/lit/ - Literature

Why are they like this?

>>21618581
nigga what you said didn't make any sense LMAO

>>21618646
That's not how you link

Previous thread is this >>21618641

>>21618646
>>21618646
That's not how you link

Previous thread >>21612465

>>21618650
Ads enabled on her videos, anon?
She's reading a classic antiquities epic. What about it? You don't like her takes? Talk to her about it in the comments section. Be civil.

>>21618681
>That's not how you link
Oops copied the wrong post number

People are afraid of me for no reason, specially women
The few who were humane enough to tell me said I have "the face of a psychopath" and that they thought I was a serial killer or something like that and that they were scared I was going to murder them.
I don't why is that, honestly. I know it must be something about my appearance and mannerisms, but I'm clueless to what it is exactly, with exception of the fact that I don't smile often and I'm ugly.

Good morning I hate women

I'm shape-shifting from place to place
Bending time
Curving space
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kBKRYBwguqk

In other news I feel completely defeated by my own fears. I have become a being of cowardice and bitterness. I don't think I can pull out of these muddy waters, bros. I've been in them for so long that my legs have gone numb. They have probably rotten away under there.

>>21618759
>I'm ugly
As heartless as it sounds, this is it

>>21618663
>nigga
Yeah don't try to understand complicated things lest your little brain might start hurting

>>21618759
Lack of interpersonal attunement/interbodily rapport. Can be caused by autism (are you autistic?) or schizophrenia spectrum disorders, in which case it is known as praecox gefühl to the person interacting with you. People who have trouble with attunement come of as stiff, unapproachable and unlikable.

If you're not mentally ill in one of those two ways (and honestly, even if you are), practice makes it better. Smile more. Try to be more expressive with your face and hands. Pretend to be italian.

>>21618759
make humor into your weapon. be deadpan with it. it's ridiculously effective at getting people on your side.

>>21618692
Shut up retard

>>21618759
you shouldn't be on /lit/, anon. go on /fit/, bodymaxx, go on /biz/, moneymaxx, and only come back here when you'll have tried to go down the road of lawful evil badboys.

>>21618767
Good evening, I love women so much its unreal, I just want make them their favorite foods and cuddle with them.

>>21618829
Good cuck get them ready

>>21618824
>moneymaxx
there's no such thing as moneymaxxing, especially not on /biz/. your fortune is predetermined on elements that are beyond your control.

>>21618843
Major poorfag cope

>>21618851
nah thats you

>>21618843
home country, education, training, job, investments. these decisions are fundamentally your very own decisions. unless you're retarded of course, then your future is predetermined.

>>21618767
You are weak and sad. Hope you can heal someday.

>>21618759
As suggested already. Work on a smile greeting, and maybe humor.
I'm shy and haven't been about to pull of the latter so well. I know another loner and he uses his wit all the time. A bit gregarious, but I love him.

>>21618890
YWNBAW

>>21618798
comfy song. What are your fears? Social anxiety? It'll pass

>>21618871
they really aren't. that's an illusion

>me at age 60 still deciding what type of genius i should become when i grow up

>>21618915
see my third sentence
>>21618871

I hate Jordan Peterson, and he's only growing more powerful and willing to speak on topics far outside his expertise
What are we gonna do?

>>21618893
I didn't ask.

>>21618932
No need to ask tranny

>>21618930
there's nothing you can do. by the end of this year he will have a global forum for conservatives, plus his very own real accredited academy. he said himself he is back on 80% full strength. in his apex he was only at 20% running power. Peterson will become Canada's Prime Minister in 2025.

>>21618930
>willing to speak on topics far outside his expertise
Do you mean this talk? https://vocaroo.com/11O41RX0jrhv

>>21618949
Kek
https://youtube.com/shorts/y_gW9hRcf0I?feature=share

>>21618922
I've been trying to finish my book for 5+ years. I'm starting to worry that I'll never finish it.

>>21618922
oops didn't mean to quote you, lol

It doesn't feel like I'm going to become what I longed for, frens. I'm probably never unveiling a secret of reality. Theoretical physics is hard.

>>21618986
>secret of reality
>theoretical physics

I know the meaning of life. the meaning of life is being alive. That's it.

I'm shortlisted to win $700 bucks for my query letter in a contest.

This is odd, as my query has only peaked the interest of one agent out of about 80 so far.

Is there a letterboxd for books? Don't tell me Goodreads, that site sucks

>>21618992
The meaning of life is to make more life. The alternative is the void - nothingness.

Be fruitful and multiply, anon.

>>21618991
Laugh as you wish, you fool. Reality has structure and we are methodically aprehending it. Though we know little, what we do know is profound and deserving of respect.

>>21619007
Goodreads. You only need to catalogue books. If you want le community then try reddit

>>21619003
it's all fake, friend. Just be happy. Here's a story:
one time in school I got a 3(C) on a project. I went to my teacher and said: "Why did I get this grade? I worked so hard and I was really proud of it!" And my teacher replied, "Why? 3 is a good grade!" And in that moment I realized that it's all fucking fake. There is no metric by which something is objectively measured. It's just bullshit. Someone decided to short list you. Be happy, don't worry. And the fact that so many people didn't like your work doesn't actually mean much. Reality is fake.

Lately I'm feeling like life is slowly grinding me away day by day. I used to be a pretty ambitious person and I've achieved a little bit of what society would call success: I'm married with little children and I'm in a position professionally where I can support my family comfortably. Being successful professionally doesn't give me deep satisfaction anymore. Reaching new goals and "life milestones" just feels increasingly empty - it never holds up to expectations and the things I have to worry about just become more. I used to be in great shape but I rarely have time to work out anymore, I'm tired constantly. I used to have more friends but those relationships are slowly withering because I don't have the necessary time to invest in them anymore.

I do know it's all worth it in the long run and my wife and my kids love me but the life ahead of me looks to me like a long slog through a swamp. To some degree it's probably seasonal affective disorder that will go away but sometimes I really feel tired of life and the prospect of eventual death loses some of the horror it once held for me.

>>21619012
I remember being 12 too

>>21619031
She meant "3 is a good grade [for someone as dumb as you]!"

>>21619027
I do use it for that, I just want a better layout. It doesn't even have a dark mode. I just want a simple, pleasing layout like letterboxd where I can see all the book covers in a grid. Maybe I'll code it myself

>>21618900
I seem to be afraid of everything these days, because the ghost of failure can traverse through all passages, and that ghost is scary. I wish he looked like Casper instead. I do fine-to-good in social interactions, but the issue is getting to them in the first place, as i have resorted to never leaving the house out of shame. I've convinced myself that I am worthless, that i have nothing to offer whatsover, through doing absolutely nothing out of the abundant time i had during the past 3 years. And i did nothing because i was terrified of not living to these incomprehensible standards that have been etched inside my head. The fact that i can make decisions is terrifying to me, as embarrassing and shameful it is to admit that, it nevertheless remains the truth of my condition. I fear the possible future where ''I fucked up''. I can't even watch a movie without thinking that i'm making the wrong choice! Despite having the sliver of lucidity that makes me realize how ridiculous this line of thinking is, I still haven't managed to make a single step forward. My actions during the day mostly consist of retreading the same old ground that i have trampled, to the point where i even on nostalgia for the most of the things i choose to interact with. The worst of it all is repeating my words like a dementia ridden fossil. Hell, i've even been posting in these damned generals consistently for the past six months or so, as i haven't been able to venture out of this comfortable shack. I'm in a fetal position, which is to suggest that i just as frail and powerless as a fetus, with the difference being that for the little fella he has no choice but to surrender to his nature, while i'm doing it out pure fear, and therefore, weakness. I could keep going on and on for longer, but things have gotten pathetic enough already.
Thank you for asking, it's very kind of you. And I'm happy to know that you've enjoyed the song. The artist is a pseudonym used by Gerald Donald, who is also known as Doppelereffekt, and was one half of the brilliant electronic music duo known as Drexciya. Their music is one soothing brain massage, and i highly recommend checking out some of their catalog if you've enjoyed what's been previously posted.

>>21619044
RUDE DICKHEAD!
But yeah, I'm pretty sure they thought I was retarded, but they liked me, so they'd make up reasons to give me extra points, so I'd pass, LMAO.

>>21619060
>dark mode.

Should I just release my book or continue to query with random agents?

>>21619062
Sounds pretty bad anon. I'd say you need help from a priest or from a psychologist depending on your beliefs, but it's beyond my competency in any case

UNTIL we are able, so to say, to "feel back" our sensations made utterly unintelligible to ourselves by state politics or religious dogmas-and thus to reach their original truth, we shall never be in a position to grasp the sensuous substance of our roots of speech.
The sense of a root is "objective" sensation embodied therein; but first by its embodiment does a sensation become understandable, and this body itself is alike a sensuous one, and one that can be determinately apprehended by nothing but the answering sense of hearing. The poet's utterance will therefore be a swiftly understandable one, if he concentrates the to-be-expressed sensation to its inmost essence; and this inmost essence will necessarily be a unitarian one, in the kinship of its conditioning and its conditioned moments. But a unitarian sensation instinctively utters itself in a uniform mode of expression; and this uniform expression wins its fullest enablement from that oneness of the speech root which reveals itself in a kinship of the conditioning and conditioned chief moments of the phrase.
In Stabreim the kindred speech roots are fitted to one another in such a way that, just as they sound alike to the physical ear, they also knit like objects into one collective image in which the feeling may utter its conclusions about them. Their sensuously cognizable resemblance they win either from a kinship of the vowel sounds, especially when these stand open in front, without any initial consonant; or from the sameness of this initial consonant itself, which characterizes the likeness as one belonging peculiarly to the object or again, from the sameness of the terminal consonant that closes up the root behind ( as an assonance), provided the individualizing force of the word lies in that terminal.

>>21619091
I appreciate the sentiment either way, anon. God bless your day.

>>21619034
The Sailor Who Fell from Grace with the Sea

>>21619094
If I can't read this drunk, then it's pretentious gibberish. Parse it down, pal.

A SENSATION [or "emotion"] such as can vindicate its own expression through the Stabreim of root words which call instinctively for emphasis is comprehensible to us beyond all doubt-provided the kinship of the roots is not deliberately disfigured and made unknowable through the sense of the phrase, as in our modern speech; and only when this sensation, so expressed, has brought our feeling instinctively to grasp it as one thing, does that feeling warrant any mixing of it with another. In the Stabreim, again, poetic speech has an infinitely potent means of making a mixed sensation swiftly understandable by the already biased feeling; and this means we may likewise call a sensuous one-in the significance that it, too, is grounded on a comprehensive, and withal a definite sense in the speech root. In the first place, the purely sensuous aspect of the Stabreim is able to unite the physical expression of one sensation with that of another, in such a way that the union shall be keenly perceptible to the ear, and caress it by its naturalness. But further-through this innate power of the similar "clang"-the sense of the Stabreim-ed root word which introduces the fresh sensation already dawns upon the ear as one essentially akin, that is, as an antithesis included in the genus of the main sensation; and now, in all its general affinity with the first-expressed sensation, it is transmitted through the captivated hearing to the feeling, and onward through this, at last, to the understanding itself.

>>21619102
it's AI spam

>>21619107
Oh! Thank you.

To impart a feeling with utmost plainness, the poet has already ranged his row of words into a musical bar, according to their spoken accents, and has sought by the consonantal Stabreim to bring them to the feeling's understanding in an easier and more sensuous form; he will still more completely facilitate this understanding, if he takes the vowels of the accented root words, as earlier their consonants, and knits them also into such a rhyme as will most definitely open up their understanding to the feeling. An understanding of the vowel, however, is not based upon its superficial analogy with a rhyming vowel of another root; but, since all the vowels are primally akin to one another, it is based on the disclosing of this ur-kinship through giving full value to the vowel's emotional content, by means of musical tone. The vowel itself is nothing but a tone condensed: its specific manifestation is determined through its turning toward the outer surface of the feeling's "body"; which latter-as we have said-displays to the "eye" of hearing the mirrored image of the outward object that has acted on it. The object's effect on the body of feeling itself is manifested by the vowel through a direct utterance of feeling along the nearest path, thus expanding the individuality it has acquired from without i nto the universality of pure emotion ; and this takes place in the musical tone. To that which bore the vowel, and bade it outwardly condense itself into the consonant-to that the vowel returns as a specific entity, enriched by the world outside, in order to dissolve itself in it, now equally enriched. This enriched, this individually established tone expanded to the universality of feeling is the redeeming "moment" of the poet's thought; and thought, in this redemption, becomes an immediate outpour of the feeling.

Someday I will be real. That's all, folks.

>>21619086
think of an interesting publicity stunt. something which would pique your personal interest as well as carry the spirit of your book. it's an extra opportunity for creative endeavor, even if it doesn't get you much attention. make an arg even. you're the booker, man.

By the poet's resolving the vowel of his accentuated and Stabreim-ed root word into its mother element, the musical tone, he now enters definitely upon the realm of tone speech. From this instant he has to attempt no further regulation of his accents according to a measure of kinship which shall be cognizable by that "eye" of hearing; but now that the vowels have become musical tones, their kinship, as needful for their swift adoption by the feeling, is regulated by a measure which is cognizable solely to the "ear" of hearing, and surely and imperiously grounded on that "ear's" receptive idiosyncrasy.

Already in word speech the prime affinity of all vowels is shown so definitely that when root syllables lack an initial consonant we recognize their aptitude for Stabreim by the very fact of the vowel's standing open in front, and we are by no means governed by a strict outward likeness of the vowel; the rhyme, for instance, "Aug und Ohr" (How admirably the German language characterizes in this rhyme the two most open-lying organs of reception, through the vowels likewise lying open toward without; it is as though these organs herein proclaimed themselves as turned, with the whole fill of their universal receptive force, directly and nakedly from within outward.). This Ur-kinship, which has preserved itself in word speech as an unconscious moment of feeling, brings the full [power of] tone speech quite unmistakably to feeling's consciousness. Inasmuch as it widens the specific vowel into a musical tone, it tells our feeling that this vowel's particularity is included in an ur-akin relationship, and born from out this kinship; and it bids us acknowledge as the mother of the ample vowel family the purely human feeling, in its immediate facing outward-the feeling, which only faces outward so as to address itself, in turn, to our own purely human feeling.

I am ideologically far right but every type of far righter without exception hates my values as much as the left does.

>>21619107
It's clearly not.

>>21619146
are you the poster?

>>21619150
Yes.

>>21619150
I'm the AI.

>>21619158
Fuck you I'm not an AI.

>>21619145
What are these values?

>>21619157
>>21619158

In a perfect world, niggers and troons would be killed. Groomers and pedophiles castrated and tortured to the delight of the white supremacists now mercifully ruling the world. Women would be enslaved and forced to fulfill their master's every wish. White men could breed with women of another race, but their children should be removed. This is a vision of an ideal world that the Jews will not allow us to have

>>21619164
This was the AI, NOT me.

>>21619226
>t.

>>21619226
White supremacists literally don't exist. What the "far right" wants is just to get rid of pic related

>>21618646
By the robin and the vineyard’s iced trellises,
I walked, clung with deerskin, disheveled and gaunt.
Hunger belled my cold ribs and Tired took my mind;
Shelling me hypnotic, and strained with want.

The vinter found me and offered me grapes.
Hesitant, I smelled them. Washed with sweet,
I took them to my mouth. Before biting, I stopped.
Lest temptation took me, I bleated:

“Go away, you devil!
I know these fruits are not of the vine—
It is winter! I eat what God provides.”

He placed the basket by my feet and walked away.
I collapsed, starved, and perished.
The ravens stripped me, leaving nothing in their wake,
and the robin clicked near my bones, eating grapes.

>>21618583
The retard knows exactly how you feel and relishes the attention and you’re stupid enough to be hurt over this whole ordeal and even dumber because you’ve developed feelings for such a clown. If you want to get fucked and then dumped and look as miserable as his last whore go for it.

t. Was literally that guy for a decade

Choose your 30 year old video game addicted between jobs boyfriend, ladies!:

>>21618767
>I hate women.

>>21618829
>I wub women :3 I want to give them foodz n cuddles ^.~

>>21618890
>Dislike any women ever? You are pathetic. Venerate them like me. I'm a shy boi but I'm trying my best to be good enough for my perfect angel some day.

>>21619241

>>21619353
can I just choose one that will treat me like a person and also be reliable and willing to dedicate themselves to me as much(or close) to me as I am willing to dedicate myself to them

>>21619353
The first one is the only valid candidate because simps are not humans

As a femanon, my dream boy is Stiles Stilinski.

>>21619403
the teen wolf tv movie thing on paramount was trash, im sorry

I have been reading good recently and have some great ideas. Sadly I don't really believe in stories anymore or the joy of sustained creation or even effort of any kind. The first few waves of inspiration crash on the shores of anger and contempt for the world around me. I think it will be years before I get over this anger. I have a lot of shit I have to do anyways so it's probably for the best

>>21619418
I don't know anything about that, I stopped watching after season 4. But the scene where he pauses after finding out he's possessed by an evil spirit to give a drunk girl a bottle of water? I'm sorry, but no other man can compare.

>>21619418
Ok incel

Fuck it
I'd rather just live and die alone than try to act like a completely different person so women or my peers will like me
If absolutely no one likes my sense of humor or wants to get to know me more after meeting me then I'm not going to try putting on some alpha chad sigma male rizz gymbro personality or whatever the fuck and I'm not going to start getting into hobbies I don't care about in order to meet chicks or make shallow halfhearted "friendships" with people
If there really is a woman out there with a thing for manlets with niche autistic interests, self esteem issues, and average physiques, I will never meet her
I give up

>another wwyom entirely about muh women

>>21619425
>been reading good
been reading well* Anon, I won't berate you (this time).

>>21619165
mostly transhumanism and radical epistemolatry/dynamolatry

>>21619385
>that will treat me like a person
what did she mean by this?

>>21619060
If you use a tablet or a phone, ReadEra Premium has those things. It costs like ten bucks if you don't want to bother cracking the apk.

>>21619478
>mostly meme#3424 and meme#68984932789

>>21619458
>I'd rather just live and die alone than try to act like a completely different person so women or my peers will like me
as you should. but remember that adapting is not the same as surrender. I remember being one of those "IF THEY DON'T LIKE ME LIKE I AM, THEN THAT'S THEIR PROBLEM!" But then I had a galaxy brain moment "If I refuse to change, that means I want the whole rest of the world to change for me!" And that, of course, is insane. Since that very moment, my life has only gotten better. I don't have a lot of friends, but the ones I do are ride or die, and I've never had to second guess myself. You just have to understand that being who you are does not mean forcing who you are on other people.

I will never become the figure of manhood i long to be, i don't have the mettle to even try and i refuse to forgive myself for it. Most days i spent fantasizing about running away during the night, climbing on top of some hill then kneeling down on my knees, tying my legs together so i stay erect, and the just wait for the rising sun to shine a final light on my face before i slit my wrists and jugular vein, letting wind and water take me. I'am a pathetic failure.

>>21619464
not my fault

>>21619465
Resonant Misery
Level 61 Aberration

>>21619491
imbecillic meaningless post

>>21619506
A decayed offshoot of the soul, this aberration wanders the soul rivers of the Maw in search of a release that never comes. Weak, smallish, and deformed to the point of almost being a blob of ectoplasmic paste, the Miseries typically travel in packs of four or five, running aimlessly at the prodding of those Mawsworn whose persistent torturous efforts are what have lead to the state of deformity and anguish these lesser Aberrations now exist in.

>>21619482
Men put women on a pedestal, and even if they claim to view them as equals their expression of love betrays their true sentiments. "But it wouldn't be love if I didn't praise her, right?" Yes, but don' degrade yourself. Put her in her place if she disrepects you, and she should be worshipping you as well. This has been the wisdom of a
t.KHV Reader God

>>21618759
try whistling a jaunty tune as you go about your business

>>21619226
It's rare to see someone with such a perfectly attuned and calibrated moral compass.

>>21619497
That's not quite it. I don't expect anyone to change for me and I'm not going to try to disguise my difficult personality in any way, so I figure I'll just never have relationships of any kind, barring a miracle.

>>21618759
I don't know man. Boy, "psycho serial killer vibes" is pretty bad. I don't know what you look like, or how you act, but as a femanon, all I can say is that humor is important, and it’s super important to appear uninterested. Humor smooths out rough edges, and interest magnifies any bad vibes you give off. My suggestion is to hang back in the shadow of your friends, but still be alert. Engage in the group, even if it's only smiling and laughing, or just nodding. The trick is to appear shy and quiet, instead of silent and psychotic.

>>21619506
>>21619534
Geez, I was just trying to help

>>21619579
>I'm not going to try to disguise my difficult personality in any way
that's exactly what I mean. it's not about disguising yourself, or pretending. It's like... for example, I overcompensated by always being very loud and steamrolling people to say what I wanted to say. What I learned is that people don't like that- I figured out that I can say what I want, when I'm being quieter and calmer. I'm not any less myself, just because I adapt to a situation.
You can still be as much as an asshole you want, but you need to adapt it to the people around you. You can sneer instead of scoff, or whatever, idk. Insisting on being an asshole is a pretty bad idea, honestly.

He had some Reason for loving to dispute, being eloquent, an acute Sophister, and therefore generally successful in argumentative Conversation. He had been brought up to it from a Boy, his Father (as I have heard) accustoming his Children to dispute with one another for his Diversion while sitting at Table after Dinner. But I think the Practice was not wise, for in the Course of my Observation, these disputing, contradicting & confuting People are generally unfortunate in their Affairs. They get Victory sometimes, but they never get Good Will, which would be of more use to them. We parted, he going to Philadelphia, and I to Boston.
In returning, I met at New York with the Votes of the Assembly, by which it appear’d that notwithstanding his Promise to me, he and the House were already in high Contention, and it was a continual Battle between them, as long as he retain’d the Government. I had my Share of it; for as soon as I got back to my Seat in the Assembly, I was put on every Committee for answering his Speeches and Messages, and by the Committees always desired to make the Drafts. Our Answers as well as his Messages were often tart, and sometimes indecently abusive. And as he knew I wrote for the Assembly, one might have imagined that when we met we could hardly avoid cutting Throats. But he was so good-natur’d a Man, that no personal Difference between him and me was occasion’d by the Contest, and we often din’d together.
One Afternoon in the height of this public quarrel, we met in the Street. “Franklin, says he, you must go home with me and spend the Evening. I am to have some Company that you will like;” and taking me by the Arm he led me to his House. In gay Conversation over our Wine after Supper he told us Jokingly that he much admir’d the Idea of Sancho Panza, who when it was propos’d to give him a Government, requested it might be a Government of Blacks, as then, if he could not agree with his People he might sell them.
One of his Friends who sat next me, says, “Franklin, why do you continue to side with these damn’d Quakers? Had not you better sell them? the Proprietor would give you a good Price.” The Governor, says I, has not yet black’d them enough. He had indeed labour’d hard to blacken the Assembly in all his Messages, but they wip’d off his Colouring as fast as he laid it on, and plac’d it in return thick upon his own Face; so that finding he was likely to be negrify’d himself, he as well as Mr Hamilton, grew tir’d of the Contest, and quitted the Government.

One of the guys who helped me when I was a weird teenager just got out as trans. Jesus Fucking Christ. Last year my cousin came out as well and started wearing women's clothes ans shit. Probably my nephews will be next when they're old enough. Not gonna lie, that helps with my recent break up - cause at least I don't have to worry about having kids in this god forsaken world. Rip Charlie.

>>21619806
A friend of mine from a few years back turned out to have transmogrified herself. I genuinely didn't recognize her from appearance at first. We've seen a couple of times in the last two years with a small group of friends and last summer we went swimming. Her chest was bare and I had the displeasure of seeing the sewed incisions around where her breasts used to be. She seems happy with her decision. For her sake, I hope she remains happy because that decision of hers is final, and she'll have the scars to remind her for the rest of her life.

>>21619806
>charlieissocoollike
Lol I was following this guy too. He was fun. But let's be honest he was a bit of a fag and most of these kids are only interesting for a brief period of time when they're young and then they fade off or in this case they take a turn for the much worse.

Dreamed i was in a mass shooting in a movie theatre

>>21619806
I don't get trans. With every modern phenomenon I like to think back to history to contextualize it, so the idea there were millions of dudes throughout history who actually felt like they were women is unbelievable. Are we sure it's not lead poisoning or something?

>>21619874
I'm a bit of a fag myself but that's because I'm insecure. I'd never chop my dick off and call myself a woman

>>21619878
Degeneracy + jews honestly. Degeneracy in the past just manifested differently, but it's the same phenomenon discussed even by plato (people end up marrying dogs)

>>21619878
that's because trans people don't want to be trans- they want to be the opposite sex. historical transsexuals either quietly transitioned, or shut up and dealt with it. there are a lot (ie 4 or 5 I know about) that were famously trans- some only discovered to be trans during their autopsies. the whole "I'm trans and proud lol!" is very much a new thing.

This is coming to me if I don't change something.

By relieving the brain of all unnecessary work, a good notation sets it free to concentrate on more advanced problems. By the aid of symbolism, we can make transitions in reasoning almost mechanically by the eye, which otherwise would call into play the higher faculties of the brain. It is a profoundly erroneous truism that we should cultivate the habit of thinking of what we are doing. The precise opposite is the case. Civilization advances by extending the number of important operations which we can perform without thinking about them.

>>21619918
Suicide is always an option

>>21619918
Replace "Still working" with "squatting on someone else's land secretly and being a hobo"
Now it's based

>>21619907
>historical transsexuals either quietly transitioned
How?

>>21619932
how would I know? but obviously they did, or they wouldn't have been able to pull it off.

>>21619934
You're delirious

>>21619937
I'm not

>>21619934
I mean did they chop their dicks off and pretend to be women? Did they take HRT in Ancient Greece? In what way were these ostensible trans individuals from ages ago, well, trans?

If I had sex with a 15 year old girl would it really be so damaging to her

>>21619941
I remember a Roman emperor cutting his boyfriends dick off and pretending he's a woman. I guess if a Roman emperor did it it can't be that bad.

>>21619941
no, they just lived their lives as the opposite sex. completely normal lives, except for that one discrepancy. there are lists of them if you're really interested.

>>21619946
Only if you don't marry her.

>>21619954
If you have such a list at hand I would be delighted to see it.

There are many stories that convey a certain moral. Often the moral of the story is supported, within the story, by the characters embodying that moral succeeding and the opponents failing.
The little piggie that built his house from stone survives the wolf's attack. There is, however, nothing empirical in that outcome, maybe in the real world the piggie that build his house from wood, would have the highest chance of survival.
I find this to be a bit manipulative, you just make the character that agrees with your values win.
Is this an original idea? If not, is there any analysis on this?

>>21619961
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_transgender_people

James Barry, I think, is the most famous one

>>21619955
She is obscenely beautiful it's fucking me up.

>>21619963
>The little piggie that built his house from stone survives the wolf's attack. There is, however, nothing empirical in that outcome
I think the moral of the story is to do your work properly from beginning to end. The first piggy was lazy and built his house from mere straws. The second pig's house is also improperly built out of sticks, and it too falls easily at the hands (or rather, breath) of the wolf. The third pig has properly laid the foundations, used brick and mortar, and after hard work and effort his sturdy house provides the necessary shelter to protect against the big bad wolf.
>maybe in the real world the piggie that build his house from wood, would have the highest chance of survival.
Sticks are made of wood but they don't make for a very sturdy house.
>I find this to be a bit manipulative, you just make the character that agrees with your values win.
That's how children's tales and folklore often go. They offer warnings of vice and endorsements of virtue.

>>21619974
Plato was a Christian.

>>21620009
Thank you for your response. I would like to add, that for me this started with reading the German book "Der Sandmann" by Hoffmann.
In that novel the main character completely fails and one interpretation is, that romanticism is wrong and classicism is right.

I just think, that that pseudo-empiricism is manipulative. No real person won or lost, it was all within the control of the author, he constructed it so, that the character he disagreed with, failed.

When we go back to the piggies, maybe the one building the brick house, would not finish it before the wolf came, so the wood house might be the most reasonable compromise. We can't know, and we should not take the outcome of the fictional story as any kind of evidence.

>>21620040
ok.

>>21618646
How do you conquer anxiety issues? Im already 33 and if anything I feel like I've regressed big time plus I have no real skills

Thought I was fine and kept my life tight and was content but then I lost my job (worked at a used book store) during the pandemic and have been unemployed since. Everything just feels so out of wack and I keep overthinking everything that isn't out of the norm. Heck even going to the shops has me overthinking things like the carpark and where to enter and exit from. And this is amplified when I'm applying for jobs and scouting the area on google maps. When I was employed my life was so structured and I found it was great. Everything out of the ordinary throws me off big time for some reason.

Is this some sort of autism? I don't even know where to start to get my stuff right besides working out (from home). Been forcing myself to volunteer at a thrift store a day or 2 a week and can't help but feel how socially retarded I have become since being unemployed. I mean I always was but I somewhat got better at it. Now I feel myself jumbling and messing up my words or not knowing what to say to ppl when I get there but I guess as the day goes on it gets a bit better.

>>21620078
>When we go back to the piggies, maybe the one building the brick house, would not finish it before the wolf came, so the wood house might be the most reasonable compromise.
True, but then it wouldn't be a very educational children's tale. If the theme of a story aimed at teaching children about virtue and vice is that hard work pays off, then it follows that the hardest working and least lazy of the little piggies wins. Of course the real world isn't as simple as that though.

>>21620104
Reformulate your thoughts. Don't label it as anxiety or overthinking, just call it pure fear. Then ask why am I afraid? What's the point of remaining afraid? It turns this maze into a relatively clear and understandable series of hurdles, and it's up to you to jump over them before the time runs out. Good luck.

>>21620085
The cavemen that developed language were all Christians. Everyone that ever did anything I like are part of the group I like to identify with.
But my tomboy waifu is not "trans".

>>21620133
>But my tomboy waifu is not "trans".
Tomboy genocide is real.

>>21620121
True, maybe my example was not very good, or maybe the concept is not very good.
I would agree, that parents are well within their rights to tell their children a fable, that supports a moral world view that will be beneficial.
I still think, that constructing the story such, that the hero that embodies those virtues, ultimately wins, might be manipulative or not very convincing to an adult reader.
But on the other hand, my argument doesn't seem to be very convincing either xD

I want to have a lot of sex and bathe in my own sinful nature, but at the same time I'm feeling how empty it all is. I know I'm not the only one experiencing this of course, as becoming aware of the nature of desire leads to it intensifying, as if to continue the delusion in a last desperate attempt. I've been going through this cycle so many many times.
Thinking I'm very good looking, thinking I'm very bad looking, sex, no sex, give up, don't give up, hope, despair, anger, motivation...
I do feel like it's getting more and more intense lately.
And through this process as my "personnality" is being erased, I'm still forced to act like the person I was towards others. Problem is I've always been a terrible actor, very bad at lying. Most things I say are now clumsy, and when meeting my childhood friends or dear people I loved, I try to be the one they want to see but it feels so clumsy. They probably misinterpret it for a lack of interest, but no it's just me losing my mind in ways I would have never imagined when I was with them as a kid. At the same time, it feels like this resentment and my sinful nature clashing with truth has always been there. Like I said, I've always been a clumsy actor, over the years my facades have just been destroyed and now I'm left with something that is resembling the truth more and more by the day, while still living in this sinful vessel of a body, containing it's share of limitations and mental scars. I now understand what the those wise old dudes meant in those stories and books, where an unprepared mind cannot meet truth because it could destroy him and others. But at the same time, you don't negociate truth. It befalls you, imposes itself. This is why masonic and luciferians see god as a tyran. You can't escape truth/god, and in trying to do so you will always be punished, in an almost tautological way. Why must it play out like this god, why did you will this...
It hurts too much. Physically, mentally, I feel humiliated, bored.
If only I could go to sleep and not wake up. Family or not, I'm just done. My mind, my body, everything has failed me from the start.
How many more paradigm shifts are needed? Please continue accelerating time, please make us approach the inevitable as fast as you can.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZqEDhKKPl-o

>>21620142
I used to think it was a meme but it literally is. That and the ramping up of interfemale homogenization/normification in the last 10 years have completely effaced interesting women from existence. Looking through a dating app is like looking at a ChatGPT/neuralblender combo app.
>Tacos and margs!
>Margs and tacos!
>Looking for the best place to explore!!
>Exploring the city one taco at a time!!
>Absolutely obsessed with margs!!
Then one profile of a "nonbinary" bald girl with all black eyes and a crucified Shrek tattooed across her skull, then back to "tacos and margs!!" for another 50 profiles

>>21620255
Cool blog

>>21618818
>Pretend to be italian.
Kek.
>>21618759
Anon is right that you're probably coming off as antisocial through body language. Humans like conformity and for most people it's natural to not just unconsciously mirror others but also to have a kind of social anxiety when they are failing to conform or when others do something socially unexpected. Someone who is unconcerned by those social smoothing exercises is considered odd and a potential danger to conformity, and conforming is linked to safety for most humans. It's the reason why people will say 2+2=5 if the five people before them have answered that way, even if they're sure the answer was 4. It's also why humans have developed social codes like active listening in Japanese (where you have to keep saying yes while the other people are talking to show you are listening), or talking about the weather to make polite small talk, or other codes of etiquette: so people know how to conform. In all societies you kind of have to actively show you are concerned about fitting in, or else as it's taken as an intentional fuck you guys, y'all are lucky I'm not armed right now. Humans are one of the biggest predators for humans, so lacking that prosocial conformity is enough to make people think, "Oh this guy definitely kills more than the chickens and lambs it's usual for humans to kill". If being Italian is too much, try talking about the weather and smiling a bit more, and express anxiety at not fitting in as most humans will see those as a case of prosocial conformity.

>>21618646
Studying herpetology seems like it would be fun.

>>21619094
>Born the wrong side of the Rhine to understand french verse
>Wrong side of Poland to get the benefit of Russian assonance
>Probably can't even Greek
lol I'm not taking linguistic advice from someone the Czech could fuck up

>>21619974
James Barry and most of the famous historical Irish trans aren't trans, they're just engaging in the fine Irish tradition of lying to get the job.

>>21618843
>your fortune is predetermined on elements that are beyond your control.
The most important factor is how based or cringe you inherently are. I would love to play poker with you.

>>21620292
>Then one profile of a "nonbinary" bald girl with all black eyes and a crucified Shrek tattooed across her skull, then back to "tacos and margs!!" for another 50 profiles
Dead

This guy precorded this livestream for an alibi so he could murder some pregnant woman. He got caught by CTTV footage.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m1KeSw_4vjc

>>21620534
WHy are you posting this?

>>21620292
Don't use dating apps.

Dating apps fucking suck. You need to go into the real world and take chances. It's rough, the world isn't built for it anymore, but its the only way unless you are Chad looking to smash his 3rd thot for the night.

But, if you absolutely have to stick to using apps, use Instagram. Instagram is a more equal playing field than shit like tinder.

>>21620534
Not sure what could bring one to murder other than love.

>>21620572
It's on my mind. He would've got away with it if not for the CTTV. The livestream alibi worked. So I wonder if someone has been successful and is still streaming or making content. I think it's likely there's at least one case.

>>21620611
Who cares.

>>21620686
He does, apparently. Why do you care enough to post multiple times dissuading people from talking about it, you fucking faggot?

>>21618646
I need your idea, anon. Short story. Few characters. Unusual, unexpected. I'll take care of it if you don't want it...

>>21620914
Try asking the writing general, you'll get better answers.

>>21620947
I am

>>21620959
Then why ask here?

>>21620966
Cause

I've been reading shipping fanfiction since I was a teenager to alleviate my loneliness.
Traditional romance novels don't scratch the itch outside of a handful I've enjoyed. I keep my favorite fics and art on my phone to calm me when I'm anxious at work

I scored a second date with a grill I met from Bumble. She's really smart and cool. I haven't felt this way about a girl in almost a decade. I've been literally so stressed I haven't been able to eat or sleep properly. Dating is so fucking gay I wish I could just skip to the marriage bullshit.

>>21620975
Good for you

>>21620975
Best of luck anon


I recently got an apartment, that’s pretty cool, finally not living with my dad. Hope it motivates me to write More

>>21618646
I'm lonely , I need kush and a bf to make out with. To ignore how much I want to die

Mounting ideation of "bad things." I just need to make it to march. Then I'll escape, if things don't calm down.
Can't even focus on reading. Just reloading 4chan and an altchan compulsively, looking at youtube, and mindlessly performing a hobby.

The mind discovers the body through the pain it endures, but the body is only made aware of the mind once it has expired and abandoned the body to dust.

>>21621193
My body is quite aware of my mind since it's directed by it.

Trannies have gaslit me into questioning the rationality of why I hate them. I never thought I'd say that. I thought I was too autistoschizophrenic to fall for their emotional manipulation and Machiavellianism. This "passing fad" has gone on for almost 10 years at this point. If you have any substantial audience, you can't be critical of them in any way lest you have them and their subjects sicced upon you like dogs and chased underground where a meager honest few stick with you. I've seen it happen too many times. The unmistakably virgin-masculine urge to drive out the native indigenous inhabitants and claim greater territory. Wolves in women's clothing in every female space.

Part of me wants to understand them personally, the part that understands the lack of choice in where, when, how and whether you're born. I want to meet a tranny who isn't narcissistic and ravenous, a born-A who simply would rather identify as a B with no strings attached, one who understands boundaries; nearly ten years of this shit and I've never seen such a person in my life.

But another part of me, the neo-hippy Deist in me, believes that nearly everything has an ultimate purpose, even if those purposes can't be understood by us. That is to say, you were born A for a reason - why forgo your A body and warp and distend it into a B body with invasive surgery and foreign chemicals? Why not stop at being a femboy or a tomboy?

Or maybe I'm just trying to rationalize with the Devil.
>inb4 rent free touch grass /pol/tard

My intuition is that intuitive thinking is bad.

>>21621376
If your intuition was generally leading you to good results you would intuit the opposite conclusion.

>>21621415
It's not about quantity of good results but the quality of good results. I might make a hundred right decisions that improve my welfare, but I could make one wrong decision that leads to the deaths of millions. Now let's say we promote intuitive thinking for the billions of souls that make decisions, and many of those decisions might be right; however, one decision could qualitatively counteract every single good decision ever made.

my best friend is practically begging me to hang out after I suddenly went from chilling with him every week to like 2 or 3 years of extreme isolation and seeing him once or twice a year. i want to hang out with him so badly but im still so sick, both physically and mentally. in the last month ive decided that im at a crossroads in life where i cant keep running away from my problems because I feel liek im literally incapable of functioning normally, and i have no choice but to leave behind a lot of my old lifestyle for a while so i can try and fix things and ive made some progress already, but im not ready yet.

im genuinely at a loss for what to tell him. its been been hours and I have not replied

>>21621435
Now you're reasoning not intuiting. The better your intuition performs the better you would intuit it performs generally.
Intuition can be trained and intuitive thinking can be supported with more disciplined thought.

the plant in my room died. all i had to do was water it once a week and yet i was unable to take care of it. i dont feel so good

>>21621477
You support intuition hardening over minimal intuition?

Naïveté is the sole force that preserves love. Human relationships are all based on manipulation, theft, abuse, and violence, and with the transformative powers of ignorance and naïveté these become what we call love. Whoever is not ignorant of the nature of human relationships cannot love or be loved, and deserves neither.

The only real joy in my life nowadays is making some big intellectual progress
But man it feels good

>>21621639
Intuitionmaxxing. Being able to describe how a fridge works is not as good as having an intuitive feel for the process. I want to train the skills needed to translate intuition to formal thought and the reverse, formal descriptions into intuitive understanding.

What are some major differences between christian vs muslim morals?

Still haven’t seen a movie better than this.

>got another "sex worker" who shoots content at her workplace fired
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SC3eOhzF83U

>>21622066
based
>captcha
are they trying to tell me something bros?

Is everything relative? If it’s not then what is it? How am I to judge things? When can things be not relative and I can be safe or when can things be relative and I stand safe there too?

I'll say that the 9-5 is soul crushing but it does give me some solidity with which I can make bolder and clearer headed decisions about the rest of my life. You have a lot more spare time when you're working part time but you're a lot more anxious and it's not very conducive to good life management.

Reminder that you're only a Real One™ if you burn local.

>no skills
>not funny
>no experience
>no qualifications
>fuck up constantly
Guess I'm just a clown.

>>21622182
Stop coming to 4chan and fix yourself.

>arguing on 4chan
>realize I am in the wrong
>hide all my interlocuter's posts

I stay winning

>>21622154
Nothing is relative. There is only One truth.

Neetbros…How does one become a neet? I don’t see myself wage slaving like this for the rest of my life. I’m ngmi. How can I get money from the state?

In the first place, what is it you are expecting? -to be always flattered? Depend upon it, if your faults were never brought to light before, they will be so now. Are you expecting to be always indulged? Depend upon it, if your temper was never tried before, it will be so now. Are you expecting to be always admired? Depend upon it, if you were never humble and insignificant before, you will have to be so now.

One important truth sufficiently impressed upon your mind will materially assist in this desirable consummation-it is the superiority of your husband, simply as a man. It is quite possible you may have more talent, with high attainments, and you may also have been generally more admired; but this has nothing to do with your position as a woman, which is, and must be, inferior to his as a man.

>>21622442

>>21621954
Christians believe Jesus died for our sins and Muslims believe Jesus put a random dude on the cross to suffer in his place.

>did someone have an opinion that is not entirely banal, milquetoast, and generic??!?!?!?!!1
>NOOOOO I MUST ACADEMICUUUUUUUCKKKKKKKKK
>THINGS CAN NEVER BE SOME WAY THEY MUST BE BOTH WAYS
>IM SO INTELLECTUAL AND BALANCED
FUCK ANGLOS
FUCK ACADEMIA
FUCK YOU

>>21622066
How did you do this?

Just remembered I'm going to die eventually.

>>21622496
Thank god

>>21622154
>Is everything relative?
Saying everything is relative whilst simultaneously making a universal truth claim is very stupid. Relativism defeats itself

>>21622527
They're not exactly known for their astute thinking

I feel like these guys would be communists had they been born in this age

>>21622558
fascists*

>>21622558
They both supported monarchy, they were conservative, they hated democracy, and they explicitly support class systems. Are you sure you read anything from them?

>>21622574
Not necessarily read no, but I watched a YouTube video from a booktuber

How can evil be defined? How can an apparent evildoer truly be considered evil if there is no malice or irrational hatred in the intent? Suppose a father raises his son to believe that all dogs are horrible beasts that ought to be killed. (Leave your arguments about whether dogs are good or bad at the door.) That son will grow up believing that, and may eventually come across a dog and kill it. Is the son evil for killing the dog, even though he thought he was doing something for the betterment of humanity? If so, I assume you believe intention should be entirely ignored when judging one's morals - why do you think that?

>>21622636
Read the Bible

>>21621373
I really don't understand why you guys hate trannies so much. I met maybe 3 trannies in my life and they were a bit weird but harmless.

>>21622699
Trannies look uncanny, see >>21619806

But that's not why people hate them. In fact, people don't hate them. Tranny is a collective identity, a poster child for neomarxism. That's what people hate.

>>21619918
fuck

>>21622636
Evil
>black swirling mist
>eyes that glow like burning coal
>manic laughter and a wicked toothy grin
>bats, rats, and other creepy crawlies obey you
>wretched stench

ez

>>21619060
Calibre web. Write your little gay reviews as comments on the actual book file. Tag sort and display however you like

>>21619934
In the late 19th and early 20th century there were actually newspaper articles about people transitioning. It was definitely treated as an oddity but there was also no vitriol

>>21622859
Vitriol arises when it's attempted to be normalized, as it threatens the societal fabric, which serves to protect people's safety. It's a defense mechanism both for the individual and for society.

>>21622891
thank you to this anon >>21609992 you really helped with my perspective

I stupidly took a trip to reconnect with my childhood best friend and only now realized that they have developed an energy of hatefulness and anger. It sucks cuz I feel like they've brought weapons into our friendship tent and I can't trust them anymore. We're on the trip for another week. I don't wanna burn the bridge cuz I'm holding out hope that they'll chill out. But honestly right now I don't feel psychologically safe around them/feel psychologically scared of them. Shitty cuz we're in a city that we've both been dreaming to see since we were kids and now it just feels like a shitty collection of big buildings.

>>21618818
I am schizo and handsome so my sequence is girl is eager to know me, gets to know me, then leaves immediately. Happens over and over. I feel like an angler fish.

>>21618922
I was in an arguable genius's office one time while they weren't there and it was ridiculous. The sheer amount of stuff that this guy produces, all of it ultra high quality. I'd be tuckered out after 2 of his productions and he makes 100 a day and has done so for 40 years. Genius is another level that in my opinion has to be seen to be believed.

>>21622960
What is he angry about that makes you feel unsafe?

>>21622981
100 productions a day of what?

Working at a run of the mill office job for more than a year or two is one of my top 5 regrets. These jobs diminish you. The way you have to speak, the things you have to do, the waste of time and attention, it all trains you to be a smaller person, to settle. Well, I don’t want to settle. It’s been about 3 years total for me and I think I’ll never make it to 4. I’ll just be poor and homeless.

urge to drink rises. anxiety is unbearable

>>21623004
Dildos. He'd make dozens upon dozens of magnificent dildos every single day. It was actually insane to see it.

>>21619584
>>21618759
"Don't appear interested" is good advice but you have to swap in people-interest for something else, otherwise you just scream "I'm trying not to pay attention to you" which is just as scary. My trick is to tell myself to pay attention to THINGS, as in physical objects like buildings and cups or whatever. It's fun cuz a lamp post doesn't give a fuck if you stare at it, plus you can learn a lot about people via their objects. This method does make you look retarded and awkward but it's the best I've come up with in the rock/hard place situation you and I are in.

>>21619875
Did you die? I died in a dream once and it was strangely sexy, said feeling was doubly confusing cuz it was one of my guy friends stabbing me with a sword

>>21623036
Lol there's nothing confusing about that, the only way it could be gayer was if you were both naked and covered in mud

>>21622891
I'm not sure that's entirely true. The thing with transsexuals is that in the ideal case, other people won't even know they're transsexual. I don't think "normalization" means to make something uh, more seen? but rather that it becomes something unremarkable. The issue right now, I think, is that it's been politicized. How many people see a transflag and say "I fuckin' hate liberals"

>>21623036
>it was one of my guy friends stabbing me with a sword
that's a euphemism

>>21622442
>>21622636
Alpha Centauri tech advancement voice over vibes, kinda digging it

>>21623054
>bro turning your men into women it's perfectly fine as long as no one knows, society will be fine, you don't need women, just make it normal for men to be women!

>>21623054
In the ideal case they wouldn't exist because they don't contribute anything by being transexuals, and men are a valuable resource that a country needs to survive. You haven't even argued the point.

>>21622985
He's angry at his psycho ex but it's making him angry at women in general in an unsettling way. It's exacerbated his insecurity (which he's always had, bless him) and now he's overcompensating by trying to belittle me, possibly out of jealousy of my healthy relationship with my gf. I refuse to belittle him back and bring my weapon into our friendship tent, so it feels like I've taken a vow of pacifism and he hasn't and he keeps punching me. If I weren't autistic then I could tell him to stop but I don't know how. We've argued a few times already, he'll apologize but, perhaps unsurpisingly, he'll do it in a belittling way. "I'm sorry, I know you need time to process how I've hurt you, take all the time you need." He feels like a monster to me now.

>>21623094
Just be a good friend, take it like a man, and he'll get better with time. Don't be a pussy.

>>21623004
Visual art. Complete drawings and fully rendered paintings, each totally different than the last and each wildly imaginative, not to mention so skillfully made that they almost make me cry for joy.

>>21623084
what do you contribute? and being transsexual does not exclude contributing anything, if that's what you're really insisting is the most important factor.

>>21623045
Nice analysis wanna fuck?

>>21623104
You can't read properly nor argue soundly, so no point in discussing.

>>21623113
excellent deflection

>>21622233
Save a lot of money and move to some shithole third world country like Brazil where everything is cheap. If you're concerned that third world niggers will chop off your head based on their whim, then go to Poland or somewhere, but it's gonna cost you more and you will have to alternate between like: few months of work abroad and saving/few years of NEETing and chilling.
That's only taking into account you don't need much to be entertained beside basic things like: Internet, books, gym etc.

>>21623138
>Pic
I've had like 6 girlfriends and have never broken up with any of them, they've all broken up with me

>ask friend if he wants to go for dinner this weekend with others
>replies with a "the timeline is complicated, I'll let you know if the stars align to allow me to be free"
I swear to God this guy.

>>21623172
lol

>>21623172
Ask him to hook you up with one of his hippy polycules

>>21623078
Real, natural women aren't going anywhere you fucking moron. 1% of the population being trans functionally changes nothing

>>21623100
Not that anon, but why should he be a good friend to someone who doesn't have the decency to do the same? Fine line between taking it like a man and taking it lying down

>>21622636
Why would intent matter at all? The most evil people all think they are doing good or at least lie to themselves that they are.
You're evil.

>>21623204
>bro why stop this tumor it's just 1% of your body!

>>21619918
>no kids
based
>no husband/wife
based
>no property
this could be potentially cringe
>still working
CRINGE

Now summer is gone.
And might never have been.
In the sunshine it’s warm.
But there has to be more.

It all came to pass,
All fell into my hands
Like a five-petalled leaf,
But there has to be more.

Nothing evil was lost,
Nothing good was in vain,
All ablaze with clear light
But there has to be more.

Life gathered me up
Safe under its wing,
My luck always held,
But there has to be more.

Not a leaf was burnt up
Not a twig ever snapped …
Clean as glass is the day,
But there has to be more

>>21619931
>>21623320
Are you 12?

I gave up on my life, I'm living each day after the other, I don't care what happens anymore
I didn't ask any of this

Do you wanna be a hero in the sky?
Do you wanna be a hero in the sky?
High adventure, higher pay, join the Space Marines today
Yeah, you're gonna be a hero in the sky

When I hang out with females I've started to notice how gross they actually are. Not so long ago when they hugged me it would make me happy, but now I feel nothing. The thought of a female sharing my bed for the rest of my life is suddenly quite disturbing. Their laughter has also started to get on my nerves. And the fact that they laugh at the drop of a hat does nothing to endear them to me. Female beauty now seems overrated. If I wanted to observe a beautiful woman I could simply look a painting or a photo for a few minutes. What's happening to me anons?

>>21623425
Why did you upload a child as your image.

I like flat chests and I cannot lie.

no thoughts head empty

>>21623425
Healthy young man starts reading books, gets pumped with massive loads of fiction and philosophy, doesn't feel good and changes - HOMESEXUALITY. Many such cases!

>>21618646
fine, I shall list a few loose thoughts that stray through my head.
I wrote them before bed last night and may seem abstract.
>Humans are perhaps not at all individual beings but perhaps only exist in a stream of collective consciousness, as every human being that exists must originate through a cycle of creation from another living human, they themselves from a long lineage must stipulate that all life that flows from a singular source and that then all life that exists within the bounds of this singular current must exist in competition to thrive and exist in the environment of qualities it finds itself in.
If life is capable of adapting and evolving through a variety of structures, forms and qualities then the common denominator of life must not be any limited aspect of itself but rather a force that exist concealed within the veil of physical limitation, those impulse or force simply uses the material existence as a vehicle of its own being.

> On the nature of qualities themselves. Qualities, much like colors exist both as absolute forms and diluted variations between these points that themselves exist as absolute forms. Then these unique forms and states can then themselves be transmuted from one state of being to another on this spectrum of being. Typically, this transformative state if left alone will decay and lead to any object falling to pieces and being “recycled” in a sense depending. As organic matter will breakdown and become one with the environment to be fed in a circle of life or that metal will rust away and become nothing in time. This state of decline occurs after something ascends and reaches the peak of it’s use or the prime zone of concious focus. After the build up of intent and focus have reached the intended goal or state of being, the object or thing will either instantly or eventually be cast aside to enter a state of decline. Even without our help the world will create and destroy things naturally, having them build up to their intended goal and then decline into decay again. The very fact that a system exists around constant recycling may imply material existence is itself limited within some boundary of it’s being. As the energy that maintains creation and growth disperses or transfers to something else, leaving the object or cycle to enter into decline and cease to exist. Perhaps it is not limited because it cannot exist without limitation but rather because without limitation, unique manifestations of fullness could not manifest individually in terms of instances rather than every potential thing exist everywhere all at once in a infinite state of chaos, where nothing can differentiate itself from something else as their may lack any boundary between space/time to allow fractional existence

Am I a schitzo /lit/wits?

Anyone else's dick hurt after masturbating? I've heard about friction irritating the skin but in my case the whole thing seems inflamed

>>21623138
I have 300k saved up. But I never want to go back to work again.

>>21623172
lmao he sounds funny as fuck to be around

>>21623425
u need a woman not a boring hole, sounds like you now have a hunger for substance and not just female attention

I've been looking for a new place to live for 2 years now. My landlord was very patient, but now I've got an official eviction notice, and now I only have 9 more months. I'm sick of this shit already.

>>21619353
>Dislike any women ever? You are pathetic
Over hysterical. The guy states “I hate (all) women”. *that* IS pathetic. Be fucking rational and you might find someone who can straighten you out. Going around with hate in your heart isn’t healthy and is no way to get love.

>>21619385
Naturally.

>>21619392
Game over for you. Can you shut up now? Stay in the penalty box and sit on your thumbs

>>21623638
Cringe

>>21619385
>can I just choose one that will treat me like a person
haha no.
You get to be Madonna or you get to be whore. Sometimes both in the same day, but never both at once.

>>21619353
>30 year old
Wrong, 29.
>video game addicted
Wrong again, hard drugs and pornography.
>between jobs
Wrong three times in the span of a single line, the temp agency set me up with work for the ENTIRE MONTH.
Nice try painting me like a loser tho fag, maybe work a lil harder at it next time and you wont be triple-wrong.

>>21623717
kek

Just found 5 starved puppies on the top of a mountain/hill near my house.
Had to go all the way to the top twice to get 4 of them, the 5th I couldn't find.
Thinking of what to do with them. Might keep one of them but not sure.

>>21618646
Why isn’t the spammer banned yet?

>>21623732
Props to you for not leaving them. It sucks to be reminded of how commonplace such cruelty is in this world. Perhaps you can ask if a family member or acquaintance can take some of them in, if you know anyone that seems good

I wish I was a better person.

>>21623425
>Their laughter has also started to get on my nerves.

Women good/Women bad. IDK. But I will die on the hill that women absolutely grating laughs.

>>21623489
based

>>21623814
I have plenty of family that might take a few in so I'll try that.
And yeah it's really fucked up, there are only like 2 houses even near to that mountain so I'm pretty sure someone took them in a car and dumped them near the top, scum.

>buy old, obscure, out of print books on the paranormal, secret societies, witchcraft, etc
>rebind them in black leather
>gilt lettering
>sell them on ebay for hundreds of dollars

>>21623074
The first post you replied to is actually written by one Mrs. Sarah Stickney Ellis, in the mid-19th century. The quote is from one of her advice books directed at young women on the topic of love, courtship and marriage, which were written at a time when the British society was afraid that young women would make poor choices regarding marriage after having read too much unrealistic romantic novels.

She apparently viewed courtship in a negative light altogether:
>"How often is the progress of courtship no better than a system of fulsome adulation, and consequently of falsehood, carried on exactly as if marriage was indeed the end, instead of the beginning, of their mutual existence."

>>21623898
Styx, is that you?

It's good, but it's not 13 dollars good.

>>21623369
Out of 10, yes.

>>21623977
goyslop

>>21619353
>I'm a shy boi but I'm trying my best to be good enough for my perfect angel some day.
Hey whats wrong with that?

>>21623986
How is that slop

>take meds
>get agressive need to be productive
>can't decided how
>drawing, writing, misc. other crafts, reading, cleaning
>spend five minutes on each and get nothing done
>repeat until meds wear off

A marine recrutier just called me. I was able to tell him within 30 seconds that he's wasting his time because I'm disqualified on psychiatric grounds. He didn't even try to push it further. Feels good to be able to do that.

>>21621373
Obviously trannies are people that have been radiowave attacked.
It's the biggest factor, that + our hormonal profile, influence of the collective and the feeling that we do not conform to the idea of the masculine. We are constantly being attacked by various agents: radiowave, chemicals and magic spells that underly those.
The first two can be countered if you tryhard enough, but even so magic is the biggest problem. Thing is, we don't have access to the latest scientific research about magic, so basically no one has any idea about how to counter those spells. And even if we knew, not sure we could do shit about those since they are fueled by sacrificial rituals, and thus are more powerful than your average tiktok sorcerer magic.
>>21621436
I feel ya friend. I'm also kinda getting isolated from friends, only seeing family, for the same reasons.

>>21623998
ADD meds? do you need them?

>>21624016
yes and mostly. If I want/need to focus on something I need them.

>>21619918
Implying those people will even live to 75

>>21624038
>implying they won't on the easiest-mode society ever created

>>21624026
Sounds like it didn't really change the ADD of your brain, it just made you more motivated

>>21624040
They're unhealthy and unhappy. It doesnt matter that they're provided for if their bodies give out on them

>>21624044
oh no

>>21618646
I pick and eat my scabs. I’m a freak

I want to pick up several hobbies/skills, despite my efforts to focus on just one. I guess it's the jack-of-all-trades life for me.

>>21624118
jack-of-all-trades and master of none, but better that than master of one

>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XMe4vqjjvQk
damn this shit goes

I traded in my jack
And all my guns
Got off the old track
Now I'm the master of nuns

>>21624121
Uomo Universale would disagree

I visited r/hunting. People there are absolutely sick, deranged beyond reckoning. I propose a mass holocaust for these fuckers

I just benched over 200 for the first time.

The only 2 reactions allowed on the Internet are mockery and anger, both of them exaggerated as much as possible

>>21624189
congrats!

>>21624183
Sick how?

>when you realize all that weird stuff about your life isn't universal and in fact you're a weirdo and will stay that way forever

>>21618646

Act 1 scene 1

At the club, a man waiting in line at the bar, two beautiful women - both blondes, one with skin tight leather tights and a fishnet top that you can see her pierced nipples through and the other with no top at all and a tiny, pink and black plaid skirt over red fishnet tights that run into her black skull crushing boots. He, in a simple black t shirt, looks around, trying to get someone’s attention and at this point wondering to himself who’s attention that exactly may be, meets the eyes of one of the blondes who right then raises her hand and covers the side of her face in his direction. A man steps infant of him and slots himself between a guy who was already being served and one of the blondes and immediately receives a nod from the bartender. He raises two fingers in the air, the bartender nods once again, and the guy next to him taps him on the shoulder and asks something in his ear. The man’s eyes light up, he smiles and holds his mouth open in excitement as if he is about to laugh, the moment they’ve both discovered their mutual affiliations, concluded with a hand reached out by the guy, and met with a pop that quakes the room from the man. The blonde looks over at him and says something to the other blonde who is also looking at him, at which point the guy who was sitting there already notices them looking in their direction and obviously aware that it was not meant for him looks at them in earnest, blinks, and looks again up to the man. The man looks down at the drink that just got placed in front of him, the cold, wet, crisp of the glass trickles onto his fingers which caress the droplets as they slip. He lets out a smile, and so do the blondes, and the guy, and even the bartender, and tendress, and even him, there, not him, but him, and simply because he is not him.

>>21624026
Try manually focusing. Defeat it. Zen meditation methods maybe

>>21624227
Good. I don't want to be normal.

>>21624296
>Try manually focusing
doesn't work. I used to cry about it.

>>21624301
What ways are you abnormal, anon?

>>21624321
Your brain for this isn’t missing, it’s underdeveloped. I sympathize, but do exercise it.
With or without the meds, I don’t care. Stop playing the victim

>>21624333
>Stop playing the victim
don't be rude

Next thread

>>21624339
>>21624339
>>21624339

>>21624340
*slaps back*
You’re alright.

>>21624321
He's wrong m8. Don't beat yourself up for being neurodivergent. Instead realize you have to work around it, every bit of motivation and attention you have is fleeting, so make the most of it while it's there.

Last night for example, I found this blog -- it was really interesting and I went through a bunch of posts at once, stopped when I got tired. This morning I had completely moved on. No desire to return to it now, even though it's good. Guys like us have to do everything we want in those bursts of motivation. Otherwise we'll never do anything

>>21623005
It's worse as well given that most offices are now being dominated by women and women in HR. There's a climate oversocialisation, neuroticism and banal/retarded conversation. I often find myself just going for a walk outside and having lunch by myself so I don't have to justify my lack of travel or Netflix viewership. Also, why do women always latch on to the flavour of the month social cause/globohomo psyop.
>t.officefag