attempted to communicate with me. Do you understand that everything I did was because I was hurting? It’s not superficially related to you: it was directly caused by you. I’ve owned up to what I’ve done, and apologized over and over. But you’ll never take responsibility for anything.

>>21957217
shhhh we corona-chan chat now
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iBoojBTEPaI

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bEzaWwTQxQo
This is my cry for help!

Behind my monitor there were some house centipedes, bug eggs, hairy mold. I grabbed it all and squished them in my hands.

>>21957240
now eat it!

>>21957211
Post a link

>>21957250
https://archive.org/details/complete_metokur_archive

>>21957240
You will wear the bug helmet

>>21957240
>>21957258
speaking of bugs....
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aHjxKwQou54

If you edit out the pupils, Asuka's eyes look like joints.
I've written about 10,000 words (which I whole-heartedly understand is hardly anything) over the last 2 years across 2 different mediums. All of it most appropriate for /wwoym/ level discussion, but I'm fearful about publicly posting it in case I work some aspect of it into my magnum opus that doesn't have a single word written down yet

>>21957274
Just take all the musings of this general and publish it as "The Rambling Excerpts of a Mad Person"

Man, I do look so fucking fat. Im so tired of caffeine and alcohol addiction. From this day, no more energy drinks, soda and drinking alone. God grant me strength

Conscription is genocide. forcing Ukrainians to be pawns is MURDER and it is WRONG and EVIL. The war
can be ended immediately and the land being fought for is WORTHLESS and is mostly populated by Russians.


Money shouldn’t be spent on killing more Russians.
I love both Russians and Ukrainians. It feels like people are trying to kill as many whites as possible.

We can effortlessly resettle millions of Ukrainians in Canada, Argentina, and Australia. Canada is the size of Europe and WANTS white immigrants.

A true Ukrainian leader calls the war off immediately, refuses to be a puppet, gives Russia the token land, and becomes a beautiful neutral utopia like Switzerland and Japan.

>>21957295
Go on a fast! I lost a ton of weight that way.

>>21957256
This is a link to a helicopter view of Baltimore crime
What the fuck does this have to do with our conversation

Overthrow any force that doesn’t invest in real progress, utopia, and absolute divinity for all.

All should be free.
We’ve been post-scarcity the whole time.

Where’s the transhumanism biopunk divinity?
Shouldn’t Biden be investing in that instead of merely demanding acceptance? Where’s the free healthcare and free cosmetic surgery!?
Why do we give Israel wealth both directly and indirectly when Israel has free healthcare yet we don’t? When was America about Israel and not America!

The only god is love and tomboy Jesus loves sucking my ass!
I worship the divinity of AMERICAN girls.

Also have you heard that the fake government has apparently called off debates because they fear tulsi?! That’s wholly undemocratic. I feel we’d be better off in complete anarchy at this point.
Israel isn’t progress.
Edom and Canaan are eternal.

Biden speaks about trans but always seems to avoid talking about giving trans the transhumanist divine genetic modification innovation investment that EVERYONE wants. IMMORTALITY and DIVINITY NOW!

WHAT ARE BIDENS PRIORITIES?! GIVING ALL OF AMERICA TO ISRAELS DAMNED HEGEMONY BULLSHIT?

>>21957304
I didn't bother going to the exact link you have to scroll down the list.

>>21957321
I neither want to be immortal or a deity if I'm being honset.

>>21957283
I would only do that if a companion work was published in the same week at only a fraction of the page count, and I edited both entirely. Future pop-culture critics and historians could bicker about whether my curation of late 00s and 10s internet cultural history was a valuable resource or historical white-noise biased by a virgin middle class boy who thought himself more relevant than he actually was

>>21957321
>>21957310
These are the kind of posts that convince me that the CIA and JIDF have been shiposting with robots and scripts on this site for years.

>>21957333
Either way I would class if as Bells-lettres and not read it

>>21957303
That might be too much for me at the moment.

>>21957341
just kill me know desu

>>21957352
"Discard your thirst for books so you won't die of bitterness, but of cheerfulness and truth." - Marcus Aurelius

>>21957321
>>21957310
>>21957296

I still don't know what the fuck I should be doing with my life and I'm 27.

>>21957340
It's over

>>21957356
Must be nice to inherit an empire so vast and yet so stable that you get to vacation the borders of it for free and multiple millennia later people call you zen and cultured for telling others to just relax.
5 good emperors my ass

Been practiscing lying to my gf to see if l could get away with cheating on her

>>21957383
The context is missing but he isn't saying it to the reader, he is writing to himself to remind himself not to overindulge in reading, something he liked to do and could apparently never get enough of.

>>21957328
True utopia is true utopia.

>>21957358
If real progress isn’t what you want, then regress and die. You don’t belong on my world among my people.

Tomboy Yahweh indulgently orgasms on Nazi cock in hell for eternity.

I choose a world of love and fun and soul.
And if Israel and your ilk is incompatible with that, that isn’t my problem.

I think I've made up my mind to move cities later this year. Earliest would be September, latest January next year. It feels good to make this decision but now I don't know what to do in the meantime. I just want to leave already.

>>21957328
To add, divinity basically implies making anime real.
Divinity is the baseline, not an achievement.

Divinity and true empowerment are equivalent meanings.
We truly live in a world where everyone can get what they want, and I call that divine.

>>21957381
And so begins global anime-ification via Dixie Nazi Commie weeb autism absolutism etc etc

Whatever everyone was planning anyways before all the political BULLSHIT

>>21957444
Libertarian-nazi-commie-progressive-populist moderate-anarchism utopian-accelerationist liberal-conservatism
Etc

Ending dichotomy is EVOLUTION

>>21957405
unironically, thank you for the the reminder of the context and clarification. I was just shitposting in the best antiquity I could at the time.

As I enjoy Yahweh worshiping my Dixie Nazi cock I ask myself, how should I in some abstract way fart in the mouths of every Israeli simultaneously.

Gosh isn’t religion ridiculous.
Magic is real as all is abstract. Every girl is a god. All can and should be ever transcendently more fun. Etc

I hate cluster headaches.
I hate cluster headaches.
I hate cluster headaches.
I hate cluster headaches.
I hate cluster headaches.

>>21957460
Disgusting AI post be gone
>Every girl is a god
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9564hLm37bI

>>21957468
Try lsd
Try psychedelics
Try orgasming

Any energy can be converted

Or like
Maybe you have to feed a different neural-network/thought more.
Day dream utmost indulgently

>>21957469
I dare you to ponder the possibility you’re behaving like an AI to the ever so slightest extent

Imagine a Nazi girl farting on Israel and everyone in Israel choking on the fart

>>21957490
To add, I often find daydreaming good thoughts cures headaches

But it’s gotta be like
Dangerously indulgent thoughts

A thought that sucks all the ions/energy from all the other neural-networks/thoughts

It really is easy to get groomed by fags on internet desu
Thank God I grew up before every community became gay.

>>21957340
You are 1000% correct. You have a pretty good eye for glow nigger garbage

What's with all these bot posts and why do bots like anime and simping so much?

>>21957367
for real, what the hell is the right thing to be doing?

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